Latest / Brett Keane and Eve Show / Atheists Expose TheAmazingAtheist
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- 0:00If it seems like I'm uncomfortable making this video,
- 0:02that's because I am, because it's weird to talk about this.
- 0:05But let's talk about it. I'll start off by saying this.
- 0:08I'm sure it will become a point of joking or contention or
- 0:12whatever when people inevitably comment on this video or review
- 0:17it or whatever. Embarrassingly enough, I used to
- 0:20be a fan of the Amazing Atheist, TJ.
- 0:21Kirk. But more than that, I was
- 0:23somebody that, after talking to him for a while, TJ would refer
- 0:29to as a good friend who he respected.
- 0:33If you're currently a fan of TJ and you've been watching his
- 0:36content for a while and you're not inclined to believe anything
- 0:39negative said about him, I would just ask that you keep an open
- 0:42mind and watch this video in full and open yourself up to the
- 0:47possibility that maybe this guy did something that needs to be
- 0:50addressed. I don't know.
- 0:52He's kind of primed his audience to, you know, disregard any of
- 0:56that. Just watch the video in full.
- 0:58Look at the other people who've made videos about this and know
- 1:02that it's not just some, you know, somebody going crazy or
- 1:07some weird shit or whatever. You know, whatever is being used
- 1:12to dismiss what people are saying, 'cause I know it's not
- 1:15just me and it's not just a few other people.
- 1:17There's a lot of people these days saying this and I will put
- 1:20links to their videos below so you can go check those out.
- 1:23I had watched T JS content pretty consistently since I was
- 1:26about 12 years old, I know, and I kept up with his main channel
- 1:31videos as well as the multiple podcasts that he was a part of
- 1:34for about 15 years. I watched a lot of crap from TJ,
- 1:39that's for sure. I stopped watching his content
- 1:42over a year ago, at which time I also stopped talking to him, as
- 1:46I've been talking to him pretty consistently for several years.
- 1:50I went back through our DMS to like grab stuff for this video
- 1:53and it, it goes on and on. A lot of it's just bullshit.
- 1:56It was kind of surprising how much the two of us had chatted
- 1:58over the years, and as a younger, more stupid and
- 2:00impressionable person, you know, it seemed cool to me.
- 2:03Like wow there's this YouTuber with a million subscribers who's
- 2:07talking to me and nobody. Which is pretty hilarious and
- 2:10sad looking back considering that it was TJ Kirk.
- 2:13So cringe saying this right now. Like I want to kill myself
- 2:16saying this. And since I watched him for so
- 2:18long my brain kind of made excuses as to why I was still
- 2:21watching the slop even though I know he'd said really fucked up
- 2:26things. It's almost like my brain kind
- 2:28of like post POC justified it and kind of try to grandfather
- 2:32it into my later life. Almost like how marketing that
- 2:35targeted you as a kid can continue to guide your decision
- 2:38and habits later in life unless you consciously acknowledge the
- 2:42conditioning and try to break the habit.
- 2:45Which in my case here was watching a smelly antisocial
- 2:49neckbeard rant and rave into a camera for over a decade.
- 2:55It's really uncomfortable to think about how much of my early
- 2:58personality as a teenager may have been shaped by this guy.
- 3:02It's honestly kind of repulsive. Unfortunately, he was the reason
- 3:06that I lost faith as a kid. I mean, like, I don't, you know?
- 3:11No regrets there, but it's sad that it had to be TJ, right?
- 3:15Anyways, let's get down to business.
- 3:18A few years ago, a friend sent me some information about TJ
- 3:21after seeing me interact with a post of his on Twitter.
- 3:24I would interact with him pretty regularly on Twitter, you know,
- 3:28just jokes back and forth tweets.
- 3:31This friend had told me that he used to be a fan of TJ when he
- 3:35was a kid, but after taking one of T JS books to school, he got
- 3:38a talking to from a concerned teacher due to passages in the
- 3:41book like this and this. At the time, I was kind of
- 3:48skeptical and as I'm sure there are plenty of people watching
- 3:51this right now, you know, if you really are in denial, like
- 3:57that's that's that's the thing with this type of like, I don't
- 4:00I don't know if you'd call it Stan culture or what.
- 4:02I don't know if I'd say I was necessarily atj Stan, but I was
- 4:05definitely biased as somebody who was talking to him and he
- 4:08was like, Oh, yeah, we're friends, you know, back and
- 4:11forth. You know, I was skeptical
- 4:14looking at these screenshots to just say, oh, Yep, T JS a
- 4:18pedophile. And although I kind of was like,
- 4:22oh shit, I think, you know, if you have somebody who you enjoy
- 4:28their content like this, you almost don't want it to be true.
- 4:31But that that kind of like denial where you're like, God,
- 4:38fuck this, this guy really a pedophile or whatever.
- 4:42That can only hold up for so long, especially when there's no
- 4:47defense for a lot of what is being said.
- 4:49And we'll go further and further 'cause that's not it.
- 4:52We got more screenshots, but also, like, it was just very
- 4:56uncomfortable to think about considering that TJ had become
- 4:59like a friend. You know, I did consider him a
- 5:01friend. I believed him, probably
- 5:02unwisely, when he said that I was a friend.
- 5:06But, you know, if you're friends with somebody, it's like, fuck,
- 5:09you know, you don't want to admit that that person might be
- 5:12a pedophile, but you have to take that shit seriously, right?
- 5:16So over time, this friend would send me more screenshots, would
- 5:22find more screenshots of things TJ had said, things TJ had
- 5:26written, and eventually sent me a link to something that TJ had
- 5:30said and put on YouTube. And also, not just that, but he
- 5:35doubled down on it by either, I don't know which one was first,
- 5:38the video or this passage that he put in the book.
- 5:42Well, I'll show it here and here in a second so you can see.
- 5:45And on top of all of that stuff, there's all of this.
- 6:05And I think one of the most important things, before we get
- 6:08too ahead of ourselves, is that there is actually proof publicly
- 6:13that TJ sent pornographic material to a minor.
- 6:16I'm going to show the screenshots here.
- 6:18So these are Twitter screenshots of somebody by the name of
- 6:23Sapphire Blue tweeting at Chelsea.
- 6:25TJ's partner, one of T JS partners at Chelsea.
- 6:31Why is TJ being a creeper in my DMS?
- 6:33As you can see TJS sending this person.
- 6:36Well I'm going to have to censor this for YouTube but it's
- 6:38basically spanking porn and then cannibalistic porn of a human
- 6:45being stuffed like a Turkey to be eaten.
- 6:48Here's the response where TJ double S down on it and Chelsea
- 6:53says sorry he does that I'll have to tighten his collar.
- 6:56TJ just double s down by posting more spanking porn basically
- 7:00saying like you know fuck you this is who I am.
- 7:04And here we have a tweet from around the time from the person
- 7:08who posted this stuff and I'm 18 since the third.
- 7:11Holy fuck. You can go check the dates on
- 7:14those. We have evidence of TJ sending
- 7:19pornographic material to a minor.
- 7:21Here's a chat log from an old blog, TV, live stream, or
- 7:26whatever. The blog, talk radio, whatever
- 7:27that stupid shit was called. The Amazing Atheist in the chat
- 7:31says. When I was 16 I dated a 32 year
- 7:34old. Then as a 23 year old I dated a
- 7:3614 year old briefly. So that's about it.
- 7:40And then there's another follow up here.
- 7:44I felt an emotional bond with her pussy.
- 7:47Sorry, I'm a sociopath, useless in the ways of love.
- 7:51Now since then, TJ has actually admitted that yes, he did write
- 7:54this, but his his excuses. Are you ready for it?
- 8:00He was trolling. I'm sorry, but I don't buy that.
- 8:05So here we have another screenshot.
- 8:06This is a forum post from the Manson USA forums.
- 8:10This has been going around Pete. This is a Wayback Machine
- 8:14screenshot. An archive of this from October
- 8:1814th, 2007. I believe that's when this was
- 8:21screenshot on the way back machine, not when the original
- 8:24post was made. It looks like that was made
- 8:26January 18th, 2002. Taroja.
- 8:29I'm like, you know, that's TJ. Anybody anybody who knows
- 8:34anything about old school TJ knows that he went by Taroja
- 8:37trying to hide his name back in the day.
- 8:39He says. I agree with all that.
- 8:41Having pedophilic attractions doesn't mean you automatically
- 8:44go out and start. OK.
- 8:46Yeah, I, I don't really want to read the rest of this.
- 8:50I'm just going to put it on the screen.
- 8:51You guys can read this. Extreme pedophilic fantasies.
- 8:58Pedophilia is unfairly persecuted in today's society.
- 9:03I also think that the age of sexual consent should be lowered
- 9:05to 12 or 13. Keep that in mind. 12 or 13.
- 9:10So TJ says pedophilia is unfairly persecuted.
- 9:13He had pedophilic fantasies and he thinks the age of consent
- 9:16should be lowered to 12 or 13. I showed some of these a minute
- 9:19ago, but I want to go over these screenshots because plenty of
- 9:24people, I I've heard and seen people because other people have
- 9:28made videos about this. I've heard and seen people make
- 9:30excuses for the stuff that TJ has written here.
- 9:32And I just want to go over this quickly.
- 9:34So this first let's go from let's go in order of like things
- 9:39that TJ might try and defend on, two things that become less and
- 9:43less defensible. So let's look at this screenshot
- 9:46here from T JS writing. I'm going to put the reference
- 9:50to where I found this and the link below page number and
- 9:53whatnot on the screen. When I post these, I imagine
- 9:57myself in an old atheist old atheist home.
- 10:00OK, sitting in my rocking chair being blown by holographic
- 10:03teenagers while robot nurses pump applesauce down my throat.
- 10:08Blown by holographic teenagers. Now I know a lot of TJ
- 10:13sycophants out there must. Oh, but Sir, teenager could mean
- 10:17an 18 or a 19 year old. So let's continue.
- 10:24Teen girls are annoying because they go out into public dressed
- 10:26like sluts and then if you look at their massive titties there
- 10:29is a segment of our society that will happily declare you a
- 10:32pedophile for blah blah blah blah blah.
- 10:35No point me reading it. TJ decided to read it himself
- 10:38and put it in a fucking video. So here you go.
- 10:40Teenage girls are pretty annoying.
- 10:42They're always giggling maniac. It's shit that isn't even
- 10:45vaguely fucking funny. Not to mention they dress so
- 10:48slutty and you're not supposed to look at them.
- 10:51There's a segment in society that if you look at those giant
- 10:54luscious teenage breasts will say oh you're a pervert and a
- 10:59pedophile and you're ogling children.
- 11:01Bullshit. Children do not have D cup tits
- 11:05and they don't have big luscious bouncy asses crammed into
- 11:09expensive designer jeans. That's not a child.
- 11:12OK, Teenage boy. These are annoying.
- 11:15And another problem with them is they don't tap that teenage girl
- 11:18ass. Well, I mean, some of them do,
- 11:20but most of them are too fucking shy and nervous and I don't
- 11:23know, man. Oh, this.
- 11:24She's that enemy. What the fuck ever.
- 11:27All right, go tap that ass while you still can.
- 11:31I'm not going to be able to tap that ass, because if I do, I'll
- 11:34have Officer Friendly breathing down my neck.
- 11:37Oh, I like to look at teenage girls.
- 11:39Huh. Well, in prison you're the
- 11:42teenage girl fucking cops. All right, all right, so I know
- 11:49right now a lot of TJ fans are scrambling to make excuses.
- 11:53Oh, well, he said that, you know that's not a child, therefore he
- 11:57doesn't think it's a child, therefore it's a blah, blah,
- 11:58blah, blah, blah. Wrong.
- 12:00Here you go. Boom.
- 12:02Shut the fuck up. Read what it says, Read what it
- 12:06says, read what the fucking thing says that TJ wrote in the
- 12:11fucking book. Who are you going to believe,
- 12:19TJTJ or TJ? He's telling you what he
- 12:23believes he wants. OK, I got to be careful here
- 12:27because I don't want to get sued.
- 12:28This guy is very litigious. I don't think an international
- 12:32lawsuit is something he's going to pursue.
- 12:33I am Canadian, but who knows, Who knows what things behind the
- 12:38scenes he's going to try and do to try and fuck me over or
- 12:41assassinate my character or whatever.
- 12:43So as I mentioned, I was friends with TJ and all of this kind of
- 12:50caused me to just go, well, I kind of can't be friends with TJ
- 12:54anymore. I can't watch DFFI, can't.
- 12:57I can't interact with any of this shit.
- 12:59I'm completely disconnecting. But before I was willing to
- 13:04completely disconnect, I was like, I got to, I got to talk to
- 13:09this guy. I got to confront this guy or
- 13:10whatever. So I knew I had to confront this
- 13:12guy and I was talking in DMS with him for a while.
- 13:16So I'm like, fuck it, I'll just send him some of this stuff and
- 13:18be like, what the fuck is this? So let's go over the DMS that I
- 13:21had with TJ. So I sent him the teens are
- 13:24Idiots video because it's indisputably him saying all this
- 13:28shit or at least some of it. And I said what's going on here
- 13:31man? TJ says what do you mean?
- 13:35And I was trying to, you know, do AI was trying to lead him
- 13:39into it kind of soft. So I said this isn't a gotcha or
- 13:41anything. What the fuck is going on with
- 13:43you saying all this pedo stuff? People are passing this around
- 13:46right now. It's kind of damning.
- 13:48Then TJ fucking as if he's blown away says the teens are idiots
- 13:54video as pedo stuff. What have you gone bonkers or
- 13:56did you mean to link something else?
- 13:59I said have you re watched it recently?
- 14:01He says no, I haven't watched it super recently but it was a big
- 14:04hit when it put out when I put it out and I recall 0% of anyone
- 14:08calling it pedo shit. I says yeah, I remember watching
- 14:11it when I was younger. I enjoyed the XR idiots videos
- 14:15and that is true. Like I actually remembered
- 14:17watching those videos when I was when I was a kid, but that
- 14:20fucking shit had just slipped my mind because when I'd watched
- 14:23that video I was probably like 12 years old.
- 14:27I and then I say. I then go on to say you may
- 14:30notice that a certain section of the video people are returning
- 14:33to. I respond inside.
- 14:35I don't remember the specific section though.
- 14:36I guess I never picked up on it. He says oh man really?
- 14:39It's now pedophilia to like big tits?
- 14:42OK well I think you've officially lost the plot because
- 14:45that to me seems insane. You were talking about 14 year
- 14:49olds though. T JS response is to post a
- 14:53fucking video from YouTube, a Monty Python skit or part of the
- 15:00Holy Grail or whatever he says. Yeah, you know what changed the
- 15:04level of prudishness in society? Because that video came out,
- 15:07everyone heard those jokes and maybe they, they, they were
- 15:11funny, or maybe they didn't, but no one thought it was pedophilic
- 15:14and problematic. Seems like T JS kind of fucking
- 15:17freaking out typing this. They.
- 15:19They, they. They.
- 15:20Why? Why?
- 15:20Why? Why?
- 15:21Why? Why?
- 15:21Why you're getting nervous, man. To me it's like going back in
- 15:24time and calling this Monty Python bit pedophilic because it
- 15:27sexualizes girls who are canonically between 16 and 20.
- 15:31Listen dude, I'm not married to Monty Python, I don't give a
- 15:34fuck if they're pedophiles. Then that it is what it is.
- 15:38He then goes on to say I think it's ludicrous to reply modern
- 15:41sensibilities to a video that is 13 years old.
- 15:51Made an entirely different cultural climate that did not
- 15:55itself make those objections. I guess if you are a pedophile
- 16:00before 2015 or something then I guess it's OK.
- 16:05I don't know what the fuck the logic here is supposed to be.
- 16:08Is this a is this a good argument being made here?
- 16:10Is this a good point? It doesn't seem like there, it
- 16:13just seems like justification is trying to be made for this.
- 16:17So I said to him, OK, I don't really care about a Monty Python
- 16:20bit, That's not what I'm talking about here, and I don't think
- 16:22it's entirely relevant. I was around that age in 2010
- 16:25and I watched your videos then. So it's a bit disturbing that
- 16:27you casually talk so sexually about minors.
- 16:30There's been a bunch of instances of this that I've
- 16:31brought to you before, and I trusted your explanations and I
- 16:34can't lie, this bothers me. What I was referencing, there
- 16:37was a couple of the screenshots that I'd initially been sent, a
- 16:42couple of the ones that you may think, Oh yeah, you know, he
- 16:45said teens, but, you know, kind of more vague shit, right.
- 16:49I was at that instance before where I was like trying to
- 16:53fucking justify it because you know, I'll be honest, I like I
- 16:58was talking about before, you know, it was, it was frustrating
- 17:03because I was like, fuck, this guy is like saying he's my
- 17:07friend. I have watched his videos for so
- 17:10long. Like I'm going to have to
- 17:11fucking, I'm going to have to fucking do something soon.
- 17:14So TJTJ then goes on to say I can't control your sensibilities
- 17:19about it, but I have a few things I'd like to say if you're
- 17:21OK with that. And at that point I'm like, I'm
- 17:24just taking screenshots of this shit for later on.
- 17:27So go ahead bro. Tone.
- 17:30The tone of those XR Idiots videos is one of ridiculous
- 17:32statements and comedic exaggerations.
- 17:34I know that now. I'm a bit more serious with my
- 17:36content now, but at the time I was much more about saying
- 17:40outrageous and provocative things, and that series of
- 17:42videos in particular were full of me saying things that were
- 17:44obviously silly and contrary to what polite society would like.
- 17:48I'm not buying this shit. I'm really not buying this shit
- 17:51based on what I've seen. Based on what we've seen that TJ
- 17:55has posted. Don't worry, this just gets even
- 17:57more ridiculous upbringing. I was raised in the American
- 18:01South where I saw my stepdad and all of his male friends getting
- 18:03drunk and making inappropriate comments about the teenage girls
- 18:06marching in local Mardi Gras raids.
- 18:09My father made remarks to me numerous times when I was
- 18:11growing up that he felt the age of consent should be 13, so this
- 18:16conduct was more normalized for me than it might have been for
- 18:19others. What the fuck does that have to
- 18:21do with anything? Your daddy's a pedophile, so
- 18:24it's okay for you to be a pedophile?
- 18:26Oh sorry, my daddy's a pedophile so that's why I'm a pedophile.
- 18:30Cultural evolution. When I put this video out, no
- 18:32one made any hay out of those remarks.
- 18:35That doesn't fucking matter. Everyone who saw it, even if
- 18:38they did object to some aspect of it, didn't object to that bit
- 18:40in particular. I think this shows the attitudes
- 18:43at the time were different. I would never make those jokes
- 18:45now because the discourse about these things has moved in a
- 18:47more, in my view, prudish and uptight direction.
- 18:50I personally don't find what I said offensive.
- 18:52If I was honestly advocating for men to fuck teenagers then I'd
- 18:56say I was wrong, but I don't think making some hyperbolic
- 18:59remarks about it was wrong. Let's let's review some of the
- 19:03stuff we've gone over already. And that was the last time I
- 19:32spoke to TJI. Sent him one more message after
- 19:35that that said I have a lot to say but I'm still collecting my
- 19:37thoughts and forming a response. And I never responded.
- 19:40And TJ never responded to that beyond, I don't know, like
- 19:44thumbing up, adding a thumbs up emoji to that response I made
- 19:49that little fucking. I have something to say.
- 19:51Let me collect my thoughts. Yeah.
- 19:54And by the way, if you guys don't believe me, here is a
- 19:57video of me scrolling through my DMS on my computer if you want
- 20:07to go ahead and believe that I made all this shit up then.
- 20:11I don't think that it's at this point there's any point me
- 20:13trying to convince you 'cause you're just a fucking cultist.
- 20:17Recently, when Vosh got exposed as like a zoophile pedophile.
- 20:22T JS immediate response, which kind of, you know, clarified and
- 20:27confirmed all of them. I say like recent, but it was
- 20:30like a year or something ago. Yeah.
- 20:33T JS basic response to that was like, I wish I could show you
- 20:36guys this bestiality lolly con shit on stream so that I can
- 20:41show you that it's actually OK and there's nothing wrong with
- 20:44it. It's like, OK dude, all right,
- 20:47all right. All I can personally say is that
- 20:52I stopped watching T JS content. I stopped watching DFFI
- 20:57completely, cut myself off from all that, left the Patreon,
- 21:01never looked back, never fucking looked back.
- 21:04And I've wanted to make this video for a while, but I've been
- 21:07worried about legal consequences potentially, although I'm not
- 21:13too worried about that now, but we'll see.
- 21:15I guess. I was worried about, you know,
- 21:18people being sent after me to harass me because there's like
- 21:21thousands of people still stuck in this fucking cult of TJ, cult
- 21:26of, you know, DFF, whatever the fuck you want to call it.
- 21:30I actually had somebody try and contact me in the meantime
- 21:36trying to get me back into like TJ server.
- 21:39I think him and a bunch of other people were trying to like do
- 21:42some like damage control thing and like try and get me to
- 21:45fucking be silent. And I was just like, Nope,
- 21:47goodbye. I don't want anything to do with
- 21:48that. Fuck off.
- 21:50And I will mention Marshall Manson put out a video recently
- 21:54which I would recommend you guys all go check out.
- 21:58In Full disclosure, I will say that I'm friends with Marshall.
- 22:02I've been friends with them for a while.
- 22:04Long time viewers of this channel will know that me and
- 22:08Marshall used to do some live streams together and I am
- 22:13supportive of the video that he put out.
- 22:16A lot of people out there are giving him shit for it.
- 22:18All I can say is as somebody who's known Marshall personally
- 22:22for a while, people are saying that he's gone crazy now because
- 22:26he's become religious. I can tell you if somebody who
- 22:30talks to Marshall and has talked to him a decent amount in the
- 22:33past, he's still the same guy. You know, he may be religious
- 22:38now, but he's still pretty much the same guy.
- 22:40He hasn't lost it. He's still Marshall.
- 22:43And by the way, his name is not Marshall, it's Andrew.
- 22:46It's weird saying Marshall at this point because like I just
- 22:48don't, I don't even say that anymore, but that's how you guys
- 22:51know him. So I'll say Marshall for now,
- 22:53but yeah, he got a lot of shit people saying, you know, he lost
- 22:56it. He's he's a Christian now and
- 22:58he's just trying to attack TJ, blah, blah, blah.
- 23:00Like, no, it's nonsense. These are all legitimate things
- 23:03that are being brought up. And it's not just Marshall who's
- 23:05brought this stuff up in the past.
- 23:07I think somebody who's actually been on, I know DP in the past,
- 23:12Teddy Rubskin, he made a video talking about this.
- 23:16There's also a YouTube are I believe he's called June the
- 23:19King. He made a video talking about
- 23:21some of this stuff pretty recently.
- 23:23DFF is not doing so good. They are crumbling in fact.
- 23:28So I wouldn't be surprised if this is just another nail in the
- 23:33coffin when it comes to the death of DFFI.
- 23:35Don't know, maybe a lot of the people who are following that
- 23:38stuff pretty closely are just going to dismiss all of this
- 23:41and, you know, find a way to excuse it and then whatever.
- 23:44I don't care at this point. I've said my piece.
- 23:47Fuck TJ. And you know, I don't personally
- 23:50have a problem with Paul and Scotty.
- 23:51I don't really need to get into that 'cause my gripe here mainly
- 23:55is with TJ and the things he's said and done.
- 23:58But yeah, like, I don't know, I think that people around TJ
- 24:05should take this opportunity to examine what he said and look
- 24:08into it and maybe think about whether or not they want to be
- 24:10publicly associated with him. Update.
- 24:12I guess TJ no longer wants to be publicly associated with himself
- 24:16either because he's just changed the name of his channel to Into
- 24:19the Fray. The only time he ever changed
- 24:22the name of his channel before in like what, 20 years of doing
- 24:25YouTube was when he changed it from the Amazing Atheist to his
- 24:29actual name. TJ Kirk failed rebrand, which he
- 24:32switched back to the Amazing Atheist from.
- 24:35But now he's just completely dropped it and he's trying to
- 24:38call himself Into the Fray. I can't help but feel like this
- 24:41is a response to Andrew making this video.
- 24:43I think TJ is running scared. Like, to me, this is more than
- 24:47anything just an admission of guilt.
- 24:49ANYWAYS, fuck pedophiles, fuck sickos, fuck rapists, fuck rape
- 24:54all mahomes, hate pedophiles, etcetera, etcetera and so on.
- 25:00Remember people, if somebody you know is credibly accused of
- 25:03being a pedophile, investigate that shit.
- 25:06And if you find out that they are a pedophile, or may very
- 25:09well be a pedophile, you do what you need to do and you cut that
- 25:13person off at the very fucking least.
- 25:14No pedophiles going into 25. We ain't putting up with
- 25:18pedophiles in 2025 anymore, OK? We're getting real with this
- 25:22shit. It's getting real now.