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pick a condom · faafo with courtney

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Oh, good morning, Group 1. This is the second
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time that I'm recording this. So I am going to
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speak a little faster. And I do apologize if
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you're unable to keep track, but I need to keep
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this under 10 minutes. But because... Everything
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is a message. I am recording this for a second
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time. I am going to start off now with saying
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there may be someone who is listening to this
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or someone in your energy who is looking for
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a second chance. Ah, yes, this is confirmation.
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So there's something that's happening in duality
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or a second chance or you're wanting a second
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chance. But let's go ahead and jump right back
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in. Every word that I have pulled was pulled
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just randomly, and the card that I pulled for
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you was also pulled randomly. So let's start
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with the card and the question, and then we will
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go through the words. But before I jump in, I
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want to remind everyone to always read between
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the lines. Do not look at a word for face value.
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Many words have dual meanings, and it may be...
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a code word or a safe word for you so the condom
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that you selected was the fantasy shops branded
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condom and the question was is when was the last
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time you were ratchet for those of you who don't
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know what ratchet means it could basically mean
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anything to anyone but it's around the energy
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of just letting go being wild letting loose and
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sometimes it can mean giving people a piece of
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your mind stepping out of quote unquote character
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or off your chrome sometimes i'm sorry or off
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your throne sometimes just i'm having some internet
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interruptions here So maybe there's also a lot
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of interruptions or distractions that are happening
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in your life. Hopefully the recording is still
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happening. So yes, back to Ratchet. Ratchet,
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sometimes, yes, we do need to step off of our
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throne a little bit to kind of spank that ass
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and then go back onto your throne. Just for shits
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and giggles sometimes. But let's look at the
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words and see how this all ties in. The four
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words we have are mirrors, weeds, abundance,
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and distance. So let's focus on the condom itself,
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the fantasy shop. There may be some fantasies
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that have been coming up for you or your partner
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or partners in the recent. There may be some
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fantasies that your shadow self is asking you
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to explore. I need to remind you that shadow
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is not a good or a bad thing it's just something
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that's in secret or hidden away and sometimes
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even hidden in plain sight sometimes a person's
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shadow can even be being nice maybe it's time
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for you to not be so nice anymore maybe it's
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time for you to play a little dirty whether it's
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in the bedroom or your professional life or within
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your family, within legal limits, of course.
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Now, for the word mirrors, there may be someone
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mirroring back to you. Unfortunately, too many
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people think that mirrors is the same as reflections.
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It's not. When you look in a mirror, you're basically
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looking at the opposite side of your 3D self.
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that perspective someone mirroring something
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back to you may be uncomfortable or maybe you're
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mirroring something back to someone else that
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may be uncomfortable but it also may be something
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pleasurable but because it's here on the table
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it may be something that the universe is asking
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you to step into back to When was the last time
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you have been a little ratchet? We're going to
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keep going. The next word is weeds. Yes, weeds.
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Weeds is a tough word because what one person
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may consider a weed in their garden or their
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yard or in their life may be a treasure or a
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medicine or an aesthetic that another person
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cherishes and loves again. back to mirrors and
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the duality of life fantasies so are you mirroring
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something back to someone and they're rejecting
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it meaning in a way that is making them uncomfortable
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or forcing them to grow quicker than they're
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ready or quicker or in a way that they are not
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able to right now Let's not place judgment on
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that person, but also some people may be mirroring
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something back to us that we may need to see
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and acknowledge within ourselves. I think the
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trick is to not try to let it cause us envy and
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jealousy. I'm hearing the word solitude. Let
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it not be something that causes us to respond
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or react negatively. There may also be something
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in your life or your environment that is engaging
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or responding to you in a way that may feel negative
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because you're mirroring an aspect of them that
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causes them to feel, I'm hearing the word challenged.
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or uneasy and sometimes when that happens people
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can try to suppress silence and sabotage us so
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the next word is abundance i love that this has
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lined up under the words mirrors and weeds because
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i feel like Some may be realizing and recognizing
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that the nice mask no longer works and that when
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abundance has shown up in your life, it has shown
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up when you have been in your full authenticity
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and fully transparent, despite the fact that
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it didn't make any sense to those around you.
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And that may be a partner. I am hearing the word
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again, too. Duality. Pears. So, and pears, P
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-A -I -R -S. Yes, but I'm being stopped to spell
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the fruit, pear, P -E -A -R. So maybe that's
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a code word or a safe word for someone. Either
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way, back to the word abundance. abundance might
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show up in your life if you get a little bit
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more ratchet, maybe check a few people, put an
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end to some shit, or maybe abundance will start
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showing up in your life in a more consistent
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and long -term way if you start to maybe mirror
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those around you who get under your skin only
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because maybe you envy silently envy the way
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that they are able to show up and thrive in their
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life despite the fact that they are breaking
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all of societal rules so yes look at the mirrors
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look at the weeds What is that weed? Is it something
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that's annoying you? Is it something that needs
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to be plucked out? Or is it actually the medicine
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that you need that will lead you to the abundance
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that you desire? Or acknowledge that living on
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the margins, on the fringes of life has led to
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you in abundance. And for someone out there,
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I am being led to encourage you. to maybe teach
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others you may be needing some extra income right
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now and you can't figure out how or where the
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money is going to come from and i'm being asked
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to tell you that it is the secret to your abundance
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is lying in your way to be truly authentic and
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to teach others that last but not least is the
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word distance so there may be someone at a distance
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from you or maybe you need to distance yourself
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from some people or two people back to the word
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pairs last but not least if you are at a distance
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and you are looking to explore i am going to
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highly recommend to purchase a remote toy for
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you and maybe the love affair in your office
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so that you can explore some fantasies with each
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other or maybe just yourself or maybe even someone
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in your apartment building have a fantastic day
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the day group two i am going to speak a bit quicker
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here because i need to get this done in under
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10 minutes Before I looked at the cards and the
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words that I have for you, which is group two,
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which is the Magnum, the golden package Magnum
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condom. The message that I got was it feels like
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there needs to be some cleaning. And as I mentioned
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in group one, is that. we need to always look
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between read between the lines and look at the
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double meaning of the words and sometimes words
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are safe words or code words that you may have
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for yourself or for another person so the energy
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of like something needs to be dusted open the
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windows i know it may be hot where you are but
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let some fresh air in open at least just one
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window maybe roll the windows down a bit when
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you're driving even if you have to turn the air
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conditioning up do something to let a breeze
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in in addition washing in some windows something
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about windows and air and dusting or maybe Yeah,
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something around that. I'm not really sure. But
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let's just go ahead and jump into the question
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that was pulled from you for you today for the
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card, which was, what are my gifts? Now, again,
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gifts can be words. It could be a word that you
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might be asking yourself, what are your spiritual
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gifts? Or you may be someone like myself who
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doesn't like surprises. So once someone tells
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me that they have a surprise for me, I at that
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point really need to know. Just give it to me
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or don't tell me. Gifts may be, and it doesn't
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have to be spiritual gifts, just gifts that may
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help you earn extra income. But we're going to
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get back into that a little bit more as I dive
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into the words. So the words that I pulled for
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you. are word number one costume second word
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distance which is interesting because that was
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a word that was also pulled for number one so
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you may want to go listen to group number one
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also but we'll get into this more and then we
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also have the word thresholds and secrets so
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let's take a deep breath and let's jump in i
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am being guided to go back to this whole thing
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around fresh air new energy cleaning something
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up and is someone or someone around you are you
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wearing a costume or like a mask or maybe to
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explore because you know this is about adult
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intimacy toys and products and the fantasy shop
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maybe you need to spice up your romantic life
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or let's not even call it romantic i'm feeling
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oh the energy that i'm feeling right now is like
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i'm shimmying the shimmy in my shoulders and
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shaking the boobies and the tatas right now is
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sassy ah yes so maybe the energy of spicing things
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up is going to require a breeze filling the breeze
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on whether you're male or female on your genitalia
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and maybe that's the biggest way that you can
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find sensuality and eroticism and getting in
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the mood and turned on so maybe you need to remove
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the costume and the mask that you wear in day
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-to -day life or maybe go and I promise you that
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I did not intentionally pick these words, but
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maybe you need to find a costume. Maybe role
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playing needs to happen. And even if you're a
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solo player like myself, sometimes maybe you
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need to step into the role and wear a different
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costume. And it doesn't always have to be a physical
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type of costume, but just... role -playing throughout
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your day. And if you are looking for some type
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of attire to help you out with this, yes, the
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Fantasy Shop does have attire and shoes. I personally
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feel my sexiest when I'm barefoot. I don't know
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about you. I'm already clumsy and I trip all
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over myself in heels. I feel like someone needed
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to hear that. Not all of us find are fine feeling
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ourselves are most attractive i feel sexiest
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when i'm in the mud and the dirt and just being
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dirty so next word distance distance distance
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okay so for you the distance feels a little bit
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different than in pile one but it may tie in
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i feel a sense of longing nostalgia uh like the
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wonder years um maybe there's a past love that
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has shown back up in your life right now as i'm
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recording this a fog is moving into the city
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over the horizon and over the city line so yes
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maybe you're one that loves to maybe oh And now
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a kind of downpour is happening. Showers. Oh,
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yes, there's a message for you in pile one, specifically
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in the beginning. Drink the water. Maybe squirting
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and the wetness of life, the dewiness, the stickiness.
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Maybe you're someone that finds romance and sensuality.
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erotic oh big downpour go drink your water also
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and on a on a rainy day maybe you're more turned
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on by coziness fire out as opposed to outdoors
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uh i'm i'm filling cookies baking cookies this
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feels very home like Comfort. Comfort. Yes, something
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around comfort. Next word, we have thresholds.
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So maybe you're transitioning out of one phase.
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So maybe this is those that are like myself that
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are in your late 40s and 50s and you're transitioning
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out of that ratchet, wild phase and into a more...
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settled and comfortable within your skin. Maybe
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you're removing that costume that you felt like
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you maybe had to wear and you're finding your
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sensual sexuality side is more in being a caretaker
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or being taken care of, coming through a threshold,
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coming out of a, you're re -emerging in a more
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comfort. Like you're removing. I just keep hearing
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over and over remove the costume, remove the
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costume, whatever costume that may be. Remove
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the costume. Last but not least, secrets. Maybe.
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Is that a secret or maybe a partner, maybe yourself
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that. Is. tired of playing of the role playing
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whatever the role playing has been and you have
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not communicated with that with your partner
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or someone in your life that you it doesn't feel
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like secrets are being kept from you it feels
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more of like a personal thing You have some secrets
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that you need to share. You have some secrets
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that you want to share. And I am not going to
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say to out anyone. I would never recommend that
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unless someone is harming someone. But it doesn't
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feel that way. It just feels like a rebirth.
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How the rainbows come out after a rain. Like
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I need really to really really need to go to
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the grocery store and I'm like, oh I should have
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gone yesterday when it was bright and sunny and
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I forget there are downpours and now I have to
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wait until No, see this is the thing This is
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the indulgence if you can afford it and even
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if you can't afford it somehow Switch up your
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schedule maybe Take an Uber to the grocery store
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as opposed to driving to the grocery store. Some
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way bring luxury and abundance and opulence in
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your life. Remove the costume to allow more abundance
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and stable stability into your life. And that
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is all that I have for you, group two. Thank
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you for listening. Listen. This is Group 3. Hi,
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Group 3. I am supposed to be keeping these under
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10 minutes, but I have a feeling that I may have
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to do two parts for Group 3 because I am grinning
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from ear to ear with Group 3. Group 3 is, mmm,
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saucy. So, Group 3, you have selected the skin
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condom. And I personally... Those are my favorite
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brands. That's my favorite condom. But prior
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to starting your reading, the skin condom kept
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catching my attention. And after I finished or
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was almost finished with group two, my attention
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kept going to group three. Now listen. I didn't
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even have to shuffle any cards or anything. Once
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I cleared everything away, picked up the deck
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of cards again to pull and shuffle or whatever
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for group three, a card just jumped out. And
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that rarely happens for me. A card literally
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just jumped out the deck and I was like, I guess
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I'm going to take it. And then it brought my
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attention back to The card I pulled for myself
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today, which is Pluto in the eighth house. So
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I feel like this group has, unlike group one
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where I mentioned if you are into astrology or
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whatever, I feel like this group is into the
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darker side of things. Again, dark does not mean
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negative or evil or anything like that, but just.
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the darker side of things stay with me because
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this has to do with the card that jumped out
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for you and then the words that fell out of my
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little word bag so for everyone else for group
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one and two only four cards came out four words
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came out for you i have one two three four five
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six seven so let's ah seven okay i am going to
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give you everything as a whole and then we're
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just going to go with this something about before
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I even jump into that let me give you the energy
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so it felt like there's someone or maybe you
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someone's playing with you playing in a like
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Scorpio kind of shades of gray type of energy
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it is a gray day here although yesterday was
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beautiful and sunny but yeah it feels like there's
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this you haven't gotten to the point yet where
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you're annoyed with this playful thing that's
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going on with you and someone else or maybe some
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maybe you just watch shades of grey maybe you
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understand the Scorpio energy maybe you hopefully
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if you're a Scorpio you understand this Let's
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go. Oh, and also there's something about smells,
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good or bad smells. Smells may be significant
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for you. Also, quick, like quick ejaculation
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or you just want it quick or you don't want it
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quick or someone that you're with is quick and
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you're maybe thinking about ways to extend the.
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pleasure time um something around maybe erectile
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dysfunction which is not a negative thing and
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maybe you're looking for different ways to handle
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that whether it's through medicine going to a
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doctor or a pump or you have something around
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that right um coming quickly Just all of it.
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And so maybe to extend the play time with yourself
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and partner or partners, maybe there needs to
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be a bit more role playing in that Scorpionic
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Pluto eighth house sex. death and taxes kind
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of energy maybe you need to oh i felt this in
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my soul watch some movies um erotica that type
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of thing and learn how to i am getting turned
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on just by this reading so let's go the words
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oh and i feel like i am going to get my glasses
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for this and i just saw four on the timer here
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so yes yes yes yes so as i mentioned the cards
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and the words the card that jumped out for you
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was play in the dark i am seeing two diamonds
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here and it's a jack of diamonds and play in
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the dark maybe someone is named jack a jack of
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all trades or You no longer, hmm, I'm going to
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come back to that. The words that you have for
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today are sleep, gossip, rest, luck, tourist,
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rituals, and grace. Listen, I didn't look at
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the words. I just shook my little bag. Let the
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words fall out. Play in the dark. Sleep, gossip,
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rest, luck, tourists, rituals, and graves. Seven
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words. There's... You know that saying where
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it says that, you know, pressure... Turns coal
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into diamonds or something like that But there's
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something about coming out the pressure the pressure
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is causing someone or is All right, I'm looking
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at the words here let's start with the word tourist
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So let's not look at the word tourist and as
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I mentioned in groups One and two that we're
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gonna read between the lines Look below the surface.
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Look at the dual meanings of the words. And sometimes
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the words might be a code word or a safe word.
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So when I look at the word tourist and as I'm
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feeling the energy, it doesn't necessarily feel
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like tourist, but it feels like going on the
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journey, the journey back to self, the journey
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within, playing in your own darkness. The subconscious
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minds. Maybe you like playing mind games with
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yourself or other people. Or maybe someone is
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playing mind games with you. Someone is playing
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mind games with you and you find it attractive
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and tantalizing. But frustrating at the same
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time. And you just want to just... I just feel
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like... slam my hand on the table but yes come
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fuck me let's fuck and then you go on your merry
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way toxic as fuck but hey we all got our kinks
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and so and again tourists this kind of feels
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like this is new to you and not them but you're
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determined to win this quote -unquote game oh
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my gosh so yeah moving on to the next word um
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And maybe let's look at the work. I have the
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giggles. I have those giggles. There's a scene
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in the movie, I think it's where the woman finds
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her favorite author. Ooh, maybe some of you were
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thinking about writing some spicy, sexy novel
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about your sex life, love life, or something
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like that. But back to the movie. I'm rambling
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more. I normally, I am a rambler. I'm a yapper.
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I didn't ramble. in piles one and two but I'm
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rambling in this one and my refrigerator just
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stopped and turned off so it's quiet maybe that's
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when you do your best work when it's quiet and
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you're in the dark and you can think and fantasize
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oh so now it's taking me back to the word sleep
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so your rest time oh also remember i said i pulled
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the word rest so your rest time is your fantasy
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time your the time you manifest so you could
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enjoy being in the dark i feel like this is telling
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on someone that i know but we're gonna go with
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it so sleep and rest are your powerful when you
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power up and it's like your power down time is
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your power up time it's yeah that's when you're
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able to travel into the depths of your mind i
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like you pile three or group three so it's like
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there are these extreme