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- 0:17Speaker 1: Recording by Christopher Taylor. A Modern Utopia by H. G. Wells,
- 0:25Speaker 1: Chapter the seventh. A few Utopian impressions, Section one. But
- 0:34Speaker 1: now we're in a better position to describe the houses
- 0:36Speaker 1: and ways of the utopian townships about the Lake of Lucerne,
- 0:40Speaker 1: and to glance a little more nearly at the people
- 0:42Speaker 1: who pass you figure us as curiously settle down in utopia,
- 0:47Speaker 1: as working for a low wage of wood carving, until
- 0:49Speaker 1: the authorities at the Central Registry in Paris can solve
- 0:52Speaker 1: the perplexing problem we have set them. We stay at
- 0:55Speaker 1: an inn looking out upon the lake, and go to
- 0:58Speaker 1: and fro for a five hours work a day with
- 1:01Speaker 1: a curious effect of having been born utopians. The rest
- 1:05Speaker 1: of our time is our own. Our inn is one
- 1:08Speaker 1: of those inns and lodging houses which have a minimum tariff,
- 1:12Speaker 1: inns which are partly regulated and in the default the
- 1:15Speaker 1: private enterprise maintained and controlled by the world state. Throughout
- 1:18Speaker 1: the entire world. It is one of several such establishments
- 1:22Speaker 1: in Licerne. It possesses many hundreds of practically self cleaning
- 1:26Speaker 1: little bedrooms, equipped very much after the fashion of the
- 1:29Speaker 1: rooms we occupied In a similar but much smaller inn
- 1:32Speaker 1: in Hospenthal, differing only a little in the decoration, there
- 1:36Speaker 1: is the same dressing room recess, with its bath, the
- 1:39Speaker 1: same graceful proportion in the succinct simplicity of its furniture.
- 1:43Speaker 1: This particular inn is a quadrangle after the fashion of
- 1:46Speaker 1: an Oxford college. It is perhaps forty feet high and
- 1:49Speaker 1: with about five stories of bedrooms above its lower apartments.
- 1:53Speaker 1: The windows of the rooms look either outward or inward
- 1:55Speaker 1: to the quadrangle, and the doors give upon artificially lit
- 1:59Speaker 1: passages with staircases passing up and down. These passages are
- 2:03Speaker 1: carpeted with a sort of cork carpet, but are otherwise bare.
- 2:08Speaker 1: The lower's story is occupied by the equivalent of a
- 2:10Speaker 1: London club, kitchens and other offices, dining room, writing room,
- 2:15Speaker 1: smoking and assembly rooms, a barber's shop, and a library.
- 2:19Speaker 1: A colonnade with seats runs about the quadrangle, and in
- 2:22Speaker 1: the middle is a grass plot. In the center of
- 2:25Speaker 1: this is a bronze figure a sleeping child reposes above
- 2:29Speaker 1: a little basin and fountain in which water lilies are growing.
- 2:32Speaker 1: The place has been designed by an architect happily free
- 2:36Speaker 1: of the hampering traditions of Greek temple building and of
- 2:38Speaker 1: Roman in Italian palaces. It is simple, unaffected, gracious. The
- 2:44Speaker 1: material is some artificial stone with a dull surface in
- 2:47Speaker 1: something of the tint of yellow ivory. The color is
- 2:50Speaker 1: a little irregular, and the partial confession of girders and
- 2:53Speaker 1: pillars breaks this front of tender color with lines and
- 2:56Speaker 1: moldings of greenish gray that blend with the tones of
- 2:59Speaker 1: the leaden gutters in rain pipes from the light red roof.
- 3:02Speaker 1: At one point only does any explicit effort toward artistic
- 3:06Speaker 1: effect appear, and that is in the great arched gateway
- 3:09Speaker 1: opposite my window. Two or three abundant yellow roses climb
- 3:13Speaker 1: over the face of the building. And when I look
- 3:15Speaker 1: out of my window in the early morning, for the
- 3:17Speaker 1: usual Utopian working day commences within an hour of sunrise,
- 3:21Speaker 1: I see pilatus above the outlook rosy in the morning sky.
- 3:26Speaker 1: This quadrigle type of building is the prevalent element in
- 3:29Speaker 1: Utopian lcerne, and one may go from end to end
- 3:32Speaker 1: of the town along corridors and covered colonnades without emerging
- 3:36Speaker 1: by a gateway into the open roads. At all. Small
- 3:39Speaker 1: shops are found in these colonnades, but the larger stores
- 3:42Speaker 1: are usually housed in buildings specially adapted to their needs.
- 3:46Speaker 1: The majority of the residential edifices are far finer and
- 3:49Speaker 1: more substantial than our own modest shelter. Though we gather
- 3:53Speaker 1: from such chants glimpses as we get of their arrangements,
- 3:56Speaker 1: that the labor saving ideal runs through every grade of
- 3:59Speaker 1: this servant life, and what we should consider a complete
- 4:02Speaker 1: house in earthly England is hardly known. Here the autonomy
- 4:08Speaker 1: of the household has been reduced far below terrestrial conditions
- 4:11Speaker 1: by hotels and clubs and all sorts of cooperative expedients.
- 4:16Speaker 1: People who do not live in hotels seem usually to
- 4:18Speaker 1: live in clubs. The fairly prosperous utopian belongs in most
- 4:22Speaker 1: cases to one or two residential clubs of congenial men
- 4:25Speaker 1: and women. These clubs usually possess an addition to furnished bedrooms,
- 4:30Speaker 1: more or less elaborate suites of apartments, and if a
- 4:33Speaker 1: man prefers it. One of these latter can be taken
- 4:36Speaker 1: and furnished according to his personal taste. A pleasant boudoir,
- 4:40Speaker 1: a private library and study, a private garden plot are
- 4:44Speaker 1: among the commonest of such luxuries. Devices to secure roof gardens, loggias, verandas,
- 4:51Speaker 1: and such like open air privacies to the more sumptuous
- 4:54Speaker 1: of these apartments gives interest and variety to utopian architecture.
- 4:59Speaker 1: There are some type little cooking corners in these flats,
- 5:02Speaker 1: as one would call them on Earth. But the ordinary
- 5:04Speaker 1: utopian would no more think of a special private kitchen
- 5:07Speaker 1: for his dinners than he would think of a private
- 5:09Speaker 1: flour mill or dairy farm. Business private work and professional
- 5:13Speaker 1: practice go on sometimes in the house apartments, but often
- 5:16Speaker 1: in special offices in the great warren of the business quarter.
- 5:20Speaker 1: A common garden, an infant school, play rooms, and a
- 5:24Speaker 1: playing garden for children are universal features of the club quadrangles.
- 5:30Speaker 1: Two or three main roads with their tramways, their cyclists pass,
- 5:34Speaker 1: and swift traffic paths will converge on the urban center,
- 5:39Speaker 1: where the public offices will stand in a group close
- 5:41Speaker 1: to the two or three theaters and the larger shops,
- 5:44Speaker 1: and hither too. In the case of Discern the head
- 5:48Speaker 1: of the swift railway to Paris and England in Scotland
- 5:51Speaker 1: and to the Rhineland and Germany will run, and as
- 5:53Speaker 1: one walks out from the town center, one will come
- 5:56Speaker 1: to that mingling of homesteads and open country which will
- 5:59Speaker 1: be the common condition of all the more habitable parts
- 6:02Speaker 1: of the globe. Here and there, no doubt will stand
- 6:06Speaker 1: quite solitary homesteads, homesteads that will nevertheless be lit and
- 6:11Speaker 1: warmed by cables from the central force station, that will
- 6:14Speaker 1: share the common water supply, will have their perfected telephonic
- 6:18Speaker 1: connection with the rest of the world, with doctor shop
- 6:21Speaker 1: and so forth, and may even have a pneumatic tube
- 6:24Speaker 1: for books and small parcels to the nearest post office.
- 6:27Speaker 1: But the solitary homestead as a permanent residence will be
- 6:31Speaker 1: something of a luxury, the resort of rather wealthy garden lovers,
- 6:36Speaker 1: and most people with a bias for retirement will probably
- 6:39Speaker 1: get as much residential solitude as they care for in
- 6:42Speaker 1: the hire of a holiday chalet in a forest, by
- 6:45Speaker 1: remote lagoons or high up the mountain side. The solitary
- 6:50Speaker 1: house may indeed prove to be very rare. Indeed, in utopia,
- 6:53Speaker 1: the same forces, the same facilitation of communications that will
- 6:57Speaker 1: diffuse the towns will tend to little concentrations of the
- 7:00Speaker 1: agricultural population over the countryside. The field workers will probably
- 7:05Speaker 1: take their food with them to their work during the day,
- 7:07Speaker 1: and for the convenience of an interesting dinner and of
- 7:10Speaker 1: civilized intercourse. After the working day is over, they will
- 7:13Speaker 1: most probably live in a college quadrangle with a common
- 7:16Speaker 1: room and club. I doubt if there will be any
- 7:19Speaker 1: agricultural laborers drawing wages in utopia. I am inclined to
- 7:23Speaker 1: imagine farming done by tenant associations, by little, democratic, unlimited
- 7:29Speaker 1: liability companies, working under elected managers and not paying a
- 7:33Speaker 1: fixed rent but a share of the produce to the state.
- 7:36Speaker 1: Such companies could reconstruct annually to weed out indolent members.
- 7:41Speaker 1: Footnote Schemes for the cooperative association of producers will be
- 7:45Speaker 1: found in doctor Hertzka's free Land. A minimum standard of
- 7:50Speaker 1: efficiency in farming would be insured by fixing a minimum
- 7:53Speaker 1: beneath which the rent must not fall, and perhaps by inspection.
- 7:58Speaker 1: The general laws respecting the stamp of life would of
- 8:01Speaker 1: course apply to such associations. This type of cooperation presents
- 8:06Speaker 1: itself to me as socially the best arrangement for productive
- 8:09Speaker 1: agriculture and horticulture. But such enterprises as stock breeding, seed
- 8:14Speaker 1: farming in the stocking and loan of agricultural implements are
- 8:18Speaker 1: probably and agricultural research and experiment certainly best handled directly
- 8:23Speaker 1: by large companies or the municipality or the state. But
- 8:28Speaker 1: I should do little to investigate this question. These are
- 8:31Speaker 1: presented as quite incidental impressions. You must suppose that, for
- 8:35Speaker 1: the most part, our walks and observations keep us within
- 8:38Speaker 1: the more urban quarters of Licern. From a number of
- 8:41Speaker 1: beautifully printed placards at the street corners, adorned with caricatures
- 8:45Speaker 1: of considerable pungency, we discover an odd little election as
- 8:49Speaker 1: in progress. This is the selection upon strictly democratic lines,
- 8:54Speaker 1: with a suffrage that includes every permanent resident in the
- 8:57Speaker 1: discerned ward over the age of fifteen of the ugliest
- 9:01Speaker 1: local building. The old little urban and local governing bodies
- 9:06Speaker 1: we find have long since been superseded by great provincial
- 9:10Speaker 1: municipalities for all the more serious administrative purposes, but they
- 9:14Speaker 1: still survive to discharge a number of curious minor functions
- 9:18Speaker 1: and not the least among these is this sort of
- 9:21Speaker 1: esthetic ostracism. Every year, every minor local governing body pulls
- 9:26Speaker 1: down a building selected by local plebiscite, and the greater
- 9:29Speaker 1: government pays a slight compensation to the owner and resumes
- 9:33Speaker 1: possession of the land it occupies. The idea would strike
- 9:37Speaker 1: as at first is simply whimsical, But in practice it
- 9:40Speaker 1: appears to work as a cheap and practical device for
- 9:42Speaker 1: the esthetic education of builders, engineers, businessmen, opulent persons, and
- 9:49Speaker 1: the general body of the public. But when we come
- 9:52Speaker 1: to consider its application to our own world, we should
- 9:55Speaker 1: perceive it was the most utopian thing we had so
- 9:59Speaker 1: far encountered. Section two. The factory that employs us is
- 10:08Speaker 1: something very different from the ordinary earthly model. Our business
- 10:12Speaker 1: is to finish making little wooden toys, bears, cattlemen, and
- 10:16Speaker 1: the like for children. The things are made in the
- 10:20Speaker 1: rough by machinery and then finished by hand. Because the
- 10:24Speaker 1: work of unskillful but interested men, and it really is
- 10:27Speaker 1: an extremely amusing employment, is found to give a personality
- 10:32Speaker 1: and interest to these objects, no machine can ever attain.
- 10:37Speaker 1: We carvers, who are the riff raff of utopia, work
- 10:41Speaker 1: in a long shed together nominally by time. We must
- 10:46Speaker 1: keep at the job for the length of the spell,
- 10:48Speaker 1: but we are expected to finish a certain number of
- 10:50Speaker 1: toys for each spell of work. The rules of the
- 10:54Speaker 1: game is between employer and employed in this particular industry.
- 10:57Speaker 1: Hang on the wall behind us. They are up by
- 11:00Speaker 1: a conference of the Common Council of wages workers with
- 11:04Speaker 1: the employers, a common council which has resulted in utopia
- 11:08Speaker 1: from the synthesis of the old trades unions, and which
- 11:12Speaker 1: has become a constitutional power. But any man who has
- 11:15Speaker 1: skill or humor is presently making his own bargain with
- 11:18Speaker 1: our employer. More or less above that datum line. Our
- 11:24Speaker 1: employer is a quiet, blue eyed man with a humorous smile.
- 11:28Speaker 1: He dresses wholly in an indigo blue that later we
- 11:32Speaker 1: come to consider a sort of voluntary uniform for utopian artists.
- 11:36Speaker 1: As he walks about the workshop, stopping to laugh at
- 11:39Speaker 1: this production or praise that, one is reminded inevitably of
- 11:43Speaker 1: an art school. Every now and then he carves a
- 11:46Speaker 1: little himself, or makes a sketch, or departs to the
- 11:49Speaker 1: machinery to order some change in the rough shapes that
- 11:52Speaker 1: is turning out our work is by no means confined
- 11:55Speaker 1: to animals. After time, I am told to specialize in
- 11:59Speaker 1: a comical life little Roman nosed pony. But several of
- 12:03Speaker 1: the better paid carvers work up caricature images of imminent Utopians.
- 12:08Speaker 1: Over these, our employer is most disposed to meditate, and
- 12:11Speaker 1: from them he darts off most frequently to improve the type.
- 12:18Speaker 1: It is high summer, and our shed lies open at
- 12:21Speaker 1: either end. On one hand is a steep mountain side
- 12:25Speaker 1: down which there comes now bridging a chasm, now a
- 12:29Speaker 1: mere straight groove across the meadow. Now hidden among green branches,
- 12:34Speaker 1: the water slide that brings our trees from the purple
- 12:36Speaker 1: forest overhead above us, but nearly hidden hums the machine shed.
- 12:42Speaker 1: But we see a corner of the tank, into which,
- 12:45Speaker 1: with a mighty splash, the pine trees are delivered. Every
- 12:49Speaker 1: now and then, bringing with him a gust of resinous smell.
- 12:52Speaker 1: A white clad machinist will come in with a basketful
- 12:55Speaker 1: of crude, unwrought little images, and will turn them out
- 12:59Speaker 1: upon the table from which we carvers select them. Whenever
- 13:03Speaker 1: I think of Utopia, that faint and fluctuating smell of
- 13:07Speaker 1: resin returns to me, and whenever I smell resin comes
- 13:11Speaker 1: the memory of the open end of the shed, looking
- 13:13Speaker 1: out upon the lake, the blue green lake, the boats
- 13:17Speaker 1: mirrored in the water, and far and high beyond floats,
- 13:21Speaker 1: the atmospheric fury land of the mountains of Glarus twenty
- 13:24Speaker 1: miles away. The secession of the second and last spell
- 13:29Speaker 1: of work comes about midday, and then we walk home
- 13:33Speaker 1: through this beautiful intricacy of a town, to our cheap
- 13:36Speaker 1: hotel beside the lake. We should go our way with
- 13:41Speaker 1: a curious contentment, for all that we were earning scarcely
- 13:45Speaker 1: more than the minimum wage. We should have, of course,
- 13:48Speaker 1: our uneasiness about the final decisions of that universal eye
- 13:52Speaker 1: which has turned upon us. We should have those ridiculous
- 13:55Speaker 1: sham numbers on our consciences. But that general restlessness, that
- 14:00Speaker 1: brooding stress that pursues the weekly worker on earth, that
- 14:05Speaker 1: aching anxiety that drives him so often to stupid bedding,
- 14:09Speaker 1: stupid drinking, and violent and mean offenses, will have vanished
- 14:13Speaker 1: out of mortal experience. Section three. I should find myself
- 14:22Speaker 1: contrasting my position with my preconceptions about a utopian visit.
- 14:28Speaker 1: I had always imagined myself standing outside the general machinery
- 14:31Speaker 1: of the state in the Distinguished Visitors Gallery, as it were,
- 14:35Speaker 1: and getting the new world in a series of comprehensive
- 14:38Speaker 1: perspective views. But this utopia, for all the sweeping floats
- 14:42Speaker 1: of generalization I do my best to maintain, is swallowing
- 14:46Speaker 1: me up. I find myself going between my work and
- 14:49Speaker 1: the room in which I sleep, and the place in
- 14:52Speaker 1: which I dine, very much as I went to and
- 14:54Speaker 1: fro in that real world into which I fell five
- 14:57Speaker 1: and forty years ago. I find about me mountains and
- 15:00Speaker 1: horizons that limit my view, institutions that vanish also without
- 15:05Speaker 1: an explanation beyond the limit of sight, and a great
- 15:08Speaker 1: complexity of things I do not understand and about which
- 15:12Speaker 1: to tell the truth I do not formulate. Acute curiosities, people,
- 15:18Speaker 1: very unrepresentative people, people just as casual as people in
- 15:22Speaker 1: the real world, come into personal relations with us, and
- 15:25Speaker 1: little threads of private and immediate interests spin themselves rapidly
- 15:29Speaker 1: into a thickening gray veil across the general view. I
- 15:33Speaker 1: lose the comprehensive interrogation of my first arrival. I find
- 15:36Speaker 1: myself interested in the grain of wood. I work in
- 15:39Speaker 1: birds among the tree branches, and little irrelevant things. And
- 15:44Speaker 1: it is only now and then that I get fairly
- 15:47Speaker 1: back to the mood that takes all utopia for its picture.
- 15:52Speaker 1: We spend our first surplus of utopian money in the
- 15:54Speaker 1: reorganization of our wardrobes upon more utopian lines. We develop
- 15:59Speaker 1: a quaintance with several of our fellow workers, and of
- 16:02Speaker 1: those who share our table. At the end we pass
- 16:04Speaker 1: insensibly into acquaintanceships in the beginning of friendships. The world utopia,
- 16:09Speaker 1: I say, seems for a time to be swallowing me
- 16:12Speaker 1: up at the thought of detail. It looms too big
- 16:15Speaker 1: for me. The question of government, of its sustaining ideas,
- 16:19Speaker 1: of race, and the wider future hang like the arch
- 16:23Speaker 1: of the sky over these daily incidents. Very great, indeed,
- 16:27Speaker 1: but very remote. These people about me are every day people,
- 16:32Speaker 1: people not so very far from the minimum wage, a
- 16:35Speaker 1: customed much as the everyday people of Earth are accustomed
- 16:40Speaker 1: to take their world as they find it. Such inquiries
- 16:43Speaker 1: as I attempt, are pretty obviously a bore to them,
- 16:46Speaker 1: pass outside their range as completely as utopian speculation on
- 16:50Speaker 1: Earth outranges a Stevodoor, or a member of parliament, or
- 16:54Speaker 1: a working plumber. Even the little things of day to
- 16:57Speaker 1: life enters them in a different way. So I get
- 17:01Speaker 1: on with my facts and reasoning rather slowly. I find
- 17:05Speaker 1: myself looking among the pleasant multitudes of the streets for
- 17:08Speaker 1: types that promise congenial conversation. My sense of loneliness is
- 17:14Speaker 1: increased during this interlude by the better social success of
- 17:18Speaker 1: the botanist. I find him presently falling into conversation with
- 17:22Speaker 1: two women who are accustomed to set at a table
- 17:24Speaker 1: near our own. They wear the loose colored robes of
- 17:28Speaker 1: soft material that are the usual ware of common adult
- 17:31Speaker 1: Utopian women. They are both dark and sallow, and the
- 17:35Speaker 1: effect amber and crimson in their garments. Their faces strike
- 17:38Speaker 1: me as a little unintelligent, and there is a faint
- 17:41Speaker 1: touch of middle aged coquetterie in their bearing that I
- 17:44Speaker 1: do not like. Yet on earth we should consider them
- 17:48Speaker 1: women of exceptional refinement. But the botanist evidently sees in
- 17:52Speaker 1: this direction scope for the feelings that have wilted a
- 17:55Speaker 1: little under my inattention, and he begins that petty intercourse
- 17:59Speaker 1: of a war bird, of a slight civility, of vague
- 18:03Speaker 1: inquiries in comparisons, that leads at last to associations and
- 18:06Speaker 1: competences such superficial confidence as that is to say, as
- 18:11Speaker 1: he finds satisfactory. This throws me back upon my private observations.
- 18:19Speaker 1: The general effect of a utopian population is vigor Everyone
- 18:23Speaker 1: one needs seems not only to be in good health,
- 18:25Speaker 1: but in training. One rarely meets fat people, bald people,
- 18:29Speaker 1: or bent or gray. People who would be obese or
- 18:33Speaker 1: bent and obviously aged on earth are here in good repair,
- 18:37Speaker 1: and as a consequence, the whole effect of a crowd
- 18:40Speaker 1: is livelier and more invigorating than on Earth. The dress
- 18:43Speaker 1: is varied and graceful. That of the women reminds one
- 18:47Speaker 1: most of the Italian fifteenth century. They have an abundance
- 18:51Speaker 1: of soft and beautifully colored stuffs, and the clothes, even
- 18:55Speaker 1: if the poorest fit admirably. Their hair is very simply,
- 18:59Speaker 1: but very carefully and beautifully dressed, and except in very
- 19:03Speaker 1: sunny weather, they do not wear hats or bonnets. There
- 19:06Speaker 1: is little difference in deportment between one class and another.
- 19:10Speaker 1: They are all graceful and bear themselves with quiet dignity.
- 19:13Speaker 1: And among a group of them, a European woman of fashion,
- 19:17Speaker 1: in her lace and feathers, her hat and metal ornaments,
- 19:21Speaker 1: her mixed accumulation of trimmings would look like a barbarian
- 19:25Speaker 1: tricked out with the miscellaneous plunder of a museum. Boys
- 19:29Speaker 1: and girls wear much the same sort of costume, brown
- 19:33Speaker 1: leather shoes, then a sort of combination of hose and
- 19:37Speaker 1: a close fitting trousers that reach from the toe to waste,
- 19:41Speaker 1: and over this a beltless jacket fitting very well, or
- 19:44Speaker 1: a belta tunic. Many slender women wear the same sort
- 19:48Speaker 1: of costume. We should see them in it very often
- 19:51Speaker 1: in such a place as Lecerne, as they returned from
- 19:54Speaker 1: expeditions in the mountains. The older men would wear long
- 19:58Speaker 1: robes very frequently, but the greater proportion of the men
- 20:01Speaker 1: would go in variations of much the same costume as
- 20:04Speaker 1: the children. There would certainly be hooded cloaks and umbrellas
- 20:08Speaker 1: for rainy weather, high boots for mud and snow, and
- 20:12Speaker 1: cloaks and coats and furry robes for the winter. There
- 20:16Speaker 1: would be, no doubt a freer use of color than
- 20:18Speaker 1: terrestrial europe sees in these days. But the costume of
- 20:22Speaker 1: the women, at least would be soberer and more practical,
- 20:25Speaker 1: and in harmony with our discussion in the previous chapter.
- 20:29Speaker 1: Less differentiated from the men's. But these, of course are generalizations.
- 20:36Speaker 1: These are the mere translation of the social facts we
- 20:38Speaker 1: have hypatheticated into a language of costume. There will be
- 20:42Speaker 1: a great variety of costume, and no compulsions. The doubles
- 20:46Speaker 1: of people who are naturally foppish on earth will be
- 20:49Speaker 1: foppish in Utopia, and people who have no natural taste
- 20:53Speaker 1: on earth will have in artistic equivalents. Everyone will not
- 20:57Speaker 1: be quiet in tone, or harmonious or beautiful. Occasionally, as
- 21:02Speaker 1: I go through the streets to my work, I shall
- 21:05Speaker 1: turn round to glance again at some robe shot with
- 21:08Speaker 1: gold embroidery, some slashing of the sleeves, some eccentricity of cut,
- 21:14Speaker 1: or some discord or in tidiness. But these will be
- 21:17Speaker 1: but transient flashes, and a general flow of harmonious graciousness.
- 21:22Speaker 1: Dress will have scarcely any of that effect of disorderly
- 21:25Speaker 1: conflict of self assertion, qualified by the fear of ridicule,
- 21:30Speaker 1: that it has in the crudely competitive civilizations of Earth.
- 21:36Speaker 1: I shall have the seeker's attitude of mind. During those
- 21:39Speaker 1: few days at Locerne, I shall become a student of faces.
- 21:43Speaker 1: I shall be as it were looking for some one.
- 21:46Speaker 1: I shall see heavy faces, dull faces, faces with an
- 21:50Speaker 1: uncongenial animation, alien faces, and among these some with an
- 21:55Speaker 1: immediate quality of appeal. I should see desirable men approaching me,
- 22:00Speaker 1: and I should think, now, if I were to speak
- 22:02Speaker 1: to you, many of these latter I should note wore
- 22:06Speaker 1: the same clothing as the man who spoke to us
- 22:08Speaker 1: at Wassen. I should begin to think of it as
- 22:11Speaker 1: a sort of uniform. Then I should see grave faced girls,
- 22:17Speaker 1: girls of that budding age when their bearing becomes delusively wise,
- 22:21Speaker 1: and the old deception of my youth will recur to me.
- 22:24Speaker 1: Could you and I but talked together, I should think
- 22:28Speaker 1: women will pass me lightly, women with open and inviting faces,
- 22:33Speaker 1: but they will not attract me. And there will come
- 22:35Speaker 1: beautiful women, women with that touch of closterl preoccupation which
- 22:40Speaker 1: forbids the thought of any near approach. They are private
- 22:43Speaker 1: and secret, and I may not enter, I know, into
- 22:46Speaker 1: their thoughts. I go as often as I can to
- 22:51Speaker 1: the seat by the end of the old kapabroque and
- 22:54Speaker 1: watch the people passing over. I shall find a quality
- 22:59Speaker 1: of dissatis faction. Throughout all these days, I shall come
- 23:02Speaker 1: to see this period more and more distinctly as a pause,
- 23:06Speaker 1: as a weeding interlude, and the idea of an encounter
- 23:09Speaker 1: with my double, which came at me at first if
- 23:12Speaker 1: it were a witticism, as something verbal and surprising, begins
- 23:15Speaker 1: to take substance. The idea grows in my mind that,
- 23:20Speaker 1: after all, this is the someone I am seeking, this
- 23:24Speaker 1: utopian self of mine. I had at first an idea
- 23:27Speaker 1: of a grotesque encounter, as of something happening in a
- 23:30Speaker 1: looking glass. But presently it dawns on me that my
- 23:34Speaker 1: utopian self must be a very different person from me.
- 23:37Speaker 1: His training will be different, his mental content different, but
- 23:42Speaker 1: between us there will be a strange link of essential identity,
- 23:46Speaker 1: a sympathy, an understanding. I find the thing rising suddenly
- 23:51Speaker 1: to a preponderance in my mind. I find the interest
- 23:55Speaker 1: of details dwindling to the vanishing point that I have
- 23:58Speaker 1: come to utopia is the lesser thing. Now, The greater
- 24:03Speaker 1: is that I have come to meet myself. I spend
- 24:09Speaker 1: hours trying to imagine the encounter, inventing little dialogues. I
- 24:14Speaker 1: go alone to the bureau to find if any news
- 24:17Speaker 1: has come to hand from the great Index in Paris.
- 24:20Speaker 1: But I am told to wait another twenty four hours.
- 24:23Speaker 1: I cease absolutely to be interested in anything else, except
- 24:26Speaker 1: so far as it leads towards intercourse with this being,
- 24:29Speaker 1: who is to be at once so strangely alien and
- 24:32Speaker 1: so totally mine. End of Chapter seven, Sections one through three.