Latest / Andini Effendi / Energy Speaks Louder Than Words ft. Tiara Eve with Andini Effendi ep.114
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- 0:00Speaker 1: By look on music doesn't mean that you have to
- 0:06mama pen or you have to get high with me,
- 0:09so you never do drugs. I don't like it and
- 0:11I don't want energy plan, energy Comodos, energy Rambo, fill
- 0:23upon fabrations, RASA and I go up the gang and
- 0:33Mama CRUs Papa Muslim Hari.
- 0:40Speaker 2: I I like.
- 0:54Speaker 1: D J THENSK and Jerry Founder that in my mindset
- 0:57Tiara if hello, look coming, thank you so much for
- 1:02inviting me here, min mindset okay, j the Aksa to
- 1:12healings and glind musicians n d JR Life And then
- 1:20along the way Ma and the Ellipsic Company, the cosmetic
- 1:23company I may not cosmetics and the m O the
- 1:27Angel in Fast and my angel infastor it too pass
- 1:32meeting Devil Eliot the lipstick. Then this to the caakening
- 1:47Oh yeah, y c O c O and mindful okay,
- 1:54uh come columnist and Bloom Mindfuld and Bloom belief System
- 1:59comes and chap oh that's what I feel, Marya, you
- 2:08shock Angel investor, the Angel investor onion and yeah the
- 2:16my Ma Mama so currently lives a figure not to
- 2:19you to I don't even know, and am a factory
- 2:24I'm figuring it's like you to trust in the regions
- 2:36my mom. Oh yeah, okay, practitioner Indiana and okay the line, okay, okay.
- 2:59If you're if you're willing to change, if you really
- 3:03want it, if you only change your life, you have
- 3:06to know what's your priority. Then I think about it.
- 3:09I just signed up. There is it too? I see
- 3:12words different, dint prove too independent independently into the big chap,
- 3:31which is very true past the Trina. It's the belief system,
- 3:38belief system that is blast young mam and that likes
- 4:00then Riata into g belief system young attracted and guitar
- 4:04as adult called attraction like emotion, some look some and
- 4:18bre and I appreciate too esment by the avatar belief
- 4:25system and the am our subconscious mind. You too, young
- 4:34Trina there Trinada too, Cara Mama, you got some divorce
- 4:38Cain the Milan color like like like then can be
- 5:00and yeah yeah you over independent at all, over work
- 5:09at all, slink and anything, so I have to have
- 5:13bake ups. Did you buy klim it the attraction? Did
- 5:21the auto pilot belief system and layer player?
- 5:31Speaker 2: You right?
- 5:35Speaker 1: Did you have any issues in relationship with yes, with
- 5:41your partners at that time, not at the time, Tappy,
- 5:44I can see the I can see the pattern. Pat yeah,
- 5:51Okaysnia the catin Flowery Philly to society, you did you
- 6:00a pattern? Young love equals money young intg payami is
- 6:06interpret if they love you, they have to provide you
- 6:13all the way they have sa love and many which
- 6:21that's not me. I realize my happiness is not the
- 6:27number one, not the money. Money can be the bonus
- 6:30because I also like to work. I also like to
- 6:33make a career, Tappy, like comforts and love is it
- 6:37has to be number one? You child? Trauma? Yeah, yeah,
- 6:47trauma maka believe systems and system with judgment either it's
- 7:02negative or positive too. We can call it belief system
- 7:05system and okay, sanitary black hand, so I can understand
- 7:10it better. From your background to family already divorced, so
- 7:16a race by single mom? Yes? Then yeah so my
- 7:21mom my dad also half sisters did about three four? Okay?
- 7:32Like how is that? Like? You're upbringing to supper? Are
- 7:34you close with your mom and your dad? And not
- 7:37really my mom? You look party hard? Oh my Jimani
- 7:53German Lutu the young party hard literally see some kaya
- 8:02maybe like I don't want to see things a trauma
- 8:10TV over those even though DJ, I don't want to
- 8:17touch those kind of things that trauma.
- 8:21Speaker 3: You look.
- 8:26Speaker 1: Kar music doesn't mean that you have to mama pen
- 8:29or you have to get high with me papin well
- 8:31so you never do drugs along the web. But then
- 8:35amage but I don't like it and I don't want
- 8:38to did he Even DJ comes as over calm cold
- 8:45man two glasses and then I don't like the taste
- 8:55and I don't like the after feeling right blooting through dizzy,
- 8:59draining the whole day bressa, yeah, Mama, party like it?
- 9:11What went through your mind there? Maybe eight nine? Yeah mama,
- 9:31mam guinea to the did you mamma her issues? I
- 9:43thought anything turn your naya uh gumanman, I'm sure it's
- 9:52becoming my blue system now looking back, Yes yeah, yes
- 9:57as garden passing this kind of healing since like maybe
- 10:01six seven years ago, Hini Sey Step Journey, Young Courses
- 10:13and slam Sea seven District Treaty to Tuska, Wow, do
- 10:17you need to Trinidadia? What I see things is different
- 10:22throughs of attraction, like how you attract things more vibrations
- 10:29than energy to manark ban calum orang hulu go topic
- 10:39metaphysiced science, which is very logic logic banah. It happens
- 10:48because of this this that makes sense. Corona too to
- 10:56carry fear vibrations the chama the ore, Howkins called the
- 11:01google to al ka vibrations emotions, negative emotions to aka fear, guilt, desire, anger,
- 11:09the positive vibrations happiness, enlightenment, Natria, our atoll bit. Corona
- 11:21carry fear vibrations j d C fear fabrations and Corona
- 11:26to carry fair vibration. Yeah, attract each other like a magnet.
- 11:31Maga young palading No no young paling Okay your vibration.
- 11:40But does Bloomy recepted it? I don't even know. Some
- 11:47I have this believed and don't do it. I have
- 11:50this believed in dung money. I have this believed in
- 11:53tongue life like lucky relationship. I have judgment to myself,
- 11:59I entertainment and trinota people, judgment to alien masukaku running
- 12:09my life. That's not how I want to act. For example,
- 12:13to judgment, so I thought that's my voice, but that's
- 12:20not my voice. Plant blank, let go of that and
- 12:28authentic samiriak Colorado yourself to the pane and yourself yes
- 12:38okay active and during malam ye does it bring like
- 12:45an energy at a vibration and you can hear everything
- 12:52live and then is it true the energy is negative?
- 12:57I guess that's the question. The energy yea, even though
- 13:04plants carries energy. You tet cafe to komodos energy uhilak
- 13:14some as a PARTI coronaak the energy it too and
- 13:23columns you feel comfortable with someone tibet open ups that
- 13:29that's the energy speaking somebca hand I feel not comfortable
- 13:39in this certain angle. You to that's vibrations hand to
- 13:43pull all the vibrations dlow vibrations cal and high vibrations
- 13:46to makatat angels get like yeah, trust the the open
- 13:53past vibrations you got rambo hong all open in the
- 13:59vibrations just and you now the club gumand club it too,
- 14:13my mam, the the young mamm mau have funman now
- 14:22then have an among the man can express Joe get
- 14:26non stop just be there themselves. Yeah then you now
- 14:33some I just more than lie jedy for me knowing
- 14:38this kind of energy j De like it's bloom. I
- 14:45put a prayer, Okay, silt on my energy by hanging
- 14:49there is a white light silding the metrics like Raman
- 14:54the metrics and doctors strains, Yeah, something like that. It's real.
- 15:00You get the energy past then Mandy, then at sea
- 15:13salt salt but lising and a frankenceinse oil, onto protection,
- 15:22launching and t D. I see t is something comes
- 15:31a better. But want to Mandy because I don't want
- 15:43to carry those negative energy and young very young the.
- 15:57Speaker 3: With it.
- 15:59Speaker 1: It starts a conscious man luggy you belief system. Then
- 16:06as I am healthy, i am wealthy, I'm abundant, I'm confident,
- 16:11you know, pling man and bang. It took into subconscious
- 16:23mind to like pinto plus jumping the monkey man man.
- 16:34Then it just a matter of practice Gym.
- 16:43Speaker 2: Then Maria monkey mine.
- 16:49Speaker 1: It past state of relaxed Alaman then then rewire. Yeah
- 16:59I can yeah the big brass a whole excitement and excited.
- 17:06There's attraction and be positive circle at our love life, yeah,
- 17:11at our career. Yeah. So the attraction, yeah, attraction and
- 17:17you really be okay, can come Plama then only come
- 17:25on happy you can't have is in the re demandment
- 17:30set and you feel like lonely, you feel like good
- 17:34not good enough, and you feel lost inside. Yeah what
- 17:38you Yeah, lost inside, you lost insight before you realize
- 17:46this all life purpose kaya some kaya what's my life purpose?
- 18:00Your life purpose? To pasty yes, sar and bang or
- 18:14the eager or the spirit or the fire? Did I
- 18:16want to do something in life that may be impactful
- 18:20for myself and other people? I don't do it? The
- 18:23job berndi jo no like you to did not saving
- 18:36not safe? Having money a feeling and hearing that is
- 18:41a bloompo. A healthy relationship with money. Karnak onto man
- 18:49rima chinta di force did Jinda is money, Samma energinia
- 18:56love is money some energinia did Chinda, then Alma Marima Chindaman,
- 19:05then manim band one, Tappi Karna munk.
- 19:11Speaker 2: Pattern and divorced. Then tin tatar one.
- 19:20Speaker 1: That realization young, wow, wow wow, this is next.
- 19:30Speaker 4: Do it?
- 19:33Speaker 1: Yeah it tappy business okay, tapp then capability. I couldn't
- 19:44hard work it as to ida. It was a revelation.
- 19:53It was current air Royal Juan Carlos k bial do
- 20:05I really need this. I thought I wanted, I want
- 20:08this care the emotion the remankarna in a can want
- 20:17and you have a daughter daughter. Yeah, there is a bloom, revelation,
- 20:28did and bullies also through the young manisty depan in
- 20:40the black past Gerto. There is inside and perspective. There
- 20:50mayan de will bi hill. There is a health mother
- 20:54than the wounded mather Calamani and wounded at a trauma
- 20:58of painful mother can pasty judgments or anger or tappy
- 21:08from the hill mother the big genia observer instead of
- 21:11affecting mode. Inside there is someone. There is some more
- 21:20e course una us for a taxi ambil, a healing session.
- 21:30The wounded mother give my treatment. Call you to see
- 21:39Carlos Kara. I cannot force you. Uh mastom samadiakan my manga.
- 21:50I suggest you. Actually, I think it's toxic, so I
- 21:53don't think this is good for your grooves. But then
- 21:57at the end of the day, your life is your choice.
- 22:02I know you're not that adult, but not that small
- 22:08along the way. But if you think that you cannot
- 22:11hold it anymore, please give yourself boundaries. Yeah. Yeah, then
- 22:19are you close with her? Yes? Yeah, that uh, cal
- 22:26we can we can some cool with this the you know,
- 22:35the relationship with your ex wounded and healed. No calas
- 22:40my ex too, Ma express dim it cut they could
- 22:52medeers g nineties trust for the first time. Finally I
- 22:57can talk to you, you Bloom, wasting time like yeah,
- 23:09I keep it just like that, you know, Carlos, Yeah,
- 23:17speak my truths Okay, I don't think it's it's good
- 23:20for for for her looking at the dead doing this this, this, this, this,
- 23:24because this, this is at the healing session. Chakra to
- 23:31speak my truth so sak yeah you so we have
- 23:40to express then some janitra jenra Sama jenitrak. You still
- 23:48not heal, Bloy. We have a context of how you
- 23:52raise her as a wounded mom. You have your own trauma,
- 23:57You have your own past, like how did you treat
- 24:00her at that time? Model Ma Ma maa my young
- 24:08and Bill. Look there is bloom, Look there is bloom.
- 24:12Could transform Miss Lukas bl you two man Calasana pass
- 24:30uh blood hells a hell in me the big personal
- 24:34problem and theta the big kayak you the compassion guy,
- 24:47the deep conversation got the energy hard too hard conversation
- 24:53you Niger and normal. G I give time to have
- 25:11a talk deep talk, as a as a friend, as
- 25:14a as a mother. Tappy save you got then makes sense,
- 25:21including with your ex you talk to her. Yeah, I
- 25:29can't imagine if you're still with that. You guys are
- 25:32two different personalities. Yeah, that's why. But we love you
- 25:38so much. So it doesn't mean we're not lying to
- 25:41each other. We don't love you. We love you, but
- 25:45I'm sorry. We tried our best to be together. But Gabiza,
- 25:49I hope your dad is happier now and I'm happier,
- 25:52and you're also happier, looking at as happier Amanda man
- 25:55By Balloom subscribe channel, please subscribe cultural content. Then then
- 26:04move forward. You have you have a son? Yeah two
- 26:08years ago? Yeah, years ago? Then, so this is with
- 26:12a new in the relationship that is new. I still together.
- 26:18But the hell see healing in me the other the
- 26:27idea lay per players Gito run U my Manai process
- 26:37per jarnan or healing all healing little process. Yeah, it's
- 26:43a process. Did you some of the things that I
- 26:46need to heal? Could you throw attract there now to heal?
- 26:58Aa Bill Loop Young Sam some trigger it hostial missa
- 27:10do some pthaked personally called my mom Marikua Gus Gus
- 27:17and guskus Chinese or the tags the vesicant yeah Estonia
- 27:27tingy moda, but my mom is signing okay truth. Did
- 27:35you guess down at tito nus mood and an it
- 27:39too and partner Gus then max among problems a filter
- 27:53emotionally and go bra a pany bang gad bang bike
- 28:02juga gam bank you to tapping and need to learn
- 28:06and control in the n Y I track him because
- 28:11young guests then panic and too young exactly Trina some
- 28:17trigger yeah, some plant bland the like past columns pass
- 28:27like like that, but past gus like through color columns Gus,
- 28:38did cap trigger came pass like? What like came? It
- 28:46was something vibration it level My trigger trigger came on
- 28:55trigger some and I don't get a trigger passive now
- 29:00it too blief system at all and now trigger it
- 29:08to bloom. My man sat in being the PJA and
- 29:14healing works some Gali see belief system at a subconscious
- 29:20man in me and did see my man sat in
- 29:27be back center to you then to what's my biggest
- 29:42trigger paprika in my mans at the chapter chapter saying,
- 29:50oh wow, then do you feel healthier in relationship in love? Yes?
- 29:56I think so? Uh not that type of like honey
- 30:01deeply sweetheart model love life into partnership, Jeddy. I I
- 30:12cannot say that he's he's the love of my life
- 30:16yet because that's differ for me, and he knows that
- 30:20he's okay with that too. But I can say like
- 30:25he's a good partner partner for me now because he's
- 30:29very supportive, you know, travel all all love all supports
- 30:39the young like you. I cannot. I think that value
- 30:53more than then than loaded money young loaded bang tappy models,
- 31:05try express so I can compare make me happier knowing
- 31:18what you know now the partner okay, value freedom. So
- 31:25a partner who can support me all the way and
- 31:28give me my freedom and trust me all the way.
- 31:30What is a healthy relationship for you now? Okay, healthy
- 31:34relationship better than giving you a freedom, respecting each other
- 31:39needs and wants. Yeah, yeaham and du lucan the control.
- 32:00I'm also human being. I also have my needs. I
- 32:04also have my rights. I also have interests in life
- 32:09and I want to be happy to and my my
- 32:11happiness is not only from you. It's not from the external.
- 32:15It's from myself, from my inner self, you know, express
- 32:20that makes myself happy? No, it support? Then that's what
- 32:25I have. Now do you believe in generational trauma? E
- 32:29could family constellation and the class Melinda Some twenty five classic. Okay,
- 32:42So so you understand the concept of that generation trauma
- 32:46as a parent when you know you have leave system
- 32:53in especially become a different partner. But so, how do
- 33:00you make sure that this kid plinga is more saying
- 33:03like yeah, yeah, okay, okay okay, Indian young the Indian Passian,
- 33:15Uh they passed down the there our mom, grandma tapa
- 33:23and uh the tagilan dook very know there is called
- 33:39past the bull and young goat or the career the
- 33:45a ma like you to emotions to make sure plant
- 33:52plant to general tram pass to the get the better
- 34:01obviously too sure as as simple as kaya. The way
- 34:10my mom loves me is the guss and gus ju man.
- 34:26I want to be heard in this drinking. I want
- 34:30to be heard. So seeing austin to level, then did
- 34:37the bigger came down? I can come down? Yeah I
- 34:43hear you, Yeah, yeah, yeah, I hear your Mama, I
- 34:46know you're worried.
- 34:47Speaker 2: You to.
- 34:49Speaker 1: Mama, it's okay, young overthinking that a bigger perspective called
- 34:56your good bang and you get you get some good
- 35:06Carlos gar the Observer, Okay, energyaay, energya and yeah no
- 35:15there is it. Can you to miss like track me town? Okay?
- 35:23Jacko Draco? Yeah, did disciple mania, It's okay, it's okay,
- 35:35come down, You're fine, You're safe. It's okay. Breeze you
- 35:40know bar very well, jan gen you get, you get
- 35:47okay the genital. Yeah. How do you make sure, Jenny
- 35:55Trunk that any trauma past trauma? I cannot make sure, Tuppy,
- 36:01I am pastors did you go aware? So the emotions
- 36:11make sure the but I cannot control her learn and
- 36:18lesson and karma individuals karma then learn lesson s then
- 36:26so that's something that you cannot control exactly then and believe. Yeah,
- 36:34so knowing that I cannot control everything in life, so
- 36:39that's also one of the wholeness at all piece yea, yeah, yeah,
- 36:47I know, I want my daughter or everyone to be better, Tuppy.
- 36:50Sometimes the thing that we can control only ourselves and
- 37:00young young Pasli, we cannot control our daughter. We cannot
- 37:04control our mom. We cannot control our friends, we cannot
- 37:07control our team. We cannot control. Then at the end
- 37:10of the day, control control, trust, ruin our mood, run
- 37:18our emotions. Trust, then better at our depression the party. Yeah,
- 37:26how is your relationship with your mom? With my mom
- 37:28is getting a lot better? Yeah? Guess like like I take,
- 37:42I take time will become tough on Qo Young Yeah,
- 37:58first daughter partner lu Mayan. Lu Mayan then made you.
- 38:09Speaker 2: To do.
- 38:17Speaker 1: Long short story to action slave and money between my
- 38:21grandma Sama, my dad's mom and dad. You got my
- 38:26grandmother and my mom. Just has your relationship with your dad? Okay?
- 38:31I love hams mus Tappy, my man it too, Tip
- 38:38Papa Young ca JD. I grew up the and mam
- 38:50you trus sung Muslima grew up with my mom. That
- 39:06I I had you to like mom then and let
- 39:13lets let let me find my way. I'm sure it
- 39:17will come to me if it's meant to be. Please
- 39:20respect me and how I learned towards this life. Okay, yeah, yeah,
- 39:31Magi you I love him so much every time sometimes
- 39:42somehow and you know it's you, right, Yeah, yeah, Jerry,
- 40:00the Jersey healing in Karazi healing in is direccord. There
- 40:05is a Kardian non non religion, then generational Trada, my
- 40:17daughter Sama that my mom Christian that mostly did you
- 40:32pasa on ecutain samma mamaku e cut but then from
- 40:40a hill mother, I can say that, uh pa at
- 40:52tau this side came.
- 40:55Speaker 3: More to.
- 40:57Speaker 1: Even though. Yeah, Marine, so uh just learn everything. I
- 41:09appreciate you. So if you want to learn those kind
- 41:11of things, go ahead. If I you wanna learn Buddha,
- 41:14Hindu not only like Christian, Muslim or Catholic, it's okay,
- 41:18go ahead. So which one like really stays in your heart,
- 41:24then you can go follow. So I don't want you
- 41:27to do this because Kamu did not even from you
- 41:30to be your mom? Yeah, or did you can No,
- 41:36I'm this, I'm that, I'm this, I'm not. I don't
- 41:38want to eat this. I don't want to add that. Yeah,
- 41:40I respect that, Tapi. I just want to make sure
- 41:43it's from you and your heart, not because this Draco
- 41:48mass my mom pass my mom's side can So it's okay, Calum,
- 41:57they're comfortable to learn.
- 41:59Speaker 3: Do you have you forgive your mom and your dad, Yes, Kaya, I.
- 42:16Speaker 1: Really forgive them, even like trying to understand from their
- 42:22point of view. Can the other side of the story
- 42:26you too, like be over those unpack, over those paid
- 42:36not happy Bassi is also struggling with her life and
- 42:39I'm sorry for that, like I cannot help her at
- 42:42that time. Single mom, young you got struggling at that time,
- 42:51so I have to understand and I'm sorry you have
- 42:54to been through this kind of journey. But I'm happy
- 42:57now that you're getting better. But oh yeah, I can
- 43:01overturning Allen your dad left, then you finally mam Afghan seven,
- 43:11my dead too many Adia, my mom my mom, you
- 43:25more school bac and then cart Us passed them liked
- 43:41harrus Ger and Dia then Muslim. Yeah, then a comfortable crime, sire.
- 43:55Any time get get to join the according to India,
- 44:12which I don't know, I'm sure you actually that concepta
- 44:19concept is k man another whatever you call it judge
- 44:37Manya j Casasi and yeah come London, so Disney verybelic
- 44:57like the divine, the universe, Witches Guard the dead line,
- 45:10got the judgment, remember all three past past, all free,
- 45:21divine You when you fight with your on mind, you
- 45:31passus deadline, abbies, gotcha, petrus mana trans long pin is
- 45:43more than an anger? Then depression then fifteen happy something
- 45:55that we like that line, Yeah, because I like of
- 45:59what what I'm doing? Wing, why not missigned and vodkasti
- 46:04uh parama share hall young bake at our knowledge young line. Okay,
- 46:12we know that what we're doing is actually impactful for
- 46:14other people, and that's a good karma and gratitude, you know,
- 46:21and in and briscur then and instead of fictim then
- 46:28became hell in our mind and life pressure. But don't
- 46:32we create our on hell? But also that added to
- 46:41someone her make up bra asking gambre diet, let me
- 46:47image see the vessel and not later. Yes, no, yeah,
- 47:03so you have to be happy in whatever you're doing.
- 47:06Objective came like your mission themic and my mindset in
- 47:12my mission is actually.
- 47:17Speaker 2: En z.
- 47:19Speaker 1: Maybere seventeen eighteen, it too, Mulai Blazer healing some emotions,
- 47:27don't belief system kar social media then or compared then
- 47:43the more young blue matam we can still feel comparison, Yeah,
- 47:54can you to Ajac of Tolman, challenging pa.
- 48:01Speaker 4: And ma.
- 48:08Speaker 1: H T S D O c D bipolar in most stress.
- 48:15Did you beginneeling a young very basic, then beginner young
- 48:23ner tea, then bangan into it can any very light
- 48:27com scrolled in stackgram Yeah, digital, theli the hand fun
- 48:35at all the taps at the laptop sly my pages. Yeah,
- 48:41I hope it can help. I think board younger generation
- 48:46even like a Yeah, it's very helpful. It is to
- 48:49the point you can then relevant gampang. Then this that
- 48:58access a me came in d w W dot line
- 49:05with the dot com aligned with Tiara dot com. You
- 49:08have over the website. Yeah, on to but then book.
- 49:11Thank you so much, thank you so much for having me.
- 49:21Speaker 4: Maundlip you tatters, Carlo go Ok your pistol for our
- 49:40young survival instinct, hor By young most familiar you do
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