Latest / The STA Clinician Podcast / Ep.244 'Imposter Syndrome' - Reflection with Rebecca Stone
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- 0:00Music.
- 0:10Hey people, how are you doing? Welcome to episode 244 of the Sports Therapy Association podcast.
- 0:17My name is Matt Phillips, Correlli of RunchoutLive.com. And as always,
- 0:21this episode is being recorded live eight o'clock on a Tuesday on the Sports
- 0:26Therapy Association YouTube channel.
- 0:29In this 10th episode of our Reflection series, I will very shortly be chatting
- 0:33with sports therapist Rebecca Stone of glosssportstherapy.co.uk,
- 0:37also known as Becky, also known as Becky Carroll. I'm sure she has other names as well.
- 0:41Famous for her hats, the therapy expo, and all sorts of things people will know her for.
- 0:45And she will be reflecting on episode two, which was recorded way,
- 0:49way, way back on June the 2nd, the second episode ever of the podcast in 2020
- 0:53with special guest Jack Chew of the PhysioMatters podcast team.
- 0:57And it was entitled Imposter Syndrome.
- 1:00So very much looking forward to that. As always, people who have joined us live,
- 1:04then feel free to ask questions.
- 1:06Just kind of bring a few of your comments up on the screen.
- 1:11Please do not ask me to pronounce this okay cecily hislop
- 1:14if you could pronounce that that'd be great stephen bar are we
- 1:17on yes you are steve thanks for joining us to glenn murphy mbe go
- 1:21becky we are all behind you question marks okay not
- 1:23sure that's about yes we are and gary benson
- 1:26pence of the founder of the sta is in here to create some
- 1:29order amongst these people which i think
- 1:32is going to be necessary so great thanks for joining us live if you listen to the podcast
- 1:35and thank you very much as well you're welcome to join us um on a
- 1:37tuesday if you'd like to ask questions to the guest or share the time with
- 1:40fellow minded therapists and just
- 1:43before we bring up becky for tonight's episode i
- 1:46must thank last week's reflectioner who was jessica janeman of ease therapies
- 1:52who reflected on episode 222 which is called a therapist guide to hypermobility
- 1:58that was recorded in december 2024 last year with special guest bonnie southgate
- 2:02obviously i love all these episodes.
- 2:05And it's like, ask me to choose between my kids.
- 2:08Actually, I could do that. No, I wouldn't. But yeah, all the episodes are great.
- 2:10But I particularly enjoyed this episode and it's a huge value to all therapists
- 2:16because Jessica not only comments and reflects on that episode about hypermobility,
- 2:20but also shares her personal journey and that of her daughter with hypermobility
- 2:24and Ehlers-Danlos syndromes.
- 2:26The discussion emphasizes the lack of information out there and the continued
- 2:30misdiagnosis that, in the case of Jessica, caused 40 years to pass before her
- 2:35condition was finally recognised.
- 2:37One of the most important messages to come out of that episode from last week
- 2:41is that the term hypermobility is an umbrella term.
- 2:44And as health practitioners, we need to be more aware of this.
- 2:48Basically, putting the 50-minute chat into...
- 2:52A minute, within this umbrella term hypermobility lies a very important population
- 2:56of repeatedly undiagnosed heritable connective tissue disorders,
- 3:00like Ehlers-Danlos syndromes, for example, but there are others.
- 3:03And whilst hypermobility is often one of the symptoms, as clinicians,
- 3:06we need to be aware of asking about other symptoms like gastric and respiratory
- 3:09issues, skin conditions, allergies, fatigue, et cetera,
- 3:14to help these people not wait an average of 10 years to be diagnosed and make
- 3:18the situation worse and put up with often an unnecessary, the anguish-filled
- 3:2310 years of not knowing what the hell's going on and not even realising that
- 3:27symptoms are connected to one thing.
- 3:29So yeah, do check out that episode. For information and support on hypermobility
- 3:32and Ehlers-Danlos syndromes, then follow the exceptional work of Dr.
- 3:35Jessica Eccles and SEDS, S-E-D-S Connective.
- 3:40All the links are at the podcast. If you go to the podcast app,
- 3:43you'll see the links on the show notes.
- 3:45And as always, if you've got any information or feedback, then you can welcome
- 3:48to go to the YouTube channel,
- 3:50leave some comments there or email me matt at the sta.co.uk right then let's
- 3:56crack on with tonight's show imposter syndrome so reflecting on past episode
- 4:01two my guest tonight is sports therapist rebecca stone.
- 4:06Music.
- 4:07You're listening to the sports therapy association podcast putting evidence
- 4:12back into soft tissue therapy.
- 4:18Hey Rebecca Stone, Becky Carroll, how are you? I'm very well, thank you. How are you?
- 4:23I'm wonderful. I'm okay. You've got people watching YouTube,
- 4:26we've decided on Becky Carroll on the screen. Just clear this confusion up so
- 4:29it's not profusion anymore.
- 4:31I started my business Rebecca Stone Sports Therapy before I was married.
- 4:35So hence the difference in name.
- 4:38It's actually quite good because my clients can't actually
- 4:41find me on Facebook through my personal channels only
- 4:44my professional ones positive skill and everything great it's
- 4:47great to see you back again and we were trying to work out you've been on the show a few
- 4:49times i'm always well received and always well loved when people
- 4:52see you and get together with you at therapy expo you were
- 4:55with us about a year ago actually it links
- 4:58kind of with tonight's chat and it was episode 183 physios
- 5:02versus sports therapists which was kind of
- 5:05a clickbait to try and get people to tune in but that was
- 5:07a wonderful example of people from different titles and
- 5:11professions just realizing we're all on the same page but
- 5:14i'm interested before we get into that for people who don't know
- 5:17you becky could you let us know what part of the world is what you do so i'm
- 5:21based near chooksbury which is north gloucestershire as far north of the southwest
- 5:25as you're gonna guess and i have been working on my own since 2007 so what 18
- 5:3218 years so a solo practitioner in sports therapy,
- 5:37Oh, I'm also a regional rep for the Southwest alongside Alex Moore.
- 5:42Very cool. Yes. And we love the work you do. Very kind of you.
- 5:4618 years. I look at you and think, how? How?
- 5:49Where did that go? Oh, stop it. Oh, stop it. I don't know why I did the same with me.
- 5:53But yeah, incredible. I just, I don't, I don't believe I can hang out with other
- 5:57people who've been working for 20 years.
- 5:59It just doesn't seem to make sense in my mind. But anyway, so out of the 240
- 6:04episodes of the Sports Therapy Association podcast. You chose episode two to
- 6:09reflect on imposter syndrome. Why? Why this episode?
- 6:13Well, okay. So I hadn't long been with the Sports Therapy Association when I
- 6:18saw this podcast and it resonated with me because it was only really when I
- 6:24joined the Sports Therapy Association that I realized that imposter syndrome
- 6:27was something that I was suffering with.
- 6:29And And actually, this podcast has helped me immensely to try and kind of overcome
- 6:34the draws of imposter syndrome.
- 6:38But I think that the one area where it really resonated with me was if you view
- 6:44imposter syndrome as like a product of pursuing perfection.
- 6:49If you can accept the fact that perfectionism is like an act of fiction that
- 6:55helps to quieten the fictitious villain that we name imposter syndrome,
- 6:59that very much was something that
- 7:02I experienced when I worked at Gloucester Rugby Club for
- 7:05a year and my role as a
- 7:08sports therapist there was to manage symptoms
- 7:11so to use my skills to manage the symptoms the
- 7:15physios that were there were to diagnose any injuries
- 7:18conditions and I felt that I wanted to
- 7:21move more into the assessment and diagnostics which
- 7:25I felt I didn't really have so it was
- 7:28suggested to me that I looked at doing a master's in
- 7:32physiotherapy so I went
- 7:35along to the interview and I
- 7:40realized very quickly that it wasn't going to fit me
- 7:43at all it was all the
- 7:45questions on that interview were based around
- 7:48my experience as sports therapist how would that help me
- 7:51as a physiotherapist in the NHS so
- 7:55all the questions were based around NHS and so I thought well I've been recommended
- 8:00to do a master's in physiotherapy to further my career in the sporting arena
- 8:06but all of the focus was on the NHS so I felt that actually by obtaining a physio masters.
- 8:13I would probably actually add to my imposter syndrome because I come away not
- 8:16knowing what I wanted to go in to know if that makes sense.
- 8:20Does that make sense? Yeah, definitely. Yeah. So in the end then,
- 8:23so you decided not to do the physios.
- 8:26Yes. And what avenue did you go down then?
- 8:29I continued working in, so I finished working with Gloucester and then I was
- 8:34working in amateur and semi-professional rugby, which I did for 10 seasons.
- 8:38And I was running my own clinic anyway.
- 8:41And life just took me down a different avenue.
- 8:43But as I progressed through with additional learning and I built my confidence.
- 8:48I realized actually there was a lot more up
- 8:52here that I wasn't actually tapping into
- 8:55that was you know I already knew
- 8:58I just didn't trust that I knew it cool maybe for
- 9:01people aren't aware could you give us a definition of imposter
- 9:05syndrome and how it applies in the context of a
- 9:08soft tissue therapist yeah okay well the
- 9:11Oxford English Dictionary definition is the
- 9:15persistent inability to believe that one's success
- 9:18is deserved or has been achieved as a
- 9:21result of one's own efforts or skills and I persistent I'd
- 9:25say is the word that we need to focus in on and
- 9:29I'm glad that I don't I can say wholeheartedly I
- 9:32do not have imposter syndrome because thankfully it's not persistent
- 9:35but it's interesting
- 9:39it's not a medical condition is it it's not an actual it's not
- 9:42an actual ailment that we can you know
- 9:44label but it is a term that describes a
- 9:47pattern of thoughts and feelings so i think
- 9:50we all experience degrees of
- 9:54imposter syndrome or symptoms of imposter syndrome thinking that we don't know
- 9:59as much as we possibly do and yeah do you think down a rabbit hole do you think
- 10:07it's kind of i mean before we talk about jack what Jack said in the episode,
- 10:11who's obviously a physio from the Physiomatics podcast team.
- 10:14Do you have the impression that
- 10:16imposter syndrome is kind of more rife in non-allied health professionals?
- 10:21Or is there a perception of this maybe? Yeah, I mean,
- 10:24I can only really comment on from that perspective because I'm not an allied
- 10:28health professional, but I would say there probably is purely because we would
- 10:34look through a lens of physiotherapy is a protected,
- 10:38profession whereas we're not and therefore does that mean that there's more
- 10:43weight behind physiotherapists?
- 10:45That's where you go mentally with it but.
- 10:50I think we need, the problem is with imposter syndrome is, in my opinion,
- 10:54is that it comes from comparing yourself to others, right?
- 10:57So I think actually, if you just forget what everyone else is doing,
- 11:00what everyone else is, you know, what their title is and where they've come
- 11:04from, their background, and you just focus on what you know,
- 11:07so you're focusing on facts, not feeling,
- 11:11then actually we've got a lot to bring to the table, which may differ,
- 11:16which is not necessarily a bad thing from it might differ from physiotherapy
- 11:18and it can it does differ from physiotherapy but it also.
- 11:23Complements each other very nicely and we just need to remember that what we do,
- 11:27is what we do and what they do is what
- 11:29they do sounds simple doesn't it
- 11:32but then the human mind it does IP and the and the
- 11:35worry and fear and everything and the fact that humans are
- 11:38unpredictable and I think that's maybe that's one of the problems I think
- 11:41working with humans is and the way we're
- 11:44taught we're kind of and we've talked about this in other episodes we're
- 11:47taught as if humans are like cars and
- 11:50that we're taught that we can be mechanics and some of us years ago
- 11:53actually called ourselves body mechanics and you know sports mechanics
- 11:56and stuff and and then we realized that humans aren't like cars and there's
- 12:00not like a manual and because of the nervous system in the brain the fact we're
- 12:04complex not complicated that our patients and clients do react differently and
- 12:09and we can't even hope to know why this is and i think that maybe throws a little
- 12:13spanner in the works and makes this thing, oh,
- 12:16maybe I don't know what I'm, you know, I'm supposed to be doing,
- 12:18but maybe that's part of our training.
- 12:20Maybe we're taught, well, maybe we should be kind of taught to expect to not
- 12:24understand or to be surprised a little bit more. Is that fair, do you think?
- 12:28I think so. Yeah, definitely. Good. I'm glad.
- 12:34So this is a reflection episode. So you listened to this episode and what were
- 12:39some of the points you took out of it?
- 12:41Well, what I loved was the irony of some things that Jack said.
- 12:46Obviously, he's talking about imposter syndrome. I said to you before we came
- 12:49on air, I'm likely to do the same if I haven't done so already.
- 12:53But I wrote down a couple of quotes that Jack said, which one of them was,
- 12:58I shall probably disappoint you.
- 13:00He's already saying, you know, I've got imposter syndrome right now.
- 13:03I'm going to disappoint you.
- 13:05And the other thing he said was, I am no one really.
- 13:08I just have access to a network of quality thinkers.
- 13:11And I thought, that's great because I remember when I was watching that episode
- 13:17the first time around, I was thinking, Jack Chu, who's Jack Chu?
- 13:20So I Googled and I thought, oh, wow, Jack Chu.
- 13:24And the fact that he then presented himself to me as human was great because
- 13:30we can look to the bigwigs in the industry and think they're quite godly and
- 13:35they're on their little pedestal.
- 13:37But in actual fact, we're all the same. We all have the same feeling, don't we?
- 13:42And so it was really nice to actually listen to the episode again and pick out
- 13:46that what he's talking about, actually, he's suffering with.
- 13:50Yeah, yeah, yeah. And it's almost, I mean, I'm a bit of a sucker for it.
- 13:54I think it's, I think it kind of lies in the same bed as being humble and not kind of too confident.
- 14:01I think a lack of confidence is quite healthy, particularly in our,
- 14:04I think, in life in general. I suppose sometimes not, it has its drawbacks.
- 14:07It depends what situation you're in. But if you listen to Jack True these days,
- 14:11I mean, with the empire, he's got behind him in terms of therapy live and as
- 14:16well as all the podcast episodes and the MSK Think Lab, MSK Reform and everything.
- 14:21He'd still probably start going, oh my God, I'm going to let you all down now
- 14:25because he admits he's like, you know.
- 14:27And yeah, I think a lot of my involvement in podcasts and things is probably
- 14:31being affected by Jack and his humbleness.
- 14:34Anything I can't master is his kind of trusting Mank accent,
- 14:38which obviously is the reason why his podcast is so much better than mine.
- 14:41People don't trust southerners whereas if you're a northerner,
- 14:43yeah, sort of yes. They trust the beard though. They trust the beard.
- 14:47Sure, and he did admit on this podcast he can never grow a beard,
- 14:50so that's good. I did recognise that.
- 14:53Cool, what else then? So that was nice, yet you noticed how Jack himself was
- 14:57setting himself up to like, I've got a bit of that. Nice. What else did you pick up from it?
- 15:02The fact that we shouldn't necessarily be wary of feeling like we have symptoms of imposter syndrome,
- 15:12but we should be wary of how we respond to those feelings.
- 15:19And what I mean by that is, if you're experiencing feelings of imposter syndrome,
- 15:25I think you've said this before, actually,
- 15:27Matt, where you said there was a period of time where you were referring on
- 15:30constantly to physios because you felt, I don't know what I'm doing,
- 15:34I'll refer on to physios.
- 15:35If you're constantly referring on to physios, then clearly...
- 15:40That's not a good way to react to imposter syndrome. Occasionally we have to
- 15:43refer, and obviously if there are red flags, et cetera, et cetera,
- 15:46then referring is obviously very necessary.
- 15:49But if we're referring on because we feel that we don't know enough,
- 15:55or we feel like we're not confident enough, should I say,
- 15:58then we need to reflect and then change that and think, well,
- 16:01what can I do to build my confidence and make me think differently about this situation?
- 16:09Another thing that i've heard thrown around quite
- 16:12a lot is fake it till you make it which i i believe is is important
- 16:15with confidence but if you're faking the
- 16:18skill set then that's dangerous and you're stepping outside
- 16:21of your remit so again if you're feeling these these feelings of
- 16:24imposter syndrome but you're thinking well it's
- 16:27okay it's just this thing called imposter syndrome and so
- 16:30you just kind of like what we were saying about i had a
- 16:33chat with tristan attenborough and he was saying the dangers
- 16:36of the other end of the scale if it were of
- 16:39imposter syndrome is that you just rest on your laurels
- 16:42by saying well this what i'm feeling is imposter syndrome therefore it's okay
- 16:45and it's not okay if you're stepping outside of
- 16:48your remit yeah so i kind of went down a bit of rabbit hole when i was watching
- 16:52the episode again what jack was saying about the uh yeah the confidence element
- 16:58it's interesting isn't it because it was 2020 so yeah five years ago around
- 17:04that a long time ago. And I like to think...
- 17:08I mean, five years later, imposter syndrome seems to appear in every single
- 17:12form you go into to do a soft tissue therapy. It's kind of a bit of a buzzword at the moment.
- 17:17Yeah, five years ago, it was kind of like, what's that? What is this?
- 17:19What is this? And, but it's a conversation that's still going on today.
- 17:24But yeah, it's true what you said. I want to highlight that.
- 17:26Tristan Atterbury, who was reflecting a couple of weeks back,
- 17:29he did mention that on the show and it's a really good point.
- 17:31And we should, it's healthy to kind of play devil's advocate with here.
- 17:36On the one hand yeah people beat yourself up have confidence in what you do
- 17:41you know it's especially if you haven't got that much experience then it's naturally
- 17:45you're going to doubt yourself and you're going to have to ask others and that's
- 17:47healthy but if you're doubting yourself because the Tristan Attenborough said
- 17:52that imposter syndrome like your definition is is where you,
- 17:56undervalue yourself when actually you've got the competencies and actually you
- 18:00you should you deserve that success you know what you're doing and he pointed
- 18:04out very well on that episode a few weeks ago that there's a danger now of therapists
- 18:09who try to do something that's not in their scope and they shouldn't really
- 18:14be doing it or even thinking about it.
- 18:17And then they're going, oh, this is just a bit of imposter syndrome.
- 18:19I can go with this. That's okay. I heard about this and it's not that at all.
- 18:22And that's, that was a really, that was a, obviously from Mr.
- 18:25Trish Attenborough, it was a great point.
- 18:27But yeah, people need to think about that, don't they?
- 18:31They do. And when I was thinking about this earlier, like I just.
- 18:35The irony of the whole thing is that with imposter syndrome,
- 18:39you have a lack of self-belief and yet we don't seem to doubt our own judgment
- 18:45on that lack of self-belief, if that makes sense.
- 18:49So you're saying, you know, I'm thinking I don't have the confidence to do X,
- 18:54Y, Z, but I'm not actually doubting that.
- 18:58Oh yeah, I see what you mean. Like a double, yeah. Yeah. And you think that
- 19:02you should. And I suppose that's where you need to take stock and take yourself
- 19:06away from the situation, reflect and go, well, how do I move forward from this?
- 19:10You want to focus on progression, not perfectionism, don't you, really?
- 19:15This is true. It's a good point. When you were talking about,
- 19:18I do remember in the episode, I was talking about the early days.
- 19:20I mean, I was so lucky because I was in a multidisciplinary clinic for 10 years.
- 19:24I was surrounded by extended scope physiotherapists, great osteopaths, loads of experience.
- 19:29And it was a case of where I was like, oh, this knee is not doing what I thought
- 19:33it was going to do, or it's not responding or they're, I'm not getting a positive
- 19:37for this test where I really think it is this and knock, knock,
- 19:40knock. Hi, Paul. Sorry, me again.
- 19:42What's up can you just check this guy oh okay and time
- 19:46after time it was like matt you're doing everything fine just because it's not
- 19:49doing this doesn't mean just keep doing what you're doing you know it's
- 19:51gonna be a loading protocol do what you do you're fine and after
- 19:54a while i was lucky because you know i realized now hold on i can trust myself
- 19:58and go with it wait to see how symptoms change over the week but for clinicians
- 20:02who are by themselves you haven't got this have you so i'm i'm wondering whether
- 20:08that must be so much more so much more difficult and i never experienced that
- 20:11so what was it like for you?
- 20:13Was there always somebody you could ask or were you in that situation where
- 20:16it was like, I've got to do it?
- 20:19Yeah, there are a few solo health professionals in my area that I got to know pretty early on.
- 20:27I met up with them and we had a chat and then I realized,
- 20:32well, you're someone that I'm not going to reach out to
- 20:35and you're somebody that I am and so
- 20:38having that little network is helpful and I
- 20:41think like I was saying earlier really that it was only really
- 20:44when I joined the STA that I felt like
- 20:47I had a better network to kind of have those conversations but yeah before that
- 20:54point I suffered a lot with the idea that I didn't know enough and and I convinced
- 21:00myself for a while that although I got a first class honours I convinced myself
- 21:04that they put the first class honors next to the wrong name.
- 21:07You know, but actually it wasn't me that got the first, it must have been someone
- 21:09else, but I just put it wrong on the sheet, you know?
- 21:14And I don't know, I don't want to get too wishy-washy about it,
- 21:16but my dad is like the oracle and he's always really good at,
- 21:19you know, going, look, just settle down, go to what you know.
- 21:23What do you know? And just keep it simple. And actually, a very valid point
- 21:28is delivering honesty to your client and saying, look, you know,
- 21:32the way you described your pain, your injury, it's like drawing puzzle pieces in together.
- 21:37And do these puzzle pieces fit this puzzle or is it from a different puzzle?
- 21:41And, you know, and if those puzzle pieces fit, then it's most likely to be that
- 21:46you're suffering with a killer's tendinopathy.
- 21:49And therefore, we'll look at doing this kind of treatment approach and loading.
- 21:53And if we don't get the the outcome that
- 21:56we're looking for we can we can go on a different avenue or
- 21:59I know someone I can refer on to so it's kind of like trying to put a positive
- 22:06spin on the imposter syndrome and making it more of a vocalized thing rather
- 22:09than internalized by saying look I don't have x-ray vision I don't know but
- 22:15what I do know is putting us down this path that should make you better.
- 22:19And I think actually with receiving a positive response to that kind of honesty
- 22:25actually eradicates those feelings of imposter syndrome.
- 22:30That's a really nice point. Yeah. Yeah. That kind of.
- 22:35When you keep it all bottled in and start fearing that I can't say it's my patient
- 22:39or I can't ask them any more questions or I can't delve a bit deeper or return
- 22:43to my subjective because they're going to think I'm stupid when really,
- 22:46this might be a time to go,
- 22:48let's have a little chat about this because there's something I'm missing here.
- 22:52And the patient's probably going to help clear that up. You might have not listened
- 22:55to them enough. So yeah, it's a good point. I like that.
- 22:59Um i suppose the other
- 23:01thing to say really is that within our industry it's not an exact science is
- 23:06it it's ever evolving and i feel like we're just it's just educated guesswork
- 23:12at best and so until until we can say that our our topic our industry is black
- 23:20and white there's always
- 23:21element of do I know enough you know
- 23:24it's always going to be there but I think
- 23:27if we can yeah not focus
- 23:30on trying to be the perfect version of ourselves and actually accept the fact
- 23:33that it's a continuing journey of progression then you can kind of learn to
- 23:39accept that imposter syndrome is a positive thing well the symptoms of imposter
- 23:43syndrome are a positive thing just don't let it consume you.
- 23:47That's a good point. Eat it, set it and done.
- 23:50Yeah, but then again, these should all be things that are introduced on a level
- 23:544, on a level 5, and that's what should make up that kind of improved learning
- 24:00experience as opposed to here are some more special tests or some more ways of.
- 24:05Moving this around.
- 24:07You reminded me actually, Jack says in the episode, he mentions how one thing
- 24:11that can help, this uncertainty you mentioned, which is natural with human beings
- 24:15is following the evidence.
- 24:16And he says, there was a quote saying, evidence should be our guide.
- 24:19And that's one of the big unifiers.
- 24:21By following it, we end up with more similarities than differences.
- 24:25For you, is that,
- 24:27you know, is that something which has affected you where being evidence-informed
- 24:31doesn't mean just doing what's being supported by, you know,
- 24:35randomized controlled trials, but we have to kind of have that evidence as the
- 24:38foundation of everything if we're going to be singing off the same hymn sheet.
- 24:42Yes. Yeah. I am one of those people that I like to read the data.
- 24:49I like to look at the research and the latest what's going on.
- 24:52That doesn't necessarily mean that I,
- 24:56poo-poo any anecdotal element
- 25:00to it either i think it's a balance isn't
- 25:03it and i i you know i'm saying to clients often that
- 25:06just because we haven't got the evidence yet doesn't mean that we won't and
- 25:11that's not me saying that oh well we'll just tell you to eat cucumber and you'll
- 25:14get better because one day we'll prove that it does it's just that okay if if
- 25:20stretching after your gym session makes you feel better the next day,
- 25:24brilliant, carry on doing it.
- 25:26Although the research isn't there to support why, if it makes you feel better, then you carry on.
- 25:32But yes, I'd say probably 75% of the way I'm applying myself to my work is very
- 25:39much led by evidence-based research.
- 25:45That still doesn't stop the imposter syndrome, does it? Even if you're 100% evidence.
- 25:51I mean if you if all you do i'm not trying not to annoy you on here but if all you do,
- 25:58if you believe that cupping for example is the solution to everyone who comes in your clinic,
- 26:04okay and you're doing cupping cupping cupping cupping whether they've got whatever
- 26:07it is oh yeah let's get your back let's do some cupping if you start getting
- 26:10some doubts and thinking oh i shouldn't be doing this i'm a great cupper but
- 26:14i really don't think this is helping then that's where if you were looking at
- 26:17the evidence which kind of shows that cupping might help in some situations with this and that,
- 26:21then, then you wouldn't find yourself in that situation.
- 26:25So people who are doing stuff, which isn't, who are wholly doing stuff,
- 26:28which isn't that highly supported by evidence. Yeah.
- 26:31I wouldn't be, you know, you're more likely to find, if you do feel imposter
- 26:35syndrome, it's because it's kind of like in a voice going, you know what,
- 26:38this can't be the solution to everything. So it's kind of healthy that you are getting it.
- 26:41But if you're following the evidence and then getting some imposter syndrome,
- 26:44but you know, you're following what research is saying, I guess there's a little
- 26:47bit of consolation in that. You can think, well, hold on, deep breath.
- 26:51I'm following what the evidence informed thing. This is one of those examples
- 26:54where human being is just acting differently than what other people in trials have.
- 26:58So I think it is one of the reasons to make sure all people who are working
- 27:03with people in pain, you've got to follow the evidence and you can do stuff
- 27:06on the periphery and do all these sort of things if your clients like it.
- 27:10But ultimately, if you're working with someone who's in pain and you're getting
- 27:14paid to help someone get out of pain or live with their pain,
- 27:17then yeah, the evidence has got to be, yeah, isn't it?
- 27:21I think. Anyway, a bit of a lecture there. Let's have a look at people in the comments who have,
- 27:26we've opened up some thought here, becky thank you very much dan daniel alexander
- 27:30williams is who's been on the show before
- 27:32people hope you recognize it a great episode on
- 27:36communication and daniel teaches mi motivational interviewing
- 27:40so look out for the episode thanks for joining us daniel he says totally agree
- 27:43with you on that matt i was lucky too working in the same clinic and
- 27:46learning from mike grice good old mike grice everyone's lucky learning.
- 27:49From mike grice and i've lost
- 27:52my place now he was always at hand as a second opinion that really helped
- 27:55my confidence over the years i realized i was lucky with that i wonder how
- 27:57i would have fled fed if i was on
- 28:00my own in a clinic how is someone alone in the clinic and feeling
- 28:03alone competent seek someone out to help or able to refer to
- 28:06locally join the sta as a given i think what
- 28:08you just said becky that's reminded me this is where professional so that's
- 28:11what a professional association should be doing and this is why
- 28:14i mean i'm biased and you're biased because we know gary and
- 28:17we know gary's intention is not to sell courses is not
- 28:20to try and make money out of a professional association in
- 28:23fact he's left another association or organization
- 28:27because that's what the priority was to make money out of
- 28:29getting members gary and the sta
- 28:32is all about providing support so people who
- 28:35are fellow therapists if you've got questions the idea is you can go to one
- 28:39of the coffee chats you can collaborate and talk discuss things with fellow
- 28:43therapists and get the support there so so yeah that's the idea anyway so that
- 28:47mentioning mike rice actually because i do his anatomy sessions on a Monday.
- 28:54And I spoke to him once about, because he's so knowledgeable and the way he
- 29:00presents, you think it's, it's all up here.
- 29:03And I said to him, like, do you have to prep.
- 29:06You know, for each week and each section you're presenting? Or do you just know it all?
- 29:12He was like, absolutely not. I have to prepare. I have to go over.
- 29:16I was like, oh, thank God.
- 29:18Because you do have this idea that you need to learn it all and retain it all
- 29:23and be able to regurgitate it all.
- 29:25And it was so nice for him to be like, you know, no, I have to keep going over
- 29:29it, which is why he's presenting the anatomy course that he does is because
- 29:34it's so important to go over and over and over it.
- 29:36So again I was saying earlier it made him very much human
- 29:39to me which was nice because we
- 29:43all have to keep learning oh without a doubt yeah Mike's a great
- 29:46example of what an educator should be without a
- 29:49doubt Jessica gentlemen Jessica gentlemen from thanks for
- 29:52joining us Jessica last week I was talking about Jessica says I really
- 29:55like that idea I'll work out what idea it was I think it
- 29:58was incredibly freeing when I learned I could say I don't know
- 30:00and it'd be all be okay yeah exactly I think that's such an
- 30:03important if you can honestly look at your patient in
- 30:06the eyes and go this isn't what i expected this
- 30:09is interesting but this is what humans do and just and have
- 30:12that conversation the patient's not going to judge you if
- 30:15anything they're going to like the fact that you're not treating them like a car you
- 30:17know that they're going to go wow this guy's really interested this i was really
- 30:20like people people can smell dishonesty and myelon and actually i asked well
- 30:25i can't my breath my yeah my mouth went from my brain the other day i was uh
- 30:28had a client in and he's a golfer and he made a reference to 84 like I had an 84 or something.
- 30:3784 was the number anyway I went oh and he went oh do you know what that is and
- 30:41I said actually you know what I don't have no idea why I responded that way
- 30:44because I don't I don't understand golf at all and I thought I could have very
- 30:49easily gone down an avenue where I was I've got into sticky waters because I
- 30:54obviously sounded like I knew what I was on about but I didn't.
- 30:58Yeah we all do that sometimes don't we but it's good that you didn't just continue
- 31:01going oh yeah An A4, yeah.
- 31:03I've done that before as well, and it's just not a clever idea.
- 31:08It's not. But it's true, yeah, Jessica. It is so freeing, isn't it?
- 31:12But again, it's to do with our training.
- 31:15Unless you get a great educator, then most traditional systems are setting you
- 31:20up as the expert and the fixer, the person with the white coat who is going
- 31:24to fix everything, and that's not.
- 31:26It does work with cars. But with cars, if it doesn't work, you just scrap it and throw it away.
- 31:31With human beings no you can't do that you're not
- 31:34a mechanic um you just got to persevere and find
- 31:36out what works for that person and they're or listen to them and
- 31:39let them tell you what works so great point jessica thanks
- 31:42so much for joining us after last week um stephen bar
- 31:45says even following the evidence oh i
- 31:48was going to do an accent then that even following the evidence we still
- 31:51doubt ourselves don't we yeah true but i
- 31:54think i think it provides having that
- 31:57foundation and a confidence the evidence shows that we shouldn't just rely on
- 32:01the evidence i mean that's what evidence in form is the three pillars of the
- 32:05stall is like don't just follow the evidence because it won't give you everything
- 32:08so the evidence is in the patient's expectation is really important and what
- 32:13what's any kind of contextual effect i'm just seeing dairy's comment,
- 32:16which is that i respect yeah respectfully decline that one gary thank you there,
- 32:21Gary Spence, and founder of the STA, says, I'd be very happy to spend a few
- 32:24hours bringing you up to speed on golf terminology and etiquette,
- 32:27Becky. There you go. He will as well, though. Just call him.
- 32:30Oh, I know he would. Yeah. But no fault.
- 32:34Oh, you're doing a Phoebe there. Oh, yeah. I really wish I could, but I don't want to.
- 32:41Excellent. So looking back at Jack's episode, I mean, actually,
- 32:44now that we've been speaking of Gary,
- 32:46Gary mentions, and it's so nice to hear this at the end of the episode,
- 32:50because I do take pride in the sort of information collectively we were talking
- 32:54about and giving out five years ago.
- 32:56And back then, Gary said, the biggest thing I would like to change is the way
- 33:01therapists see other local therapists as competition instead of allies.
- 33:06And that was, I mean, we shouldn't be surprised when Gary's saying things like this, leading the pack.
- 33:12But I think that's part maybe of imposter syndrome as well.
- 33:15Just if you're not communicating with your therapist if you're not collaborating.
- 33:18If you're holding everything in and competing then you're gonna
- 33:22have so much self-doubt so have you found oh sorry
- 33:25no go on have you found that i was wondering whether collaboration and
- 33:28talking with others has helped well that's what i
- 33:31was gonna say it was when i first graduated in 2007 the
- 33:35first cpd course i did they started
- 33:39off by you know doing their so who are you and where are
- 33:42you from and there were
- 33:44i think two or three of us that were sports therapists in the
- 33:47room full of maybe 40 or 50 people and
- 33:51when I introduced myself and said I was a sports therapist there was
- 33:54a from the room and I
- 33:57kid you not they physically divided the room between
- 34:00physiotherapists sports therapists and other
- 34:03oh really and in that
- 34:06moment I felt oh dear I've made
- 34:09enemies here you know and it's very much us
- 34:12and them like in fact yeah I'm glad that I've not
- 34:15experienced that certainly in recent years and
- 34:19the more conversations I have with physiotherapists in
- 34:22particular as I've been really positive you know as like
- 34:25I was saying earlier you know this is what I do this is what you do and how can
- 34:27we work together and I've got a couple of really lovely
- 34:30physiotherapists in my area that we work together so I feel like that the competition
- 34:38element has definitely for me personally drifted away although I feel like I
- 34:44might be conjuring up some competition now by putting that out into the universe.
- 34:48But I feel like sports therapy is a little bit more understood by physiotherapy now.
- 34:55I'd like to think anyway. Yeah, I think there's definitely a movement towards it.
- 35:00I mean, we're all in our little confirmation bias a little bit because of the
- 35:03kind of guests we have on the show.
- 35:05But, you know, we've had on the show some fantastic allied health professionals
- 35:08and other professionals who are on their website now are just avoiding just,
- 35:14you know, targeting one type of health professional and everybody in there. And it's lovely to see.
- 35:20So, yeah, let's go with it. Let's go with things are getting better.
- 35:23I think so. but jack says on the episode that if you do speaking to everybody
- 35:28out there now if you do have a bad experience with one physio or chiro and osteo
- 35:32or an allied health professional.
- 35:33Don't let that tar all of
- 35:36the others kind of thing you know jack makes that very clear on
- 35:39there you might even have two or three physios but it's not all of
- 35:41them and yeah same as you do on them to judge
- 35:44all sports therapists or massage therapists with the same brush
- 35:47you must have do i think that's a good although yeah
- 35:51i definitely i think actually what i just said when
- 35:54i do introduce myself to a general public you
- 35:57know when you go to a party or a wedding or something what do you do oh i'm a
- 36:00sports therapist oh so you massage people that's generally
- 36:03what you get back and that's rather irritating that's still
- 36:06very much you know the generic response you get
- 36:09so there's obviously still work to be done but uh there we go yeah it's tricky
- 36:16but i reckon all professions probably get that you know yeah it's something
- 36:21we just have to kind of work with how do you how do you what's your follow-up
- 36:25to that to just visit out or do you kind of clarify.
- 36:28Depends how much i've been drinking really.
- 36:32Well and it depends on the vibe you get doesn't there's no point trying to vomit,
- 36:37all over them with the whole like this is actually what i do and you know if
- 36:41they're really receptive to it but sometimes i have just gone well yeah that's
- 36:45kind of kind of that right,
- 36:47i've got to be honest i'm a masseuse that's what i am a masseuse they might
- 36:52drink yeah yeah so collaboration definitely as if people are suffering from
- 36:57from foster syndrome out there.
- 37:01Then i was gonna say yeah collaborate and
- 37:04talk to fellow therapists but just make sure that you're branching out
- 37:07not just talking to a hundred of you because that's
- 37:10a danger as well just try watch out for facebook groups and just
- 37:12hang out in the same company because that's not going to help you either yeah no
- 37:16i at the um at the expo sports therapy expo two years ago i think you were talking
- 37:23about this the other week actually is that i made a purposeful bid to go to
- 37:29talks that went against my biases just to try and.
- 37:34Kind of changed my perspective a little bit and it was it was beneficial
- 37:37but i did find myself going oh i knew i shouldn't have come in here but
- 37:41it's good it's good that you crossed that step yeah so that's
- 37:44what part of the imposter syndrome and getting over it isn't it is like just
- 37:47is reflecting on it and thinking on how do i change this yeah definitely yeah
- 37:52without a doubt right time is ticking on we are trying to keep these episodes
- 37:56shorter because people say they're more likely to start it if it ends sooner
- 37:59than an hour so just a quick mention on on the topic of collaboration.
- 38:03This is something which we are very conscious of and we are highlighting and
- 38:08putting together into the program for this year's STA Southwest Conference,
- 38:12which is happening in Exmouth,
- 38:14hosted by the ST School and Hands-On Hub on September the 20th and the 21st.
- 38:20I'm going to be emceeing it, you'll be pleased to know, over the two days and
- 38:24also giving a talk on day two called Mindful Strides, Communication Skills and Working with Runners.
- 38:29But the whole conference has been designed with collaboration and reflection in mind.
- 38:34What we're trying to do is kind of provide a healthier learning environment,
- 38:39should we say, where you are going to have to talk to each other.
- 38:42Reflect, speak out loud and kind of, well, you don't have to do it.
- 38:46It's totally up to you, but you're going to be invited to do it because that's
- 38:49part of the learning process.
- 38:50I mean, otherwise it's just going to be another conference where you go there,
- 38:53listen to loads of people and get back to clinic on Monday morning and think,
- 38:56I can't remember any of that what the hell was that all about so i do encourage
- 38:59you if you're in that region it is a regional thing so we're not expecting you
- 39:02to travel too far you can if you want to i'd recommend you give it a go if you
- 39:06can but yeah if you're in that area around exmouth devon then september the
- 39:1120th and 21st is when we're going to be there and tickets are on sale at thestschool.co.uk.
- 39:17There's a substantial early bird discount until the end of june and there's
- 39:22an sta member discount until the end of June as well that you will find in the normal places,
- 39:27STA Facebook member page, for example, or if you can't find it,
- 39:30then obviously mattatthesta.co.uk and we'll help you out with that and hopefully see some of you there.
- 39:37Right then, tonight we've been reflecting on episode two, Imposter Syndrome,
- 39:41that was recorded June the 2nd, 2020, with Jack Chew, the Physiomatics team.
- 39:46And my wonderful reflecting guest has been sports therapist Rebecca Stone,
- 39:50slash Becky Carroll, of glossesportstherapy.co.uk.
- 39:53Becky, if people have enjoyed what you're saying, then what's the easiest way
- 39:58for them to keep in contact with you and follow you?
- 40:00I'm on Facebook, Becky Stone Sports Therapy. I do have Instagram,
- 40:04but I'm a bit of a dinosaur and therefore don't use it.
- 40:07But give it a go and your website gloss-sportstherapy.co.uk.
- 40:14It's there as well fantastic wonderful well
- 40:16thank you so much giving you your time again it's lovely to see you again thank
- 40:19you for inviting me oh it was it was a it was a given i love the way your mind
- 40:24works and i think you're inspiring as i've said quite a few times every time
- 40:27i'll be on the show you are you are inspirational but don't let it get to be
- 40:31i like to see a little bit of that imposter syndrome always in you it's nice,
- 40:35thanks everyone for joining us live if and people listen
- 40:38to the podcast if you'd like to tune in and join us next week
- 40:41then on june the 10th and my
- 40:44reflecting guest is going to be sophie gover
- 40:47the run doctor.co.uk who has
- 40:50chosen to reflect on episode 146 of
- 40:55the sports therapy association podcast which was entitled get
- 40:58analysis for runners of modern approach which was actually back
- 41:01in 2023 when gary decided to turn
- 41:04the tables on me and interview me about the
- 41:07topic of gate analysis for runners so a little bit weird i'm going to be talking
- 41:10to someone who's going to be reflecting on an episode where i was the guest
- 41:13on it but we'll work it out somehow it'd be lovely to see sophie gover again
- 41:17of run doctorsco.uk and it'd be a great episode if you're interested in anything
- 41:20to do with running and gate analysis so you are welcome to join us live for that if you want,
- 41:25Tuesday 8 o'clock on June the 10th.
- 41:28Otherwise, it will be available a few days later on all your favorite podcast apps.
- 41:32Right then. Thank you so much, everybody. People joining us live are raving
- 41:36over. You really enjoyed that. Thank you, says Jessica Jannerman.
- 41:39Jessica, it was a tough pitch after last week's episode, which was record-breaking
- 41:45in terms of feedback and downloads.
- 41:47Then, yeah, Becky had it tough, but did us proud.
- 41:50Becky did us proud from Gloucestershire. So it was great, as expected.
- 41:55Stevie Barr says, nice chat, Becky and Matt.
- 41:58Okay, thanks. Dot, dot, dot. Thanks, Stevie, for your Glasgow welcome.
- 42:03And Sir Glenn Murphy MBE says, agree with all that you said, Becky. Well done.
- 42:10Oh, thank you. Which is nice as well. Thanks, people for joining us live.
- 42:14It's so nice to see you in here.
- 42:15And I do thank you. It makes it having some people in here and everyone who downloads it as well.
- 42:20Right then, that's it, everybody. thank you once again to becky carroll hopefully
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