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I Hate Myself · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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There's a point in everybody's life, especially whenever you're
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young, whenever you're a child or a teenager, where you will
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question your own appearance. You will question your own
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personality, you will question your own self worth.
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There's no child in the world that is ever going to get
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through that challenge without facing it.
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You are all, if you're young, you're going to face this
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problem in your life. And the reason why is because
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there's a lot of things going on with you inside your body,
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chemicals and chemistry happening that you have
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absolutely no control over. And also because children watch
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television and they go to school and they're 8 hours a day or
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more having to be around other people.
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A lot of kids end up creating these cliques in these social
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groups, these little communities amongst themself where they will
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tell you and categorize every human that is a part of the high
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school or middle school zoo. They'll tell you these are the
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cool kids, these are the uncool kids.
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These are the kids that are popular.
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They have a lot of money, they look the most beautiful and
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everybody else is less than that.
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So a lot of kids, they end up fighting with each other about
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who's got the fanciest clothes, who's got the most money, who's
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actually got a mom and dad that's there for them and
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actually loves them and care about them is where some kids,
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their mothers died while giving birth to them or their parents
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abandoned them or betrayed them. And these kids feel completely
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out of the condition of humanity.
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They don't feel like there's any kind of connection whatsoever.
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There's some kids who do have parents, but their parents beat
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on them and punish them and abuse them.
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There's parents who project their anger and their failures
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and their flaws and project all their animosity under their
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children. There's parents that are work
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like horses and work to death, and then whenever they come
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home, they don't have any time for their kids.
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And sometimes when their kids are doing something or acting
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out for negative attention, the parents, instead of sitting down
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talking with them, would rather beat them or call them worthless
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pieces of shit and then have absolutely nothing to do with
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them. And a lot of kids grow up like
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that. And I started noticing as a lot
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of family traditions started to leave the nuclear family concept
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where you got a mom, dad, brother, sister or a few
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siblings. As society went through all
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these changes and all this growth, drugs started getting
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included into society much more. And the more wars that it went
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by and the more destruction of young people, I started noticing
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that these views that kids have about themselves have gotten
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much worse. The bullion got out of control.
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I remember whenever I was going to school, if a kid beat up
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another kid and you went to the principal or the teacher, the
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teacher would just say, you know, you'll, you'll figure it
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out, things will work out, all that kind of shit.
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And the principal would just say, well, just don't walk down
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that particular hallway or don't do this knowing that you have to
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walk down that particular hallway to get to that
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particular classroom and all that.
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A lot of kids back in the 80s and late 70s felt like they the
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world was against them and that everything was meant to be an
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obstacle for them. And then of course the
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government said that if you left your school or you played hooky
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or you bailed, then your parents would get in trouble for neglect
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and you would end up getting taken out of the home and put in
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foster care. So it seemed like for years kids
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were trapped and they could not get the hell out of this.
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So they came up with this concept called emancipation
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where a kid could go to court and try to fight their way out
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of the this never ending punishing system.
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Unfortunately, although a lot of young people may feel many, many
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different ways inside, some of them are not good at expressing
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themselves. Some kids are shy and some kids
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are not able to, they are not experienced enough to be able to
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make a case why they should be out in society trying to get a
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job and make money and all that. A lot of parents back in the day
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used to say, you know, what, if you lived back in the time of
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Western where there were Cowboys and Indians, you would have been
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working a job at 13 years old. And the mines are robbing banks
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or something, or sheriff and some kind of little, you know,
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bungalow off in, you know, Ohio or Texas or something like that.
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You know, all these stupid stories that old people tell.
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So it's been like this forever, but it's gotten worse because
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now technology has improved. And also this desire to be
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beautiful. Seeing people on magazine,
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seeing people on movies and television, seeing people
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basically being idol worshipped. A lot of kids got to the point
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where they're just like, shit, this sucks.
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I just can't fit in. I'm too ugly, I'm too fucking
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stupid. I'm not good in school, I'm not
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good at this. I'm not good at that.
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Kid goes home, looks at themself in the mirror and they're seeing
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all these flaws and feeling all these things and they're they
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don't know who to talk to. They talk to their dads.
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Their dads are going to tell them mad.
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Just quit crying. Quit being a pussy, quit being a
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Sissy. And of course, if you're a kid
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that finds yourself attracted to the same gender or you hate all
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the way you look so badly that whenever you look in the mirror,
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it disgusts you. It, it actually terrifies you,
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the idea of actually going out in public and people seeing the
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flaws that you put upon yourself or that you believe that you
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have. A lot of people ended up finally
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saying, you know what, fuck this.
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I'm never going to fit in. I'm never going to be accepted.
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So they killed themself. Well, eventually the government
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comes along and says, well, you don't have to be this ugly
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person. You don't have to be this person
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that you don't like that when you look in the mirror.
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Now we can change you into whatever you want.
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We have the surgery. We have the means to be able to
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cut your face up and make you look any way we want.
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Don't like how big your boobs are?
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Don't like how small your boobs are?
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Good, we'll fix that. We'll artificially change you
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into whatever that is that you dream of.
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We can make you look like a Hollywood actor or actress if
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you like. Don't like your penis?
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Prefer looking, having the appearance of a woman.
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Because women in society get treated so wonderful.
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They get flowers, they get the doors open for them, they get
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told they're beautiful. And it's even wrong, according
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to society, to lay your hands on a woman.
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So imagine what a boy might feel.
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Oh really? If I'm a woman then guys aren't
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allowed to punch me anymore. Men aren't allowed to pull my
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underwear down in the gym class and and embarrass me.
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People can't just run around and call me names.
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I can actually fit in. And if I'm a woman myself, then
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that means I can hang out with women as we're normally whenever
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I was a guy, females didn't even want to be around me.
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But now I can actually share the bathroom with them.
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I can hang out with them and be a part of their little groups.
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They even put forth this myth. For the longest time, I remember
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that girls like to hang out with gay guys and this and the story
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went like this. If you were gay, then it meant
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that you weren't going to cause any harm to a female or woman
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and you fit in and you related and you're identifiable.
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And it actually became like a cool thing.
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The girls hanging out with the gay guy at the bar or the clubs
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and stuff like that. That was actually something that
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was really popular for about 10 years there, believe it or not.
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So the kids that didn't have the abuse and the kids that were not
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constantly watching TV or looking at the crap that was on
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the news, the kids that didn't have it set in them that they
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already believed that they had a good self esteem and cared about
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themselves. They didn't have as much issue.
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Obviously the kids that grew up with parents that actually loved
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them. I remember whenever I was a kid,
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I I didn't like a lot of things about myself and whenever my
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kids came into the world, I remember having a very deep
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conversation with my son. My son said, I'm kind of
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introverted dad. I don't like to hang out with
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people because I feel weird. My son's problem was is that he
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was convinced that he was too intelligent to enjoy himself
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around others. He felt like a lot of people
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were shallow or a lot of people were fake.
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And strangely enough, ironically, I felt the same way
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when I was a kid. I felt like I'm around people
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and all they're doing is talking about partying and doing drugs
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is where I was the kind of kid that wanted to excel at school
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and do something with my life. I felt like when I was around
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people too long, I felt like they were too too stupid and too
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inferior. That's just the way I felt and
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it's the way my son ended up feeling.
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And he also felt like girls seem to only like these dumb ass guys
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or these guys that didn't have shit going for him.
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For the longest time there was this concept of women usually
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went for the dangerous guy or the men who didn't have shit
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going for him. Women looked at the tough guy
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with the leather jacket over the nerd because they seen them as
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alpha males and protectors and stuff.
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Even if these guys had all kinds of fucking problems, you know,
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the tough built, you know, take no shit off of anybody type of
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person. A lot of women, according to a
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lot of men's views, went for that, as opposed to the guy that
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would be the next genius running Microsoft or something.
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That kind of idea and category got really pushed and programmed
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in the young people in society that you have to be cool, you
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have to talk about certain things, you have to be involved
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in certain communities. Or women simply didn't like you
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and people thought you were dinky, basically a fairy or
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something. Somebody that was weak, they
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didn't want to be around. Oh, my son, he said, I don't
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like the way I look, Dad. He said, girls don't seem to
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like me. They don't seem to want to be
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around me. What do I do?
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You know, he he pointed out all the flaws that he thought he had
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as a young man. And I said to him, I told him to
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stand up. And he stood up and I put my
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arms around him and I gave him a hug.
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And I said, son, you're beautiful, you're awesome.
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You are living proof of God to me.
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You are everything that your mother and father could ever
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want. And a son, I'm sorry that these
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people out here are blind or they're too stupid to see what a
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great person you are and how much you have to offer.
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But you have to understand, son, that they're kids.
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They're kids and they got their own priorities and their own
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ideas of what is cool and what's awesome.
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Let me tell you what's cool, son.
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What's cool is enjoying what you enjoy and not listening and
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looking at things just because someone else says it's cool.
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Doing what you want to do in life, being who you want to be
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without changing yourself. When you say that that might be
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confusing for someone, well, how do you be whatever you want to
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be, but also be yourself? You basically take what you
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already have and you start molding into what it is that you
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want to do. It doesn't involve cutting, it
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doesn't involve chopping pieces off or adding artificial plastic
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to your body. You simply grow and learn and
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progress through your experiences.
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You become an amplified version of what you already are.
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Your heart, it gets bigger. Your mind, it expands.
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You become a man or a woman biologically born that way.
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You just enhance yourself as you go.
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You don't need to remove the gifts that you already have,
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just improve on them. But that's not what the
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government's been teaching a lot of children, has it?
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That's not what society's been doing lately.
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Instead of telling people that you're beautiful just the way
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you are and that you are important and that you are
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special and it doesn't fucking matter what anybody else thinks,
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don't let the don't fall into a trap.
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Don't drop into an illusion instead society says you know
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what if you hate yourself and you don't like who you are?
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Not only can we completely disfigure you and change you
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into something that you think you can become will kill the
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original identity and personality that you had that
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your mother and father knew you as and your family knew you as.
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See, that's one of the sad problems with this woke virus
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that's going on. You tell a kid that, you know,
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hey, if you've got the money, if you want it, we can make you
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look and be. Whatever you, whatever it is
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that you dream or fantasize about being, we can completely
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get rid of that person that you hate.
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We can chop that person up and that won't even look like that
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person that you hate. When you look in the mirror, you
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see where the problem is here? They're basically saying, don't
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bother worrying about who you actually are or how you were
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born. We're going to change all that
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for you. We're going to make you
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acceptable. We're going to make you this and
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make you that. So when the person goes through
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the transition and they go through the change, they want
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everybody around them to now accept them.
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And it angers them. It infuriates them when they dye
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their hair blue and they put lipstick on.
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And these once biological men are putting this heavy mascara
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all over their face and they're wearing these this crazy ass
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looking outfit. Some of them actually dressed
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like demons. They don't get it.
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They were told that they would be happier.
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They were told by the people who chopped them up everything was
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going to improve for them, that they were going to be loved and
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accepted and all this as where before they didn't feel like
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they were getting any of that kind of attention, that nobody
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gave a shit about them. So now they are fucking looking
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like goldfish with huge puffed up lips, some of them looking
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like zombies. Some of them did Botox.
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Even older people have done this because they never grew out of
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that childhood development period.
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And they're fucking completely disfigured.
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They're warped. And then years down the road, a
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lot of them end up saying, wait a minute, I could have been that
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man or that woman that ended up having a child.
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I could have been that person that did this and that with my
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life. But now that I have tattoos all
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over my head and I look like a fucking crazy character from the
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movie It by Stephen King, I can't get a job that I want to
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do now. I can't.
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I can't fucking fit in and nobody wants to talk to me.
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My mom and dad doesn't even want to talk to me.
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They say they don't even know who I am anymore.
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They won't accept me. They say they love me for what I
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was, but I was never that. And they expect everybody to go
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along with it. And when people don't, it causes
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them to become homicidal. It because it causes them to be
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even more depressed and more angry and want to hurt people.
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It causes them to go into public places.
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If anybody reminds them of what they were or doesn't accept what
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they think they are now, they start throwing a fucking tantrum
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because they're still back in that childhood thought process.
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They'll start kicking shit over breaking stuff.
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Fuck you, I'm a woman, I'm not a man Fuck you.
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I'm this way. I'm that way.
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You will accept my fucking words and my pronouns and what I tell
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you to do. You will fucking accept me for
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what I am. This is what I want to believe
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about myself. This is how I want to be
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identified. Stop ruining my fantasy, my
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immersion, this desire to be something that means something.
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It's one of the reasons why they have formed these groups and
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they've created almost a military compound.
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The reason why there's so many of them is because so many of
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them feel the same way. And some kids are coming out
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saying this is what I feel like. I feel like I'm not accepted.
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I feel like I've got no future. I feel like I don't fit in.
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Of course you don't, every kid feels that way.
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But nobody sat down with you and told you how important you were,
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as who you were. And that's the reason why we
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have the problem in the world we have today, because nobody cared
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enough just to say you are important.
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You do mean something. You are special.
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Your, your feelings do matter. Your thoughts do matter.
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You don't have to cut yourself up in order for me to love you.
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You don't have to be the cool kid that wears the Adidas
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outfits. You don't have to have a certain
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size breast or certain size buttocks in order for us to love
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you. This is the reason why, ladies
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and gentlemen, why I tell you that this virus comes from the
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home and it also comes from the programming and bullshit of
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society. Parents need to spend a great
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deal of time with your children and you need to tell them that
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they do mean something, that they are important.
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We live in a society where parents are running around
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people who could be potential Parents are saying kids are
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inconvenient. I can't, I can't do a job like I
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my life is ruined if I have a child and there's a bunch of
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these fucking wild animals running the street preaching
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that I should be able to kill my kid if I want to.
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It's my fucking choice. It's my right.
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Accept me for who I am. So what happens when kids see
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that? What happens when children see
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that? You know, oh, if you don't like
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your kid, if you don't want your kid, if it was an accident,
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well, to simply fix the problem by getting rid of the kid.
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To make matters worse, when the same kids go to school, they're
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told that they're nothing more than evolved slugs, that they're
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nothing more than primordial soup, nothing more than a
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fucking baboon that evolved into a somewhat human.
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Basically you're being told that you came from nothing, you will
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go back to nothing, and you are nothing and you have no purpose
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and no meaning whatsoever. This is one of the reasons why a
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lot of non believers are stating look, I lack a belief in
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deities, but I personally think that we should go with the
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Christian moral system. I think that we should go with
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the system that has worked for humanity and it has because of
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religion, because of Christianity.
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Yes there's been some problems, but not like this.
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The more and more atheism rises in America and these other
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countries, so does the suicide rate.
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We're losing millions of kids. They're not only killing
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themselves physically and emotionally and mentally, but
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some of them are completely wiping themselves out of
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existence. When people tell me that I need
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to go along with people's fantasies and their dreams and
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their illusions and delusions, you're basically telling many of
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us, especially those who are Christian, that you want us to
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lie to kids. That you want us to not accept
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what science has been telling us for thousands of years, that
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there's a man and a woman. You're telling us to lie to
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these kids and pretend as though we love them, pretend as though
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we respect them, pretend as though we're cool with all the
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alterations that they've done to themself.
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Why can't we just love them for who they are?
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Why can't we just work with them as they are?
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That's the reason why there's all these arguments and all this
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fighting, because people are stating, look, I'm not going to
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go along with this game. I'm not going along with this.
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A lot of people feel like they're watching something
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that's extremely childish, something that is not mature,
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something that's perverted, not just sexually, but mentally and
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emotionally. It's perverted.
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It's mind molestation. That's why they call it a mind
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virus. Sickness has been pushed into
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the kids of our society, and we're not going to sit back and
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accept it. We're not going to accept the
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programming and nonsense. We will accept people are as
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they are. At least I will.
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But I'm not going to go along with the programming of society.
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I'm not going to tell my son and my daughter that they would be
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better off being a different gender or be cut up and altered
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and mutilated. Period.
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I'm going to love my kids. I'm going to hold my kids, and
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I'm going to continue to remind them of how great and wonderful
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they are and how rich and good they make everybody around them
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that's got a heart or decency who loves them, how important
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they are. And I will tell them no less or
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tell them no more. When someone tells you that they
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hate themselves and they hate their own reflection, tell them
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I'm sorry, but I love you just for who you are.
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I care about you. Put your arms around them and
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brace them. Explain to them that they're
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important. If they start getting mouthy
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with you and say you only love me because God tells you to love
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me, tell them well, whether you believe in God or not, I do.
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From the bottom of my heart, I love you.
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I care about you. You mean the world to me.
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You are beautiful just the way you are.
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Don't encourage them to kill themselves.
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Don't encourage them to harm themselves.
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Don't encourage them to mutilate themselves.
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Physically alter their appearance, their voices, their
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ability to reproduce. Well, I guess that's all I have
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to say about all that. My son is almost 25 years old
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and my daughter's in her 20s. My brother and sister obviously
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are much older and we're all alive and we're the same people
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that we were born to be, and we have found our answers.
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We have found our good and we've learned to love ourselves.
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Can I let you all in a little secret before I shut this video
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down? If you don't learn to love
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yourself and accept yourself for who you are, you're never going
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to be able to love anybody else and you're never going to be
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able to accept other people. If you can't tolerate yourself,
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then you're going to most likely end up not accepting other
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people and their views and you won't tolerate them.
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How can you if you can't even tolerate yourself?