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Yung Joc Tells the Truth About Fame, Faith & Embarrassment (This Will Free You) · Love You Moore with Willie Moore Jr.

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[SPEAKER_01]: You remember someone, don't wear magic?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Once they asked you, you know, don't lie about that dope, but I imagine, yeah, I'd reason I said that, because the true essence of dope by magic is one of a few things can happen, you're a f**k, you're a f**k.
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[SPEAKER_01]: He'll be locked up and they're gonna send your **** to the road and be around here somewhere.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It took that way if your family can't even gonna see you in that ground, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Or you're gonna completely go to the game if you got any sense.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I'm saying, and the reason I spoke on that because when I walked away, I told Chino, hey, just don't be a cop.
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[SPEAKER_01]: My mama was the type like,
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[SPEAKER_01]: It brought her different.
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[SPEAKER_01]: How many brothers and sisters do you have?
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[SPEAKER_01]: There's a lot of...
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[SPEAKER_01]: There's a lot of... About two or three years.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And that's because, you know, my dad, he has other children.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Mm-hmm.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So, I have other siblings.
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[SPEAKER_01]: My mom had one son, which is quite... Because that's when she changed.
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[SPEAKER_07]: She's seen a 10-year-old baby, I have.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But that young boy, who is...
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[SPEAKER_01]: He's a... Hey, I don't like that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Mm-hmm.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And she liked what?
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[SPEAKER_01]: She watched her son, who was able to...
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[SPEAKER_01]: Tell her that she's wrong.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You're the adult.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: That shit, that shit, that's like that chick injured like I wanna do.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on.
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[SPEAKER_01]: My function would take one to realize you're blessed.
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[SPEAKER_01]: When you realize you're repeating something, over and over again, that you love to do it.
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[SPEAKER_02]: That's what kind of just happened to you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: When you couldn't, you know, when I wake up some days and I'd be like, ah!
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm saying that bad, oh, here are a lot of people love you, you know, and you know, as a child, a witness that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It really, that's why it was even easier for me to not continue to selling drugs.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But it was at the point where she was trying to get her feet, and I'm like, well, down.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm a young boy here, I am.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I got to do something.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I got to do something.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I thought I had to do all that, because I was doing everything.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I watched your call.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I took out your trash, I cut your grass.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I do anything to make money like that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I was, that's how I was ready.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So,
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[SPEAKER_01]: I was that kid who was like, well, y'all were taking y'all time to play and then having nothing after that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Y'all got to depend on y'all parents, and I was like, I was an independent kind of thinker.
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[SPEAKER_07]: You know, I got an opportunity to experience this brother back in the day when of course, you know, I was pretty willing and ended up okay.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Let's be honest with what I said, pretty gone.
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[SPEAKER_07]: How ever handsome, I'm holding on to it pretty good, put that in the comments.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Number one of you agree.
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[SPEAKER_07]: family listed I get an opportunity to hang out with a man in my opinion.
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[SPEAKER_07]: It's probably one of the most entrepreneurial spirits that I have ever seen.
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[SPEAKER_07]: He is one of those guys and I get an opportunity to see be so ambitious that he's able to flow in different areas.
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[SPEAKER_07]: So whether that be education and empowering people, whether that's being on TV with love and hip hop or whether it's empowering people on Streets 945 and the ATL on radio.
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[SPEAKER_07]: It's my brother from another mother, the one and
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[SPEAKER_07]: What up, child?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Man, what's up, brother, appreciate that intro too.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Man, it'd be early when you'd be on the radio.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And it's even in time right now.
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[SPEAKER_07]: What time do you have to go to bed when you have to be on the radio?
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know, that's a real crazy question, brother.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Could you go to bed when you just like that?
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'd be trying to.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But it'd be hard, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's something working like you said.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I'm going to tell him it's leading three or four different fields.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's all in the team, but it's the, each one of them got their own groove, you know?
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[SPEAKER_01]: As you mentioned, you started talking TV.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: That's a lot, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I made me on set for five, six, eight hours, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I can't know what I'm doing.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So, Jeff, how do you work?
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[SPEAKER_01]: How does it work?
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[SPEAKER_07]: Like, let's go TV first.
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[SPEAKER_07]: So, you are on TV.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Do they like give you a script?
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[SPEAKER_07]: Do they give you scenarios?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I don't know what I was saying.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So, let's just say right now, man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Me and you talking right now, right?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Mm-hmm.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And we have a very, very, very, um, good combo, right?
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[SPEAKER_01]: So now they're gonna go back and say, hey, what did you do this with?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Well, me and, well, you know, we said I don't talk to the bubble with this podcast.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, wow, that's what's up, man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You should have him put somebody on his podcast.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Now, I don't know that somebody who I suggest to come on your podcast,
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[SPEAKER_01]: Don't like you, or it's in love with you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I don't know that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So now they use in reality, that's the reality of it because yeah, I know him.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, I can, you know, and it's something, you know, somebody in the situation and I don't know they know you, yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I don't know they secretly got it.
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[SPEAKER_01]: He knows that, so then they'll still come out.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Now it's looking like I set you up.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And that relaying the case.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I mean, I know, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: So it'd just be like that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's just, I think I'll say, guy keep in mind, too, man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know, like, embarrassment is real.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I could say, he'll just join that, right?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And some could happen or could come out on a B-set and I could be embarrassed.
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[SPEAKER_01]: which is one person, right?
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[SPEAKER_01]: You add another set of eyes, and I'm even more embarrassed because it's like, I'm, you add another set of eyes, now I'm like, super embarrassed because I know that's for, for three people that, maybe a way of something that's embarrassing to me, right?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Now that alone can make me,
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[SPEAKER_01]: get a little extra saucy with you if we have in the conversation if we already got some friction.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Out of embarrassment or just because eyes are watching.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But when 10 cameras get around you, and you know millions of people watching, imagine what your level of embarrassment may go.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Imagine how enhanced one may become because they're not ready for this moment.
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[SPEAKER_01]: They're not trained to go in this moment.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Have these people may have been in the real world of, you know, whatever the field may be of entertainment, hip-hop, whatever.
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[SPEAKER_01]: There's no media training there, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: So instead of somebody holding, oh, yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It just, come on, you motherfucker.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You're my, I used to smack you, you know what I mean?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yes.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And it be that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And you're like, oh, it's up.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And you know what I think I just figured out where the master that I realized that when people was on that show.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I was like, you know what I mean?
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[SPEAKER_01]: If I don't hear coming in and trying to play like that, the boss, everybody come on here kicking it like that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: They got a fresh number one out of them charts, right?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I'm like, that ain't what's up.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm gonna tell you what my dad did that they looked like, he had ill. Real cat when I touched down.
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[SPEAKER_01]: If you met me,
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[SPEAKER_01]: If you meet me, you met me.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So when I show up, you know I'm coming with the same energy.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And a lot of time bring it in to you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So if it's a fun, or did I come with, when I walk in the room, that would it gonna be?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So that's how it worked for me as far as TV goes.
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[SPEAKER_07]: has there ever been an embarrassing moment that kind of put what you love the most in compromise, whether that be your wife, your children.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Just stuff that you call a sacred.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Of course.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And then, so how do you reconcile things that may have come off the wrong way?
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I've learned?
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[SPEAKER_01]: You see somebody like, could we deal with symptoms?
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[SPEAKER_01]: and they don't go get it checked out.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm just keep just letting it just fester.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And then one day you like me, you like?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, I don't know.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And then when you go, you like down, man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's worse than if you would've just wouldn't have got to sing about.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I'm gonna say this.
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[SPEAKER_01]: When you do things in life, that could compromise family, that could compromise the integrity of you as a person, you as a brand, you as a husband, a father, friends, or whatever, you got to be real with yourself, man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You got to go ahead and be as transparent as possible if you have that in you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Sometimes it's not in people because they're not here.
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[SPEAKER_01]: open, they don't even understand the dynamical being able to be publicly transparent.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's a lot of times, man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: The reason I used that analogy with a symptom and it being some false words.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Sometimes we're stuff happening, bro.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You just got to go on and face it like a man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You got a man all along, man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You got to face it.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And when you face it,
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[SPEAKER_01]: Generally, the public is going to look at you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, everybody's going to look at you with a judging eye.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But once you lay it all out and it's done, you have to keep in mind that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: within a nanosecond, some new content is dropped.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Within a nanosecond, someone's phone is right.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Within a nanosecond, someone is died.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Within a nanosecond, someone is born.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So it's so much information going on that the people once they take it in, through the thing I'm doing in the judgment, they're gonna process, put out their opinion, and they're gonna move on because the next most interesting thing I've heard all day is about to come.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I just, I face it like a man, man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And at the end of the day, I'm able to walk in it.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Cause I don't have the height.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know, imagine if you can't walk outside because people looking for you, it's money on your top.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: That's a hard way to live.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Man, that's a hard way.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And that's how people feel about embarrassment and judgment.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's like, ah, when I walk outside, I know it's cringey.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's like, what's up?
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[SPEAKER_01]: But you know, even they say it was suck.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know they like it.
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[SPEAKER_06]: What the, what the, what the, what's up like?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I know, I know what you, I saw that was on, on shade room.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Will it?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm sorry.
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[SPEAKER_01]: He's not saying it.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And you know that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yes.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so I think this is one of the things that I don't let bother me.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Matt, and I think you and Nelly got that down so good.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I was with Nelly, probably.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah, I mean, it's probably been a year now.
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[SPEAKER_07]: We used to in the studio.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And I was like, bro, like, you'll go through all this stuff.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And y'all just keep this cool level here.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And you know, it might be behind clothes.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Those were whatever they did.
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[SPEAKER_07]: But I remember the feeling when all this stuff came out about me and the four, it's another day.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And I remember having to walk into this private school.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And I was walking in there, and it was like these voices in my head.
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[SPEAKER_07]: It's like everybody eyes that looked at me.
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[SPEAKER_07]: They might not even been thinking about it.
10:01
[SPEAKER_07]: But I was like, the jaw and see that on the, on the blows.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Did you see that?
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[SPEAKER_07]: And it was such a really weird feeling.
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[SPEAKER_07]: But I ended up going in the car.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And I was like, God, this ain't me.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Like this ain't, this ain't even true.
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[SPEAKER_07]: This ain't even true.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And I realized that he was breaking this prideful thought process that I had about myself.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I always thought highly of myself, but I think I thought more highly of myself than I should have thought, because it's like, when you start taking on platforms, I became this subhuman guy.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I got this beautiful family with all of these children and we look like the hookstables.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I'm adopted.
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[SPEAKER_07]: This is all I ever wanted.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I ain't never seen nobody in my blood, in my bloodlines.
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[SPEAKER_07]: So once I got my family, they're sacred and I'm treasureing them different and then it doesn't work out.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And I walk into this school.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And I'm this like, oh my god, all these people know I walk into the radio station and radio, you know, we have fun.
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[SPEAKER_07]: You know, I see the neighborhood and a laughing and joking with deep on the inside.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I'm like,
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[SPEAKER_07]: I'm really dealing with this.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Y'all feeling made me go 10 years back and blow up.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And I was able to sustain and be like, okay, cool, this ain't worth my future.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I'm gonna go there, you know what I mean?
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[SPEAKER_07]: And so I think that's something that you have to learn.
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[SPEAKER_07]: But you guys started very, very early.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I just want to talk about that moment when you make this record bad boy south, it's going down and it becomes a phenomenon.
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[SPEAKER_07]: What mindset are you in?
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[SPEAKER_07]: Are you still in the street?
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[SPEAKER_07]: Still doing whatever you doing or you like, man, I'm music full of time and I finally get the hit.
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[SPEAKER_01]: All right, so.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You remember something, uh, don't wear magic.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I want to say, ask you, no, don't love about that dope boy.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I imagine.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I said that because the true, the true essence of dope by magic is one of a few things can happen.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You're like, I'm going to disappear.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You're like, I'm going to be locked up, and they're going to send your ass up the road, and be around here somewhere.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's dope.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Don't worry, if your family can't even come see you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Mm-hmm.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, I'm going to...
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[SPEAKER_01]: in that ground, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Or you're gonna completely go to the game, if you got any sense, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And it really, I spoke on that because when I walked away, I told Chino hey, just don't get caught, my brother.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And here it is, we had this phenomenal moment in life where preparation meets opportunity, equaling success.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And my brother is right here with me.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I know that the Fed's just got a tab on him.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And as I'm going up, he's about to be stagnated because he's just game 10 years.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And this is what I've been doing this week.
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[SPEAKER_01]: This is what I'm writing.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And he's like, well, what the fuck?
12:45
[SPEAKER_01]: And I'm saying, so for me, it was interesting that I was done with the streets.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I didn't want them to do anything.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Had I already made my mind up, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: So going into that space, into that plate, I was already like, I want to do none of these because I felt like it was counterproductive, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's like,
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[SPEAKER_01]: I get the opportunity to finally make a change.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I get the opportunity to find love with my family.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: My bloodline.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I mean?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I get the opportunity to be that guy in my family.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And my circle of people love that love me, my tribe.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I mean?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I just think it's kind of productive because, yeah, I'm doing them like I can just do it.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Listen to that shit come back even bigger, man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I just don't see it because it's like I'm working all of them.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm giving them everything I've sacrificed.
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[SPEAKER_01]: so many opportunities to do other things.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But those other things, and they weren't as dear to me as my career, or my dream of this career being in the Tana.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I'm doing everything to try to get my family out of the hood.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But then I'm also being counterproductive because I'm doing even more things on the daily basis to, to, to.
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[SPEAKER_01]: to just half, because I can't work, because I'm trying to do this, and it's making money, but it ain't really took off yet.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I just knew I had to walk away all in all.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I was trapping when I came with the hood on gut.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I was trapping, how I waited five.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I got a country in, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And a weekly stay.
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[SPEAKER_01]: My, my wife at the time, she was pregnant.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Pretending to work in a group of twos.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm trapping out there.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'll travel out the weekly, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I'm going to rub it too, they're traveling out of that too.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You shouldn't.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I'm like, okay.
14:34
[SPEAKER_01]: How long will be doing this?
14:36
[SPEAKER_01]: I got something about the habit.
14:38
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm seeing her looking at her canker treatment.
14:42
[SPEAKER_01]: On the news, and I'm like, down, I'm seconded with eating stuff.
14:46
[SPEAKER_01]: I mean, like, down, it crazy.
14:48
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
14:49
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
14:51
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm saying my son, man, I gotta do something.
14:53
[SPEAKER_01]: And I was saying, man, what would you do?
14:56
[SPEAKER_01]: That's how I can't work this going down.
14:58
[SPEAKER_01]: I heard he was in my head.
14:59
[SPEAKER_01]: I was seeing pocus, that one, that one visual, they kept showing on the new, the people standing on the car.
15:06
[SPEAKER_01]: I like bugging.
15:06
[SPEAKER_01]: Now, maybe you're going down, you know what I'm saying?
15:09
[SPEAKER_01]: And that's what happened to me.
15:11
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying, you know?
15:13
[SPEAKER_01]: I went into studio there, like a day later, and we were like, I'm not trapping.
15:17
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, my God, you got to happen.
15:19
[SPEAKER_01]: I did that record, and by the time I was walking, I walked out the door, you know what I'm saying?
15:26
[SPEAKER_01]: Life felt, life felt different instantly.
15:29
[SPEAKER_01]: So I knew I had a hit, it was just, I had a different energy, a different vibration.
15:33
[SPEAKER_01]: It wasn't even about it.
15:35
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, it's okay.
15:36
[SPEAKER_01]: We got to know, I just called it.
15:37
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, record.
15:38
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
15:39
[SPEAKER_01]: But I, because it's still like that, I didn't even register.
15:42
[SPEAKER_01]: I just knew my heart and my spirit, my mind was in a different place.
15:46
[SPEAKER_01]: I was ready for change.
15:47
[SPEAKER_01]: I was ready to transition.
15:49
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
15:50
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
15:50
[SPEAKER_01]: And to the man that I'm still growing to become today.
15:54
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
15:55
[SPEAKER_01]: I knew that was that moment of transition for me.
15:58
[SPEAKER_07]: So it all started with the decision.
16:01
[SPEAKER_07]: What meant did you grow up kind of looking at and being like, you know, like I liked the way I liked the way they moving, what were the main examples that you was like, you know, what you attracted to the athletes, the dope boys, the working me.
16:13
[SPEAKER_01]: Be a cause me.
16:14
[SPEAKER_01]: Me too.
16:15
[SPEAKER_01]: Eddie Murphy.
16:16
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
16:17
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm saying, this is a watch to.
16:21
[SPEAKER_01]: Mm.
16:24
[SPEAKER_01]: Malcolm X. I then grew up looking at him, but I grew up acknowledging the history of Malcolm X, you know what I'm saying?
16:30
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
16:31
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm on with the king, you know what I'm saying?
16:33
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm on the guard view.
16:34
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh.
16:36
[SPEAKER_07]: What are any men in the neighborhood or at the house?
16:38
[SPEAKER_07]: Did you roll with that?
16:39
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, my dad.
16:41
[SPEAKER_01]: I was going, I was going, I was going to win.
16:42
[SPEAKER_01]: I don't know him because honey was, honey was, and still ears that guy.
16:46
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, God.
16:46
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, God.
16:47
[SPEAKER_01]: So like, for me, like,
16:55
[SPEAKER_01]: I saw it.
16:56
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
16:57
[SPEAKER_01]: And I was like, hey, boy, I really touched on paper.
17:00
[SPEAKER_01]: But I also looked at what it entails, what all you had to do to touch the paper.
17:04
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
17:05
[SPEAKER_01]: I try out my hand and something dope, I ain't like it.
17:09
[SPEAKER_01]: I ain't like it.
17:10
[SPEAKER_01]: Especially crack.
17:11
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
17:13
[SPEAKER_07]: It's a spirit on that crack.
17:14
[SPEAKER_01]: Crack.
17:14
[SPEAKER_01]: All right.
17:15
[SPEAKER_01]: See, let me tell you.
17:16
[SPEAKER_01]: I started with crack.
17:18
[SPEAKER_01]: And I realized who my client tell was.
17:23
[SPEAKER_01]: It was like, my homies in the neighborhood, it was their moms and their dads, like, their uncles, and I just was like, all right, it's my partner, but I'm selling it.
17:31
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, as it started, I was like, okay, then even trying to get away from that and sell cocaine for me, cocaine felt crazy, because I was able to see the transition.
17:43
[SPEAKER_01]: and somebody when they just could store a plan where they're having, looking up, you know, from chicks, especially the chicks.
17:50
[SPEAKER_01]: The chicks would really, really happen to them fast because they get more than a, it's like a one more end of getting more access to it than a man.
18:01
[SPEAKER_01]: And I'm gonna say why?
18:01
[SPEAKER_01]: Because she had her own, then she would do, she part in, they offering to a one more because they try on the, you know what I'm saying?
18:08
[SPEAKER_01]: So she's got her own supply, and then that's this, hey.
18:12
[SPEAKER_01]: Wanna hang out?
18:13
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
18:14
[SPEAKER_01]: To play.
18:15
[SPEAKER_01]: So I would see those women come back and then after, why are you being like, yo, you ain't that saying, you know, you start, it's about this now, first it was about you and you're doing, you have, you're the streets you're popular, but now it's, I need that.
18:31
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
18:31
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
18:32
[SPEAKER_01]: You're becoming what I just got away from the people that smoking crack, you know what I'm saying?
18:37
[SPEAKER_01]: You can see the transition.
18:38
[SPEAKER_01]: So for me, I just, I just, I just felt like,
18:42
[SPEAKER_01]: That whole part of the game, man, for me, it just, I knew, you know what I'm saying?
18:48
[SPEAKER_01]: Rest in peace for my mom, but I looked through a people all the time, I grew up in my house, and I saw my mom hitting that straight shooter.
18:55
[SPEAKER_01]: They changed me.
18:56
[SPEAKER_01]: That was a man that made me say, I don't kill who you are.
18:59
[SPEAKER_01]: If I love you, I got to tell you the truth.
19:02
[SPEAKER_01]: And I had to go and tell my mom the truth, rest in peace to that lady, and I'll cause I watched her kick that habit and still be one of the best, most vocal people in my life.
19:12
[SPEAKER_01]: You understand what I'm saying?
19:13
[SPEAKER_01]: But I watched where it was doing to her.
19:16
[SPEAKER_01]: I watched the friends that were around her, who was up, they all had houses.
19:20
[SPEAKER_01]: Everybody was kicking it.
19:21
[SPEAKER_01]: And when that crack epidemic hit, I watched everybody start losing their homes.
19:26
[SPEAKER_01]: Then after a while, people started losing their teeth.
19:28
[SPEAKER_01]: And then they started losing the well with all of who they once were.
19:33
[SPEAKER_01]: So for me, it's like, shoo, like, nah.
19:36
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah.
19:38
[SPEAKER_07]: So you get this hit record.
19:40
[SPEAKER_07]: There's my man there to get a chance to experience it in a way that you wanted it to come out the way you dreamed it.
19:47
[SPEAKER_01]: Most of them.
19:48
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, because they knew what my heart was.
19:54
[SPEAKER_01]: Mm-hmm.
19:54
[SPEAKER_01]: They knew.
19:55
[SPEAKER_01]: They knew.
19:56
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
19:57
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
19:58
[SPEAKER_01]: My mom was the type like, it brought her different.
20:03
[SPEAKER_01]: How many brothers and sisters you have?
20:04
[SPEAKER_01]: There's a lot of, there's a lot of.
20:06
[SPEAKER_01]: They're about.
20:07
[SPEAKER_01]: And that's because, you know, my dad, he has other children.
20:13
[SPEAKER_01]: So I have other siblings.
20:14
[SPEAKER_01]: My mom had one son, which is quaming.
20:18
[SPEAKER_01]: And then her husband was also deceased.
20:26
[SPEAKER_01]: He had won with my mom and two from a previous marriage.
20:31
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
20:32
[SPEAKER_01]: So he almost said something to me.
20:33
[SPEAKER_01]: So he was deep in the song.
20:35
[SPEAKER_01]: On my dad's side, like 18, 10 of us, and then my stuff that...
20:42
[SPEAKER_07]: So you got a whole bunch of, you know, I don't think like three people that tell me that was like, you know, you know, my people means you Yeah, man, well, you know, you know, just my brother.
20:52
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah, I didn't know it was about 20.
20:53
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, you did.
20:55
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah, and you are you younger.
20:57
[SPEAKER_07]: You're in the middle.
20:58
[SPEAKER_01]: Well
21:00
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, I'm in the middle.
21:01
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah.
21:01
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm in the middle.
21:02
[SPEAKER_01]: That's so for me that I created balance for me.
21:04
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, I'm middle child syndrome.
21:06
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
21:06
[SPEAKER_01]: It's like, you got the old, the kid who graduates, college, you got the little kid who getting the first birthday.
21:13
[SPEAKER_01]: And he was like, hey, what about me?
21:15
[SPEAKER_01]: What about me?
21:16
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
21:16
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
21:17
[SPEAKER_01]: But I think that's what created that balance.
21:19
[SPEAKER_01]: That's why I'm always, you know.
21:21
[SPEAKER_01]: I try to be as helpful as I can, and when I'm dealing with people because I know on one hand, here's an older sister, older sisters and brothers who you look to them for guidance, and all I'm saying, and as you get from them.
21:36
[SPEAKER_01]: You handed off to your younger siblings as your process and they too, you know what I'm saying?
21:42
[SPEAKER_01]: So I always found that balance and that's why I kind of like when I deal with people I'm willing to see who you are, are you the older sibling or my younger sibling?
21:49
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
21:49
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
21:51
[SPEAKER_01]: And I deal with people accordingly.
21:53
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah.
21:54
[SPEAKER_07]: When you look back at that little boy who looked through that peep hall and saw something,
22:03
[SPEAKER_07]: That was probably very embarrassing to my uncle.
22:05
[SPEAKER_07]: She probably didn't want nobody to see that.
22:07
[SPEAKER_01]: She was hurt.
22:07
[SPEAKER_01]: She was hurt because of what I let go of my mouth.
22:10
[SPEAKER_07]: What did you say?
22:11
[SPEAKER_01]: I said, I said, hey man, I like you don't love us.
22:17
[SPEAKER_01]: She said, what?
22:18
[SPEAKER_01]: I said, you can't love me.
22:20
[SPEAKER_01]: She said, why would you say something like that?
22:22
[SPEAKER_01]: I said, not if you were not smoking that?
22:25
[SPEAKER_04]: How old are you?
22:29
[SPEAKER_01]: I was 10, I was 10, but what it taught me is sometimes I'm out of high line, you are.
22:39
[SPEAKER_01]: The truth just got to be the truth.
22:41
[SPEAKER_01]: And you may suffer temporarily, but the outcome that it may yield can be far more or less than you not opening your mouth because that's when she trains.
22:52
[SPEAKER_07]: And she's seen her 10-year-old baby eyes.
22:55
[SPEAKER_01]: That young boy who is in her head, I don't like that.
22:59
[SPEAKER_01]: And she liked what?
23:02
[SPEAKER_01]: She watched her son who was able to tell her that she's wrong.
23:05
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
23:06
[SPEAKER_01]: And you're the adult, you know what I'm saying?
23:08
[SPEAKER_01]: Right.
23:08
[SPEAKER_01]: That shit, that shit, that shit, that shit, ends up like, come on, do, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on.
23:13
[SPEAKER_01]: Man, function, because
23:15
[SPEAKER_01]: as an adult, if you're constantly pouring, you know what I'm saying?
23:18
[SPEAKER_01]: Sometimes, by the time you're coming to adult, nobody's pouring into you anymore.
23:22
[SPEAKER_01]: It's just life, you know what I'm saying?
23:26
[SPEAKER_01]: You're not going to somebody every day and they're telling you, this is work, right?
23:30
[SPEAKER_01]: And pouring into you, they just telling you for field, this commitment, for your duty as a judge.
23:34
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
23:36
[SPEAKER_01]: But when I told her that, it's just like, I'm manned up, and I was like, you can't love me.
23:40
[SPEAKER_01]: Can't love me in my brother.
23:42
[SPEAKER_01]: Not if you're doing this.
23:43
[SPEAKER_01]: And I saw this looking like, she snatched.
23:45
[SPEAKER_01]: I think she snatched now, but I want to.
23:47
[SPEAKER_01]: I still love you.
23:49
[SPEAKER_01]: But you doing this, say you don't love me.
23:51
[SPEAKER_01]: And she, I'll tell you that.
23:53
[SPEAKER_01]: Clean it up after that.
23:54
[SPEAKER_01]: So, after that, like I noticed we stopped going certain places, certain people stopped coming around.
24:00
[SPEAKER_01]: I noticed she started, but she was back to the lady I knew before that.
24:04
[SPEAKER_01]: It was a short run.
24:05
[SPEAKER_01]: So I was amazed enough to see her go through that, like before that, being up, having go through it and hit the turbulence.
24:13
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
24:15
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
24:15
[SPEAKER_01]: You got a course career and get back on track.
24:17
[SPEAKER_01]: So, as a child of witness that,
24:20
[SPEAKER_01]: It really, really, that's why it was even easier for me to not continue to selling drugs.
24:25
[SPEAKER_01]: But it was at the point where she was trying to get back on her feet, and I'm like, well, down.
24:29
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm a young boy here.
24:30
[SPEAKER_01]: I am, I gotta do something.
24:33
[SPEAKER_01]: I got to do something.
24:34
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
24:34
[SPEAKER_01]: And I thought I had to do all that, because I was doing everything.
24:37
[SPEAKER_01]: I watched your call.
24:38
[SPEAKER_01]: I took out your trash, I cut your grass.
24:41
[SPEAKER_01]: I do anything to make money like that.
24:43
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
24:43
[SPEAKER_01]: That's how I was ready.
24:44
[SPEAKER_01]: So I was that kid who was like, well, y'all taking y'all time to play.
24:48
[SPEAKER_01]: And then having nothing after that.
24:50
[SPEAKER_01]: Y'all got to the pin with y'all parents.
24:51
[SPEAKER_01]: And I was like, I was an independent kind of thinker.
24:54
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
24:54
[SPEAKER_01]: So I'm always trying to figure out how to make money.
24:56
[SPEAKER_07]: You know, it's the first thing I heard about you.
24:59
[SPEAKER_01]: What?
24:59
[SPEAKER_07]: And they're gonna find a way to make some money.
25:01
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, how to?
25:02
[SPEAKER_07]: So I don't even remember.
25:03
[SPEAKER_07]: I think it was your first wife.
25:05
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
25:05
[SPEAKER_07]: I think she was.
25:06
[SPEAKER_07]: It was like a play or something that I was in the summer.
25:09
[SPEAKER_01]: Possibly.
25:10
[SPEAKER_07]: And I kind of, and you know how people, you know what to do, who's saying, it's going down?
25:15
[SPEAKER_07]: That's his, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it, did it,
25:38
[SPEAKER_01]: I really wanted to say I was in St. Louis, I knew it.
25:41
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, I knew it.
25:43
[SPEAKER_06]: And I was like, who is this cat?
25:47
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, like, where he is?
25:48
[SPEAKER_01]: So at that time, I mean, I don't like what St. Louis, they're gonna go crazy, cause they just pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup, pup,
26:02
[SPEAKER_01]: how stories can be similar, you know what I mean?
26:04
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
26:05
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, we both are standing backstage.
26:06
[SPEAKER_01]: But now, you know, it's to the point, it's not that that dream is over with.
26:11
[SPEAKER_01]: You still live it, but you move, sometimes just move on, like right now.
26:16
[SPEAKER_01]: This what you doing right here, right now.
26:17
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm doing this in the morning, see you on the bed.
26:21
[SPEAKER_01]: It's just one of those things, and as a man,
26:24
[SPEAKER_01]: You have to understand change.
26:26
[SPEAKER_01]: You gotta be willing to accept change and embrace it.
26:28
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
26:29
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
26:29
[SPEAKER_01]: Because some people don't, you know, it's just like when we look back, we don't realize what's the true detriment and what's the true benefit sometimes.
26:38
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, people just get confused and then it's not until you can assess it after somewhere the time is passed and you're like, hey, hold on, my dog, this was it.
26:46
[SPEAKER_01]: Man, I should've been doing that.
26:47
[SPEAKER_07]: Man, I literally just told audience to people, I said, if I were to hear behind my music gift only, I would probably have only lived 10% of my life because I was so good at that, but it took faith for me to say, man, maybe there's some other gifts that God wanted using me.
27:03
[SPEAKER_07]: Like, I've always believed that when I keep hitting these different turbulence, it's not really time to run.
27:09
[SPEAKER_07]: It's like what you said, let me just kind of recalibrate, kind of see what it is.
27:13
[SPEAKER_07]: And when I was out in LA,
27:14
[SPEAKER_07]: And we finally got to deal with one of brothers with time, while we finally playing the invoice game, 20 grand, 50 grand, whenever we want we're just sitting there on invoices, probably just getting too hot.
27:25
[SPEAKER_07]: Like, because I was away from my parents and I was sued to myself with the wrong thing.
27:29
[SPEAKER_07]: And I decided, like, hey bro, one night, we was in the studio with the hint, it was at the hint and right off Sunset, we blowing something else like, hey, we go go to church in the morning.
27:38
[SPEAKER_07]: That was like, anti-tasticity, yeah, he turned it at the girl freak.
27:41
[SPEAKER_07]: I was like, no, okay, so if you I don't want to go to, if you I don't want to go to church in the morning, then we're going to go to the party tonight because I'm going to go with me to VIP, but I'm not going to grow with me because I want to just go explore and see what's happening.
27:55
[SPEAKER_07]: We all is doing, we're doing way too much.
27:58
[SPEAKER_07]: I mean, we 25 years old, 24 years old, we wildly.
28:02
[SPEAKER_07]: This goal again.
28:03
[SPEAKER_07]: We didn't come out here for this week.
28:04
[SPEAKER_07]: We not like them bro.
28:05
[SPEAKER_07]: Like I'm seeing you niggas who used to be in church all the time.
28:09
[SPEAKER_07]: Y'all get more blow than me.
28:10
[SPEAKER_07]: Where am I taking y'all?
28:12
[SPEAKER_07]: And I realized I was a leader bro.
28:14
[SPEAKER_07]: Like I can't.
28:15
[SPEAKER_07]: I can't bring you back to your mama's strong up.
28:18
[SPEAKER_07]: I don't know what's next for y'all because I it's getting a little weird.
28:21
[SPEAKER_07]: I go to church.
28:21
[SPEAKER_07]: I get more than I'm barking for.
28:23
[SPEAKER_07]: Like I didn't for the first time in my life.
28:25
[SPEAKER_07]: I get this encounter where.
28:27
[SPEAKER_07]: like I'm like that and he's talking to me this one mama this time it wasn't that he this time I was like that he's speaking to my situation because I really wouldn't want to do none of the church stuff because I thought that was a retirement plan that would grant you them do I'm like when I get you know that they always say when you young this boy here different he got a call on his life I'm like 50
28:48
[SPEAKER_07]: Maybe.
28:49
[SPEAKER_07]: Sixty.
28:50
[SPEAKER_07]: Uh-huh.
28:51
[SPEAKER_07]: But right now, I gotta go do this, or I'm being doing whatever I gotta do.
28:55
[SPEAKER_07]: And then I had this epiphany, I was just like,
28:58
[SPEAKER_07]: What is everybody want to go to the NBA because your Heidi did it Larry did everybody want to be a rapper because Nelly did everybody want to be a dope boy because Daven did it like in the hood you just have the ways to get now and I was like damn what if what if guys show me a way out through faith I got a whole another road of road that people can take that'll be like yo, this is this is easy.
29:20
[SPEAKER_07]: Can I got to lead people to me no more?
29:22
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm no longer predicated my success on how many women are in the hotel lobby when I ride, because when I do love your body down, I'm like, man, it's gonna be crazy at the W tonight.
29:32
[SPEAKER_07]: My whole team in the backlight just telling what whole tail they're in right before they are buying that.
29:38
[SPEAKER_07]: How many of you are coming to the W tonight?
29:39
[SPEAKER_07]: They be like,
29:40
[SPEAKER_07]: They made me do it!
29:41
[SPEAKER_07]: Yes!
29:42
[SPEAKER_07]: It's gonna be lit!
29:42
[SPEAKER_07]: Everybody want to get the straddles, you know what I mean?
29:45
[SPEAKER_07]: But for the first time in my life, I'm like, yo, this is scary as hell.
29:48
[SPEAKER_07]: But I'm gonna try and, and Lord, if you make it work, I'm gonna get you out of glory for it and people gonna run this play.
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[SPEAKER_07]: They gonna run the right play, because we always looking for the wrong play, and I was like, yo!
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[SPEAKER_07]: I really, I really started to like this.
30:01
[SPEAKER_07]: It was very uncomfortable at first, because niggas would be judging me.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Like, right here by you and Jay.
30:07
[SPEAKER_07]: Man, you were just doing this.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I was just like, wow, a witch at that time.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And it ain't no money.
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[SPEAKER_07]: It ain't no money.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Like, they give me a cross.
30:15
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm used to making 25, 30 grand a weekend, taking care of by a course we probably leave by sending 500, because we're going to give it.
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[SPEAKER_07]: And close.
30:23
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Gotta get close every city, because that's what we gauge what the girls at.
30:26
[SPEAKER_07]: But I had so much peace.
30:28
[SPEAKER_07]: They took their range over.
30:30
[SPEAKER_07]: I had to move out the same neighborhood that everybody, all the players in.
30:34
[SPEAKER_07]: But I was like, you gotta be something.
30:36
[SPEAKER_07]: And then God told me Atlanta.
30:37
[SPEAKER_07]: And I kind of Atlanta live right by GreenBride.
30:39
[SPEAKER_07]: And for the first time, I could be as humble as I needed to be to go to where I needed to be.
30:44
[SPEAKER_07]: Like I couldn't go work at Pores, Cars, and say Louis, Tom, by, hey, Willie Moe here at Pores, Cars.
30:49
[SPEAKER_07]: Make sure you come down as a live remote, then boys with them and I boy, pretty really working at the car live.
30:54
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what's so crazy about that to me?
30:58
[SPEAKER_01]: We tell ourselves what we can't do based on the thought of the basement.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, that work in basement.
31:05
[SPEAKER_01]: Let me tell you something, man.
31:08
[SPEAKER_01]: I dream of days like that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's so crazy.
31:11
[SPEAKER_01]: I dream of day like that.
31:12
[SPEAKER_01]: Let me tell you why I say that.
31:13
[SPEAKER_01]: Someday, I just want to go in and just do a regular damn job.
31:18
[SPEAKER_01]: What I don't want to have to do that, but I want to do that.
31:23
[SPEAKER_01]: Because I'm good at it.
31:25
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
31:25
[SPEAKER_01]: Like, tell me what I'm going to do, I'm going to get this shit.
31:28
[SPEAKER_01]: I'll squeeze my legs.
31:29
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, now you go get it done, you know what I mean?
31:32
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm like, like, I go sales a car, right now on my kids, right now.
31:37
[SPEAKER_01]: If somebody said, man, come work a bit for me.
31:39
[SPEAKER_01]: Why I'm going?
31:40
[SPEAKER_01]: Because I know I'm a boom.
31:42
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm a boom, I'm a boom, and then people are going to talk.
31:44
[SPEAKER_01]: And people will be like, man, what the hell?
31:46
[SPEAKER_01]: And for anybody who just want to be like, man, what is, is he, man, maybe.
31:49
[SPEAKER_01]: But when they see that I get joy, that joy.
31:52
[SPEAKER_01]: That peace, that fulfillment from doing what I choose to do.
31:55
[SPEAKER_01]: See sometimes it's what's on the line.
31:58
[SPEAKER_01]: That's what's on the line.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's your, your, your, your, your fulfillment.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Greater than work or possibly be your embarrassment.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
32:10
[SPEAKER_01]: What feels your cup, bro?
32:11
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Opposed to what's nodding your cup.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You'd be embarrassed because you ain't got what everybody got.
32:18
[SPEAKER_01]: You'd be embarrassed to ain't this ain't in my cup.
32:20
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But it was really in my cup, but it might not, I know y'all got, but what's in my cup for feels me, and that's, and that's a part of the faith that, I don't think you didn't have it because you still who you still had to come, you stay by Greenborough, then I know it was,
32:38
[SPEAKER_01]: Like you said you had to be humble.
32:40
[SPEAKER_07]: I was like, yeah, like, and I wasn't even, I didn't even know I needed the humility until I got here, man.
32:46
[SPEAKER_07]: Like when I got out of that environment, I realized how much pressure I had.
32:50
[SPEAKER_07]: Like I was driving a Jaguar, one of the new Jaguars, the air go out.
32:54
[SPEAKER_07]: I ain't even got no wonder, we ain't 90 degrees.
32:57
[SPEAKER_07]: My son's dear remember that you remember the Jaguar that had no air in it, we ride the ride, how to stand with it, and I think that's it too much.
33:02
[SPEAKER_07]: And I thought that allowed the sticking to your bed.
33:04
[SPEAKER_07]: And I was like, God, why am I so prideful but when I got to a Lennon man I just realized like I was like man, I don't want none of it.
33:13
[SPEAKER_07]: Like I don't want to be seen.
33:15
[SPEAKER_07]: I want to serve the dude and I ain't catting Jones.
33:17
[SPEAKER_07]: I was like, I don't want none of it.
33:18
[SPEAKER_07]: Just like what you said, people would go past him.
33:20
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm caring, dude, bad.
33:21
[SPEAKER_07]: It's every like, I need to guide you up.
33:24
[SPEAKER_07]: And I'd be like, I don't do that no more.
33:27
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm done with it.
33:29
[SPEAKER_07]: I said, God, if you want to give me back any of this stuff, like I'm rocking with it, I don't want to be saying, I don't want to be known.
33:34
[SPEAKER_07]: I just want you to be dreading my life, like I don't care what you want to do.
33:38
[SPEAKER_07]: And I hold strong to that now, like I just want what he want.
33:42
[SPEAKER_07]: And then finally, I walked into the radio station, carrying his bags, to do Ken Jones, carrying his bag.
33:47
[SPEAKER_07]: He bought to do some for the kids, program director come out and be like,
33:51
[SPEAKER_07]: Peter, man, we just picked up your radio show.
33:54
[SPEAKER_07]: Now, here go the thing, bro.
33:55
[SPEAKER_07]: I don't know nothing about no radio show, but I'm being the comic relief on this radio show in my home boy, The White.
34:01
[SPEAKER_07]: I called the white light breath.
34:03
[SPEAKER_07]: Did the radio show we've been playing on?
34:05
[SPEAKER_07]: You're gonna get picked up in the Atlanta.
34:07
[SPEAKER_07]: He got a job.
34:07
[SPEAKER_07]: I don't.
34:08
[SPEAKER_07]: He like, oh, I forgot to tell you.
34:11
[SPEAKER_07]: We did get picked up in Atlanta.
34:12
[SPEAKER_07]: I said, many about to make me call on the air and talk about it in like 20 seconds.
34:16
[SPEAKER_07]: What do I need to say?
34:17
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm gonna say you some note.
34:18
[SPEAKER_07]: See send me some notes.
34:19
[SPEAKER_07]: I do what I'm gonna do.
34:20
[SPEAKER_07]: But now I'm in.
34:22
[SPEAKER_07]: but it happened, got away.
34:23
[SPEAKER_07]: The dude paying me to go to ParsCars job, $400.
34:27
[SPEAKER_07]: That was the best phone 100.
34:28
[SPEAKER_07]: That meant a whole lot to me there.
34:30
[SPEAKER_07]: $200.
34:31
[SPEAKER_07]: If I do it two times, rent eight fit to sell them over there.
34:34
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm a bride and I already got my rent.
34:36
[SPEAKER_07]: So I'm good.
34:38
[SPEAKER_07]: They do this how much of a miracle it was and humility.
34:41
[SPEAKER_07]: He come out one day and he said, who in the hell is really more and why am I paying him?
34:46
[SPEAKER_07]: I like that of me, who hired you?
34:49
[SPEAKER_07]: I hired people, that's like, no, he got a sympathetic show.
34:53
[SPEAKER_07]: And so now I'm in the building, but now I's time to work the humility.
34:56
[SPEAKER_07]: Anytime they ask me to do something, they don't know who I am, my daddy told me, don't go down there and play smart, go down there and play stupid.
35:03
[SPEAKER_07]: and they gonna teach you everything you need to know and redo it.
35:06
[SPEAKER_07]: By the time they knew it, I had a syndicated show and then they started to discover, you know, do, use the beer!
35:12
[SPEAKER_07]: And then God literally shifted my whole name.
35:15
[SPEAKER_07]: And I have like total total peace in the decision that was made.
35:21
[SPEAKER_07]: And I'm just like trying to go around and everybody, I'm like, yo, I don't know what y'all doing, but man, God is a sustainer.
35:28
[SPEAKER_07]: And then they ain't like what everybody thinks.
35:31
[SPEAKER_07]: Like I still make mistakes.
35:32
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm so imperfect, but it's almost like I'm on an elevator and escalator.
35:37
[SPEAKER_07]: And he continues to put me in the room with the right people.
35:40
[SPEAKER_07]: When I said you at the car wash, believe it or not, three days before then I was on street nine, four or five, and I said this is never changing.
35:50
[SPEAKER_07]: I forgot what you were saying, but everybody else is being funny, but you were serious, who wouldn't have joked to you.
35:55
[SPEAKER_07]: They thought it was a joke to make fun of whoever.
35:57
[SPEAKER_07]: It might even been dead here, so I don't know what it was, but you had like a, I was like, oh, yeah, they know joked in here.
36:03
[SPEAKER_01]: Something just, you know, and I do be the last one under.
36:07
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah, you're like, nah, they're not.
36:09
[SPEAKER_07]: Man, you don't know what that man going through.
36:11
[SPEAKER_07]: And that's like, oh, it's hard.
36:12
[SPEAKER_07]: It's shifting and I see him.
36:13
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm like, bro, that's so crazy.
36:15
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, you know what's interesting, man?
36:17
[SPEAKER_01]: People...
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[SPEAKER_01]: When I hear people say, like, I'm changing for the better, right?
36:23
[SPEAKER_01]: It's so interesting to me, because I've been a good person.
36:26
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
36:26
[SPEAKER_01]: Right?
36:27
[SPEAKER_01]: And I...
36:28
[SPEAKER_01]: And I'd be like, what's your mean, I'm probably been on that.
36:30
[SPEAKER_01]: But I had to realize people don't know that.
36:33
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
36:33
[SPEAKER_01]: Because if they didn't want to promote everything, you know, the greater good or my thoughts and my conscience, they don't know that.
36:38
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
36:39
[SPEAKER_01]: I had to come to the conclusion that.
36:44
[SPEAKER_01]: Who you see in the mirror and who they see?
36:48
[SPEAKER_01]: Because you know your truths, you know what I'm saying?
36:52
[SPEAKER_01]: Like, it's so fun, I come in and tell you story right now.
36:54
[SPEAKER_01]: And when I watch y'all do that, there ain't that's crazy.
36:58
[SPEAKER_01]: When I leave, have y'all gonna be like, I believe that ain't it, though.
37:02
[SPEAKER_01]: Because it's so exciting, so far-fetched, so crazy.
37:06
[SPEAKER_01]: And like, and then take people to build around you for a certain amount of time to see certain things.
37:11
[SPEAKER_01]: I can say two words.
37:13
[SPEAKER_01]: And amazing things are just happening.
37:15
[SPEAKER_01]: Wasn't two words to you.
37:19
[SPEAKER_01]: watched it and stuffy happened and I don't see it, I'm like, why, why did?
37:25
[SPEAKER_01]: And something happened here, but I'd be like, why you knew I'd be like, yeah, that's just, I'm just in tune, I'm living in my dorm, you know what I'm saying?
37:34
[SPEAKER_01]: I just feel like man,
37:36
[SPEAKER_01]: I, I, I just want to tell you, I appreciate that for even the knowledge for recognizing because sometimes, man, people will, will praise you for the wrong things and it's too many times.
37:48
[SPEAKER_01]: Other things about you that go on, on spoken up, you know what I'm saying?
37:53
[SPEAKER_01]: It's just like right now, you could have donated a million to charity, all right?
37:59
[SPEAKER_01]: They found out you slapped somebody with a gang on a down Julio Barro.
38:03
[SPEAKER_01]: But yes, everybody know about you.
38:05
[SPEAKER_01]: Everybody know about you.
38:05
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
38:06
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
38:06
[SPEAKER_01]: Nobody know that you gave this money to these communities, these children and you know what I'm saying?
38:12
[SPEAKER_01]: That's just what it is.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You got to understand that because all you did that all cut cool.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Good for you.
38:17
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
38:17
[SPEAKER_01]: When you do something.
38:18
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, you're asking.
38:19
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh.
38:21
[SPEAKER_01]: People want to say, oh.
38:23
[SPEAKER_01]: That's why social media has taken off the way it's taken off now because it put them back in school.
38:28
[SPEAKER_01]: We got to check in.
38:30
[SPEAKER_01]: Everyone, hey, I might not see you today, but you won't come down my time.
38:35
[SPEAKER_01]: I have vice versa.
38:36
[SPEAKER_01]: People get caught up in this whole thing.
38:38
[SPEAKER_01]: That's why you have to be conscious like you were.
38:42
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
38:42
[SPEAKER_01]: You have to be conscious like you were because we don't know what we don't know it's more a little like.
38:46
[SPEAKER_07]: Hey, listen, hate to interrupt this amazing episode.
38:49
[SPEAKER_07]: Let me tell you something, there are so many brands that need a place to land to share their product.
38:57
[SPEAKER_07]: with an audience that actually engages.
39:00
[SPEAKER_07]: I know that there's a lot of people with a lot of numbers, but the beauty about this platform is that we have an audience that is desiring to engage with brands that are closely correlated with love, relationships, and helpful brands that aren't so crazy.
39:15
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39:40
[SPEAKER_07]: Maybe we can work together.
39:41
[SPEAKER_07]: Now, back to the show.
39:42
[SPEAKER_07]: Flutter.
39:43
[SPEAKER_07]: When you,
39:45
[SPEAKER_07]: You had a really great breakthrough.
39:48
[SPEAKER_07]: I had a cute Parker on here, and we talked a little bit about bad boy, him and I, we brought down.
39:54
[SPEAKER_07]: You know, because it's another black man, not guilty and to prove it, proving it different.
39:59
[SPEAKER_07]: When you look at all of the great things that shine is done, do you look at it and see all this stuff that's going on now, knowing that you've had a closely correlated opportunity with him years prior, like you've already spoken to the fact that you never got involved with all this stuff, and that's quite clear.
40:18
[SPEAKER_07]: We cut from a different club.
40:19
[SPEAKER_07]: We were walking like this, I'm right.
40:22
[SPEAKER_07]: But what do you feel now with this very intentional thing that they're doing?
40:29
[SPEAKER_07]: to in my opinion, that got a little bit out of hand and now I could cost him his freedom for the rest of his life.
40:41
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, I have to be as a transparent person as I can with the arm.
40:51
[SPEAKER_01]: I think that, when a man,
40:59
[SPEAKER_01]: is able to intentionally have his way intentionally.
41:09
[SPEAKER_01]: I intentionally want to live a luxurious lifestyle.
41:12
[SPEAKER_01]: I intentionally want to be one of the biggest to ever do this.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I intentionally want to be a gatekeeper.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I intentionally want to be someone who's going to be considered wealthy and not rich.
41:24
[SPEAKER_01]: When someone lives that type of lifestyle, a lot of times,
41:31
[SPEAKER_01]: it's hard for them to really see that hold up, wait a minute, moment.
41:37
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
41:39
[SPEAKER_01]: Because you're so powerful that certain things just don't apply to you.
41:45
[SPEAKER_01]: Get everybody to that.
41:47
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
41:49
[SPEAKER_01]: And sometimes, I think that I don't want to see it like this, but I got to see it like this.
41:58
[SPEAKER_01]: I don't want to see it like this, but I got to see it like this.
42:00
[SPEAKER_01]: Sometimes God will use certain people as an example, and that's a testament for tomorrow.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You understand?
42:13
[SPEAKER_01]: Because think of your testament, you know, for your viewership, for you to have a fan base, for your other people who acknowledge you consistently, somebody's following your journey.
42:23
[SPEAKER_01]: Someone has been changed by,
42:27
[SPEAKER_01]: Something you said, but because of your journey, you was able to say that.
42:34
[SPEAKER_01]: Somebody's gonna be touched by this situation with Daddy, with a good or bad.
42:40
[SPEAKER_01]: Profile, or a little decrease.
42:46
[SPEAKER_01]: Somebody's gonna be affected by it, right?
42:49
[SPEAKER_01]: And down the line, 10 years, 20 years from now, somebody's gonna have to talk back about this moment.
42:57
[SPEAKER_01]: And if, if, if, if, if, if, if, if, if they say like this, but I got to say like this, if God had not allowed this man to be in this fire, then the, the testament is going to confirm this, the stories, the, the course correction for those who are watching and not realizing like, oh, it would not happen in the future.
43:26
[SPEAKER_01]: a lot of times we cry, we grieve because someone dies, right?
43:36
[SPEAKER_01]: And that's only because in our mind, we know that they will not be here from this point moving forward.
43:44
[SPEAKER_01]: And your imagination was just these thoughts that would shoot your predictions.
43:50
[SPEAKER_01]: your predictions told you that that person would be there in the future and the reality of
43:59
[SPEAKER_01]: their expiration tells you that that's not the case anymore.
44:03
[SPEAKER_01]: That's a hard pill to swallow.
44:05
[SPEAKER_01]: So now you have to start this recollection process of everything you ever dealt with with that person in these moments and you can't believe that these moments would never happen again in this person when I grow with you as you go that way and now it looks like you're going to go this way and that person is getting left that way and that hurts.
44:24
[SPEAKER_01]: because we are so sold on the future of what we predict and every day we try to say how life is going to be and we are going to not realize in that people always tell us never look back and I don't want to listen to anybody that tells me to never look back because that is the only truth that we have on past.
44:43
[SPEAKER_02]: Everything else is a root.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Everything else is a figment of your work.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Imagination.
44:55
[SPEAKER_01]: we are willing to grieve for something that we have only predicted.
45:01
[SPEAKER_01]: You hear what I'm saying?
45:03
[SPEAKER_01]: You grieve about something that you actually had.
45:06
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
45:07
[SPEAKER_01]: It's like having the money today, right?
45:13
[SPEAKER_01]: And you you agree because you don't have the money.
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[SPEAKER_01]: tomorrow.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But, she'll be happy that you got the money.
45:22
[SPEAKER_01]: You got what you got out of that life of this person when you're leaving behind.
45:25
[SPEAKER_01]: You ain't really leaving them behind.
45:26
[SPEAKER_01]: You ain't really leaving them behind.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Not for real.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's just going forward.
45:32
[SPEAKER_01]: They won't be there.
45:34
[SPEAKER_01]: As long as they're in your mind and you're hard, they're with you, you know what I'm saying?
45:38
[SPEAKER_01]: And that's just the reality of what it is, man.
45:41
[SPEAKER_01]: That's all you got, the truth.
45:42
[SPEAKER_01]: And I settle for the truth.
45:46
[SPEAKER_01]: I was settled for the truth, then settle for a lie about tomorrow.
45:50
[SPEAKER_07]: I do believe that with this diddy thing, I think a lot of people who see this now, they're gonna be like, you know what?
45:56
[SPEAKER_07]: I got to slow up.
45:57
[SPEAKER_07]: There'll be some course correction.
45:59
[SPEAKER_07]: There'll be some changes.
46:02
[SPEAKER_01]: Why are you in that arm moment?
46:03
[SPEAKER_01]: Hold on.
46:04
[SPEAKER_01]: Please, just can't get some deodorant.
46:08
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm over here, smell like pop-out, you guys.
46:10
[SPEAKER_07]: No, I thought we'd buy the land of planes.
46:11
[SPEAKER_07]: We'd buy the land of planes, they give me, they give me the boop boop boop boop.
46:14
[SPEAKER_07]: They give me the boop boop, they give me the boop boop.
46:15
[SPEAKER_01]: I didn't put their deodorant on, I feel bad.
46:18
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, I smell, I mean that.
46:20
[SPEAKER_06]: It was like, I smell, me now.
46:22
[SPEAKER_01]: Damn.
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[SPEAKER_06]: So?
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[SPEAKER_06]: I smell, I smell, me now.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I smell, me now, I smell, me now.
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[UNKNOWN]: It's hot, man.
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[SPEAKER_07]: No, but I think I do think that this is a valuable moment and a lesson that people are gonna learn.
46:35
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm gonna be honest with you, man.
46:36
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm so grateful that you give the people opportunity to just kind of share sides that people in your intimate circle get the opportunity to know, you know, she, like, all the way.
46:47
[SPEAKER_07]: She's been pro.
46:48
[SPEAKER_07]: St. Louis don't really rock with nobody in the list, they 100, they get rich, you so fast, they be like, hey, bro, that man ain't, and for years and years, man, it is always been nothing but
46:59
[SPEAKER_07]: And I'm grateful for the father that you are getting an opportunity to see your children grow and go.
47:05
[SPEAKER_07]: Thank you for that you took the time to get off the road and do some get stable with radio and sponsors and letting them bring that bag right on the end.
47:16
[SPEAKER_07]: And just the bravery and courage you have to give parts of your life to a franchise that can sometimes be embarrassing and never getting through it.
47:23
[SPEAKER_07]: I tell you, that's your old grace bro, and I'm grateful that you were out with.
47:27
[SPEAKER_07]: They're gonna look like what you've been through.
47:29
[SPEAKER_01]: You still look good too, man.
47:31
[SPEAKER_01]: I appreciate that, bro.
47:32
[SPEAKER_01]: I love that.
47:32
[SPEAKER_01]: Come on.
47:33
[SPEAKER_01]: It'd be some days, man.
47:34
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
47:35
[SPEAKER_01]: It'd be some days, man.
47:35
[SPEAKER_01]: I mean, a lot to you.
47:36
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, I'm saying because I'm gonna tell you the moments when you realize you're blessed.
47:44
[SPEAKER_01]: You say the moments when you realize you're blessed, when you realize you're repeating something over and over again that you love to do.
47:54
[SPEAKER_01]: That's what kind of just talked about it when you couldn't, you know, when I wake up some days and I'd be like, oh, sorry, that bad.
47:57
[SPEAKER_01]: I love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you a lot of people love you
48:16
[SPEAKER_01]: It's moments, my team will be around me, and I don't know what that hell I'm smiling for.
48:20
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
48:20
[SPEAKER_01]: They think I'm laughing about something in the moment.
48:23
[SPEAKER_01]: And I'm actually probably the most frustrated person on Earth at that moment.
48:27
[SPEAKER_01]: And they have no clue because I never shared with them, but I'm a share today.
48:31
[SPEAKER_01]: It's often times where I am in a dark place.
48:37
[SPEAKER_01]: And they never know it.
48:39
[SPEAKER_01]: And the only reason I'm in a dark place because I know that there are people who deserve to be.
48:45
[SPEAKER_01]: in the better place.
48:47
[SPEAKER_01]: These people that I root for, that I want to be in the better place, I want to see a lot of people in the better place.
48:52
[SPEAKER_01]: And because I'm so empathetic, that being empathetic, you know, is an impact.
49:00
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, yeah.
49:01
[SPEAKER_01]: And I take one of the people's stuff, and I'm going to take it on, be like, ah, right now, man, I want to be like, hold up, bro.
49:09
[SPEAKER_01]: Like what?
49:10
[SPEAKER_01]: They were like,
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[SPEAKER_01]: Take that off before me and I'm like, take what I'll do, take that out there.
49:14
[SPEAKER_01]: Did you get, okay, hold on.
49:16
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
49:16
[SPEAKER_01]: Then when I say, though, I'd be like, what, what, what?
49:19
[SPEAKER_01]: And my cousin's been like that, ain't got none to do with you.
49:24
[SPEAKER_01]: That's weird.
49:25
[SPEAKER_01]: But because you choose to try, you take it on.
49:30
[SPEAKER_01]: And that's okay.
49:34
[SPEAKER_01]: But when you go looking in the mirror, you've been doing what you're supposed to do.
49:40
[SPEAKER_01]: You ain't way you have for no reason.
49:42
[SPEAKER_01]: You made a lot of sacrifices too.
49:44
[SPEAKER_01]: A lot of the people along the way with you made out of understood those sacrifices.
49:48
[SPEAKER_01]: A lot of people along the way made of felt that they were supposed to have a certain type of path, a journey, and God saw differently.
49:55
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
49:56
[SPEAKER_01]: I think as humans, we have to understand that, man.
49:59
[SPEAKER_01]: It's just a little body, it's a little rumble.
50:01
[SPEAKER_01]: The little LB and B, we got a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit
50:18
[SPEAKER_07]: My dad's 94.
50:19
[SPEAKER_01]: 94, that's a beautiful time brother.
50:21
[SPEAKER_01]: Congratulations to you and your family.
50:23
[SPEAKER_01]: That's what's up man.
50:24
[SPEAKER_01]: Tell me what's up with the other one.
50:25
[SPEAKER_07]: Bad, you already know him.
50:25
[SPEAKER_07]: But if you tell my dad, hey, yeah, I'm gonna get this song on the other side of my head.
50:31
[SPEAKER_01]: You tell me what's up.
50:32
[SPEAKER_01]: Let me tell you something.
50:34
[SPEAKER_01]: To live 100 years is remarkable.
50:36
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
50:36
[SPEAKER_01]: Just 94, that's not, that ain't all here about a big old car, right?
50:42
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
50:44
[SPEAKER_01]: But a man comes to a day, a man a woman,
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[SPEAKER_01]: a transition and we feel like a hundred years a long time.
50:56
[SPEAKER_01]: We have some other 113 people like that, yeah.
51:01
[SPEAKER_01]: How long on the moon and the sun been around?
51:04
[SPEAKER_01]: And tell me a day you've seen since you've been alive.
51:06
[SPEAKER_01]: How long have you been living?
51:08
[SPEAKER_01]: A lot of years.
51:09
[SPEAKER_01]: How many times you've seen the sun take a day off?
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[SPEAKER_07]: You've been taking a day off.
51:13
[SPEAKER_01]: But on the years, eh?
51:17
[SPEAKER_01]: Fifty years, eh?
51:20
[SPEAKER_01]: So while we hear this little Airbnb by the that God let us hold on to for the time we heal make the best to everything man you ain't got time to be worried about this is that you had that embarrassing moment we talked to our early I'm gonna it's cuz it's the reason why use that word so much now because embarrassment will help you embrace life embarrassment will teach you better than anything anything
51:46
[SPEAKER_01]: because you could do stuff right all the time.
51:48
[SPEAKER_01]: You like it?
51:48
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, this is how I supposed to be when I do it right.
51:51
[SPEAKER_01]: But if you ain't never did it wrong and felt that embarrassing that cause it could break that could break you.
51:55
[SPEAKER_01]: That very thing could break you.
51:57
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what I'm saying?
51:58
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, make the best of this time.
52:00
[SPEAKER_01]: Make the best of it all.
52:02
[SPEAKER_01]: To end about what came around me.
52:03
[SPEAKER_01]: Man, I encourage you.
52:04
[SPEAKER_01]: I challenge you man.
52:07
[SPEAKER_01]: If you already 20, it ain't guaranteed you even live another 20 years.
52:11
[SPEAKER_01]: If you already 50, I don't think I got to have more of the conversation, unless you will live more than it is, you know what I'm saying?
52:19
[SPEAKER_01]: So I want to say this, challenge yourself, challenge yourself, challenge yourself, man, because it's often times we sit and we get phone calls about people who we lose and like them and I can't believe it.
52:31
[SPEAKER_01]: We all gonna go, you too.
52:35
[SPEAKER_01]: We all gonna go one day.
52:37
[SPEAKER_01]: So why do you have the time to be who you wanna be?
52:40
[SPEAKER_01]: Just go be who you wanna be, man.
52:43
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm talking about, if you feel like you're chasing the wrong goal and you really wanna re-wrote, don't be afraid to re-wrote, don't be afraid to change.
52:54
[SPEAKER_01]: You did it, I did it, yeah.
52:57
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm good now.
52:59
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm good now.
53:01
[SPEAKER_01]: I walk in, you got an old team in the other.
53:03
[SPEAKER_01]: Yes, sir, Mr. Moore, I had some tea.
53:06
[SPEAKER_01]: I was like, oh, the one.
53:07
[SPEAKER_01]: What this is, she's like, some water.
53:09
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh.
53:11
[SPEAKER_01]: You served me a water in the willing mud mud, love you mud.
53:15
[SPEAKER_01]: That's beautiful, man.
53:16
[SPEAKER_01]: You gotta go live your life.
53:17
[SPEAKER_01]: So to the audience, man, I know I'm talking a little bit.
53:20
[SPEAKER_01]: When I get these moments, I take them, because a lot of the time I was, I won't.
53:23
[SPEAKER_07]: Yeah, I appreciate you taking them on me.
53:26
[SPEAKER_07]: A lot of people who don't do what we do, don't realize how much brain work you take to commute for four hours or five hours.
53:33
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm a great man.
53:34
[SPEAKER_07]: In drops and breaks and sponsors.
53:36
[SPEAKER_07]: And you're like, why are you doing this just talking?
53:38
[SPEAKER_01]: I will come do it.
53:40
[SPEAKER_07]: Exactly.
53:41
[SPEAKER_07]: I'll listen to it from that microphone, man.
53:43
[SPEAKER_07]: And another, I'm talking about...
53:45
[SPEAKER_07]: Or do it and be like, hey, bro, can you come back like if I just let the co-host do it there by, bro, you got to come back, man.
53:50
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm a tassel, dude.
53:52
[SPEAKER_01]: Man, I brought somebody in on my show, one more in the man.
53:54
[SPEAKER_01]: I don't even say this person like him.
53:59
[SPEAKER_01]: I could do this, I got it.
54:00
[SPEAKER_01]: Okay, man.
54:01
[SPEAKER_01]: Here's a little suggestion.
54:02
[SPEAKER_03]: I got it.
54:06
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm talking about looking like everything.
54:09
[SPEAKER_01]: No, she was so beautiful and just right.
54:12
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm like, if she,
54:14
[SPEAKER_01]: If she could do this, it's a wrap.
54:17
[SPEAKER_01]: She's, she got, you know what?
54:19
[SPEAKER_01]: You know what you read, what's the acronyms?
54:23
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
54:24
[SPEAKER_01]: Was the acronyms?
54:25
[SPEAKER_01]: When we break it down, like LOM, yeah.
54:31
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, live radio.
54:33
[SPEAKER_06]: Oh, that's already.
54:35
[SPEAKER_01]: She's reading a story.
54:36
[SPEAKER_06]: Yeah.
54:39
[SPEAKER_01]: And she reads out as M.
54:45
[SPEAKER_01]: F. H. I'm on a radio.
54:51
[SPEAKER_01]: I say, hey, you can't say, she said what?
54:54
[SPEAKER_01]: All I said was shaking my mouth.
55:00
[SPEAKER_01]: To produce like.
55:01
[SPEAKER_07]: Come on, Paul.
55:02
[SPEAKER_01]: Pete.
55:02
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm looking.
55:04
[SPEAKER_01]: Now, she's probably sitting there for me all day.
55:07
[SPEAKER_01]: Just the first five minutes.
55:09
[SPEAKER_01]: She said, yeah, I mean, I quit.
55:12
[SPEAKER_01]: It's like, for me, I'ma just go rap.
55:16
[SPEAKER_01]: Go rap.
55:18
[SPEAKER_01]: Go rap, my child.
55:20
[SPEAKER_01]: It's not hard.
55:21
[SPEAKER_01]: It's not hard to hope.
55:22
[SPEAKER_01]: I couldn't believe she said the twice.
55:25
[SPEAKER_01]: No, I did.
55:25
[SPEAKER_01]: I said, I said, I didn't do the same, too.
55:28
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm like, who sent you up here?
55:31
[UNKNOWN]: Girl.
55:32
[SPEAKER_01]: But I love doing what I do, man.
55:35
[SPEAKER_01]: And congratulations again to you all.
55:36
[SPEAKER_01]: I'll just say it's bro, man, because I'm telling the idea of something to see somebody.
55:42
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, I see, I see the attempt made all the time.
55:47
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
55:47
[SPEAKER_01]: And people just don't spill.
55:49
[SPEAKER_01]: Why?
55:51
[SPEAKER_01]: People just don't spill.
55:52
[SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
55:53
[SPEAKER_01]: Like, down.
55:55
[SPEAKER_01]: Then five years, six years, you're like, I forgot about my soberer.
56:01
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, I look, well, right.
56:04
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, it's to be expectant if you ain't, you know?
56:08
[SPEAKER_07]: Man, listen.
56:10
[SPEAKER_07]: We went and listened to two on the love you more audience.
56:13
[SPEAKER_07]: Glad you got an opportunity to hang out with myself and young Jack.
56:16
[SPEAKER_07]: Do me a favor if you don't mind.
56:19
[SPEAKER_07]: Can you click to, click to, yeah, there you go.
56:23
[SPEAKER_07]: Hey family, listen, I'm a land displaying.
56:25
[SPEAKER_07]: Can you do me a favor?
56:25
[SPEAKER_07]: Can you subscribe to this channel?
56:27
[SPEAKER_07]: What I think I heard and you guys can correct me if I'm wrong in the comments.
56:31
[SPEAKER_07]: I think I heard that there is a man who was a young man
56:39
[SPEAKER_07]: who made a decision very early that that was something bigger and better for his life despite of the things that he went through.
56:46
[SPEAKER_07]: What I think I heard was a man who had a level of success that garnered international success, but yet he was still in the frame to pivot and do exactly what he needed to do.
56:56
[SPEAKER_07]: What I think I think you saw today is that
57:00
[SPEAKER_07]: It rings true that when the Bible says that the judge shall live by faith, it means that essentially you are going to have to continue to take face steps no matter how established you are.
57:11
[SPEAKER_07]: And all of us have a story.
57:12
[SPEAKER_07]: The beauty of every story is that your story is not for you.
57:15
[SPEAKER_07]: literally going through uncoupling and divorce.
57:17
[SPEAKER_07]: I remember just how crazy it was sitting on the top floor of my penthouse looking over me at time and thinking to myself, this is the emptiness I have ever felt.
57:26
[SPEAKER_07]: This is the most embarrassing moment that I've ever felt.
57:28
[SPEAKER_07]: There's blogs and videos and people texting and I just had to turn my phone off.
57:33
[SPEAKER_07]: I just wanted to scream but I had no idea five years later that I were walking to a Starbucks three weeks ago.
57:38
[SPEAKER_07]: And I see a gentleman and he, he on look as cold as he traditionally looks when I seen him in a gym in the bin awhile and I go over there and he says, man, my life going crazy, people with a firm are family and literally everything that he said was something that I had been through five years prior.
57:54
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm not saying that to be impressive but to impress a point upon you that everything that you going through right now may not be for you is because God has trusted you with it.
58:03
[SPEAKER_07]: Maybe it's a trust for you that you don't even have for yourself.
58:06
[SPEAKER_07]: You know why?
58:07
[SPEAKER_07]: Because God knows that once you get on the other side of this obstacle, on the other side of this hurdle, on the other side of this transition, that there's an awesome testimony that's going to come out of your life.
58:16
[SPEAKER_07]: Here's the thing, the Bible declares this, that people have overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of your testimony.
58:22
[SPEAKER_07]: The question becomes,
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[SPEAKER_07]: Are you willing to go through the test?
58:26
[SPEAKER_07]: So you can get the prefix to money because every test has a testimony.
58:30
[SPEAKER_07]: So I'm challenging you in this moment to say this.
58:33
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm going through hell and hell water right now, but it won't always be like this.
58:38
[SPEAKER_07]: Use declarations.
58:39
[SPEAKER_07]: My list self, when I have $2 and 2 nickels to come together, I was still speaking that I was the head and not the tail, that I'm the lender and not the borrowers that I'm above and not beneath.
58:48
[SPEAKER_07]: And even to this day, I wake up every single day and say, I'm a will, I'm well equipped.
58:53
[SPEAKER_07]: And I'm here for duty, God, do whatever you need to do.
58:55
[SPEAKER_07]: I'm smart, I'm intelligent, I'm love, care for honor, trust that I am a faithful man.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I'm a faithful brother.
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[SPEAKER_07]: I'm a faithful friend.
59:03
[SPEAKER_07]: and good things that happen to me.
59:04
[SPEAKER_07]: I ain't never had it so good.
59:07
[SPEAKER_07]: You say, well, you say all that stuff to yourself, yeah, because the world won't tell me everything I'm not.
59:11
[SPEAKER_07]: But my body believes what I say more than it believes the world, the question becomes, will you change yourself talk, get through this test?
59:19
[SPEAKER_07]: So the world can enjoy your testimony.
59:21
[SPEAKER_07]: sub to you.
59:22
[SPEAKER_07]: Put it in the chat.
59:23
[SPEAKER_07]: Number two of you going to do it.
59:24
[SPEAKER_07]: I said number two because give what?
59:26
[SPEAKER_07]: That's going to give you peace.
59:27
[SPEAKER_07]: And I did claim that you're going to have peace.
59:29
[SPEAKER_07]: That's what passes I'll understand.
59:31
[SPEAKER_07]: All right?
59:31
[SPEAKER_07]: Subscribe to the channel and don't forget to love you more.
59:35
[SPEAKER_07]: Fly down.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Love you more.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Love you more.