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  Hi folks, I'm MJI host the world of conscious positive thinking
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  where we take openly platinums and we and we flip them into the
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  most conscious positive ways that we can go to have balance,
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  peace and harmony in our life. So what are you doing with those
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  old belief patterns and the old belief systems that you really
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  don't believe in anymore, but you're made told to do it?
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  Well, we're going to flip them right here on the world of
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  conscious positive thinking, right here on our beautiful MB
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  radio dot UN. Hey, that girl looks familiar.
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  Good morning. Good morning.
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  Good. Happy Monday morning it is
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  Nathan. 12th special day in my heart. 16 years ago, I decided
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  that I was going to date the Mr. Yeah.
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  So it is a good day for me today.
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  Happy Mother's Day. I know I'm a little bit late,
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  but not by much. You know, we're only what, 9
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  hours too late? It's OK, OK.
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  We still, it's like somebody just said, it's Mother's Day.
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  I don't care how many minutes you got. 2424 in all.
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  So here we go with Family Feud. We're going to do that because
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  Mother's Day was yesterday and the Full Flower Moon is today.
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  So Full Flower Moon is in effect and energies rise during the
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  full moon. Some people, if you are a nurse
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  or you work in the emergency room or you're a first
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  responder, you're like, damn, is a full moon?
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  Why do the crazies come out in a full moon?
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  Well, are you calling me crazy? Come on, we're not going to do
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  that Monday mornings. Come on, we're not going to do
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  that to you. No.
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  However, 24 hours before an actual full moon and 1256 two
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  day Eastern Daylight Time, you will absolutely get our full
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  moon's strongest energy because it peaks at 12:56 Eastern Time
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  today, right in the middle of noon today it peaks.
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  So all of our friends on the other side who are in darkness
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  are getting that full effect. However, 24 hours prior to that,
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  we actually start feeling the effects.
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  There are some people who are extremely sensitive to energies
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  and frequencies that they might even feel it two days before the
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  full moon. So Can you imagine?
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  Here we are, another family gathering just to play the game.
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  Family Feud. No, don't we wish.
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  Actually, that would be the best thing to get it because
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  sometimes if we have irritations in the family, we can get them
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  out by being competitive. Who believes that statement?
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  Please do not raise your hand. Please out there, don't, don't,
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  don't raise your hand on that. Because sometimes if there is a
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  feud within an amongst, then playing competitive games can
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  sometime linger in a higher unhealed frame of mind or energy
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  that just isolates and and keeps climbing.
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  So it might not be one of the best things that we could do
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  physically or metaphysically to ourselves.
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  So, but we still have to go. We still have to honor mom,
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  right? So family tradition, everybody
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  gets together at mom's house. Are we going back to the old
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  belief patterns that this is how it's done and this is how it has
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  to be done? And maybe your mom is in her
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  later 80s, nineties, whatever, and maybe she likes those
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  traditions. Then for the sake of God, can we
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  get along, please? Because if you think by any
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  given law chance that your mother yesterday wanted chaos in
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  her life, just click on social media.
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  For every 5 happiness you see one complete debacle of
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  something something, something gone wrong.
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  And most of the time, you're right.
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  There is competitions involved, there is alcohol involved
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  normally not marijuana because they're just mellow.
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  They're just those people. They're just mellow people.
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  But alcohol cause play a little point.
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  Other recreationals will play a part of that unhealedness and
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  just go through social media. You can see one after the other.
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  Now you go, OK, so if you believe in the energies of the
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  full moon and what the energies they're supposed to be bringing
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  in, you're like, wow, wow, was a rough one, right?
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  But for. Peace.
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  Don't even think that your mother on Mother's Day wanted
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  anything besides in her mind to be at peace, whether she was at
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  peace in her favorite spot. And maybe that's getting her
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  hairs and nails done. That's her piece.
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  Well, Hen Len let her, if it was at the beach with nobody
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  bothering her, just listening to the seagulls and the ocean
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  waves, then let her. Let her be.
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  That is the only thing I can say sometimes letting them be, if
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  they're especially a mother with young kids right now who is
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  every day with chaos, every day with something else, every day
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  you're a parent, a mom or a dad, you know that chaos, right?
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  That sometimes is enough to go tell them.
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  And I want to go away. I just want to go away.
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  I just want to be taken away. And then you're just like, you
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  know, MJ. But sometimes that can't happen.
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  You're I, I understand sometimes that can happen.
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  And sometimes that we have to get together, right?
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  And hopefully as your mother is more older and wiser, she'll
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  smile at you guys nagging on one another or hitting on one
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  another or poking on one another, right?
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  We had enough of that. We had enough of that.
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  The under eights, right? We had enough.
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  And if you're still a mom with under eights, just breathe and
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  hope that your partner alongside of you can give you that
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  beautiful break. I know if you are a wife, wife
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  scenario, it's a little bit challenging, a little bit more
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  challenging on Mother's Day when we have those babies.
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  But then maybe if all plausible, we can't find, you know,
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  somebody to assist who is maybe not a mom who would like to take
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  your children so that you guys can go out or you guys can do
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  something, whether it be peace, I everyone says what did you do
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  for Mother's Day? Exactly what I wanted to do and
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  loved doing. And I'm back to, you know, to be
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  it, which is just being my hippie good self and bathing in
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  the sun. I had such a beautiful day.
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  It was only like 62, but there was no wind, no wind, just
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  clear, clear blue, blue, blue, blue, blue skies with this
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  beautiful sun. And it was so refreshing
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  outside, so beautiful. My body absorbed every ounce of
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  that, that vitamin D and it was so needed.
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  And so I got grounded. I grounded myself into Mother
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  Earth. I got to smell earth.
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  I got to enjoy it outside. And for me, that was an aphoric
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  Ness of peace, believe it or not.
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  I heard from my daughter, called me.
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  And I'm glad because she's also a mom.
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  So is seeing. And here we are.
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  You know, her baby girl, she's the youngest and I think she's
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  about 6 now. And she's like, OK, we're going
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  to go, let's go. We're going to go to the park.
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  Are we going to go play? Let's go, we're going to play.
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  Because she didn't understand it's her mom's day.
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  So we have to honor those little creatures who can't understand
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  it, but love you totally and honor and that you were there
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  for them, right? Because they know that you have
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  just as much fun at the park and the playground as they do and
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  see. And that's how we're going to
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  flip it all moms out there with those young ones, you need to
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  flip it. Their mind cannot even absorb
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  the motherness of that beautiful day, even from the start of the
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  Virgin Mother all the way down South.
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  Oh, good morning, Miss Ava. Good morning to your.
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  I love that I'm one of Eva's people.
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  I'm in her people guard and I'm one of hers.
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  So plant me up, Eva, plant me up.
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  So that is one of our DJs Good morning to you.
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  So yes, it was a beautiful Sunday morning and you could not
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  ask for a happier day on my end. Just serene peace and just an
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  affordness of being in such clean air and Christmas up here.
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  It was it was a beautiful day. It was a beautiful day.
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  Now had I had, you know, the family and had everybody been
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  together. Now let's hope that the
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  etiquette of Mother's Day is short and sweet and let's get
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  out. Do your do right.
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  We are by human conscious programmed.
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  Oh yes we are. We are so pro people.
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  Oh, I'm not yo, you are. You're programmed on how we
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  react to events from the past that we can't heal.
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  And you are programmed from little bitty bitty.
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  Do you have a sibling who always, every time that there is
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  something, they always have to have a memory of some kind of
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  crap, something. They always have that memory.
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  Why? Why?
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  Why? Why?
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  Every time you come, you have this memory, are you?
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  And then you have to ask them, right?
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  Are you unhealed? I'm sorry that that happened 48
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  years ago. I'm a different person, right?
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  You have to own it. Own it.
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  Eva. When my kids were little, we
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  used to go camping on Mother's Day weekend.
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  Not too hot, not too cold. And no, absolutely see, let them
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  enjoy because even camping they got to go Do when you had your
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  peace, right? Sometimes it's not about taking
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  mom to a breakfast or a dinner. It is just finding happiness and
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  balance and peace. Find it.
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  We all have it. But when we hold grudges and we
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  get together, guess what happens?
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  It never gets healed. And if you know that they're
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  angry at you and you're like, but I do it.
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  I, you know, the minute you come out of your mouth and say I
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  didn't do it, instead of saying, I understand how you might have
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  perceived this, can I please give you my side?
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  And I apologize on my side that I did not see yours.
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  Wow. There's some really good words
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  that will come up now. Lives are too busy, but still
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  enjoy it. Yeah, though the outdoors, I
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  said we do something up here on our retreat mountain and it's
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  called Shirinyoku and it is a Japanese art of forest bathing
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  certain plants, mountains help us with different emotions and
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  different decoding of our souls track.
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  And so it is a practice in Japan and it has been brought over.
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  So it is quite pleasant. I do like it.
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  So anything in the outdoors is very grounding, grounding to
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  Patchamama and sing because sing will elevate that vibration
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  higher or oming and just sit there.
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  You won't believe the energy, but you got to get out of the
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  concrete. You got to get out of, you know,
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  the concrete jungles and get your feet planted, get your
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  rubber shoes off, get your feet planted in there, or your rump,
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  sit down and put your rump in it.
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  So all of that is really, really good.
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  So, yeah, so we're not playing Family Feud if we know we have
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  issues going on. And I'll tell you what, folks,
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  we're going to take a small break and then we're going to
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  dive into some extremes that maybe we can flip some patterns
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  that happen when our families get together, especially on a
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  beautiful holiday like Mother's Day and the full moon.
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  Let's see. You know what, I want to go with
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  Lauren Rose. I haven't played Lauren in a
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  long in a not a long time, but a little bit.
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  And it's called Hello, my name is empowering herself to do what
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  everybody else said she might not be able to do.
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  Do you know somebody like that? Probably one of your mother's
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  maybe the fear of having a child to begin with.
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  She had to have that confidence. And this here is going to give
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  her that confidence. That's what I like about Lauren
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  Rose. You can interpret this any way
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  you have it. So we'll be right back.
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  You're watching MB Radio dot US. My name is MJ.
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  My show here on this beautiful station is called The World of
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  Conscious Positive Thinking, and I enjoy each and everyone of
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  you. For joining, we're going to go
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  to Lauren Rose. We'll be right back.
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  The station where our veterans voices are heard MBR talk.
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  Hey, thanks. For tuning.
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  In welcome are those of the speakers and do not necessarily
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  reflect the views or positions of any entities they represent.
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  The web at MB radio dot. That was Lauren Rose there,
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  Hello, my name is what a beautiful, beautiful song that
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  is. I just it's one of my one of the
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  oldies, but a goodies. So check her out, go on to
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  and and help and sponsor her 'cause we love her here at NB
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  Radio. So anyway, back to family
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  feuding. It is such a beautiful thing.
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  So we were talking about these people who always want to come
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  and always want to bring up the exact same thing all the time,
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  and they started by sarcastically laughing.
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  Huh, right. And everybody looks going Here
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  we go again. And that that realm of
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  disappointment and that sarcastic person who just can't
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  let go will go. What?
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  Look at me. Come.
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  On you have to think it's. Funny.
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  But you didn't bring it up because it was funny.
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  You brought it up because you needed it mentioned again
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  because you're unhealed. So if you're one of them, think
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  about this. Why are we still unhealed?
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  Especially if you're in a family now that it's over 40 years ago.
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  Come on, do you really want to crossover and have to come back
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  and relive that? Who?
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  Who wants to do that, right? So if the person is unwilling to
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  balance or accept apologies and think about it 40 years ago, I
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  can't tell you what I did 40 years ago.
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  I can't tell you what came out of my mouth 40 years ago unless
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  it was a significant event for me.
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  So if somebody is holding a grudge that is that old, forgive
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  me when I tell them stop because I'm not even the same person who
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  I was then. So we have to stop this because
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  as we evolve and as we mature, if I didn't recollect this as a
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  trauma into my life, then I'd either a did not see my own
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  faults. I didn't see my own negative
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  ways. Or was it something that you had
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  to learn and you think you got blindsided like you, We're going
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  to have to discuss this because there is no way out besides the
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  truth. And if the truth of an event, if
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  you are truly innocent of mind and you are truly have no idea
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  that what you have done affected somebody, then just, I am so
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  sorry on my part because that was not the intention or I, I
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  can't imagine that I wanted to hurt you at that moment,
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  especially being so young, right?
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  So we have to take these things into consideration.
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  Please know that normally the frontal lobe, which is this area
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  here of the brain, normally it's not matured until 25 in females
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  and 27 in males. Sometimes it can go even longer,
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  especially of those who partake in recreational substances.
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  It can take just a little bit longer.
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  So that's why we don't like recreational substances or
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  beverages in the hands of those under that age, which, you know,
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  I, I understand, I understand it.
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  But yet, man, if I'm going to give up my life at 18 years old
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  and I would go to the military, I, I think I should be allowed
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  to try some adult recreational things, right?
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  Because that's just kind of how I felt.
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  Maybe that's how you felt. I don't know.
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  But if I wanted to, I should be able to, right?
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  Free world. So they say freedom, So they
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  say, but you also have the freedom.
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  If you were that angry, you have that right to hold on to those
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  grudges. But why?
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  So you could come at every family reunion and have a bad
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  time or make everybody else's life bad.
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  I that's not what this is about it.
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  It can't be about that because why would you even bother to
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  come to just ruin if, if it's about your mom, you just want to
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  ruin her day, this beautiful day that we honor because without a
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  mother, I hate to tell you, you're not here.
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  You weren't here. You need both, right?
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  You need both. It's the etiquettes and how much
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  trauma as a child we go through. When we go through events as a
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  child, then we call them inner child trauma.
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  When we have inner child trauma, these family feuds are a major
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  part. If you grew up in a household
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  where your parents one or both sat and yelled at decibels, then
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  you are conditioned to that energy.
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  So somebody yelling at those decibels, you will walk away,
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  you'll ignore. You'll be like, no big deal.
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  Yeah. No big deal.
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  It is a big deal because that is emotionally trapped trauma.
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  And so when we have emotionally trapped traumas, we actually
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  look for people in our circle as we grow and as we developed with
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  that same energy. Why?
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  Because you already know it. It's not new.
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  And new energy can sometimes be the most scariest energy out
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  there when it's new energy because you don't know how to to
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  navigate. At least with the tyrant
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  screaming at you, you knew how to navigate those lines.
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  You knew stay away. As a child, you you became
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  unaware of, oh, here we are. OK, this is where I need to be,
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  right? Stay out of the light of fire.
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  As a child, you only had to get caught in that and conditioned
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  to get caught in that once or twice before.
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  You know, your survival instinct of your own ego is like, get the
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  hell out of here, right? Because mom or dad or Grams or
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  Auntie, uncle, somebody's flying off.
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  Somebody had way too much to drink.
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  Somebody has way too much anger. Somebody has can't get over
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  their depressional state. Somebody, whatever, whatever
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  their reasoning, there could be a a bajillion reasons.
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  The point I'm trying to make is you now became that conditioned
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  child to understand that energy, good, bad and different.
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  You'd learned how to navigate it because you conditioned yourself
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  how to navigate through that. Don't be surprised that your
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  friends that you bring into your realm when you leave home, you
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  have one who act exactly as your home and you may not have just
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  one. You may have several.
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  You may be married to it because it is a known pattern energy and
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  you are conditioned to know that.
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  So that's a very hard, you ask about people who there's a,
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  there was a lot of abuse I saw at these Mother's Day things
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  online, which is what prompted me to to do this show.
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  There's just so many people who have these trauma lines and they
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  know they have them and they know they're repetitive, but I
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  don't know if they know how to get out of that.
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  I don't know if they realize that they're not living in the
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  60s or the 80s. So going back to the table and
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  saying can we talk is a little bit different.
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  Sometimes we hope and pray as a child that our family allows us
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  to speak. Because if not, you're dwerting
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  that will. That was one of those.
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  I always had to say something. I always had Can I say one more
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  thing? It used to and I and my dad,
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  his, he's so angry, like he was such an authoritative figure,
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  you know, and he would have that blood vessel vein and he'd be
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  shaking his hand. Can I just say one more thing
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  that as a parent, that is the child.
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  Why, why, why, why, why? And the parent is because why?
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  Because, because the parent doesn't have a positive thing to
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  say then because is I as at this moment, I just because I, we
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  have to do it this way. I have to do it this way, right?
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  And, and that's how it's going to be.
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  And maybe later we can discuss this again, but don't shut your
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  child out. Just tell them, you know, for
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  the peace and the well-being, for right now, let's not ask
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  why. Maybe we can ascertain the
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  subject a little bit later, maybe a little bit.
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  Why? Because it's not good right now.
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  Why? Because it will upset people and
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  it will hurt people and they'll start to cry.
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  Answer the child that way, right?
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  Don't just say because I said so and then the story and crack it
• 29:43
  in the ass, right? Because you might have a little
• 29:48
  cappy on your hands who has a lot of will and that crack in
• 29:52
  the ask of the whys and and the functions of it's really
• 29:57
  important to some of those kids. So I understand that in talking
• 30:03
  of truth to a child and having the, you know, what comes out of
• 30:09
  the mouth of babes is, is hard, but give them a reasonable
• 30:18
  saying, maybe later. But as of right now, the answer
• 30:21
  is no because they're going to make people cry.
• 30:25
  They understand those words. And we don't want people to cry
• 30:28
  because we love them. And sometimes we and you can go
• 30:32
  on. Sometimes people do not so many
• 30:36
  nice things. Not that we're judging them.
• 30:40
  It's just that talking about it is causing yet again to not have
• 30:46
  that nice feeling. So it's our words and tones and
• 30:49
  back into our poor child, right? Our inner child.
• 30:54
  Most adults today who are with some type of depression,
• 31:00
  sadness, anxiety, stress, these are inner child traumas.
• 31:03
  Believe it or not, most of these are caused by inner child when
• 31:07
  you bring them in and the parent allows you to engulf in those
• 31:11
  even even hardly where you have a parent who tries hard and
• 31:16
  sends you to go get help. They notice it.
• 31:19
  And at that point then we have to ask, how many fears did you
• 31:23
  bring with you? Let's clear some of these fears
• 31:26
  immediately because this is this is where I always talk about
• 31:30
  having a, a physical and a metaphysical counselor.
• 31:38
  Because if you just work on one side, how one sided, right?
• 31:43
  How balanced is that? But if you can bring all your
• 31:47
  sides, mind, body and soul all together, what a creation of how
• 31:51
  to have you created in yourself. Well, we can learn to breathe
• 31:57
  and let it go. You know, it's funny, yesterday
• 32:02
  when I was watching again Big Ben, 'cause I just absolutely
• 32:06
  love it. I'll watch it and watch it and
• 32:07
  watch it 'cause it's, it's a show to help me learn how to
• 32:12
  balance with people who are handicapped, but handicapped in
• 32:16
  a way where they're so gifted they can't see emotion.
• 32:19
  They can't, they can't understand that.
• 32:23
  So that is great because sometimes in my life I may not
• 32:28
  have had those patients today I would.
• 32:32
  But I look at that as a learning lesson as well.
• 32:35
  And yesterday it was funny because they were doing he was
• 32:39
  Sheldon was very upset with Penny says, well, let's just
• 32:42
  practice. Some people think of holding a
• 32:44
  pen in your hand and then letting it go.
• 32:46
  And of course, his sarcasm and his demeanor that he's just like
• 32:51
  it. It goes, it was my favorite pen
• 32:53
  I just had. And she's like, OK, stay
• 32:56
  focused. You have to come in.
• 32:58
  But then he told her a secret that would really upset her.
• 33:03
  And he goes, well, hold your pen.
• 33:04
  And she couldn't. So she wanted to give somebody a
• 33:07
  practicing tip that they didn't use themselves.
• 33:12
  Yes. And there it is again.
• 33:15
  It is easier said than done. Easier said than done.
• 33:21
  And you're thinking to yourself, OK, so it that technique might
• 33:28
  not work for one person and it might work for another.
• 33:32
  You never know what techniques. Remember, I don't know what
• 33:35
  episode it was, but I had told everybody, listen, go back and
• 33:39
  listen to the episode where we talk about having words.
• 33:44
  Every time you get a trigger word where you know it's going
• 33:48
  to get your anger or it's going to give you the PTSD or find
• 33:52
  those triggers and get the list of diversions right.
• 33:56
  Bring that list of diversions and start talking about it.
• 33:59
  So you can immediately go to those lists and you can
• 34:02
  immediately change the subject. Talk about fishing.
• 34:05
  Hey, I heard trout season just opened.
• 34:07
  Talk about hunting. Hey, it's spring gobbler.
• 34:11
  Talk about vacationing. Yeah.
• 34:14
  You know, my family wants to go on on fairway travel.
• 34:18
  They want to take a cruise. Talk about anything you want.
• 34:21
  Well, my kids want to go to the water park.
• 34:25
  Anything. Hey, how's the grass, man?
• 34:28
  Those dandelions, You can't even get rid of them.
• 34:30
  I don't care what you talk about.
• 34:32
  Just make a list of subjects you like to talk about so you have
• 34:36
  them ready to divert whatever the conversation is going on.
• 34:40
  And if people love you and your family, they'll understand what
• 34:45
  you're doing and they'll follow suit.
• 34:49
  Somebody who wants to keep. Coming back, even though you
• 34:51
  tried to divert the situation, then it is at that point you can
• 34:55
  just either remove yourself because that is probably the
• 34:59
  easiest thing to do. Remove yourself from that
• 35:02
  complete energy. Either say you're going to the
• 35:03
  bathroom or you're getting a refill or something and
• 35:07
  completely just have another conversation with somebody else.
• 35:10
  Start another conversation somewhere else after you come
• 35:12
  out of the bathroom or whatever it is.
• 35:16
  If it continues and it persists. Even after you leave that energy
• 35:21
  to go to the other side to try to regroup, then it's.
• 35:27
  At that point you. Don't want strike three, You can
• 35:30
  either. Nicely take him outside and say
• 35:35
  I can. Choose to walk away.
• 35:38
  But I'm going to. Tell you.
• 35:39
  Whatever you are very angry at, whatever scenario has played out
• 35:44
  every time we're here in your mind, I am extremely sorry for
• 35:49
  my actions, for how I. Treated you whatever I.
• 35:52
  Said the words I am sorry for my part will go such a long way.
• 36:00
  And you can finally stop this. Feud saying that you are no
• 36:03
  longer that person. I understand.
• 36:06
  You know, Father, forgive me because I'd lost my way.
• 36:11
  Now I. Understand forgiving.
• 36:15
  And forgetting are two different things, but you got to let it
• 36:17
  play out because if all they were looking for was that
• 36:20
  honoring and all they were looking for was that moment of
• 36:23
  time that you may have, it may have not been significant.
• 36:27
  There's numerous times that I talked with my brothers and
• 36:30
  sisters and they remember something.
• 36:33
  I don't even have an inkling of that memory.
• 36:37
  I'm like and I was there. Are you sure I was there?
• 36:41
  But it had no significant role in my life, even though I was.
• 36:45
  There had nothing to. Do with me.
• 36:48
  So they're trying to. Figure out do you remember this
• 36:52
  and how I would perceive it in today, but I I can't even
• 36:57
  perceive it because I, I don't remember it because there was no
• 37:00
  learning life lesson for me. Do you understand that too?
• 37:03
  OK, because. Sometimes that is like.
• 37:06
  Wait, wait, what are we doing? And we have to backtrack
• 37:11
  ourselves and and here we are backtracking again to something
• 37:15
  that happened within a commonerally right.
• 37:19
  My brothers and sisters were we were always hackling as
• 37:22
  children. We were always hackling one
• 37:24
  another. We were always, you know,
• 37:26
  biting. You know, either I was a
• 37:27
  tattletale or, you know, she was biased and he was just ugly and
• 37:33
  rough and whatever it may have been, right, Right.
• 37:39
  I mean thinking back as a child for.
• 37:40
  Myself, I'm like, Oh yeah, we had some pulling hair knockout
• 37:46
  fights. Are you talking about 60s and
• 37:48
  70s? Yeah, today I'm like, now why?
• 37:55
  Where? Did that stem from?
• 37:57
  The harshness, maybe, of an authoritative father.
• 38:02
  Huh. I don't know, maybe it was the
• 38:08
  peer pressure and daycare could have.
• 38:14
  Been because I had nannies I. Didn't I didn't really go to
• 38:16
  daycare. So where did that stem from?
• 38:21
  I don't know. I don't know.
• 38:26
  Huh. Ancient minds.
• 38:28
  Right. You have to think back.
• 38:31
  But when some of the stories come back and you really, you
• 38:35
  can't even place yourself there, then you'd go just tell me your
• 38:39
  side. It's OK that I don't remember
• 38:42
  it. Maybe if you tell me your side,
• 38:44
  something will jar or they'll finally get to the, you know,
• 38:48
  the file cabinet inside that brain somewhere where they're
• 38:51
  like, Oh my gosh, let's pull those cobwebs off because
• 38:54
  something might then trigger a, a membrance.
• 38:59
  So if they're coming to you and you don't even have an idea,
• 39:02
  don't roll up your face going I don't have any idea what you're
• 39:05
  talking about. No saying fascinating.
• 39:10
  That would be a better word, right?
• 39:12
  Knowing that they're being heard.
• 39:13
  The words fascinating. This is fascinating.
• 39:17
  I honestly, I don't remember this, but keep going because I
• 39:20
  really somehow it's going to trigger.
• 39:23
  Hopefully it will trigger a memory.
• 39:25
  What a what a life. Lesson.
• 39:27
  We had to go. Through huh?
• 39:28
  And then that's how you keep it, but don't attack them because.
• 39:34
  The more that you. Attack is the angriory.
• 39:38
  Angriory, man, is that a word? Angriory.
• 39:45
  I don't know if it's a word, but we're going to angrily, you
• 39:48
  know, be a prude and sit in the corner and pout for 40 plus
• 39:53
  years. I remember my grandmother till
• 40:00
  the day she died. There was a ugly, ugly argument
• 40:04
  that happened within my grandfather on his side of the
• 40:08
  family. And every now that I.
• 40:12
  Think about this family feud. I think about my grandmother.
• 40:18
  And her. Reactions when we would go to
• 40:19
  reunion and always with a stern upper lip and she goes.
• 40:27
  I'm I will give him a knuckle sandwich.
• 40:30
  I don't even want to hear from them.
• 40:32
  Like I remember that now as a kid.
• 40:34
  Isn't that funny? So you start talking about stuff
• 40:37
  just like, you know, somebody's remembrance, and all of a sudden
• 40:41
  we start. Talking about.
• 40:43
  Things come back in, right? My brother loves.
• 40:49
  To throw that when I was younger, he tells people.
• 40:55
  I smashed him in the head with a hammer.
• 40:57
  Well, that really wasn't true. It was a rubber mallet.
• 41:00
  Let's start there. And I remember doing it.
• 41:07
  I remember I had, let's put it, let's just kind of put things in
• 41:14
  perspective though, right? I just didn't have no peace.
• 41:20
  Of mind, no. I calculated how I was going to
• 41:22
  hurt him. I calculated it as a child
• 41:26
  because every day he would come home from kindergarten or no, he
• 41:35
  had to be in elementary. So he was probably 4th grade by
• 41:39
  this point. I'd say he was probably 4th
• 41:41
  grade anyway, but I wasn't. I was the kindergarten, I was
• 41:45
  the five year old and a 400 LB cast iron radiator fell on me
• 41:51
  and it pretty much broke the whole right side of my body.
• 41:55
  So I was pretty much in these big body casts and splints and
• 41:59
  everything else and laid on a couch for the longest time.
• 42:04
  So they would my grandparents or my my nannies or somebody would
• 42:09
  turn the station or turn the channel for me to whatever I was
• 42:14
  watching laying there and religiously in the middle of
• 42:19
  Hachi Malachi, my favorite little show that always comes on
• 42:23
  at 2 at 3:00, my brother. Would then come in from school.
• 42:29
  And decide that we need to watch acne and he would turn the dial
• 42:33
  because we only had 13, you know, with the dial with 13 on
• 42:37
  it. You know you or your father's
• 42:39
  remote control at that age and you and he would come and turn
• 42:46
  my station. You're like, hey, why you
• 42:50
  turning my station? But as.
• 42:52
  A child sitting. There, in a body cast, there's
• 42:55
  really nothing you can do. Not too much anyway.
• 42:59
  The other thing that my beautiful brother well loves to
• 43:03
  talk about is again calculating on this hammer hit.
• 43:11
  I planned because I got. Better and better and better and
• 43:15
  the last straw for Christmas. You could see I was still for
• 43:19
  Christmas. I got this beautiful leather
• 43:21
  little tiny rocking chair. I was so happy that I had a
• 43:24
  chair my size. I could sit by the TV and I
• 43:28
  really didn't have to move too far.
• 43:30
  And I was so thrilled. My brother brand new that I'm
• 43:38
  still now like in semi cast because it was just a long time
• 43:42
  healing there. He would.
• 43:45
  Dump me off my rocket he would. Tip it completely backwards.
• 43:48
  So I'd slide out now and see I'm laughing because today it is.
• 43:51
  I can understand the humor of the testosterone of my brother.
• 43:57
  I can understand this. So of course, he tips over my
• 44:00
  chair. I slide out, he brings it back.
• 44:02
  He sits in my beautiful leather rocking chair that I wanted for
• 44:06
  Christmas and Christmas and my birthday are one of the same.
• 44:09
  And I got it. Do you know that every single
• 44:12
  time we have to. Talk about this because.
• 44:16
  It was to. The point going, I'm done.
• 44:18
  And I told him and I forewarned him.
• 44:19
  I go one day I'm going to beat the crap out of you.
• 44:22
  And I said it. I go one day I'm going to beat
• 44:24
  your ass. One day I'm going to beat you.
• 44:27
  One day you watch and it's funny.
• 44:30
  Because the parents are like. One day she's going to.
• 44:33
  Kick your ass. One day you watch it, one day
• 44:37
  you watch right? I love it when the parents get.
• 44:41
  Involved and they they emphasize that energy wish no I don't.
• 44:46
  No I don't. My parents should have put a
• 44:47
  stop. To it one time, but I don't know
• 44:50
  if my brother was going to be copacetic enough to it.
• 44:53
  It would just have to play out the way it did, but long and the
• 44:57
  short. So I was getting a little bit
• 44:59
  better and I was getting to be able to be mobilized.
• 45:03
  And I was the, the more I got healed was the more my brother
• 45:07
  was just really amping my style because it was months and months
• 45:12
  and months of the same treatment months and.
• 45:15
  I'm sure my parents were. Pretty sick of this shenanigan
• 45:19
  as well. So one day I saw my.
• 45:23
  Dad, he was a he's, he loved. He was, he loved wood.
• 45:26
  He would create and he would build things all the time.
• 45:29
  And he always had the rubber mallet.
• 45:30
  So he did mark the woods. And I pity my parents because
• 45:38
  what I'm going? About to say they.
• 45:40
  Probably. They probably were like.
• 45:44
  Who are you like? Where'd you come from?
• 45:49
  But I saw the metal. I saw that rubber mallet and I
• 45:54
  put it all the way by the couch. So it was the TV, then it was my
• 45:59
  little chair and then it was the couch.
• 46:02
  That's how the the room was set up.
• 46:05
  So I put it by the couch, but I was going to sit in the chair
• 46:08
  and I was watching the time. Here I come.
• 46:11
  Hatchi Malachi 3:00 and at 3:00 I hear the school bells going
• 46:19
  off in the town. They're always rang the bells.
• 46:24
  So I knew it was within 15 minutes this man was going to be
• 46:27
  here. And my heart was pounding crazy,
• 46:29
  crazy, pounding crazy. And yes.
• 46:36
  Little Miss Mary Jo this size. Today was the day.
• 46:40
  Today was the day that. Her I am beautiful light.
• 46:46
  Presence was going to go very dark and give an equal power
• 46:51
  thump of a Knight's Templar saying are we good?
• 46:57
  Yeah, the pain of being a cast. That he would do that hurt, but
• 47:02
  as a child he couldn't see it. But it's funny, he remembers it
• 47:07
  all well, because not only did he.
• 47:11
  Get hit in the head with a rubber.
• 47:12
  Mallet, which he tipped my chair.
• 47:14
  So there's the story. He tipped my chair.
• 47:16
  I said OK, this point I didn't even see.
• 47:19
  Now he should have known because I didn't cry, I didn't scream, I
• 47:22
  didn't counter. I just got up.
• 47:26
  So after how many months of? Him doing this and I would
• 47:29
  counter and scream and we would get into arguments and throw
• 47:32
  pillows and throw whatever couldn't throw too.
• 47:35
  Much I was in cast. Was pretty unfair battle.
• 47:42
  Yeah, I went back to the. Couch right where my beautiful
• 47:47
  rubber mount to the side was and it was very calculating.
• 47:50
  As a child, I admitted survival tactics of a child and a family
• 47:56
  feud. How is that child going to?
• 48:00
  Respond well, this child, because we want to watch the
• 48:04
  Roadrunner all the time in Coyote, Wild Coyote, those big
• 48:08
  hammers, even though they hit on the head, they always got up and
• 48:13
  went again. So as a child, Can you imagine
• 48:17
  how I thought as a child? I was going to hammer him.
• 48:23
  So of his ass down, I know he's going to get back up because
• 48:26
  they always do. Look, the Roadrunner and Kay, we
• 48:28
  always get back up, even with animals.
• 48:31
  Falling on their heads, they get.
• 48:31
  Back up. What a disbelief for a child.
• 48:35
  What are you talking about really?
• 48:36
  You killed him by doing that anyhow.
• 48:41
  So that's what it was. I went.
• 48:43
  There he started snickering his comments, he started getting
• 48:47
  gross in his Acne Roadrunner cartoon, and I made one dart
• 48:54
  with my hammer and I went hidden right here on the side of the
• 48:57
  head and I ran like hell to my dad's international scout where
• 49:01
  he was outside. And of course.
• 49:04
  My brother. Comes hauling ass ready to beat
• 49:07
  me. Family feud.
• 49:10
  Here we are and I go outside and I look at my dad and I said he's
• 49:18
  going to hurt me, he's going to hurt me, he's going to hurt me
• 49:21
  and my dad. Goes he better not.
• 49:23
  If I ever see any boy touch a girl, I hate a girl.
• 49:29
  You have a price to pay. My.
• 49:32
  Father was very much. A very.
• 49:35
  Stern authoritative figure in. Our family and.
• 49:42
  You were going to listen. Or you were going to get
• 49:44
  cracked. So of course my brother comes
• 49:47
  out. Saying how I hit him and so.
• 49:52
  I looked at my dad and. When I know I had tears because
• 49:55
  I scared my dad and I says you don't understand.
• 50:02
  You don't understand every day for the last.
• 50:06
  How many months he would? Tip me out of my chair, he.
• 50:10
  Would come in and change my channel and he would hurt my
• 50:14
  bones because when he took the chair he would hurt my hurt the
• 50:17
  brakes. My dad was furious.
• 50:21
  That he didn't know that this was going on for months.
• 50:28
  So when my brother told him. That I cracked him in the head
• 50:31
  with a mallet. My dad looked at me with.
• 50:36
  These big eyes and he grabbed me by the hair and he goes.
• 50:41
  We are not ever hitting anybody. With a mouth do you understand
• 50:44
  me? And I said yes, like crying
• 50:46
  obviously. And my.
• 50:49
  Brother. He goes bend down, touch those
• 50:52
  ankles, boy. And we still talk about this
• 50:57
  every time. And I was like, you still don't
• 51:01
  see the balance. How can you not?
• 51:04
  See the balance? How?
• 51:05
  Come, you thought every day with a broken bone that you would do
• 51:09
  that. There was no pain.
• 51:12
  That you even. Today, in your sixty, you don't
• 51:15
  see that as pain. I healed it because.
• 51:24
  Now he has his son, whose son just graduated.
• 51:27
  Love him to death, Palmer. But Palmer, when he comes, sees
• 51:30
  me, talks about cracking because he's learned that sarcastic
• 51:34
  trait from his father. So it's family.
• 51:39
  Family feuds represent family pattern.
• 51:45
  And some people go through it and then some people adhere and
• 51:48
  they stick with the same energy or they stick with the same
• 51:52
  pattern. So when you sit in the same
• 51:55
  energy or the same pattern, it becomes more of an issue within
• 52:01
  the family instead of dissolving this issue.
• 52:05
  My father thought this is over, but it wasn't over for the scars
• 52:10
  of my brother. And it wasn't over for the scars
• 52:14
  of me. Until I had to heal it.
• 52:17
  So walking an inner child trauma line, which again, that's chakra
• 52:23
  too. Through going to Kim's, you get
• 52:26
  to walk that inner child trauma line.
• 52:30
  And when that happens, there's a lot to be grateful for.
• 52:34
  There's a lot to be happy for because you're letting go of
• 52:37
  stuff that has compiled and you're bringing it with you in a
• 52:43
  unhealed pattern as an adult. And now we have family feuding
• 52:49
  because we can't let something go.
• 52:54
  Am I remorseful today? Yeah.
• 52:57
  I I should never laid hands on anybody.
• 53:03
  It should have been brought to. Attention at the dinner table or
• 53:06
  brought to attention in a different way.
• 53:08
  Instead of me trying to bear him now, his healing is who the hell
• 53:13
  rose I at this age to be that authoritative and that
• 53:17
  relentless and that ugly? Has he stepped into that in
• 53:21
  himself? It's on him.
• 53:26
  I can't control somebody's mind, nor can.
• 53:29
  You, you cannot control the free will of how somebody is, but you
• 53:32
  do have it to clear within your mind and tell your truth and
• 53:36
  your story and understand where you went wrong.
• 53:40
  Understand that that power that you thought was so controlling
• 53:47
  was also that power to destroy something within you now.
• 53:52
  That being said. We are going to go to another
• 53:58
  oldie but goodie, it's called Once Was by Logan Bath and come
• 54:06
  back. Here, right here MB.
• 54:07
  Radio dot US and we will catch up and we'll see how much
• 54:13
  further in family food fun we can find.
• 54:15
  Here we go. The station where our veterans.
• 59:01
  Voices are heard. MBR talk.
• 59:03
  Hey, thanks. For tuning in, welcome are those
• 59:09
  of the. Speakers and do not necessarily
• 59:12
  reflect the views or positions of any entities they represent
• 59:17
  the web at. MB Radio.
• 59:18
  Dot. That was Logan.
• 59:22
  Bath we once was. Thank you so much.
• 59:25
  What beautiful words that we have to remember right again.
• 59:31
  We heal every day when we can say I am better today than I was
• 59:36
  yesterday than it is a beautiful, glorious day.
• 59:38
  And no matter what aspects that we have, when you wake up and
• 59:42
  you open up your eyes, you are blessed to be here.
• 59:44
  You are blessed to have yet one more day to say thank you, to
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  say I'm sorry to bridge, bridge waters that are very, very
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  rough. And know that you can make a
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  conscious, positive decision to do the right thing instead of
• 1:00:03
  having the egoic temperament of screw that, I'm not doing it.
• 1:00:08
  I don't give a shit I'm or walk away or have anger and
• 1:00:11
  resentment issues of our heart that just RIP away makes us a
• 1:00:15
  lower vibrational person. So think about when you sit back
• 1:00:19
  and you, you are that angry with somebody, you realize it's
• 1:00:24
  holding you back being that angry.
• 1:00:27
  You have to solve it. You can't just say no, I'm
• 1:00:30
  letting it go. It's on him.
• 1:00:31
  Not everything's on everybody either.
• 1:00:33
  Let's let's like face a fact there, because a lot of people
• 1:00:37
  think that just because you don't feel as resented as that
• 1:00:49
  other person in the family doesn't necessarily mean that
• 1:00:54
  you're not going to absorb that energy.
• 1:00:57
  So the best thing? Is.
• 1:00:58
  Is a unit with a family. Always have it balanced.
• 1:01:03
  Can't have it your way. Neither can they.
• 1:01:05
  Has to come in the middle. So if we say listen, somebody
• 1:01:10
  says, oh, you know, I'm feeling for a steak.
• 1:01:12
  And the other person goes, I don't really care for a steak,
• 1:01:15
  no problem. I'm a surf and turf have a surf.
• 1:01:19
  And turf, but you're going to get the same.
• 1:01:20
  Way instead. You know.
• 1:01:24
  But know that, know that going in, it's OK, right?
• 1:01:28
  Or the next steak says OK, well tomorrow we'll have your chicken
• 1:01:33
  if you can't. Do a surf and turf.
• 1:01:34
  Or you can't. Do you know a different meat?
• 1:01:40
  To me. I think about food fighting.
• 1:01:47
  Food feuding is silly because in.
• 1:01:51
  Reality when? Somebody says they're starving
• 1:01:53
  and they've already eaten six hours ago.
• 1:01:55
  You're not starving. No, I have.
• 1:01:57
  No you don't. If you have spots in your head
• 1:02:00
  because you have diabetes or you have low blood sugar, you better
• 1:02:05
  regulate. It because the only.
• 1:02:06
  Thing you're doing is you keep eating is you keep having these
• 1:02:10
  issues. Because you're you're feeding
• 1:02:13
  into. The disease.
• 1:02:15
  So let's balance that disease because a normal body can go
• 1:02:20
  weeks without food, can't go weeks without drinking water.
• 1:02:26
  Water. Say that again.
• 1:02:28
  Water. Can't go.
• 1:02:33
  So I find. It funny when.
• 1:02:34
  People say, oh, I have a headache in the knee, my Sugar's
• 1:02:37
  down, my this or that. If your sugar is that far down
• 1:02:39
  because you didn't eat in six hours.
• 1:02:43
  We need to figure it out. We need.
• 1:02:45
  To find a doctor, we need to figure that something out
• 1:02:48
  because in reality, they're not starving.
• 1:02:53
  It is the. Mind controlling you?
• 1:02:56
  So and people go, oh, my stomach's growled.
• 1:02:59
  I'm hungry. No, your stomach's growling
• 1:03:00
  because it's doing what it's supposed to be doing and it's
• 1:03:02
  pushing whatever acids or it's pushing whatever it is where it
• 1:03:06
  needs to go. Does that make sense?
• 1:03:09
  OK. So these are all different ways,
• 1:03:12
  different, different ideologies anyway of finding a balance,
• 1:03:17
  right, I think. That if your family is.
• 1:03:21
  A competitive family then Game night is fun, right?
• 1:03:25
  If they're competitive enough, you know, to have a good
• 1:03:28
  sportsman type attitude, right? Not being mad.
• 1:03:34
  Do you have one of those in the family where you every time that
• 1:03:37
  we play a game, they're always pissed off.
• 1:03:39
  They're always angry. Well, so we're not going to play
• 1:03:42
  these games with them because they're always angry in these
• 1:03:45
  games. Games are supposed to be fun.
• 1:03:48
  There's supposed to be a communicable effort.
• 1:03:51
  Unless you're playing cards, of course, and it's all on you and
• 1:03:53
  that could be fine. But OK, let's let's look at here
• 1:03:56
  you go. I love it when people go, Oh
• 1:03:58
  yeah, we get together at my mom's.
• 1:04:00
  We play poker. So it's a.
• 1:04:03
  Tradition. So if everybody can get together
• 1:04:05
  and play poker, if somebody is not financial just to throw
• 1:04:08
  money out, are we going to really belittle them?
• 1:04:11
  Are we going to put them down? Are we going to hurt their
• 1:04:14
  feelings because they don't want to gamble their money away?
• 1:04:17
  Because to them right now, every dollar counts, every cent
• 1:04:24
  counts. So remember that when you're
• 1:04:27
  asking people to come, right? And it's a double edged sword
• 1:04:32
  because you want people to come, you want people to be festive
• 1:04:35
  and whatever, but then they have an obligation that they have to
• 1:04:37
  bring something or buy something and then they won't they.
• 1:04:40
  Won't show up. Yeah, I was at AI think.
• 1:04:47
  It was a bridal shower. Yeah, it was a bridal shower and
• 1:04:54
  nobody was allowed to bring. A gift.
• 1:04:56
  To the bridal shower. Because they knew there was
• 1:05:01
  people. That they wanted to celebrate,
• 1:05:03
  but they didn't have the money. They they honored it.
• 1:05:08
  So I can show but I feel bad because.
• 1:05:10
  I'm not going to come in with a gift or a card.
• 1:05:12
  So you know what that beautiful bride did instead of being a
• 1:05:14
  bridezilla? She had everybody, she says.
• 1:05:19
  Listen, no gifts, no cards. If you're going to give me a
• 1:05:22
  card, put it in the mail. If you're going to buy a gift
• 1:05:25
  off any of the registries, just have it delivered to the house
• 1:05:27
  because that's where it has to go.
• 1:05:29
  And she emphasized no gifts, no cards will be brought to the
• 1:05:34
  bridal shower. This is just an honor now in.
• 1:05:38
  Tradition. If you don't know, bridal
• 1:05:40
  showers were meant to get some of the home good registries for
• 1:05:46
  a new husband and wife and that's where it came from that
• 1:05:50
  bridal. Registry.
• 1:05:52
  Because you. Had.
• 1:05:53
  Two chances to help your beloved one who is getting married
• 1:06:00
  fulfill their house with HomeGoods.
• 1:06:04
  So that's an old tradition. Some people believe in that.
• 1:06:07
  Some. People.
• 1:06:07
  Are live together so long they already have HomeGoods and
• 1:06:10
  they're like I don't. I don't really.
• 1:06:14
  That's not what I want. So in that aspect, if you.
• 1:06:19
  Want to help contribute to my honeymoon?
• 1:06:22
  Here you go. Or there's something major.
• 1:06:26
  That you want to buy for your home as a wedding gift?
• 1:06:30
  Ask them all to contribute to that.
• 1:06:34
  A dollar is acceptable for some, remember.
• 1:06:39
  Don't exclude people. Balance with them, balance with
• 1:06:42
  everybody. If you want people to celebrate
• 1:06:45
  your happiness and you want that happiness within the family,
• 1:06:49
  whether it's a holiday, whether it's a family's vacation, a
• 1:06:53
  family's birthday, whether it's gathering for a like this, like
• 1:06:58
  a Mother's Day or a Father's Day or Grandparents Day, whatever,
• 1:07:03
  do yourself a favor. Battle is with everybody.
• 1:07:08
  Knowing that maybe some people in your family don't have the
• 1:07:13
  success as you do. Maybe some?
• 1:07:17
  People in the family. Don't have emotional.
• 1:07:22
  Attitude that you do. Maybe some people in your family
• 1:07:26
  are very emotionally disturbed in Group settings.
• 1:07:31
  Maybe it frightens them from maybe something from inner child
• 1:07:34
  trauma they had. Maybe they had to go and they
• 1:07:37
  had to ascertain, you know, family gatherings and maybe
• 1:07:40
  there was trauma every time they went to those.
• 1:07:43
  They don't want to do that. So now when you bring your
• 1:07:47
  significant other, your spouse into the realm of family energy,
• 1:07:51
  they might have their own trauma line that you don't know about
• 1:07:54
  and that your family could trigger it.
• 1:07:59
  Be aware. That's the whole thing.
• 1:08:01
  You have to become aware. If you don't become aware of
• 1:08:06
  people's emotions, then it kind of plays hard.
• 1:08:10
  It plays havoc. And not only your relationship
• 1:08:12
  with that significant other within the dynamic of a family.
• 1:08:17
  Look at the monarch right now. The monarch right now is just
• 1:08:24
  wild. The secrets, right?
• 1:08:30
  For a second. I thought that was the Italian
• 1:08:31
  family. Shove it underneath the carpet.
• 1:08:34
  Put it underneath. The mattress, shove it
• 1:08:37
  somewhere, right? I love to see people who you
• 1:08:43
  walk into their house. It's almost like digging up an
• 1:08:47
  old skeleton. Because their house is in
• 1:08:49
  Immaculate order. So it's tight, right?
• 1:08:55
  Almost too tight. And you're like.
• 1:08:58
  No, no, no. So next thing you know.
• 1:09:03
  You're sitting there and they go to open up their pantry door or
• 1:09:06
  their closet door, whatever doors we're doing, playing games
• 1:09:10
  or whatever. And it is.
• 1:09:14
  Head to toe, it's just stuff like shoved in the organization
• 1:09:22
  know nothing. So is there truly?
• 1:09:27
  Chaos in this house or is there a balance?
• 1:09:35
  Perception is a. Hell of a thing because it's the
• 1:09:38
  perception which. Causes the chaos.
• 1:09:43
  For somebody else so if my. Everyday.
• 1:09:46
  Is clean and it's tight and it's all kept up they.
• 1:09:51
  Say it allows for. A clear mind.
• 1:09:55
  Clutter reacts differently. So when you have too much
• 1:09:59
  clutter in your house, you have trapped energy.
• 1:10:02
  You have trapped things that then you can't focus.
• 1:10:08
  But then you have the person who has a tight house, but all their
• 1:10:13
  drawers and cabinets are filled. Now where do we go?
• 1:10:19
  What do we do? How do we react?
• 1:10:23
  I'm learning this. This is one of the things that
• 1:10:26
  I'm beginning to learn. I I was getting angry with
• 1:10:28
  everything that was being broke in this move.
• 1:10:33
  And I kept, you know, MJ. Let it go, MJ forgiveness, MJ
• 1:10:38
  it's materialistic goods. Let it go.
• 1:10:42
  It's hard because you you've gotten trained and, and you look
• 1:10:46
  at it going, I spent a lot of money in that or that was a
• 1:10:48
  gift. And then you get the emotion of
• 1:10:51
  the gift. And that was the hardest thing
• 1:10:53
  for me. Even my friend who's she's a
• 1:10:55
  counsellor, she's a psychologist and and I love her and, you
• 1:11:00
  know, she's like, it's OK to be mad at the movie company and go,
• 1:11:03
  I understand. But I really don't want to be
• 1:11:05
  mad. I want if there's a, if it adds,
• 1:11:09
  it starts to add up, then at some point, yeah, you owe me
• 1:11:14
  some type of back pay or money's back.
• 1:11:19
  And that's where I would like to have it balanced.
• 1:11:22
  But some of these. Things are such memories.
• 1:11:24
  That I would never be able to get them back.
• 1:11:27
  Most of the things in my Cracker Barrel type of home that I like
• 1:11:31
  to live in on my walls are memories.
• 1:11:34
  Every time I look at a picture on my wall or ornament or a
• 1:11:38
  decor, it is bringing back a memory.
• 1:11:42
  I don't. I've I don't know.
• 1:11:44
  If I've randomly, yeah, I'm sure there is randomly just going by,
• 1:11:48
  but if you. I have a lot of beautiful things
• 1:11:51
  from the hunting and fishing industry that are priceless.
• 1:11:54
  So how do I put a value on those things?
• 1:11:56
  It's kind of hard, right? That inner.
• 1:12:00
  Side of me wants. To be angry and the inner side
• 1:12:03
  of my family wants to be angry. My, my family, you know, and I'm
• 1:12:08
  like, but that's unhealedness. It it was an accident.
• 1:12:11
  And then of course there's the rebuttal, the sarcasm.
• 1:12:14
  It's not an accident. And then I have to continue with
• 1:12:17
  trying to find a flip pattern for me to have a conscious
• 1:12:20
  positive awareness to this event I have to find.
• 1:12:25
  It. My awareness now is why am I
• 1:12:30
  attached to materialistic goods that is not?
• 1:12:33
  A good place. For me to be in my vibration.
• 1:12:36
  We are. We are not to be attached.
• 1:12:39
  So let's figure that part out. Well, one of the things is that
• 1:12:45
  I had to work so hard for the money and I had to deal with so
• 1:12:49
  much, especially between the, I mean, you think in the time
• 1:12:53
  frame 80s and 90s, women weren't really so accepted within the
• 1:12:57
  military realms. I mean, you still had a lot of
• 1:13:00
  backlash. And then to move into the
• 1:13:02
  fishing and hunting industry. What?
• 1:13:07
  Yeah, that was a rough. These were rough, rough,
• 1:13:13
  energetic male energy Dwording patterns, which, thank gosh, at
• 1:13:20
  that time I had more male energy in everything that I have done
• 1:13:25
  'cause I didn't learn how to balance that that constant
• 1:13:30
  tomboy within me. Again, your parents are as they
• 1:13:36
  bring you up, it's kind of how your DNA is also going to
• 1:13:40
  transfer. So my father being very
• 1:13:43
  athletic, was always pushing into athletics and to be part of
• 1:13:47
  my dad's realm. Right as the third child, I
• 1:13:51
  wanted then to play basketball with my brother.
• 1:13:53
  I wanted to play softball because I could play hardball.
• 1:13:56
  I tried. I went for T-ball.
• 1:13:57
  And then because I was a female, I could no longer play the
• 1:14:00
  T-ball baseball. I had to get into softball with
• 1:14:03
  with the girls. So.
• 1:14:06
  Field. Hockey, I mean, I remember
• 1:14:08
  playing basketball, field hockey, I was hurtling.
• 1:14:12
  I wanted to play football. And that's where my dad went.
• 1:14:14
  No, you are not. I mean, and he was a head
• 1:14:17
  football coach and he was also a radio sports announcer.
• 1:14:21
  So we were heavily into sports. And so that made me love the
• 1:14:25
  outdoors. I loved fishing and hunting as I
• 1:14:27
  grew up. I loved clay, you know, clay
• 1:14:28
  shooting. That is things that I truly like
• 1:14:31
  to do. I like to hear the word pull and
• 1:14:36
  I love to, you know, have that challenge, that competition
• 1:14:39
  within, and I'm OK. If I lose, that's.
• 1:14:43
  The good thing because I'm like, well, I got to better my skills.
• 1:14:46
  I got to do something right. It's all about learning and
• 1:14:50
  practicing. So yeah.
• 1:14:53
  And then when I look at the accomplishments in my own life
• 1:14:57
  and how my family raised me for these accomplishments.
• 1:15:02
  That I honor. And I thank.
• 1:15:04
  See, not everything can be a family feud.
• 1:15:06
  It can be a family feud into the highest honor.
• 1:15:10
  Can you imagine having a child go in and you have them since
• 1:15:16
  like, I can't remember what they call the little, oh, the Midget,
• 1:15:20
  the Midget leagues. They can't.
• 1:15:21
  I don't think they call it the Midget leagues anymore.
• 1:15:23
  But it's the children who are 5 and 6 playing football, those
• 1:15:26
  boys. And they're the cutest thing,
• 1:15:28
  their cutest pie. It's kind of like those little 5
• 1:15:30
  or 6 ballerinas, right? You you get these ballerinas and
• 1:15:34
  and and your. Child and.
• 1:15:35
  They're the. Cutest they're cute as a button
• 1:15:38
  right and you just want to smile.
• 1:15:39
  It's kind of like have a little puppy and you love how they just
• 1:15:42
  wiggle and waggle right? And you just you, you're in awe
• 1:15:45
  just to because they're. So.
• 1:15:48
  Cute. They're so fluffy and these kids
• 1:15:51
  are so cute. Even if they're out of step,
• 1:15:53
  they're still cute and you're honoring these babies.
• 1:15:58
  Now you've honored them from that.
• 1:16:00
  And now they work. Their way all the way through.
• 1:16:02
  School and you diligently are taking them to lessons and
• 1:16:06
  you're diligently getting them stronger and more active to that
• 1:16:10
  to that sport wow that would become.
• 1:16:14
  Professionals. Can you imagine the parents?
• 1:16:19
  And I know a couple of them. The parents are just over the
• 1:16:24
  moon. My father was instrumental with
• 1:16:31
  Senator Dave McCormick. He has a book out.
• 1:16:36
  And. It talks about.
• 1:16:42
  The people. In your life, who made a?
• 1:16:44
  Difference. There's always somebody, and in
• 1:16:46
  Senator Dave Mccormick's book, I just had a.
• 1:16:50
  Blank maybe on? Commercial.
• 1:16:51
  I'll get the book and you'll see it.
• 1:16:53
  I'll put it up, I can't remember.
• 1:16:56
  The name, it's brand new him and.
• 1:16:57
  His wife, Dina put it out and they put it out during COVID.
• 1:17:01
  They've been on every news. They're talking about this book
• 1:17:04
  and it talks about people in your life who make a difference.
• 1:17:08
  Some of the hardest people that I had in my life created who I
• 1:17:13
  am today. And then once they created.
• 1:17:17
  Who I was I had to understand if I followed a condition pattern
• 1:17:22
  by ego and if it was a good balanced pattern that I was
• 1:17:28
  taught. So then it was my turn to.
• 1:17:33
  Be that figure of authority for my own kids.
• 1:17:39
  And now my own kids who don't. Didn't appreciate my rules.
• 1:17:44
  Didn't appreciate some of the things.
• 1:17:45
  And now you look back and you you giggle, you smile and you're
• 1:17:49
  like, yeah, they didn't like my rules because.
• 1:17:56
  Nobody else had to follow. Those the rest of the kids in
• 1:17:58
  school didn't have to follow and.
• 1:18:01
  My authoritativeness in my. Head of me growing up, it was my
• 1:18:08
  house. You know my rules.
• 1:18:10
  You don't like it, get out. I became my dad and at that
• 1:18:19
  point I understood why he wanted these rules.
• 1:18:27
  I understood for the first time in my life why as a great
• 1:18:34
  parent. And as a great mentor.
• 1:18:38
  He was family feuds. Yep, my dad was very outspoken.
• 1:18:47
  Hello. My dad never.
• 1:18:51
  Backed down to a task that he didn't think he could fulfill.
• 1:18:57
  He's always said. In his words, it was never ever
• 1:19:03
  about a competition. It was always about doing the
• 1:19:09
  right, respectable, humanitarian thing, not just to your own
• 1:19:15
  family, to everybody. So.
• 1:19:20
  We have to go to break. But before we go to break, Hahu
• 1:19:23
  is listening. Here's something really fun.
• 1:19:26
  I want you don't change your mind, and I don't want you to
• 1:19:29
  become conscious now. I just want you to become aware,
• 1:19:34
  but in a form of wow. If you get up from a seat,
• 1:19:39
  whether it's a desk, a dining room table, a bar stool.
• 1:19:47
  Do you push that chair in or do you leave?
• 1:19:49
  It out. We'll figure out the answers
• 1:19:53
  when. We get back, think about it,
• 1:19:56
  don't force it, think about it. Good morning, Miss Terry, Miss
• 1:20:00
  Terry Lynch, my cohort. Yes, today is a very memorable
• 1:20:06
  day for my husband and I, so I will not be on behind the
• 1:20:09
  headlines tonight with them. I have to stay tuned.
• 1:20:13
  They will be on at 7:00 if they come on.
• 1:20:16
  So we will figure that out. So we're going to go down to my
• 1:20:24
  fave third class. These are all my.
• 1:20:26
  Faves. I know, I say.
• 1:20:27
  My face but third class into the light, you know, love this song.
• 1:20:33
  Be right back on MJ here on the world of conscious positive
• 1:20:36
  thinking and you are listening to the NB radio dot US station
• 1:20:41
  where veterans always get to have a voice.
• 1:20:44
  Let's go. station where our veterans.
• 1:23:54
  Voices are heard. MBR talk.
• 1:23:56
  Hey, thanks. For tuning in, welcome are those
• 1:24:02
  of the. Speakers and do not necessarily
• 1:24:05
  reflect the views or positions of any entities they represent
• 1:24:10
  the web at. MB Radio.
• 1:24:11
  Dot that. Was third class walk.
• 1:24:15
  Into the light, I think it's just called into the light, but
• 1:24:19
  when you sing it, it's walk into the light and I love it.
• 1:24:22
  I love it. It gives that that, that that
• 1:24:27
  will of acceptance of the highest point of energy and it
• 1:24:31
  makes you just feel happy. It makes you feel good.
• 1:24:35
  Even with a full moon, folks, even with a full moon.
• 1:24:38
  So before we left, I asked you, do you push your chair in
• 1:24:43
  anytime? Do you get from a desk?
• 1:24:45
  Do you push your chair in? Think about it.
• 1:24:49
  I don't have any answer. Talking about family feuds and.
• 1:24:54
  Talking about how to read people, do you realize that that
• 1:24:59
  little small task, seemingly insignificant for most, is is
• 1:25:06
  not? Why?
• 1:25:11
  Well, if I. Had bigger thumbs I would have
• 1:25:16
  not cleared that screen and I hear my teacher behind me going.
• 1:25:21
  I tell you to print everything out because anything on these.
• 1:25:27
  Oh gosh, let's try to find it, OK?
• 1:25:37
  I. May not be able.
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  To to bring this beautiful thing to you today.
• 1:25:47
  So it. Was it was on Google and if you
• 1:25:52
  see it, it says people who always push in their chair.
• 1:25:57
  These are 8 unique traits of just that one small move.
• 1:26:03
  I now I can't find it because now it's coming to now telling
• 1:26:08
  me that it's 7 unique traits for somebody holding a door for you.
• 1:26:12
  So traits when they talk. About traits, this is.
• 1:26:17
  Something that you, my brother, always opens.
• 1:26:23
  Up the car door. Whether it's for my mom, for me,
• 1:26:25
  for He was taught that by my dad.
• 1:26:28
  There's a. There is a trait.
• 1:26:30
  Right, 'cause chivalry to my brother is not dead and even
• 1:26:34
  though he respects women, that's why he wants to do it.
• 1:26:36
  I respect you enough to honor you.
• 1:26:39
  I want to open up your door. So don't take it about a woman's
• 1:26:43
  movement, people out there or me too movement.
• 1:26:47
  I don't like it. Chivalry is a shine of
• 1:26:51
  compassion, sign of love. It's also a sign that maybe the
• 1:26:55
  etiquettes that you were born up and raised into have long been
• 1:26:59
  forgotten. If they not teaching this right,
• 1:27:05
  it's respect. Right.
• 1:27:08
  How many women? Can turn around with the.
• 1:27:10
  Same respect and open up your car door for your own husband.
• 1:27:13
  It's the respect you flip that pattern.
• 1:27:16
  You want to talk about a Me Too movement, So do the chivalry
• 1:27:19
  thing back and honor him as well out of the clear blue.
• 1:27:23
  Try it. Just try it.
• 1:27:25
  Sit here, let me get that door for you and they'll be like, and
• 1:27:29
  then all of a sudden watch their ego, their ego's going to go.
• 1:27:31
  Ah, ah, no, no, no. I just want you to know I love
• 1:27:34
  you. It's just just.
• 1:27:37
  Want to get it for you? 1.
• 1:27:39
  Small act of kindness. Somebody who?
• 1:27:43
  Needs a home, a homeless. Who needs is 1/4 too much for
• 1:27:46
  you a dollar that quarter? Might make.
• 1:27:51
  That full dollar that they need to get something, maybe three
• 1:27:54
  other people gave them 1/4. Any act of kindness that you can
• 1:28:00
  have within a family to balance a situation, then you do it.
• 1:28:04
  Now I'm not telling you to come in in full board and have gifts
• 1:28:07
  for everybody when you come in. I'm not telling you to do that
• 1:28:10
  either, because that's just now you're buying your way and
• 1:28:13
  there's a whole other show about that I'm not telling you to do.
• 1:28:16
  That. I'm telling you the act of
• 1:28:19
  kindness to tell them how beautiful they look.
• 1:28:22
  Out of act of kindness, you like their shirt, their shoes?
• 1:28:25
  What did they do? New to their hair?
• 1:28:28
  Act of kindness. Hey, I like that beard you got
• 1:28:31
  growing there, right? What made you decide to grow
• 1:28:34
  that acting of kindness? Finding something.
• 1:28:38
  Hey, I saw you got a new car. Hey, I saw that you moved.
• 1:28:41
  Hey, I saw. How's it going?
• 1:28:43
  How's the new job? Acts of kindness.
• 1:28:47
  Sometimes when you talk with people and you don't know what
• 1:28:51
  to say, ask how's the job going? Any anything new and let them
• 1:28:58
  talk. Saves you from talking, right?
• 1:29:03
  All you gotta do is sit there and smile and maybe have a glass
• 1:29:06
  of wine or a glass of water or whatever you want, right?
• 1:29:10
  Casual conversation that has. No bearing now.
• 1:29:14
  Yes, it is. Plausible.
• 1:29:17
  It is. Plausible that.
• 1:29:19
  You can have a conversation on your mementos and let's just
• 1:29:23
  say, oh, how's work going? And they didn't want to tell
• 1:29:25
  anybody. They just got fired yesterday.
• 1:29:28
  Yeah, it could backfire. I and I get that.
• 1:29:30
  And I do get that. Well, guess what?
• 1:29:32
  You look at that now as the person who assisted them and
• 1:29:37
  telling people and making them talk about it, because talking
• 1:29:42
  is therapy. I turned the fan on, folks,
• 1:29:44
  because I'm hot now it's going to blow the hair in my face.
• 1:29:47
  So yeah. Now what?
• 1:29:53
  Now what? Happens.
• 1:29:56
  Well, you can smile and. Say I'm honored to sit here to
• 1:29:59
  help you talk it out. I'm sorry if it was not at the
• 1:30:03
  most appropriate time, but I'm glad we.
• 1:30:07
  Brought it to light. So that we can, we can help you
• 1:30:10
  heal. We can help you find something,
• 1:30:11
  you twist it immediately. Help them through your family
• 1:30:16
  right not to talk. Oh, gosh.
• 1:30:19
  See here. They got fired.
• 1:30:21
  Well, OK, why are you? Doing that, see.
• 1:30:22
  There's the ego. Here's another one you.
• 1:30:27
  Know or you you want to fulfill the prophecy, so you keep
• 1:30:32
  talking about how bad of a person the person is in the
• 1:30:35
  family that they're always losing their job.
• 1:30:36
  There's just going to be another one.
• 1:30:38
  No, stop it. Time out as an old pattern, an
• 1:30:44
  old belief, and you wonder why you have Family feud because
• 1:30:46
  it's starting with you, the judgement, the.
• 1:30:49
  Ego. We don't want that.
• 1:30:51
  We got to remove that crap from our our demeanors.
• 1:30:57
  I'm just as. Guilty, I find myself.
• 1:30:59
  Shoving my foot in my mouth, right, because you want to go,
• 1:31:05
  you know, the, the proverbial, of course, which you know, well,
• 1:31:08
  of course, of course means sarcasm.
• 1:31:11
  Of course means of course, you know, sarcastically.
• 1:31:15
  Like of course you're going to do that.
• 1:31:17
  You always do that. Or of course you're going to
• 1:31:18
  read that because this is the kind of things you read.
• 1:31:21
  Well, if you know it's a habitual pattern, stop saying of
• 1:31:24
  course and help them. Have you become aware that?
• 1:31:31
  This is This is now happening. Is there a?
• 1:31:35
  Connection. Is there a pattern?
• 1:31:36
  Going within this, what do you perceive?
• 1:31:39
  That could. Be going wrong.
• 1:31:41
  Are we late? Let's let's try to fix it so
• 1:31:46
  the. Next job that you get, maybe we
• 1:31:48
  can help try to fix that pattern because there's definitely a
• 1:31:51
  pattern. There's definitely something.
• 1:31:53
  Maybe you see an energist to see if there is something you know,
• 1:31:58
  blocking. It's very possible blocking of
• 1:32:01
  energy because you're not paying attention, you're not seeing it,
• 1:32:04
  you're not learning your life lesson, which is why you keep
• 1:32:06
  learning it and patterning it and patterning it because you
• 1:32:08
  keep teaching the wrong thing or you keep going down.
• 1:32:14
  A proverbial conditioned mind. Pattern and you and you're like,
• 1:32:17
  Oh my God, here we are again. Lost my job again.
• 1:32:23
  OK, is it your mouth? Is it your arrival?
• 1:32:26
  Is it your? Input.
• 1:32:29
  Are you on your phone? Are you causing chaos within?
• 1:32:34
  The the employees by garbage talking and gossiping.
• 1:32:40
  Throwing your beliefs on others. Having too much judgement.
• 1:32:43
  And ego. What, what?
• 1:32:45
  Why are you constantly getting fired?
• 1:32:47
  Like these are the questions you want to ask.
• 1:32:50
  Why? Why do you think this is
• 1:32:52
  happening? Do you think there's a pattern?
• 1:32:53
  There's a pattern here, but not do you think it's, I mean, it's
• 1:32:56
  obvious there's a pattern. What's going on?
• 1:33:02
  Did you learn what you need to learn so.
• 1:33:04
  They are moving you along. Life purpose, sole purpose has
• 1:33:08
  to be something but be optimistic.
• 1:33:11
  Don't sit there with that frown face or what I love being dubbed
• 1:33:15
  which is the bitch face and don't do it.
• 1:33:21
  Have a yeah, let's let's positive outlook, but not a ha
• 1:33:27
  ha giggle outlook. Not a very good actor, but you
• 1:33:31
  know that look where it's like we're going to help you nod your
• 1:33:33
  head. That positive little smile,
• 1:33:36
  right? Going to help.
• 1:33:37
  You promise we're going to get through this.
• 1:33:41
  Let's get through this. Let's get you a steady job and
• 1:33:44
  let's get you the job of your dreams.
• 1:33:46
  Let's go. That's how we stopped arguments
• 1:33:51
  in the family. This is how we need to talk to
• 1:33:55
  one another in the family. Positive reinforcement, positive
• 1:33:58
  communication, and when we. Have these things.
• 1:34:03
  There is just, there's no other way around it.
• 1:34:06
  There's no everybody must enhance to get along, and
• 1:34:11
  they're not getting. Along in a positive.
• 1:34:13
  Frame of mind. They really need to talk it out.
• 1:34:19
  Ask them saying why? What is upsetting you?
• 1:34:21
  What? What are you remembering?
• 1:34:22
  What is this triggering? Where is this energy?
• 1:34:25
  Yep, and there's probably. Going to be.
• 1:34:27
  Somebody in the family going don't give me your hoof all
• 1:34:30
  corrupt and you know when the somebody.
• 1:34:31
  Does. That I don't care what
• 1:34:33
  denomination you are when somebody is that ugly and wants
• 1:34:37
  to tell you I don't need your spiritual shit or I don't need
• 1:34:41
  your religional garbage. How you know, right?
• 1:34:47
  Going wow, they're really, they're really at a low
• 1:34:50
  vibration. They really are for somebody.
• 1:34:54
  Today, I'm somebody else's. Religion or denomination, Ego
• 1:34:58
  and judgement, so lowest form. How dare.
• 1:35:02
  You think that you are some superior being over somebody
• 1:35:05
  else. And if that is that family
• 1:35:07
  dynamic, I know the Catholics have a.
• 1:35:09
  Hard time. The Catholics have a very, very
• 1:35:11
  hard time, and I grew up in a Catholic family accepting an
• 1:35:15
  outsider, my grandmother, when I heard the story about my
• 1:35:20
  grandmother. That I didn't.
• 1:35:21
  Know how abusive the Italians were to her because she wasn't
• 1:35:29
  Catholic? That really hurt me.
• 1:35:34
  It hurt me because number one, I didn't.
• 1:35:36
  Know about it? I love my grandmother so I I
• 1:35:41
  want to who like. I want to know who.
• 1:35:43
  Because there's a there's that Templar.
• 1:35:46
  Who do we need to balance? Who do we need to take our sword
• 1:35:51
  like a samurai? Who who is that?
• 1:35:56
  Why did they do? That I understand the error and
• 1:36:02
  the. Time and it just hurt.
• 1:36:05
  It hurt to know how rough she had it and I actually looked at
• 1:36:15
  her because she never let. Us know.
• 1:36:20
  Maybe she let her own kids know or her kids knew.
• 1:36:23
  She never. I never knew.
• 1:36:25
  That was a story. Spend time Mother's Day.
• 1:36:27
  My gosh, Spend time with your mom, Spend time with your dad,
• 1:36:30
  Spend time with your grandparents.
• 1:36:31
  They're not around forever. And some of the stories that
• 1:36:35
  they want to tell right now, Ask them what fond.
• 1:36:40
  Memories do you have on mother's?
• 1:36:41
  Day. Ask them.
• 1:36:44
  As a child. How did you perceive Mother's
• 1:36:47
  Day as a young adult? How did you perceive it as a
• 1:36:50
  grandmother? How did you perceive it as a
• 1:36:52
  great grandmother? Now how do you perceive it?
• 1:36:56
  How? Does Mother's Day?
• 1:36:58
  Transpire within the family how do we.
• 1:37:01
  Transform that how do? We transmute that.
• 1:37:03
  How do we get rid of that? Lineage has to start at the top,
• 1:37:11
  and it has to start with communication and understanding.
• 1:37:15
  And the will. Are we back naming those mind
• 1:37:19
  power centers again? Damn, we sure are Miss Kim's
• 1:37:23
  coming on and we're going to discuss how light light therapy
• 1:37:29
  beyond Reiki is and a little spliff and her focus and that
• 1:37:36
  because what a game changer it's a.
• 1:37:40
  Game changer for my dynamic. And my own marriage.
• 1:37:43
  Game changer. It was hard.
• 1:37:46
  And they do say the more that you vibe up is the less people
• 1:37:50
  stay around you. It's not because they don't like
• 1:37:53
  you, they just can't understand you.
• 1:37:56
  They can't understand how you could just walk.
• 1:37:58
  Away from an incident or an event, they can't they they
• 1:38:03
  can't fathom it because they're not healed enough to.
• 1:38:10
  I tell people as a victim of either.
• 1:38:16
  Somebody. Got shot, raped, beat as a
• 1:38:19
  victim. When you can say.
• 1:38:24
  Father, I forgive. Them they have lost their way.
• 1:38:25
  But please forgive my part. You know you're healed if.
• 1:38:31
  You can actually muster those words.
• 1:38:33
  Forgive my part because we all play a part and I don't care
• 1:38:37
  what stage a beaten, a rape, a stabbing.
• 1:38:43
  You played a part Whether. It was the.
• 1:38:47
  Positive side for somebody to see the other side of of of of
• 1:38:51
  light or whether it was you truly have to learn that you
• 1:38:58
  either a don't act like that, don't trust like that, don't
• 1:39:01
  speak like that, don't right. And if you had that lesson?
• 1:39:06
  You couldn't learn it, maybe sometimes the hardest way, and
• 1:39:09
  you chose it. You chose it.
• 1:39:12
  My higher self chosen before I got.
• 1:39:14
  Here and God created it as yes, go ahead.
• 1:39:16
  These are your life learning lessons.
• 1:39:18
  So when people start blaming God when they get hurt or blaming
• 1:39:21
  God, Well, if there was a God, he would that see that's the
• 1:39:25
  narcissist side. Blame somebody else for your
• 1:39:28
  disasters, for your own. Right.
• 1:39:33
  They can't see it. Atheists, they.
• 1:39:35
  Can't they everything? You're God.
• 1:39:38
  They have no God. They do have a God, but forgive
• 1:39:43
  them Father, because they have lost their way.
• 1:39:46
  So sometimes those words in a family situation can be very
• 1:39:51
  helpful as well. Forgive them, Father, they have
• 1:39:56
  lost their way. Remember those times?
• 1:40:01
  That. Is crippling sometimes.
• 1:40:06
  In a family to hear that one of your family units have either.
• 1:40:12
  Disobeyed the law. Got themselves in trouble
• 1:40:17
  something. That would morally create.
• 1:40:19
  Or tip a family unit right there was a.
• 1:40:23
  Lot of pride within. The family and when somebody in
• 1:40:27
  the family did something really wrong and now they make
• 1:40:33
  headlines. You kind of want to breathe,
• 1:40:39
  right? And now you.
• 1:40:41
  Have their. Guilt.
• 1:40:43
  And then you have people who want to blame you for your
• 1:40:49
  people and your family. And you're sitting there going.
• 1:40:54
  That wasn't me. I would have never.
• 1:40:56
  That's not who I am. Have you ever noticed sometimes
• 1:40:59
  people in your family are oil and water?
• 1:41:02
  You just, you even know where they were.
• 1:41:05
  You're like, did I miss something?
• 1:41:08
  How? Is it?
• 1:41:10
  That every word out of your mouth is a lie and I was born in
• 1:41:13
  the same family and I can't, I can't do it stop to think about
• 1:41:25
  family feuds and it'll just get worse.
• 1:41:29
  It gets worse. The green gets worse, especially
• 1:41:32
  if you start having a lot of. Very forward type 1 personality.
• 1:41:46
  Right. And the spiritual matrix.
• 1:41:48
  And when you have to look at the controller and it becomes very
• 1:41:52
  difficult. But then you look at the
• 1:41:54
  hierarchy who created the controlling.
• 1:41:58
  Side of the family. And it's there to treat.
• 1:42:04
  The only way to get rid of the tree.
• 1:42:06
  Is to heal why they have to have that authoritative figure
• 1:42:08
  outside. That is one of the best things.
• 1:42:11
  Why? There's the why girl.
• 1:42:14
  Why? Why do we?
• 1:42:16
  Have to be controlling. Are we controlling so that we
• 1:42:19
  get it our way? Are we controlling because you
• 1:42:22
  feel that that's what you were meant to do?
• 1:42:25
  Are you controlling because you were conditioned to be the
• 1:42:28
  controller? Yeah, I don't know.
• 1:42:36
  I don't know because. There's sometimes.
• 1:42:40
  I'd look at. Personality traits like that and
• 1:42:42
  I I can see and understand exactly what they're talking
• 1:42:47
  about. How the people in my family.
• 1:42:51
  And I start looking as a personality matrix trait or
• 1:42:57
  something about. It I'm like wow.
• 1:42:59
  We all have it in 1° or another till then it becomes of family
• 1:43:05
  ancestral line and then when it becomes a family ancestral line,
• 1:43:09
  now we can sever those and there's no more.
• 1:43:13
  You let it play out and you allow.
• 1:43:15
  Divine to do its work. Father, Mother, God help me in
• 1:43:18
  this situation. I don't want to hear about this
• 1:43:20
  anymore. Sometimes honoring your.
• 1:43:24
  Truth and hearing the truth. Is going to hurt somebody.
• 1:43:30
  Yes, that's true. So you have a philosophy.
• 1:43:34
  Why? Do you want to hurt them?
• 1:43:35
  OK, so you don't want to hurt them.
• 1:43:37
  So now you lied to them, making it really worse because now
• 1:43:39
  they're in an ego's truth, which was a lie for interpretational
• 1:43:43
  center to choose the wrong radio or path of life into going into
• 1:43:47
  a positive consciousness. You just elevated it to more of
• 1:43:51
  a negative unconsciousness because it's the other chasing
• 1:43:56
  something that doesn't even exist.
• 1:43:57
  Does that make sense? It's it's.
• 1:44:03
  I am just. I I am very uncomfortable even
• 1:44:08
  telling white lies. I'm very uncomfortable.
• 1:44:10
  Even like surprise birthday parties.
• 1:44:11
  I'm very uncomfortable with it. I'd rather not be told.
• 1:44:18
  Anything not the day. Not the thing.
• 1:44:21
  I'd rather just, you know, well, I know the day because they'll
• 1:44:24
  tell me hold it out, you know, hold this day out.
• 1:44:28
  But I don't like to be in conversations like I if I know
• 1:44:32
  it's a surprise, I will say from afar this conversation, I can
• 1:44:35
  from that person. I'm just that bad.
• 1:44:39
  What comes out of my mouth is true is my truce, how I see it,
• 1:44:45
  how I perceived it, how it's my interpretation and my
• 1:44:49
  perspective. And if somebody asks.
• 1:44:54
  I'm going to say it and. It and it might hurt and.
• 1:44:58
  I might be sitting there with somebody who's very solemn.
• 1:45:03
  Maybe they don't. Know that maybe they didn't.
• 1:45:04
  Know that about themselves. Maybe they needed to hear it.
• 1:45:07
  Maybe nobody wants to, you know, to open up that freaking garbage
• 1:45:10
  can lid with the skeletons. Somebody has to.
• 1:45:16
  I would never. Heal.
• 1:45:17
  We don't. Keep them inside so assisted in
• 1:45:22
  healing somebody. I take great pleasure in it, I
• 1:45:25
  do. Because I found great pleasure
• 1:45:28
  in healing. My own self and.
• 1:45:31
  Going through these courses and. Understanding the balance of
• 1:45:35
  every situation that I'm in and understanding the calmness
• 1:45:38
  within chaos. Understanding that black Void is
• 1:45:42
  not just a void, it's a believable.
• 1:45:45
  Energy that even. Our quantum physics majors know
• 1:45:48
  about South. Connecting.
• 1:45:51
  The quantum physics to the spiritual side of life, it's an
• 1:45:57
  amazing thing. It's what everybody was waiting
• 1:46:01
  for. And religions make the
• 1:46:03
  connection, but they won't amend it right because man.
• 1:46:07
  Man didn't decide that. So that's what religion.
• 1:46:09
  Religion comes from man who created it, whereas
• 1:46:12
  denominations comes from the belief within to know that the I
• 1:46:18
  am exists in all. And I love it.
• 1:46:23
  I went, I go to church, I've. Gone to spiritual rallies.
• 1:46:28
  I've gone to Buddhist temples, Thai temples, Hindu temples.
• 1:46:34
  I love it. I've gone to so many Indian
• 1:46:37
  shaman culture circles in Guatemala, in Belize, Panama,
• 1:46:43
  Ecuador, Peru, like they all believe.
• 1:46:47
  In God they all. Believe in that energetic high
• 1:46:51
  vibration. And then people say if you
• 1:46:55
  bring. You know, there's more family
• 1:46:58
  feuding today than there has ever been in life because they
• 1:47:02
  took church out, I believe. You took faith.
• 1:47:05
  Out. Because the churches all want.
• 1:47:09
  You to write the word hope. It's not hope, it's faith.
• 1:47:14
  So when you. Turn your family dynamic.
• 1:47:16
  Look inside of some of these beautiful peoples, how many
• 1:47:19
  words of they have of hope written on their walls.
• 1:47:23
  If you're hoping, you have no faith, because you have to have
• 1:47:27
  faith in order to believe it's going to come true or your will
• 1:47:31
  will be done. You have to have faith, not
• 1:47:33
  hope. Hope's not a good.
• 1:47:36
  Word because when we hope that our family.
• 1:47:39
  Settles down? No, it is I have faith that God
• 1:47:43
  is going to settle my family down.
• 1:47:45
  See the difference? Our words, our tones come.
• 1:47:49
  Back into every Family Feud pattern, there is Trigger.
• 1:47:54
  Words how we do. It same thing, but for God's
• 1:47:58
  sakes, if you know your mom just wants peace, don't try to force
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  her to go to a restaurant or a breakfast.
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  Father's Day is coming. OK guys you really think your
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  father cares about gathering together and having a BBQ which
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  he's most time going to be the BBQ guy do?
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  You really think he wants that? And there are fathers.
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  Who say yes, I want that, that is my family.
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  Or do you think there's a father who just wants to be left alone
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  with a nice stogie and a nice drink, beautiful weather, maybe
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  by an efficient rod in his hand, maybe up in a tree stand, maybe
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  taking pictures of wildlife. Or maybe he's a runner.
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  He just wants to go run. But.
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  He wants to be. The runner and he understands he
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  can't be with the family, so now he's worrying about family
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  pressure. Don't put that family pressure
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  on him. Don't do it.
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  That's a nice, you know, it's his day.
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  Good matter, indifferent. It's his day.
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  And you're not going to change his day again.
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  Make your family a beautiful unit.
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  Yep. There's ups and downs, but
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  balance those ups and downs. Call the people out.
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  Do you realize you always ask me to do this?
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  Do you realize that you're very capable of doing this?
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  But for some reason I'm feeling like I am your slave and I don't
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  want to feel this way anymore. I'm.
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  people who come in and they'll go MJ, but it's not me every
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  time you know my sister or my brother and it's this and and if
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  you are a constant victim of pointing a finger at that
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  somebody in your family, I'm going to go right back to you.
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  I'm going to say how come your voice isn't heard without an
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  anger and resentment? Because I'm hearing anger and
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  resentment. So that means.
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  You're not healed either. And I understand you keep
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  playing the victim, but where's your part?
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  Find your part. That is the bottom.
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  Line. Balance it as a child.
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  Well, you're really sorry and you're not that same person
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  today. Thank God because and honor
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  that. Honor it.
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  Don't do the opposite. Honor it.
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  OK, so. That.
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  Is Family Feud. Family Feud can be beautiful,
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  memories. Memories of good things, not
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  sarcastic, meaningful things, right?
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  Bring the joy and love. Back in bring the happiness and
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  the fun times back in because this energy and it's right here
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  on the full moon You Beautiful mothers use it to the best of
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  your ability because Gemini is right here that.
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  Gemini energy is coming. And now we're going to have to
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  fix it. Stay tuned.
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  And by the way, if. You're interested.
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  Up here on this beautiful Mojazi Center mountain that we are
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  creating is our first ever and we're having our New Moon Reiki
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  in. I know there's other people who
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  It's about two to three hours, give or take.
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  How many Reiki's we'll be doing around the fire medicine.
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  But you also have mall a chance. You'll learn about the energies
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  of the moon and how it affects us in everyday life.
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  It affects every single one of us.
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  Whether you're a believer or not, it affects you.
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  Ask a nurse. Or ask a.
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  Doctor in the ER and every full moon, but we're not doing the
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  full moon. It's going to be on the 27th.
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  It is a May, it's a Tuesday. It's right after the long Labor
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  Day. We're going to have it because
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  after long Labor Day, we just might need to have some
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  beautiful fire medicine of, of healing and letting go so we can
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  manifest that which we desire most, right?
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  OK folks day here at the world of conscious positive thinking
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  on the beautiful radio station and the radio dot US and we are
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  the station that allows veterans to have a voice.
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  It is my closing time. So now I have to say I do, I do,
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  I do and I do check out Miss Terry tonight, be on the
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  headlines. I will be with you in spirit.
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  I'll be listening maybe tomorrow.
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  But I'll be back next week. We have a great guest next week.
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  It is Miss Rebecca Gutierrez. All you people who don't think
• 1:57:17
  that you need massage in your life, you do.
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  And I'm going to prove it to you and I'm going to show you Miss
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  Rebecca Gutierrez. I'm very excited for this one
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  that is next week's show. So you don't want to miss it.
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  I'm MJ. I'm signing out.
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  Peace out bro. Ladies and gentlemen.
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