Latest / The Layback Podcast / Aaron "AJ" Jungers, Lindenwood University LHP (Ep. 104)
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- 0:00What's up everyone, Welcome back to the Layback Podcast.
- 0:03Joining us today is left-handed pitcher at Lindenwood
- 0:06University, Ben AKAAJ Youngers. AJ joins us today from his
- 0:14apartment house, whatever it is, with the blackout shades outside
- 0:19of St. Louis, MO bending from the cold.
- 0:21He he just broke the news to me that the real field this morning
- 0:25over there was 1° as he headed over to the weight room.
- 0:29So at least he knew he was grinding this morning and gave
- 0:32us the actual temperature as he left his house.
- 0:35But our Wisconsinite here, ex hockey player turned left-handed
- 0:41pitcher, is gracious enough to hop on and tell his story.
- 0:45AJ has kind of been a trailblazer for Flexpro Grip to
- 0:50a certain extent. People have probably heard me
- 0:53mention this a time or two if we've gotten on conversations as
- 0:56one specific player who kind of broke our system or broke our
- 1:02algorithm in a way which I am going to bury the lead.
- 1:06We'll get into this a little bit later.
- 1:08But AJ happened to be that guy. So because of AJ's injury and
- 1:14because of what he presented with his data, we completely
- 1:19changed what we do with Flex Pro.
- 1:21So I've been waiting on this moment in this interview for a
- 1:23long time, but I'm ecstatic to say he has been back in game.
- 1:28He has thrown 6 innings I believe so far completely
- 1:32scoreless. Two hits.
- 1:34I don't remember how many hits it is.
- 1:35I want to say I've given up 3. Three, I, I think I have the
- 1:38statue right here, so we'll, we'll check real quick to make
- 1:41sure. So maybe we'll just read the
- 1:43stat line real quick to start the year.
- 1:44Don't want to jinx anything. It is 7 innings.
- 1:47My my apologies. I shorted you on innings, but I
- 1:51also shorted you on hits allowed.
- 1:53So it's stat line so far, 2 appearances, 7 innings, three
- 1:57hits allowed, two walks, 7 punches for a 125 batting
- 2:01average against. I would say that's a pretty good
- 2:04way to start the year, especially returning from Tommy
- 2:09John. So AJ, with that, I'm finally
- 2:12going to kick it over to you for the high level bio.
- 2:14Thanks a ton for joining us today.
- 2:17Yeah, thank you for having me. Obviously Wisconsin.
- 2:20I love the Packers. I grew up in Madison, WI,
- 2:23actually committed to linen one when they were still a division
- 2:27two school and then my junior year of high school or senior
- 2:31year of high school, I got a call from the old head coach,
- 2:34the very going Division One. So that was really cool.
- 2:37Came down here a little far away from home obviously, so that was
- 2:40tough being away, but have enjoyed my past four years being
- 2:44here. Obviously last year was a bit of
- 2:47a bump in the road with the whole injury, but like you said,
- 2:50being a trailblazer, it's it's unfortunate that the injury had
- 2:55to happen, but it's also a really cool experience and life
- 3:00story that I can tell people that you know, I am basically
- 3:04patient 0 when it comes to RFD testing and training.
- 3:08As far as my family goes, I have two brothers, one older who
- 3:11played college baseball and then I have a younger brother as well
- 3:14who didn't like baseball on a baseball family but love to
- 3:19golf, so I'd always go out with him.
- 3:21My mom and my dad have been my biggest supporters in my life
- 3:25and a big reason why I'm back on the mound right now and very
- 3:30confident and other than that, just living life right now.
- 3:35Well, I'll toss one other bio piece that I happen to know
- 3:39about you that probably will add a little bit of context that
- 3:42even some of the discussion that we have today.
- 3:45I know you're super passionate about sports, performance,
- 3:49kinesiology, Physiology beyond just your career, but part of
- 3:55the reason you were going to the weight room this morning is for
- 3:58your internship. I would love for you to kind of
- 4:01explain that and what it is beyond the baseball field that
- 4:04really interests you as well. Yeah, so when I was growing up,
- 4:09especially with hockey, one of my best buddies back in Madison,
- 4:13his dad is the performance director over at UW Health
- 4:17Sports Performance. Throughout high school, that's
- 4:19where I went to train and that's where my liking of the field
- 4:23really grew. And last summer was actually my
- 4:26first internship with him. And so that's where I kind of
- 4:30got my foot in the door of all right, well, this is what the
- 4:33hours look like. This is programming and stuff
- 4:35like that. But for this semester, I'm
- 4:37working at the Lindenwood weight room.
- 4:39And I, I won't lie, it's a very busy schedule, very busy
- 4:42schedule. But like I said, I was up at
- 4:454:00 this morning, got into the weight room at 5:00, helped out
- 4:49with football, and then right before I hopped on here with
- 4:51you, I was with men's volleyball.
- 4:53But I think the most interesting part for me is seeing how all
- 4:58the different strength coaches program for their different
- 5:00athletes and the different opinions and philosophies that
- 5:03they use. There's a million different ways
- 5:06that you can make an athlete stronger, faster and more
- 5:09powerful. And I think the the thing that I
- 5:12have enjoyed the most is talking to each and every single one of
- 5:15them and seeing their different opinions on it.
- 5:18So growing up, having this interest in sports performance,
- 5:22did that lead you to be a big time experimenter or just a gym
- 5:26rat? How did you kind of fall in love
- 5:30with the weight room? I I obviously understand your
- 5:32exposure to it with the UW health side of things and
- 5:35training for hockey, but what was that moment that you really
- 5:39fell in love and kind of what was your approach with training
- 5:41in general for so long? I would say that I was more of a
- 5:46gym rat in high school, especially during COVID.
- 5:49That's when I started to go to the gym all the time.
- 5:52Obviously a lot of the gyms in Madison were closed, so my dad
- 5:56actually configured our basement into a little at home gym.
- 6:01And so when I first started lifting pretty heavily, it was
- 6:06like you would see in any commercial gym, just trying to
- 6:09lift as much weight as you possibly could.
- 6:12And you didn't care about form, you just you wanted to see as
- 6:16much weight on the bar as possible and.
- 6:18I'm assuming for as many reps as possible to extreme volume,
- 6:22extreme weight. Absolutely.
- 6:25Obviously not not the best way to go about it, but as I
- 6:29continue to grow older and talk with his name is Dave Knight, UW
- 6:34Health Sports Performance. When I started talking to him
- 6:37more, that's when I kind of found out about progressions,
- 6:41the different intensities that you want to use for different
- 6:43sets and reps. And so that's when it shifted
- 6:47more towards trying to be athletic and move properly
- 6:50through a full range of motion, and then with that progressing
- 6:55properly by adding, you know, 5 to 10 lbs per week on a squat
- 7:00instead of just trying to see how many reps I could get of a
- 7:03certain number. You did mention trying to be a
- 7:05little more athletic. I know you are currently listed
- 7:09as not only a left-handed pitcher but also an outfielder.
- 7:13Have you ever had an at bat in your Lindenwood career?
- 7:16No, I have not. And I I actually do have a
- 7:18pretty funny story about that. And so I came in my freshman
- 7:21year as a two way. That's that's the reason why
- 7:24it's listed as a pitcher and outfielder.
- 7:26But I was actually never told to my face that I was only going to
- 7:31be APO. So you're still waiting.
- 7:34I am, I am still waiting, I'm I'm still waiting for that AB.
- 7:37But my practice plan came out in November my freshman year and I
- 7:42look at the hitting groups and didn't see my name on it.
- 7:45And you know, obviously as a freshman, you're like, well, my
- 7:48name is not on the practice sheet.
- 7:50Like apparently I'm going to have to go have a talk with the
- 7:52head coach. And so I go into the office and
- 7:57I talked with the head coach and my pitching coach.
- 8:00And what I was told was they're going to let other people get
- 8:04some some more reps. And then later on throughout
- 8:07winter break is when I'll start to be integrated back again into
- 8:12the into the hitting groups. And as you know by now, I've
- 8:16still haven't been integrated yet.
- 8:17So I'm I'm waiting for my opportunity.
- 8:19Still with the other guys are still getting the reps in.
- 8:21Yeah, obviously, but I'm just I'm just trying to be a team
- 8:25player at this point and and help out the boys.
- 8:28That's right. There was probably a little bit
- 8:31of you last year while you were on the sideline the the arm not
- 8:34working so well that you're thinking like maybe this is the
- 8:36time do I start picking up the bat?
- 8:38Oh, there there was. There's definitely some thoughts
- 8:41going through my mind about that.
- 8:43But as the years have gone on, I've grown a huge liking in the
- 8:46golf. I didn't want to mess up my golf
- 8:49swing personally, so I I I would keep my swings at the driving
- 8:54range and on the course. Do you golf lefty or righty?
- 8:58I golf righty. I golf righty.
- 9:00Were you a right-handed hockey player?
- 9:02I was, and I swung the bat righty as well.
- 9:06So you're that weird? Yes, I am very weird.
- 9:10Very weird. Think there's been one major
- 9:12leaguer ever. One of the LaRoche brothers was
- 9:16a left-handed thrower, right-handed hitter.
- 9:18Maybe there's others, but I know it's just super and uncommon to
- 9:22be a left-handed thrower, right-handed hitter, and I know
- 9:25one of the for a fact one of the LaRoche brothers fell into that
- 9:29crop. Yeah, yeah.
- 9:30So probably a good thing that I'm a PO right now and just
- 9:34focusing on on the golf games sort of in the box.
- 9:38And I guess even the fact that you were so into hockey does
- 9:42really interest me. That is, I think a larger
- 9:45crossover than most people realize that the hockey baseball
- 9:50combo, especially for Minnesota, Wisconsin and New England born
- 9:55players. When did you make the decision
- 9:58that baseball was going to be the push instead of hockey?
- 10:02So I'd say that was probably my sophomore year of high school
- 10:07and that summer I had like a huge jump in Velo on the mound.
- 10:13Obviously me playing summer ball with GRB up in Wisconsin.
- 10:17That was a talk with the coaches of like, hey, you're, you're
- 10:21progressing pretty good. You have a good shot of, of
- 10:24going and getting recruited and playing college baseball.
- 10:26Think that's when my mind started to shift.
- 10:29And then my junior year was when COVID hit and so I didn't play
- 10:34hockey my junior year winter. And that's when I really started
- 10:38to focus on one, the weight room and two baseball.
- 10:42But I played my senior year of of high school and that was
- 10:46honestly more just to have fun with the boys 1 little last
- 10:50hoorah. But yeah, I would would
- 10:53definitely say sophomore year was when my mind started to
- 10:55shift. Let's now jump forward into the
- 10:59actual baseball career at Lindenwood and kind of explain
- 11:03I, I guess set the stage for where we are now.
- 11:07Your freshman year you got a fair share of appearances if I,
- 11:11if I'm not mistaken, correct? Yeah, yeah.
- 11:15And it it does help that I was the only lefty in the bullpen,
- 11:19obviously. Nobody needs to know that it was
- 11:21because your ability, right? Not because of need.
- 11:24Absolutely. But yeah, I mean, I've, I've
- 11:26always been a command pitcher rather than a a hard thrower.
- 11:31It's it's definitely taken me some time to get that Velo.
- 11:34But obviously I think that's one of the biggest strengths that I
- 11:36have on the mound is, you know, if you want to pitch blowing
- 11:40away, like I will get it there or, you know, if I need to have
- 11:44a slider, a ball off or a back foot slider, like I'll be able
- 11:47to put it there. And so I think that's what
- 11:50that's what propelled me into getting so many appearances my
- 11:52freshman year was being able to command the strike zone.
- 11:55And then obviously, if we're going to mention it, the fact
- 11:58that I was the only lefty, but they were definitely some, some
- 12:01growing pains freshman year. And then it it, it progressed
- 12:05and through the, through my sophomore year, I still
- 12:10struggled a little bit during out of conference play, but then
- 12:14in conference play, that was when I kind of took that next
- 12:18step and, and really got comfortable.
- 12:21It probably wasn't as big of a deal to you going from D2 to D1
- 12:27because as soon as you step foot on campus it was AD one program.
- 12:32You were just stuck with playing teams that were deeper or had
- 12:37more total guys. But I'm guessing that's even
- 12:40part of what was a major strength of yours early on.
- 12:44I've been a part of programs that aren't as deep and having
- 12:48guys that you know can throw strikes when you are down six
- 12:53runs just means so much. Because often times it's about
- 12:58staying competitive more than it is about just throwing a guy out
- 13:02there that might be able to strike this guy out, but also
- 13:04might walk the next four guys in a row and hit another two in the
- 13:08head. You probably have this
- 13:10tremendous benefit of being kind of the perfect mold of a pitcher
- 13:15for a school that is transitioning.
- 13:18Yeah, yeah, absolutely. There's, there's been a lot of
- 13:22resources that have been handed to this baseball team throughout
- 13:24the years. And so we, you know, we, we have
- 13:27studs now on this team that do throw the ball hard and are able
- 13:30to command it. So that's that's also nice that
- 13:33that we have a lot more depth on this pitching staff.
- 13:36It is really impressive now and I will take the story away from
- 13:40you and even talk about the staff as a whole just in your
- 13:43short time. I say short time at Lindenwood.
- 13:46I guess this is your for now. For me, it feels like a short
- 13:48time. See for how long I've actually
- 13:50known you, but I love if you could just kind of even explain
- 13:55to the masses that don't know as much about Lindenwood aside from
- 13:58me just shouting out Lindenwood on meetings and stuff.
- 14:01How much your program, specifically as a pitching
- 14:05staff, has changed in the time you've been there?
- 14:09Yeah, so I mean, I, I hate to give this man credit, as you
- 14:14know, but Denton Acne is is 1 hell of a pitching coach.
- 14:19I I will give him that. I mean, as soon as Denton got
- 14:22hired sophomore year, first meeting that we had, he set the
- 14:26standards for the next three years and going on.
- 14:29I would say my freshman year was kind of feel it out type of
- 14:34season where we had a lot of seniors that were just kind of
- 14:38ready to be over with the seat the season we had a lot of young
- 14:42guys that were just trying to get experience under their belt.
- 14:45I was in that same boat. If there were some games where I
- 14:47didn't really care how many runs I I gave up.
- 14:49I just really wanted to pitch. But Denton set the expectation,
- 14:54set the standard and wood Division 2 has always been known
- 14:58as a a pitching squad. I mean, we we wanted to get back
- 15:02into those routes obviously. And you know, the the the stats
- 15:07throughout the season have shown that don't want to jinx jinx
- 15:11anything. But I believe that our ERA right
- 15:13now is right out of three, myself included, we have 4 guys
- 15:18that have 0 ERA. We have a couple more that are
- 15:22at a sub three right now. So I mean, the, the biggest step
- 15:27that I would say that we've taken is being able to command
- 15:30the zone a lot. The transfers that we've got in
- 15:33Seth Bennis, for example, absolute stud, he's gone 7
- 15:38shutty the past two weekends, both so right at 14 innings of
- 15:43no run ball. Josh Newell, obviously, as you
- 15:46know, OVC Pitcher of the year last year and is continuing to
- 15:51make a statement for that rerun of it.
- 15:54Easton Rockers, my roommate, he's always been a stud since he
- 15:57stepped on campus. So there's there's so much depth
- 16:02on this pitching staff to where we could throw any guy in there
- 16:05and be super confident that we're going to win the game.
- 16:08One thing in particular that I think speaks to the depth and I
- 16:12can't remember if it's two years in a row for sure, but I'm
- 16:16pretty positive it is that you guys have led the OVC in ERA as
- 16:21a staff two years in a row, which is amazing.
- 16:24And and certainly speaks to your ability to command the zone as
- 16:28you said. Because right along with that, I
- 16:31know last year you guys had the lowest walk rate of any team and
- 16:34I think you might have been second lowest two years ago.
- 16:38Yeah, yeah. So our goal this year, so we led
- 16:43the OVC and conference play for ERA.
- 16:46I'm pretty sure you're right about the walks, but I I would
- 16:49definitely have to double check that.
- 16:50But our goal for this year is to be the overall ERA leaders.
- 16:55I believe the past two years we have been like 4th and 5th and
- 17:01overall ERA. Obviously without of conference
- 17:04play, getting the feel for the season, it is difficult when you
- 17:08give up big numbers like that. But yeah, I mean, if we can go
- 17:12back-to-back to back like we will, we will set the standard
- 17:16from now on for one, our pitching staff, but to the OVC
- 17:20as well. Certainly well, they that's
- 17:23probably enough about your boys. We're we're here to tell your
- 17:26story. So thank you to everyone else on
- 17:28the Lindenwood staff. But that's enough from you guys
- 17:31for now. So AJ, we'll take it back to
- 17:34kind of why we're here today, unless there's something super
- 17:37eventful from your sophomore year, if you want to talk more
- 17:40about that progression. But let's let's kind of jump
- 17:43ahead to junior year if you feel it.
- 17:45It's time. Yeah, let's do it.
- 17:47OK, so going into the fall of junior year, you're coming off
- 17:51of a bunch of appearances as soft as a sophomore.
- 17:54Definitely one of the stable, steadfast relievers coming out
- 17:58of the bullpen. You started to get a few starts,
- 18:01right? Didn't you have three or four
- 18:02starts your sophomore year? Yes.
- 18:05And you're trending junior year towards being one of the weekend
- 18:09dudes, correct? Yes.
- 18:11All right, so now I will stop asking leading questions and
- 18:15just hand it over to you at this point to kind of talk about the
- 18:19fall and maybe even where your head was at going into this
- 18:24promising spring. Yeah.
- 18:26So obviously going into a new year, my mindset is, is always
- 18:32to be on the hunt for the next role.
- 18:35Going into my junior year, having that many appearances,
- 18:38I've made it my goal in that fall to be a starter, a weekend
- 18:42starter, I should say. So throughout the whole fall,
- 18:45obviously they they keep the flow down a little bit.
- 18:48So you really only get one to two innings per appearance in
- 18:52the fall. But there were, there were
- 18:55definitely a lot of talks with them and PJ about being a
- 18:59potential starter. And that's, that's what really
- 19:02fueled me throughout the fall. But then going into the spring
- 19:05it, that's when the throwing workload started to increase.
- 19:08You know, you're getting 3 to 4 innings pre season and inner
- 19:12squads. And, and that's where I felt
- 19:15like that was my time to shine. And then obviously with, I think
- 19:20I want to say it was a week before the season was when the
- 19:23injury occurred. So now I'll step back in for
- 19:28kind of the communication that I received from Denton and just I
- 19:34guess maybe providing the the bird's eye view of how this
- 19:38played out. So for as many of the listeners
- 19:41probably know from me mentioning Lindenwood and Flexpro Grip, for
- 19:45so long, we've been working with Denton in the Lindenwood crew
- 19:50for I guess that was about one complete year at the time of
- 19:55your injury. I think we got started back in
- 19:57October of your sophomore year, if I'm not mistaken, maybe
- 20:01November of your sophomore year. So you guys had a really good
- 20:05system in place. It was a part of not only your
- 20:09routine but the team as a whole. And we had monitored everything
- 20:14really well. I was on the phone with Denton
- 20:16regularly helping him make. I don't want to say I don't want
- 20:20to paint the picture like I was making bullpen decisions for
- 20:23him. But if if data popped up that
- 20:26maybe suggested a guy might be a little fatigued or Denton had
- 20:29questions, we'd hop on the phone and we would discuss risk
- 20:34situation. Perfect example I believe is, is
- 20:37I think even when you guys opened up the season at Dayton,
- 20:42which I think was your sophomore year, you guys played at four
- 20:45games. It was 20°, whatever.
- 20:47And then you immediately had a Tuesday game and a Wednesday
- 20:51game and then went on the road again the next weekend.
- 20:54So you guys opened up with like 10 games and seven days after
- 20:57not being outside at all. And Denton's hit me up saying
- 21:00like Art, we just had a guy threw three out of our first
- 21:04five games and it looks like based on rapid flexion testing
- 21:08data, his numbers are trending down a little bit.
- 21:11So what do we want to do here? I think that just kind of paints
- 21:15the picture of how integrated Flexpro was into what you guys
- 21:19were doing as a whole. That even goes before saying
- 21:23what you're doing with shoulder dynamometry, what you're doing
- 21:26with workload management, force plate testing as well.
- 21:30So really just a robust system to assess player readiness.
- 21:34And I got the message from Denton saying AJ just went down.
- 21:40It makes no sense. I can't find out why.
- 21:44And as you said, it was legitimately like the last live
- 21:47before season started. It was the weekend before, I
- 21:50think it was on a Saturday, and Denton said you were going to be
- 21:53the Saturday starter. So it was literally the last
- 21:56prep before the season starts and you go down.
- 22:00And then on our side, me, Daryl, the flex program crew, we are
- 22:06then having the mind through every single thing you had ever
- 22:10done to figure out how this ever could have happened.
- 22:14And that's that's also the relationship, as I said, that we
- 22:17have with Denton and your staff that they trust us to be a part
- 22:21of finding the solution. One thing that people know for
- 22:25sure from our side that we hate is trying to act like a soft
- 22:30tissue non contact injury can't be pinpointed somewhere.
- 22:35People act like like these things just happen and maybe
- 22:40they do. Maybe that is your take, maybe
- 22:42that is the take of someone listening.
- 22:44But if we are going to do our job in preventing greatly
- 22:49reducing the risk, whatever proper language you want to put
- 22:52on our mission to solve the UCL crisis, we will not rest until
- 22:59we have exhausted every possible data point, action thing,
- 23:04whatever that we can to see if this could have been prevented.
- 23:08And from your side, force plates dialed, standard hand grip
- 23:13dynamometry dialed, shoulder dynamometry dialed, workload
- 23:18dialed, Flexpro grip strength programs dialed.
- 23:22And then what? We found one little piece.
- 23:26Your rate of force development was slow.
- 23:30Your peak numbers were tremendous.
- 23:33But for whatever reason, on your left arm, you were slow to
- 23:37produce that peak force. And it was literally one of one
- 23:42in our database. You presented data that we
- 23:44couldn't find anywhere else. And then we started scratching
- 23:48our heads and trying to figure out, is this legitimately the
- 23:52cause? And from there, I'll kind of
- 23:54turn it back to you before I speak for the next 20 minutes on
- 23:58how we went about this. But go ahead, take it on back
- 24:01for maybe how this was presented to you or even how you felt
- 24:05after you found out you were hurt or what you experienced
- 24:08because we just went straight to the data and problem solving
- 24:11route. I do want you to talk about the
- 24:13human side as well. Yeah.
- 24:15So I mean, I will say that that appearance that I tore, you
- 24:21know, my UCL, it wasn't the best appearance that I've ever had.
- 24:25If I remember correctly, I gave up a three spot in the first
- 24:27inning. And then it was either the
- 24:30second or third batter of that second inning that it eventually
- 24:34popped. And going back with Denton,
- 24:36sitting in the clubhouse with him after that for three plus
- 24:41hours just trying to figure out what was wrong.
- 24:44We ultimately landed on it being a nerve issue.
- 24:47And maybe it was just my nerve flipping and that's the reason
- 24:51that I felt it because as you said, like my force plate
- 24:54numbers, Flexpro grip strength, the shoulder dynamometer, like
- 24:58everything kind of checked the boxes of all right, like there
- 25:03is no reason that he should be injured right now.
- 25:07And then I want to say the following Monday is when I got
- 25:12my MRI and ended up showing up to practice after the MRI.
- 25:16And I'll, I'll never forget this.
- 25:18My trainer must have already gotten the call as soon as I got
- 25:21there. And I, I should have figured out
- 25:24that something was going to, you know, be bad.
- 25:26But he put his hand on my shoulder and he's like, hey,
- 25:29man, how are you doing? Just in the soft little voice.
- 25:32And I was like, you know, I'm, I'm doing pretty good.
- 25:34Like I went and got some noodles and company Mac and cheese.
- 25:37Like I'm feeling pretty good. It is.
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- 25:48But after practice, that's when I sat down with the coaches and
- 25:52they're like, yeah, man. Like, you know, you, you blew it
- 25:55out fully. Like, you know, and I think
- 25:57that's when the 1st wave of shock kind of hit me.
- 26:02And it was like, wow, usually you never think that that's
- 26:05going to happen to you. And then as soon as it does,
- 26:07you're like, wow, like, I can't, I can't believe it.
- 26:10And then that's when all the questions started to arise of
- 26:13like then talking to you guys, obviously talking to a couple of
- 26:18the PTS in the area as well about how this could possibly
- 26:21happen. And I remember when you guys
- 26:25found out that it was possibly the RFD and I hopped on a Zoom
- 26:29call with Daryl and Daryl made me do it in front of them.
- 26:35Did it? Did it As you know, you guys say
- 26:37that we should. And then I'll I'll never forget.
- 26:40QuickTime out QuickTime out I I got to make sure that I, I cover
- 26:43some bases here. We first made sure that you had
- 26:46no pain doing anything and you were you were willing to do this
- 26:51to try to solve a problem or find an answer.
- 26:54I don't want anyone to think that we were just like, oh,
- 26:57yeah, you're hurt. You can't get more hurt.
- 26:59You're just go do this. Yes.
- 27:01Yes, you guys did check to see, you know, it was all voluntary
- 27:05and I had no pain with it. But I remember Daryl doing it
- 27:10and I want to say Daryl got like a better than me and I just
- 27:15looked at him and I was like, wow, you know, like, no, you
- 27:19know, no shot to Darrell or anything.
- 27:20But as a, as a, as a 21 year old college athlete, you would think
- 27:26that I would have a better RFD number than him.
- 27:28So yeah, I mean, after that, I mean, honestly, after surgery,
- 27:33I, I can't remember how many months out it was, but I mean,
- 27:36we just hammered power rehab just well.
- 27:38Let's, I'm going to call another quick time out there because one
- 27:42thing that I think is super important to address is yes,
- 27:46Darrell, had you do this on your left arm, your injured arm.
- 27:50And then I can't remember if it was the same call or if it was a
- 27:53couple days later. We had you test on your right
- 27:56arm to see if this was a systemic across the board issue
- 28:01or if this was truly just your left arm.
- 28:04And lo and behold, it was just your left arm.
- 28:08And this happened to be the first time Darrell and I gain
- 28:11knowledge of the ulnar nerve issues that you may have had in
- 28:15high school. Yep, Yep.
- 28:17Yeah. So my junior year of high
- 28:19school, I was told that it was a strained UCL.
- 28:23Obviously, looking back at it, it was definitely a nerve
- 28:26injury. And so I think that as you and I
- 28:29have discussed before, like it wasn't a question of will it
- 28:34happen, it was a question of when it will happen, you know?
- 28:37And so obviously finding that out is not the best news.
- 28:42But yeah, I would, I would definitely say that the nerve
- 28:45issues in high school definitely played a part.
- 28:46And what I find so unique here again, I hate to kill your
- 28:51momentum and you were talking about hammering power rehab and
- 28:55starting to get into the rehab process.
- 28:57But now when we have seen other athletes present with either a
- 29:03similar cases you like if maybe they haven't trained on Flexpro,
- 29:07but they tested and had good numbers or something like that.
- 29:11And if sighted elbow pain, we're immediately going to that RFD
- 29:14test. Or anytime an athlete has said I
- 29:18previously had ulnar nerve transposition or a nerve injury,
- 29:22we're going to RFD right away to see if that is a potential
- 29:26problem. And what is absolutely mind
- 29:30boggling to me is we have seen that come to fruition time and
- 29:35time again. And had we not found this weird
- 29:39data point in your testing, your training, we wouldn't be looking
- 29:44at this right now. So this is the trailblazer story
- 29:48that we were teasing at the front of the podcast.
- 29:51But AJ, go ahead, take it away again, as you kind of start to
- 29:54get into, I guess before we even talk about the power rehab, the
- 29:58surgery, because at this point you haven't even had surgery
- 30:01yet. This is just getting on the fact
- 30:03finding call in US trying to use you somewhat as a Guinea pig to
- 30:08figure out what possibly could we have missed.
- 30:11Yeah, so obviously after I found out there were a bunch of phone
- 30:16calls that had to be made, one to my family and two with Mercy,
- 30:21just trying to figure out when surgery was.
- 30:23And I'm, I'm very thankful that I was able to get in.
- 30:27I want to say was about two, 2 1/2 weeks after it happened.
- 30:32So I mean, I got in pretty good. My surgeon sale and coke awesome
- 30:37man and will forever be thankful that he was the one who did my
- 30:41surgery. But I ended up getting the
- 30:43repair surgery with a nerve transposition and then you know,
- 30:48don't don't really remember a lot from surgery day.
- 30:51Obviously I was was pretty loopy that day, but very thankful I
- 30:56was because I did not want to feel that pain.
- 30:58But yeah, I mean, that was that was square one of the the long
- 31:02journey. Looking back at it doesn't
- 31:05really feel that long. It was it was definitely a
- 31:09mental battle at the start rather than a physical for me.
- 31:13Not that you have to get too deep or disclose too much on
- 31:16this, but mental battle with how you juggle to rehab or mental
- 31:21battle with just kind of the identity crisis that comes with
- 31:26kind of being at the top of your game to then losing the sense of
- 31:30self. Yeah, I would say it was
- 31:33definitely a mental battle of rehab.
- 31:36And then the identity crisis came in waves right after
- 31:39surgery. I'd say both were pretty high.
- 31:42Both are pretty high because coming off of the best season
- 31:45that I had at college, you're looking forward to progressing
- 31:48even more. And you know, obviously my
- 31:50situation becoming a starter and it felt like I just took a
- 31:54million steps back from that point.
- 31:56And so that was, that was definitely a, a tough hit on the
- 32:00mental side. But throughout rehab, the issue
- 32:04that I usually had was a tight bicep.
- 32:07The mental battle with that of having to look at my arm three
- 32:11months out from surgery and I'm still waking up with it at 90°
- 32:16and it, it takes me 15 minutes to finally get it all stretched
- 32:20out. Like that's when that's, that's
- 32:22when the thoughts come back in of like, you know, hey, man,
- 32:25like you're putting all this work in and you're, you're
- 32:28killing it in rehab. But like, will you, will you
- 32:31make it back to where you were? And then leading up to the
- 32:34season, that was a big identity crisis as well.
- 32:36That's when you start to figure out who you're going to be, what
- 32:40role you're going to have on the team.
- 32:41And and you, you really don't know how you're going to
- 32:45progress and excel until you actually get on that mound.
- 32:49So they were, they were definitely a lot of a lot of
- 32:52jitters on that on that mountain Pine Bluff.
- 32:55I'm sure. But that that day in Pine Bluff,
- 32:58I think worked out just about as well as you possibly could for a
- 33:01debut. Yes, before we get to the debut,
- 33:06I also want to take some time to talk about your return to throw
- 33:11and kind of the unique parts of your rehab in general.
- 33:16You mentioned doing a ton of power work, which for us is the
- 33:19rate of force development rehab component.
- 33:23And of course you were doing your Flexpro grip rehab like
- 33:26standard percent of Max work and progressing you the long holds
- 33:30all that. I know you're super passionate
- 33:32about the weight room. You got right back to that and
- 33:35crushing strength, like general kind of stuff right away.
- 33:40You, you were really dialed in on that front.
- 33:43But from a throwing perspective, once you ultimately got cleared
- 33:48after someone had you throw a tennis ball at like week 14,
- 33:51which might have been a little bit of a head scratcher at a
- 33:53time, But a few weeks after that, maybe it was around the 20
- 33:57week post op mark. We, we actually got started on a
- 34:01return to throw and you took a little bit of a different
- 34:05approach to a return to throw. Then we see a cross.
- 34:09Most elbow injuries, at least at that time.
- 34:13Yeah, so I, I remember having a Zoom call that day, which it was
- 34:18supposed to be day one of throwing.
- 34:19And at that point, that's when the nerves and the jitters kind
- 34:23of kicked in. And like, I'll be honest, like
- 34:26picking up a baseball and trying to throw it for the first time
- 34:28after the last time you threw one was when you blew it out.
- 34:31It's it's tough. And so I was, I was honest with
- 34:35you guys during that call of like, hey, man, like I, you
- 34:39know, I've, I've checked the return to throw sheet that you
- 34:41guys have given me. Absolutely love it.
- 34:44But I'll be honest with you guys like I need, I need a day here
- 34:47to just kind of feel it out. I was very thankful that you
- 34:51guys were able to give me that day and that definitely helped
- 34:54with the confidence of everything.
- 34:55But the the, the return to throw that I was given from you guys
- 35:00was definitely something that I've never seen before.
- 35:02I think the way that you guys calculated the acute to chronic
- 35:06workload differently than what pulse usually does was very
- 35:11helpful. Because if I was just going
- 35:13straight off of the pulse workload, I probably would have
- 35:15had to cut half of those days short just because the workload
- 35:18would have been too high. I would say for the first month,
- 35:23I based it solely off of arm speed just because I was back
- 35:27home and didn't have a radar gun with me yet.
- 35:30And then after the first week still in July, I want to say
- 35:36that's when I got sent to radar gun.
- 35:38And then I was able to base it off of those Velo buckets that
- 35:41we had off of the Max Velo. I think you bringing up the arm
- 35:46speed component is a tremendous stop for us right now on this
- 35:52interview. And the reason I say that is you
- 35:55are a guy who consistently throws with higher arm speeds
- 36:00than expected for a given velocity.
- 36:04And I remember that being a little bit of a tough jump for
- 36:08you in those first couple of weeks moving from solely arm
- 36:12speed based throwing to velocity guided throwing.
- 36:16And if I'm not mistaken, I don't want to call it a set back, but
- 36:20if I'm not mistaken, you kind of had to take a little bit of time
- 36:25maybe plateauing your rehab and not not necessarily deloading,
- 36:29but plateauing the program and spending a couple of weeks at
- 36:34maybe a given level just because of where we thought you might be
- 36:39at based on the standard arm speed velocity ratios or
- 36:44calculations. You weren't quite there.
- 36:47So the velocity jumps were getting a little bit tougher for
- 36:51you in that mid to late July time?
- 36:54Yeah, and that's right around when I got the radar gun sent to
- 36:59me. And so that shift towards basing
- 37:02it off of velocity now rather than arm speed, like I want to
- 37:06say they're texted you or Den and I had like a spike in in arm
- 37:11speed of like 300 with my background in in strength and
- 37:15conditioning and then talking with you guys all the time.
- 37:18Like I know that that in a rehab setting is not ideal at all.
- 37:22And so I think that's what scared me the most of one, why
- 37:26is my arm speed so high with this certain velocity?
- 37:30That was definitely a concern of like, all right, well, I'm never
- 37:33going to be able to throw hard again.
- 37:36Thankfully, that's not true anymore.
- 37:38And then two, just from just from a health perspective of
- 37:42like if I'm going to be making these spikes in arm speed like
- 37:46this early on in the in the throwing program, like that
- 37:49definitely isn't ideal. And I did have a little bit of
- 37:53pain throwing right around like the low 70s, I want to say when
- 37:57I crept up into that. And like you said, we kind of
- 37:59plateaued in the mid to high 60s for a little bit.
- 38:02And then once we got comfortable more with throwing, that's when
- 38:05we started to progress a lot more.
- 38:07And another thing worth noting, I had the benefit of seeing this
- 38:11on the inside with you sending some video.
- 38:14At that time, the way you were throwing had almost completely
- 38:19changed. And there were inklings of the
- 38:22old AJ in there. But you could see some very
- 38:26corrosive habits or patterns that had begun to form.
- 38:31And I'm sure a lot of it stemmed from the mental struggles that
- 38:33you were feeling or your apprehension that comes from, is
- 38:37this going to be the throw that I feel it again or that kind of
- 38:40nagging bicep pain that you experienced.
- 38:43And what really stinks is those patterns that you often like
- 38:48fall into to try to protect yourself are also the very
- 38:52patterns that are creating greater discomfort or pain
- 38:56because you're no longer moving fluidly or naturally, and you're
- 39:01actually adding stress to the system.
- 39:03Yeah. Yeah.
- 39:04And so once that occurred, sent you guys some videos, send down
- 39:08some videos. And then basically we came up
- 39:11with a bunch of constraints rose for me to do cuz I mean, early
- 39:15on, like I was going basically out of the stretch, right and
- 39:19going through my motion, but the pushing of the arm, not getting
- 39:23into lay back. Couple issues with the lower
- 39:26body as well of like. Stepping across your body, front
- 39:29foot way open to try to allow for rotation.
- 39:32Never lead leg blocking of arm flying way way the Frick open.
- 39:38It was. It was rough.
- 39:40It was rough. Thankfully it's not like that
- 39:42anymore and we finally figured it out.
- 39:44But yeah, I would say those constraints rose really got me
- 39:48back, really got me back on the road.
- 39:51The more and more I got comfortable with the arm and the
- 39:54higher velocity, that's when we started to get back to proper
- 39:58mechanics. And another piece of this whole
- 40:01thing is you did more or less the beginning couple of months
- 40:07of your throwing program alone. Yes, which which is another huge
- 40:12struggle. You didn't have the boys with
- 40:14you, you didn't have the athletic trainer, you didn't
- 40:17have Denton, you didn't have whoever.
- 40:19Like, yeah, you had the support system in your family and maybe
- 40:24maybe dad filmed a few of your throws or something, or a
- 40:27brother might have or played catch with someone in the
- 40:29family. But it's it's different to have
- 40:32that versus like having a Lindenwood T-shirt on on the
- 40:37left field line going to make a throw.
- 40:40Yeah, yeah. I will say I have to shout out a
- 40:42couple of people. Tyler Craft, who was the guy in
- 40:46the video of my first throw, very thankful to him for for
- 40:50catching that ball. My brothers Kyle and Owen Tyler
- 40:54Schmidt as well Sam Knight. KJ and OJ.
- 40:58TJ and OJ Yeah, yeah. Or KJ, I should say.
- 41:01KJ. But I wasn't sure if they also
- 41:04had Jay nicknames as well. We we do call Owen Juice for.
- 41:09Good, good. That is, that is juice.
- 41:12But I'm very thankful that those guys were willing to basically
- 41:18drop a lot of their daily activities in order to come over
- 41:21to my house and throw with me. I do remember I did go to Target
- 41:24and buy a tripod. So that was I was what held the
- 41:26camera most of the times. And then I had an old golf net
- 41:31that I would set up and throw into with the radar gun behind.
- 41:35And so yeah, that was that was definitely one of the struggles
- 41:38that I had to face early on was kind of being by myself for the
- 41:41most part of just just throwing by myself and having to wonder
- 41:45like, you know, am I, are my mechanics good?
- 41:49Obviously they they weren't and I figured it out.
- 41:52But once I stepped onto campus, we have a couple of guys here
- 41:57that I've gone through the same surgery and the same rehab that
- 42:00I went through. And so that was a huge step that
- 42:04I took on the mental side and physical side of being able to
- 42:08hear everybody else's experiences and realizing that
- 42:13the issues that I faced are the same ones that everybody else
- 42:17has faced before, right? Like the the wonky mechanics
- 42:21that you see when you're returned to throw the wall that
- 42:25you hit with different certain velocities and you feel like
- 42:28you're throwing it at 110%, yet the radar gun says that you're
- 42:34throwing it super slow it. Says 74 for the 4th week in a
- 42:38row. So having those guys there down
- 42:41here on campus really helped me keep on course and and realize
- 42:46that I I will get back to how I was.
- 42:50Exploring the fall a little bit more, when do you feel you and
- 42:56maybe it wasn't the fall that you kind of made the shift of.
- 43:01I am rehabbing to I am a pitcher on this staff.
- 43:06I would honestly say that that shift didn't happen until
- 43:11mid-december, which obviously if you listen to this, you're like,
- 43:16and I don't know, you only had about, you know, a month and a
- 43:18half to get ready for the season like that.
- 43:20But Denton and I really, really focused on mound work pretty
- 43:25pretty early in my return to throw.
- 43:27I want to say it was late August that I started to, you know,
- 43:30have one foot on the mound, 1 foot off and kind of feel out
- 43:33the slope like that with the Velo.
- 43:36But talking about hitting the walls with the velocity right.
- 43:40I remember getting stuck at 75 mph, 80 mph.
- 43:44There was a point where I couldn't throw a ball harder
- 43:47than 83. And so adding those different
- 43:51stimuluses, one of feeling like it's a bullpen and to having a
- 43:57hitter in there facing you live, I think it was mid-december when
- 44:03I faced my first hitter, that the Friday before I couldn't
- 44:07throw a ball harder than 82. And then as soon as I had
- 44:11somebody in there, my first fastball was like 88.
- 44:15Making that. Jump obviously you're like, all
- 44:18right, then like it's go time now.
- 44:21But yeah, I would definitely say that mid-december was when it
- 44:24shifted into all right, let's stop Velo chasing right now.
- 44:28Let's let's actually work on the command and getting all the
- 44:31pitches down. Do you feel like that freed you
- 44:34up a little bit? Yeah, yeah, I would.
- 44:37I would absolutely say that it freaked me out.
- 44:39Even with like a recovery day of throwing those didn't feel so
- 44:44strenuous anymore because I knew that I was able to throw harder
- 44:47than what I had been previously. If we compare it to like a
- 44:51November recovery day, there were some days where it felt
- 44:54like I was still getting after it pretty good while throwing it
- 44:5965 mph. Now throwing it now at 65 mph,
- 45:04it feels like I'm just flicking the ball at this point.
- 45:06So having that, having that stimulus definitely freed me up
- 45:10and made me feel a lot more confident.
- 45:13I regret to insert this now. We probably should have talked
- 45:16about it a little bit earlier, maybe a question or two before.
- 45:19So we're not that far off. But another kind of different
- 45:23part of your throwing program that you went through as opposed
- 45:28to most rehabs that you'll see is right away you started with
- 45:32four day a week throwing and then relatively quickly even
- 45:36went to five day a week throwing with optional 6 days getting
- 45:41mixed in. How did that impact you I guess
- 45:46as you moved on maybe, maybe not so much at the beginning because
- 45:49it's all workload management principles.
- 45:51You can do that with however much throwing you want, but how
- 45:55did you feel that impacted you both physically as well as
- 45:59mentally? Did you ever feel it tough to
- 46:02add those low intensity or recovery days in?
- 46:05And then maybe on the mental side, did that ever help you
- 46:09feel a little bit more like 1 of the guys since you weren't just
- 46:14showing up to the field and standing with your hands in your
- 46:16pockets? Yeah, I would say definitely
- 46:19from the physical side, it was tough to start off just going
- 46:24right into four days a week. And that that does speak volume
- 46:27on on the mental side of things as well of not being as
- 46:31confident in yourself and not trusting that you won't re
- 46:34injure yourself again. But I will say as time went on,
- 46:39it was very beneficial to throw four days a week right off
- 46:44because as soon as I added that fifth day, it really just felt
- 46:47like any other day. And then having those two high
- 46:49intent throwing days and, and the volume that came with it,
- 46:53obviously that kind of built up my workload a little bit, but
- 46:56also built up my endurance as well.
- 46:59It was definitely tough at the start to kind of do those
- 47:02shuffle throws and and get AV low.
- 47:05But yeah, I mean it, it definitely helped.
- 47:07And then on the mental side of things, like it just made me
- 47:10even more confident in my ability to throw pain free, but
- 47:13then also to kind of let the arm loose a little bit as well.
- 47:17Since instead of having to gauge how my arm felt throwing only
- 47:21two to three times a week, I was able to gauge how it felt
- 47:25day-to-day almost with throwing. And all right, like I just had a
- 47:29high intent day yesterday and I feel amazing right now and I
- 47:33have to throw like I'm super confident in myself or just
- 47:36knowing that my body is able to handle that amount of throwing
- 47:39so early on is very beneficial. And then you didn't get stuck
- 47:43having to make a transition, which I think a lot of athletes
- 47:47kind of struggle with. They're working in these
- 47:49throwing programs and maybe it's Monday, Wednesday, Friday for
- 47:53the longest time. And then it becomes a really big
- 47:55deal when it turns to four days a week.
- 47:58And then it's a really big deal when all of a sudden you have
- 48:03like a bullpen day versus for you from the beginning, you
- 48:08legitimately had high days and low days.
- 48:11And then you flash forward to December or January and you
- 48:16you've had two high intent days per week literally since you
- 48:20started throwing. So transitioning back into like
- 48:25a more standard pitching schedule probably didn't even
- 48:30enter your mind. Maybe maybe the hitter stepping
- 48:33in the box change something, or wearing baseball pants change
- 48:36something, but the actual throwing that you experience
- 48:40really didn't change all that much.
- 48:42Yeah, I really didn't notice the increase of volume or intensity.
- 48:47I would say intensity a little bit more than volume, but there
- 48:51came a day where I had to, I had to make 100 throws and I'm like,
- 48:54geez, I'm already making 100 throws.
- 48:57You know, I, I remember the other week and you know, it was
- 48:59only up to like 65 or something like that.
- 49:01And so absolutely throwing four days a week that early like you,
- 49:06you, you really don't realize the amount of volume that you're
- 49:09increasing 2 months from now, so.
- 49:12We've probably exhausted a good bit of the throwing program.
- 49:15Unless you think there's things that were missing that you
- 49:19experience. Of course.
- 49:21I see it from a sheet of paper, a spreadsheet on a computer or
- 49:24something. You actually live it and breathe
- 49:27it and feel it daily. But I, I think you did a good
- 49:30job explaining it. I would like if you feel
- 49:33comfortable to kind of make the transition now to getting into
- 49:38game shape again, especially mentally.
- 49:40So what that January was like gearing up for the season and
- 49:45also probably even going into those first weeks of February,
- 49:51maybe the kind of traumatic build up of knowing that seasons
- 49:56around the corner, but we're also about to approach my one
- 49:59year injury date. Yeah.
- 50:04So I want to say that the game last year that I tore my elbow,
- 50:11I ended up throwing on that day for inner squad.
- 50:14And so that was that was a big day for me mentally.
- 50:18There was definitely a lot of doubt in how I was going to
- 50:22perform that day, but I think I went out and threw 2 scoreless
- 50:25in an inner squad. And so I would say gearing up
- 50:29for the season, there's definitely a lot of jitters of
- 50:32you throw inside all the time. And as you probably know, there
- 50:35are a bunch of hitters out there that make tons of excuses about
- 50:39lighting background. It doesn't really.
- 50:41Feel like. An actual field.
- 50:43So that's why we aren't hitting. But definitely stepping out on
- 50:48the mound here at Lindenwood for the first time before the season
- 50:51was really exciting but also very nerve wracking.
- 50:55But even like even in my first game, hearing my name over the
- 51:00radio saying let's get Yonkers going.
- 51:02We're thinking about, you know, putting him in in the 6th inning
- 51:05here. Let's have him play catch.
- 51:07Like the thoughts of doubt start to slowly creep in right there
- 51:12and then as you're jogging out to the mound, It's like, all
- 51:15right, man, it's go time. But like, are we ready for this
- 51:18type of thing? And so I say, I would say that
- 51:21this past week was the first time that I was fully confident
- 51:24in myself. Wow.
- 51:26And didn't have any doubts whatsoever of me re injuring my
- 51:30arm or me having a a bad outing. Why do you think it was so
- 51:36difficult for you to silence the the negative thoughts?
- 51:41Yeah, which I, I do want to make a note of this.
- 51:44I ended up getting the win on Friday last week and that was
- 51:49one year ago from me being under the knife for surgery.
- 51:53And so that was that that was also a really cool milestone
- 51:56that I had. But yeah, I mean, there were a
- 52:01ton of nights where I would stay up and and just think.
- 52:05And obviously, as we know, the human brain can think forever.
- 52:09And at some point throughout your rehab and, and having those
- 52:14struggles and rehab as well, those doubts start to kick in.
- 52:18And obviously there's a couple of bumps in the road throughout
- 52:21throwing as well of, you know, you don't have it one day where
- 52:24you feel like you can't throw a strike or you can't hit a
- 52:27certain number on Vilo. And so I think, I think my
- 52:31problem a little bit is I'm a thinker and I love to know why
- 52:37we're doing this. Why is it beneficial?
- 52:40I just, I just, I love to think. I love to think.
- 52:43And so I think that's the, the downside to that is once I start
- 52:49to think a little bit too much, that's when the doubts start to
- 52:51creep in. So.
- 52:53Sadly, you were in a lot of positions to spend a lot of time
- 52:57thinking. Yes, yes, yeah.
- 53:00I mean it, it's, it's definitely been a battle on the mental
- 53:03side, honestly more than the physical, because I would say
- 53:07that my body was, was ready before the mental side was, as I
- 53:14said before, the doubts creeping in on the first week of the
- 53:16season. So now, given your position,
- 53:20what you experienced, what might you share with someone else
- 53:24that's juggling with a similar situation?
- 53:27I would say if you could shut your brain off for a little bit,
- 53:30I'd definitely do that. But honestly, just trying to get
- 53:35your mind off of it. I have a great group of guys
- 53:37that I live with down here and they were very helpful and
- 53:43inviting me to stuff even though like I couldn't play basketball
- 53:46for a long time or I couldn't go golfing until the summer.
- 53:51And so just hanging out with them and being able to get my
- 53:53mind off of the fact that I'm in a brace still or I can't do
- 53:58certain activities was very helpful.
- 54:01But then to also take a step back and realize how far you've
- 54:05come, right? Like being under the knife, not
- 54:09being able to move your arm because of a nerve blocker right
- 54:12after surgery to being able to do a push up again, in the grand
- 54:17scheme of things, people may not see doing a push up as a big
- 54:21step, But when you're not able to move your arm three months
- 54:25prior, like that's a, that's a huge step in rehab.
- 54:30Now we're going to act like we haven't had any discussion about
- 54:34rehab because we we got to flush that we got to we got to flush
- 54:38all these thoughts and focus on the season in the performance
- 54:42and really this awesome start you've had to the year.
- 54:46Even walk me through that, that first outing down at Pine Bluff,
- 54:51you, your name gets called. You talked about being nervous
- 54:54when you hear your name over radio.
- 54:56But to be fair, you'd probably be nervous if it was your first
- 55:00appearance of the year anyways. And you're, you're so excited
- 55:03about what can happen and all the work that you put in.
- 55:06So when you step foot on the mound, did you black out?
- 55:11Did you forget about everything else?
- 55:13What does that look like for you?
- 55:16I will say that first inning I definitely blacked out
- 55:19definitely I think going 123 like, you know, it, it, it felt
- 55:24like I was out on that mound for about a second.
- 55:26And so I think I had my first strikeout in that first inning
- 55:31as well. And so that that felt like a big
- 55:33moment for me. But I would say that after the
- 55:35second inning, I kind of started to settle down a little bit. 8th
- 55:39inning was not the best that I tried to make the game a little
- 55:42too interesting at that point. I think, I think for me, I'm a
- 55:48big guy who who loves a challenge, right?
- 55:50Like if I have to make up a competitive battle in my mind,
- 55:55then I will absolutely have to. And so that's one of the
- 55:59strengths that I have as a pitcher is to get my mind on on
- 56:04the task at hand. And so when I'm out of that
- 56:06mound, it it's, it's either I'm blacking out or, you know, I'm
- 56:11not actually, but you know, I'm, I'm, I'm coming for your head
- 56:13here. I'm going to win this battle no
- 56:15matter what. Kind of the Nick Saban mindset
- 56:17in a sense. It doesn't matter how much
- 56:19better you are than the person that you're facing.
- 56:21You are finding a way to get motivation from the situation or
- 56:26the, as you said, kind of the competitive edge that's going to
- 56:30drive you in this situation. Yeah, yeah.
- 56:33And I'm also big on showing emotion as, as you probably know
- 56:37as well, you know, you let out a couple of screams and big
- 56:40situations. But yeah, I mean, I've, I want
- 56:44to have as much fun as I possibly can on that mound.
- 56:47And in my mind, me having fun is watching you walk back to that
- 56:51dugout. You showing emotion has been
- 56:53really interesting for me to kind of like learn and discover
- 56:57in this short ish time I've had. Getting to know you, especially
- 57:02knowing that this podcast is kind of the perfect example, not
- 57:07that you're monotone, but pretty even keeled when you're just
- 57:11telling a story. There's not a lot of emoting.
- 57:13Maybe we'll get a little smirk or a little chuckle here and
- 57:17there, but we're not getting boisterous acts of emotional
- 57:22outbursts. And then as I said on Instagram
- 57:26the other day, we're here for our weekly AJ fist pump.
- 57:30We got to hit our weekly quota and it's so fun to see that you
- 57:36kind of can flip the switch or put on this alter ego when you
- 57:40go out on the mound and enter compete mode.
- 57:42Yeah, yeah, absolutely. Like I I've been told a bunch of
- 57:46times that I can be monotone, but really like to keep a cool
- 57:51head in a lot of situations and not let my emotions get the best
- 57:55of me outside of the field, obviously.
- 57:58But yeah, when I'm on the mound it, it definitely feels like a
- 58:00switch. The switch is on and I'm ready
- 58:03to, I'm ready to compete. And obviously in those big
- 58:06situations, like if I win that battle, I'm going to let the
- 58:08whole world know that I won that battle.
- 58:11As you should. That's what makes these things
- 58:14fun, and there's probably a small aspect of you knowing what
- 58:20you yourself went through and what you've experienced.
- 58:24How could you keep that bottled up?
- 58:26Yeah, yeah. I hate to admit this, but the
- 58:29first week there, they were definitely a couple of tears
- 58:32that were shed after that first outing.
- 58:34And obviously rightfully so. I mean, that was that was the
- 58:39toughest battle that I had to face throughout a year.
- 58:42Having to sit there on the sidelines and watch the boys
- 58:46that I've gone to battle with for the past three years have to
- 58:50do it by themselves and and me not being able to go out there
- 58:55and help out the team. And so I'm, I'm, I'm very
- 58:59thankful for the support staff that's here.
- 59:02I'm very thankful for my family, obviously very thankful for
- 59:06Flexpro and everything that you guys have done for me.
- 59:08But yeah, I mean, I just, it definitely meant a lot to me.
- 59:14Well, I appreciate you sharing that.
- 59:16That's that's awesome. And you know, we're honored to
- 59:18be a part of your team and whatever capacity that is really
- 59:22has been great getting to work with you and the team as a
- 59:26whole. And I was even prior to you
- 59:30answering that question, going to get to the point of saying,
- 59:33AJ, we've kind of covered a ton here.
- 59:36I don't know what else there is that's kind of like a perfect
- 59:39mic drop response, at least on the whole, I guess the whole
- 59:45elbow surgery process. To me that really puts a bow on
- 59:49it. So before I do let you go, what
- 59:53else are we looking forward to this year?
- 59:55Early on we kind of talked about the team goals, what you guys
- 59:58are striving for. You guys are finally postseason
- 1:00:02eligible this year. So is that kind of the big talk
- 1:00:07around the dugout in the clubhouse these days?
- 1:00:10Yeah, yeah. I mean, obviously you always
- 1:00:12have your individual goals, but at some point when you start the
- 1:00:16season, right, like all you're looking for is to get that next
- 1:00:19win. And so I would say that my goal
- 1:00:22right now is winning next next Friday.
- 1:00:25But as the season goes, I would definitely say that one of the
- 1:00:29pitching staff's goals is to have that ERA title again for in
- 1:00:33conference and for overall as well.
- 1:00:35But then you know, as as any college baseball team would
- 1:00:39have, it would be to be OVC champs and then to go to
- 1:00:43regional after that. You never know what can happen.
- 1:00:46That's right, we've seen some Cinderella's make Omaha before.
- 1:00:50Let's face it, if you guys continue to do it the way that
- 1:00:53you have done it, winning with great pitching and extremely
- 1:00:57good defense, that generally plays pretty well in the
- 1:01:01postseason. Yes.
- 1:01:03So, you know, I'll be rooting for the Lions.
- 1:01:05I love what you guys have done and I really love being a part
- 1:01:10of the team and it's been awesome to grow alongside you
- 1:01:14guys and really develop what we do with you guys because you
- 1:01:18were believers early on. So, AJ, potentially the toughest
- 1:01:22question. Do you think there's anything
- 1:01:24that we've missed that we need to cover?
- 1:01:26You know, I, I think there's one thing and I'm going to, I'm
- 1:01:29going to see if you remember this, but I do remember you
- 1:01:32mentioning naming an RFD readiness protocol.
- 1:01:38And that is that is my final question for you is.
- 1:01:42Where are we on that? Yeah, if and when will that be a
- 1:01:46thing on the app? If yes, it will be at some
- 1:01:51point, at least in the literature.
- 1:01:53Now I, I don't know if we can put it in the app because to be
- 1:01:57fair, I don't know how many people will see Aaron Younger's
- 1:02:02or AJ Younger's on something be like, Oh yeah, that's the
- 1:02:05protocol I should do. But there is no question we will
- 1:02:09find a way whether it's in the in the database or in on the
- 1:02:15website or in our materials somewhere.
- 1:02:19We will, we will give you a shout out.
- 1:02:21You, you have 100% earned that and you have the right to have
- 1:02:27your name in the history books when it comes to that.
- 1:02:30So yes, I do remember us telling you that you will be a part of
- 1:02:34that forever. There's no question.
- 1:02:36We share your name and what you have done every time we have
- 1:02:40this discussion with someone. So at least in spoken word, it's
- 1:02:44already come to fruition. But we will find a way to get
- 1:02:47this in writing at some point. So we will say it is not a
- 1:02:50matter of if, it is a matter of when.
- 1:02:53And I guess we will make sure that you approve of however
- 1:02:57we've incorporated your name. Might have to be under the
- 1:03:00frequently asked questions on the website.
- 1:03:02Why do you do this? And then we'll just put and tell
- 1:03:05you what, we'll just put your phone number under Why do we do
- 1:03:08this? And you can just tell the story.
- 1:03:10Yeah, that'll be, that'll be fun when I get a call at one of the
- 1:03:14morning about why we're doing this.
- 1:03:16Yeah, yeah, one of our Japanese partners gives you a ring and
- 1:03:19it's at 3:00 AM on a Tuesday and you just have no idea what's
- 1:03:23going on. Yeah, that would.
- 1:03:26That would be awesome. All right, so was that the the
- 1:03:31only thing you feel we hadn't covered?
- 1:03:33I believe so. All right, so at this point, I
- 1:03:37owe you a massive thank you for hopping on.
- 1:03:39This was tremendous to hear your story.
- 1:03:41I appreciate you getting vulnerable and sharing the the
- 1:03:45tougher moments as well as the big victories in your not just
- 1:03:50return to play, but true return to performance.
- 1:03:52It's been awesome to be a part of and great to get to know you
- 1:03:56in the process. And of course, to everyone out
- 1:03:58there, thanks for laying back with us and go Lions.
- 1:04:02Go Lions.