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The Surprising Reason a 'Good' Relationship Feels Scary · Mindful Success Path

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  Have you met a man who finally seems masculine, is consistent, is pursuing you, is showing that he's interested in you and wants to give to you and provide for you, and you find yourself freaking out?
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  Then this video is for you because I'm going to be talking about why healthy, consistent, masculine leadership can be very triggering to a woman who has been accustomed to over-functioning her entire life.
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  And this video is based on a few emails that I've gotten from some of the ladies in this community who have followed my advice from the free YouTube videos or have perhaps purchased some of our programs and are starting to see shifts with the men in their relationships, and they're noticing that they're getting just a wee bit triggered.
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  Hi, my name is Amanda.
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  Lately, we've been talking a lot about relationship dynamics.
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  We've been talking about manifesting love, manifesting money, nervous system regulation, polarity in relationships, all kinds of really juicy things.
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  These are the four stages of divine feminine energy that I teach.
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  It also aligns with the four stages of consciousness in spiritual traditions that allow you to go from a person who is constantly a victim of the world to a person who is a co-creator of their lives.
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  It's only about three minutes, and then you won't get lost when you are watching these videos.
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  So as I mentioned, I've gotten some emails from some of the women in this community who are starting to get really great results in their relationships by understanding a lot of the concepts that I talk about in these videos.
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  So many of these women are starting to step more into their feminine energy, and they're getting better at receiving, and it's shifting things, right?
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  So maybe their fiancés or husbands are starting to step up a little bit more, or I got an email from a woman who went out to a concert and met a wonderful man, um, and now she's like,"Oh, wait a second.
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  Hold on.
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  Like, you know, I was in my feminine energy, and then, like, this guy showed up and he started, like, solving my problems and, like, giving to me and pursuing me," so on and so forth.
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  And, uh, y'all are feeling a little uncomfortable.
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  Y'all are feeling a little bit triggered.
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  You're excited.
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  You're like,"Oh my gosh," but at the same time you're a little bit terrified.
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  So let's talk about it because it's actually kinda normal.
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  And the reason why this is normal is because you have to remember that up until this point many of you have been over-functioning awakening warriors.
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  So if you got conscious queen or magnetic empress on the quiz, you've already been through the awakening warrior stage.
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  The awakening warrior stage is the woman who is over-identified with masculine energy.
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  She's controlling.
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  She over-functions.
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  It's the over-, um, functioning woman who, you know, can get stuff done in her career and get a lot of success there usually, but then when it comes to relationships she starts having a bit of an issue in that department.
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  So what's happening here is you are no longer over-functioning.
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  You are changing the way that you operate in the world, and you're actually starting to see some results with it and your nervous system is going mayday, mayday, mayday because it's unfamiliar.
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  And as I've oftentimes said on this YouTube channel, your nervous system and your brain, like, it's not really here to keep you happy, it's just here to keep you safe.
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  And if you've had nervous system patterning for a long time that in order for you to be safe, you need to be in control and you need to be over-functioning, as many women have, myself included, then when you start shifting that and your outside world starts to change, it can be a bit alarming to your nervous system because it's unfamiliar.
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  And anything that is unfamiliar to your system automatically registers as unsafe because it's unknown.
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  And what are human beings afraid of the most?
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  The unknown.
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  So that's what's going on.
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  That's why you're getting triggered, right?
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  In addition to that, you may notice, and again, this is completely normal, that you may have a lot of these weird feelings or limiting beliefs that start to come up.
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  You could have limiting beliefs or weird feelings, like perhaps you feel guilty that men are starting to give to you, perhaps...
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  Or people are starting to solve your problems, or you're starting to find other ways of making money that are a lot easier.
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  But the universe is giving to you in a lot of ways through other people, and you may start to feel kinda guilty.
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  You may start to have questions coming up like, Did I earn this?
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  Do I deserve this?
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  Is this okay?
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  Am I allowed to have this?
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  This is normal This is all completely normal.
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  Some of you may also have a story like you feel like the shoe is gonna drop at some point.
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  That was me, because I grew up in an environment where things were never allowed to get too good, right?
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  Like, the minute things started getting good, then there'd be some level of chaos.
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  Some of you are probably familiar with that sabotaging pattern from your families, and then you have adopted that pattern yourself because you just picked it up from them.
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  So some of you may have that shoe-dropping thing, right, where it's like,"Oh, okay, well, something good just happened.
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  Well, something bad is right around the corner.
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  There's a boogie monster right around the corner." So these are all, um, limiting beliefs.
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  These are all patterns that now we get to rewire.
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  These are all things that now we get to heal.
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  So if you're being triggered, right, because now suddenly men are stepping up, and they wanna provide for you, and they wanna give to you, take it as a good sign because now you're gonna have to work through a lot of those limiting beliefs.
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  You're gonna have to work through a lot of those issues of undeservedness.
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  You're gonna have to work through a lot of those issues of letting go of control.
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  You're gonna have to work through a lot of those issues of unworthiness.
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  And girl, I never said it was easy, okay?
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  I've said your life gets easier on the other side of it, but I never said the beginning part, was easy.
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  And in fact, many of you have gone conscious queen, and you're realizing that it's, it's a bit disorienting.
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  And I recently did a live stream on what the conscious queen needs to know about love and money, so make sure to check that one out because it can be a disorienting transition.
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  You are in a transition phase where you are no longer the awakening warrior, but you still have some awakening warrior tendencies, let's just put it that way, that need to get worked through.
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  And at the same time, you're moving toward your new identity of a magnetic empress, but it doesn't quite fit yet.
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  You're not...
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  It, it's kind of like when you, um, I don't know, buy a dress, and then you have to go get it altered because it doesn't quite fit.
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  It's kind of like that.
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  Like, you're trying on this new dress of the magnetic empress, but it doesn't quite fit yet.
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  You still have some awakening warrior tendencies, so you're in that conscious queen phase as you're moving into this new identity.
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  And this conscious queen phase is when you start to excavate, and you start to work through a lot of these limitations, a lot of these limiting beliefs, a lot of these blocks, and you also start to begin to change your behavior, and your identity begins to change.
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  So just don't be surprised if you hear a little mayday, mayday, mayday, or you get a little overly emotional, or maybe you get anxious, or all these weird thoughts and feelings suddenly start to come up.
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  They're there for you to work through Now what we have to be mindful of here more than anything is that we do not self-sabotage, because this is where people are liable to self-sabotage, and I've seen them do this in business and I've seen them do this in relationships.
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  When I primarily taught, uh, business, like marketing and sales many years ago, now my husband teaches most of that stuff, um, but when I primarily taught those things many years ago, um, I would notice this weird phenomenon where suddenly I could get someone making a lot of money very quickly, uh, from my teachings and my trainings, and suddenly they would start making more money than they've ever made in their lives, and then two months later they're, like, back at zero.
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  They sabotage, they're freaking out, they're paralyzed, they don't know what to do, they're making a bunch of dumb decisions, they've gotten rid of the money.
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  They basically sabotaged.
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  And back then, I could not understand what was happening.
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  I couldn't understand why some people would just take it and run with it and do really well, why some people wouldn't do anything with the same information or they would just, like, flounder with the same information, and I also couldn't understand why some people would start doing really well and then suddenly fail, suddenly tank, suddenly go back to where they were.
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  And a lot of this has to do with your nervous system patterning.
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  So what happens, right, in the case of relationships is let, let's say the men around you are starting to change and you're starting to see more positive results, and then suddenly you get anxious and you get triggered.
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  Um, a lot of people are liable to be like,"No, no, no, this is too hard.
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  I'm gonna go back." A lot of people are liable to be like,"Wait a minute, this was supposed to feel really good.
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  It's not.
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  I'm gonna shut this down and go back to what I was doing before." Or a lot of people will be like,"Wow, this feels really uncomfortable," um, you know, uh,"This is too good to be true.
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  Let me go find something that's wrong with this guy," and start nitpicking all these little things to find some sort of a fault because it's too good to be true.
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  This is all called sabotage, and what happens is that sabotage happens because we have certain set points so you may have heard that we have certain set points when it comes to money.
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  We have energetic set points, meaning there's only so much money that we're going to allow into our lives every single month, and part of our work is to increase that energetic set point.
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  So for example, you may have a set point, I'm just making up numbers here, right?
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  You may have a set point of, you know,$5,000 a month.
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  You never go below$5,000 a month.
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  You never go above$5,000 a month.
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  In fact, you may have had the experience that if you went above$5,000 a month, right, then suddenly something would happen.
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  There'd be a major expense.
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  You'd get into debt.
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  Something would happen, and then boom, you're right back down to 5,000.
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  It's because we have a set point of how much money we will allow into our lives every single month.
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  Well, guess what?
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  It's the same thing with love.
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  We have a set point of how much we are going to allow ourselves to receive from men, and not just men, but the people around us, the universe, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera,'cause at the end of the day it's all the universe.
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  you know, giving to you through other people.
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  That is my belief, right?
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  Whether it's money or whether it's love.
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  So we have set points around how good we're going to allow our lives to get, essentially is what I'm getting at.
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  So our work in that moment does not become doing what most people do because they're unconscious of this, which is sabotage, find a way to screw it up, find a way to ruin it, run away, find a fault with the guy, uh, start getting back into awakening warrior tendencies because you're freaking out, all those types of things.
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  Our job in that moment is to become the observer so the way, same way that I talked to you about, hey, when you're in feminine energy and you're dating all these men, you are the observer.
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  You're observing how these men are behaving and you're making your decisions accordingly.
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  Well, guess what?
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  You're about to do the same thing with the own crazy thoughts in your mind that start coming up when your outside world starts to change.
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  So you start becoming the observer and you start saying,"Oh"Wow.
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  Well, this guy, you know, just, um, offered to take me to a concert and pay for everything, um, and he's, he's driving and he handled everything.
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  I didn't have to do anything.
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  I'm used to men who ask me to f- ask me for money, right?
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  And now this guy's not doing that.
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  Ooh, I'm noticing myself feeling really uncomfortable right now." What are these feelings that are coming up for me?
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  Like, what's happening?
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  And then what are the beliefs behind these feelings?
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  And then start working through those things and start asking yourself,"Wait a minute.
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  Are these thoughts and beliefs and feelings ultimately true, or is this just an old story that's playing?
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  Is this an old story that's playing because my nervous system is trying to keep me safe, which means my nervous system is trying to get me back to what is familiar," right?
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  So when we're aware and we're conscious of this, then we can do inner work in the moment, and this is what conscious queens start getting really good at, and this is what magnetic empresses can do, like, in the moment.
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  For a conscious queen, it might be a little bit wonky because you're getting used to doing it.
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  You might miss something.
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  Maybe you don't do it in the moment.
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  Maybe you notice a few days later.
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  It's all fine.
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  We're not shooting for perfection here.
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  With a magnetic empress, you can usually catch it a lot faster and do it in the moment, right?
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  Where we start doing this inner work.
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  And when we start learning how to do that inner work, well, now we've begun to expand our capacity to receive, and this is something that I talk a lot about in the Magnetic Woman Transformation training.
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  I've gotten emails and DMs on Instagram from women who've been asking me about nervous system regulation.
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  They're like,"I don't know how to do it.
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  I'm lost.
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  Um, what do I do?
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  I wanna repattern my nervous system.
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  I wanna be available for more love.
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  I wanna be available for more money." Well, the resource that I have for you is the Magnetic Woman Transformation.
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  To date, it's the best training that I've ever done on nervous system regulation, and guess what?
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  It covers both love and money, the two things y'all ask me about the most.
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  So you can go to mindfulsuccesspath.com/magnetic.
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  I will have a link below, and I will also have the QR code here because that's, that's, like, the best place for you to get started in terms of learning about- nervous system regulation, about learning how to move from awakening warrior to conscious queen and eventually magnetic empress.
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  And a lot of it is based on the 13 initiations, as I call them, that I had to go through to make these transformations in my own life, where I went from being over-functioning, controlling, uh, attracting passive men.
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  If I did make a lot of money, it came at a huge expense, et cetera, et cetera, to now being in a place in my life where I've met my protector/provider husband, met him in four months.
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  And then in addition to that, making other dreams come true, like moving abroad.
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  And now I have this business which brings in passive income almost every single day.
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  So if I could go from where I was to where I am now, then you can too.
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  And I reverse engineered what I did, and it turned into 13 different lessons that I teach in the Magnetic Woman Transformation training.
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  So I invite you to join us in there.
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  If you found this video helpful, please give it a thumbs up.
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  Make sure to share it with a girlfriend,'cause a lot of people do not know what I just said.
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  And it's very important for them to know so they can stop self-sabotaging all over the place.
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  And, uh, let me know in the comments what was the biggest aha moment for you or some experiences that you may be having.
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  Thank you so much for giving me your time today.
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