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- 0:06SPEAKER_00: Welcome to The Theology Made Podcast.
- 0:08SPEAKER_00: I'm Dr. Jordan Vale.
- 0:10SPEAKER_00: In today's episode,
- 0:11SPEAKER_00: we're going to look at the man who invented probability,
- 0:14SPEAKER_00: then stake everything on faith.
- 0:20In the autumn of 1662,
- 0:22a servant in Paris was going through the clothes of a man who
- 0:25just died.
- 0:26SPEAKER_00: The man had been sick for years.
- 0:28SPEAKER_00: He had stomach pains that came and went.
- 0:29SPEAKER_00: He had headaches that never really lifted.
- 0:32SPEAKER_00: And he was 39 when his body finally quit.
- 0:34SPEAKER_00: By the end, he could barely keep down a meal.
- 0:37SPEAKER_00: The servant reached a heavy coat and ran a hand along the lining.
- 0:41SPEAKER_00: And then the fingers stopped on something.
- 0:43SPEAKER_00: There was a small lump stitched into the fabric near the chest.
- 0:47SPEAKER_00: Someone fetched a knife and they cut the threads.
- 0:50Inside was a folded piece of parchment with a paper copy
- 0:54wrapped around it in the
- 0:55SPEAKER_00: same handwriting.
- 0:57SPEAKER_00: The parchment held no will, no final instructions for the family.
- 1:01It described a single knight written down eight years before
- 1:05and he had carried it
- 1:06SPEAKER_00: against his chest every day since.
- 1:08SPEAKER_00: Every time he bought a new coat,
- 1:10SPEAKER_00: he cut the packet out of the old one and stitched it into the new.
- 1:14SPEAKER_00: He told no one.
- 1:16SPEAKER_00: For eight years,
- 1:16the most important thing he owned wrote an inch from his heart
- 1:19and not a single
- 1:20SPEAKER_00: person in his life knew it was there.
- 1:22SPEAKER_00: To understand why a dying genius would do that,
- 1:24SPEAKER_00: you have to go back to a boy who,
- 1:26SPEAKER_00: by the standards we usually use to measure people,
- 1:28SPEAKER_00: should not have been possible.
- 1:30SPEAKER_00: He was born in 1623, in the middle of France.
- 1:33SPEAKER_00: His mother died when he was three,
- 1:35SPEAKER_00: and his father raised him at home and made one bizarre decision early on.
- 1:39SPEAKER_00: He kept mathematics away from the boy completely.
- 1:42No books on geometry No lessons The father worried the subject
- 1:46would swallow
- 1:47everything else So he essentially locked it out of the house It
- 1:51didn't work
- 1:52The story his older sister told years later was that the boy
- 1:55started doing geometry
- 1:56SPEAKER_00: anyway,
- 1:57SPEAKER_00: alone on the floor of a playroom with a piece of charcoal on the tiles.
- 2:01SPEAKER_00: He had no words for any of it, so he invented his own.
- 2:03SPEAKER_00: A circle he called a round,
- 2:05SPEAKER_00: a line he called a bar,
- 2:07SPEAKER_00: and working with nothing but charcoal and his own attention,
- 2:09he reportedly proved on his own that the angles inside a
- 2:12triangle add up to the
- 2:13SPEAKER_00: same as two right angles.
- 2:15SPEAKER_00: He was 12.
- 2:17SPEAKER_00: By 16,
- 2:17he had written a paper on geometry good enough that grown
- 2:20mathematicians in Paris
- 2:22SPEAKER_00: refused to believe a teenager wrote it.
- 2:24One of the most respected among them assumed that had to be the
- 2:27work of the boy's father.
- 2:29SPEAKER_00: And then he built a machine.
- 2:30SPEAKER_00: His father had taken a government post collecting taxes,
- 2:33SPEAKER_00: which meant endless nights adding long columns of figures by hand.
- 2:37SPEAKER_00: So the son,
- 2:37SPEAKER_00: around the age of 19,
- 2:38designed a box of interlocking gears that could carry the one
- 2:42automatically every
- 2:43SPEAKER_00: time a column passed nine.
- 2:44SPEAKER_00: He turned a dial, and the machine did arithmetic.
- 2:47He built close to 50 versions of it,
- 2:50eventually landed on a design that actually held real use.
- 2:54SPEAKER_00: It was one of the first calculating machines in human history.
- 2:57SPEAKER_00: Three centuries later,
- 2:58SPEAKER_00: when engineers needed a name for a unit of pressure,
- 3:02and again when computer scientists needed a name for an early
- 3:05programming language,
- 3:07SPEAKER_00: they grabbed his.
- 3:09SPEAKER_00: Because this was the thing about him.
- 3:10SPEAKER_00: He believed the world could be counted.
- 3:13SPEAKER_00: And you can see it everywhere in his early life.
- 3:16SPEAKER_00: He climbed into the question of the vacuum,
- 3:17SPEAKER_00: whether empty space could even exist,
- 3:19SPEAKER_00: a question that had stumped people since the ancient Greeks.
- 3:22He arranged for tubes of mercury to be carried up a mountain to
- 3:24show that the
- 3:24SPEAKER_00: weight of the air drops as you climb higher.
- 3:27SPEAKER_00: He was right.
- 3:28SPEAKER_00: He could weigh the atmosphere itself.
- 3:30SPEAKER_00: He could measure the invisible and hand you a number for it.
- 3:33SPEAKER_00: And then in the summer of 1654,
- 3:35a gambler brought him a question that would extend its reach
- 3:38for the next 400
- 3:39SPEAKER_00: years.
- 3:41The gambler wanted to know how to fairly split the pot in the
- 3:43game of chance that
- 3:44SPEAKER_00: gets interrupted before it ends.
- 3:46SPEAKER_00: Two players are partway through.
- 3:48SPEAKER_00: The game stops.
- 3:49SPEAKER_00: Now who deserves what?
- 3:51SPEAKER_00: It kind of sounds like a small thing.
- 3:53SPEAKER_00: But it's actually not small at all.
- 3:54Because buried inside was the problem of predicting the future
- 3:58when you can't see it.
- 4:00And so he started writing letters about it to another brilliant
- 4:03mathematician,
- 4:04SPEAKER_00: a man named Pierre de Format.
- 4:06SPEAKER_00: The letters went back and forth through that summer,
- 4:08SPEAKER_00: and between the two of them,
- 4:09SPEAKER_00: working on a problem from a card table,
- 4:11SPEAKER_00: they laid the foundations of probability theory.
- 4:14SPEAKER_00: The mathematics of risk The mathematics that every insurance company,
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: every casino,
- 4:19SPEAKER_00: every stock model,
- 4:20SPEAKER_00: every weather forecast on earth still runs on today.
- 4:23They took the future,
- 4:23the thing no one can see,
- 4:25and at some level they made it calculable.
- 4:27SPEAKER_00: By the autumn of 1654, he was 31 years old.
- 4:30He had taught the human race how to put a number on what had
- 4:33not happened yet.
- 4:34Three weeks later,
- 4:35something happened to him that he could not put a number on at
- 4:38all.
- 4:39SPEAKER_00: The date was November 23rd, 1654.
- 4:43SPEAKER_00: Sometime around half past ten at night and lasting maybe two hours.
- 4:46SPEAKER_00: He had an experience he never fully described to anyone.
- 4:50SPEAKER_00: We only know what happened because of the paper sewn into his coat.
- 4:54SPEAKER_00: We know roughly when because he wrote the date at the top of the page.
- 4:57SPEAKER_00: The first word he wrote was fire.
- 5:00SPEAKER_00: Capital letters, one word, sitting alone above everything else.
- 5:04SPEAKER_00: And underneath that were broken phrases.
- 5:07And they read like something had a grip on the man who was
- 5:10known for always being so certain.
- 5:13SPEAKER_00: He wrote about weeping for joy.
- 5:15SPEAKER_00: And he wrote a line that's followed him ever since.
- 5:18SPEAKER_00: God of Abraham, God of Isaac, God of Jacob,
- 5:22SPEAKER_00: Not the philosophers and scholars Wait, huh?
- 5:26SPEAKER_00: This is the philosopher,
- 5:27he is the scholar The man who weighed the air and tamed the
- 5:30future with arithmetic
- 5:32But here he's writing in the dark That the god he had just met
- 5:36Was not the god you
- 5:37arrive at by thinking hard enough He had spent his entire life
- 5:42Reaching truth by
- 5:43the force of his own mind And the most important thing he ever
- 5:46encountered He said
- 5:47SPEAKER_00: plainly did not come to him that way
- 5:50SPEAKER_00: He didn't write a treatise about it the next morning.
- 5:52SPEAKER_00: He folded the page, sewed it into his clothing and went on living.
- 5:55The smartest man in France kept the most important night of his
- 5:58life as a secret he
- 5:59SPEAKER_00: wore under his shirt.
- 6:01SPEAKER_00: After that night, the mathematics mostly stopped.
- 6:04He turned towards faith with the same intensity he had once
- 6:07aimed at numbers.
- 6:08He moved into the orbit of a strict religious community outside
- 6:11of Paris and he
- 6:12SPEAKER_00: threw his whole mind at theology.
- 6:14He wrote a series of public letters defending faith that are
- 6:17still studied today as
- 6:18SPEAKER_00: some of the sharpest prose in the French language.
- 6:21SPEAKER_00: And he began a great book,
- 6:22a defense of the Christian faith aimed at people who had
- 6:25already given up on it.
- 6:26SPEAKER_00: He never finished that book.
- 6:28SPEAKER_00: He died first.
- 6:29SPEAKER_00: What survived were the fragments,
- 6:30scraps and half-thoughts found among his papers gathered up and
- 6:34printed after he
- 6:34SPEAKER_00: was gone.
- 6:35SPEAKER_00: We call them pansy, which simply means thoughts.
- 6:38SPEAKER_00: And in those fragments sits the strangest move of his entire life.
- 6:43That the man who invented the mathematics of betting decided to
- 6:48bet on God.
- 6:49SPEAKER_00: He laid it out the way he once laid out a card game.
- 6:52SPEAKER_00: You cannot prove God exists by reason alone.
- 6:54SPEAKER_00: He admitted that.
- 6:55SPEAKER_00: The mind cannot carry you all the way there.
- 6:57So you stand in the position of a gambler who has to wager
- 7:00before the outcome is known.
- 7:02SPEAKER_00: Then wave, he said.
- 7:03SPEAKER_00: Bet your life on God and turn out wrong and you've lost very little.
- 7:07Bet against God and turn out wrong and you've lost everything
- 7:10you had Under that
- 7:11kind of uncertainty the reasonable wager is faith Think about
- 7:15what he's confessing
- 7:16SPEAKER_00: here The greatest mind of his generation
- 7:19SPEAKER_00: And of many generations around him.
- 7:21SPEAKER_00: The man who could prove the things other people only guessed at.
- 7:24Looked at the question of God and did something no one would
- 7:27have expected from him.
- 7:28SPEAKER_00: He reached for a wager.
- 7:30SPEAKER_00: And he of all people knew exactly what that meant.
- 7:33SPEAKER_00: A proof compels you.
- 7:35SPEAKER_00: A wager is the thing you reach for when proof has run out.
- 7:38There's a line in those fragments that has outlived almost
- 7:40everything else he wrote.
- 7:41SPEAKER_00: People who have never even heard his name,
- 7:43SPEAKER_00: they've probably said it,
- 7:44SPEAKER_00: or at least heard it secondhand,
- 7:45SPEAKER_00: read it on greeting cards,
- 7:46SPEAKER_00: or...
- 8:06SPEAKER_00: Heard aloud in a wedding toast,
- 8:08SPEAKER_00: the line is this,
- 8:09SPEAKER_00: the heart has its reasons,
- 8:11SPEAKER_00: that reason does not know.
- 8:14SPEAKER_00: And in Mo's mouth,
- 8:15that's a soft little sentiment with the clinging of champagne
- 8:17glasses in the
- 8:18SPEAKER_00: background.
- 8:19SPEAKER_00: But for him, it was menace surrender.
- 8:21SPEAKER_00: Pascal was as clever as human beings get.
- 8:23And he spent the back half of his life insisting that
- 8:25cleverness has a limit.
- 8:26SPEAKER_00: And then he found something waiting on the other side of it.
- 8:51He died at 39,
- 8:53worn down,
- 8:54in pain,
- 8:54surrounded by people who had no idea what he was carrying.
- 8:58And he left the proof of his deepest conviction in the only
- 9:01place he trusted.
- 9:02SPEAKER_00: Books can be argued with.
- 9:04SPEAKER_00: His own chest could not.
- 9:06So that's where it stayed an inch from his heart through every
- 9:09coat he ever owned
- 9:10until the day a servant felt a lump in the lining that should
- 9:13not have been there.
- 9:15We tend to assume the smartest people in the room have the
- 9:17shortest path to the
- 9:18SPEAKER_00: truth,
- 9:19SPEAKER_00: that if you're only clever enough,
- 9:20SPEAKER_00: you can think your way to anything worth having.
- 9:24But Blaise Pascal was as clever as they come,
- 9:27and his life says otherwise.