Latest / Reformed Thinking / Can Conscience and Moral Sense Produce True Virtue? | Jonathan Edwards
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- 0:00Welcome to reformed thinking. So I want you to imagine a
- 0:03person who feels just like crushing, agonizing guilt every
- 0:10single time they tell a lie. Right, the kind of guilt that
- 0:12keeps you up at night. Yeah, they lose sleep over it.
- 0:15Their stomach ties itself in knots.
- 0:17And you know, they can recount every time they deceived a
- 0:19friend, it makes them physically ill.
- 0:21But then they wake up the next morning and just keep right on
- 0:23lying. Yes, that is the kicker.
- 0:26But for centuries our culture has operated on this very
- 0:30specific assumption about a person like that.
- 0:33We assume that if they feel terrible, they must have a good
- 0:36heart. Spot on.
- 0:37We mistake the internal alarm bell for a functioning fire
- 0:40engine. We assume that a working
- 0:43conscience is the exact way. I mean the identical same thing
- 0:46as a virtuous soul. It is an incredibly easy
- 0:48assumption to make though, because the symptoms look so
- 0:51similar from the outside. Oh, totally.
- 0:53When we see someone experiencing remorse, we naturally categorize
- 0:57that as evidence of goodness. We think we're looking at a
- 1:00clear diagnostic X-ray of their character.
- 1:04But human morality does not offer clean lines or simple
- 1:07binaries. The diagnostic landscape of the
- 1:11human heart is well, it's murky, and the metrics we use to judge
- 1:14ourselves are often completely unreliable.
- 1:17That brings us to our focus. For this deep dive into the
- 1:20source material, we are unpacking an essay by the 18th
- 1:23century theologian Jonathan Edwards.
- 1:26Yes, a really fascinating text. It is a specific section titled
- 1:29Of Natural Conscience in the Moral Sense, which is pulled
- 1:32from his much larger work on the Nature of True Virtue.
- 1:35And our mission today is to completely dismantle that common
- 1:39misunderstanding about guilt and goodness.
- 1:42We are going to look at how Edwards completely separates
- 1:44these two concepts. He makes a staggering case that
- 1:48the guilt you feel or your innate sense of justice is
- 1:51actually driven by self love. Yeah, it is not driven by
- 1:53genuine goodness at all, which is a tough pill to swallow.
- 1:56It really is. The way Edwards diagnosis human
- 1:59psychology in this text from the 1700s is just brilliant.
- 2:03It reads like a modern psychological profile.
- 2:05It really does. We're going to map out his
- 2:07entire argument piece by piece. We will look at the internal
- 2:10mechanics of the conscience, and we will examine why it mimics
- 2:15true virtue so convincingly that it fools almost everyone.
- 2:19And we will look into how a person can possess A flawless
- 2:22moral compass while remaining completely devoid of actual
- 2:27goodness. So let's start with the
- 2:29psychological root of the issue. Before we can grasp why
- 2:32conscience is distinct from true virtue, we have to isolate what
- 2:36actually causes that uneasy feeling we identify as guilt.
- 2:40Right. What is the engine there?
- 2:42Edwards introduces the concept of the natural conscience as a
- 2:45principle that arises entirely from self love.
- 2:48He uses the term self union. The mechanism here is
- 2:51fascinating because it completely reorients how we view
- 2:54our own internal alarms. Yeah, he argues that humans
- 2:57possess a natural disposition to feel uneasy when they are
- 3:00inconsistent with themselves. This internal friction is the
- 3:03engine of the natural conscience.
- 3:04Right. Yes, Edwards explains that this
- 3:06friction occurs when we do something to another person that
- 3:09we would be furious about if it were done to us.
- 3:11He defines this mechanism as a private principle.
- 3:15A private principle is simply an inclination to agree with
- 3:18ourselves, to maintain our own internal comfort and
- 3:21consistency. OK.
- 3:22And he contrasts that right. He contrasts this private
- 3:26principle sharply with true virtue, which he defines as a
- 3:30public and divine principle. True virtue is a union of the
- 3:34heart with all beings and with God himself.
- 3:37It is an outward facing love. Whereas the natural conscience
- 3:41is an inward facing preservation tactic.
- 3:43Precisely. I think we need to linger on
- 3:45that distinction because guilt is almost universally framed as
- 3:49a noble trait in modern society. Oh absolutely.
- 3:52If you do something terrible and feel awful about it, people will
- 3:55comfort you by saying that your guilt proves you are a good
- 3:57person. At least you feel bad about.
- 3:59It, yeah, but Edwards traces that terrible feeling of guilt
- 4:02right back to basic self preservation.
- 4:05All about the self. When you harm someone else, you
- 4:07unconsciously swap places with them in your mind because you
- 4:10love yourself so fiercely. Imagining that specific harm
- 4:14happening to you causes an immediate psychological
- 4:17rebellion. Your mind recoils at the thought
- 4:20of being treated that way. That recoil is what Edwards
- 4:22calls an inward war. Yeah, that's a great term for
- 4:25it, an inward war. You are actively choosing to
- 4:29commit an action, let's say betraying a friend's trust,
- 4:33while simultaneously rejecting the idea of that betrayal being
- 4:37done to you. And because yourself love is the
- 4:40dominant force in your life, doing wrong creates a violent
- 4:43internal clash. You are effectively disagreeing
- 4:46with yourself. Yes, you are choosing to execute
- 4:49an action that your own self love utterly condemns.
- 4:52It is a state of severe internal dissonance.
- 4:54You know, this makes me think of a computer experiencing A fatal
- 4:57logic error. OK, walk me through that.
- 5:00Imagine you were writing a program, and you code a machine
- 5:03to completely reject a specific command under all circumstances.
- 5:07Yeah, it is a hardwired rule in the system to refuse that
- 5:09command, right? But then you force the system to
- 5:12execute that very same command anyway.
- 5:13The system crashes. Yes, the system crashes.
- 5:16It cannot hold 2 completely contradictory states at the same
- 5:19time. The operating system just fails.
- 5:22That makes a lot of sense. Guilt is essentially the human
- 5:25operating system crashing due to a logic error created by our own
- 5:29self love. We cannot maintain internal
- 5:32peace when our actions contradict our own demands for
- 5:35how we should be treated. The concept of a system crash
- 5:38captures the mechanics of natural conscience so well.
- 5:41It really does the uneasiness, the sleepless nights, the
- 5:44anxiety of guilt that is the crash.
- 5:46You just can't hold both realities comfortably.
- 5:49You. Cannot love yourself, demand
- 5:51fair treatment for yourself and then treat others unfairly
- 5:54without causing a malfunction in your own psychological software.
- 5:58What is so striking about Edwards analysis is how this
- 6:01reorients our understanding of everyday human behavior.
- 6:04It really does. If you take this framework and
- 6:07apply it to something as simple as an everyday apology, the
- 6:10implications are actually quite uncomfortable.
- 6:12Oh, for sure it. Forces you to question the
- 6:14motivation behind saying you are sorry.
- 6:16When we apologize to someone we have wronged, are we doing it
- 6:19because we genuinely love that person and care about their
- 6:22flourishing? Or are we just trying to resolve
- 6:25our own internal software crash so we can feel comfortable in
- 6:29our own heads again? Wow, it forces a severe RE
- 6:32evaluation of human motivation. If the primary driver of the
- 6:36natural conscience is avoiding internal inconsistency, then an
- 6:40apology driven entirely by the conscience is essentially an
- 6:43exercise in self soothing. You just want the uneasy feeling
- 6:47to stop. You want the alarm bells to turn
- 6:49off? True virtue operating in Edwards
- 6:52framework would motivate an apology out of a genuine,
- 6:55selfless love for the other person's well-being.
- 6:57And that love operates independently of your own
- 7:00internal discomfort. The natural conscience seeks
- 7:02peace for the self. True virtue seeks the good of
- 7:05the other. They look identical from the
- 7:07outside, but their root motivations are entirely
- 7:10different. So if this internal logic error
- 7:12relies entirely on putting ourselves in another person's
- 7:15shoes, we have to look at how Edwards explains that mental
- 7:18leap. Right.
- 7:19How do we actually pull off that swap in our heads?
- 7:22It feels automatic, but Edwards breaks down the process.
- 7:25He notes that we conceive of what others feel, their love,
- 7:28their pain, their desires, only by recalling our own conscious
- 7:32experiences and substituting ourselves into their place.
- 7:35He is highly specific about how this happens.
- 7:38Yeah, he points out that this mental substitution occurs
- 7:40habitually, spontaneously and instantaneously.
- 7:43It is so seamless and rapid that most people cannot even give a
- 7:46rational account of doing it. We use our own mental states as
- 7:50the raw material to build our understanding of everyone else
- 7:53in the world. We do not have direct access to
- 7:56anyone else's consciousness, so we borrow from our own
- 7:59historical data to imagine their reality.
- 8:02The text even takes this a step further and applies this
- 8:06mechanism to how we form our concept of God.
- 8:09That part is fascinating. Edwards says we take our own
- 8:12internal experiences of understanding, of volition, of
- 8:15love. We remove the limits and
- 8:17imperfections, and we ascribe those elevated traits to the
- 8:20Creator. We simply have no other way to
- 8:22conceive of any mind, whether human or divine, except by
- 8:26starting with our own consciousness as the baseline.
- 8:28We take the ideas we obtain through our own internal
- 8:31experiences and transfer them. It is the only conceptual
- 8:35vocabulary we possess. Wait hold on, I am getting stuck
- 8:38here. OK, what's the hang up?
- 8:40This sounds like a massive philosophical trap.
- 8:42How so? Well, if my entire understanding
- 8:45of other people's pain and even my entire understanding of God's
- 8:48mind is just a modified projection of my own personal
- 8:51feelings, aren't I just trapping myself in a hall of mirrors?
- 8:55I see where you're going. How is this not just infinite
- 8:58narcissism if God is just a scaled up version of my own
- 9:03consciousness? How does Edwards avoid the trap
- 9:06of just creating God in our own image?
- 9:08That is an incredibly astute pushback and it gets to the
- 9:11heart of the theological challenge here.
- 9:13Good, I'm glad I'm not the only one seeing that.
- 9:15Edwards anticipates this trap. He addresses it by stating that
- 9:19while we must use our consciousness as the raw data
- 9:22because we literally have nothing else to work with, we
- 9:24must actively deny limits and remove changeableness when
- 9:28ascribing these traits to God. Deny limits, right?
- 9:32We use the building blocks of human consciousness, but we
- 9:35scale them to Infinity. OK, give me an example of that.
- 9:38For example, we know what knowledge is because we
- 9:41experienced knowing things in our daily lives.
- 9:44To conceive of God's knowledge, we take our concept of knowing,
- 9:47strip away our ignorance, strip away our capacity to forget,
- 9:51strip away our need to learn over time, and we arrive at
- 9:55omniscience. Oh, I see.
- 9:57We know what love is. We take that concept, strip away
- 9:59our selfishness, our fickleness, our conditions, and we arrive at
- 10:03divine benevolence. It is wild how modern this all
- 10:05sounds. It really is ahead of its time.
- 10:07Centuries before cognitive science mapped out empathy and
- 10:10developed the theory of mind, Edwards identified that empathy
- 10:14is essentially rapid fire unconscious simulation.
- 10:16Yes, he recognized that to engage with the moral weight of
- 10:20an action, we run a lightning fast simulation in our minds
- 10:24where we are the recipient of the action.
- 10:26He is describing the exact, sorry, I mean the precise
- 10:29psychological mechanism that researchers study today.
- 10:31Mirror neurons and cognitive empathy rely on this very
- 10:35process of internal simulation. We instruct a model of another
- 10:39person's mind using our own mind as the template.
- 10:42Think about watching a video of someone stubbing their toe on a
- 10:46piece of furniture. Ouch.
- 10:48Yeah, you immediately wince, but you wince not because you
- 10:51physically feel their nerve endings firing.
- 10:54Right, you have no connection to their nervous system.
- 10:56Instead, your brain instantaneously downloads your
- 11:00own past memory of toe stubbing, pastes that memory onto the
- 11:04other person, and creates A sympathetic shock in your own
- 11:07body. You are experiencing a
- 11:08simulation of their pain based entirely on your own historical
- 11:12data. And it all happens in a fraction
- 11:14of a second and. That rapid fire simulation is
- 11:17the absolute groundwork for the moral judgments we make.
- 11:19Which leads us into the next major section of Edwards's
- 11:22thought. He outlines 2 two distinct ways
- 11:25the natural conscience uses those projections to judge right
- 11:27and wrong. He builds A framework based on 2
- 11:30pillars of conscience. The first pillar is what we were
- 11:32just talking about, the disposition to approve or
- 11:35disapprove of treatment based on self consistency.
- 11:38It is the psychological mechanism behind the Golden
- 11:41Rule. Yes, you feel uneasy when you
- 11:44treat someone in a way you would hate to be treated because you
- 11:47are running that internal simulation of their pain.
- 11:50That first pillar is entirely about personal feeling.
- 11:53It is about avoiding internal friction and maintaining your
- 11:56own psychological comfort. But the second pillar operates
- 11:59on a completely different frequency.
- 12:02Edwards calls it a sense of desert.
- 12:04This is a natural recognition of the agreement, proportion and
- 12:08harmony between certain actions and their reactions.
- 12:12So if the first pillar is an emotional alarm bell triggered
- 12:14by self love, the second pillar feels much more mathematical.
- 12:18Yes, it is a recognition of moral physics.
- 12:21The conscience sees that if someone causes an injury,
- 12:24justice demands an equal and opposite reaction.
- 12:26It demands resentment and punishment.
- 12:28Conversely, if someone shows extraordinary kindness, there is
- 12:31a natural agreement that they should be rewarded.
- 12:34Every action requires A proportionate reaction to keep
- 12:36the universe balanced. It is entirely about symmetry.
- 12:40The natural conscience possesses an apparent appreciation for
- 12:43order. It craves A balanced scale.
- 12:46Edwards argues that the conscience approves of God's
- 12:49judgments because it recognizes the sheer logic of them.
- 12:52It is a matter of proportion. Since we receive absolutely
- 12:55everything from the Creator, our lives, our breath, our
- 12:59provision, it is perfectly proportionate and uniform that
- 13:03we owe supreme respect and obedience back to Him.
- 13:06Opposing the infinite creator logically deserves infinite
- 13:09opposition. The math just works.
- 13:13Let's use an analogy to clarify this sense of desert.
- 13:15OK, Imagine an auditor sitting in a sterile room looking at a
- 13:19massive spreadsheet for a corporation.
- 13:22The auditor's entire job is to ensure the columns balance out.
- 13:25They look at the Ledger and see that a massive debt has been
- 13:27incurred, but then they see a corresponding payment that
- 13:30zeroes out the account. And the auditor feels a sense of
- 13:33satisfaction. The Ledger is clean.
- 13:35The math is perfect. But approving of the math on a
- 13:38spreadsheet is an entirely different reality from joyfully
- 13:41taking your own money out of your own wallet and donating it
- 13:43to charity. Yes.
- 13:45One is an appreciation for cold symmetry, the other is true
- 13:48virtue. That distinction is the hinge
- 13:51upon which Edward's entire argument swings.
- 13:53You can deeply, well you can intensely appreciate the
- 13:57symmetry of a balanced Ledger without possessing a single drop
- 14:01of generosity in your heart. In the I mean, in the very same
- 14:04way your natural conscience can appreciate the symmetry of
- 14:07divine justice without possessing a single drop of true
- 14:10virtue. The conscience loves the order.
- 14:13The virtuous heart loves the goodness itself.
- 14:16If we expand on this, you can clearly see how our entire
- 14:19societal justice system operates almost exclusively on this sense
- 14:23of desert. It has to, right?
- 14:24The law requires A proportionate punishment for a crime to
- 14:28satisfy the publics natural conscience.
- 14:30When someone commits A heinous crime and receives A remarkably
- 14:33light sentence, society is universally outraged.
- 14:36Why? Because the math is wrong.
- 14:38The Ledger does not balance. The natural conscience demands
- 14:41an eager weight placed on the other side of the scale to
- 14:44restore the harmony of justice. Society absolutely relies on
- 14:47that mechanism to function. God instituted the natural
- 14:50conscience, complete with its demand for symmetry, to maintain
- 14:53order in the fallen world. It restrains evil.
- 14:57It builds legal systems. It keeps civilization from
- 14:59tearing itself apart. But because this mathematical
- 15:03sense of justice can perfectly aligned with God's law on paper,
- 15:07it is incredibly easy to mistake a functioning conscience for a
- 15:11virtuous heart. That perfectly sets up what
- 15:14Edwards viewed as the catastrophic error of his era.
- 15:17Because this mathematical spreadsheet of justice works so
- 15:20efficiently to keep society functioning, it completely
- 15:24blinded the thinkers of his day. They looked at the system and
- 15:27made a massive misdiagnosis about human nature.
- 15:30Edwards dedicates a huge portion of his essay to calling out the
- 15:33moralists and philosophies who looked at human empathy and the
- 15:36conscience and drew the absolute wrong conclusion.
- 15:40The leading moralists of the 18th century argued that the
- 15:42universal moral sense in mankind was hard evidence of a naturally
- 15:46implanted, truly benevolent temper.
- 15:48They observed the fact that humans generally approve of
- 15:50kindness, that we build justice systems, and that we disapprove
- 15:53of cruelty. From these observations, they
- 15:55concluded that humanity is inherently good at its core.
- 15:58They confused the resting of evil with the presence of
- 16:00genuine holiness. Edward steps in to completely
- 16:03dismantle that conclusion. He argues that the natural
- 16:06conscience can approve of true virtue.
- 16:09It can look at justice and appreciate its uniformity
- 16:12without ever actually tasting its primary and essential
- 16:15beauty. He uses highly specific sensory
- 16:17language there, tasting versus seeing.
- 16:20The natural conscience sees the logic.
- 16:23True. Virtue tastes the sweetness of
- 16:25benevolence. I want to spend some time on
- 16:28that specific phrasing because it is such a vivid, striking
- 16:31distinction. Brilliant.
- 16:32What does it actually mean to taste the sweetness of virtue
- 16:35versus just seeing the logic of it?
- 16:38How do we identify the difference in our own lives?
- 16:40Yeah. How do we know which one is
- 16:41operating in US? Edwards answers this by pointing
- 16:43back to the fundamental distinction between private and
- 16:46divine principles. True virtue, as he defines it,
- 16:49is a union of heart to being in general.
- 16:52It loves goodness for what it is in itself, not for how it
- 16:55balances the scales or maintains societal order.
- 16:58Tasting the sweetness means you actively desire the good of
- 17:01others, and you desire the glory of God as an end in itself.
- 17:06You find unshakeable joy in it. Seeing the logic simply means
- 17:10you recognize that benevolence makes the system run smoothly
- 17:13and keeps you out of trouble. To prove this, he offers an
- 17:16argument that I find totally devastating.
- 17:18Lay it on me. He points out that if conscience
- 17:22and a virtuous heart were the precise same thing, then a
- 17:26person's level of guilt would perfectly match their level of
- 17:30holiness. Remorse would equal repentance.
- 17:33Right. The worse you feel about your
- 17:34actions, the closer to God you would be.
- 17:36If the moralists of his day were right, then guilt is a
- 17:39sanctifying force. But Edwards points out that this
- 17:42is demonstrably false in everyday human experience.
- 17:45You see this dynamic so clearly in the tragedy of addiction or
- 17:48even just persistent destructive habits.
- 17:51Person caught in addiction often sins against immense blinding
- 17:55light. They know full well what they're
- 17:57doing. Their conscience screams at them
- 17:58at maximum volume. They wake up the next morning
- 18:01with crushing, terrible remorse. They can clearly see the
- 18:04destruction they are causing to their own bodies, the pain they
- 18:07are inflicting on their families and the ruin of their careers.
- 18:10The math of their failure is completely obvious to them.
- 18:13The Ledger is entirely in the red.
- 18:15Yet despite seeing all of this with perfect clarity, their
- 18:19hearts desire remains completely unchanged.
- 18:22The massive divergent between their crushing guilt and their
- 18:25continuing actions proves Edward's point entirely.
- 18:29Seeing the math of your failure does not change your appetite.
- 18:32The conscience could be fully awake, fully operational and
- 18:36completely accurated its assessment, while the heart
- 18:39remains totally hostile to virtue.
- 18:41A person can hate the consequences of their actions.
- 18:44They can hate the internal fliction and the psychological
- 18:46pain of their guilt. And yet they can still
- 18:48completely love the sin itself. They desperately want the
- 18:51uneasiness to stop, but they have absolutely no desire to
- 18:55become holy. That brings us to the final,
- 18:57ultimate proof Edwards offers. To completely shatter the idea
- 19:01that a perfect conscience equals a good heart, he fast forwards
- 19:04to the end of human history. He presents a flawless
- 19:07theological stress test centered on the day of judgement.
- 19:11It is the ultimate testing ground for his theory of the
- 19:14conscience. Edwards argues that on the
- 19:16future day of Judgment, God will set every sinner's deeds in
- 19:20perfect order before them. There will be no hidden
- 19:22variables, no missing context, and no room for debate.
- 19:26The text says that all stupidity of conscience will end.
- 19:30Every rationalization, every excuse, every blind spot we use
- 19:34to justify our actions will be stripped away.
- 19:36Their consciences will be fully awakened to reality, and they
- 19:40will see the undeniable justice of their sentence.
- 19:43Edward says they will actually join the judge in condemning
- 19:45themselves. Their sense of desert will be
- 19:48functioning at absolute flawless perfection.
- 19:51They will see the infinite greatness of God.
- 19:53They will see their infinite obligation to Him as creatures
- 19:56who received everything from His hand.
- 19:58And they will clearly see that their lifelong rebellion
- 20:01warrants an infinite punishment. The Ledger will be perfectly
- 20:03clear and the math will be undeniably correct.
- 20:06They will appreciate the symmetry of the justice being
- 20:09handed down. This is where the paradox hits
- 20:11hardest. If conscience were the same
- 20:13thing as virtue, this moment of perfect moral moral clarity
- 20:17would mean they're perfectly holy.
- 20:20If knowing the good equals doing the good, and if agreeing with
- 20:24justice equals loving justice, that a fully awakened conscience
- 20:28at the judgement seat would instantly turn every Sinner into
- 20:31a St. The mere influx of perfect
- 20:34information would cure the disease of the heart.
- 20:36But that does not happen. Edwards points out that instead
- 20:39of being changed by this perfect clarity, they will be given up
- 20:43to their wickedness. They'll become like devils.
- 20:45Their sin and hostility will rage like an unrestrained fire,
- 20:48even as their own internal conscience fully agrees with the
- 20:52punishment they are receiving. That is a staggering scenario to
- 20:55try and comprehend. We usually operate under the
- 20:57assumption that if someone truly understands the gravity of the
- 21:00wrongdoings, they will soften. They will breakdown, they will
- 21:03repent, and they will change. We base our entire restorative
- 21:07justice system on this idea. But Edwards paints a picture
- 21:11where perfect intellectual understanding and perfect hatred
- 21:15coexist in the exact, I mean, the absolute same mind forever.
- 21:20It is the starkest possible demonstration of his thesis.
- 21:24A person can possess 100% moral clarity alongside 0% moral
- 21:29goodness. The sinners at the judgment see
- 21:32the greatness of the being they rebelled against.
- 21:34They recognize their obligations.
- 21:36They see the precise, flawless proportion of their punishment.
- 21:40Yet, possessing all of that knowledge, they do not have a
- 21:43single drop of benevolent temper.
- 21:45They have no love for God's beauty.
- 21:47They see the light, but they hate the light.
- 21:49I want to think about the implications of this for you,
- 21:51the listener, in your day-to-day life.
- 21:53It gets very personal. We live in an era that worships
- 21:56information. We constantly seek more data,
- 21:59assuming that if we just know better, we will inevitably do
- 22:02better. We buy books on habit formation.
- 22:04We listen to deep dives. We gather endless data on how to
- 22:08be better people. We think that ignorance is our
- 22:10only real problem. But Edwards argues that
- 22:12information and conviction are completely separate mechanisms
- 22:16from a renewal of the hearts actual desires.
- 22:18You can have all the conviction in the world and remain entirely
- 22:22unchanged. It forces a massive reevaluation
- 22:24of our own spiritual state. We can no longer rely on the
- 22:27fact that we feel bad about our mistakes as a hard evidence that
- 22:30our hearts are right. We cannot point to our ability
- 22:33to spot injustice in the world or our outrage over political
- 22:37corruption as proof of our own inherent goodness.
- 22:40The natural conscience is a brilliant, necessary mechanism
- 22:44given by God to keep the world from descending into absolute
- 22:47chaos, but it cannot save you. It cannot regenerate a heart.
- 22:51It cannot make you love God. Let's synthesize everything we
- 22:55have covered today, because we have walked through a massive
- 22:57amount of psychological and theological ground.
- 23:00The core take away from Edwards essay is this.
- 23:04The natural conscience is a mechanism born of self love.
- 23:07It seeks internal consistency to avoid psychological pain, and it
- 23:11seeks mathematical justice to maintain harmony in the world.
- 23:14It can perfectly identify right and wrong.
- 23:17It could even fully agree with the rigorous demands of the law
- 23:21of God. But it cannot produce true
- 23:24virtue. True virtue is an actual love
- 23:27and taste for goodness itself, independent of self
- 23:30preservation. I want to bring this directly to
- 23:32your own experience. Think about the last time you
- 23:35felt a sharp pang of guilt, or the last time you felt a surge
- 23:40of righteous indignation about a headline you read.
- 23:42Pause and look under the hood of your own mind.
- 23:45Are you reacting out of a genuine love for what is good?
- 23:49Do you possess a true union of heart with God and your fellow
- 23:52human beings? Or are you just trying to quiet
- 23:54the uncomfortable alarms of your own self preservation?
- 23:57Are you just acting like an auditor, demanding that the
- 23:59spreadsheet of the universe balances out so you can feel
- 24:02comfortable? It strips away all of the
- 24:04comforting illusions we hold about our own righteousness.
- 24:07We have to look past the superficial X-ray of our working
- 24:10conscience and examine the actual desires running
- 24:13underneath. Which leaves us with a final
- 24:15thought to chew on long after the audio stops today.
- 24:18We started this conversation by talking about the murky waters
- 24:20of human morality and the broken diagnostic X-ray of guilt.
- 24:25Edwards has handed us a much sharper lens to scan our own
- 24:28motives. But it raises a highly
- 24:30unsettling question if our internal moral compass can
- 24:34Florida State point to true north while our actual desires
- 24:37and actions actively run South? How can we ever trust our own
- 24:40motivations when we do the right thing?
- 24:42This. Genuine goodness requires to
- 24:44completely forget ourselves.