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- 0:01Yesterday, I had a bat come and visit me. And
- 0:04I wasn't really sure that it was a bat. I was
- 0:07actually doing my morning thing, watching the
- 0:11sunrise. And this flying thing kept coming back
- 0:16and forth really quickly, like it was going to
- 0:19fly into either the glass panes or find an opening
- 0:24and come into the patio. And then I smelled a
- 0:29familiar smell. and realize, hmm, it's a bat.
- 0:32How do I know what a bat smells like? A lot of
- 0:36this has to do with my supernatural, magical
- 0:39life, and living in an old church in New Smyrna
- 0:44Beach, and also what this has to do with certain
- 0:48orishas. So, go grab your favorite snack or your
- 0:52favorite drink, and let's jump in. You're listening
- 0:56to FAA, FO, with Scottney. Available on Spotify,
- 1:01Apple Podcasts, Amazon Music, iHeartRadio, Pandora,
- 1:05and wherever you get your podcasts. Today is
- 1:08Friday, October 23rd, 2026, and as you heard,
- 1:13this is Cece in Brazil, currently in Brazil.
- 1:17My name is Courtney, also known as Cece in Brazil.
- 1:21If you are just listening to this, you may be
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- 1:44If you are currently listening to this on YouTube,
- 1:48I want to say that I use YouTube for translations
- 1:51because I have people, connections, all over
- 1:55the world. Well, this video will probably only
- 2:02or audio will only stay up for a short amount
- 2:04of time because I set most of my videos to unlisted
- 2:09after a short amount of time. So let's go ahead
- 2:14and jump in. I live an extremely supernatural
- 2:18life, a very magical life. The best part about
- 2:22it is they or there are always witnesses. to
- 2:28the experiences that I have. So yesterday, which
- 2:33was Thursday, October 22nd, I was up in the morning
- 2:38having my coffee, my tobacco, watching the sunrise,
- 2:42communing with nature, God, ancestors, so on
- 2:45and so forth. And that's when I saw the bat.
- 2:49But prior to that, I was sitting there and I
- 2:52was feeling a similar energy to something that
- 2:56I felt. maybe about three other times in my life.
- 3:01Once when I was turning 30, another time right
- 3:06before I turned 42. And so with that being said,
- 3:11I was a little concerned because I'm not going
- 3:17to get into it too much. I'll get into it later
- 3:19on, but I was a little concerned because what
- 3:22came out of that was The previous times was one
- 3:26was an almost spiral. The second time was a spiral
- 3:31into something amazing. But on the back end of
- 3:34that was a lot of rage, which is different than
- 3:37anger. Again, not going to get into that too
- 3:41much. So I kind of nervously chuckled and I was
- 3:45like, yeah, I'm not trying to do that today.
- 3:48But because I have been in practice for so long.
- 3:53I thought to myself, just kind of sit with this.
- 3:56That is when the bat showed up. So as I sat and
- 4:00tried to figure out what I was being shown with
- 4:04the bat and the smell that came with it, I started
- 4:09to look at all the different synchronicities
- 4:10to put the story together, which led me to go
- 4:15and look for an image. Well, not necessarily
- 4:18an image, actually, a particular Orisha. went
- 4:24to search my files, a picture showed up of an
- 4:32insert into one of my journals. It wasn't written
- 4:36by me. It was written by a Baba Lau that I had
- 4:40gone to for a reading, not for advice, not for
- 4:47the person to tell me anything. It was more for
- 4:53confirmation of what I was feeling. and what
- 4:57I was going through at the moment. I remember
- 5:01him writing it in my journal, but I have this
- 5:05thing when I used to journal, I don't keep things
- 5:08forever, but for that particular journal entry,
- 5:12I took a picture of what he wrote and saved it,
- 5:15put it away. That was over 10 years ago. And
- 5:20then I think he wrote it. I went to him in 2017
- 5:23and And then, you know, I disposed of the journal.
- 5:29So I never really thought about it again. But
- 5:31I remember the reading. I remember that day.
- 5:33Again, I'll get into that details more for later
- 5:37on. This is some of the backstory. So as I sat
- 5:42there a little bit more, I was reminded some
- 5:44things as I read it. And then I was moved to
- 5:47send it to a friend of mine here. whom I talk
- 5:51about quite a bit. And he is a young man who
- 5:54also feels like a son to me. And I shared something
- 5:59with him. Now, what I shared in part of that
- 6:03reading was that I am a child of two particular
- 6:08Orishas. My friend was already aware of one,
- 6:12but he wasn't aware of the other. And it wasn't
- 6:15that I was keeping it a secret. It was just something
- 6:18that hadn't come up. in awareness and conversation.
- 6:24This particular friend that I'm talking about
- 6:26is a Baba here in Brazil. And he is, he wasn't
- 6:35a Baba when I met, but he was going through his
- 6:37initiation and into Candomblé. The Baba Lao that
- 6:42gave me my very first reading. And I'm not someone
- 6:46who goes to people for readings. Only two people.
- 6:49I've had an astrology reading from someone I've
- 6:51trusted, an American woman. And then this particular
- 6:54Bob Lau that is in the United States and he is
- 6:59in IFA. And so anyway, so I sent that off to
- 7:05my friend here in Brazil, Jefferson, and I kept
- 7:10it moving, went on about my business. So let
- 7:13me just say this. I have. Never been initiated
- 7:17in the sense that people talk about initiation
- 7:20because that has never been allowed for me. I
- 7:26don't do any rituals. I don't do ceremonies.
- 7:28I've never done ayahuasca. I don't smoke cannabis.
- 7:32I don't do shrooms or anything else. The most
- 7:35that I do is tobacco. So fast forward. I go about
- 7:43my day. I run my errands. Later that day, I sat
- 7:47down and I thought, where is that Baba now that
- 7:50did the reading for me? I didn't have his contact
- 7:53information, but when I found his name and Googled
- 7:56it, I saw that he is one of the, I guess you
- 8:03can say consultants, part of an interfaith church
- 8:05where I used to live and he still currently resides.
- 8:10And I thought, oh. That's beautiful because that's
- 8:12how I live my life. For those of you who are
- 8:15familiar with the porch and Vanguard Mystery
- 8:18School and the tap, you know that I've always
- 8:22said I have always invited people of all religious
- 8:26practices, spiritual practices, backgrounds,
- 8:29belief systems, because I have always said when
- 8:34we look past the differences, we're able to see
- 8:38the similarities in ourselves. our cultures,
- 8:42our lifestyles, our experiences, our struggles,
- 8:46and even many of our spiritual and religious
- 8:52practices. But I don't try to force anything
- 8:56on anyone, nor do I allow people to, or when
- 9:04we were still running the peer -to -peer support
- 9:06group, The Porch, nor do I allow people to dismiss
- 9:13or diminish or try to invalidate another person's
- 9:19belief system. So the last 10 years of my life
- 9:23after that reading, which I mentioned before,
- 9:26I went to this particular Bible out because someone
- 9:31that was very important in my life at the time
- 9:35was basically telling me that I was something
- 9:38that did not sit right in my spirit. Long story
- 9:42short, I ended up moving away, was introduced
- 9:45to some other things, realized that I was carrying
- 9:48a different energy. And one day I was sitting
- 9:52in my apartment and I, this is still in the United
- 9:57States. i'll share later on where that was so
- 10:02you'll have to subscribe or follow or whatever
- 10:06to find out more about that whole experience
- 10:08but anyway i was sitting in my apartment i felt
- 10:12a rage start to bubble up in me that i had felt
- 10:15once previously and i was just like yeah i'm
- 10:18not in the mood for this today At that time,
- 10:21I was very leery of working with any male practitioners,
- 10:27preachers, spiritualists, babas, so on and so
- 10:30forth. So I reached out to a friend of mine who
- 10:34I knew practiced a certain spirituality and asked
- 10:39them for a referral. They referred me to a woman,
- 10:43Ifa practitioner in Inyanifa. I didn't want to
- 10:49do anything over the phone. Like I really needed
- 10:51to go sit with someone. And she recommended me
- 10:55to this particular male practitioner, Baba Lau.
- 11:01I scheduled an appointment. I drove over to his
- 11:04house. His wife was there. It was at their home.
- 11:08And I'm not going to get into what happened that
- 11:12afternoon, late that evening or afternoon or
- 11:14whatever it was. But that's when I got my first.
- 11:19Reading from someone that practices Itha. Since
- 11:24then, over the last 10 years, I have spent the
- 11:28last 10 years studying, researching, experiencing,
- 11:33connecting with different people from different
- 11:37modalities. When I say modalities, I mean religions,
- 11:41spiritualities, what some people call new age
- 11:44practices, ancient. practices, esoteric practices.
- 11:49I'm a Sagittarian, like philosophy and all of
- 11:54that just comes in a natural curiosity for me.
- 11:58In the last 10 years, I have seen so many similarities
- 12:06from astrological readings that I've received,
- 12:10learning about human design, learning about Gene
- 12:14Keys. Learning about, like I said, different
- 12:17ancient modalities. So, for example, and this
- 12:22isn't a good example, but no. Yeah. So a lot
- 12:26of people here in Brazil who study African traditional
- 12:31religion practice Kendo or Umbanda. Right. That
- 12:35wasn't necessarily the main African traditional
- 12:40spiritual practice for most people. who do that
- 12:47in the United States which was typically like
- 12:49IFA or if you're on the east coast you know like
- 12:52Santeria so on and so forth right but with that
- 12:56there's also um me being introduced out of an
- 13:04experience I went through I didn't go searching
- 13:07for things it's funny because in all the 10 different
- 13:10states that I've lived in in the United States
- 13:12and even being here I quote unquote, randomly,
- 13:16but the universe, ancestors, gods, bring me into
- 13:21contact with deeply spiritual people. And once
- 13:27something happened, I've shared the story before.
- 13:30I'm not going to get into it now because I don't
- 13:32want to keep this too long. Something happened
- 13:34that caused me to ask a friend of mine about
- 13:39human design. Well, I didn't ask about human
- 13:43design. I asked something about astrology because
- 13:46she is someone who studies and coaches about
- 13:51astrology. When I shared with her what was going
- 13:54on with me, she says, no, that's not really astrology,
- 13:57but there's something called human design. At
- 13:58that time, she knew about it, but she hadn't
- 14:01studied it. So when she mentioned human design,
- 14:05I end up going down this rabbit hole with human
- 14:07design. I found someone who actually lives what
- 14:11they were a consultant about. He was an old white
- 14:15guy that lives in the UK. And because I'm always
- 14:20someone that likes to share knowledge, I scheduled
- 14:23a meeting with him to teach my tribe at the time,
- 14:27which were porch peers. So back to yesterday.
- 14:34Yesterday, when I found the Bible online and
- 14:36saw that he was a consultant. or I don't know
- 14:40if that's the right word, but he works with an
- 14:42interfaith church in the state that he's in.
- 14:44I was like, oh, I love that because it was so,
- 14:47it is so similar to what we did on the porch.
- 14:50The porch wasn't about faith, but it was just
- 14:53about, I guess you can say diversity of people
- 14:56and experiences. So that is it for today. Again,
- 15:01my name is Courtney. I'm also known as CCN Brazil.
- 15:04I used to go as Thought Reader when I was doing
- 15:06readings. Today is Friday, October 23rd. You
- 15:10are listening to this as I record this morning.
- 15:13It's about six o 'clock in the morning and it
- 15:16is an overcast day. I am listening to the birds
- 15:20and the waves and looking at the sunrise. And
- 15:23I am going to go ahead, edit this, upload it
- 15:27and push it to YouTube. So for those of you who
- 15:31are in other countries or here in Brazil, you
- 15:34should be able to listen to this shortly in the
- 15:37language of your choice. Others, hopefully by
- 15:40the time this is done, I will have more information
- 15:42on how you can listen to this on a different
- 15:47platform without it being ad free. I will probably
- 15:51post this on one of my podcast platforms. But
- 15:55either way, you can find more information about
- 15:57me at FAAFO. And this will probably go on the
- 16:06podcast FAAFO with Courtney. And you can find
- 16:12this on all of your favorite podcasting platforms.
- 16:15Until next time. Ciao, ciao.