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- 0:00Speaker 1: Chapter fifty two of Wives and Daughters by Elizabeth Gaskell.
- 0:04Speaker 1: This LibriVox recording is in the public domain, Chapter fifty two,
- 0:10Speaker 1: Squire Hamley's Sorrow. It seemed very long before mister Gibson
- 0:15Speaker 1: came down. He went and stood with his back to
- 0:19Speaker 1: the empty fireplace and did not speak for a minute
- 0:22Speaker 1: or two.
- 0:23Speaker 2: He's gone to bed, said he at length. Robinson and
- 0:26Speaker 2: I have got him there. But just as I was
- 0:29Speaker 2: leaving him, he called me back and asked me to
- 0:32Speaker 2: let you stop. I'm sure, I don't know, but one
- 0:35Speaker 2: doesn't like to refuse at such a time.
- 0:38Speaker 1: I wish to stay, said Molly, do you.
- 0:42Speaker 2: There's a good girl. But how will you manage Oh?
- 0:45Speaker 3: Never mind that I can manage Papa? She paused, What
- 0:49Speaker 3: did osborn dayev?
- 0:50Speaker 1: She asked the question in a low, awe stricken voice.
- 0:54Speaker 2: Something wrong about the heart. You wouldn't understand if I
- 0:57Speaker 2: told you. I apprehended it for some time, but it's
- 1:01Speaker 2: better not to talk of such things at home. When
- 1:04Speaker 2: I saw him on Thursday week, he seemed better than
- 1:06Speaker 2: I've seen him for a long time. I told doctor
- 1:09Speaker 2: Nicholls so, but one can never calculate in these complaints.
- 1:14Speaker 1: You saw him on Thursday week? Why you never mentioned it,
- 1:18Speaker 1: said Mollie.
- 1:20Speaker 2: No, I don't talk of my patients at home. Besides,
- 1:23Speaker 2: I didn't want him to consider me as his doctor,
- 1:26Speaker 2: but as a friend. Any alarm about his own health
- 1:29Speaker 2: would only have hastened the catastrophe.
- 1:31Speaker 3: And didn't he know he was ill ill of a
- 1:34Speaker 3: dangerous complaint, I mean one that might end as it
- 1:37Speaker 3: has done.
- 1:38Speaker 2: No, certainly not. He would only have been watching his
- 1:41Speaker 2: symptoms accelerating matters.
- 1:44Speaker 1: In fact, oh, Papa, said Molly shocked.
- 1:48Speaker 2: I've no time to go into the question.
- 1:50Speaker 1: Mister Gibson continued.
- 1:52Speaker 2: And until you know what has to be said on
- 1:54Speaker 2: both sides, and in every instance, you are not qualified
- 1:58Speaker 2: to judge. We must keep our attention on the duties
- 2:02Speaker 2: in hand. Now, you sleep here for the remainder of
- 2:05Speaker 2: the night, which is more than half gone already. Yes,
- 2:09Speaker 2: promise me to go to bed just as usual. You
- 2:12Speaker 2: may not think it, but most likely you'll go to
- 2:14Speaker 2: sleep at once. People do it your.
- 2:16Speaker 1: Age, Papa.
- 2:18Speaker 3: I think I ought to tell you something I know,
- 2:20Speaker 3: a great secret of Osborne's which I promised solemnly not
- 2:23Speaker 3: to tell. But the last time I saw him, I
- 2:26Speaker 3: think he must have been afraid of something like this.
- 2:28Speaker 1: A fit of sobbing came upon her, which her father
- 2:31Speaker 1: was afraid would end in hysterics. But suddenly she mastered
- 2:35Speaker 1: herself and looked up into his anxious face and smiled
- 2:39Speaker 1: to reassure him. I could not help it, Papa.
- 2:43Speaker 2: No, I know, go on with what you were saying.
- 2:46Speaker 2: You ought to be in bed, But if you've a
- 2:48Speaker 2: secret on your mind, you won't sleep.
- 2:51Speaker 1: Osborne was married, said she, fixing her eyes on her father.
- 2:55Speaker 2: But is a secret married? Nonsense? What makes you think so?
- 3:00Speaker 1: He told me.
- 3:01Speaker 3: That's to say. I was in the library, was reading
- 3:04Speaker 3: there some time ago, and Roger came and spoke to
- 3:07Speaker 3: Osborne about his wife. Roger did not see me, but
- 3:10Speaker 3: Osborne did. They made me promise secrecy. I don't think
- 3:14Speaker 3: I did wrong.
- 3:15Speaker 2: Don't worry yourself about right or wrong. Just now tell
- 3:18Speaker 2: me more about it.
- 3:19Speaker 3: At once I knew no more till six months ago,
- 3:23Speaker 3: last November, when he went up to Lady Cumnor. Then
- 3:26Speaker 3: he called and gave me his wife's address, but still
- 3:29Speaker 3: under promise of secrecy. And except those two times, and
- 3:33Speaker 3: once when Roger just alluded to it, I have never
- 3:36Speaker 3: heard any one mention the subject. I think he would
- 3:38Speaker 3: have told me more the last time. Only miss Phoebe
- 3:41Speaker 3: came in.
- 3:42Speaker 2: Where is this wife of his.
- 3:44Speaker 3: Down in the south near Winchester. I think he said
- 3:47Speaker 3: she was a frenchwoman and a Roman Catholic. And I
- 3:50Speaker 3: think he said she was a servant.
- 3:52Speaker 1: Added Molly, who her father made a long whistle of dismay,
- 3:57Speaker 1: and continued Molly.
- 4:00Speaker 3: He spoke of a child. Now you know as much
- 4:02Speaker 3: as I do, Papa, except the address. I have it
- 4:05Speaker 3: written down safe at.
- 4:06Speaker 1: Home forgetting apparently what time of night it was. Mister
- 4:11Speaker 1: Gibson sat down, stretched out his legs before him, put
- 4:14Speaker 1: his hands in his pockets, and began to think. Molly
- 4:18Speaker 1: sat still, without speaking, too tired to do more than wait, well,
- 4:24Speaker 1: said he at last, jumping up.
- 4:26Speaker 2: Nothing can be done tonight. By tomorrow morning, perhaps I
- 4:29Speaker 2: may find out poor little pale face.
- 4:33Speaker 1: Taking it between both his hands and kissing.
- 4:35Speaker 2: It, poor sweet little pale face.
- 4:39Speaker 1: Then he rang the bell and told Robinson to send
- 4:42Speaker 1: some maid servant to take Miss Gibson to her room.
- 4:45Speaker 2: He won't be up early, said he, imparting the shock
- 4:49Speaker 2: has lowered him too much to be energetic, send breakfast
- 4:52Speaker 2: up to him in his own room. I'll be here
- 4:54Speaker 2: again before ten.
- 4:55Speaker 1: Late as it was before he left. He kept his word.
- 4:59Speaker 2: Now, Molly, he said, you and I must tell him
- 5:02Speaker 2: the truth between us. I don't know how he will
- 5:05Speaker 2: take it. It may comfort him, but I have very
- 5:08Speaker 2: little hope either way. He ought to know it at once.
- 5:11Speaker 3: Robinson says, he has gone into the room again, and
- 5:14Speaker 3: he is afraid he has locked the door on the inside.
- 5:17Speaker 2: Never mind, I shall ring the bell and send up
- 5:19Speaker 2: Robinson to say that I'm here and wish to speak
- 5:22Speaker 2: to him.
- 5:23Speaker 4: The message returned was the Squire's kind love and could
- 5:28Speaker 4: not see mister Gibson. Just then.
- 5:31Speaker 1: Robinson added it was a long time before he'd answer
- 5:35Speaker 1: it all, sir, go.
- 5:37Speaker 2: Up again and tell him I can wait his convenience.
- 5:40Speaker 1: Now that's a lie, mister Gibson said, turning round to Molly,
- 5:44Speaker 1: as soon as Robinson had left the room.
- 5:47Speaker 2: I ought to be far enough away at twelve. But
- 5:49Speaker 2: if I'm not much mistaken, the innate habits of a
- 5:52Speaker 2: gentleman will make him uneasy at the idea of keeping
- 5:55Speaker 2: me waiting his pleasure, and will do more to bring
- 5:58Speaker 2: him out of that room. This than any entreaties or reasoning.
- 6:03Speaker 1: Mister Gibson was growing impatient, though before they heard the
- 6:07Speaker 1: squire's footstep on the stairs. He was evidently coming slowly
- 6:11Speaker 1: and unwillingly. He came in almost like one blind, groping
- 6:16Speaker 1: along and taking hold of chair or table for support
- 6:19Speaker 1: or guidance, till he reached mister Gibson. He did not
- 6:23Speaker 1: speak when he held the doctor by the hand. He
- 6:26Speaker 1: only hung down his head and kept on a feeble
- 6:29Speaker 1: shaking of welcome.
- 6:31Speaker 4: I'm brought very low, sir. I suppose it's God's doing,
- 6:37Speaker 4: but it comes hard to bond me. He was my
- 6:41Speaker 4: firstborn child.
- 6:44Speaker 1: He said this, almost as if speaking to a stranger
- 6:47Speaker 1: and informing him of facts of which he was ignorant.
- 6:50Speaker 1: Here's Molly, said mister Gibson, choking a little himself and
- 6:55Speaker 1: pushing her forwards.
- 6:57Speaker 4: I beg your pardon. I did not to see you
- 7:01Speaker 4: at first. My mind is a good deal occupied just now.
- 7:06Speaker 1: He sat heavily down, and then seemed almost to forget
- 7:09Speaker 1: that they were there. Molly wondered what was to come next.
- 7:14Speaker 1: Suddenly her father spoke.
- 7:16Speaker 2: Where's Roger?
- 7:17Speaker 1: Said?
- 7:17Speaker 4: He is?
- 7:18Speaker 2: He not likely to be soon? At the cape.
- 7:21Speaker 1: He got up and looked at the directions of one
- 7:23Speaker 1: or two unopened letters brought by that morning's post. Among
- 7:27Speaker 1: them was one in Cynthia's handwriting. Both Molly and he
- 7:30Speaker 1: saw it at the same time. How long it was
- 7:33Speaker 1: since yesterday, but the Squire took no notice of their
- 7:37Speaker 1: proceedings or their looks.
- 7:39Speaker 2: You will be glad to have Roger at home as
- 7:41Speaker 2: soon as may be. I think, sir, some months must
- 7:44Speaker 2: elapse first, but I'm sure he will return as speedily
- 7:48Speaker 2: as possible.
- 7:50Speaker 1: The Squire said something in a very low voice. Both
- 7:53Speaker 1: father and daughter strained their ears to hear what it was.
- 7:56Speaker 1: They both believed it to be Roger is in born,
- 8:01Speaker 1: and mister Gibson spoke on that belief. He spoke more
- 8:05Speaker 1: quietly than Molly had ever heard him do before.
- 8:09Speaker 2: No, we know that I wish that anything that Roger
- 8:12Speaker 2: could do, or that I could do, or that anyone
- 8:15Speaker 2: could do, would comfort you, but it is past human comfort.
- 8:20Speaker 4: I do try to say God's will be done, sir.
- 8:25Speaker 1: Said the Squire, looking up at mister Gibson for the
- 8:27Speaker 1: first time and speaking with more life in his voice.
- 8:31Speaker 4: But it's harder to be resigned than happy people think.
- 8:36Speaker 1: They were all silent for a while. The Squire himself
- 8:40Speaker 1: was the first to speak again.
- 8:42Speaker 4: It was my first child, sir, my eldest son, and
- 8:48Speaker 4: of late years, we weren't His.
- 8:50Speaker 1: Voice broke down, but he controlled himself.
- 8:53Speaker 4: We weren't quite as good friends as could be wished.
- 8:58Speaker 4: And I'm not sure, not sure that he knew how
- 9:04Speaker 4: I loved him.
- 9:07Speaker 1: And now he cried aloud with an exceeding bitter cry. Better,
- 9:11Speaker 1: so whispered mister Gibson to Molly.
- 9:14Speaker 2: When he's a little calmer, don't be afraid tell him
- 9:18Speaker 2: all you know. Exactly as it happened.
- 9:20Speaker 1: Molly began. Her voice sounded high and unnatural to herself,
- 9:25Speaker 1: as if some one else was speaking, but she made
- 9:27Speaker 1: her words clear. The Squire did not attempt to listen
- 9:31Speaker 1: at first. At any rate.
- 9:34Speaker 3: One day, when I was here at the time of
- 9:36Speaker 3: missus Hamley's last illness.
- 9:38Speaker 1: The Squire here checked his convulsive breathing.
- 9:41Speaker 3: I was in the library and Osborne came in. He
- 9:44Speaker 3: said he had only come in for a book, and
- 9:46Speaker 3: that I was not to mind him, so I went
- 9:48Speaker 3: on reading.
- 9:49Speaker 1: Presently.
- 9:51Speaker 3: Roger came along the flagged garden path just outside the window,
- 9:54Speaker 3: which was open. He did not see me in the
- 9:57Speaker 3: corner where I was sitting, and said to Osborne his
- 10:00Speaker 3: letter from your wife.
- 10:02Speaker 1: Now the Squire was all attention. For the first time,
- 10:06Speaker 1: his tear swollen eyes met the eyes of another, and
- 10:09Speaker 1: he looked at Molly with searching anxiety as he repeated.
- 10:13Speaker 4: His wife Osborne married.
- 10:17Speaker 1: Molly went on.
- 10:19Speaker 3: Osborne was angry with Roger for speaking out before me,
- 10:21Speaker 3: and I made me promise never to mention it to
- 10:23Speaker 3: any one or to allude to it to either of
- 10:26Speaker 3: them again. I never named it to Papa till last night.
- 10:30Speaker 1: Go On, said mister Gibson.
- 10:32Speaker 2: Tell the Squire about Osborne's call. What you told me?
- 10:36Speaker 1: Still, the Squire hung on her lips, listening with open
- 10:39Speaker 1: mouth and eyes.
- 10:41Speaker 3: Some months ago, Osborne called. He was not well and
- 10:45Speaker 3: wanted to see Papa. Papa was away and I was alone.
- 10:49Speaker 3: I don't exactly remember how it came about, but he
- 10:52Speaker 3: spoke to me of his wife for the first and
- 10:54Speaker 3: only time since the affair.
- 10:55Speaker 1: In the library, she looked at her father as if
- 10:58Speaker 1: questioning him as to the desirableness of telling the few
- 11:02Speaker 1: further particulars that she knew the Squire's mouth was dry
- 11:06Speaker 1: and stiff, but he tried to.
- 11:07Speaker 4: Say, tell me all everything.
- 11:11Speaker 1: And Molly understood the half formed words.
- 11:15Speaker 3: He said his wife was a good woman, and that
- 11:17Speaker 3: he loved her daily, but she was a French Roman Catholic,
- 11:20Speaker 3: and another glance at her father. She had been a
- 11:23Speaker 3: servant once. That was all, except that I have her
- 11:27Speaker 3: address at home. He wrote it down and gave.
- 11:29Speaker 1: It to me. Well, well, moaned the squire.
- 11:34Speaker 4: It's all over now, all over, all passed and gone.
- 11:41Speaker 4: Will not blame him, no, but I wish he had
- 11:45Speaker 4: told me he and I to live together with such
- 11:49Speaker 4: a secret in one of us. It's no wonder to
- 11:52Speaker 4: me now. Nothing can be a wonder again, for one
- 11:56Speaker 4: never can tell what's in a man's heart. Married so long,
- 12:02Speaker 4: and we sitting together at meals and living together? Why
- 12:08Speaker 4: I told him everything? Too much? Maybe, for I showed
- 12:13Speaker 4: him all my passions and ill tempers. Married so long? Oh, Osborne, Osborne,
- 12:24Speaker 4: you should have told me.
- 12:26Speaker 1: Yes, he should, said mister Gibson.
- 12:29Speaker 2: But I dare say he knew how much you would
- 12:31Speaker 2: dislike such a choice as he had made. But he
- 12:33Speaker 2: should have told you.
- 12:35Speaker 1: You know nothing about it, sir, said the Squire sharply.
- 12:39Speaker 4: You don't know the terms we were on, not heartier confidential.
- 12:45Speaker 4: I must cross to him many a time, angry with
- 12:48Speaker 4: him for being dull, poor lad, and he with all
- 12:53Speaker 4: this weight on his mind. I won't have people interfering
- 12:57Speaker 4: and judging between me and my sons. And Roger too,
- 13:01Speaker 4: he could know it all and keep it from me.
- 13:05Speaker 3: Osborne evidently had bound him down to secrecy, just as
- 13:08Speaker 3: he bound me, said Molly. Roger could not help himself.
- 13:13Speaker 4: Osborne was such a fellow for persuading people and winning
- 13:18Speaker 4: them over.
- 13:19Speaker 1: Said the Squire dreamily.
- 13:21Speaker 4: I remember, But what's the use of remembering? It's all
- 13:26Speaker 4: over and Osborne's dead without opening his heart to me.
- 13:32Speaker 4: I could have been tender to him, my good But
- 13:37Speaker 4: he'll never know it now.
- 13:39Speaker 2: But we can guess what wish he had strongest in
- 13:42Speaker 2: his mind at the last, from what we do know
- 13:44Speaker 2: of his.
- 13:45Speaker 1: Life, said mister Gibson, What sir, said the Squire, with
- 13:49Speaker 1: sharp suspicion of what was coming.
- 13:52Speaker 2: His wife must have been his last thought, must she not?
- 13:55Speaker 4: How do I know if she was his wife? Do
- 13:58Speaker 4: you think he'd go and marry a French baggage of
- 14:01Speaker 4: a servant. It may be all at tale trumped up.
- 14:05Speaker 2: Stop, Squire, I don't care to defend my daughter's truth
- 14:09Speaker 2: or accuracy. But with the dead man's body lying upstairs,
- 14:12Speaker 2: his soul with God, think twice before you say more
- 14:16Speaker 2: hasty words impugning his character. If she was not his wife,
- 14:20Speaker 2: what was she?
- 14:21Speaker 4: I beg your pardon. I hardly know what I'm saying.
- 14:26Speaker 4: Did I accuse Osborne? Oh, my lad, my lad? Thou
- 14:32Speaker 4: might have trusted thy old dad. He used to call
- 14:35Speaker 4: me his old dad when he was a little chap
- 14:38Speaker 4: not bigger than.
- 14:39Speaker 1: This, indicating a certain height with his hand.
- 14:43Speaker 4: I never meant to say that he was not not
- 14:47Speaker 4: what one would wish to think him now his soul
- 14:50Speaker 4: with God, as you say, very justly, for I'm sure
- 14:55Speaker 4: it is there well, But squire.
- 14:58Speaker 1: Said mister Gibson, trying to check the other's rambling.
- 15:02Speaker 2: To return to his wife.
- 15:04Speaker 1: And the child whispered Molly to her father. Lo as
- 15:07Speaker 1: the whisper was it struck on the Squire's ear? What
- 15:11Speaker 1: said he turning round to her.
- 15:13Speaker 4: Suddenly, child, you never named that? Is there? A child?
- 15:19Speaker 4: Husband and father? And I never knew God bless Osborne's child.
- 15:27Speaker 4: I say God bless it.
- 15:29Speaker 1: He stood up reverently, and the other two instinctively rose.
- 15:33Speaker 1: He closed his hands as if in momentary prayer. Then, exhausted,
- 15:38Speaker 1: he sat down again and put out his hand to Molly.
- 15:42Speaker 4: You're a good girl. Thank you. Tell me what I
- 15:45Speaker 4: ought to do, and I'll do it.
- 15:47Speaker 2: This to mister Gibson, I'm almost as much puzzled as
- 15:50Speaker 2: you are, Squire replied he. I fully believe the whole story,
- 15:55Speaker 2: but I think there must be some written confirmation of it,
- 15:58Speaker 2: which perhaps ought to be found at once before we act.
- 16:02Speaker 2: Most probably this is to be discovered among Osborne's papers.
- 16:07Speaker 2: Will you look over them at once? Molly shall return
- 16:10Speaker 2: with me and find the address that Osborne gave her
- 16:12Speaker 2: while you are busy.
- 16:14Speaker 1: Shall come back again, said the squire, eagerly.
- 16:17Speaker 4: You she won't leave me to myself.
- 16:22Speaker 2: No, she shall come back this evening. I'll manage to
- 16:25Speaker 2: send her somehow. But she has no clothes but the
- 16:28Speaker 2: habit she came in, and I want my horse that
- 16:31Speaker 2: she rode away upon.
- 16:32Speaker 1: Take the carriage, said the squire.
- 16:34Speaker 4: Take anything I'll give orders you come back again too.
- 16:40Speaker 2: No, I'm afraid not today. I'll come tomorrow early Molly
- 16:44Speaker 2: shall return this evening whenever it suits you to send
- 16:46Speaker 2: for her.
- 16:47Speaker 4: This afternoon, the carriage shall be at your house at three.
- 16:51Speaker 4: I dare not look at Osborne at the papers without
- 16:55Speaker 4: one of you with me. And yet I shall never
- 16:58Speaker 4: rest till I know more.
- 17:01Speaker 2: I'll sum the dusk in by Robinson before I leave,
- 17:04Speaker 2: and can you give me some lunch before I go?
- 17:07Speaker 1: Little by little he led the Squire to eat a
- 17:09Speaker 1: morsel or so of food, and so strengthening him physically
- 17:13Speaker 1: and encouraging him mentally. Mister Gibson hoped that he would
- 17:17Speaker 1: begin his researches during Molly's absence. There was something touching
- 17:22Speaker 1: in the Squire's wistful looks after Mollie as she moved about.
- 17:26Speaker 1: A stranger might have imagined her to be his daughter
- 17:29Speaker 1: instead of mister Gibson's. The meek broken down considerate ways
- 17:33Speaker 1: of the bereaved father never showed themselves more strongly than
- 17:37Speaker 1: when he called them back to his chair, out of
- 17:40Speaker 1: which he seemed too languid to rise, and said, as
- 17:43Speaker 1: if by an afterthought.
- 17:44Speaker 4: Give my love to miss Kirkpatrick. Tell her I look
- 17:48Speaker 4: upon ears quite one of the family. I shall be
- 17:52Speaker 4: glad to see her after after the funeral. I don't
- 17:58Speaker 4: think I can before.
- 18:00Speaker 2: He knows nothing of Cynthia's resolution to give up Roger.
- 18:03Speaker 1: Said mister Gibson as they rode away.
- 18:05Speaker 2: I had a long talk with her last night, but
- 18:07Speaker 2: she was as resolute as ever. From what your Mamma
- 18:11Speaker 2: tells me, there's a third lover in London whom she's
- 18:14Speaker 2: already refused. I'm thankful that you've no lover at all, Molly,
- 18:19Speaker 2: unless that aboard of attempt of mister Coxe's at an
- 18:22Speaker 2: offer long ago can be called a lover.
- 18:24Speaker 1: I never heard of it, Papa, said Molly.
- 18:27Speaker 2: Oh no, I forgot what a fool I was. Why
- 18:31Speaker 2: don't you remember the hurry I was in to get
- 18:33Speaker 2: you off to Hamley Hall the very first time you
- 18:36Speaker 2: ever went. It was all because I got hold of
- 18:39Speaker 2: a desperate love letter from Cox addressed to you.
- 18:43Speaker 1: But Molly was too tired to be amused or even interested.
- 18:47Speaker 1: She could not get over the side of the straight
- 18:49Speaker 1: body covered with a sheet which yet let the outlines
- 18:53Speaker 1: be seen. All that remained of Osborne. Her father had
- 18:57Speaker 1: trusted too much to the motion of the right and
- 19:00Speaker 1: the change of scene from the darkened house he saw
- 19:03Speaker 1: his mistake.
- 19:04Speaker 2: Some one must write to missus Osborne Hamley said he.
- 19:08Speaker 2: I believe her to have a legal right to the name.
- 19:11Speaker 2: But whether or no, she must be told that the
- 19:13Speaker 2: father of her child is dead. Shall you do it?
- 19:16Speaker 1: Or I, oh you please, Papa, I will.
- 19:20Speaker 2: If you wish. But she may have heard of you
- 19:22Speaker 2: as a friend of her dead husband's, while of me
- 19:25Speaker 2: a mere country doctor. It's very probable she has never
- 19:29Speaker 2: heard the name.
- 19:30Speaker 1: If I ought, I will do it. Mister Gibson did
- 19:33Speaker 1: not like this ready acquiescence given in so few words. Too.
- 19:38Speaker 3: There's Hollingford Church spire.
- 19:40Speaker 1: Said she presently, as they drew near the town and
- 19:43Speaker 1: caught a glimpse of the church through the trees. I
- 19:45Speaker 1: think I never wish to go out of sight of
- 19:47Speaker 1: it again.
- 19:48Speaker 2: Nonsense, said he. Why you've all your traveling to do yet.
- 19:52Speaker 2: And if these new fangled railways spread as they say
- 19:55Speaker 2: they will, we shall all be spinning about the world,
- 19:59Speaker 2: sitting on tea kettles, as Phoebe Browning calls it. Miss
- 20:02Speaker 2: Browning wrote such a capital letter of advice to Miss Hornbloer.
- 20:06Speaker 2: I heard of it at the Miller's Miss Hornbloer was
- 20:09Speaker 2: going to travel by railroad for the first time, and
- 20:12Speaker 2: Dorothy was very anxious and sent her directions for her conduct.
- 20:17Speaker 2: One piece of advice was not to sit on the boiler.
- 20:21Speaker 1: Molly laughed a little, as she was expected to do.
- 20:25Speaker 1: Here we are at home at last. Missus Gibson gave
- 20:28Speaker 1: Molly a warm welcome. For one thing, Cynthia was in
- 20:32Speaker 1: disgrace for another. Molly came from the center of news.
- 20:36Speaker 1: For a third, Missus Gibson was really fond of the
- 20:40Speaker 1: girl in her way and sorry to see her pale
- 20:43Speaker 1: heavy looks.
- 20:44Speaker 5: To think of it all being so sudden at last,
- 20:47Speaker 5: not but what I always expected it, and so provoking.
- 20:51Speaker 5: Just when Cynthia had given up Roger, if she had
- 20:54Speaker 5: only waited a day, What does the Squire say to
- 20:57Speaker 5: it all?
- 20:58Speaker 1: He is beaten down with grief, replied Molly.
- 21:01Speaker 5: Indeed, I should not have fancied he had liked the
- 21:04Speaker 5: engagement so much?
- 21:05Speaker 1: What engagement?
- 21:07Speaker 4: Why?
- 21:07Speaker 5: Roger to Cynthia. To be sure, I asked you how
- 21:10Speaker 5: the Squire took her letter announcing the breaking of it off.
- 21:13Speaker 3: Oh, I made a mistake. He hasn't opened his letters
- 21:17Speaker 3: to day. I saw Cynthia's among them.
- 21:20Speaker 5: Now that I call positive disrespect.
- 21:23Speaker 1: I don't know. He did not mean it for such.
- 21:26Speaker 1: Where is Cynthia.
- 21:28Speaker 5: Gone out into the meadow garden? She'll be in directly.
- 21:31Speaker 5: I wanted her to do some errands for me, but
- 21:32Speaker 5: she flatly refused to go into the town. I am
- 21:35Speaker 5: afraid she mismanages her affairs badly, but she won't allow
- 21:39Speaker 5: me to interfere. I hate to look at such things
- 21:41Speaker 5: in a mercenary spirit, but it is provoking to see
- 21:44Speaker 5: her throw over two such good matches, first mister Henderson
- 21:48Speaker 5: and now Roger Hamley. When does the Squire expect Roger?
- 21:52Speaker 5: Does he think he will come back sooner for poor
- 21:54Speaker 5: dear Osborne's death?
- 21:56Speaker 1: I don't know.
- 21:56Speaker 3: He hardly seems to think of anything but Osborne, to
- 22:00Speaker 3: me to have almost forgotten every one else. But perhaps
- 22:03Speaker 3: the news of Osborne's being married and of the child
- 22:06Speaker 3: may rouse him up.
- 22:07Speaker 1: Molly had no doubt that Osborne was really and truly married,
- 22:12Speaker 1: nor had she any idea that her father had never
- 22:15Speaker 1: breathed the facts of which she had told him on
- 22:17Speaker 1: the previous night to his wife or Cynthia. But mister
- 22:21Speaker 1: Gibson had been slightly dubious of the full legality of
- 22:24Speaker 1: the marriage, and had not felt inclined to speak of
- 22:27Speaker 1: it to his wife until that had been ascertained one
- 22:30Speaker 1: way or another. So Missus Gibson exclaimed, what.
- 22:34Speaker 5: Do you mean child married? Osborne married?
- 22:38Speaker 1: Who says?
- 22:38Speaker 4: So?
- 22:39Speaker 1: Oh, dear?
- 22:40Speaker 3: I suppose I ought not to have named it. I'm
- 22:43Speaker 3: very stupid to day. Yes, Osborne has been married a
- 22:47Speaker 3: long time, but the Squire did not know of it
- 22:49Speaker 3: until this morning. I think it has done him good,
- 22:53Speaker 3: But I don't know.
- 22:54Speaker 5: Who is the lady? Why? I call it a shame
- 22:57Speaker 5: to go about as a single man and be married
- 22:59Speaker 5: all the time. If there is one thing that revokes me,
- 23:02Speaker 5: it is duplicity. Who is the lady? Do tell me
- 23:06Speaker 5: all you know about it.
- 23:07Speaker 1: There's a dear. She's French and a Roman Catholic, said
- 23:11Speaker 1: Molly French.
- 23:13Speaker 5: Ah, they are such beguiling women. And he was so
- 23:16Speaker 5: much abroad. You said there was a child? Is it
- 23:19Speaker 5: a boy or girl?
- 23:20Speaker 1: I did not hear. I did not ask. Molly did
- 23:23Speaker 1: not think it necessary to do more than answer questions. Indeed,
- 23:28Speaker 1: she was vexed enough to have told anything of what
- 23:31Speaker 1: her father evidently considered it desirable to keep secret. Just
- 23:35Speaker 1: then Cynthia came wandering into the room with a careless,
- 23:39Speaker 1: hopeless look in her face, which Molly noticed at once.
- 23:43Speaker 1: She had not heard of Molly's arrival and had no
- 23:46Speaker 1: idea that she was returned until she saw her sitting there.
- 23:50Speaker 6: Molly, Darling, is that you. You're as welcome as the
- 23:53Speaker 6: flowers in May, though you've not been gone twenty four hours.
- 23:56Speaker 6: But the house isn't the same when you are away.
- 23:59Speaker 5: And she brings us such news too, said missus Gibson.
- 24:03Speaker 5: I'm really almost glad you wrote to the squire yesterday,
- 24:06Speaker 5: for if you had waited till to day, I thought
- 24:08Speaker 5: you were in too great a hurry. At the time,
- 24:10Speaker 5: he might have thought you had some interested reason for
- 24:12Speaker 5: giving up your engagement. Osborne Hamley was married all this time,
- 24:16Speaker 5: unknown to everybody, and has got a child too.
- 24:20Speaker 1: Osborne married, exclaimed Cynthia.
- 24:23Speaker 6: If ever a man looked a bachelor, he did, poor Osborne,
- 24:27Speaker 6: with his fair, delicate elegance. He looks so young and boyish.
- 24:31Speaker 5: Yes, it was a great piece of deceit, and I
- 24:33Speaker 5: can't easily forgive him for it. Only think if he
- 24:37Speaker 5: had paid either of you any particular attention, and you
- 24:39Speaker 5: had fallen in love with him, or he might have
- 24:41Speaker 5: broken your heart or Molly's either. I can't forgive him,
- 24:44Speaker 5: even though he is dead, poor fellow.
- 24:47Speaker 6: Well, as he never did pay either of us any
- 24:49Speaker 6: particular attention, and as we neither of us did fall
- 24:52Speaker 6: in love with him. I think I only feel sorry
- 24:54Speaker 6: that he had all the trouble and worry of concealment.
- 24:56Speaker 1: Cynthia spoke with a pretty keen recollection of how much
- 25:00Speaker 1: trouble and worry her concealment had cost her.
- 25:04Speaker 5: And now, of course it is a son and will
- 25:05Speaker 5: be the heir, and Roger will be just as poorly
- 25:08Speaker 5: off as ever. I hope you'll take care and let
- 25:10Speaker 5: the squire know. Cynthia was quite ignorant of these new
- 25:13Speaker 5: facts that have come out when she wrote those letters. Molly,
- 25:16Speaker 5: I should not like a suspicion of worldliness to rest
- 25:18Speaker 5: upon any one with whom I had any concern.
- 25:21Speaker 3: He hasn't read Cynthia's letter yet, Oh, do let me
- 25:24Speaker 3: bring it home unopened, said Molly. Send another letter to
- 25:28Speaker 3: Roger now at once. It will reach him at the
- 25:31Speaker 3: same time. He will get both when he arrives at
- 25:34Speaker 3: the cape and make him on the stand, which is
- 25:36Speaker 3: the last the real one. Think he will hear of
- 25:40Speaker 3: Osborne's death at the same time two such sad things,
- 25:44Speaker 3: do Cynthia, No.
- 25:46Speaker 1: My dear, said missus Gibson.
- 25:49Speaker 5: I could not allow that, even if Cynthia felt inclined
- 25:51Speaker 5: for it, asking to be re engaged to him at
- 25:55Speaker 5: any rate. She must wait now until he proposes again
- 25:58Speaker 5: and we see how things turn out.
- 26:00Speaker 1: But Molly kept her pleading eyes fixed on Cynthia. No,
- 26:04Speaker 1: said Cynthia, firmly, but not without consideration.
- 26:08Speaker 6: It cannot be. I've felt more content this last night
- 26:12Speaker 6: than I've done for weeks past. I'm glad to be free.
- 26:15Speaker 6: I dreaded Roger's goodness and learning in all that he
- 26:18Speaker 6: was not in my way, and I don't believe I
- 26:20Speaker 6: should have ever married him, even without knowing of all
- 26:23Speaker 6: these ill natured stories that are circulating about me, and
- 26:26Speaker 6: which he would hear of and expect me to explain
- 26:29Speaker 6: and be sorry for and penitent and humble. I know
- 26:33Speaker 6: he could not have made me happy, and I don't
- 26:34Speaker 6: believe he would have been happy with me. It must
- 26:37Speaker 6: stay as it is. I would rather be a governess
- 26:39Speaker 6: than married to him. I should get weary of him
- 26:41Speaker 6: every day of my life, weary.
- 26:44Speaker 1: Of Roger, said Molly to herself. It is the best
- 26:47Speaker 1: as it is. I see, she answered aloud.
- 26:51Speaker 3: Only I'm very sorry for him, very he did love you,
- 26:54Speaker 3: so you will never get any one to love you
- 26:57Speaker 3: like him.
- 26:58Speaker 6: Very well. I must take my check, and too much
- 27:01Speaker 6: love is rather oppressive to me, I believe, I like
- 27:03Speaker 6: her great deal widely spread about not talk confine to
- 27:06Speaker 6: one individual lover.
- 27:08Speaker 3: I don't believe you, said Molly. But don't let us
- 27:11Speaker 3: talk any more about it. It is best as it is,
- 27:15Speaker 3: I thought. I almost felt sure you would be sorry
- 27:17Speaker 3: this morning. But we will leave it alone now.
- 27:21Speaker 1: She sat silently, looking out of the window, her heart
- 27:24Speaker 1: sorely stirred. She scarcely knew how or why, but she
- 27:28Speaker 1: could not have spoken. Most likely she would have begun
- 27:32Speaker 1: to cry if she had spoken. Cynthia stole softly up
- 27:36Speaker 1: to her. After a while, you are vexed with me, Molly,
- 27:40Speaker 1: she began in a low voice. But Molly turned sharply round.
- 27:44Speaker 1: I I have no business at all in the affair.
- 27:47Speaker 1: It tis for you to judge. Do what you think right.
- 27:51Speaker 1: I believe you have done right, only I don't want
- 27:54Speaker 1: to discuss it and poy it over we talk. I
- 27:57Speaker 1: am very much tired, dear gently now she spoke, and.
- 28:00Speaker 3: I hardly know what I say. If I speak crossly,
- 28:04Speaker 3: don't mind it.
- 28:05Speaker 1: Cynthia did not reply at once. Then she said, to.
- 28:09Speaker 6: Think I might go with you and help you. I
- 28:11Speaker 6: might have done yesterday. And you say he hasn't opened
- 28:13Speaker 6: my letters, so he has not heard as yet. I
- 28:16Speaker 6: was always fond of poor Osborne in my way. You
- 28:18Speaker 6: know I cannot tell.
- 28:20Speaker 1: I have no right to say, replied Molly, scarcely understanding
- 28:24Speaker 1: Cynthia's motives, which after all, were only impulses. In this case,
- 28:29Speaker 1: Papa would be able to judge. I think perhaps you
- 28:32Speaker 1: had better not, but don't go by my opinion. I
- 28:36Speaker 1: can only tell what I should wish to do in
- 28:37Speaker 1: your place.
- 28:38Speaker 6: It was as much for your sake as any one's.
- 28:40Speaker 1: Molly said Cynthia.
- 28:43Speaker 3: Oh, then don't I am tired to day with sitting up,
- 28:46Speaker 3: But to morrow I shall be all right, and I
- 28:49Speaker 3: should not like it if for my sake you came
- 28:51Speaker 3: into the house at so solemn a time.
- 28:54Speaker 1: Very well, said Cynthia, half glad that her impulsive offer
- 28:58Speaker 1: was declined, for, as she said, thinking to herself.
- 29:02Speaker 6: It would have been not quite after all.
- 29:04Speaker 1: So Molly went back in the carriage alone, wondering how
- 29:08Speaker 1: she should find the squire, wondering what discoveries he had
- 29:12Speaker 1: made among Osborne's papers, and at what conviction he would
- 29:16Speaker 1: have arrived. End of Chapter fifty two.