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How Do We Believe In Ourselves? · Kollel Toras Chaim All Shiurim

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  So
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  we
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  are
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  learning
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  Torah
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  samech
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  olive.
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  In
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  Torah
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  samechalif,
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  we
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  find
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  the
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  incredibly
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  important
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  elements.
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  We
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  can
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  see
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  this
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  in
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  general
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  and
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  in
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  Judaism
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  in
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  Yiddishket,
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  which
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  is
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  called
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  amunas
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  chachamim.
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  This
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  is
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  one
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  of
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  the
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  reasons
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  why
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  we
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  start
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  Sheminess
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  here,
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  like
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  Yisroel
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  Shavodo
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  brings
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  both
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  down
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  different.
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  Bring
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  down
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  this
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  idea
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  that
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  you're.
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  You're
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  remembering
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  this
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  chusabischabis,
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  the
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  magic
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  says
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  the
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  Jewish
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  people.
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  We're
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  like
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  a.
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  A
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  vineyard
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  that
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  rests
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  on
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  dead
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  branches.
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  Kilo.
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  That's
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  how
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  we
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  kilo
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  weed
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  when
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  there's
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  no
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  tadikum
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  to
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  be
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  found
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  or
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  we're
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  not
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  zoche
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  like.
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  Like
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  earlier.
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  So
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  then
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  the
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  others
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  take
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  care
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  of
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  us.
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  We
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  mentioned
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  this
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  Khusabas
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  and
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  that
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  even
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  if
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  you
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  say
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  Thomas
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  Khusabas,
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  it's
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  Khusabus
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  has
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  been
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  depleted.
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  Still,
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  it's
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  enough
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  that
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  you
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  have.
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  You.
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  You
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  mention
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  them
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  and
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  you
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  bring
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  back
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  this
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  also
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  the
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  most.
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  It
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  says
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  we're
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  in
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  tumble
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  like
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  the
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  first
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  time
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  it
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  points
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  out
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  from
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  Hazal.
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  So
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  Rabbino,
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  the
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  Torah
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  says
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  you
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  get
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  incredible
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  things.
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  You
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  get
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  the
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  right
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  type
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  of
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  mishpat
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  and
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  you're
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  able
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  to
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  deal
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  properly
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  with
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  the
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  people
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  who
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  are
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  under
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  you.
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  Whether
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  more
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  people
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  are
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  under
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  you
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  or
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  you're
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  able
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  to
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  help,
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  you're
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  supposed
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  to
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  be
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  responsible
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  for
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  less
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  people.
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  You
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  have
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  the
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  ability.
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  So
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  it's
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  very
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  interesting.
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  You
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  know,
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  you
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  meet
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  a
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  lot
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  of
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  people,
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  they're
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  having
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  a
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  hard
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  time,
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  things
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  are
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  difficult
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  for
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  them.
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  And,
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  you
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  know,
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  you
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  start
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  reading
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  these
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  Torahs
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  and
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  Rabin's
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  talking
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  very,
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  very
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  high
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  things.
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  He's
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  like,
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  I'm
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  totally
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  not.
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  What
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  I
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  mean,
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  the
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  people,
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  I'm.
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  I
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  can't
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  take
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  care
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  of
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  myself.
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  How
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  am
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  I
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  supposed
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  to
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  take
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  care?
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  Like,
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  he's
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  gonna
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  have
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  hadrakhas
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  for
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  all
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  these
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  people
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  who
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  I
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  belong.
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  He,
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  like,
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  he
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  feels
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  like
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  terrible,
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  terrible
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  chaos.
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  He's
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  like,
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  I'm
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  like
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  in
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  toyot
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  vavayo
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  here
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  Shem
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  Yeshmo.
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  I
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  feel
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  like
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  I'm
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  not
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  getting
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  anywhere.
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  Things
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  aren't
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  working
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  for
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  me.
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  So
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  it's
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  like
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  it's
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  all
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  your
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  right.
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  That's
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  going
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  to
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  give
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  you
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  your
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  memshon
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  rabbanish.
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  You'll
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  know
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  what
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  to.
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  What
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  to
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  do,
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  how
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  to
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  misnaig
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  the
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  way
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  it's
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  supposed
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  to
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  be,
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  how
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  to
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  help
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  people
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  and
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  guide
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  them.
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  It's
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  like
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  what
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  he.
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  Very
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  often
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  he
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  feels
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  like
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  he's
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  not
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  even
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  beginning
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  to
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  be
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  on
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  these
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  levels
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  and
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  these
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  places.
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  He
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  needs
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  like
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  a
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  little,
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  you
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  know.
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  So
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  one
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  of
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  the
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  things
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  you
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  have
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  to
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  understand
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  is
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  that
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  Amur's
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  chachamim
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  rabbeinu
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  told
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  Ravnasin
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  means
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  you
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  believe
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  in
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  yourself.
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  You
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  can
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  have
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  someone
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  who
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  has
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  tremendous,
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  profound.
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  He
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  said,
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  even
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  to
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  Ravnasin,
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  I
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  think
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  you're
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  mushkam,
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  you
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  need
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  work
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  in
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  it
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  because
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  you
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  need
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  to
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  believe
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  in
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  yourself.
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  So
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  people
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  wonder
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  about
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  this.
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  They're
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  like,
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  okay,
• 2:40
  that's
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  maybe.
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  It's
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  like,
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  no
• 2:43
  is
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  very
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  clear.
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  No,
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  you
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  have
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  to
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  believe
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  in
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  yourself.
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  Any
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  person,
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  no
• 2:46
  matter
• 2:46
  every
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  year,
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  certainly
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  has
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  to
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  believe
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  in
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  himself.
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  So
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  a
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  person
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  looks
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  at
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  and
• 2:51
  he's
• 2:51
  like,
• 2:52
  wow,
• 2:52
  you
• 2:52
  know,
• 2:52
  I
• 2:52
  messed
• 2:52
  up
• 2:52
  here,
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  I
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  messed
• 2:53
  up
• 2:53
  there.
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  I
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  did
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  this.
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  I
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  did
• 2:54
  this
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  wrong.
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  I
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  did
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  that
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  wrong.
• 2:55
  I
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  messed
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  up
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  here,
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  I
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  messed
• 2:56
  up
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  there.
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  And
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  like,
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  what
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  am
• 2:57
  I?
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  Why
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  am
• 2:58
  I?
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  Why
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  do
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  I
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  need
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  to
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  believe
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  in
• 3:00
  myself?
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  So
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  that's
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  when
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  it
• 3:02
  comes
• 3:02
  down
• 3:02
  to
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  Emunis
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  Chachamim.
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  Because
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  Rabbeinu
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  Yanachman,
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  he
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  says
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  that
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  every
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  person,
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  every
• 3:08
  Yid's
• 3:08
  gonna
• 3:08
  make
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  it
• 3:09
  to
• 3:09
  the
• 3:09
  next
• 3:09
  world
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  no
• 3:10
  matter
• 3:10
  what.
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  And
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  this
• 3:12
  is
• 3:12
  actually
• 3:12
  brought
• 3:13
  in
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  the
• 3:14
  Medish
• 3:14
  Talpios
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  similar
• 3:16
  thing
• 3:16
  by
• 3:17
  the
• 3:17
  Shavet
• 3:17
  Musser.
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  He
• 3:18
  brings
• 3:19
  down
• 3:19
  that
• 3:19
  really
• 3:19
  the
• 3:19
  Rabbeinu
• 3:20
  Bachaya,
• 3:20
  he
• 3:20
  says,
• 3:21
  Rabbeinu
• 3:21
  Bachayev
• 3:21
  says
• 3:22
  the
• 3:23
  same
• 3:23
  thing,
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  that
• 3:24
  every
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  person
• 3:25
  is
• 3:25
  going
• 3:25
  to
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  make
• 3:26
  it
• 3:26
  to
• 3:26
  the
• 3:26
  next
• 3:26
  world.
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  Actually,
• 3:28
  when
• 3:28
  Chazal
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  say
• 3:31
  rabbeinu
• 3:31
  says
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  someone
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  does
• 3:33
  this,
• 3:33
  someone
• 3:33
  does
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  that,
• 3:34
  he
• 3:34
  has
• 3:34
  no
• 3:34
  check.
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  That
• 3:35
  means
• 3:35
  Rabino
• 3:36
  says,
• 3:36
  yeah,
• 3:36
  but
• 3:36
  the
• 3:37
  main
• 3:37
  thing
• 3:37
  is
• 3:37
  like
• 3:37
  the
• 3:37
  doshu
• 3:38
  shuma's
• 3:38
  there.
• 3:38
  The
• 3:38
  doshu
• 3:39
  Shuma
• 3:39
  says
• 3:39
  in
• 3:39
  the
• 3:39
  Gemara
• 3:40
  Sanhedrin
• 3:41
  that,
• 3:42
  no,
• 3:43
  all
• 3:43
  the
• 3:43
  chutz
• 3:44
  things,
• 3:44
  they're
• 3:44
  not
• 3:44
  really
• 3:45
  all
• 3:45
  them,
• 3:46
  everyone's
• 3:47
  gonna
• 3:47
  make
• 3:47
  it.
• 3:47
  That's
• 3:48
  what
• 3:48
  he
• 3:48
  says.
• 3:50
  So
• 3:51
  the
• 3:51
  way
• 3:52
  the
• 3:52
  Rabbeinu
• 3:53
  Bachaya
• 3:53
  learns,
• 3:53
  he's
• 3:54
  like,
• 3:54
  you're
• 3:54
  not
• 3:54
  going
• 3:54
  to
• 3:54
  be.
• 3:55
  It's.
• 3:55
  It's
• 3:56
  like,
• 3:56
  you're
• 3:56
  not
• 3:56
  going
• 3:56
  to
• 3:56
  be
• 3:57
  on
• 3:57
  your
• 3:57
  place.
• 3:57
  You're
• 3:57
  Khalek,
• 3:58
  right?
• 4:01
  Is
• 4:01
  a
• 4:01
  big
• 4:02
  thing.
• 4:02
  It's
• 4:02
  your
• 4:02
  Kalek
• 4:03
  Mamish.
• 4:04
  But
• 4:04
  you're
• 4:04
  not
• 4:04
  going
• 4:05
  to
• 4:05
  be
• 4:05
  completely
• 4:05
  divorced.
• 4:06
  It's
• 4:06
  like
• 4:06
  you're
• 4:06
  going
• 4:06
  to.
• 4:07
  You'll
• 4:07
  have.
• 4:08
  You'll
• 4:08
  have
• 4:08
  whatever
• 4:08
  you
• 4:09
  have.
• 4:10
  That's
• 4:10
  what
• 4:11
  he
• 4:11
  says.
• 4:11
  And
• 4:11
  he
• 4:11
  says,
• 4:11
  who's
• 4:12
  going
• 4:12
  to
• 4:12
  be
• 4:12
  worse?
• 4:12
  There's
• 4:12
  no.
• 4:13
  No
• 4:13
  one's
• 4:13
  worse.
• 4:13
  Kairach
• 4:14
  Mamish
• 4:14
  rebelled
• 4:15
  against
• 4:15
  Moshe
• 4:15
  Rabbeinu
• 4:16
  and
• 4:16
  Chazal
• 4:16
  say
• 4:17
  he's
• 4:17
  going
• 4:17
  to
• 4:17
  be
• 4:17
  in
• 4:17
  Gehenna
• 4:17
  with
• 4:18
  the
• 4:18
  red
• 4:18
  iris.
• 4:20
  She
• 4:20
  comes
• 4:20
  up
• 4:20
  and
• 4:20
  he
• 4:20
  says,
• 4:22
  that's
• 4:22
  what
• 4:22
  the
• 4:22
  Rishonim
• 4:23
  say
• 4:23
  also.
• 4:23
  That
• 4:24
  Gehennim
• 4:24
  is
• 4:24
  just
• 4:24
  about
• 4:25
  fixing
• 4:25
  Ganim,
• 4:26
  is
• 4:26
  not
• 4:26
  about
• 4:26
  just
• 4:26
  punishment.
• 4:27
  It's
• 4:27
  about.
• 4:27
  It's
• 4:28
  like
• 4:28
  a
• 4:28
  kind
• 4:28
  of
• 4:28
  dry
• 4:28
  cleaning
• 4:28
  thing.
• 4:29
  We
• 4:29
  prefer
• 4:30
  to
• 4:30
  have
• 4:30
  dry
• 4:30
  cleaning
• 4:30
  in
• 4:30
  this
• 4:30
  world.
• 4:31
  Gehennim
• 4:31
  is
• 4:31
  not
• 4:31
  a
• 4:31
  good
• 4:32
  place
• 4:32
  to
• 4:32
  be.
• 4:32
  Hashem
• 4:32
  shmore.
• 4:33
  But
• 4:34
  actually
• 4:35
  eventually
• 4:36
  he
• 4:36
  says
• 4:36
  even
• 4:36
  Karach
• 4:36
  he's
• 4:37
  going
• 4:37
  to
• 4:37
  have.
• 4:40
  He's
• 4:40
  not
• 4:40
  going
• 4:41
  to
• 4:41
  get
• 4:41
  worse
• 4:41
  than
• 4:41
  that.
• 4:43
  Whatever
• 4:44
  means
• 4:44
  till
• 4:44
  the
• 4:44
  new
• 4:44
  right.
• 4:45
  That's
• 4:45
  like
• 4:45
  we
• 4:45
  find
• 4:45
  by
• 4:46
  the.
• 4:46
  Just
• 4:46
  like
• 4:47
  you
• 4:47
  find
• 4:47
  by
• 4:47
  the
• 4:47
  right
• 4:48
  by
• 4:48
  the
• 4:48
  yoevo.
• 4:49
  It's
• 4:49
  called
• 4:49
  loyolam.
• 4:50
  There
• 4:50
  are
• 4:50
  different
• 4:50
  stages.
• 4:51
  Certain
• 4:51
  stages
• 4:51
  would
• 4:52
  get
• 4:52
  a
• 4:52
  level
• 4:53
  of
• 4:53
  freedom
• 4:53
  like
• 4:54
  Mashiach
• 4:54
  and
• 4:54
  after
• 4:54
  Mashiach
• 4:55
  like
• 4:55
  total
• 4:55
  freedom.
• 4:56
  So
• 4:56
  the
• 4:56
  person
• 4:56
  gets.
• 4:57
  He
• 4:57
  gets
• 4:57
  freed,
• 4:57
  he
• 4:57
  gets
• 4:58
  out,
• 4:58
  he
• 4:58
  gets
• 4:58
  to
• 4:58
  leave.
• 4:59
  So
• 4:59
  he
• 5:00
  said
• 5:00
  he
• 5:00
  won't
• 5:00
  have
• 5:00
  his
• 5:00
  cheling.
• 5:01
  But
• 5:01
  that
• 5:01
  doesn't
• 5:01
  mean
• 5:01
  he's
• 5:02
  easy.
• 5:03
  There's
• 5:03
  nothing
• 5:04
  to
• 5:04
  neshama.
• 5:04
  Every
• 5:05
  Jewish
• 5:05
  neshama
• 5:05
  is
• 5:05
  going
• 5:05
  to
• 5:05
  make
• 5:05
  it
• 5:06
  like
• 5:06
  rabbeinu
• 5:06
  says.
• 5:06
  It's
• 5:06
  rabbeinu
• 5:07
  bechaya
• 5:08
  the
• 5:09
  end
• 5:09
  of
• 5:09
  Achre
• 5:09
  mois.
• 5:10
  And
• 5:10
  he
• 5:11
  says
• 5:11
  that
• 5:11
  that's
• 5:11
  what
• 5:11
  Ramban
• 5:12
  also
• 5:12
  means.
• 5:12
  Ramban.
• 5:13
  Maybe
• 5:13
  the
• 5:13
  lush
• 5:13
  is
• 5:13
  not
• 5:13
  as
• 5:14
  clear
• 5:14
  and
• 5:14
  easy
• 5:14
  to
• 5:14
  understand
• 5:15
  that
• 5:15
  that
• 5:15
  way.
• 5:16
  But
• 5:16
  you
• 5:17
  can
• 5:17
  learn
• 5:17
  it
• 5:17
  that
• 5:17
  way
• 5:17
  also
• 5:17
  ap
• 5:19
  that's
• 5:19
  what
• 5:19
  he's
• 5:19
  learning
• 5:20
  there.
• 5:20
  But
• 5:20
  actually
• 5:22
  clearly
• 5:23
  he
• 5:23
  says
• 5:23
  that's
• 5:23
  why
• 5:27
  that
• 5:27
  nephew
• 5:28
  will
• 5:28
  be
• 5:28
  cut
• 5:28
  off.
• 5:28
  He
• 5:29
  doesn't
• 5:29
  say
• 5:29
  nephew,
• 5:29
  he
• 5:29
  says
• 5:30
  the
• 5:31
  person.
• 5:31
  So
• 5:32
  that
• 5:32
  means
• 5:32
  the
• 5:32
  goof
• 5:32
  and
• 5:33
  died.
• 5:33
  You
• 5:33
  lost
• 5:33
  a
• 5:34
  lot.
• 5:34
  It's
• 5:34
  not
• 5:34
  that
• 5:34
  Nephesh
• 5:35
  is
• 5:35
  gone
• 5:38
  to
• 5:38
  this.
• 5:38
  That's
• 5:39
  what
• 5:39
  he
• 5:39
  says.
• 5:39
  The
• 5:39
  Vikanti
• 5:40
  also
• 5:40
  says
• 5:40
  the
• 5:41
  same
• 5:41
  thing.
• 5:41
  The
• 5:41
  Vikanti
• 5:42
  says
• 5:42
  in
• 5:42
  similar
• 5:42
  zone
• 5:43
  way
• 5:43
  Brics
• 5:43
  Rabb
• 5:44
  Ezra.
• 5:45
  And
• 5:45
  he
• 5:45
  says
• 5:45
  that
• 5:45
  a
• 5:45
  person
• 5:46
  is
• 5:46
  going
• 5:46
  to
• 5:46
  be
• 5:46
  this
• 5:46
  one
• 5:46
  of
• 5:46
  the
• 5:47
  Shevy
• 5:47
  Musa
• 5:47
  brings
• 5:48
  there.
• 5:48
  He
• 5:48
  says
• 5:48
  a
• 5:48
  person
• 5:48
  is
• 5:49
  going
• 5:49
  to
• 5:49
  be
• 5:51
  who
• 5:51
  lost
• 5:51
  his
• 5:52
  chelik.
• 5:52
  He
• 5:52
  did
• 5:52
  the
• 5:52
  stupid
• 5:53
  dinner.
• 5:53
  Chuba
• 5:53
  messed
• 5:54
  up,
• 5:55
  did
• 5:55
  something
• 5:55
  one
• 5:55
  of
• 5:55
  these
• 5:56
  terrible
• 5:56
  things.
• 5:56
  He's
• 5:57
  going
• 5:57
  to
• 5:57
  be
• 5:57
  there
• 5:58
  like
• 5:58
  a
• 5:58
  poor
• 5:58
  person.
• 5:59
  You
• 5:59
  give
• 5:59
  him.
• 5:59
  You.
• 5:59
  You
• 6:00
  give
• 6:00
  him
• 6:00
  charity.
• 6:01
  They'll
• 6:01
  give
• 6:01
  him
• 6:04
  over
• 6:04
  there.
• 6:07
  So
• 6:07
  he
• 6:07
  says
• 6:07
  listen,
• 6:10
  I'll
• 6:10
  give
• 6:10
  to
• 6:10
  whoever
• 6:11
  I
• 6:11
  want
• 6:11
  to
• 6:11
  give
• 6:11
  to
• 6:11
  so
• 6:12
  you.
• 6:12
  There's
• 6:12
  no
• 6:12
  such
• 6:12
  thing
• 6:13
  as
• 6:13
  a
• 6:13
  Jew
• 6:13
  is
• 6:13
  going
• 6:13
  to
• 6:13
  be
• 6:13
  absolutely
• 6:14
  out
• 6:14
  in
• 6:14
  the
• 6:14
  cold.
• 6:14
  It's
• 6:15
  just
• 6:15
  chaval.
• 6:15
  It's
• 6:16
  comp.
• 6:16
  What
• 6:16
  he
• 6:16
  could
• 6:17
  have
• 6:17
  had
• 6:17
  or
• 6:17
  what
• 6:17
  he
• 6:17
  should
• 6:17
  have
• 6:17
  had.
• 6:18
  It's
• 6:18
  going
• 6:18
  to
• 6:18
  be
• 6:18
  out
• 6:19
  of
• 6:19
  his
• 6:19
  place.
• 6:19
  He's
• 6:19
  out
• 6:20
  of
• 6:20
  place.
• 6:20
  It's.
• 6:20
  It's
• 6:21
  not
• 6:21
  the
• 6:21
  same.
• 6:21
  It's
• 6:22
  a
• 6:22
  who
• 6:22
  knows
• 6:23
  what
• 6:23
  how
• 6:23
  much
• 6:23
  he.
• 6:24
  How
• 6:24
  much
• 6:25
  or
• 6:26
  in
• 6:26
  connection
• 6:26
  and
• 6:27
  he
• 6:28
  lost.
• 6:28
  But
• 6:28
  it's
• 6:29
  not
• 6:29
  worth
• 6:29
  it.
• 6:30
  But
• 6:30
  it's
• 6:30
  worth
• 6:31
  it
• 6:31
  compared
• 6:31
  to
• 6:31
  this
• 6:31
  world.
• 6:34
  We
• 6:35
  hold
• 6:35
  that
• 6:35
  it's
• 6:35
  better
• 6:35
  for
• 6:35
  a
• 6:36
  person
• 6:36
  not
• 6:36
  to
• 6:37
  be
• 6:37
  created.
• 6:37
  To
• 6:37
  be
• 6:37
  created.
• 6:38
  We're
• 6:38
  talking
• 6:38
  about
• 6:39
  the
• 6:39
  physical
• 6:40
  in
• 6:40
  the
• 6:40
  physical
• 6:40
  life.
• 6:41
  It's
• 6:41
  a
• 6:41
  beautiful
• 6:41
  world.
• 6:41
  It's
• 6:42
  a
• 6:42
  big
• 6:42
  world
• 6:42
  out
• 6:42
  there.
• 6:43
  Maybe
• 6:43
  it's
• 6:44
  kadai
• 6:44
  even
• 6:44
  just
• 6:45
  as
• 6:45
  it
• 6:45
  is.
• 6:45
  Like
• 6:45
  Rabbeinu
• 6:46
  explains,
• 6:46
  like
• 6:48
  in
• 6:48
  other
• 6:48
  places.
• 6:49
  But
• 6:50
  spiritually
• 6:50
  speaking,
• 6:51
  in
• 6:51
  the
• 6:51
  end,
• 6:51
  the
• 6:51
  vada,
• 6:51
  it's
• 6:52
  worth
• 6:52
  it.
• 6:52
  Hashem
• 6:52
  didn't
• 6:52
  mess
• 6:53
  us
• 6:53
  up.
• 6:53
  Let's
• 6:53
  push
• 6:54
  it.
• 6:56
  So
• 6:56
  actually
• 6:57
  person
• 6:58
  has
• 6:58
  to
• 6:58
  have.
• 6:59
  Because
• 6:59
  a
• 7:00
  person
• 7:00
  feels
• 7:00
  like,
• 7:00
  no.
• 7:01
  The
• 7:02
  person
• 7:02
  says,
• 7:02
  no,
• 7:02
  I.
• 7:02
  I
• 7:02
  shouldn't
• 7:03
  have
• 7:03
  confidence
• 7:03
  in
• 7:04
  myself
• 7:04
  and
• 7:04
  what
• 7:04
  I
• 7:04
  can
• 7:04
  do,
• 7:05
  what
• 7:05
  I
• 7:05
  do.
• 7:05
  I
• 7:05
  already
• 7:05
  blew
• 7:06
  it.
• 7:06
  Forget
• 7:06
  it.
• 7:06
  I'm
• 7:06
  not
• 7:06
  holding.
• 7:07
  I
• 7:07
  can't.
• 7:07
  I'm
• 7:08
  the
• 7:08
  exception.
• 7:08
  I
• 7:09
  should
• 7:09
  know
• 7:09
  better.
• 7:09
  I
• 7:10
  should
• 7:10
  have
• 7:10
  been
• 7:10
  better.
• 7:10
  And
• 7:11
  he
• 7:11
  says
• 7:11
  all
• 7:11
  these
• 7:11
  things
• 7:11
  Rabino
• 7:12
  says
• 7:12
  is
• 7:12
  all
• 7:13
  a
• 7:13
  guyver.
• 7:14
  Because
• 7:14
  a
• 7:14
  person
• 7:14
  you
• 7:14
  can
• 7:15
  never
• 7:15
  serve
• 7:15
  Hashem,
• 7:16
  as
• 7:17
  is
• 7:17
  fitting.
• 7:17
  Hashem
• 7:18
  is
• 7:18
  eternal.
• 7:20
  There's
• 7:20
  no
• 7:20
  way
• 7:20
  to
• 7:21
  any
• 7:21
  little
• 7:22
  lapse,
• 7:22
  the
• 7:22
  tiniest
• 7:23
  lapse
• 7:23
  in
• 7:23
  your.
• 7:23
  It's
• 7:24
  not
• 7:24
  perfect.
• 7:24
  And
• 7:24
  even
• 7:25
  perfect.
• 7:25
  So
• 7:25
  what
• 7:25
  are
• 7:25
  you
• 7:25
  giving
• 7:26
  him?
• 7:26
  It's
• 7:26
  just
• 7:26
  his
• 7:26
  kindness,
• 7:27
  his
• 7:27
  incredible
• 7:27
  kindness.
• 7:28
  He
• 7:28
  wants
• 7:28
  to
• 7:28
  give
• 7:28
  us.
• 7:29
  Us.
• 7:29
  He
• 7:29
  made
• 7:29
  it
• 7:30
  to
• 7:30
  us.
• 7:30
  That's
• 7:30
  what
• 7:30
  the
• 7:30
  Torah
• 7:30
  tells
• 7:31
  us.
• 7:31
  It's
• 7:32
  not
• 7:32
  that
• 7:32
  he
• 7:32
  needs
• 7:32
  us.
• 7:33
  It's
• 7:33
  not
• 7:33
  that
• 7:33
  we
• 7:33
  can
• 7:33
  actually
• 7:34
  serve
• 7:34
  him.
• 7:34
  It's
• 7:34
  like
• 7:34
  it's
• 7:35
  all
• 7:35
  from
• 7:35
  him.
• 7:35
  He
• 7:35
  all
• 7:36
  gives
• 7:36
  everything
• 7:37
  to
• 7:37
  a
• 7:37
  person,
• 7:37
  has
• 7:37
  to
• 7:38
  use
• 7:38
  that
• 7:38
  to
• 7:38
  be
• 7:39
  empowered
• 7:40
  and
• 7:40
  have
• 7:41
  confidence
• 7:41
  in
• 7:41
  his
• 7:41
  own
• 7:41
  avodah
• 7:42
  to
• 7:42
  understand
• 7:42
  that
• 7:43
  what
• 7:43
  I
• 7:43
  do
• 7:43
  is
• 7:43
  important,
• 7:46
  what
• 7:46
  I'm
• 7:46
  doing
• 7:46
  is
• 7:47
  important.
• 7:47
  And
• 7:47
  I
• 7:47
  have
• 7:47
  something
• 7:48
  to
• 7:48
  do
• 7:48
  nobody
• 7:49
  else
• 7:49
  can
• 7:49
  do.
• 7:49
  Tzadik
• 7:50
  mane.
• 7:50
  Nobody
• 7:50
  can
• 7:50
  do.
• 7:51
  Only
• 7:51
  I
• 7:51
  can
• 7:51
  do.
• 7:51
  Because
• 7:51
  I
• 7:51
  have
• 7:52
  B'
• 7:52
  chira
• 7:52
  and
• 7:52
  fakhera.
• 7:53
  Bilakku
• 7:54
  says,
• 7:54
  when
• 7:54
  you're
• 7:54
  the
• 7:54
  furthest
• 7:55
  person,
• 7:55
  you
• 7:55
  have
• 7:55
  to
• 7:55
  know
• 7:55
  that
• 7:56
  everything
• 7:56
  you
• 7:56
  do
• 7:56
  to
• 7:57
  take
• 7:57
  yourself
• 7:57
  from
• 7:57
  bad
• 7:57
  to
• 7:58
  good,
• 7:58
  that
• 7:58
  has
• 7:58
  more
• 7:59
  value.
• 7:59
  Because
• 7:59
  you're
• 7:59
  coming
• 7:59
  from
• 8:00
  far,
• 8:00
  you're
• 8:00
  revealing
• 8:00
  the
• 8:01
  or
• 8:01
  in
• 8:01
  the
• 8:01
  lowest
• 8:01
  places,
• 8:02
  you're
• 8:02
  making
• 8:02
  Caleb
• 8:02
  in
• 8:03
  the
• 8:03
  lowest,
• 8:03
  hardest
• 8:03
  places.
• 8:04
  So
• 8:05
  the
• 8:05
  first
• 8:05
  thing,
• 8:05
  and
• 8:05
  this
• 8:05
  is
• 8:06
  what
• 8:06
  this
• 8:06
  Torah
• 8:06
  is
• 8:06
  about.
• 8:06
  This
• 8:07
  Torah
• 8:07
  is
• 8:07
  about
• 8:07
  mus
• 8:07
  hachamim
• 8:08
  and
• 8:08
  Melissa
• 8:09
  chana
• 8:09
  means
• 8:10
  number
• 8:10
  one.
• 8:10
  You
• 8:10
  realize,
• 8:11
  no,
• 8:11
  I
• 8:11
  have
• 8:11
  people
• 8:12
  who
• 8:12
  are.
• 8:13
  I
• 8:13
  can
• 8:13
  beat
• 8:13
  mashpia
• 8:14
  on.
• 8:14
  And
• 8:14
  I
• 8:15
  have
• 8:15
  the
• 8:15
  ability
• 8:15
  to
• 8:15
  help
• 8:16
  them
• 8:16
  and
• 8:17
  to
• 8:17
  guide
• 8:17
  them.
• 8:17
  Even
• 8:18
  no
• 8:18
  matter
• 8:18
  what
• 8:18
  happened
• 8:18
  yesterday,
• 8:19
  no
• 8:19
  matter
• 8:19
  what
• 8:19
  where
• 8:20
  I
• 8:20
  fell
• 8:20
  and
• 8:20
  what
• 8:20
  I
• 8:21
  did
• 8:21
  and
• 8:21
  the
• 8:21
  stupidest
• 8:21
  things
• 8:21
  that
• 8:22
  I
• 8:22
  need
• 8:22
  help.
• 8:22
  And
• 8:22
  I
• 8:23
  need
• 8:23
  help
• 8:23
  with
• 8:23
  chuvah.
• 8:24
  Like
• 8:24
  Yasham,
• 8:24
  he
• 8:24
  says,
• 8:25
  nothing
• 8:25
  stands
• 8:26
  in
• 8:26
  me
• 8:26
  in
• 8:26
  teshuvah.
• 8:26
  Chuvah
• 8:26
  can
• 8:27
  fix
• 8:27
  everything.
• 8:28
  Everything
• 8:28
  fixed.
• 8:28
  So
• 8:29
  first
• 8:29
  we
• 8:29
  have
• 8:29
  to
• 8:29
  do
• 8:29
  chuvah.
• 8:30
  Hopefully
• 8:30
  he'll
• 8:30
  do
• 8:30
  Teshuvah.
• 8:30
  But
• 8:31
  no
• 8:31
  matter
• 8:31
  what,
• 8:31
  actually,
• 8:32
  he's
• 8:32
  going
• 8:32
  to
• 8:32
  have
• 8:33
  a
• 8:33
  portion
• 8:34
  in
• 8:34
  the
• 8:34
  next
• 8:34
  world.
• 8:34
  Maybe.
• 8:35
  Hopefully
• 8:35
  it'll
• 8:35
  be
• 8:35
  his
• 8:36
  ch
• 8:36
  to.
• 8:36
  It
• 8:36
  will
• 8:36
  be
• 8:36
  the
• 8:37
  portion
• 8:37
  that
• 8:37
  he
• 8:37
  needs
• 8:37
  what
• 8:38
  his.
• 8:38
  His
• 8:38
  palace,
• 8:39
  his
• 8:41
  where
• 8:41
  he's
• 8:41
  holding.
• 8:41
  But
• 8:42
  if
• 8:42
  Hashem,
• 8:43
  whatever
• 8:43
  it
• 8:43
  is,
• 8:43
  no
• 8:44
  matter
• 8:44
  what
• 8:44
  the
• 8:44
  Yid
• 8:44
  is,
• 8:45
  he's
• 8:45
  going
• 8:45
  to
• 8:45
  get
• 8:45
  there.
• 8:45
  He's
• 8:45
  going
• 8:46
  to
• 8:46
  make
• 8:46
  it
• 8:46
  in
• 8:46
  the
• 8:46
  end.
• 8:46
  Or
• 8:46
  Enoch
• 8:47
  wants
• 8:47
  his
• 8:47
  borrow
• 8:47
  from
• 8:47
  the
• 8:47
  end.
• 8:48
  It'd
• 8:48
  be
• 8:48
  b.
• 8:48
  It's
• 8:49
  going
• 8:49
  to.
• 8:49
  Everything
• 8:49
  will
• 8:49
  be
• 8:49
  okay,
• 8:50
  Zabir.
• 8:51
  Everything
• 8:51
  will
• 8:51
  be
• 8:51
  fine.
• 8:52
  There's
• 8:52
  a
• 8:52
  clarification.
• 8:53
  Fine.
• 8:53
  Everything's
• 8:53
  going
• 8:53
  to
• 8:54
  be
• 8:54
  good.
• 8:54
  So
• 8:54
  you
• 8:55
  have
• 8:55
  to
• 8:55
  believe
• 8:55
  this
• 8:55
  with
• 8:56
  very
• 8:56
  simple
• 8:56
  things.
• 8:56
  You
• 8:57
  have
• 8:57
  to
• 8:57
  have.
• 8:58
  You
• 8:58
  cannot
• 8:59
  go
• 9:00
  against
• 9:00
  what
• 9:01
  Chazal
• 9:01
  say.
• 9:02
  This
• 9:02
  is.
• 9:02
  This
• 9:02
  is
• 9:02
  what
• 9:03
  Chazal
• 9:03
  said.
• 9:03
  This
• 9:04
  is
• 9:04
  something
• 9:04
  that
• 9:04
  was
• 9:04
  hidden
• 9:04
  in
• 9:04
  the
• 9:05
  reasons
• 9:05
  why
• 9:05
  this
• 9:06
  brought
• 9:06
  the
• 9:06
  Leshem.
• 9:06
  Also
• 9:07
  now
• 9:07
  the
• 9:07
  lesson
• 9:08
  says.
• 9:09
  It's
• 9:09
  like
• 9:09
  desire
• 9:10
  says
• 9:10
  about
• 9:10
  the
• 9:10
  clothes.
• 9:11
  Read
• 9:11
  all
• 9:11
  these
• 9:11
  clothes.
• 9:12
  Like
• 9:12
  it's
• 9:13
  very
• 9:13
  bad.
• 9:13
  It's
• 9:13
  harsh
• 9:14
  stuff,
• 9:15
  really.
• 9:15
  All
• 9:15
  the
• 9:16
  Yeshua
• 9:16
  in
• 9:16
  the
• 9:16
  close.
• 9:17
  All
• 9:17
  the
• 9:17
  Yeshua,
• 9:18
  that's
• 9:18
  all.
• 9:19
  But
• 9:19
  you
• 9:19
  have
• 9:19
  to
• 9:19
  understand
• 9:19
  how
• 9:20
  and
• 9:20
  what
• 9:20
  they're
• 9:20
  really
• 9:21
  saying.
• 9:21
  There
• 9:21
  are
• 9:21
  levels
• 9:21
  and
• 9:21
  levels
• 9:22
  and
• 9:22
  levels.
• 9:22
  So
• 9:23
  the
• 9:23
  Leshman
• 9:23
  says
• 9:23
  the
• 9:23
  same
• 9:24
  thing
• 9:24
  when
• 9:24
  the
• 9:24
  Kazas,
• 9:27
  they're
• 9:27
  talking
• 9:27
  about
• 9:27
  the
• 9:28
  hitzonias.
• 9:29
  A
• 9:29
  person
• 9:30
  has
• 9:30
  a
• 9:30
  longer
• 9:30
  process.
• 9:31
  He
• 9:31
  wasn't
• 9:31
  Zochet
• 9:32
  Chuvah
• 9:32
  Nebuch.
• 9:32
  He
• 9:32
  messed
• 9:33
  up
• 9:33
  whatever
• 9:33
  he
• 9:33
  messed
• 9:33
  up
• 9:34
  to.
• 9:34
  Then
• 9:35
  he's.
• 9:36
  He's
• 9:36
  not
• 9:36
  in
• 9:36
  the.
• 9:36
  He's
• 9:37
  not
• 9:37
  Zochet
• 9:37
  to
• 9:38
  his
• 9:38
  own,
• 9:39
  though.
• 9:39
  There's
• 9:40
  no
• 9:40
  such
• 9:40
  thing
• 9:40
  as
• 9:40
  really
• 9:40
  blowing
• 9:41
  it
• 9:41
  as
• 9:41
  evil.
• 9:41
  There's
• 9:41
  no
• 9:41
  such
• 9:42
  thing.
• 9:42
  That's
• 9:43
  what
• 9:43
  the
• 9:43
  Leshem
• 9:43
  writes
• 9:44
  there.
• 9:46
  So.
• 9:49
  Right.
• 9:50
  Sefer
• 9:50
  Hatoshtiko.
• 9:51
  So
• 9:51
  actually,
• 9:53
  so
• 9:53
  that's
• 9:54
  what
• 9:54
  it
• 9:54
  comes
• 9:54
  down
• 9:54
  to.
• 9:55
  That's
• 9:55
  what
• 9:55
  it
• 9:55
  is.
• 9:56
  The
• 9:56
  person
• 9:57
  has
• 9:57
  to
• 9:57
  know.
• 9:57
  He
• 9:57
  has
• 9:57
  to
• 9:57
  have
• 9:58
  confidence
• 9:58
  in
• 9:58
  himself.
• 9:59
  And
• 9:59
  I
• 10:00
  want
• 10:00
  to
• 10:00
  finish
• 10:00
  off.
• 10:01
  And
• 10:01
  that's
• 10:01
  like.
• 10:01
  Again,
• 10:01
  so
• 10:01
  this
• 10:02
  is
• 10:02
  very
• 10:02
  relevant
• 10:02
  to
• 10:03
  every
• 10:03
  person.
• 10:03
  Having
• 10:03
  a
• 10:04
  munis
• 10:04
  chachamim,
• 10:05
  believing
• 10:05
  in
• 10:06
  myself,
• 10:06
  having
• 10:07
  confidence.
• 10:08
  And
• 10:08
  I
• 10:08
  want
• 10:08
  to
• 10:08
  finish
• 10:08
  with
• 10:09
  a
• 10:09
  story
• 10:09
  to
• 10:10
  illustrate
• 10:10
  what
• 10:10
  this
• 10:11
  is
• 10:11
  supposed
• 10:11
  to
• 10:11
  do.
• 10:11
  When
• 10:11
  a
• 10:12
  person
• 10:12
  really
• 10:12
  believes
• 10:12
  this,
• 10:13
  the
• 10:13
  trouble
• 10:13
  is
• 10:13
  he
• 10:13
  has
• 10:14
  a
• 10:14
  hard
• 10:14
  time
• 10:14
  internalizing.
• 10:14
  He
• 10:15
  has
• 10:15
  to
• 10:15
  work
• 10:15
  very
• 10:15
  hard
• 10:15
  to
• 10:15
  internalize
• 10:16
  this
• 10:16
  to
• 10:16
  realize.
• 10:16
  Yes,
• 10:17
  every
• 10:17
  nikkuru
• 10:18
  tovah
• 10:18
  is
• 10:18
  an
• 10:18
  eternal
• 10:18
  connection
• 10:19
  to
• 10:19
  Hashem.
• 10:19
  If
• 10:19
  I
• 10:19
  have
• 10:19
  any
• 10:19
  crude
• 10:20
  tovah.
• 10:20
  Yes,
• 10:21
  a
• 10:21
  lot
• 10:21
  of
• 10:21
  Chazal
• 10:22
  talking
• 10:22
  about,
• 10:22
  yes,
• 10:22
  in
• 10:22
  the
• 10:22
  Chitanya,
• 10:23
  there
• 10:23
  are
• 10:23
  problems
• 10:24
  and
• 10:24
  he
• 10:24
  needs.
• 10:24
  He
• 10:24
  needs
• 10:25
  a
• 10:25
  lot
• 10:25
  of
• 10:25
  help.
• 10:26
  But
• 10:26
  even
• 10:27
  when
• 10:27
  the
• 10:27
  Kuda,
• 10:27
  in
• 10:27
  the
• 10:27
  end,
• 10:28
  in
• 10:28
  the.
• 10:28
  He's
• 10:28
  going
• 10:28
  to
• 10:29
  get
• 10:29
  a
• 10:29
  scar
• 10:29
  for
• 10:29
  that.
• 10:29
  It's
• 10:29
  going
• 10:29
  to
• 10:30
  make
• 10:30
  a
• 10:30
  difference.
• 10:30
  And
• 10:30
  it's
• 10:31
  the
• 10:31
  eternal
• 10:31
  connection.
• 10:32
  You
• 10:32
  can
• 10:32
  broaden
• 10:32
  that.
• 10:33
  You
• 10:33
  can.
• 10:33
  You
• 10:33
  can
• 10:34
  make
• 10:34
  that
• 10:34
  connection
• 10:35
  stronger
• 10:35
  if
• 10:35
  you're
• 10:35
  a
• 10:35
  master
• 10:36
  of
• 10:36
  your.
• 10:36
  If
• 10:36
  you.
• 10:36
  If
• 10:37
  you
• 10:37
  value
• 10:37
  that
• 10:37
  and
• 10:38
  you
• 10:38
  connect
• 10:38
  to
• 10:38
  it.
• 10:40
  So
• 10:40
  the
• 10:40
  story
• 10:41
  with
• 10:41
  the
• 10:41
  maggot
• 10:42
  of
• 10:42
  Kelm
• 10:43
  Shadon
• 10:44
  tells
• 10:44
  the
• 10:44
  story
• 10:44
  that
• 10:44
  there
• 10:45
  was
• 10:45
  once
• 10:45
  he
• 10:45
  might
• 10:45
  have
• 10:45
  come.
• 10:46
  Used
• 10:46
  to
• 10:46
  go
• 10:46
  to
• 10:46
  different
• 10:46
  towns
• 10:47
  and
• 10:47
  try
• 10:47
  to
• 10:47
  give
• 10:48
  over,
• 10:48
  try
• 10:49
  to
• 10:49
  help
• 10:49
  someone
• 10:49
  who
• 10:50
  was
• 10:50
  having
• 10:50
  a
• 10:50
  hard
• 10:50
  time.
• 10:52
  So
• 10:52
  the
• 10:52
  Maghrib
• 10:53
  or.
• 10:53
  Or
• 10:54
  whatever
• 10:54
  they
• 10:54
  needed
• 10:54
  in
• 10:55
  the
• 10:55
  town.
• 10:55
  That's
• 10:55
  what
• 10:56
  he
• 10:56
  did.
• 10:56
  She
• 10:56
  went
• 10:57
  to
• 10:57
  one
• 10:57
  town.
• 10:57
  He's
• 10:57
  like,
• 10:57
  what
• 10:57
  does
• 10:58
  this
• 10:58
  town
• 10:58
  need?
• 10:58
  Do
• 10:58
  they
• 10:58
  need
• 10:59
  maybe
• 10:59
  a
• 10:59
  mikvah?
• 10:59
  Maybe
• 11:00
  they
• 11:00
  need
• 11:00
  a
• 11:00
  cheder.
• 11:01
  Maybe
• 11:01
  they
• 11:01
  need.
• 11:02
  What
• 11:02
  do
• 11:02
  they
• 11:02
  need?
• 11:06
  He's
• 11:06
  like,
• 11:06
  no,
• 11:06
  our
• 11:07
  time.
• 11:07
  We
• 11:07
  have
• 11:07
  everything.
• 11:07
  Everything's
• 11:08
  good
• 11:08
  here.
• 11:09
  Then
• 11:09
  the
• 11:09
  kid's
• 11:09
  looking,
• 11:09
  he's
• 11:10
  like,
• 11:10
  oh,
• 11:10
  yve,
• 11:10
  it's
• 11:10
  just
• 11:10
  the
• 11:10
  muser.
• 11:11
  I
• 11:11
  gotta
• 11:11
  go.
• 11:11
  He's
• 11:11
  like,
• 11:11
  who's
• 11:12
  just
• 11:12
  a
• 11:12
  muser?
• 11:12
  He's
• 11:12
  like,
• 11:12
  yeah,
• 11:13
  you
• 11:13
  don't
• 11:13
  have
• 11:13
  no
• 11:13
  idea.
• 11:14
  Just
• 11:14
  the
• 11:14
  muser,
• 11:15
  my
• 11:15
  goodness.
• 11:15
  He's
• 11:15
  meister.
• 11:16
  Whoever
• 11:16
  makes
• 11:16
  him
• 11:17
  trouble,
• 11:17
  he
• 11:17
  forms
• 11:17
  on
• 11:17
  and
• 11:18
  he
• 11:18
  gets
• 11:18
  a
• 11:18
  big
• 11:18
  trouble
• 11:19
  with
• 11:19
  the
• 11:19
  government.
• 11:19
  He's
• 11:20
  close
• 11:20
  to
• 11:20
  the
• 11:20
  mayor,
• 11:21
  the
• 11:21
  guard,
• 11:21
  the
• 11:21
  governor,
• 11:21
  the
• 11:22
  nobleman,
• 11:23
  whoever
• 11:23
  was
• 11:23
  there,
• 11:24
  and
• 11:24
  he'll
• 11:25
  really
• 11:25
  make
• 11:25
  your
• 11:25
  life
• 11:25
  a
• 11:26
  misery.
• 11:26
  He
• 11:26
  said,
• 11:27
  tell
• 11:27
  me
• 11:27
  one
• 11:27
  good
• 11:27
  thing
• 11:28
  about
• 11:28
  Yasir
• 11:28
  Masr.
• 11:29
  One
• 11:29
  good
• 11:29
  thing
• 11:29
  in
• 11:29
  his
• 11:30
  life,
• 11:30
  one
• 11:30
  positive
• 11:30
  attribute.
• 11:31
  He
• 11:32
  said,
• 11:32
  well,
• 11:32
  he
• 11:32
  never
• 11:32
  tells.
• 11:32
  He
• 11:33
  never
• 11:33
  tells
• 11:33
  a
• 11:33
  lie.
• 11:33
  He's
• 11:34
  very
• 11:34
  proud
• 11:34
  of
• 11:34
  the
• 11:35
  fact
• 11:35
  Nimitz
• 11:35
  lies.
• 11:35
  If
• 11:35
  I
• 11:36
  sounded
• 11:36
  informing
• 11:37
  you,
• 11:37
  nothing
• 11:37
  you
• 11:37
  could
• 11:38
  say
• 11:38
  can
• 11:38
  dissuade
• 11:38
  me
• 11:38
  because
• 11:39
  I
• 11:39
  always
• 11:39
  tell
• 11:39
  the
• 11:39
  truth
• 11:40
  and
• 11:40
  follow
• 11:40
  my
• 11:40
  word.
• 11:41
  That's
• 11:41
  what
• 11:41
  he
• 11:41
  says.
• 11:41
  Now
• 11:42
  I
• 11:42
  gotta
• 11:42
  go.
• 11:42
  Kid
• 11:43
  ran
• 11:43
  away.
• 11:44
  So
• 11:44
  the
• 11:44
  Maghrib
• 11:45
  kiln
• 11:45
  went
• 11:45
  in.
• 11:46
  The.
• 11:46
  The
• 11:46
  maghrib
• 11:46
  kilm
• 11:46
  went
• 11:47
  over
• 11:47
  to
• 11:47
  him.
• 11:47
  He
• 11:47
  said,
• 11:47
  oh
• 11:47
  yeah,
• 11:48
  if
• 11:48
  it
• 11:48
  was
• 11:48
  Yankala,
• 11:48
  Yosla,
• 11:49
  whatever
• 11:49
  it
• 11:49
  is.
• 11:49
  He
• 11:50
  said,
• 11:50
  yankala,
• 11:50
  tell
• 11:50
  me.
• 11:51
  You
• 11:51
  have
• 11:51
  to
• 11:51
  help
• 11:51
  me.
• 11:52
  I'm
• 11:52
  making
• 11:52
  a
• 11:52
  drusha
• 11:53
  and
• 11:53
  I
• 11:53
  make
• 11:53
  money
• 11:53
  there.
• 11:53
  Please
• 11:54
  come,
• 11:54
  I
• 11:54
  need
• 11:54
  you
• 11:54
  there.
• 11:55
  People
• 11:55
  see
• 11:55
  you
• 11:55
  come,
• 11:56
  they'll
• 11:56
  take
• 11:56
  it
• 11:56
  seriously.
• 11:56
  They'll
• 11:57
  come.
• 11:57
  And
• 11:57
  Imamish
• 11:58
  begged
• 11:59
  him
• 11:59
  to
• 11:59
  come.
• 12:00
  Finally,
• 12:00
  he's
• 12:00
  like,
• 12:00
  you
• 12:00
  know
• 12:01
  what?
• 12:01
  Okay,
• 12:01
  I'll
• 12:01
  come.
• 12:01
  Fine.
• 12:01
  You
• 12:02
  really
• 12:02
  so
• 12:02
  insisted.
• 12:02
  Fine,
• 12:03
  okay,
• 12:03
  I'll
• 12:03
  come.
• 12:04
  So
• 12:04
  came
• 12:05
  the
• 12:05
  temp
• 12:05
  for
• 12:05
  the
• 12:05
  drasha,
• 12:06
  and
• 12:06
  everyone
• 12:06
  was
• 12:06
  there
• 12:07
  when
• 12:07
  he's
• 12:07
  waiting.
• 12:07
  This
• 12:07
  Yankee
• 12:08
  also
• 12:09
  whatever.
• 12:09
  I
• 12:09
  think
• 12:09
  it
• 12:09
  was
• 12:09
  Yankal
• 12:10
  actually.
• 12:10
  All
• 12:11
  the
• 12:11
  same,
• 12:11
  whatever
• 12:11
  this
• 12:11
  is,
• 12:12
  this
• 12:12
  muscle,
• 12:13
  this
• 12:13
  is
• 12:13
  the.
• 12:14
  The
• 12:14
  guy
• 12:14
  who
• 12:14
  was
• 12:14
  the
• 12:14
  informant
• 12:15
  didn't
• 12:15
  show
• 12:15
  up.
• 12:16
  He's
• 12:16
  waiting
• 12:17
  attendance
• 12:17
  late.
• 12:17
  He
• 12:17
  sees
• 12:18
  he's
• 12:18
  trying
• 12:18
  to
• 12:18
  slink
• 12:18
  in
• 12:18
  as
• 12:18
  if
• 12:19
  he
• 12:19
  was
• 12:19
  hoping
• 12:19
  in
• 12:19
  the
• 12:19
  middle
• 12:19
  of
• 12:19
  Russia
• 12:20
  because
• 12:20
  said
• 12:21
  he
• 12:21
  coming,
• 12:21
  didn't
• 12:21
  come
• 12:21
  or
• 12:22
  he
• 12:22
  didn't
• 12:22
  say
• 12:22
  he'd
• 12:22
  come
• 12:22
  early.
• 12:23
  He
• 12:24
  sees
• 12:24
  him
• 12:24
  coming,
• 12:24
  said,
• 12:24
  oh,
• 12:25
  ankle,
• 12:25
  come
• 12:25
  on
• 12:25
  up.
• 12:26
  Come
• 12:26
  up
• 12:26
  to
• 12:26
  the.
• 12:27
  Come
• 12:27
  up
• 12:27
  over
• 12:27
  here
• 12:27
  with
• 12:27
  the.
• 12:28
  I
• 12:28
  need
• 12:28
  you
• 12:28
  here.
• 12:28
  Come
• 12:29
  on
• 12:29
  up
• 12:29
  to
• 12:29
  the
• 12:29
  deus.
• 12:30
  He
• 12:30
  comes
• 12:31
  to
• 12:31
  the
• 12:31
  days.
• 12:31
  Isn't
• 12:31
  it
• 12:31
  what
• 12:32
  the
• 12:32
  guy
• 12:32
  wants?
• 12:32
  What
• 12:33
  does
• 12:33
  he
• 12:33
  want?
• 12:33
  He
• 12:33
  wants.
• 12:34
  Comes
• 12:35
  up
• 12:35
  to
• 12:35
  the
• 12:35
  days.
• 12:36
  So
• 12:37
  he
• 12:37
  said,
• 12:37
  I
• 12:37
  want
• 12:37
  to
• 12:37
  thank
• 12:38
  you.
• 12:38
  You
• 12:38
  came
• 12:38
  and
• 12:38
  people
• 12:39
  are
• 12:39
  master
• 12:39
  that
• 12:39
  you
• 12:39
  come.
• 12:40
  I
• 12:40
  know
• 12:40
  it's
• 12:40
  important
• 12:40
  here.
• 12:41
  So
• 12:41
  I
• 12:41
  want
• 12:41
  you
• 12:41
  to
• 12:41
  know
• 12:42
  I'm
• 12:42
  giving
• 12:42
  you
• 12:43
  now
• 12:43
  my.
• 12:44
  He
• 12:45
  says,
• 12:45
  and
• 12:45
  you
• 12:45
  shouldn't
• 12:46
  think
• 12:46
  my
• 12:46
  isn't
• 12:47
  important.
• 12:47
  He
• 12:47
  said,
• 12:47
  I
• 12:47
  go
• 12:48
  to
• 12:48
  every
• 12:48
  town,
• 12:48
  every
• 12:48
  city.
• 12:49
  Anything
• 12:49
  is
• 12:49
  missing.
• 12:49
  This
• 12:50
  place
• 12:50
  did
• 12:50
  never
• 12:50
  make.
• 12:50
  I
• 12:51
  got
• 12:51
  it
• 12:51
  taken
• 12:51
  care
• 12:52
  of.
• 12:52
  The
• 12:52
  area
• 12:52
  was
• 12:52
  messed
• 12:53
  up.
• 12:53
  I
• 12:53
  fixed
• 12:53
  it
• 12:53
  around,
• 12:54
  fixed
• 12:54
  it.
• 12:54
  This
• 12:54
  place
• 12:55
  needed
• 12:55
  this.
• 12:55
  This
• 12:55
  place
• 12:55
  that
• 12:56
  I
• 12:56
  did
• 12:56
  all
• 12:56
  these
• 12:57
  things.
• 12:57
  He's
• 12:57
  probably
• 12:57
  explaining
• 12:58
  like
• 12:58
  years
• 12:58
  and
• 12:58
  years
• 12:58
  and
• 12:58
  years
• 12:59
  I'm
• 12:59
  making
• 12:59
  big,
• 13:00
  big,
• 13:00
  big
• 13:00
  tikkun.
• 13:01
  He
• 13:02
  said,
• 13:02
  you
• 13:02
  have
• 13:02
  Allah.
• 13:03
  He
• 13:03
  said,
• 13:03
  but
• 13:03
  now
• 13:04
  I
• 13:04
  want
• 13:04
  to
• 13:04
  tell
• 13:04
  you
• 13:04
  young,
• 13:04
  you
• 13:05
  have
• 13:05
  to
• 13:05
  be
• 13:05
  very
• 13:05
  careful
• 13:05
  not
• 13:05
  to
• 13:06
  lose
• 13:06
  your
• 13:10
  there.
• 13:10
  We
• 13:10
  find
• 13:10
  out
• 13:11
  the
• 13:11
  different
• 13:11
  things
• 13:11
  that
• 13:11
  person
• 13:12
  could
• 13:12
  do.
• 13:12
  And
• 13:13
  he
• 13:13
  starts
• 13:13
  explaining
• 13:13
  the
• 13:14
  importance
• 13:14
  of
• 13:14
  not
• 13:14
  never
• 13:15
  informing
• 13:15
  other
• 13:15
  you
• 13:15
  Jew
• 13:16
  and
• 13:16
  giving
• 13:16
  over
• 13:16
  and
• 13:16
  over
• 13:17
  different,
• 13:17
  different
• 13:17
  important
• 13:18
  things
• 13:18
  in
• 13:18
  a
• 13:19
  good
• 13:19
  way,
• 13:19
  in
• 13:19
  a
• 13:19
  way
• 13:19
  that's
• 13:19
  not
• 13:20
  going
• 13:20
  to
• 13:20
  be
• 13:20
  Khalilah
• 13:21
  judging
• 13:21
  or
• 13:21
  anything.
• 13:22
  And
• 13:22
  then
• 13:23
  the
• 13:23
  person,
• 13:23
  this
• 13:24
  Yankee,
• 13:25
  he
• 13:25
  seemed
• 13:26
  to
• 13:26
  really
• 13:26
  mab.
• 13:27
  He
• 13:27
  seemed
• 13:27
  to
• 13:27
  be
• 13:27
  very.
• 13:27
  A
• 13:28
  little
• 13:28
  dazed.
• 13:28
  I
• 13:28
  mean,
• 13:28
  it's
• 13:29
  like
• 13:29
  the
• 13:29
  whole
• 13:29
  thing
• 13:29
  is
• 13:30
  a
• 13:30
  very
• 13:30
  overwhelming
• 13:31
  thing.
• 13:31
  And
• 13:31
  the
• 13:31
  negative
• 13:32
  K
• 13:32
  left.
• 13:33
  Ten
• 13:34
  years
• 13:34
  later,
• 13:34
  he
• 13:34
  came
• 13:34
  back.
• 13:37
  She
• 13:37
  started
• 13:38
  looking.
• 13:38
  He
• 13:38
  started
• 13:38
  asking
• 13:39
  someone,
• 13:39
  what's
• 13:39
  with.
• 13:41
  He
• 13:41
  saw.
• 13:41
  So
• 13:41
  he
• 13:41
  said,
• 13:41
  tell
• 13:42
  me
• 13:42
  what's
• 13:42
  with
• 13:42
  Yankee
• 13:42
  la
• 13:43
  Musa?
• 13:43
  He's
• 13:43
  like,
• 13:43
  who.
• 13:44
  Who's
• 13:44
  that
• 13:45
  Yankee
• 13:45
  master?
• 13:46
  You
• 13:46
  know,
• 13:46
  I
• 13:47
  don't
• 13:47
  know
• 13:47
  who
• 13:47
  that
• 13:47
  is.
• 13:48
  She
• 13:48
  started
• 13:48
  describing.
• 13:49
  He's
• 13:49
  like,
• 13:49
  I'm
• 13:49
  sorry,
• 13:50
  maybe
• 13:50
  I
• 13:50
  got
• 13:50
  the
• 13:50
  name
• 13:50
  wrong.
• 13:51
  But
• 13:51
  I'll
• 13:51
  tell
• 13:51
  you
• 13:51
  what
• 13:51
  it
• 13:51
  looks
• 13:52
  like.
• 13:52
  Maybe
• 13:52
  I.
• 13:52
  I
• 13:52
  misunderstood
• 13:53
  the
• 13:53
  name.
• 13:54
  And
• 13:54
  he
• 13:54
  told
• 13:54
  me,
• 13:54
  he
• 13:55
  described
• 13:55
  basically,
• 13:55
  like,
• 13:55
  oh,
• 13:56
  you
• 13:56
  mean
• 13:56
  Yankala
• 13:56
  Tsadik,
• 13:57
  that
• 13:58
  guy,
• 13:58
  right?
• 13:58
  He's
• 13:59
  like
• 13:59
  the
• 13:59
  Royce
• 13:59
  Verusian.
• 14:00
  Every
• 14:00
  Doug
• 14:00
  Baktusi
• 14:01
  comes,
• 14:01
  he
• 14:01
  makes
• 14:01
  it
• 14:01
  happen.
• 14:02
  He's
• 14:02
  fire.
• 14:02
  He's.
• 14:04
  And
• 14:05
  that's
• 14:05
  really
• 14:05
  the
• 14:05
  lesson
• 14:06
  for
• 14:06
  us
• 14:06
  also.
• 14:07
  Like,
• 14:07
  really,
• 14:07
  a
• 14:07
  person
• 14:08
  has
• 14:08
  to
• 14:08
  internalize.
• 14:09
  Like
• 14:09
  Rabbeinu
• 14:09
  says,
• 14:10
  every
• 14:10
  good
• 14:10
  nakuda
• 14:11
  is
• 14:11
  eternal.
• 14:13
  Every
• 14:13
  here
• 14:14
  you
• 14:14
  have
• 14:15
  to
• 14:15
  believe
• 14:15
  with
• 14:16
  simple
• 14:16
  faith.
• 14:16
  Like,
• 14:16
  really,
• 14:17
  you
• 14:17
  can't
• 14:17
  blow
• 14:17
  it.
• 14:17
  You
• 14:18
  didn't
• 14:18
  blow
• 14:18
  it
• 14:18
  and
• 14:18
  try
• 14:19
  your
• 14:19
  best
• 14:19
  not
• 14:19
  to
• 14:19
  be
• 14:19
  a
• 14:19
  fool,
• 14:20
  not
• 14:20
  to
• 14:20
  drop
• 14:20
  the
• 14:20
  ball,
• 14:21
  but
• 14:21
  get
• 14:21
  it
• 14:21
  together.
• 14:22
  You
• 14:22
  should
• 14:22
  get
• 14:22
  your
• 14:22
  kilik
• 14:23
  and
• 14:23
  complete
• 14:23
  your
• 14:24
  khalek.
• 14:24
  Because
• 14:25
  I'll
• 14:25
  say
• 14:25
  that
• 14:25
  every
• 14:25
  person,
• 14:28
  some
• 14:28
  people
• 14:28
  are
• 14:28
  zoicha,
• 14:29
  they
• 14:29
  take
• 14:29
  their
• 14:29
  friends,
• 14:31
  give
• 14:31
  them
• 14:31
  the
• 14:31
  chile
• 14:31
  gehennim.
• 14:32
  And
• 14:32
  the
• 14:33
  razal
• 14:33
  says
• 14:33
  that
• 14:34
  doesn't
• 14:34
  mean
• 14:34
  get
• 14:35
  the
• 14:35
  whole
• 14:35
  thing.
• 14:36
  Some
• 14:36
  level,
• 14:37
  some
• 14:37
  person,
• 14:37
  he
• 14:37
  drops
• 14:37
  the
• 14:38
  ball
• 14:38
  here,
• 14:38
  someone
• 14:38
  else
• 14:38
  helps
• 14:39
  you
• 14:39
  this
• 14:39
  way,
• 14:39
  that
• 14:39
  way.
• 14:39
  So
• 14:40
  he
• 14:40
  gets
• 14:40
  that
• 14:40
  chelik,
• 14:40
  you
• 14:41
  get
• 14:41
  that
• 14:41
  you
• 14:41
  want
• 14:41
  to
• 14:41
  get
• 14:41
  your
• 14:41
  complete
• 14:42
  chilek
• 14:42
  as
• 14:42
  much
• 14:42
  as
• 14:43
  possible.
• 14:43
  Every
• 14:44
  Nikuda
• 14:44
  Tov's
• 14:45
  nitrius,
• 14:46
  we
• 14:46
  have
• 14:46
  to
• 14:46
  stay
• 14:46
  very
• 14:47
  strong
• 14:47
  on
• 14:47
  it.
• 14:47
  Realize
• 14:48
  every
• 14:48
  kudesh
• 14:49
  is
• 14:49
  netzach.
• 14:49
  And
• 14:49
  that's
• 14:49
  like
• 14:49
  the
• 14:50
  foundation
• 14:50
  of
• 14:50
  Chizuk.
• 14:51
  Baruchnius
• 14:51
  is
• 14:52
  azambra.
• 14:52
  The
• 14:52
  kudos
• 14:53
  tovos.
• 14:53
  And
• 14:54
  again,
• 14:54
  it
• 14:54
  all
• 14:54
  comes
• 14:55
  back
• 14:55
  to
• 14:56
  having
• 14:56
  simple
• 14:56
  belief.
• 14:57
  Understanding
• 14:57
  that
• 14:57
  Rabbeinu
• 14:58
  has
• 14:58
  the
• 14:58
  Koch.
• 14:59
  This
• 14:59
  keeping
• 15:00
  these
• 15:00
  lessons
• 15:01
  and
• 15:02
  going
• 15:02
  in
• 15:03
  the
• 15:03
  way
• 15:03
  of
• 15:03
  his
• 15:03
  teaching
• 15:03
  has
• 15:04
  the
• 15:04
  koach
• 15:04
  to
• 15:04
  Mamish.
• 15:05
  Mamish.
• 15:06
  Change
• 15:06
  a
• 15:06
  person
• 15:06
  just
• 15:07
  like
• 15:07
  the
• 15:07
  guy
• 15:07
  Uncle
• 15:07
  Moshe,
• 15:08
  you
• 15:08
  could
• 15:08
  change
• 15:08
  everything
• 15:09
  around.
• 15:09
  Just
• 15:10
  realize
• 15:10
  it
• 15:10
  matters.
• 15:11
  What
• 15:11
  I
• 15:11
  do
• 15:11
  matters.
• 15:12
  This
• 15:12
  is
• 15:12
  something
• 15:12
  we
• 15:12
  don't.
• 15:13
  We
• 15:13
  have
• 15:13
  to
• 15:13
  work
• 15:13
  really
• 15:13
  hard
• 15:14
  to
• 15:14
  have
• 15:14
  true
• 15:15
  emunah.
• 15:15
  At
• 15:15
  least
• 15:15
  we
• 15:15
  want
• 15:16
  to.
• 15:16
  We
• 15:16
  want
• 15:16
  to
• 15:16
  have
• 15:17
  emunah
• 15:17
  like
• 15:18
  rats.
• 15:18
  And
• 15:18
  you
• 15:18
  want
• 15:18
  to
• 15:19
  want.
• 15:19
  We
• 15:19
  have
• 15:19
  to
• 15:19
  really,
• 15:20
  really
• 15:20
  yearn
• 15:20
  if
• 15:20
  something
• 15:21
  we
• 15:21
  have
• 15:21
  to
• 15:21
  speak
• 15:21
  about
• 15:21
  and
• 15:22
  connect
• 15:22
  to,
• 15:29
  to
• 15:29
  know
• 15:29
  what
• 15:29
  to
• 15:30
  do
• 15:30
  and
• 15:30
  how
• 15:30
  to
• 15:30
  do.