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Why Narcissists start to RESENT you · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  What is going on, beautiful people?
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  Today we're going to be talking about 5 reasons why narcissists
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  resent you. Why they start to resent you and
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  look down on you and treat you differently.
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  If you're new here, my name is Lee Hammock.
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  I'm a self aware narcissist and welcome to another episode of
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  the Narcissist Code. Boom.
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  Welcome back welcome back welcome back y'all welcome back,
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  welcome back. Oh it's about to be a hurricane
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  outside. It's dark as hell outside y'all.
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  But yes, reasons why that toxic narcissistic partner of yours, a
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  parent of yours, whoever it is, if this your narcissistic BFF,
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  why they resent you, Reasons why they will resent you.
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  Reasons why they can't stand to be around your ass even though
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  you haven't done anything to them, even though you've only
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  been there for them, even though you've only treated them with
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  respect and treated them well. Why the hell would they resent
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  you? You know why like is this one of
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  them common themes that a lot of people deal with when you're
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  dealing with a narcissist or tax person, whoever right?
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  Is this happened so much like, but Lee, what?
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  OK, Lee, we understand that it happens a lot.
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  OK, we got it. We I hear you.
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  I hear you, Lee. I hear you.
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  I vibe with you. But give me those reasons why we
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  might do five and there might be there might be a bonus when
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  y'all counted it up. I I miscounted it.
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  So maybe it's six, but the first reason, and these are again,
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  y'all, these are in no particular order, right?
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  No particular order. The first reason is you can be
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  happy. You're happy, y'all.
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  They start to resent you because you have the ability to be happy
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  with what you have, to be happy with who you are, to be happy
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  just overall in general, to be content to have prolonged
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  happiness. They can resent you just because
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  you have the ability to be happy.
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  How crazy does that sound? How does it make, How does that
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  make out? It makes a lot of people think
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  much. When I say this to people, it
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  makes a lot of people's heads just kind of started like you
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  get the old NBA basketball game bobblehead going on.
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  You're like, what the hell, Lee, what are you talking about?
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  How the hell? You know what?
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  Your head starts bobbling around.
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  You get, you know, bobble, you become old bobblehead and it's
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  it's understandable to become old bobbly, bobbly head, right?
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  This happens. So a lot of people ask like, how
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  the hell do you resent? Because narcissists, I truly
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  believe that most narcissists, right, have the ability to be
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  happy. They have the ability to be
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  happy, right? They have the ability to be
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  happy but for short periods of time, for short spurts, you and
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  they are never happy for an extended period of time, right?
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  And you can tell this, you know this, you've been dealing with
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  them. You know that they don't have
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  the ability to be happy for a long time.
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  And it sucks because you have to deal with you like well, leave
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  them. That's not good news because I
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  got to deal with them. They will leave that.
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  This sucks because I I still have to deal with this person
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  regardless of whether or not they could be happy or not.
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  I still got to deal with them, Lee.
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  So you need to give me some more information, Lee.
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  This ain't going to work. Yeah.
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  They just don't have the ability to be content like I y'all, if
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  y'all been following me for any period of time, you know, I tell
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  the story about how I graduated from college.
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  And my first thought when I graduated from college was like,
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  what's next? What comes next on this journey?
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  What, what comes next in my life?
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  What's next for me? Like immediately, that's how I
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  felt immediately. Like I needed to know what was
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  on the horizon for me coming next and what not.
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  I needed to know what was coming next.
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  And it is sucked not knowing like soon as I got my degree,
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  soon as I got my diploma, my certificate from North Carolina
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  Agricultural and Technical State University, from NCANT, there
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  you go. So like soon, like soon I got
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  this bad boy adjusted, I mean, dusted out this, this really is
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  dusty. Soon I got this.
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  Soon I got this bad boy right here from A&T, my degree, my
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  degree in Bachelor of Bachelor of Science in Industrial and
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  Systems Engineering. Soon I got this bad boy.
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  I was like, what's next? Didn't know.
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  What's next for my life? Didn't know what's next.
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  That's literally how I felt. What's next?
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  So narcissistic person in your life can be jealous of you, can
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  be, can resent you can be angry at you because then they're
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  starting to hate you because you can take your diploma and you
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  can go party with it. You party with it all night.
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  You're like, yeah, I got that degree.
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  Yeah, you feel good about yourself, right?
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  They can present you for that right there.
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  The next reason on my list is some of these are going to be so
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  trivial. Somebody's going to be.
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  So, you know, I can't think of a word.
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  Y'all don't think of a word for me.
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  Just kind of silly your body. A narcissist could resent you,
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  could resent you for the way your body looks, the way you're
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  shaped, your height, your weight, your your, your
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  proportions can make them resent you, can make them start to
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  treat you differently. Can make them look down on you
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  and start to be angry with you and just try try to ostracize
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  you because you're built a certain type of way and they
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  want your body type. You know a lot of this stuff
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  right here, y'all? I was going to do 6 reasons, but
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  it's really five because a lot of this stuff is just jealousy.
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  You see what I'm saying? They resent you because they're
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  jealous of you. Like all of it is going to be a
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  form of all of it going to have the undertones of jealousy,
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  right? And jealousy is going to be an
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  ingredient in them. It's not going to be the same.
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  It's not going to be the same dish, but jealousy is going to
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  be one of the main ingredients of all of them.
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  So it's still be five reasons. Yeah, your body can set them
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  off. They want your body.
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  Maybe not. They don't want to, they don't
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  want to. They don't want to clap that
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  body. They don't want to sleep with
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  their body sometimes, but they just want divide the way you
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  look like you might be happy with your body.
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  You might regardless of what shape you are, how much you
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  weigh, you're happy with your body and they can look at you
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  and you and they they look at you being happy with your body.
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  Go back to the happiness, go back to part one happiness and
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  they can be angry at you because you have the ability to be
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  happy. What you have again, you're
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  happy, you know, body positivity or whatever.
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  They can be mad as hell at you because they they might be super
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  fit and super in shape, but they're unhappy with themselves.
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  So they can set them off. You see what I'm saying?
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  They can set them off and make them resent you and start to
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  treat you badly and try to, you know, try to mess with your
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  diet, try to mess with, try to mess up your gym time, try to do
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  things like that and try to set you off.
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  This is a possibility as well, y'all, This could definitely
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  start to happen to a lot of people.
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  You know, The next thing y'all is your family, your family.
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  They can start to resent you because you have a family, your
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  family dynamic, your upbringing could actually set them off.
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  Ain't that crazy? The way you were raised, the way
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  you came from your, your house, your, the house you grew up in
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  could make them resent you. And so they treat you
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  differently. They're always competing with
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  you, comparing contrast. They're never happy with that.
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  The reason narcissists are never happy what they have because
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  they're always comparing themselves to other people.
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  We can't just be happy with us. We are always comparing and
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  contrasting with other people. And no two people are the same.
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  So there's always going to be a comparison to be made to every
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  single person on the planet. So we're going to be, we can be
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  jealous and unhappy and resent you and treat you badly because
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  you were broke up in a decent household.
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  Your family structure was good. Like you had two parent
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  household, your dad was around, your mom was around.
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  Whoever was that could have abandoned the narcissist or
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  treated them badly or you know, may not necessarily just treated
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  them badly. Whoever abandoned the narcissist
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  and start doing bad things to them, they can set them off.
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  They can actually set them off when you have a good
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  relationship with your caretakers and they don't.
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  You grew up in a good area, you grew up in a, you know, you
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  didn't grow up, you didn't grow up in the hood, whatever it is.
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  You see what I'm saying? They can make them resent you
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  big time, big time. Resentment coming from just your
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  family life, your upbringing and things like that, where you're
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  from can absolutely make them present you and look at you
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  sideways, right? This happens to quite a few
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  people as well. This is one of the kind of crazy
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  things that starts to kind of mess with people right here.
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  Another reason right here. Y'all see I put jealousy right
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  here, but I said jealousy was the undertones of everything
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  else. Everything has.
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  You know, everything has a a salt Bay of jealousy to it,
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  right? Everything has a little salt Bay
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  of jealousy to it, right. The next thing is your lux, your
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  level of attractiveness. They can be jealous of that,
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  like, and the crazy thing about it is they give that they could
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  consider themselves more conventionally attractive than
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  you and still be jealous of how you look.
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  That's crazy, isn't it? I'm just telling they can resent
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  you for how you look and start to treat you badly, try to
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  ostracize you for the friend group, try to lie, try to get
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  you suspended from school, try to get you fired for your job
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  because of jealousy or because of resentment to how you look.
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  You see what I'm saying? You're the length of your hair,
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  the way you present yourself. Like they could absolutely start
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  to resent you because of how you look.
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  And again, I know that sounds ignorant as hell.
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  I'm the one saying it, you know what I mean?
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  I hear myself talking. I do.
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  But these are just things that I've noticed over the last few
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  years. They make narcissists resent
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  you. And have I resented people for
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  these things? Yeah.
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  A lot of these I have. That's what this is.
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  This is coming for me. A lot of this is coming for me.
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  My old, my old insecurities cause a lot of these, a lot of
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  these resentments are not only are they, you know, have the
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  undertones of being jealousy, of jealous.
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  They are. They have the overtones of being
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  damn insecure. A lot of this is based on
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  insecurities. You see what I'm saying?
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  But that happened. They can absolutely look at you
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  sideways and be jealous of how you look.
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  You see what I'm saying there? If we, if I'm never happy with
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  myself and I'm always comparing myself to other people, that's
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  going to suck. You see what I'm saying?
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  That's going to suck so bad. Dealing with who I am and
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  dealing with what I have going on internally and mentally and
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  emotionally. It just, but it happens to so
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  many people. I want y'all to win so bad.
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  I really, really do like, it's crazy how much I want y'all to
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  win. But I would say this like the
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  last but not least, your success and amount of money you make,
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  there's a lot of other reasons why they can resent you.
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  Y'all. I promise you there are.
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  It just it just right there in this space right there.
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  A lot of people, like a lot of narcissistic people are
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  extremely pissed off and jealous of the fact and resentful of the
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  fact that you were successful, your level of education so that
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  a narcissist would see this degree and try to downplay it.
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  There a matter of fact there are there are some other self aware
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  narcissists out there who've made little, little snide
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  comments about being school colleges for losers.
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  You don't need. I don't need to go to college
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  because I'm smarter than every person that's ever went to
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  college before. What?
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  You see what I'm saying? Could they be true?
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  Yeah, but it sounds like it sounds insecure.
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  It sounds resentful, it sounds jealous.
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  You see what I'm saying? All the undertones of that right
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  there. So your level of success, your
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  level of education, the amount of money you make, well, can
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  they can be resentful of of you towards that right there, right,
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  because anybody they can be resentful towards you because
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  you make more money than they do, which is crazy.
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  You make more money than them and they try to get you fired
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  from your job. They'll try to use you for your
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  resources. They'll try to drain your funds,
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  you know, they'll make it seem like you're the way, you know,
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  narcissist. A lot of narcissists like have
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  the love of money, right? They have the love they wanted
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  to pursue money, right? They want the the pursuit of
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  money is what makes them happy, right?
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  So if they're why they're pursuing money and they're
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  completely unhappy for a long period of time, right?
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  Like once you get you get more money than them, all of a sudden
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  they have the excuse like more money don't money don't bring
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  happiness. Money is money really.
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  The more money you have, the more they don't make, they don't
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  make you happy money to really make you happy.
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  They'll start to downplay the things that they want that they
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  don't have because you have it. They'll downplay your degree.
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  They'll downplay your fitness journey.
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  They'll downplay your weight loss or your weight gain
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  journey. They'll downplay your education.
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  They'll downplay your job. They'll downplay your family
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  life or where you were raised and where you were born at.
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  They'll downplay the things that make you happy because they
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  can't experience them or they don't have them, you know?
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