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What If You’re Not Broken — Just Emotionally Exhausted? · The James Granstrom Podcast - Super Soul Model series

• 0:01
  SPEAKER_00: Most people don't need fixing.
• 0:03
  SPEAKER_00: They actually need safety.
• 0:04
  SPEAKER_00: They need rest.
• 0:05
  SPEAKER_00: They need to stop speaking to themselves like they're a problem to solve.
• 0:09
  SPEAKER_00: And maybe, just maybe, you're far more whole than you realize.
• 0:13
  SPEAKER_00: This is a space for healing, clarity, and coming home to yourself.
• 0:16
  SPEAKER_00: Welcome to the episode.
• 0:19
  SPEAKER_00: Hello and welcome to the James Grandstrom Podcast Super Song Model series.
• 0:23
  SPEAKER_00: My intention with this episode is that when you leave it, you feel lighter, you feel more uplifted, you feel more optimistic, and you feel more liberated and free.
• 0:33
  SPEAKER_00: I want to share with you a question I've been pondering for a while.
• 0:36
  SPEAKER_00: What if there is nothing wrong with you and there's nothing wrong with life?
• 0:41
  SPEAKER_00: Now, whilst there may be challenges in life, I'm not going to deny that there aren't challenges because challenges, in contrast, is part of our life experience.
• 0:49
  SPEAKER_00: What I'm actually questioning is what if you're not broken?
• 0:53
  SPEAKER_00: And what if life isn't broken, even though it might seem like that on the surface.
• 0:59
  SPEAKER_00: And it's not to say that everything's always perfect, because in truth, life isn't always perfect.
• 1:04
  SPEAKER_00: Life isn't always a straight road.
• 1:06
  SPEAKER_00: What I've noticed by questioning this is that the mind constantly looks to find evidence of where you might be in danger or threat.
• 1:16
  SPEAKER_00: It might be saying to you that uncertainty means there's trouble, there's problems, you better watch out, something's definitely wrong.
• 1:24
  SPEAKER_00: When you experience something like a lack of motivation, it means that you haven't got enough energy.
• 1:30
  SPEAKER_00: So it might again say that something's wrong with you.
• 1:33
  SPEAKER_00: If work feels slower, it means you have to fix and do more in order for more money to come in and be better at work.
• 1:40
  SPEAKER_00: When that might not actually be true at all, you might be just experiencing a little season, a little reset, a little recalibration.
• 1:46
  SPEAKER_00: So if you're ever to feel emotionally disconnected or feeling fear or worry or concern or doubt, whenever you're calibrating to those type of feelings, it might mean you just need to rest.
• 1:57
  SPEAKER_00: It might mean you need to just pause and reset.
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  SPEAKER_00: It might not mean that something has absolutely gone wrong in that moment.
• 2:04
  SPEAKER_00: It just might mean that that's where you're spending your energy right now.
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  SPEAKER_00: So whenever you feel emotions such as fear, worry, concern, doubt, irritability, any of those lower emotions, the mind automatically goes, I need to fix.
• 2:20
  SPEAKER_00: And this is where the challenge rises because when we're in those lower emotions, I need to fix becomes your predominant set point.
• 2:28
  SPEAKER_00: And when you try and do anything from that perspective, it's never productive.
• 2:33
  SPEAKER_00: What if your job isn't actually to try and fix from this position, even though you feel absolutely motivated to try and make the situation better, make these feelings better?
• 2:44
  SPEAKER_00: But what if you could just learn to recalibrate your energy?
• 2:47
  SPEAKER_00: I want to share with you something I witnessed recently.
• 2:49
  SPEAKER_00: I've had my mum come and stay with me for a couple of weeks, and she's been concerned by certain health challenges she's had.
• 2:58
  SPEAKER_00: And by and large, she's in good health, but there are certain things that bother her.
• 3:03
  SPEAKER_00: And I asked her this question whilst I was doing my research for this episode.
• 3:07
  SPEAKER_00: I said, What if everything's all right with you and there's nothing wrong?
• 3:11
  SPEAKER_00: And she found that a very alien question because she'd been led to believe there's always something wrong with her health.
• 3:16
  SPEAKER_00: Einstein said that you can't find the solution on the same vibrational frequency as the problem.
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  SPEAKER_00: They are different vibrational frequencies.
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  SPEAKER_00: The problem is lower, the solution is higher.
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  SPEAKER_00: So when we're in fear, doubt, worry, or concern, or even uncertainty or insecurity, the challenges that we have is that's a lower vibrational frequency than the solution.
• 3:41
  SPEAKER_00: And when we're trying to operate from this place of I need to fix, fix, fix, we're actually going against the flow of the universe.
• 3:50
  SPEAKER_00: We're going against our own natural state of well-being.
• 3:53
  SPEAKER_00: And I have tried so many times to fix things from those lower vibrational frequencies when I've been in doubt or worry or concern.
• 4:03
  SPEAKER_00: But things have never been productive.
• 4:05
  SPEAKER_00: It's only when I rest and recalibrate and align myself again that the solution comes.
• 4:10
  SPEAKER_00: Whenever we try to fix from a disconnected place, it never works.
• 4:14
  SPEAKER_00: I had a challenge recently with something that needed fixing in the bathroom and it broke.
• 4:21
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, wow, this is going to take ages to sort out.
• 4:24
  SPEAKER_00: I'm going to have to get somebody to come in and sort this button.
• 4:28
  SPEAKER_00: And if it doesn't work, it's going to need to be replaced and it could go on and on and on for days.
• 4:33
  SPEAKER_00: And that was my mind racing for fix, fix, fix.
• 4:37
  SPEAKER_00: But I decided what I would do.
• 4:39
  SPEAKER_00: I would just relax and I would wait until I felt better before I looked at it.
• 4:43
  SPEAKER_00: And I thought, well, if there is a chance of me fixing it, I need to be in a better feeling place.
• 4:48
  SPEAKER_00: And it took me three days to get into a much better feeling place before I had a look at it.
• 4:52
  SPEAKER_00: And you know what?
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  SPEAKER_00: When three days passed, it took me under 10 minutes to resolve.
• 4:58
  SPEAKER_00: So when did we start believing that everything needs to be fixed?
• 5:02
  SPEAKER_00: We've been blessed to show progress, have certainty in our life, have consistent energy, have a standard of living that's great.
• 5:11
  SPEAKER_00: But as soon as something becomes uncertain, we suddenly jump into fear, we don't jump into worry, we jump into doubt.
• 5:19
  SPEAKER_00: But uncertainty is actually part of life because we don't know what's going to happen tomorrow.
• 5:25
  SPEAKER_00: We don't know what's going to happen next week, yet alone next year.
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  SPEAKER_00: It hasn't been decided yet.
• 5:30
  SPEAKER_00: But anytime we get thrown out of our center because we're not seeing progress, we're not seeing movement, we're not seeing energy, we're not feeling happy with where we're at, we think something's gone wrong.
• 5:45
  SPEAKER_00: But that actually couldn't be further from the truth.
• 5:48
  SPEAKER_00: Things are unpredictable.
• 5:49
  SPEAKER_00: Yet when we try to predict certain outcomes, that makes us feel more safe.
• 5:55
  SPEAKER_00: The truth is, as a society, we have become conditioned to require greater levels of certainty to make us feel safer.
• 6:04
  SPEAKER_00: But nothing is further than the truth because life is also both certain and uncertain.
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  SPEAKER_00: Whilst we know the sun will come up tomorrow and it will set in the evening, we're not sure what's going to happen necessarily tomorrow, next week, next month, or even next year.
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  SPEAKER_00: So maybe we started to believe everything needed fixing when things began feeling unfamiliar.
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  SPEAKER_00: And when things became unfamiliar, that's when we were like, wow, I don't know this feeling.
• 6:32
  SPEAKER_00: I need to resolve and fix it so I can maintain the status quo.
• 6:36
  SPEAKER_00: But that's not how great businesses are built.
• 6:39
  SPEAKER_00: Apple was built based on challenging the status quo.
• 6:43
  SPEAKER_00: Great health and great vitality is built on working with the elements, working with nature, eating the right foods despite the changing of the seasons.
• 6:55
  SPEAKER_00: All of these things are about continuity despite the unfamiliarity, despite the uncertainty of life.
• 7:03
  SPEAKER_00: What we require more than anything else as a human species is a great level of uncertainty as well as certainty.
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  SPEAKER_00: And if we constantly feel like we need to fix things, it's because we're not making peace with what is.
• 7:17
  SPEAKER_00: We're not making peace with the present moment.
• 7:20
  SPEAKER_00: So there is a fine balance between this dichotomy of having certainty and uncertainty.
• 7:26
  SPEAKER_00: Sometimes the mind really wants to create stories that create negative spirals inside of you that create these feelings of worry, concern, negativity, fear, when things are quiet, when the markets aren't moving the way you want them to, when your relationships aren't as fulfilling as they were last season, or whatever.
• 7:48
  SPEAKER_00: Whatever the mind makes up.
• 7:50
  SPEAKER_00: The mind is making things up based on your interpretation of it from previous past stories and past programming.
• 7:57
  SPEAKER_00: But what if that's not actually true?
• 7:59
  SPEAKER_00: But the mind wants to make that up.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is the challenge.
• 8:03
  SPEAKER_00: So we feel like we need to go into fixing mode when there are pauses, there's silence.
• 8:08
  SPEAKER_00: Sometimes we interpret silence as danger or silence as being disowned or unworthy or unloved or not good enough.
• 8:18
  SPEAKER_00: When that actually couldn't be further from the truth, it just might be your mind interpreting that and making up stories.
• 8:24
  SPEAKER_00: So we need to become in charge of our mind to make peace with the present moment as it is, the glorious, generous present moment, rather than as the way we think it should be, because all suffering is created by the mind making up stories that might not actually be true.
• 8:44
  SPEAKER_00: And if we push against the present moment and the way things are in this moment, even though we might not like them, if we push against them, that suffering, those feelings of fear, doubt, uncertainty, grief, pain, they just get bigger.
• 9:01
  SPEAKER_00: But when we can learn to accept them, we can find and move towards a place of peace within us.
• 9:07
  SPEAKER_00: Something I've become increasingly aware of, particularly in the last 10 years or so, is that the mind wants to make meaning of literally everything.
• 9:14
  SPEAKER_00: And anything that seems as though it's going wrong means danger.
• 9:18
  SPEAKER_00: Watch out.
• 9:19
  SPEAKER_00: This is not going to work out.
• 9:20
  SPEAKER_00: When that might not actually be true at all.
• 9:23
  SPEAKER_00: What if it's a recalibration, a redirection, a setup?
• 9:28
  SPEAKER_00: You know, often we want to jump to conclusions before we've actually got full evidence.
• 9:33
  SPEAKER_00: And when we're emotionally charged and jumping into these feelings of doubt, uncertainty, worry, fear, maybe even anger or irritability or frustration, anytime we're operating from that, we can't see the full picture.
• 9:48
  SPEAKER_00: We're just getting emotional feedback, and our emotions are essentially like traffic lights telling us where we're at in relation to what we want and the solutions that we want.
• 9:59
  SPEAKER_00: And when we're on with the lower end of that spectrum, essentially what we're experiencing is feedback to the mind's interpretation, which causes suffering.
• 10:08
  SPEAKER_00: So those feelings are essentially us suffering from the truth of what is.
• 10:14
  SPEAKER_00: And even though you might be experiencing challenge, you might jump to the conclusion that one difficult conversation at work means I should leave.
• 10:23
  SPEAKER_00: Or one challenging conversation with your spouse means, oh, that's the end.
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  SPEAKER_00: Or one diagnosis means that's the end of you.
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  SPEAKER_00: That might not necessarily be true, but the mind wants to jump to those conclusions.
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  SPEAKER_00: And the reason why it jumps to those conclusions is because it's trying to protect you, but it doesn't mean it's actually protecting you, it's just trying to ward off danger, although you still feel those feelings.
• 10:47
  SPEAKER_00: So sometimes actually life is whispering when you are getting those heavier emotions to just quieten down, to reset, to recalibrate, to find a way to just chill out for a moment.
• 11:02
  SPEAKER_00: I know that's been the case in my own experience.
• 11:05
  SPEAKER_00: I remember even when I noticed that my father went into hospital several years ago.
• 11:10
  SPEAKER_00: When he went into hospital, I thought, wow, this is really scary.
• 11:14
  SPEAKER_00: And it was scary.
• 11:15
  SPEAKER_00: But what I noticed from that was that when I began to be relaxed about the situation, I was able to offer and add more value, more compassion to be present rather than feeling absolute concern and worry.
• 11:34
  SPEAKER_00: And you might not stop worrying.
• 11:36
  SPEAKER_00: And parents who may be tuning into this episode will constantly feel like they're worrying about your child or your children.
• 11:43
  SPEAKER_00: Whilst you can be concerned, worry is actually a prayer inverted.
• 11:49
  SPEAKER_00: And what we really want to do is develop faith that things will work out, and even though your children are figuring things out, and sometimes the difficult periods will ensue for some years, the challenge is they need to make mistakes in order to grow.
• 12:03
  SPEAKER_00: And if you've made it, they can make it.
• 12:15
  SPEAKER_00: So the best advice I could really offer you is your happiness is the greatest gift you can give to anybody else.
• 12:22
  SPEAKER_00: And if I could say that even better, your energetic alignment and centeredness is the greatest gift you could give to other people.
• 12:29
  SPEAKER_00: Because if you were hanging over the edge of a cliff, wouldn't you want to be lifted by someone who was sure footed and steady and strong rather than someone who was wobbly, weak, and feeble?
• 12:40
  SPEAKER_00: You definitely want the sure-footed, strong person, and that is the energy that we can bring to the table, but we need to regulate that in our day-to-day life.
• 12:49
  SPEAKER_00: So anytime we're feeling these lower emotions of fear, uncertainty, doubt, worry, concern, irritability, we're not really assisting ourselves in us attaining or finding solutions, and we're certainly not helping anybody else either.
• 13:06
  SPEAKER_00: So we become better human beings when we learn how to manage our nervous system.
• 13:11
  SPEAKER_00: Sometimes the mind wants to find solutions when you're in that really low place, and it can't find the solutions because you're not on that vibrational frequency.
• 13:20
  SPEAKER_00: Answers and solutions, like I mentioned before when fixing the thing in the bathroom, they don't come easily when you're in those lower emotions.
• 13:28
  SPEAKER_00: You have to be at a higher frequency.
• 13:30
  SPEAKER_00: That's why we have to learn to find our own alignment again and again each day.
• 13:35
  SPEAKER_00: So often the mind just really wants to create stories that aren't necessarily true.
• 13:40
  SPEAKER_00: But because you believe them in the moment, it creates the feelings.
• 13:44
  SPEAKER_00: So those feelings are just feedback of the story you're buying into in the moment.
• 13:49
  SPEAKER_00: And if you can just be aware of that and not attach to those emotions, like the fear, doubt, worry, concern, etc., you will eventually become free.
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  SPEAKER_00: Free of the conditioning and past programming of the story that your mind has led you to believe, even though it might not be true.
• 14:09
  SPEAKER_00: So I've got a question for you.
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  SPEAKER_00: And try and answer this as honestly as you possibly can.
• 14:14
  SPEAKER_00: Have you been interpreting something that isn't actually true right now, such as danger, worry, loss, concern, fear, doubt, or insecurity?
• 14:24
  SPEAKER_00: And is your mind making its stories up just to protect you?
• 14:29
  SPEAKER_00: And are these actually true stories, or is it just based on potential fear, potential worry, potential concern?
• 14:38
  SPEAKER_00: Because until we actually know the truth, these are just stories your mind is making up, just trying to protect you.
• 14:44
  SPEAKER_00: And I love this little quote from Steve Jobs because he says, Life doesn't make sense going forwards.
• 14:51
  SPEAKER_00: It only makes sense when you look back and can connect the dots to see how this all came about.
• 14:57
  SPEAKER_00: And some of my greatest challenges that I've ever experienced, and some of your greatest challenges you will ever experience, you can see you are now where you are because of those challenges, and you can connect the dots and go, Wow, that is why I'm here because of those things happening.
• 15:14
  SPEAKER_00: This is the magic of life.
• 15:16
  SPEAKER_00: We can't see what's going to happen next.
• 15:18
  SPEAKER_00: That's the unpredictability of life.
• 15:19
  SPEAKER_00: We can't always see what's just around the corner, how amazing something could be.
• 15:25
  SPEAKER_00: Because the mind might be making up, oh, I don't know, so I must watch out.
• 15:31
  SPEAKER_00: But you're essentially the choices and the thoughts that you repeat over and over again.
• 15:37
  SPEAKER_00: And a belief is just a thought you keep thinking.
• 15:39
  SPEAKER_00: So, what thoughts do you keep thinking that are serving you?
• 15:43
  SPEAKER_00: And what thoughts do you keep thinking that aren't serving you?
• 15:47
  SPEAKER_00: That is just a call to awareness.
• 15:49
  SPEAKER_00: So, what if there's a difference between expansion and integration?
• 15:55
  SPEAKER_00: Because sometimes you have a period or a season in life where you are expanding.
• 16:00
  SPEAKER_00: Things are growing extremely well, your business is growing, you're having fantastic relationships, new relationships, you are satisfied with what's going on.
• 16:11
  SPEAKER_00: But then there are seasons of just integration, which means it's time for you to recalibrate, to take some respite, to chill out, to relax, to reflect.
• 16:22
  SPEAKER_00: And when you're able to do this, you're resetting and recalibrating your nervous system instead of feeling like you constantly need to be on the go.
• 16:30
  SPEAKER_00: You are taking time to reset the nervous system, recalibrate, recalibrate your energy so you can come back even stronger in the next season, in the next chapter.
• 16:40
  SPEAKER_00: So if life right now seems one of a season where things are just a little calm, not much is changing significantly on the outside, it means that things are recalibrating in order for something amazing to come.
• 16:53
  SPEAKER_00: Because in truth, we can't always keep growing at such a level without having a little recalibration before another growth spurt.
• 17:01
  SPEAKER_00: So when we're able to make peace with what is and reality and not feel like we have to constantly expand and fix, fix, fix, and we can just reset, realign and recalibrate, we will come back stronger for the next chapter.
• 17:14
  SPEAKER_00: I want to challenge you here by saying, what if nothing actually needs fixing in the moment you feel all those heavy emotions worry, doubt, fear, etc., insecurity.
• 17:26
  SPEAKER_00: Because every time you feel those and you go into action, you're saying to the universe, something's not right, and I'd like to give more energy to this problem that I have.
• 17:37
  SPEAKER_00: Meaning this situation, this relationship, this part of the business, whatever.
• 17:45
  SPEAKER_00: And that's actually how problems get bigger.
• 17:47
  SPEAKER_00: When we're trying to fix from this disconnected state.
• 17:50
  SPEAKER_00: And every time you're trying to fix from this state, you actually create more problems for yourself.
• 17:56
  SPEAKER_00: So there's a massive difference between being connected and disconnected.
• 18:00
  SPEAKER_00: And when we're connected, we feel hopeful, we feel relaxed, we feel belief, we feel enthused, we feel eager, we feel satisfied.
• 18:07
  SPEAKER_00: But when we're disconnected, we feel fear, doubt, worry, concern, insecurity, etc.
• 18:13
  SPEAKER_00: And there's a massive difference between feeling in the desperate need for control and feeling allowing.
• 18:21
  SPEAKER_00: I know in my family we all feel like slight control freaks and we can laugh at it.
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  SPEAKER_00: But when we can learn to trust and allow, I feel so much better.
• 18:31
  SPEAKER_00: I I've noticed that in my own experience, when I can just trust that when I get in that good feeling place, good things come in.
• 18:37
  SPEAKER_00: I've seen evidence of that.
• 18:39
  SPEAKER_00: And so I'm teaching my nervous system over and over again when I relax, when I feel good, when I meditate, when I go for a run, when I'm in nature, I'm teaching my nervous system it's okay to relax, it's okay to be calm, it's okay to be in the receptive mode.
• 18:54
  SPEAKER_00: In fact, it's really good because that's where all the solutions and ideas and receptivity come rather than feeling the desperate need for control, which comes from fear.
• 19:06
  SPEAKER_00: We like to control because we fear that if we're not in control, we won't get what we want.
• 19:12
  SPEAKER_00: We won't feel safe.
• 19:14
  SPEAKER_00: So there's a massive difference of how the mind works, and it all comes from our past programming.
• 19:19
  SPEAKER_00: The same is true for I must solve this problem right now, versus, well, what if I could just wait a little bit and when I feel better, then I'll look at it.
• 19:30
  SPEAKER_00: This is just a very different way of dealing with challenges and dealing with problems that pop up every single day.
• 19:38
  SPEAKER_00: Whilst we don't want to be irresponsible, we just have to understand energy never lies, and there is a flow of energy, and we're either allowing it or we're disallowing it.
• 19:48
  SPEAKER_00: It's like a valve, you're either turning it on or we're turning it off.
• 19:50
  SPEAKER_00: And every time we get anxious, we get worried, we get concerned, we're turning the valve off.
• 19:56
  SPEAKER_00: And every time we begin to allow, we begin to relax, we begin to reset, we begin to back off, we begin to just ease off, we allow the flow to turn on again.
• 20:08
  SPEAKER_00: So when you're allowing, it doesn't mean you're quitting, it doesn't mean you're giving up.
• 20:12
  SPEAKER_00: It just means you're releasing resistance to the present moment right now.
• 20:16
  SPEAKER_00: It means you're not trying to fix the present moment, you're just letting it be.
• 20:20
  SPEAKER_00: That's why the Beatles song Let It Be is so powerful because it's just saying, just let things be unattached to the way things are right now.
• 20:29
  SPEAKER_00: Then what you're doing is allowing life to refill the tank.
• 20:34
  SPEAKER_00: You'll refill the tank of good energy again.
• 20:36
  SPEAKER_00: But every time we're trying to control and manipulate, we're tightening the grip on allowing that flow of well-being to come in and fill our tank up again, our good feeling tank.
• 20:46
  SPEAKER_00: So when you're allowing the present moment to be with all the feelings that come up, you're not saying no, I don't want it.
• 20:52
  SPEAKER_00: You're saying I accept it for what it is in this moment.
• 20:56
  SPEAKER_00: And this moment also will pass.
• 20:59
  SPEAKER_00: And regardless of how I feel right now, regardless of the story my mind is conjuring up, I can just trust that I know that when I feel better, I also know that solutions will appear as well.
• 21:13
  SPEAKER_00: And it might take a day or two or three or a few weeks.
• 21:17
  SPEAKER_00: But if you keep at it, if you keep calibrating your nervous system to just accept, make peace with reality, not push against reality, you will find a harmony and you will find a power that has always existed inside of you that you weren't taught at school, or sometimes not even by your parents.
• 21:34
  SPEAKER_00: And that is that well-being abounds, is that well-being is always flowing, and it's our energy and more importantly, our emotions and feelings that either allow it or disallow it, like a valve.
• 21:47
  SPEAKER_00: So I want to ask you a few questions in closing.
• 21:50
  SPEAKER_00: Something for you to just ponder as you listen to this and go about your day.
• 21:55
  SPEAKER_00: What if there's nothing wrong with you?
• 21:57
  SPEAKER_00: What if life isn't broken?
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_00: And what if this moment isn't a problem that you need to solve right now?
• 22:05
  SPEAKER_00: But an invitation to soften, an invitation to relax, an invitation to just witness and see differently.
• 22:14
  SPEAKER_00: And if this were true, what would be possible?
• 22:17
  SPEAKER_00: What would be possible?
• 22:18
  SPEAKER_00: I hope you've enjoyed this episode.
• 22:20
  SPEAKER_00: I hope it's brought you a bit of freedom, lightness, and a little bit more optimism.
• 22:25
  SPEAKER_00: Because when you start to feel lighter, you feel happier and freer, that is when you're closer to the solutions that you really seek.
• 22:34
  SPEAKER_00: And until the next episode, I wish you a wonderful week ahead and green lights all the way.
• 22:40
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you for listening.
• 22:41
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• 22:45
  SPEAKER_00: It really helps us continue these conversations.