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Free Kinlow | The Christian Reeve Podcast | # 137 | · The Christian Reeve Podcast

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  Hello and welcome to another episode of Christian re podcast.
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  Today's guest is an intuitive life coach and CEO of Freedom,
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  love experience all the way from Atlanta.
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  Georgia and name is freaking low.
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  Welcome to the show. How you doing?
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  Hello Christian. I am wonderful, thank you for
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  having me. Oh, the pleasure is mine.
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  Thank you so much for being on the show.
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  Yeah, I'm just going to jump straight into this.
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  Sometimes I have a little bit of a babble at the beginning
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  because I do too. Ramble on.
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  But I'm going to jump into this. What is an intuitive life coach?
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  So, an intuitive life coach is a person who uses the messages
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  that they receive from the collective Consciousness, which
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  is we call God, but I happen to believe that God is a bay.
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  Not a, he is she, or it is sole because it's the entire
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  Collective Consciousness. Meaning, your Spirit guides,
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  your ancestors, all I receive messages from them or channel
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  from them, to help you. You walk in your best life
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  possible to follow your purpose. Okay, so, I love that.
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  So, what's the difference between, let's say an intuitive
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  life coach and a, just a regular life coach?
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  Well, the key difference is that well, the intuitive life coach
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  part is this. I am some people call it
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  psychic. I just happened to not like that
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  word psychic, so I use the word messenger.
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  So what that means is I intuitively lead you and guide
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  you. So, when you meet with me,
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  you're going to get channeled messages.
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  It's as well as okay. This is what we can do to help
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  your life moving forward. Hmm.
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  And when did you sort of begin I suppose.
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  Receiving these messages because I'm just going to say this.
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  Now, I'm not religious, I am a very open-minded person but I'm
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  also a skeptic at heart as well as some kind of like, I don't
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  know, I don't know. I could choose take, you know,
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  that kind of thing. Your yeah.
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  And and my kind of I suppose, philosophy on this is I wouldn't
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  ever say that someone is necessarily not not capable of
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  doing these things. I think it's It's one of those
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  things that's Up For Debate. But, you know, there are people
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  that I've met throughout the years who have claimed to have
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  this ability, some wasn't so sure they were telling the truth
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  and the others, they would say things that would freak me out.
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  Yeah, they wouldn't be able to possibly know the things that
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  they know at all. So that's what again to stop
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  believing. Maybe there's something to this.
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  But anyway when did you first start?
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  I suppose experiencing this and then understanding exactly what
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  it is. So our first started when I was
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  a little girl and I just didn't know what it was.
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  I just knew that I knew things and didn't know how I knew them.
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  I'm when I was five years old I was really my parents are very
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  big in the church and to say what you just said I ain't
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  religious at all. I'm not even gonna say I'm not.
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  I ate religious at all, I'm just scared.
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  Isabel an open to that but I grew up in the church.
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  So when I was five, this pastor told my mom, I knew that I
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  wanted to touch this pastor and he said, whose little girl is
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  this who's touching me? And my mom said, it's mine.
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  I apologize. She just wanted to speak to you.
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  He said, no, no, this child is gifted.
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  This child is amazing. You don't even know the power
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  that this child has, so that kept that continue, and then I
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  it seems like I would get flashes of things that I would
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  remember. My dad used to play the numbers
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  and South Carolina back in the day.
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  It wasn't legal to play the lottery or gambling, right?
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  But he would play it, it was in a new age store.
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  They had candles and voodoo dolls.
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  If he would call it that those things that are the spiritual
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  guidance and I felt comfortable, I felt like I knew all of this
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  stuff, it just was comfortable to me.
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  So that time continued I would see things.
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  I would know things, I tell my mom and dad things and maybe
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  like okay yeah and then it would happen when I was 10.
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  I saw So, what you would call Yeshua Jesus in the sky.
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  So I told my grandmother that the world was coming to an end
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  because Jesus was outside because that's how we were
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  taught, right? But my grandmother said,
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  knowledge not coming to an end. That's not.
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  What's going on? That's not happening and I said,
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  no, no, he is. He's outside.
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  He's outside. But the only person that saw
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  that was me, right? And so my grandmother said she
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  told my mom, she said listen at baby saw something.
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  Not sure what it was. And that continued, I would see
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  little Things that hear things, I know things and I didn't know
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  how I knew them in college. I would know things didn't know
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  how to do it in high school. They thought I was crazy because
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  they said I was always this type of person, I would always say
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  things to them and I was new things, it wasn't until well.
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  When I was 16, my dad and I called the psychic together,
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  because my father was very open. My mom was not, you know, like
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  she's religious to the point where no, we're not going to
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  talk about that, you don't do those type things because if you
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  do that, you're going to hell, right?
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  So mmm. That was a bad thing.
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  But when I was 16, my dad and I called the psychic on the
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  19-hundred line, it was one 900 number.
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  Yeah. And the psychic told my dad,
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  will your daughter can do the exact same thing that I'm doing?
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  She is a psychic as well. Hmm so that went on throughout
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  all my life. It wasn't until my 40th
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  birthday. My best friend girlfriend at the
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  time but now she's my best friend.
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  She bought me a meeting with a psychic and he said, you know,
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  that you're supposed to be doing this.
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  What I'm doing? Hmm, this is what you're
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  supposed to do. And I thought about it and
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  thought about it and I said, okay maybe I'll try it and out
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  countless see, you know and then on 11-11-11 which was Major.
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  I've always been fascinated with numbers.
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  I've always been fascinated with dates and things and and and the
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  Moon and the Sun and the stars. All of that.
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  I just felt like I was a part of it.
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  It and I went to an eleven eleven event and I had my aura
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  read. You can have your aura read,
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  putting your hands on this little machine and your feet,
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  your feet are planted and they read you.
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  So this guy read and he was laughing.
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  We had a good time. He said, put your hands down
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  again. He thought maybe I didn't have a
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  Hands-On. They're all the way.
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  Well, I did it and my aura was completely white with just a
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  little bit of purple in it. And he said, oh my god, do you
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  know who you are me? Yeah.
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  I'm free. That's who I am cuz, you know,
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  that was my name. I'm free.
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  He said, no, you are gifted. You have a power.
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  Well, when he said it, when the aura read it and then when
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  Armando, who was a psychic that I went to see said I should be
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  doing the same thing. I asked him.
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  I said so if that's the case, then show me how because I don't
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  know, the main thing is not trusting, what you hear, what
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  you feel. I don't know how to do this.
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  What am I supposed to do? So we started doing something
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  called son. A, I was our Sunday church
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  wasn't church, it was just we would get together and just
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  talk. We go to the river, we go to the
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  mosque and meditate different things like that and he just
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  have us to read things. He gave me my first Tarot deck.
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  Well I know how to use it. I don't know how to read that
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  stuff. I didn't know.
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  I was like, I don't know this and I found out that I didn't
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  need that. I didn't need the Tarot deck,
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  not that anybody? I think it's beautiful.
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  When people use that that just happens to not be my gift.
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  I started embracing it a little bit more, a little bit more, a
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  little bit more in the more you do anything.
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  You know, the more comfortable you come in it and I just
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  finally say, you know what, I'm embracing this, I'm going to be
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  what I am. I started giving readings to
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  people and they come back and say that happened, what you told
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  me really happened. Oh, I'd have dreams and I tell
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  people, you don't have a baby or you're pregnant or that I, you
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  know, just different things and it started to happen and that's
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  when I fully embraced it. So I can't say pinpoint.
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  If I have to pinpoint a specific time where I really, really,
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  really realized it, I think it would be that 11-11-11 event.
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  Because even when the other people were saying it, I was
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  just like, okay, I just happen to know things that's all.
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  Yeah. Yeah.
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  It's refreshing to hear your perspective on this because I
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  think for a lot of people listening, they'll probably hear
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  this and to give me for a second, they might hear it.
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  And think this sounds crazy, this is just sounds Right curse
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  on here. But I can tell you what you say
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  what you want and and this is the thing.
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  Like I would say maybe five or six years ago, I probably would
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  have felt the same. I'd never like, turn around and
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  say like someone is complete full of it.
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  Like I think the only stuff I think in this particular sphere
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  that is complete BS is the charlatans that exist in America
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  and other countries to that actually. just trying to scam
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  people that's BS but you can normally deconstruct that pretty
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  easily like for instance, if everyone's told to fill out a
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  questionnaire before they come in and then suddenly the like
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  you and the third row, your name is, did it on your grandmother
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  and it's like obviously that's a scam they there's a way they
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  figured out absolutely and and the thing for me like I haven't
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  often spoke about this because it's one of those things that,
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  you know, some people, Will tear you down for but it's just put
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  leaves at the end of the, you believe what you believe.
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  Like, my mind is always been open in the sense that I look at
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  it. Like you know what, none of us
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  know for definite anything. So might as well just keep an
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  open mind to all possibilities and just leave it at that.
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  Keep learning. That's kind of my Approach.
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  But I will say what I will say on this though.
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  Is that I think it's important to have even if you are a
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  spiritual, that's because I would regard myself in the same
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  manner as well, but I always look at things like Try to like
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  always make sure to keep questioning everything and and
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  for instance at the number stick like look I digress.
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  It's just I've got a lot of ideas it what basically what I'm
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  trying to say in a nutshell is that I always look, I believe in
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  these things but I take them with a grain of salt.
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  So for instance, if I consulted you about something and you told
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  me this is going to happen, most likely probably that's how I
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  take it. I wouldn't be like, this is
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  definitely going to happen. Like this might happen.
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  And one thing that I found, really interesting from my time
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  in Europe when I really began to stop believing in this and I met
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  people that were spiritually inclined and what physic
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  psychics if you like yeah, what my understanding of it was that
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  they would give me like, a reading on something or they'd,
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  you know, I'd consult with them and get advice maybe or whatever
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  but it was, More. Like, A collection of
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  possibilities in that given moment, giving everything.
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  Taking into account everything in my life at that situate and
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  that point. And one thing I always paid
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  attention to the from the people that I would consult.
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  His they would say, don't ask me anything long-term, ask me
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  short-term things specific short-term.
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  Let's say three to six months, something like that.
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  And I can give you like an idea of what you can expect with
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  that. So for example, I gave his a
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  really quick example just to demonstrate my point.
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  Yeah, I consulted this psychic, who's a family friend and
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  everything and years ago I had like these aspirations of being
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  like professional wrestler. I love professional wrestling
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  and is kind of hilarious thinking back because I'm never
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  going to be a wrestler and it that's that's okay.
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  I don't want to be but back then I had like, you know, whatever
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  naive thoughts and so on So this person I didn't tell them
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  anything. I just consulted them.
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  Like I had a question in my head and they gave me a reading,
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  whatever, and their exact wording was, you are physically
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  and mentally like you lack the Ability to do this.
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  But the key being the emotional side of things and immediately I
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  knew straight away that they were right, it was difficult to
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  hear but I knew what they meant it meant that I lacked the
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  ability to do that in that given moment.
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  But with what I was saying before about timelines, that
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  could change if you put the work in and right and you make those
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  changes, it can change. And I think that's the
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  difficulty because with everything that we discussed in
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  here, unfortunately, like Hollywood and It's to a large
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  extent, like American Media has kind of destroyed, like the
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  Integrity of psychics and stuff, because then there is a lot of
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  truth to it, but whenever you think of psychic, you just
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  think, is like the charlatans or the are you think I Miss Cleo?
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  That's a lot of people think of when they think of that, because
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  she gave it a bad name. But here's the thing, about the
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  reason why they say timeline, I give people we all have free
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  will, right? We think that well, it's
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  whatever God wants me to be. No, it's not.
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  It's your will. God's will is your will no
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  matter. What is your, will we have the
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  ability to choose? That's what free will is.
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  You can choose one way or another, you can go a different
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  direction and this is where your life will be, but you will be
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  whatever you will to be. Just what are you willing to be
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  period. So that's how that works.
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  That's the timeline thing. And the reason this is my
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  personal opinion, the reason I feel like They've given psychics
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  a bad name is because okay, take for example, covid, that was
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  written a book that we were going to go through something
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  like covid. It was like, oh no, don't
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  believe that. That's a bunch of bull crap.
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  That's that's you should never believe that.
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  Well, it happened. So if I don't want you to know
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  what I'm planning, or I don't want you to try to see what's
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  going to happen in the future that I'm going to tell you that.
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  If you listen to these people that's telling you these things,
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  it's not real. And the truth of the matter is,
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  we all have intuition, is your discernment, is your gut
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  intuition, it's whatever, it is the person who has decided, I
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  said, yes, I will operate in this for the betterment of
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  mankind. None of my messages ever bad.
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  I won't ever tell people or you got to give me $250 and I'm
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  going to take this off for you and I'm gonna do this.
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  I never do any of that that's not my messages.
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  My messages are always about love and what's going to make
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  you or what's going to help you into a better place.
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  Place, but it's your choice as, to whether or not you act upon
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  all that. I totally agree with you on that
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  specially with the intuition side of things, they give us
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  inside, moved from Europe, but to the UK, I've said it before
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  it sounds silly but to me, it makes sense, I sort of
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  experience something, akin to like a spiritual awakening and
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  what that meant really in a nutshell was firstly, being open
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  to these things and whatnot. But secondly I think trust in
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  the intuition. More as opposed to just because
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  I feel like a lot of the time that the brain, our thoughts do
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  guide us, but I've noticed that they tend to be very like
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  fearful all the time but let's say a bad situation comes along.
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  My first reaction is oh no Panic.
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  What we're going to do will be to do all this could happen,
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  this could happen, this could happen.
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  And nine times out of ten, none of that bad stuff ever happens
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  or will happen. It's just fear, but your
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  intuition. But once you calm down like this
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  is what I think emotions really affect it, but until you get
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  your emotions in check and you're calm, you just can't do
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  anything, that's why, you know, putting the eye before the E,
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  you put the intelligence before the emotion.
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  You sit with your Us whatever you thought about five years
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  ago, chances are you're living that life.
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  Now because your thoughts, create things with co-creating,
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  this universe with the collective Consciousness,
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  period, that's what we're doing. So, your thoughts, create the
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  things. The fear part of it is the ego,
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  right? So, your ego teaches you to
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  operate in fear, also, the news teaches you to operate and fear.
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  Yeah, automatically go to the most fearful thing that we see
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  when something happens instead of sitting in it and saying,
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  okay, what's the lesson here? I can turn this into something
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  else. It is always for your growth.
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  It's never because oh I just you just going to experience
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  something bad because you just boom, I'ma give you bad.
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  No, it's never that it's always for your growth.
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  It's about learning the lesson. Changing it so that you don't
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  have to keep repeating it. And growing growing into the
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  best possible self that you can be growing into a space of love,
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  like what the world is Shifting to now.
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  And I talk about love a lot. That's why my business is called
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  freedom of experience because I feel like I only purpose is to
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  love now, how you give that love is different how you show love
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  is different. Everybody has a way that they're
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  going to show the love but your only purpose is love like yours
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  is through interviewing people is getting their story out
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  there. That's how Show that mine is
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  through giving readings. Somebody else's might be a
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  little Fried Chicken. They might try the best damn
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  Fried Chicken in the world, you know?
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  But that's the love that they give you.
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  So our only true purpose is Love.
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  Now how are we going to show that love?
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  What's the way that I'm supposed to do that?
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  I may be a doctor. I may be a lawyer different ways
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  like that but what is the way that I show that?
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  And just letting that Fear Part, go.
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  Okay. 10 devil's advocate for a second because one of the things
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  you said there is that you said that, you know, we definitely
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  have free will and I don't know that you could bet set up a
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  certain because we could maybe say that determinism is you know
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  that could be the reality but that's just one side of it.
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  Secondly What you basically implying there is purpose, we've
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  all got a specific purpose and you know, we as you said kind of
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  communicate and love in different ways through the what
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  we contribute to the world essentially.
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  Absolutely. But come on, we've met many
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  people over the years. We meet them every single day
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  who don't contribute. Anything positive, it's always
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  negative hateful but but that is their Part of growth.
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  That's where they have to grow. That is what if they never do
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  think of like the water they never do.
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  There's no judgment. There's no right or wrong.
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  There's no good. There's a there's a business
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  when you do that. This, that creates a separation.
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  Yes, you do have people that have done things.
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  Yes, you do. Have people that have what we
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  would call something - they've done something - but the truth
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  of the matter is there still There's still a guy, still
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  there. Still God.
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  That's why it's about seeing the spirit of the person, they're
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  still that. Now, whether they choose to
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  operate in it and this realm or not, that's their choice.
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  It is truly their choice. You choose, which way you're
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  going to operate and eventually, I feel like everybody will come
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  into that space of Love. It'll awaken into that, but we
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  have created this world look to you go back 2000 years ago.
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  We've created this world where there is division Nine times out
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  of ten, the only reason why somebody hurt somebody's because
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  they have something that they want, right?
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  Or they're looking for something that they want.
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  If we realize that we are all one, there's no separation,
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  we're all one being, we're all one Unity, we're all one unit we
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  are all look. You are God incarnated, having
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  an experience as Christian read, that's who you want and when we
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  tap into that, this world can be the way that it's supposed to be
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  and it's shifting to that. It is regardless it's time for
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  the change and the change is happening.
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  But it's about allowing that Have to come forward allowing
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  that stuff to come out. Even if somebody does do a
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  negative thing, it's a mighty bad.
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  My mom used to say all the time. It's a mighty bad when I can't
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  change, everybody has the ability to change its choice.
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  I agree. I agree with that sentiment is
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  just when you see some of the people in the world you know
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  from almost from birth to death you know all their life is just
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  committing misery and doing horrible things like it's hard
• 21:18
  for as much as I want to believe what you're saying.
• 21:20
  Saying and I want to believe in it, I just can't in those
• 21:23
  instances because it truly seems as though certain people when
• 21:27
  they come to this, this world, this realm, whatever you want to
• 21:31
  call it. It's like their sole purpose is
• 21:34
  to just hurt people and caused misery.
• 21:37
  And it's like, is there is there a purpose for that?
• 21:40
  Is it the yin-yang thing as it just makes the purpose?
• 21:43
  There is? Yes.
• 21:45
  Absolutely because guess what happens?
• 21:50
  Before people come to Earth, we all make a commitment to come.
• 21:52
  We all sign a contract. We all have come from Pure Love,
• 21:56
  right? So before a person comes to
• 21:58
  Earth, they say, okay, I'll be the one to do this crime, and
• 22:02
  when I do this, this is going to change this person, this person,
• 22:05
  this person, they're going to look at it and say, oh my God, I
• 22:08
  would never do that. So the thought processes they
• 22:11
  may have to do something. They now won't do it because
• 22:13
  they see me doing it. So I'll be the one that
• 22:15
  everybody's going to hate. Let me be that one.
• 22:18
  Just because I Of humanity so much so that I can shift.
• 22:22
  Everybody's, I be your attitude about this that or the other.
• 22:26
  It is all about the growth in the person, I hear you.
• 22:30
  And yes, we do have people that have come here that have done
• 22:33
  things, but all of it is necessary.
• 22:36
  All of it is necessary. They've made a choice to do
• 22:38
  that. But they still can shift into
• 22:42
  that because it's their choice. It is free.
• 22:45
  Will is their choice. We all believe it or not, and
• 22:49
  it's so hard for people to believe that that's why we, as a
• 22:52
  society are so stuck. It's so hard for people to say,
• 22:55
  let's not even look at this person is doing wrong.
• 22:57
  This person is doing that. Let's just look at.
• 22:59
  We are all done. Let's look at that.
• 23:02
  And we're all pure Divine love when people take that away from
• 23:06
  judging people. Or shining people are seeing,
• 23:09
  you know what you're even. Well, you're mean you're this,
• 23:11
  you're that other and we just love them.
• 23:14
  Hmm, we can shift all of this stuff.
• 23:18
  I know it's hard to believe but I promise you, we are all that.
• 23:22
  We are all that. Yeah, I don't know how I feel
• 23:28
  about that one. I think it's one of those ones
• 23:30
  that I would have to disagree with you on just purely because
• 23:34
  like II. Never, I've heard the Theory
• 23:39
  actually that your discussion before.
• 23:41
  I've heard other people say that and it's funny.
• 23:43
  Some of the things you've said. I've heard them from different
• 23:45
  people in my life and it's just fun.
• 23:48
  I get almost exact wording as well.
• 23:50
  You'll believe it eventually. Give it give it enough time.
• 24:04
  The problem is that I have with it, is that I understand in con
• 24:11
  as a concept I get it. But like at the same time it
• 24:15
  just seems crazy to think that we would agree to then come on
• 24:19
  to a world together where such pain and misery is inflicted on
• 24:24
  others expressly for the purpose of teaching each other lessons
• 24:28
  which in theory. We would already know because I
• 24:33
  mean, if you look at it from the perspective of we are
• 24:36
  all-knowing in the universe kind of thing, we are all-knowing.
• 24:40
  But remember, we've done ourselves down, to come to
• 24:42
  Earth, so we forgotten everything.
• 24:45
  But then what's the, what's the, what's the point in a sense, if
• 24:48
  we know everything, what's that point of them becoming life to
• 24:52
  the the point of Shifting, the point of having that the point
• 24:55
  that we invite contrast into our lives, just so that we can make
• 24:59
  it better. It's That's what it is.
• 25:03
  It's just about remembering, and if we win, we start to remember,
• 25:07
  it'll change a little more, a little more, a little more, a
• 25:10
  little more. Now, it may not happen
• 25:12
  completely in my whole life span, right?
• 25:16
  But I know that it started. I know that I know that people
• 25:20
  are waking up to it. I know that there is.
• 25:23
  All right. There's no more separation.
• 25:24
  We're starting to realize. That we're not separate.
• 25:29
  There's no black, no white. No original chord, no, none of
• 25:32
  that. It shouldn't be, we're all one.
• 25:35
  And if we can get to that point, Then we, as a collective
• 25:40
  Consciousness will evolve will change completely and we will
• 25:46
  eventually get there. But in three years from now,
• 25:49
  your thought process is going to be different right to do.
• 25:50
  What I tell you, you're gonna go back to this interview and be
• 25:53
  like, well, I'll be damned You never know, you never know.
• 26:00
  I just hope my life gets better. That's the main thing, I'm
• 26:02
  hoping he's already done. What do you want?
• 26:05
  Is your will remember what I said is your will you will be
• 26:10
  what you're willing to be. I went to the Super Rich and
• 26:13
  super famous and super successful.
• 26:14
  I will be separated. Yeah.
• 26:26
  Just focus on giving a love but I can tell you this, I see your
• 26:29
  audience. Expanding ICU expanding like
• 26:32
  tremendously. I don't know.
• 26:36
  You never know. Yeah, you know, I tell you one
• 26:38
  thing actually that's changed recently, which I think is
• 26:41
  positive for me, is that? I've kind of, I've been doing a
• 26:45
  lot of things, I don't just do podcasts, and I do like acting
• 26:47
  and music Etc, but in the sphere of this online staff naturally
• 26:53
  always becomes and everyone will suffer From this at some point
• 26:57
  of being obsessed with numbers and how things perform, you
• 27:00
  know, I come from a business background, absolutely.
• 27:02
  But I look at it and I'm like, that's not going anywhere.
• 27:05
  Why is it not going anywhere? But I think the problem with
• 27:09
  obsessing over that was actually damaged my approach to it in my
• 27:13
  feeling about it and such. And now I've kind of just
• 27:16
  brought it back to square one a little bit.
• 27:18
  Like I'm still working hard, probably harder than I've ever
• 27:20
  worked but my mindset is I'm just going to try and create the
• 27:25
  best thing I can. In create possible and just see
• 27:29
  what happens. And that's why you're going to
• 27:31
  grow when you take all of that out of it.
• 27:35
  Yeah. All you're supposed to do.
• 27:37
  It's a it was a movie out. I can't, I think it's Field of
• 27:40
  Dreams. If you build it, they will come.
• 27:43
  Yeah. Well as in the movie, that's the
• 27:45
  truth. If you build it, they will come.
• 27:47
  Let me tell you like, literally, I was doing readings for people.
• 27:50
  I never advertised. I would do it.
• 27:53
  It was all word of mouth because I did I wasn't ready to be put
• 27:55
  out there. They're right.
• 27:57
  All of a sudden. It came up to somebody was
• 28:02
  looking for a psychic. This particular table television
• 28:04
  show, this was a 2019 that's emitted by headshot.
• 28:08
  I just said, okay, we'll just see what happens literally
• 28:11
  fast-forward, November of last year, my show down south Spirit,
• 28:16
  premiered on TLC, which then in turn took the crowd to, like
• 28:21
  crazy. I never even really used to
• 28:23
  charge people, I would tell them.
• 28:24
  Give me a love offering. But I did something for them.
• 28:27
  Gave them reading. I'm at I never because I felt
• 28:30
  like it was again and I just wanted to bless people with it.
• 28:33
  I wanted people to grow it and grow it and everybody was like
• 28:37
  yeah but your gifts are your profits, you have to charge for
• 28:39
  stuff, but I did want to, I wanted to just give it away.
• 28:43
  I had to get to the point where I was okay with charging people
• 28:47
  because like I just was uncomfortable with it, right?
• 28:50
  And that was something within me that was me having to get that
• 28:53
  part of me. Where is it that I'm
• 28:55
  uncomfortable with that. That, but I felt like it's a
• 28:57
  gift. So I never was in.
• 29:00
  I didn't care about the numbers. I didn't care about how many
• 29:03
  people when somebody would call somebody?
• 29:05
  I got your number from this person.
• 29:06
  I got your number from that person.
• 29:08
  I got your number from this person.
• 29:09
  Okay, okay, and it just kind of grew from there.
• 29:12
  I didn't even I wasn't pushing for it.
• 29:15
  What I knew was I wanted to be able to use my gift to help this
• 29:19
  world. That's all I knew as a little
• 29:21
  girl, I used to say God allowed me to see the world through your
• 29:24
  eyes as a little girl. I always wanted to see the world
• 29:28
  through God's eyes. I always wanted to love on
• 29:30
  people. They would always say my family
• 29:33
  was say I pick up friends like straight off when I was a little
• 29:36
  girl. Yeah, I did because I wanted to
• 29:40
  love everybody. I wanted everybody to love.
• 29:42
  I didn't want anybody to, and I've been that way all my life.
• 29:45
  So, my personality, my everything is the same.
• 29:48
  I was just wanted to help people.
• 29:51
  I wanted them to realize That love is amazing that we are
• 29:55
  amazing, that you are amazing and we're here to have a good
• 29:57
  time and I've been that way since I was little a little
• 30:01
  girl. You know I had friends that
• 30:04
  didn't like each other but I would put us all together even
• 30:06
  though I know they didn't care about each other and I believe
• 30:09
  we all play together. Come on.
• 30:10
  Let's all play in the sandbox together.
• 30:13
  I've been that way. So I'm so very big on you and
• 30:17
  you saying about the numbers and things like that because it
• 30:20
  doesn't matter. All you have to do is do it and
• 30:22
  you let everything else. While in the place.
• 30:24
  That's why I'm telling you, I know that you're getting ready
• 30:27
  to grow. ICU expanding ICU expanding.
• 30:31
  Yeah, I know you never know but this is about you.
• 30:34
  This this podcast is about you and I've got so many questions.
• 30:38
  So I'm going to do my best to try and, you know, to me since I
• 30:42
  sometimes every once in awhile podcast, sort of takes you by
• 30:46
  surprise and this is definitely one of them.
• 30:55
  Yeah. Yeah, one thing I want to ask is
• 30:56
  like how, because look, The path that you're on like as
• 31:01
  spiritualist. Like, I met people like yourself
• 31:03
  before and it almost in some ways feels like you live.
• 31:07
  It like I say the same thing about life as well.
• 31:09
  I've always said that, I consider myself as living two
• 31:12
  different lives. There's the life of as you
• 31:15
  expressed it. Like the individual
• 31:17
  Consciousness expressed as a but you know, whatever I pay my
• 31:19
  bills taxes, you know, that person and then there's the
• 31:22
  real. You the spiritual, you the why
• 31:24
  we're here? You know, the person you are
• 31:27
  when you go for a walk and, you know, Why am I here?
• 31:30
  What is the purpose for this two different lives?
• 31:33
  But inevitably, we need to work, we need to earn money to earn a
• 31:37
  living and you know, live and stuff.
• 31:41
  So I guess I've got a two-fold question.
• 31:43
  Like how have you kind of kept going?
• 31:46
  Like all the years as far as like, have you had like regular
• 31:49
  jobs or have you always done this?
• 31:51
  Oh yeah, no baby. Yeah, I have regular jobs, a lot
• 31:53
  of regular jobs. Well, I won't say a lot.
• 31:56
  My very last job was at Bank of America.
• 31:58
  So I used to be A proficiency coach at Bank of America.
• 32:01
  And I work for Bank of America for six years prior to that, I
• 32:05
  work for Verizon Wireless for nine years.
• 32:07
  So, I've had regular jobs, because I am a spiritual being
• 32:10
  having a human experience, and in the human world, I have to
• 32:13
  pay things to do things. But didn't you like feel a bit
• 32:18
  like what's like, what is the point of me doing that?
• 32:21
  Like, I understand, I have to do this to earn money but like
• 32:24
  knowing that you you should be like the sort of person helping
• 32:28
  people in a Vagina and do I do what you're doing now, which
• 32:31
  will get to, by the way, but like now it makes sense.
• 32:35
  You've set up a whole company that's like surrounded and you
• 32:38
  know, related to what you're doing.
• 32:40
  You figured out ways to kind of monetize that and stuff and Etc,
• 32:43
  right? But like before that when it's
• 32:46
  just I'm going to my job to do this, you know, like we've all
• 32:50
  been there, you know, when you get like a sole question job or
• 32:52
  whatever, but it must be especially difficult for you.
• 32:55
  Given that, you know? There's this thing that you
• 32:58
  really should be doing with your life, then you're spending the
• 33:01
  time, helping people with Accounts at the bank or
• 33:04
  whatever, you know. So here's the thing with me give
• 33:08
  you example Bank of America even though I was at the bank, I
• 33:12
  still was operating in me, I didn't change me.
• 33:15
  So the people who will work at the bank with me, they would
• 33:18
  come and they would talk to me and I give them a message.
• 33:22
  And, you know, I still was operating in it and I just knew
• 33:27
  I would say. Okay, look God, this is what I
• 33:30
  want to do. I'm telling you guys Collective
• 33:32
  Consciousness ancestors. I want to be able to do this
• 33:35
  full-time. I don't want to be, I don't want
• 33:38
  to have to always be in this bag.
• 33:41
  I don't want to have to worry about this.
• 33:42
  I've said, yes, I committed to doing this, you know, but it
• 33:46
  didn't stop me from being who I was.
• 33:49
  I had a supervisor who said she was scared of me.
• 33:51
  She didn't like, for me to look at her house.
• 33:52
  She said she felt like I was looking through her soul and I
• 33:56
  said well, my question is well what's in your soul?
• 33:59
  That you trying to, you know? But she I would scare her.
• 34:04
  Yeah. Like literally I she was scared
• 34:06
  of me. She was like, she just she just
• 34:09
  makes me nervous. She scares me.
• 34:11
  Sometimes I say stuff, the people at work and they'd be
• 34:13
  like you just made me tingle or they would start crying.
• 34:17
  You know? So I still did that, I had one
• 34:20
  who my Her supervisor who was over the team, right?
• 34:25
  Cuz we were in like a call center for Bank of America where
• 34:27
  I worked. And she said, and I would even
• 34:31
  give them messages, I would look one of them.
• 34:34
  She said they what I was asking how you doing today, how you
• 34:37
  doing? And I said, I'm great, I'm
• 34:38
  wonderful, I'm awesome, I'm fantastic.
• 34:40
  So one of them asked me, she said now how in the hell you so
• 34:45
  damn good and great everyday? This is a supervisor and I said
• 34:49
  because it's a choice that I make.
• 34:51
  I choosed this. Today is going to be good for
• 34:53
  me. I choose it's going to be all
• 34:55
  right. She said, when I said that it
• 34:57
  changed her whole life because your day is how you think about
• 35:01
  it. So she started saying today, I
• 35:04
  choose to have a great day. Today is a great day, it
• 35:08
  changed. I told her she was going to move
• 35:10
  to another department. She did, I told her all these
• 35:13
  things were going to happen. She did.
• 35:15
  And so a lot of them, a lot of the supervisors and things are
• 35:17
  like the world needs to you here.
• 35:20
  Touching people here and you're talking The people here, but the
• 35:23
  world needs to hear you. So how I felt was whomever it is
• 35:28
  that I'm supposed to reach here first, I will.
• 35:31
  And when my time is over, here, I'll move on.
• 35:34
  And guess what? I just recently resigned from
• 35:36
  the bank, I was still working at the bank when I did the TV show,
• 35:40
  I still was employed by the bank.
• 35:42
  I just recently resigned because I felt like I knew that.
• 35:47
  Whenever my mission is done there.
• 35:51
  I'll move on. It's also about the
• 35:53
  synchronicities and how things happen before the bank.
• 35:56
  I was a trainer from Michael Kors.
• 35:58
  I would teach people how to sell Michael Kors stuff over the
• 36:02
  phone. And I woke up one day and I said
• 36:05
  this is not a job for me, I can't do it and I quit, I had
• 36:08
  nothing else people so I got crazy Faith call it what you
• 36:11
  want to, but I said this ain't it and I didn't know how I was
• 36:13
  gonna pay my bills or nothing. But I just knew that this was
• 36:16
  not where I wanted to be because I didn't like some of the
• 36:18
  practices and within that next day Fred call someone who I met
• 36:22
  at Michael Kors, she had left Michael.
• 36:24
  Kors was doing some totally different.
• 36:26
  She said, hey my cousin said this place is her and you should
• 36:29
  call them. I submitted my application, my
• 36:33
  mom was going through breast cancer.
• 36:35
  I went home to be with her. I had the interview for the job
• 36:41
  that I was supposed to meet in person with them, to do the
• 36:44
  interview. I missed the end of your time
• 36:47
  because I was, I thought it said one time but It was at 9:15.
• 36:52
  I thought it said 12:15, I didn't get that at 12:15 which
• 36:56
  meant I meant it. I missed it.
• 36:58
  You know what they said that the recruiter.
• 37:01
  It's okay, we got you coming in. Can you come back tomorrow?
• 37:05
  I got no job. Does that?
• 37:07
  I went back the next day. Boom, got in there with no
• 37:10
  problem. I was in there within five days.
• 37:13
  I was in there on the job, so I knew it's about paying
• 37:17
  attention, as to why you're doing certain things.
• 37:20
  I started to recognize, Things happen for a reason.
• 37:22
  I know it's a synchronicity. I know that this happens because
• 37:26
  this is supposed to happen, that happens because that supposed to
• 37:29
  happen. So I just go with it.
• 37:32
  I let go, that's the true meaning of Letting Go and
• 37:34
  letting God and know that you're going to be guided in the way
• 37:37
  that you're supposed to be. Okay?
• 37:40
  So I was at the bank for I started 2015, what's this 2022?
• 37:44
  I just resigned So easily. Yeah, I just let it be I realize
• 37:52
  because you can't change the fact that you are having a human
• 37:56
  experience. I get pissed off at people.
• 37:58
  Sometimes to, I want to cuss people off out, you know what I
• 38:02
  mean? Like, I get angry, I get upset.
• 38:05
  I drink a glass of wine. I got a little bit of wine right
• 38:07
  now, and it's early morning, I drink a glass of wine, you know
• 38:10
  what I mean? But, but the thing is, I know
• 38:13
  that I am first a spiritual being, but I'm having a huge
• 38:17
  Experience. So how do I separate the two
• 38:19
  realizing that I have to operate on the human realm, but focusing
• 38:24
  and striving more and more every day to lean completely?
• 38:28
  I just did. And I know this probably isn't
• 38:30
  that your question, but I'm going to say this to you, I just
• 38:32
  did a in November. I didn't Ayahuasca experience.
• 38:37
  And in doing the Ayahuasca, I went through, what you call, a
• 38:40
  soul merger, where your higher self?
• 38:42
  Soul merges back to the ego-self and that's where you're starting
• 38:46
  to. Let the highest self be more
• 38:49
  focused in the ego. Self.
• 38:51
  The ego self is, what stops us from doing a lot of things.
• 38:54
  They ego self says, well I got to work this job because I got
• 38:56
  to make this payment and I ain't nobody's going to believe me.
• 38:59
  Nobody's gonna listen to me. And I don't really have that
• 39:01
  many followers. I don't have all this going on.
• 39:03
  The ego-self is what causes us to operate out of fear.
• 39:07
  The higher self is what says just let go and know that you
• 39:11
  all is. Well, are you going to be taken
• 39:13
  care of? And I'm learning, you know, it's
• 39:16
  still a process. I'm remembering how to allow the
• 39:19
  higher self to take over. I learned this lesson in the
• 39:24
  last couple of years as well and it's, it all goes back to what
• 39:29
  you said about not being afraid. That's hard is very hard'.
• 39:35
  Like I, for me, it was a job. I had when I was in Europe that
• 39:39
  I Began to Lowe's and it was interesting because originally
• 39:44
  the job. I loved, I loved the job and
• 39:47
  then I got promotion things change.
• 39:50
  You know, people changed and it began to I just, I hate it.
• 39:58
  I hate being there, I felt miserable, I dreaded.
• 40:03
  It is the word I would use and things weren't easy.
• 40:08
  Then, you know, financially in every different way, but I just
• 40:14
  couldn't take it. And I spoke to a few people
• 40:17
  around me and I said, should I quit this job?
• 40:20
  Like, I feel like I need to. So, I did and I quit without
• 40:23
  having a job to go to, which is very I wouldn't recommend it.
• 40:28
  However, if I'd have stayed there, Would with everything as
• 40:37
  it was. I know that it would have got a
• 40:42
  hundred times worse, and I think I was unemployed for about a
• 40:46
  month and then I found something afterwards and I was very lucky
• 40:49
  to find what I did. But I remember overwhelming
• 40:52
  sense of relief. And then that and there is no
• 40:56
  bring this up. It was the beginning of me
• 40:58
  personally, doing the same thing that you do where you sort of
• 41:04
  You let go that you never stop being afraid when you have to
• 41:07
  take these leaps and these jumps and it doesn't seem logical.
• 41:12
  And the first thing that people will say to you is, but what
• 41:15
  about this? What about this?
• 41:16
  What are you going to do? And it's like that's their fear.
• 41:18
  They are, they're pushing it off.
• 41:19
  Projected onto is valid. It's funny because it's probably
• 41:23
  going for your own head as well. But it's like, you just have to
• 41:26
  believe. As crazy as it sounds in the
• 41:29
  process. Like you just know that it's
• 41:31
  going to be okay. Like something will always work
• 41:34
  out and it does. But I will say this I think it's
• 41:41
  important that you're always doing things and you can't just
• 41:45
  sit and expect things to fall on your lap.
• 41:47
  Absolutely. Yeah.
• 41:49
  Yeah. Yeah.
• 41:49
  You got you got you go be like if you were unemployed keep
• 41:52
  looking for jobs, don't get perturbed.
• 41:55
  Yeah. You got a little bunch of
• 41:55
  rejections and then you'll find something and it'll be great and
• 41:59
  you'll be very happy, but start your own.
• 42:01
  If you supposed to start your own, it is the time to do it.
• 42:04
  So I'm going to tell you why, and this is just for anybody.
• 42:09
  Going through that your that job was no longer resonated with
• 42:13
  your soul that meant that your time had passed their that meant
• 42:16
  that what you were supposed to do there.
• 42:18
  You had already done, whatever it was that you were supposed to
• 42:20
  learn there or whoever it was that you were supposed to meet
• 42:23
  their talk to. You had already done that.
• 42:25
  So what happens is, if you had not have moved, they would have
• 42:29
  moved. You something would have
• 42:30
  happened, where it will cause it to shake up, right?
• 42:32
  Because it's just automatic, it's automatic that when it we
• 42:36
  have to start listening and pay attention.
• 42:38
  Listen to your soul and tell the ego, ego sit right here on my
• 42:42
  shoulder. I know you're here, sit right
• 42:45
  here, we will have to move past this.
• 42:48
  It's just funny that you say that because it's something that
• 42:52
  I had left out, but you basically set up I left that job
• 42:57
  because I wasn't happy and I knew it was the right thing to
• 43:00
  do, but I also knew if I'd stick around, they would fire me.
• 43:05
  I just knew it and because at that how things were going, it's
• 43:07
  not that. I deserved it.
• 43:09
  It was just the way they were the way the company was cetera.
• 43:12
  And I knew I was like, if I stay here any longer they will, they
• 43:16
  will find a way to fire me. So I asked you to leave now and
• 43:20
  that idea. Absolutely.
• 43:22
  That's because you listened yet, you felt it.
• 43:25
  You listen and you move is tricky, I think.
• 43:37
  I think, I think it's called you go, you got to be sensible
• 43:39
  because trust yourself and your intuition at same time, might
• 43:43
  try and have a plan. Like one thing I always try to
• 43:45
  do is with work and money and things like that is, try to just
• 43:49
  have a lots of revenue streams just in case, you know, try to
• 43:53
  spread yourself in different ways and yeah just makes your
• 43:57
  life easier. But like, yeah, don't stick
• 43:59
  around somewhere because you're afraid like if if you hate what
• 44:03
  you're doing, get out of that situation because it's only
• 44:06
  going to get worse. As you say like you just keep
• 44:09
  you get pushed to a point like it's almost like and it's funny
• 44:14
  like I've heard of people over the years like saying, like
• 44:16
  sometimes are the best thing that happened to me was when I
• 44:18
  was fired and it's like they should have left that position
• 44:21
  they have, but they got fired and it wouldn't have been their
• 44:26
  fault. They just got fired because it
• 44:28
  was their time and eventually you know it's things cheer makes
• 44:34
  you want to stay where you are because you are relying upon.
• 44:37
  On that job as your Source. Yeah, you're Reliant upon that
• 44:42
  job as your income like, and I'm not saying whether I am for or
• 44:46
  against, but like, what people with the vaccinations, they're
• 44:49
  getting fired. Some people only get into
• 44:50
  vaccinations because they feel they don't want to get fired.
• 44:54
  So but they are definitely afraid.
• 44:55
  They don't want to do it, they feel miserable that they did it.
• 44:59
  It's against everything that they believe in know if it's
• 45:03
  against what you believe then why are you doing it?
• 45:05
  Just like you got that one, there will be something for you.
• 45:07
  We'll be okay, but people are so afraid until they just I gotta
• 45:11
  do it. That's a hard one.
• 45:13
  Isn't it in life? Like feeling?
• 45:15
  Like you're backed into a corner lot.
• 45:16
  I've been there many times and it's, it's only really a recent
• 45:19
  lesson. I've learned over the last
• 45:20
  couple of years, and if anyone that's listening, just be brave.
• 45:25
  Don't be afraid. And it'll all be, okay, for
• 45:27
  sure. Yeah, you mentioned that you
• 45:30
  were on TLC's down south sit down, south spirit.
• 45:34
  Is that correct? Yes, that's the name of it.
• 45:37
  I'm intrigued. What was your kind of thoughts
• 45:43
  on this experience? Because, you know, I've dealt
• 45:44
  with television. I've seen behind the scenes as
• 45:46
  well and it's it can be ugly. It can be interesting.
• 45:50
  I mean, this is essentially reality TV in three years.
• 45:53
  Yeah, it is for reality TV, but what was your perception of it?
• 45:59
  Like because you seem like a person that, you know, you don't
• 46:02
  have problems with EA, you don't have problems with any of this
• 46:05
  BSO, like you're probably you're looking at this with the Calm
• 46:08
  Mind, Right? Like, what was your Here I am.
• 46:11
  So for me, it was absolutely amazing.
• 46:13
  So, prior to doing that, what I was was an act, I am an actress,
• 46:17
  I would do acting as well. Cool, but for me, so my gift is
• 46:22
  reading, but my hobby is acting. Well, I asked for it, I said,
• 46:27
  God, I want to be able to be on TV but be me.
• 46:30
  I want to do what I do and it took three years for me saying
• 46:34
  that that it happened, I want to do that.
• 46:37
  So when I got into it, It's not none of it was scripted like
• 46:42
  nothing that we did was scripted, it was all about the
• 46:44
  cup. They just let me talk first off,
• 46:46
  I have the most amazing production team that found me
• 46:50
  that help, you know, produce my show and did all this as Pi Town
• 46:53
  Productions. Absolutely amazing.
• 46:55
  It was beautiful working with them.
• 46:57
  And they listened to what I said, even with TLC, I have to
• 47:00
  say because I didn't like it first to show was called down
• 47:03
  south psychic. Well, because everybody knows I
• 47:06
  don't like that name, I told him I said, I'm very uncomfortable
• 47:09
  with that. I didn't like it.
• 47:10
  Well TLC change the name to Spirit, right?
• 47:13
  So it was beautiful that that happened and like they have it.
• 47:17
  Made it feel. It's the only part of it.
• 47:20
  Where I had to. I found myself in tears, I have
• 47:24
  lots, I have read Lots, right? And so because when you first
• 47:32
  meet me, people notice something is different about me.
• 47:34
  They just automatically feel it, they see it.
• 47:36
  And then I'm this chick with red locks the, you know, and Be
• 47:39
  ready when people like food will TLC, wanted me to look like the
• 47:43
  girl next door. Not necessarily like, you know,
• 47:46
  the hokey-pokey, the scary one they wanted to be able to Market
• 47:49
  me with everybody because maybe everybody went like when watch a
• 47:54
  woman with these red locks in our hair you know.
• 47:56
  So I had to put on a wig. Well I always said that I didn't
• 48:00
  want to lose myself, they had me with a wig on.
• 48:03
  I always said, I wanted to always be me and be true to
• 48:05
  myself. So in that moment, I felt like I
• 48:08
  wasn't being true to myself. Because I couldn't show my lines
• 48:11
  but what I had to do was put the intelligence before the emotion
• 48:15
  because I was still doing me. It's just that my hair was
• 48:19
  looking different, you know, that was surface.
• 48:22
  That was on the outside, that didn't change what I was given.
• 48:25
  It didn't change the message. It didn't change how I gave the
• 48:28
  message, none of that. So once I put the eye before the
• 48:32
  E and silence. The ego part said, they try to
• 48:36
  change you, you said, you would let nobody change you.
• 48:40
  And I let that go right. And I said, okay, Here's the
• 48:44
  thing. I'm going to do this, but I'm
• 48:46
  still going to on my page. I have my red locks people know
• 48:50
  that I have lots. It's going to be okay.
• 48:53
  This is the eye before the E and once I did that, I got okay but
• 48:59
  it was no we didn't have like I'm I set was, I did, we had
• 49:04
  three different sets because we did three different tapings,
• 49:06
  right? So one was almost two weeks, the
• 49:10
  other one was two days and then the next one was four days.
• 49:14
  Each one that I did. It was absolutely beautiful.
• 49:16
  It was so much love so much. We ate was just fine, we just
• 49:20
  had a good time. My production Team, every camera
• 49:23
  person every producer. I mean I just I love them.
• 49:27
  You know, they love me. We all we all still keep in
• 49:30
  touch with each other because that's just how it was.
• 49:34
  So I was one of the Blessed ones to say and me and they didn't
• 49:37
  try to make me be messy. They didn't try to make anybody
• 49:41
  even my brother because my brother and my mom.
• 49:43
  On the show and they and my brother talks about my,
• 49:46
  brother's an apostle in the church.
• 49:48
  So, you know, psychics and things.
• 49:49
  Like that is definitely not what he did, right.
• 49:52
  And but even in that, they didn't portray it in a messy
• 49:56
  way. They portrayed it as in.
• 50:01
  I'm still, she's still my sister.
• 50:03
  I love her. I'll agree what she does.
• 50:06
  My mama was like, why don't talk about stuff like that?
• 50:08
  That's it, but it didn't change. You know, the love that they can
• 50:12
  feel from us. It didn't, it wasn't messy.
• 50:15
  It wasn't a fight. Nobody was having us fight.
• 50:18
  It was just a pure. Pure show, it was truly, truly
• 50:22
  my family and they portrayed us in a true true real life.
• 50:26
  So I have to say that my production team and TLC, it was
• 50:29
  amazing. You know, my experience was
• 50:31
  beautiful in it completely. I did a lot of readings, I was
• 50:34
  tired and doing a lot of reading because when you do readings
• 50:37
  like that he's draining it's pulling a lot of energy.
• 50:41
  So I was extremely tired. I had to take a week off for
• 50:45
  myself just to get myself back together.
• 50:49
  But it was beautiful. So that's awesome.
• 50:53
  It's nice. Nice refreshing to hear like a
• 50:56
  positive experience for a change because TV can be very and
• 51:00
  movies can be very hit and miss. And you often hear about bad
• 51:04
  stuff behind the scenes particularly with reality TV.
• 51:07
  So so it's good to hear that. Moving it to your business, did
• 51:15
  the show sort of help you from a business standpoint it help you.
• 51:18
  You kind of get more traction? Yes.
• 51:21
  Yes, listen, when the show aired, I don't think I was
• 51:24
  prepared for what was right after the show aired.
• 51:31
  Oh my God. I got like 1,000 requests for
• 51:35
  readings. I was like oh I got all these
• 51:37
  friends. I'll tell you just for an
• 51:39
  example and that's a number. I can base it off with this
• 51:41
  number here, I think I had 1,300 followers Before the show aired
• 51:49
  in November. I'm now up to almost 5,000 so it
• 51:52
  was just like, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.
• 51:55
  And it was overwhelming for me, I was like, who I wasn't
• 51:59
  expecting that. So it was me having to put these
• 52:00
  people in and fill it in and and you know, like at like prior to,
• 52:06
  I may do two readings a day or I may have done like three and
• 52:09
  then I may skip a couple of days.
• 52:11
  Well, it's been non-stop. I had to set it to say.
• 52:14
  These are my days off Saturday, Sunday and Monday my days off,
• 52:17
  and I still I'll end up sometimes doing readings on
• 52:19
  Saturdays, when a person, let's say they work throughout the
• 52:22
  week because I stopped at 6:00, they work throughout the week.
• 52:25
  So on the Saturday, I would work the knee and, and then I have to
• 52:30
  do some people on Monday, right, which I'll do that.
• 52:34
  And then I have my regular clients that have been my
• 52:36
  clients forever. Would guess what?
• 52:37
  I'm not going to put them down because they've been with me
• 52:40
  forever. So I have to try to work them in
• 52:42
  as well. So sometimes I end up doing them
• 52:44
  on a Sunday or Monday because that's just, you know, How many
• 52:48
  hands up. So yes, my life has extends
• 52:51
  chains like drastically drastically.
• 52:55
  And then I met a lot of clients who there's a lot of people out
• 52:59
  there who have gifts and they're just so afraid to operate in
• 53:03
  them, or they don't know how even if it's not afraid, they
• 53:07
  just don't know what. The first step is to operate in
• 53:09
  that gift. So, I'm now doing something
• 53:12
  every other Sunday, called Freedom, Sunday, and it's free.
• 53:15
  And I just, and we log on to zoom, For an hour and we do
• 53:20
  things to help develop the gifts because I feel like I want to
• 53:22
  give back because someone did that for me, Armando did that
• 53:26
  for me and he didn't charge me anything, right?
• 53:29
  So I feel like, it's only right for me to also give that back.
• 53:34
  So I have, like, 13, people who come on, and we do meditation
• 53:38
  exercises, breathing, exercises. We talked about how do you feel,
• 53:42
  what did you see learning how to just lean into that and not
• 53:45
  being afraid? There's no.
• 53:47
  There, it doesn't matter whether you're right or wrong, just
• 53:51
  breathe, relax and do it. And I'm helping them to
• 53:55
  cultivate their gifts. So even if I'm taking Sundays
• 53:58
  off, I'm still doing the freedom Sundays, you know.
• 54:01
  So I do that every other Sunday now because I feel like I'm
• 54:05
  supposed to and I want to so what kind of like, The key tips
• 54:15
  you find yourself sort of given to people who are just getting
• 54:18
  into all that holding honing their skills.
• 54:22
  That's become a better psychic, maybe just beginning, like what
• 54:26
  what what the key tips that you tend to give first thing, I tell
• 54:30
  them is to trust themselves. just trust what you're hearing
• 54:35
  laying into it and if you're not sure ask Show me where this is
• 54:42
  me. And this is you speaking to me
• 54:45
  because sometimes we have our own thoughts about things and
• 54:48
  that can sometimes Cloud your judgement about what you're
• 54:50
  telling someone else. If you're in a relationship with
• 54:52
  somebody and your relationship is not going good because you
• 54:55
  caught your person cheating is person comes to you and you want
• 54:58
  to say something to them where you going to feel like, well
• 54:59
  that's probably because he's cheating.
• 55:00
  What is that you talking? Because of what you're going
• 55:03
  through or is that a message that you see and feel for
• 55:07
  someone so learning how to Rate yourself.
• 55:10
  So I tell them to trust themselves, if you're not sure
• 55:13
  where it's coming from ask, right?
• 55:16
  All we have to do is ask everything is for ours for the
• 55:19
  asking, right? I also tell them to breathe one
• 55:24
  of the main things that we don't realize breathing is so very
• 55:28
  important. There's different breaths.
• 55:30
  You have a full conscious breath which I learned from iyanla
• 55:33
  VanZant. Love her.
• 55:35
  By the way, I I learned that from her the full conscious
• 55:38
  breath Will you breathe in for a count of four?
• 55:41
  You hold for a count of seven and you release for a count of
• 55:44
  eight and that just connects you a little bit higher.
• 55:48
  And then there's the infinity breath where your breath is like
• 55:50
  the infinity symbol, right? So I tell them to breathe.
• 55:54
  You have to learn how to breathe correctly, our breath.
• 55:58
  Even if you're not religious, even if you're an atheist,
• 56:01
  doesn't matter. The truth of the matter is, we
• 56:05
  all agree on one thing. This all stated across-the-board
• 56:09
  and God will breath in the body. So if God blue breath in the
• 56:15
  body, what is your breath? Your breath is God's breath.
• 56:21
  So stop, breathe. And let go, the reason that we
• 56:28
  even breathing is very big. I do a lot of breathing with
• 56:32
  them. I tell them about breathing but
• 56:34
  even if we are upset when somebody's angry a man that
• 56:37
  breathing changes because it man, but if you stop Slow down.
• 56:46
  And just take your breath. Sit in it for a moment that
• 56:50
  brings you back to Center. That balance is you, that allows
• 56:56
  your chakras to come in alignment.
• 56:58
  They can't be in alignment, if you breathe, if your breathing
• 57:01
  is off out of whack, and we really don't breathe correctly,
• 57:07
  So, that is something that I push heavy.
• 57:11
  When I did Ayahuasca doing an Ayahuasca journey, I had a very
• 57:15
  profound Whoo like I love Mother Aisha.
• 57:19
  That's what you got calling Mother.
• 57:21
  I it was amazing. An amazing experience and one of
• 57:25
  the main things that they tell you when you're doing Ayahuasca
• 57:27
  is to breathe. Well, I went through what we
• 57:30
  call a soul merger, when my soul was merged back and in that you
• 57:34
  have to remember to breathe because breathing makes it easy.
• 57:40
  It even lets you think correctly.
• 57:43
  A lot of the problems we have headaches and things is because
• 57:46
  we're not getting enough oxygen to the brain.
• 57:49
  So, stop, breathe, sitting it for a minute.
• 57:54
  It's okay not to respond right away.
• 57:57
  What do you feel? And then go with your first
• 58:01
  start. Learn how to not second-guess
• 58:05
  yourself. Tell the ego to sit down for a
• 58:07
  minute. And just let go.
• 58:14
  And breathe and because I give them a for everybody in there is
• 58:19
  developing and I let them know. It doesn't matter that I'm
• 58:22
  already doing this, we're all still learning.
• 58:25
  This is still a process, right? We're all still learning and I
• 58:29
  teach them to pay attention to everything.
• 58:31
  Like I, if somebody has something going on in their
• 58:33
  body, I feel it in my body. That's how I know what's going
• 58:37
  on. I've learned how they speak to
• 58:40
  me in different ways. Like if I see a red bird
• 58:42
  outside, that may be a symbol for Nothing else.
• 58:45
  If I see a particular number, if I see a number five, pop-up,
• 58:48
  that tells me that there's a lot of change coming for this person
• 58:52
  because five is the number of change.
• 58:55
  It's also the number of grace and favor depending on where you
• 58:58
  are. So I see that, you know, and I'm
• 59:01
  teaching them to recognize, everything is a message.
• 59:05
  There is a message in everything, everything and it's
• 59:09
  about learning to pay attention to those things Learning To
• 59:13
  Breathe, sit with it, trust yourself and go with your first
• 59:19
  thought. And that's what I tell people
• 59:25
  first. And I've helped a lot of people
• 59:27
  prior to this glass, I have a lot of mentees people who are
• 59:32
  developing their gifts, have a lot of them, and they're
• 59:35
  operating in total different place.
• 59:36
  I've one of my mentees when I first met her, she lived in
• 59:41
  Atlanta. But then she moved away to Bali,
• 59:44
  and she would get almost in pain when the messages will come.
• 59:48
  And she would she hated it? Now she's relaxing, the pain is
• 59:53
  not the same because that was herself, fighting it.
• 59:57
  You know, I have some people who would see spirits because it
• 1:00:02
  scared him so much, they shut it off.
• 1:00:06
  But now they are ready. So we'll for them.
• 1:00:09
  I tell them, go back to that little girl that saw that Spirit
• 1:00:12
  the first time you saw it, let her know that it's okay, give
• 1:00:16
  her permission, give her permission to open herself up.
• 1:00:21
  Tell her that. It's okay that you love her.
• 1:00:23
  She did a great job and it's all right, to let go.
• 1:00:29
  And as I do that, it just kind of opens them up, it gives them
• 1:00:35
  confidence and lets them know that it's okay.
• 1:00:38
  That's the first, that's what I do.
• 1:00:41
  You think Spirit saw Actually. Beings or is it just like a
• 1:00:49
  leftover energy Echoes that will wash your opinion on what
• 1:00:53
  spiritual I think Spirits are beings.
• 1:00:56
  Some of them are beings that have been on the earth.
• 1:00:58
  Some of them are not obscene beings that they've never been
• 1:01:03
  on the earth there in other Realms like I speak to people
• 1:01:06
  from different Realms of things. I've had To answer your
• 1:01:11
  question. I think they're all beings.
• 1:01:12
  I don't think it's leftover energy because he still speak.
• 1:01:15
  They talked to your energy is never left over because energy
• 1:01:17
  Never Dies. Hmm, so it's never left over the
• 1:01:21
  shell is gone. But in sometimes, when they come
• 1:01:24
  to you, my mom transition January 14th of this year.
• 1:01:27
  My mom passed away. So it's okay.
• 1:01:31
  It's okay cuz she is pure Consciousness and she's happy,
• 1:01:34
  but she's been to see me several different times.
• 1:01:38
  Right? And I wish you first came.
• 1:01:41
  She came what I remembered and then she came again, and she
• 1:01:44
  looked just, she's just beautiful.
• 1:01:46
  Just to say, I'm here. I love you.
• 1:01:49
  You know, it's all different. I've seen a being in one
• 1:01:53
  instance, I got caught up, I do fairies come to me all kind of
• 1:01:58
  things come to me, right? So there's a lot of things out
• 1:02:02
  there that are, we were to see them in the physical eye, right
• 1:02:04
  now, if you're not ready, it would scare the shit out of you.
• 1:02:06
  That's the truth. Because I did get scared one of
• 1:02:09
  them because I didn't know, I thought he was trying to get me
• 1:02:11
  but it wasn't. So what happened in this
• 1:02:13
  particular thing? I went to this place another
• 1:02:17
  Rim, it wasn't here. It was another dimension and it
• 1:02:20
  was these two girls and they were the Kings Daughters, right?
• 1:02:24
  And it was really big and everybody was around, but the
• 1:02:27
  little girls were talking very loud and they didn't, they were
• 1:02:31
  pretty little girls with they didn't look human, but they look
• 1:02:34
  different but they didn't look human.
• 1:02:36
  But they look like I could wreck.
• 1:02:37
  Could recognize them as little girls and I kept saying, why are
• 1:02:41
  you talking so loud? So, in that moment I said, oh,
• 1:02:44
  you're talking about because you can't hear your death, which is
• 1:02:48
  making you talk loud. So what I did in this is, I did
• 1:02:54
  my hands and I put my hands on them and I heal their hearing.
• 1:02:59
  Well, when I heal their hearing the king, of course was happy.
• 1:03:03
  Now I had to get to my daughter's graduation the next
• 1:03:06
  day, so I'm like, okay, I got to get back.
• 1:03:07
  I To get to my daughter's graduation.
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  I have to get back. So this fairy came to get me.
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  It was like, okay I'll get you back.
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  I'm getting on this one motorcycle thing and I'm like,
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  oh my God, I don't have my handles.
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  Oh, nothing. I'm not supposed to I'ma fall
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  off and she said, no, you'll be fine.
• 1:03:23
  She we started going so fast. And as we were going, we were
• 1:03:27
  going through all these things. I saw angels wrestling, I
• 1:03:31
  thought the Angels were fighting with each other but they weren't
• 1:03:34
  they were fighting something for someone else.
• 1:03:36
  It was something that someone else was dealing.
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  I saw all kind of things. That look scary.
• 1:03:40
  I saw elephants it didn't look like elephants are glad these,
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  but what was the scariest thing to me?
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  Was it was look like a giant Cyclops running behind me and he
• 1:03:51
  was huge, he didn't he had one arm and like a half of arm but
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  it wasn't even an R. And he was all my God.
• 1:04:03
  Like, as big as the biggest tree that you could see.
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  And as fast as we were going, he was walking.
• 1:04:08
  And he was keeping up with us. And I kept looking back and I'm
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  like, oh my God, he gonna give me, he gonna get me.
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  I was so scared. But when he finally caught up to
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  me, he wasn't trying to harm me at all.
• 1:04:19
  He wanted to tell me. Thank you because those was his
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  sisters. He said my family, they don't
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  embrace me because I look different And I came out
• 1:04:29
  different and so they hide me but I just wanted to tell you.
• 1:04:34
  Thank you for healing my sister's.
• 1:04:37
  He said I'm very gentle and I'm loving and people are so afraid
• 1:04:41
  of me, but I'm not mean at all. And I said, you're welcome and I
• 1:04:49
  woke up but I know that that happened for real.
• 1:04:53
  That was me going to a different realm for real, like I travelled
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  at night, you know, and I've seen all kinds of things, but
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  it's things that if we were aware of what's going on around
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  us, it was scared the shit out of us.
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  How can you say it's for real for definitely because I feel
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  it. I know.
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  I know, I am I'm a lucid dreamer, which means I'm in
• 1:05:19
  control of. I've learned how to be in
• 1:05:21
  control of my dreams. I get messages in my dreams.
• 1:05:25
  I've seen all kinds of things that I've been given an equation
• 1:05:28
  in my dream. I'm, I want to find a
• 1:05:31
  mathematician to show me what this means, or someone who does
• 1:05:35
  equations, or whenever it's time, I guess I'll know what it
• 1:05:38
  means, but I've been given an equation and know.
• 1:05:41
  It means something in my dream and I wrote it down.
• 1:05:44
  Nikola Tesla has been to visit me in my dream before anybody
• 1:05:47
  was saying anything about the 369 theory, he came to me, I
• 1:05:51
  didn't even know nothing about no 36, not a none of that
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  because I wasn't into that part of it.
• 1:05:56
  He told me about the three of the six and the nine theory.
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  He told me to write it three times.
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  Six times a day, for 9 days, this is before anybody would say
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  anything about it. I woke up and I said, okay and
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  it was Tesla. Now, the ironic thing is my
• 1:06:13
  father was a master electrician. He has since then transition to
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  but he wasn't a master electrician.
• 1:06:20
  My father was a genius when it came to electricity and doing
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  things like this, right? So when Tesla came to me and
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  said this to me in my dream, I said, okay, huh, I'm going to
• 1:06:31
  try it. Well, what he told me to do what
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  I wrote happened I wrote it. I gotta I did it at six o'clock
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  9 o'clock, 12 o'clock in the afternoon in noon, 3:00 in the
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  afternoon, 6 in the evening at 9:00 at night.
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  Those are my six times and I did this for nine days straight and
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  I wrote one thing three times. And that's what came to me.
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  I knew nothing about Tesla saying, do that I knew nothing
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  about all of that, I knew none of that after I did it.
• 1:07:10
  And because he came to me, I said, let me just kind of
• 1:07:13
  research him. I started doing research on
• 1:07:16
  Tesla and who came to me, was he actual person?
• 1:07:20
  And then I started seeing the 369 Theory and I was like your
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  hope. Now, sometimes, when I see the
• 1:07:27
  369 Theory, I've You'd only a couple of people say it the same
• 1:07:30
  way that I have, most people say, you write it for three
• 1:07:33
  days. You write it three times in the
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  morning, six times in the afternoon and nine times at
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  night. But that's not what he gave me
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  and I'm in all of it. I'm sure we'll work.
• 1:07:44
  I can only speak for what I did and what worked for me and what
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  I wrote actually came the past. Actually did it.
• 1:07:52
  It was about me, manifesting what I wanted and knowing what
• 1:07:55
  the three of the six. And the nine means how important
• 1:07:58
  it is for this. Worse.
• 1:08:00
  So I have come to a space and I've dreamt all my life.
• 1:08:04
  I would dream out of time I wake up and say I dreamt that this
• 1:08:06
  was getting ready to happen and sure enough, it will happen.
• 1:08:10
  I'm sorry, I had a dream about you and sure enough it would
• 1:08:11
  happen. I even have conversations with
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  peace. But with a person's spirit in my
• 1:08:16
  dream, I can talk to your spirit in my dream, right?
• 1:08:19
  So I have like when people can't speak in the physical, your soul
• 1:08:25
  is so strong and so powerful, it can speak during that time my
• 1:08:30
  son. Before my son went to prison, I
• 1:08:33
  saw it. I told him what was going to
• 1:08:35
  happen, I told, I didn't know what he was going to go for, but
• 1:08:38
  I knew and said I'm What you do in a net car, but you got to
• 1:08:41
  stop. Well, sure enough.
• 1:08:42
  He got arrested, and it was all because of what he was doing in
• 1:08:44
  the car. But I told him this three weeks
• 1:08:47
  before he got arrested, so they were my son went to prison, he's
• 1:08:50
  out now, but when he went to prison, I would talk to him.
• 1:08:55
  I would say, hey call me because I need to tell you something.
• 1:09:00
  Five minutes later, my phone would ring.
• 1:09:02
  And I said, did you hear me talking to you?
• 1:09:04
  I can call my daughter, I can say, LeAndre And she'll come,
• 1:09:09
  like, Mama. Did you call me?
• 1:09:10
  But not in the physical. So we are so powerful as beings
• 1:09:16
  as Spiritual Beings. We just only operate A little
• 1:09:21
  bit of where we're supposed to operate, but it is about
• 1:09:25
  learning how to operate in that recognizing, to operate in that,
• 1:09:32
  and we can make all kinds of things have, but we're supposed
• 1:09:35
  to, we have rights to it. It is our Birthright.
• 1:09:38
  It is our inheritance. We're supposed to be able to do
• 1:09:42
  that. There's nothing difference
• 1:09:44
  between us and Jesus. We make Jesus out to be this
• 1:09:48
  poor soul. He's this, that, or the other.
• 1:09:51
  Is a regular human being and funny story.
• 1:09:53
  When I was a little girl, I used to tell my momma that Jesus was
• 1:09:55
  my granddad. I said, no, no, I know him.
• 1:09:57
  That's my granddad. And I literally would say that
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  and I've said it throughout. So I'm not sure where I am on
• 1:10:04
  the bloodline, but I know that some, I know that I'm related to
• 1:10:08
  Jesus. I know that I am.
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  I know that we're in that same bloodline.
• 1:10:12
  He was a regular Human Being Mary.
• 1:10:14
  Wasn't a Virgin, Mary just had a pure heart. but, because We have
• 1:10:20
  been taught different. We've been taught that we are
• 1:10:27
  meet lowly Souls that we have no power that we have to rely on
• 1:10:32
  this. We have to rely on that in order
• 1:10:34
  to have what we want. We're just starting some people
• 1:10:37
  are just starting to wake up to that and we hear a person say
• 1:10:40
  something like that. People think they're crazy.
• 1:10:42
  They think I'm crazy all the time and I really don't give a
• 1:10:44
  shit. I'm come with everyone.
• 1:10:45
  Call me, you know, I'm okay with being crazy because I know
• 1:10:48
  what's working for me and I know what I see and I know what I
• 1:10:52
  know. Simple as that.
• 1:10:54
  I know what I know. So, yeah.
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  A lot to take in. It was a cut-up.
• 1:11:27
  and I think that, Whatever you choose to do.
• 1:11:30
  Like for example, wanting to be liked by everyone, there's a big
• 1:11:36
  one you know, like it's a Camembert who I saw say it, but
• 1:11:40
  there's a famous quote out there once I'm celebrating.
• 1:11:42
  It's like, or You know, if you got people that hate you you
• 1:11:47
  doing something right? I mean, I always look at it,
• 1:11:51
  like, if the majority of people hate you, then it's probably
• 1:11:53
  something you need to fix, right?
• 1:11:56
  If it's just not the only common denominator, but like, you know,
• 1:12:06
  you're always going to have detractors people that disagree
• 1:12:09
  with you, people that try and tear you down, whatever,
• 1:12:12
  especially when you're trying to do, think trying to achieve
• 1:12:15
  things. When I look at things I do
• 1:12:18
  online, you know, I get a lot of online hate.
• 1:12:21
  For example, a lot of negativity here and there.
• 1:12:25
  It's obviously outweighed by the overwhelming positivity of
• 1:12:29
  people that are really supportive but you get those
• 1:12:32
  people that creep through here and there.
• 1:12:33
  And when you sit down and you think about their intentions, a
• 1:12:36
  lot of the time. I just kind of go.
• 1:12:38
  Yeah, whatever. It's just like, who do I get?
• 1:12:40
  I don't care about these people. It's just There's mostly not
• 1:12:46
  even like actual constructive stuff that you could use.
• 1:12:50
  It's just like, If you take dispute at you.
• 1:12:54
  Yeah, it's just like, it's like the equivalent of like, someone
• 1:12:57
  throwing something at you from across the street.
• 1:12:59
  It's like, you just move out the way.
• 1:13:02
  Like, yeah, absolutely. You better say that out of the
• 1:13:06
  way and anytime sometimes, when you don't think on the lines of
• 1:13:10
  someone else. So when you say something
• 1:13:12
  different, or when you come and you shake up everything that
• 1:13:15
  they know, You know, people don't like change are afraid of
• 1:13:20
  what they don't know or don't understand.
• 1:13:22
  So they criticize it and it's okay.
• 1:13:25
  That's a good point. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 1:13:32
  Let's let's talk about your business for a bit.
• 1:13:34
  So obviously we mentioned it begin at the beginning of the
• 1:13:36
  podcast. It's the freedom love experience
• 1:13:39
  so it is a business. You go to make money.
• 1:13:44
  How are you doing that? Like what kind of services are
• 1:13:48
  you, obviously, you are offering coaching as to.
• 1:13:51
  How do we know that? But like is it is it just that
• 1:13:54
  is there other things? We know there's other things,
• 1:13:57
  there's other things, those are sports, is company doing them.
• 1:13:59
  What's it all about. So, with freedom of experience,
• 1:14:02
  of course, I do the intuitive reading, so I do the readings
• 1:14:04
  for people, you can do a 30-minute session which is
• 1:14:06
  called a Clarity session, that's you asking questions you can do
• 1:14:10
  in one hour that is me. Parking.
• 1:14:12
  And then at the end of that, I allow you to ask questions
• 1:14:15
  because chances are out already speak on what you already had
• 1:14:18
  questions about, right? I also do the life coaching
• 1:14:24
  itself, which is to help you get on the path, help you to embrace
• 1:14:29
  you, to realize where you are. Most people don't even know what
• 1:14:31
  they want so they don't know any better truth.
• 1:14:35
  Yeah. They don't know what they like
• 1:14:36
  and what they don't like. They don't know what they like,
• 1:14:38
  you know, and don't even know how to get started or they've
• 1:14:41
  had something that's Happened to them.
• 1:14:42
  That's so traumatic, that they don't be afraid, they're still
• 1:14:46
  living in that moment, right? So, I helped them into seeing
• 1:14:49
  that in a different way and then, there is the I work with
• 1:14:56
  plant medicines. So, I love plant medicine.
• 1:14:59
  I'm a plant medicine person. I love mushrooms.
• 1:15:01
  Mushrooms are not legal in this area where I am.
• 1:15:04
  So what I use is I use hoppy hop, a is a indigenous tobacco
• 1:15:08
  that goes in your nose, it's sacred.
• 1:15:12
  When I tell you it, cleanses all of this, it cleanses your mind
• 1:15:16
  and your heart, and allows you to get rid of things that you
• 1:15:19
  need to let go up, there's a lot of purging you throw up.
• 1:15:21
  So I have hop a Journeys, and then I do retreat in my
• 1:15:25
  Retreats. It's all we're going to do plant
• 1:15:27
  medicine with that. And there's another plant
• 1:15:30
  medicine. When I do the retreat's
• 1:15:31
  Casablanca, there are drops, they go on your eyes and the
• 1:15:35
  thing about that, and it burns like a do we.
• 1:15:38
  But the thing about it is, the more anger that you have in, you
• 1:15:41
  the worst shitbird, Each of the more you resist, the worst of
• 1:15:43
  birds but it causes you to release things that you didn't
• 1:15:47
  even know that you were holding onto.
• 1:15:49
  So I do those as well. I made two appearances like a
• 1:15:54
  motivation, you know, type of appearance for people.
• 1:15:58
  But those are the different things that I do within the
• 1:16:00
  company wholesome wholesome. And what would you say?
• 1:16:04
  Because I mean there's bound to be other companies offering
• 1:16:07
  similar things. So what distinguishes you from
• 1:16:09
  other businesses offering sort of similar, Services, offerings,
• 1:16:14
  Etc. So, what distinguishes me in
• 1:16:17
  that is there's no judgment. I love you.
• 1:16:20
  I'm going to give it to you with the best.
• 1:16:21
  Love that I have, right? And I think one of the other
• 1:16:28
  things that distinguishes me in that is I get down there with
• 1:16:35
  you. Right, I generally want you to
• 1:16:39
  heal so I get on the floor with you.
• 1:16:43
  If you're crying, I hold you. and it's, because I listen, I
• 1:16:53
  listen to. God I listened to the collective
• 1:16:58
  Consciousness. I listen to what it is that you
• 1:17:01
  need. And there's no.
• 1:17:06
  I think another thing for me is I don't just do it for the
• 1:17:09
  money, I do it because I just love people and I generally want
• 1:17:14
  to see everybody. Flourish and everybody do well
• 1:17:18
  and everybody heal and everybody live in love.
• 1:17:22
  Mine is led by love. That's the biggest difference.
• 1:17:25
  I could say my whole entire business is led by love.
• 1:17:29
  It's guided. I have my quote, my favorite
• 1:17:31
  quote is I'm so in love with love and I am It's beautiful.
• 1:17:38
  What would you say are some of your biggest success stories
• 1:17:41
  with your work and what you've done so far?
• 1:17:46
  I think one of my biggest success stories is, I had a lady
• 1:17:51
  who had a stroke and she wasn't able to speak when she talked.
• 1:17:56
  You know, you could tells you and you had to be able to hear
• 1:17:59
  her. And so I was told what to do for
• 1:18:03
  her. Pray over her.
• 1:18:06
  I did what I was told to do in her healing and I spoke to her
• 1:18:10
  and I gave her the message and I don't know, I think a month
• 1:18:16
  later she called me and left a voicemail and she was talking
• 1:18:22
  Like speaking, just like how you and I speak I understood that
• 1:18:26
  was the one that touched my heart more than anything.
• 1:18:31
  Because she was, it was just so. Oh, it was so healing.
• 1:18:37
  So cathartic for me, you know, for her to be in that space.
• 1:18:43
  And then I've had people who, I don't know, all of them feel
• 1:18:47
  like success stories to me, because I've had people who
• 1:18:50
  have, they were so down on themselves, they doubted
• 1:18:54
  everything about them and just from having a session with me,
• 1:19:01
  Out there, flourishing, they're doing what they want to do.
• 1:19:04
  They're out, they met a mate, you know, everything like that.
• 1:19:08
  I've had people who go through that.
• 1:19:10
  So it's all of those, you know, it's releasing that stagnant
• 1:19:16
  stuff. I don't know, I'm all of mine
• 1:19:18
  are success stories to me, because if I see a change in
• 1:19:21
  somebody, I feel good. Everybody's change is different.
• 1:19:24
  Everybody's not going to be as big as Somebody not talking and
• 1:19:30
  then now they're talking, right? Everybody's not going to be as
• 1:19:34
  big as that. That's a big miracle that you
• 1:19:36
  look for and you see but it's the Little Miracles where I've
• 1:19:40
  had somebody who could not get up out of bed.
• 1:19:43
  They were just that depressed. I didn't want to get up out of
• 1:19:45
  the bed now, they are out of the bed, having fun living life for
• 1:19:49
  me that's a little miracle, you know what I mean?
• 1:19:53
  Like that to me, feels good, just to see some type of change
• 1:19:57
  in a person. once they spoken to me, it's good and everybody's
• 1:20:03
  changes going to be different. Yeah, what would you say a kind
• 1:20:09
  of that the biggest lessons that you've learned through, you
• 1:20:13
  know, doing what you do over the years?
• 1:20:15
  Like maybe some things that stand out as far as it could be,
• 1:20:20
  it could be like lessons in general, or lessons, just in
• 1:20:23
  terms of what you do. Like, what the biggest lessons
• 1:20:25
  you've learned with that? My biggest lesson is, don't look
• 1:20:28
  for the validation. Just do it.
• 1:20:32
  That's my biggest lesson to not worry about what other people
• 1:20:36
  think. That's why I can teach others
• 1:20:38
  because I was there. My biggest lesson is to don't
• 1:20:44
  worry about what other people think, and don't look for the
• 1:20:46
  validation. Just do it.
• 1:20:50
  And as long as you're doing it from your heart, Everything else
• 1:20:54
  falls into place poster, what's the best advice you've ever
• 1:21:01
  received from another person? the best advice I've ever
• 1:21:10
  received from another person, is, Leaning to my heart.
• 1:21:19
  Lead into my heart, allow your heart and your mind to connect.
• 1:21:24
  Because our heart says one thing and I had is going to tell us
• 1:21:27
  something else listen to your heart because your heart will
• 1:21:31
  tell you the right way to go and I learned that lesson a long
• 1:21:34
  time ago but that's one of the biggest lessons that I've ever
• 1:21:38
  heard the greatest advice for me is to lean into my heart.
• 1:21:44
  Beautiful. As we draw things to a close for
• 1:21:49
  today. Do you have any upcoming
• 1:21:50
  projects or maybe some final thoughts that you'd like to
• 1:21:52
  share with our listeners ideals or an upcoming project?
• 1:21:56
  I have is we're doing open house but I don't know when it's going
• 1:21:59
  to air but we're doing open house on the 19th of March.
• 1:22:06
  The next is 0. The Retreat.
• 1:22:08
  We're doing a spiritual Retreat unlocking, the inner God and
• 1:22:12
  unlocking the inner goddess. So the God is the first weekend
• 1:22:15
  in August that went and then the goddess is the following
• 1:22:19
  weekend. It's open please reach out.
• 1:22:23
  You can find out all the information on it on freedom of
• 1:22:25
  experience. It is where we're going to allow
• 1:22:28
  our spiritual self to fully evolve embrace.
• 1:22:33
  You where you are moving where you need to go, it's just going
• 1:22:36
  to be amazing. I'm also doing one in September
• 1:22:39
  for couples right now. It's the third in the fourth,
• 1:22:41
  but if you go to the website, you'll be able to see At but
• 1:22:44
  we're doing one for couples, about reconnecting to each
• 1:22:47
  other, and I think that's important getting back to the
• 1:22:52
  love, and that's what it's called.
• 1:22:55
  And we're going to have couples yoga, who we some intimate.
• 1:22:59
  Massage is what we because I do that too.
• 1:23:04
  I didn't say that, but I do couples therapy as well.
• 1:23:06
  So when couples in a space where they are not where the romance
• 1:23:11
  is gone, I helped them to bring Bring that back in by just
• 1:23:14
  changing things. Right?
• 1:23:16
  So I also do that as well. One of the main things that I
• 1:23:19
  would leave with people and say to them.
• 1:23:21
  Well, first my information you can reach me at Freedom, love
• 1:23:25
  experience.com, freedom of experience.com or you can follow
• 1:23:29
  me on the freedom. Love on IG at Freedom of
• 1:23:31
  experience or me. Personally at freak in low, F re
• 1:23:36
  e Ki n LL W, and you can do the same on Facebook, all those
• 1:23:41
  things as well. That's on the But the one thing
• 1:23:45
  that I would leave with everybody as a quote and this is
• 1:23:47
  my favorite quote in the whole wide world.
• 1:23:51
  Denzel Washington said this and it says true desire in the heart
• 1:23:57
  for anything. Good is God's proof to you sent
• 1:24:01
  beforehand to indicate that it's yours already.
• 1:24:07
  So the only reason why you have the desire to do something is
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  because the way is already made for you to do.
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  It is already yours. You just have to align yourself
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  with it. I love that quote.
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  Beautiful. As has this whole podcast, then
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  it's been a real pleasure. So thank you so much for being
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  on the show and for sharing a bit about you and what you do
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  and everything in between. It's been a real pleasure.
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  Thank you. It has been a pleasure.
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  I adore you I think you're amazing.
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  Thank you so much. I really do.
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  I really do special and yeah, a massive, thank you to the
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  listeners of the Christian re podcast.
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  I hope you enjoyed this episode as much as I did, and And as
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  always be safe, be well, and I'll see you in the next one.