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- 0:00Chapter twenty. Although misquested had not made herself popular with the English, she
- 0:09brought out all that was fine in their character. For a few hours,
- 0:15an exalted emotion gushed forth, which the women felt even more keenly than the
- 0:21men, if not for so long, What can we do for our sister,
- 0:29was the only thought of Madame Calendar and Leslie as they drove through the
- 0:35pelting heat to inquire Missus Turton was the only visitor admitted to the sick room.
- 0:43She came out and nobled by an unselfish sorrow. She is my own
- 0:51darling girl, were the words she spoke. And then, remembering that she
- 0:57had called her not pooka and resented her engagement to young Heaslap, she began
- 1:03to cry. No one had ever seen the collector's wife cry. Capable of
- 1:11tears, yes, but always reserving them for some adequate occasion, And now
- 1:18it had come. Ah. Why had they not all been kinder to the
- 1:23stranger, more patient, given her not only hospitality, but their hearts,
- 1:32the tender core of the heart that is so seldom used. They employed it
- 1:38for a little under the stimulus of remorse. If all is over, as
- 1:45Major Calendar implied, well, all is over and nothing can be done.
- 1:52But they retained some responsibility in her grievous wrong that they couldn't define. If
- 2:00she wasn't one of them, they ought to have made her one, and
- 2:05they could never do that now she had passed beyond their invitation. I don't
- 2:13one think more of other people sighed the pleasure loving Miss Derrick. These regrets
- 2:20only lasted in their pure form for a few hours before sunsets. Other considerations
- 2:28adulterated them, and the sense of guilt so strangely connected with our first sight
- 2:35of any suffering, had begun to wear away. People drove into the club
- 2:42with studious calm, the jog trot of country gentlefolk between green hedgerows. For
- 2:49the natives must not suspect that they were agitated. They exchanged the usual drinks,
- 2:57but everything tasted different, And then they looked out at the palisade of
- 3:02cactuses stabbing the purple throat of the sky. They realized that they were thousands
- 3:10of miles from any scenery that they understood. The club was fuller than usual,
- 3:19and several parents had brought their children into the rooms reserved for adults,
- 3:24which gave the air of the residency at Lucknow, one young mother, a
- 3:31brainless but most beautiful girl, sat on a low ottoman in the smoking room
- 3:38with her baby in her arms. Her husband was away in the district,
- 3:44and she dared not return to her bungalow in case the niggers attacked. The
- 3:52wife of a small railway official, she was generally snubbed, but this evening,
- 3:58with her a bund and figure and masses of corn gold hair, she
- 4:03symbolized all that is worth fighting and dying for more permanent, a symbol perhaps
- 4:12than poor Adela. Don't worry, Missus Blakeston, and those drums are only
- 4:18more rum, the men would tell her. Then they've started, she moaned,
- 4:26clasping the infant and rather wishing he would not blow bubbles down his chin
- 4:30at such a moment as this. No, of course not. And anyhow,
- 4:36they're not coming to the club, and they're not coming to the Borasahib's
- 4:42bungalow either, my dear, and that's where you and your baby will sleep
- 4:46tonight, answered Missus Turton, towering by her side like Pallas Athene, and
- 4:55determining in future not to be such a snob. The collector clapped his hands
- 5:01for silence. He was much calmer than when he had flown out at fielding.
- 5:08He was indeed always calmer when he addressed several people, rather than in
- 5:15a tete a tete. I want to talk, specially to the ladies,
- 5:20he said, not the least cause for alarm. Keep cool, keep cool,
- 5:29don't go out more than you can help. Don't go into the city,
- 5:33don't talk before your servants. That's all, Harry, Is there any
- 5:41news from the city, asked his wife, standing at some distance from him
- 5:46and also assuming her public safety voice. The rest were silent during the August
- 5:53colloquy. Everything absolutely normal, I had gathered as much. Those drums are
- 6:01merely morum, of course, merely the preparations for it. The procession is
- 6:09not till next week. Quite so, not till Monday. Mister McBride's down
- 6:15there disguised as a holy man, said Missus Callendar. That's exactly the sort
- 6:24of thing that must not be said, he remarked, pointing at her,
- 6:30Missus Callendar, be more careful than that, please in these times, I
- 6:36well, I She was not offended. His severity made her feel safe.
- 6:45Any more questions necessary questions? Is the newhere? Is he missus leslie quavered
- 6:57jail bail has been refused? Fielding spoke next. He wanted to know whether
- 7:03there was an official bulletin about miss Questa's health or whether the grave reports were
- 7:11due to gossip. His question produced a bad effect, partly because he had
- 7:16pronounced her name. She, like Aziz, was always referred to by a
- 7:23paraphrasis. I hope calendar may be able to let us know how things are
- 7:29going before long. I fail to see how that last question can be termed
- 7:34a necessary question, said Missus Churcheth. Will all the ladies leave the smoking
- 7:43room now, please, he cried, clapping his hands again. And remember
- 7:48what I have said. We look to you to help us through a difficult
- 7:53time, and you can help us by behaving as if everything is normal.
- 8:00It is all I ask. Can I rely on you? Yes? Indeed,
- 8:05borasai, they chorused. Out of piqued, anxious faces. They moved
- 8:11out, subdued yet elated Missus Blakeston in their midst like a sacred flame.
- 8:20His simple words had reminded them that they were an outpost of empire by the
- 8:26side of their compassionate love for Adela. Another sentiment sprang up, which was
- 8:33to strangle it in the long run. Its first signs were prosaic and small.
- 8:39Missus Turton made her loud, hard jokes at bridge. Missus Leslie began
- 8:46to knit a comforter. When the smoking room was clear, the collector sat
- 8:52on the edge of a table so that he could dominate without formality. His
- 8:58mind whirled with contradictory impulses. He wanted to avenge misquested and punish Fielding while
- 9:07remaining scrupulously fair. He wanted to flog every native that he saw, but
- 9:16to do nothing that would lead to a riot or to the necessity for military
- 9:20intervention. The dread of having to call in the troops was vivid to him.
- 9:28Soldiers put one thing straight, but leave a dozen others crooked, and
- 9:35they loved to humiliate the civilian administration. One soldier was in the room this
- 9:41evening, a stray subaltern from Augurka Regiment. He was a little drunk and
- 9:50regarded his presence as providential. The collector sighed, there seemed nothing for it
- 9:58but the old, weary busines of compromise and moderation. He longed for the
- 10:05good old days. When an Englishman could satisfy his own honor and no questions
- 10:11asked afterwards. Poor young Heathlap had taken a step in this direction by refusing
- 10:18bail, but the collector couldn't feel this was wise of poor young Heathlap.
- 10:26Not only would the Nawab Bahadur and others be angry, but the government of
- 10:33India itself also watches, and behind it is that caucus of cranks and cravens
- 10:43the British Parliament. He had constantly to remind himself that in the eyes of
- 10:50the law, as he was not yet guilty, and the effort fatigued him,
- 10:58the others less responsible could behave Naturally, they had started speaking of women
- 11:05and children, that phrase that exempts the male from sanity. When it has
- 11:11been repeated a few times, each felt that all he loved best in the
- 11:16world was at stick, demanded revenge, and was filled with a not unpleasing
- 11:22glow in which the chilly and half known features of misquested vanished and were replaced
- 11:31by all that is sweetest and warmest in the private life. But it's the
- 11:37women and children, they repeated, and the collector knew he ought to stop
- 11:43them intoxicating themselves but he hadn't the heart. They ought to be compelled to
- 11:52give hostages, etc. Many of the said women and children were leaving for
- 11:58the hill station in a few days, and the suggestion was made that they
- 12:03should be packed off at once in a special train, and a jolly suggestion.
- 12:11The subaltern cried, the armies got to come in sooner or later.
- 12:18A special train was in his mind, inseparable from troops. This would never
- 12:24have happened if Barabas Hill was under military control station. A bunch of Gurkhas
- 12:31at the entrance of the cave was all that was wanted. Missus Blakeston was
- 12:39saying, if only there were a few Tommies, remarked someone English no good,
- 12:46He cried, getting his loyalties mixed. Native troops for this country.
- 12:52Give me the sporting type of native. Give me Gurkhas, give me Rajputs,
- 12:58give me huts, give me the Punjabi, give me seeks, give
- 13:03me Maratha's beals, Afridis and pathans. And really, if it comes to
- 13:09that, I don't mind. If you give me the scums of the bazaar's
- 13:15properly, lad mind, I'd lead them anywhere. The collector nodded at him
- 13:22pleasantly, and said to his own people, don't start carrying arms about.
- 13:28I want everything to go on precisely as usual until there's a cause or the
- 13:33contrary. Get the women folk off to the hills, but do it quietly,
- 13:41and for Heaven's sake, no more talk of special trains. Never mind
- 13:46what you think or feel. Possibly I have feelings too. One isolated Indian
- 13:54has attempted, is charged with an attempt did crime. He flipped his forehead
- 14:03hard with his fingernail, and they all realized that he felt as deeply as
- 14:09they did, and they loved him and determined not to increase his difficulties.
- 14:16Act upon that fact until there are more facts, he concluded. Assume every
- 14:24Indian is an angel. They murmured, right, you are Burra Sahib angels,
- 14:33exactly from the subaltern. Exactly what I said. The natives all right,
- 14:41if you get them alone, Leslie, Leslie, you remember the one
- 14:46I had a knock with on your midne last month. Well, he was
- 14:52all right. Any native who plays polo is all right. What you've got
- 14:58to stamp on is these educated classes. And mind, I do know what
- 15:03I'm talking about this time. The smoking room door opened and let in a
- 15:09feminine buzz. Missus Turton called out, she's better, and from both sections
- 15:16of the community a sigh of joy and relief rose. The civil surgeon,
- 15:24who had brought to the good news, came in. His cumbrous, pasty
- 15:30face looked ill tempered. He surveyed the company, saw Fielding crouched below him
- 15:37on an ottoman, and said, hmm. Everyone began pressing him for details.
- 15:46No one's out of danger in this country as long as they have a
- 15:50temperature, was his answer. He appeared to resent his patient's recovery, and
- 15:56no one who knew the old major and his ways was surprised at this squat
- 16:04down calendar. Tell us all about it take me some time to do that.
- 16:11How's the old lady temperature? My wife heard she was sinking, so
- 16:18she maybe I guarantee nothing. I really can't be plagued with questions. Leslie,
- 16:26sorry, old man. He slaps just behind me. At the name
- 16:32of Heathlap, a fine and beautiful expression was renewed on every face. Miss
- 16:38Question was only a victim, but young Heathlap was a martyr. He was
- 16:47the recipient of all the evil intended against them by the country. They had
- 16:52tried to serve he was burying the Sahib's cross, and they fretted because they
- 17:00could do nothing for him. In return. They felt so craven sitting on
- 17:06softness and attending the course of the law. I wish to God I hadn't
- 17:12given my jewel of an assistant leave. I'd cut my tongue out first to
- 17:19feel I'm responsible. That's what hits me, to refuse and then give in
- 17:26under pressure. That is what I did, my son's that is what I
- 17:33did. Fielding took his pipe from his mouth and looked at it thoughtfully,
- 17:40thinking him afraid. The other went on. I understood an Englishman was to
- 17:47accompany the expedition. That is why I gave in. No one blames you,
- 17:55my dear calendar, said the collector, looking down. We are all
- 18:00to blame in the sense that we ought to have seen the expedition was insufficiently
- 18:06guaranteed and stopped it. I knew about it myself. We lent our car
- 18:12this morning to take the ladies to the station. We are all implicated in
- 18:18that sense, but not an atom of blame attaches to you personally. I
- 18:25don't feel that I wish I could responsibility is a very awful thing, and
- 18:32I've no use for the man who shirks it. His eyes were directed on
- 18:37Fielding. Those who knew that Fielding had undertaken to a company and missed the
- 18:45early train were sorry for him. It was what is to be expected when
- 18:52a man mixes himself up with natives, always ends in some indignity. The
- 19:00collector, who knew more, kept silent, for the official in him still
- 19:04hoped that Fielding would tow the line. The conversation turned to women and children
- 19:11again, and under its cover, Major Calendar got hold of the subaltern and
- 19:18set him on to bait the schoolmaster. Pretending to be more drunk than he
- 19:26really was, he began to make SEMy offensive remarks. Heard about Misquested's servant
- 19:34reinforced the major. No what about him? He Slop mourned Misquested's servant last
- 19:44night, never to lose sight of her. Prisoner got hold of this and
- 19:49managed to leave him behind, bribed him. He Slop has just found out
- 19:56the whole story with names and sums. A well known pimp to those people
- 20:02gave the money, Mohammed Latif by name. So much for the servant.
- 20:07What about the Englishman. Now our friend here? How did they get rid
- 20:12of him? Money? Again, Fielding rose to his feet, supported by
- 20:19murmurs and exclamations for no one yet suspected his integrity. Oh, I'm being
- 20:30misunderstood. Apologies, said the Major offensively. I didn't mean they bribed mister
- 20:37Fielding. Then what do you mean they paid the other Indian to make you
- 20:45late? God bolet? He was saying his prayers. I know those prayers.
- 20:52That's ridiculous. He sat down again, trembling with rage. Person after
- 21:00person was being dragged into the mud. Having shot this bolt, the Major
- 21:07prepared the next he slop also found out something from his mother, as he's
- 21:14paid a herd of natives to suffocate her in a cave. That was the
- 21:19end of her, or would have been only she got out nicely planned,
- 21:26wasn't it neat? Then he could go on with the girl. He and
- 21:32she and a guide provided by the same Mohammed Latief guide now can't be found
- 21:41pretty. His voice broke into a roar. It's not the time for sitting
- 21:48down. It's the time for action, calling the troops and clear the bazaars.
- 21:56The Major's outbursts were always discounted, but he made everyone uneasy. On
- 22:03this occasion, the crime was even worse than they had supposed, the unspeakable
- 22:11limit of cynicism untouched since eighteen fifty seven. Fielding forgot his anger on poor
- 22:19old good Bully's behalf and became thoughtful. The evil was propagating in every direction.
- 22:27It seemed to have an existence of its own, apart from anything that
- 22:33was done or said by individuals, and he understood better why both Aziz and
- 22:41Hamidullah had been inclined to lie down and die. His adversary saw that he
- 22:48was in trouble and now ventured to say, I suppose nothing that's said inside
- 22:56the club will go outside the club. When the while at leslie, why
- 23:03should it responded leslie? Oh nothing. I only heard a rumor that a
- 23:10certain member here present has been seeing the prisoner this afternoon. You can't run
- 23:17with the hare and hunt with the hounds, at least not in this country.
- 23:22Does anyone here present want to? Fielding was determined not to be drawn
- 23:30again. He had something to say, but it should be at his own
- 23:33moment. The attack failed to mature because the collector did not support it.
- 23:41Attention shifted from him for a time. Then the buzz of women broke out
- 23:45again. The door had been opened by Ronnie. The young man looked exhausted
- 23:52and tragic, also gentler than usual. He always showed deffer to his superiors,
- 24:00but now it came straight from his heart. He seemed to appeal for
- 24:06their protection in the insults that had befallen him, and they, in instinctive
- 24:12homage, rose to their feet. But every human act in the East is
- 24:19tainted with officialism, and while honoring him, they condemned as ease and India.
- 24:30Fielding realized this, and he remained seated. It was an ungracious,
- 24:37caddish thing to do, perhaps an unsound thing to do, but he felt
- 24:42he had been passive long enough, and that he might be drawn into the
- 24:48wrong current if he did not make a stand. Ronie, who had not
- 24:52seen him, said, in husky tones, Oh please, please all sit
- 24:59down. I only want to listen what has been decided. He slopped.
- 25:04I'm telling them I'm against any show of force, said the collector apologetically.
- 25:12I don't know whether you will feel as I do, but that is how
- 25:17I am situated. When the verdict is obtained, it will be another matter
- 25:23you are sure to know best. I have no experience burasa'ib. Now is
- 25:30your mother? Old boy? Better? Thank you? I wish everyone would
- 25:36sit down. Some have never got up, the young soldier said, and
- 25:42the major brings us an excellent report of misquested Turton went on, I do,
- 25:51I do. I'm satisfied you thought badly of her earlier, did you
- 25:57not? Major's why I refused bail. Calendar laughed with friendly inwardness and said
- 26:07they slab pi slab next time. Baal's wanted ring up the old doctor before
- 26:15giving it. His shoulders are broad and speaking in the strictest confidence. Don't
- 26:22take the old doctor's opinion too seriously. He's a blithering idiot. We can
- 26:30always leave it at that. But he'll do the little he can towards keeping
- 26:34in quad. The he broke off with affected politeness. Oh but he has
- 26:42one of his friends here. The subaltern called, stand up, you swine,
- 26:51mister Fielding. What has prevented you from standing up? Said the collector
- 26:57entering the fray. At last, it was the attack for which Fielding had
- 27:03waited, and to which he must reply. May I make a statement,
- 27:08sir? Certainly seasoned and self contained devoid of the fervors of nationality or youth.
- 27:19The schoolmaster did what was for him very comparatively easy thing. He stood
- 27:26up and said, I believe doctor Aziz to be innocent. You have a
- 27:33right to hold that opinion if you choose, But pray, is that any
- 27:38reason why you should insult mister Heathlop. May I conclude my statement? Certainly,
- 27:48I am waiting for the verdict of the courts. If he is guilty,
- 27:53I resign from my service and leave India. I resign from the club
- 28:00now here here said voices not entirely hostile, for they liked the fellow for
- 28:08speaking out. You have not answered my question. Why did you not stand
- 28:15when mister Heaslop entered with all deference, Sir, I am not here to
- 28:21answer questions, but to make a personal statement, and I have concluded it.
- 28:27May I ask whether you have taken over charge of this district. Fielding
- 28:33moved towards the door. One moment, mister Fielding, you are not to
- 28:40go yet. Please, before you leave the club from which you do very
- 28:45well to resign, you will express some detestation of the crime and you will
- 28:52apologize to mister Heaslop, Are you speaking to me officially? Sir? The
- 28:59collector, who never spoke otherwise, was so infuriated that he lost his head.
- 29:07He cried, leave this room at once, and I deeply regret that
- 29:12I demeaned myself to meet you at the station. You have sunk to the
- 29:18level of your associates. You are weak, weak, that is what is
- 29:23wrong with you. I want to leave the room, but cannot while this
- 29:30gentleman prevents me, said Fielding lightly. The subaltern had got across his path.
- 29:38Let him go, said Ronnie, almost in tears. It was the
- 29:44only appeal that could have saved the situation. Whatever he Slop wished must be
- 29:51done. There was a slight scuffle at the door, from which Fielding was
- 29:56propelled a little more quickly than his nap into the room where the ladies were
- 30:02playing cards. Fancy if I'd fallen or got angry, he thought. Of
- 30:10course, he was a little angry. His peers had never offered him violence
- 30:15or called him weak before. Besides, he Slop had heaped coals of fire
- 30:22on his head. He wished he had not pitched the quarrel over poor suffering,
- 30:27he Slop. When they were cleaner issues at hand. However, there
- 30:33it was done, muddled through, and to cool himself and regain mental balance,
- 30:41he went onto the upper veranda for a moment, where the first object
- 30:47he saw was the Marabar Hills. At this distance and hour, they leaped
- 30:53into beauty. They were Monsalvas Valhalla, the towers of a cathedral, peopled
- 31:03with saints and heroes and covered with flowers. What miscreant lurked in them?
- 31:11Presently to be detected by the activities of the law. Who was the guide?
- 31:17And had he been found? Yet? What was the echo of which
- 31:22the girl complained? He did not know, but presently he would know.
- 31:29Great is information, and she shall prevail. It was the last moment of
- 31:37the light, and as he gazed at the Marabar Hills, they seemed to
- 31:42move graciously towards him like a queen, and their charm became the skies.
- 31:49At the moment they vanished, they were everywhere. The cool benediction of the
- 31:56night descended, the stars sparkled, and the whole universe was a hill.
- 32:04Lovely, exquisite moment. But passing the Englishman with averted face and on swift
- 32:12wings, he experienced nothing himself. It was as if someone had told him
- 32:19there was such a moment, and he was obliged to believe. And he
- 32:25felt dubious and discontented suddenly, and wondered whether he was really and truly successful
- 32:35as a human being. After forty years experience, he had learned to manage
- 32:43his life and make the best of it on advanced European lines, had developed
- 32:49his personality, explored his limitations, controlled his passions, and he had done
- 32:55it all without becoming either pedantic or worldly. A creditable achievement, But as
- 33:05the moment passed, he felt he ought to have been working at something else
- 33:09the whole time. He didn't know at what, never would know, never
- 33:16could know, and that was why he felt sad. End of chapter twenty