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We Talk Back Replay* | Bring Back Shame · We Talk Back

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  Speaker 1: Welcome to We Talk Back podcast, the production of iHeartRadio
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  Speaker 1: and the Black Effect Networks Talk Talk Talk.
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  Speaker 2: We're just two unapologetically black women with an opinion who
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  Speaker 2: talks back.
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  Speaker 1: What's up, y'all? Thank you for turning that for a
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  Speaker 1: new episode of We Talk Fat, a show dedicated to
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  Speaker 1: you big back, burly and slim bitches. Okay, this is
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  Speaker 1: your co host AJ Holidays Up Tampa.
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  Speaker 2: Everybody in between. She said that because we just got
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  Speaker 2: finished talk about this bitch. We ain't gonna tell you
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  Speaker 2: all which bitch, but one of them, one of them bitches, girl.
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  Speaker 1: But I want to be one of them bitches in
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  Speaker 1: between for the rest of my life. Okay, so that's
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  Speaker 1: my goal.
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  Speaker 2: Yes, I've been. I've been on every area of the spectrum.
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  Speaker 2: I've been a big back, burly bitch. I've been a
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  Speaker 2: skinny bitch and now finally visiting the in between. Kind
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  Speaker 2: of my back still kind of linebackery, but it's getting smaller.
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  Speaker 1: I've been a skitty bitch since like two thousand and bitch,
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  Speaker 1: when I was living in Columbia. Once upon a time,
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  Speaker 1: I had got real slim on them bitches. Even when
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  Speaker 1: I lived in Saint Louis. I was slim and healing,
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  Speaker 1: and I came back South with all the bullshitsing.
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  Speaker 2: Rice out this movie.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, when I'm isolated someplace by myself, I be looking
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  Speaker 1: my best. It's like, as soon did you start being
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  Speaker 1: around motherfuckers.
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  Speaker 2: Social drinking all the time, eating, listen, I'm I think
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  Speaker 2: I'm in my I'm in the best shape I've been
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  Speaker 2: in in a long time. And I ain't had no
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  Speaker 2: dick all year lost, And I think that might be
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  Speaker 2: a correlation between the two.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, because now I really do. And you know that
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  Speaker 1: sexual energy goes into your creative energy, so you just
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  Speaker 1: did a little swap out, and now you're more focused
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  Speaker 1: without dick cloud in your brain and dealing with men.
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  Speaker 1: I saw Drezy, one of my favorite rappers. She was
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  Speaker 1: on Poor Minds and she was saying how she hadn't
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  Speaker 1: had sex in two months. And you know, the thing
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  Speaker 1: people don't realize is that, like sex is the easy part.
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  Speaker 1: It's like really getting to know the motherfucker, really finding
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  Speaker 1: out people, antics and all the bullshit. That's the hard part,
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  Speaker 1: and that takes time. So that's why it's okay to
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  Speaker 1: wait sometimes should I think the older we get. The
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  Speaker 1: longer you be waiting to small, I don't even be
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  Speaker 1: I'd be good, okay. I don't gotta smash all the time,
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  Speaker 1: especially when you guys.
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  Speaker 2: I miss it. I watched this dude on Snapchat and
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  Speaker 2: he posts his dick every morning, and I that's my
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  Speaker 2: morning affirmation.
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  Speaker 1: That's so you be thinking, be at the gym, spend
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  Speaker 1: spend classic with the beat of the song.
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  Speaker 2: I miss it, but it's okay. I'll be fine with
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  Speaker 2: out it till I meet me a nice, a proper suitor.
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  Speaker 2: That's what I'm waiting on, the proper suitor. Shame and
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  Speaker 2: not a moment before let's get in this. Oh wait,
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  Speaker 2: your weekend? I do shit?
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  Speaker 1: What did I do this weekend?
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  Speaker 2: It was sinkle day drinko yeah.
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  Speaker 1: Not single to drink sing not. I ain't do nothing.
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  Speaker 1: I didn't even go off a single de mayo. I
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  Speaker 1: think Saturday was raining real hard. I'd be renegging a lot, man.
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  Speaker 1: It was so many different things to do this weekend.
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  Speaker 1: Last weekend, I just didn't do anything. This weekend. They
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  Speaker 1: had like a little Greek festival, so I might go
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  Speaker 1: check that out in the city, but.
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  Speaker 2: I didn't. I went out Friday night I met some
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  Speaker 2: friends at a bar for a couple of drinks, but
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  Speaker 2: I was home by eleven. I drank so much the
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  Speaker 2: weekend before while we was in Atlanta, Like, I feel
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  Speaker 2: like I drank Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Then I drink
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  Speaker 2: on Tuesday. Then I drink again on Thursday. I was like,
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  Speaker 2: I don't care what holiday it is this weekend, I
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  Speaker 2: cannot drink another. And then I still drink on Friday
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  Speaker 2: a little bit, so I was like, Saturday, Sunday, I'm
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  Speaker 2: not I don't care what holiday it is. I don't
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  Speaker 2: want no more.
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  Speaker 1: I can't do it no more, y'all. I've been buying
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  Speaker 1: Costco brand tequila. Tell me had that ship when she
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  Speaker 1: came down here.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, it's good all day. The next sick, I was
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  Speaker 2: sick to cut.
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  Speaker 1: Your eyes and smoking to see I gotta choose one.
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  Speaker 1: I can't do both ever, okay, and then I always
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  Speaker 1: do both. Yeah, you be tripping.
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  Speaker 2: I always do both, but that Costco brand and that
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  Speaker 2: nigga hurt.
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  Speaker 1: The next day, Kirkland Costco Kirkland brand. That should be
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  Speaker 1: good as hell. You can get the anaijo okay to
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  Speaker 1: kill it for thirty dollars. I like it.
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  Speaker 2: It was, I mean with down smooth.
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  Speaker 1: You know a lot of times you just gotta used
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  Speaker 1: the back afrough math to drinking. You gotta get that
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  Speaker 1: stuff out your body after you finish drinking. So if
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  Speaker 1: you don't pass a by movement, it'd be like stuck
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  Speaker 1: in you.
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  Speaker 2: Typically, if I eat something greasy and drink a bunch
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  Speaker 2: of water before I go to bed, I'll be okay
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  Speaker 2: the next day. But if I if I'm eating like
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  Speaker 2: how I'm eating now, it's all bad the next day.
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  Speaker 2: Life feel like you need to be over.
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  Speaker 1: Y'all mn, just better stop trying to act like y'all
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  Speaker 1: young man. Listen, my body does not process alcohol well
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  Speaker 1: like I be really fucked up. I'll ruin my whole
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  Speaker 1: next day because a three drinks. So my max like
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  Speaker 1: nowadays is like two drinks. That's it. That's who drinks. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: that's enough to where the drunk people around me don't
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  Speaker 1: annoy me. I'm enough, Like I got enough in my
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  Speaker 1: system to deal with somebody else's drunkenness.
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  Speaker 2: That's all you drink when you go out is too drink.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't. I can't drink too much, man, I can't.
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  Speaker 1: I don't be feeling good. We literally poison ourselves.
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  Speaker 2: It's poison, damn just as get out and live a
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  Speaker 2: little Wait a minute, hold on before it's a whole
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  Speaker 2: big world out there for you to fuck up in.
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  Speaker 1: Hold on before we get into stupid internet news. Did
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  Speaker 1: you see how see I didn't realize this that poetic
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  Speaker 1: justice coincide with Boys in the Hood. Did you realize that?
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  Speaker 2: I did? I didn't. I felt like it did. It's
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  Speaker 2: all some of the same bitches in the same neighborhood,
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  Speaker 2: the same it felt It felt the same. It felt
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  Speaker 2: like the same and uh.
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  Speaker 1: The character that Regina King plays, she was like, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna guess so and so the same niggas from
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  Speaker 1: the cookout on Boys in the Hood to beat your ass.
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  Speaker 1: That was funny. I did. I didn't realize.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, I didn't. I didn't realize that. But it felt
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  Speaker 2: like the same group of people, right did it?
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  Speaker 1: Not know? It was just one person that was from
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  Speaker 1: the other movie, which was Regina King. Everybody else, the characters.
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  Speaker 2: It seemed like the same around the same time, the
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  Speaker 2: same neighborhood.
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  Speaker 1: Right. No, No, I never didn't feel like I never
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  Speaker 1: made that connection. Until I saw that shit on social media.
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  Speaker 1: You learn something new every day.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, let's get into sis. What happened girl all the show?
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  Speaker 1: Oh that's what I did do this weekend? Okay, wait,
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  Speaker 1: just these niggas had me in a choke hold on
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  Speaker 1: Instagram and between Instagram, YouTube, the blogs, trying to see
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  Speaker 1: who responded, who said what. So let's run through right quick,
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  Speaker 1: just the chain of events from this last weekend. Y'all.
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  Speaker 2: She talking about Kendred Lamar and dre Yes.
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  Speaker 1: These niggas, one of them is a nigga appearing.
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  Speaker 2: That shit had me stressed. I was I had to
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  Speaker 2: log out of everybody, the whole world. I had to
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  Speaker 2: log out. I was like this, I cannot consume much more.
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  Speaker 1: Y'all, we gotta we talked back group chat. Okay, it's
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  Speaker 1: us and our producers, and this bitch got out. I
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  Speaker 1: had to create a whole separate account, a separate text thread,
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  Speaker 1: so you know we can live over there. But one
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  Speaker 1: motherfucker accidentally said one extra thing and bitch left the
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  Speaker 1: group like I did.
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  Speaker 2: And oh fucking and that's what I said, sim one
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  Speaker 2: before it happened. I said, sim war more more motherfucking thing.
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  Speaker 2: And see if I don't leave this group by Felipe
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  Speaker 2: extent stage left.
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  Speaker 1: What team y'all think, tamy On, I.
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  Speaker 2: Don't have a team.
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  Speaker 1: You got a team.
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  Speaker 2: Listen, listen. You know if I was on the team,
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  Speaker 2: it would be Team Drake. But then it got too dark.
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  Speaker 2: All of it got too dark, and now I don't.
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  Speaker 2: I'm on team j Cole. As much as I love Drake,
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  Speaker 2: I'm TMJ Cole. Like pedophilia, child molestation, domestic violence, colorism.
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  Speaker 2: It was just too much darkness. It was it was
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  Speaker 2: too dark for me. Okay, No, I'm in the gym.
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  Speaker 2: I'm on a light plane right now. I feel I
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  Speaker 2: have too much endorphins for this.
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  Speaker 1: I yeah, that girl, I dwell with the both. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: light and dark over here. That's what self awareness is
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  Speaker 1: when I know she can get stupid if needby and
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  Speaker 1: otherwise I'm here. Okay, but yeah, Okay, So now this
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  Speaker 1: whole shit been going on, Like I know for a
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  Speaker 1: fact that there are some things that are not I
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  Speaker 1: don't know for a fact. I'm just saying, okay, I'm
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  Speaker 1: speculating there has to be more going on behind the
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  Speaker 1: scenes than just these songs. Okay, because there was a
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  Speaker 1: lot of vitrioll that came out in those last two
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  Speaker 1: songs from Drake and from Kendrick Lamar. So from what
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  Speaker 1: we know right the public the ship started on October sixth,
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  Speaker 1: were first person shooting with Drake and J Cole. This
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  Speaker 1: is where j Cole, I don't respect how he bowed
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  Speaker 1: out because why you even on that song if you
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  Speaker 1: cool with Kendrick Lamar, Because that whole song was like
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  Speaker 1: a big shot at a bunch of different people. Drake
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  Speaker 1: was pop pop pop pop pop. Everybody okay with lyrics
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  Speaker 1: of course. Okay, right, So just March twenty seven this year, now,
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  Speaker 1: Kendrick Lamar's features on Future, on Yeah Future's song like That, Okay,
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  Speaker 1: everybody was going wild. I even made a little Gemini
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  Speaker 1: post listen. I trust Geminis, I trust their judgment because
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  Speaker 1: I know you about to go through the whole town
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  Speaker 1: everything that has no no, no, no no. We don't have to,
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  Speaker 1: but I mean, everybody know the last couple of days
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  Speaker 1: We're songs, the last two songs not like us Okay,
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  Speaker 1: we got a club banger for the summer, okay, and
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  Speaker 1: then the Heart part six Drake was his response to
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  Speaker 1: like that, Actually three dis not like Us? Three three
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  Speaker 1: dis tracks later, No, not like us? Was j Cole
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  Speaker 1: the fuck not like Us? Kendrick Lamar and then.
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  Speaker 2: The Heart part six was the response.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, so he basically sold Kendrick Lamar's songs too, because
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  Speaker 1: Kendrick Lamar has the Heart one through five, So Drake
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  Speaker 1: stole his songside the part So, I just felt like
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  Speaker 1: Drake did a lot of a lot of explaining on
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  Speaker 1: the part six. Now shit has gotten real because now
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  Speaker 1: somebody has shot a security guard in front of Drake's
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  Speaker 1: Toronto mansion. Okay, So I didn't feel like she could
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  Speaker 1: get like to that type of beef. And I don't
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  Speaker 1: think it's them, Okay, I think we have to. They
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  Speaker 1: need to take into a sideration that it's crazy people
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  Speaker 1: out here who takes this entertainment and go left with it.
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  Speaker 2: All everybody's porn and feeding this dark energy. They're feeding it,
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  Speaker 2: feeding it.
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  Speaker 1: Feed It doesn't feel dark to me though it doesn't.
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  Speaker 1: It really doesn't. The thing is is that.
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  Speaker 2: Pedophilia, child molestation, domestic violence that don't feel dark to you.
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  Speaker 1: We live in America where trafficking that stuff has always
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  Speaker 1: been an industry in America. But it also needs to
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  Speaker 1: be It needs to come to the light. It should
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  Speaker 1: no longer be taboo. So somebody is dwelling in that
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  Speaker 1: type of darkness, they do need to be ostracized, they
• 12:01
  Speaker 1: do need to be put out on Front Street. I
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  Speaker 1: don't think that's something that a real nigga would just
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  Speaker 1: say about somebody with no merit. I just don't think so.
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  Speaker 2: I agree, but I don't think music is the way
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  Speaker 2: people dancing. And he's a pet of dancing in the
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  Speaker 2: club to the song. That's not That's not how it
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  Speaker 2: should be brought to the lions.
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  Speaker 1: Actually, you're freaking six six and nine, god, six and god.
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  Speaker 2: It should be more. It's a serious thing where you
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  Speaker 2: know you're taking serious action against people who are doing
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  Speaker 2: these things. Not these rap battles are just like blogs
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  Speaker 2: to be. As far as I'm concerned, this ain't nothing
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  Speaker 2: but an episode of Mari. I Actually, I didn't even
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  Speaker 2: listen to drake last song. And y'all know how much
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  Speaker 2: I love Drake. I'm one of Drake's biggest fans in
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  Speaker 2: the world. Okay, and I I left, I left. I
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  Speaker 2: didn't even support the last song because it just was
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  Speaker 2: none of it made me feel good.
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  Speaker 1: You know, so it was a whole two week guy
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  Speaker 1: in between Drake's Drake's song and well Drake's reply to
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  Speaker 1: the the lyric one part of future song was a
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  Speaker 1: whole two weeks. And then Kendrick Lamar came through like
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  Speaker 1: a wrecking ball on last week Monday. Also, you know
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  Speaker 1: right before I guess right before, like that came out
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  Speaker 1: on what day was that?
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  Speaker 3: Hold on?
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  Speaker 1: On the twenty ninth, The Weekend, which is another name
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  Speaker 1: that was dropped through some songs able right, Kendrick Lamar. Actually,
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  Speaker 1: Kendrick Lamar didn't drop the Weekend's name. Drake dropped the
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  Speaker 1: Weekend's name like this In the Weekend. Also, another Canadian
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  Speaker 1: superstar and his coal manager's house was shot up or
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  Speaker 1: the security guard was shot at his house on the
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  Speaker 1: twenty ninth. Also, and this was before all kind of
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  Speaker 1: this is the twenty ninth was when this is way,
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  Speaker 1: this is before all of this shit kind of started
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  Speaker 1: this month anyway, between ninth of April.
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  Speaker 2: I just I just hope don't nobody else get hurt
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  Speaker 2: behind this, because these niggas take these songs real serious.
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  Speaker 1: Even if the people singing them aren't. Yeah, like people,
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  Speaker 1: A lot of there are a lot of grown adults
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  Speaker 1: who don't know the difference between entertainment and and like,
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  Speaker 1: this is not reality.
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  Speaker 2: It don't have Yeah until somebody dies though, like that's
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  Speaker 2: it and then it listen. I left the group chat
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  Speaker 2: because I just was like annoyed with the conversation. I
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  Speaker 2: didn't want no more parts of it. When we talked again,
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  Speaker 2: Taylor was like, Hey, I want you to know I
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  Speaker 2: love you. I'm like, girl, it's not that deep, not bad,
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  Speaker 2: but it's people really out there falling out behind.
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  Speaker 1: Shit like this, girl. This works than in the fucking election,
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  Speaker 1: like I fell out about my mom about who I
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  Speaker 1: voted for, like she might be on Drake's side. This
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  Speaker 1: might be something else to be argued about.
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  Speaker 2: A Yeah, that's what I hope. I hope that people
• 14:58
  Speaker 2: are discussing the election like this. Are we gonna get
• 15:01
  Speaker 2: up in arms and and have a timeline for this election,
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  Speaker 2: because then we might be all right, child motherfuckers don't
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  Speaker 2: care about that.
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  Speaker 1: But everybody beefing. I was looking forward to another response
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  Speaker 1: from Kendrick, but I guess he's probably just let it go,
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  Speaker 1: like Nigga you explaining.
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  Speaker 2: I remember he was waiting for what I can't do
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  Speaker 2: it all on one day. God damn, people need to break.
• 15:27
  Speaker 2: Let's watch the playoffs and then when the playoffs is over,
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  Speaker 2: you drop all right, goddamn shame.
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  Speaker 1: So what else we got going on?
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  Speaker 2: Oh?
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  Speaker 1: Girl dog? So this is still a line, so like
• 15:42
  Speaker 1: along the lines of the shit that's going on with
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  Speaker 1: Drake and Kendrick Lamar. But DJ Vlad had been posting,
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  Speaker 1: and you know, I got some choice words for dj
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  Speaker 1: vladd and I really wish black men would stop sitting
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  Speaker 1: down with him for real.
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  Speaker 4: Man.
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  Speaker 1: Now after this last thing, like, so there's a a
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  Speaker 1: former Princeton University professor commented back to Vlad and told
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  Speaker 1: him basically, stay at a black folks business. He just
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  Speaker 1: started going in, Like, I'm pretty sure a lot of
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  Speaker 1: people was at in him responding to his post or whatever.
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  Speaker 1: I'm trying to figure out why you chose this woman
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  Speaker 1: in particular to go at her job, to go at
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  Speaker 1: her job also, you know what I'm saying, to go
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  Speaker 1: after her livelihood. It just seemed kind of weird to me,
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  Speaker 1: but expected.
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  Speaker 2: He's tried to do. I'm a do a you on you,
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  Speaker 2: That's what he thought he was doing, but it don't work.
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  Speaker 2: The same, baby, No, it don't work the same.
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  Speaker 1: That's what racism is, right, because you have the power
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  Speaker 1: to actually put stuff, put a machine behind your prejudice. Right,
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  Speaker 1: We don't have the power to do that. So you
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  Speaker 1: white man who graduated from an Ivy League school probably
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  Speaker 1: have you. We are well connected and they have planed you.
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  Speaker 1: And I believe in hip hop in the culture. Right,
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  Speaker 1: he's there. He don't even be in studio with these people.
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  Speaker 1: They literally be talking to him over an iPad or
• 17:11
  Speaker 1: a screen because you know, you always just see their faces.
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  Speaker 1: You don't ever see his face in his videos. Why
• 17:17
  Speaker 1: y'all still going over there? It's weird to me. Stop
• 17:21
  Speaker 1: going over there.
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  Speaker 2: Because she said that you weren't black and this was
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  Speaker 2: in a black affair. You really wanted to take her job,
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  Speaker 2: that was what you thought of.
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  Speaker 1: That's and it's because it was Princeton, because if it
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  Speaker 1: was Benedict College, he wouldn't give a fuck. But how
• 17:35
  Speaker 1: dare you, black woman be a fucking professor at an
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  Speaker 1: ivy League college.
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  Speaker 2: How dare you and then tell me I'm white and
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  Speaker 2: this is a black affair.
• 17:44
  Speaker 1: How dare you?
• 17:46
  Speaker 2: No, You're not in But he dou double back and
• 17:48
  Speaker 2: was like, I didn't mean it like that. I wasn't
• 17:50
  Speaker 2: gonna do it. I was just talking about.
• 17:52
  Speaker 1: The damage has already done. And see, that is the
• 17:55
  Speaker 1: same way I feel about how Drake posted those text
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: messages between him him and his mom and called Rick
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: Ross racist. You know what I'm saying. I feel the
• 18:06
  Speaker 1: same exact way, like, who are you signaling when you
• 18:09
  Speaker 1: do that?
• 18:10
  Speaker 2: Cool?
• 18:12
  Speaker 1: We don't want to hear your same nigga no more? Anyway.
• 18:20
  Speaker 1: I feel like he can say it whatever, girl, let
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: him say why he hit that ass?
• 18:24
  Speaker 2: Okay, yep, y'all.
• 18:33
  Speaker 1: Did you see that tom Brady roase the Netflix? Tom
• 18:36
  Speaker 1: Brady rose what I.
• 18:37
  Speaker 2: Had to watch? First of all, that shit was about
• 18:40
  Speaker 2: seventeen hours long. I don't know why it was so
• 18:42
  Speaker 2: fucking long. I had to watch it in three parts.
• 18:45
  Speaker 2: But that shit was fun.
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: I enjoy every bit of.
• 18:51
  Speaker 2: Tom Brady looks so uncomfortable with half of them jokes,
• 18:53
  Speaker 2: and he's just kind of grinn and Berry are kind
• 18:55
  Speaker 2: of grinded because his face so tight. Don't he look
• 18:59
  Speaker 2: like kind of like the America?
• 19:00
  Speaker 1: It's like, yes, he fine, Now he's a nice looking man,
• 19:03
  Speaker 1: but I'm pretty sure he's gotten botox.
• 19:06
  Speaker 2: Oh yeah, and filler and all that he better.
• 19:09
  Speaker 1: Not play with his fucking wife. Man, she a whole witch.
• 19:11
  Speaker 1: He even said it before. And this is what.
• 19:14
  Speaker 2: Yes, well they're getting a divorce. They divorced the divorce,
• 19:19
  Speaker 2: you said his wife.
• 19:20
  Speaker 1: Well, I did say x. I said, Oh, anyway, he
• 19:25
  Speaker 1: better not play with his ex wife because then people
• 19:28
  Speaker 1: played with her all night and she didn't appreciate it either.
• 19:32
  Speaker 2: I would have been mad as hell if I was Jazell.
• 19:34
  Speaker 2: He said. Somebody said, you put the jis in Gazel.
• 19:40
  Speaker 1: Listen, I'm off for jokes, and actually like those that
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: type of joke like Jones in off each of people like,
• 19:46
  Speaker 1: that's my favorite type of comedy.
• 19:48
  Speaker 2: Real me too.
• 19:48
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, because bitch, I got an
• 19:50
  Speaker 1: hour worth of stand up from trying to play with me. Okay,
• 19:53
  Speaker 1: when you chunky with a Jerry Curl in elementary school,
• 19:56
  Speaker 1: you better have fucking jokes, bitch, because after you talk
• 20:01
  Speaker 1: about this juice, bitch, I'm coming for your crackhead ass
• 20:04
  Speaker 1: mama next period. I always had jokes.
• 20:08
  Speaker 2: Like so it's funny and if people like I don't
• 20:14
  Speaker 2: think I'm the type of person who could be roasted
• 20:18
  Speaker 2: like that. Like be the person who everybody came out
• 20:21
  Speaker 2: to roast. I know it's done in love, but I'd
• 20:25
  Speaker 2: be ready to fight.
• 20:26
  Speaker 1: I think it's a whole ritual, y'all know. I go, yeah,
• 20:30
  Speaker 1: I don't think it's not normal to have someone centered
• 20:34
  Speaker 1: in that way and then spew all these ridicules at them.
• 20:37
  Speaker 1: That's what it is in a joking manner. It's not funny.
• 20:41
  Speaker 1: Like it's funny, but it's not funny because it's like
• 20:44
  Speaker 1: you're really telling this person's business in front of a
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: room of people plus the whole world. It's humiliating. It's
• 20:51
  Speaker 1: very humiliating.
• 20:53
  Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, I would have been like, motherfucker, you went
• 20:56
  Speaker 2: too far that time and be fighting.
• 21:00
  Speaker 1: She like, you know how your mama jokes turn into hands.
• 21:03
  Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, absolutely, bitch.
• 21:05
  Speaker 1: I'm catching somebody in the parking lot after the.
• 21:07
  Speaker 2: Netflix special, after durn that shit gonna turn to w
• 21:14
  Speaker 2: W I Will Smith on me, Will Smith walking up
• 21:18
  Speaker 2: on the stage, keep my damn your fucking mouth. Just
• 21:23
  Speaker 2: laugh a bitch real quick.
• 21:27
  Speaker 1: Ah.
• 21:28
  Speaker 2: That's why they don't have that many of them because people,
• 21:31
  Speaker 2: you know, people don't want to participate.
• 21:33
  Speaker 1: In kim K. They got on kim K two mm hmm.
• 21:37
  Speaker 2: You got your ass up on that stage. You were
• 21:40
  Speaker 2: you you had to be open to it.
• 21:41
  Speaker 1: She didn't look comfortable with the jokes that was coming
• 21:44
  Speaker 1: back at her at all. And you got to know
• 21:47
  Speaker 1: all of its scripted. You know what I'm saying. All
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: that shit is fucking scripted because some of the people
• 21:51
  Speaker 1: aren't comedians, like Kim Kardashians is not a comedian.
• 21:54
  Speaker 2: Yeaes, somebody wrote that for her.
• 21:55
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and then the responses that Tom Brady had, He's
• 21:59
  Speaker 1: not a comedian, okay, him talking about Kanye and the
• 22:01
  Speaker 1: kids be home at home with Kanye and all this ship.
• 22:04
  Speaker 1: That's this all fucking scripted, like who Like, it's just
• 22:08
  Speaker 1: weird to me. I don'tould. I would never want to
• 22:10
  Speaker 1: participate in some ship like that because bitch, I might
• 22:11
  Speaker 1: shoot that whole thing up.
• 22:13
  Speaker 2: Me too, pratt.
• 22:18
  Speaker 1: For real.
• 22:19
  Speaker 2: I'd be giggling at first and then and then it's up. Yeah,
• 22:27
  Speaker 2: I can't, bitch, get the sweat up there and swear,
• 22:30
  Speaker 2: oh hell no, she's mad saision.
• 22:32
  Speaker 1: My skin is rice paper, Okay for that ship who
• 22:38
  Speaker 1: he's talking to mad as hell?
• 22:42
  Speaker 2: First joke out say something about my thing is just bitch,
• 22:46
  Speaker 2: I'm about to turn this little funk out like anybody
• 22:50
  Speaker 2: would fucking do a joke LOLd session with me.
• 22:53
  Speaker 1: Just call me fat, you win, bitch, you win. I
• 23:00
  Speaker 1: run out crying, for real, I'm that sensitive about my
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: fucking weight.
• 23:09
  Speaker 2: Bitch, you know what you win. I don't even want to.
• 23:14
  Speaker 1: I just call me fat, you fucking win. All right,
• 23:21
  Speaker 1: So y'all, this week we're in Atlanta. Okay, and we
• 23:24
  Speaker 1: did collapse with one of our label mates. Okay, No
• 23:28
  Speaker 1: Ceilings podcast hosted buy Glasses Malone and Peter rose Gold Bass. Okay,
• 23:35
  Speaker 1: y'all stay tuned. We got Rose Gold, Pete and Glasses Malone.
• 23:44
  Speaker 1: We talked back this week, y'all. What's up.
• 23:47
  Speaker 5: We're in Atlanta. But y'all are good.
• 23:50
  Speaker 4: Like I listen to a lot more critical.
• 23:52
  Speaker 1: It takes a while for me to say shit, so
• 23:54
  Speaker 1: when I say it, I mean it, so it might
• 23:57
  Speaker 1: not be received and we're not getting.
• 23:59
  Speaker 2: These targatures problem when we're talking about.
• 24:01
  Speaker 4: Every last we had sponsors. We lost all our sponsors
• 24:05
  Speaker 4: the first show.
• 24:06
  Speaker 1: The first show, nobody paying attention to what the fuck
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: we're talking about on this show because we still got sponsors.
• 24:13
  Speaker 1: So it was podcasting need sponsors Man, there's a lot
• 24:15
  Speaker 1: of people not really making no type of checks in podcast,
• 24:18
  Speaker 1: and you need shame.
• 24:20
  Speaker 4: No, I see that's my problem, have nothing like I
• 24:23
  Speaker 4: have some in real life. But because I am me
• 24:26
  Speaker 4: publicly out in front of everybody, I don't really have
• 24:29
  Speaker 4: shame to the same capacity. Like I'm more shamed ashamed
• 24:33
  Speaker 4: of myself. Like I was telling J like, I'm a
• 24:37
  Speaker 4: shame that I know better and I don't do better.
• 24:39
  Speaker 4: That's a real shame. But I actually admit that I
• 24:42
  Speaker 4: know better and I don't do better.
• 24:44
  Speaker 1: Right, And once you say it out loud, it's no
• 24:47
  Speaker 1: longer something to be ashamed of.
• 24:49
  Speaker 5: Well, I'm still gonna be ashamed, right, because.
• 24:52
  Speaker 2: Then yeah, there's in turn.
• 24:54
  Speaker 1: And then it's public shame or other people shaming, right,
• 24:57
  Speaker 1: other people shaming you. So once you say the thing
• 25:00
  Speaker 1: and you know that you can do better, I can
• 25:03
  Speaker 1: see why you would still be ashamed, because, like I said,
• 25:06
  Speaker 1: I'd be wanting to get up earlier, but my body
• 25:08
  Speaker 1: won't let me. I like to be awake when everybody
• 25:10
  Speaker 1: else sleep. I think better and I know that about myself,
• 25:13
  Speaker 1: So that's just a level of self awareness. I'm asleep,
• 25:16
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna make some T shirts that say I love it,
• 25:18
  Speaker 1: lay down shit.
• 25:24
  Speaker 4: I didn't think.
• 25:25
  Speaker 2: I like, now, I keep thinking about your grandma and
• 25:30
  Speaker 2: I heard.
• 25:30
  Speaker 3: How many episodes are gonna drag this lady.
• 25:33
  Speaker 5: I don't know why you brought it up.
• 25:35
  Speaker 1: I can across the coming up.
• 25:39
  Speaker 4: Somebody hit me on Twitter was like that, why would
• 25:41
  Speaker 4: you let Pete talk about his grandmother like that?
• 25:43
  Speaker 5: I'm like, bro, how many times.
• 25:45
  Speaker 6: Do you hear? Why do you let Pete blank?
• 25:48
  Speaker 1: Like?
• 25:48
  Speaker 3: I feel like that's a term, that's a phrase that
• 25:50
  Speaker 3: I have heard come up at least a dozen times.
• 25:52
  Speaker 4: Probably true because I have to remind other black people
• 25:56
  Speaker 4: that you're white. I think people hear you talk and like,
• 25:58
  Speaker 4: don't get me wrong, you have a very sophisticated tone.
• 26:01
  Speaker 4: You could tell you know your ship, but you have
• 26:03
  Speaker 4: a little soul. So people think maybe you're life skinned.
• 26:06
  Speaker 1: I'm like, no, cuzin that's power, isn't it?
• 26:09
  Speaker 5: Like for.
• 26:11
  Speaker 4: Bro, So it's like it's intellectual Tommy, and he's going
• 26:14
  Speaker 4: to tell you.
• 26:15
  Speaker 2: How to call me that the strip club is crazy.
• 26:18
  Speaker 3: At Stars, there was like half a dozen of them.
• 26:20
  Speaker 3: Girls used to always call me Tommy and I had
• 26:21
  Speaker 3: never seen the show. I don't know what the fun
• 26:23
  Speaker 3: they were talking about for years, like three years my
• 26:27
  Speaker 3: name is talking about.
• 26:28
  Speaker 6: I'm like, no one else comes in here looks like me.
• 26:30
  Speaker 6: They're like, it's not a guy who comes.
• 26:31
  Speaker 1: In here strippers.
• 26:33
  Speaker 4: Mind you the strip club. He's talking about, only black people.
• 26:37
  Speaker 4: This is an So if y'all been to l A like,
• 26:40
  Speaker 4: so there's a couple of black suburbs, like Carson is
• 26:42
  Speaker 4: a black suburb, Guardiana is a.
• 26:44
  Speaker 1: Black Black people live there. I never knew.
• 26:46
  Speaker 5: Yes, there's people.
• 26:46
  Speaker 4: The strip luff he's talking about is in the black suburb.
• 26:51
  Speaker 3: They closed it down, but it was everybody, so it's
• 26:55
  Speaker 3: not it was everybody's spot man.
• 26:57
  Speaker 4: But he would be one of the only few people
• 26:59
  Speaker 4: that look like them there. It's gonna be very few
• 27:02
  Speaker 4: people that look like Pete that ever go there.
• 27:05
  Speaker 3: That might also be true.
• 27:08
  Speaker 4: That's why they call you time because think about if
• 27:10
  Speaker 4: you from where we're from, like you don't see that
• 27:12
  Speaker 4: many white people. It's either postman, the male man, the police, uh,
• 27:17
  Speaker 4: somebody serving us a poena uh white and.
• 27:20
  Speaker 6: Pete shame.
• 27:24
  Speaker 5: And Pete has not that would make no sellings, have
• 27:27
  Speaker 5: no shame.
• 27:28
  Speaker 3: But my life is defined by just an absolute, just
• 27:35
  Speaker 3: personal and and and public public shame.
• 27:39
  Speaker 6: Absolutely, yeah, yeah, we all do.
• 27:41
  Speaker 1: So, y'all know I like definitions. Okay, let's be the
• 27:43
  Speaker 1: definition of shame. Okay. So shame is a painful feeling
• 27:48
  Speaker 1: of humiliation or distress caused by the consciousness of wrong
• 27:52
  Speaker 1: or foolish behavior. She was hot with shame.
• 27:56
  Speaker 5: Yeah, like.
• 27:59
  Speaker 1: A painful feeling of humiliation. So then if you're amiliated,
• 28:03
  Speaker 1: that would have to be public shame because things that
• 28:05
  Speaker 1: you do in private you wouldn't necessarily be humiliating.
• 28:09
  Speaker 2: That's not true because after I finished, and I'm like,
• 28:14
  Speaker 2: I'm disgusting, so shameful, disgusting, it's shame.
• 28:20
  Speaker 1: They go ahead and hand is there? Pain great?
• 28:26
  Speaker 4: But I'm like, you look at yourself in the mirror.
• 28:29
  Speaker 5: You'll be like, you nasty girl.
• 28:33
  Speaker 1: Cut that off as soon as you come you come
• 28:36
  Speaker 1: to your senses, like pushing it away, push.
• 28:39
  Speaker 2: Your laptop away.
• 28:41
  Speaker 1: Now, I gotta hide my vibrate.
• 28:43
  Speaker 6: To the girl's place and have for to my place.
• 28:47
  Speaker 3: You got to get it there to get yourself out
• 28:49
  Speaker 3: of somewhere and get someone else out of your place.
• 28:51
  Speaker 1: This is true.
• 28:52
  Speaker 2: Absolutely. You couldn't just say what you're doing.
• 28:55
  Speaker 5: Tomorrow go too long?
• 28:59
  Speaker 4: That used to be my prime go too long? What
• 29:01
  Speaker 4: you about to do? I feel so bad?
• 29:03
  Speaker 2: That's so mean.
• 29:04
  Speaker 3: You know what?
• 29:05
  Speaker 5: I changed as I.
• 29:06
  Speaker 4: Got older, Like right when I finally hit my thirties,
• 29:08
  Speaker 4: I start realizing like that I really want to sleep
• 29:10
  Speaker 4: with the girl. So personally I used to just like
• 29:13
  Speaker 4: get in the shower right, I would rub one out
• 29:16
  Speaker 4: and then if I still wanted to call her, then
• 29:18
  Speaker 4: I would call her.
• 29:19
  Speaker 5: That pretty much fixed ninety five percent of the problem.
• 29:21
  Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely, that's why I always uh, I always had
• 29:25
  Speaker 1: this campaign when vibrators were ran by batteries. Now you
• 29:28
  Speaker 1: can charge and sh up with the cell phone, but
• 29:30
  Speaker 1: them triple double A batteries save your life. Like once
• 29:34
  Speaker 1: you just get one out right quick, you ain't about
• 29:36
  Speaker 1: to do no dumb bit shit Like you're not calling
• 29:38
  Speaker 1: him over.
• 29:40
  Speaker 5: You stop exchanging with people that's not worth.
• 29:41
  Speaker 1: It exactly just like your laptop. Yeah, you're just tripping
• 29:45
  Speaker 1: like the chemical and balanced it is fucked up right now?
• 29:48
  Speaker 4: Might something bad about it? Might not be be like
• 29:50
  Speaker 4: what ain't that bad? And then you rub when even
• 29:53
  Speaker 4: this is why the fuck is the scum of the earth.
• 29:55
  Speaker 4: I can't believe feel him but that But no, if
• 29:59
  Speaker 4: you really think about it. Now back to that point
• 30:01
  Speaker 4: with Diddy, Like so when they talk about because parties,
• 30:05
  Speaker 4: like that's really Now, I've been a Diddy's party. I've
• 30:07
  Speaker 4: never seen drugs, But I don't know if I'm probably
• 30:10
  Speaker 4: the person he probably want, Like let me get glasses
• 30:12
  Speaker 4: in the room where the drugs is, right, But I'm saying,
• 30:15
  Speaker 4: think about every time we talk about these type of situations,
• 30:18
  Speaker 4: Somewhere along the whole premise is drugs.
• 30:22
  Speaker 1: Yeah, because they don't call alcohol for one spirits for
• 30:25
  Speaker 1: no reason. Right, you live in your body open and
• 30:28
  Speaker 1: people want to but people want to get into that frequency.
• 30:31
  Speaker 1: That's why they do the drugs. So is it the
• 30:33
  Speaker 1: drugs or does the shame come before or after?
• 30:37
  Speaker 2: Like, because I think it allows you to be free
• 30:40
  Speaker 2: and who you already are I.
• 30:41
  Speaker 1: Feel exactly, So that is already an element of who
• 30:45
  Speaker 1: you are. Once you take the drug, you don't give
• 30:47
  Speaker 1: a fuck who knows anymore? Or are you just trying
• 30:51
  Speaker 1: to limit it to the little bit of people you
• 30:53
  Speaker 1: lit in that room?
• 30:54
  Speaker 5: So are you the person you are when you hire
• 30:56
  Speaker 5: or are you the person you're.
• 30:57
  Speaker 1: I'm the same person every day online offline on drugs.
• 31:01
  Speaker 4: I could.
• 31:03
  Speaker 2: Even when I'm high, because I be freestyling when I
• 31:05
  Speaker 2: get high. Yeah, I turned into a rapper. Instrumentals give
• 31:09
  Speaker 2: them to me. But when I'm not high, I don't
• 31:11
  Speaker 2: want to do that.
• 31:12
  Speaker 5: I ain't got no bars.
• 31:15
  Speaker 4: I know, for I thought we was kindred spirit. I
• 31:17
  Speaker 4: could tell that like straightforward and it's like it's honest.
• 31:20
  Speaker 4: It ain't about like one up in people. But I
• 31:22
  Speaker 4: think that's because I walk out every day as myself exactly.
• 31:25
  Speaker 1: And I think in this world now it's like not
• 31:28
  Speaker 1: cool to be yourself. And I mean when I say.
• 31:30
  Speaker 4: Be your no social currency being yourself, yes.
• 31:34
  Speaker 1: It's nothing social. People have a problem with you being yourself.
• 31:37
  Speaker 1: So that's why why I feel like so shame is
• 31:39
  Speaker 1: necessary and then it's not necessary at the same time,
• 31:43
  Speaker 1: like I don't want to publicly shame people for however
• 31:46
  Speaker 1: it is that they present. I can be very judgmental, but.
• 31:52
  Speaker 2: I don't want the difference.
• 31:54
  Speaker 1: I feel shame publicly shame in somebody, Like when I
• 31:57
  Speaker 1: see people calm, it's like, bitch, did you brush your
• 31:58
  Speaker 1: teeth before your publicly trying to shame this person? Like
• 32:01
  Speaker 1: your comment makes you look crazier than the person you're
• 32:04
  Speaker 1: comment and on. You see what I'm saying.
• 32:07
  Speaker 4: But social media gave everybody in their mind a voice. Really,
• 32:11
  Speaker 4: they had a voice tell people shoul shut the fuck up.
• 32:13
  Speaker 3: Well.
• 32:14
  Speaker 4: The difference in social media is when you have a voice,
• 32:16
  Speaker 4: Like in real life, if you say the wrong thing
• 32:18
  Speaker 4: to somebody, it comes with like my man Pete favorite word, consequence.
• 32:23
  Speaker 4: Social media doesn't come with any consequence. You can see
• 32:26
  Speaker 4: people get mad when social media starts to come with consequence.
• 32:29
  Speaker 4: They start getting upset. They could they banned my account.
• 32:32
  Speaker 4: It's like, bro, you can't just say anything might come
• 32:36
  Speaker 4: a consequence.
• 32:36
  Speaker 6: And it's an inverse power hierarchy.
• 32:39
  Speaker 3: The more powerful you are on social media, more vulnerable
• 32:43
  Speaker 3: you are because you have a million followers and a
• 32:45
  Speaker 3: big footprint and a lot to lose than five hundred
• 32:50
  Speaker 3: nobodies who do nothing and don't matter in any way,
• 32:53
  Speaker 3: shape or form. They'll be what brings you down, but
• 32:55
  Speaker 3: you can't bring them down the same way because they're irrelevant,
• 32:59
  Speaker 3: don't exist.
• 33:00
  Speaker 1: And the more power you have, the less shame you have.
• 33:05
  Speaker 1: I think also, you do more of the ship you
• 33:07
  Speaker 1: want to do, and you don't give a fuck private right.
• 33:10
  Speaker 4: Privately, but publicly. We just talked about I've argued, I've
• 33:18
  Speaker 4: argued with people, but but it's different when you're the villain.
• 33:22
  Speaker 4: Like that's how I feel like right, being a crip
• 33:23
  Speaker 4: allows me to be the villain. So like, I'll say,
• 33:26
  Speaker 4: what the funk I want.
• 33:27
  Speaker 1: To say from you.
• 33:30
  Speaker 4: That's why I say if like I look at I
• 33:32
  Speaker 4: saw Gez that's crazy. I saw Gez on social media
• 33:36
  Speaker 4: defending himself because they said he slapped his wife. And
• 33:39
  Speaker 4: I'm thinking to myself, why the funk would you defire
• 33:40
  Speaker 4: you fucking young Jez if you slapped your wife, Ain't
• 33:43
  Speaker 4: nobody gonna say nothing, like you knew this nigga with
• 33:45
  Speaker 4: some bullshit.
• 33:46
  Speaker 1: Yeah, but he actually put in the caption and y'all
• 33:48
  Speaker 1: know me, Actually, Nigga, I didn't.
• 33:51
  Speaker 2: Expect say that.
• 33:54
  Speaker 1: I didn't expect him to marry an Asian woman.
• 33:56
  Speaker 4: Is that so now if you slapped it, I'm not surprised.
• 34:00
  Speaker 4: On Jeez, that nigga crazy.
• 34:01
  Speaker 2: I don't say nothing to that's a lyric.
• 34:03
  Speaker 1: I don't see.
• 34:05
  Speaker 4: I see that's a character, mimer.
• 34:10
  Speaker 1: We know the rappers being character.
• 34:11
  Speaker 2: That's real.
• 34:13
  Speaker 1: Understand you think GZ is really about that life for real?
• 34:17
  Speaker 3: I should That's not the question.
• 34:20
  Speaker 1: Do you think you about that life, and especially once
• 34:23
  Speaker 1: you get to a certain level, like you ain't about
• 34:24
  Speaker 1: to crash out because niggas expecting crash out.
• 34:27
  Speaker 5: Slapping old lady is crashing out.
• 34:28
  Speaker 1: If you young zan in relationship just happened, I might
• 34:32
  Speaker 1: set your ass one.
• 34:33
  Speaker 4: Day, Like what if she nigga slapped her?
• 34:38
  Speaker 5: If you can't understand, like, who the fun would?
• 34:41
  Speaker 4: I can't live in one If you slap this woman
• 34:46
  Speaker 4: because your coffee was cold, you are a savage. You
• 34:49
  Speaker 4: are a horrible human being. You missed her from color purple? Right,
• 34:53
  Speaker 4: But if she said, what does she call you a
• 34:55
  Speaker 4: nigger with the heart?
• 34:58
  Speaker 1: Yeah?
• 34:59
  Speaker 2: Nigger and you I shouldn't have fucked with you, then
• 35:04
  Speaker 2: it's a problem.
• 35:04
  Speaker 1: I don't think she was saying it's not about him.
• 35:08
  Speaker 1: I don't think that he did that to her because
• 35:10
  Speaker 1: she's not the one who filed for a divorce. All
• 35:13
  Speaker 1: of this now is coming up because he's trying to
• 35:15
  Speaker 1: leave your ass, and you are publicly shamed because bitch,
• 35:18
  Speaker 1: I had never been left, So now you're getting left
• 35:21
  Speaker 1: by a man publicly or a baby. So she's pulling
• 35:25
  Speaker 1: all types of shit out her ass. At this point,
• 35:27
  Speaker 1: as far as I'm concerned.
• 35:29
  Speaker 2: You wanted this black culture, baby, you got it, have
• 35:32
  Speaker 2: a baby, be a single parent.
• 35:35
  Speaker 4: He's playing this wrong, like, you're young, fucking j z Bro.
• 35:39
  Speaker 4: You used to sell drugs all the time. Your biggest
• 35:42
  Speaker 4: fear should not be you slapped your ex wife, like,
• 35:45
  Speaker 4: oh he's abusive. It's young jasus. You know what you're
• 35:48
  Speaker 4: getting if you come fuck girls, be pleasantly surprised when
• 35:51
  Speaker 4: they're there for me, because they already had me figured out.
• 35:54
  Speaker 4: They think I'm finna fire him up when I come
• 35:55
  Speaker 4: to him to discuss a problem, maybe like, well, they
• 35:58
  Speaker 4: don't even know how to answer it because they expect
• 36:00
  Speaker 4: me automatically.
• 36:01
  Speaker 5: To kick their ass. And I'm like, I want to
• 36:04
  Speaker 5: explain to you what's wrong.
• 36:05
  Speaker 1: I don't never expect anybody to put their hands in
• 36:07
  Speaker 1: because if you see me with that bag of any sort,
• 36:11
  Speaker 1: your hands on me.
• 36:13
  Speaker 4: I'm saying, people expect that of me.
• 36:16
  Speaker 1: So then when I like that, your energy does not
• 36:19
  Speaker 1: say not at all.
• 36:21
  Speaker 4: But that's not what people think of crips.
• 36:24
  Speaker 2: Oh oh yeah.
• 36:26
  Speaker 4: And people know that I'm genuinely a crip, so they like,
• 36:29
  Speaker 4: this is expected. So when I come to them with
• 36:31
  Speaker 4: amicable resolutions, they be disappointed.
• 36:35
  Speaker 1: So you think you'd be attracting women that wants to guaranteed, Yo,
• 36:40
  Speaker 1: he don't love me if he didn't heed me that
• 36:42
  Speaker 1: kind of girl.
• 36:42
  Speaker 4: Yeah, because they don't. That's how most men on drugs communicate.
• 36:49
  Speaker 4: All my homies have to fight them nigga smoke weed,
• 36:52
  Speaker 4: smoke shine, blah blah, and then you know nobody else.
• 36:55
  Speaker 5: You can't communicate effectively, you know what I'm saying. This
• 36:58
  Speaker 5: is why people doing that.
• 36:59
  Speaker 4: So then they communicate the way they communicate, which I'm
• 37:02
  Speaker 4: I honored a request because you know I'm such a
• 37:05
  Speaker 4: so you gentlemen. No not, I'm saying I will fight
• 37:08
  Speaker 4: my friends now for a girl telling me the slapper, Like,
• 37:11
  Speaker 4: that's just weird.
• 37:12
  Speaker 2: Slap me, what about sextually?
• 37:15
  Speaker 5: That's weird. That's weird. Like you know, slap you on
• 37:18
  Speaker 5: your ass is one thing. But I met girls who
• 37:20
  Speaker 5: wanted me.
• 37:20
  Speaker 4: To slap them in the face or choke them, And
• 37:22
  Speaker 4: I'm like, look at my hands, man.
• 37:24
  Speaker 5: If I choke you, well, just enough food?
• 37:27
  Speaker 6: What's just enough? When you're.
• 37:34
  Speaker 1: No?
• 37:35
  Speaker 4: So yeah, Like, but that's back to that same thing
• 37:39
  Speaker 4: which one of us, I don't.
• 37:43
  Speaker 1: Something you remember that you said.
• 37:47
  Speaker 5: Too much?
• 37:50
  Speaker 4: Like no, so so Jiz. I feel like Jez is
• 37:54
  Speaker 4: dealing with that wrong. But that's also because he's catering
• 37:56
  Speaker 4: to a different audience, and that brought shame to that
• 37:59
  Speaker 4: audience for him, Like people like, oh, you was.
• 38:02
  Speaker 5: Abusing, It don't matter.
• 38:03
  Speaker 4: They already call you an abusing My nigga used to
• 38:05
  Speaker 4: call you a drug dinner you.
• 38:09
  Speaker 1: I just I have a problem with her if she's
• 38:13
  Speaker 1: you can't just say ship like that about a black man.
• 38:15
  Speaker 1: That shit ain't cool. And this is why you need
• 38:19
  Speaker 1: to stay your ass in the house, not even like
• 38:25
  Speaker 1: just have more discernment. You know what I'm saying. I
• 38:28
  Speaker 1: feel like like I'm the type of person I want
• 38:31
  Speaker 1: to knock all this shit over with my forearm and
• 38:33
  Speaker 1: start anew. I don't want proximity to close to certain people.
• 38:38
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying is there's some people who
• 38:40
  Speaker 1: really want change, and there's some people who just want
• 38:43
  Speaker 1: proximity to bullshit. Like there's some niggas lined up to
• 38:46
  Speaker 1: be Diddy.
• 38:48
  Speaker 2: They what do you have it?
• 38:50
  Speaker 1: They are willing to do the things that Diddy did
• 38:53
  Speaker 1: to get a billion dollars. They are willing to do that.
• 38:56
  Speaker 1: They already know who they're going to kill in a family,
• 38:58
  Speaker 1: all type of shit. I feel like this is what
• 39:00
  Speaker 1: I feel like. They already know they are the sacrifice
• 39:06
  Speaker 1: for the check.
• 39:06
  Speaker 4: I'm sure. I mean, Diddy is actually God damn it.
• 39:12
  Speaker 1: Listen, we gotta get back to shame.
• 39:14
  Speaker 2: Let's get away. Let's get back to shame, you guys.
• 39:17
  Speaker 5: But it's all, it's all incoming. It's all.
• 39:23
  Speaker 1: Because y'all disagree with what I just Askedould I feel
• 39:25
  Speaker 1: shame because I don't.
• 39:26
  Speaker 3: I meant what I said, supplant the word shame in
• 39:30
  Speaker 3: the English style.
• 39:31
  Speaker 2: I mean, I felt so Diddy, that's crazy.
• 39:35
  Speaker 6: This is what we do.
• 39:39
  Speaker 1: Publicly publicly shamed Gucci Man right now for his new song,
• 39:43
  Speaker 1: and he used like the the Biggie and and Diddy
• 39:47
  Speaker 1: little Woman. They went the baptub with the bubble and
• 39:49
  Speaker 1: all the women around like that's his album covers him
• 39:51
  Speaker 1: and and a couple other bitches in the in the Yeah.
• 39:55
  Speaker 1: So now they're pubably publicly trying to shame Gucci for
• 39:58
  Speaker 1: using that imagery because of what Diddy is now going through.
• 40:01
  Speaker 5: But Diddy is not going through anything.
• 40:03
  Speaker 2: He looked like he look slim.
• 40:06
  Speaker 4: Look that's because that's because he's having an issue because
• 40:09
  Speaker 4: he was the hero. See that's the thing, Like if
• 40:13
  Speaker 4: he was the hero, I always tell see the same thing,
• 40:16
  Speaker 4: Charliae Mane. Don't become the hero. Be the anti hero.
• 40:19
  Speaker 4: At best, be the anti like, be the villain. Blacker
• 40:23
  Speaker 4: Puff was the hero the whole time. He was the
• 40:25
  Speaker 4: shining white knight for white people the whole time.
• 40:29
  Speaker 1: Oh, I see what you're saying.
• 40:30
  Speaker 5: I mean like he was sugar or Diddy.
• 40:34
  Speaker 4: Sugar fucking looked like Satan to the white fol They
• 40:36
  Speaker 4: were like, oh, he's making us pay them the money
• 40:39
  Speaker 4: that we owe him. He's the evil man. And yeah,
• 40:45
  Speaker 4: how that is hero that screams hero.
• 40:49
  Speaker 2: But it wasn't. I didn't see.
• 40:50
  Speaker 1: You mean palatable, the delectable, palatable negro.
• 40:55
  Speaker 5: It's all listen, no black person is really hero in them.
• 40:58
  Speaker 5: It's America.
• 40:58
  Speaker 1: Come on, oh j he's safe though he was safe for.
• 41:01
  Speaker 4: Them, OJ Puff. You know what I'm saying, They like,
• 41:05
  Speaker 4: look at the alternatives.
• 41:06
  Speaker 2: OJ was not a hero in American and I think
• 41:09
  Speaker 2: mad and black America's but not in America.
• 41:12
  Speaker 4: OJ you young, No, no, I'm very grown.
• 41:16
  Speaker 5: No you young, you think.
• 41:18
  Speaker 2: OJ was a hero, oj okay prior for black people.
• 41:25
  Speaker 1: But what is for black pople. You know, people be
• 41:27
  Speaker 1: so mad trying to shame him for saying that he's
• 41:30
  Speaker 1: not black. It's subjective.
• 41:32
  Speaker 4: No, no, yes, it is. That's the fact he's black.
• 41:35
  Speaker 2: They're like, pull over, get your black ass out of
• 41:37
  Speaker 2: the car.
• 41:38
  Speaker 5: Exactly, you're not talking to me.
• 41:39
  Speaker 6: He's talking to y'all.
• 41:42
  Speaker 3: Jim Brown or OJ the way O J is arrested
• 41:45
  Speaker 3: with he proved that he was not black. They followed
• 41:48
  Speaker 3: him at about thirteen miles per hour, driving eighty miles.
• 41:52
  Speaker 6: He came in.
• 41:53
  Speaker 3: They didn't arrest him. He walked in. He poured himself
• 41:56
  Speaker 3: a glass of orange juice and see you need any
• 41:58
  Speaker 3: more time and talk to his We're gonna have to
• 42:00
  Speaker 3: ask you to come here, make a couple of calls, talk.
• 42:02
  Speaker 5: To your mom.
• 42:03
  Speaker 6: That was like, wait, after all that.
• 42:09
  Speaker 1: It was it was.
• 42:14
  Speaker 4: It wasn't even it was an escort to.
• 42:19
  Speaker 1: The escorting him.
• 42:20
  Speaker 3: They were just the police just happened to have somehow
• 42:23
  Speaker 3: fund around and got.
• 42:23
  Speaker 1: Behind the glove. It must have quit.
• 42:28
  Speaker 4: You had sugar night puff. That was the pantheon of
• 42:33
  Speaker 4: blackness when it came to white eyes.
• 42:36
  Speaker 5: Jim Brown, O J. Simpson.
• 42:38
  Speaker 4: So it's like, you know, yeah, like they chose him.
• 42:42
  Speaker 4: They chose Puff, he was the hero. So all the
• 42:45
  Speaker 4: stuff that we heard about, they didn't hear about it. Now,
• 42:49
  Speaker 4: some of them white folks knew about it, but we
• 42:51
  Speaker 4: heard about Puffer. All black people coming up in our
• 42:54
  Speaker 4: era of the nineties, we heard about.
• 42:57
  Speaker 5: Puff Puff parties.
• 42:58
  Speaker 4: Probably Puffy got the they got the pink cocaine, they
• 43:01
  Speaker 4: got all the drugs. You go to puff party, all
• 43:04
  Speaker 4: the girls and it's popping it.
• 43:07
  Speaker 3: You.
• 43:07
  Speaker 4: We heard white people didn't hear that. Only the white
• 43:10
  Speaker 4: people that went to the parties that knew it. But
• 43:11
  Speaker 4: the average white kid thought of Puff as the hero
• 43:14
  Speaker 4: or Oj as a hero. That's why they be so
• 43:16
  Speaker 4: disappointed in these moments. And then that shame sets in.
• 43:21
  Speaker 1: Mm hmm.
• 43:22
  Speaker 2: Gots to be more careful.
• 43:24
  Speaker 5: Then that shame sets in.
• 43:28
  Speaker 1: I'm not I don't have shame, So this I have shame.
• 43:32
  Speaker 1: Any shame I do have, Okay, So shame is when nobody.
• 43:37
  Speaker 1: Shame is when people know about your little things that
• 43:40
  Speaker 1: you do. That's when the shame comes in. Do I
• 43:43
  Speaker 1: have like personal shame? Not for real? It'll be some
• 43:46
  Speaker 1: shit like what Glasses said, Like bitch, you know to
• 43:49
  Speaker 1: get up and go to the gym and do all
• 43:51
  Speaker 1: the things.
• 43:51
  Speaker 6: Do you have.
• 43:52
  Speaker 2: Anything that you've ever done that you know, if people knew,
• 43:56
  Speaker 2: you might feel shame.
• 43:57
  Speaker 1: But once I say it out loud some girl, it's
• 44:00
  Speaker 1: no longer like, yeah, there's some girls that you.
• 44:02
  Speaker 4: Knocked down, like some girls if you said things that
• 44:04
  Speaker 4: you do some girls, Yeah, I'm everybody.
• 44:07
  Speaker 2: First, Yeah, you have shame.
• 44:10
  Speaker 1: So that's I talked about my crackhead first on an episode,
• 44:13
  Speaker 1: like he's a crackhead. Now I feel shamed, But I
• 44:19
  Speaker 1: had no business even then like he might have been. Yes,
• 44:27
  Speaker 1: And then when I was a teenager, I got pregnant
• 44:29
  Speaker 1: for this guy. I am a shame. That is one
• 44:31
  Speaker 1: thing I am ashamed of. I would never like show
• 44:33
  Speaker 1: somebody this person that I lit sweat on me one
• 44:38
  Speaker 1: time in life. Dog, I'm like thirty five years old
• 44:42
  Speaker 1: at the time. Now I'm in front of my mom's
• 44:43
  Speaker 1: house coming from out of town. I hadn't seen this
• 44:46
  Speaker 1: person since I was a teenager. And somebody down the
• 44:50
  Speaker 1: street like, Ashley, come here, what the fuck is called?
• 44:54
  Speaker 1: I'm like, you're in a car. You come here, this
• 44:57
  Speaker 1: car reversus in this thing gets out the fucking car, dog,
• 45:03
  Speaker 1: and he like walking and pulling his pants up still
• 45:07
  Speaker 1: like a teenager, like, let's up, baby, mama.
• 45:11
  Speaker 2: Let me hold.
• 45:14
  Speaker 1: My heart dropped, let me get what you what you
• 45:16
  Speaker 1: got going? I gotta get your phone out. I'm like, no,
• 45:18
  Speaker 1: I have a family plan. Now I'm talking real boogie
• 45:20
  Speaker 1: and him like, nigga, you don't know me, okay, like
• 45:24
  Speaker 1: I had that. You don't got no kids? No, I
• 45:27
  Speaker 1: don't have any kids. You got kids? No lying because
• 45:29
  Speaker 1: my mom my sister told me she saw you in
• 45:31
  Speaker 1: county jail, like for child support, but just looking like
• 45:36
  Speaker 1: thing or it. Let him hit and body.
• 45:41
  Speaker 2: At eleven fifty nine on New Year's eave all my
• 45:44
  Speaker 2: body's getting raised for the years.
• 45:47
  Speaker 1: Unless that nigga die, he's still there. So now that's
• 45:52
  Speaker 1: why you gotta had at M for h money.
• 45:54
  Speaker 2: Man.
• 45:55
  Speaker 1: You gotta get these niggas out here, because you know,
• 45:57
  Speaker 1: at some point we might get like you know, super
• 46:00
  Speaker 1: super duper stars. It is going to be somebody that
• 46:03
  Speaker 1: comes out the woodwork.
• 46:07
  Speaker 4: And that's how we really do it. Though I ain't
• 46:09
  Speaker 4: gonna lie, that's how we really do it.
• 46:12
  Speaker 1: Remember, they wait until they see you.
• 46:14
  Speaker 4: With your when you pop it, Yeah, you sure with
• 46:16
  Speaker 4: something you're like, yeah, that was me. That's that's why,
• 46:19
  Speaker 4: like when you date a girl, you feel me like
• 46:22
  Speaker 4: you she don't realize everything she did in the past.
• 46:25
  Speaker 4: You inherit because if it's the wrong type of dude,
• 46:28
  Speaker 4: he gonna let especially if it's on your status. Like
• 46:32
  Speaker 4: one thing I've always tried to do is never be
• 46:34
  Speaker 4: an embarrassment for a woman. Like if she says she
• 46:36
  Speaker 4: fuck with me as always, I don't give fucking she
• 46:38
  Speaker 4: came and with Warren Buffett after she gonna like, yeah,
• 46:40
  Speaker 4: nigga glasses though, you feel me like I'm gonna be
• 46:43
  Speaker 4: the best version of me. But man, when you get
• 46:45
  Speaker 4: that kind of girl and you look at the kind
• 46:47
  Speaker 4: of guys she slept with you like you was fucking.
• 46:49
  Speaker 1: Him, That's why I like to see people exes. I
• 46:53
  Speaker 1: like to know, like the type of women you like.
• 46:56
  Speaker 1: I don't like men who got a bunch of different types.
• 47:00
  Speaker 2: I like.
• 47:00
  Speaker 1: I like somebody who has like preference, you know what
• 47:03
  Speaker 1: I'm saying.
• 47:04
  Speaker 4: I got nurses, oscar winners, aesthetic. Like literally, I have
• 47:13
  Speaker 4: made it my business to explore the pantheon of women's beauty.
• 47:17
  Speaker 5: I'm talking about.
• 47:18
  Speaker 4: As short as five two or five to one, it's
• 47:21
  Speaker 4: tall as six foot.
• 47:22
  Speaker 3: Three, But do you have a preference within.
• 47:27
  Speaker 1: It don't matter. That's scary to me when you don't.
• 47:31
  Speaker 4: Care when you're young, right, you don't because really you
• 47:34
  Speaker 4: looking for one thing specifically when you first meet somebody. Right,
• 47:37
  Speaker 4: then as you get older, that one thing obviously stopped
• 47:40
  Speaker 4: being the most important thing, and then everything else start mattering.
• 47:44
  Speaker 4: But so for a long time, you know, you coming
• 47:46
  Speaker 4: into you know, I'm hustling you selling drugs and shit,
• 47:48
  Speaker 4: you hustling you girls, just you know, you kind of
• 47:51
  Speaker 4: getting your choice and you, you know, getting the music
• 47:54
  Speaker 4: business and things work out for you.
• 47:55
  Speaker 5: You're around us.
• 47:56
  Speaker 4: I'm around a little Wayne. The quarter three is out,
• 47:58
  Speaker 4: I'm picking you know what I'm saying.
• 48:00
  Speaker 5: We up.
• 48:01
  Speaker 2: So it's just like.
• 48:04
  Speaker 5: Sleep because that's really.
• 48:06
  Speaker 4: What else I want them to do, Like you know
• 48:07
  Speaker 4: what I mean, who do I want to sleep with?
• 48:10
  Speaker 4: So at that point, I don't have a type, Like
• 48:13
  Speaker 4: it'll just look.
• 48:13
  Speaker 1: Crazy and that's what I.
• 48:21
  Speaker 3: Have more.
• 48:23
  Speaker 6: Of a type.
• 48:24
  Speaker 3: But there's like there's spectrum to that, you know, so
• 48:28
  Speaker 3: it and like I get what he's saying and what
• 48:34
  Speaker 3: he's not saying. So like at this point in time,
• 48:36
  Speaker 3: your type is a certain type of personality compatibility.
• 48:39
  Speaker 6: You can't necessarily call that from across the street. So
• 48:43
  Speaker 6: it's more on the soft value.
• 48:44
  Speaker 3: It's he actually values more of what women say they
• 48:48
  Speaker 3: wish men valued.
• 48:50
  Speaker 6: Not all women. So I mean it depends.
• 48:59
  Speaker 1: Like.
• 49:00
  Speaker 2: So there's still a type, it's just not an aesthetic.
• 49:03
  Speaker 5: It's already I didn't have a type like.
• 49:05
  Speaker 1: Forever your personality profile because I feel like there's only
• 49:11
  Speaker 1: there's only like I want to say, like five different
• 49:13
  Speaker 1: profiles of five different characteristics, and you can find that
• 49:16
  Speaker 1: find that same characteristic and multiple people. So people aren't
• 49:22
  Speaker 1: like you on your show. People aren't really that unique.
• 49:25
  Speaker 1: So what is that thing that that those five things
• 49:29
  Speaker 1: that you look for that it has to be something
• 49:33
  Speaker 1: that attracts you to these different people and not well
• 49:38
  Speaker 1: you want anybody juice on you.
• 49:39
  Speaker 4: Like I didn't think of it like that at that time.
• 49:43
  Speaker 4: I didn't have We don't value ourselves. We can't make
• 49:45
  Speaker 4: a baby.
• 49:46
  Speaker 1: I always say men, men just all should value.
• 49:49
  Speaker 4: Y'allselves because y'all can, like you, like God, you can
• 49:51
  Speaker 4: make a child. You bring a child into the universe.
• 49:53
  Speaker 5: That's crazy. So how y'all get push you away is absolutely.
• 49:56
  Speaker 4: Absurd, Like you literally can carry on a niggas line like,
• 50:01
  Speaker 4: that's the decision you make it with this ship is ship.
• 50:04
  Speaker 6: We're like, we're just the world.
• 50:09
  Speaker 1: Wait, so do men have less shame? Of course?
• 50:12
  Speaker 2: Absolutely?
• 50:14
  Speaker 1: Why do y'all get to be shameless? Why do y'all
• 50:17
  Speaker 1: of the earth and.
• 50:19
  Speaker 3: Everybody else consequences?
• 50:23
  Speaker 5: That's exactly what it is. Exactly, that's what it is.
• 50:29
  Speaker 4: Listen. I remember growing up thinking, because like a girl
• 50:33
  Speaker 4: with a big ass booty with something right, and then
• 50:37
  Speaker 4: you get your world rocked by a skinny ass piece
• 50:40
  Speaker 4: of plywood. You can't judge this ship. You got to
• 50:44
  Speaker 4: just go with the flow and see who fuck with you?
• 50:46
  Speaker 4: See how y'all interact, and then you build from there.
• 50:50
  Speaker 2: So that's how you pick your person.
• 50:52
  Speaker 5: Now, well it depends like right next to me? Is
• 50:56
  Speaker 5: that how Like?
• 50:57
  Speaker 4: I don't really I don't really even even at all time,
• 51:01
  Speaker 4: I don't really entertain that way. I'm not really looking.
• 51:04
  Speaker 4: I haven't looked in twelve years. I don't look like.
• 51:09
  Speaker 4: We'll just interact and then if the interact has like
• 51:11
  Speaker 4: something there, then well you know, we'll see where it goes.
• 51:14
  Speaker 4: Then I'm not I've been so passed just finding something
• 51:18
  Speaker 4: like to sleep with. Like, now it's just do we
• 51:21
  Speaker 4: interact or not? Then we'll see where it go.
• 51:25
  Speaker 1: You sound like an adult brown as nigga. Like what
• 51:30
  Speaker 1: because before it.
• 51:31
  Speaker 2: Was just about sex, is what you're saying?
• 51:33
  Speaker 1: You really want men who are emotionally intelligent?
• 51:38
  Speaker 2: I do.
• 51:39
  Speaker 1: I don't think a lot of men. I don't think
• 51:40
  Speaker 1: a lot of women are even ready for that ship.
• 51:42
  Speaker 5: You do not want a nigga comany by his feelings
• 51:44
  Speaker 5: all the time? I do know you don't. You just
• 51:46
  Speaker 5: think that you want to.
• 51:47
  Speaker 1: Be Like who was that question?
• 51:52
  Speaker 3: Do you do you want a guy come and see
• 51:54
  Speaker 3: with his feelings all the time or whatever, because it's
• 51:57
  Speaker 3: an alibi for your emotional instability instead.
• 51:59
  Speaker 1: Of God, wait a minute, wait a minute.
• 52:05
  Speaker 2: No, I just want him to feel like it's a
• 52:07
  Speaker 2: safe space to share his feelings with me.
• 52:09
  Speaker 4: You don't think that's personally empowering for you to make
• 52:11
  Speaker 4: you feel like you have more saying control.
• 52:13
  Speaker 2: I'm not trying to control him. I just want to
• 52:15
  Speaker 2: watch share. This is my partner. I want him to
• 52:18
  Speaker 2: feel like he can say anything to me, especially how
• 52:20
  Speaker 2: he feels when you Because black men especially don't get
• 52:23
  Speaker 2: an outlet for their feelings, especially with other black men.
• 52:26
  Speaker 2: Where are you taking your feelings? You take it to me?
• 52:29
  Speaker 2: I'm your safe No.
• 52:30
  Speaker 1: I'm not your therapist.
• 52:32
  Speaker 2: You see, that's I'm not saying I want to be.
• 52:35
  Speaker 4: That's the problem because if you start, if he starts
• 52:38
  Speaker 4: telling you what's wrong with him, you're a therapist.
• 52:41
  Speaker 1: And if you start fixing them trying to find.
• 52:44
  Speaker 4: You heard with Shaq said, don't tell a woman you're
• 52:47
  Speaker 4: feeling because she's gonna bring it up.
• 52:49
  Speaker 1: No, that's mean people, And that's what Tammy is getting at.
• 52:52
  Speaker 1: I hate when and I say this a lot because
• 52:54
  Speaker 1: I fucking mean it. Mean people use your vulnerabilities against you.
• 52:59
  Speaker 1: It's not so thing that's exclusive to women, because I
• 53:02
  Speaker 1: have never, ever, ever, ever been with a man who
• 53:05
  Speaker 1: did not call me a bad head, fat bitch when
• 53:08
  Speaker 1: we got in an argument.
• 53:17
  Speaker 5: Woman, I don't.
• 53:19
  Speaker 1: I don't say the worship to win the argument because
• 53:20
  Speaker 1: I want you to love me. Lad you know what
• 53:22
  Speaker 1: I'm saying. Like when I say the worst ship, I
• 53:24
  Speaker 1: mean that ship, dog, I don't.
• 53:28
  Speaker 5: When I'm working on this is why you know. This
• 53:37
  Speaker 5: is why you don't tell you because you're waiting.
• 53:40
  Speaker 2: I used to be that way. I'm working on it now.
• 53:43
  Speaker 2: Where I will say the worst thing, but I did.
• 53:45
  Speaker 1: Your woman cannot be a therapist. Dog were not, like
• 53:48
  Speaker 1: everybody is not. I feel like I could be a therapist, right.
• 53:50
  Speaker 1: I give a lot of good advice, and I may
• 53:52
  Speaker 1: not always take my own right, But mentioned not get
• 53:56
  Speaker 1: into the habit of unpacking all the ship onto and
• 54:00
  Speaker 1: then wanting her to use those things that he's told
• 54:03
  Speaker 1: her to justify bad behavior. Okay, that's fair that the
• 54:06
  Speaker 1: ship gets to be kind of fucked up sometimes, like, oh,
• 54:09
  Speaker 1: you had a bad relationship with your mom. You know
• 54:12
  Speaker 1: she was a bitch, right, A lot of men are
• 54:15
  Speaker 1: sons of bitches in a real way.
• 54:17
  Speaker 2: I had a slut grandmother.
• 54:19
  Speaker 5: I make that profanity.
• 54:20
  Speaker 1: You get it, okay, And you don't want to end
• 54:24
  Speaker 1: up with somebody like that.
• 54:26
  Speaker 2: Is talking about.
• 54:29
  Speaker 6: If I don't get affected by a single.
• 54:33
  Speaker 4: What about double its like great grandma and.
• 54:36
  Speaker 3: I My brain's only like if I have like a
• 54:43
  Speaker 3: large enough sample size, that would be like for you know,
• 54:46
  Speaker 3: state presidential polling, you know in a small state, like
• 54:48
  Speaker 3: they'll they'll, they'll they'll determine that Biden's trailing Trump by
• 54:52
  Speaker 3: five about twelve people.
• 54:54
  Speaker 5: So you're working off twelve month replays. I'm only twelve months.
• 54:57
  Speaker 3: I just like if I can observe enough data in
• 55:00
  Speaker 3: the aggregate to go, okay, that's happening. That's my critical
• 55:05
  Speaker 3: mass point. I don't take anything that just happens personally.
• 55:10
  Speaker 2: What's the point in having a partner if they can't
• 55:13
  Speaker 2: come to you with their feelings? What is the point?
• 55:15
  Speaker 1: But I can't always I can't.
• 55:17
  Speaker 2: What is the point if my partner is feeling all
• 55:21
  Speaker 2: these things and he's holding it in because he feels
• 55:24
  Speaker 2: like I'm gonna use it against him later, or he
• 55:26
  Speaker 2: just feels.
• 55:26
  Speaker 6: Like, what are you gonna do it?
• 55:30
  Speaker 2: What am I going to do about him not coming
• 55:32
  Speaker 2: to me with my feelings?
• 55:33
  Speaker 3: So he's got all these issues and Coach tells you about.
• 55:39
  Speaker 2: I don't know. Maybe I could just be nurturing to
• 55:41
  Speaker 2: him in that moment if that's what he's mama, which
• 55:45
  Speaker 2: is really what you're Black men need nurturing, You don't
• 55:47
  Speaker 2: feel that's the truth.
• 55:48
  Speaker 5: Yeah, So so you want to be somebody mama, then
• 55:50
  Speaker 5: that's really what I love.
• 55:51
  Speaker 2: Is I want to be I don't want to be
• 55:53
  Speaker 2: his mom, but I want to be a safe space.
• 55:57
  Speaker 1: And because I don't feel like becau because dog, and
• 56:01
  Speaker 1: I do love and I have a love that is
• 56:04
  Speaker 1: unconditional for him. This is somebody I'm back with now
• 56:06
  Speaker 1: after many years, right.
• 56:08
  Speaker 6: And I do have the same guy from the car
• 56:10
  Speaker 6: story earlier.
• 56:11
  Speaker 2: No, but I don't like sho.
• 56:16
  Speaker 1: He has unconditional love for me though, because through conversation,
• 56:20
  Speaker 1: Like through conversing and now I'll say like, well, what
• 56:23
  Speaker 1: if I did what you did, I'm the fuck up
• 56:25
  Speaker 1: out of here. You don't have unconditional love for me.
• 56:27
  Speaker 1: It's different where do When do women get unconditional love?
• 56:32
  Speaker 1: When do I get the grades that.
• 56:33
  Speaker 5: We Because you don't have to do anything women.
• 56:38
  Speaker 6: Men are producers. Women are consumers.
• 56:40
  Speaker 5: You don't have to do anything.
• 56:41
  Speaker 1: I feel like men consume us. They eat us alive.
• 56:44
  Speaker 1: You have to give a man your soul to prove
• 56:47
  Speaker 1: to him that you are the one. Men are predators.
• 56:51
  Speaker 1: Men are the consumers. Y'all suck the energy and life
• 56:54
  Speaker 1: out of women. That's why single bitches and live longer.
• 56:58
  Speaker 2: Babies. Really, y y'all don't take when y'all leave, y'all
• 57:01
  Speaker 2: don't take the babies with y'all.
• 57:02
  Speaker 4: Y'all got no shame, y'all just be round here for
• 57:06
  Speaker 4: that because men have families, women have children.
• 57:11
  Speaker 2: Who makes families?
• 57:13
  Speaker 5: It comes out of you first, you know what I'm saying,
• 57:15
  Speaker 5: We have families. You guys have children?
• 57:18
  Speaker 1: What the do I just saw an African man say
• 57:22
  Speaker 1: he said he got six baby mamas. He said three. No,
• 57:26
  Speaker 1: excuse me, he has six kids, three women and two
• 57:29
  Speaker 1: of them two of them something like. However, he was
• 57:32
  Speaker 1: telling how this one has two kids, so she should
• 57:34
  Speaker 1: be good, she shouldn't stress. This one has one kid.
• 57:36
  Speaker 1: You know, she shouldn't stress that much. This is and
• 57:39
  Speaker 1: he's like making it okay that he has now spread
• 57:42
  Speaker 1: hisself this thin between different households and will create a
• 57:45
  Speaker 1: way to justify bull shit that men have famili and
• 57:52
  Speaker 1: women have children.
• 57:53
  Speaker 5: True, we can't have children.
• 57:56
  Speaker 2: What do you mean you can't have children?
• 57:59
  Speaker 1: Know y'all, No, y'all can't.
• 58:01
  Speaker 2: You can't. You can't bear a child.
• 58:04
  Speaker 4: From your body, So then therefore we can't have children.
• 58:07
  Speaker 4: You can give us that's just semantics. Actually, the fact,
• 58:14
  Speaker 4: what do you mean you have.
• 58:17
  Speaker 1: A lot of the probably uterus at the same time.
• 58:21
  Speaker 5: We can't have children.
• 58:23
  Speaker 1: You can't physically have youth, have children, birth children, But
• 58:28
  Speaker 1: you can have children.
• 58:29
  Speaker 5: They can be my child it could be my seed,
• 58:32
  Speaker 5: it could be myself.
• 58:33
  Speaker 2: You have children, and then we got kids. If you
• 58:37
  Speaker 2: make one with me, that's the goal, then now we
• 58:41
  Speaker 2: have a family. They really do these words at that
• 58:45
  Speaker 2: point it's not.
• 58:46
  Speaker 4: Words are important, his words you Thats why, that's why
• 58:50
  Speaker 4: you have to be that much more serious about the
• 58:52
  Speaker 4: decisions you make the words. Right, we cannot have children,
• 58:58
  Speaker 4: Yes we can. You can have a children, We can
• 59:01
  Speaker 4: have a family. That child can be my family. We
• 59:05
  Speaker 4: can be a family. That's why she just said it
• 59:07
  Speaker 4: a second ago.
• 59:08
  Speaker 1: Like me, you if we had kids, me, you could
• 59:11
  Speaker 1: never be family. You are related to them churns. So
• 59:14
  Speaker 1: when you leave, take them with you.
• 59:16
  Speaker 4: But we are family at that point, not really.
• 59:20
  Speaker 6: The child shows up, you can't exactly.
• 59:24
  Speaker 2: Yeah, that's true.
• 59:25
  Speaker 5: So that's why the power you you and you'll have.
• 59:29
  Speaker 1: Your package deliver. You can see your daddy house if you.
• 59:35
  Speaker 4: Can find him, mama, your mom, what he can find.
• 59:39
  Speaker 5: Guess what the baby gonna find your ass. The lady
• 59:44
  Speaker 5: gonna come hand that off a right to you.
• 59:45
  Speaker 4: But are you hand it to me?
• 59:47
  Speaker 1: Do you think that's okay? Though?
• 59:50
  Speaker 4: It's nature, it's not about what we like to have
• 59:53
  Speaker 4: or to create a false sense of balance because it
• 59:55
  Speaker 4: ain't really real.
• 59:56
  Speaker 3: Right.
• 59:56
  Speaker 1: You think I man should just be with the children
• 59:58
  Speaker 1: and mention be around.
• 1:00:00
  Speaker 4: No, No, I think that you should really decide who
• 1:00:02
  Speaker 4: the fuck you have a child for. I think you
• 1:00:05
  Speaker 4: gotta stop acting like we can do the exact same
• 1:00:08
  Speaker 4: thing and find some shame in who you're giving because
• 1:00:11
  Speaker 4: this is a serious decision.
• 1:00:13
  Speaker 1: It's not as serious for me, but it should be, though.
• 1:00:17
  Speaker 1: It should be as serious for men who they give
• 1:00:20
  Speaker 1: them by their body to you, living your body open
• 1:00:22
  Speaker 1: to all type of you. You're trying to figure out
• 1:00:24
  Speaker 1: why you're not as successful as you think you should be.
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 1: It's because of the lousy bitches that you're allowing to
• 1:00:29
  Speaker 1: have access to you, not you and pretending I'm just
• 1:00:31
  Speaker 1: talking about men.
• 1:00:32
  Speaker 4: Period.
• 1:00:33
  Speaker 1: You want some inspiration, go to the fucking strip club
• 1:00:36
  Speaker 1: Roads Gold and those bitches is in there getting money Tomorrow.
• 1:00:39
  Speaker 1: All of a sudden, your money multiplied because you got
• 1:00:41
  Speaker 1: this energy of the holes.
• 1:00:43
  Speaker 5: I totally understand what I'm saying. Ended with that, you
• 1:00:53
  Speaker 5: go to the.
• 1:00:53
  Speaker 2: Strip club, you gonta be Richard tomorrow because the hoes
• 1:00:56
  Speaker 2: got money, the hose got that hustling frequency.
• 1:00:59
  Speaker 3: The hustless strippers I've known personally, I've never met one
• 1:01:06
  Speaker 3: that didn't make up seven undred dollars a night, and
• 1:01:09
  Speaker 3: I never met one that had any money.
• 1:01:11
  Speaker 1: These bitches in Atlanta got that bag.
• 1:01:13
  Speaker 4: Okay, they still got to depend on some nigga still,
• 1:01:19
  Speaker 4: I think.
• 1:01:19
  Speaker 1: Could sometimes they be getting pimped somebody else managing.
• 1:01:24
  Speaker 4: The truth is you, guys, body is worth much more
• 1:01:29
  Speaker 4: than our body in the grand scale of having children,
• 1:01:32
  Speaker 4: which is the ultimate purpose of sex and the greatest
• 1:01:35
  Speaker 4: you know reward of it all your legacy being carried on,
• 1:01:38
  Speaker 4: your DNA spread it. So if we make the same
• 1:01:41
  Speaker 4: decisions based off of the fact that we have equal
• 1:01:43
  Speaker 4: plant were not equal in this.
• 1:01:44
  Speaker 1: I agree. And you know when you were in our
• 1:01:46
  Speaker 1: show before, like we I look at comments and stuff
• 1:01:49
  Speaker 1: and oh, don't have him back on. I don't like
• 1:01:52
  Speaker 1: you know why, because women don't like being ashamed. We
• 1:01:56
  Speaker 1: don't like being told.
• 1:01:57
  Speaker 2: What to do her accountability.
• 1:02:00
  Speaker 1: I don't want to see.
• 1:02:00
  Speaker 2: Account Every time I hear that word, it hurts.
• 1:02:04
  Speaker 1: But we don't like being reprimanded. We think we are
• 1:02:09
  Speaker 1: above reproach. And I tell Tammy this all the time.
• 1:02:11
  Speaker 1: We leave relationships right without seeing the part we played
• 1:02:15
  Speaker 1: in the I feel like, especially a marriage, it's not winning.
• 1:02:19
  Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying. The voce is like
• 1:02:21
  Speaker 1: you lost, y'all lost something.
• 1:02:23
  Speaker 4: I am the greatest advocate of women, especially Black women
• 1:02:27
  Speaker 4: today in the podcast space as a man. Right. I
• 1:02:30
  Speaker 4: remember I did man in the show, right, and the
• 1:02:33
  Speaker 4: women was mad because I told them you should have
• 1:02:35
  Speaker 4: hold pussy till you get married. That made me the
• 1:02:38
  Speaker 4: villain of the show. And that's not that's whack to me,
• 1:02:41
  Speaker 4: right because and it's like everybody else is catering to
• 1:02:44
  Speaker 4: your sense of you know again, you already don't have
• 1:02:47
  Speaker 4: no consequence the concept until you have a child. See
• 1:02:50
  Speaker 4: they're not saying that. And this is where Pete will agree. Right,
• 1:02:53
  Speaker 4: once you have a kid, all your consequences come boom.
• 1:02:58
  Speaker 4: You won't have none till that point. So again, us
• 1:03:01
  Speaker 4: making a child, it might take me five seconds, like
• 1:03:04
  Speaker 4: we canna lay down in five seconds.
• 1:03:06
  Speaker 5: I did my part.
• 1:03:07
  Speaker 4: Nigga is ten months for you and I don't got
• 1:03:10
  Speaker 4: to do one thing, and you should make decisions knowing
• 1:03:12
  Speaker 4: that that's.
• 1:03:12
  Speaker 5: The truth, so yourself.
• 1:03:16
  Speaker 4: For me, I feel you know what I'm saying, But
• 1:03:18
  Speaker 4: I'm telling you something that no nigga gonna tell you
• 1:03:20
  Speaker 4: like you probably should not be giving a pussy away
• 1:03:23
  Speaker 4: as easy. We just don't have those consequences in that regard.
• 1:03:27
  Speaker 1: It's not in that regard, and that's why you need
• 1:03:29
  Speaker 1: more wise men and daddy's and uncles.
• 1:03:33
  Speaker 2: I want to go back to something that you said.
• 1:03:34
  Speaker 2: Though you said you didn't know strippers, they would make
• 1:03:37
  Speaker 2: a lot of money, but they still didn't. That's part
• 1:03:39
  Speaker 2: of the fins. They probably were telling you that they like,
• 1:03:43
  Speaker 2: why would I ever have.
• 1:03:46
  Speaker 4: I never.
• 1:03:48
  Speaker 3: And I've known them when I've had ones of her friends,
• 1:03:50
  Speaker 3: I've lived with them.
• 1:03:51
  Speaker 5: You know he's not lying.
• 1:03:52
  Speaker 6: This is not bullshit. They don't have anything.
• 1:03:54
  Speaker 5: There's no witch process.
• 1:03:55
  Speaker 6: They off money like you couldn't believe.
• 1:03:57
  Speaker 1: Like drug dealers. You know, I always this would make
• 1:04:00
  Speaker 1: jokes about drugs. Does they would always have the same
• 1:04:02
  Speaker 1: not They always had a bunch of money, right, but
• 1:04:04
  Speaker 1: we don't know how old ak not of money is
• 1:04:06
  Speaker 1: like how have you recycled or you just carrying around
• 1:04:09
  Speaker 1: the same Not for them, it's your bank account, you
• 1:04:11
  Speaker 1: got in your bucket. They really don't be having a
• 1:04:13
  Speaker 1: whole bunch of money because they spend it that business.
• 1:04:17
  Speaker 4: They spend it making right to save money, Like, you
• 1:04:20
  Speaker 4: still got to do good business even as a d boy.
• 1:04:22
  Speaker 4: Like some of my homeboys that's hell and successful. That
• 1:04:25
  Speaker 4: was hustling, million dollar dudes they were. They could have
• 1:04:28
  Speaker 4: ran businesses. Now, that don't mean they could take the
• 1:04:31
  Speaker 4: mind and then make it work somewhere else because they're
• 1:04:33
  Speaker 4: not as informed in those specific keys.
• 1:04:35
  Speaker 5: You know, all of that shit.
• 1:04:36
  Speaker 4: But like the homies, most people, she right, most of
• 1:04:39
  Speaker 4: my homies that sell drugs, like none of us.
• 1:04:42
  Speaker 5: Most money. I've had cent of drugs about.
• 1:04:43
  Speaker 3: Ninety seven thousand dollars and and that kind of money
• 1:04:47
  Speaker 3: because it doesn't have proper gateways. It's basically just plastic
• 1:04:52
  Speaker 3: gift cards. It's it's retail only money. It's not it's
• 1:04:55
  Speaker 3: not a tool. It's not the tool the capital is
• 1:04:58
  Speaker 3: made to be. It's just simply transient gift card cash.
• 1:05:02
  Speaker 4: So he's not tripping when he's saying, like I have
• 1:05:05
  Speaker 4: met a lot of strippers. I never met a risk stripper,
• 1:05:07
  Speaker 4: and I knew strippers. I was making good money, but
• 1:05:09
  Speaker 4: I never met the one that had no money. I
• 1:05:11
  Speaker 4: mean they might have had a band, they might have
• 1:05:13
  Speaker 4: had a little apartment, they might have asked some bag
• 1:05:15
  Speaker 4: but they ain't never had no money.
• 1:05:16
  Speaker 3: The only time that they get money is when they
• 1:05:18
  Speaker 3: transitioned out to being RNs, and some of them.
• 1:05:24
  Speaker 1: Don't make it there. They'd be in CNA.
• 1:05:27
  Speaker 5: Because money is not just like that's his point. I
• 1:05:30
  Speaker 5: think too, that's dope. I never thought about that.
• 1:05:33
  Speaker 4: Money is not just the currency on your end, right,
• 1:05:36
  Speaker 4: It's the way americuld treat you. It's the way you
• 1:05:38
  Speaker 4: position a dollar itself. It's the way you could leverage
• 1:05:40
  Speaker 4: the dollar for more. And when you in a dope game,
• 1:05:43
  Speaker 4: you can't.
• 1:05:44
  Speaker 6: I didn't even need to ask if you read a
• 1:05:48
  Speaker 6: Scandal of Money yet I know you haven't.
• 1:05:50
  Speaker 4: Right, exactly what.
• 1:05:51
  Speaker 1: Is it talking about. It's a book about the creation
• 1:05:56
  Speaker 1: of the system.
• 1:05:57
  Speaker 3: No, it's about the theory of what money actually is.
• 1:06:01
  Speaker 3: A currency, it's a it's a measuring stick.
• 1:06:04
  Speaker 2: It's a metric.
• 1:06:05
  Speaker 3: It's not it's not representative of wealth. It's a measurement
• 1:06:07
  Speaker 3: of wealth and value. It's a definition of value. Is
• 1:06:10
  Speaker 3: where money's gone wrong? Where baseless currencies and floating currencies,
• 1:06:14
  Speaker 3: all that kind of stuff. It's just a myth that
• 1:06:16
  Speaker 3: kind of stuff.
• 1:06:17
  Speaker 6: No, it's it's a ruler. It's a tool like anything else.
• 1:06:20
  Speaker 2: When bigcoin came out, I just could not wrap my
• 1:06:22
  Speaker 2: mind around what the fuck it was like. At one
• 1:06:26
  Speaker 2: point dollar, the dollar had gold or silver to back it, right,
• 1:06:30
  Speaker 2: So bitcoin is just an idea and people put value
• 1:06:33
  Speaker 2: to it.
• 1:06:33
  Speaker 1: The dollar is an idea now because it's no longer
• 1:06:35
  Speaker 1: backed by gold and silver, so now we are giving
• 1:06:37
  Speaker 1: it the value it has. That's why I'm pissed about
• 1:06:40
  Speaker 1: my fucking stocks today, and I've been nervous all this time.
• 1:06:46
  Speaker 4: Remember the money, the money that we even use now, right,
• 1:06:49
  Speaker 4: Abraham Lincoln started putting that money.
• 1:06:52
  Speaker 5: It wasn't green bags like it's it's it's some ship.
• 1:06:55
  Speaker 5: It's some ship.
• 1:06:55
  Speaker 1: And yeah, so having that paper.
• 1:07:04
  Speaker 3: That simultaneously when you're in bad city of economy, when
• 1:07:07
  Speaker 3: everything is going up at the same time, that means
• 1:07:10
  Speaker 3: the measuring sticks going down exactly.
• 1:07:13
  Speaker 6: You shouldn't have.
• 1:07:15
  Speaker 3: Tech stocks, energy stocks, real estate, gold bonds, everything, everything
• 1:07:20
  Speaker 3: is going up against the dollar.
• 1:07:24
  Speaker 4: So yeah, strip that's why strippers really dealing shame. Whether
• 1:07:26
  Speaker 4: you know it or not, they really still be trying
• 1:07:28
  Speaker 4: to find somebody rich. Risk people don't try to find
• 1:07:32
  Speaker 4: somebody rich, they just find.
• 1:07:33
  Speaker 1: Somebody that's true.
• 1:07:35
  Speaker 4: Yeah, m hmm, unless you're white, white rich people.
• 1:07:38
  Speaker 5: White show to find other white rich people so they
• 1:07:40
  Speaker 5: can get richer.
• 1:07:41
  Speaker 2: I think we should.
• 1:07:42
  Speaker 5: All women would not get chos at all.
• 1:07:50
  Speaker 4: If women got choles all their monetary value, it would
• 1:07:52
  Speaker 4: be bad if me and got chols.
• 1:07:56
  Speaker 1: That's why you just lies. Like my homegirl yesterday, she
• 1:08:01
  Speaker 1: said a guy, this guy she was talking to, told her,
• 1:08:04
  Speaker 1: you know, I thought yesterday I thought about something. I
• 1:08:07
  Speaker 1: don't know nothing about your past. And she was very
• 1:08:11
  Speaker 1: offended by that, Like why you need to know anything
• 1:08:13
  Speaker 1: about my past? Like what are you now? Like are
• 1:08:15
  Speaker 1: you inquiring about me around town now or something like that?
• 1:08:19
  Speaker 5: I'm crying, Like.
• 1:08:21
  Speaker 1: You ask your niggas about her now?
• 1:08:24
  Speaker 6: We need a credit check?
• 1:08:26
  Speaker 1: Yeah, don't be checking my whole facts because listen, but
• 1:08:32
  Speaker 1: I like dick facts. I like to see who you
• 1:08:35
  Speaker 1: were with before, right, because I just don't want to
• 1:08:38
  Speaker 1: fuck behind certain bitches. I don't want to fuck you
• 1:08:41
  Speaker 1: behind her.
• 1:08:42
  Speaker 2: I don't like how she looks.
• 1:08:43
  Speaker 1: She looks stink like I don't want to do it. Yeah,
• 1:08:47
  Speaker 1: like I seen guys, baby Mama, I messed around and
• 1:08:50
  Speaker 1: get turned off. I'm turned off from you now because
• 1:08:53
  Speaker 1: I saw what you actually are used to and that's
• 1:08:56
  Speaker 1: why I said men with money, y'all should have access
• 1:08:59
  Speaker 1: to the win mean you had access to before you
• 1:09:01
  Speaker 1: got the bag. So I feel, okay, let me see
• 1:09:05
  Speaker 1: your first baby, mama. That's how you know who you're
• 1:09:07
  Speaker 1: dealing with.
• 1:09:08
  Speaker 5: I do not change.
• 1:09:09
  Speaker 4: I don never. I don't think I'm too good for
• 1:09:10
  Speaker 4: no woman, as long as she got something to offer,
• 1:09:13
  Speaker 4: Like her mind is cooled, we cool.
• 1:09:15
  Speaker 5: I look a she grew up right where I grew up.
• 1:09:17
  Speaker 5: At her she live in Beverly Hills.
• 1:09:19
  Speaker 4: They all the same. It's the same Tams. We're going
• 1:09:21
  Speaker 4: to the same Tams. Like I'll take no lie to
• 1:09:27
  Speaker 4: a different brand name on it.
• 1:09:30
  Speaker 5: I took wealthy women.
• 1:09:31
  Speaker 4: I took wealthy women to the burger stand and content,
• 1:09:34
  Speaker 4: and I took ghetto girls to the best restaurants at
• 1:09:37
  Speaker 4: Beverly Hills. I just try to make people experience better,
• 1:09:41
  Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, Like you experience life. I remember,
• 1:09:45
  Speaker 4: oh man, if I told her she'd be hot. But
• 1:09:46
  Speaker 4: this one lady who wanted Grammy right, she she was
• 1:09:49
  Speaker 4: like into me. I think she just like a crip
• 1:09:51
  Speaker 4: fetish or something. She used to get disappointed when she
• 1:09:58
  Speaker 4: found out I.
• 1:09:59
  Speaker 6: Read and sh I swear.
• 1:10:03
  Speaker 2: I've seen the movie American American Fiction. Nobody's seen that.
• 1:10:07
  Speaker 2: It's about this black author. He's very intelligent, but his
• 1:10:11
  Speaker 2: books won't sell and then he starts making this literature
• 1:10:14
  Speaker 2: that's like very ghetto and he had to become this
• 1:10:17
  Speaker 2: very ghetto like just out fresh out of prison. And yeah, Donald,
• 1:10:23
  Speaker 2: the white people were like, they was like, what do
• 1:10:26
  Speaker 2: you want to call it? He was like, we'll call
• 1:10:27
  Speaker 2: it fuck, like that's what he named and they were like,
• 1:10:31
  Speaker 2: we love it.
• 1:10:32
  Speaker 6: This is amazing and it's so real.
• 1:10:34
  Speaker 2: Yeah, so that's basically no.
• 1:10:39
  Speaker 5: Yeah, she was just into it.
• 1:10:40
  Speaker 4: She was just like into it and shit, so when
• 1:10:42
  Speaker 4: we I ain't gonna lie. I'm always sober, so I
• 1:10:46
  Speaker 4: signed everything up really fast.
• 1:10:48
  Speaker 5: So I seen what she was into. And I remember
• 1:10:49
  Speaker 5: I picked her up in my Lowrider and all that.
• 1:10:51
  Speaker 4: I brought her to This is my favorite spot, TAM's
• 1:10:54
  Speaker 4: on Long Beach Boulevard right and trumping, and she.
• 1:10:57
  Speaker 5: Was just so blown. It made her day. It made
• 1:11:00
  Speaker 5: her day. She thought it was just like the greatest
• 1:11:02
  Speaker 5: thing in the world.
• 1:11:03
  Speaker 2: It's a hood spot. Yes, I went to the gett.
• 1:11:08
  Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying. So it's like you got
• 1:11:10
  Speaker 5: to know what people want from you, and then is
• 1:11:13
  Speaker 5: your job to over deliver.
• 1:11:19
  Speaker 2: All right, So I need everybody to share something that
• 1:11:22
  Speaker 2: they are ashamed of.
• 1:11:23
  Speaker 1: I already told y'all, I'm ashamed of that, Nigga, I
• 1:11:25
  Speaker 1: was pregnant. You already saw that. That's my shame.
• 1:11:28
  Speaker 2: That's the only shame you have.
• 1:11:32
  Speaker 1: Yes, that I would like to say and not be
• 1:11:35
  Speaker 1: publicly shamed about.
• 1:11:37
  Speaker 2: That's so one shame.
• 1:11:38
  Speaker 1: So when I thought about I thought about this this
• 1:11:40
  Speaker 1: topic a couple of weeks ago, but I explained it
• 1:11:43
  Speaker 1: better maybe last night where we can have a conversation
• 1:11:45
  Speaker 1: about it. But I told Tam and her homegirl, like
• 1:11:48
  Speaker 1: one of the things I'm ashamed of. But I've since
• 1:11:52
  Speaker 1: learned other bitches do it too. Okay, when we use
• 1:11:54
  Speaker 1: public restrooms, we have to scott squat and sometimes the
• 1:11:58
  Speaker 1: aim ain't always like on points. Okay, So if I
• 1:12:03
  Speaker 1: pee on the toilet seat a little bit, I'm going
• 1:12:06
  Speaker 1: to use the toilet tissue like first to wipe my
• 1:12:09
  Speaker 1: wife wife first, and then I might you know, pat
• 1:12:13
  Speaker 1: pat with the same tissue to clean the pea off
• 1:12:15
  Speaker 1: the toilet. I was like, we all do that, right,
• 1:12:19
  Speaker 1: and I feel like it's the person who comes behind
• 1:12:21
  Speaker 1: me to use the restroom. To be mindful, bitch, don't
• 1:12:24
  Speaker 1: set your nasty ass on that toilet, because it's like
• 1:12:26
  Speaker 1: the whole thing is to a pair clean, but that
• 1:12:29
  Speaker 1: ship is dirty as hell, full of shame.
• 1:12:32
  Speaker 2: Okay, alright, here's mine. Does anybody else want to go first?
• 1:12:43
  Speaker 2: Brought up? You wanted to do this?
• 1:12:46
  Speaker 1: Okay?
• 1:12:46
  Speaker 3: Go?
• 1:12:48
  Speaker 1: Alright? It was.
• 1:12:52
  Speaker 2: It went to this Mexican restaurant.
• 1:12:54
  Speaker 5: Oh my god, delicious bean deal. This is getting worse.
• 1:13:00
  Speaker 1: We went to the club and we had hookah.
• 1:13:03
  Speaker 5: Something about the hookah and Mexican for crazy.
• 1:13:11
  Speaker 2: I shoot in the club, ya the club?
• 1:13:14
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I took a ship in the bathroom, though.
• 1:13:16
  Speaker 2: Right in the bathroom, not like at the section. I
• 1:13:20
  Speaker 2: just so you're I'm never at the club.
• 1:13:25
  Speaker 1: I'm pooped in a club. Look, I'm a I cannot
• 1:13:31
  Speaker 1: believe it too that.
• 1:13:35
  Speaker 6: You went to the restroom in the restroom.
• 1:13:39
  Speaker 5: White people.
• 1:13:40
  Speaker 4: You see what I said, White people just like to
• 1:13:43
  Speaker 4: use the restaroom.
• 1:13:44
  Speaker 1: He got. You took a ship in the club. You
• 1:13:48
  Speaker 1: can't make a party like regular. I can't take a
• 1:13:51
  Speaker 1: ship without taking a shower.
• 1:13:54
  Speaker 2: I came back and enjoyed my night and shipped a
• 1:13:57
  Speaker 2: different levels.
• 1:13:58
  Speaker 6: Did you take anybody home that night?
• 1:14:00
  Speaker 1: No? I why the fuck?
• 1:14:06
  Speaker 2: Everybody naked over here?
• 1:14:07
  Speaker 5: Dog?
• 1:14:07
  Speaker 1: What is happening? We stayed? We saw naked bitches all
• 1:14:10
  Speaker 1: day with no shame, with no shame.
• 1:14:14
  Speaker 2: Yeah, so all right, I told you all my story.
• 1:14:16
  Speaker 2: Like judge me if you will, come on Jesus.
• 1:14:19
  Speaker 3: The last time I embarked on a shame derived monologue,
• 1:14:23
  Speaker 3: we got suicide watch emails. So I don't even know
• 1:14:30
  Speaker 3: my whole life is defined by shame. I mean, like
• 1:14:33
  Speaker 3: you want like a like a funny shame story, or.
• 1:14:35
  Speaker 1: Like like just okay, maybe think about some ship, that
• 1:14:40
  Speaker 1: some ship, that something.
• 1:14:42
  Speaker 5: Ship from here on now, think about you.
• 1:14:45
  Speaker 2: Look at me?
• 1:14:47
  Speaker 1: Uh, just something you don't want people to know. If something.
• 1:14:52
  Speaker 6: No one knows me anyhow, anybody that knows me knows
• 1:14:55
  Speaker 6: my ship.
• 1:14:56
  Speaker 3: No one that doesn't know me just doesn't know me.
• 1:14:59
  Speaker 2: Stop looking at me.
• 1:15:01
  Speaker 6: Sorry? No, I mean probably my worst is just like
• 1:15:09
  Speaker 6: a myroadly.
• 1:15:11
  Speaker 3: Long through my twenties situation, just.
• 1:15:14
  Speaker 6: Just like perpetually finding myself.
• 1:15:21
  Speaker 3: Having woken up from drunken stupors and places I didn't
• 1:15:24
  Speaker 3: know where the hell they were, how I got there,
• 1:15:26
  Speaker 3: and then having to go go backtrack like myself into
• 1:15:29
  Speaker 3: coherent functionality, like how the fuck where am I? Who is?
• 1:15:34
  Speaker 6: How the fuck did I get here? No, it wouldn't
• 1:15:37
  Speaker 6: even be like that.
• 1:15:38
  Speaker 1: Oh you would just be like on your streets somewhere like.
• 1:15:42
  Speaker 6: But I be like, oh, ship, where's my phone? My
• 1:15:46
  Speaker 6: phone's gone, I don't know where I am. I gotta
• 1:15:50
  Speaker 6: go find where my car is.
• 1:15:51
  Speaker 3: I gotta get my wallet back, all this other type
• 1:15:53
  Speaker 3: of ship and then oh, ship, did I am? I
• 1:15:56
  Speaker 3: gonna get arrested when I go outside, Like do I
• 1:15:58
  Speaker 3: did I do something? Did somebody? It's gonna be somebody
• 1:16:00
  Speaker 3: after me, like all this type of shit, having to
• 1:16:03
  Speaker 3: try to backtrack it, And then the worst part of
• 1:16:04
  Speaker 3: it is getting the phone and you gotta look on
• 1:16:07
  Speaker 3: the phone. I got a call somebody who was around
• 1:16:11
  Speaker 3: last night, so I can do a responsibility check to
• 1:16:15
  Speaker 3: make sure that I gotta know, you know, for something
• 1:16:17
  Speaker 3: I gotta deal with.
• 1:16:18
  Speaker 6: It's very very serious.
• 1:16:20
  Speaker 3: And those calls, those like eleven, am, oh you're alive, Yes,
• 1:16:27
  Speaker 3: don't rub it in. He's gonna be last night that
• 1:16:32
  Speaker 3: I gotta really really really really answered any fires, No, none,
• 1:16:36
  Speaker 3: just the usual all right, goodness, Have you ever had.
• 1:16:40
  Speaker 2: Any fires to put out though.
• 1:16:44
  Speaker 1: Not showing up at a girlfriend you got married to
• 1:16:46
  Speaker 1: stripper last night kind of ship.
• 1:16:49
  Speaker 6: Nah, that wouldn't have been that big a deal.
• 1:16:52
  Speaker 1: So he would be a good hangover right character.
• 1:16:55
  Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, I would be like me
• 1:16:58
  Speaker 3: and the hangover would be like the Asian dude in
• 1:17:01
  Speaker 3: the Hangover sequel, just like, but I don't do drugs.
• 1:17:07
  Speaker 6: It's just it's just purely alcohol.
• 1:17:10
  Speaker 1: The spirit. So you basically listen, you were walking your
• 1:17:15
  Speaker 1: whole twenties basically like a spirit can kind of walk
• 1:17:18
  Speaker 1: into your ship and had you you just getting animated
• 1:17:20
  Speaker 1: all over town.
• 1:17:21
  Speaker 6: Not my whole twenties. It was like late teens in
• 1:17:23
  Speaker 6: the early twenties.
• 1:17:24
  Speaker 3: And then there would be like an occasional relaptic moment
• 1:17:27
  Speaker 3: that just became't you know, further and further spaced out
• 1:17:30
  Speaker 3: as I went out out of my twenties.
• 1:17:32
  Speaker 2: Mmmm.
• 1:17:34
  Speaker 1: I think I was the drunkest in my twenties two.
• 1:17:37
  Speaker 1: And I think about it now as like, why the
• 1:17:38
  Speaker 1: fuck was I drinking that much in college? That's why
• 1:17:43
  Speaker 1: I don't drink a mecca.
• 1:17:44
  Speaker 3: I did have one fire and it turned out to
• 1:17:47
  Speaker 3: be kind of a faux fire, and it turned into
• 1:17:49
  Speaker 3: a really messed up situation. Like my whole, like my
• 1:17:53
  Speaker 3: last year of high school was like your whole What
• 1:17:55
  Speaker 3: was my whole last year.
• 1:17:56
  Speaker 1: Of high school?
• 1:17:57
  Speaker 3: W h O from like whatever prom like eleventh grade,
• 1:18:04
  Speaker 3: Like I I hadn't hardly drank that many times before
• 1:18:07
  Speaker 3: like that in my life, but like I drank too
• 1:18:08
  Speaker 3: much of some like since I said.
• 1:18:10
  Speaker 4: Like like.
• 1:18:13
  Speaker 3: Fireball, the story of what I did some girl became
• 1:18:16
  Speaker 3: very opaque.
• 1:18:18
  Speaker 6: And I'm like that sounds like bullshit, but I was.
• 1:18:22
  Speaker 6: I can't, I can't argue.
• 1:18:23
  Speaker 3: I'm not in a position to are you pushed back
• 1:18:25
  Speaker 3: to anybody? But the story kids just kept ballooning. And
• 1:18:30
  Speaker 3: so for oh like a long time, like years in
• 1:18:34
  Speaker 3: my hometown, like there was there was a lot of
• 1:18:36
  Speaker 3: that on me and all my reputation and how people
• 1:18:39
  Speaker 3: have viewed me and saw me whatever. And I think
• 1:18:40
  Speaker 3: probably like seven or eight years later, I bumped into
• 1:18:43
  Speaker 3: this girl and I was friends with her sisters, sister's friends,
• 1:18:44
  Speaker 3: whatever else. And but I hadn't really gone when I
• 1:18:49
  Speaker 3: got out of high school. I really just didn't go
• 1:18:50
  Speaker 3: back there. And so I was sitting there and I
• 1:18:52
  Speaker 3: was probably in my late twenties whatever, and.
• 1:18:55
  Speaker 6: This girl was like.
• 1:18:58
  Speaker 3: It was like it was like an awkwardly sound. I
• 1:19:00
  Speaker 3: was like, hey, you know, I don't think I've ever
• 1:19:01
  Speaker 3: got a chance to talk to you. I was like,
• 1:19:02
  Speaker 3: you know, whatever happened. She was like, oh, I mean
• 1:19:05
  Speaker 3: nothing like really happened. It just kind of got blown
• 1:19:07
  Speaker 3: with out of proportion.
• 1:19:08
  Speaker 6: And then no, no, no, and I'm like, huh.
• 1:19:13
  Speaker 3: I got blown out of proportion. It depended like like
• 1:19:17
  Speaker 3: my nose broke, Like you said, my nose broke. Sure,
• 1:19:19
  Speaker 3: some dude got pissed me the party was friends with
• 1:19:21
  Speaker 3: that girl and he was like drunk and trying to
• 1:19:23
  Speaker 3: start to fight with some ship and like, I'm more
• 1:19:27
  Speaker 3: the type I'm more worried about winning a fight than
• 1:19:29
  Speaker 3: losing a fight.
• 1:19:30
  Speaker 1: Mm hm.
• 1:19:30
  Speaker 3: So I wasn't too worried about him, but he and
• 1:19:32
  Speaker 3: I was like, I'm a rollless dude. And then he
• 1:19:34
  Speaker 3: said something about that and I was like, oh, if
• 1:19:36
  Speaker 3: he wants to punch me and then over that, then I'll,
• 1:19:38
  Speaker 3: you know whatever, I'll take it.
• 1:19:40
  Speaker 6: So I didn't.
• 1:19:40
  Speaker 3: I didn't, I didn't throw punched. I let him take
• 1:19:43
  Speaker 3: off and get get a couple and I just slipped
• 1:19:45
  Speaker 3: like five or six and somebody grabbed or whatever. But
• 1:19:47
  Speaker 3: like when I was done letting him hit me, he
• 1:19:49
  Speaker 3: didn't hit me again.
• 1:19:50
  Speaker 5: Like I had to walk with that label. So like
• 1:19:54
  Speaker 5: for a while it was like, Lael, well that what
• 1:19:59
  Speaker 5: it was.
• 1:20:00
  Speaker 3: I had like.
• 1:20:02
  Speaker 6: Hit her.
• 1:20:03
  Speaker 3: Then it was like I beat her. Then it was
• 1:20:04
  Speaker 3: like I beat her and pulled her into a closet
• 1:20:06
  Speaker 3: and tried to rape. It was like anybody who told
• 1:20:09
  Speaker 3: the thing told just kept adding a new chapter's book.
• 1:20:12
  Speaker 3: And I found out it was like it was like, well, no,
• 1:20:16
  Speaker 3: you just got really mad and were like kind of
• 1:20:17
  Speaker 3: raised your voice in me. I'm like, huh.
• 1:20:20
  Speaker 1: But it started with her though she had to have
• 1:20:21
  Speaker 1: told people these stories.
• 1:20:23
  Speaker 5: She told somebody a simple story and it's a bunch
• 1:20:25
  Speaker 5: of jeph.
• 1:20:27
  Speaker 3: And it probably got razzled and stuff and was emotional
• 1:20:29
  Speaker 3: and people start.
• 1:20:30
  Speaker 5: Crying as he jumped on and stepped around.
• 1:20:35
  Speaker 6: For probably ten years, nothing happened that man. That shit sucked.
• 1:20:39
  Speaker 3: But that was only my own fault, because if it
• 1:20:43
  Speaker 3: wasn't for that, that wouldn't have gone anyway.
• 1:20:45
  Speaker 5: You would have traumati Yeah, like you living with the therapy.
• 1:20:50
  Speaker 2: This scarlet letter over some shit that never happened.
• 1:20:53
  Speaker 1: I remember one of my subs not substitute, but like
• 1:20:55
  Speaker 1: a tutor this after school program. I was in middle
• 1:20:58
  Speaker 1: in middle school, like sixth grade. This lady really I
• 1:21:01
  Speaker 1: lived with shame until I was an adult, thinking I
• 1:21:05
  Speaker 1: had done something to this lady and when she told
• 1:21:08
  Speaker 1: me what I supposedly did to her. So after I finished,
• 1:21:12
  Speaker 1: after I stopped going to the after school program, all
• 1:21:15
  Speaker 1: the kids told her. I used to talk shit about her,
• 1:21:16
  Speaker 1: like she's really the reason I started wearing eyelashes. This
• 1:21:19
  Speaker 1: lady had long, real hair, black lady, but she would
• 1:21:22
  Speaker 1: always wear lashes and I loved the lashes. So she
• 1:21:26
  Speaker 1: came to me after I stopped the program because she
• 1:21:28
  Speaker 1: lives three doors down for my mom still, and she's
• 1:21:31
  Speaker 1: real sick now and that's why you don't fuck with me.
• 1:21:33
  Speaker 1: So she was like, uh, she was like, yeah, you
• 1:21:38
  Speaker 1: told all the kids I wore weave and all this
• 1:21:40
  Speaker 1: weird shit, and I'm not gonna tell your mom. I'm
• 1:21:42
  Speaker 1: gonna let you tell her. So I was afraid for years,
• 1:21:46
  Speaker 1: like I felt like I really did something to her.
• 1:21:47
  Speaker 1: And now as an adult, I realized I ain't doing
• 1:21:49
  Speaker 1: shit to you, bitch. You might have had a couple
• 1:21:51
  Speaker 1: of tracks, and you wear fake lashes like that's the truth.
• 1:21:54
  Speaker 1: But she had me feeling like I really did because
• 1:21:56
  Speaker 1: I didn't have them. Yes, you shame into not even
• 1:22:00
  Speaker 1: being themselves no more.
• 1:22:02
  Speaker 4: I understand adults do that.
• 1:22:04
  Speaker 2: Adults.
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  Speaker 5: I thank god I was such an honorary kid.
• 1:22:10
  Speaker 1: What's your shame, glasses? What you shaming about? Oh you
• 1:22:14
  Speaker 1: already said you shamed because your ass working out, not just.
• 1:22:18
  Speaker 4: Working out, but just eating better. You want to know,
• 1:22:21
  Speaker 4: A good story is a good story about thirty two
• 1:22:25
  Speaker 4: thirty three years old. So this is roughly eleven years
• 1:22:28
  Speaker 4: ago forty four now, so it's thirty three thirty maybe
• 1:22:31
  Speaker 4: thirty three thirty four. I had met a girl, right,
• 1:22:35
  Speaker 4: and she started dming me on Instagram, right, So I
• 1:22:39
  Speaker 4: was like, you know, she she was cool. She just
• 1:22:41
  Speaker 4: talked to me. I ain't trip whatever. We ran into
• 1:22:44
  Speaker 4: each other in real life. She's like probably five foot
• 1:22:50
  Speaker 4: four eleven five to one somewhere in there. It's really
• 1:22:52
  Speaker 4: short girl, right, fatigue. She's cute, and she was just
• 1:22:57
  Speaker 4: on me. She just liked me a lot. She had
• 1:23:00
  Speaker 4: a cool personality. So I ended up sleeping with her, right.
• 1:23:06
  Speaker 4: I ended up sleeping with her, probably a little bit
• 1:23:09
  Speaker 4: more because when I was fucking with her. My dick
• 1:23:13
  Speaker 4: felt like it was sixteen inches long because she was
• 1:23:16
  Speaker 4: so tiny and her hands.
• 1:23:18
  Speaker 5: Were so little. No, she was close to it, like
• 1:23:23
  Speaker 5: me right short tim So I kept sleeping with her
• 1:23:33
  Speaker 5: because of like she would you feel bad?
• 1:23:41
  Speaker 2: That was it? You didn't like her, you just were
• 1:23:43
  Speaker 2: use her for her hands.
• 1:23:44
  Speaker 5: I have that's the truth.
• 1:23:48
  Speaker 3: I have hypothesized that that is the root cause behind
• 1:23:52
  Speaker 3: the white guy Asian girl fetish thing like since forever.
• 1:23:57
  Speaker 4: Like so don't get me wrong, like like a girl
• 1:24:00
  Speaker 4: that's regular sized, two hands is normal, but like she
• 1:24:03
  Speaker 4: would have needed like five or six hands, and it's
• 1:24:06
  Speaker 4: just I imagine this visualig felt like eighteen inches long.
• 1:24:16
  Speaker 5: And I just kept sleep with her.
• 1:24:25
  Speaker 1: Trying to find this.
• 1:24:26
  Speaker 2: Uh, it was this. It was this.
• 1:24:27
  Speaker 1: It's a series on Amazon and one of the characters
• 1:24:31
  Speaker 1: just passed away recently. A young guy. He looks he's biracial, dude.
• 1:24:36
  Speaker 1: But these kids have superhero It's called V something like
• 1:24:40
  Speaker 1: that V. Like all of these kids got this vaccine
• 1:24:45
  Speaker 1: at some point, like their parents signed them up for
• 1:24:47
  Speaker 1: this experiment and now they're all like in the school
• 1:24:49
  Speaker 1: together where they all have like these special powers and ship.
• 1:24:53
  Speaker 1: So one of the girls, she can make herself really big,
• 1:24:56
  Speaker 1: like giant, and then or she can get really small.
• 1:24:59
  Speaker 1: So whenever she felt depressed, she'd be You'd be looking
• 1:25:03
  Speaker 1: for her and she would be sitting right here somewhere right.
• 1:25:05
  Speaker 5: Flamed, yes, tiny, So to do it, she.
• 1:25:08
  Speaker 1: Was dating like he was acting like he liked her
• 1:25:11
  Speaker 1: so much because her fucking she was making her some
• 1:25:14
  Speaker 1: little around his dick on the on the episode, like
• 1:25:19
  Speaker 1: she's sliding down a dick, like they showed a dick.
• 1:25:24
  Speaker 2: His whole body slide and she just like holding on,
• 1:25:27
  Speaker 2: like yeah, to the left, to the left.
• 1:25:30
  Speaker 5: It's so shameful, so.
• 1:25:36
  Speaker 4: Shameful, woman's body. I never told that story out loud
• 1:25:42
  Speaker 4: on his wet dick. I've never told this story out loud.
• 1:25:46
  Speaker 4: So it's so fucking funny.
• 1:25:49
  Speaker 1: That was.
• 1:25:49
  Speaker 5: Now I think about it, I was like, that is
• 1:25:51
  Speaker 5: fucking hello.
• 1:25:52
  Speaker 1: So you meant to stop sucking her after the first time,
• 1:25:55
  Speaker 1: doing it.
• 1:25:57
  Speaker 5: Like right after the.
• 1:25:58
  Speaker 4: First time, because respecting my because really, because really the
• 1:26:02
  Speaker 4: reason why, because I kind of took up this, I
• 1:26:05
  Speaker 4: took up this morale point at like twenty eight I
• 1:26:07
  Speaker 4: was like, yo, if I'm not gonna be with you,
• 1:26:08
  Speaker 4: I'm not gonna sleep with you, So that kind of
• 1:26:10
  Speaker 4: changed a lot.
• 1:26:11
  Speaker 5: Right, So if I can't be with you, I'm not
• 1:26:12
  Speaker 5: gonna sleep.
• 1:26:13
  Speaker 4: Ninety nine percent of girls we interact with we can't
• 1:26:15
  Speaker 4: be with I mean, and I could tell because I'm
• 1:26:17
  Speaker 4: always sober. So like I knew I couldn't be with
• 1:26:20
  Speaker 4: her even before we slept together, so I should have
• 1:26:22
  Speaker 4: never got that far. But even once I slept with her,
• 1:26:25
  Speaker 4: I knew I shouldn't have been with her anymore because
• 1:26:27
  Speaker 4: there was no way we could be together.
• 1:26:28
  Speaker 1: That's the only time he had a sixteen incher man, I.
• 1:26:33
  Speaker 4: Felt like, Gozilla, you know what I'm saying. It's the greatest,
• 1:26:38
  Speaker 4: one of the greatest experiences we.
• 1:26:41
  Speaker 2: Have this segment.
• 1:26:42
  Speaker 1: I was about to say, we're going to trade it
• 1:26:43
  Speaker 1: out for the for the shame same us saying our
• 1:26:47
  Speaker 1: little shameful things. Is that a trade out for a
• 1:26:50
  Speaker 1: SIMP series?
• 1:26:51
  Speaker 4: It is?
• 1:26:51
  Speaker 2: I mean, do y'all want to tell another embarrassing moment?
• 1:26:54
  Speaker 1: Perhaps y'all got played, but since sex.
• 1:26:57
  Speaker 2: You got played by.
• 1:27:00
  Speaker 5: That happened a lot. I remember I took this girl down,
• 1:27:03
  Speaker 5: slept with like three four dudes on the football team,
• 1:27:05
  Speaker 5: and not.
• 1:27:07
  Speaker 2: Know you already told you that story on her show.
• 1:27:08
  Speaker 1: You gotta tell a different one that happened to you
• 1:27:12
  Speaker 1: told that before, Like, so we'll get what from Rose
• 1:27:14
  Speaker 1: Gold and I'd be it.
• 1:27:16
  Speaker 5: A girl played you?
• 1:27:18
  Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, please everybody else story from high school.
• 1:27:25
  Speaker 3: I've let myself get played sometimes to prove a point
• 1:27:29
  Speaker 3: or out of usually if I get played this out
• 1:27:30
  Speaker 3: of my own arrogance where I'm like, oh whatever, if
• 1:27:34
  Speaker 3: I gotta like ben the rules a little bit to
• 1:27:38
  Speaker 3: get some more face timed her, she just she just
• 1:27:40
  Speaker 3: hasn't been around me enough long enough to like you,
• 1:27:44
  Speaker 3: to get it, to understand what's what's really you.
• 1:27:47
  Speaker 4: Know, good for her, Yeah, to understand magic.
• 1:27:49
  Speaker 6: So that's that's.
• 1:27:50
  Speaker 3: That's ninety nine and a half percent of any you know,
• 1:27:53
  Speaker 3: rude instance like that.
• 1:27:54
  Speaker 6: But this one was weird.
• 1:27:55
  Speaker 3: I've never in my life of all the scammering and
• 1:27:59
  Speaker 3: all the bullshit, all to La lifestyle, all of it
• 1:28:02
  Speaker 3: since forever, I have never ever seen anything like this
• 1:28:06
  Speaker 3: before in my entire life forty fucking years. I've known
• 1:28:10
  Speaker 3: this girl for damn like nine or ten years.
• 1:28:12
  Speaker 6: No, Mom, we go back like cool.
• 1:28:16
  Speaker 3: She's the only person that's come to visit me in
• 1:28:17
  Speaker 3: Miami since I've been in Florida, like.
• 1:28:20
  Speaker 6: Whatever.
• 1:28:22
  Speaker 3: So I get her ticket out here like last month,
• 1:28:26
  Speaker 3: and I pick her from the airport. We go to
• 1:28:27
  Speaker 3: dinner and stop off a Walmart. She buys all of
• 1:28:29
  Speaker 3: her shit or whatever. She's had some family out, she
• 1:28:31
  Speaker 3: was gonna go see her niece and some people.
• 1:28:32
  Speaker 6: Whatever. All right, cool, it's great.
• 1:28:35
  Speaker 3: So next morning, you know, she gets up, gets dressed
• 1:28:39
  Speaker 3: and goes and I shot her texting afternoon like hey,
• 1:28:42
  Speaker 3: there's this thing that's like Tako Tuesday deal.
• 1:28:43
  Speaker 6: I people want to go. I didn't want to go,
• 1:28:45
  Speaker 6: but I was like, if they wanted to go, I
• 1:28:48
  Speaker 6: don't know what we're doing. Well.
• 1:28:50
  Speaker 3: And then later in the night I got to you know,
• 1:28:53
  Speaker 3: know if you're coming back so I can let you
• 1:28:55
  Speaker 3: back in. So I texted her on here fromhere like, well,
• 1:28:58
  Speaker 3: I'm getting tired, I want to go to sleep. So
• 1:29:00
  Speaker 3: all man, bit, she blocked my number. She used you
• 1:29:03
  Speaker 3: for a flight, which is so odd because she'd been
• 1:29:07
  Speaker 3: out and stayed with me for a week twice before.
• 1:29:10
  Speaker 3: And I've not, like I said, I'm known as one
• 1:29:11
  Speaker 3: for ten years.
• 1:29:12
  Speaker 5: I told you she blocked.
• 1:29:14
  Speaker 2: I started.
• 1:29:16
  Speaker 1: Years ago, but y'all just recently started back fucking around.
• 1:29:20
  Speaker 6: No, I wouldn't night.
• 1:29:22
  Speaker 1: Sometimes it be subtle ship women make it.
• 1:29:26
  Speaker 2: Okay, alive, she is alive.
• 1:29:29
  Speaker 4: He didn't understand, but he did. I told him he
• 1:29:31
  Speaker 4: did somebody I didn't know anything.
• 1:29:33
  Speaker 5: She don't know.
• 1:29:34
  Speaker 2: She might be did.
• 1:29:37
  Speaker 6: Some dumb ship, but I didn't know.
• 1:29:39
  Speaker 1: I know for you give her your credit card number
• 1:29:42
  Speaker 1: to book the flight, or you booked it for her,
• 1:29:44
  Speaker 1: booked it. Okay, I'm just trying to did because somebody year,
• 1:29:50
  Speaker 1: it's a bath since is your bathroom good enough?
• 1:29:55
  Speaker 2: Not enough?
• 1:29:55
  Speaker 4: She did?
• 1:29:57
  Speaker 5: He did something?
• 1:29:59
  Speaker 3: She was.
• 1:29:59
  Speaker 6: It was weird.
• 1:30:00
  Speaker 3: It was like in the morning, she's talking to whoever
• 1:30:01
  Speaker 3: she's talking to, like, oh, yeah, over here, I'm at
• 1:30:05
  Speaker 3: Peter's place.
• 1:30:06
  Speaker 6: That It wasn't like she was.
• 1:30:07
  Speaker 3: Oh that was what was that? That was also was weird, like, oh,
• 1:30:10
  Speaker 3: she came out, I swooped up by some dude whoever
• 1:30:13
  Speaker 3: the fuck picked her up. When you're telling the person,
• 1:30:16
  Speaker 3: you're saying you're it was just.
• 1:30:19
  Speaker 4: You haven't spoken to her chin some picture she found something.
• 1:30:22
  Speaker 3: So nothing in the.
• 1:30:24
  Speaker 6: Place is a science She wasn't in my phone. My
• 1:30:27
  Speaker 6: place is a science lab. It's fucking sterile.
• 1:30:29
  Speaker 1: And how does this make you feel?
• 1:30:31
  Speaker 2: You feel plate?
• 1:30:33
  Speaker 6: I feel playing.
• 1:30:33
  Speaker 2: I'm just like puzzled.
• 1:30:35
  Speaker 6: Yeah, I'm like, what in the living fuck? I don't mind,
• 1:30:37
  Speaker 6: Like what the you gotta do?
• 1:30:39
  Speaker 1: Ain't just asked me about the ticket?
• 1:30:41
  Speaker 6: I wasn't, So it just doesn't. It's like for for
• 1:30:45
  Speaker 6: what it was?
• 1:30:45
  Speaker 3: Like what for what was it? It was only about
• 1:30:48
  Speaker 3: one way? It was like one hundred and fifty bucks.
• 1:30:49
  Speaker 6: On what are we talking about?
• 1:30:52
  Speaker 5: He did something like he didn't do anything?
• 1:30:53
  Speaker 2: You had to? Because why, I mean, this is something
• 1:30:56
  Speaker 2: like that and fifty dollars ticket?
• 1:30:58
  Speaker 1: Is she She's one gotta be cooked. She might have
• 1:31:05
  Speaker 1: ended up on a drug binge whenever she left your house.
• 1:31:09
  Speaker 1: And she just can't even tell you what she did.
• 1:31:12
  Speaker 5: She's a shame, you know, sixty on something?
• 1:31:18
  Speaker 1: No, something happened, Yeah, something I can't tell.
• 1:31:20
  Speaker 3: He said, nothing happened, don't work. If something happened, it
• 1:31:23
  Speaker 3: was she got another dude.
• 1:31:25
  Speaker 4: No, she wouldn't have blocked you three sixty like that,
• 1:31:28
  Speaker 4: Yeah she would.
• 1:31:29
  Speaker 1: Why would she tell you might have your sleep dog,
• 1:31:32
  Speaker 1: you might have on her in your sleep.
• 1:31:34
  Speaker 2: No, that wouldn't talking on the phone.
• 1:31:36
  Speaker 5: That wouldn't have did nothing.
• 1:31:38
  Speaker 4: That's one of them. I saw something that that really
• 1:31:41
  Speaker 4: fucked me up and let me And it's not.
• 1:31:43
  Speaker 3: That it's like if you know someone for that fucking long,
• 1:31:48
  Speaker 3: then she was up my place like three hours, Like
• 1:31:52
  Speaker 3: you can you know what I'm saying, if you if
• 1:31:55
  Speaker 3: somethe on was that weird person like her, can't hide
• 1:31:59
  Speaker 3: that in face, you know what I mean? Like you know,
• 1:32:02
  Speaker 3: like if someone's if someone comes on.
• 1:32:04
  Speaker 1: So she wasn't seeming uncomfortable at all and no points
• 1:32:09
  Speaker 1: like that that.
• 1:32:10
  Speaker 2: Are you sure she's alive? Yeah? For sure?
• 1:32:13
  Speaker 1: You know they creating AIS. This is this website called
• 1:32:16
  Speaker 1: these People Are Not Real dot com and she could
• 1:32:19
  Speaker 1: be on it. You just keep hitting and refreshed and
• 1:32:22
  Speaker 1: a different person pops up and they don't. They're not
• 1:32:24
  Speaker 1: real people. So maybe they don't create the AI of
• 1:32:28
  Speaker 1: her on her social media doing shit.
• 1:32:30
  Speaker 2: She really might not be here anymore.
• 1:32:33
  Speaker 1: She got tyrone, I know, but I wish Okay, y'all,
• 1:32:42
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