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Episode 53 | When Hope Isn’t Enough: Surviving the Waiting Room of Life
This isn't a polished episode. It’s a raw archive from April 2025, sandwiched between the reality of my life today in 2026. Two years of silence, a brush with the unthinkable, and the realization that all the "woo-woo" techniques in the world—meditation, manifestation, visualization—didn’t keep the fear at bay when my wife was fighting for her life.
In this episode, I’m pulling back the curtain on what it’s like to live in a state of hypervigilance. We talk about why we try so hard to control the uncontrollable, why we look for assurance in external systems that don’t have the answers, and…
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