The Resistance You Feel: Why You Can’t Go Back
There is a kind of resistance that rises when the old self is trying to stay alive, even after something in you already knows you cannot go back.
In this reflective transmission, Nikki sits with the mind-body conflict that can happen during spiritual awakening, unbecoming, and deep inner transformation — when old spaces, old patterns, old relationships, or familiar ways of surviving no longer feel aligned. Sometimes the mind tries to return to what was familiar, but the body says no. What once felt normal can suddenly feel heavy, toxic, draining, or wrong in a way you cannot fully explain…
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