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39 - Montezuma's Daughter by H Rider Haggard · Montezumas Daughter

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  Speaker 1: Ottomy's farewell. Thus then did I accomplish the vengeance that
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  Speaker 1: I had sworn to my father I would wreak upon
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  Speaker 1: de Gacier. Or rather, thus did I witness its accomplishment.
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  Speaker 1: For in the end he died terribly enough, not by
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  Speaker 1: my hand, but by those of his own fears. Oh,
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  Speaker 1: since then I have sorrowed for this, For when the
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  Speaker 1: frozen and unnatural calm passed my mind, I hated him
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  Speaker 1: as bitterly as ever, and grieved that I should let
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  Speaker 1: him die otherwise than by my hand. And to this hour,
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  Speaker 1: such is my mind towards him. Doubtless many may think
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  Speaker 1: it wicked, since we were taught to forgive our enemies.
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  Speaker 1: But here I leave the forgiveness to God. For how
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  Speaker 1: can I pardon one who betrayed my father, to the priests,
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  Speaker 1: who murdered my mother and my son, who chained me
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  Speaker 1: up in a slave ship, and for many hours tortured
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  Speaker 1: me with his own hand. Rather, year by year do
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  Speaker 1: I hate him more? I write of this at some length,
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  Speaker 1: since the matter has been a trouble to me. I
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  Speaker 1: never could say that I was in charity with all men,
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  Speaker 1: living and dead. And because of this, some years since
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  Speaker 1: a worthy and learned rector of this parriage, took upon
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  Speaker 1: himself to refuse me the rites of the church. Then
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  Speaker 1: I went to the bishop and laid the story before him,
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  Speaker 1: and it puzzled him somewhat. But he was a man
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  Speaker 1: of large mind, and in the end he rebuked the
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  Speaker 1: rector and commanded him to minister to me, For he
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  Speaker 1: thought with me that the Almighty could not ask of
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  Speaker 1: an erring man that he should forgive one who had
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  Speaker 1: roared such evils on him and his even though that
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  Speaker 1: enemy were dead and gone to judgment in another place.
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  Speaker 1: But enough of this question of conscience. When de Garcia
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  Speaker 1: had gone into the pit, I turned my steps homewards,
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  Speaker 1: or rather to the ruined city, which I could see
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  Speaker 1: beneath me, for I had no home left. Now I
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  Speaker 1: must descend the ice cap, and this was found less
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  Speaker 1: easy than climbing it had been. For my vengeance being accomplished,
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  Speaker 1: I became as other men are, and a sad and
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  Speaker 1: weary one at that, so sad indeed, that I should
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  Speaker 1: not have sorrowed greatly if I had made a false
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  Speaker 1: step upon the ice. But I made none, and at
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  Speaker 1: length I came to the snow where the traveling was easy,
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  Speaker 1: my oath was fulfilled, and my vengeance was accomplished. But
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  Speaker 1: as I went I reckoned up the cost I had
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  Speaker 1: lost my betrothed, the love of my youth. For twenty
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  Speaker 1: years I had lived a savage chief among savages, and
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  Speaker 1: made acquaintance with every hardship. Wedded to a woman, although
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  Speaker 1: she loved me dearly and did not lack nobility of mine,
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  Speaker 1: as she had shown the other day, was still at
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  Speaker 1: heart a savage, or at least a thrall of demon gods.
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  Speaker 1: The tribe that I ruled was conquered. The beautiful city
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  Speaker 1: where I dwelt was a ruin. I was homeless and
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  Speaker 1: a beggar, and my four tune would be great if
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  Speaker 1: in the issue I escaped death or slavery. All this
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  Speaker 1: I could have borne, for I had borne the like before.
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  Speaker 1: But the cruel end of my last surviving son, the
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  Speaker 1: one true joy of my desolate life, I could not bear.
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  Speaker 1: The love of those children had become the passion of
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  Speaker 1: my middle age. And as I loved them, so they
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  Speaker 1: had loved me. I had trained them from babyhood till
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  Speaker 1: their hearts were English and not Aztec, as were their
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  Speaker 1: speech and faith, and Thus they were not only my
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  Speaker 1: dear children, but companions of my own race, the only
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  Speaker 1: ones I had. And now by accident, by sickness and
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  Speaker 1: by sword, they were dead, the three of them, and
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  Speaker 1: I was desolate. Ah, we think much of the sorrows
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  Speaker 1: of our youth, and should a sweetheart give us the
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  Speaker 1: go by, we fill the world with moans and swear
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  Speaker 1: that it holds no comfort for us. But when we
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  Speaker 1: bend our heads before the shrouded shape of some lost child,
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  Speaker 1: then it is for that first time we learn how
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  Speaker 1: terrible grief can be. Time, they tell us, will bring
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  Speaker 1: us consolation. But it is false, for such sorrow's time
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  Speaker 1: has no salves. I say, who am old as they are,
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  Speaker 1: so they shall be. There is no hope but faith.
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  Speaker 1: There is no comfort save in the truth that love
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  Speaker 1: which might have withered on the earth grows fast as
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  Speaker 1: in the tomb, to flower gloriously in heaven. That no love, indeed,
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  Speaker 1: can be perfect till God sanctifies and completes it with
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  Speaker 1: his seal of death. I threw myself down there upon
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  Speaker 1: the desolate snows of Jaka that none had trod before,
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  Speaker 1: and wept such tears as a man may weep but
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  Speaker 1: once in his life days O my son Absalom, my son,
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  Speaker 1: my son Absalom, would God I had died for thee
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  Speaker 1: O Absalom, my son, my son. I cried with the
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  Speaker 1: ancient king, I, whose grief was greater than his, for
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  Speaker 1: had I not lost three sons within as many years. Then,
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  Speaker 1: remembering that as this king had gone to join his
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  Speaker 1: son long centuries ago, so I must one day go
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  Speaker 1: to join mine. And taking such comfort from the thought
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  Speaker 1: as may be found in it, I rose and crept
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  Speaker 1: back to the ruined city of Pines. It was near
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  Speaker 1: sunset when I came thither, for the road was long,
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  Speaker 1: and I grew weak. By the palace, I met the
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  Speaker 1: Captain Diaz and some of his company, and they lifted
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  Speaker 1: their bonnets to me as I went by, for they
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  Speaker 1: had respect for my sorrows. Only Diaz spoke, saying, here's
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  Speaker 1: the murderer dead. I nodded and went on. I went
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  Speaker 1: on to our chamber, for there I thought that I
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  Speaker 1: should find Ottomy. She sat in it alone, cold and beautiful,
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  Speaker 1: as though she had been fashioned in marble. I have
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  Speaker 1: buried him with the bones of his brethren and his forefathers,
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  Speaker 1: she said answer in the question that my eyes asked.
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  Speaker 1: It seemed best that you should see him no more
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  Speaker 1: lest your heart should break. It is well, I answered,
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  Speaker 1: But my heart is broken already. Is the murderer dead?
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  Speaker 1: She said, presently, in the very words of Diaz, Oh
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  Speaker 1: he is dead, how I told her in a few words,
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  Speaker 1: you should have slain him yourself. A son's blood is
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  Speaker 1: not avenged. I should have slain him. But in that
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  Speaker 1: hour I did not seek vengeance. I watched it fall
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  Speaker 1: from heaven and was content. Perchance it is best so
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  Speaker 1: the seeking of vengeance had brought on all my sorrows
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  Speaker 1: upon me. Vengeance belongs to God, not to man, as
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  Speaker 1: I have learned too late, I do not think, so
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  Speaker 1: said out to me. And the look upon her face
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  Speaker 1: was that look which I had seen when she smoked
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  Speaker 1: the Tlascan, when she taunted Maria, and when she danced
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  Speaker 1: upon the pyramid, the leader of the sacrifice. Had I
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  Speaker 1: been in your place, I would have killed him by inches.
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  Speaker 1: When I had done with him, then the devils might begin,
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  Speaker 1: but not before. But it of no account. Everything is
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  Speaker 1: done with all Ah dead, and my heart with them.
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  Speaker 1: Now eat, for you are weary, So I ate, and
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  Speaker 1: afterwards I cast myself upon the bed and slept in
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  Speaker 1: the darkness. I heard the voice of Otomy that said, awake,
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  Speaker 1: I would speak with you. And there was that about
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  Speaker 1: a voice which stirred me from my heavy sleep. Speak on,
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  Speaker 1: I said, where are you Outomy? Seated at your side?
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  Speaker 1: I cannot rest, so I am seated here. Now. Listen,
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  Speaker 1: many many years ago we met when you were brought
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  Speaker 1: to Guttamac from Tabasco. Oh, well do I remember the
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  Speaker 1: first sight of you the tulee in the court of
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  Speaker 1: my father, Montezuma, at your Paltepec. I loved you then
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  Speaker 1: as I have loved you ever since. At least I
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  Speaker 1: have never gone astray after strange gods. And she laughed bitterly.
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  Speaker 1: Why do you talk of these things are to me?
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  Speaker 1: I asked, because it is my fancy to do so.
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  Speaker 1: Cannot you spare me one hour from your sleep? Who
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  Speaker 1: have spared you so many? You remember how you scorned me? Oh?
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  Speaker 1: I thought I should have died of shame when after
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  Speaker 1: I had caused myself to be given to you as wife,
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  Speaker 1: the wife of Tscat, you told me of the maid
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  Speaker 1: across the seas, that lily maid whose token is still
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  Speaker 1: set upon your finger, but I live through it, and
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  Speaker 1: I loved you the better for your honesty. And then
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  Speaker 1: you know the rest. I won you because I was
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  Speaker 1: brave and lay at your side upon the stone of sacrifice,
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  Speaker 1: where you kissed me and told me that you loved me.
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  Speaker 1: But you never loved me, not truly, Oh theo while
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  Speaker 1: you were thinking of the lily maid. I knew it
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  Speaker 1: then as I know it now. Though I tried to
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  Speaker 1: deceive myself, I was beautiful in those days, and this
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  Speaker 1: is something with a man. I was faithful, and that
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  Speaker 1: is more. And once or twice you thought that you
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  Speaker 1: loved me. Now I wished that those tulees had come
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  Speaker 1: an hour later and we had died together upon the stone.
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  Speaker 1: That is, I wish it for my own sake, not yours.
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  Speaker 1: Then we escaped, and the great struggle came. I told
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  Speaker 1: you then that I understood it all. You had kissed
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  Speaker 1: me on the stone of Sacrifice, but in that moment
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  Speaker 1: you were as one dead. When you came back to life,
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  Speaker 1: it was otherwise. But fortune took the game out of
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  Speaker 1: your hands, and you married me and swore and oathed me,
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  Speaker 1: and this oath you have kept faithfully. You married me,
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  Speaker 1: but you did not know whom you married. You thought
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  Speaker 1: me beautiful and sweet and true, and all these things
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  Speaker 1: I was, But you did not understand that I was
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  Speaker 1: far apart from you, that I was still as savage
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  Speaker 1: as my forefathers had been. You thought that I had
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  Speaker 1: learned your ways. Perchance, even you thought that I reverenced
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  Speaker 1: your God, as for your sake I have striven to do.
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  Speaker 1: But all the while I have followed the ways on
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  Speaker 1: my own people, and I could not quite forget my
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  Speaker 1: own gods, or at the least they would not suffer
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  Speaker 1: me their servant to escape them. For years and years
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  Speaker 1: I put them from me. But at least they were avenged,
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  Speaker 1: and my heart mastered me, or rather they mastered me,
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  Speaker 1: for I knew nothing of what I did. Some few
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  Speaker 1: nights since when I celebrated the sacrifice of Whitsul, and
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  Speaker 1: you saw me at the ancient rites. All these years
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  Speaker 1: you have been true to me, and I've had borne
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  Speaker 1: you children whom you loved, But you loved them for
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  Speaker 1: their own sake, not for mine. Indeed, that heart you
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  Speaker 1: hated the Indian blood that was mixed in their veins
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  Speaker 1: with yours. Me also loved in a certain fashion, and
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  Speaker 1: this half love of yours drove me well nigh mad,
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  Speaker 1: such as it was. It died when you saw me
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  Speaker 1: distraught and celebrating the rites of my forefathers on the
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  Speaker 1: Teochley Yonder, and you knew me for what I am,
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  Speaker 1: a savage. And now the children who linked us together
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  Speaker 1: are dead, one by one. They died in this way,
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  Speaker 1: and that for the curse which follows My blood descended
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  Speaker 1: upon them, and your love for me is dead with them.
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  Speaker 1: I alone remained alive, a monument of past days. And
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  Speaker 1: I die also. Nay, nay, be silent. Listen to me,
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  Speaker 1: for my time is short. When you bade me call
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  Speaker 1: you husband no longer, then I knew it was finished.
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  Speaker 1: I obey you. I put you from me. You are
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  Speaker 1: no more my husband, and soon I shall cease to
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  Speaker 1: be your wife. Still I pray you listen to me. Now.
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  Speaker 1: It seems to you, in your sorrow that your days
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  Speaker 1: are done and there is no happiness left for you.
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  Speaker 1: This is not so. You are still but a man
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  Speaker 1: in the beginning of middle age, and you are yet strong.
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  Speaker 1: You will escape from this ruined land, And when you
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  Speaker 1: shake the dust of it off your feet, its curse
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  Speaker 1: shall fall from you. You will return to your own place,
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  Speaker 1: and there you will find who awaited your coming for
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  Speaker 1: many years. There, the savage woman whom you mated with,
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  Speaker 1: the princess of a fallen house will become but a
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  Speaker 1: fantastic memory to you, and all these strange, eventful years
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  Speaker 1: will be as a midnight dream. Only your love for
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  Speaker 1: the dead children will always remain. These you must always
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  Speaker 1: love by day and by night, And the desire of them,
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  Speaker 1: that desire for the dead, than which there is nothing
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  Speaker 1: more terrible, shall follow you to your grave. And I
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  Speaker 1: am glad that it should be so, for I was
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  Speaker 1: their mother, and some thought of me must go with
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  Speaker 1: them this alone. The lily Maid has left me, and
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  Speaker 1: there only I shall prevail against her, For tew no
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  Speaker 1: child of hers shall live to rob your heart of
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  Speaker 1: the memory of those I gave you. Oh, I have
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  Speaker 1: watched you day by day and by night. I have
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  Speaker 1: seen the longing in your eyes for a face which
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  Speaker 1: you have lost, and for a land of your youth.
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  Speaker 1: Be happy you shall gain both, for the struggle is ended,
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  Speaker 1: and the lily Maid has been too strong for me.
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  Speaker 1: I grew weak, and I have little more to say.
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  Speaker 1: We part, and perhaps for ever, for what is there
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  Speaker 1: between us save the souls of those dead sons of ours,
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  Speaker 1: since you desire me no more, that I may make
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  Speaker 1: our severance perfect. Now, in the hour of my death,
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  Speaker 1: I renounce your gods and I seek my own. Though
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  Speaker 1: I think that I love yours and hate those of
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  Speaker 1: my people? Is there any communion between them? We part
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  Speaker 1: and perchance for ever? Yet I pray of you to
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  Speaker 1: think of me kindly, for I have loved you, and
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  Speaker 1: I love you. I was the mother of your children, whom,
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  Speaker 1: being Christian, you will meet again. I love you now
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  Speaker 1: and for always. I am glad you have lived, because
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  Speaker 1: you kissed me on the stone of sacrific eyes, and
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  Speaker 1: afterwards I bore your sons. They are ours and not mine.
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  Speaker 1: It seems to me now that I only cared for
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  Speaker 1: them because they were yours, and they loved you and
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  Speaker 1: not me. Take them, take their spirits, as you have
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  Speaker 1: taken everything. You swore that death alone should sever us,
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  Speaker 1: and you have kept your oath to the letter and
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  Speaker 1: in the thought. But now I go to the houses
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  Speaker 1: of the sun to seek my own people, and to
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  Speaker 1: you too, with whom I have lived many years and
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  Speaker 1: seen much sorrow, but whom I will no longer call husband,
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  Speaker 1: since you forbade me so to do, I say, make
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  Speaker 1: no mock of me. To the lily maid, speak of
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  Speaker 1: her as little as you may, be happy and farewell.
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  Speaker 1: Now as she spoke ever more faintly, and I listened bewildered.
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  Speaker 1: The light of dawn grew slowly in the chamber. It
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  Speaker 1: gathered on the white shape of otomy, seated in a
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  Speaker 1: chair hard by the bed, and I saw that her
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  Speaker 1: arms hung down, and that her head was resting on
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  Speaker 1: the back of the chair. Now I sprang up and
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  Speaker 1: peered into her face. It was white and cold, and
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  Speaker 1: I could feel no breath upon her lips. I seized
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  Speaker 1: her hand, that also was cold. I spoke into her ear.
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  Speaker 1: I kissed her brow, but she did not move nor answer.
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  Speaker 1: The light grew quickly, and now I saw all Artemi
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  Speaker 1: was dead by her own act. This was the manner
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  Speaker 1: of her death. She had drunk a poison of which
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  Speaker 1: the Indians have the secret, a poison that worked slowly
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  Speaker 1: and without pain, leaving the mind unclouded to the end.
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  Speaker 1: It was while her life was fading from her that
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  Speaker 1: she had spoken to me. Thus sadly and bitterly. I
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  Speaker 1: sat upon the bed and gazed at her. I did
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  Speaker 1: not weep, for my tears were done, and as I
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  Speaker 1: have said, whatever I might feel, nothing could break my
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  Speaker 1: calm any more. And as I gazed, a great tenderness
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  Speaker 1: and sorrow took hold of me. And I loved otomy
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  Speaker 1: better now that she was dead before me, than ever
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  Speaker 1: I had done in her days of life. And this
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  Speaker 1: is saying much. I remembered her in the glory of
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  Speaker 1: her youth, as she was in the court of her
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  Speaker 1: royal father. I remembered the look which she had given
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  Speaker 1: me when she stepped to my side upon the stone
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  Speaker 1: of sacrifice, and that other look when she defied quit Loahar,
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  Speaker 1: the emperor who would have slain me. Once more. I
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  Speaker 1: seemed to hear the cry of bitter sorrow as she
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  Speaker 1: uncovered the body of the dead babe, our first born,
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  Speaker 1: and to see her soward in hand standing over the tlasquon. Oh,
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  Speaker 1: many things came back to me in that sad hour
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  Speaker 1: of dawn while I watched by the corpse of Ottomi.
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  Speaker 1: There was truth in her words. I had never forgotten
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  Speaker 1: my first love, and often I desired to see her face.
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  Speaker 1: But it was not true to say that I had
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  Speaker 1: no love for Otemy. I loved her well, and I
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  Speaker 1: was faithful in my oath to her. Indeed, not until
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  Speaker 1: she was dead did I know how dear she had
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  Speaker 1: grown to me. It is true that there was a
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  Speaker 1: great gulf between us which widened with the years, the
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  Speaker 1: gulf of blood and faith. For I knew well that
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  Speaker 1: she could not altogether put away her old beliefs. And
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  Speaker 1: it is true that when I saw her leading the
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  Speaker 1: death chant, a great horror took me, and for a
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  Speaker 1: while I loathed her. But these things I might have
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  Speaker 1: lived to forgive, for they were part of her blood
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  Speaker 1: and nature. Moreover, the last and worst of them was
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  Speaker 1: not done by her own will, And when they were
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  Speaker 1: set aside, there remained much that I could honor and
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  Speaker 1: love in the memory of this most royal and beautiful woman, who,
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  Speaker 1: for so many years was my faithful wife. So I
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  Speaker 1: thought in that hour, and so I think to this day.
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  Speaker 1: She said that we parted forever. But I trust and
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  Speaker 1: I believe that this is not so. Surely, there is
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  Speaker 1: forgiveness for us all, and a place where those who
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  Speaker 1: were near and dear to each other on the earth
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  Speaker 1: may once more renew their fellowship. At last, I rose
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  Speaker 1: with a sigh to seek help. And as I rose,
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  Speaker 1: I felt there was something about my neck. It was
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  Speaker 1: the collar of great emeralds, which Guatemalac had given me,
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  Speaker 1: and that I had given to otomy. She had set
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  Speaker 1: it there while I slept, and with it a lock
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  Speaker 1: of her long hair. Both shall be buried with me.
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  Speaker 1: I laid her in the ancient sepulcher amid the bones
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  Speaker 1: of her forefathers, and by the bodies of her children.
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  Speaker 1: And two days later I rode to Mexico in the
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  Speaker 1: train of Bernald Diaz. At the mouth of the pass,
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  Speaker 1: I turned and looked back upon the ruins of the
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  Speaker 1: city of Pine, where I had lived so many years,
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  Speaker 1: and where all I loved were buried long and earnestly.
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  Speaker 1: I gazed, as in his hour of death a man
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  Speaker 1: looks back upon his past life. Till at length Diaz
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  Speaker 1: laid his hand upon my shoulder. You are a lonely
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  Speaker 1: man now, comrade, He said, what plans have you for
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  Speaker 1: the future? None, I answered, except to die. Oh, never talk,
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  Speaker 1: so he said, why you are scarcely forty, and I,
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  Speaker 1: who am fifty and more, do not speak of dying. Listen,
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  Speaker 1: you have friends in your own country England. I had
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  Speaker 1: folk live long in those quiet lands. Go seek them.
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  Speaker 1: I will find you a passage to Spain. I will
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  Speaker 1: think of it, I answered. In time, we came to Mexico,
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  Speaker 1: a new and strange city to me, for coarters had
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  Speaker 1: rebuilt it, and where the Tiochli had stood up, which
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  Speaker 1: I was led to sacrifice, a cathedral was building, whereof
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  Speaker 1: the foundations were fitly laid with the hideous idols of
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  Speaker 1: the Aztecs. The place was well enough, but it is
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  Speaker 1: not so beautiful as the Tenocticun of Montezumer, nor ever
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  Speaker 1: will be. The people, too, were changed. Then they were
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  Speaker 1: warriors and free, now they are slaves. In Mexico, Diaz
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  Speaker 1: found me a lodging. None molested me there, for the
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  Speaker 1: pardon that I had received was respected. Also, I was
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  Speaker 1: a ruin in man, no longer to be feared. The
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  Speaker 1: part that I had played in the nostrist and in
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  Speaker 1: the defense of the city was forgotten, and the tale
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  Speaker 1: of my sorrows won me pity even from the Spaniards.
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  Speaker 1: I abode in Mexico ten days, wandering sadly about the
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  Speaker 1: city and up to the hill of Chapaltepec, where Montezuma's
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  Speaker 1: Pleasure House had been, and where I had met outter me,
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  Speaker 1: nothing was left of its glories except some of the
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  Speaker 1: ancient cedar trees. On the eighth day of my stay,
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  Speaker 1: an Indian stopped me in the street, saying that an
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  Speaker 1: old friend had charged him to say that she wished
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  Speaker 1: to see me. I followed the Indian, wondering who the
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  Speaker 1: friend might be, for I had no friends, and he
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  Speaker 1: led me to a fine stone house in a new street.
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  Speaker 1: Here I was seated in a dark chamber and waited
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  Speaker 1: there awhile till suddenly a sad and sweet voice that
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  Speaker 1: seemed familiar to me addressed me in the Aztec tongue, saying, well, come, Choul.
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  Speaker 1: I looked, and there before me, dressed in a Spanish fashion,
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  Speaker 1: stood a lady, an Indian, still beautiful, but very feeble
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  Speaker 1: and much worn, as though with sickness and sorrow. Though
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  Speaker 1: you not know Marina Tule, she said again, But before
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  Speaker 1: the words had left her lips, I knew her. Well.
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  Speaker 1: I will say this that I should scarcely have known you, Tul.
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  Speaker 1: Trouble and time have done their work with both of us.
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  Speaker 1: I took her hand and kissed it where then, is
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  Speaker 1: courtes I asked, Now, a great trembling seized her. Courtez
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  Speaker 1: is in Spain, pleading his suit. He has wed a
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  Speaker 1: new wife, their Tulee. Many years ago he put me away,
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  Speaker 1: giving me in marriage to Don Juan Jarmilo, who took
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  Speaker 1: me because of my possessions. Oh, court has dealt liberally
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  Speaker 1: with me, his discarded mistress, and she began to weep. Then,
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  Speaker 1: by degrees I learned the story, but I will not
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  Speaker 1: write it here, for it is known to the world.
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  Speaker 1: When Marina had served his turn and her wit was
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  Speaker 1: of no more service to him, the conqueror discarded her,
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  Speaker 1: leaving her to wither of a broken heart. She told
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  Speaker 1: me all the tale of her anguish when she learned
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  Speaker 1: the truth, and of how she had cried to him
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  Speaker 1: that henceforth he would never prosper, nor indeed did he
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  Speaker 1: ever do so. For two hours or more we talked,
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  Speaker 1: and when I had heard her story, I told her mine,
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  Speaker 1: and she wept for me, since with all her faults,
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  Speaker 1: Marina's heart was ever gentle. Then we parted, never to
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  Speaker 1: meet again. Before I went, she pressed a gift of
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  Speaker 1: money on me, and I was not ashamed to take
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  Speaker 1: it who had none. This, then, was the story of Marina,
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  Speaker 1: who betrayed her country for her love's sake, And this
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  Speaker 1: the reward of her treason and her love. But I
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  Speaker 1: shall always hold her memory sacred, for she was a
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  Speaker 1: good friend to me, and twice she saved my life.
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  Speaker 1: Nor would she desert me, even when OTOMY taunted her
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  Speaker 1: so cruelly. End of Chapter thirty eight. Recording by Patrick
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  Speaker 1: seventy nine