Latest / PNW Haunts & Homicides / Neil Stonechild: Deadly Saskatoon Starlight Tours
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- 0:02Speaker 1: He had no means of transport. He didn't have a
- 0:05Speaker 1: car or a bike, and public transit would have been
- 0:09Speaker 1: fairly limited at that time of night, especially in an
- 0:13Speaker 1: industrial area that was not particularly populous. So how and
- 0:19Speaker 1: why did he end up there? Despite what might seem
- 0:24Speaker 1: a charming nickname, nothing can prepare you for the horror
- 0:30Speaker 1: that is a starlight tour. Hi, Cassie, Hi, Caitlin, Hi,
- 0:42Speaker 1: Creepy people, hellou Lou. This is PNW Haunts and Homicides
- 0:50Speaker 1: where we chat about true crime, the paranormal and all
- 0:53Speaker 1: things creepy in the Pacific Northwest or the.
- 0:58Speaker 2: P and W.
- 0:58Speaker 3: If you're nasty, If you're nasty and we know you are,
- 1:02Speaker 3: and we also do a nasty Tarot reading at the
- 1:05Speaker 3: end of every episode for a little deeper insight into
- 1:08Speaker 3: our topic.
- 1:09Speaker 1: Is the tarot reading nasty? Specifically?
- 1:12Speaker 2: I feel like the true crame ones are they can
- 1:15Speaker 2: get They can get pretty nasty if they're not like
- 1:18Speaker 2: hopeful or feel like they're about the person the sad
- 1:23Speaker 2: thing that we're talking.
- 1:25Speaker 4: I completely lost what I was saying. Did you see
- 1:28Speaker 4: what just happened?
- 1:31Speaker 2: I one in the middle of a sentence, forgot what
- 1:35Speaker 2: I was talking. About and I tried to make where
- 1:38Speaker 2: its happen, and I was just like, I don't, this
- 1:40Speaker 2: is not making sense. I knew where you were going.
- 1:44Speaker 2: You like a general sense of it. Yeah, no, Taro read.
- 1:50Speaker 2: Sometimes they're nasty, sometimes they're not. Okay. I want to
- 1:54Speaker 2: rewatch that and just see that idea fly out of
- 1:57Speaker 2: my brain, Like I want to see the moment in
- 1:59Speaker 2: my eyes where I completely lost it.
- 2:02Speaker 1: You're like, I don't what was I saying?
- 2:06Speaker 2: But anyway, that's you. That's my impression of you. Just now,
- 2:11Speaker 2: that was my impress I was just doing an impression
- 2:14Speaker 2: of you. Wow.
- 2:15Speaker 1: So I'm doing an impression of you doing an impression
- 2:19Speaker 1: of me.
- 2:19Speaker 2: It's impression exception.
- 2:22Speaker 1: Pretty meta.
- 2:24Speaker 2: Wow. Well, this isn't really a paranormal spooky episode. I
- 2:30Speaker 2: don't think unless you're surprising me today. No, and you
- 2:33Speaker 2: know what, I.
- 2:36Speaker 1: Hope that you are well stopped from the holiday.
- 2:40Speaker 2: I am not opening. I have nothing, nor do I
- 2:44Speaker 2: want to drink because I drank for two days straight
- 2:46Speaker 2: and I am not feeling the best.
- 2:49Speaker 1: Oh No, I've actually been on very good behavior and
- 2:54Speaker 1: this is my reward.
- 2:57Speaker 2: I'm so proud of you. Thank you been on my
- 3:00Speaker 2: worst behavior. Literally, and I am so proud of you.
- 3:06Speaker 1: Hey, we said we.
- 3:07Speaker 2: Were taking a vacation, a break, a mini break, so yeah,
- 3:11Speaker 2: break hard. I breaked hard, so hard I broke my body.
- 3:16Speaker 1: Well, cheers, humid are okay, I'm just going to start now,
- 3:20Speaker 1: I'm really gonna You can't stop me. We're listening Neil
- 3:24Speaker 1: stone Child. It's hard to know what to say about
- 3:27Speaker 1: this young man. How does one even approach the task
- 3:31Speaker 1: of adequately encapsulating all the multitudes that a single person contains.
- 3:38Speaker 1: For decades, many of his loved ones have tried. His
- 3:41Speaker 1: older siblings Erica and Marcel, his mother Stella big Nell,
- 3:47Speaker 1: and younger brother Jason have frequently spoken fondly of the
- 3:52Speaker 1: seventeen year old that they knew to be friendly, outgoing
- 3:57Speaker 1: and caring. It's a bit dawn trying to put all
- 4:01Speaker 1: of the complicated facets of someone into words that do
- 4:07Speaker 1: justice to their unique complex humanity. Who was this person?
- 4:13Speaker 1: What was it like to know them? Neil was an
- 4:16Speaker 1: accomplished bantamweight wrestler and was even the inspiration for a
- 4:21Speaker 1: beautiful mural, a series of murals actually created by one
- 4:27Speaker 1: of his best friends, Jeffrey Crow at Kilburn Hall.
- 4:31Speaker 2: In the early nineties. That sounds really cool to you
- 4:34Speaker 2: have pictures. Yes, Oh wow, they're really unique. They are.
- 4:42Speaker 2: They're very colorful.
- 4:44Speaker 1: They really seem like, just looking at them at a glance,
- 4:49Speaker 1: like they really feel like like they're about something.
- 4:54Speaker 2: Yeah, do you know what I mean?
- 4:55Speaker 1: I know, like all art is supposed to be about something, right,
- 5:00Speaker 1: but they just feel like they have like there's more.
- 5:04Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 5:06Speaker 1: I don't know how to like really put that into words.
- 5:09Speaker 2: That's what I was like having. I was trying to
- 5:12Speaker 2: say something to describe like what like what these are?
- 5:16Speaker 2: I don't know, and I can't do it.
- 5:18Speaker 1: It's hard to like put your finger on what exactly
- 5:23Speaker 1: is like the right word for them.
- 5:24Speaker 2: They're beautiful, they're interesting. I'd like to sit there and
- 5:30Speaker 2: look at them more.
- 5:31Speaker 3: I know.
- 5:33Speaker 1: At the time of Neil stone Child's disappearance, two things
- 5:37Speaker 1: were true. He'd been attending AA meetings without fail for
- 5:42Speaker 1: some time, and he'd also been drinking on that fateful night.
- 5:47Speaker 1: His personal experience trying to navigate a healthy relationship with
- 5:52Speaker 1: substance use and his Soto First Nation's heritage made him vulnerable,
- 6:01Speaker 1: certainly to the.
- 6:01Speaker 2: Pitfall of prejudice.
- 6:04Speaker 1: It's easy to see how those prejudices likely contributed to
- 6:08Speaker 1: both his untimely death and the widely criticized handling of
- 6:12Speaker 1: the inquiry that followed. Neil was about fourteen or fifteen
- 6:17Speaker 1: when he began to test boundaries. Not that I claim
- 6:21Speaker 1: to be an expert, but for both younger children and teenagers,
- 6:27Speaker 1: pushing limits is such a normal part of development and growing.
- 6:33Speaker 2: Up, right, and then like the beginning of high school age,
- 6:36Speaker 2: that's like especially I feel like.
- 6:39Speaker 1: Yeah, and I mean, at this point kind of where
- 6:44Speaker 1: our story takes place, he's seventeen, and so he's really
- 6:48Speaker 1: like beginning to kind of come into his own as
- 6:52Speaker 1: an adult. And part of what ultimately has to happen
- 6:57Speaker 1: is you really do like have to you know, find
- 7:00Speaker 1: your place as your own individual person in the world.
- 7:08Speaker 1: It is it's rough times at certain ages. Evaluating potential
- 7:14Speaker 1: consequences isn't something that we do adeptly. It's often only
- 7:19Speaker 1: with the benefit of hindsight that young people.
- 7:22Speaker 2: See where they have aired.
- 7:24Speaker 1: Though his offenses eventually rose to a level classified as criminal,
- 7:29Speaker 1: they were never characterized as violent. His juvenile record consisted
- 7:35Speaker 1: of breaking into entering charges, which on the surface, actually
- 7:39Speaker 1: I feel like sounds much scarier and far more serious
- 7:43Speaker 1: than it sounds like they were in his case, and
- 7:48Speaker 1: they had resulted in his placement or sentencing to a
- 7:53Speaker 1: group home for juvenile offenders. In particular, it's important that
- 7:59Speaker 1: there's access to resources that support their continued development, and
- 8:04Speaker 1: that when necessary, rehabilitative services are readily available. Neil seemed
- 8:12Speaker 1: to be trying to take positive steps in his life,
- 8:16Speaker 1: and nothing he'd done was something that he couldn't come
- 8:19Speaker 1: back from, especially in light of seemingly having honestly a
- 8:25Speaker 1: really great support system. He had a lot of friends
- 8:29Speaker 1: and family that were very close to him. They cared
- 8:34Speaker 1: very deeply about, you know, making sure that he was
- 8:37Speaker 1: safe and his needs were met, and that he knew
- 8:41Speaker 1: that he was loved.
- 8:43Speaker 2: It's very important for a young adult. It is absolutely anybody, honestly,
- 8:48Speaker 2: like literally everybody.
- 8:50Speaker 1: Yes, Yeah, just for general peopling. That's that's a really
- 8:56Speaker 1: basic requirement. Cassie's Wisdom of the day. There you go, Yes,
- 9:02Speaker 1: the more you know. On November twenty fourth, nineteen ninety,
- 9:08Speaker 1: Neil stone Child disappeared. He was with his best friend,
- 9:12Speaker 1: Jason Roy. According to a statement provided by said friend
- 9:17Speaker 1: five days after the disappearance, the pair had consumed the
- 9:21Speaker 1: better part of a forty ounce or four our friends
- 9:25Speaker 1: to the Great North. That's a one point four leader
- 9:29Speaker 1: bottle of vodka. Oh ada vodka. Yeah, that's a bit.
- 9:36Speaker 1: That's a bit. That's a bit. It's not a judgment.
- 9:39Speaker 1: It's more of an assessment of a task that I
- 9:44Speaker 1: could not personally probably undertake right. Jason Roy's report stated
- 9:51Speaker 1: that the pair had parted ways at around eleven thirty PM.
- 9:56Speaker 1: According to Jason Roy, he had blacked out that night
- 9:59Speaker 1: and had no recollection after the point of their separating.
- 10:04Speaker 2: Okay, I mean, I know that happens, But did you
- 10:07Speaker 2: drink that much? Yeah?
- 10:08Speaker 1: If if you know, you have a night of you know,
- 10:11Speaker 1: kind of partying, heavy drinking, whatever you want to call it.
- 10:18Speaker 1: It wouldn't be until roughly a decade later that Jason
- 10:22Speaker 1: Roy would change his statement. In his revised account, Jason
- 10:27Speaker 1: would state that when he last saw his friend alive,
- 10:33Speaker 1: he'd been bleeding profusely, a wound to his face gushing
- 10:37Speaker 1: blood as he was stuffed into a police cruiser handcuffed.
- 10:43Speaker 1: He stated that his friend Neil's parting words were, Jay,
- 10:48Speaker 1: help me. They're going to kill me.
- 10:52Speaker 2: Oh that's not good. No.
- 10:56Speaker 1: Neil made that chilling statement on the very same night
- 10:59Speaker 1: of his parents that November evening, the temperatures were below
- 11:05Speaker 1: negative twenty eight degrees celsius or negative eighteen degrees fahrenheit.
- 11:10Speaker 1: I have no frame of reference for that, but it's cold.
- 11:16Speaker 1: I've never experienced anything remotely near that type of frigid
- 11:20Speaker 1: weather like, yeah, and I can only imagine that, like
- 11:25Speaker 1: especially like when you think about the wind chill, I mean,
- 11:29Speaker 1: that's not only is that it's just so extremely cold,
- 11:32Speaker 1: but it's it's very, very dangerous. Yes, it's truly unfathomable
- 11:39Speaker 1: to me personally. That's a kind of cold that I
- 11:43Speaker 1: just it does not compute. Findings of a much later
- 11:48Speaker 1: inquiry found that on November twenty fourth, nineteen ninety, Constables
- 11:53Speaker 1: Bradley Sanger and Larry Hartwig responded to complaints of a
- 11:57Speaker 1: disturbance at a local seven eleven as well as the
- 12:01Speaker 1: snowburied Down's residential community, reportedly involving Neil stone Child. This
- 12:11Speaker 1: was shortly before midnight at eleven fifty one. It was
- 12:15Speaker 1: a handful of days later, on November twenty ninth, nineteen ninety,
- 12:21Speaker 1: that two local men, Richard Harms and Bruce Myers made
- 12:26Speaker 1: a shocking discovery. The pair, who were constructing a fence
- 12:30Speaker 1: on the property adjoining the Hitachi plant on fifty eighth Street,
- 12:35Speaker 1: found a body lying face down in the snow. Renee.
- 12:43Speaker 1: I really wish I had looked up a phonetic pronunciation
- 12:47Speaker 1: guide something for your name. I didn't. You're a relatively
- 12:54Speaker 1: minor character in the grand scheme of things for me. Sure,
- 12:58Speaker 1: you're a nice fella. Rene Lagameder, at the time serving
- 13:04Speaker 1: as a constable, now a sergeant, was dispatched to the
- 13:08Speaker 1: scene and carried out a preliminary investigation. When the body
- 13:13Speaker 1: was turned over, there were a number of heartbreaking discoveries.
- 13:18Speaker 1: Number one, the decedent's jacket sleeves were pulled down over
- 13:23Speaker 1: his hands, clearly in an attempt to keep his extremities warm.
- 13:30Speaker 2: However, possible.
- 13:33Speaker 1: Number two, and this is the fact that everyone specifically mentions,
- 13:40Speaker 1: and it's that one of his shoes was missing, which
- 13:44Speaker 1: I would argue is almost certainly never ideal, But the
- 13:51Speaker 1: official report goes a step further documenting a detail that
- 13:55Speaker 1: I found even more sad, the wool sock on his
- 14:03Speaker 1: right foot, which was the one that was missing. His
- 14:06Speaker 1: running shoe was so worn in the heel that only
- 14:12Speaker 1: that not only was his skin exposed, but it had
- 14:19Speaker 1: clearly become discolored by treading over dirt and gravel. An
- 14:26Speaker 1: autopsy was subsequently performed at Saint Paul's Hospital in Saskatoon,
- 14:32Speaker 1: which is thank god, It's like one of the most
- 14:37Speaker 1: fun words to say. It's kind of the only bright
- 14:41Speaker 1: spot in this I'm not gonna lie. The pathologist concluded
- 14:47Speaker 1: that the cause of death was hypothermia, which makes me
- 14:51Speaker 1: feel like maybe I could be a pathologist. You've probably
- 14:56Speaker 1: already guessed. This poor soul was later I identified as
- 15:02Speaker 1: Neil's stone Child. It would be made clear in hindsight
- 15:06Speaker 1: that it wasn't the first, nor would it be the last,
- 15:10Speaker 1: time that an Indigenous man, woman, or child would be
- 15:15Speaker 1: left out in the cold by law enforcement in an
- 15:18Speaker 1: intentional and incredibly cruel act. Though Neil's body had been
- 15:24Speaker 1: recovered from an undeveloped field in an extremely isolated industrial area,
- 15:31Speaker 1: the Saskatoon Police Services investigation into Neil stone Child's death
- 15:37Speaker 1: determined that there was no evidence of foul play. Officially,
- 15:43Speaker 1: his death has never been ruled a homicide.
- 15:46Speaker 2: Okay, I mean I I'm sure you're going to tell
- 15:50Speaker 2: us more evidence, right, because the things you've told me
- 15:54Speaker 2: so far don't I can't remember anything sounding like he
- 15:58Speaker 2: couldn't have just wandered away.
- 16:00Speaker 1: But m.
- 16:03Speaker 2: Yeah, this is usually not why we're here.
- 16:05Speaker 1: So yeah, yeah, no, that's fair, that's a fair assessment.
- 16:11Speaker 1: Here's the thing, And I've heard a lot of accounts
- 16:16Speaker 1: from people that live in or around the area where
- 16:23Speaker 1: he was discovered and where he lived. I actually listened
- 16:27Speaker 1: to another podcast that they went and visited the field
- 16:33Speaker 1: where he was found. Neil had no reason to be
- 16:37Speaker 1: in that area where he was found. It was at
- 16:41Speaker 1: least twelve kilometers away by car from where he was
- 16:46Speaker 1: previously or last seen. You're not walking that that's very far.
- 16:51Speaker 1: It's almost eight miles at minimum. He had no means
- 16:55Speaker 1: of transport. He didn't have a car or a bike,
- 17:00Speaker 1: and public transit would have been fairly limited at that
- 17:03Speaker 1: time of night, especially in an industrial area that was
- 17:08Speaker 1: not particularly populous. So how and why did he end
- 17:13Speaker 1: up there? Despite what might seem a charming nickname, nothing
- 17:18Speaker 1: can prepare you for the horror that is A starlight
- 17:23Speaker 1: tour in the Saskatchewan, Manitoba and Alberta provinces of Western Canada.
- 17:32Speaker 1: Law enforcement became known for the practice of picking up
- 17:36Speaker 1: or otherwise detaining Indigenous people, in some cases for fabricated crimes,
- 17:43Speaker 1: only to later abandon them in isolated and often extremely
- 17:47Speaker 1: treacherous conditions. Why because racism. I just I don't understand it.
- 17:57Speaker 1: I don't want to understand it. I feel like that's
- 18:01Speaker 1: the thing, is that it truly is one of I
- 18:04Speaker 1: just I can't really wrap my head around it, around it.
- 18:08Speaker 1: I know that rural law enforcement in a lot of
- 18:12Speaker 1: jurisdictions has there have been documented cases of like kind
- 18:19Speaker 1: of a similar practice, but in the case where somebody's
- 18:23Speaker 1: literally going to die of exposure.
- 18:27Speaker 2: I can't. I can't.
- 18:29Speaker 1: I can't understand that.
- 18:31Speaker 2: It's not okay anyway, It's not okay. Is that literally
- 18:35Speaker 2: the purpose of Is that why they're doing that? To
- 18:39Speaker 2: drop them off so they don't make it home. I
- 18:41Speaker 2: don't know. I don't know.
- 18:43Speaker 1: It seems like anybody who lives in you know, these
- 18:50Speaker 1: somewhat smaller communities, and you know the time of year
- 18:54Speaker 1: that it is, you're a Canadian resident, you understand and
- 19:00Speaker 1: how serious it is to be out in those temperatures
- 19:06Speaker 1: I don't see how you could expect there to be
- 19:09Speaker 1: any other outcome. This is before cell phones, this is
- 19:13Speaker 1: before uber like. What could you possibly have thought would happen?
- 19:22Speaker 1: Certainly nothing good.
- 19:23Speaker 2: That's the only end result I could see. Yeah.
- 19:28Speaker 1: Most sources state the practice was first documented dating back
- 19:32Speaker 1: to nineteen seventy six, though the history of racism against
- 19:37Speaker 1: the indigenous population has certainly been documented for hundreds of
- 19:41Speaker 1: years prior to this, and in many places, literally on
- 19:47Speaker 1: multiple continents. Some have even stated that the horrific phenomenon
- 19:54Speaker 1: of starlight tours has continued, though the most well documented
- 19:59Speaker 1: cases have taken place decades prior. And I don't think
- 20:05Speaker 1: it stopped because people stopped wanting to give starlight tours.
- 20:11Speaker 1: I think it stopped because enough of these were documented
- 20:16Speaker 1: and enough of the information made it into the public
- 20:21Speaker 1: consciousness that it had to stop.
- 20:25Speaker 2: Why they call it that, that's terrible?
- 20:28Speaker 1: It is In any case, fatalities related to the starlight
- 20:33Speaker 1: tours have been documented with alarming frequency, and are thus
- 20:38Speaker 1: often collectively referred to as the Saskatoon freezing deaths within
- 20:44Speaker 1: that province. Of course, it goes without saying that this
- 20:49Speaker 1: type of behavior runs contrary to what many might envisage
- 20:53Speaker 1: as the mission of law enforcement to protect and serve. Seriously,
- 21:00Speaker 1: one Reddit comment provides an insightful summary of the practice
- 21:04Speaker 1: in all hostile views of Indigenous people, Colonial police institutions,
- 21:11Speaker 1: and institutionalized indifference make the Starlight tourist shocking but not surprising.
- 21:17Speaker 1: They're part of a wider pattern of how colonial and
- 21:20Speaker 1: state institutions treat Indigenous people. There's a well established pattern
- 21:26Speaker 1: of abuses against indigenous populations in not just the United
- 21:32Speaker 1: States and Canada, but the world over. Neil's friend, Jason
- 21:37Speaker 1: Roy and his family were ultimately placed in an RCMP
- 21:42Speaker 1: witness protection program as a result of the shocking turnabout
- 21:47Speaker 1: in his testimony.
- 21:48Speaker 2: Wow, that's intense.
- 21:51Speaker 1: It would take thirteen years for an inquiry to be
- 21:54Speaker 1: launched into the death of Neil's stone child.
- 21:58Speaker 2: Thirteen years? Yes? Did it only happen because he came forward?
- 22:03Speaker 2: And with the new information? Is that why? Or was
- 22:06Speaker 2: there another reason? That was a big part of it? Okay,
- 22:09Speaker 2: my god, it took that out there.
- 22:12Speaker 1: I believe that, Like I said, this was not an
- 22:16Speaker 1: isolated situation. And there are other documented cases and I'm
- 22:24Speaker 1: going to touch on another one of them and I
- 22:26Speaker 1: think I think that also played a part. During the
- 22:31Speaker 1: course of that investigation, the two officers, Constables Brad Sanger
- 22:35Speaker 1: and Larry Hartwood, were charged with unlawful confinement, despite maintaining
- 22:41Speaker 1: they had no contact with Neil stone Child on the
- 22:45Speaker 1: night in question and that they were not responsible for
- 22:48Speaker 1: his death. They literally, for over a decade were up
- 22:52Speaker 1: and down that they had not interacted with this young
- 22:56Speaker 1: man that evening. Okay, which is so easily proven false.
- 23:04Speaker 1: The final report produced from the inquiry would profer significant
- 23:09Speaker 1: evidence that appeared to strongly contradict their assertion on both points.
- 23:14Speaker 2: Okay, this is what I've been waiting for, some evidence.
- 23:17Speaker 2: Let's go.
- 23:18Speaker 1: I'm barely even going to touch the tip of the
- 23:21Speaker 1: iceberg because there's there's so much and a lot. It's
- 23:27Speaker 1: frustrating because unfortunately, what really happened here is they were
- 23:32Speaker 1: like hypothermia bummer, and the initial investigation.
- 23:38Speaker 2: Was so shitty.
- 23:41Speaker 1: That I I don't think I need to tell you
- 23:44Speaker 1: how this is going to play out.
- 23:46Speaker 2: I will, but I just I want to know what
- 23:49Speaker 2: you know. I know that there's more to this story,
- 23:51Speaker 2: and I want to know what you know, Caitlin. So
- 23:53Speaker 2: let's go tell me what you know.
- 23:56Speaker 5: I know, I don't know why I did this to us,
- 24:02Speaker 5: because it's important to it is, talk about it and
- 24:05Speaker 5: not let people get away with.
- 24:07Speaker 2: Bullshit literally murder. Yeah.
- 24:10Speaker 1: Both men were fired by the Saskatoon Police Department in
- 24:15Speaker 1: two thousand and four, though they were ultimately never criminally charged.
- 24:22Speaker 1: The city's deputy police chief, however, was charged with disreputable
- 24:27Speaker 1: conduct under the Police Act, uh, which I didn't see
- 24:32Speaker 1: a lot of details around what kind of a sentence
- 24:35Speaker 1: that carries. I can't imagine that that's anything, but that
- 24:40Speaker 1: just feels like something they did to appease the public.
- 24:43Speaker 2: I was gonna say, that doesn't sound like anything like
- 24:47Speaker 2: a slap on the wrist type of thing.
- 24:50Speaker 1: Yes, it really sounds like a big bag and nothing. Yeah,
- 24:54Speaker 1: it's a big bag of Nope is what that is for?
- 24:57Speaker 2: Something so fucking serious?
- 24:59Speaker 1: Like, Yes, it's kind of It reminds me in a
- 25:03Speaker 1: way of because I feel like it all goes back
- 25:06Speaker 1: to it's not just racism, but it's also like toxic masculinity,
- 25:14Speaker 1: because I feel like it reminds me of probably more
- 25:17Speaker 1: in like the twenty tens twenty teams where we started
- 25:23Speaker 1: to see like formal charges being filed against fraternity members
- 25:30Speaker 1: for hazing pranks.
- 25:32Speaker 2: Yeah, that went horrifically wrong.
- 25:34Speaker 1: And I feel like it's like the environment can, in
- 25:39Speaker 1: some critical systemic ways, be very similar, unfortunately.
- 25:44Speaker 2: And this seems like it's not exactly the same, obviously,
- 25:47Speaker 2: but it does seem like a similar sort of hazing
- 25:50Speaker 2: type of situation, right it is.
- 25:53Speaker 1: It's like and I hesitate to even like compare it
- 25:58Speaker 1: to that or liken it to that, because that seems
- 26:02Speaker 1: in a way like it almost takes away from the seriousness.
- 26:05Speaker 2: But I feel like that also got really serious and
- 26:09Speaker 2: in death too, it did.
- 26:11Speaker 1: And I feel like there are these very extreme situations
- 26:18Speaker 1: that have come out of what people thought was just like,
- 26:21Speaker 1: who won't it be funny?
- 26:23Speaker 2: Right, that's what it shows. Why would that ever be funny?
- 26:27Speaker 1: Like, I don't think you understand comedy at all, dude, dude, bros.
- 26:36Speaker 1: So remember Jason Roy, the best friend Neil was hanging
- 26:41Speaker 1: out and drinking with in the evening prior to his
- 26:44Speaker 1: disappearance late into the night. He stated that when he
- 26:48Speaker 1: had been questioned by police late that night, he had
- 26:51Speaker 1: given them a false name, Tracy Horse. Record show that
- 26:57Speaker 1: Constable Brad Sanger entered the following queries into the CPIC
- 27:04Speaker 1: or Canadian Police Information Center at eleven fifty six pm.
- 27:11Speaker 1: Tracy Horse and Tracy Lee Horse. So to put this
- 27:16Speaker 1: into context, they show up and they're responding to a
- 27:22Speaker 1: disturbance at eleven fifty one that reportedly involves Jason Roy
- 27:29Speaker 1: and Neil Stonechild. Eleven fifty one. Five minutes later, he
- 27:35Speaker 1: is looking up the alias that was provided by Jason
- 27:40Speaker 1: Roy in the police database. Okay, so this is mere
- 27:46Speaker 1: minutes after he and Constable Larry Hartwig reportedly responded to
- 27:50Speaker 1: those disturbances at the seven to eleven and the Snowberry
- 27:55Speaker 1: Downs Complex, both of which again were said to have
- 28:00Speaker 1: involved Neil. The two of them were together. So tell
- 28:04Speaker 1: me again, you never interacted with Neil stone Child. Oh okay,
- 28:10Speaker 1: they were together. You're literally looking up the fake name
- 28:15Speaker 1: that his best friend gave you. I see, Oh is
- 28:20Speaker 1: there another Tracy Horse?
- 28:22Speaker 2: I don't know, is there no?
- 28:25Speaker 1: Now, that alone seems like pretty compelling evidence that the
- 28:31Speaker 1: officers were lying when they denied coming into contact with
- 28:34Speaker 1: Neil's stone Child that evening. I mean that right there.
- 28:38Speaker 1: I was like, it took me a while. I had
- 28:40Speaker 1: to read and reread the excerpt about this, and I
- 28:43Speaker 1: was like, who the fuck is Tracy Horse? Seriously, Tracy
- 28:48Speaker 1: Horse isn't real, That's why. Yeah, why would they be
- 28:52Speaker 1: searching for his companions fo alias if they never interacted
- 28:58Speaker 1: with them?
- 28:58Speaker 2: I just yeah, clearly were they Were they going to
- 29:02Speaker 2: try to say, well, no, we interacted with Tracy Horse.
- 29:04Speaker 2: That's not the same. Yeah, how do you know how
- 29:08Speaker 2: Tracy Horse?
- 29:09Speaker 1: Yeah, never heard of her.
- 29:10Speaker 2: Who's ever gonna know? How would they know? How would
- 29:14Speaker 2: they know?
- 29:16Speaker 1: But they fucking know because all of that shit's locked.
- 29:19Speaker 1: But the additional CPIC search query for Neil stone Child
- 29:25Speaker 1: that feels like very nearly, if not entirely, conclusive evidence
- 29:30Speaker 1: that the two officers did in fact encounter Neil on
- 29:35Speaker 1: the night.
- 29:36Speaker 2: Of his disappearance and subsequent death.
- 29:40Speaker 1: Why would you be looking up this person if you're
- 29:43Speaker 1: not in any way interacting with them. I'm sorry, I
- 29:46Speaker 1: have to call bullshit, Like they're not just ra or
- 29:49Speaker 1: perhaps horseshit?
- 29:51Speaker 2: So what was it? Tracy Horse Horse? But they don't
- 29:56Speaker 2: just like randomly no, like they're not los No, yeah, no, no,
- 30:04Speaker 2: that seems like a bad idea.
- 30:07Speaker 1: Yes, no, In fact, they can get into trouble for
- 30:11Speaker 1: just like randomly utilizing police resources that way, so which
- 30:17Speaker 1: obviously that would be a I'm sure that would just
- 30:19Speaker 1: be a conversation with the superior if it's.
- 30:22Speaker 2: Like the first time that happens. But yeah, I mean.
- 30:25Speaker 1: They're not just supposed to be utilizing like those databases as.
- 30:29Speaker 2: Like, and it just happens to be a global search. Yeah, yeah,
- 30:34Speaker 2: like disappeared.
- 30:37Speaker 1: Yeah, Nope, that's I'm sorry, that's that's sess mm hmmm. No,
- 30:44Speaker 1: they fucking interacted with him, and that that log. I'm
- 30:48Speaker 1: sorry for legal reasons, I have to say, like I
- 30:51Speaker 1: wasn't there and I don't know what happened, but they've
- 30:56Speaker 1: come on, come on the receipts. Yes, Yet for decades,
- 31:03Speaker 1: both officers have maintained their innocence. In the first interview,
- 31:07Speaker 1: Hartwig gave more than ten years after the inquiry, my skin,
- 31:11Speaker 1: I can feel it getting red and hot, he stated,
- 31:16Speaker 1: I'm not known for the things I've done. I'm known
- 31:20Speaker 1: for the one evil thing I didn't do. What evil
- 31:24Speaker 1: thing I'd like you to name it? Yees, seriously, please
- 31:28Speaker 1: please tell us tell me more about how you didn't
- 31:31Speaker 1: interact with this kid. The inquiry initiated by the provincial
- 31:36Speaker 1: government concluded that stone Child had in fact been picked
- 31:41Speaker 1: up by the officers in question on the night of
- 31:43Speaker 1: his disappearance, but that this fact had not been recorded
- 31:47Speaker 1: in their log books or their memory banks. Additionally, it
- 31:52Speaker 1: was concluded that marx found on Neil's body, both on
- 31:57Speaker 1: his nose as well as his risks, could reasonably have
- 32:02Speaker 1: been caused by handcuffs.
- 32:03Speaker 2: Oh. I was kind of waiting for that one, Like
- 32:06Speaker 2: I felt like I knew there's going to be something
- 32:08Speaker 2: with handcuffs involved. Yep, yeah, because he was he was cuffed. Like,
- 32:14Speaker 2: how do you think you would get away with it?
- 32:16Speaker 2: It's going to be so clear if you handcuff someone like,
- 32:19Speaker 2: there's going to be marks, Like that's that's uncomfortable pain.
- 32:25Speaker 1: Well, it depends on how you It depends on how
- 32:27Speaker 1: you cuff them, right, because if you're doing it like
- 32:31Speaker 1: by protocol, I don't necessarily know that you would be
- 32:33Speaker 1: leaving marks, right.
- 32:34Speaker 2: Okay, Well, I'm thinking I guess I'm thinking of someone
- 32:37Speaker 2: like trying to struggle to get out of them. I
- 32:39Speaker 2: guess as well. Yeah, I'm thinking, and that's fair.
- 32:42Speaker 1: You know, I'm not well acquainted with the protocols for
- 32:45Speaker 1: handcuffing someone.
- 32:46Speaker 2: I guess, you know, we can ask my hand right,
- 32:49Speaker 2: And I'm bruise easy too, So I'm just like thinking
- 32:52Speaker 2: of me too.
- 32:52Speaker 1: I know, I would just be like all kinds of
- 32:54Speaker 1: like shades of purple and.
- 32:55Speaker 2: Blue metal around me. Is I'm going to get a
- 32:58Speaker 2: brun So I don't know, Yeah, I just yeah, it's
- 33:01Speaker 2: just sicky.
- 33:03Speaker 1: Well, And I think ultimately what it comes down to
- 33:06Speaker 1: is like if if there were marks on his body
- 33:10Speaker 1: that showed there was some sort of a struggle or
- 33:12Speaker 1: some sort of restraint, Yeah, that's one thing, because that
- 33:15Speaker 1: could be a lot of other things. But if they're
- 33:18Speaker 1: saying it's consistent with handcuff specific who has handcuffed the
- 33:23Speaker 1: police and.
- 33:24Speaker 2: He probably didn't handcuff himself like that seems very unlikely.
- 33:29Speaker 1: Yeah, I would say so, I would say, so.
- 33:31Speaker 2: No foul play my b hole.
- 33:36Speaker 1: As in your butthole, your bunghole.
- 33:40Speaker 2: I'm in a great man. Yes, it is bs.
- 33:44Speaker 1: No, no no, no, no, no, no no.
- 33:45Speaker 2: No, it's not bullshit. It's horseshit. It's tracy horseshit. It's
- 33:50Speaker 2: tracy horseshit. Ghs, oh, look at you. You're working overtime. Baby.
- 34:01Speaker 1: The report even confirmed that relations between law enforcement officers
- 34:06Speaker 1: and the local First nation's population were problematic. You don't
- 34:11Speaker 1: say ultimately, However, the report stated that the death investigation
- 34:17Speaker 1: conducted at the time was not adequate to conclude what
- 34:21Speaker 1: the specific circumstances were surrounding his death.
- 34:26Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 34:27Speaker 1: I mean, that's one way to get away with murder.
- 34:29Speaker 1: Just you know, shitty investigation on the front end. The
- 34:33Speaker 1: conclusion of the inquiry has been heavily criticized. I think
- 34:39Speaker 1: there are plenty of valid reasons to be skeptical, but
- 34:44Speaker 1: I found one that feels like sort of a Florida
- 34:47Speaker 1: man thing.
- 34:49Speaker 2: Oh boy, I can't wait for that.
- 34:52Speaker 1: I don't know, I'm not sure it's quite the smoking
- 34:55Speaker 1: gun that it felt like when I stumbled on it,
- 34:57Speaker 1: But I couldn't resist Florida Hello again. So this might
- 35:05Speaker 1: not even be one of the best examples, but it's
- 35:07Speaker 1: one that stuck out for me. So take for example,
- 35:12Speaker 1: doctor Emma lu who contributed their expertise as a witness.
- 35:17Speaker 1: While she was born in Saskatoon and attended university in Saskatchewan.
- 35:23Speaker 1: At the time, she was working as a forensic pathologist
- 35:27Speaker 1: in Miami, Dade County.
- 35:29Speaker 2: That sounds familiar, like I've heard that in a few
- 35:32Speaker 2: Florida stories.
- 35:33Speaker 1: Uh huh, yeah, because it's from Florida. She stated that
- 35:38Speaker 1: she did not have much experience with frozen bodies. No shit, Sherlock,
- 35:45Speaker 1: not in Florida, Miami Dade County. I don't know if
- 35:48Speaker 1: you're aware, they don't see a lot of snow.
- 35:51Speaker 2: I mean, maybe it freezers. I've seen that on shows.
- 35:56Speaker 1: Yeah, most of the time, murderers aren't going out of
- 36:00Speaker 1: their way to preserve the body or evidence.
- 36:04Speaker 2: For you, it's like real sickos. That's why I've seen
- 36:08Speaker 2: it in TV shows. I hope it's not real. I
- 36:10Speaker 2: hope no one's ever ever done that before.
- 36:14Speaker 1: You know what, if it was on TV, it's because
- 36:16Speaker 1: somebody did do it before.
- 36:19Speaker 2: I will tell you that. I'm just going to say.
- 36:21Speaker 1: So, we've brought in a forensic pathologist as a witness
- 36:27Speaker 1: that doesn't have experience with frozen bodies when that's the
- 36:32Speaker 1: very specific set of circumstances the inquiry is hoping to evaluate.
- 36:38Speaker 2: Yeah, that's interesting choice. It is a choice.
- 36:42Speaker 1: I'm not well acquainted enough with her qualifications or expertise
- 36:47Speaker 1: to do much here. Besides, I don't know, just give
- 36:50Speaker 1: her section of testimony a side. I but it sort
- 36:55Speaker 1: of just seems like, why is she here?
- 36:59Speaker 2: Yeah?
- 36:59Speaker 1: I mean there are a lot of ways the people die.
- 37:04Speaker 1: There are a lot of manners, places, situations where the
- 37:09Speaker 1: bodies are discovered. But how exactly is her testimony helpful here?
- 37:14Speaker 1: I really, I really want someone to explain to me
- 37:18Speaker 1: why make it makes sense?
- 37:20Speaker 2: I don't know.
- 37:21Speaker 1: Maybe all pathologists are just equally qualified and nothing to
- 37:25Speaker 1: see here. I just I don't I personally, I can't
- 37:29Speaker 1: see it. Not a pathologist.
- 37:31Speaker 2: I just I'm really upset.
- 37:34Speaker 1: I'm really upset because I'm like, these are very, very
- 37:37Speaker 1: different and I but we have to move on.
- 37:41Speaker 2: I mean, I could see why you're upset. Uh huh.
- 37:44Speaker 1: Yeah, it's honestly, it's half the reason that I had
- 37:46Speaker 1: to put my hair up today, because otherwise there was
- 37:48Speaker 1: a really good chance that I might rip out a.
- 37:51Speaker 2: Hunk of it. But don'pe you doing that.
- 37:54Speaker 1: Additionally, another recent case was fresh in the minds of
- 37:59Speaker 1: many from shortly before the Stone Child inquiry, which I
- 38:04Speaker 1: think makes it really difficult to parse out the complicated
- 38:08Speaker 1: power dynamics and emotions involved in reviewing the evidence in
- 38:13Speaker 1: cases like this, Officers Dan Hatchin and Ken Munson had
- 38:20Speaker 1: been incarcerated. When Darryl Knight survived and came forward regarding
- 38:27Speaker 1: his traumatic experience as a victim of the starlight tour practice,
- 38:35Speaker 1: this is sometimes Honestly, I think the worst part about
- 38:41Speaker 1: his case is that you see it being touted as
- 38:48Speaker 1: kind of an example of how officers are being held
- 38:52Speaker 1: to account. But for reference when they were sentenced, I
- 38:58Speaker 1: mean it was months. They received months of jail time
- 39:04Speaker 1: for trying to abandon a person in subzero temperatures in
- 39:10Speaker 1: an isolated area.
- 39:13Speaker 2: Seems like attempted murder.
- 39:15Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, I think that should be attempted murder. Even
- 39:21Speaker 1: many years after the stone Child Inquiry concluded, troubling details
- 39:25Speaker 1: regarding law enforcement and the Starlight Tours continued to surface.
- 39:30Speaker 1: Even many years after the Stone Child Inquiry concluded, troubling
- 39:36Speaker 1: details regarding law enforcement and the Starlight Tours continued to surface.
- 39:40Speaker 1: And this is the part that doesn't necessarily relate specifically
- 39:46Speaker 1: to Neil's case, but this made me so fucking goddamn
- 39:51Speaker 1: bitchin mother fucking angry. I in the four year period
- 39:58Speaker 1: of twenty twelve to sixteen, the Starlight Tours section of
- 40:04Speaker 1: the Saskatoon Police Services Wikipedia page was deleted multiple times.
- 40:12Speaker 1: According to an internal investigation, it was determined that twice
- 40:17Speaker 1: said edits originated from a computer within the Police Service.
- 40:22Speaker 1: The call is coming from inside the house.
- 40:25Speaker 2: Wow.
- 40:27Speaker 1: A spokesperson for the force denied that the removal of
- 40:30Speaker 1: content was officially approved by the force, by the service,
- 40:35Speaker 1: by any official body. According to a report released in
- 40:40Speaker 1: March of twenty sixteen by The Star Phoenix, a quote
- 40:44Speaker 1: police spokeswoman acknowledged that the section on starlight Tours had
- 40:48Speaker 1: been deleted using a computer within the department, but said
- 40:53Speaker 1: investigators were unable to pinpoint who did it. The police
- 40:57Speaker 1: spokeswoman stated that the force is working to and I'm
- 41:01Speaker 1: going to quote because I'm sure should not saying this
- 41:04Speaker 1: move forward with all of the positive work that has
- 41:07Speaker 1: been done and continues to be done that came out
- 41:10Speaker 1: of the Stone Child inquiry. And all I have to
- 41:13Speaker 1: say is that bad Apple is lucky that the IT
- 41:16Speaker 1: protocols of the Force only keep logs of specific computer
- 41:21Speaker 1: data for up to thirty days unless it's deemed necessary
- 41:26Speaker 1: for some specific reason.
- 41:29Speaker 2: Wow.
- 41:30Speaker 1: Okay, so they knew, they knew, they could narrow down
- 41:34Speaker 1: the IP that this person is using, but they can't
- 41:37Speaker 1: narrow it down to device or anything more specific than
- 41:41Speaker 1: police station.
- 41:42Speaker 2: Right. I mean, I bet they know who did it.
- 41:46Speaker 1: I actually I looked at an interview that was done
- 41:51Speaker 1: with I think it was a college graduate student who
- 41:56Speaker 1: was commenting on it, and it sounded I believe him.
- 42:01Speaker 1: I believe him, and I think this wasn't somebody that
- 42:06Speaker 1: was necessarily affiliated with the department. It was somebody who
- 42:10Speaker 1: was like, this is what the IT protocol is. There's unfortunately,
- 42:15Speaker 1: there's no like the cats out of the back. We
- 42:19Speaker 1: know that it came from within the department, but the
- 42:23Speaker 1: window of time for us to determine who specifically or
- 42:28Speaker 1: like narrow it down further, it's it's.
- 42:30Speaker 2: Gone, right and there's no way to get it. But
- 42:33Speaker 2: I just I feel like the people who are in
- 42:36Speaker 2: the department, Oh okay, I see what you're saying. Yeah,
- 42:39Speaker 2: I see what you're saying. Yeah. Like, I just feel
- 42:41Speaker 2: like they have to know who did it. I don't know.
- 42:43Speaker 1: I feel like it happened twice, so either there's one
- 42:47Speaker 1: person and they're probably not somebody that is operating underneath
- 42:52Speaker 1: the radar. It's probably a known commodity. You know, they
- 42:58Speaker 1: are probably aware that this person is maybe problematic, or
- 43:04Speaker 1: there's two people that are you know, who knows, I
- 43:09Speaker 1: don't know. Neither of those things is good.
- 43:11Speaker 2: They are not going to give it up, though.
- 43:13Speaker 1: So bad actors, particularly those in positions of power, move
- 43:21Speaker 1: in our world knowing that many will partake in their misdeeds,
- 43:27Speaker 1: some directly, some will remain indifferent, and far fewer will
- 43:34Speaker 1: oppose them or take any real action. But indifference can
- 43:39Speaker 1: be very dangerous, and in a way, doing nothing can
- 43:44Speaker 1: be violenced too. Take the example of a disabled Indigenous
- 43:49Speaker 1: Manitoba man who was essentially ignored to death. I hate
- 43:54Speaker 1: that at the hospital he remained in the waiting room
- 43:57Speaker 1: for thirty five hours. And this is the most racist thing.
- 44:03Speaker 1: I mean, there are so many racist things, but it's
- 44:06Speaker 1: the most racist thing that I've read all day today,
- 44:08Speaker 1: and I've read it so many times. The hospital staff
- 44:13Speaker 1: assumed that he was drunk and passed out. Assumed it's
- 44:21Speaker 1: like the cruelest stereotype because we brought the fire water right.
- 44:29Speaker 2: It's like we introduced.
- 44:30Speaker 1: This to their happy, beautiful way of life, and then
- 44:36Speaker 1: we shamed them for.
- 44:38Speaker 2: It because we're ashamed of ourselves, Caitlin, as we should be.
- 44:45Speaker 1: The hospital staff assumed that he was drunk and passed out,
- 44:50Speaker 1: only to later discover he'd actually gone into rigor mortis.
- 44:54Speaker 2: Oh my god, I mean, is it standard to just
- 44:58Speaker 2: leave a drunk, passed out person in a er waiting room?
- 45:03Speaker 2: Is that what you said? It was? Yep, it was
- 45:06Speaker 2: the hospital without just checking on them. I mean, anything
- 45:09Speaker 2: can happen if you're drunken pasted out too, like yep,
- 45:14Speaker 2: like choke on your own, bombit or some shit like
- 45:16Speaker 2: check on exactly, check on the person.
- 45:19Speaker 1: Like, regardless, this is still a fucking person.
- 45:24Speaker 2: I feel like, I feel like I'm I.
- 45:26Speaker 1: Feel like I'm taking crazy peals.
- 45:28Speaker 2: Well, and they were clearly trying to get help if
- 45:31Speaker 2: they ended up in an er waiting room, so like, yep,
- 45:35Speaker 2: fucking help them. Yeah, that's what you're there for.
- 45:39Speaker 1: I feel like it takes a special type of cruelty
- 45:44Speaker 1: and indifference and evil to specifically drive someone out to
- 45:50Speaker 1: the middle of nowhere in conditions that you know could
- 45:53Speaker 1: be fatal. But this is just truly like the definition
- 45:58Speaker 1: of neglect. There were so many, so many cases, and Cassie,
- 46:04Speaker 1: they didn't they didn't just do this to boys. They
- 46:08Speaker 1: didn't just do this to adult men.
- 46:11Speaker 2: I read about a pregnant woman. Wow, that's extra fucked.
- 46:17Speaker 1: It's so horrific because they came up with like a
- 46:20Speaker 1: special like it has its own like subcategory, the Saskatoon
- 46:26Speaker 1: freezing deaths. So this happened enough times with enough frequency
- 46:31Speaker 1: to enough people that there are survivors of it. But
- 46:37Speaker 1: there are also enough documented fatalities that it like like
- 46:40Speaker 1: it has.
- 46:41Speaker 2: A name that's just so horrific.
- 46:45Speaker 1: It probably goes without saying at this point, but I
- 46:49Speaker 1: cried a lot through the course of putting this case together.
- 46:53Speaker 1: I remember one night I was writing this up and
- 46:59Speaker 1: the cover page of the report that the inquiry produced,
- 47:03Speaker 1: it's a crime scene photo of Neil.
- 47:06Speaker 2: The cover page, Okay, you.
- 47:11Speaker 1: Can see the Hitachi like the manufacturing plant, their industrial space.
- 47:19Speaker 1: You can see that in the background.
- 47:22Speaker 2: Wow. And I had to close the office door because
- 47:26Speaker 2: I just I.
- 47:27Speaker 1: Was like, this isn't going to be I'm not going
- 47:31Speaker 1: to cry in a way that like it was full
- 47:35Speaker 1: ugly cry and that's okay, And I feel like I
- 47:39Speaker 1: needed to do that because the idea that someone would
- 47:44Speaker 1: be so cruel it's never okay to hurt another human, right,
- 47:50Speaker 1: But I feel like so many of us can understand
- 47:54Speaker 1: kind of in some way, we can understand where maybe
- 47:58Speaker 1: you are pushed to the edge and you.
- 48:00Speaker 2: Do something you know, horrific. I don't know. I'm trying.
- 48:03Speaker 1: I'm struggling to put into words because I feel like,
- 48:06Speaker 1: if you kill someone with a gun, like you killed
- 48:12Speaker 1: them and I hope that they're suffering. Is I hope
- 48:16Speaker 1: that doesn't last long? Yeah, But for somebody to die
- 48:20Speaker 1: of hypothermia.
- 48:22Speaker 2: I mean, it's like torture, it is.
- 48:26Speaker 1: I mean, and he was a kid. I mean to
- 48:29Speaker 1: just say, like, I don't even care enough to actually
- 48:33Speaker 1: kill you. I'm just gonna leave you. I don't something
- 48:37Speaker 1: about that. I feel like it's like I don't even
- 48:41Speaker 1: care enough to kill you. Yeah, I'm not even gonna
- 48:45Speaker 1: do it myself.
- 48:46Speaker 2: I don't know.
- 48:46Speaker 1: Maybe that makes no sense.
- 48:48Speaker 2: I just know it makes total sense to me because
- 48:50Speaker 2: it's like you're leaving them knowing that they're going to
- 48:52Speaker 2: be suffering.
- 48:55Speaker 1: I think that's what I'm trying to get it. And
- 48:56Speaker 1: I feel like maybe I'm going about saying it the
- 48:59Speaker 1: wrong way because part of me is like I think
- 49:02Speaker 1: some of us can understand what it would be like if,
- 49:06Speaker 1: like in a moment of like passion where you like
- 49:09Speaker 1: fire a gun at someone. I don't ever want to
- 49:12Speaker 1: be in that position, and I hope that no one else.
- 49:15Speaker 1: Obviously somebody is going to be in that position someday,
- 49:18Speaker 1: but like, but to just be so callous, it's just
- 49:23Speaker 1: so ugly. It's so ugly, and for it to be
- 49:27Speaker 1: someone who is supposed to be serving this community is
- 49:32Speaker 1: just yeah, to be honest, I think because so much
- 49:37Speaker 1: related to this story, it doesn't seem to offer the
- 49:41Speaker 1: outcome that we would hope for. I really struggle to
- 49:46Speaker 1: figure out a way to conclude this, and I for patrons,
- 49:50Speaker 1: I'm I'm definitely going to be continuing a conversation related
- 49:55Speaker 1: to murals, particularly some in rehabilitation or correctional facilities. Oh,
- 50:01Speaker 1: I like that randomly, it just sort of popped up.
- 50:06Speaker 1: It's random. It's random because it's like from all over
- 50:09Speaker 1: the world too. And I might go and look for
- 50:11Speaker 1: some more to add in, but I guess the rest
- 50:17Speaker 1: of us have to fall back on finding some sort
- 50:20Speaker 1: of bright side with the tarot reading. I guess I
- 50:25Speaker 1: guess I'm saying, let's hope it's a good one this week,
- 50:27Speaker 1: not a nasty one.
- 50:29Speaker 2: Yeah, that's all I got for you.
- 50:31Speaker 1: I mean this, Yeah, I think maybe that's the worst part.
- 50:36Speaker 1: Though his family knows what happened, but like it doesn't
- 50:40Speaker 1: feel finished, it doesn't feel like and they never got
- 50:45Speaker 1: justice for this and they never will.
- 50:47Speaker 2: Yeah, that's exactly what was just going through my head,
- 50:50Speaker 2: Like there wasn't any real justice at all, even if
- 50:52Speaker 2: you know what happened.
- 50:54Speaker 1: I think that was the hardest part is that so often,
- 50:57Speaker 1: you know, I do talk about cases where it's like,
- 51:03Speaker 1: you know, eventually it feels like there's something that feels
- 51:07Speaker 1: like a silver lining, and I just.
- 51:11Speaker 2: It's so sorely lacking here.
- 51:14Speaker 1: I can't I can't promise that like every week, I
- 51:17Speaker 1: can't promise that they're all going to end well. But
- 51:21Speaker 1: like this one just seemed like it just got worse
- 51:24Speaker 1: and worse and worse no matter what I no matter
- 51:27Speaker 1: what ankle or what right where I tried to go.
- 51:30Speaker 2: It just I mean, I do see one bright spot
- 51:33Speaker 2: is like obviously you're talking about it. People know, yeah,
- 51:38Speaker 2: and they know that people know, so hopefully it doesn't
- 51:43Speaker 2: keep happening like now. Yeah, But I mean I know
- 51:47Speaker 2: a lot. Obviously, I know the world we live in, y'all.
- 51:49Speaker 2: I know that a lot of terrible things are happening.
- 51:54Speaker 2: But it's important that you know, at least people know,
- 51:57Speaker 2: Like it's not being completely buried and hidden, and there's
- 52:00Speaker 2: a light on it, so watch the fuck out.
- 52:03Speaker 1: That's kind of where I land on this too. It's like, well,
- 52:07Speaker 1: it doesn't It's not always going to have a nice
- 52:10Speaker 1: neat ending. And I guess I just have to live
- 52:14Speaker 1: with that us too.
- 52:16Speaker 2: Thanks. I want to feel bad for.
- 52:18Speaker 1: Us, and then I think, you know what, think about
- 52:21Speaker 1: what their family is going through.
- 52:23Speaker 2: Yeah, people have to live with a lot worse.
- 52:27Speaker 1: That being said, we should all be taking care of
- 52:29Speaker 1: our mental health because we don't want we don't want
- 52:34Speaker 1: to become monsters.
- 52:35Speaker 2: I mean, I know we call you guys creepy people,
- 52:38Speaker 2: but don't be like that creepy, you know, I mean creepy,
- 52:41Speaker 2: but not like a monster. Don't be a monster unless
- 52:45Speaker 2: it's a cool monster.
- 52:48Speaker 1: I don't know, like a sparkly vampire or something.
- 52:50Speaker 2: Oh oh my god, well OK, yeah, pull out your deck.
- 52:58Speaker 2: Let's see what we get. Is there hope for future? Tarot? Oh? Taro? Wise,
- 53:03Speaker 2: Tarot sending vibes thinking about like I hate to say,
- 53:12Speaker 2: like I don't want these people's deaths to like what
- 53:15Speaker 2: is that like like in vain? In vain? Yeah, but
- 53:19Speaker 2: like it sucks that anybody even had to go through
- 53:22Speaker 2: this all.
- 53:22Speaker 1: Like I don't want I know, I want to live
- 53:26Speaker 1: in a world where that, like things like that just
- 53:29Speaker 1: don't have to happen. If that makes sense.
- 53:32Speaker 2: They don't have to happen, is the problem. Yeah, I
- 53:36Speaker 2: feel like that's what I feel like.
- 53:38Speaker 1: I'm glad we're on the same page.
- 53:39Speaker 2: There. Actually very easy for that type of thing not
- 53:42Speaker 2: to happen. Say more, take them home, yeah, yeah, no,
- 53:50Speaker 2: for real, don't pick them up at all.
- 53:53Speaker 1: And honestly, honestly, I feel like I'm glad they got fired,
- 53:59Speaker 1: and they should be, because if they looked up Neil,
- 54:03Speaker 1: they probably should have realized that he should not have
- 54:07Speaker 1: just been loose. I'm sure he had a curfew. I
- 54:11Speaker 1: didn't see anything specifically about it, but typically when you
- 54:15Speaker 1: are living or supposed to be living in like a
- 54:19Speaker 1: facility for juveniles, that's right, they should have taken him
- 54:24Speaker 1: back there at minimum seriously, because like you could drop
- 54:27Speaker 1: him off somewhere and he could like if he's.
- 54:30Speaker 2: A criminal, you know what I'm saying, Like, you're just
- 54:33Speaker 2: going to drop him off in the streets and he
- 54:35Speaker 2: could run across any old person and right.
- 54:39Speaker 1: If he's if he's really such a juvenile offender, take
- 54:44Speaker 1: him back to the group home where they are trying to,
- 54:48Speaker 1: you know, assert some rules and.
- 54:51Speaker 2: Have some super I imagine there's.
- 54:54Speaker 1: Yeah, and I don't know that where he had been
- 54:57Speaker 1: placed was necessarily a great situation. But I'm just saying
- 55:01Speaker 1: like what they did was horrific in so many ways obviously.
- 55:06Speaker 2: Just like completely wrong from like logical what.
- 55:09Speaker 1: You everything about that didn't make sense and was terrible?
- 55:13Speaker 2: Yeah, those are the vibes I send.
- 55:17Speaker 1: Okay, great, Okay, tell me like left, right, middle, like
- 55:23Speaker 1: where you feel left?
- 55:26Speaker 2: Leftish, leftish okay, leftish, like a little bit left of center,
- 55:34Speaker 2: or like.
- 55:34Speaker 1: More left, more left, more left?
- 55:37Speaker 2: Okay? Oh okay, this is the two of sword, my gosh, okay,
- 55:45Speaker 2: two of swords. We know this one. Well, bitch is blindfolded.
- 55:51Speaker 2: That makes sense, not looking, not looking at things, ignoring things.
- 55:56Speaker 1: Yeah, that's really true. Maybe just deleted it from your
- 56:00Speaker 1: Wikipedia page.
- 56:03Speaker 2: Wow, Okay, I think that's like a mole on the
- 56:06Speaker 2: RPNW deck that has all the I think it is. Yea,
- 56:10Speaker 2: it's got a mole coming out of.
- 56:11Speaker 1: A hole, a mole. I'll read from the P and
- 56:15Speaker 1: W book first.
- 56:16Speaker 2: Oh, okay, fancy we get the poem.
- 56:20Speaker 1: Keywords are indecision, difficult choices, confusion, and stalemate.
- 56:27Speaker 2: Didn't you say something about confusion, like right before you
- 56:30Speaker 2: pulled this card? I sink like you literally used that word.
- 56:34Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure acting with incomplete information and blindness.
- 56:40Speaker 2: Could it be more on the mole's nose?
- 56:43Speaker 1: I just don't think it could be. Actually, the mole
- 56:46Speaker 1: stopped digging as she sensed a change in the soil ahead.
- 56:51Speaker 1: To one side, the earth was dryer and potentially more stable,
- 56:56Speaker 1: but to the other side, the dampness might mean more
- 57:00Speaker 1: abundant selection of worms and slugs. Maybe the roots in
- 57:05Speaker 1: that direction would keep the tunnel stable, or maybe she
- 57:09Speaker 1: would go deeper where the soil was more densely packed.
- 57:13Speaker 1: She wrinkled her nose and rested, paralyzed with indecision, her
- 57:18Speaker 1: mind sniffing down the infinite branching paths that the future
- 57:23Speaker 1: tunnel before her could take, But she couldn't deliberate forever.
- 57:29Speaker 1: The mole made a choice and resumed digging, taking the
- 57:32Speaker 1: first blind steps in her journey onward.
- 57:36Speaker 2: H Yeah, it just makes me think of like choices
- 57:38Speaker 2: and you make your choices, and you know, I feel like,
- 57:42Speaker 2: you know the consequences of the choices that you make
- 57:45Speaker 2: to drop someone off in the freezing cold, which is like,
- 57:48Speaker 2: that's what we've been talking about.
- 57:49Speaker 1: Keywords are combined resources, courage, faith, friendship, conflict, and balance.
- 57:58Speaker 1: In some tarot decks, this art depicts a blindfolded woman
- 58:01Speaker 1: holding two swords crossed over her chest. Two's generally signify
- 58:06Speaker 1: balance or conflict, as well as pairing. I think of
- 58:11Speaker 1: the two of swords as the blind faith card because
- 58:14Speaker 1: it can represent courage and making decisions based on your
- 58:18Speaker 1: own truth and in some cases, spiritual guidance. The upright, too,
- 58:23Speaker 1: can symbolize balancing the right and left hemispheres of your brain,
- 58:28Speaker 1: combining intuition with intellect, which I would argue both were
- 58:33Speaker 1: missing in this case. Yeah, that was kind of the
- 58:35Speaker 1: point I wanted to make. We're like, we're lacking both
- 58:38Speaker 1: empathy and intelligence.
- 58:40Speaker 2: It was very there was a big imbalance and a
- 58:42Speaker 2: lot of things.
- 58:44Speaker 1: Drawing this card may mean you must make a decision
- 58:47Speaker 1: and need to call on both. This two can also
- 58:50Speaker 1: advise you to take off your blindfold and look at
- 58:53Speaker 1: a situation. Honestly, do we even need to We already
- 58:57Speaker 1: got it. I know exactly, you already made that point.
- 59:01Speaker 1: Sometimes it do be like that. In a reading about money,
- 59:05Speaker 1: the Upright to recommends trusting your own wisdom and inner
- 59:08Speaker 1: guidance in a financial matter. Pay attention to your intuition
- 59:12Speaker 1: as well as your logic. If the reading is about
- 59:15Speaker 1: your job, you may be confused or conflicted about a
- 59:19Speaker 1: work related issue.
- 59:21Speaker 2: Who deleted?
- 59:23Speaker 3: We don't know who.
- 59:25Speaker 2: Exactly?
- 59:26Speaker 1: Oh Cassie too?
- 59:29Speaker 2: Oh yeah too? And yeah, so twice it was deleted yes,
- 59:35Speaker 2: and then wasn't there two officers? It was yes?
- 59:39Speaker 1: Also that yes, two friends. But it was twice that
- 59:44Speaker 1: it was documented as specifically having come from within the
- 59:49Speaker 1: police department. It was deleted more times than that.
- 59:52Speaker 2: Oh, I see.
- 59:53Speaker 1: I think it's to tifically document two cases from within
- 59:58Speaker 1: the department.
- 59:59Speaker 2: Interesting. Yeah, two is a significant number I feel like
- 1:00:02Speaker 2: in this it is.
- 1:00:04Speaker 1: In a reading about love, this card suggests listening to
- 1:00:08Speaker 1: both your head and your heart. It can mean you
- 1:00:11Speaker 1: and your partner hold conflicting perspectives, or that you're trying
- 1:00:15Speaker 1: to resolve differences and find harmony. I feel like the
- 1:00:20Speaker 1: reverse interpretation is so similar and it has parallels too.
- 1:00:28Speaker 1: It I feel like specifically talks about i'll read. I
- 1:00:33Speaker 1: feel like this is the most applicable. But if the
- 1:00:36Speaker 1: reading is about your job, the reverse two represents confusion, indecision,
- 1:00:42Speaker 1: lack of information, or conflicts regarding your work. It can
- 1:00:47Speaker 1: also warn that colleagues aren't reliable or trustworthy. Oh, you
- 1:00:53Speaker 1: need to look hard at something you don't want to see.
- 1:00:58Speaker 2: Take a look at the mirror. Yeah, that's the perfect one.
- 1:01:02Speaker 2: Just the blind The blind fold alone literally is just.
- 1:01:06Speaker 1: Well, there's so much about this case, because as it
- 1:01:11Speaker 1: turns out, with something like this where it's it's part
- 1:01:15Speaker 1: of like a greater like series of occurrences, there's just
- 1:01:21Speaker 1: there's so much and there's probably nowhere near as much
- 1:01:26Speaker 1: information as there should be, just given that it's like
- 1:01:31Speaker 1: this is about you know, it's about power dynamics, it's
- 1:01:35Speaker 1: about racism, it's about you know, Indigenous people and how
- 1:01:39Speaker 1: they relate with their community and law enforcement. But one
- 1:01:43Speaker 1: of the cases, and it's often kind of referred to
- 1:01:47Speaker 1: as sort of the first documented case of the Starlight Tours.
- 1:01:53Speaker 1: It dates back to nineteen seventy six, which is the
- 1:01:58Speaker 1: bi centennial here in the USA Boom America. What do
- 1:02:05Speaker 1: you mean we just had a nice explosion day. Yeah,
- 1:02:08Speaker 1: we had explosion day. Yeah, I know. It's it's interesting.
- 1:02:14Speaker 1: I didn't really think about this case in connection with like,
- 1:02:19Speaker 1: you know, a lack of you know, national pride or anything.
- 1:02:23Speaker 2: But it's good timing, I guess. Yeah.
- 1:02:26Speaker 1: Yeah. But that initial case and just the timing of
- 1:02:32Speaker 1: it that it lines up with like literally the independence
- 1:02:36Speaker 1: of the United States as a newly born nation as
- 1:02:40Speaker 1: it were, I was like, wow, interesting, that is interesting.
- 1:02:45Speaker 1: I don't know, maybe maybe I'm looking too hard for
- 1:02:47Speaker 1: some sort of synchronicity there. But the part that really
- 1:02:51Speaker 1: got me is those officers weren't fired. I mean back
- 1:02:56Speaker 1: in seventy six. Maybe none of us are surprised, you know, yeah,
- 1:03:00Speaker 1: but they were basically like docked two weeks pay, And
- 1:03:05Speaker 1: like that.
- 1:03:06Speaker 2: Was that slap on the wrist thing.
- 1:03:08Speaker 1: Yes, slap on the wrist is the exact words that
- 1:03:12Speaker 1: were used over and over and over and over and
- 1:03:15Speaker 1: over and over and over and over in connection with
- 1:03:19Speaker 1: this case, but specifically that incident relating, you know, back
- 1:03:24Speaker 1: to nineteen seventy six, and it's just like, have we
- 1:03:27Speaker 1: learned nothing?
- 1:03:28Speaker 2: Will we ever learn something? I'm going to need them
- 1:03:32Speaker 2: to start issuing some heavy duty spanking, you know what
- 1:03:35Speaker 2: I mean?
- 1:03:36Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, like I think we might need a paddle, Yeah.
- 1:03:40Speaker 2: Like some sort of biked device. No that's yeah. No,
- 1:03:44Speaker 2: no actual torture, but like metaphorically.
- 1:03:48Speaker 1: Right, like I'm I'm over the whole slap on the
- 1:03:51Speaker 1: wrist era.
- 1:03:52Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 1:03:53Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, this one was a lot.
- 1:03:56Speaker 2: Thank you for shining a light down the mole hole though.
- 1:03:59Speaker 2: Oh they can't stay hidden down there. I know, it's
- 1:04:03Speaker 2: not fair. Honestly, it just made me think of like
- 1:04:06Speaker 2: everything that's going on with like immigrants being like randomly
- 1:04:11Speaker 2: deported to different countries and left there, and like that's
- 1:04:15Speaker 2: not even like where they live, that's not their home,
- 1:04:18Speaker 2: So you're basically doing the same thing. It's just dropping
- 1:04:20Speaker 2: someone off elsewhere where they can't get back.
- 1:04:24Speaker 1: Honestly, that makes you, I know, because I feel like
- 1:04:29Speaker 1: it's subconsciously maybe I don't. I don't think I could
- 1:04:34Speaker 1: go there in my head, but I feel like part
- 1:04:38Speaker 1: of me was like kind of in a way like
- 1:04:41Speaker 1: subconsciously like drawing that parallel and just feeling like so upset.
- 1:04:47Speaker 2: Because it's like it's still happening, just in a different way,
- 1:04:51Speaker 2: in a really really horrific way.
- 1:04:53Speaker 1: Because this is like the difference is that, like in
- 1:04:57Speaker 1: these cases it was like a Okay, it's like that
- 1:05:01Speaker 1: stereotypical like, oh well, these are bad apples and they're
- 1:05:04Speaker 1: you know, they're doing this when it's not like state sanctioned,
- 1:05:08Speaker 1: and what's happening here is being sanctioned by the state, it,
- 1:05:13Speaker 1: you know, if not in all cases, by the people.
- 1:05:16Speaker 1: And I don't want to live here anymore. I don't
- 1:05:21Speaker 1: want to live in this reality.
- 1:05:25Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean all we can do is just keep
- 1:05:27Speaker 2: pointing fingers at it. Yeah.
- 1:05:30Speaker 1: Oh, No, matter what we do, this always just gets heavier.
- 1:05:35Speaker 2: This one was like really intense. I feel like we
- 1:05:38Speaker 2: did two back to back, like Ghosty and then Fun
- 1:05:41Speaker 2: Movie one, so we kind of were due for a more.
- 1:05:44Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 1:05:45Speaker 2: I mean, I said, it was very good to talk
- 1:05:46Speaker 2: about and get it out, and it's important. Should we
- 1:05:50Speaker 2: do it? Well, let's do it. Have a creepy ass day.
- 1:05:56Speaker 2: We'll see you next Tuesday or someone will.
- 1:05:59Speaker 3: Yeah, one of our besties be out.
- 1:06:09Speaker 1: A mole hole, similar to a butthole, but for moles.
- 1:06:14Speaker 2: What what what was it? No, I was trying to
- 1:06:16Speaker 2: think of what I said earlier about your bee hole
- 1:06:19Speaker 2: about Yeah, what was I even saying? Substicious? No, suspicious?
- 1:06:29Speaker 2: What is it?
- 1:06:29Speaker 4: Suspicious circumstances? What what's the saying, Caitlin help me, Oh.
- 1:06:37Speaker 2: Because they were saying, no foul play, no foul play,
- 1:06:41Speaker 2: my mole hole