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Seeking God In Transition: Spiritual Growth & Purpose | FT Dr. Dee Fomby | EP93 · Jess Ask

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  Speaker 1: Yo, it's your girl, Jessica and Smith, and you already
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  Speaker 1: know that you've entered the safe space for influencers to decompress.
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  Speaker 2: Have fun and just ask God.
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  Speaker 3: For another day.
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  Speaker 2: Do you already know what it is?
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  Speaker 4: And then you know it's about the getrial, So be
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  Speaker 4: sure to show your girl the love and like, come
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  Speaker 4: in and subscribe God for another day.
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  Speaker 5: Hey, hey, I know we could be another way.
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  Speaker 6: I really am dominant, but I struggled with the dominant
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  Speaker 6: seed that I have because a lot of times I
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  Speaker 6: want to be more like my husband, and I critique
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  Speaker 6: and I'm really hard on myself and I'm always asking
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  Speaker 6: God to change me and change me because I'm not
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  Speaker 6: like majority of the people that I see. I don't
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  Speaker 6: process things the way that majority of the world seed like.
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  Speaker 6: Even when I was reading the disk assessment and it
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  Speaker 6: said that I like minds was so high that I
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  Speaker 6: am a rarity. And even when I read another book
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  Speaker 6: about the different personality type, they said I fall within
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  Speaker 6: one percent.
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  Speaker 7: I'm a one percenter.
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  Speaker 6: And so when you're a one percenter in a world
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  Speaker 6: of ninety nine percent, you're gonna always feel like you're
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  Speaker 6: the odd ball out. And people don't understand you. That's
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  Speaker 6: why I always said that people have to be anointed
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  Speaker 6: to be in my life. You got to be sent
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  Speaker 6: to me or I have to be called to you. Otherwise,
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  Speaker 6: like who I am, I'm going to frustrate you and
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  Speaker 6: I'm always have to apologize to you and things like that,
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  Speaker 6: And based upon what we learned about me last night,
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  Speaker 6: like I don't have the space to have people in
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  Speaker 6: my space where I have to always apologize just for
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  Speaker 6: me being me, Like this is me. This is not
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  Speaker 6: me trying to come in and take over. This is
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  Speaker 6: not me trying to you know, not respect leadership or
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  Speaker 6: anybody else.
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  Speaker 7: It's just it's just me.
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  Speaker 6: So the maturity side of me is saying, now that
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  Speaker 6: I know how I process things internally and externally, it's that, now, how.
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  Speaker 7: Do other people need to receive you?
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  Speaker 6: That's where the maturity comes in and like, yeah, now
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  Speaker 6: you know that you're a D and D even when
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  Speaker 6: you don't try, But how can you be an I
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  Speaker 6: or S or C and moments where other people need
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  Speaker 6: me to be without losing like who I Am?
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  Speaker 3: That's the clip right there. Thank you so much.
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  Speaker 1: Listen, if you join if you joined in, you saw
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  Speaker 1: her first it's because she got that. She got that authority.
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  Speaker 1: She got that authority. If you don't know where you are.
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  Speaker 7: You just let it it.
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  Speaker 1: Just asked the podcast, well we create a safe space
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  Speaker 1: for influence. Does the d Compress have of and just just.
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  Speaker 6: Just wanted to say that, just ask.
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  Speaker 1: Okay, today it's gonna be fun. I'm gonna introduce who
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  Speaker 1: y'all just saw in a moment. But y'all already know
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  Speaker 1: what y'all want. Come on, do this with me on
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  Speaker 1: desert right, hey, desilt right.
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  Speaker 6: I always wanted to do that.
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  Speaker 1: I love her so much, that's all right, before you
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  Speaker 1: put it back on her, put it on you, sis.
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  Speaker 3: How you doing? How you doing?
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  Speaker 1: I know, we I know, we got to get ourselves together.
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  Speaker 1: Because I am so good. I'm good, you know, I've
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  Speaker 1: just been This morning has been good. I went to
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  Speaker 1: a service for my friends little baby that you know,
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  Speaker 1: and so just even in that moment, you know, I've
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  Speaker 1: just been able just to kind of sit in gratitude
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  Speaker 1: because their faith is just so big, you know what
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  Speaker 1: I'm saying. So I love them and so I'm just
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  Speaker 1: just processing a little bit.
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  Speaker 3: But otherwise I'm good.
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  Speaker 1: Because God is so faithful God is faith He's still
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  Speaker 1: so faithful. He is faithful, and I was. I've been
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  Speaker 1: reading Sawo Timothy this week with my dad, So we've
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  Speaker 1: been reading a new Testament.
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  Speaker 3: His church is doing it. Shout out to my diddy.
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  Speaker 3: Indeed I did.
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  Speaker 1: And in the in the script sure it talks about
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  Speaker 1: in two Timothy, I think it might be the second
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  Speaker 1: second chapter, it talks about how although when we become faithless,
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  Speaker 1: he remains faithful because he cannot allow on himself.
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  Speaker 6: Right.
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  Speaker 1: But that's the that's the reward of being in God,
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  Speaker 1: because I met. When we decide to be in here,
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  Speaker 1: in Him, our major measure of faith is increased. But
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  Speaker 1: also we get to see the increase and influx of
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  Speaker 1: His faithfulness because we're in Him.
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  Speaker 3: So that's that's it. That's exciting.
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  Speaker 1: And so before we get into it, before we get
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  Speaker 1: into we gotta acknowledge our community.
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  Speaker 3: Okay, y'all know, y'all like this community highlight.
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna keep it brief today because I really want
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  Speaker 1: to get to my my love overhill to my left.
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  Speaker 3: I love him so much.
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  Speaker 1: But I would love to personally shout out Brittany Paul
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  Speaker 1: Britney pauls Brittany Latrice Paul Okay, that's her Instagram name.
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  Speaker 3: Brittany. We're so proud of you. First of all, we
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  Speaker 3: want to thank you.
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  Speaker 1: You've always been sport of you, always shown up, you
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  Speaker 1: always sent a word of encouragement, You always so and
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  Speaker 1: so thank you so much for being the supporter you are.
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  Speaker 1: But however, I just so excited. We are so excited
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  Speaker 1: about what God is doing for you in this season.
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  Speaker 1: He is exposing you beyond what you could see.
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  Speaker 3: He's giving you the giving you the accuracy of your dreams.
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  Speaker 1: He's given you the accuracy of the worst that you've
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  Speaker 1: been uh has been spoken over you. So I'm super
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  Speaker 1: excited for what He's doing. May the love of God
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  Speaker 1: just overwhelm you in this season. We love you, y'all
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  Speaker 1: give it up for missus Britney part all right, I
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  Speaker 1: found my butt in Jessica, you found one time?
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  Speaker 3: Are you doing.
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  Speaker 1: All right?
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  Speaker 3: Her and her button?
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  Speaker 7: The people know?
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  Speaker 3: Did y'all enjoy that? Y'all did y'all?
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  Speaker 1: Let doesn't really know in the commune, yea if y'all
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  Speaker 1: enjoyed it or not. But I gotta get I gotta
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  Speaker 1: get to the woman the God that y'all saw first. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: y'all know I love a good introduction. This lady Hill
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  Speaker 1: is nothing to play with. This Lady Hill, okay, is special. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: She's special beyond just being like personally to me. She
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  Speaker 1: is special to this world. God really sent her for
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  Speaker 1: a time such as this. She's an author, she is
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  Speaker 1: a full in ministry, but uniquely okay, because she she
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  Speaker 1: moves where God wants her to move. She is the
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  Speaker 1: definition of an entrepreneur. Like when we talk about entrepreneurs,
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  Speaker 1: I think about you know, you might have one lane. No,
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  Speaker 1: she's multifaceted, Okay, she is.
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  Speaker 3: She has done the link that y'all saw.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, this whole right here and her husband you know
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  Speaker 1: jad for me that y'all saw last year, this time
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  Speaker 1: that they are forced to be wrecking with. But most importantly,
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  Speaker 1: she is a daughter of the King and the child
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  Speaker 1: the most High, and she embraces that. She really embraces that.
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  Speaker 1: And also she holds the title of being my spiritual mother.
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  Speaker 7: That's right, where where's the sound?
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  Speaker 3: She also passed on forward to do what she's doing about.
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  Speaker 3: So I present this song to.
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  Speaker 1: Introduce the others, none other then Doctor d from Mad.
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  Speaker 3: Coach.
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  Speaker 1: Well, I'll gonna hear me call her coach. That's what
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  Speaker 1: That's why I learned to call her. I remember you
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  Speaker 1: remember that time you aren't know what to say. Listen
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  Speaker 1: when I first I know her for like five dogs
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  Speaker 1: five years now five years and when I first was
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  Speaker 1: like being introduced her and she was like damn me.
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  Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, she's in my DM
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  Speaker 1: because she didn't she didn't.
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  Speaker 3: Chick records, like oh my god, sails.
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  Speaker 1: And I was like, hey, hey, beautiful, I was just
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  Speaker 1: called I was just checking it. Look at her face.
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  Speaker 1: She was like, I forgot what I said. I just
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  Speaker 1: remember hate beautiful. And she was like, Hi, you can
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  Speaker 1: just refer to me as coach or I was like
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  Speaker 1: oh and she was like yeah, I don't do terms
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  Speaker 1: of endearments.
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  Speaker 2: I was like, I've been cool.
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  Speaker 3: Listen, talk about y'all be talking.
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  Speaker 1: About rebuke and gearing from day one, from day direction
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  Speaker 1: correct correction.
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  Speaker 3: Now how you feeling today, coach?
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  Speaker 6: I am super excited to be here with both of you.
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  Speaker 7: Guys, Like this means everything to me.
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  Speaker 6: That this is my first time on Just ask the podcast.
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  Speaker 3: Coach, are we really gonna start?
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  Speaker 2: Like this.
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  Speaker 6: Had to let the people know that after a hundredth episode.
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  Speaker 1: And your this is not one hundred, you gonna be
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  Speaker 1: in the nineties.
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  Speaker 6: Yeah, okay, I thought she was gonna wait to play
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  Speaker 6: it out for a hundred or something.
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  Speaker 1: Coach, can you stop telling me folks that this is
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  Speaker 1: your first time on just ass.
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  Speaker 3: Because we did a just ass at the leak with you. Coach.
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  Speaker 6: Yeah, I know, but it was a lot of people.
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  Speaker 3: You just wanted your solo because Coach JD had his solo.
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  Speaker 1: Shout out to Coach, Listen, we were we were just
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  Speaker 1: talking about what y'all heard her like talking about earlier.
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  Speaker 1: We took a disk assessment as a team. There's a
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  Speaker 1: team of us that help and assistant served the fumbies
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  Speaker 1: in their ministry, right, and so we're super excited about that.
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  Speaker 1: We had a team out in last night and it
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  Speaker 1: when I tell you that dog one j D fumy.
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  Speaker 1: I don't y'all go watch this episode. Okay, we'll look
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  Speaker 1: it down, but it was so good. And Coach has
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  Speaker 1: this revelation of herself because she's a hogh D and
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  Speaker 1: everybody guessed that she was a high D off the
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  Speaker 1: disk assessment, and so she was just sharing on her heart.
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  Speaker 1: But how did you wake up this morning knowing the
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  Speaker 1: knowledge of you being a high D.
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  Speaker 6: Yeah, so one I started to appreciate myself more because
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  Speaker 6: I always criticized myself. I know a lot of times,
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  Speaker 6: like people, they see me showing up confidently, but I'm
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  Speaker 6: still trying to figure out how to be me and
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  Speaker 6: still enter into the rooms where I'm not intimidating other people.
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  Speaker 6: But knowing that I am naturally a D, which means
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  Speaker 6: dominant externally and internally, I know that I no longer
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  Speaker 6: have to adjust in order to fit certain spaces or
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  Speaker 6: to make other people feel comfortable. And like I was
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  Speaker 6: sharing before, is that you have to be sent to me.
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  Speaker 6: And when you're sent to me, that means that you're
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  Speaker 6: coming into my life because you're ready for change in
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  Speaker 6: your life and being a D high D on both
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  Speaker 6: sides yield the results that I'm looking at right now.
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  Speaker 6: Even through you, I'm just saying you start, I'm just saying.
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  Speaker 1: And I will, I will say that you said something
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  Speaker 1: that I'm surprised about. But how I feel too like
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  Speaker 1: you just you said that a couple of times where
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  Speaker 1: like you walk into rooms and you try to like
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  Speaker 1: adjust and I think adjustment is fair, right, I think
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  Speaker 1: adjustment is fair because there's something that says about being
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  Speaker 1: all things to all people, but we need to know
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  Speaker 1: like that does not alter our core of who we are. However,
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  Speaker 1: that's something I struggle with because it'd be like, you know.
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  Speaker 3: I come off a bit much.
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  Speaker 1: You know, I come off a bit much, and people
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  Speaker 1: might take me or digest me one way, but and
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  Speaker 1: my intentions are like no, I would never do that,
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  Speaker 1: Like I just want something to be better, Like I
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  Speaker 1: just want to enhance.
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  Speaker 3: But how can I portray that?
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  Speaker 1: Like, how have you been able to maneuver mentally and
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  Speaker 1: maintain the companies?
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  Speaker 3: Because you've been only about this word you've been been y'all.
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  Speaker 3: I get it. I begin it.
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  Speaker 1: I begin it because you're like just got need just
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  Speaker 1: your own company. How do you maneuver through that and
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  Speaker 1: maintain your comfidence level?
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  Speaker 7: Yeah?
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  Speaker 6: So I realized, like, when I'm entering into a space,
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  Speaker 6: I know my intentions and my motives, and oftentimes people
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  Speaker 6: they judge us based upon how they feel about themselves
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  Speaker 6: or how they see themselves. And so I realized, like
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  Speaker 6: I no longer have to modify like who I am
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  Speaker 6: to adjust to the low self esteem or the low
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  Speaker 6: confidence that they may be struggling with. And I've learned
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  Speaker 6: how to now enter into a room and feel confident
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  Speaker 6: about who I am, but also embrace wherever someone else
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  Speaker 6: may be, so it's not a judgment to them. But
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  Speaker 6: I'm no longer judging myself for being the way that
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  Speaker 6: I am.
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  Speaker 1: I'm not judging myself for being the way that I am.
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  Speaker 1: If that's not a hashtag or a quotable, I don't
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  Speaker 1: know what is, because that that is. I didn't realize
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  Speaker 1: that was connected. The lack of confidence is connected to
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  Speaker 1: self judgement.
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  Speaker 3: But because we all have she years on me. I'm
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  Speaker 3: gonna say this a lot. She gets on me.
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  Speaker 1: About this, She gets to me about this, about just
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  Speaker 1: being She's like, everybody got problems, everybody issues. How do
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  Speaker 1: we overcome that? So I want us to do something
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  Speaker 1: because you are folks, know you people people you you
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  Speaker 1: not outside in like like outside outside but you outside.
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  Speaker 7: I'm not knowing you.
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  Speaker 1: I think it's a good a good place because we
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  Speaker 1: got to go from the beginning, d in the past,
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  Speaker 1: like as far as how did everything start with you?
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  Speaker 1: Because you weren't always safe, No, you did not always
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  Speaker 1: believe in the Lord. You was not always You've always
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  Speaker 1: probably been dumbing it.
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  Speaker 3: That idea. But how do how do we go from.
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  Speaker 1: A d that doesn't appreciate God, doesn't have a relationship
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  Speaker 1: with God, to somebody that is, Hey, I show the
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  Speaker 1: love of God every day.
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  Speaker 6: Yeah, you know, it's so powerful for me because you know,
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  Speaker 6: I grew up like in the church and my mom
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  Speaker 6: she took me to church and we were always tearing
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  Speaker 6: for the holy goals and you know, seeing people shout
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  Speaker 6: and scream and all of that. But then we would
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  Speaker 6: go home and we would be abused. And so what
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  Speaker 6: I learned from church people is that they were mean
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  Speaker 6: and they were broke, and I did not want any
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  Speaker 6: part of it. I did not want to serve the
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  Speaker 6: God that they were serving if this this was the
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  Speaker 6: results that they were getting, And so I stayed away
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  Speaker 6: from church.
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  Speaker 7: I didn't believe that there was a God.
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  Speaker 6: It couldn't be a God with the way that they
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  Speaker 6: would be in church acting like they loved him, but
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  Speaker 6: then their regular lifestyle wasn't a reflection of it. And
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  Speaker 6: so I stayed away from stayed away from God. And
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  Speaker 6: just due to the history in my household, I started
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  Speaker 6: seeking love in other places. And the first type of
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  Speaker 6: love that I found was in a homosexual lesbian relationship.
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  Speaker 6: And you know, truth of the matter is that I
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  Speaker 6: enjoyed being in a relationship. I was there for almost
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  Speaker 6: five years, and you know, to me, we had the
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  Speaker 6: perfect lifestyle.
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  Speaker 7: We had.
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  Speaker 6: I bought my first house when I was nineteen years old.
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  Speaker 6: We were driving brand new cars off the lot, had
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  Speaker 6: a motorcycle. We would go to gay clubs and we
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  Speaker 6: would be like the it couple that everybody wanted, you know,
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  Speaker 6: wanted to know or you know, to be a part
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  Speaker 6: of our circle. And after that, the lady and I
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  Speaker 6: we started going to church. And when we started going
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  Speaker 6: to church, I was like, oh, okay, like you know,
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  Speaker 6: this is this is new, this is different because I
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  Speaker 6: was in that lifestyle. Everybody, you know, the church people,
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  Speaker 6: they always had a scripture for you and all of that,
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  Speaker 6: and I had one for them.
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  Speaker 7: I was ready. I didn't know what's something I.
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  Speaker 6: Felt was a scripture. Some of heard some of her
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  Speaker 6: that they was gonna get, you know what I'm saying,
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  Speaker 6: and so like, from then we started going to church.
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  Speaker 6: And I remember one day, truthfully, I didn't I open
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  Speaker 6: up my Bible, but I didn't know where to start.
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  Speaker 6: And I said, Okay, I am going to research, like
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  Speaker 6: my lifestyle, what does the Bible say about homosexuality? And
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  Speaker 6: I had never read the Bible before, had not ever
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  Speaker 6: heard a scripture about homosexuality. And so I went to
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  Speaker 6: the Concordance and I looked at homosexuality and I started
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  Speaker 6: reading all of these scriptures and I felt like my
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  Speaker 6: eyes were open. And I remember asking her, I said, so,
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  Speaker 6: you're saying that the lifestyle that we're in, like is wrong,
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  Speaker 6: and she said, yeah, but God wouldn't allow us to
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  Speaker 6: feel this way if we weren't supposed to be together.
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  Speaker 6: But all I heard in that moment was her saying
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  Speaker 6: that our lifestyle was wrong. And so we continue to
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  Speaker 6: go to church. But now I'm seeing in church and
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  Speaker 6: I'm uncomfortable being in the church with her, and so
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  Speaker 6: I started going to y'all was going to church to
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  Speaker 6: get going to church together. At first, Oh yeah, She's
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  Speaker 6: the one that introduced me to start going to church
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  Speaker 6: because she had a relationship with, you know, with God.
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  Speaker 6: And so I started feeling uncomfortable going to church with her,
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  Speaker 6: and so I started going to another church. I started
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  Speaker 6: going to another church, and you know, they're preaching the Bible.
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  Speaker 6: I'm having these experiences with God or you know, I
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  Speaker 6: feel like it's God. I'm having these experience I've never
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  Speaker 6: had before, and it's causing me to question my entire lifestyle.
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  Speaker 6: And I'm starting looking at her differently. I'm starting looking
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  Speaker 6: at the way that I'm living differently. And I remember
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  Speaker 6: hearing God's voice telling me that I was going to
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  Speaker 6: leave her, and I'm like, God, like, I cannot leave
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  Speaker 6: her because you know, I have false loyalty sometime to people.
• 17:09
  Speaker 6: And I just felt like she helped me to get
• 17:13
  Speaker 6: to where I was, like pulling me from the street.
• 17:15
  Speaker 6: She has been such a great like a role model
• 17:19
  Speaker 6: to me. We loved each other, we loved the lifestyle.
• 17:22
  Speaker 6: So God was saying, like, Yo, it's time for you
• 17:24
  Speaker 6: to come out of the lifestyle. I went to church
• 17:27
  Speaker 6: and I told God this. I said, if I don't
• 17:30
  Speaker 6: hear your voice today, I'm not leaving her now.
• 17:33
  Speaker 7: Who am I to challenge this man?
• 17:36
  Speaker 6: I was like, I said, if I don't hear your
• 17:38
  Speaker 6: voice today now, I ain't never heard the voice of God.
• 17:40
  Speaker 6: I don't even know I don't even know what the
• 17:42
  Speaker 6: voice sound like, but if I don't hear the voice
• 17:45
  Speaker 6: of God, I said, I'm not leaving her, and I'm
• 17:48
  Speaker 6: never like, I'm never having this conversation again. Now this
• 17:50
  Speaker 6: is what I'm telling, Like, I'm telling God, like, yo, this,
• 17:53
  Speaker 6: this is it. So I go to church, I'm hearing
• 17:55
  Speaker 6: the message and I'm saying, I'm sitting there crying. Don't
• 17:59
  Speaker 6: know why I'm crying, but I am crying. And here
• 18:03
  Speaker 6: I am I find myself walking to the altar. And
• 18:07
  Speaker 6: this is why I believe so much in a prophetic
• 18:09
  Speaker 6: and intercessors. It's because when I went to the altar,
• 18:13
  Speaker 6: I was crying so bad that I couldn't even tell
• 18:16
  Speaker 6: her what I needed prayer for. And she looked at
• 18:19
  Speaker 6: me so boldly and she said, the Lord said that
• 18:21
  Speaker 6: the decision that you're making today is.
• 18:23
  Speaker 7: The right decision.
• 18:24
  Speaker 6: Wow.
• 18:25
  Speaker 3: Yeah.
• 18:25
  Speaker 6: And then like so I'm crying, and she said, God
• 18:29
  Speaker 6: really wants you to know that the decision that you're
• 18:32
  Speaker 6: making today is the right decision. And so they had
• 18:36
  Speaker 6: to carry me back to my seat now because I'm like,
• 18:38
  Speaker 6: oh my God, Like I feel like I was grieving
• 18:41
  Speaker 6: like a whole like death, because I knew that the
• 18:44
  Speaker 6: death of me in that moment, like I was, it
• 18:47
  Speaker 6: was like a conversion.
• 18:48
  Speaker 7: What's happening in that moment. She came back to the
• 18:52
  Speaker 7: pew that I was sitting on.
• 18:53
  Speaker 6: She said, I don't know what decision that you have
• 18:55
  Speaker 6: to make, but God really want you to know that
• 18:57
  Speaker 6: the decision that you're making is the right decision. This
• 19:00
  Speaker 6: is the third time that she said this. And I
• 19:02
  Speaker 6: went home and I told the woman that I was with.
• 19:05
  Speaker 6: I told her, I said, I can't, I can't do
• 19:07
  Speaker 6: this anymore. God is calling me out. We went to bed,
• 19:10
  Speaker 6: holding each other. We cried so hard because we knew
• 19:14
  Speaker 6: that this was the end of us. And so I
• 19:18
  Speaker 6: left that entire lifestyle based upon God proving himself to me.
• 19:25
  Speaker 6: And after I left, you know, my life it did,
• 19:28
  Speaker 6: you know, go down before it came up, and to
• 19:31
  Speaker 6: the point that I was living in the basement of
• 19:34
  Speaker 6: someone's house at that church. And I'm not talking about
• 19:37
  Speaker 6: like you know, the basements that we have right now.
• 19:40
  Speaker 6: I'm talking about the basements whereas cement, no heat, no
• 19:43
  Speaker 6: air down there.
• 19:44
  Speaker 7: That's the type of basement.
• 19:45
  Speaker 6: So I went from having the lifestyle, having the support,
• 19:48
  Speaker 6: having everything that I wanted in.
• 19:50
  Speaker 7: Life to now my life looking like this.
• 19:53
  Speaker 3: How old were you at the time I was.
• 19:55
  Speaker 7: I was in my twenties.
• 19:56
  Speaker 6: I was in my twenties. And so I feel let
• 19:58
  Speaker 6: me pause and say this. I feel like, you know,
• 20:00
  Speaker 6: oftentimes people they start to lose their faith in the
• 20:03
  Speaker 6: transition and in the process, because when God told me
• 20:06
  Speaker 6: to do something, I obeyed, My life didn't go up.
• 20:09
  Speaker 6: It actually went down, like it got worse before it
• 20:13
  Speaker 6: got better. And so like what God was doing was
• 20:16
  Speaker 6: he was really purging me of the lifestyle. So all
• 20:18
  Speaker 6: the friends that I had while I was in that lifestyle,
• 20:20
  Speaker 6: they gone. I don't see them, I don't know them,
• 20:23
  Speaker 6: like everybody, everybody gone. All the money that I had, everything,
• 20:26
  Speaker 6: like literally it's gone. And I remember there were nights
• 20:30
  Speaker 6: where I said, you know what, I'm just going back
• 20:32
  Speaker 6: to the lifestyle. I remember, like at night, midnight, I'm
• 20:35
  Speaker 6: trying to call her because I'm like, I'm coming back.
• 20:39
  Speaker 7: She would not answer the phone.
• 20:40
  Speaker 6: And by the time that she answered the phone, I
• 20:42
  Speaker 6: mean call me back, like I'm I'm back to my
• 20:44
  Speaker 6: I'm back to myself. And you know, from there, my
• 20:48
  Speaker 6: obedience pretty much led me here. And I told God,
• 20:54
  Speaker 6: I said, okay, since you want me so bad, you're
• 20:57
  Speaker 6: going to have to prove to me that you're really God.
• 21:00
  Speaker 3: And so this is why I.
• 21:02
  Speaker 6: Stand ten times down that who God is. And so
• 21:05
  Speaker 6: when I preach and I minister, I minister from a
• 21:08
  Speaker 6: place where God has proven every step of the way
• 21:10
  Speaker 6: that he's a deliverer, that he's a provider, that he's
• 21:13
  Speaker 6: a miracle worker, that he's a healer. Because my process,
• 21:16
  Speaker 6: my life, God proved through many trials and tribulations that
• 21:21
  Speaker 6: he is God like a miracle worker, you know, healing me,
• 21:25
  Speaker 6: allowing my mind, my body, you know, burying three of
• 21:29
  Speaker 6: my sons, having a miscarriage, like only only God could
• 21:33
  Speaker 6: allow me to be right here in my right mind,
• 21:35
  Speaker 6: having to go through all of that. So every step
• 21:37
  Speaker 6: of the way, even through the trials and tribulations, God
• 21:40
  Speaker 6: proved that he's he's a healer, he's a miracle worker.
• 21:43
  Speaker 7: And so that's the deed that you see see.
• 21:45
  Speaker 6: Today, one that is ten times down with Jehovah Abbah
• 21:51
  Speaker 6: my father.
• 21:52
  Speaker 7: Like I love God because he's been faithful.
• 21:55
  Speaker 1: You said a lot and coach, I love you, and
• 21:58
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna say this, you said ten times down. Yeah,
• 22:10
  Speaker 1: because He's gonna say, babe, you said ten times twice,
• 22:15
  Speaker 1: it's sorry.
• 22:19
  Speaker 3: She still she tried to be a little.
• 22:25
  Speaker 1: So, but you said so much in that Let's let's
• 22:28
  Speaker 1: start here, you let's start hear in the place of
• 22:31
  Speaker 1: the place of transition and navigating transition, because that's so important.
• 22:36
  Speaker 3: You're talking to my now so good, Like, listen, I
• 22:40
  Speaker 3: want you to throw the tape, the whole tape.
• 22:43
  Speaker 1: You're talking to my now so good, because I don't
• 22:46
  Speaker 1: I will be honest the place of transition, I make
• 22:50
  Speaker 1: the worst mistakes, like I make emotional decisions. How Like,
• 22:55
  Speaker 1: I'm so appreciated that you brought up like, hey, I
• 22:57
  Speaker 1: did I did call but the Lord. Yeah, so what
• 23:02
  Speaker 1: was your prayer language, what was your intentions?
• 23:04
  Speaker 3: What was your practice like in the midst of transition?
• 23:07
  Speaker 6: Yeah, so in the midst of transition, like I really
• 23:09
  Speaker 6: threw myself into a safe place, Like there's no way
• 23:12
  Speaker 6: that I could be in this place if I didn
• 23:15
  Speaker 6: surround myself in uh with a community of believers who
• 23:19
  Speaker 6: had faith that I didn't have, and so like I
• 23:21
  Speaker 6: had to borrow other people's faith at times, their belief,
• 23:24
  Speaker 6: their prayer language, their scriptures because I didn't know it.
• 23:28
  Speaker 7: I was in a new place.
• 23:29
  Speaker 6: I was almost like a new born baby entering into
• 23:32
  Speaker 6: a space that I had never experienced before, and God
• 23:35
  Speaker 6: telling me to go to a place where I felt lonely,
• 23:39
  Speaker 6: like I didn't have my mother, my father, my siblings,
• 23:41
  Speaker 6: I didn't have anybody but these.
• 23:43
  Speaker 7: People that was in the church.
• 23:45
  Speaker 6: And I'm finding out I'm facing disappointments because I'm finding
• 23:49
  Speaker 6: out that there are just like streets in the church.
• 23:52
  Speaker 6: Like so I'm like, I'm just feeling lost. I'm feeling
• 23:55
  Speaker 6: confused during this time. But I did find a community
• 24:00
  Speaker 6: that helped me, small group really helped me during that time,
• 24:03
  Speaker 6: and I really put myself like in the word of
• 24:07
  Speaker 6: God for real. And I'm not trying to overspiritualize this,
• 24:10
  Speaker 6: but when I looked outside, like there was nothing, there
• 24:14
  Speaker 6: was nobody one who was transitioning the way that I
• 24:17
  Speaker 6: felt like I was transitioning. You know, a lot of
• 24:19
  Speaker 6: times we feel like we're the only ones that are
• 24:21
  Speaker 6: going through something, like nobody else could be experiencing this
• 24:25
  Speaker 6: transition right here. They don't understand, and so like I
• 24:28
  Speaker 6: felt like nobody understood. But I did know that, Okay,
• 24:32
  Speaker 6: the place where I was, I had the revelation and
• 24:35
  Speaker 6: I had the conviction this is not what God had
• 24:38
  Speaker 6: for me. So I knew that I had to do
• 24:40
  Speaker 6: something different if I was going to yield the results
• 24:43
  Speaker 6: that he really won from me. So I kept saying, like, Okay,
• 24:46
  Speaker 6: gotta be something that God wants from me. As to
• 24:49
  Speaker 6: the reason why he would call me out of a lifestyle,
• 24:51
  Speaker 6: Why you ain't choose somebody else, because there are people
• 24:53
  Speaker 6: you know that feel like they're gonna be in the
• 24:55
  Speaker 6: lifestyle for the rest of their life. Why ain't called
• 24:57
  Speaker 6: him out? Why you calling me out? And this was
• 25:00
  Speaker 6: a safe place for me. So I was more so
• 25:03
  Speaker 6: pursuing and trying to figure out what did he see
• 25:05
  Speaker 6: and me that was so great that he would choose
• 25:08
  Speaker 6: me to come out of this lifestyle.
• 25:10
  Speaker 3: It's so good. Yeah. What keep ringing in my mind
• 25:12
  Speaker 3: is like, how how brave you are because I'm I'm
• 25:19
  Speaker 3: I ain't gonna lie ooh, I mean, I'm.
• 25:22
  Speaker 1: Gullible, Like it's just it's like, oh, but this relationship,
• 25:26
  Speaker 1: but I'm gonna hurt this person in our life, Like
• 25:28
  Speaker 1: it's just it's it probably breaks my heart harder than
• 25:30
  Speaker 1: it do the other person.
• 25:31
  Speaker 6: That's what I all the time, Because you got to
• 25:34
  Speaker 6: keep in mind, like we had a whole family. So
• 25:36
  Speaker 6: she she had four kids at the time that I've
• 25:39
  Speaker 6: raised and we're living in the same household together.
• 25:42
  Speaker 7: So I didn't just leave her.
• 25:43
  Speaker 6: I'm leaving the family dynamic, the only family dynamic that
• 25:47
  Speaker 6: the only safe place that I've had.
• 25:49
  Speaker 7: I've been on my own.
• 25:50
  Speaker 6: I was sixteen years old, Since sixteen years old, and
• 25:53
  Speaker 6: this was the only family dynamic that I knew. And
• 25:57
  Speaker 6: here it is God. He's taken away the only thing
• 26:00
  Speaker 6: that I feel safe, the only place I feel safe.
• 26:03
  Speaker 6: I'm like, yo, so okay, well, let me figure out
• 26:07
  Speaker 6: what is this that he want from me?
• 26:09
  Speaker 7: What does he see?
• 26:09
  Speaker 6: What did he place inside of me that is so
• 26:11
  Speaker 6: great that he would choose me. He ain't call her out.
• 26:14
  Speaker 6: She's older than me, she's like ten, ten, twelve, thirteen
• 26:17
  Speaker 6: years older than me. Why he ain't call her out?
• 26:20
  Speaker 6: But why me?
• 26:23
  Speaker 1: The second thing that keep louse if I keep we can,
• 26:27
  Speaker 1: The second thing that keeps coming up, like the mind
• 26:30
  Speaker 1: you mindset you had because you've verbally said that I
• 26:33
  Speaker 1: was an atheist, like I was like, but I think
• 26:35
  Speaker 1: my mind is blown from you being with somebody said
• 26:38
  Speaker 1: that I have a relationship with God. The relationship with
• 26:41
  Speaker 1: God was kind of like, Okay, it's interesting because you're
• 26:44
  Speaker 1: living this lifestyle.
• 26:45
  Speaker 3: However, and I'm an atheist, I don't care.
• 26:47
  Speaker 7: Yeah, but now that.
• 26:50
  Speaker 6: I do not care, I'm gonna get what I'm here
• 26:52
  Speaker 6: to get what I want, what I need, not serving
• 26:55
  Speaker 6: your your God.
• 26:55
  Speaker 7: I don't care nothing about your God.
• 26:57
  Speaker 1: So how does an atheist become curious about a god
• 26:59
  Speaker 1: that get doing well?
• 27:00
  Speaker 6: She asked me to go to church with her, and
• 27:01
  Speaker 6: I was doing that out of relationship with her, and
• 27:04
  Speaker 6: here I am in relation. See, this is why the
• 27:07
  Speaker 6: power of relationship power relationship and it can go both ways.
• 27:10
  Speaker 7: It can go both ways.
• 27:11
  Speaker 6: This one so happened to lead me into a place
• 27:16
  Speaker 6: that opened up my eyes concerning God.
• 27:19
  Speaker 7: Yeah.
• 27:20
  Speaker 6: So yeah, so I did it only you know, just
• 27:23
  Speaker 6: really just following her, not because I felt like I
• 27:26
  Speaker 6: was going to get anything when I was in there.
• 27:28
  Speaker 3: This is this, No, but this is so powerful. This
• 27:30
  Speaker 3: was ray you you good over there. This is so
• 27:34
  Speaker 3: powerful because.
• 27:37
  Speaker 1: We just had ministers training or whatever, and it was
• 27:40
  Speaker 1: It's kind of touched on this base of being not
• 27:43
  Speaker 1: being a preacher, but being a minister, being in ministry,
• 27:47
  Speaker 1: because real ministry is embodying just like a livelihood, and
• 27:51
  Speaker 1: what she believed in was enough, her faith, her faith,
• 27:55
  Speaker 1: her measure of faith was enough to bring you to
• 27:59
  Speaker 1: a place where you could be exposed even more.
• 28:02
  Speaker 3: Like that is blowing my mind.
• 28:04
  Speaker 7: But here's the thing.
• 28:05
  Speaker 6: She ended up getting upset with God because she said
• 28:08
  Speaker 6: every time that she told somebody about God that they
• 28:12
  Speaker 6: would leave her and start following him.
• 28:17
  Speaker 3: So they really spoke to her guilt. Yeah.
• 28:19
  Speaker 6: Oh and now like guess what, now we're friends. She'd met,
• 28:22
  Speaker 6: she'd have met JD. She's not in a lifestyle anymore.
• 28:25
  Speaker 6: Her daughter have come to Prophetic Cohn. Like, yes, her
• 28:29
  Speaker 6: daughters a prophetic con followed me in ministry and everything
• 28:32
  Speaker 6: because they saw the life that I lived back then
• 28:35
  Speaker 6: with them, and they see the life that I that
• 28:38
  Speaker 6: I'm living right now in front of them, so they
• 28:41
  Speaker 6: know my process, so.
• 28:42
  Speaker 7: They know that this is real.
• 28:44
  Speaker 3: Wow, yeah, this is so good.
• 28:46
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 28:46
  Speaker 6: And then even her son found me probably about two
• 28:49
  Speaker 6: years ago. He found me, I mean he did research
• 28:52
  Speaker 6: to locate me because he he's living in Texas to
• 28:56
  Speaker 6: just thank me for being the person that I was
• 28:59
  Speaker 6: to hear back then.
• 29:00
  Speaker 3: Wow.
• 29:01
  Speaker 6: Yeah, and you know, appreciating the person that I am today. Yeah,
• 29:06
  Speaker 6: so my one decision it changed the whole family. And
• 29:09
  Speaker 6: so a lot of times, like we think that the
• 29:12
  Speaker 6: decision that God is, you know, pulling on us to
• 29:16
  Speaker 6: make that it's all about us. Like, no, it's not
• 29:18
  Speaker 6: about us. Like there's an army, there's a nation, there's
• 29:21
  Speaker 6: a family, there's one person that needs you to make
• 29:24
  Speaker 6: the right decisions so that they can follow God. So
• 29:28
  Speaker 6: it's not even about you. Like Jad and I we
• 29:30
  Speaker 6: were talking this morning, and we were saying, like, when
• 29:34
  Speaker 6: you make a decision, the enemy he's looking. He's trying
• 29:40
  Speaker 6: to distract you so much by just getting a foothold
• 29:45
  Speaker 6: into any area in your life, so that you would
• 29:49
  Speaker 6: never come into the full potential of who God had
• 29:53
  Speaker 6: called you to be. Like if he can just distract
• 29:55
  Speaker 6: you with you know, like maybe with this man, or
• 29:57
  Speaker 6: you know, distract you with this female.
• 30:00
  Speaker 7: Like if he can just distract you, that's all that
• 30:02
  Speaker 7: he need is to distract you.
• 30:04
  Speaker 6: Why because he wanted to divert you from operating purpose.
• 30:08
  Speaker 6: So if I were to continue that path, guess what,
• 30:11
  Speaker 6: I would not have been used in the magnitude in
• 30:14
  Speaker 6: which God is using me. And He's going to continue
• 30:16
  Speaker 6: to use me in Yeah, so it's not it's not
• 30:18
  Speaker 6: even about me. Like we have to get to a
• 30:20
  Speaker 6: place where we yield our life to God. And like
• 30:25
  Speaker 6: for me, like the life that I live, like this
• 30:27
  Speaker 6: life is not mine. And so that's why sometime and
• 30:30
  Speaker 6: I know you're on me about this about planning out
• 30:33
  Speaker 6: certain things, like it's hard for me to plan out
• 30:35
  Speaker 6: my life life for real, just ask. So it's hard
• 30:41
  Speaker 6: for me to plan out my life because my life
• 30:43
  Speaker 6: is so yielded to God. Now I just want to
• 30:46
  Speaker 6: please God. And so every day my life looks different,
• 30:50
  Speaker 6: it's not the same. Like I want to have free
• 30:53
  Speaker 6: time in my schedule so that I can navigate and
• 30:56
  Speaker 6: do what God called me to do without having to
• 30:59
  Speaker 6: think about what's on my calendar. So I am free
• 31:02
  Speaker 6: to live a life that's pleasing to God. I want
• 31:05
  Speaker 6: to obey God in every area of my life. I
• 31:07
  Speaker 6: didn't make all of those sacrifices. I didn't give up
• 31:10
  Speaker 6: all of that. I didn't go through this transition or
• 31:12
  Speaker 6: this process not to continue to figure out how God
• 31:16
  Speaker 6: wants to use me on this earth.
• 31:18
  Speaker 7: It's not about me, it's not about you.
• 31:19
  Speaker 1: Just it's not about me. You're right, Yeah, I'm second.
• 31:23
  Speaker 1: That's what It's a what do you call it? A
• 31:26
  Speaker 1: movement called I Am sicking, And that's what their biggest
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: thing was, Like it's not about you, and I think
• 31:31
  Speaker 1: that's the hardest part.
• 31:32
  Speaker 3: Like that's the part like killing your flavor.
• 31:37
  Speaker 7: It hurts so bad.
• 31:38
  Speaker 3: I'm hurting now.
• 31:40
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you after this because this ain't the
• 31:41
  Speaker 1: episode about the revelation that God gave me just this
• 31:45
  Speaker 1: week because I was feeling It's like, God, I feel
• 31:47
  Speaker 1: this connected. Like I'm feeling this connected and I asked
• 31:50
  Speaker 1: for it, and baby, he gave it to.
• 31:52
  Speaker 3: Me through the Woman of God. I was like, oh,
• 31:56
  Speaker 3: this is what I've been dealing with. Oh okay, bet,
• 31:58
  Speaker 3: let's go tell you that later.
• 32:00
  Speaker 7: But I ain't read.
• 32:03
  Speaker 1: Yeah going through but I think that I think you're
• 32:08
  Speaker 1: you're talking so good, but the connection to your livelihood.
• 32:11
  Speaker 1: One of the things that you said that they you
• 32:13
  Speaker 1: thought they were church people were was it liars and broke? Yeah,
• 32:17
  Speaker 1: they were mean, mean and broke.
• 32:19
  Speaker 3: Let's get to the broke car, because that's one thing
• 32:21
  Speaker 3: you not.
• 32:28
  Speaker 7: That that one thing you.
• 32:33
  Speaker 3: Would you consider.
• 32:34
  Speaker 1: Have you always had this drive to execute in entrepreneurship?
• 32:39
  Speaker 1: How did you develop that, like what was what was
• 32:42
  Speaker 1: your relationship?
• 32:42
  Speaker 7: Feel like I just grew up in it.
• 32:45
  Speaker 6: Ever since I was in middle school, I was the
• 32:47
  Speaker 6: candy lady. I would I would bring candy to school
• 32:50
  Speaker 6: to sell. I started doing hair when I was in
• 32:53
  Speaker 6: high school. Like I always just I don't know, I
• 32:56
  Speaker 6: just always had some type of motivation to make money
• 32:59
  Speaker 6: because I saw, like how my parents they lived. My
• 33:02
  Speaker 6: parents were extremely hard workers, which I feel like I
• 33:06
  Speaker 6: got that from there. My dad he worked at his
• 33:09
  Speaker 6: job for over thirty three years. My mom she did
• 33:12
  Speaker 6: a lot of what I would consider now like household work,
• 33:15
  Speaker 6: but she worked extremely hard. But they never, you know,
• 33:19
  Speaker 6: got to the next level. They never owned real estate,
• 33:21
  Speaker 6: you know, like they always was in a struggle.
• 33:24
  Speaker 7: And I didn't want that.
• 33:25
  Speaker 6: So, you know, my goal was to figure out how
• 33:29
  Speaker 6: to make money.
• 33:30
  Speaker 7: Now here's the thing. I was a lover of money.
• 33:34
  Speaker 3: Talk about it.
• 33:35
  Speaker 6: I was a lover of money. I didn't understand that
• 33:37
  Speaker 6: money was a tool for purpose. Now I understand that
• 33:40
  Speaker 6: money is a tool for purpose. But initially I was
• 33:43
  Speaker 6: a lover for money, which means that I engaged in
• 33:45
  Speaker 6: various activities that you know, I got in trouble with
• 33:48
  Speaker 6: the laws several times, engaging in several activities because I
• 33:53
  Speaker 6: was a love it was twofold, a lover of money,
• 33:56
  Speaker 6: because I knew the lifestyle that money could provide, but
• 33:58
  Speaker 6: also at the same time was in survival mode. I
• 34:01
  Speaker 6: didn't have anybody to depend on and I had to
• 34:04
  Speaker 6: look out for me, and so I was in those
• 34:07
  Speaker 6: various activities for being the lover money because I saw
• 34:11
  Speaker 6: the lifestyle that it could provide, but also survival mode too.
• 34:14
  Speaker 1: There's a prayer that you said you prayed regarding God
• 34:18
  Speaker 1: as far as like, I guess accepting the call if
• 34:23
  Speaker 1: that makes it like you can correct me, but accepting
• 34:26
  Speaker 1: the call in regards to hey, I need to be
• 34:28
  Speaker 1: able to make this money. Yeah, I don't want to
• 34:30
  Speaker 1: be you know, I don't want to be broke. What
• 34:32
  Speaker 1: was that transition like for you of being a level
• 34:35
  Speaker 1: looking at it as being a level of money to
• 34:37
  Speaker 1: using it as a tool for Yeah, so you.
• 34:40
  Speaker 6: Know, initially, when you're a lover for money, you try
• 34:43
  Speaker 6: to figure out how how you can use money for
• 34:47
  Speaker 6: your purpose instead of for kingdom purposes, and so like
• 34:51
  Speaker 6: if it's all about paying your bills, it's all about
• 34:54
  Speaker 6: you know, like how you're going to eat, how you're
• 34:57
  Speaker 6: going to survive?
• 34:58
  Speaker 7: Like you have become lover money.
• 35:00
  Speaker 6: Money is a tool that is used to serve you
• 35:03
  Speaker 6: so that you can continue to do kingdom purpose. And
• 35:05
  Speaker 6: it's used to serve others as well. And so once
• 35:08
  Speaker 6: I had that revelation that, okay, it is a tool.
• 35:12
  Speaker 6: It is a tool that I need. You know what
• 35:14
  Speaker 6: I'm saying. It's almost like if I was building out
• 35:16
  Speaker 6: this desk right now. In order for this desk to
• 35:18
  Speaker 6: be fully uh fully executed, you have to use a
• 35:22
  Speaker 6: tool in order for it to be fully executed. So
• 35:25
  Speaker 6: money is a tool to help with you know, to
• 35:28
  Speaker 6: help with vision, to help with dreams. And so now
• 35:31
  Speaker 6: I realize that. So whether I have the money or
• 35:34
  Speaker 6: God put me in the company of someone that has
• 35:36
  Speaker 6: the money, it's still it's still a tool that we
• 35:38
  Speaker 6: used to serve kingdom purposes.
• 35:41
  Speaker 3: I'm gonna tell on myself this free okay, So we're
• 35:46
  Speaker 3: gonna use me as example.
• 35:48
  Speaker 7: Use you as an example. Sit up in my safe exam.
• 35:51
  Speaker 3: I'm about to sit up.
• 35:52
  Speaker 6: Hold on, it's not my look when when when when
• 35:56
  Speaker 6: just asked? It's talking to me and I have to
• 35:57
  Speaker 6: get serious. This this is how I look this ill
• 35:59
  Speaker 6: be on a.
• 36:02
  Speaker 3: Screenshot. We'll do together.
• 36:06
  Speaker 7: I'm like, I gotta I have to brace myself for Westcombe.
• 36:10
  Speaker 1: It's not that. But there's a ray got onto me
• 36:13
  Speaker 1: the other day about this. So the yes, about the
• 36:17
  Speaker 1: whole forty forty people with twenty dollars. Okay, So I'm
• 36:23
  Speaker 1: gonna tell on myself and desert where are probably gonna
• 36:25
  Speaker 1: change chime in?
• 36:26
  Speaker 3: So there, I've shared that there's visions.
• 36:31
  Speaker 1: And missions that I feel like God really wants to
• 36:33
  Speaker 1: take just as to like AKA the tour this year.
• 36:37
  Speaker 3: Yes, And I'm like, I'm in the transition.
• 36:41
  Speaker 7: Okay, Yes, I'm in the transition.
• 36:45
  Speaker 3: I am a believer.
• 36:47
  Speaker 1: I am struggling right now with with the Okay, God,
• 36:50
  Speaker 1: you want me to do this, but you already know
• 36:52
  Speaker 1: this is what I have right now, this is all
• 36:54
  Speaker 1: I have. And I do believe God is a miracle worker.
• 36:57
  Speaker 1: I've seen science musical. I do that this is a
• 37:00
  Speaker 1: This is a different type of struggle though, because there's
• 37:03
  Speaker 1: a I'm finding out that my lack of trust also
• 37:08
  Speaker 1: presents itself in my lack of ask And so has
• 37:12
  Speaker 1: there ever been a like how did you when you
• 37:15
  Speaker 1: became a believer out of let's talk about the basement.
• 37:18
  Speaker 3: From the basement to the billions.
• 37:19
  Speaker 1: Oh how that translation translation look like as an entrepreneur
• 37:30
  Speaker 1: from the basement to the billions? Because I'm like lost,
• 37:34
  Speaker 1: I'm like, that's this big picture of God. I don't
• 37:36
  Speaker 1: know how to I don't see how to get there
• 37:37
  Speaker 1: because I don't have it. This this is an empty
• 37:40
  Speaker 1: right now.
• 37:40
  Speaker 6: So if it's empty, that means that someone else has it,
• 37:43
  Speaker 6: and that means that you have to ask. Man, God
• 37:45
  Speaker 6: put me through a season where I had to ask.
• 37:47
  Speaker 6: And the only reason that I was not asking before
• 37:50
  Speaker 6: is because there was pride inside of me. And so
• 37:52
  Speaker 6: God was like, yo, I got to get rid of
• 37:54
  Speaker 6: that pride, because yeah, you're called to be a billionaire.
• 37:57
  Speaker 6: But I may never put the bills in your hand,
• 38:00
  Speaker 6: but I may put you in the company of billionaires
• 38:03
  Speaker 6: that can help finance the dream and the vision that
• 38:06
  Speaker 6: I've given you. So like, there are certain things that
• 38:09
  Speaker 6: you're just gonna have to ask for, meaning that you
• 38:12
  Speaker 6: need to put sponsorship packages together, donation letters.
• 38:15
  Speaker 7: Heck, you need to just come out and.
• 38:16
  Speaker 6: Just ask, just ask, just like Ya'll be making it.
• 38:21
  Speaker 6: See so STILP, I guess in my mind and so
• 38:23
  Speaker 6: I gets and it's building that all of that just
• 38:27
  Speaker 6: so the reason the reason why you struggle, the reason
• 38:29
  Speaker 6: why you struggle is is because of your lack of
• 38:33
  Speaker 6: faith in that area. And so until you conquer that
• 38:37
  Speaker 6: with your asking, then your barrels will be empty.
• 38:43
  Speaker 3: In my mind, I have to work.
• 38:44
  Speaker 1: I I know, if I work for it, and it's like, okay,
• 38:48
  Speaker 1: cool that, then nobody is okay, maybe maybe this is
• 38:52
  Speaker 1: a trigger, this is coming up.
• 38:54
  Speaker 3: Okay, this is real moment, y'all. Well be on the
• 38:56
  Speaker 3: phone like this, Yeah, this is real.
• 38:59
  Speaker 1: So okay, So what just came up is like the
• 39:02
  Speaker 1: moments of you know, being with Daddy and having to
• 39:05
  Speaker 1: ask or having people do stuff for us, and you know,
• 39:08
  Speaker 1: it's like and then I finally got the point where
• 39:11
  Speaker 1: I could really do for myself.
• 39:13
  Speaker 3: And now I'm back at that point of damn, I
• 39:16
  Speaker 3: got it.
• 39:17
  Speaker 7: You know that it's just another It's just another level.
• 39:20
  Speaker 6: For each level, the level that God is calling us to,
• 39:22
  Speaker 6: it requires something something different.
• 39:25
  Speaker 7: So what God?
• 39:26
  Speaker 6: So what God had to show me? He was like, Yo,
• 39:27
  Speaker 6: I'm about to show you that I am your provider.
• 39:30
  Speaker 6: And so by God being the provider doesn't mean that
• 39:33
  Speaker 6: what you everything that you need comes from your abilities.
• 39:37
  Speaker 6: It comes from other people abilities as well. Like when,
• 39:40
  Speaker 6: what's the last time that y'all have a campaign going
• 39:42
  Speaker 6: on right now?
• 39:44
  Speaker 3: Yes? Six, three sixty five?
• 39:45
  Speaker 6: Okay, three sixty five. What's the three sixty five campaign?
• 39:48
  Speaker 3: Yes, three sixty five.
• 39:49
  Speaker 7: Yes, three sixty five.
• 39:50
  Speaker 1: Oh, that's the mark. That's the campaign, the commitment that
• 39:52
  Speaker 1: we have. Are you talking about like a financial campaign?
• 39:55
  Speaker 3: What we did?
• 39:56
  Speaker 1: Like, yes, so we were doing trying to get ready
• 39:59
  Speaker 1: for or you know, the la the LA opportunity. And
• 40:03
  Speaker 1: it was just asking forty people for twenty dollars.
• 40:07
  Speaker 3: Okay, and people you know they did it.
• 40:09
  Speaker 7: They did, But did you meet your goal?
• 40:11
  Speaker 3: Yes?
• 40:12
  Speaker 6: Okay?
• 40:14
  Speaker 3: So how Jessica I asked in text? But I did
• 40:18
  Speaker 3: ask I asked in text message. There's a this is
• 40:21
  Speaker 3: what we disagreed.
• 40:22
  Speaker 1: There's a ray put it on social media and also
• 40:26
  Speaker 1: shout out to Key on the show.
• 40:28
  Speaker 3: She from Texas. She asked me because she shared it.
• 40:32
  Speaker 1: I just I felt I felt a strong discomfort because
• 40:38
  Speaker 1: what's coming up right now? Ooh, I don't like that
• 40:41
  Speaker 1: I'm having this mom right now.
• 40:42
  Speaker 3: This is so this is like literally that I feel
• 40:50
  Speaker 3: like I still struggle with the idea that I have
• 40:53
  Speaker 3: something to offer.
• 40:54
  Speaker 6: Oh, Honney, you have so much to offer, Yeah, outside
• 40:59
  Speaker 6: of serving. Yeah, and I'm not even talking about no,
• 41:02
  Speaker 6: I'm just saying like for me, yeah, yeah, I'm not
• 41:04
  Speaker 6: even talking about with serving, I'm talking about just like
• 41:08
  Speaker 6: who you, who you are in general, Like.
• 41:12
  Speaker 3: Just as you got it.
• 41:15
  Speaker 7: That's what I want you to know.
• 41:16
  Speaker 3: Like you you got it.
• 41:19
  Speaker 6: Like, let me ask you this, and what capacity in
• 41:21
  Speaker 6: which you feel like you lack outside of serving?
• 41:24
  Speaker 7: Well, what do you feel like you don't have.
• 41:28
  Speaker 1: I mean tangibly, not more internally, Well obviously confidence don't
• 41:40
  Speaker 1: see that's it.
• 41:42
  Speaker 6: See you can't That's what I'm saying. That's right. So
• 41:45
  Speaker 6: that means like, so you really don't have a problem.
• 41:48
  Speaker 6: It's just a mindset you don't have. You really don't
• 41:51
  Speaker 6: have a problem. You just have a mindset issue. Yeah, yeah,
• 41:56
  Speaker 6: it's just it's just mindset. Because who wouldn't want to
• 42:00
  Speaker 6: do something for.
• 42:00
  Speaker 3: Just ask So I'm gonna I'm gonna try something after this.
• 42:10
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna I'm gonna try you know what what you
• 42:12
  Speaker 1: had did with the campaign, with what we're gonna see,
• 42:17
  Speaker 1: I mean, well I did, I did share it, but
• 42:20
  Speaker 1: like in my own words, because I was talking to
• 42:22
  Speaker 1: Jala and she was like, I was trying to figure
• 42:24
  Speaker 1: out why you didn't share, Jessica, But does A Ray did?
• 42:30
  Speaker 6: Because I didn't even I didn't see it. I'm just
• 42:32
  Speaker 6: now hearing about it now.
• 42:34
  Speaker 2: I know.
• 42:39
  Speaker 3: We'll talking about that, Aline, because okay, let's go, let's
• 42:45
  Speaker 3: talk about that. Let's do so much.
• 42:47
  Speaker 1: Like it's like, all right, I'm in this stage right
• 42:51
  Speaker 1: and I'll be like, Okay, I don't want you to
• 42:55
  Speaker 1: ever think that that's why I'm here, Like I don't
• 43:00
  Speaker 1: want to ever come off as like a user or
• 43:02
  Speaker 1: abuse the grace Jessica.
• 43:06
  Speaker 3: I'm gonna have to polgy. I'm sorry. We're gonna be
• 43:10
  Speaker 3: real right now. Now, We're gonna be real.
• 43:12
  Speaker 1: But I think the the thing I think the problem
• 43:17
  Speaker 1: I have with Jessica is that because the issue is
• 43:23
  Speaker 1: that Jessica still thinks that her work and her value
• 43:26
  Speaker 1: is tied to what she does for people, right, yes, no,
• 43:35
  Speaker 1: that's how it's exemplified. Yeah, okay, And so I get
• 43:40
  Speaker 1: so frustrated, like I want to pick this mic up
• 43:42
  Speaker 1: and throw it across the room right now, because Jessica
• 43:44
  Speaker 1: is amazing and just Jessica being Jessica, like, she wake
• 43:47
  Speaker 1: up amazing, you know what I'm saying. And it's a
• 43:52
  Speaker 1: it's a mindset shift that has to take place, and
• 43:55
  Speaker 1: it's happening.
• 43:56
  Speaker 3: And I told her, I said, God is literally using it.
• 43:58
  Speaker 1: Yeah, this platform is is blessing people, but he's also
• 44:01
  Speaker 1: using it the process you in different ways that you
• 44:03
  Speaker 1: don't recognize. So the fact that she didn't want to
• 44:06
  Speaker 1: put on social media, I'm like, but the Lord has
• 44:09
  Speaker 1: a plan, and obviously there's resources for that plan, but
• 44:15
  Speaker 1: how we're gonna get them if we don't ask for it?
• 44:18
  Speaker 1: And this is me and this is me talking, and
• 44:20
  Speaker 1: I have a hard time to ask you, right, you know,
• 44:23
  Speaker 1: but I understand it's bigger than me. I'm like, well,
• 44:25
  Speaker 1: little how it's gonna happen? Well, you let me, let
• 44:27
  Speaker 1: me ask the people then, and I put it out there.
• 44:28
  Speaker 1: And what happened, Jessica, We could We did well, Like
• 44:33
  Speaker 1: in the first forty eight hours, we did well, and
• 44:35
  Speaker 1: people have still been you know, I got a changing
• 44:38
  Speaker 1: they on it.
• 44:40
  Speaker 3: So I just love how just as it's just just asking.
• 44:45
  Speaker 1: Yah.
• 44:45
  Speaker 6: So like here's so when you when you ask for
• 44:48
  Speaker 6: ask people to sew into something, it doesn't mean that
• 44:51
  Speaker 6: your barrels are really empty.
• 44:53
  Speaker 7: You have you have T D.
• 44:55
  Speaker 6: Jake's, Oprah Winfrey, like all of them, like maybe asking
• 44:59
  Speaker 6: people to donate or to give, and it's not because
• 45:01
  Speaker 6: their barrels are empty, like their ascription a Bible. Paul said,
• 45:05
  Speaker 6: He said that you know, he creates this opportunity so
• 45:08
  Speaker 6: that you can give, to give unto your account, Like
• 45:11
  Speaker 6: the more that you give, the more will be given
• 45:13
  Speaker 6: back to you.
• 45:14
  Speaker 7: So it was creating.
• 45:15
  Speaker 6: It's creating an opportunity like when we did Birmingham Blanket Bondle,
• 45:20
  Speaker 6: Like we could have just bought everything ourselves. But you
• 45:22
  Speaker 6: have to create opportunities for other people to share in
• 45:26
  Speaker 6: the partnership, to sharing the blessing, to be a part
• 45:29
  Speaker 6: of what you're doing. So it doesn't you don't have
• 45:32
  Speaker 6: to tie it to you being empty. You don't have
• 45:35
  Speaker 6: to tie it to where you are financially. Yeah, you
• 45:39
  Speaker 6: need to just think about Yo, this is an opportunity
• 45:41
  Speaker 6: that I think it's so dope for other people to
• 45:43
  Speaker 6: be a part of.
• 45:45
  Speaker 1: But you that last line that, yeah, that I think
• 45:50
  Speaker 1: I think that's another layer of it.
• 45:54
  Speaker 3: But okay, can we get off me now?
• 45:57
  Speaker 6: I guess.
• 46:00
  Speaker 1: They're like, Hi, I'm like talking about right now, talking
• 46:04
  Speaker 1: about mom, Mom, we love you, Jessica. I felt my
• 46:13
  Speaker 1: heart was just like gesus, this we got this on camera,
• 46:16
  Speaker 1: like no, this is real, this is this is real life. No,
• 46:20
  Speaker 1: so wraw so wrong. So I don't want to thank you,
• 46:24
  Speaker 1: thank you, like let's talk about that though, Like people,
• 46:30
  Speaker 1: I know when I first met you, which was the
• 46:32
  Speaker 1: act of God, Like I, I'll tell the story real quick. No,
• 46:37
  Speaker 1: I like it when you tell the story you Okay,
• 46:40
  Speaker 1: I'll tell my part and then you tell your part.
• 46:43
  Speaker 3: Okay. So I was dropping. I had just met her.
• 46:46
  Speaker 1: I had a ministry or whatever called naturally devoted, and
• 46:51
  Speaker 1: at that point we had the I Do conference and
• 46:54
  Speaker 1: I just had gotten introduced to her by a friend
• 46:57
  Speaker 1: at the time that was strongly connected to her in
• 47:00
  Speaker 1: that season.
• 47:01
  Speaker 3: And I was like, man, where is this, Where does
• 47:03
  Speaker 3: this lady come from? So fast forward?
• 47:06
  Speaker 1: She does the conference, lay everybody out, okay, like my
• 47:10
  Speaker 1: whole family there, lay everybody out. I was like, I
• 47:12
  Speaker 1: gotta say connected. So I didn't know how that was
• 47:14
  Speaker 1: going to present itself. So I at that time, I
• 47:17
  Speaker 1: was living in Pensacola, Florida, and I was driving down
• 47:20
  Speaker 1: to Birmingham, and I was on my way to my
• 47:22
  Speaker 1: sister's house. My sister's exit was the same exit as
• 47:27
  Speaker 1: one of the businesses that she owned, and so I
• 47:31
  Speaker 1: was like okay, and literally I passed probably like two
• 47:35
  Speaker 1: or three exes before. I was at two or three
• 47:37
  Speaker 1: exes before the ex I was gonna get off of
• 47:40
  Speaker 1: and I hear the Lord say stop at her store,
• 47:42
  Speaker 1: stop at the Peaks. What was it the Peaks?
• 47:45
  Speaker 3: Yeah, So I'm I'm hearing that, and now this is
• 47:48
  Speaker 3: a time where I'm like.
• 47:52
  Speaker 1: Just understanding that I even hear the voice of God,
• 47:55
  Speaker 1: Like I didn't even really understand it right, And so
• 47:57
  Speaker 1: I was like, Lord, if I go here and this
• 48:00
  Speaker 1: lady not you, I'm gonna know that I'm crazy and
• 48:04
  Speaker 1: I don't hear you.
• 48:05
  Speaker 3: I specifically told him that I get there.
• 48:09
  Speaker 1: She I said, oh my gosh, she's here. So I
• 48:14
  Speaker 1: am immediately nervous. Now I'm gonna little her take over
• 48:17
  Speaker 1: the store.
• 48:17
  Speaker 6: And so I remember you coming in the store like
• 48:20
  Speaker 6: it was like a little.
• 48:21
  Speaker 7: Mouse like like this, and I was like, oh, hey,
• 48:26
  Speaker 7: what are you, what are you doing here?
• 48:28
  Speaker 4: She was like, I don't know.
• 48:30
  Speaker 6: The Lord told me to come. I was like, well,
• 48:32
  Speaker 6: come on, let's let's see what the Lord is saying.
• 48:35
  Speaker 6: Let's see why the Lord we did not think get
• 48:37
  Speaker 6: out to day.
• 48:38
  Speaker 3: We just said there, she just talked.
• 48:40
  Speaker 1: She I mean, she's searching, she's searching, trying to like okay,
• 48:43
  Speaker 1: and she like no, like she's somebody who has taught
• 48:47
  Speaker 1: me to.
• 48:47
  Speaker 3: Walk in the prophetic ramp. And we both looking like
• 48:51
  Speaker 3: I think we even went to J. C. Pitty that day.
• 48:54
  Speaker 3: I'm like, why are we here?
• 48:56
  Speaker 7: But we didn't know that it was going to be here.
• 49:00
  Speaker 1: So at the same a year later, probably at least
• 49:04
  Speaker 1: a year later, on Christmas Day. I'll never forget on
• 49:09
  Speaker 1: Christmas Day, I'll never forget I had witnessed her. You know,
• 49:14
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna say this. I had witness calling everybody else
• 49:19
  Speaker 1: spiritual daughter, right so, and I say everybody else, I
• 49:22
  Speaker 1: don't say that like it was a whole bunch of people.
• 49:24
  Speaker 3: It was enough people for me to be like, all right, Lord,
• 49:26
  Speaker 3: I must not be, you know.
• 49:28
  Speaker 1: The spiritual daughter, And so shout out to Apostle Howel,
• 49:34
  Speaker 1: Apostle Howel. He had a conversation with me and he
• 49:37
  Speaker 1: checked me. He was like, so, who is Coach D
• 49:40
  Speaker 1: in your life?
• 49:41
  Speaker 3: And I got defensive, like I just I just rolls
• 49:44
  Speaker 3: up on him. I was like whatever.
• 49:47
  Speaker 1: And basically in that conversation where he was trying to
• 49:49
  Speaker 1: get it is when you don't position people properly in
• 49:52
  Speaker 1: your life, you don't get the benefits of what that
• 49:56
  Speaker 1: that position is.
• 49:57
  Speaker 3: And so he was like what she said. I was like,
• 50:00
  Speaker 3: Jessica is a spiritual mother, and I knew it was
• 50:04
  Speaker 3: like something just sunk in.
• 50:06
  Speaker 1: Like I was just like, oh, I'm scared because I
• 50:09
  Speaker 1: don't know, it'll probably rejection. I was scared that maybe
• 50:13
  Speaker 1: she hadn't heard the Lord on that right, like it
• 50:17
  Speaker 1: wasn't confirmed. And so I remember she called me to
• 50:19
  Speaker 1: wish me a merry Christmas, and in that moment, I said, hey,
• 50:23
  Speaker 1: I didn't talk to something, talk to you about something.
• 50:25
  Speaker 3: I'm laughing because I'm so just laughing. I'm like, what
• 50:29
  Speaker 3: is so funny?
• 50:30
  Speaker 6: That's why she laughing.
• 50:33
  Speaker 7: I was like, I was so because I didn't know
• 50:36
  Speaker 7: what was So.
• 50:38
  Speaker 1: I was laughing because I was so nervous, and I
• 50:40
  Speaker 1: was like, oh, I think the Lord. I mean, you
• 50:42
  Speaker 1: don't have to agree with you. I think you should
• 50:44
  Speaker 1: pray about it. I mean I'm prefacing like I'm trying
• 50:46
  Speaker 1: to water it down. I said, I think I think
• 50:49
  Speaker 1: you're my spiritual mother, but if not, it's okay, I
• 50:51
  Speaker 1: still want to serve you. You know, I'm preparing myself
• 50:55
  Speaker 1: for rejection, and so she laughs again. She goes, Jessica,
• 51:02
  Speaker 1: I didn't think I would have to announce something that
• 51:05
  Speaker 1: was already understood, and I ball.
• 51:08
  Speaker 3: Out crying, like I'm crying.
• 51:10
  Speaker 1: I'm just crying because I don't I didn't understand this
• 51:14
  Speaker 1: spiritual mom spiritual father thing and all this stuff like that.
• 51:18
  Speaker 1: But to put a language, it's not even a title,
• 51:21
  Speaker 1: it's language to what was happening. Really kind of like
• 51:25
  Speaker 1: open the floodgates our relationships. So can you can you
• 51:28
  Speaker 1: explain the responsibility of like that, what that rem looks like,
• 51:33
  Speaker 1: spiritual parents, spiritual sons and daughters, and why that's so impactful.
• 51:39
  Speaker 7: Yeah.
• 51:39
  Speaker 6: So I look at being your spiritual mom as someone
• 51:43
  Speaker 6: that provides guidance with some knowledge and understanding to helping
• 51:49
  Speaker 6: you to be who God have called you to be.
• 51:51
  Speaker 6: It's really not it's really not even about me. I
• 51:54
  Speaker 6: just feel like I just stand as a conduit to
• 51:56
  Speaker 6: help you operate in purpose truthfully.
• 52:00
  Speaker 1: And some people know, but some people I've heard some
• 52:03
  Speaker 1: people say that they are not in agreeance with the
• 52:06
  Speaker 1: idea of the spiritual parents because it's weird. I'm not
• 52:10
  Speaker 1: trying to be your mama. I'm not trying to be
• 52:12
  Speaker 1: a dad, which she has made it very clear.
• 52:15
  Speaker 3: I am not trying to be your bother.
• 52:18
  Speaker 1: I love I.
• 52:19
  Speaker 7: Love just because parents. I love them.
• 52:22
  Speaker 6: You know, me and your mom we hadn't even you
• 52:24
  Speaker 6: and I haven't even talked about me and your mom.
• 52:26
  Speaker 7: We had a good time the other day, said she was.
• 52:30
  Speaker 3: Ve yes, no.
• 52:32
  Speaker 1: But I wanted to address that because I think some
• 52:34
  Speaker 1: I don't want to assume that the viewers really understood
• 52:37
  Speaker 1: when I say, oh, that's my spiritual mom. And this
• 52:39
  Speaker 1: is not the first time I've said, oh my spiritual mom.
• 52:41
  Speaker 1: You always come up in conversation. You know that because
• 52:43
  Speaker 1: you can watch them. So but I be like my
• 52:45
  Speaker 1: spiritual mom need but just to kind of give like
• 52:48
  Speaker 1: a understanding of that. But also I want us to
• 52:52
  Speaker 1: lead into the idea of the prophetic realm. You said
• 52:57
  Speaker 1: that it was so powerful and that's why you believe
• 52:59
  Speaker 1: in it so strong. Can you give us an understanding
• 53:02
  Speaker 1: of what that what prophecy in the prophetic is and
• 53:07
  Speaker 1: how to manage it will.
• 53:09
  Speaker 6: Yeah, so I didn't really I really didn't understand like
• 53:12
  Speaker 6: what prophetic meant, or I hadn't really seen it operate
• 53:16
  Speaker 6: like in church, or I haven't seen it operate in people.
• 53:19
  Speaker 6: But I knew in that moment when God was delivering
• 53:22
  Speaker 6: me and bringing me out that this lady she was,
• 53:26
  Speaker 6: she was standing as the voice of God. And really
• 53:29
  Speaker 6: the prophetic is standing when someone speaks on the behalf
• 53:33
  Speaker 6: of God. And it's usually something to help to edify,
• 53:38
  Speaker 6: to encourage, to lead you to a place from here
• 53:43
  Speaker 6: to there. It actually provides guidance, It helps with confirmation,
• 53:48
  Speaker 6: it helps with deliverance, it helps with understanding wisdom, like
• 53:54
  Speaker 6: it's really a correction sometimes like it's really just a
• 53:58
  Speaker 6: guidance because sometimes people they do need confirmation as to
• 54:04
  Speaker 6: what God is calling them to do.
• 54:07
  Speaker 7: And you see that in the Bible a whole lot.
• 54:10
  Speaker 6: I remember when God told me that I'm not just
• 54:12
  Speaker 6: a prophetic being, I'm God's prophet. And so when God
• 54:15
  Speaker 6: took me on a journey and helping me to understand
• 54:18
  Speaker 6: like who I was, I had heard it for so long.
• 54:21
  Speaker 6: So you have to remember I didn't come from the
• 54:23
  Speaker 6: church world, so I didn't understand what it meant to
• 54:25
  Speaker 6: be a prophet or even to have a prophetic gift.
• 54:29
  Speaker 6: And people would say it to me everywhere that I went.
• 54:32
  Speaker 6: It didn't matter if they were black or white. I
• 54:34
  Speaker 6: was sitting in the front order back. People were prophesied
• 54:36
  Speaker 6: to me that I was God's prophet, but I never
• 54:39
  Speaker 6: accepted it until I went through this whole experience with
• 54:43
  Speaker 6: God that was about two weeks, and during that time
• 54:45
  Speaker 6: God answered every question that I ever had about prophetic
• 54:49
  Speaker 6: because during that time I was connected to prophets who
• 54:52
  Speaker 6: knew telephone numbers and all of that, and I was like, like,
• 54:55
  Speaker 6: I don't know anybody telephone number and stuff like that.
• 54:58
  Speaker 6: And God took me to a scripture in First Samuel three,
• 55:00
  Speaker 6: and I stand on this, and he said when he
• 55:03
  Speaker 6: said to Samuel, he said that he said that everything
• 55:07
  Speaker 6: that you say, he said that I am going to
• 55:10
  Speaker 6: back it and the people would know that I'm with you.
• 55:13
  Speaker 6: And so from there that's like that was part of
• 55:17
  Speaker 6: my process. And after that, like I stand ten toes down.
• 55:21
  Speaker 6: I said that right, yeah, okay, down, okay, that you
• 55:26
  Speaker 6: know I am God's prophet, and so I know that
• 55:29
  Speaker 6: the prophetic that is definitely needed for a guidance, instruction,
• 55:33
  Speaker 6: wisdom counsel.
• 55:35
  Speaker 1: So for some people that like are just entering the
• 55:37
  Speaker 1: space of prophecies or whatever, how do they how can
• 55:41
  Speaker 1: they do like chicking balances, like to know that whatever's
• 55:43
  Speaker 1: being released from because people speak, they speak, and then
• 55:47
  Speaker 1: there are people that are accurate, but it still doesn't
• 55:49
  Speaker 1: come from God. You know what I'm saying, Like this
• 55:51
  Speaker 1: is why it's important for people to have a relationship
• 55:54
  Speaker 1: with God, because because a psychic is accurate, you may
• 55:58
  Speaker 1: reach your horoscope and believe in zodiac and all of that,
• 56:01
  Speaker 1: and that can have accuracy behind it, but it's the
• 56:04
  Speaker 1: spirit in which it is being relayed through. And so
• 56:08
  Speaker 1: there are scriptures in the Bible that talks about there's
• 56:10
  Speaker 1: one lady who was following up behind the disciples and
• 56:12
  Speaker 1: said these are true men of God.
• 56:15
  Speaker 6: And what she was saying was very accurate. However, she
• 56:17
  Speaker 6: had the spirit of divination. She had the wrong spirit
• 56:21
  Speaker 6: in her that was activating those gifts, and so like
• 56:24
  Speaker 6: in that moment, the disciples they got so tired of
• 56:27
  Speaker 6: her they turned around and rebuked her. But watch this,
• 56:29
  Speaker 6: her masters were mad at the disciples because they could.
• 56:33
  Speaker 7: No longer make money off of her gifts.
• 56:38
  Speaker 6: This is so they were mad because that gift that
• 56:43
  Speaker 6: she had that they were upset that they could no
• 56:49
  Speaker 6: longer use it for their benefit.
• 56:54
  Speaker 7: So it's not about so.
• 56:55
  Speaker 6: I think a lot of times that now we're in
• 56:57
  Speaker 6: a time and age where people like they don't care
• 57:02
  Speaker 6: what source it comes from as long as they receive
• 57:05
  Speaker 6: a word. So it doesn't matter what fruit, what spirit,
• 57:08
  Speaker 6: what door is being open. They don't care if somebody
• 57:11
  Speaker 6: is reading ouisi board tearor cards, if there are being
• 57:18
  Speaker 6: a psychic and all that, they don't care about that.
• 57:20
  Speaker 6: But I'm telling you, like the spirit behind who's delivering
• 57:23
  Speaker 6: a word.
• 57:24
  Speaker 7: To you, it matters.
• 57:25
  Speaker 6: It matters because what happens is is that it opens
• 57:28
  Speaker 6: your life to a demonic rim that you may not
• 57:32
  Speaker 6: initially began to trace. But eventually that enemy is coming
• 57:37
  Speaker 6: in and he is going to like your life is
• 57:40
  Speaker 6: gonna be turned upside down and you're gonna wonder like, wait,
• 57:44
  Speaker 6: I'm working so hard and I don't have any fruit
• 57:46
  Speaker 6: for my life.
• 57:47
  Speaker 7: I'm doing this, I'm doing that. What happened, yo, It
• 57:49
  Speaker 7: could be the.
• 57:50
  Speaker 6: Spirit behind the person that you allowed to speak over
• 57:53
  Speaker 6: your life because you are.
• 57:55
  Speaker 7: Hungry for a word instead of being hungry for God.
• 58:00
  Speaker 3: That's so good.
• 58:00
  Speaker 1: Yeah, that's so good because it's the accuracy is like
• 58:05
  Speaker 1: what people defend. Yeah, oh they knew, they knew. Anybody
• 58:08
  Speaker 1: can have a word of knowledge. Yeah, but they can't.
• 58:11
  Speaker 1: Like the Enemy, he spoke right concerning Jesus. He spoke
• 58:16
  Speaker 1: right concerning him. But it was the.
• 58:18
  Speaker 6: Spirit, it was his intention behind that accuracy, because he
• 58:23
  Speaker 6: wanted Jesus to yield his gifts to him, you know
• 58:27
  Speaker 6: what I'm saying. Like he wanted he wanted to take
• 58:30
  Speaker 6: the place of God. Yeah, and so like like the enemy,
• 58:34
  Speaker 6: he know the word. That's why you gotta test the
• 58:37
  Speaker 6: spirit by the spirit to see if it be of God.
• 58:40
  Speaker 6: Like you gotta check the fruit. You gotta check the
• 58:42
  Speaker 6: fruit of somebody's life. You know, you gotta check the
• 58:46
  Speaker 6: fruit of their life, of their practices, of their beliefs
• 58:52
  Speaker 6: before you Just my thing is this, like if you're
• 58:55
  Speaker 6: anxious for a word, then you don't need you don't
• 58:58
  Speaker 6: need to be seeking nobody but God because that anxiousness
• 59:01
  Speaker 6: for a word or you know, will you pray with me? Hey,
• 59:05
  Speaker 6: what do you hearing the Lord say concerning me? And
• 59:08
  Speaker 6: all of that you better go to the word because
• 59:10
  Speaker 6: those type questions, when you start seeking out the flesh
• 59:13
  Speaker 6: for them, it opens up the I mean, it opened
• 59:18
  Speaker 6: up a world that you may.
• 59:19
  Speaker 7: Not even be ready for.
• 59:20
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 59:20
  Speaker 3: Yeah, that's so.
• 59:21
  Speaker 1: That's so good, real quick, coach, total when you say,
• 59:25
  Speaker 1: check the fruit of the person that's giving the word,
• 59:28
  Speaker 1: or if it's somebody that you don't necessarily know, like that,
• 59:31
  Speaker 1: like what does that? What does that look like? Because
• 59:33
  Speaker 1: I've heard people say that, like check the fruit, like
• 59:35
  Speaker 1: what is what is the fruit? We talk about apples
• 59:37
  Speaker 1: and oranges or grape or you know what I'm saying, Like,
• 59:40
  Speaker 1: what does that look like?
• 59:40
  Speaker 2: Yeah?
• 59:41
  Speaker 6: So like for me, so let's say if someone comes
• 59:43
  Speaker 6: and speak a prophetic word, speak a prophetic word to me,
• 59:48
  Speaker 6: and what I'm going to do is like I hear
• 59:50
  Speaker 6: the word, but I'm going to take this word back
• 59:53
  Speaker 6: to God like in prayer, Like I'm praying over this word,
• 59:56
  Speaker 6: you know, I'm trying to see if this word aligns
• 59:59
  Speaker 6: with God is showing me what He have told me
• 1:00:01
  Speaker 6: in the past. Does this word conflict with what his
• 1:00:05
  Speaker 6: words say? Is their scripture reference to what this word
• 1:00:09
  Speaker 6: is saying? Like That's that's how I that's how I'm
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 6: being a fruit inspector. Yeah, I'm being a fruit inspector
• 1:00:16
  Speaker 6: by going back to my Master, back to my God
• 1:00:19
  Speaker 6: concerning this word. And God will show me whether or
• 1:00:22
  Speaker 6: not this person, you know, with your intentions, your motives,
• 1:00:25
  Speaker 6: like what spirit that they're operating under.
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 3: That's so good.
• 1:00:28
  Speaker 7: Yeah. Yeah.
• 1:00:28
  Speaker 6: My thing is this, if we get in the Word
• 1:00:31
  Speaker 6: for real, you will receive so many prophetic messages yourself
• 1:00:36
  Speaker 6: concerning your identity, your lifestyle, your money, like it doesn't matter,
• 1:00:40
  Speaker 6: like what you're struggling with. Like in the Word, you
• 1:00:43
  Speaker 6: will receive exactly what you need.
• 1:00:46
  Speaker 3: That now that it's the truth is true, it is
• 1:00:49
  Speaker 3: the truth because that's what we you. Yeah, I mean
• 1:00:52
  Speaker 3: when you can't, you can't.
• 1:00:54
  Speaker 1: And one of the things I love that you taught us,
• 1:00:56
  Speaker 1: Yeah you taught us this, I said, Yeah, you taught
• 1:00:59
  Speaker 1: us you can't be prophesying without knowing the words, like
• 1:01:02
  Speaker 1: you don't. You don't. And so if there is no
• 1:01:05
  Speaker 1: especially when you walk in in this Christian in a
• 1:01:07
  Speaker 1: walk of faith right and this kingdom lifestyle, you have
• 1:01:11
  Speaker 1: to know the Word not only to edify or to digest,
• 1:01:15
  Speaker 1: but to protect you. And so when you do that,
• 1:01:18
  Speaker 1: you're not able to digest. God would block, won't even
• 1:01:20
  Speaker 1: allow people to come to you. But when you're open,
• 1:01:23
  Speaker 1: you're able to receive accuracy and not what God wants
• 1:01:28
  Speaker 1: to release you because it could be accuracy at the
• 1:01:30
  Speaker 1: wrong time because they ain't under somebody covering.
• 1:01:32
  Speaker 3: They've been trained.
• 1:01:33
  Speaker 7: They've been And then.
• 1:01:34
  Speaker 6: Also the Bible said that we know in parts. So
• 1:01:37
  Speaker 6: a person is not prophesying everything to you. So you
• 1:01:41
  Speaker 6: take the part that you've heard, and then you go
• 1:01:43
  Speaker 6: back to God and God to give you the other part.
• 1:01:45
  Speaker 6: He'll give you clarity. He'll tell you not now that
• 1:01:48
  Speaker 6: word was not of my spirit, you know, like God
• 1:01:52
  Speaker 6: is your check and balances for life, like for your relationships,
• 1:01:55
  Speaker 6: for how you manage your money, like where you are
• 1:01:59
  Speaker 6: in your life.
• 1:01:59
  Speaker 7: Like the word God is really your check and balance.
• 1:02:01
  Speaker 3: That's so good.
• 1:02:02
  Speaker 1: I just heard the Lord say that He does not
• 1:02:04
  Speaker 1: make you pay for the word. Yea, he asks for
• 1:02:10
  Speaker 1: the sek ooh, your cost is the seek.
• 1:02:14
  Speaker 3: Seeking is free.
• 1:02:16
  Speaker 6: Research is free.
• 1:02:17
  Speaker 7: That's free.
• 1:02:18
  Speaker 1: And so if somebody is making you pay for something
• 1:02:20
  Speaker 1: that God gives freely, you should know something is wrong.
• 1:02:24
  Speaker 6: Yeah, that's why the Bible said to seek he first
• 1:02:26
  Speaker 6: with the Kingdom of God and his righteousness, and everything
• 1:02:29
  Speaker 6: that you desire, it will be given unto you. As
• 1:02:32
  Speaker 6: a matter of fact, you really don't even need a
• 1:02:34
  Speaker 6: prophetic word if you're seeking. He said that seeking first
• 1:02:37
  Speaker 6: the Kingdom of God righteousness, and he said everything that
• 1:02:39
  Speaker 6: you desire, He said, I'm just gonna give that to
• 1:02:41
  Speaker 6: you anyway. So whatever the desires of your heart is,
• 1:02:44
  Speaker 6: God wants to give you that, and that comes from
• 1:02:47
  Speaker 6: what seeking his face. I don't have to seek a
• 1:02:49
  Speaker 6: prophetic word. If I'm seeking a kingdom and I'm living
• 1:02:52
  Speaker 6: righteous so good, I don't have to seek a prophetic word.
• 1:02:54
  Speaker 6: I don't need a prophetic word when I hear the
• 1:02:57
  Speaker 6: voice of God for myself. The prophetic word it should
• 1:02:59
  Speaker 6: be extra, but not something that I am seeking.
• 1:03:02
  Speaker 1: After that part, yeah, that part, I felt like we
• 1:03:05
  Speaker 1: just did like a tag and usually watch this you know,
• 1:03:09
  Speaker 1: you know why sometime a prophetic word is needed because
• 1:03:12
  Speaker 1: people are disobedient. Yep, yeah, so God have to send
• 1:03:17
  Speaker 1: it prophetically because you're too disobedient to just hear me clearly.
• 1:03:22
  Speaker 1: When I said one time, you're too you're too disobey.
• 1:03:25
  Speaker 1: I done showed you in a dream and I don't
• 1:03:28
  Speaker 1: burn your heart with this. So you need a prophetic
• 1:03:30
  Speaker 1: word to show you what he already said. Now, I
• 1:03:35
  Speaker 1: needed a prophetic word to marry my husband. I need
• 1:03:39
  Speaker 1: that word because you was like, I'm gonna be out sad.
• 1:03:48
  Speaker 1: I got to have both of y'all long. Oh my god,
• 1:03:51
  Speaker 1: they tell that story, we're gonna say, we're gonna say
• 1:03:54
  Speaker 1: say that one. No, but no, this is this has
• 1:03:56
  Speaker 1: been good. And I have to do this as an introduction.
• 1:04:01
  Speaker 1: So when she does come on again, oh, I'm gonna
• 1:04:04
  Speaker 1: be invited back.
• 1:04:05
  Speaker 3: Yeah, you gotta standing imitation when she does come back.
• 1:04:12
  Speaker 3: She is a prophet. She is God's prophet, and I
• 1:04:15
  Speaker 3: really feel like.
• 1:04:18
  Speaker 1: She this is the reason why you see all this
• 1:04:21
  Speaker 1: this this, this is why you see just ass this
• 1:04:24
  Speaker 1: is all of this births under her leadership for me.
• 1:04:27
  Speaker 3: So y'all listen, y'all you know this is this is
• 1:04:32
  Speaker 3: the prophet. Okay.
• 1:04:33
  Speaker 1: So when she say, hey, just got a word release
• 1:04:35
  Speaker 1: or whatever, I ain't gonna say nothing. I might ask
• 1:04:37
  Speaker 1: a few questions for us, but I ain't gonna say nothing.
• 1:04:40
  Speaker 3: You up the floor.
• 1:04:41
  Speaker 1: But Desirae, I know you got back on the mic
• 1:04:44
  Speaker 1: to try to, like, you know, do your this on me,
• 1:04:46
  Speaker 1: but go ahead and let the boats know what you
• 1:04:48
  Speaker 1: thought about this, this conversation. I thought the conversation was amazing,
• 1:04:52
  Speaker 1: Like first, just the because if you don't sometimes if
• 1:04:56
  Speaker 1: you don't know somebody come from, it's easy to like
• 1:04:59
  Speaker 1: judge them, right, it is easy to judge. So I've
• 1:05:02
  Speaker 1: heard pieces of your story, but just to hear about
• 1:05:05
  Speaker 1: the transitions, you know, I think that's the part that
• 1:05:07
  Speaker 1: really kind of spoke to me because it's and it's
• 1:05:10
  Speaker 1: really interesting because I think Jessica and I are both
• 1:05:12
  Speaker 1: in kind of parallel spaces, you know what I'm saying,
• 1:05:14
  Speaker 1: Like we have different journeys, different callings. We're called to
• 1:05:17
  Speaker 1: do some things together, but because of what we're being
• 1:05:21
  Speaker 1: called to do, our processes looks similar. Right, And so
• 1:05:25
  Speaker 1: when you said that, sometimes, because I think the misconception
• 1:05:29
  Speaker 1: sometimes it's oh, yes, yes, lord, I'm saved here it
• 1:05:33
  Speaker 1: is and everything is just like sunshine and right, but
• 1:05:37
  Speaker 1: nobody really talks about sometimes it does look like a downgrade. Yeah,
• 1:05:40
  Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And so that's the season
• 1:05:42
  Speaker 1: that I've been navigating. As I've said, yes, and I've
• 1:05:44
  Speaker 1: released a lot of different things. You know what I'm saying,
• 1:05:46
  Speaker 1: I'm like battle a lot of times mentally in my
• 1:05:50
  Speaker 1: mind sometimes like am I missing God Lord, did I
• 1:05:53
  Speaker 1: miss the instruction that I miss some This don't look right,
• 1:05:56
  Speaker 1: This don't look like this what this did over here?
• 1:05:58
  Speaker 3: But at the end of the day, I still trust them, right,
• 1:06:00
  Speaker 3: and so I still trust him.
• 1:06:02
  Speaker 1: Like you said, staying in the word has really helped
• 1:06:06
  Speaker 1: because I get those little confirmations, you know, like hey,
• 1:06:09
  Speaker 1: you on the right. I like to call them break crumbs,
• 1:06:11
  Speaker 1: like I get a little break crumbs and be like, Okay,
• 1:06:12
  Speaker 1: I'm good. But this has just been refreshing, And so
• 1:06:15
  Speaker 1: we can't wait to have you back because I know
• 1:06:17
  Speaker 1: people don't have the people's gonna have some questions and
• 1:06:20
  Speaker 1: we want you to answer the question.
• 1:06:23
  Speaker 3: So like you coming back, I'm excited. I'm glad you
• 1:06:29
  Speaker 3: finally had your mom.
• 1:06:34
  Speaker 7: To be a part of this as the podcast.
• 1:06:39
  Speaker 6: Give me.
• 1:06:44
  Speaker 1: Y'all know for real, but coach, you know, I love you,
• 1:06:49
  Speaker 1: both of you, guys, We love you. She reason why
• 1:06:53
  Speaker 1: me and desildol for real? Yeah, like push nation, that's
• 1:06:57
  Speaker 1: not here anymore if you in that time shout out appreciation.
• 1:07:01
  Speaker 1: But yeah, she is definitely whole evidence in my life,
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  Speaker 1: and so I just want to thank you publicly just
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  Speaker 1: for just being you and just being patient with me
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  Speaker 1: because I know.
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  Speaker 3: I'm a lot, and I stay since your heart. I
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  Speaker 3: know I'm alive, but you you've helped me.
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  Speaker 1: You're helping me develop into a woman of God that
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  Speaker 1: I aspire to be.
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  Speaker 6: And so I love you and I'm so proud of
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  Speaker 6: both of you guys, Like just from the moment that
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  Speaker 6: I met both of you all to where you all
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  Speaker 6: are today and even to see the partnership, the friendship,
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  Speaker 6: the relationship that you guys have developed, it really blesses me.
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  Speaker 6: And you guys are being an example of to the world.
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  Speaker 6: Like when God me in two hearts together, I'm seeing
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  Speaker 6: like a David and Jonathan relationship. And you know that
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  Speaker 6: Jonathan was willing to give up his family for his
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  Speaker 6: friendship with David. Yeah, Like that's how much the relationship
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  Speaker 6: meant to him. And oftentimes we don't see this, especially
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  Speaker 6: as Christians, we don't see this. And I'm very appreciative
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  Speaker 6: for you guys to live in your relationship out loud.
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  Speaker 3: Amen, I love your girl.
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  Speaker 1: Nobody can just regularly say death Ray's name. We sang
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  Speaker 1: this song last night like five time. But you know,
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  Speaker 1: in good old fashioned of just ask the podcast, have
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  Speaker 1: we in the in the in the space if there
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  Speaker 1: was anything that you could just emphasize on today or
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  Speaker 1: anything you want to leave us with the floyd s
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  Speaker 1: yours thank you. I just want to say today that
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  Speaker 1: transition it may look hard for you, regardless of where
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  Speaker 1: you are in your life, because you obeyed God. And
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  Speaker 1: obeying God doesn't always feel good. It doesn't always initially
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  Speaker 1: reap the results of the harvests that you truly desire.
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  Speaker 1: But if you stay faithful unto God and continue on
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  Speaker 1: through your process, You're going to get to the end
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  Speaker 1: result of what God prom And it's almost like bacon
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  Speaker 1: a cake. You saw the end from the beginning, Like
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  Speaker 1: I see a picture of the cake that I want,
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  Speaker 1: but also I have to go through the process of
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  Speaker 1: baking this cake.
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  Speaker 7: Watch this.
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  Speaker 6: In order for the cake to even be the end results,
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  Speaker 6: it have to go in the oven. It have to
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  Speaker 6: experience the fire. It has to experience the fire. Fire
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  Speaker 6: it purifies your gift. Fire, it helps you to develop.
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  Speaker 6: Fire helps the cake come to pass. And so I
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  Speaker 6: want you to be encouraged and to know that the
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  Speaker 6: fire that you may be experiencing that it is necessary,
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  Speaker 6: is God refinding you, But I promise you that there
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  Speaker 6: is a reward on the other side, and what God
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  Speaker 6: showed you in the beginning, it surely will come to pass.
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  Speaker 2: You.
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  Speaker 3: Cute you, cute y'all.
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  Speaker 6: Coach.
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  Speaker 3: I love you, Thank you so much.
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  Speaker 1: I love you too.
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  Speaker 3: I love girls.
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  Speaker 7: Another one.
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  Speaker 3: It's another one. Community. We love you guys.
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  Speaker 1: Remember we and I yes three sixty five, say yes
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  Speaker 1: to God. Lean on God until next time.
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  Speaker 3: Until next week, Remember life could be much more simple
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  Speaker 3: if if.
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  Speaker 2: You're just asked, thank you for tuning in to this
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  Speaker 4: I know I won't see you back until next week,
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  Speaker 4: but until then, remember to love always yourself and always thank.
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  Speaker 5: Thank God for one another day. Thank hey, I know
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  Speaker 5: we could be another way. Hey, pray thank God for
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  Speaker 5: another day. Hey hey, I'm just thankful another day. Hey Hey,
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  Speaker 5: another day? Oh, another day, wise, another day to get
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  Speaker 5: it right, another day to rise up, another day living
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  Speaker 5: another day.
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  Speaker 2: We loved ones.
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