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- 0:00Speaker 1: Public Domain. The Sea Wolf by Jack London, chapter thirty,
- 0:07Speaker 1: No wonder we called it. In dever Island. For two
- 0:11Speaker 1: weeks we toiled at building a hut. Maud insisted on helping,
- 0:16Speaker 1: and I could have wept over her bruised and bleeding hands,
- 0:20Speaker 1: and still I was proud of her because of it.
- 0:23Speaker 1: There was something heroic about this gently bred woman, enduring
- 0:27Speaker 1: our terrible hardship, and with her pittance of strength, bending
- 0:31Speaker 1: to the tasks of a peasant woman. She gathered many
- 0:34Speaker 1: of the stones which I built into the walls of
- 0:37Speaker 1: the hut. Also, she turned a deaf ear to my
- 0:40Speaker 1: entreaties when I begged her to desist. She compromised, however,
- 0:44Speaker 1: by taking upon herself the lighter labors of cooking and
- 0:48Speaker 1: gathering driftwood and moss for our winter's supply. The hut's
- 0:53Speaker 1: walls rose without difficulty, and everything went smoothly until the
- 0:57Speaker 1: problem of the roof confronted me. Of what use the
- 1:01Speaker 1: four walls without a roof, and of what could a
- 1:05Speaker 1: roof be made? There were the spare oards. Very true,
- 1:09Speaker 1: they would serve as roof beams, but with what was
- 1:12Speaker 1: I to cover them? Moss would never do tundra grass
- 1:16Speaker 1: was impracticable. We needed the sail for the boat, and
- 1:20Speaker 1: the tarpaulin had begun to leak. Winters used water skins
- 1:24Speaker 1: on his hut. I said, there are the seals, she suggested,
- 1:30Speaker 1: So next day the hunting began. I did not know
- 1:34Speaker 1: how to shoot, but I proceeded to learn, and when
- 1:37Speaker 1: I had expended some thirty shells for three seals, I
- 1:41Speaker 1: decided that the ammunition would be exhausted before I acquired
- 1:45Speaker 1: the necessary knowledge. I had used eight shells for lighting
- 1:49Speaker 1: fires before I hit upon the device of banking the
- 1:52Speaker 1: embers with wet moss, and there remained not over a
- 1:56Speaker 1: hundred shells in the box. We must club them seals,
- 2:01Speaker 1: I announced, when convinced of my poor marchmanship. I have
- 2:04Speaker 1: heard the sealers talk about clubbing them. They are so pretty,
- 2:10Speaker 1: she objected. I cannot bear to think of it being done.
- 2:13Speaker 1: It is so directly brutal, you know, so different from
- 2:18Speaker 1: shooting them. That roof must go on, I answered, grimly.
- 2:22Speaker 1: Winter is almost hear. It is our lives against theirs.
- 2:26Speaker 1: It is unfortunate that we haven't plenty of ammunition, but
- 2:30Speaker 1: I think any way that they suffer less from being
- 2:33Speaker 1: club than from being all shot up. Besides, I shall
- 2:37Speaker 1: do the clubbing. That's just it, she began eagerly, and
- 2:42Speaker 1: broke off in sudden confusion. Of course, I began, if
- 2:46Speaker 1: you prefer. But what shall I be doing, she interrupted
- 2:50Speaker 1: with that softness. I knew full well to be insistent,
- 2:54Speaker 1: gathering firewood and cooking dinner, I answered lightly. She shook
- 2:58Speaker 1: her head. It is too dangerous for you to attempt
- 3:01Speaker 1: a loan. I know, I know, she waived my protest.
- 3:06Speaker 1: I am only a weak woman, but just my small
- 3:09Speaker 1: assistants may enable you to escape disaster. But the clubbing,
- 3:14Speaker 1: I suggested. Of course you will do that. I shall
- 3:19Speaker 1: probably scream. I look away when the danger is most serious,
- 3:25Speaker 1: I laughed. I shall use my judgment when to look
- 3:29Speaker 1: and when not to look, she replied with a grand air.
- 3:33Speaker 1: The upshot of the affair was that she accompanied me
- 3:36Speaker 1: next morning. I rode into the adjoining cove and up
- 3:40Speaker 1: to the edge of the beach. There were seals all
- 3:43Speaker 1: about us in the water, and the bellowing thousands on
- 3:46Speaker 1: the beach compelled us to shout at each other to
- 3:49Speaker 1: make ourselves heard. I know, men club them, I said,
- 3:53Speaker 1: trying to reassure myself, and gazing doubtfully at a large
- 3:57Speaker 1: bull not thirty feet away, up reared on his fore
- 4:01Speaker 1: flippers and regarding me intently. But the question is, how
- 4:06Speaker 1: do they club them? Let us gather to under a
- 4:09Speaker 1: grass and thatch the roof. Maud said. She was as
- 4:13Speaker 1: frightened as I at the prospect, and we had reason
- 4:17Speaker 1: to be gazing at close range at the gleaming teeth
- 4:20Speaker 1: and dog like mouths. I always thought they were afraid
- 4:24Speaker 1: of men, I said, How do I know they are
- 4:27Speaker 1: not afraid? I queried a moment later, after having rowed
- 4:31Speaker 1: a few more strokes along the beach, perhaps if I
- 4:35Speaker 1: were to step boldly ashore, they would cut for it,
- 4:38Speaker 1: and I could not catch up with one, And still
- 4:41Speaker 1: I hesitated. I heard of a man once who invaded
- 4:46Speaker 1: the nesting grounds of wild geese. Maud said, they killed
- 4:50Speaker 1: him the geese. Yes, the geese. My brother told me
- 4:56Speaker 1: about it when I was a little girl. But I know, oh,
- 5:00Speaker 1: men club them, I persisted, I think the tunder grass
- 5:05Speaker 1: will make just as good a roof, she said. Far
- 5:09Speaker 1: from her intention, her words were maddening me, driving me on.
- 5:14Speaker 1: I could not play the coward before her eyes. Here goes,
- 5:19Speaker 1: I said, backing water with one oar and running the
- 5:22Speaker 1: bow ashore. I stepped out and advanced valiantly upon a
- 5:27Speaker 1: long mained bull in the midst of his wives. I
- 5:31Speaker 1: was armed with the regular club with which the boat
- 5:34Speaker 1: pullers killed the wounded seals gaffed aboard by the hunters.
- 5:38Speaker 1: It was only a foot and a half long, and
- 5:41Speaker 1: in my superb ignorance, I never dreamed that the club
- 5:45Speaker 1: used ashore when raiding the rookeries measured four to five feet.
- 5:50Speaker 1: The cows lumbered out of my way, and the distance
- 5:53Speaker 1: between me and the bull decreased. He raised himself on
- 5:57Speaker 1: his flippers with an angry movement. We were a dozen
- 6:00Speaker 1: feet apart. Still, I advanced steadily, looking for him to
- 6:05Speaker 1: turn tail at any moment and run. At six feet
- 6:09Speaker 1: the panicky thought rushed into my mind. What if he
- 6:12Speaker 1: will not run, Why then I shall club him? Came
- 6:16Speaker 1: the answer in my fear. I had forgotten that I
- 6:20Speaker 1: was there to get the bull instead of to make
- 6:22Speaker 1: him run. And just then he gave a snort and
- 6:25Speaker 1: a snarl and rushed at me. His eyes were blazing,
- 6:30Speaker 1: his mouth was wide open, the teeth gleamed cruelly white.
- 6:35Speaker 1: Without shame, I confess that it was I who turned
- 6:38Speaker 1: and footed it. He ran awkwardly, but he ran well.
- 6:42Speaker 1: He was but two paces behind when I tumbled into
- 6:45Speaker 1: the boat, and as I shoved off with an oar,
- 6:47Speaker 1: his teeth crunched down on the blade. The stout wood
- 6:51Speaker 1: was crushed like an eggshell. Mauden, I were astounded. A
- 6:56Speaker 1: moment later, he had dived under the boat, seized the
- 6:59Speaker 1: keel in his mind, and was shaking the boat violently.
- 7:03Speaker 1: My said, Maud, let's go back. I shook my head.
- 7:09Speaker 1: I can do what other men have done, and I
- 7:11Speaker 1: know that other men have club seals, but I think
- 7:15Speaker 1: I'll leave the bulls alone next time. I wish you wouldn't,
- 7:20Speaker 1: she said, Now, don't say please, please, I cried, half angrily.
- 7:25Speaker 1: I do believe she made no reply, and I knew
- 7:29Speaker 1: my tone must have hurt her. I beg your pardon,
- 7:33Speaker 1: I said, or shouted, rather in order to make myself
- 7:36Speaker 1: hurt over the roar of the rookery. If you say so,
- 7:40Speaker 1: I'll turn and go back, but honestly i'd rather stay. Now.
- 7:44Speaker 1: Don't say that this is what you get for bringing
- 7:47Speaker 1: a woman along, she said, She smiled at me whimsically gloriously,
- 7:52Speaker 1: and I knew that there was no need for forgiveness.
- 7:56Speaker 1: I rowed a couple of hundred feet along the beach
- 7:59Speaker 1: so as to recover my nerves, and then stepped ashore again.
- 8:03Speaker 1: Do be cautious, she called after me. I nodded my
- 8:08Speaker 1: head and proceeded to make a flank attack on the
- 8:11Speaker 1: nearest harem. All went well until I aimed a blow
- 8:15Speaker 1: at an outlying cow's head and fell short. She snorted
- 8:19Speaker 1: and tried to scramble away. I ran in close and
- 8:22Speaker 1: struck another blow, hitting the shoulder instead of the head.
- 8:27Speaker 1: Watch out, I heard Maud scream. In my excitement, I
- 8:31Speaker 1: had not been taking notice of other things, and I
- 8:34Speaker 1: looked up to see the lord of the harem charging
- 8:37Speaker 1: down upon me again. I fled to the boat, hotly pursued,
- 8:42Speaker 1: but at this time Maud made no suggestion of turning back.
- 8:46Speaker 1: It would be better, I imagine, if you let harems alone
- 8:49Speaker 1: and devoted your attention to lonely and inoffensive looking seals.
- 8:54Speaker 1: That's why she said. I think I have read something
- 8:57Speaker 1: about them doctor Jordan's book. I believe they are the
- 9:01Speaker 1: young bulls, not old enough to have harems of their own.
- 9:05Speaker 1: He called them the Hollis Chicky or something like that.
- 9:09Speaker 1: It seems to me, if we were to find where
- 9:12Speaker 1: they haul out, it seems to me that you're fighting
- 9:16Speaker 1: instinct is aroused, I laughed. She flushed quickly and prettily.
- 9:23Speaker 1: I'll admit I don't like defeat any more than you do,
- 9:27Speaker 1: or any more than I like the idea of killing
- 9:30Speaker 1: such pretty, inoffensive creatures. Pretty, I sniffed. I failed to
- 9:36Speaker 1: mark anything pre eminently pretty about those foamy mouthed beasts.
- 9:40Speaker 1: That raised me your point of view, she laughed, you
- 9:45Speaker 1: lacked perspective, now if you did not have to get
- 9:48Speaker 1: so close to this subject. The very thing, I cried,
- 9:52Speaker 1: what I need is a longer club, And there's that
- 9:56Speaker 1: broken oar ready to hand. It just comes to me.
- 10:00Speaker 1: She said. That Captain Larson was telling me how the
- 10:03Speaker 1: men raided the rookeries. They drive the seals in small
- 10:07Speaker 1: herds a short distance inland before they killed them. I
- 10:12Speaker 1: don't care to undertake the herding of one of those harems,
- 10:15Speaker 1: I objected. But there are the holliss Chicky, she said.
- 10:20Speaker 1: The hollist Chiky haul out by themselves and doctor Jordan
- 10:24Speaker 1: says that paths are left between the harems, and that
- 10:28Speaker 1: as long as the hollist chickie keeps strictly to the path,
- 10:31Speaker 1: they are unmolested by the masters of the haram. There's
- 10:35Speaker 1: one now, I said, pointing to a young bull in
- 10:38Speaker 1: the water. Let's watch him and follow him if he
- 10:40Speaker 1: hauls out. He swam directly to the beach and clambered
- 10:45Speaker 1: out into a small opening between two harems, the masters
- 10:48Speaker 1: of which made warning noises but did not attack him.
- 10:52Speaker 1: We watched him travel slowly inward, threading about among the
- 10:56Speaker 1: harems along what must have been the path. Here goes,
- 11:01Speaker 1: I said, stepping out, But I confess my heart was
- 11:05Speaker 1: in my mouth as I thought of going through the
- 11:07Speaker 1: heart of that monstrous herd. It would be wise to
- 11:11Speaker 1: make the boat fast, Maud said she had stepped out
- 11:16Speaker 1: beside me, and I regarded her with wonderment. She nodded
- 11:20Speaker 1: her head determinedly. Yes, I am going with you, so
- 11:24Speaker 1: you may as well secure the boat and arm me
- 11:27Speaker 1: with a club. Let's go back, I said, dejectedly. I
- 11:32Speaker 1: think tunder grass will do after all, you know it won't,
- 11:37Speaker 1: was her reply. Shall I lead with a shrug of
- 11:42Speaker 1: the shoulders. But with the warmest admiration and pride at
- 11:45Speaker 1: heart for this woman, I equipped her with the broken
- 11:48Speaker 1: oar and took another from myself. It was with nervous
- 11:51Speaker 1: trepidation that we made the first few rides of the journey.
- 11:55Speaker 1: Once Maud screamed in terror as a cow thrust an
- 11:58Speaker 1: inquisitive nose toward her foot, and several times I quickened
- 12:02Speaker 1: my pace for the same reason. But beyond warning coughs
- 12:06Speaker 1: from either side, there were no signs of hostility. It
- 12:10Speaker 1: was a rookery which had never been raided by the hunters,
- 12:14Speaker 1: and in consequence, the Seals were mild tempered and at
- 12:17Speaker 1: the same time unafraid. In the very heart of the herd,
- 12:21Speaker 1: the din was terrific. It was almost dizzying in its effect.
- 12:26Speaker 1: I paused and smiled reassuringly at Maud, for I had
- 12:30Speaker 1: recovered my equanimity sooner than she. I could see that
- 12:34Speaker 1: she was still badly frightened. She came close to me
- 12:38Speaker 1: and shouted, I'm dreadfully afraid, And I was not. Though
- 12:43Speaker 1: the novelty had not yet worn off. The peaceful comportment
- 12:47Speaker 1: of the seals had quieted my alarm. Maud was trembling.
- 12:51Speaker 1: I'm afraid, and I'm not afraid, she chattered, with shaking jaws.
- 12:56Speaker 1: It's my miserable body, not I right. It's all right,
- 13:01Speaker 1: I reassured her, my arm passing instinctively and protectively around her.
- 13:07Speaker 1: I shall never forget in that moment, how instantly conscious
- 13:11Speaker 1: I became of my manhood, the primitive deeps of my
- 13:15Speaker 1: nature stirred. I felt myself masculine, the protector of the week,
- 13:20Speaker 1: the fighting mail, and best of all, I felt myself
- 13:24Speaker 1: the protector of my loved one. She leaned against me,
- 13:28Speaker 1: so light and lily frail, and as her trembling eased away,
- 13:32Speaker 1: it seemed as though I became aware of prodigious strength.
- 13:36Speaker 1: I felt myself a match for the most ferocious bull
- 13:39Speaker 1: in the herd. And I know had such a bull
- 13:42Speaker 1: charged upon me, that I should have met it unflinchingly
- 13:46Speaker 1: and quite coolly, and I know that I should have
- 13:48Speaker 1: killed it. I am all right now, she said, looking
- 13:52Speaker 1: up at me, gratefully, let us go on, and that
- 13:55Speaker 1: the strength in me had quieted her and given her
- 13:58Speaker 1: confidence filled me with an exultant joy. The youth of
- 14:03Speaker 1: the race seemed burgeoning in me. Over civilized man that
- 14:07Speaker 1: I was, and I lived for myself the old hunting
- 14:10Speaker 1: days and forest nights of my remote and forgotten ancestry.
- 14:16Speaker 1: I had much for which to thank Wolf Larsen, was
- 14:19Speaker 1: my thought. As we went along a path between the
- 14:22Speaker 1: jostling arams a quarter of a mile inland, we came
- 14:26Speaker 1: upon the Hollis, Chicky, sleek young bulls living out the
- 14:30Speaker 1: loneliness of their bachelorhood and gathering strength against the day
- 14:35Speaker 1: when they would fight their way into the ranks of
- 14:37Speaker 1: the Benedicts. Everything now went smoothly. I seemed to know
- 14:42Speaker 1: just what to do and how to do it, Shouting,
- 14:46Speaker 1: making threatening gestures with my club, and even prodding the
- 14:50Speaker 1: lazy ones. I quickly cut out a score of the
- 14:53Speaker 1: young bachelors from their companions. Whenever one made an attempt
- 14:58Speaker 1: to break back toward the water, I headed it off.
- 15:02Speaker 1: Maud took an active part in the drive, and with
- 15:04Speaker 1: her cries and flourishings of the broken ore, was of
- 15:08Speaker 1: considerable assistance. I noticed, though, that whenever one looked tired
- 15:13Speaker 1: and laggered, she let it slip past. But I noticed
- 15:18Speaker 1: also whenever one, with a show of fight tried to
- 15:22Speaker 1: break past that her eyes glinted and showed bright, and
- 15:26Speaker 1: she wrapped it smartly with her club. My it's exciting,
- 15:30Speaker 1: she cried, pausing from sheer weakness. I think I'll sit down.
- 15:36Speaker 1: I drove the little herd, a dozen strong, now one
- 15:39Speaker 1: of the escapes she had permitted one hundred yards farther on,
- 15:44Speaker 1: and by the time she joined me, I had finished
- 15:47Speaker 1: the slaughter and was beginning to skin. An hour later
- 15:51Speaker 1: we went proudly back along the path between the harems,
- 15:55Speaker 1: and twice again we came down the path burdened with skins,
- 15:59Speaker 1: till I thought we had enough to roof the hut.
- 16:02Speaker 1: I set the sail, laid one tack out of the cove,
- 16:06Speaker 1: and on the other tack made our own little inner cove.
- 16:11Speaker 1: It's just like homecoming, Maud said. As I ran the
- 16:15Speaker 1: boat ashore. I heard her words with a responsive thrill.
- 16:19Speaker 1: It was all so dearly, intimate and natural, And I said,
- 16:24Speaker 1: it seems as though I have lived this life always.
- 16:27Speaker 1: The world of books and bookish folk is very vague,
- 16:30Speaker 1: more like a dream memory than an actuality. I surely
- 16:35Speaker 1: have hunted and forayed and fought all the days of
- 16:38Speaker 1: my life, and you too seem a part of it
- 16:42Speaker 1: you are. I was on the verge of saying, my woman,
- 16:45Speaker 1: my mate, but glibly changed it to standing the hardship well.
- 16:51Speaker 1: But her ear had caught the flaw. She recognized a
- 16:55Speaker 1: flight that midmost broke. She gave me a quick look.
- 17:00Speaker 1: Not that you were saying that the American missus Minell
- 17:05Speaker 1: was living the life of a savage and living it
- 17:08Speaker 1: quite successfully, I said, easily. Oh, was all she replied.
- 17:14Speaker 1: But I could have sworn there was a note of
- 17:16Speaker 1: disappointment in her voice. But my woman, my mate kept
- 17:21Speaker 1: ringing in my head for the rest of the day,
- 17:24Speaker 1: and for many days. Yet never did it ring more
- 17:27Speaker 1: loudly than that night, as I watched her draw back
- 17:30Speaker 1: the blanket of moss from the coals, blow up the fire,
- 17:33Speaker 1: and cook the evening meal. It must have been latent
- 17:37Speaker 1: savagery stirring in me, for the old words so bound
- 17:41Speaker 1: up with the roots of the race, to grip me
- 17:44Speaker 1: and thrill me, and grip and thrill they did till
- 17:47Speaker 1: I fell asleep, murmuring them to myself over and over again.
- 17:53Speaker 1: End of Chapter thirty