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In The Face of Demons | Boston 2% · Ryder Lee

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Speaker 1: that down, we have with us today returning guest Patrick
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Speaker 1: Dirk aka Boston two percent. The last time he was
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Speaker 1: on was with Jerry Marzinski. He has had an incredible
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Speaker 1: journey with alcohol, drugs, and incarcerations and mental institutions and
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Speaker 1: becoming seen in the midst of that. And he is
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Speaker 1: also the author of the book Fire and Ice the
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Speaker 1: Meth Bible, which you can find on Amazon Prime. The
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Speaker 1: link is in the description. Patrick Dirk, Boston two percent,
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Speaker 1: Welcome back to the show, my friend.
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Speaker 2: How you doing Ryer. It's good to be back.
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Speaker 1: It's good to see you again, my friend. And for
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Speaker 1: the audience that might not have heard our last discussion,
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Speaker 1: our last talk with Jerry Marzinski, can you give them
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Speaker 1: a brief background that may have not seen our past discussion,
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Speaker 1: just so everyone's on the same page an update or
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Speaker 1: a refresher.
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Speaker 2: If you yeah, absolutely, you know I always start this
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Speaker 2: story the same everywhere I go. I was born on
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Speaker 2: January thirty first, nineteen eighty two. The devil tried to
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Speaker 2: kill me that day, and I've been fighting for my
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Speaker 2: life ever since. And it's very prophetic symbolic. I was
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Speaker 2: born and they thought I had a hole in my heart,
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Speaker 2: and I turned purple and I came out of that, obviously,
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Speaker 2: But I did have a hole in my heart. It
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Speaker 2: wasn't of the physical variety. It was a very God
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Speaker 2: sized spiritual hole. And I went down a road to
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Speaker 2: addiction because I was living in an alcoholic home. I
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Speaker 2: was in a house where a dark mental illness was
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Speaker 2: also present, a lot of trauma. It led me all
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Speaker 2: the way up till high school. I took my first
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Speaker 2: substances at twelve, but it was the summer agoing eighth
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Speaker 2: to ninth grade where I took my first drink, and
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Speaker 2: I remember thinking out loud, and I said, that's exactly
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Speaker 2: how I want to feel the rest of my life.
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Speaker 2: All my childhood trauma drained like water in a bathtub,
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Speaker 2: and I went from zero to a thousand. I was
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Speaker 2: an everyday vodka drinker by the time I was in
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Speaker 2: ninth grade, heroin at fourteen, cocaine at fourteen, the methmphetamine
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Speaker 2: pills you'll find in many high schools, almost all of
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Speaker 2: them around the nation. Like your adderalls your ritolans, I
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Speaker 2: was really dipping my toes in the water of amphetamine
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Speaker 2: type substances right from the get go, and I stayed
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Speaker 2: addicted to drugs and alcohol for twenty five years of
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Speaker 2: my life. But at one point I was a business
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Speaker 2: band and I lost everything in a couple bad business deals.
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Speaker 2: I was married with children at the time. The wife
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Speaker 2: and kids disappear, the career disappears, and I had no
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Speaker 2: identity in christ. I had no identity in anything else
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Speaker 2: in the world. And I found myself in the body
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Speaker 2: of Christ Texas Corpus Christi, Texas, and by no mistake,
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Speaker 2: I found my way into a job as a nighttime
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Speaker 2: cab driver. Now I'm dabbling fully into methamphetamines at the time. Okay,
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Speaker 2: so that was my addiction, and I became a nighttime
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Speaker 2: junkie cab driver, rolling through the neon slime of the city,
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Speaker 2: giving people safe passage, ferrying around the lost souls of
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Speaker 2: that city, and down the roads to Hell we went
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Speaker 2: and rider. They were covered in ice. My clientele was pimps, prostitutes, dealers,
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Speaker 2: money printers, the dregs of society people would call it.
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Speaker 2: And I found that the cab was a rolling felony,
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Speaker 2: a perfect way to supply myself with my everyday daily habit.
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Speaker 2: What I found quickly was is that myth did something
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Speaker 2: chemically to the human brain that physically unlocks a gateway
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Speaker 2: to the supernatural, demonic, spiritual realm. And I saw jaw
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Speaker 2: dropping moments, vulgar displays of power of evil and good
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Speaker 2: that would blow the human mind. And I had a
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Speaker 2: surrender moment where during the end I went into deep
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Speaker 2: meth amphetamine psychosis. I thought I was being filmed with satellites.
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Speaker 2: I thought that I was in this hidden camera movie
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Speaker 2: like a Truman Show reboot, where I was selected out
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Speaker 2: of the ice game, and I was part of this
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Speaker 2: major Hollywood production. People call it deep psychosis, people call
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Speaker 2: it paranoia. People think it's from lack of sleep. But
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Speaker 2: you could not tell me that I wasn't in a
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Speaker 2: major Hollywood production. I even thought Jim Carrey was an
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Speaker 2: executive producer on this imaginary film I was being in
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Speaker 2: and at one time I did a self inflicted arrest rider.
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Speaker 2: I walked around the corner to a fast food restaurant
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Speaker 2: in a McDonald's, and I was covered in self inflicted
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Speaker 2: knife wounds. This is when the house was one hundred
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Speaker 2: and ten degrees. The lights were turned off, the power
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Speaker 2: was turned off. This was a self inflicted cry for help.
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Speaker 2: Treatment didn't let me in. Twice in the month leading
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Speaker 2: up to this, I was in and out of the
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Speaker 2: local psych ward every three days, and around and around
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Speaker 2: we go, and I was unliving myself. I wasn't eating
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Speaker 2: food or drinking water for a week at a time.
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Speaker 2: I knew that I needed to do something, even in
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Speaker 2: this crazy state mentally that I was in. But I
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Speaker 2: walked in the McDonald's and I said, this is not
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Speaker 2: a robbery. Everybody get up out of here. They ran.
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Speaker 2: I took a burger, I poured a drink, and I
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Speaker 2: sat down and waited for the police. And I was
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Speaker 2: charged with aggravated armed robbery that's five to ninety nine years,
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Speaker 2: three counts of aggravated assault with a deadly weapon that's
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Speaker 2: two to twenty years each. In the state of Texas
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Speaker 2: that was one hundred and fifty six years stacked. They
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Speaker 2: tried to give me fifteen years on that case, and
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Speaker 2: through a series fate filled miracle events, I was healed
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Speaker 2: after eight months with no drugs awaiting trial. Two months
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Speaker 2: later I went to court. I had the number two
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Speaker 2: pay attorney in the city that I wanted a lottery
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Speaker 2: as my public defender. God did that for me, and
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Speaker 2: I went and I beat the case, not guilty by
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Speaker 2: reason of insanity in a miracle, last minute group of
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Speaker 2: happenings that happened the night before trial, and I was
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Speaker 2: found not guilty. I'm a free man with no criminal
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Speaker 2: record of any kind. But right after the trial, I
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Speaker 2: lived in a mental institution for the criminally insane, two
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Speaker 2: different ones. One was Vernon Maximum Security, San Antonio State Hospital.
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Speaker 2: After that and I took them on and I went
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Speaker 2: to war with an evil, corrupt system. We're all kinds
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Speaker 2: of abuse and everything that you can imagine going on
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Speaker 2: behind the scenes. Because I was saying I was healed,
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Speaker 2: I figured out how to get a cell phone in
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Speaker 2: and my roommate ends up escaping. I broke it to
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Speaker 2: a locals to the local news the story and I
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Speaker 2: was released and it was like the crime never happened.
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Speaker 2: And two and a half weeks later I started writing
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Speaker 2: Fire and Ice Themeth Bible on Amazon dot Com. Last month,
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Speaker 2: we got sixteen million views on Facebook reels and the
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Speaker 2: book shot to number one on the Amazon Drug Dependency charts.
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Speaker 2: All glory to the most High, the Lord Jesus Christ.
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Speaker 2: And now the truth about meth and the Devil is
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Speaker 2: going all over this planet and the time is now. Writer.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, man, I've seen some crazy stuff on drugs, not math.
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Speaker 1: I never really liked uppers, but I had my bouts
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Speaker 1: with opiates and I was prescribed as sleepy medication when
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Speaker 1: I was in my late teens early twenties for insomnia,
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Speaker 1: and I swear to you, Boston, I was hearing voices.
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Speaker 1: Stuff was trying to talk to me through my electronics,
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Speaker 1: the fan in my room, random ass music, clown music,
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Speaker 1: constantly seeing fairies hopping around my room, six headed dragons.
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Speaker 1: It sounds insane, but I'm not joking. I've seen this
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Speaker 1: entity in a red hoodie. I'm getting the chills right now.
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Speaker 1: It was upstairs of my parents' house. I was peering
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Speaker 1: over the balcony, you know. But everything appeared external to me.
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Speaker 1: You know how, when Jerry Marzinski talks about the voices,
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Speaker 1: he says that a lot of the people that encounter
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Speaker 1: had the voices, had it happening like inside their head,
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Speaker 1: like it was their own voice telling them this horrible stuff.
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Speaker 1: That that really wasn't the case with me. It was
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Speaker 1: like what I was experiencing felt external, and it felt
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Speaker 1: very evil. I couldn't ever make out what the voices
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Speaker 1: were saying though, it just kind of like was disembodied
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Speaker 1: whispering voices. But I've seen a lot of stuff, very parrifying,
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Speaker 1: scary stuff of walking living nightmare type stuff is how
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Speaker 1: I would describe it.
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Speaker 2: It's literally hell on Earth. And what we've done through
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Speaker 2: all of this exposure the last three years since the
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Speaker 2: book's been out and social media, I have been meeting
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Speaker 2: the others, the other people who've had the veil torn
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Speaker 2: off their eyes, from the natural to the spiritual world,
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Speaker 2: and all these people from Jakarta, Fiji, Los Angeles, California,
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Speaker 2: to New York and every town and city in between, Canada, Mexico, Australia,
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Speaker 2: South Africa. Everyone is having the same delusions, the same experiences,
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Speaker 2: and what I'm seeing is that these are real entities
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Speaker 2: and these demonic figures like such as the hat Man. Writer,
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Speaker 2: have you ever heard of the hat Man before?
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Speaker 1: Yes, I am aware of the hat Man.
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Speaker 2: Yes, he's this character.
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Speaker 1: Now.
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Speaker 2: I had some stories on it a few years ago.
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Speaker 2: But when it blew up in October is when I
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Speaker 2: got connected with so many people through the comments sections
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Speaker 2: of these clips. I've seen the hat Man. This is
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Speaker 2: what he was doing, this is what happened, And it's
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Speaker 2: like the behavior is the same. He's the shadowy, dark
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Speaker 2: figure that wears a top hat looking garment and he's
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Speaker 2: always there to instill fear into the people who see him.
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Speaker 2: And it's like, that's what demon's job is. They have
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Speaker 2: three main purposes. Number one is to torture and torment.
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Speaker 2: Number two is to keep you from knowing the Lord
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Speaker 2: Jesus Christ is your lord and savior. And number three
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Speaker 2: is to stop you from serving him effectively once you
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Speaker 2: figure it out. And I'm just seeing all of this
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Speaker 2: data the shadow people that Jerry and I talk about
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Speaker 2: on a lot of the shows we've done together. Jerry's
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Speaker 2: a clinical psychiatrist who worked in the institutions and the
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Speaker 2: state hospitals in the jails in prison, he never did drugs,
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Speaker 2: and he started doing his own experiments. He said, the
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Speaker 2: people that are the furthest in that see these shadowy figures,
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Speaker 2: they see him with dark green and glowing eyes, and
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Speaker 2: they're just They're just there to terrify. Now, so ask yourself,
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Speaker 2: this is it a mass delusion or are people seeing
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Speaker 2: something that's very demonic, always evil and characteristic traits and
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Speaker 2: very real. That makes more sense than the mass delusion theory,
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Speaker 2: because delusions wouldn't care when you read the twenty third
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Speaker 2: Psalm to them like Jerry was talking about, and the
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Speaker 2: patients would start feeling like there was worms on a
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Speaker 2: frying pan. Why wouldn't it be like hippopotamus is jumping
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Speaker 2: over a white picket fence covered in rainbow, something good,
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Speaker 2: happy and positive. It's always self deletion, it's always fear
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Speaker 2: and terror. They're haters of God. It's all something completely
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Speaker 2: negative and terrifying that just doesn't jump out of one
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Speaker 2: self conscious when everyone's experiencing the same characters with the
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Speaker 2: same traits all over planet Earth.
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Speaker 1: Yeah. I don't necessarily subscribe to any religion, but I
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Speaker 1: believe that if it works for said individual, like it
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Speaker 1: has worked for you, and it has apparently worked for
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Speaker 1: several thousands of other people. Then I say, more power
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Speaker 1: to you. If it helps you better your life and
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Speaker 1: become a better, greater person for having religion or believing
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Speaker 1: in Jesus or believing in God, the more power to you. Absolutely.
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Speaker 1: I support that all day, every single day. But there
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Speaker 1: is something to the name of Jesus when you are
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Speaker 1: encountering these entities. I'll be the first one to tell
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Speaker 1: you because I have used he uses his name in
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Speaker 1: the face of what I believed to be a demonic
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Speaker 1: entity or a demonic spirit.
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Speaker 2: What was the reaction?
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Speaker 1: And it does work? Yeah, it does work.
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Speaker 2: Very interesting, huh. And I'm gonna tell you I was
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Speaker 2: never a believer in God. I was actually a foe
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Speaker 2: of God if there was one, right, because I was
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Speaker 2: debaucherous in every way, a liar, a cheater, a thief.
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Speaker 2: I was living at the worst life a human being
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Speaker 2: could possibly live in the eyes of God. But this
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Speaker 2: is what I found, so many hundreds of thousands, millions
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Speaker 2: of years, hundreds of thousands of comments on multiple platforms,
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Speaker 2: people who weren't believers that experienced this through meth amphetamines,
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Speaker 2: got so scared by these vulgar displays of power by
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Speaker 2: the devil that they saw that the devil was real.
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Speaker 2: And that's where he messed up. Because if the devil's real,
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Speaker 2: God must be real. And most of the people in
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Speaker 2: my camp from the ice game, the people I'm connecting with,
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Speaker 2: all the ones that really had the big major experiences
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Speaker 2: with the devil, have all turned to God and they've
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Speaker 2: been delivered and they're still clinging to this very day.
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Speaker 2: And it's just like, start connecting the dots. There's power
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Speaker 2: in the name of Christ when it comes to these entities.
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Speaker 1: And I would not disagree with you, though I don't
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Speaker 1: subscribe to the religion. I do believe that there is
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Speaker 1: power in the name. Now, whether that is an agregoric
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Speaker 1: type of power, it doesn't really matter, because it does work. Now,
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Speaker 1: have you ever because I think that it's I think
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Speaker 1: that I can since when a situation or whenever a
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Speaker 1: person is not a good person, like I can since
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Speaker 1: when something feels off, like something feels I don't want
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Speaker 1: to necessarily say evil but not good for me. I
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Speaker 1: can sense this in people a lot, like if they're
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Speaker 1: being honest, if they're being straightforward and they believe what
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Speaker 1: they say. Is there an instance like that that happened
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Speaker 1: with you, maybe even during your addiction or after your addiction,
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Speaker 1: where you could just sense that something was not right,
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Speaker 1: This was an evil individual, or this was an evil
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Speaker 1: situation that I'm about to walk into.
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Speaker 2: Well, let's kill two birds with one stone. I'm gonna
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Speaker 2: tell you a story about when I was in my
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Speaker 2: dad's gl three point fifty Mercedes Benz. It was at
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Speaker 2: the height of my using. I was on the needle
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Speaker 2: and I met this girl through online. And this is
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Speaker 2: where the supernatural world crossed over to a very physical
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Speaker 2: real world that we live in. Now, you're talking about
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Speaker 2: the senses. That's what we Christian people call the gift
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Speaker 2: of discernment. Some people call it something different, but it's
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Speaker 2: all the same thing. It's when you can sense that
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Speaker 2: something's off about a situation, place, or person. That's all
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Speaker 2: it really means is that you can see what's spiritualized
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Speaker 2: beyond the physical, and you just can tell that something's
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Speaker 2: off or different, good or bad. Right, So I pick
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Speaker 2: her up. We're in this West Side Trap neighborhood in
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Speaker 2: Corpus Christi, Texas, and I pull up in the Mercedes.
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Speaker 2: It's about midnight. She jumps in the front seat of
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Speaker 2: that truck and ride her. When she hit the chair
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Speaker 2: in the front seat of that Mercedes, when she touched
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Speaker 2: that leather, the hairs on the back of my neck
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Speaker 2: stood about ten feet tall. She started to laugh like
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Speaker 2: the joker. She was steeped with mental illness. But the
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Speaker 2: discernment was I could definitely tell that she had a
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Speaker 2: black attachment with her, so dark that I really didn't
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Speaker 2: feel comfortable even being in this person's presence. But when
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Speaker 2: you're used to evil and you're crazy on substances, you know,
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Speaker 2: I overlooked all that, and I took her back to
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Speaker 2: the house and we were partying drinking because I hadn't
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Speaker 2: done any substances like math or ice during the entire
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Speaker 2: first part of the day, so it had been about
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Speaker 2: twelve hours, so I'm now jonesing. Nobody had anything, so
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Speaker 2: I'm drinking a rum and coke. Now picture this. There's
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Speaker 2: a flat top stove right here. There's an elevated countertop
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Speaker 2: with a breakfast bar over this way. There's a sink
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Speaker 2: behind me, and I'm sitting here with a drink and
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Speaker 2: the stoves here there was a knob missing on the
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Speaker 2: it's those electric stoves that light up. It's like ceramic, right,
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Speaker 2: so nothing's open. She's got her hands up on the
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Speaker 2: breakfast bar like this. We're having the first normal conversation
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Speaker 2: of the entire evening. So I'm sitting there and I
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Speaker 2: start to see a visible like hot panes of white
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Speaker 2: light over her right shoulder. Looked like electricity, and they
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Speaker 2: started shooting up and down and moving away from her body.
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Speaker 2: And as it got close to the corner of the
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Speaker 2: wall in the kitchen going down the hall, it took
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Speaker 2: a blob form and shot down the hallway, and my
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Speaker 2: breath was from me. And I stood there and I said,
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Speaker 2: did you see that? And she looked at me. Her
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Speaker 2: eyes were a size of dinner plates, and she goes, no,
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Speaker 2: but I felt it. And right when I said that,
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Speaker 2: right when she answered me, when she said no, but
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Speaker 2: I felt it, a pyre of sparks three feet in
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Speaker 2: the air come up out of that knob on that stove.
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Speaker 2: I ran down the hall. My dad was alive at
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Speaker 2: the time, he was paralyzed from spinal cancer. Down the hall,
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Speaker 2: I could not speak a word for two hours, and
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Speaker 2: rider for me, that's a miracle. I'm telling you, okay,
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Speaker 2: but that's the truth. Like I couldn't I couldn't speak.
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Speaker 2: I was so terrified because that was the evil in
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Speaker 2: its purest form, manifesting in the natural realm. That's why
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Speaker 2: I call it a vulgar display of power, because I
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Speaker 2: looked at that in hindsight, and my inner spirit tells
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Speaker 2: me that wasn't even a demon. That was the Devil
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Speaker 2: himself in my presence that night. And it's like I
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Speaker 2: didn't see any I didn't see any man with red horns.
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Speaker 2: There's something about electricity that demons and the devil used.
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Speaker 2: I don't know how it works, but there's definitely something.
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Speaker 2: They call them the prints of the air in the Bible,
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Speaker 2: and it's like the electricities in the air. It always
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Speaker 2: resonated with me. But yes, I can discern. And now
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Speaker 2: I have a gift of discernment where I can look
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Speaker 2: at somebody or talk to them for a couple of minutes,
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Speaker 2: and yes, I can tell if they're walking with God
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Speaker 2: or the devil, or if they have something off about them,
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Speaker 2: if they're really upset inside. Like yeah, that's a spiritual gift,
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Speaker 2: you know. And it's like my mind was never the
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Speaker 2: same after I became healed. This jaw dropping experiences with
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Speaker 2: both God and the devil left me forever change. There's
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Speaker 2: a story in the Bible. It's in the Book of Daniel,
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Speaker 2: and it's about a prideful king named nebekin Ezer. Years
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Speaker 2: later after my healing, I'm reading and I'm like, that's
21:59
Speaker 2: the story of my life. He was prophesied that he
22:03
Speaker 2: was gonna go crazy, his hair was gonna grow, he's
22:06
Speaker 2: gonna eat grass like an ox in the field. And
22:08
Speaker 2: it came true. He did. He was the king of Babylon.
22:11
Speaker 2: He went crazy, and then he was healed in seven
22:14
Speaker 2: periods of time. They don't talk about what he experienced
22:18
Speaker 2: in between, but when he was healed, he was a
22:21
Speaker 2: believer in the one true, live in God. And it's like,
22:24
Speaker 2: that was my story to a tee. But I've seen
22:27
Speaker 2: so many demonic manifestations, like let's talk about there was
22:32
Speaker 2: a homeless guy. I've never really told this story on
22:35
Speaker 2: any other platform. This is a raise by giants. Exclusive.
22:39
Speaker 2: I'll tell this.
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Speaker 1: Story exclusive baby.
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Speaker 2: We love me, Exclusive baby, We're about to do it.
22:44
Speaker 2: But there's a story about this in Fire and Ice,
22:47
Speaker 2: the Beth Bible with an m. It's it's it's in there.
22:51
Speaker 2: We're trying not to get flag, but it's it's in
22:53
Speaker 2: this story. In this book, there was a homeless guy
22:56
Speaker 2: and another really creepy guy talk about discernment. I all
22:59
Speaker 2: know was unalived moments before this. But they're at my
23:03
Speaker 2: trap house and this man like there was something wrong
23:07
Speaker 2: with this guy. He had demonic spirits all throughout him.
23:11
Speaker 2: He would sit down at my grandpa's old piano and
23:14
Speaker 2: start tickling those ivories and he would sound like a
23:17
Speaker 2: classically trained pianist. This is a homeless man who's a
23:20
Speaker 2: complete iv Matthewser and he claimed that he had no
23:24
Speaker 2: musical training. But then I got to see another form.
23:28
Speaker 2: Was are you familiar with what a piasa is. It's
23:31
Speaker 2: like a Mexican gangland folklore character. It's a woman with
23:35
Speaker 2: the eyes of a clown. It's always just a beautiful,
23:38
Speaker 2: volumptuous woman, and it looks very demonic. Right he starts,
23:42
Speaker 2: I'm my breath is being taken. He's got a paper
23:45
Speaker 2: and a pencil and he's sketching this thing a thousand
23:48
Speaker 2: miles a minute, and then he turns it to me
23:52
Speaker 2: and it's a piasa, and it looks like it took
23:55
Speaker 2: all night to draw this thing. And then he flips
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Speaker 2: it upside down and it's an exact face of another
24:01
Speaker 2: piasa and it's only visible when you turn it upside down.
24:05
Speaker 2: To me, that had to be demonic influence. It was
24:08
Speaker 2: a terror tactic from the supernatural realm. It took my
24:12
Speaker 2: breath away again in a same but different kind of
24:15
Speaker 2: way than the sparks. But it's when you're in the
24:18
Speaker 2: presence of these demonic spirits operating through people, it will
24:22
Speaker 2: take the breath out of your lungs. And that's why
24:26
Speaker 2: you have to start looking is God real? Because I
24:28
Speaker 2: just sat with the devil, I just experienced demons. Everything
24:33
Speaker 2: that I've seen is very real. These The paper was
24:36
Speaker 2: at my house. He left it there, so it's like
24:39
Speaker 2: that really happened. My dad really rewired that stove and
24:44
Speaker 2: the electrician had to come. That happened. That wasn't an hallucination,
24:48
Speaker 2: that wasn't lack of sleep. Okay, But here's the thing
24:52
Speaker 2: we have to talk about. Ryder. When we're on ice
24:57
Speaker 2: I call it the Unholy Fast. We are staying up
25:01
Speaker 2: for weeks on end. We're not eating we're not drinking water.
25:05
Speaker 2: It's like a holy fast, but in reverse because you're
25:08
Speaker 2: living this debaucherous lifestyle. You're using pharmacia and substances, and
25:14
Speaker 2: you're putting everything in your body. You're living sexual depravity.
25:18
Speaker 2: Anything you can imagine. The myth game is the Devil's Carnival.
25:22
Speaker 2: It's in every city, in every major town and every
25:25
Speaker 2: little trailer park in between. And he sets it up
25:28
Speaker 2: to break the spirits of God's children and send us
25:31
Speaker 2: directly to Hell. So we're fasting for the devil, and
25:36
Speaker 2: then we start to experience all of these mind bending,
25:40
Speaker 2: psychedelic style experiences and contact with the devil. And I
25:47
Speaker 2: believe it's through the substances unlocking it in the brain,
25:50
Speaker 2: accompanied with the unholy fasting. And I'll tell you. At
25:54
Speaker 2: my trap house, we had a room called the Haunted Room.
25:59
Speaker 2: Strangers would come over to the house. It's a free
26:01
Speaker 2: place to use ice. People don't leave, and things would
26:06
Speaker 2: happen at three o'clock in the morning, like clockwork that
26:09
Speaker 2: were so bone shilling that these people would leave and
26:13
Speaker 2: they would never return. People seeing diamond eyes peering through
26:18
Speaker 2: the bushes in the front of the house. They wouldn't
26:20
Speaker 2: even make it inside. And I believe that that's all
26:23
Speaker 2: due to the possession of the actual structure of the
26:27
Speaker 2: home as well. I had a lot of evil people
26:29
Speaker 2: coming in. I mean I was walking, I was working
26:32
Speaker 2: for people as a taxi driver. I was ferrying around
26:36
Speaker 2: drug dealers to make a living on the Mexican border
26:40
Speaker 2: from California all the way to Texas, and now it's
26:44
Speaker 2: spread all over in spiderweb throughout the whole country. There's
26:48
Speaker 2: a folklore character from an Aztec folklore and her name
26:53
Speaker 2: is Santa Morte. Have you ever heard of that. It's
26:57
Speaker 2: a saint of death.
27:00
Speaker 1: Oh no, I'm thinking of Laa Yourona Yourna.
27:04
Speaker 2: But this is the saint of death. It looks like
27:07
Speaker 2: a grim reaper character, but it's female with a skeleton face,
27:12
Speaker 2: with a grim reaper hood, a scythe on a pole.
27:15
Speaker 2: I've seen six foot statues in people's houses myself with
27:19
Speaker 2: my own eyes. Narco cultura. The cartels they use her
27:24
Speaker 2: and pray to her. They'll blow ice, they'll blow powdery
27:27
Speaker 2: white stuff into her face. People even have stories where
27:30
Speaker 2: the cartels were put like people's fingers on there as
27:33
Speaker 2: a sacrifice to this false deity. It's woven into the
27:38
Speaker 2: Catholic Church to take the Latino people away from God
27:43
Speaker 2: and towards the devil. But they weave in just enough
27:46
Speaker 2: truth to deceive people. And this character is very evil,
27:49
Speaker 2: and I believe that a lot of the people I
27:52
Speaker 2: was doing business with, a lot of the people who
27:54
Speaker 2: I had in my house were literally praying to the devil.
27:57
Speaker 2: See the ice game, it's very supernatural place. You brushed
28:02
Speaker 2: shoulders every day with card readers, true blue Satanists, spiritual
28:08
Speaker 2: guru types, born again Christians, all kinds of stuff. People
28:14
Speaker 2: who follow Santamarte south of the border. They bless the
28:18
Speaker 2: batches of ice, huge batches with hundreds of kilos before
28:22
Speaker 2: they come into this country. And I'm talking a medicine
28:26
Speaker 2: man praying voodoo over this stuff before it's ingested in
28:30
Speaker 2: every major city in the United States of America. So
28:34
Speaker 2: they're really putting evil things onto these batches of substances.
28:38
Speaker 2: And I bet it doesn't stop with just methamphetamine. Rather,
28:42
Speaker 2: I think it's defense at all. It's everything that comes in.
28:46
Speaker 1: That makes a lot of sense, because that's something that
28:50
Speaker 1: can be done with mushrooms and psilocybin as well. I've
28:54
Speaker 1: known people that grow mushrooms that will imbue their energy
28:58
Speaker 1: onto the mushrooms as it's growing, and then whenever they
29:01
Speaker 1: eat it, depending on what kind of energy they put
29:03
Speaker 1: in into it is what kind of experience they end
29:05
Speaker 1: up getting out of it. But you just had something
29:07
Speaker 1: really interesting about how you would have the haunted room
29:11
Speaker 1: in your trap house. Because I was just thinking as
29:14
Speaker 1: you were talking, is what if whenever you adjust these
29:19
Speaker 1: substances and not only opens a portal in your mind,
29:23
Speaker 1: but also opens a portal in where you live, like
29:30
Speaker 1: in your area too. So even if you were to
29:33
Speaker 1: get rid of the drugs, would that get rid of
29:36
Speaker 1: the entity as well? Or would you need other measures
29:39
Speaker 1: besides getting rid of.
29:41
Speaker 2: Right And I've always wanted to contact the people who
29:44
Speaker 2: live in that house today because if any place was
29:47
Speaker 2: going to be haunted, that's it, Because I mean the
29:50
Speaker 2: haunted room. It was another time and place where the supernatural,
29:55
Speaker 2: demonic realm crossed over to the physical. You'd be in
29:58
Speaker 2: this room. It was the sitting room in my grandparents'
30:01
Speaker 2: old house. It was real creepy. All the rugs were
30:04
Speaker 2: torn out so it was down to the concrete foundation
30:07
Speaker 2: in the entire house at this point, holes punched in
30:10
Speaker 2: the wall, black mold growing. But there was these really
30:13
Speaker 2: expensive antiques with statues in this one room, and I
30:18
Speaker 2: remember you go in there and had French doors and
30:21
Speaker 2: you close them. Sometimes that room would be either thirty
30:24
Speaker 2: degrees hotter or colder, dependent on what weird supernatural thing
30:29
Speaker 2: that was happening. But people would get so spooked by
30:32
Speaker 2: the noises. They would hear children laughing down the end
30:35
Speaker 2: of the hall while we're in the room, all kinds
30:37
Speaker 2: of stuff, and they would leave that house and they
30:39
Speaker 2: would never come back, and they would tell people, don't
30:42
Speaker 2: go over there. There's evil things going on in that house.
30:45
Speaker 2: So it's all very real. And then in the kitchen
30:48
Speaker 2: where I had the sparks, I've had supernatural visions some
30:52
Speaker 2: people would call them hallucinations where I saw my first
30:56
Speaker 2: wife and my daughter in there and we're having a
30:59
Speaker 2: full compsa and they walked around the corner. I'm mid
31:03
Speaker 2: sentence and I was like, where are y'all going? And
31:06
Speaker 2: I walked down and I look in the garage. They're
31:08
Speaker 2: not there. There's only this little bathroom. I looking there
31:10
Speaker 2: and I look in the mirror and I'm like, there's
31:12
Speaker 2: nobody here, and I ran down the hall. I'm like, Dad,
31:15
Speaker 2: so and so and the baby were just here. And
31:18
Speaker 2: he would say, I remember when he looked at me.
31:20
Speaker 2: This is the first time. This is before I was
31:22
Speaker 2: in psychosis. And he goes, it's Tuesday morning at nine o'clock.
31:26
Speaker 2: So the baby's in school and she's at work, and
31:29
Speaker 2: they're forty five minutes away. Nobody's here. It was as
31:32
Speaker 2: real as you and me talking. I can see it
31:34
Speaker 2: in my mind's eye to this day. That was not
31:38
Speaker 2: an hallucination. That was a prophetic vision. At the exact
31:42
Speaker 2: time that I saw that those two people were walking
31:45
Speaker 2: out of my life forever in real life, and they
31:48
Speaker 2: still had They're not there now. So it's like God
31:51
Speaker 2: was showing me what was about to happen, almost preparing
31:55
Speaker 2: me for what was to come. I was having full
31:59
Speaker 2: on visions and I'm talking about like Halogram level reality
32:04
Speaker 2: in that room. So you tell me what was that.
32:07
Speaker 2: Was that a hallucination or was that something from the
32:10
Speaker 2: supernatural spiritual realm? I know what I believed because I
32:14
Speaker 2: was there.
32:15
Speaker 1: What's interesting is I've never told anybody this, and whenever
32:20
Speaker 1: I was on the substances that I was on. Whenever
32:25
Speaker 1: I would see things, I would whip out my phone
32:28
Speaker 1: and I would film them. Yeah, okay, mm hmm, and
32:32
Speaker 1: then I would watch it back on my phone because
32:35
Speaker 1: I'm like, if this is a hallucination, then I shouldn't
32:39
Speaker 1: be able to film this on my own and then
32:41
Speaker 1: watch it back and then see it on my phone
32:44
Speaker 1: exactly what I was experiencing with my own eyes. I
32:48
Speaker 1: did it, and I would see exactly what I seen
32:52
Speaker 1: with my own eyes, filmed on my phone.
32:56
Speaker 2: Okay.
32:58
Speaker 1: It was the strangest thing that I think that I
33:00
Speaker 1: probably have ever experienced.
33:03
Speaker 2: Let me validate you.
33:04
Speaker 1: I all of those they're all they've all been gone.
33:09
Speaker 1: But what I experienced what I've seen, which what is
33:13
Speaker 1: what I mentioned before with the using the shadow people
33:17
Speaker 1: and the fairies and the dragons and the big bulky
33:25
Speaker 1: was all showing up on my phone.
33:28
Speaker 2: As It's good you deleted those because you don't want
33:31
Speaker 2: to take that with you, Because let me validate your experience.
33:35
Speaker 2: I don't think that you're crazy at all. Because of
33:38
Speaker 2: this new influx and the millions of views I'm getting,
33:40
Speaker 2: the actual photos pouring in. There's a phenomenon where people
33:46
Speaker 2: blow out the ice smoke into the air in front
33:49
Speaker 2: of a light and they start snapping pictures. I'm talking
33:52
Speaker 2: some of the most bone chilling, evil revelatory images that
33:58
Speaker 2: I've ever seen. I've posted a bunch of them, there's
34:01
Speaker 2: a lot of them on my TikTok account, and I'm
34:04
Speaker 2: telling you it's like there's something there and these aren't ai.
34:08
Speaker 2: These are people who've kept these photos in their phones
34:10
Speaker 2: for years. You can tell that they're real dragons coming
34:14
Speaker 2: out at you, demonic faces, and it's a phenomenon. It's
34:20
Speaker 2: the demons in the smoke, and people all over the
34:24
Speaker 2: world have seen it, and it's like, what is that?
34:28
Speaker 2: What is that? Is that our brain wanting to see something?
34:32
Speaker 2: Or then when we show the picture, everybody sees the
34:35
Speaker 2: same thing. It's because it's real. It's because those supernatural
34:41
Speaker 2: things are crossing over the plane. And that's why I
34:43
Speaker 2: think they don't know anything about the human brain. Rider
34:47
Speaker 2: a team and twenty psychiatrist in a top facility in
34:50
Speaker 2: Texas told me that we only use like what eight
34:53
Speaker 2: percent of our brain. So when we ingest substances in huge,
34:59
Speaker 2: huge amounts or the right cocktail of substances wherever, just
35:02
Speaker 2: how our body reacts. Are we unlocking something that they
35:05
Speaker 2: have no clue about, and they just try to make
35:08
Speaker 2: scientific hypothesis about what they want to think it is
35:13
Speaker 2: because it's less scary. I don't know, but I know
35:16
Speaker 2: that it's very real and I know it's life changing
35:18
Speaker 2: when you experience it.
35:21
Speaker 1: Well, when you're talking about the smoke and these people
35:23
Speaker 1: taking pictures of seeing entities in their ancient people dating
35:28
Speaker 1: back thousands of years and the Egyptian religion and the
35:31
Speaker 1: Mesopotamian empires believe that smoke was a form of exorcism
35:35
Speaker 1: or purification. That smoke was like a barrier between worlds
35:40
Speaker 1: and was believed to purify spaces and drive away evil spirits.
35:44
Speaker 1: Same with natives as well.
35:46
Speaker 2: Which was smudging.
35:49
Speaker 1: Ritualistic practices of course, purifying the person in the space
35:53
Speaker 1: and the spirit before some kind of ceremony.
35:57
Speaker 2: And let's just say this, the Catholics do it to
35:59
Speaker 2: this very day as well. I was a Catholic most
36:02
Speaker 2: of my life. And they burn they burn that incense
36:05
Speaker 2: in that that chained ball and they walk around like this,
36:08
Speaker 2: and that's part of the ceremony as a Catholic, and
36:11
Speaker 2: that smoke in the incense is going up. They believed
36:14
Speaker 2: in early Judaism burning the incense was a pleasing aroma
36:19
Speaker 2: to God. There's something about smoke that's very spiritual, and
36:22
Speaker 2: everyone around the world, no matter what they believe, can
36:24
Speaker 2: all agree that it holds a place in the supernatural world.
36:31
Speaker 1: Yes, it's very very interesting how that could be, like
36:35
Speaker 1: maybe even like a protective barrier between you and some
36:39
Speaker 1: like obviously not ice, smoke, Yeah, protective in any kind
36:44
Speaker 1: of way.
36:44
Speaker 2: It's just the devil perverts everything that God's created. The
36:49
Speaker 2: devil's imitator. He's not a creator. God created the world.
36:52
Speaker 2: That's what we believe. And I think that a lot
36:54
Speaker 2: of people, no matter if it's Christianity wherever, they believe
36:56
Speaker 2: that there's a God that was a creative visionary who
36:59
Speaker 2: bred life into this whole thing we're experiencing. Okay, I
37:03
Speaker 2: believe that God, Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, that's what
37:06
Speaker 2: I believe. Okay, But the devil, now, three am, let's
37:10
Speaker 2: talk about three am. Let's talk about the devil being
37:13
Speaker 2: an imitator and not a creator. The Haunted Room. See,
37:17
Speaker 2: they believe that Satanists blood is the currency in the
37:20
Speaker 2: supernatural realm rid so when they draw the pentagrams and
37:23
Speaker 2: chicken blood, human blood, whatever it is right higher on
37:28
Speaker 2: the food chain. The thing is the more spiritual power.
37:32
Speaker 2: So humans, and then there's certain types of humans. I
37:36
Speaker 2: won't get into that, but the blood of certain types
37:39
Speaker 2: of creatures hold more power in the supernatural realm. They
37:43
Speaker 2: pray between twelve and two. Then the demons are supposed
37:46
Speaker 2: to go out into the supernatural realm and they are
37:49
Speaker 2: to do payment for what has been sacrificed to them.
37:53
Speaker 2: Three o'clock in the morning is labeled the witch innour,
37:57
Speaker 2: and that's no mistake because witches are using it in
38:00
Speaker 2: the supernatural realm to cast these evil spells, these black
38:03
Speaker 2: magic spells. And it's always at three am. Now why
38:07
Speaker 2: because in the Holy Bible of God, in the Book
38:09
Speaker 2: of Matthew, it tells us what time Jesus was crucified
38:13
Speaker 2: and he unlived on the cross at exactly three pm
38:16
Speaker 2: that day. So the devil took that and flipped it
38:19
Speaker 2: its on its reverse. Fasting in the supernatural realm, when
38:22
Speaker 2: done the right way, in a good way, has a
38:25
Speaker 2: lot of power. When you do it for the devil
38:27
Speaker 2: and the unholy fast, it has a lot of power,
38:30
Speaker 2: and it's the exact polar opposite of the results you
38:33
Speaker 2: would get if you were doing it for God. Everything
38:36
Speaker 2: is evil and good. There is yin and yang any
38:39
Speaker 2: way you want to describe it. But there's two polar
38:42
Speaker 2: opposite powers of darkness and light. They are fighting each
38:46
Speaker 2: other in the supernatural realm all around us, and our
38:49
Speaker 2: souls hang in the balance. That's why we have free
38:52
Speaker 2: will and choice. You can decide are you gonna walk
38:55
Speaker 2: with God? Are you gonna walk with the devil? Do
38:58
Speaker 2: you choose Heaven above do you choose Hell beneath? So,
39:01
Speaker 2: no matter what you believe, there's two ways that you
39:03
Speaker 2: can go in this life, good or bad. You agree
39:06
Speaker 2: with that.
39:07
Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely, I definitely believe in free will and how
39:12
Speaker 1: we have the opportunity and the drive to take whatever
39:18
Speaker 1: path we so desire to go down.
39:22
Speaker 2: Don't ever use crystal meth to have an experience with
39:25
Speaker 2: God or the supernatural realm. It's called the devil's drug,
39:28
Speaker 2: and that's exactly who you're gonna find. And I have
39:31
Speaker 2: to put a disclaimer on it. Yes, I've had a
39:33
Speaker 2: lot of miracles, and so of a lot of other people,
39:36
Speaker 2: but there's ninety eight percent of people who never make
39:38
Speaker 2: it out, and they never make it out alive. And
39:41
Speaker 2: there is destruction and disease and evil and trauma like
39:45
Speaker 2: you've never seen in the ice game, and for you
39:47
Speaker 2: to experience it, it is the lowest part of life.
39:50
Speaker 2: It is literally hades on earth. Do not do ice
39:55
Speaker 2: looking for a spiritual experience in the bottom of a bubbler,
39:58
Speaker 2: because it is absolutely life changing in the worst of ways.
40:03
Speaker 2: And that's my disclaimer to everybody. Now let's talk about
40:06
Speaker 2: making connection with God. I feel like all the stories
40:09
Speaker 2: that I've heard that are like mine, big huge testimonies
40:13
Speaker 2: where God swoops in and reveals himself. It's still free will.
40:19
Speaker 2: He presents himself. The Devil's already shown you who he is.
40:22
Speaker 2: He's shown you exactly who he is. He's taken your
40:25
Speaker 2: breath away in a bad way, and right before the
40:29
Speaker 2: end of your life. In these scenarios, in so many
40:31
Speaker 2: stories mine and thousands of other people I've talked to,
40:34
Speaker 2: God waits till the last minute, and he swoops in,
40:37
Speaker 2: not to grab you out with a mighty hand, but
40:40
Speaker 2: to simply present himself, and he says, this is who
40:43
Speaker 2: I am, That's who he is. This is light, this
40:47
Speaker 2: is dark. What do you choose and then it's on you.
40:50
Speaker 2: I remember standing in the same supernatural kitchen in my
40:54
Speaker 2: grandparents trap house in the country club Estates in Corpus Christi, Texas,
40:58
Speaker 2: the same house as all this super for natural activity.
41:01
Speaker 2: I remember standing in the kitchen. It was about three
41:03
Speaker 2: o'clock in the morning. I remember I was there and
41:06
Speaker 2: I had a bubbler in one hand and a blow
41:08
Speaker 2: torch in the other hand, and I put it down
41:09
Speaker 2: on the counter. I always had one of those two
41:11
Speaker 2: things in my hands, and I remember standing there and
41:14
Speaker 2: I just had this innerwelling feeling bubble up within me.
41:17
Speaker 2: And it was a crossroads moment rider where I could
41:20
Speaker 2: choose God above or the devil beneath. But here's the
41:23
Speaker 2: next thought that hit Whatever one you pick, you're gonna
41:26
Speaker 2: go all the way. And for the next three to
41:29
Speaker 2: five days, I waited out and I was thinking I
41:32
Speaker 2: was gonna start doing really bad things. But something inside
41:36
Speaker 2: of me, I chose God. And during the middle of
41:39
Speaker 2: this chaos, I'm now walking hand in hand with the
41:42
Speaker 2: serpent of hell, but I'm seeking God with a true
41:45
Speaker 2: open heart because I'm physically addicted to these substances, and
41:49
Speaker 2: I can't stop, and I'm still doing Debaucher's crazy things.
41:52
Speaker 2: But something in my heart was pulling the other away,
41:55
Speaker 2: the holy spirit of God. I had the blow torch,
41:58
Speaker 2: I had the bubbler, dirty dew rag on my head,
42:01
Speaker 2: an old T shirt, and I was in a traphouse,
42:04
Speaker 2: on this rotten mattress with needles and disgusting trash and
42:08
Speaker 2: dope bag. He's all over the floor, and I remember
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Speaker 2: the flame of God sitting next to me. It was
42:13
Speaker 2: just this powerful energy, something I've never felt before in
42:17
Speaker 2: my entire life. An imminent wave of love, a tsunami
42:22
Speaker 2: of love blanketed me so much, so like I started
42:26
Speaker 2: feeling it inside and I would vomit on the floor.
42:28
Speaker 2: And that's something that would happen to me frequently during
42:31
Speaker 2: the chapter movie Magic and Fire and Ice, the best
42:35
Speaker 2: Bible with an M. Yeah, but that's all real stuff.
42:39
Speaker 2: Any racist bone drained from my body. I started changing
42:45
Speaker 2: from the inside out. I started to want to be
42:48
Speaker 2: a married man instead of being with all these women.
42:51
Speaker 2: I started to have all these crazy ideas about God
42:54
Speaker 2: and about human equality, like how black people and white
42:58
Speaker 2: people and people of all diff different colors were actually created,
43:02
Speaker 2: Like the colors of the rainbow to make the world beautiful,
43:05
Speaker 2: but also to test us in our indifference, in our
43:09
Speaker 2: judgmental minds. And it's God's watching how we treat each other.
43:15
Speaker 2: So any preconceived notion that I had about a certain
43:18
Speaker 2: group of people was lifted from my body. Tell me
43:21
Speaker 2: that's not a miracle. Tell me that I had a
43:24
Speaker 2: stage four lethal addiction to drugs and alcohol from the
43:29
Speaker 2: time I was twelve years old, and nine treatment centers
43:33
Speaker 2: all failed me, some of the East Coast best. And
43:36
Speaker 2: then God cracks the sky open with a mighty hand,
43:40
Speaker 2: and with one touch of his finger, rips that desire
43:43
Speaker 2: for me for the first time in my adult life,
43:46
Speaker 2: and he saved my life. And they thought I had cirrhosis.
43:49
Speaker 2: While I was in the institution, in a chapter called
43:52
Speaker 2: Dark Days Asylum Nights, there was a CDC testing lab
43:56
Speaker 2: in there. They said, there's something wrong with your blood.
43:59
Speaker 2: Third day, they call me down and I thought I
44:01
Speaker 2: had HIV. I thought I had hepatitis se from using
44:04
Speaker 2: needles off the floor in that evil trap house where
44:07
Speaker 2: homeless people were everywhere. And I remember I got the
44:11
Speaker 2: test results. They said, no, it's nothing like that. We
44:13
Speaker 2: think you have cirrhosis, and by the grace of God,
44:16
Speaker 2: by the time I left that incarceration, the last thing
44:19
Speaker 2: they said is you're one point below normal on your
44:22
Speaker 2: spleen and climbing. Your livers completely healed. And if you
44:26
Speaker 2: never take a drink again, mister Durkin, you will live
44:29
Speaker 2: a naturally good life. Only God can do miracles like that.
44:37
Speaker 2: And I had no blood born disease of any kind,
44:39
Speaker 2: no sexually transmitted diseases of any kind. I was experiencing
44:43
Speaker 2: the devil, but I was also experiencing the miracles of
44:47
Speaker 2: the Lord Jesus Christ and the same breath. It's a
44:51
Speaker 2: very strange place to be. But all I know is
44:53
Speaker 2: when I came out, my life was forever changed. Tell
44:56
Speaker 2: me how a man with a sixth grade education rider
44:59
Speaker 2: can write an entire seven hundred and sixteen page book,
45:03
Speaker 2: never change anything until the very last edit. And it's
45:07
Speaker 2: a good book, with like a four point six percent
45:10
Speaker 2: star rating. It's a best seller. I'm in the top
45:12
Speaker 2: one to two percent of self published authors in the
45:16
Speaker 2: history of Amazon. I could never do something like that
45:20
Speaker 2: on my own power. Something in me changed, and it has
45:24
Speaker 2: nothing to do with me, and it has everything to
45:26
Speaker 2: do with Jesus, And that's the truth.
45:30
Speaker 1: Are you familiar with the how methanphetamine was created and
45:36
Speaker 1: where it came from, and how it was essentially created
45:40
Speaker 1: in Nazi Germany during World War Two?
45:43
Speaker 2: The poisonous roots of crystal meth. Really the Japanese invented it.
45:49
Speaker 2: I think somebody even before them invented it, but they
45:52
Speaker 2: touched on it the most, and then it was perfected
45:55
Speaker 2: in nineteen thirties Germany under the Third Reich. And I'll
46:00
Speaker 2: try not to say the leader's name, but he had
46:01
Speaker 2: a small mustache and his doctor was giving everybody in
46:06
Speaker 2: the country purbt And it started with the military where
46:10
Speaker 2: this doctor got into the ear of the small mustached leader.
46:15
Speaker 2: And now they were giving it to the military to
46:17
Speaker 2: create a super soldier that could stay up for weeks
46:20
Speaker 2: on end, and they gave it to him to fight
46:23
Speaker 2: in cold conditions. They gave it to pilots and the
46:26
Speaker 2: Lufwaffa to fly these missions over Poland and France for
46:32
Speaker 2: days and days on end. It was a drug called
46:34
Speaker 2: perveted provided and that pill was now being given to
46:39
Speaker 2: the workforce because they needed people to make shells. All
46:42
Speaker 2: of a sudden they commissioned our version of Hershey's chocolate.
46:46
Speaker 2: It was their German version of Hershey's chocolate. They laced
46:49
Speaker 2: it in there and they sold it knowingly as a
46:51
Speaker 2: pet pill to all the German people. And then the
46:55
Speaker 2: evil atrocities of war that unfolded the whole countries under
47:01
Speaker 2: the spell of the ice and they all started to
47:04
Speaker 2: go along with this evil plot, and everybody was playing
47:06
Speaker 2: a part by their compliance. And you know what, if
47:09
Speaker 2: you believe in the Bible or not, the Jews are
47:11
Speaker 2: called to be God's children, the chosen people, and that
47:15
Speaker 2: leader wanted to wipe them off the face of the earth.
47:18
Speaker 2: And everybody had to be under a spell of some
47:20
Speaker 2: sort of witchcraft to go along with something that evil,
47:24
Speaker 2: don't you agree. So wherever crystal myth is, the devil
47:28
Speaker 2: is right there, and the worst things happen, and the
47:32
Speaker 2: most evil manifestations of the devil happened. So yeah, that's
47:37
Speaker 2: the poisonous roots of crystal meth.
47:40
Speaker 1: And then methn phetamine was also tested on MK ultra
47:44
Speaker 1: victims in the fifties, sixties and seventies, and then it
47:48
Speaker 1: was eventually turned into adderall in riddling, which and riddling
47:52
Speaker 1: is only one little molecule, one little component off of
47:58
Speaker 1: meth amphetamine. And I've given all of our kids.
48:02
Speaker 2: I've done. I've done both substances in large amounts. And
48:06
Speaker 2: I'm telling you in a taste test, adderall and riddling
48:10
Speaker 2: are like coke and PEPSI with crystal meth and a
48:13
Speaker 2: taste test, that's the truth. You wouldn't be able to
48:15
Speaker 2: tell the difference if somebody douged you with it. It's
48:18
Speaker 2: the same exact thing. Now here's one theory that I
48:21
Speaker 2: have because the prophecy. I mean, a girl in the
48:25
Speaker 2: traphouse walked by me one day wearing Pittsburgh Steelers house
48:30
Speaker 2: shoes and I had the blowtorch and I was walking
48:33
Speaker 2: by her had a dew rag on him. She touched
48:35
Speaker 2: my shoulder and I spun around and I looked at
48:37
Speaker 2: those shoes and I said, hey. I said, your dad
48:41
Speaker 2: loves you, and he says he misses you. And I
48:43
Speaker 2: turned around. She starts sobbing. I turned back and she goes,
48:47
Speaker 2: my dad died last year and he gave me these shoes.
48:50
Speaker 2: Your brain is wide open to the supernatural realm. Those
48:54
Speaker 2: were like some type of a spirit feeding me that
48:58
Speaker 2: whether it be good or bad. I mean, I believe
49:00
Speaker 2: at that time it was probably a negative spirit, just
49:03
Speaker 2: because that's the way demons operate. They can know things
49:06
Speaker 2: about people that they should not know. And I'm recognizing
49:09
Speaker 2: that operating out of myself. But I believe fully that
49:14
Speaker 2: the United States government has done secret experiments on the
49:18
Speaker 2: American people, and I believe that they use crystal meth
49:21
Speaker 2: to do it, whether it be think tanks or something.
49:24
Speaker 2: Because if you have the profits, like in the Book
49:26
Speaker 2: of Daniel, that can predict wars, they would lock those
49:30
Speaker 2: people deep underneath a mountain. Do you think that there's
49:33
Speaker 2: people like that rider, I do. I fully believe it.
49:37
Speaker 2: There's I heard your promo about the programs in schools.
49:41
Speaker 2: Do you think maybe they're giving these kids this super natural,
49:46
Speaker 2: just wild mind expanding substance and they're not farming data
49:51
Speaker 2: from where these kids are going.
49:54
Speaker 1: They definitely are. But then it's like, well, what's the
49:56
Speaker 1: agenda behind that? Why would they want to open them
49:59
Speaker 1: up like that? And the evil inevitably they're going to
50:03
Speaker 1: because they don't know exactly what's going on with them
50:06
Speaker 1: in their life. They're not giving any guideline. They're not like, oh, well,
50:09
Speaker 1: this might open you up to some kind of entities.
50:12
Speaker 1: You might be having some visions and all this stuff
50:15
Speaker 1: under this medication, and then they end up in a
50:18
Speaker 1: mental institution.
50:19
Speaker 2: I think I think they're looking for the conduits. I
50:22
Speaker 2: think that they're looking for the conduits of knowledge, people
50:26
Speaker 2: that open up to the spirit realm and get supernatural
50:29
Speaker 2: for knowledge of things. And I believe that everybody else
50:34
Speaker 2: who falls the wayside and ends up in institutions or
50:37
Speaker 2: unlived or whatever it may be, those people are what's
50:40
Speaker 2: called collateral damage. They're just looking for a handful of
50:43
Speaker 2: people that can predict happenings like the earthquake in Japan today,
50:47
Speaker 2: about future wars, stock market predictions, like they're looking for
50:51
Speaker 2: people who pass the test. That's mine. I just I
50:55
Speaker 2: know what I've experienced, and I saw the power of it.
50:59
Speaker 2: And people dismiss everybody who's on ice because we're just
51:03
Speaker 2: look at as filthy junkies. But I've seen some very profound,
51:07
Speaker 2: supernatural things and things that have been said gifts of
51:11
Speaker 2: knowledge and gifts of discernment and prophecy and things. I've
51:15
Speaker 2: seen it with my own eyes out there, and I'm
51:17
Speaker 2: telling you, if I can see it, I know the
51:19
Speaker 2: United States government is interested in it, there's no doubt.
51:24
Speaker 1: Well, I think the problem with people being indifferent to
51:28
Speaker 1: meth users is that we've been fed a lot of
51:31
Speaker 1: stories about people getting violent on meth and fetamen. Yeah,
51:37
Speaker 1: so they're like, uh, you know someone's out on the
51:40
Speaker 1: street talking to themselves or talking to invisible. I've seen
51:45
Speaker 1: people have on and I know that you have one,
51:48
Speaker 1: but I've seen it like in public at gas stations
51:51
Speaker 1: in southern California, where people will just be having a
51:53
Speaker 1: full on conversation with somebody that's not even there. Y'are
52:01
Speaker 1: at them, And so I think that that's what scares
52:04
Speaker 1: people from that is the violent tendency and the violent nature.
52:07
Speaker 2: Here. Let's amaze let's terrify all of Middle America right
52:14
Speaker 2: now with the revelation. I'm not gonna say what it is.
52:17
Speaker 2: It's nicknamed corn on the cob. It's an actual industry
52:21
Speaker 2: that lies in Los Angeles, California. There's a lot of
52:24
Speaker 2: pretty girls and a lot of really built dudes, and
52:27
Speaker 2: they make these movies that everybody watches, but they don't
52:30
Speaker 2: say that they do, and they're not supposed to. So
52:33
Speaker 2: you can draw your own conclusion of what I'm talking about,
52:35
Speaker 2: but that entire industry is propped up by the crystal
52:39
Speaker 2: metanphetamine industry and all the performers, the directors, the writers.
52:44
Speaker 2: There's candy dishes full of those crystal shards of Devil's
52:48
Speaker 2: danderd on every single shoot. Why because those are demonic spirits.
52:55
Speaker 2: And notice those movies have gotten grosser over the years.
52:58
Speaker 2: It's because the devil is injecting it all out over
53:01
Speaker 2: the world. They get one billion with a B views
53:05
Speaker 2: per month. And when you ingest that stuff into your body,
53:08
Speaker 2: you're not seeing the demonic evil system and spirituality and
53:15
Speaker 2: ritualism that goes in behind it. You are ingesting Devil's
53:19
Speaker 2: dandarf in your eyes from what you're watching. So that's
53:22
Speaker 2: why so many people are walking around with shame and
53:25
Speaker 2: guilt and regret. That's why people who watch it are
53:28
Speaker 2: being they're being addicted to that and other things. And
53:32
Speaker 2: it's like it affects your brain. And they've even done
53:34
Speaker 2: clinical studies where that viewing material rewires your entire brain.
53:39
Speaker 2: And it's all coming from crystal math. Believe it or not. Sure,
53:46
Speaker 2: powerful stuff.
53:48
Speaker 1: Yeah, very powerful, very powerful, and it's like it's not
53:52
Speaker 1: a sustainable drug, right, like you just can't do it
53:57
Speaker 1: every once in a while.
53:59
Speaker 2: No, And the devil doesn't come to you with red
54:02
Speaker 2: horns and a pitchfork. He comes to you in the
54:04
Speaker 2: form of every dark, deep, lustful, desire and greed you've
54:08
Speaker 2: ever had.
54:11
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't think that you've probably ever heard of
54:14
Speaker 1: anyone that just does math once a week now a week, right.
54:20
Speaker 2: No, I've never heard of that. It's it's an everyday thing.
54:25
Speaker 2: I think I might have frozen up here.
54:28
Speaker 1: Let's remove your end.
54:30
Speaker 2: I've never had so many technical difficulties in my life.
54:33
Speaker 2: When we went viral, It's almost like the devil's trying
54:35
Speaker 2: to shut us down everywhere we go.
54:38
Speaker 1: Yeah, we're coming to the top of the hour.
54:42
Speaker 2: I think it was a powerful show that we've done tonight,
54:44
Speaker 2: and I think that our voice will be heard all
54:47
Speaker 2: over this planet and the light will win, and the
54:50
Speaker 2: light will always win. God wins. It's already won, and
54:53
Speaker 2: the devil's already been defeated.
54:56
Speaker 1: Thank you very much, Boston, really appreciate your brother. Can
55:00
Speaker 1: you let people know where they can purchase your book
55:03
Speaker 1: or find you on social media?
55:05
Speaker 2: You can find me my link tree. I'll send it
55:08
Speaker 2: to a writer. But you can search Boston two percent
55:12
Speaker 2: in any of those major platforms that I'll pop up, Facebook,
55:15
Speaker 2: TikTok and whatnot. You could get fire and Ice to Amazon,
55:19
Speaker 2: Fire and Ice the Myth Bible on Amazon dot com.
55:22
Speaker 2: The audiobooks actually free if you've never had audible before.
55:25
Speaker 2: Just search the Myth Bible on Amazon dot com.
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Speaker 1: Thank you very much, brother. The links to all of
55:32
Speaker 1: Boston's information will be in the description of this video.
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Speaker 2: Thank thanks for having me on, brother, Bye bye.