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Why High-Achieving Women Struggle Most With Postpartum Anxiety · Motherhood Uncut

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  SPEAKER_00: If you believe that your postpartum anxiety is worse because you're not strong enough or not prepared enough, you are wrong.
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  SPEAKER_00: And here's why.
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  SPEAKER_00: You have managed high pressure careers.
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  SPEAKER_00: You led teams, you exceeded all the expectations.
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  SPEAKER_00: You probably have achieved more things than most people ever will.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then motherhood feels like it flattened you in a way that nothing else has.
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  SPEAKER_00: You might feel weak, maybe ashamed, and very, very confused.
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  SPEAKER_00: I mean, how can you handle boardrooms and lead teams, but a crying baby leaves you in tears?
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, well, in the next 12 minutes, I'm going to show you why high-performing and high-achieving women experience postpartum anxiety differently and more severely than others, and what you need to unlearn to finally feel relief.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so before motherhood, you were unstoppable.
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  SPEAKER_00: You set goals and you crushed them.
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  SPEAKER_00: You anticipated problems and you solved them.
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  SPEAKER_00: You performed under pressure and you delivered incredible results.
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  SPEAKER_00: Motherhood was supposed to be another challenge that you would master.
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  SPEAKER_00: So you prepared and you researched and you probably optimized everything you could.
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  SPEAKER_00: You had the nursery organized, the routines planned, probably read all the right books.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then your baby came and nothing worked the way you thought it would.
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  SPEAKER_00: The research didn't actually prepare you for the relentless uncertainty and unpredictability.
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  SPEAKER_00: Those routines, they fell apart.
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  SPEAKER_00: The plans actually became irrelevant.
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  SPEAKER_00: And for the first time in your life, effort did not equal outcome.
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  SPEAKER_00: I am Kate Kripke and I specialize in working with high-achieving and success-driven women experiencing postpartum anxiety.
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  SPEAKER_00: For over 20 years, I've worked with more than 6,000 mothers, and the pattern, it's undeniable.
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  SPEAKER_00: The women who achieved the most before motherhood, they often struggle the most after.
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  SPEAKER_00: Not because they're weak or can't handle it, and certainly not because they were unprepared, but because their strengths became their prison.
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  SPEAKER_00: In this video, I'm gonna walk you through four reasons why high achievers experience postpartum anxiety more intensely and what you need to unlearn to finally feel calm.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so let's start at the top.
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  SPEAKER_00: Your achievement brain, it's wired for control.
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  SPEAKER_00: Motherhood offers none.
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  SPEAKER_00: High achievers are wired to believe something very simple.
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  SPEAKER_00: Effort plus strategy equals predictable outcome.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna say that again just so you can really get it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Effort plus strategy equals predictable outcome.
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  SPEAKER_00: Can you relate to that?
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  SPEAKER_00: That is probably how you succeeded professionally.
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  SPEAKER_00: Study harder, work harder, get the promotion.
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  SPEAKER_00: Work smarter, hit the goal.
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  SPEAKER_00: Plan better, control the result.
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  SPEAKER_00: But motherhood, it does not work that way.
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  SPEAKER_00: You can do everything right and your baby still won't sleep.
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  SPEAKER_00: You can follow every expert's advice and your baby still melts down.
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  SPEAKER_00: There's no formula, there's no guarantee, and your brain interprets that lack of control as danger.
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  SPEAKER_00: And here's what no one tells you.
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  SPEAKER_00: The same brain that made you so successful before becoming a mother is now making you anxious here in motherhood.
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  SPEAKER_00: Achievement brain thinking in motherhood, it backfires.
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  SPEAKER_00: I've worked with surgeons who could handle life or death decisions without breaking a sweat, but they couldn't handle their baby's unpredictable sleep.
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  SPEAKER_00: I've worked with executives who manage teams of hundreds, but fell apart when they couldn't fix their baby's crying.
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  SPEAKER_00: Same capable brain, but different domain.
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  SPEAKER_00: And the strategies that worked everywhere else, useless in motherhood.
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  SPEAKER_00: Think of achievement brain like a GPS.
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  SPEAKER_00: It needs a clear destination, a known route, and measurable progress.
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  SPEAKER_00: Motherhood is like driving through the fog with no GPS signal.
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  SPEAKER_00: You can't see the destination.
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  SPEAKER_00: The route keeps changing.
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  SPEAKER_00: There's no ETA.
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  SPEAKER_00: And for a brain that craves certainty, this feels like a constant emergency.
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  SPEAKER_00: So notice when you're trying to force certainty in motherhood.
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  SPEAKER_00: Are you over-researching baby sleep?
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  SPEAKER_00: Are you creating elaborate or rigid schedules, seeking constant reassurance from experts?
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  SPEAKER_00: That's achievement brain trying to control the uncontrollable.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it's fueling your anxiety, not reducing it.
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  SPEAKER_00: But control isn't even the biggest problem.
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  SPEAKER_00: There's something deeper that high achievers carry into motherhood that makes everything worse.
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  SPEAKER_00: You see, if you're like the rest of us, your worth is tied to performance and you can't perform your way through emotions.
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  SPEAKER_00: Most high achievers learn something early in life.
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  SPEAKER_00: Your value comes from what you produce, how well you perform, how much you achieve.
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  SPEAKER_00: You internalize the belief, I am worthy because I succeed.
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  SPEAKER_00: Motherhood, it does not work on a performance model.
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  SPEAKER_00: You can't earn your baby's love.
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  SPEAKER_00: You can't achieve secure attachment through metrics and emotions, yours and your babies, can't be optimized or performed away.
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  SPEAKER_00: For a nervous system that equates worth with achievement, this creates existential panic.
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  SPEAKER_00: Your worth isn't tied to your productivity, but your nervous system doesn't know that yet.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that's why motherhood feels like failure.
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  SPEAKER_00: I worked with a client recently, an incredibly successful attorney, who told me this.
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  SPEAKER_00: She said, I build 80-hour weeks and felt so powerful.
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  SPEAKER_00: And now I can't even get my baby to nap and I feel worthless.
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  SPEAKER_00: Same person, different scorecard.
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  SPEAKER_00: At work, she knew how to win.
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  SPEAKER_00: In motherhood, there's no winning, there's just being.
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  SPEAKER_00: And her nervous system interpreted not achieving with not enough.
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  SPEAKER_00: So here's the shift.
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  SPEAKER_00: I want you to stop doing these things.
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  SPEAKER_00: Stop measuring your worth as a mother by the outcomes like sleep or milestones or behavior.
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  SPEAKER_00: Stop treating motherhood like a performance that you can optimize.
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  SPEAKER_00: And stop believing that your baby's struggles mean that you are failing.
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  SPEAKER_00: And start doing this.
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  SPEAKER_00: Start noticing when you're equating your baby's state with your worth.
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  SPEAKER_00: So for instance, maybe you're saying, if my baby is upset, I'm a bad mom.
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  SPEAKER_00: We want you to stop doing that.
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  SPEAKER_00: Start practicing separate doing from being.
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  SPEAKER_00: So as an example, I'm worthy simply by being present, not by achieving outcomes.
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  SPEAKER_00: And start recognizing that secure attachment is built through connection, not perfection.
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  SPEAKER_00: And here is where it gets even harder for high achievers because your relationship with emotions is completely different.
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  SPEAKER_00: You have likely been avoiding emotions your entire life.
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  SPEAKER_00: Motherhood will not let you do this.
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  SPEAKER_00: High achievers typically have one strategy for uncomfortable emotions.
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  SPEAKER_00: Don't feel them.
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  SPEAKER_00: In other words, avoid them, stay busy, work harder, achieve more power through.
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  SPEAKER_00: And before motherhood, that strategy may have worked.
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  SPEAKER_00: You could outrun discomfort with productivity, but motherhood strips that option away because your baby's emotions are unavoidable.
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  SPEAKER_00: And guess what?
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  SPEAKER_00: Your emotions are unavoidable too.
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  SPEAKER_00: And when you can't avoid them, your nervous system panics because it never learned that feeling emotions is safe.
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  SPEAKER_00: You didn't struggle with emotions before motherhood because you never really had to feel them.
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  SPEAKER_00: But now you do.
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  SPEAKER_00: And your nervous system thinks that they are dangerous.
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  SPEAKER_00: Almost every high-achieving mom I work with tells me the same thing.
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  SPEAKER_00: She says, I never really dealt with my feelings.
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  SPEAKER_00: I just stayed busy.
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  SPEAKER_00: Can you relate to that?
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  SPEAKER_00: They built incredible lives while ignoring their entire inner world.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then motherhood forced them to feel, to feel exhaustion, frustration, sadness, fear, overwhelm.
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  SPEAKER_00: And they had zero capacity to tolerate it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Every emotion felt like a threat.
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  SPEAKER_00: Think of emotion like muscles.
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  SPEAKER_00: If you never use them, they're weak.
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  SPEAKER_00: High achievers have really, really strong doing muscles, strategy, execution, performance, but their feeling muscles are atrophied.
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  SPEAKER_00: Motherhood is an emotional endurance event, and you showed up with untrained emotional muscles.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's not weakness, it's just lack of practice.
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  SPEAKER_00: So ask yourself, before motherhood, what did I do when I felt uncomfortable emotions?
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  SPEAKER_00: Did I distract myself with work?
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  SPEAKER_00: Did I rationalize them away?
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  SPEAKER_00: Did I push through them and ignore them?
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  SPEAKER_00: Did I stay so busy that I never actually had to feel them?
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  SPEAKER_00: Whatever strategy you used, it's not working now.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that's creating panic.
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  SPEAKER_00: So if achievement brain, performance-based worth, and emotional avoidance are all working against you, what do you actually need to unlearn?
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  SPEAKER_00: All right, I'm gonna pause here for a moment.
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  SPEAKER_00: If you're a high achiever struggling with postpartum anxiety and this is resonating hard, subscribe to this channel.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I create content specifically for women like us, driven, capable, and completely undone by motherhood.
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  SPEAKER_00: Let's figure this out together.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so here's the deal: you don't need more strategies.
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  SPEAKER_00: You need to unlearn the beliefs and patterns that made you successful, maybe still make you successful out there, and are now making you anxious here in motherhood.
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  SPEAKER_00: As I've already mentioned, anxiety in high achievers is not caused by not doing enough.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's caused by doing the wrong things.
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  SPEAKER_00: You're applying work strategies and achievement strategies to motherhood.
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  SPEAKER_00: You're treating emotions like problems to solve.
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  SPEAKER_00: You're equating your worth with outcomes.
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  SPEAKER_00: All of that keeps your nervous system in threat mode.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's what I call achievement brain.
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  SPEAKER_00: And tonight you're going to practice the exact opposite of what it tells you to do.
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  SPEAKER_00: The fix isn't adding more, it's unlearning and replacing.
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  SPEAKER_00: Think of it like learning to swim after years of running.
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  SPEAKER_00: Those running strategies, like pushing harder or moving faster, controlling your pace, they don't work in water.
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  SPEAKER_00: They actually make you sink.
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  SPEAKER_00: You have to unlearn running to learn to float.
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  SPEAKER_00: You have to let the water hold you to trust buoyancy instead of force.
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  SPEAKER_00: Motherhood is like water.
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  SPEAKER_00: An achievement brain is like running.
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  SPEAKER_00: And you can't actually swim until you stop running.
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  SPEAKER_00: So here's the unlearning practice.
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  SPEAKER_00: Tonight, practice doing the opposite of what achievement brain tells you.
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  SPEAKER_00: When achievement brain says, I need to fix this discomfort immediately, practice this instead.
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  SPEAKER_00: Sit with discomfort for two minutes.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I promise you that you can do almost anything for two minutes.
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  SPEAKER_00: Begin to take that grounding breath where your exhale is just a little bit longer than your inhale.
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  SPEAKER_00: This lets your nervous system know that you are safe.
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  SPEAKER_00: Feel the emotion in your body.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like really feel it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Don't strategize, don't research, don't problem solve.
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  SPEAKER_00: Say this to yourself: this is uncomfortable and I'm still okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: When achievement brain says, my worth depends on getting this right, practice this instead.
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  SPEAKER_00: Name one thing that you did today as a mom that had nothing to do with the outcomes.
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  SPEAKER_00: Something like I held my baby, or I stayed present during a hard moment, or I showed up even though I felt anxious.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then say, my worth is not tied to my results.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm enough because I'm here.
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  SPEAKER_00: When achievement brain says, if I can't control this, something is really wrong, then practice this.
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  SPEAKER_00: List three things in motherhood you cannot control.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe when your baby sleeps or what mood they're in or how long a certain phase lasts, and then say, I release control.
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  SPEAKER_00: I can be a great mother without controlling outcomes.
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  SPEAKER_00: And here's another one.
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  SPEAKER_00: When achievement brain says, stay busy, avoid feeling, practice three to five minutes of doing nothing but feeling.
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  SPEAKER_00: Sit somewhere quiet.
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  SPEAKER_00: Don't look at your phone, don't panic, don't optimize.
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  SPEAKER_00: Just breathe.
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  SPEAKER_00: Notice what emotions arise when you stop doing, because they will let them exist without acting on them.
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  SPEAKER_00: One important note here, it really is important to say these words out loud.
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  SPEAKER_00: So do it, even if it feels really cheesy or awkward or weird.
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  SPEAKER_00: I promise it works.
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  SPEAKER_00: And here is why it works.
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  SPEAKER_00: You are training your nervous system at the belief level.
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  SPEAKER_00: Every time you practice the opposite of achievement brain, you're teaching your body, I am safe, even without performance, productivity, and emotional avoidance.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is like exposure therapy for high achievers.
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  SPEAKER_00: You're exposing yourself to the very thing achievement brain fears, like uncertainty and unpredictability, emotional discomfort, lack of control, and proving that these things are not dangerous.
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  SPEAKER_00: Here's what changes through this practice.
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  SPEAKER_00: During the first week of practicing this, you're gonna notice moments where you don't immediately try to fix or control, and you're still okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: You may feel discomfort and it may be really inconvenient, but nothing bad happens.
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  SPEAKER_00: Around week two, that emotional discomfort becomes so much less threatening.
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  SPEAKER_00: And around week three, your worth stops fluctuating based on your baby's behavior.
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  SPEAKER_00: By week four, you start experiencing moments of genuine calm because your nervous system is learning that safety does not require achievement.
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  SPEAKER_00: But here's the hard part.
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  SPEAKER_00: Here's the commitment.
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  SPEAKER_00: Your achievement brain is probably gonna scream at you, this is wrong, I need to do something.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that's exactly why you need to practice it.
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  SPEAKER_00: The discomfort is proof that you are rewiring.
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  SPEAKER_00: So, as a reminder, your postpartum anxiety is not worse because you're not strong enough.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's worse because your strengths, those very things that have made you successful, don't translate to motherhood.
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  SPEAKER_00: But once you unlearn achievement brain and learn to be instead of doing, something shifts.
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  SPEAKER_00: You don't just reduce the anxiety, you actually become the mother you actually want to be.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, if you're a high achieving woman, ready to stop fighting yourself and start healing, subscribe for more tools designed specifically for you.
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  SPEAKER_00: And if you want personalized support to unlearn these patterns faster, check out the free assessment call in the description.
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  SPEAKER_00: Let's do this together.