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Great Movies and Me Time · Dad Needs To Talk

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What's up, y'all? And welcome back to Danny's to
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Talk. I'm your host, Robert.
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And today today, I need to talk about me, me time, me time, as
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well as a couple movies, specifically Godzilla -1 and The
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Boy and the Heron. But before I get to that, if
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you're interested in my thoughts on those movies, check the time
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stamps and skip ahead for that. But as always, if this is your
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first time here, then welcome. But if you're returning listener
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and or watcher, then welcome back.
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Y'all know here at Danny's Talk it's all about fatherhood and
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family manga, anime and games. So I'm recording this almost
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midnight on Friday of the 15th December 15th, 2023, few minutes
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away from midnight. Just 'cause I need to talk, need
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need to clear my mind. And also, like I said, kind of I
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I've been wanted to talk about Godzilla -1 and The Boy and The
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Heron since I watched them last weekend.
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But this past week it just been just been insane to tell you all
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the truth, man. Just because it's like I do my
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best, you know, try to continue marching forward, keep pushing
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forward. But sometimes I think I don't
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really realize the true weight of the role and responsibility
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that I carry on the average day. So just to get a little bit of
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context what I'm talking about. So my my wife was pretty sick
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this past week. She ended up finding out she she
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had a bronchitis or whatever, but like leading up to it or
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whatever and has some potentially scary stuff, scary
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stuff, whatever. I had to go to the hospital, all
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that stuff, whatever. And so she pretty much was out
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of Commission most of this last week.
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But as always when you got a family, a household, kids
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business got to keep moving and so everything had to still get
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done. I got it done.
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So, you know, got everybody to practice to the practices and
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stuff and whatever last, you know, last weekend or Sunday.
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And then just going through the gauntlet all week of, you know,
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getting everybody up and off to school on the bus and off to
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school. Then make sure my wife is
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situated. Then me heading to work, doing
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what I'm doing. Then leaving work a little bit
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early most days of this week because I got to go get, you
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know, got to go pick up Vash from school, get home, make sure
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know they're good. And then you know, waiting for
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my oldest boy and the girls to call me at their various times
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like hey, I'm done with practice and whatever.
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And you know, depending on the day, you know it was like
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Tuesday was the last cross country meet.
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So did that Wednesday daughter had a one of my daughter's had a
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choir concert and then Thursday of course is the busiest day
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because that's basketball day. So luckily my wife was back
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mobile and stuff by then. But you know, it's like, you
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know, going to, you know, like I mentioned previously, I go to
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all the away games, my wife goes to all the home games because
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because our older son and the girls, they all play on the same
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day at the same time. It's just every week one of them
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is home, the other one is is away.
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So yeah, so, so yeah. So that that was kind of just
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the, the gauntlet of things I went through this weekend.
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So obviously, like my, my sleep pattern was crap all week just
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because I was going, going, going.
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And by the time, you know, you know, we get home from games or
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practices or concerts or track meets or whatever stuff,
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whatever, you know, then maybe having to go and get groceries
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or get some other stuff my wife might need or, you know, had to
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go out really late one night, actually Tuesday night or
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whatever, because my daughter needs stuff for her concert for
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the next day. And you know, all the normal
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just day-to-day stuff and make sure, OK, dinner.
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Oh crap. You know, forgot to cook
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something. So let me run pick up something
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to run to the store to grab something to heat up and yada,
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yada, yada. And then by the time I, you
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know, everybody's eating and settled and in bed and the house
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is quieting down, it's like 10:00 or whatever, 10:30.
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Then, you know, I shower and then pretty much just hop in the
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bed and rinse and repeat. I'm up at, you know, 5-6 in the
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morning the next day. And just, you know, there there,
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there was never really a point this week where I felt like,
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yes, I'm OK, yes, I'm going to bed early so I can catch up on
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rest, whatever. It's just like, no, you know, so
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yeah, so your boy is tired and like say just kind of just like
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really made me reflect on how much did I do.
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Like I said, like I do a lot. We do a lot On a normal
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day-to-day business when both me and my wife are good and healthy
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and functioning at the top of our game, we do a lot.
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But when you know she's out of Commission or whatever, and then
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I'm having it, OK, do keep everything going kind of times
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too, so to speak. You know, collect something,
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keeping the whole household, all the kids know, everybody's still
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going to practices, the games and events and stuff, whatever.
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And then make sure she's taken care of and, you know, got her
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medicines and resting and you know things like that or
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whatever. So whilst of course you know
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going to work, you know, make sure my work needs and stuff for
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or fulfilled and stuff. So, so yeah.
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So it it it was just a gauntlet this weekend.
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Like I said, just kind of maybe just really reflecting like so I
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really wanted to come and talk whatever just cuz it was like
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man, like everyday I was like man, I really want to talk about
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these movies or whatever, but I need to try to get what little
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rest I can cuz I got to go through this again tomorrow or
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whatever and so kind of felt like man, didn't it.
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Dang that that might be a good episode title someday.
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My life is a rogue light. Dang.
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I need, I need, I need to make note of that.
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Hold on yo oh man, my life is a rogue light.
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Oh hey, yeah. Yo they knew.
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So yeah so you know my life was crazy busy whatever.
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But you know All in all you know my wife is back feeling better
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and stuff and and so you know my daughters their team they
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finished first overall I think at the at the district cross
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country meet. So Congrats to them.
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My kids destroyed again in basketball this week.
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My son, he actually got to play against and reunite with a old
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teammate, somebody that he that he played with back eight years
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ago when he was playing for the YMCA, when when when all my kids
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first started. They started at the YMCA years
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ago, 2015 or whatever. And so there's a team photo we
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have on our kitchen bar that I see every day, whatever.
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And so when I was at the game and I saw this, you know the
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other, they were lining up for the jump ball or whatever.
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And as soon as I saw the kids face on the other team, I was
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like, I think that's the kids. I dug through my my media,
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Facebook and stuff, whatever. And I found a copy of the
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picture and looked at all and zoomed in.
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I was like Yep, that's him. So I got to talk to his dad and
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stuff after the game and get a picture of him and my son again
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and stuff. So that that was a very, very
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dope moment like. So just kind of get to reconnect
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with that after after eight years or whatever.
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But but yeah so like I like, like I said I I I kind of also
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like to just kind of want to talk because like I said just
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like me just thinking about stuff.
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Whatever this weekend. One thing to because I've never
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been trying to think about how I do with the podcast and
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different stuff, whatever, going forward.
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And I've also kind of been reminded of overthinking.
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And over and over planning is kind of like my kryptonite,
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'cause I start thinking about too many things, too many
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options or whatever. And then I just kind of get like
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crippled with choices. And like, I don't know if it's
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like an anxiety or whatever, but it's kind of like too many
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choices. Or for me, it's like getting
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getting too organized and structured doesn't jive with how
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I operate. Like I said key case in point.
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Me just run and decided hey you know what?
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I'm a recorder right before midnight or whatever when I
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probably should be in bed but I need to talk.
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But that's why for those of y'all that watch a lot of my
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videos, video versions of my stuff, whatever is like Rob Man.
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We've been saying the same the same variations of piles of
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manga behind you for many months and I know but once again just
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paralyzed with the choices and like well I'm keeping it this
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way because I'm planning on doing a read through of this or
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don't reviewing that or whatever and then I just end up not doing
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none of it and then nothing gets gets situated whatever.
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And here we are. But yeah, I I was just kind of
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just like to just just thinking on stuff whatever and just kind
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of just like trying to remind myself like hey don't over plan,
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just go with the flow just go with where your heart takes you
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because 'cause you know, as I've kind of as you know everybody
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does to like your end wrap up stuff, whatever.
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And I'm I'm gonna touch on this more specifically and the final
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thing I do my year reflection thing in a couple of weeks
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episode. But I was looking through my
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YouTube wrapped thing or whatever for my YouTube channel
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and just kind of, you know, be like, oh, hey, you know, you've
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gained out there like 80 new subscribers and did this many
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videos and yada, yada, yada. And it's like, OK, you know, for
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me, I'm like, man, you know, you know what if I could get more
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subscribers and done more and doing more collabs.
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And I've. I've been very distraught as
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I've heard me talk about a lot with me not being able to do my
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collaborations and have guests on and stuff, whatever, just
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because of the technical problems I had earlier in the
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year or whatever, just kind of just derailed all these plans
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and stuff I had. I had so many awesome people and
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conversations lined up to where that all just got derailed.
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And now here I am. But like I say when I kind of
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like really just like really sat back and just thought about it,
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I've done really well this year on the podcasting content front,
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all things considered. Because like I say again and I
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don't say so just to like brag and like, yeah, look at what
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Robert's all doing, whatever. But it's like, it's like on
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paper, on a baseline, married. I have 5 kids and I work in IT
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in the medical field, so IT medical field spouse five kids
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just baseline. That is a lot.
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Then you add on top of that my three oldest are in middle
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school and and they do sports all year round.
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Been doing sports for eight years now.
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So they so they've been doing sports all year round for eight
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years and now that they're in middle school, now they're in
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8th grade, so the second year of middle school.
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But it's like now they're doing all year round stuff outside of
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school and during the school year doing that stuff still,
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plus the school sports whatever and activities and clubs and
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stuff, whatever. And the extra layer on top of
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that is that sometimes my kids also we, you know, not just so
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we're traveling across the city and the metro place like, no,
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we're doing stuff for across the country traveling force,
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basketball and sports and stuff, whatever.
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So you know like saying that that's like the order three and
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then I still have, you know my middle son, you know who's 11
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and then baby boy Bash, who's just now kind of getting
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started, he's in kindergarten or whatever.
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So it's like I have a lot going on.
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So the fact that I'm doing and have been doing what I do with
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the podcast and YouTube and all this stuff, whatever, it's
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pretty crazy, you know, 'cause it's like, in some ways I think
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that me working at the level that I do, all the stuff that I
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do, whatever, it's just become sometimes good, but probably
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more bad. Like autopilot thing to where,
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you know, sometimes I see other people being like, man, I'm
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tired, I'm a, you know, I'm, I'm taking a break, you know, not
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doing the podcast anymore or you know, not going to do it for
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several months, whatever. And me just as an outside look
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and whatever, it's like, it's like, OK, this person maybe has
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a spouse or a partner or whatever, but they have no kids,
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whatever. So it's like OK and they're not
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doing any. No, they they're taking years
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off or months off from doing a podcast episode or making a
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YouTube video or whatever. But but then on the flip side,
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you can also look at it as like, hey, they're taking better care
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of their mental and physical health than you are, Robert.
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You know, in some sense whatever, 'cause it's like it's
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like, but and it's also just like a reminder of like we also
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all have different levels of pressure and things we can
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multitask and do. Cause like I said, I don't know
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many people who have as busy as a of a life structure and family
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structure as I do that also does this level of podcast stuff at
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the level. You know the little bit of love
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with that. I that I say that I do whatever
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and I have greater ambitions for conversations and stuff I want
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to have. But like I said, I'm trying to
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get myself in the mindset of like hey, it is OK.
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They know, yes you might have bigger goals and stuff you want
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to do with your podcast and shows and stuff whatever, but
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maybe right now it just isn't the time for that.
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It's OK to kind of take things slower.
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And it's OK if you don't get to record, you know, on that
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regular frequency, like like you were in the past.
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Whatever. Because like I said, like, man,
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I've been wanting to do this all week.
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But I chose to prioritize. Like, hey, let me get as much
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sleep as I can and me talk about these movies that can come
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whenever, but I need to be functioning somewhat to, you
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know, get my family through things, whatever.
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Get my wife back healthy and all this stuff.
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Whatever. So So yeah, so but with all that
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being said, it also kind of made me really realize that like I
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truly don't take enough time and moments for myself because
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there's always somebody that needs something.
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Cuz I even tonight my wife is gone with my owners cuz he had a
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tournament on the other side of the Metroplex.
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So they're like a hour plus away and they're just going to be
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staying over there for the weekend or whatever versus
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driving an hour plus back every day, you know, after the after
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the games, into the tournament and stuff, whatever.
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So they're just staying over there, whatever.
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And it's like OK, cool, I'm gonna try to sleep and rest but
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bash is in the room just just living his best life.
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Man he is 6. I can't be too mad at him, but
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it's just like boom. Yeah, Bluey Mario.
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And I'm just like just want to sleep.
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I want to take a damn nap and there's OK, he's chilling.
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I can kind of deal with that or whatever.
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Then it's knock, knock, knock. Little son's like, hey, where is
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this? Hey.
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And I'm like, yeah, yeah, yeah, but OK then Hey, daughter's
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like, hey, I feel like she well, can I have some medicine?
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OK, don't come later on. Hey, what's for dinner?
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And it's like, you know, you kind of just be like, man, hey,
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just just go figure it out, hey, you know.
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And then it's like, you know, she wanted to, OK, yeah, there
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was like a little bit of, like, leftovers left.
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But, you know, paper might not be enough really for everybody.
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So it's like, let me get up. I went, ran grass with or
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whatever for everybody and stuff.
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But it's just like, you know, I tried to rest.
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I really did. But even with, you know, my wife
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Beck feeling better, whatever. And she's going, my oldest,
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Helen, the basketball tournament this weekend, there's still four
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other children of, you know, from like 6611.
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And then my daughters are 14. And so it's like, you know, it's
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just it's always something, man. So but like I said, it's just
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like it. It just really just reminded me
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of like I truly, truly do not do enough for myself.
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Like as far as I just like a little getaways and time away to
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myself and stuff. So, so kind of.
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One of the things I'm hoping to do for my birthday as a gift is
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getting a hotel room by myself, even if it's just for one day,
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just one day isolation from everybody, everything, and just
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having a day of peace to myself. That is what I'm hoping to do at
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the start of the new year, because my my birthday is
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January 6th, so hopefully around that time I can take a day or
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whatever and just escape. And just, you know, BB off to
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myself, whatever, 'cause I really need it, 'cause, like I
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said, like this week was, this week was a super struggle for me
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of the highest degree, just because, like, 'cause I
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literally felt like my body, you know, Like I said, working at T
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So I felt my body was like initiating shut down sequence,
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you know, 'cause I could just feel myself just like, pull,
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just slowly pulling through, just making it just like robber
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man. We just need to make it, you
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know, till, you know, to 2:00, to leave, to go do this,
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whatever, OK, We just need to make it.
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Till this time, I just need to make it to this day.
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I just need to, you know, just one day, one step, one moment at
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a time, whatever. And it's like we made it through
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the week and stuff. So, but you know it, like I
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said, just kind of like, so like, like with all that in
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context. And it's like, man, I want to do
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more. There's more stuff I want to do
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with the podcast and planning and guests and stuff, whatever.
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But I'm just being patient and making notes, 'cause you know, I
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made a mention on on Twitter the other day, 'cause I shout out to
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I believe he goes by DJ, but it's a young man.
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He's 1415 years old. He goes by Team Tech Boy, I
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believe he's up in Missouri, but he does a lot of community stuff
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for schools and stuff in the area, primarily with raising
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money to help fund school lunches and stuff.
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Because he remembers a situation where, you know, he had a
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negative lunch balance where one, one time, whatever, and he
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wasn't able to eat lunch. This was a few years back.
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Whatever when he was, I think either still in elementary or
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maybe just got to middle school. One of the two, whatever.
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And so he doesn't. He didn't like that feeling.
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He doesn't want other kids to have that same feeling.
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So he kind of started some philanthropy work and doing
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stuff like that in the community.
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He's also created a couple of really cool comic books that I
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still need to check out. Shoot, I don't have them, but he
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met a couple. But the the, the thing he kind
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of like brought this back on my radar is that recently he was
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featured on Jennifer Hudson's talk show where he got to talk
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about the work he's doing on top of them awarding him a year
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supply of snacks and stuff, whatever for the schools and
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$5000 to go towards his fund of you know, all the work that he
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does or whatever. So.
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So it's like, it's like I made mention of like I see so many
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great people doing great things, like what he's doing and
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different people that I know personally, like old friends and
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back home I want to talk to, have conversations with and
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different people that I've met through during this podcast and
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events and stuff, whatever. It is like, man, there's so many
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dope people doing dope things, so many great conversations I
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look forward to having. But it's just like now just
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isn't the time for how chaotic and stuff my life is.
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And it's like whenever I get ready to do that, I want to try
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to do it properly or as properly as I can.
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So like I said, just shout out to everybody out there doing
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what you do. Like I said, I your boys
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watching, I'm watching, I'm I'm observing and I'm making notes.
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And so like, I look forward to when the time comes for me to be
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able to have these conversations that I want to have with a
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variety of people that I, you know, hopefully look forward to.
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Y'all checking out at some point in the future.
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And shout out to the homie manga alerts because I know he listens
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to the podcast from time to time.
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I have his his Twitter page open because this weekend is a jump
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faster in Japan. So that's where like a lot of
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big anime and manga news is happening.
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So I have this page up here, whatever, just kind of keeping
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track of of news and announcements and stuff,
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whatever. So but I'll I'll talk more about
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that stuff next week. But, but yeah, so kind of like
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like the last little piece I want to say on the kind of the
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just like me not doing enough for myself just to kind of help
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me transition into talk about the movies or whatever it's
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there. Like going to the movies, going
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to the movies by myself is something that I've kind of been
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doing for about 10 years now, roughly.
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And this all started probably like not not long after I got
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out of college and moved up here to to stay with my sister and
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her family for a little bit. And then especially when I
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transitioned, I was living on my own.
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But you know, I went from having a dorm slash a whole college
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campus full of people to where when I was in college or
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whatever, man, like like we would roll out multiple cars
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deep to the theater because, you know, I went to school down in
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Marshall, TX. So small town movie tickets, 5
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bucks, whatever, sometimes 35 matinee.
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And so it would be, man, we would go to the movies all, all
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the freaking time that we'd be sitting around and you know,
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man, we ain't got no classes today or it's the weekend,
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whatever. It's like, man, what's in
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theaters? Hey, do y'all want to go see
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such and such and such? I'm like, yeah, sure.
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And then we have, we have a couple friends or somebody or or
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a roommate, you know, be like, hey, do you want to come like, I
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ain't got no money. Like, dude, this.
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It's $3, man. I got you, you know, And so just
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just, you know, we all just loading up in the cars, like I
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said, sometimes rolling multiple cars deep down the street down
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to to the theater or whatever. But then when I came up here, I
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didn't really have that or whatever right now.
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Now in the years before I met my wife, when I was out in the
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world, I would do a lot of days going to the movies or whatever
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and stuff, whatever was no, it was pretty dumb because I wanted
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to go to the movie. Well, cool.
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You know, I wouldn't go hang out and do the movies and stuff, but
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just over time, whatever. I got comfortable going to see
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the movie, see movies and stuff by myself just because I was
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like, well, my homies are back in college or back, you know,
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down in East Texas, whatever, couple hours away.
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Don't really have many people up here, whatever.
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And of course, now I'll take my nieces and nephews from time to
27:16
time, depending on what it was or whatever.
27:17
But sometimes it'd be like, man, I really want to go see this new
27:21
movie out or whatever. But, you know, it might be a
27:25
while before a friend would be free to go see it, screw it.
27:28
I'm going to go see it myself. And that's something I've done
27:32
over the years. And so, you know, then, you
27:34
know, when I'm and my wife, we would go from time to time
27:36
together, but then, especially after she had Vash and stuff,
27:41
whatever, we've rarely know. We've gone to the movies maybe a
27:45
couple of times a year. He's 6 now, whatever.
27:50
So just because it was like, well, you know, I still want to
27:54
go see stuff, whatever. And a lot of times it'd be stuff
27:56
she don't really be tripping about saying whatever.
27:58
So should I just go And so kind of reflecting on some of the
28:04
stuff that I've gone to see lately and it it, it just like
28:12
really made me think about how much peace I have going to see
28:23
these movies and stuff because come on, come on, sorry.
28:32
I'm trying to look at my little app for my movies or whatever
28:36
but but yeah, but some sometimes it it just did.
28:41
It just doesn't always click in the moment.
28:44
But when I think back on or whatever, it's like, man, this
28:47
truly is my time of peace because like I said, I'm, I'm in
28:52
the theater for at least, you know, two to three hours
28:56
depending on the length of the movie.
28:57
Average about 3 hours. Like I said, just taking in the
29:01
time, getting there, going through previews, you know,
29:04
going to get snacks, then the previews, then the actual movie
29:07
itself and then you know the time going to and from the
29:10
theater, whatever. So All in all, I average of
29:13
about, you know three hours worth of time that I'm gone and
29:17
stuff, whatever. And so that truly has become
29:23
kind of like a the movie theater in a way.
29:26
It's kind of become like a sanctuary for me in a way to
29:32
where it's like, hey, for this amount of time, it's just, you
29:36
know now of course, no. Hey, once again, hey, I'm still
29:39
always a husband. I'm still always a dad, and so
29:42
every now and then there's still some stuff I got.
29:45
I got to be still in the loop on or get asked about even when I'm
29:49
in the movie or whatever. So sometimes I'm sitting there,
29:51
my phone will robber. I can't take a peek at it, you
29:54
know, be like, you know, I respond real quick, whatever.
29:57
But for the most part, it's just me and this giant screen, and I
30:06
can get immersed in this movie for this amount of time.
30:15
And for the most part, I can kind of shut off my brain.
30:18
I'm not worried about, you know, as much.
30:22
Like, OK, man, I got to, you know, get this practice
30:24
tomorrow. We got this event or man, this
30:27
ability to do or whatever. I can kind of for a brief moment
30:34
in time put things to the side and just my mind just be at
30:41
peace. And I and I think that this
30:43
really, really, really started hitting me two.
30:52
Was that two years ago, a year ago, maybe two years ago when
30:58
that Dune movie came out and 'cause I matter of fact, I, I
31:03
did a review of it or whatever, where I where I had discussed,
31:06
that's the same thing. I think I titled it Peace in
31:10
Dune or something like that, because I just remember I went
31:15
and saw that movie in IMAX and I think I was sitting like pretty
31:20
close to the kind of like like the middle of the theater and
31:23
it's just the sights and sounds just like washed over me.
31:28
And I didn't think about nothing else.
31:29
I thought of this movie where the I was fully engrossed, and
31:33
I've had many moments like that really, 'cause I even I even
31:37
think about when I saw The Batman earlier, was that even
31:42
this year? I think that might have been
31:43
last year whenever I saw The Batman, and then early in the
31:48
summer when I saw Oppenheimer, that was another one.
31:55
And yeah, just just so many, 'cause I'm, I'm kind of looking
31:58
back at stuff. Blue Giant was another one.
32:10
I'm just like browsing through the movies that I saw by myself.
32:17
John Wick kind of not really created through something that
32:22
was hello with my wife that that was, you know, that that was
32:24
very engaging though. But yeah, so yeah.
32:29
Oh, knives out, glass, onion. Last year.
32:37
Top Gun, Maverick. Everything.
32:40
Everywhere. All at once.
32:42
So yeah, there there, there have been those movies, like I said,
32:48
where where it truly just felt like just me, just along with my
32:55
just, you know, free in My Mind and Parasite, Parasite. 2019 was
33:01
also one of those, like landmark moments in my mind, because I'll
33:04
never forget and I've talked about this before, but I went
33:08
and saw this. What was this, March 1st, 2020?
33:12
I think that was the yeah, that was the last movie I saw before
33:17
the COVID. The COVID lockdown happened and
33:22
it was just a perfect storm of circumstances because like I
33:28
said, Parasite came originally came out.
33:31
When was this originally released?
33:37
What's the original date? October 2019.
33:42
So I'm saying this almost like six months after the fact or
33:46
whatever. And because it was so far
33:48
removed from the initial release or whatever, I saw it, I believe
33:52
it was a Sunday. Yeah, Sunday, March 1st, 2020,
34:01
10:30 AM. So, and I remember, I think I
34:05
was the only person in the entire theater.
34:09
It was, it wasn't like a super, super big theater, but it was
34:11
big enough to OK, I'm the, I think the only one in here and
34:17
just shutting my brain shut off and I'm just here with the
34:20
movie. And so, yeah.
34:23
And so I was kind of talking to my wife about that or whatever.
34:26
I was like man, like, I really, I really need to do this more
34:31
because for as busy as we are and even though, yeah, I might
34:36
not get to go out or go visit friends and I really don't have
34:41
too much of like adult friendship relationships and
34:45
stuff, whatever. Which that's a whole other topic
34:47
and discussion or whatever for another day that I that I need
34:51
to get better on. But it's like, if nothing else,
34:55
I need to go see more movies, more frequently to just have
35:02
some me time to just go enjoy something, free my mind from my
35:08
day worries of the day, of the week of the year and just enjoy
35:13
something. And so I'm about to transition
35:18
into talking about these two movies.
35:20
Like I said, like all these thoughts are kind of just like
35:22
being like really heavy on my mind.
35:24
Like I said, especially this last week because of how much of
35:27
A struggle it was for me to make it through the week with
35:31
everything that was going on, all the all the mounting
35:33
pressure and just everything, man, like I I was like on the
35:37
precipice of cracking. But I do my best to hold strong.
35:41
But it's odd, but it is tough to always having to have that tough
35:47
and strong facade and exterior, whatever, you know, while you
35:55
know you keep things afloat or whatever while you're internally
35:58
I'm falling apart and mentally I'm breaking.
36:01
But I try to let those around me see that or whatever because you
36:06
know, stuff got to get done, life got to get done, family got
36:10
to get handled and supported. So, yeah, but like I was saying
36:16
over this past weekend, I got to go and enjoy both of these
36:24
fantastic movies, and I love them for different things and so
36:30
and and and I'm kind of just like to like lose to talk to
36:32
them, talk about them and passing, 'cause I'm not
36:34
necessarily like a super deep movie review critic type of
36:37
person, whatever. But but both of these movies
36:43
were what I need to see at the time that I saw them.
36:47
And it's kind of a case in point of where I'm fortunate enough to
36:53
live, where I live in the Dallas Fort Worth Metroplex, where I
36:59
pretty much have access to pretty much any movie that comes
37:03
out because of how dance this area is like.
37:11
I get like I I don't know of any movies that have come out that I
37:17
have wanted to see that did not air somewhere that I could get
37:22
to because. And and sometimes you know I do
37:26
my best to have to take that for granted because I see so many
37:29
times so many friends and mutuals mutuals and stuff I have
37:33
online that it's like yo, this movie is out or whatever.
37:36
Especially when it comes to like anime movies and stuff, whatever
37:39
to where they're like, man, there's no showings in my area
37:43
or hey, the closest showing is is 2 hours away or whatever and
37:49
I'm looking in my area and I'm like, man, there's a theater 10
37:52
minutes down the street. There's like 10 theaters within
37:57
a 20 mile radius that are showing this animated movie.
38:00
But like I said, because of where I'm at in DFW, what
38:04
company is here was now Crunchyroll but formerly
38:08
Funimation. So hey, we get up.
38:11
We got a lot of the anime premieres and stuff, whatever
38:14
come here because of automation. Slash crunch row being
38:18
headquartered here in the Dallas Fort Worth Metroplex out out
38:21
there in Flower Mound. And so it's like stuff like that
38:26
has helped out a lot towards like pretty much any any
38:29
animated, any anime movie I wanted to go see whatever I've
38:33
been able to go see because there's plenty of showings
38:35
somewhere, you know, within my area for me to go see it.
38:38
Even though, yeah, they might be limited, but at least I have the
38:43
option to go see them. It's like, yeah, my son is, oh
38:46
man, it's, it's on a Tuesday or whatever.
38:47
It's like, well, hey, at least it's within your area versus
38:51
being multiple hours away and stuff.
38:54
So, so yeah, so like I mentioned, I saw The Boy and the
38:59
Heron, the new Miyazaki movie that came out, or I saw it last
39:06
Friday on December 8th. Yes, Studio Ghibli.
39:13
And so I saw the English dub and it was freaking fantastic.
39:25
Let let me just read you off some of the voice cast for the
39:31
English dub. Mark Hamill, Christian Bale,
39:38
Dave Bautista, William William Dafoe, Florence Pugh, Robert
39:50
Pattinson, just to name a handful of people like it was a
39:57
fantastic dub cast in the in this movie.
40:02
So pretty much the the, the premise of this movie.
40:07
Is that it takes place during a wartime.
40:10
I can't think if it's like World War Two, I think, but basically
40:16
you follow this young, this young man, this boy who
40:23
seemingly lost his mother during this like big fire that happened
40:27
during this, during this war. And so after everything,
40:33
whatever his father, he ends up living with his father to
40:37
basically go stay at his mother's family's estate.
40:42
And it seems like the father is now going to be involved quote
40:49
UN quote with the wife's sister kind of kind of kind of like
40:53
it's, it's it's kind of like one of those like dynasty, dynasty
40:58
things to where, you know, it's like, oh, hey, you know if you
41:01
were married to the Princess or whatever was something happened
41:05
to the Princess, then the next royal person in the lineage or
41:11
whatever would be, you know, the the next person that you marry
41:16
or whatever, you know, one of those kind of things, whatever.
41:18
And so, yeah, So basically that's kind of like the start of
41:20
the movie is this boy, his father, going to stay with, you
41:24
know, the mother's family and stuff.
41:27
And that kind of just leads to a lot of, like, fantastical things
41:32
happening because there's a lot of kind of like there there's
41:35
this, like, Gray Heron that's kind of, like seemingly
41:41
interested in the boy or whatever kind of weird.
41:44
And outside of the kind of like state or whatever, there's like
41:49
this kind of like mythical, kind of like a house building thing,
41:55
whatever that has been kind of supposed to be sealed off
41:58
because a great great uncle that was like super smart or
42:04
whatever. But, but but people some people
42:06
thought he was kind of like eccentric and out of his mind
42:10
went into that building and never came out.
42:13
And so it was kind of always seen as like a cursed place or
42:16
whatever. And so, but the heroine and
42:19
other things kept on calling to the boy and then eventually he
42:23
goes to that building and then just different mystical elements
42:29
and stuff happen as they do in these Ghibli movies and stuff.
42:34
So, So yes, All in all, man, it was, it was such a such a
42:40
fantastical movie in so many ways.
42:43
Just like the slow transition from like the kind of like
42:47
realistic dark situation of this boy and, you know, his home
42:52
being engulfed in this war, to having this big life change,
42:58
having to go live with, you know, this other family and
43:01
stuff, whatever this, you know, other parts of the family,
43:03
whatever. And then slowly weirder and
43:09
weirder and weirder things start to happen until we are in a life
43:13
truly whole other fantastical world that I love how and I feel
43:23
like this is like with a lot of Ghibli stuff whatever.
43:25
Which I I need to go back and do like a like a fresh for you
43:27
watching because a lot of stuff I haven't seen since I was a kid
43:31
or whatever. But it's like stuff that you
43:35
know it's it's it's bright colorful beautiful movie with
43:40
these kind of like truly colorful and crazy cast of
43:45
characters. But there's some dark undertones
43:48
and some actually dark stuff happening along the way but it
43:52
kind of has is wrapped up within this like kind of semi goofy
43:57
exterior so to speak so but but yeah like like I I just really
44:03
enjoyed watching this movie it it was just such a fun time.
44:08
Like I said, just like seeing just like such a mystical thing
44:11
and just wondering where all the weird stuff was going to go.
44:16
And like to just seeing the the slow escalation of things
44:20
getting weirder and weirder and weirder and weirder.
44:23
And it's like, yo, OK, but but yeah, and and I was like, I like
44:29
this is one of those cases where it's like, man, I wish that they
44:32
were doing more and longer runs of this stuff.
44:38
Whatever, 'cause this and guys are the 1 -, 1.
44:43
We're kind of like limited theatrical experiences or
44:46
whatever, 'cause, like, 'cause this is only going to be in the
44:48
theaters till I think like middle of next week or whatever.
44:53
So that's like, what, 2-3 weeks, whatever.
44:56
And then it's done. And it was in a in a limited
45:00
viewing capacity too. And sorry, at least with
45:03
Godzilla it was kind of a similar thing.
45:05
But they're expanding Godzilla to show him more theaters, I
45:09
think starting next week or whatever.
45:11
So, so, yeah. So Speaking of which, so yeah,
45:14
so the boy and the Heron. If you were not able to make it
45:18
out to watch it in the theaters, then I highly recommend either
45:22
picking up the DVD whenever it comes out or catching it
45:25
whenever it's available digitally to stream or to watch
45:30
or purchase. Whatever, Definitely check it
45:32
out. So Next up, Godzilla -1 now.
45:42
And I guess I should say I'm trying to do a spoiler free.
45:44
It's possible with this stuff. Whatever.
45:46
But Godzilla -1? So I I've always kind of loosely
45:54
enjoyed Godzilla stuff in a way. Most of my life.
45:59
I'm really like a super hardcore fan where I've seen every single
46:01
thing, whatever. But you know, I've seen a lot
46:03
Remember like, I think there was like a cartoon or something when
46:05
I was a kid. I remember some of those like
46:07
like live action Godzilla movies.
46:09
I can't remember what they were called but it was like Godzilla
46:14
when Godzilla had lay some eggs in like New York whatever.
46:17
And they're like all the baby Godzilla's and stuff let me see
46:21
Godzilla movie with eggs question mark Godzilla 98 so
46:35
yeah so yeah so so that that stretch of films when I'm like,
46:38
so I've seen some stuff here and there.
46:39
I've seen the the Godzilla movies.
46:43
There was maybe like within like the last decade where it dealt
46:47
with all of the the different, you know, Mothra and Ghidorah
46:54
and all that stuff relaxed. It is maybe like 5 or so years
46:58
ago they came out, but since then I haven't like kept up with
47:01
all of them, whatever. But for some reason, I don't
47:05
know. And like I said, maybe it was
47:07
just the the timing of things with me going to see the boy,
47:10
the heroine. But I was like, you know what?
47:13
I haven't seen a Godzilla movie in a long time.
47:15
And the whispers on the Twitter streets was like, yo, this is,
47:20
this is truly a fantastic movie. So I will let you know what I
47:26
want to go watch this. And so I didn't really.
47:31
I don't, I don't think I saw any trailers for this or whatever.
47:34
So I kind of went in pretty under the radar or not knowing
47:38
too much whatever and so so the startup for Godzilla -1.
47:43
So first of all this one was completely Japanese with English
47:46
subtitles. So this one also kind of takes
47:50
place in kind of a wartime, I think it was like post World War
47:55
Two or something. So it's kind of fitting.
47:57
Like I said, watching this and The Boy and the Heron and then
48:00
both taking place kind of like post wartime whatever.
48:04
But basically in this one, you follow a guy who was a source, a
48:15
kamikaze pilot. Sorry, kamikaze pilot who faked,
48:21
like his plane had maintenance problems so that he could kind
48:26
of land to basically try to get out of during the kamikaze
48:30
mission. Understandably so.
48:35
And so, yes, So he lands, you know, and the pilot kind of
48:39
like, man, I don't know, you're playing.
48:40
Look, all right, man and stuff. So.
48:43
So. All right.
48:44
Well, in the morning we'll get you back up and running or
48:46
whatever. So.
48:48
So yes, Lexi, you know, he's dealing with with doubts and
48:50
stuff, whatever, understandably so.
48:53
And so middle of the night while he's on this island with this
48:58
kind of like like kind of like naval repair group or whatever
49:03
Godzilla shows up but basically kind of like a young Godzilla.
49:06
So not the one that's like can stand up in the ocean big this
49:12
Godzilla's but is about the size of like a two-story building.
49:15
So still kind of big but not monstrous and so just comes on
49:22
the little island attack and destroy stuff whatever but kind
49:26
of in its own lane or whatever. But the but the the the head
49:29
mechanic guy's like, yo, hey, you get in your plane, you got a
49:33
powerful gun. You see him kill it or whatever.
49:35
Da da da da. So he gets in the plane freezes
49:38
up, though once again, fear. And the other guys start
49:44
shooting at him or whatever. Of course, guys that destroys
49:46
everybody. And so you know, so then the guy
49:50
gets knocked out or whatever. But then he wasted the next
49:53
morning and pretty much everybody on the island is dead
49:56
except for him and one other person.
49:59
And so the movie kind of then follows this guy over the course
50:05
of many years with kind of like a found family.
50:09
So he returns back to his home village or whatever that mostly
50:14
got destroyed during the war, unfortunately.
50:17
So like, his parents are gone and his neighbor, her kids got
50:22
killed in and stuff. And so of course, him coming
50:26
back, she's frustrated at him, 'cause she's like, yo, aren't
50:30
aren't you a kamikaze pilot? So how are you here?
50:35
And then of course, understand being a parent, losing their
50:38
kids and stuff, like, you know, she's taking out her
50:40
prescriptions on him because it's like, well, because you
50:43
didn't do your job in the war or whatever.
50:45
Now your parents are gone. My kids are gone.
50:47
Da, da da. So he's going around just doing
50:51
what he does or whatever. He ends up running, running into
50:53
this young lady who has a baby. Long story short, you know the
50:58
young lady ran into a lady, Another lady who was on the
51:02
verge of dying, just handing her like, hey, please take care of
51:05
my baby, boom. So now is a new kind of found
51:08
family and like I said, like over the years from this guy or
51:11
whatever and this new kind of formed family.
51:15
And he keeps on having encounters with Godzilla stuff.
51:18
And each time he sees him, after a couple years, Godzilla's a
51:21
little bit bigger and a little bit bigger until it just becomes
51:25
a point where it's like, OK, now he's the actual monstrous
51:28
Godzilla we know. And these people are having to
51:34
try to find a way of how to deal with Godzilla.
51:40
And so I would say like in this movie, man, like I said, like
51:45
like it, it was fantastic from the human element side of stuff
51:48
like to like watching this guy and his little family grow and
51:53
bond and stuff, whatever. And then also just like this
51:56
kind of like mythical elements of of Godzilla, you know, being
52:03
up in this whatever. And so the sound effects are
52:08
super dope, the look of it, favorite theme.
52:13
And I like like the sound when Godzilla does this freaking like
52:18
blast breath thing, whatever. Because when he's charging up
52:22
whatever like the spikes like this, like like little spikes,
52:28
things on like his going up his back and tail or whatever starts
52:32
to glow blue and it's like glowing blue.
52:35
And then like like the things kind of were like you know kind
52:38
of like pop out or whatever on his all the rip is telling his
52:41
back whatever. And it's just like a Jim Jim,
52:44
Jim, Jim Jim, Jim, Jim. Just like a slow build up and
52:49
then he does the freaking energy beam and it was just like yo
52:54
super crazy. And that was that was like one
52:59
of my favorite Press of the movie.
53:00
So there there, there is a scene.
53:02
I won't get too descriptive or whatever, but there's a scene
53:06
where Godzilla is in the city and he does this blast and so
53:12
it's the slow build up fires the energy beam.
53:18
It of course just straight destroys everything in front of
53:21
it. Mushroom cloud like an atomic
53:24
bomb drops yo. Then there's silence.
53:30
And then the shockwave from the blast comes back and there is
53:37
this powerful scene to where the main character gets shoved into
53:44
an alleyway and the person who shoved him just swept up in the
53:52
blink of my eye from the shockwave.
53:53
So I like I said, like I said, it's just the beam.
53:56
Energy beam goes out. Then the shockwave comes back,
54:01
sweeps up everybody, everything, cars, vehicles, all this stuff,
54:05
whatever. And then sweeps back through one
54:07
more time to just settle down. Whatever.
54:11
Yo, man, My jaw, my job was just like really?
54:18
So it was super dope. But yeah, but All in all, how
54:25
how it all comes together, how it all raps up, whatever was
54:29
really good. It was a really fun movie to
54:33
watch. Like I said, like here.
54:34
Like I said, like some like really powerful human moments
54:39
and stuff with the people. And then like I said just seeing
54:42
this reoccurring threat that's like getting bigger and bigger
54:46
and more more threatening or whatever and the plan that they
54:50
did of how to how to deal with Godzilla was super dope too and
54:55
all that's all I'm leaving at or whatever so but but yeah so guys
54:59
are the -1 was was super dope if if you get a chance to see it go
55:05
go check it out. So that that's definitely one.
55:07
And I I definitely kind of work. Sorry, I want to go find and
55:12
check out that Shen. I think it's Shen Godzilla.
55:18
They came out not too long ago, 'cause I know, I know, I know.
55:24
And of course they've been like, there's been a lot of Godzilla
55:26
stuff as it seems like there always is cause 'cause there's
55:32
also not the Godzilla and Kong tame thing coming out next year
55:37
or whatever, but let me see. Yeah, sham guys, very new.
55:44
So yeah, So that's my thoughts on on those two movies and
55:49
stuff, man. Like, but both of them, both of
55:54
them were were super, super, super good and definitely worth
56:02
some, some, some me time, man. For real.
56:06
And like I said just just just just kind of just just like
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really made me just enjoying my time and stuff and like so I I
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definitely need to need to go and do this way more often
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because like I said they they they they they were just both
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great movies to just kind of just get lost in and stuff.
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But like I said a lot of times, and and this is kind of like my
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last little thing I want to say too as well, is I'm ever more OK
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with going into stuff knowing as little as possible, 'cause like
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I said, like even the boy in the Heron, I think I only saw like,
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like like a couple quick flashes of like a like a trailer,
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whatever a while back. But other than that, I didn't
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look into it too much. Like I said, something with
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Godzilla -1 and a lot of things that I've checked out recently,
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I've I've definitely just because I cause a lot of cause,
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like 'cause nowadays. And I I don't understand why
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everything needs to be so spoiled and detailed, from TV
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shows to movies to manga to video games and stuff, whatever.
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It's just like so much stuff needs to be hinted at and teased
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early on to where it's like, bro, you know, it's it's like
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it's like leave something to the imagination for us, please.
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Like don't reveal like, oh, here's all these villains or all
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these characters and stuff in this movie or whatever.
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And so that's why for the most part, you know, some stuff I
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might watch, maybe if there's something like completely new, I
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don't know about, like, so like, for gaming, I might, you know,
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maybe watch like that first initial trailer and then if I'm
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sold on it, OK, I don't need to see nothing else, whatever.
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I'll just play it myself. And like I said, sometimes with
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movies, depending on what it is, whatever, I might maybe watch a
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trailer for it. But sometimes if it's like a
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actor that I really like or something or whatever.
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So it's like, oh, this the next film that's starring this person
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or this directed by this person, certain things like that or
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whatever. Or hey, a new studio Gymni
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movie. I don't need to know too much
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more than that. You know.
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And so that just kind of makes the experience that much more
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enriching to me because it's not so much of like Oh yeah, yeah,
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that that's that that's that funny line from the trailer or
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whatever. Oh yeah, that's that thing or
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whatever. You know from from that I saw
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and all the trailers and stuff that I watched.
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But yeah, man, it it, it's nice to kind of just go in not
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knowing as, as or knowing as little as possible.
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And I think I definitely kind of want to do more of that to where
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it's like, oh hey, this movie looks interesting.
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If it's like in a genre that I'm cool with watching kind of
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unknowingly, whatever, then sure, I'll just pick some random
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movies, go check them out or whatever.
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And not even for the podcast and stuff.
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Like, it was just like for me, because I need some time for me,
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some time for Robert and stuff. So so yeah, and like, I
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definitely encourage y'all to do the same 'cause sometimes you
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got to have some you time because yeah, 'cause sometimes
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we we, we don't do that enough for ourselves.
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Like sitting shout out to to, to, you know, to those of y'all
59:51
out there adulting or to the parents and stuff especially
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like hey, yes, we we we love the kids or we love our spouse and
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stuff for everybody. Sometimes we need to get away
1:00:04
and do things for us, You know, like I say, even.
1:00:11
It's just something like, hey, I'm going to go to the movies by
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myself. Where?
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Hey, what else? Sometimes for me, I also like to
1:00:25
maybe go to to Barnes and Nobles and just you know like late at
1:00:30
night or whatever, like right before they close and just
1:00:34
browse the manga section or whatever, just for 30 minutes
1:00:37
maybe an hour just to get out the house just kind of be up
1:00:41
moving around but being within a comforting space to where it's
1:00:46
like, OK, just surrounded by all these shelves of manga and I can
1:00:49
just kind of just browse and peruse of like oh OK there's
1:00:52
some new volumes of this out or or oh what is this new thing.
1:00:56
OK I'm gonna check that out or whatever.
1:00:57
So little things like that can go a a long way to come just
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helping give us like say, even if it's just like 30 minutes to
1:01:06
an hour or a couple hours except if you're watching a movie.
1:01:10
Whatever of just peace to ourselves.
1:01:16
And so so yes, like I, I, I I just definitely, definitely need
1:01:21
to do way better about finding time for myself outside of my
1:01:30
home. Because like I said, I, I, I
1:01:33
it's super rare that the storylines to where I can have
1:01:36
peace and quiet in my own house, 'cause like I said, it's because
1:01:39
of how small, you know, and tight this 3 bedroom apartment
1:01:44
is with, you know, two adults and five kids and stuff running
1:01:48
around. And so sometimes it's like, OK,
1:01:51
just go to Barnes and Nobles books-a-million, whatever, just
1:01:54
hang out or actually go go to a movie or something or whatever.
1:01:58
Or hey, just go for a drive, listen to know some music in the
1:02:02
car or podcast and just go for a drive and so say if.
1:02:07
So hopefully going forward I'm going to try to do do better
1:02:13
about that and stuff. So but anyway, so let me know
1:02:17
what y'all thought of this episode.
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Have you all checked out either Godzilla -1 or the boy and the
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heroine? And also, do you all have any
1:02:28
things that y'all do? For your own Peace of Mind, your
1:02:32
own comfort, your own little getaways and stuff that you do,
1:02:38
feel free to hit me up. You know you can find me
1:02:40
everywhere at Dad Needs a Talk. And so with that I'm out, like I
1:02:47
said I got some some other stuff that I look forward to talking
1:02:50
about next week. As I know we kind of March
1:02:54
towards the end of the year man holidays and stuff coming up.
1:02:58
So but I hope everybody out there, I hope you all are doing
1:03:01
well and hope y'all taking care of yourself.
1:03:05
So with as always, thank y'all so much for watching.
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As I always say, treat yourself to something nice.
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And I feel like I haven't said this in a while at at the end of
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my show, so forgive me if I haven't.
1:03:15
But treat yourself to some nice read some manga, watch some
1:03:21
anime and TV, play some more my controller, play some video
1:03:28
games and live your best life. And with that I'm out.
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Y'all be easy. I love y'all and appreciate all
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the love and support peace.