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- 0:00Speaker 1: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button by F. Scott Fitzgerald,
- 0:05Speaker 1: Section one, Chapter one. As long ago as eighteen sixty,
- 0:11Speaker 1: it was the proper thing to be born at home
- 0:15Speaker 1: at present, so I am told the high gods of
- 0:18Speaker 1: medicine have decreed that the first cries of the young
- 0:21Speaker 1: shall be uttered upon the anesthetic air of a hospital,
- 0:25Speaker 1: preferably a fashionable one. So young mister and missus Roger
- 0:29Speaker 1: Button were fifty years ahead of style when they decided
- 0:33Speaker 1: one day in the summer of eighteen sixty that their
- 0:37Speaker 1: first baby should be born in a hospital. Whether this
- 0:41Speaker 1: anarchism had any bearing upon the astonishing history I am
- 0:44Speaker 1: about to set down will never be known. I shall
- 0:48Speaker 1: tell you what occurred, and let you judge for yourself.
- 0:53Speaker 1: The Roger Buttons held an enviable position, both social and financial,
- 0:58Speaker 1: in the Antebellum Baltimore. They were related to the this
- 1:03Speaker 1: family and that family, which, as every Southerner new, entitled
- 1:08Speaker 1: them to membership in that enormous peerage which largely populated
- 1:12Speaker 1: the Confederacy. This was the first experience with the charming
- 1:17Speaker 1: old custom of having babies. Mister Button was naturally nervous.
- 1:22Speaker 1: He hoped it would be a boy so that he
- 1:24Speaker 1: could be sent to Yale College in Connecticut, at which
- 1:27Speaker 1: institution mister Button himself had been known for four years
- 1:31Speaker 1: by the somewhat obvious nickname of Cuff. On the September
- 1:35Speaker 1: morning consecrated to the enormous event, he arose nervously at
- 1:39Speaker 1: six o'clock, dressed himself, adjusted an impeccable stock, and hurried
- 1:44Speaker 1: forth through the streets of Baltimore to the hospital to
- 1:48Speaker 1: determine whether the darkness of the night had borne in
- 1:51Speaker 1: any new life upon its bosom. When he was approximately
- 1:55Speaker 1: one hundred yards from the Maryland Private Hospital for Ladies
- 1:58Speaker 1: and Gentlemen, he saw doctor Keen, the family physician, descending
- 2:01Speaker 1: the front steps, rubbing his hands together with a washing movement,
- 2:05Speaker 1: as all doctors are required to do by the unwritten
- 2:08Speaker 1: ethics of their profession. Mister Roger Button, the president of
- 2:13Speaker 1: Roger Button and Company Wholesale Hardware, began to run toward
- 2:16Speaker 1: doctor Keen with much less dignity than was expected from
- 2:20Speaker 1: a Southern gentleman of that picturesque period. Doctor Keene, he
- 2:24Speaker 1: called doctor Keen. The doctor heard him, faced around and
- 2:28Speaker 1: stood waiting, a curious expression settling on his harsh medicinal
- 2:33Speaker 1: face as mister Button drew near. What happened? Demanded mister
- 2:38Speaker 1: Button as he came up in a gasping rush. What
- 2:42Speaker 1: was it? How is she a boy? Who is? What? Talk? Sense?
- 2:46Speaker 1: Said doctor King sharply. He appeared somewhat irritated as a
- 2:52Speaker 1: child born begged mister Button. Doctor Keene frowned, well, yes,
- 2:57Speaker 1: I suppose after fashion Again, he threw a curious glance
- 3:00Speaker 1: at mister Button. Is my wife all right? Yes? Is
- 3:06Speaker 1: it a boy or girl here? Now? Cried doctor Kane
- 3:09Speaker 1: in a perfect passion of irritation. I'll ask you to
- 3:13Speaker 1: go and see for yourself. Outrageous, He snapped the last
- 3:18Speaker 1: word out in almost one syllable. Then he turned away,
- 3:21Speaker 1: muttering do you imagine a case like this will help
- 3:25Speaker 1: my professional reputation? What more would ruin me? Ruin anybody?
- 3:29Speaker 1: What's the matter? Demanded mister Button. Appalled triplets? No, not triplets,
- 3:35Speaker 1: answered the doctor cuttingly. What's more? You can go and
- 3:38Speaker 1: see for yourself and get another doctor. I'm brought you
- 3:41Speaker 1: into the world, young man, and I've been physician to
- 3:44Speaker 1: your family for forty years, but I'm through with you.
- 3:47Speaker 1: I don't want to see you, or any of your
- 3:50Speaker 1: relatives ever again goodbye. Then he turned sharply, and without
- 3:55Speaker 1: another word, climbed into his phetin, which was waiting at
- 3:57Speaker 1: the curbstone, and drove severely away. Mister Button stood there
- 4:02Speaker 1: upon sidewalk, stupefied and trembling from head to foot. What
- 4:06Speaker 1: horrible mishap had occurred? He had suddenly lost all desire
- 4:11Speaker 1: to go into the Maryland Private Hospital for ladies and gentlemen.
- 4:14Speaker 1: It was with the greatest difficulty that a moment later
- 4:17Speaker 1: he forced himself to mount the steps and entered the
- 4:19Speaker 1: front door. A nurse was sitting behind a desk in
- 4:22Speaker 1: the old pate gloom of the hall. Swallowing his shame,
- 4:24Speaker 1: mister Button approached her. Good morning, she remarked, looking up
- 4:28Speaker 1: at him pleasantly. Good morning, I'm mister Button. At this
- 4:33Speaker 1: a look of utter terror spread itself over the girl's face.
- 4:37Speaker 1: She rose to her feet and seemed about to fly
- 4:40Speaker 1: from the hall, restraining herself only with the most apparent difficulty.
- 4:44Speaker 1: I want to see my child, said mister Button. The
- 4:47Speaker 1: nurse gave a little scream. Oh of course, she cried, hysterically. Upstairs,
- 4:52Speaker 1: right upstairs, go up. She pointed direction, and mister Button,
- 4:55Speaker 1: bathed in cool perspiration, turned falteringly and began to mount
- 4:59Speaker 1: to the second and floor. In the upper hall, he
- 5:02Speaker 1: addressed another nurse who approached him basmin in hand. I'm
- 5:05Speaker 1: mister Button, he managed to articulate, I want to see
- 5:08Speaker 1: my clank. The basin clattered to the floor and rolled
- 5:12Speaker 1: in the direction of the stairs. Clank, clank. It began
- 5:15Speaker 1: a methodical dissent, as if sharing in the general terror
- 5:19Speaker 1: which this gentleman provoked. I want to see my child,
- 5:23Speaker 1: mister Button almost shrieked. He was on the verge of collapse. Clank.
- 5:28Speaker 1: The basin reached the first floor. The nurse regained control
- 5:31Speaker 1: of herself and threw mister Button a look of hearty contempt.
- 5:35Speaker 1: All right, mister Button, she agreed in a hushed voice.
- 5:39Speaker 1: Very well, but if you knew what a state it's
- 5:43Speaker 1: put us all in this morning, it's perfectly outrageous. The
- 5:47Speaker 1: hospital will never have a ghost of a reputation after hurry,
- 5:52Speaker 1: he cried hoarsely, I can't stand this. Come this way, then,
- 5:55Speaker 1: mister Button. He dragged himself after her at the end
- 5:59Speaker 1: of a law hallway. If they reached the room from
- 6:01Speaker 1: which proceeded a variety of howls. Indeed, a room which
- 6:06Speaker 1: in later parlance would have been known as the crying room.
- 6:10Speaker 1: They entered well, gasped mister Button. Which is mine? There,
- 6:17Speaker 1: said the nurse. Mister Button's eyes followed her pointing finger,
- 6:22Speaker 1: and this is what he saw. Wrapped in a volumous
- 6:25Speaker 1: white blanket and partially crammed into one of the cribs.
- 6:28Speaker 1: There sat an old man, apparently about seventy years of age,
- 6:33Speaker 1: his sparse hair almost white, and from his chin dripped
- 6:36Speaker 1: a long, smoke colored beard, which waved absurdly back and forth,
- 6:40Speaker 1: fanned by the breeze coming in at the window. He
- 6:43Speaker 1: looked up at mister Button with dim faded eyes in
- 6:47Speaker 1: which lurked a puzzled question. Am I mad? Thundered mister Button,
- 6:51Speaker 1: his terror resolving in the rage. Is this some ghastly
- 6:55Speaker 1: hospital joke? Doesn't seem like a joke to us, replied
- 6:59Speaker 1: the near severely. And I don't know whether you're mad
- 7:02Speaker 1: or not, but that is most certainly your child. The
- 7:07Speaker 1: cool perspiration redoubled on mister Button's forehead, closed his eyes
- 7:12Speaker 1: and then opening then looked again. There was no mistake
- 7:16Speaker 1: he was gazing at a man of three score and
- 7:19Speaker 1: ten a baby a threescore and ten, a baby whose
- 7:24Speaker 1: feet hung over the sides of the crib in which
- 7:27Speaker 1: it was reposing. The old man looked placidly from one
- 7:32Speaker 1: to the other for a moment, and then suddenly spoke
- 7:35Speaker 1: in a cracked to ancient voice. I am a father,
- 7:39Speaker 1: he demanded, mister Button, and the nurse stared violently. Because
- 7:45Speaker 1: if you are, went on the old man quareously, I
- 7:49Speaker 1: wish you'd get me out of this place, or at
- 7:52Speaker 1: least get them to put a comfortable rocker in here.
- 7:56Speaker 1: Where in God's name did you come from? Who are you?
- 7:59Speaker 1: Burst out mister Button frantically. Can't tell you exactly who
- 8:03Speaker 1: I am, replied the quarrelss wine, because I've only been
- 8:07Speaker 1: born a few hours, but my last name is certainly Button.
- 8:12Speaker 1: You lie, you're an impostor. The old man turned wearily
- 8:16Speaker 1: to the noose. Nice way to welcome a newborn child,
- 8:21Speaker 1: He complained, in a weak voice. Tommy's wrong. Why don't
- 8:25Speaker 1: you You're wrong, mister Button, said the nurse severely. This
- 8:29Speaker 1: is your child and you have to make the best
- 8:32Speaker 1: of it. We're going to ask you to take him
- 8:34Speaker 1: home with you as soon as possible, some time today home,
- 8:38Speaker 1: repeated mister Button, incredulously. Yes, we can't have him here,
- 8:43Speaker 1: We really can't. You know, I'm right glad of it,
- 8:47Speaker 1: whined the old man. This is a fine place to
- 8:50Speaker 1: keep a youngster of quiet tastes thal the yelling and howling.
- 8:54Speaker 1: I would be able to get away asleep. I asked
- 8:57Speaker 1: for something to eat here. His voice rose to a
- 9:00Speaker 1: she'll rise of protest, and they brought me a bottle
- 9:04Speaker 1: of milk. Mister Button sank down upon a chair near
- 9:08Speaker 1: his son and concealed his face in his hands. My heavens,
- 9:14Speaker 1: he murmured, in an ecstasy of horror. What will people say?
- 9:19Speaker 1: What must I do? You'll have to take him home,
- 9:23Speaker 1: insisted the nurse. Immediately, a grotesque picture formed itself with
- 9:29Speaker 1: dreadful clarity before the eyes of the tortured man, a
- 9:32Speaker 1: picture of himself walking through the crowded streets of the city,
- 9:36Speaker 1: with this appalling apparition stalking by his side. Can't, can't,
- 9:41Speaker 1: he moaned? People would stop to speak to him, and
- 9:45Speaker 1: what was he going to say? He would have to
- 9:47Speaker 1: introduce this, this stepigenarian, This is my son born early,
- 9:53Speaker 1: This morning, and then the old man would gather his
- 9:55Speaker 1: blanket around him, and they would plod on past the
- 9:58Speaker 1: bustling stores, the slave market. For a dark instant, mister
- 10:03Speaker 1: Button wished passionately that his son was black. Passed the
- 10:08Speaker 1: luxurious houses of the residential district, passed the home for
- 10:11Speaker 1: the aged. Come pull yourself together, commanded the nurse. Stay here,
- 10:19Speaker 1: the old man announced suddenly. If you think I'm going
- 10:22Speaker 1: to walk home in this blanket, you're entirely mistaken. Babies
- 10:27Speaker 1: always have blankets. With the malicious cackle, the old men
- 10:32Speaker 1: held up a small white swaddling garment. Hell, look, this
- 10:36Speaker 1: is what they had ready for me. Babies always wear these,
- 10:40Speaker 1: said the nurse. Primly, well, said you, old man, This
- 10:45Speaker 1: baby not going to wear anything in about two minutes.
- 10:48Speaker 1: This blanket itches. They might at least have given me
- 10:51Speaker 1: a sheet. Keep it on, Keep it on, said mister Button. Hurriedly.
- 10:56Speaker 1: He turned to the nurse. What'll I do? Go downtown,
- 11:00Speaker 1: buy your son some clothes. Mister Button's son voice followed
- 11:04Speaker 1: him down the hall and a cane. Father, I want
- 11:07Speaker 1: to have a cane. Mister Button banged the outer doors savagely.
- 11:13Speaker 1: Chapter two, Good good, good morning, mister Button said nervously
- 11:18Speaker 1: to the clerk in the Chesapeake Dry Goods Company, I
- 11:21Speaker 1: want to buy some clothes for my child. How old
- 11:24Speaker 1: is your child, sir? About six hours, answered mister Button,
- 11:28Speaker 1: with due consideration, baby supply department in the rear. I
- 11:33Speaker 1: don't think. I'm not sure that's what I want. It's
- 11:37Speaker 1: a he's an unusually large sized child, exceptually a large.
- 11:44Speaker 1: They have the largest children's sizes. Where's the boys department?
- 11:49Speaker 1: Inquired mister Button, shifting his ground desperately. He felt that
- 11:54Speaker 1: the clerk must surely scent his shameful secret right here. Well,
- 12:00Speaker 1: he hesitated. The notion of dressing his son in men's
- 12:03Speaker 1: clothes was repugg it to him, If, say, he could
- 12:06Speaker 1: only find a very large boy suit, he might cut
- 12:10Speaker 1: off the long and awful beard, dye the white hair brown,
- 12:13Speaker 1: and thus managed to conceal the worst and to retain
- 12:16Speaker 1: something of his own self respect, not to mention his
- 12:20Speaker 1: position in Baltimore's society. But a pratting inspection of the
- 12:23Speaker 1: boy's department revealed no suits to fit the newborn Button.
- 12:28Speaker 1: He blamed the store. Of course, in such cases it
- 12:31Speaker 1: is the thing to blame the store. How old just
- 12:34Speaker 1: say that boy of yours, was demanded the clerk. Curiously,
- 12:38Speaker 1: he's sixteen. Oh, I beg your pardon. I thought you
- 12:42Speaker 1: said six hours. You'll find the youth department in the
- 12:45Speaker 1: next aisle. Mister Button turned miserably away. Then he stopped, brightened,
- 12:50Speaker 1: and pointed his finger toward a dressed dummy in the
- 12:53Speaker 1: window display there. He exclaimed, I'll take that suit up
- 12:58Speaker 1: on the dummy. The clerk steered right, he protested, that's
- 13:02Speaker 1: not a child's suit at least it is, but it's
- 13:06Speaker 1: for fancy dress. You could wear it yourself. Wrap it up,
- 13:11Speaker 1: insisted his customer nervously. That's what I want. The astonished
- 13:15Speaker 1: clerk obeyed. Back at the hospital, mister Button entered the
- 13:20Speaker 1: nursery and almost threw the package at his son. Here's
- 13:23Speaker 1: your clothes, he snapped out. The old man untied the
- 13:26Speaker 1: package and viewed its contents with a quizzical eye. He
- 13:31Speaker 1: looks sort of funny to me, he complained. I don't
- 13:34Speaker 1: want to be made a monkey of He made a
- 13:38Speaker 1: monkey of me, retorted mister Button fiercely. Never you mind
- 13:42Speaker 1: how funny you look, but them on or I'll spank you.
- 13:46Speaker 1: He swallowed uneasily at the penulement word, feeling nervously that
- 13:51Speaker 1: it was the proper thing to say. All right, father,
- 13:57Speaker 1: this was a grotesque simulation of final respect. You've lived longer,
- 14:03Speaker 1: you know best, just as you say. As before the
- 14:08Speaker 1: sound of word father caused mister Button to start violently
- 14:14Speaker 1: and hurry, I'm hurrying father. When his son was dressed,
- 14:19Speaker 1: mister Button regarded him with depression. The costume consisted of
- 14:23Speaker 1: dotted socks, pink pants, and a belted blouse with a
- 14:28Speaker 1: wide white collar. Over the latter waved the long, whitish beard,
- 14:34Speaker 1: drooping almost to the waist. The effect was not good. Wait,
- 14:40Speaker 1: mister Button seized the hospital shears and, with three quick snips,
- 14:44Speaker 1: amputated a large section of the beard. But even with
- 14:47Speaker 1: this improvement, the ensemble fell far short perfection. The remaining
- 14:52Speaker 1: brush of scraggly hair, the watery eyes, the ancient teeth
- 14:56Speaker 1: seemed oddly out of tone with the gayety of the costume.
- 15:00Speaker 1: Mister Button, however, was obdurate. He held out his hand,
- 15:03Speaker 1: Come along, he said, sternly. His son took the hand trustingly.
- 15:09Speaker 1: Weren't you gonna call me? Dad? He quavered. As they
- 15:12Speaker 1: walked from the nursery, just baby for a while. Do
- 15:17Speaker 1: you think of a better name, mister Button grunted. I
- 15:22Speaker 1: don't know, he answered harshly. Think we'll call you Masthusdlah
- 15:28Speaker 1: chapter three. Even after the new addition to the Button
- 15:31Speaker 1: family had had his hair cut short and then dyed
- 15:35Speaker 1: to a sparse, unnatural black, had had his face shaved
- 15:38Speaker 1: so close that it glistened, and had been attired in
- 15:42Speaker 1: small boy clothes made to order by a flabbergasted tailor,
- 15:47Speaker 1: it was impossible for Button to ignore the fact that
- 15:50Speaker 1: his son was an excuse for a first family baby.
- 15:55Speaker 1: Despite his aged stoop. Benjamin Button, for that was his
- 15:58Speaker 1: name they called him in instead of by the appropriate
- 16:01Speaker 1: but individuous Methuselah was five feet eight inches tall. His
- 16:07Speaker 1: clothes did not conceal this, nor did the clipping and
- 16:10Speaker 1: dying of his eyebrows disguise the fact that the eyes
- 16:13Speaker 1: under were faded what reintired. In fact, the baby nurse,
- 16:17Speaker 1: who had been engaged advance, left the house after one
- 16:20Speaker 1: look in a state of considerable indignation, But mister Button
- 16:26Speaker 1: persisted in his unwavering purpose. Benjamin was a baby, and
- 16:31Speaker 1: a baby he should remain at first, he declared that
- 16:34Speaker 1: if Benjamin didn't like warm milk, he could go without
- 16:38Speaker 1: food altogether. But he was finally prevailed upon to allow
- 16:41Speaker 1: his son bread and water, and even oatmeal by way
- 16:44Speaker 1: of compromise. One day, he brought home a rattle, and,
- 16:48Speaker 1: giving it to Benjamin, insisted in no uncertain terms that
- 16:51Speaker 1: he should play with it, whereupon the old man took
- 16:54Speaker 1: it with a weary expression, and could be heard jingling
- 16:58Speaker 1: it obediently at intervals to rout the day. There can
- 17:02Speaker 1: be no doubt, though, that the rattle bored him, and
- 17:06Speaker 1: that he found other more soothing amusements when he was
- 17:09Speaker 1: left alone. For instance, mister Button discovered one day that
- 17:13Speaker 1: during the preceding week he had smoked more cigars than
- 17:16Speaker 1: ever before, a phenomenon which was explained a few days later.
- 17:20Speaker 1: When entering the nursery unexpectedly, he found the room full
- 17:24Speaker 1: of a faint blue haze, and Benjamin, with a guilty
- 17:27Speaker 1: expression on his face, trying to conceal the butt of
- 17:30Speaker 1: a dark havana. This of course called for a severe spanking,
- 17:35Speaker 1: but mister Button found that he could not bring himself
- 17:38Speaker 1: to administer it. He merely warned his son that he
- 17:41Speaker 1: was study his growth. Nevertheless, he persisted in his attitude.
- 17:46Speaker 1: He brought home lead soldiers, he brought home toy trains,
- 17:49Speaker 1: he brought large, pleasant animals made of cotton. And to
- 17:52Speaker 1: perfect the illusion which he was creating for himself, at least,
- 17:56Speaker 1: he passionately demanded of the clerk in the toy store. Rather,
- 18:00Speaker 1: the paint would come off the pink duck if the
- 18:02Speaker 1: baby put it in his mouth. But despite all his
- 18:06Speaker 1: father's efforts, Benjamin refused to be arrested. He would steal
- 18:10Speaker 1: down the back stairs and return to the nursery with
- 18:13Speaker 1: the volume of the Encyclopedia of Arnica, over which he
- 18:17Speaker 1: would pour through an afternoon, while his cotton cows and
- 18:20Speaker 1: Noah's ark were left neglected on the floor. Against such
- 18:25Speaker 1: such stubbornness, mister Button's efforts were of little avail. The
- 18:30Speaker 1: sensation created in Baltimore was at first prodigious. What the
- 18:35Speaker 1: mishap would have cost the Buttons and their kinfolks socially
- 18:38Speaker 1: cannot be determined. For the outbreak of the Civil War
- 18:42Speaker 1: brought the city's attention to other things. A few people
- 18:45Speaker 1: who were unfailingly polite, racked their brains for compliments to
- 18:49Speaker 1: give to the parents, and finally hit upon the ingenious device,
- 18:53Speaker 1: declaring that the baby resembled his grandfather, a fact which,
- 18:57Speaker 1: due to the standard state of decay common to all
- 19:00Speaker 1: men of seventy, could not be denied. Mister and missus
- 19:04Speaker 1: Roger Button were not pleased, but Benjamin's grandfather was furiously insulted. Benjamin,
- 19:11Speaker 1: once he left the hospital, took life as he founded.
- 19:14Speaker 1: Several small boys were brought to see him, and he
- 19:16Speaker 1: spent a stiff jointed afternoon trying to work up an
- 19:19Speaker 1: interest in tops and marbles. He even managed, quite accidentally
- 19:24Speaker 1: to break a kitchen window with the stone from a
- 19:26Speaker 1: sling shot, a feat which secretly delighted his father. Thereafter,
- 19:31Speaker 1: Benjamin contrived to break something every day, but he did
- 19:35Speaker 1: these things only because they were expected of him, and
- 19:38Speaker 1: because he was by nature obliging. When his grandfather's initial
- 19:43Speaker 1: antagonism wore off, Benjamin and that gentleman took enormous pleasure
- 19:47Speaker 1: in one another's company. They would sit for hours, these
- 19:51Speaker 1: two so far apart in age and experience, and like
- 19:54Speaker 1: old Crony's discuss with tireless monotony the slow events of
- 19:58Speaker 1: the day, Benjamin felt more at ease in his grandfather's
- 20:02Speaker 1: presence than in his parents. They seemed always somewhat in
- 20:06Speaker 1: awe of him, and despite the dictatorial authority they exercised
- 20:10Speaker 1: over him, frequently addressed him as mister. He was as
- 20:15Speaker 1: puzzled as any one else at the apparently advanced age
- 20:19Speaker 1: of his mind and body at birth. He read up
- 20:22Speaker 1: on the medical journal, but found that no such case
- 20:25Speaker 1: had been previously recorded. At his father's urging, he made
- 20:29Speaker 1: honest attempts to play with other boys, and frequently he
- 20:32Speaker 1: joined in milder games. Football shook him up too much.
- 20:36Speaker 1: He feared that in case of a fracture, as his
- 20:38Speaker 1: ancient bones would refuse to knit. When he was five,
- 20:42Speaker 1: he was sent to kindergarten, where he initiated into the
- 20:45Speaker 1: art of pasting green paper on orange paper, of weaving
- 20:49Speaker 1: colored maps, and manufacturing eternal cardboard necklaces. He was inclined
- 20:54Speaker 1: to drowse off to sleep in the middle of these tasks,
- 20:57Speaker 1: a habit which both irritated and frightened his young teacher.
- 21:01Speaker 1: To his relief, she complained to his parents, and he
- 21:04Speaker 1: was removed from the school. The Roger Buttons told the
- 21:08Speaker 1: friends that they felt he was too young. By the
- 21:12Speaker 1: time he was twelve years old, his parents had grown
- 21:14Speaker 1: used to him. Indeed, so strong is the force of
- 21:18Speaker 1: custom that they no longer felt that he was different
- 21:20Speaker 1: from any other child, except when some curious anomaly reminded
- 21:26Speaker 1: them of the fact. One day, a few weeks after
- 21:29Speaker 1: his twelfth birthday, while looking in the mirror, Benjamin made
- 21:33Speaker 1: or thought he made, an astonishing discovery. Did his eyes
- 21:38Speaker 1: deceive him? Or had his hair turned in the dozen
- 21:41Speaker 1: years of his life from white to iron gray under
- 21:45Speaker 1: its concealing dye. Was the network of wrinkles on his
- 21:50Speaker 1: face becoming less pronounced? Was his skin healthier and firmer,
- 21:55Speaker 1: with even a touch of rutty winter crawler? He could not.
- 22:00Speaker 1: He knew that he no longer stooped, and that his
- 22:04Speaker 1: physical condition had improved since the early days of his life.
- 22:08Speaker 1: Can it be, he thought to himself, or rather scarcely
- 22:11Speaker 1: dared to think. He went to his father. I'm grown,
- 22:16Speaker 1: he announced, determinedly. I want to put on long trousers.
- 22:20Speaker 1: His father hesitated, well, he said, finally, I don't know.
- 22:25Speaker 1: Fourteen is the age for putting on long trousers, and
- 22:28Speaker 1: you are only twelve. But you have to admit, protested Benjamin,
- 22:34Speaker 1: I'm big from age. The father looked at him with
- 22:37Speaker 1: illusory speculation. I'm not so sure of that. He said,
- 22:42Speaker 1: I was as big as you when I was twelve.
- 22:45Speaker 1: This was not true. It was all part of Roger
- 22:47Speaker 1: Button's silent agreement with himself to believe in his son's normality. Finally,
- 22:53Speaker 1: a compromise was reached. Benjamin was to continue to dye
- 22:57Speaker 1: his hair. He was to make a better attention to
- 23:00Speaker 1: play with boys of his own age. He was not
- 23:03Speaker 1: to wear spectacles or carry a cane in the street.
- 23:06Speaker 1: In return for these concessions, he was allowed his first
- 23:09Speaker 1: suit of long trousers Chapter four of the Life of
- 23:15Speaker 1: Benjamin Button. Between his twelfth and twenty first year, I
- 23:19Speaker 1: intend to say little suffice to record that they were
- 23:23Speaker 1: years of normal ungrowth. When Benjamin was eighteen, he was
- 23:27Speaker 1: erecked as a man of fifty. He had more hair,
- 23:30Speaker 1: and it was of a dark gray. His step was firm,
- 23:34Speaker 1: His voice had lost its crack quaver and descended to
- 23:37Speaker 1: a healthy baritone. So as father sent him up to
- 23:41Speaker 1: Connecticut to take examinations for entrance to Yale College. Benjamin
- 23:46Speaker 1: passed his examinations and became a member of the freshman class.
- 23:52Speaker 1: On the third day, following his meticulation, he received a
- 23:55Speaker 1: notification from mister Hart to college registrar to call it
- 23:59Speaker 1: his office and arrange his schedule. Benjamin, lancing in the mirror,
- 24:03Speaker 1: decided that his hair needed a new application of its
- 24:06Speaker 1: brown dye, but an anxious inspection of his bureau drawer
- 24:10Speaker 1: disclosed that the dying bottle was not there. Then he
- 24:13Speaker 1: remembered he had emptied it the day before and thrown
- 24:16Speaker 1: it away. He was in a dilemma. He was due
- 24:19Speaker 1: at the registrars in five minutes. There seemed to be
- 24:21Speaker 1: no help for it. He must go as he was.
- 24:24Speaker 1: He did. Good morning, said the registrar politely. You've come
- 24:29Speaker 1: to inquire about your son. Why, as a matter of fact,
- 24:32Speaker 1: my name's Button, began Benjamin, but mister Hart cut him off.
- 24:37Speaker 1: Very glad to meet you, mister Button. I'm expecting your
- 24:39Speaker 1: son here in a minute. That's me, burst out Benjamin.
- 24:43Speaker 1: I'm a freshman. What I'm a freshman. Surely you're joking,
- 24:48Speaker 1: not at all. The registrar frowned and glanced at the
- 24:52Speaker 1: card before him. Why have mister Benjamin Buttons aid down
- 24:57Speaker 1: at is eighteen, asserted Benjamin, flushing slightly. Registrar eyed him wearily. Now, surely,
- 25:07Speaker 1: mister Button, you don't expect me to believe that, Benjamin
- 25:11Speaker 1: spiraled wearily. I'm eighteen, he repeated. The register pointed sternly
- 25:17Speaker 1: at the door. Get out, he said, Get out of
- 25:19Speaker 1: college and get out of town. You're a dangerous lunatic.
- 25:23Speaker 1: I'm eighteen. Mister hard opened the door. The idea, he shouted,
- 25:29Speaker 1: A man of your age trying to enter. Here is
- 25:30Speaker 1: a freshman eighteen years old. Are you well? I'll give
- 25:34Speaker 1: you eighteen minutes to get out of town. Benjamin Button
- 25:37Speaker 1: walked with dignity from the room, and half a dozen
- 25:40Speaker 1: undergraduates who were waiting in the hall followed him curiously
- 25:43Speaker 1: with their eyes. When he had gone a little way,
- 25:45Speaker 1: he turned around, faced the infuriated Registar, who was still
- 25:49Speaker 1: standing in the door, and repeated in a firm voice,
- 25:53Speaker 1: I am eighteen years old, to a chorus of titters,
- 25:56Speaker 1: which went up from the group of undergraduates. Benjamin walked away,
- 26:01Speaker 1: but he was not feited to escape so easily. On
- 26:05Speaker 1: his melancholy walk to the railroad station, he found that
- 26:08Speaker 1: he was being followed by a group, then by a swarm,
- 26:11Speaker 1: and finally by a dense mass of undergraduates. The word
- 26:15Speaker 1: had gone around that a lunatic had passed to enter
- 26:18Speaker 1: its examinations for Yale and attempted to palm himself off
- 26:21Speaker 1: as a youth of eighteen. A fever of excitement permeated.
- 26:25Speaker 1: The college men ran hatless out of classes. The football
- 26:29Speaker 1: team abandoned its practice and joined the mob. Professor's wife
- 26:32Speaker 1: with Bonnet's rye and bustles out of position, ran shouting
- 26:37Speaker 1: after the procession, from which proceeded a continual succession of
- 26:40Speaker 1: remarks aimed at the tender sensibilities of Benjamin Button. He
- 26:47Speaker 1: must be a wandering Jew. He ought to go to
- 26:50Speaker 1: prep school. Hits age. Look at the infant prodigy. He
- 26:55Speaker 1: thought this was the old man's home. Go up to arbor.
- 27:01Speaker 1: Benjamin increased his gait, and soon he was running. He
- 27:05Speaker 1: would show them he would go to Harvard, and then
- 27:08Speaker 1: they would regret these ill considerate tons. Safely on the
- 27:12Speaker 1: train for Baltimore, he put his head from the window.
- 27:16Speaker 1: You'll regret this, he shouted. Ha ha, the undergraduate's lap,
- 27:20Speaker 1: ha ha ha. It was the biggest mistake that Yale
- 27:24Speaker 1: College had ever made chapter five. In eighteen eighty, Benjamin
- 27:31Speaker 1: Button was twenty years old, and he signaled his birthday
- 27:35Speaker 1: by going to work for his father in Roger Button
- 27:38Speaker 1: and Company, wholesale hardware. It was in the same year
- 27:41Speaker 1: that he began going out socially, that is, his father
- 27:46Speaker 1: insisted on taking him to several fashionable dances. Roger Button
- 27:50Speaker 1: was now fifty and he and his son were more
- 27:54Speaker 1: and more compatible. In fact, since Benjamin had ceased to
- 27:58Speaker 1: dye his hair, which was still great, they appeared about
- 28:01Speaker 1: the same age and could have passed for brothers. One
- 28:05Speaker 1: night in August, they got into the Phaetin attired in
- 28:07Speaker 1: their full dress suits and drove out to a dance
- 28:10Speaker 1: at the Shelbourn's country clouse, situated just outside of Baltimore.
- 28:16Speaker 1: It was a gorgeous evening. A full moon drenched the
- 28:18Speaker 1: road to the lustreless color of platinum, and late blooming
- 28:23Speaker 1: harvest flowers breathed into the motionless air aromas that were
- 28:28Speaker 1: like low half heard laughter. The open country carpeted for
- 28:32Speaker 1: rods around with bright wheat, was translucent. As in the day,
- 28:37Speaker 1: it was almost impossible not to be affected by the
- 28:40Speaker 1: sheer beauty of the sky. Almost there's a great future
- 28:45Speaker 1: in the dry goods business. Roger Button was saying. He
- 28:49Speaker 1: was not a spiritual man. His esthetic sense was rudimentary.
- 28:54Speaker 1: Old fellows like me can't learn new tricks. He observed profoundly,
- 28:58Speaker 1: its you, youngsters, with energy and vitality, that have the
- 29:02Speaker 1: great future. Before you, far up the road, the lights
- 29:06Speaker 1: of the Shelbon's country house drifted into view, and presently
- 29:10Speaker 1: there was a singing sound that crept persistently toward them.
- 29:14Speaker 1: It might have been the fine plaint of violins, or
- 29:17Speaker 1: the rustle of the silver wheat under the moon. Pulled
- 29:20Speaker 1: up behind a handsome Brome whose passengers were disembarking. At
- 29:23Speaker 1: the door. A lady got out, then an elderly gentleman,
- 29:27Speaker 1: then another young lady, beautiful as sin. Benjamin started an
- 29:32Speaker 1: almost chemical change, seemed to dissolve and recompose the very
- 29:37Speaker 1: elements of his body. A rigor passed over him, blood
- 29:41Speaker 1: rose into his cheeks, his forehead, and there was a
- 29:45Speaker 1: steady thumping in his ears. It was first love. The
- 29:50Speaker 1: girl was slender and frail, with hair that was ashen
- 29:54Speaker 1: under the moon, and honey colored under the sputtering gas
- 29:57Speaker 1: lamps of the porch. Over her shoulders was thrown a
- 30:00Speaker 1: Spanish mantilia of softest yellow butterflied in black. Her feet
- 30:04Speaker 1: were glittering buttons at the hem of her bustled dress.
- 30:09Speaker 1: Roger Button leaned over his son that he said, is
- 30:13Speaker 1: young Hildegarde Montcliffe, the daughter of General Montcleaffe. Benjamin nodded coldly.
- 30:19Speaker 1: Pretty old Leny said indifferently. But when the boy had
- 30:22Speaker 1: led the buggy away, Dad, you might introduce me to her.
- 30:28Speaker 1: They approached a group of which Miss Montcleaf was the center.
- 30:32Speaker 1: Reared in the old tradition, she curtsied low before Benjamin. Yes,
- 30:37Speaker 1: he might have a dance. He thanked her and walked away,
- 30:40Speaker 1: staggered away. The interval until the time for his turn
- 30:44Speaker 1: should arrive dragged itself out interminably. He stood close to
- 30:49Speaker 1: the wall, silent, inscrutable, watching with murderous eyes the young
- 30:53Speaker 1: bloods of as they eddied around Hildegarde montleff passionate admiration
- 30:58Speaker 1: in their faces. How obnoxious they seemed to Benjamin, how
- 31:03Speaker 1: intolerably rosy their curling brown whiskers aroused in him a
- 31:09Speaker 1: feeling equivalent to indigestion. But when his own time came,
- 31:13Speaker 1: and he drifted with her out upon the changing floor
- 31:17Speaker 1: to the music of the latest waltz from Paris. His
- 31:20Speaker 1: jealousies and anxieties melted from him like a mantle of snow.
- 31:25Speaker 1: Blind with enchantment, he felt that life was just beginning.
- 31:30Speaker 1: You and your brother got here just as we did,
- 31:32Speaker 1: didn't you, asked Hildegarden, looking up at him with eyes
- 31:37Speaker 1: that were like bright blue enamel. Benjamin hesitated. If she
- 31:42Speaker 1: took him for his father's brother, would it be best
- 31:45Speaker 1: to enlighten her. He remembered his experience at Yale, so
- 31:50Speaker 1: he decided against it. It would be rude to contradict
- 31:53Speaker 1: the lady. It would be criminal to mar this exquisite
- 31:57Speaker 1: occasion with the grotesque story of his origin. It raps
- 32:02Speaker 1: So he nodded, smiled, listened, was happy. I like men
- 32:07Speaker 1: of your age, Hildegard told him. Young boys are so idiotic.
- 32:12Speaker 1: They tell me how much champagne they drink at college
- 32:16Speaker 1: and how much money they lose playing cards. Many of
- 32:19Speaker 1: your age know how to appreciate women. Benjamin felt himself
- 32:23Speaker 1: on the verge of a proposal. With an effort, he
- 32:27Speaker 1: choked back the impulse. You're just the romantic age. She continued,
- 32:33Speaker 1: Fifty twenty five is too worldly wise, thirty is apt
- 32:36Speaker 1: to be pale from overwork. Forty is the age of
- 32:40Speaker 1: long stories that take a whole cigar to tell. Sixty
- 32:44Speaker 1: is uh, sixty is two near seventy. But fifty is
- 32:48Speaker 1: the mellow age. I love fifty. Fifty seemed to Benjamin
- 32:53Speaker 1: Agrooray's age. He longed passionately to be fifty. I've always said,
- 32:57Speaker 1: went on Hildegarden, that I'd marry a man of fifty
- 33:01Speaker 1: and be taken care of. Then marry a man of
- 33:04Speaker 1: thirty and take care of him Benjamin. The rest of
- 33:08Speaker 1: the evening was bathed in honey colored mist. Hildegarde gave
- 33:13Speaker 1: him two more dances, and they discovered that they were
- 33:16Speaker 1: marvelously in accord on all the questions of the day.
- 33:20Speaker 1: She was to go driving with him on the following Sunday,
- 33:23Speaker 1: and then they would discuss all their questions further. Going
- 33:28Speaker 1: home in the Phaeton, just before the crack of dawn,
- 33:30Speaker 1: when the first bees were humming, and the fading moon
- 33:33Speaker 1: glimmered and the cool dew, Benjamin knew vaguely that his
- 33:37Speaker 1: father was discussing wholesale hardware, and what do you think
- 33:42Speaker 1: should merit our biggest attention after hammers and nails. The
- 33:46Speaker 1: elder Button was saying, love, replied Benjamin absent mindedly. Lugs,
- 33:53Speaker 1: exclaimed Roger Button. Why I've just covered the question of lugs.
- 33:59Speaker 1: Benjamin un regarded him with dazed eyes, just as the
- 34:02Speaker 1: eastern sky was suddenly crackled with light and an oriel
- 34:06Speaker 1: yawn piercingly in the quickening trees. When six months later,
- 34:11Speaker 1: the engagement of Miss Hildegarde Montcliffe to mister Benjamin Button
- 34:15Speaker 1: was made known, I say made known, for General Montcliffe
- 34:18Speaker 1: declared he would rather fall upon his sword than announce it.
- 34:23Speaker 1: The excitement in Baltimore's society reached the feverish pitch. The
- 34:28Speaker 1: almost forgotten story of Benjamin's birth was remembered and sent
- 34:31Speaker 1: out upon the winds of scandal in picturesque and incredible forms.
- 34:37Speaker 1: It was said that Benjamin was really the father of
- 34:40Speaker 1: Roger Button, that he was his brother who had been
- 34:43Speaker 1: imprisoned for forty years, that he was John Wilkes's booth
- 34:47Speaker 1: in disguise, and finally, that he had two small conical
- 34:52Speaker 1: horns sprouting from his head. The Sunday supplements of the
- 34:56Speaker 1: New York Papers played up the case with fascinating sketches
- 35:00Speaker 1: which showed the head of Benjamin Button attached to a fish,
- 35:04Speaker 1: to a snake, and finally to a body of solid brass.
- 35:09Speaker 1: He became known journalistically as the mystery Man of Maryland,
- 35:13Speaker 1: but the true story, as is usually the case, had
- 35:17Speaker 1: a very small circulation. However, everyone agreed with General Montcliffe
- 35:22Speaker 1: that it was criminal for a lovely girl, who could
- 35:25Speaker 1: have married any bow in Baltimore to throw herself into
- 35:29Speaker 1: the arms of a man who was assuredly fifty. In Vain,
- 35:33Speaker 1: mister Roger Button published his son's birth certificate in large
- 35:38Speaker 1: type in the Baltimore Blaze. No one believed it. You
- 35:42Speaker 1: had only to look at Benjamin and Sea On the
- 35:45Speaker 1: part of the two people most concerned, there was no wavering.
- 35:50Speaker 1: So many of the stories about her fiancee were false
- 35:53Speaker 1: that Hilligard refused stubbornly to believe even the true one.
- 35:57Speaker 1: In Vain, General Montgraff pointed out to her the high
- 36:01Speaker 1: mortality among men of fifty, or at least among men
- 36:04Speaker 1: who looked fifty. In Vain. He told her of the
- 36:07Speaker 1: instability of the wholesale hardware business. Hildegarde and chosen to
- 36:13Speaker 1: marry for Mellowness, and marry she did Chapter seven. In
- 36:19Speaker 1: one particular, at least the friend of Hildegarde Montcliffe were mistaken.
- 36:24Speaker 1: The wholesale hardware business prospered amazingly In the fifteen years
- 36:28Speaker 1: between Benjamin Button's marriage in eighteen eighty and his father's
- 36:32Speaker 1: retirement in eighteen ninety five. The family fortune was doubled,
- 36:37Speaker 1: and this was due largely to the younger member of
- 36:39Speaker 1: the firm. Needless to say, Baltimore eventually received the couple
- 36:44Speaker 1: to its bosom. Even old General Moncrief became reconciled to
- 36:49Speaker 1: his son in law when Benjamin gave him the money
- 36:51Speaker 1: to bring out his history of the Civil War in
- 36:54Speaker 1: twenty volumes, which had been refused by nine prominent publishers,
- 36:59Speaker 1: and Benjamin himself till fifteen years had wrought many changes.
- 37:02Speaker 1: Seemed to him that the blood flowed with new vigor
- 37:05Speaker 1: through his veins. It began to be a pleasure to
- 37:08Speaker 1: rise in the morning, to walk with an active step
- 37:11Speaker 1: along the busy sunny street, to work untiringly with his
- 37:14Speaker 1: shipments of hammers and his cargoes of nails. It was
- 37:18Speaker 1: an eighteen ninety that he executed his famous business coup.
- 37:23Speaker 1: He brought up the suggestion that all nails used in
- 37:25Speaker 1: nailing up the boxes in which nails were shipped are
- 37:29Speaker 1: the property of the ship e. A proposal which became
- 37:33Speaker 1: a statute, was approved by Chief Justice Fossil, and saved
- 37:38Speaker 1: Roger Button and Company wholesale hardware more than six hundred
- 37:42Speaker 1: nails every year. In addition, Benjamin discovered that he was
- 37:47Speaker 1: becoming more and more attracted by the gay side of life.
- 37:51Speaker 1: It was typical of his growing enthusiasm for pleasure that
- 37:55Speaker 1: he was the first man of the city of Baltimore
- 37:57Speaker 1: to own and run an automobile. Meeting him on the street,
- 38:02Speaker 1: his contemporaries would stare enviously at the picture he made
- 38:05Speaker 1: of health and vitality. He seems to grow younger every year,
- 38:10Speaker 1: they would remark, And if old Roger Benjamin, now sixty
- 38:14Speaker 1: five years old, had failed at first to give a
- 38:17Speaker 1: proper welcome to his son, a tone at last by
- 38:20Speaker 1: bestowing on him what amounted to gratulation, and here we
- 38:26Speaker 1: come to an unpleasant subject, which it will be well
- 38:29Speaker 1: to pass over as quickly as possible. There was only
- 38:33Speaker 1: one thing that worried Benjamin button, his wife had ceased
- 38:37Speaker 1: to attract him at the time. Hildegarde was a woman
- 38:42Speaker 1: of thirty five with a son, Roscoe, fourteen years old.
- 38:47Speaker 1: In the early days of their marriage, Benjamin had worshiped her,
- 38:50Speaker 1: but as the years passed, her honey colored hair became
- 38:53Speaker 1: an unexciting brown. The blue enamel of her eyes assumed
- 38:57Speaker 1: the aspect of cheap crockery. Moreover, and most of all,
- 39:01Speaker 1: she had become too settled in ways, too placid to content,
- 39:04Speaker 1: to anemic in her excitements, and too sober in her taste.
- 39:10Speaker 1: As a bride, it had been she who had dragged
- 39:13Speaker 1: Benjamin to dances and dinners. Now conditions were reversed. She
- 39:18Speaker 1: went out socially with him, but without enthusiasm, devoured already
- 39:22Speaker 1: by the eternal inertia which comes to live with each
- 39:26Speaker 1: of us one day in stays with us to the end.
- 39:30Speaker 1: Benjamin's discontent waxed stronger at the outbreak of the Spanish
- 39:34Speaker 1: American War in eighteen ninety eight. His home had for
- 39:37Speaker 1: him so little charm that he decided to join the army.
- 39:41Speaker 1: With his business influence, he obtained a commission as captain,
- 39:44Speaker 1: and proved so adaptable to the work that he was
- 39:47Speaker 1: made a major and finally a lieutenant colonel, just in
- 39:51Speaker 1: time to participate in the celebrated charge up San Juan Hill.
- 39:55Speaker 1: He was slightly wounded and received a medal. Benjamin had
- 39:59Speaker 1: become so attached to the activity and excitement of army
- 40:03Speaker 1: life that he regretted to give it up, but his
- 40:06Speaker 1: business required attention, so he resigned his commission came home.
- 40:10Speaker 1: He was met at the station by a brass band
- 40:13Speaker 1: and escorted to his house. Into Part one, Section two,
- 40:19Speaker 1: Chapter eight. Hildegarde, waving a large silk flag, greeted him
- 40:23Speaker 1: on the porch, and even as he kissed her, he
- 40:26Speaker 1: felt with a sinking feeling of the heart that these
- 40:29Speaker 1: three years had taken their toll. She was a woman
- 40:32Speaker 1: of forty now, with a faint, skirmish line of gray
- 40:35Speaker 1: hairs in her head. The sight depressed him. Up in
- 40:39Speaker 1: his room, he sized reflection in the familiar mirror and
- 40:42Speaker 1: went closer and examined his own face with anxiety, comparing
- 40:46Speaker 1: it after a moment with a photograph of himself in
- 40:49Speaker 1: uniform taken just before the war. Good Lord, he said aloud.
- 40:54Speaker 1: The process was continuing, there was no doubt of it.
- 40:58Speaker 1: He looked now like a man of thirty. Instead of
- 41:00Speaker 1: being delighted, he was uneasy. He was growing younger and
- 41:04Speaker 1: had hitherto hoped that once he reached the bodily age
- 41:08Speaker 1: equivalent to his age in years, through a grotesque phenomenon
- 41:12Speaker 1: which had marked his birth, would cease the function. He shuddered.
- 41:17Speaker 1: His destiny seemed to him awful, incredible. When he came downstairs,
- 41:23Speaker 1: Hildegarde was waiting for him. She appeared annoyed, and he
- 41:27Speaker 1: wondered if she had at last discovered that there was
- 41:30Speaker 1: something amiss. It was with an effort to relieve the
- 41:34Speaker 1: tension between them that he broached the matter at dinner
- 41:38Speaker 1: in what he considered a delicate way. Well, he remarked, lightly,
- 41:44Speaker 1: everybody says it look younger than ever. Hildegarde regarded him
- 41:47Speaker 1: with scorn. She sniffed, do you think it's anything to
- 41:50Speaker 1: boast about? I'm not boasting, he asserted, uncomfortably. She sniffed again.
- 41:57Speaker 1: The idea, she said, and after a moment, I should
- 42:00Speaker 1: think you'd have enough pride to stop it. How can I,
- 42:05Speaker 1: he demanded, I'm not going to argue with you, she retorted,
- 42:09Speaker 1: but there's a right way of doing things in a
- 42:12Speaker 1: wrong way if you've made up your mind to be
- 42:14Speaker 1: different from everyone else. I don't suppose I can stop you,
- 42:18Speaker 1: but I really don't think it's very considerate. But Hildiguard,
- 42:23Speaker 1: I can't help it. You can too. You're simply stubborn.
- 42:28Speaker 1: You think you don't want to be like anyone else.
- 42:32Speaker 1: You always have been that way, and you always will be.
- 42:35Speaker 1: But just think how it would be if everyone else
- 42:38Speaker 1: looked at things as you do. What would world be like?
- 42:43Speaker 1: As this was an inane and unanswerable argument, Benjamin made
- 42:47Speaker 1: no reply, and from that time on a chasm began
- 42:51Speaker 1: to widen between them. He wondered what possible fascination she
- 42:54Speaker 1: had ever exercised over him. To add to the breach,
- 42:59Speaker 1: he found it as a new century gathered headway that
- 43:02Speaker 1: his thirst for gaiety grew stronger. Never a party of
- 43:05Speaker 1: any kind in the city of Baltimore, but he was there,
- 43:09Speaker 1: dancing with the prettiest of the young married women, chatting
- 43:13Speaker 1: with the most popular of the debutantes, and finding their
- 43:16Speaker 1: company charming, while his wife, a dowager of evil Omen,
- 43:20Speaker 1: sat among the chaperones now in haughty disapproval, and now
- 43:25Speaker 1: following him with psalm, puzzled and reproachful eyes. Look, people remark,
- 43:31Speaker 1: what a pity a young fellow that age tied to
- 43:33Speaker 1: a woman of forty five. He must be twenty years
- 43:36Speaker 1: younger in his wife. They had forgotten his people invariably
- 43:40Speaker 1: forget that back in eighteen eighty their mamas and papas
- 43:45Speaker 1: had also remarked about this same ill matched pair. Benjamin's
- 43:51Speaker 1: growing unhappiness at home was compensated for by his many
- 43:55Speaker 1: new interests. He took up golf and made a great
- 43:58Speaker 1: success of it. In for dancing, in nineteen o six
- 44:03Speaker 1: he was an expert at the Boston, and in nineteen
- 44:05Speaker 1: o eight he was considered proficient at the Maxine, while
- 44:10Speaker 1: in nineteen o nine his castle walk was the envy
- 44:13Speaker 1: of every young man in town. His social activities has,
- 44:17Speaker 1: of course, interfered to some extent with his business, But
- 44:21Speaker 1: then he had worked hard at wholesale hardware for twenty
- 44:24Speaker 1: five years and felt that he could soon hand it
- 44:26Speaker 1: on to his son, Roscoe, who had recently graduated from Harvard.
- 44:32Speaker 1: He and his son, in fact, were often mistaken for
- 44:34Speaker 1: each other, Thus pleased Benjamin. He soon forgot the insidious
- 44:39Speaker 1: fear which had come over him on his return from
- 44:42Speaker 1: the Spanish American War, and grew to take a naive
- 44:45Speaker 1: pleasure in his appearance. There was only one fly in
- 44:49Speaker 1: the delicious ointment. He hated to appear in public with
- 44:53Speaker 1: his wife, Hilda Garde was almost fifty, and the sight
- 44:58Speaker 1: of her made him feel absurd. Chapter nine. One September
- 45:05Speaker 1: Day in nineteen ten, few years after Roger Button and
- 45:09Speaker 1: Company wholesale hardware had been handed over to young Roscoebutton,
- 45:14Speaker 1: a man apparently about twenty years old, entered himself as
- 45:19Speaker 1: a freshman at Harvard University in Cambridge. He did not
- 45:22Speaker 1: make the mistake of announcing that he would never see
- 45:25Speaker 1: fifty again, nor did he mention the fact that his
- 45:28Speaker 1: son had been graduated from the same institution ten years before.
- 45:33Speaker 1: He was admitted and almost immediately attained a prominent position
- 45:38Speaker 1: in the class, partially because he seemed a little older
- 45:41Speaker 1: than the other freshman, whose average age was about eighteen.
- 45:46Speaker 1: But his success was largely due to the fact that,
- 45:49Speaker 1: in the football game with Yale, he played so brilliantly,
- 45:52Speaker 1: with so much dash, and with such a cold, remorseless
- 45:56Speaker 1: anger that he scored seven touchdowns in fourteen fields golds
- 46:00Speaker 1: for Harvard, and caused one entire eleven of Yale men
- 46:04Speaker 1: to be carried singly away from the field unconscious. He
- 46:08Speaker 1: was the most celebrated man in college, strange to say.
- 46:13Speaker 1: In his third or junior year, he was scarcely able
- 46:16Speaker 1: to make the team. Coaches said that he had lost weight,
- 46:19Speaker 1: and it seemed to the more observant among them that
- 46:22Speaker 1: he was not quite as tall as before. He made
- 46:25Speaker 1: no touchdowns. Indeed, he was retained on the team, chiefly
- 46:29Speaker 1: in hope that his enormous reputation would bring terror and
- 46:32Speaker 1: disorganization to the Yale team. In his senior year, he
- 46:36Speaker 1: did not make the team at all. He had grown
- 46:38Speaker 1: so slight and frail that one day he was taken
- 46:41Speaker 1: by some sophomores for freshmen, an incident which humiliated him terribly.
- 46:47Speaker 1: He became known as something of a prodigy, a senior
- 46:50Speaker 1: who was surely no more than sixteen, and he was
- 46:53Speaker 1: often shocked at the worldliness of some of his classmates.
- 46:57Speaker 1: His studies seemed harder to him. He felt that they
- 47:00Speaker 1: were too advanced. He heard his classmates speak of Saint Midas,
- 47:05Speaker 1: the famous preparatory school at which so many of them
- 47:08Speaker 1: had prepared for college, and he determined after his graduation
- 47:11Speaker 1: to enter himself at Saint Midas, where the sheltered life
- 47:15Speaker 1: among boys his own size would be more congenial to him.
- 47:20Speaker 1: Upon his graduation in nineteen fourteen, he went home to
- 47:23Speaker 1: Baltimore with his Harvard diploma in his pocket. Hildegarde was
- 47:27Speaker 1: now residing in Italy, so Benjamin went to live with
- 47:30Speaker 1: his son, Roscoe. But though he was welcomed in a
- 47:34Speaker 1: general way, there was obviously no heartiness in Roscoe's feeling
- 47:38Speaker 1: for him. There was even perceptible a tendency on his
- 47:42Speaker 1: son's part to think that Benjamin was as he moped
- 47:45Speaker 1: about the house in adolescent mooniness was somewhat in the way.
- 47:50Speaker 1: Roscoe was married now and prominent in Baltimore life, and
- 47:55Speaker 1: he wanted no scandal to creep out in connection with
- 47:58Speaker 1: his family. Benjamin, no longer a persona grata with the
- 48:06Speaker 1: debutantes and younger college set, found himself much left done
- 48:10Speaker 1: except for the companionship of three or four fifteen year
- 48:13Speaker 1: old boys in the neighborhood. His idea of going to
- 48:16Speaker 1: Saint Midas's school recurred to him, say, said Roscoe. One day,
- 48:22Speaker 1: I've told you over and over that I want to
- 48:24Speaker 1: go to prep school. Well go, then, replied Roscoe shortly.
- 48:29Speaker 1: The matter was distasteful to him and he wished to
- 48:31Speaker 1: avoid a discussion. I can't go alone, said Benjamin helplessly.
- 48:36Speaker 1: You'll have to enter me and take me up there.
- 48:40Speaker 1: I haven't got time, declared Roscoe abruptly. His eye narrowed
- 48:43Speaker 1: and he looked uneasily at his father. As a matter
- 48:46Speaker 1: of fact, he added, you better not go on with
- 48:49Speaker 1: this business much longer. You better pull up short. He
- 48:52Speaker 1: better you better, he paused, and his face crimson that
- 48:56Speaker 1: he sought for words. You'd better turn right around and
- 49:00Speaker 1: start back the other way. This has gone too far
- 49:03Speaker 1: to be a joke. It isn't funny any longer. You
- 49:06Speaker 1: you behave yourself. Benjamin looked at him on the verge
- 49:11Speaker 1: of tears, and another thing, continued Roscoe. When visitors in
- 49:15Speaker 1: the house, I want you to call me uncle, not Roscolle,
- 49:18Speaker 1: but uncle. Do you understand it looks absurd for a
- 49:22Speaker 1: boy of fifteen to call me by my first name.
- 49:25Speaker 1: Perhaps you'd better call me uncle all the time till
- 49:29Speaker 1: you get used to it. With a harsh look. After
- 49:32Speaker 1: his father, Roscoe turned away Chapter ten. At the termination
- 49:38Speaker 1: of his interview, Benjamin wandered dismally upstairs and stared at
- 49:42Speaker 1: himself in a mirror. He had not shaved for three months,
- 49:45Speaker 1: but it could find nothing on his face but a
- 49:48Speaker 1: faint white down with which it seemed unnecessary to meddle.
- 49:54Speaker 1: When he had first come home from Harvard, Roscoe had
- 49:57Speaker 1: approached him with the proposition that he should wear eyeglasses
- 50:01Speaker 1: and imitation. Whiskers glued to his cheeks, and it seemed
- 50:05Speaker 1: for a moment that the farce of his early years
- 50:09Speaker 1: was to be repeated. But Whiskers had itched and made
- 50:12Speaker 1: him ashamed. He wept, and Roscoe had reluctantly relented. Benjamin
- 50:18Speaker 1: opened a book of boys stories the boy Scouts in
- 50:20Speaker 1: Biminy Bay began to read, but he found himself thinking
- 50:24Speaker 1: persistently about the war. American had joined the Allies cause
- 50:29Speaker 1: during the preceding month, and Benjamin wanted to enlist for
- 50:33Speaker 1: the last. Sixteen was the minimum age, and he did
- 50:36Speaker 1: not look that old. His true age, which was fifty seven,
- 50:40Speaker 1: would have disqualified him anyway. There was a knock at
- 50:44Speaker 1: the door, and the Butler appeared with a letter bearing
- 50:47Speaker 1: a large official legend in the corner and addressed to
- 50:49Speaker 1: mister Benjamin Button. Benjamin tore it open eagerly and read
- 50:55Speaker 1: the enclosure with delight. It formed him that many reserve
- 50:58Speaker 1: officers who had served an in the Spanish American War
- 51:01Speaker 1: were being called back into service with a higher rank,
- 51:04Speaker 1: and it enclosed his commission as brigadier general in the
- 51:08Speaker 1: United States Army, with orders to report immediately. Benjamin jumped
- 51:14Speaker 1: to his feet fairly, quivering with enthusiasm. This was what
- 51:18Speaker 1: he had wanted. He seized his cap, and ten minutes
- 51:21Speaker 1: later he had entered a large tailoring establishment on Charles
- 51:24Speaker 1: Street and asked in his uncertain treble to be measured
- 51:29Speaker 1: for a uniform. Wanna play's soldier Sonny, demanded the clerk casually.
- 51:34Speaker 1: Benjamin flushed, say never mind what I want, he retorted angrily.
- 51:41Speaker 1: My name's Benjamin and I live on Mount Vernon Place,
- 51:44Speaker 1: so you know I'm good for it, well, admitted the
- 51:47Speaker 1: clerk hesitantly. If you're not, I guess your daddy is
- 51:51Speaker 1: all right. Benjamin was measured, and a week later his
- 51:56Speaker 1: uniform was completed. He had difficulty in obtaining the proper
- 52:00Speaker 1: general's insignia, because the dealer kept insisting to Benjamin that
- 52:03Speaker 1: a nice V W C A badge would look just
- 52:07Speaker 1: as well and be much more fun to play with.
- 52:10Speaker 1: Saying nothing to Roscoe, he left the house one night
- 52:13Speaker 1: and proceeded by train to Camp Mosby in South Carolina,
- 52:18Speaker 1: where he was to command an infant brigade. On the
- 52:22Speaker 1: sultry April day, he approached the entrance to the camp,
- 52:25Speaker 1: paid off the taxi cab which had brought him from
- 52:28Speaker 1: the station, and turned to the sentry on guard. Get
- 52:32Speaker 1: someone to handle my luggage, he said, briskly. The sentry
- 52:36Speaker 1: eyed him reproachfully say, he remarked, where you go with
- 52:41Speaker 1: the general? Dud Sonny Benjamin, veteran of the Spanish American War,
- 52:46Speaker 1: whirled upon him with fire in his eye, but with
- 52:49Speaker 1: a last a changing, trebled voice come to attention. He
- 52:53Speaker 1: tried to thunder. He paused for breath. Then suddenly he
- 52:56Speaker 1: saw the sentry snap his heels together and bring his
- 52:59Speaker 1: rifle to the present. Benjamin concealed a smile of gratification,
- 53:04Speaker 1: but when he glanced around, his smile faded. It was
- 53:07Speaker 1: not he who had inspired obedience, but imposing artillery colonel
- 53:12Speaker 1: who was approaching on horseback. Colonel called Benjamin shrilly. The
- 53:18Speaker 1: colonel came up, drew rein and looked coldly down at
- 53:21Speaker 1: him with a twinkle in his eye. Who little boy
- 53:24Speaker 1: are you, he demanded kindly. I'll soon darn well show
- 53:27Speaker 1: you whose little boy I am, retorted Benjamin in a
- 53:31Speaker 1: ferocious voice, and get out off that horse, colonel roared
- 53:35Speaker 1: with laughter. You want him, may general here, cried Benjamin
- 53:41Speaker 1: desperately read this, and he thrust his commission toward the colonel.
- 53:45Speaker 1: The colonel read at his eyes popping from their sockets.
- 53:49Speaker 1: Where'd you get this, he demanded, slipping the document into
- 53:52Speaker 1: his own pocket, and got him from the government. As
- 53:55Speaker 1: you'll soon find out. You come along with me, said
- 53:59Speaker 1: the colonel, with a peculiar look. We'll go up to
- 54:02Speaker 1: headquarters and talk this over. Come on. The colonel turned
- 54:06Speaker 1: and began walking his horse in the direction of headquarters.
- 54:09Speaker 1: There was nothing for Benjamin to do but to follow
- 54:13Speaker 1: with as much dignity as possible, meanwhile promising himself a
- 54:17Speaker 1: stern revenge, but his revenge did not materialize. Two days later, however,
- 54:22Speaker 1: his son Roscoe materialized from Baltimore, hot and cross from
- 54:26Speaker 1: a hasty trip, and escorted the weaking General Sand's uniform
- 54:30Speaker 1: back to his home. Chapter eleven. In nineteen twenty, Roscoe
- 54:36Speaker 1: Button's first child was born during the attendant festivities. However,
- 54:40Speaker 1: no one thought it the thing to mention that the
- 54:43Speaker 1: little grubby boy, apparently about ten years of age, who
- 54:46Speaker 1: played around the house with lead soldiers in a miniature circus,
- 54:50Speaker 1: was a new baby's own grandfather. No one disliked the
- 54:54Speaker 1: little boy, whose fresh, cheerful face was crossed with just
- 54:58Speaker 1: a head of sadness, but the Roscoe Button his presence
- 55:02Speaker 1: was a source of torment in the idiom of his generation.
- 55:06Speaker 1: Roscoe did not consider the matter efficient. It seemed to
- 55:11Speaker 1: him that his father, in refusing to look sixty, had
- 55:15Speaker 1: not behaved like a red blooded he man. This was
- 55:19Speaker 1: Roscoe's favorite expression, but in a curious and perverse manner. Indeed,
- 55:24Speaker 1: to think about the matter for as much as on
- 55:27Speaker 1: half an hour drove him to the edge of insanity.
- 55:31Speaker 1: Roscoe believed that live wires should keep young, but carrying
- 55:35Speaker 1: it out on such a scale was inefficient, and there
- 55:42Speaker 1: Roscoe rested. Five years later, Roscoe's little boy had grown
- 55:47Speaker 1: old enough to play childish games with little Benjamin under
- 55:50Speaker 1: the supervision of the same nurse. Roscoe took them both
- 55:54Speaker 1: to kindergarten on the same day, and Benjamin found that
- 55:56Speaker 1: playing with little strips of colored paper, making mats and
- 56:00Speaker 1: chains and curious and beautiful designs was the most fascinating
- 56:04Speaker 1: game in the world. Once he was bad and had
- 56:07Speaker 1: to stand in the corner, then he cried. But for
- 56:11Speaker 1: the most part there were gay hours in the cheerful room,
- 56:14Speaker 1: with the sunlight coming in the windows, in Miss Bailey's
- 56:17Speaker 1: kind hand resting for a moment now and then in
- 56:20Speaker 1: his tousled hair. Roscoe's son moved up into the first
- 56:24Speaker 1: grade after year, but Benjamin stayed on in the kindergarten.
- 56:28Speaker 1: He was very happy. Sometimes when other tots talked about
- 56:31Speaker 1: what they would do when they grew up, a shadow
- 56:34Speaker 1: would cross his little face, as if in a dim,
- 56:37Speaker 1: childish way, he relished that those were things in which
- 56:41Speaker 1: he was never to share. The days flowed on monotonous content.
- 56:47Speaker 1: He went back a third year to the kindergarten, but
- 56:50Speaker 1: he was too little now to understand what the bright,
- 56:52Speaker 1: shining strips of paper were for. He cried because the
- 56:56Speaker 1: other boys were bigger than he, and he was afraid
- 56:58Speaker 1: of them talk to him, but though he tried to understand,
- 57:02Speaker 1: he could not understand at all. He was taken from kindergarten.
- 57:07Speaker 1: His nurse, Nana, in her starched gingham dress, became the
- 57:10Speaker 1: center of his tiny world. On bright days they walked
- 57:13Speaker 1: in the park, Nana would point at a great gray
- 57:17Speaker 1: monstrancy elephant and Benjamin would say it after her, and
- 57:21Speaker 1: when he was being undressed for bed that night, he
- 57:23Speaker 1: would say it over and over aloud to her elephant
- 57:27Speaker 1: elephant elephant. Sometimes Nana let him jump on the bed,
- 57:31Speaker 1: which was fun because if you sat down exactly right,
- 57:35Speaker 1: it would bounce you up on your feet again, and
- 57:37Speaker 1: if you said ah for a long time why you jumped,
- 57:40Speaker 1: you got a very pleasing broken vocal effect. He loved
- 57:44Speaker 1: to take a big cane from the hat rack and
- 57:46Speaker 1: go around, hitting chairs and tables with it and saying fight,
- 57:49Speaker 1: fight fight. When there were people there, the old ladies
- 57:52Speaker 1: would cluck at him, which interested him, and the young
- 57:55Speaker 1: ladies would try to kiss him, which he submitted to
- 57:58Speaker 1: with mild boredom. And when the long day was done
- 58:02Speaker 1: at five o'clock, he would go upstairs with Nana and
- 58:05Speaker 1: be fed an oatmeal and nice, soft, mushy food with
- 58:08Speaker 1: a spoon. There were no troublesome memories in his childish sleep.
- 58:13Speaker 1: No token came to him of his brave days at college,
- 58:16Speaker 1: of the glittering years when he flustered the hearts of
- 58:19Speaker 1: many girls. There were only the white, safe walls of
- 58:23Speaker 1: his crib and Nana, and a man who came to
- 58:25Speaker 1: see him sometimes, and a great big orange ball that
- 58:29Speaker 1: Nana pointed at just before his twilight bed hour and
- 58:32Speaker 1: called the sun. When the sun went his eyes were sleepy.
- 58:37Speaker 1: There were no dreams, no dreams to haunt him the past,
- 58:41Speaker 1: the wild charge at the head of his men up
- 58:43Speaker 1: San Juan Hill, the first years of his marriage, when
- 58:47Speaker 1: he worked late into the summer dusk down in the
- 58:50Speaker 1: busy city for young Hildegarde, whom he loved. The days
- 58:54Speaker 1: before that, when he sat smoking far into the night
- 58:58Speaker 1: in the gloomy old button house on Monroe Street with
- 59:01Speaker 1: his grandfather. All those had faded, like the substantial dreams,
- 59:06Speaker 1: from his mind, as though they had never been. He
- 59:10Speaker 1: did not remember. He did not remember clearly whether the
- 59:14Speaker 1: milk was warm or cool. At his last feeding, or
- 59:17Speaker 1: how the days passed. There was only his crib and
- 59:21Speaker 1: Nana's familiar presence, and then they remembered nothing. When he
- 59:25Speaker 1: was hungry, he cried. That was all. Through the noons
- 59:29Speaker 1: and nights he breathed, and over him there were soft
- 59:33Speaker 1: mumblings and murmurings that he scarcely heard, and faintly differentiated smells,
- 59:38Speaker 1: and light and darkness. It was all dark, and his
- 59:43Speaker 1: white grib and the dim faces that moved above him,
- 59:46Speaker 1: and the warm, sweet aroam of the milk faded out
- 59:49Speaker 1: altogether from his mind. And of the curious case of
- 59:54Speaker 1: Benjamin Button,