Latest / Logic Library / 48 - Thus Spake Zarathustra - Friedrich Nietzsche
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- 0:00Part forty eight. Before sunrise, O heaven above me, thou pure,
- 0:07thou deep heav'n thou abyss of light, gazing on thee. I tremble with
- 0:13divine desires up to thy height, to toss myself that is my depths in
- 0:20thy purity, to hide myself that is mine innocence. The God veileth his
- 0:26beauty. Thus hidest thou thy stars. Thou speakest not, thus proclaimest thou
- 0:34thy wisdom unto me mute o'er the raging sea, hast thou risen for me
- 0:40to day thy love, in thy modesty, make a revelation unto my raging
- 0:44soul, in that thou camest unto me, beautiful veiled in thy beauty,
- 0:51in that thou spakest unto me mutely obvious in thy wisdom. O, how
- 0:57could I fail to divine all the modesty thy soul? Before the sun didst
- 1:02thou come unto me the lonesomest one. We have been friends from the beginning.
- 1:08To us, our grief, gruesomeness and ground common. Even the sun
- 1:14is common to us. We do not speak to each other because we know
- 1:18too much. We keep silent to each other. We smile our knowledge to
- 1:23each other. Art thou not the light of my fire? Hast thou not
- 1:27the sister soul of mine? In sight? Together? Did we learn everything
- 1:33together to we learned to ascend beyond ourselves to ourselves, and to smile uncloudedly,
- 1:41uncloudedly, to smile down out of luminous eyes and out of miles of
- 1:45distance, when under us constraint and purpose and guilt, steam like rain,
- 1:52and wandered I alone, For what did my soul hunger by night and in
- 1:56labyrinthine paths and time thy mountains? Whom did I ever seek? If not
- 2:01THEE upon mountains? And all my wandering and mountain climbing a necessity? Was
- 2:08it merely and a makeshift of the unhandy one? To fly? Only wanteth
- 2:15mine entire will to fly into THEE. And what have I hated more than
- 2:20passing clouds? And whatever tainteth THEE and mine own hatred? Have I even
- 2:25hated because it tainted THEE? The passing clouds? I detest those stealthy cats
- 2:35of prey. They take from THEE and me what is common to us,
- 2:38the vast unbounded yea and amen, saying these mediators and mixers. We detest
- 2:46the passing clouds, those half and half ones that have neither learned to bless
- 2:52nor to curse from the heart. Rather will I sit in a tub under
- 2:57a closed heaven? Rather will I sit in the abyss without heaven? Than
- 3:00see thee Thou luminous heaven taint it with passing clouds. And oft have I
- 3:07longed to pin them fast with the jagged gold wires of lightning, that I
- 3:13might like the thunder beat the drum upon their kettle bellies, an angry drummer,
- 3:21because they rob me of thy yea, And Amen, thou Heaven above
- 3:24me, Thou pure, Thou luminous Heaven, Thou abyss of light, because
- 3:30they rob thee of my yea, And Amen. For rather will I have
- 3:36noise and thunders and tempest blasts than this discreet, doubting, cut repose.
- 3:43And also amongst men to I hate most of the soft treaders and half and
- 3:46half ones and the doubting, hesitating passing clouds. And he who cannot bless
- 3:54shall learn to curse. This clear teaching dropped unto me from the c Hen.
- 4:00This star standeth in my heaven even in dark nights. I however,
- 4:06am a blesser and a yeay sayer. If thou be but around me,
- 4:12thou pure, thou luminous heaven, Thou abyss of light into all abysses,
- 4:16Do I then carry my beneficent yea saying A blesser have I become, and
- 4:23a yeasayer? And therefore strove along and was a striver that I might one
- 4:28day get my hands free for blessing. This, however, is my blessing,
- 4:34to stand above everything as its own heaven, its round roof, its
- 4:39asure, bell and eternal security. And blessed is he who thus blesseth,
- 4:46for all things are baptized at the front of eternity, and beyond good and
- 4:49evil. Good and evil themselves, however, are but fugitive shadows and damp
- 4:56afflictions and passing clouds. It is a blessing and not a blasphemy when I
- 5:01teach that above all things thou standeth the heaven of chance, the heaven of
- 5:06innocence, the heaven of hazard, the heaven of wantonness of hazard. That
- 5:15is the oldest nobility in the world, that gave us back to all things.
- 5:19I emancipated them from bondage under purpose. This freedom and celestial serenity.
- 5:27Did I put like an azure bell above all things? When I taught that
- 5:31over them and through them, no eternal will willeth this wantonness and folly?
- 5:40Did I put in place of that will? When I taught that in everything
- 5:44there is one thing impossible, rationality, a little reason to be sure,
- 5:50a germ of wisdom scattered from star to star. This heaven is mixed in
- 5:55all things for the sake of folly. Wisdom is mixed in all things.
- 6:00A little wisdom is indeed possible. But this blessed security have I found in
- 6:05all things? That they prefer to dance on the feet of trance? O
- 6:13Heaven above me, thou pure, thou lofty Heaven. This is now thy
- 6:17purity, unto me that there is no eternal reason. Spider and reason,
- 6:21cobweb. That thou art to me dancing floor for divine chances, That thou
- 6:28art to me a table of the gods for divine dice and dice players.
- 6:33But thou blushest have I spoken? Unspeakable things? Have I abused when I
- 6:39meant to bless thee? Or is it the shame of being two of us
- 6:43that maketh thee blush dost thou bid me go and be silent, Because now
- 6:47day cometh. The world is deep and deeper than e'er the day could read.
- 6:57Not everything may be uttered in presence of day, But day cometh.
- 7:00So let us part o Heaven above me, thou modest one, thou glowing
- 7:06one, O thou my happiness before sunrise the day cometh, So let us
- 7:14part. Thus spake Zarathustra. End of Part forty eight