Latest / Murder Files Unsealed / Kenya Starvation Cult Murder Trial
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- 0:00Speaker 1: You know, usually when we talk about a medical diagnosis,
- 0:03Speaker 1: there's this expectation of absolute precision, like engineering almost. Right.
- 0:08Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 0:08Speaker 1: You break your arm. The x-ray shows that jagged white
- 0:11Speaker 1: line in the bone. The doctor just points and says,
- 0:13Speaker 1: you know, there it is.
- 0:14Speaker 2: It's totally binary.
- 0:15Speaker 1: Right. It's broken or it's not.
- 0:17Speaker 2: Exactly.
- 0:18Speaker 1: And there is something deeply comforting about that, I think.
- 0:20Speaker 1: We desperately want things to be visible. We want to
- 0:24Speaker 1: categorize the damage.
- 0:26Speaker 2: Because if you can see the break, you know exactly
- 0:28Speaker 2: how to set the cast. I mean, the solution is
- 0:30Speaker 2: as clear as the problem. Right.
- 0:33Speaker 1: But then you step into the world of human behavior, specifically,
- 0:36Speaker 1: you know, psychological manipulation and high control groups, and suddenly
- 0:41Speaker 1: that x-ray machine is just entirely useless.
- 0:44Speaker 2: Oh, completely. It's a completely different landscape.
- 0:47Speaker 1: Yeah, it's fundamentally murky. And I was thinking about that
- 0:50Speaker 1: exact idea, that deeply human desire for a clean, visible break,
- 0:55Speaker 1: a simple... point-and-say explanation when looking at the tragedy in
- 0:59Speaker 1: the Shakahola Forest in Kenya.
- 1:01Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a profound example of that.
- 1:04Speaker 1: And if you're joining us today, you're probably the kind
- 1:05Speaker 1: of person who seeks to understand the deeper why and
- 1:08Speaker 1: how behind these complex, difficult, human events without getting overwhelmed
- 1:15Speaker 1: by just raw data.
- 1:16Speaker 2: Right, you want the mechanics behind the headlines.
- 1:19Speaker 1: Exactly. Because we want to point at a catastrophic event
- 1:22Speaker 1: like the discovery of over 400 bodies in buried in
- 1:25Speaker 1: shallow graves and say, well, there, that's the exact moment
- 1:28Speaker 1: the bone broke. That is the one simple reason this happened.
- 1:32Speaker 1: But it just doesn't work that way.
- 1:34Speaker 2: No, it never does with extreme coercion. I mean, we
- 1:37Speaker 2: are looking at the case of Paul McKenzie, right? A
- 1:41Speaker 2: Kenyan cult leader who's been charged with 191 murders. And
- 1:44Speaker 2: the core allegations are that he and his enforcers within
- 1:47Speaker 2: this group, the Good News International Church, systematically orchestrated the
- 1:51Speaker 2: mass starvation of their own followers, basically urging them to
- 1:55Speaker 2: die to, quote, go see Jesus.
- 1:57Speaker 1: Which is just terrifying. It is.
- 2:00Speaker 2: And McKenzie and 29 others have pleaded not guilty to
- 2:03Speaker 2: all of this. Murder, acts of terror, child cruelty. But
- 2:06Speaker 2: when you look at the sheer scale of 400 bodies,
- 2:09Speaker 2: the central question isn't just what happened. It's the mechanics
- 2:12Speaker 2: of how.
- 2:14Speaker 1: Right, because our mission today in this deep dive isn't
- 2:16Speaker 1: just to give you a true crime summary. We really
- 2:18Speaker 1: want to unpack the anatomy of this tragedy impartially.
- 2:21Speaker 2: Right.
- 2:22Speaker 1: How does an open, locally welcomed church transition into a lethal,
- 2:27Speaker 1: isolated encampment? Because this didn't start in a remote forest
- 2:31Speaker 1: with a mass grave.
- 2:32Speaker 2: No, not at all.
- 2:33Speaker 1: It started in the open. The Good News International Church
- 2:37Speaker 1: operated publicly in the coastal town of Malindi until it
- 2:40Speaker 1: was shut down in 2019. And Malindi is a connected,
- 2:43Speaker 1: populated town. People were living normal lives there.
- 2:46Speaker 2: Yeah, it was a completely integrated operation at first.
- 2:50Speaker 1: But then, in 2022, McKenzie and his followers pack up
- 2:53Speaker 1: and relocate. They move 70 kilometers, which is about 43
- 2:57Speaker 1: miles west, into the Shakahola Forest.
- 3:01Speaker 2: And that 70-kilometer move, I mean, that is the foundational
- 3:04Speaker 2: architecture of everything that follows. Shakahola is sparsely populated. Today,
- 3:09Speaker 2: it's this expansive lockdown crime scene under 24-hour police guard.
- 3:14Speaker 2: But when McKenzie arrived, it was just remote available land.
- 3:17Speaker 1: But you didn't just, you know, sneak in under the
- 3:19Speaker 1: cover of darkness. You actually met with the locals. There's
- 3:22Speaker 1: an account from a 65-year-old village elder there, Chungawa Mangi.
- 3:26Speaker 2: Right, the elder. Yeah.
- 3:28Speaker 1: Mangi says he met McKenzie when McKenzie was buying the land.
- 3:31Speaker 1: And McKenzie's stated reason for moving was that he wanted
- 3:34Speaker 1: a farm. And Mangi's response was literally, quote, we welcomed him.
- 3:39Speaker 2: I mean, think about the psychological brilliance of that specific
- 3:42Speaker 2: cover story. Farming.
- 3:44Speaker 1: Yeah, it sounds so wholesome.
- 3:45Speaker 2: It does. It immediately evokes an agrarian, peaceful, self-sustaining lifestyle.
- 3:51Speaker 2: It frames the group not as a radical religious sect,
- 3:54Speaker 2: but as a harmless commune.
- 3:56Speaker 1: It's super disarming.
- 3:57Speaker 2: Completely disarming. Because it fits a narrative we inherently trust.
- 4:00Speaker 2: You know, hard work and living off the land.
- 4:03Speaker 1: And it worked. The locals didn't just tolerate this new group,
- 4:06Speaker 1: they actively integrated with them. Over time, the residents noticed
- 4:09Speaker 1: Mackenzie was hosting a lot of people and running a church.
- 4:12Speaker 1: But it wasn't a problem because the church followers were
- 4:14Speaker 1: actually boosting the local micro-economy.
- 4:16Speaker 2: Right. They were spending money. Yeah.
- 4:18Speaker 1: They were coming into the village, buying supplies, shopping at
- 4:20Speaker 1: local stalls. They were paying customers.
- 4:22Speaker 2: Which is a brilliant dual-purpose strategy. First, as you said,
- 4:26Speaker 2: it cements their harmless reputation with the surrounding community. They
- 4:30Speaker 2: aren't a threat. They are a financial asset. Yeah. But
- 4:34Speaker 2: more insidiously, it maintains an illusion of freedom for the
- 4:37Speaker 2: followers themselves. In those early days, the worshippers would travel
- 4:40Speaker 2: from their homes, go to the Shakahola forest, and then return.
- 4:45Speaker 1: It was a commute.
- 4:46Speaker 2: Exactly, a commute.
- 4:47Speaker 1: Wait, I need to stop you there, because 70 kilometers
- 4:50Speaker 1: is what, like a 45-minute drive? Maybe an hour? Roughly, yeah.
- 4:54Speaker 1: So it's not the dark side of the moon. If
- 4:57Speaker 1: I move out to a farming commune, and suddenly the
- 4:59Speaker 1: vibe shifts, and there are guards telling me I can't leave,
- 5:02Speaker 1: my bags are packed that afternoon.
- 5:04Speaker 2: Sure.
- 5:05Speaker 1: So why didn't they just walk out on day two? Like,
- 5:07Speaker 1: if the gates weren't locked initially, why did everyone stay
- 5:11Speaker 1: until they were locked?
- 5:12Speaker 2: Well, that's the logical assumption we all make from the outside,
- 5:15Speaker 2: but you're thinking about this like a sudden prison sentence.
- 5:18Speaker 2: It wasn't. It was a boiling frog scenario.
- 5:22Speaker 1: Okay, right.
- 5:23Speaker 2: Moving 70 kilometers into a sparsely populated area creates a
- 5:27Speaker 2: geographic and informational vacuum. But if you lock the doors
- 5:30Speaker 2: on day one, human survival instincts kick in. People panic.
- 5:33Speaker 1: Yeah, they rebel immediately. Right.
- 5:35Speaker 2: So the leadership doesn't lock the doors. They allow the commute.
- 5:39Speaker 2: They allow the shopping in the village. This normalizes the new,
- 5:43Speaker 2: isolated environment.
- 5:45Speaker 1: Oh, I see.
- 5:46Speaker 2: By the time the followers realize the environment is hostile,
- 5:49Speaker 2: they have already invested so much. Physically, financially, and emotionally
- 5:53Speaker 2: into this new life.
- 5:55Speaker 1: Ah, the sunk cost fallacy.
- 5:57Speaker 2: Exactly. But totally weaponized. They've alienated their non-believing friends back
- 6:01Speaker 2: in Malindi. They've sold their assets to move.
- 6:04Speaker 1: So when the.
- 6:04Speaker 2: Rules slowly start to tighten, the psychological barrier to leaving
- 6:08Speaker 2: is actually much higher than the physical 70 kilometer distance.
- 6:12Speaker 1: It makes me think about this almost romanticized idea we
- 6:16Speaker 1: have in modern society of going off the grid.
- 6:18Speaker 2: Oh, totally.
- 6:19Speaker 1: People are constantly talking about leaving the noise of the city,
- 6:22Speaker 1: buying a plot of land in the woods, starting fresh.
- 6:25Speaker 1: It sounds incredibly idyllic. But listening to this, it feels
- 6:28Speaker 1: like the line between a utopian commune and a high-control
- 6:32Speaker 1: prison is just terrifyingly thin.
- 6:35Speaker 2: It is razor thin. And the transition is rarely a loud,
- 6:39Speaker 2: violent takeover. It's a quiet closing of doors. The accounts
- 6:43Speaker 2: indicate that it wasn't until late 2022 that the followers
- 6:46Speaker 2: were explicitly held against their will. The transition from members
- 6:49Speaker 2: voluntarily traveling to being hostages, well, that represents the snapping
- 6:54Speaker 2: of a psychological trap that took months to build.
- 6:56Speaker 1: And so what happens when that trap snaps shut? Because
- 6:59Speaker 1: the reality inside that forest, once the literal and figurative
- 7:02Speaker 1: gates closed, it completely detached from the outside world. Completely.
- 7:07Speaker 1: And we only know the mechanics of that because of
- 7:08Speaker 1: the people who survived it. There is this incredibly harrowing
- 7:12Speaker 1: account from a 29-year-old woman. She's referred to as Nima
- 7:15Speaker 1: to protect her identity.
- 7:16Speaker 2: Right. The survivor testimony.
- 7:18Speaker 1: Yeah. She had been a follower back in Malindi and
- 7:21Speaker 1: followed Mackenzie to the forest in 2022. She is a
- 7:23Speaker 1: mother of four. She was two months pregnant when she
- 7:28Speaker 1: entered the forest for the last time. And she says
- 7:31Speaker 1: by late 2022, they were held entirely against their will
- 7:34Speaker 1: and women were repeatedly raped by guards.
- 7:37Speaker 2: See, this completely obliterates the farming commune alibi. We are
- 7:41Speaker 2: now looking at systemic structural violence. The moment a group
- 7:45Speaker 2: introduces guards whose specific mandate is to enforce physical boundaries
- 7:49Speaker 2: and commit sexual violence as a subjugation tactic, You are
- 7:53Speaker 2: no longer looking at a religious congregation.
- 7:55Speaker 1: No, not at all.
- 7:56Speaker 2: You are analyzing an internment camp. The guards are there
- 7:58Speaker 2: to ensure that the psychological control is backed by inescapable
- 8:02Speaker 2: physical consequence.
- 8:03Speaker 1: And then the leadership makes this massive structural pivot. Nima
- 8:07Speaker 1: says the preaching just stopped. The leader stood up and
- 8:10Speaker 1: announced to the followers, quote, we're now done with teachings.
- 8:13Speaker 1: We only wait to meet Jesus.
- 8:15Speaker 2: Done with teachings.
- 8:16Speaker 1: That phrase is chilling because of what it triggers neurologically
- 8:19Speaker 1: and socially within a closed group.
- 8:21Speaker 2: How so?
- 8:22Speaker 1: Well, in any high-control environment, the indoctrination phase, the teachings,
- 8:26Speaker 1: the sermons, the theology, is designed to prepare followers for
- 8:30Speaker 1: a specific future. It gives them a purpose. When a
- 8:33Speaker 1: leader says, we are done with teachings, they are explicitly
- 8:36Speaker 1: severing the future.
- 8:37Speaker 2: There's no tomorrow to plan for. Right.
- 8:40Speaker 1: It signals the end of the ideological phase and the
- 8:43Speaker 1: immediate beginning of the execution phase. There's nothing left to
- 8:48Speaker 1: debate or learn.
- 8:49Speaker 2: Wow.
- 8:50Speaker 1: The only remaining action is the conclusion of the mandate,
- 8:53Speaker 1: which in this case was death. And an execution phase
- 8:57Speaker 1: of this scale requires total physiological control over the victims.
- 9:01Speaker 2: Which brings us to the starvation.
- 9:03Speaker 1: And this wasn't just, you know, skip a meal today.
- 9:05Speaker 1: It was a highly calculated deprivation.
- 9:08Speaker 2: Very calculated.
- 9:10Speaker 1: Nima says that at first the followers were given half
- 9:12Speaker 1: a cup of tea and a single slice of bread
- 9:14Speaker 1: in the morning. That was their entire caloric intake for
- 9:18Speaker 1: a 24-hour cycle.
- 9:19Speaker 2: Let's break down the biology of that because it's central
- 9:22Speaker 2: to the control mechanism. Half a cup of tea and
- 9:25Speaker 2: one slice of bread is roughly, what, 100 calories?
- 9:28Speaker 1: Yeah, practically nothing. Right.
- 9:30Speaker 2: An average adult needs around 2,000 calories just to maintain
- 9:33Speaker 2: basic physiological function. When you force a human body, especially
- 9:38Speaker 2: a pregnant woman or a child, into that massive of
- 9:41Speaker 2: a caloric deficit, the brain fundamentally changes.
- 9:45Speaker 1: It goes into survival mode, right?
- 9:46Speaker 2: Worse. the prefrontal cortex, which handles complex reasoning, critical thinking,
- 9:51Speaker 2: and emotional regulation, begins to literally shut down to conserve energy.
- 9:56Speaker 1: So they aren't just weakening the body, they are systematically
- 9:59Speaker 1: disabling the brain's ability to resist.
- 10:01Speaker 2: Precisely. You cannot plan a complex escape or organize a
- 10:06Speaker 2: rebellion when your brain is cannibalizing its own tissue to
- 10:09Speaker 2: keep your heart beating.
- 10:11Speaker 1: God. And then it escalated to absolute zero. No food,
- 10:15Speaker 1: no water. Nima describes a desperation that is just visceral.
- 10:20Speaker 1: She says people would sneak into the bush to pick
- 10:22Speaker 1: wild berries to eat, or they would scoop water directly
- 10:26Speaker 1: out of the dirt with their bare hands.
- 10:28Speaker 2: Just unimaginable desperation.
- 10:29Speaker 1: Yeah. But they could only do this in secret. They
- 10:32Speaker 1: had to wait for the guards to take their own
- 10:34Speaker 1: meal breaks.
- 10:35Speaker 2: Notice that stark division of reality. The starvation was not
- 10:39Speaker 2: a universal communal sacrifice. The leadership and the enforcers were eating.
- 10:44Speaker 1: Right.
- 10:44Speaker 2: They maintained their biological strength, their caloric dominance. while the
- 10:48Speaker 2: followers were systematically drained. This creates an insurmountable physical power imbalance.
- 10:54Speaker 1: And it completely shatters the narrative that this was a willing,
- 10:58Speaker 1: shared spiritual journey. I mean, you have guards eating hot
- 11:01Speaker 1: meals while a pregnant woman is digging in the dirt
- 11:04Speaker 1: for roots in secret.
- 11:06Speaker 2: That's completely hypocritical.
- 11:08Speaker 1: But there's another detail Nima mentions that I just can't
- 11:11Speaker 1: stop thinking about. She says that silence was strictly enforced.
- 11:16Speaker 1: Group chatting? It was completely forbidden.
- 11:18Speaker 2: Yeah, that is the cornerstone of extreme psychological control. It
- 11:22Speaker 2: goes back to a concept often referred to as the
- 11:25Speaker 2: bite model in studying authoritarian groups.
- 11:28Speaker 1: Bite model.
- 11:28Speaker 2: Yeah. Behavior, information, thought, and emotional control. Enforcing silence is
- 11:34Speaker 2: absolute information and thought control. If you are starving and
- 11:37Speaker 2: the person sitting next to you is starving, human nature
- 11:40Speaker 2: dictates that you look at each other and say, this
- 11:43Speaker 2: is wrong. We are dying. We need to fight back.
- 11:46Speaker 1: Reality testing. You need someone else to confirm that you
- 11:49Speaker 1: aren't crazy for wanting to live.
- 11:50Speaker 2: Yes, exactly. But if communication is violently forbidden, you isolate
- 11:55Speaker 2: every single victim inside the prison of their own deteriorating mind. Wow.
- 11:59Speaker 2: They cannot reality test. They cannot coordinate. They cannot build solidarity.
- 12:03Speaker 2: Silence turns a group of hundreds of potential resistors into
- 12:07Speaker 2: hundreds of isolated, helpless individuals.
- 12:10Speaker 1: It's essentially a massive open-air sensory deprivation tank. If you
- 12:15Speaker 1: take away food, if you isolate them 70 kilometers from
- 12:19Speaker 1: society and then you strip away their ability to even
- 12:22Speaker 1: speak to one another, I mean, the human mind has
- 12:24Speaker 1: absolutely nothing to anchor itself to except the commands of
- 12:27Speaker 1: the guards.
- 12:27Speaker 2: Nothing at all.
- 12:28Speaker 1: So I have to ask, at what point do we
- 12:30Speaker 1: stop calling this a radical religious group? Because with the
- 12:35Speaker 1: physical barriers, the sexual violence, the enforced silence, and the
- 12:39Speaker 1: deliberate caloric deprivation, this just sounds like a massive hostage
- 12:43Speaker 1: situation where the kidnappers are using theology instead of a
- 12:46Speaker 1: ransom note.
- 12:47Speaker 2: I think hostage situation is the most clinically accurate way
- 12:50Speaker 2: to describe it, honestly. The theology became the alibi for
- 12:54Speaker 2: the coercion.
- 12:55Speaker 1: Well, Nima did eventually escape. She and two friends reached
- 12:59Speaker 1: a breaking point, and they plotted to get out. But
- 13:02Speaker 1: even hatching that plan was nearly impossible because they couldn't speak.
- 13:06Speaker 2: Right, the silence rule.
- 13:07Speaker 1: Yeah. They had to wait for the guards to take
- 13:09Speaker 1: a meal break, go into their mud-walled hut, close the door,
- 13:14Speaker 1: and physically break a hole through the rear mud wall
- 13:17Speaker 1: in total silence.
- 13:18Speaker 2: That's incredible.
- 13:20Speaker 1: They couldn't walk out the door. They had to burrow
- 13:22Speaker 1: out like prisoners of war. They eventually made it to
- 13:25Speaker 1: a road, and a motorist took them to a hospital.
- 13:28Speaker 2: Her escape is a testament to immense human resilience, but
- 13:32Speaker 2: it also really highlights just how formidable the physical architecture
- 13:36Speaker 2: of that camp was.
- 13:38Speaker 1: But hundreds of others did not make it through that
- 13:40Speaker 1: mud wall, including an unimaginable number of children. And this
- 13:45Speaker 1: brings us to the most devastating aspect of the Shakahola tragedy. Yes.
- 13:48Speaker 1: Because this starvation wasn't just a chaotic, free-for-all situation. The methods,
- 13:54Speaker 1: and specifically the order of death, reveal a highly calculated,
- 13:58Speaker 1: deeply sinister hierarchy of sacrifice.
- 14:02Speaker 2: According to the survivors, the leadership implemented a strict schedule
- 14:05Speaker 2: for who was to die first. The children were the
- 14:09Speaker 2: absolute first group identified. They were forced to fast until they, quote,
- 14:13Speaker 2: went to sleep. The women were ordered to follow them next.
- 14:16Speaker 1: And the details of this are just agonizing. Mothers were
- 14:19Speaker 1: explicitly instructed by the leadership not to breastfeed their infants.
- 14:23Speaker 1: They were told to let their babies cry until they
- 14:25Speaker 1: died so that they could, quote, go to Jesus. They
- 14:28Speaker 1: also preached against any modern medicine or vaccines.
- 14:31Speaker 2: I want to spend some time on this because it
- 14:33Speaker 2: is extremely difficult to comprehend how a parent could comply
- 14:37Speaker 2: with this. How does a mother not feed her crying baby?
- 14:40Speaker 1: Yeah, I just don't understand it.
- 14:42Speaker 2: To understand this, we have to look at the psychological
- 14:44Speaker 2: phenomenon of cognitive dissonance, but weaponized to an apocalyptic degree.
- 14:49Speaker 1: Break that down for me, because my brain simply rejects
- 14:51Speaker 1: the premise that a loving parent could sit there and
- 14:53Speaker 1: watch that happen. It goes against every biological imperative we
- 14:56Speaker 1: have as a species. It does.
- 14:58Speaker 2: The biological imperative to protect your offspring is one of
- 15:02Speaker 2: the strongest forces in nature. So when an authoritarian leader
- 15:05Speaker 2: mandates that you must starve your child, the parent's brain
- 15:09Speaker 2: is thrown into an unendurable state of cognitive dissonance, which
- 15:12Speaker 2: is the immense psychological pain of holding two entirely contradictory
- 15:17Speaker 2: truths at the same time. Truth A, I am a
- 15:20Speaker 2: good parent who loves my child. Truth B, I am
- 15:24Speaker 2: allowing my child to be starved to death.
- 15:26Speaker 1: Those two things cannot exist in the same reality.
- 15:28Speaker 2: Exactly. The human mind literally cannot tolerate the friction of
- 15:32Speaker 2: that contradiction. It will break. So to survive the psychological
- 15:37Speaker 2: trauma of the moment, The brain has to radically rewrite reality. Okay.
- 15:42Speaker 1: So how does it do that?
- 15:43Speaker 2: The parent cannot accept truth be that they are murdering
- 15:46Speaker 2: their child. So they adopt the cult's narrative with absolute
- 15:50Speaker 2: fanatical devotion. They convince themselves, I am not starving my child.
- 15:55Speaker 2: I am saving their eternal soul from a corrupt world.
- 15:58Speaker 2: I am guaranteeing their salvation.
- 16:00Speaker 1: Because if they admit it's murder, the guilt would instantly
- 16:03Speaker 1: annihilate them.
- 16:04Speaker 2: Precisely. Forcing the children to die first is the most
- 16:08Speaker 2: calculated method of breaking the adults. Once a parent has
- 16:11Speaker 2: watched their child die for this ideology, the psychological investment
- 16:15Speaker 2: becomes absolute.
- 16:16Speaker 1: The sunk cost fallacy again.
- 16:18Speaker 2: Yes, but reaching its horrifying apex. To stop the fast
- 16:22Speaker 2: after your child is dead is to admit that your
- 16:24Speaker 2: child died for a lie. It's to admit that you
- 16:27Speaker 2: allowed it for nothing.
- 16:28Speaker 1: Oh, wow.
- 16:30Speaker 2: No human mind wants to face that abyss. So the
- 16:32Speaker 2: parent must fully surrender. They must continue their own fast
- 16:35Speaker 2: to the death because cementing their compliance is the only
- 16:38Speaker 2: way to validate the horrific sacrifice they just made.
- 16:41Speaker 1: It is the ultimate psychological trap.
- 16:44Speaker 2: You force them to commit an act so unnatural that
- 16:46Speaker 2: their only defense mechanism is total devotion to the person
- 16:50Speaker 2: who made them do it. That is the exact mechanism
- 16:52Speaker 2: of control.
- 16:53Speaker 1: But the narrative that McKenzie and his defense team lean on,
- 16:56Speaker 1: that this was just a peaceful, willing, spiritual fast, is
- 17:00Speaker 1: completely shattered by the physical evidence the authorities are uncovering.
- 17:04Speaker 2: Completely.
- 17:05Speaker 1: Police and prosecutors allege that alongside the starvation, some victims
- 17:09Speaker 1: did not just fade away. They allege that victims may
- 17:12Speaker 1: have been strangled, suffocated, or beaten to death using blunt objects.
- 17:15Speaker 2: And this changes the entire forensic and psychological landscape. A
- 17:19Speaker 2: willing fast implies agency. It implies peace. But starvation is slow.
- 17:25Speaker 2: It takes weeks. And over those weeks, the survival instinct
- 17:30Speaker 2: will inevitably flare up. People will change their minds. A
- 17:33Speaker 2: mother might suddenly try to feed her child. A teenager
- 17:36Speaker 2: might try to run.
- 17:38Speaker 1: The cognitive dissonance breaks.
- 17:39Speaker 2: Yes, and the moment that internal belief fractures, the leadership
- 17:43Speaker 2: can no longer rely on psychology to keep them there.
- 17:46Speaker 2: They have to rely on brute force.
- 17:47Speaker 1: Hence the blunt objects.
- 17:49Speaker 2: Right. The presence of blunt force trauma and strangulation strongly
- 17:53Speaker 2: indicates that when the ideology failed to keep people in line,
- 17:56Speaker 2: the guards acted as executioners. You do not need a
- 17:59Speaker 2: blunt object to manage someone who wants to die. You
- 18:02Speaker 2: only use it on someone who is fighting to live.
- 18:05Speaker 1: Which brings me to the absolute glaring hypocrisy of Paul
- 18:09Speaker 1: McKenzie himself. He surrendered to authorities in April of 2023
- 18:13Speaker 1: when the bodies were discovered. He pleaded not guilty. He
- 18:17Speaker 1: denies forcing anyone to starve.
- 18:19Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 18:20Speaker 1: But there's a detail in the records that just made
- 18:23Speaker 1: my jaw drop. At one point during the lengthy legal proceedings,
- 18:27Speaker 1: McKenzie actually stood up and complained to the court. that
- 18:31Speaker 1: the police had denied him food while he was in custody.
- 18:34Speaker 2: The irony is almost difficult to process. It reveals the
- 18:40Speaker 2: sociopathic disconnect of the leadership.
- 18:42Speaker 1: It's beyond irony. I picture it like, you know, a
- 18:45Speaker 1: general who sends thousands of troops to die in the
- 18:47Speaker 1: freezing trenches on the front lines. And meanwhile, he's sitting
- 18:50Speaker 1: in a reinforced climate control bunker miles away, throwing a
- 18:54Speaker 1: tantrum because his morning coffee is cold.
- 18:56Speaker 2: That's a very apt analogy.
- 18:59Speaker 1: McKenzie is complaining about missing a meal in a jail
- 19:02Speaker 1: cell while 400 people, including infants, died of agonizing, prolonged
- 19:07Speaker 1: starvation under his direct oversight in that forest.
- 19:11Speaker 2: It is like that general, but it's actually much more insidious.
- 19:15Speaker 2: A general, at the very least, relies on a formal
- 19:18Speaker 2: chain of command and the understanding of a literal war.
- 19:22Speaker 2: McKenzie relied on weaponized faith. He wasn't just hiding from
- 19:26Speaker 2: the physical suffering. He constructed a reality where he convinced
- 19:29Speaker 2: his troops that dying in the dirt was their own idea,
- 19:34Speaker 2: their own spiritual elevation. His complaint about the jail food
- 19:38Speaker 2: proves that the doctrine of starvation was a weapon designed
- 19:41Speaker 2: exclusively for others, never for himself.
- 19:44Speaker 1: So we have this heavily guarded encampment where children are
- 19:47Speaker 1: being starved, women are being assaulted. and anyone who tries
- 19:51Speaker 1: to escape is potentially being bludgeoned. The massive question that
- 19:55Speaker 1: hangs over all of this is, where was everyone else?
- 19:59Speaker 2: Right, the outside world.
- 20:01Speaker 1: How does a society not notice a slow-motion massacre happening
- 20:05Speaker 1: 40 miles outside of town? But the agonizing truth is
- 20:09Speaker 1: that people did notice.
- 20:10Speaker 2: They absolutely did. This is where we have to examine
- 20:13Speaker 2: the systemic breakdown of institutional safeguards. Because the myth that
- 20:17Speaker 2: these groups exist in a total vacuum is just that,
- 20:19Speaker 2: a myth. There is always friction with the outside world.
- 20:23Speaker 1: And that friction started with Chungawa Mangi, the 65-year-old village
- 20:27Speaker 1: elder who initially thought Mackenzie was just a harmless farmer. Well,
- 20:31Speaker 1: the illusion eventually cracked.
- 20:33Speaker 2: It always does.
- 20:34Speaker 1: The first warning sign was economic. The church followers... completely
- 20:38Speaker 1: stopped coming to the village shops. They vanished from the
- 20:41Speaker 1: local ecosystem. And then the horror literally stumbled onto Mangi's doorstep.
- 20:47Speaker 1: Mangi recalls an incident where three teenagers emerged from the
- 20:50Speaker 1: forest and showed up at his house begging for help.
- 20:53Speaker 2: And they were in terrible shape.
- 20:55Speaker 1: They were severely emaciated. Mangi took them in and fed them,
- 20:59Speaker 1: and he noted this incredibly disturbing visceral detail. He said, quote,
- 21:04Speaker 1: For the first three days, one of them had a
- 21:06Speaker 1: running stomach. And what came out looked like soil.
- 21:10Speaker 2: That specific detail is biologically horrifying, and it speaks volumes
- 21:15Speaker 2: about the timeline of the starvation. When a human body
- 21:18Speaker 2: reaches end-stage starvation, the desperation for any kind of physical
- 21:22Speaker 2: fullness becomes overpowering. This often leads to a condition called pica,
- 21:27Speaker 2: where individuals consume non-nutritive substances, dirt, clay, soil, just to
- 21:33Speaker 2: put something in their digestive tract to ease the agonizing
- 21:36Speaker 2: cramps of an empty stomach.
- 21:37Speaker 1: So they were eating dirt.
- 21:39Speaker 2: Yes. For a teenager to be excreting soil, they have
- 21:43Speaker 2: been in the most extreme stage of deprivation for a
- 21:45Speaker 2: very long time.
- 21:46Speaker 1: And Mangi saw this.
- 21:47Speaker 2: He saw undeniable, visceral proof that children were being tortured
- 21:51Speaker 2: in that forest. And to his credit, he did what
- 21:54Speaker 2: a citizen is supposed to do. He alerted his superiors
- 21:57Speaker 2: and the local government. But the reports state there was a, quote,
- 22:01Speaker 2: slow reaction.
- 22:02Speaker 1: Slow reaction is the polite bureaucratic term for institutional inertia.
- 22:07Speaker 2: But I don't understand it.
- 22:09Speaker 1: You have kids digesting soil. Where were the police? Why
- 22:12Speaker 1: wasn't there a raid that afternoon?
- 22:14Speaker 2: Because bureaucracies are fundamentally designed to be reactive, not proactive.
- 22:19Speaker 2: Especially when religion and private property are involved, we see
- 22:22Speaker 2: this pattern globally with high-control groups.
- 22:24Speaker 1: Okay, explain that.
- 22:25Speaker 2: The authorities look at the situation on paper. McKenzie legally
- 22:28Speaker 2: bought the land. He registered as a church. The followers
- 22:31Speaker 2: are ostensibly there voluntarily. So the local government paralyzes itself
- 22:35Speaker 2: with procedural questions. Do we have a warrant? Is this
- 22:38Speaker 2: a violation of religious freedom? Are we overstepping into a
- 22:41Speaker 2: private commune?
- 22:42Speaker 1: It's the diffusion of responsibility.
- 22:44Speaker 2: Everyone assumes another department is going to handle it, so
- 22:46Speaker 2: nobody kicks the door down. Unless there is a smoking gun,
- 22:49Speaker 2: a body, a direct hostage video. Institutions often demand an
- 22:54Speaker 2: impossibly high threshold of proof before they mobilize state force
- 22:57Speaker 2: against a religious group. They treat the emaciated teenagers as
- 23:01Speaker 2: circumstantial evidence rather than a definitive mandate to intervene.
- 23:04Speaker 1: And while the bureaucracy was dragging its feet, the locals
- 23:07Speaker 1: on the ground were panicking. The young men from the village,
- 23:10Speaker 1: the local youth, saw what was happening to these kids,
- 23:13Speaker 1: and they decided they couldn't wait for the government. They
- 23:15Speaker 1: attempted a grassroots rescue.
- 23:17Speaker 2: Right, they took matters into their own hands.
- 23:18Speaker 1: They hopped on their motorbikes, grouped up, and rode out
- 23:21Speaker 1: to the Shakahola forest to storm the compound themselves.
- 23:24Speaker 2: They recognized the catastrophic failure of the safety net and
- 23:26Speaker 2: attempted vigilantism.
- 23:28Speaker 1: But they were violently repulsed. The cult's guards fought them off.
- 23:32Speaker 1: And the guards actually set two of the villagers' motorbikes
- 23:35Speaker 1: on fire to send a message. The villagers realized instantly
- 23:38Speaker 1: that they were completely outgunned. They could not breach that
- 23:41Speaker 1: encampment without a heavily armed police escort.
- 23:44Speaker 2: And this highlights the tragic gap between local awareness and
- 23:47Speaker 2: state power. The villagers had the moral urgency. They saw
- 23:51Speaker 2: the soil. They saw the starving kids. They took direct action.
- 23:56Speaker 2: But they lacked the state's monopoly on force. Without the police,
- 24:00Speaker 2: a group of village kids on motorbikes cannot dismantle an entrenched,
- 24:04Speaker 2: heavily guarded authoritarian encampment.
- 24:06Speaker 1: And it wasn't just the locals who were trying to
- 24:08Speaker 1: raise the alarm. Word was leaking out to families in
- 24:11Speaker 1: other cities. Francis Wanje is a 59-year-old high school teacher
- 24:15Speaker 1: living in Mombasa. He starts hearing rumors that his daughter,
- 24:19Speaker 1: her husband, and their children had moved into this forced commune.
- 24:23Speaker 1: So he travels there to investigate, gathers information, and he
- 24:26Speaker 1: goes directly to the police. But Wanji says the police
- 24:29Speaker 1: did not act right away. They delayed.
- 24:32Speaker 2: It's the exact same institutional friction. A concerned grandfather reporting
- 24:37Speaker 2: a rumor doesn't cleanly fit into a police database as
- 24:41Speaker 2: a crime in progress. It requires investigation, warrants, jurisdictional approvals.
- 24:47Speaker 1: It drives me crazy. I mean, I liken this to
- 24:48Speaker 1: walking down the hallway of your apartment building and seeing
- 24:51Speaker 1: thick black smoke billowing out from under your neighbor's door.
- 24:55Speaker 1: You can smell it. You can see it.
- 24:57Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 24:57Speaker 1: You call the fire department, but they arrive and refuse
- 25:00Speaker 1: to break the door down because they say, well, we
- 25:02Speaker 1: don't have a warrant to destroy private property. And maybe
- 25:05Speaker 1: the tenant just really likes burning heavy incense. We have
- 25:07Speaker 1: to respect their lifestyle.
- 25:09Speaker 2: Right. It's absurd.
- 25:10Speaker 1: What exactly is the threshold? And at what point does
- 25:14Speaker 1: a society have the legal and moral obligation to override
- 25:19Speaker 1: private property rights and religious freedom when vulnerable people, especially children,
- 25:23Speaker 1: are clearly physically in mortal danger.
- 25:26Speaker 2: It is the defining tension in these cases. And tragically,
- 25:29Speaker 2: the threshold is almost always defined in retrospect. Society usually
- 25:34Speaker 2: decides the threshold has been crossed only after the bodies
- 25:38Speaker 2: are found. The smoke in your analogy, the teenagers, the rumors,
- 25:42Speaker 2: the burnt motorbikes, was ignored because it was easier for
- 25:46Speaker 2: the institution to respect the boundary of the church than
- 25:48Speaker 2: to confront the nightmare happening inside.
- 25:50Speaker 1: And by the time the authorities finally decided that the
- 25:53Speaker 1: smoke was actually a fire, by the time they finally
- 25:56Speaker 1: mobilized in April 2023 and entered Shakahola, it was too
- 25:59Speaker 1: late for hundreds of people.
- 26:01Speaker 2: Way too late.
- 26:02Speaker 1: And for the rescuers who breached that forest, what they
- 26:04Speaker 1: found defied a simple rescue operation. It wasn't a matter
- 26:08Speaker 1: of opening the gates and everyone running joyfully to freedom.
- 26:12Speaker 1: It was a landscape of absolute psychological devastation.
- 26:15Speaker 2: The rescue efforts are perhaps the clearest indicator of how
- 26:19Speaker 2: deep the mine control went. Changawa Mangi, the village elder,
- 26:23Speaker 2: was there helping the authorities. He noted that they found
- 26:26Speaker 2: victims who were incredibly frail, literally hours away from death.
- 26:31Speaker 1: But they didn't want help. Mangi said that some of
- 26:34Speaker 1: the victims who were still physically able to speak actively
- 26:38Speaker 1: fought back against the rescuers. They looked at Mangi and
- 26:41Speaker 1: asked him, quote, Why are you disturbing us when we
- 26:43Speaker 1: want to go see Jesus? Won't you also die one day?
- 26:48Speaker 2: I want you to really think about the psychology of
- 26:50Speaker 2: that moment. This is the ultimate tragic triumph of coercive control.
- 26:55Speaker 1: It's just unbelievable.
- 26:57Speaker 2: The perpetrators had so thoroughly unmoored these victims from reality
- 27:01Speaker 2: that life itself was viewed as the enemy. The rescuers
- 27:05Speaker 2: weren't seen as saviors bringing food and water. They were
- 27:08Speaker 2: seen as demonic interlopers trying to interrupt a sacred journey.
- 27:12Speaker 2: The instinct to survive had been entirely overwritten by the
- 27:15Speaker 2: mandate to die.
- 27:17Speaker 1: How do you even begin to process that as a
- 27:19Speaker 1: first responder? You're physically pulling someone from the brink of starvation,
- 27:25Speaker 1: and they curse you for it. They are angry at
- 27:27Speaker 1: you for giving them water.
- 27:29Speaker 2: It causes immense secondary trauma for the rescuers, the community,
- 27:33Speaker 2: and especially the families who are left to navigate the aftermath.
- 27:37Speaker 1: Speaking of the families, let's go back to Francis Wanje,
- 27:40Speaker 1: the teacher from Mombasa who tried to get the police
- 27:42Speaker 1: to act. He was too late to save most of
- 27:44Speaker 1: his family, but during the rescue, he did find his
- 27:47Speaker 1: nine-year-old grandson. Oh, the grandson. Wanji told the BBC, quote,
- 27:52Speaker 1: he told me he saw his siblings die. He saw
- 27:54Speaker 1: them being starved by their parents, and that is a
- 27:57Speaker 1: story he will never forget. Wanji's daughter, the boy's mother,
- 28:01Speaker 1: and her husband are still missing, presumed it.
- 28:03Speaker 2: The generational trauma embedded in that one child's experience is staggering.
- 28:09Speaker 2: That nine-year-old boy must now navigate the entirety of his
- 28:12Speaker 2: life with the memory that his own parents prioritized a
- 28:15Speaker 2: cult leader's ideology over the lives of his brothers and sisters.
- 28:19Speaker 1: His whole worldview.
- 28:20Speaker 2: Right. His fundamental psychological baseline, the understanding that parents protect
- 28:24Speaker 2: their young, has been completely obliterated. How do you rehabilitate
- 28:29Speaker 2: a child who watched his mother actively starve his sibling
- 28:32Speaker 2: in the name of God?
- 28:33Speaker 1: It's a wound that doesn't close. And there's so many
- 28:36Speaker 1: families dealing with this ambiguity. Take Stephen Muiti, a 45-year-old
- 28:40Speaker 1: father of six. His wife took their children to the forest.
- 28:44Speaker 1: When the compound was raided and the survivors were brought out,
- 28:47Speaker 1: Witte showed up with a picture of his family, just
- 28:49Speaker 1: desperate for any news.
- 28:51Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 28:52Speaker 1: The survivors recognized his family, and they delivered the most
- 28:55Speaker 1: crushing news a parent can endure. They told him his
- 28:58Speaker 1: children Jacob, Lillian, and Angelina were starved to death and
- 29:02Speaker 1: buried in a mass grave with around seven others.
- 29:05Speaker 2: It's unfathomable grief. Just unfathomable.
- 29:08Speaker 1: And it gets worse. He had two other older children,
- 29:11Speaker 1: Helen and Samuel. The survivors told him that when they escaped...
- 29:16Speaker 1: Helen and Samuel were on day four of their absolute fast,
- 29:20Speaker 1: which means they were almost certainly dead by the time
- 29:22Speaker 1: Muidi was speaking to the survivors. And a sixth child,
- 29:27Speaker 1: an infant who had actually been born inside the Shakahola forest,
- 29:31Speaker 1: had also died. Muidi lost his entire lineage.
- 29:35Speaker 2: And here we hit the logistical nightmare that compounds the
- 29:38Speaker 2: emotional agony for families like Stephen Moody's. Because knowing they
- 29:42Speaker 2: are dead is one thing, but proving it is another.
- 29:44Speaker 1: Oh, the DNA testing.
- 29:46Speaker 2: Right. The authorities have recovered over 400 bodies from these
- 29:50Speaker 2: shallow graves. But due to a massive forensic backlog, out
- 29:53Speaker 2: of those 400 plus bodies, only 39 have been officially
- 29:57Speaker 2: matched with their families through DNA testing.
- 29:59Speaker 1: 39 out of 400.
- 30:01Speaker 2: That means there are hundreds of families who know their
- 30:04Speaker 2: loved ones went into that forest, who suspect they are
- 30:07Speaker 2: in that morgue, but who have zero official confirmation.
- 30:10Speaker 1: They are trapped in an agonizing bureaucratic limbo. Without the
- 30:14Speaker 1: DNA match, there is no death certificate. Without a body,
- 30:18Speaker 1: they cannot hold a funeral. They cannot perform cultural or
- 30:21Speaker 1: religious burial rites.
- 30:23Speaker 2: It's just endless waiting. Exactly.
- 30:25Speaker 1: They are denied even a baseline of closure. The state's
- 30:29Speaker 1: inability to rapidly process this mass casualty event means these
- 30:33Speaker 1: families are essentially frozen in the exact moment of their
- 30:36Speaker 1: deepest grief. Stephen Muiti gave a quote to a reporter
- 30:40Speaker 1: that really anchored this whole tragedy for me. When he
- 30:44Speaker 1: was asked what he wanted to see happen to McKenzie
- 30:46Speaker 1: when he was asked about justice, Muiti just looked completely
- 30:50Speaker 1: defeated and said, justice can't bring back my family. And
- 30:55Speaker 1: it makes me realize that the true death toll of
- 30:57Speaker 1: the Shakahola Forest isn't just the 400 bodies sitting in
- 31:00Speaker 1: the morgue.
- 31:01Speaker 2: No, the blast radius is much, much wider.
- 31:04Speaker 1: The casualties include the minds of the survivors, like the
- 31:07Speaker 1: nine-year-old grandson who watched his siblings die. The casualties include
- 31:11Speaker 1: the lives of the relatives, like Muiti, who are trapped
- 31:14Speaker 1: in that DNA waiting room. It makes me ask, how
- 31:17Speaker 1: do we even begin to define justice in a scenario
- 31:20Speaker 1: like this?
- 31:20Speaker 2: It's incredibly difficult.
- 31:22Speaker 1: We are used to a legal system where a bad
- 31:24Speaker 1: guy shoots a good guy, the bad guy goes to jail,
- 31:27Speaker 1: and we call it justice. But here, the perpetrators of
- 31:32Speaker 1: the physical violence, the starvation, were often the victim's own parents,
- 31:37Speaker 1: acting under the spell of a single leader who claims
- 31:39Speaker 1: he was just preaching a sermon.
- 31:41Speaker 2: It fundamentally challenges the framework of our legal system. Traditional
- 31:45Speaker 2: justice relies on direct causality, a weapon, an intent, a
- 31:49Speaker 2: clear victim. But coercive control weaponizes the victims against themselves.
- 31:54Speaker 1: Right, the brainwashing.
- 31:56Speaker 2: It turns mothers into murderers and victims into willing participants.
- 32:00Speaker 2: Holding Paul McKenzie and his armed guards accountable in court
- 32:03Speaker 2: is the necessary legal avenue. But as Mawiti stated, a
- 32:07Speaker 2: guilty verdict feels entirely hollow against the scale of the
- 32:10Speaker 2: psychological and familial destruction. A gavel coming down in a
- 32:14Speaker 2: courtroom does not repair the mind of a child who
- 32:16Speaker 2: watched his family starve.
- 32:18Speaker 1: So as we pull back and look at the totality
- 32:21Speaker 1: of what we've unpacked today, We started this deep dive
- 32:24Speaker 1: looking for a clean diagnostic X-ray, you know, a simple
- 32:27Speaker 1: explanation for a mass tragedy.
- 32:29Speaker 2: And we didn't find one. No.
- 32:31Speaker 1: Instead, we had to wade into the absolute darkest waters
- 32:34Speaker 1: of human manipulation. We traced the journey from a seemingly
- 32:38Speaker 1: harmless economy boosting church relocation in Malindi to a highly guarded,
- 32:42Speaker 1: isolated site of systematic starvation, sexual violence and brutal physical control.
- 32:48Speaker 2: We examined the very mechanics of that control. We looked
- 32:51Speaker 2: at the critical transition from the indoctrination phase to an
- 32:55Speaker 2: execution phase. We broke down the biological and psychological impacts
- 32:59Speaker 2: of deliberate caloric deprivation and how the enforcement of silence
- 33:03Speaker 2: destroys a group's ability to reality test. And we explored
- 33:07Speaker 2: the horrific hierarchy of sacrifice.
- 33:09Speaker 1: The kids going first. Yes.
- 33:11Speaker 2: The weaponization of cognitive dissonance that forced parents to starve
- 33:15Speaker 2: their own children to cement their compliance to the leadership.
- 33:18Speaker 1: And we looked at the fragile, often deeply flawed safety
- 33:21Speaker 1: nets of our society. We saw how grassroots local warnings,
- 33:25Speaker 1: emaciated youth, digesting soil, villagers attempting to breach the camp,
- 33:29Speaker 1: were met with bureaucratic institutional inertia, allowing the tragedy to
- 33:34Speaker 1: compound until families were left relying on DNA swabs for closure.
- 33:39Speaker 2: It is exhausting and difficult to examine these events, but
- 33:44Speaker 2: it is crucial.
- 33:45Speaker 1: Yeah, we have to talk about it.
- 33:47Speaker 2: Shakahola serves as a stark warning about the mechanics of isolation,
- 33:51Speaker 2: the paralysis of our institutions when faced with religious facades,
- 33:55Speaker 2: and the terrifying power of weaponized belief. It shows us
- 33:59Speaker 2: exactly how and why the illusion of a promised land
- 34:03Speaker 2: can so quietly become an inescapable prison.
- 34:06Speaker 1: I want to leave you, our listener, with a final
- 34:08Speaker 1: lingering thought to mull over, something that pushes beyond what
- 34:12Speaker 1: we've discussed today. It comes from a specific detail regarding
- 34:16Speaker 1: how this leadership operated publicly. A media analysis of Paul
- 34:20Speaker 1: McKenzie's video sermons, the ones posted online for the world
- 34:23Speaker 1: to see, noted something very specific. In his videos, he
- 34:28Speaker 1: never directly ordered people to fast. There are no explicit,
- 34:31Speaker 1: undeniable commands to starve yourself to death on camera. Instead,
- 34:36Speaker 1: the videos are full of references to followers sacrificing what
- 34:40Speaker 1: they hold dear, including their lives, for a higher purpose.
- 34:44Speaker 2: He maintained plausible deniability.
- 34:46Speaker 1: Exactly. Plausible deniability in public, on tape. But in private,
- 34:52Speaker 1: he created a geographically isolated, guarded environment where followers actually
- 34:56Speaker 1: starved themselves and their children to death, and where blunt
- 34:59Speaker 1: objects were used to enforce the timeline. Wow. So the
- 35:04Speaker 1: question is this. In the modern age, how should society
- 35:07Speaker 1: and the law redefine the concept of a murder weapon?
- 35:11Speaker 1: If a leader uses coded language and extreme rhetoric, but
- 35:15Speaker 1: couples it with an environment designed to strip away human agency,
- 35:19Speaker 1: when does that rhetoric cross the line from protected free
- 35:22Speaker 1: speech into becoming an undeniable legal instrument of mass casualty?
- 35:27Speaker 2: That is the defining question of psychological coercion, and one
- 35:31Speaker 2: that the courts in Kenya and society at large will
- 35:33Speaker 2: have to grapple with as this case continues to unfold,
- 35:36Speaker 2: because a belief system can be just as lethal as
- 35:39Speaker 2: a blade under the right conditions.
- 35:41Speaker 1: It's the muddy waters we talked about at the very beginning.
- 35:44Speaker 1: The x-ray doesn't show a bullet. It shows a belief.
- 35:46Speaker 1: And that is a terrifying thing to try and diagnose.
- 35:49Speaker 2: Truly terrifying.
- 35:51Speaker 1: Thank you for joining us on this incredibly complex, heavy journey.
- 35:56Speaker 1: We appreciate your time, your curiosity, and your willingness to
- 35:59Speaker 1: look closely at the mechanics of the things most people
- 36:02Speaker 1: turn away from. Until next time, take care.