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- 0:01Speaker 1: The Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad, Part one of
- 0:06Speaker 1: chapter one. The Nellie, a cruising yawl, swung to her
- 0:10Speaker 1: anchor without a flutter of the sails, and was at rest.
- 0:14Speaker 1: The flood had made the wind was nearly calm, and
- 0:18Speaker 1: being bound down the river, the only thing for it
- 0:21Speaker 1: was to come too and wait for the turn of
- 0:24Speaker 1: the tide. The sea reach of the Thames stretched before
- 0:29Speaker 1: us like the beginning of an interminable waterway. In the offing,
- 0:33Speaker 1: the sea and the sky were welded together without a joint,
- 0:37Speaker 1: and in the luminous space, the tanned sails of the barges,
- 0:41Speaker 1: drifting up with the tide, seemed to stand still in
- 0:44Speaker 1: red clusters of canvas, sharply peaked with gleams of varnished sprits.
- 0:50Speaker 1: A haze rested on the low shores that ran out
- 0:53Speaker 1: to sea in vanishing flatness. The air was dark above
- 0:57Speaker 1: graves End, and farther back still seemed condensed into a
- 1:01Speaker 1: mournful gloom, brooding motionless over the biggest and the greatest
- 1:06Speaker 1: town on earth. The Director of Companies was our captain
- 1:11Speaker 1: and our host. We fore affectionately watched his back as
- 1:15Speaker 1: he stood in the boughs, looking to seaward. On the
- 1:18Speaker 1: whole river, there was nothing that looked half so nautical.
- 1:23Speaker 1: It resembled a pilot, which to a seaman is trustworthiness personified.
- 1:29Speaker 1: It was difficult to realize his work was not out
- 1:32Speaker 1: there in the luminous estuary, but behind him, within the
- 1:36Speaker 1: brooding gloom between us, there was, as I have already said,
- 1:42Speaker 1: somewhere the bond of the sea. Besides holding our hearts
- 1:47Speaker 1: together through long periods of separation, it had the effect
- 1:50Speaker 1: of making us tolerant of each other's yarns and even convictions.
- 1:55Speaker 1: The lawyer, the best of old fellows, had, because of
- 1:59Speaker 1: his many years and many virtues, the only cushion on deck,
- 2:03Speaker 1: and was lying on the only rug. The accountant had
- 2:07Speaker 1: brought out already a box of dominoes and was toying
- 2:11Speaker 1: architecturally with the bones. Marlowe sat cross legged, right aft,
- 2:17Speaker 1: leaning against the mizzen mast. He had sunken cheeks, a
- 2:21Speaker 1: yellow complexion, a straight back and ascetic aspect, and with
- 2:26Speaker 1: his arms dropped the palms of his hands outwards, resembled
- 2:31Speaker 1: an idol. The director, satisfied the anchor had good hold,
- 2:36Speaker 1: moved his way aft and sat down amongst us. We
- 2:40Speaker 1: exchanged a few words lazily. Afterwards there was silence on
- 2:45Speaker 1: board the yacht. For some reason or other, we did
- 2:49Speaker 1: not begin that game of dominoes. We felt meditative and
- 2:53Speaker 1: fit for nothing but placid staring. The day was ending
- 2:58Speaker 1: in a serenity of still and exquisite brilliance. The water
- 3:03Speaker 1: shone pacifically, The sky, without a speck, was a benign
- 3:08Speaker 1: immensity of unstained light. The very mist on the Essex
- 3:13Speaker 1: March was like a gauzy and radiant fabric, hung from
- 3:16Speaker 1: the wooded rises inland and draping the low shores in
- 3:20Speaker 1: diaphanous folds. Only the gloom to the west, brooding over
- 3:25Speaker 1: the upper reaches, became more somber every minute, as if
- 3:29Speaker 1: angered by the approach of the sun, and at last,
- 3:34Speaker 1: in its curved and imperceptible fall, the sun sank low,
- 3:39Speaker 1: and from glowing white, changed to a dull red without
- 3:43Speaker 1: rays and without heat, as if about to go out,
- 3:46Speaker 1: suddenly stricken to death by the touch of that gloom
- 3:50Speaker 1: brooding over a crowd of men. Forthwith a change came
- 3:56Speaker 1: over the waters, and the serenity became less brilliant, but
- 4:00Speaker 1: more profound. The old River, in its broad reach, rested
- 4:05Speaker 1: unruffled at the decline of the day, after ages of
- 4:08Speaker 1: good service done to the race that peopled its banks,
- 4:12Speaker 1: spread out in the tranquil dignity of a waterway leading
- 4:15Speaker 1: to the uttermost ends of the earth. We looked at
- 4:19Speaker 1: the venerable stream, not in the vivid flush of a
- 4:22Speaker 1: short day that comes and departs forever, but in the
- 4:26Speaker 1: august light of abiding memories. And indeed, nothing is easier
- 4:32Speaker 1: for a man who has, as the phrase goes, followed
- 4:35Speaker 1: the sea with reverence and affection, than to evoke the
- 4:39Speaker 1: great spirit of the past. Upon the lower reaches of
- 4:42Speaker 1: the Thames, the tidal current runs to and fro in
- 4:46Speaker 1: its unceasing service, crowded with the memories of men and ships.
- 4:51Speaker 1: It had borne to the rest of home, or to
- 4:53Speaker 1: the battles of the sea. It had known and served
- 4:58Speaker 1: all the men of whom the nation is proud, from
- 5:01Speaker 1: Sir Francis Drake to Sir John Franklin, Knights, all titled
- 5:05Speaker 1: and untitled, the great knights errant of the sea. It
- 5:10Speaker 1: had borne all the ships whose names are like jewels
- 5:13Speaker 1: flashing in the night of time. From the golden hind,
- 5:16Speaker 1: returning with her rotund flanks full of treasure, to be
- 5:20Speaker 1: visited by the Queen's Highness, and thus pass out of
- 5:23Speaker 1: the gigantic tale to the erebus and terror bound on
- 5:28Speaker 1: other conquests, and that never returned. It had known the
- 5:33Speaker 1: ships and the men they had sailed from Deptford, from Greenwich,
- 5:38Speaker 1: from Erith, the adventures and the settlers, King's ships, and
- 5:43Speaker 1: the ships of men on change, captains, admirals, the dark
- 5:47Speaker 1: interlopers of the Eastern trade, and the commissioned generals of
- 5:51Speaker 1: the East India. Fleet hunters for gold, or pursuers of fame.
- 5:57Speaker 1: They all had gone out on that stream bearing the sword,
- 6:01Speaker 1: and often the torch, messengers of the might within the land,
- 6:05Speaker 1: bearers of a spark from the sacred fire. What greatness
- 6:10Speaker 1: had not floated on the ebb of that river into
- 6:13Speaker 1: the mystery of the unknown earth, the dreams of men,
- 6:17Speaker 1: the seed of the commonwealths, the germs of empires. The
- 6:23Speaker 1: sun set, the dusk fell on the stream, and lights
- 6:27Speaker 1: began to appear along the shore. The Chapman Lighthouse, a
- 6:32Speaker 1: three legged thing erect on a mud flat, shone strongly.
- 6:37Speaker 1: Lights of ships moved in the fairway, a great stir
- 6:40Speaker 1: of lights going up and going down, and farther west
- 6:44Speaker 1: on the upper reaches, the place of the monstrous town
- 6:48Speaker 1: was still marked ominously on the sky, a brooding gloom
- 6:52Speaker 1: in sunshine, a lurid glare under the stars. And this, also,
- 6:59Speaker 1: said Marlin, suddenly has been one of the dark places
- 7:03Speaker 1: of the earth. He was the only man of us
- 7:06Speaker 1: who still followed the sea. The worst that could be
- 7:10Speaker 1: said of him was that he did not represent his class.
- 7:14Speaker 1: He was a seaman, but he was a wanderer too.
- 7:17Speaker 1: While most seamen lead, if one may so express it,
- 7:21Speaker 1: a sedentary life, their minds are of the stay at
- 7:25Speaker 1: home order, and their home is always with them the ship,
- 7:29Speaker 1: and so is their country the sea. One ship is
- 7:34Speaker 1: very much like another, and the sea is always the same.
- 7:38Speaker 1: In the immutability of their surroundings, the foreign shores, the
- 7:43Speaker 1: foreign faces, the changing immensity of life, glide past, veiled
- 7:48Speaker 1: not by a sense of mystery, but by a slightly
- 7:51Speaker 1: disdainful ignorance. For there is nothing mysterious to a seaman,
- 7:57Speaker 1: unless it be the sea itself, which is mistress of
- 8:00Speaker 1: his existence, and as inscrutable as destiny. For the rest
- 8:06Speaker 1: after his hours of work, a casual stroll or a
- 8:09Speaker 1: casual spree on shore suffices to unfold for him the
- 8:13Speaker 1: secret of a whole continent, and generally he finds the
- 8:17Speaker 1: secret not worth knowing. The yarns of seamen have a
- 8:21Speaker 1: direct simplicity, the whole meaning of which lies within the
- 8:25Speaker 1: shell of a cracked nut. But marlow was not typical.
- 8:30Speaker 1: If his propensity to spin yarns be accepted, and to
- 8:34Speaker 1: him the meaning of an episode was not inside like
- 8:38Speaker 1: a colonel, but outside, enveloping the tail which brought it
- 8:41Speaker 1: out only as a glow brings out a haze, in
- 8:45Speaker 1: the likeness of one of these misty halos that sometimes
- 8:48Speaker 1: are made visible by the spectral illumination of moonshine. His
- 8:54Speaker 1: remark did not seem at all surprising. It was just
- 8:58Speaker 1: like Marlowe. It was accepted in silence. No one took
- 9:02Speaker 1: the trouble to grunt even and presently he said, very slow,
- 9:08Speaker 1: I was thinking of very old times, when the Romans
- 9:11Speaker 1: first came here nineteen hundred years ago. The other day
- 9:16Speaker 1: light came out of this river. Since you say nights, yes,
- 9:21Speaker 1: but it is like a running blaze on a plane,
- 9:25Speaker 1: like a flash of lightning in the clouds. We live
- 9:28Speaker 1: in the flicker. May it last as long as the
- 9:31Speaker 1: old earth keeps rolling. But darkness was here yesterday. Imagine
- 9:36Speaker 1: the feelings of a commander of a fine what do
- 9:40Speaker 1: you call him, a trireme in the Mediterranean, ordered suddenly
- 9:46Speaker 1: to the north, run overland, across the gulls in a hurry,
- 9:50Speaker 1: put in charge of one of these craft. The Legionnaires,
- 9:53Speaker 1: a wonderful lot of handymen. They must have been too
- 9:56Speaker 1: used to build, apparently by the hundred in a month
- 9:59Speaker 1: or two, if we may believe what we read. Imagine
- 10:03Speaker 1: him here the very end of the world, a sea
- 10:07Speaker 1: the color of lead, a sky the color of smoke,
- 10:11Speaker 1: a kind of ship about as rigid as a concertina,
- 10:14Speaker 1: and going up this river with stores or orders or
- 10:19Speaker 1: what you like. Sand banks, marshes, forests, savages, precious little
- 10:25Speaker 1: to eat for a civilized man, nothing but Thames water
- 10:28Speaker 1: to drink. No Falernian wine here, no going ashore here
- 10:34Speaker 1: and there a military camp lost in a wilderness, like
- 10:38Speaker 1: a needle in a bundle of hay, cold, fog, tempests, disease,
- 10:43Speaker 1: exile and death, death, skulking in the air, in the water,
- 10:48Speaker 1: in the bush, they must have been dying like flies here. Oh, yes,
- 10:55Speaker 1: he did it, did it very well too, no doubt,
- 10:58Speaker 1: and without thinking much about it either, except afterwards to
- 11:02Speaker 1: brag of what he had gone through in his time.
- 11:04Speaker 1: Perhaps they were men enough to face the darkness. And
- 11:09Speaker 1: perhaps he was cheered by keeping his eye on a
- 11:12Speaker 1: chance of promotion to the fleet at Ravenna, by and bye,
- 11:16Speaker 1: if he had good friends in Rome and survived the
- 11:19Speaker 1: awful climate. Or think of a decent young citizen in
- 11:23Speaker 1: a toga. Perhaps too much dice, you know, coming out
- 11:27Speaker 1: here in the train of some prefects or tax gatherer
- 11:30Speaker 1: or trader, even to mend his fortunes, land in a swamp,
- 11:36Speaker 1: marched through the woods, and in some inland post, feel
- 11:39Speaker 1: the savagery, the utter savagery, had closed around him, all
- 11:44Speaker 1: that mysterious life of the wilderness that stirs in the
- 11:48Speaker 1: forest and the jungles in the hearts of wild men.
- 11:52Speaker 1: There's no initiation either into such mysteries. He has to
- 11:57Speaker 1: live in the midst of the incomprehensible, which is also detestable.
- 12:02Speaker 1: And it has a fascination too, that goes to work
- 12:05Speaker 1: upon him, the fascination of the abomination you know, imagine
- 12:10Speaker 1: the growing regrets, the longing to escape, the powerless disgust,
- 12:15Speaker 1: the surrender, the hate. He paused mind he began again,
- 12:23Speaker 1: lifting one arm from the elbow, the palm of the
- 12:26Speaker 1: hand outwards, so that with his legs folded before him,
- 12:30Speaker 1: he had the pose of a Buddha preaching in European clothes,
- 12:33Speaker 1: and without a lotus flower mind. None of us would
- 12:38Speaker 1: feel exactly like this. What saves us is efficiency, the
- 12:42Speaker 1: devotion to efficiency. But these chaps were not much account really.
- 12:48Speaker 1: They were no colonists. Their administration was merely a squeeze
- 12:52Speaker 1: and nothing more. I suspect they were conquerors, and for
- 12:56Speaker 1: that you want only brute force, nothing to bow when
- 13:00Speaker 1: you have it, since your strength is just an accident
- 13:04Speaker 1: arising from the weakness of others. They grabbed what they
- 13:08Speaker 1: could get for the sake of what was to be got.
- 13:12Speaker 1: It was just robbery, with violence aggravated murder on a
- 13:16Speaker 1: great scale, and men going at it blind, as is
- 13:20Speaker 1: very proper for those who tackle a darkness. The conquest
- 13:24Speaker 1: of the earth, which mostly means that taking it away
- 13:27Speaker 1: from those who have a different complexion, more slightly flatter
- 13:31Speaker 1: noses than ourselves, is not a pretty thing when you
- 13:34Speaker 1: look into it too much. What redeems it is the idea,
- 13:39Speaker 1: only an idea at the back of it, not a
- 13:42Speaker 1: sentimental pretense, but an idea, and an unselfish belief in
- 13:47Speaker 1: the idea, something you can set up and bow down
- 13:50Speaker 1: before and offer a sacrifice to. He broke off. Flames
- 13:57Speaker 1: glided in the river, small green flames, bred flames, white flames, pursuing, overtaking, joining,
- 14:04Speaker 1: crossing each other, then separating slowly or hastily. The traffic
- 14:09Speaker 1: of the great city went on in the deepening night
- 14:12Speaker 1: upon the sleepless river. We looked on, waiting patiently. There
- 14:18Speaker 1: was nothing else to do till the end of the flood.
- 14:21Speaker 1: But it was only after a long silence when he said,
- 14:24Speaker 1: in a hesitating voice, I suppose you, fellows, remember I
- 14:29Speaker 1: did once turn fresh water sailor for a bit that
- 14:33Speaker 1: we knew we were fated before the ebb began to
- 14:37Speaker 1: run to hear about one of Marlow's inconclusive experiences. I
- 14:43Speaker 1: don't want to bother you much with what happened to
- 14:46Speaker 1: me personally. He began showing in this remark the weakness
- 14:50Speaker 1: of many tellers of tales who seemed so often unaware
- 14:53Speaker 1: of what their audience would like best to hear, yet
- 14:57Speaker 1: to understand the effect of it upon me. You ought
- 15:00Speaker 1: to know how I got out there, what I saw,
- 15:03Speaker 1: how I went up that river to the place where
- 15:05Speaker 1: I first met the poor chap. It was the farthest
- 15:09Speaker 1: point of navigation and the culminating point of my experience.
- 15:14Speaker 1: It seemed somehow to throw a kind of light on
- 15:17Speaker 1: everything about me and into my thoughts. It was somber enough, too,
- 15:23Speaker 1: and pitiful, not extraordinary in any way, not very clear either, No,
- 15:29Speaker 1: not very clear, And yet it seemed to throw a
- 15:33Speaker 1: kind of light I had then, as you remember, just
- 15:38Speaker 1: returned to London after a lot of Indian Ocean Pacific
- 15:42Speaker 1: China seas a regular dose of the East six years
- 15:46Speaker 1: or so, and I was loafing about pindering you fellows
- 15:50Speaker 1: in your work and invading your homes, just as though
- 15:53Speaker 1: I had got a heavenly mission to civilize you. It
- 15:57Speaker 1: was very fine for a time, but after a bit
- 16:01Speaker 1: I did get tired of resting. Then I began to
- 16:04Speaker 1: look for a ship. I should think the hardest work
- 16:07Speaker 1: on earth. But the ships wouldn't even look at me,
- 16:11Speaker 1: and I got tired of that game too. Now, when
- 16:16Speaker 1: I was a little chap, I had a passion for maps.
- 16:19Speaker 1: I would look for hours at South America or Africa
- 16:23Speaker 1: or Australia and lose myself in all the glories of exploration.
- 16:29Speaker 1: At that time, there were many blank spaces on the Earth,
- 16:32Speaker 1: and when I saw one that looked particularly inviting on
- 16:35Speaker 1: a map, but they all look like that, I would
- 16:39Speaker 1: put my finger on it and say, ah, when I
- 16:43Speaker 1: grow up, I will go there. The North Pole was
- 16:47Speaker 1: one of those places. I remember, well, I haven't been
- 16:51Speaker 1: there yet, and shall not try now. The glamours off
- 16:56Speaker 1: other places were scattered about the hemispheres. I have been
- 17:00Speaker 1: in some of them, and well, we won't talk about that.
- 17:06Speaker 1: But there was one yet, the biggest, the most blank,
- 17:09Speaker 1: so to speak, that I had a hankering after. True,
- 17:15Speaker 1: by this time it was not a blank space anymore.
- 17:18Speaker 1: It had got filled since my boyhood with rivers and
- 17:21Speaker 1: lakes and names. It had ceased to be a blank
- 17:25Speaker 1: space of delightful mystery, a white patch for a boy
- 17:28Speaker 1: to dream gloriously over. It had become a place of darkness.
- 17:34Speaker 1: But there was in it one river, especially a mighty
- 17:38Speaker 1: big river, that you could see on the map, resembling
- 17:42Speaker 1: an immense snake uncoiled with its head in the sea,
- 17:46Speaker 1: its body at rest, curving afar over the vast country,
- 17:50Speaker 1: and its tail lost in the depths of the land.
- 17:54Speaker 1: And as I looked at the map of it in
- 17:56Speaker 1: a shop window, it fascinated me as a snake would
- 17:59Speaker 1: have a silly little bird. Then I remembered there was
- 18:05Speaker 1: a big concern a company for trade on that river
- 18:09Speaker 1: dash it all, I thought to myself. They can't trade
- 18:13Speaker 1: without using some kind of craft on that lot of
- 18:16Speaker 1: fresh water steamboats. Why shouldn't I try to get charge
- 18:21Speaker 1: of one. I went on along Freed Street, but could
- 18:25Speaker 1: not shake off the idea the snake had charmed me.
- 18:31Speaker 1: You understand, it was a continental concern, that trading society.
- 18:35Speaker 1: But I have a lot of relations living on the
- 18:37Speaker 1: continent because it's cheap and not so nasty as it looks.
- 18:41Speaker 1: They say, I am sorry to own. I began to
- 18:46Speaker 1: worry them. This was already a fresh departure for me.
- 18:50Speaker 1: I was not used to get things that way, you know.
- 18:53Speaker 1: I always went my own road and on my own
- 18:56Speaker 1: legs where I had a mind to go. I wouldn't
- 18:59Speaker 1: have believed that of myself. But then you see, I
- 19:03Speaker 1: felt somehow I must get there by hook or by crook,
- 19:08Speaker 1: so I worried them. The men said, my dear fellow,
- 19:13Speaker 1: and did nothing. Then would you believe it? I tried
- 19:18Speaker 1: the women. I Charlie Marlowe, set the women to work
- 19:23Speaker 1: to get a job. Heavens well, you see the notion
- 19:29Speaker 1: drove me. I had an aunt, a dear enthusiastic soul.
- 19:34Speaker 1: She wrote, it will be delightful. I am ready to
- 19:37Speaker 1: do anything, anything for you. It is a glorious idea.
- 19:41Speaker 1: I know, the wife of a very high personage in
- 19:44Speaker 1: the administration, and also a man who has lots of
- 19:47Speaker 1: influence with et cetera. She was determined to make no
- 19:52Speaker 1: end of fuss to get me a pointed skipper of
- 19:54Speaker 1: a river steamboat. If such was my fancy. I got
- 20:00Speaker 1: my appointments, of course, and I got it very quick.
- 20:04Speaker 1: It appears the company had received news that one of
- 20:07Speaker 1: their captains had been killed in a scuffle with the natives.
- 20:11Speaker 1: This was my chance, and it made me the more
- 20:14Speaker 1: anxious to go. It was only months and months afterwards,
- 20:18Speaker 1: when I made the attempt to recover what was left
- 20:20Speaker 1: of the body, that I heard The original quarrel arose
- 20:24Speaker 1: from the misunderstanding about some hens, yes, two black hens.
- 20:29Speaker 1: Freslaven that was the fellow's name. A Dane thought himself
- 20:34Speaker 1: wronged somehow in the bargain, so he went ashore and
- 20:38Speaker 1: started to hammer the chief of the village with a stick. Oh,
- 20:42Speaker 1: it didn't surprise me in the least to hear this,
- 20:45Speaker 1: and at the same time to be told that Freslavin
- 20:48Speaker 1: was the gentlest, quietest creature that ever walked on two legs.
- 20:53Speaker 1: No doubt he was. But he had been a couple
- 20:56Speaker 1: of years already out there engaged in the noble cause,
- 20:59Speaker 1: you know, and he probably felt the need at last
- 21:02Speaker 1: of asserting his self respect in some way. Therefore he
- 21:07Speaker 1: whacked the old nigger mercilessly, while a big crowd of
- 21:10Speaker 1: his people watched him. Thunder struck till some man, I
- 21:14Speaker 1: was told, the chief's son, in desperation at hearing the
- 21:18Speaker 1: old chap yell, made a tentative jab with a spear
- 21:21Speaker 1: at the white man, and of course it went quite
- 21:24Speaker 1: easy between the shoulder blades. Then the whole population cleared
- 21:29Speaker 1: into the forest, expecting all kinds of calamities to happen,
- 21:34Speaker 1: while On the other hand, the steamer Freshlaven commanded, left,
- 21:37Speaker 1: also in a bad panic, in charge of the engineer.
- 21:41Speaker 1: I believe afterwards nobody seemed to trouble much about fres
- 21:46Speaker 1: Lavin's remains till I got out and stepped into his shoes.
- 21:50Speaker 1: I couldn't let it rest, though, But when an opportunity
- 21:55Speaker 1: offered at last to meet my predecessor, the grass growing
- 21:59Speaker 1: through his ribs was tall enough to hide his bones.
- 22:03Speaker 1: They were all there. The supernatural being had not been
- 22:07Speaker 1: touched after he fell, and the village was deserted. The
- 22:11Speaker 1: huts gaped black, rotting, all askew within the fallen enclosures.
- 22:16Speaker 1: A calamity had come of it, sure enough. The people
- 22:20Speaker 1: had vanished. Mad terror had scattered them men, women and
- 22:24Speaker 1: children through the bush, and they had never returned. What
- 22:29Speaker 1: became of the hens I don't know either. I should
- 22:33Speaker 1: think the cause of progress got them anyhow However, through
- 22:37Speaker 1: this glorious affair, I got my appointment before I had
- 22:41Speaker 1: fairly begun to hope for it. I flew around like
- 22:46Speaker 1: mad to get ready, and before forty eight hours I
- 22:49Speaker 1: was crossing the channel to show myself to my employers
- 22:53Speaker 1: and sign the contract. In a very few hours I
- 22:57Speaker 1: arrived in the city that always makes me think of
- 22:59Speaker 1: a waighted sepulcher prejudice. No doubt, I had no difficulty
- 23:05Speaker 1: in finding the company's offices. It was the biggest thing
- 23:08Speaker 1: in the town, and everybody I met was full of it.
- 23:12Speaker 1: They were going to run an oversea empire and make
- 23:15Speaker 1: no end of coin by trade. A narrow and deserted
- 23:20Speaker 1: street in deep shadow, high houses, innumerable windows with Venetian blinds,
- 23:26Speaker 1: a dead silence, grass sprouting right and left, immense double
- 23:31Speaker 1: door standing ponderously. Ajar I slipped through one of these cracks,
- 23:36Speaker 1: went up a swept and ungarnished staircase as arid as
- 23:40Speaker 1: a desert, and opened the first door. I came to
- 23:44Speaker 1: two women, one fat and the other slim, sat on
- 23:48Speaker 1: straw bottomed chairs, knitting black wool. The slimman got up
- 23:52Speaker 1: and walked straight at me, still knitting with downcast eyes,
- 23:57Speaker 1: and only just as I began to think of getting
- 23:59Speaker 1: out of her way, as you would for a sonombulist
- 24:02Speaker 1: stood still and looked up. Her dress was as plain
- 24:06Speaker 1: as an umbrella cover, and she turned round without a
- 24:09Speaker 1: word and preceded me into a waiting room. I gave
- 24:14Speaker 1: my name and looked about deal table in the middle,
- 24:17Speaker 1: plain chairs all around the walls. On one end a
- 24:21Speaker 1: large shining map marked with all the colors of a rainbow.
- 24:26Speaker 1: There was a vast amount of red. Good to see
- 24:29Speaker 1: at any time, because one knows that some real work
- 24:32Speaker 1: is done in there a deuice of a lot of blue,
- 24:36Speaker 1: of little green, smears of orange, and on the east
- 24:39Speaker 1: coast a purple patch to show where the jolly pioneers
- 24:43Speaker 1: of progress drink the jolly lugger beer. However, I wasn't
- 24:49Speaker 1: going into any of these. I was going into the
- 24:53Speaker 1: yellow dead in the center. And the river was there fascinating,
- 24:59Speaker 1: deadly like a snake. Ah. A door opened, A white
- 25:05Speaker 1: haired secretarial head but wearing a compassionate expression, appeared, and
- 25:10Speaker 1: a skinny forefinger beckoned me into the sanctuary. Its light
- 25:15Speaker 1: was dim, and a heavy writing desk squatted in the middle.
- 25:19Speaker 1: From behind that structure came out an impression of pale
- 25:23Speaker 1: plumpness and a frock coat. The great man himself. He
- 25:28Speaker 1: was five feet six, I should judge, and had his
- 25:31Speaker 1: grip on the handle end of ever so many millions.
- 25:35Speaker 1: He shook hands. I fancy murmured vaguely, was satisfied with
- 25:39Speaker 1: my friend beou voyage. In about forty five seconds, I
- 25:46Speaker 1: found myself again in the waiting room with the compassionate secretary, who,
- 25:51Speaker 1: full of desolation and sympathy, made me sign some document
- 25:56Speaker 1: I believe I undertook, amongst other things, not to disclose
- 26:00Speaker 1: any trade secrets. Well, I'm not going to. I began
- 26:05Speaker 1: to feel slightly uneasy. You know, I am not used
- 26:09Speaker 1: to such ceremonies, and there was something ominous in the atmosphere.
- 26:14Speaker 1: It was just as though I had been let into
- 26:16Speaker 1: some conspiracy. I don't know, something not quite right, and
- 26:21Speaker 1: I was glad to get out. In the outer room,
- 26:25Speaker 1: the two women knitted black woolf feverishly. People were arriving,
- 26:30Speaker 1: and the younger one was walking back and forth introducing them.
- 26:34Speaker 1: The old one sat on her chair. Her flat cloth
- 26:37Speaker 1: slippers were propped up on a footwarmer, and a cat
- 26:40Speaker 1: reposed on her lap. She wore a starched white affair
- 26:44Speaker 1: on her head and a wart on one cheek, and
- 26:47Speaker 1: silver rimmed spectacles hung on the tip of her nose.
- 26:51Speaker 1: She glanced at me above the glasses. The swift and
- 26:55Speaker 1: indifferent placidity of that look troubled me to you, with
- 27:00Speaker 1: foolish and cheery countenances, or being piloted over, and she
- 27:04Speaker 1: threw at them the same quick glance of unconcerned wisdom.
- 27:09Speaker 1: She seemed to know all about them, and about me too.
- 27:13Speaker 1: An eerie feeling came over me. She seemed uncanny and fateful.
- 27:19Speaker 1: Often far away there I thought of these two guarding
- 27:23Speaker 1: the door of darkness, knitting black wool as for a
- 27:26Speaker 1: warm pall, one introducing, introducing continuously to the unknown, the
- 27:33Speaker 1: other scrutinizing the cheery and foolish faces with unconcerned old eyes.
- 27:39Speaker 1: Bave old knitter of black wool morituri te salutant. Not
- 27:46Speaker 1: many of those she looked at ever saw her again,
- 27:50Speaker 1: not half by a long way. There was yet a
- 27:55Speaker 1: visit to the doctor. A simple formality assured me the
- 27:59Speaker 1: secret with an air of taking an immense part in
- 28:02Speaker 1: all my sorrows. Accordingly, a young chap wearing his hat
- 28:07Speaker 1: over the left eyebrow, some clerk, I suppose there must
- 28:11Speaker 1: have been clerks in the business. Though the house was
- 28:13Speaker 1: as still as a house in a city of the dead,
- 28:16Speaker 1: came from somewhere upstairs and led me forth He was
- 28:20Speaker 1: shabby and careless, with enstains on the sleeves of his jacket,
- 28:24Speaker 1: and his cravat was large and billowy under a chin
- 28:28Speaker 1: shaped like the toe of an old boot. It was
- 28:32Speaker 1: a little too early for the doctor, so I proposed
- 28:35Speaker 1: a drink, and thereupon he developed a vein of joviality.
- 28:40Speaker 1: As we sat over our Vremouth's, he glorified the company's business,
- 28:45Speaker 1: and by and by I expressed casually my surprise at
- 28:48Speaker 1: him not going out there. He became very cool and
- 28:53Speaker 1: collected all at once. I am not such a fool
- 28:56Speaker 1: as I look, quoth Plato to his disciples, he said, sententiously,
- 29:01Speaker 1: emptied his glass with great resolution, and we rose. The
- 29:07Speaker 1: old doctor felt my pulse, evidently thinking of something else
- 29:11Speaker 1: the while. Good good for there, he mumbled, and then,
- 29:16Speaker 1: with a certain eagerness, asked me whether I would let
- 29:18Speaker 1: him measure my head. Rather surprised, I said yes, when
- 29:24Speaker 1: he produced a thing like calipers and got the dimensions
- 29:27Speaker 1: back in front and every way, taking notes carefully. He
- 29:31Speaker 1: was an unshaven little man in a threadbare coat like
- 29:34Speaker 1: a gabardine, with his feet in slippers, and I thought
- 29:38Speaker 1: him a harmless fool. I always ask leave in the
- 29:42Speaker 1: interest of science to measure the crania of those going outs, eh,
- 29:47Speaker 1: he said, And when they come back too, I asked, Oh,
- 29:53Speaker 1: I never see them, he remarked. And moreover, the changes
- 29:58Speaker 1: take place inside, you know, he smiled, as if at
- 30:03Speaker 1: some quiet joke. So you are going out ere famous?
- 30:09Speaker 1: Interesting too, he gave me a searching glance and made
- 30:13Speaker 1: another note. Ever any madness in your family, he asked,
- 30:20Speaker 1: in a matter of fact tone. I felt very annoyed.
- 30:25Speaker 1: Is that question in the interests of science too? It
- 30:29Speaker 1: would be, he said, without taking notice of my irritation.
- 30:34Speaker 1: Interesting for science to watch the mental changes of individuals
- 30:38Speaker 1: on the spot. But are you an alienist? I interrupted,
- 30:44Speaker 1: Every doctor should be a little answered that original imperturbably.
- 30:50Speaker 1: I have a little theory which you messieur who go
- 30:53Speaker 1: out there, must help me to prove. This is my
- 30:56Speaker 1: share in the advantages my country shall reap from the
- 30:59Speaker 1: possession of such a magnificent dependency, the mere wealth I
- 31:05Speaker 1: leave to others. Pardon my questions, But you are the
- 31:10Speaker 1: first Englishman coming under my observation, I hastened to assure him.
- 31:15Speaker 1: I was not in the least typical if I were
- 31:19Speaker 1: said I, I wouldn't be talking like this with you.
- 31:23Speaker 1: What you say is rather profound and probably erroneous, he said,
- 31:29Speaker 1: with a laugh. Avoid irritation more than exposure to the sun. Adieu,
- 31:37Speaker 1: How do you English? Say eh er good bye, ah,
- 31:41Speaker 1: good bye hardieu. In the tropics, one must before everything
- 31:47Speaker 1: keep calm. He lifted a warning forefinger. Do calm, do calm.
- 31:55Speaker 1: One thing more remained to do. Say good bye to
- 31:58Speaker 1: my excellent hands. I found her triumphant. I had a
- 32:03Speaker 1: cup of tea, the last decent cup of tea for
- 32:05Speaker 1: many days, and in a room that most soothingly looked
- 32:09Speaker 1: just as you would expect a lady's drawing room to look.
- 32:13Speaker 1: We had a long, quiet chat by the fireside. In
- 32:16Speaker 1: the course of these confidences, it became quite plain to
- 32:20Speaker 1: me I had been represented to the wife of the
- 32:22Speaker 1: high dignitary, and goodness knows to how many people besides
- 32:26Speaker 1: as an exceptional and gifted creature, a piece of good
- 32:30Speaker 1: fortune for the company, a man you didn't get hold
- 32:33Speaker 1: of every day. Good heavens, and I was going to
- 32:37Speaker 1: take charge of a tuppenny haypenny River steamboat with a
- 32:40Speaker 1: penny whistle attached it appeared, however, I was also one
- 32:46Speaker 1: of the workers with a capital, you know, something like
- 32:50Speaker 1: an emissary of light, something like a lower sort of apostle.
- 32:54Speaker 1: There had been a lot of such rot let loose
- 32:57Speaker 1: in print and talk just about that time, and the
- 33:00Speaker 1: excellent woman, living right in the rush of all that
- 33:03Speaker 1: humbug got carried off her feet. She talked about weaning
- 33:08Speaker 1: those ignorant millions from their horrid ways, till upon my word,
- 33:13Speaker 1: she made me feel quite uncomfortable. I ventured to hint
- 33:17Speaker 1: that the company was run for a profit. You forget,
- 33:21Speaker 1: dear Charlie, that the laborer is worthy of his hire,
- 33:25Speaker 1: She said, brightly. It's queer how out of touch with
- 33:29Speaker 1: truth women are. They live in a world of their own,
- 33:34Speaker 1: and there has never been anything like it, that never
- 33:37Speaker 1: can be. It is too beautiful altogether, And if they
- 33:41Speaker 1: were to set it up, it would go to pieces
- 33:44Speaker 1: before the first sunset. Some confounded fact we men have
- 33:48Speaker 1: been living contentedly with ever since the day of creation,
- 33:52Speaker 1: would start up and knock the whole thing over. After this,
- 33:57Speaker 1: I got embraced, told to wear flat, be sure to
- 34:01Speaker 1: ride often, and so on, and I left in the streets.
- 34:06Speaker 1: I don't know why a queer feeling came to me
- 34:09Speaker 1: that I was an impostor odd thing, that I, who
- 34:14Speaker 1: used to clear out for any part of the world
- 34:16Speaker 1: at twenty four hours notice, with less thought than most
- 34:19Speaker 1: men give to the crossing of a street, had a
- 34:22Speaker 1: moment I won't say of hesitation, but of startled pause
- 34:28Speaker 1: before this commonplace affair. The best way I can explain
- 34:32Speaker 1: it to you is by saying that, for a second
- 34:35Speaker 1: or two I felt as though, instead of going to
- 34:38Speaker 1: the center of a continent, I were about to set
- 34:41Speaker 1: off for the center of the earth. I left in
- 34:45Speaker 1: a French steamer, and she called in every blamed port
- 34:49Speaker 1: they have out there. For as far as I could
- 34:52Speaker 1: see the sole purpose of landing soldiers and custom house officers.
- 34:57Speaker 1: I watched the coast. Watching a coat as it slips
- 35:00Speaker 1: by the ship is like thinking about an enigma. There
- 35:05Speaker 1: it is before you, smiling, frowning, inviting, grand, mean, insipid
- 35:11Speaker 1: or savage, and always mute, with an air of whispering.
- 35:15Speaker 1: Come and find out this one was almost featureless, as
- 35:21Speaker 1: if still in the making, with an aspect of monotonous grimness.
- 35:26Speaker 1: The edge of a colossal jungle, so dark green as
- 35:29Speaker 1: to be almost black fringed with white surf ran straight
- 35:34Speaker 1: like a ruled line far far away along a blue
- 35:37Speaker 1: sea whose glitter was blurred by a creeping mist. The
- 35:41Speaker 1: sun was fierce, the land seemed to glisten and drip
- 35:45Speaker 1: with steam. Here and there, grayish whitish specks showed up
- 35:50Speaker 1: clustered inside the white surf, with a flag flying above them,
- 35:54Speaker 1: perhaps settlements some centuries old and still no bigger than
- 35:59Speaker 1: pin heads on the untouched expanse of their background. We
- 36:04Speaker 1: pounded along, stopped. Landed soldiers went on, landed custom house
- 36:10Speaker 1: clerks to Levy Toll in what looked like a god
- 36:12Speaker 1: forsaken wilderness with a tin shed and a flagpole lost
- 36:16Speaker 1: in it. Landed more soldiers to take care of the
- 36:20Speaker 1: custom house clerks. Presumably some I heard got drowned in
- 36:24Speaker 1: the surf, but whether they did or not, nobody seemed
- 36:29Speaker 1: particularly to care. They were just flung out there. And
- 36:33Speaker 1: on we went. Every day. The coast looked the same
- 36:37Speaker 1: as though we had not moved, But we passed various places,
- 36:42Speaker 1: trading places with names like Grand Bassam, little popo names.
- 36:47Speaker 1: It seemed to belong to some sordid farce acted out
- 36:51Speaker 1: in front of a sinister black cloth, the idleness of
- 36:55Speaker 1: a passenger, my isolation amongst all these men with whom
- 36:59Speaker 1: I had no point of contact. The oily and languid
- 37:02Speaker 1: see the uniform somberness of the coast seemed to keep
- 37:06Speaker 1: me away from the truth of things, within the toil
- 37:10Speaker 1: of a mournful and senseless delusion. The voice of the surf,
- 37:14Speaker 1: heard now and then, was a positive pleasure, like the
- 37:18Speaker 1: speech of a brother. It was something natural that had
- 37:21Speaker 1: its reason, that had a meaning. Now and then a
- 37:26Speaker 1: boat from the shore gave one a momentary contact with reality.
- 37:30Speaker 1: It was paddled by blackfellers. You could see from afar
- 37:33Speaker 1: the white of their eyeballs glistening. They shouted, sang, their
- 37:38Speaker 1: bodies streamed with perspiration. They had faces like grotesque masks,
- 37:43Speaker 1: these chaps, but they had bone, muscle, and a wild vitality,
- 37:48Speaker 1: an intense energy of movement that was as natural and
- 37:52Speaker 1: true as the surf along their coast. They wanted no
- 37:57Speaker 1: excuse for being there. They were a great comfort to
- 38:01Speaker 1: look at. For a time I would feel I belonged
- 38:04Speaker 1: still to a world of straightforward facts. But the feeling
- 38:08Speaker 1: would not last long. Something would turn up to scare
- 38:11Speaker 1: it away. Once I remember, we came upon a man
- 38:15Speaker 1: O war anchored off the coast. There wasn't even a
- 38:18Speaker 1: shed there, and she was shelling the bush. It appears
- 38:23Speaker 1: the French had one of their wars going on thereabouts.
- 38:27Speaker 1: Her ensign dropped limp like a rag, the muzzles of
- 38:31Speaker 1: the long six inch guns stuck out all over the
- 38:34Speaker 1: low hull. The greasy, slimy swell swung her up lazily
- 38:38Speaker 1: and let her down, swaying her thin masts in the
- 38:42Speaker 1: empty immensity of earth, sky and water. There she was incomprehensible.
- 38:49Speaker 1: Firing into a continent, Pop would go one of the
- 38:52Speaker 1: six inch guns. A small flame would dart and vanish,
- 38:56Speaker 1: A little white smoke would disappear, A tiny projector would
- 39:00Speaker 1: give a feeble screech, and nothing happened, Nothing could happen.
- 39:06Speaker 1: There was a touch of insanity in the proceeding, a
- 39:10Speaker 1: sense of lugubrious drollery in the sight, and it was
- 39:14Speaker 1: not dissipated by somebody on board assuring me earnestly there
- 39:18Speaker 1: was a camp of natives, he called them, enemies, hidden
- 39:22Speaker 1: out of sight somewhere. We gave her her letters. I
- 39:28Speaker 1: heard the men in that lonely ship were dying of
- 39:30Speaker 1: fever at the rate of three a day, and went on.
- 39:35Speaker 1: We call it some more places with farcical names, where
- 39:38Speaker 1: the merry dance of death and trade goes on in
- 39:41Speaker 1: a still and earthly atmosphere, as of an overheated catacomb,
- 39:47Speaker 1: all along the formless coast, boarded by dangerous surf, as
- 39:51Speaker 1: if nature herself had tried to ward off intruders in
- 39:55Speaker 1: and out of rivers, streams of death in life, whose
- 39:59Speaker 1: banks were ru into mud, whose waters thickened into slime,
- 40:03Speaker 1: invaded the contorted mangroves that seemed to writhe at us
- 40:07Speaker 1: in the extremity of an impotent despair. Nowhere did be
- 40:12Speaker 1: stopped long enough to get a particularized impression, but the
- 40:16Speaker 1: general sense of vague and oppressive wonder grew upon me.
- 40:20Speaker 1: It was like a weary pilgrimage, amongst hints for nightmares.
- 40:26Speaker 1: It was upward of thirty days before I saw the
- 40:29Speaker 1: mouth of the big river. We anchored off the seat
- 40:32Speaker 1: of the government. But my work would not begin till
- 40:35Speaker 1: some two hundred miles further on. So as soon as
- 40:39Speaker 1: I could, I made a start for the place thirty
- 40:42Speaker 1: miles higher up, I had my passage on a little
- 40:46Speaker 1: sea going steamer. A captain was a Swede, and, knowing
- 40:50Speaker 1: me for a seaman, invited me on the bridge. He
- 40:54Speaker 1: was a young man, lean, fair and morose, with lanky
- 40:58Speaker 1: hair and a shuffling gate. As we left the miserable
- 41:02Speaker 1: little wharf, he tossed his head contemptuously at the shore
- 41:07Speaker 1: ben living there. He asked. I said, yes, fine lot,
- 41:13Speaker 1: those cverment chaps, are they not? He went on, speaking
- 41:18Speaker 1: English with great precision and considerable bitterness. It is funny
- 41:22Speaker 1: what some people we'll do for a few francs a month.
- 41:25Speaker 1: I wonder what becomes of that kind when it goes
- 41:28Speaker 1: up country, I said to him. I expected to see
- 41:32Speaker 1: that soon, so he exclaimed. He shuffled a thwart, keeping
- 41:39Speaker 1: an eye. I head vigilantly. It don't be too sure,
- 41:43Speaker 1: he continued. The other day I took up a man
- 41:46Speaker 1: who hanged himself on the road. He was a Swede, too,
- 41:51Speaker 1: hanged himself. Why in God's name? I cried? He kept
- 41:55Speaker 1: on looking out watchfully. Who knows the sun too much
- 42:00Speaker 1: for him or the country? Perhaps? At last we opened
- 42:06Speaker 1: a reach, A rocky cliff appeared mounds of turned up
- 42:10Speaker 1: earth by the shore houses on a hill, others with
- 42:14Speaker 1: iron roofs, amongst a waste of excavations or hanging to
- 42:18Speaker 1: the declivity. A continuous noise of the rapids above hovered
- 42:23Speaker 1: over this scene of inhabited devastation. A lot of people,
- 42:28Speaker 1: mostly black and naked, moved about like ants. A jetty
- 42:32Speaker 1: projected into the river. A blinding sunlight drowned all this,
- 42:37Speaker 1: at times in a sudden recrudescence of glare. There's your
- 42:42Speaker 1: company station, said the swede, pointing to three wooden barrack
- 42:46Speaker 1: like structures on the rocky slope. I will send your
- 42:49Speaker 1: things up four boxes. Did you say so? Farewell? I
- 42:57Speaker 1: came upon a boiler wallowing in the grass, then found
- 43:00Speaker 1: a path leading up the hill. It turned aside for
- 43:04Speaker 1: the boulders, and also for an undersized railway truck lying
- 43:08Speaker 1: there on its back, with its wheels in the air.
- 43:12Speaker 1: One was off. The thing looked as dead as the
- 43:15Speaker 1: carcass of some animal. I came upon more pieces of
- 43:19Speaker 1: decaying machinery, a stack of rusty rails. To the left,
- 43:24Speaker 1: A clump of trees made a shady spot where dark
- 43:27Speaker 1: things seemed to stir feebly. I blinked. The path was steep.
- 43:33Speaker 1: A horn tooted to the right, and I saw the
- 43:35Speaker 1: black people run. A heavy and dull detonation shook the ground.
- 43:40Speaker 1: A puff of smoke came out of the cliff, and
- 43:43Speaker 1: that was all. No change appeared on the face of
- 43:46Speaker 1: the rock. They were building a railway. The cliff was
- 43:51Speaker 1: not in the way or anything, but this objectless blasting
- 43:55Speaker 1: was all the work going on. A slight clinking behind
- 43:59Speaker 1: me made me turn my head. Six black men advanced
- 44:03Speaker 1: in a file, toiling up the path. They walked erect
- 44:07Speaker 1: and slow, balancing small baskets full of earth on their heads,
- 44:11Speaker 1: and the clink kept time with their footsteps. Black rags
- 44:15Speaker 1: were wound round their loins, and the short ends behind
- 44:19Speaker 1: waggled to and fro like tails. I could see every rib.
- 44:24Speaker 1: The joints of their limbs were like knots in a rope.
- 44:28Speaker 1: Each had an iron collar on his neck, and all
- 44:31Speaker 1: were connected together with a chain whose bites swung between
- 44:35Speaker 1: them rhythmically clinking. Another report from the cliff made me
- 44:39Speaker 1: think suddenly of that ship of war I had seen
- 44:42Speaker 1: firing into a continent. It was the same kind of
- 44:45Speaker 1: ominous voice But these men could, by no stretch of
- 44:49Speaker 1: imagination be called enemies. They were called criminals, and the
- 44:54Speaker 1: outraged law, like the bursting shells, had come to them
- 44:58Speaker 1: an insoluble misas from the sea. All their meager breasts
- 45:04Speaker 1: panted together, the violently dilated nostrils quivered, the eyes stared
- 45:09Speaker 1: stonily up hill. They passed me within six inches without
- 45:14Speaker 1: a glance, with that complete deathlike indifference of unhappy savages.
- 45:20Speaker 1: Behind this raw matter, one of the reclaimed, the product
- 45:24Speaker 1: of the new forces at work, Strode despondently, carrying a
- 45:28Speaker 1: rifle by its middle. He had a uniform jacket with
- 45:32Speaker 1: one button off, and seeing a white man on the path,
- 45:35Speaker 1: hoisted his weapon to his shoulder with alacrity. This was
- 45:39Speaker 1: simple prudence, white men being so much alike at a
- 45:42Speaker 1: distance that he could not tell who I might be.
- 45:46Speaker 1: He was speedily reassured, and with a large white, rascally
- 45:50Speaker 1: grin and a glance at his charge, seemed to take
- 45:54Speaker 1: me into partnership in his exalted trust. After all, I
- 45:58Speaker 1: also was a part of the great cause of these
- 46:01Speaker 1: high and just proceedings. Instead of going up, I turned
- 46:06Speaker 1: and descended to the left. My idea was to let
- 46:10Speaker 1: that chain gang get out of sight before I climbed
- 46:12Speaker 1: the hill. You know, I am not particularly tender. I've
- 46:17Speaker 1: had to strike and to fend off. I've had to
- 46:20Speaker 1: resist and to attack. Sometimes that's only one way of resisting,
- 46:25Speaker 1: without counting the exact costs according to the demands of
- 46:28Speaker 1: such sort of life, as I had blundered into, I've
- 46:33Speaker 1: seen the devil of violence, and the devil of greed,
- 46:36Speaker 1: and the devil of hot desire. But by all the stars,
- 46:40Speaker 1: these were strong, lusty, red eyed devils that swayed and
- 46:45Speaker 1: drove men men, I tell you. But as I stood
- 46:49Speaker 1: on this hillside, I foresaw that in the blinding sunshine
- 46:53Speaker 1: of that land, I would become acquainted with a flabby, pretending,
- 46:58Speaker 1: weak eyed devil of a rapation and pitiless folly. How
- 47:02Speaker 1: insidious he could be too, I was only to find
- 47:05Speaker 1: out several months later, and a thousand miles farther. For
- 47:10Speaker 1: a moment I stood appalled, as though by a warning.
- 47:15Speaker 1: Finally I descended the hill obliquely towards the trees I
- 47:19Speaker 1: had seen. I avoided a vast artificial hole somebody had
- 47:24Speaker 1: been digging on the slope, the purpose of which I
- 47:27Speaker 1: found it impossible to divine. It wasn't a quarry or
- 47:31Speaker 1: a sand pit anyhow, it was just a hole. It
- 47:36Speaker 1: might have been connected with the philanthropic desire of giving
- 47:39Speaker 1: the criminal something to do. I don't know. Then I
- 47:43Speaker 1: nearly fell into a very narrow ravine, almost no more
- 47:47Speaker 1: than a scar in the hillside. I discovered that a
- 47:50Speaker 1: lot of imported drainage pipes for the settlement had been
- 47:53Speaker 1: tumbled in there. There wasn't one that was not broken.
- 47:58Speaker 1: It was a wanton smash up. At last I got
- 48:02Speaker 1: under the trees. My purpose was to stroll into the
- 48:06Speaker 1: shade for a moment, but no sooner within than it
- 48:09Speaker 1: seemed to me I had stepped into the gloomy circle
- 48:12Speaker 1: of some inferno. The rapids were near, and an uninterrupted, uniform,
- 48:18Speaker 1: headlong rushing noise filled the mournful stillness of the grove,
- 48:23Speaker 1: where not a breath stirred, not a leaf moved, with
- 48:27Speaker 1: a mysterious sound, as though the tearing pace of the
- 48:31Speaker 1: launched earth had suddenly become audible. Black shapes crouched lay
- 48:38Speaker 1: sat between the trees, leaning against the trunks, clinging to
- 48:41Speaker 1: the earth, half coming out, half efface within the dim
- 48:45Speaker 1: light in all the attitudes of pain, abandonment, and despair.
- 48:51Speaker 1: Another mine on the cliff went off, followed by a
- 48:54Speaker 1: slight shudder of the soil under my feet. The work
- 48:58Speaker 1: was going on, and this was the place where some
- 49:02Speaker 1: of the helpers had withdrawn to die. They were dying slowly.
- 49:09Speaker 1: It was very clear they were not enemies, they were
- 49:12Speaker 1: not criminals. They were nothing earthly now, nothing but black
- 49:17Speaker 1: shadows of disease and starvation, lying confusedly in the greenish
- 49:21Speaker 1: gloom brought from all the recesses of the coasts, in
- 49:26Speaker 1: all the legality of time, contracts lost in uncongenial surroundings,
- 49:31Speaker 1: fed on unfamiliar food, they sickened, became inefficient, and were
- 49:36Speaker 1: then allowed to crawl away and rest. These moribun shapes
- 49:41Speaker 1: were free as air and nearly as thin. I began
- 49:45Speaker 1: to distinguish the gleam of the eyes under the trees. Then,
- 49:49Speaker 1: glancing down, I saw a face near my hand. The
- 49:54Speaker 1: black bones reclined at full length with one shoulder against
- 49:58Speaker 1: the tree, and slowly the eyelids rose, and the sunken
- 50:02Speaker 1: eyes looked up at me, enormous and vacant, a kind
- 50:06Speaker 1: of blind white flicker in the depths of the orbs,
- 50:09Speaker 1: which died out slowly. The man seemed young, almost a boy,
- 50:16Speaker 1: But you know, with them it's hard to tell. I
- 50:19Speaker 1: found nothing else to do but to offer him one
- 50:22Speaker 1: of my good swedes ship's biscuits I had in my pocket.
- 50:26Speaker 1: The fingers closed slowly on it and held. There was
- 50:30Speaker 1: no other movements, and no other glance. He had tied
- 50:35Speaker 1: a bit of white worsted round his neck. Why where
- 50:39Speaker 1: did he get it? Was it a badge, an ornament,
- 50:42Speaker 1: a charm, a propitiatory act? Was there any idea at
- 50:48Speaker 1: all connected with it? It looked startling round his black neck,
- 50:52Speaker 1: this bit of white thread. From beyond the seas, near
- 50:57Speaker 1: the same tree, two more bundles of a cute angles
- 51:01Speaker 1: sat with their legs drawn up, one with his chin
- 51:04Speaker 1: propped on his knees, stared at nothing in an intolerable
- 51:08Speaker 1: and appalling manner. His brother phantom rested its forehead as
- 51:14Speaker 1: if overcome with a great weariness, And all about others
- 51:18Speaker 1: were scattered in every pose of contorted collapse, as in
- 51:22Speaker 1: some picture of a massacre or a pestilence. While I
- 51:26Speaker 1: stood horror struck, one of these creatures rose to his
- 51:30Speaker 1: hands and knees, and went off on all fours towards
- 51:33Speaker 1: the river to drink. He lapped out of his hand,
- 51:37Speaker 1: then sat up in the sunlight, crossing his shins in
- 51:40Speaker 1: front of him, and after a time let his wooly
- 51:44Speaker 1: head fall on his breast bone. And of Part one