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My Spiritual Awakening & The Akashic Records · Beyond Limits With Olivia Marie

• 0:00
  SPEAKER_00: Alright, guys, I just wanted to pop in and give you a little intro to this episode.
• 0:04
  SPEAKER_00: We get really deep and very woo-woo in this episode.
• 0:07
  SPEAKER_00: I basically open up to you guys about something that's been a major part of my life for 2020 that I like sprinkle in on my Instagram, but I've never really delved deep into it.
• 0:17
  SPEAKER_00: So you hear all about my spiritual awakening, you hear about the Acaustic records.
• 0:21
  SPEAKER_00: Don't worry, I'll explain what they are, and basically how I now read the Aqua Scripture.
• 0:27
  SPEAKER_00: So I hope you guys enjoy this episode and getting to know me more on a personal, deep level.
• 0:32
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm excited to kind of like use this and as a way to like sprinkle this more in into like my content and yeah, get you guys like acquainted with everything.
• 0:44
  SPEAKER_00: That's the best way to explain it.
• 0:45
  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna leave it at that and we can go ahead and jump into the episode.
• 0:49
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• 0:51
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• 0:57
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• 1:08
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• 1:11
  SPEAKER_00: A new episode starts now.
• 1:14
  SPEAKER_00: Alright, guys, welcome to another episode of the podcast.
• 1:18
  SPEAKER_00: I will admit, uh I'm a little bit nervous because this episode is not going to be your regular like science y nutrition episode.
• 1:26
  SPEAKER_00: But I have been thinking probably for like the last month that I really wanted to do this more personal episode, partly because it is such a large part of my life that I don't talk about in depth.
• 1:39
  SPEAKER_00: Um, you know, like on my Instagram, like you've probably seen like hints of it and stuff like that, you know, things like that, but we haven't like I haven't delved into it or really kind of explained, and I thought this would be like a great way for not only to you like know more about me, um, but kind of just like share with you guys.
• 1:57
  SPEAKER_00: So yeah, I've been feeling called.
• 1:58
  SPEAKER_00: I've been drinking my cacao elixir, which means like my heart chakra is like open, the perfect time to record this episode.
• 2:06
  SPEAKER_00: So this is basically gonna be all about my spiritual awakening and the Akashic Records, which it's like it's such a contrast for my usual content because it's so like I'm normally so science-based, and I explained to you guys like the physiology.
• 2:20
  SPEAKER_00: Um, so for me to be doing this, like if you told me like a year ago I'd be doing this, I would probably think that you were crazy.
• 2:27
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm kind of like semi-mapped out what the like the timeline was, um, because I feel like there's just been so much change in my life in the last, I feel like now it's well, I want to say now it's more than six months.
• 2:39
  SPEAKER_00: Now it's like all of 2020.
• 2:41
  SPEAKER_00: For me, basically 2020 has been a huge shift for me.
• 2:45
  SPEAKER_00: Um yeah, we're gonna get into it.
• 2:47
  SPEAKER_00: So I always felt like like I knew things, but like I always thought that like, oh everyone did, like everyone just like know things, everyone just can like feel things and know things.
• 2:58
  SPEAKER_00: Um, you know, I would like know things that happened before they did.
• 3:02
  SPEAKER_00: Uh I could feel people like really intensely and like feel them on a soul level, and I thought, well, like everybody can just feel anybody, like what do you mean?
• 3:11
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I didn't realize that you know, not everybody could just feel everyone's emotions all the time.
• 3:18
  SPEAKER_00: And to be honest, like a lot of the time I didn't realize at the time that they weren't my emotions, but like it made me like a quote unquote sensitive person, you know, growing up.
• 3:27
  SPEAKER_00: Um, everyone would be like, Oh, sensitive live, like, oh, there's live, like crying again, and it was always made to seem like my sensitivity is a bad thing, and like I'll get into that um in a bit, but like I just knew I was a very sensitive human, so I would like Google things, um, like and I would come across terms like empath and like some of the clairs, so like clair cognizant, clairsentient.
• 3:50
  SPEAKER_00: Um well, I didn't really feel clair audience, but like that's another one, like clair audience.
• 3:55
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and it just like it felt like it was me, but there was also like those terms made so much sense and it described so much of what I was feeling, but then also like the logical person when me was like, okay, like is this too off the deep end?
• 4:08
  SPEAKER_00: Like, is this too woo?
• 4:09
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I was very like sciencey growing up, like I was not religious growing up.
• 4:13
  SPEAKER_00: Um, you know, I went to a Catholic school, yes, but like I didn't go to church um unless I was going to like church with friends.
• 4:19
  SPEAKER_00: Um, like religion was never something that really resonated with me or that I felt like called to or really kind of believed in.
• 4:27
  SPEAKER_00: Um there was just something like to me that didn't really make sense.
• 4:31
  SPEAKER_00: So then, like, okay, what did what started this off?
• 4:33
  SPEAKER_00: So whenever I explained this to people, um, because I've like talked about it with friends, and like I would really say that it started basically in September of 2019.
• 4:41
  SPEAKER_00: So I was with my sister in France, and like I I kind of knew like my sister did energy work, but like I never really knew like the depth to which she did it, and because I was so like on the other end, it felt like we just didn't like match up and connect on that level.
• 4:56
  SPEAKER_00: So, like, yeah, I knew she did kind of like work like that, didn't really fully understand it, didn't really ask questions and like whatever.
• 5:02
  SPEAKER_00: So I felt like I started asking more questions about what she's doing then, and I just started getting more like interested in like what she did in terms of energy, and like because she works with like um like energy wands and pendulums, and I was like, Well, that's kind of cool, and like she would just like know things.
• 5:19
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, Well, I kind of feel like I know things, and then she what I think is like the one of the big things I would say like cracked me open in terms of like my spiritual awakening, was she put on this movie Astral City, which is like the English name of it.
• 5:32
  SPEAKER_00: I believe it's called Nor Noom Alore, something it's something different in another language, either way.
• 5:39
  SPEAKER_00: I watched it in French um when I watched it, but it's Astral City in English, it's not on Netflix and it's not on Gaia.
• 5:47
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I don't know, like she just had the recording, anyways.
• 5:50
  SPEAKER_00: So in this movie, it's basically about this guy who goes to like he passes away and he goes to the Astral City.
• 5:59
  SPEAKER_00: And the whole time I was watching this, I was like, wait, it was kind of like I'd seen this before, but like, like I already knew this.
• 6:07
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, wait, yeah, like I already knew this to be true, and the whole premise was it of it basically is like you choose to come down.
• 6:14
  SPEAKER_00: So he had passed away and he wanted to go visit his family, and his family was still there, and he was trying to get back to them, and he like chose to come back, and it was a way of communicating from like up there in the astral city to down here.
• 6:26
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, Well, well, yeah, this just makes so much sense.
• 6:29
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, but wait, like I've never seen this before.
• 6:31
  SPEAKER_00: Like, why does this make sense?
• 6:32
  SPEAKER_00: Like, what it about this is like you know, interesting to me.
• 6:36
  SPEAKER_00: So then I started googling things, um, I started like trying to understand more like this movie and like why I felt like I knew this, but I had forgotten it, but like was remembering it now for the first time.
• 6:47
  SPEAKER_00: And that's like how a lot of people I feel like describe spiritual awakening.
• 6:52
  SPEAKER_00: It's about you remember, and it's people talk about oh, you start to remember, you start to remember what you had chose to have forgotten.
• 6:57
  SPEAKER_00: Because when you come back down, you're gonna I'm gonna feel like I'm gonna be all over the place with this episode as I remember things, but like when you choose to come back down to earth, you choose to forget that stuff, like you choose to forget so that you can learn what you need to learn until or if you choose to become awakened.
• 7:12
  SPEAKER_00: Another thing I will add is like it is a choice, like you can be presented with the opportunity to grow and to awaken into spirituality, and you can say no and you cannot, um, or you can wake up.
• 7:21
  SPEAKER_00: So it is like a truth, like a choice that you have to do.
• 7:24
  SPEAKER_00: So I remember like I started I bought my first pendulum because like she was teaching me about hers, and I was like, okay, like I feel called, and I think my because my sister is so strong in this aspect, like when I was spending time there with her, it really like helped to open me up, um, and things like that.
• 7:41
  SPEAKER_00: Like I had gotten my palm read before um by people, and I always found that interesting.
• 7:45
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I always just found these things interesting and like an interesting coincidence, but like wasn't quite sure.
• 7:51
  SPEAKER_00: But it was like then like last September where I feel like I started getting like more open to it.
• 7:55
  SPEAKER_00: So I remember like I was walking down the streets of like this little like my little town where I'm from in France in Mont Palais, and my sister like said, Oh, go to this shop.
• 8:03
  SPEAKER_00: Um, they sell pendulums, uh, and she was like doing a session on one of her clients, and I was like, Okay, like I'll go buy a pendulum.
• 8:09
  SPEAKER_00: And so I went to the store, and I remember like this pendulum started like just talking to me, like it was just calling me, and I was like, it wasn't like the prettiest pendulum either.
• 8:18
  SPEAKER_00: Like a lot of the time, you people want to get like a beautiful, smooth, like rose quartz, like a beautiful crystal, and it's honestly like I can liken it if you're a Harry Potter fan to a whore crux.
• 8:28
  SPEAKER_00: Like it felt like this whore crux was calling at me, like that's the way I could describe it because it was like this purple amethyst, it wasn't like polished, it wasn't clean, like it was very jaded, like it was a raw amethyst moment, but it was just calling me, it was like me, and I got I never felt so drawn and so like drawn to a crystal before.
• 8:45
  SPEAKER_00: Like I have a couple crystals in my house prior to this moment, but it never felt like crystals were talking to me, but it really felt like the crystals were talking to me.
• 8:52
  SPEAKER_00: And guys, I'm gonna I should probably say this now because I don't think I said in the beginning.
• 8:56
  SPEAKER_00: If you told me all of this a year ago, like I would think that you were crazy as well.
• 9:00
  SPEAKER_00: Uh so like just keep an open mind with this episode and keep an open mind to what I was experiencing.
• 9:04
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, and I want to share this with you in case like anyone else like feels like you're maybe going through this alone or something is like this is happening to you, and like your friends aren't like this or your family's not like this.
• 9:12
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but the crystal started like talking to me.
• 9:14
  SPEAKER_00: So I was like, okay, this is the one.
• 9:15
  SPEAKER_00: So about the crystal went home, um, or the pendulum rather, and like my sister started teaching me how to program the crystal, like how to use it.
• 9:23
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, she gave me like printouts of things and like how to you know use it and say like yes or no.
• 9:30
  SPEAKER_00: So I would be like, I would program this.
• 9:32
  SPEAKER_00: So now that it was programmed for like yes, no, maybe, you know, I would ask things like, okay, is my name Olivia?
• 9:36
  SPEAKER_00: And it would be like yes, you know, I would be like, is my name Camille, which is the name of my sister, and it would be like no, and like I wasn't controlling it, like my arm is steady, and I was like blown away just by these things.
• 9:46
  SPEAKER_00: Or, you know, she would like hold, I would hold the pendulum over what is called like it's basically like a circle, like a on a piece of paper, and you can do like the like what day of the week is it?
• 9:55
  SPEAKER_00: And I would write out like Monday through Sunday, and I would hold it over like each day, and it would be like no, no, no, and like it would only do yes on like the day that it was, and like so little things like that, and I feel like it started like opening me up more, and then like I think as my sister saw that I was getting more into it, she would tell me like more things, and she was kind of like starting to help me about this.
• 10:17
  SPEAKER_00: So she was like, Okay, like when you go home, like start like practicing with your pendulum, you know, do the energy work and things like that.
• 10:24
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, and I feel like that was like that was the start of it.
• 10:26
  SPEAKER_00: But what I will say is that when I got back, I felt like yes, I started to get cracked open in terms of a spiritual awakening, but boy did I get cracked open and not in the way that I was expecting.
• 10:39
  SPEAKER_00: So the rest of 2019 for me, I feel like was very dark.
• 10:43
  SPEAKER_00: And you definitely did not see this on social media, you did not see this on my Instagram as far as my videos.
• 10:48
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, and not to say that like it was completely like gut-wrenching every single day.
• 10:53
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I was still show able to show up and like get my my work done and do my job basically on social media and make my videos and everything like that.
• 11:01
  SPEAKER_00: But and I really think like what people call in like spirituality, like the dark night of the soul is what they call it.
• 11:07
  SPEAKER_00: I'm pretty convinced that that's what the last of like 2019 and enter into early 2020 was, and basically what the definition of the dark night of the soul is what a lot of people call it is it's the inner state that like comes kind of close to a depression, but like in a spiritual sense.
• 11:25
  SPEAKER_00: So, like nothing makes sense anymore, you don't feel like there's purpose anything.
• 11:29
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and it's kind of like a stage in personal develop where you really undergo a very difficult and significant like transition in order to perceive your life in a very like deeper, deeper way, like you really go within.
• 11:42
  SPEAKER_00: And so when you're going within and when you're shedding this, like you have this painful shedding of like the framework that you had before.
• 11:49
  SPEAKER_00: So, like your career, your identity, your relationships, your habits, your belief system, like all of that kind of just like gets shattered in a way, and it basically like this dark night symbolizes like your soul like going into its true essence, and so like where it was previously like obscured into like what you believe in yourself is like now kind of like more revealing your true self.
• 12:14
  SPEAKER_00: So you kind of grow through that in order to reveal your true self.
• 12:18
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember during this time, like I was crying like all the time, like I just felt so heavy and so low.
• 12:25
  SPEAKER_00: I even remember like my birthday last year, like I was at lunch with like some of my best friends, like at this really like nice vibey place.
• 12:32
  SPEAKER_00: They wanted to take me up for my birthday, it was so nice, and like all I wanted to do was cry, and I just felt like I was going through so much, I was feeling so much.
• 12:41
  SPEAKER_00: And like, yes, I knew you know that I was sensitive a person, like I had always been sensitive.
• 12:45
  SPEAKER_00: I've always that person that like I love hard, I go deep, like I am that deep, I feel things on a very, very deep level, but I also like didn't know or didn't really understand that like oh, like no, not everybody really feels things on like the deep level that like I feel things or to the depths that I feel things.
• 13:05
  SPEAKER_00: So during this whole time it was just very honestly very dark and like it was hard, and I I didn't really understand it, and I didn't really know what to do, and like there was nothing that really like made it better, and like like I said, not every day was like me sitting there crying all the time, but like a lot of days were like that, or like I'd pick up and it'd be fine, but then a lot of times like it wasn't fine.
• 13:29
  SPEAKER_00: I just felt like I felt like things didn't make sense.
• 13:32
  SPEAKER_00: I felt like I was stagnant, I felt like I was stuck, and I felt like I was trying to break through this wall and I was trying to meditate, but I didn't really know what to do.
• 13:41
  SPEAKER_00: And so that lasted for about I would say like four four months, like towards the end of four months, maybe towards like the end of like January, like January, I was like, okay, 2020 is gonna be like I wanted to get into more like personal development.
• 13:54
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, okay, we're like we gotta snap out of this, like we gotta do something to break out of this, but I felt like I was still more in that personal development, getting myself out of it versus getting myself out of it in a very like spiritual sense.
• 14:08
  SPEAKER_00: So I think it was it was the end of January.
• 14:12
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and like I had noticed like a friend who had not been going through the same things, but who had started like opening up on like her social media about like spirituality and things, and like I started talking like to a friend about like and I started talking to her, like I reached out, like we had kind of been friends, like we knew each other through the the Instagram space, but like we'd talked at events and things like that, but never really like connected deeply, and just like I really resonated with the things that she was saying, and so like I reached out.
• 14:41
  SPEAKER_00: Um, it was so funny because like now looking back and I just remembered this now.
• 14:45
  SPEAKER_00: I remember getting like what I didn't realize were downloads, like four to five months beforehand.
• 14:51
  SPEAKER_00: Like I had had a dream about her, and I had messaged her like four to five months before this time in like end of January 2020, so like mid-2019.
• 15:00
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, Hey, I had a dream about you.
• 15:02
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like I just don't feel like you're okay, and like I just feel like this weird feeling, I don't know how to explain it, to reach out to you.
• 15:08
  SPEAKER_00: And she's like, Oh my god, wow! Like, actually, yeah, like this happened, I've been struggling with this, and like it's so weird that like I had a dream about her and I knew I had to reach out to her.
• 15:19
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, she wasn't like a super close friend of mine.
• 15:21
  SPEAKER_00: I was just like, I couldn't shake this feeling that like you know something was wrong and I need to reach out.
• 15:26
  SPEAKER_00: And like looking back, there were like many aspects like this, or many things that happened like this during the past that like I now recognize as like my gifts coming through in downloads, but I didn't know at the time because I thought like you know, this was just like people get those hits all the time.
• 15:43
  SPEAKER_00: We're like, oh ha ha, it's a coincidence.
• 15:45
  SPEAKER_00: But guys, no, chances are it's not a coincidence, it's like it's all energy.
• 15:49
  SPEAKER_00: So I started talking to her, and she was like, I felt I'm like, I feel stuck.
• 15:54
  SPEAKER_00: Like I'm meditating, but it feels like it's not going anywhere.
• 15:56
  SPEAKER_00: I'm not breaking through.
• 15:57
  SPEAKER_00: It felt like I was hitting a ceiling.
• 15:59
  SPEAKER_00: I need to break through the ceiling, and I need to understand on a deeper level, but like I couldn't get myself there and I didn't know what to do.
• 16:06
  SPEAKER_00: So she's like, you know what?
• 16:07
  SPEAKER_00: I like I have this friend, he does like Akashic record readings.
• 16:11
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I'm gonna send you his contact info.
• 16:13
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, why don't you get like an Akashic record reading?
• 16:15
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, an Akasha what?
• 16:18
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I was like, yeah, I don't know what this is.
• 16:20
  SPEAKER_00: It was really funny because like obviously I was just into spirituality and like I didn't really know what that was.
• 16:25
  SPEAKER_00: And so I was like, okay, like I'm game for anything.
• 16:28
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, at this point, like I am, I was very open.
• 16:32
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I'm the most open.
• 16:33
  SPEAKER_00: If you want to read my palm, if you want to do a reading, like I was ready to delve in.
• 16:38
  SPEAKER_00: I think it's because my soul felt so called that I was ready to just like, yep, I'll do anything, whatever will help.
• 16:44
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, because I feel like I needed answers.
• 16:46
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I just felt like I needed answers.
• 16:48
  SPEAKER_00: My soul needed answers, and I needed to do something.
• 16:51
  SPEAKER_00: So uh she sent me the info.
• 16:53
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, yep, okay, let's book this reading.
• 16:56
  SPEAKER_00: And I wasn't quite sure what like I booked it and I was like, okay, we're gonna do this.
• 16:59
  SPEAKER_00: And like, I think it was like a week in between uh when she gave me the info and when I booked that first reading.
• 17:04
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, okay, well, what are the Akashic Records?
• 17:07
  SPEAKER_00: Uh so I remember like I started like Googling and like YouTubing.
• 17:10
  SPEAKER_00: I think it was a it was a video by Teal Swan, which to be honest, I'm not like the biggest fan of Teal Swan, but like at least she explained it really well.
• 17:19
  SPEAKER_00: So let me explain what an Akashic record reading was.
• 17:23
  SPEAKER_00: Because I was like, if I'm gonna do this reading, I should probably know you know what it is about.
• 17:29
  SPEAKER_00: And so basically, the Akashic records are like the records of anything that ever has, is, and will be for your soul in any past, present, future, and all timelines together.
• 17:43
  SPEAKER_00: So it's basically like a book of your soul.
• 17:45
  SPEAKER_00: If you were to think about like the record, like a book, like you're flipping through the pages, but like all the pages of your soul, anything, all past lives, any like thing that's happened in the past now, all present, but also all future possibilities, which is like really kind of hard to wrap your head around.
• 18:02
  SPEAKER_00: And I know like it exists in the seventh dimension.
• 18:04
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, wait, like how did how is this possible?
• 18:07
  SPEAKER_00: Like, but the more I read about it and the more videos I watched, the more I kind of understood it.
• 18:12
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, okay, well, that makes sense.
• 18:15
  SPEAKER_00: And so, yeah, that's the short form.
• 18:16
  SPEAKER_00: It's a book of your soul, past, present, and future, across all timelines in the seventh dimension.
• 18:22
  SPEAKER_00: Now, so on to this record reading.
• 18:23
  SPEAKER_00: So I remember it was a it was a Saturday, and guys, I'm just gonna leave this.
• 18:29
  SPEAKER_00: There was my life before this reading, and there was my life after this reading, and I've said this to many friends, uh, pretty much anyone I meet, I feel like do an Akashic record reading because it will change your life.
• 18:42
  SPEAKER_00: But literally, like, there was my life before this, and there was my life after this.
• 18:45
  SPEAKER_00: Like, my mind was just blown open.
• 18:48
  SPEAKER_00: And like, to be honest, like I didn't go into it with like high expectations.
• 18:52
  SPEAKER_00: I was just like, I went into it with an open mind, like, let's see what happens, not expecting like my life to change.
• 18:58
  SPEAKER_00: And like the friend who recommended, she wasn't like like she thought said it would be good for me, but she didn't be like, Oh my god, like your life is gonna change.
• 19:05
  SPEAKER_00: So I was like, Cool, let's try this.
• 19:09
  SPEAKER_00: Anyways, so it was on Zoom, and the way it works is that it starts off with like an opening message from your guides.
• 19:16
  SPEAKER_00: So when the person taps in to your Akashic Records, they are tapping into your soul, and then like your guides are there as well.
• 19:23
  SPEAKER_00: So you get like an opening message from your guides, uh, and then you can ask questions and kind of navigate through what you're struggling with.
• 19:31
  SPEAKER_00: And to be honest, I don't remember like the questions that I asked, like in particular, but what I will say is that it really felt like someone had understood me for the first time, and I really got so much insight into my life, like you know, the fact that I have a big heart, the fact that you know that's not a bad thing, the fact that you know I'm so sensitive, and they're like, you know, okay, like do you know you're an empath?
• 19:59
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, Well, yeah, I've Googled it and I thought that I was, but like I wasn't sure if that was like a thing.
• 20:05
  SPEAKER_00: And like it just really felt like someone felt what it was like in my heart and in my soul, like to be that person who loves like so deeply and so unconditionally, the person who like honestly getting a bit emotional.
• 20:25
  SPEAKER_00: Um, the person who just like that sensitive thing is like a good thing, like it's one of my gifts, and it was like, okay, like do you know that like you're clairsentient, do you know that you're claircognizant, like all of these things, and I was just like, wow, the person was just like spewing so much information at me that like described my life and was so accurate to what I had felt and what I had like gone through in life, and like why this had happened, why I was feeling like this, you know, you know, why past things have made me, you know, this way in this life, and like why I was being blocked in this way, and like what I had to do in order to like unblock that.
• 21:07
  SPEAKER_00: And what I will say is like everyone has guides.
• 21:09
  SPEAKER_00: Um if you think you don't have guides, like everyone has guides.
• 21:13
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I'm not special in the terms of like, oh, what if I don't have guides?
• 21:16
  SPEAKER_00: Everybody on the planet has guides.
• 21:18
  SPEAKER_00: Um, so if you think you're you don't, you do.
• 21:21
  SPEAKER_00: But you know, it was just so crazy some of like the things that were being told to me, both like things that were like accurate that they knew about my life, but also some of the things that you know I didn't know, you know, like and like I'll share all these things as I really don't mind telling people this, but like you know, like in one life, like I was blue and like like a blue being, kind of like an avatar is the way they described it.
• 21:45
  SPEAKER_00: You know, like I was a queen, and then you know, there was another life where I was like a man because when you when you come into like your past lives, if you're like a female in this past life, you don't necessarily you're not necessarily like a female in all your lives, like you can be male or female.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_00: Um, depending on your lives, but like in a past life, you know, I was a male, and like there was armor, and like there were pillars, and like I had shut the door to like protect these kids and these people, and like when I protected the door and I shut the door, I was protecting them from like them being killed, and so like I self-sacrificed myself to you know protect them, and then like how that self-sacrifice has like carried through through multiple different lifetimes of mine.
• 22:29
  SPEAKER_00: Like, there was another lifetime where like I was you know an older woman, I was protecting these three kids, and what's interesting is like I've now seen like visions of these past lives through meditating, which was super cool.
• 22:41
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but you know, like okay, how does that trend of like self-sacrifice kind of carry into my present day?
• 22:47
  SPEAKER_00: And so there's just like so many like deep, like groundbreaking things.
• 22:51
  SPEAKER_00: So not only did I get like confirmation in terms of like my gifts and my clairs and like how to develop them, but also like so much more understanding.
• 23:00
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, wow, okay, like you described my whole life, what it feels like to be me, and like now I understand the blocks, and now I understand, okay, why is this happening?
• 23:11
  SPEAKER_00: Like, why did this carry through into this life?
• 23:13
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, because you have a history of doing like X, Y, Z.
• 23:16
  SPEAKER_00: Like, oh, okay, well, that makes so much sense.
• 23:19
  SPEAKER_00: And then, you know, a lot of like one of the questions I remember asking is like, I wanted to develop these gifts.
• 23:24
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, okay, well, my sister is like super gifted, you know, I want to develop these gifts.
• 23:28
  SPEAKER_00: Another thing I will say, guys, is everyone listening to this is gifted.
• 23:31
  SPEAKER_00: Like, there's not like some people who are gifted, some people are not.
• 23:35
  SPEAKER_00: People just have different gifts.
• 23:36
  SPEAKER_00: So if you're listening to this, you're like, oh, I wish I had gifts, guys.
• 23:39
  SPEAKER_00: You all have gifts, just everyone has different gifts.
• 23:42
  SPEAKER_00: Not everyone is gifted to the same extent, or like I'm gonna give it to like a volume.
• 23:47
  SPEAKER_00: Not everyone's volume is turned up on their gifts at any one time or has the same volume on all the gifts.
• 23:53
  SPEAKER_00: So I was like, okay, like I want to develop my Claris, I want to develop my gifts, and one of the big things was meditating every day.
• 23:58
  SPEAKER_00: And I had been meditating, but like I had been meditating using more like headspace and using it more like I'm gonna call it a 3D sense versus like a 5D sense.
• 24:07
  SPEAKER_00: So then, like, you know, I started meditating.
• 24:10
  SPEAKER_00: I remember, like, you know, even during this reading, like my crown started to tingle, which is like if you don't know the crown, like think of the crown of your head, like as a woman, like when you get your haircut or when you do a blowout, like the crown of your head, that's the same area as the top of your head, and it started tingling, and I remember like there was a big emotional release, and like I would just feel the energy, and like from then on, when I would meditate, like my crown would tingle, and like that's the best way that like I can describe it.
• 24:35
  SPEAKER_00: It basically feels like a tingle on your crown that's like opening.
• 24:39
  SPEAKER_00: Um, so I started meditating every day, and I started doing it like a a silent, mindful intention to with the intention to connect, with the intention to open my crown, connect to to connect my guides to do all that.
• 24:53
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm not sure like how long I feel like maybe it was like a week, maybe, maybe two weeks.
• 25:02
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but like things just started shifting.
• 25:04
  SPEAKER_00: Like I just felt like after that, like my life was completely different because I had understood things about me, I felt like I had been cracked open in terms of like spirituality, connecting with guides, like I started getting a lot more downloads.
• 25:19
  SPEAKER_00: I my meditations were going deeper.
• 25:21
  SPEAKER_00: I was getting like flashes of past lives and like I didn't know what they meant, you know, things like that.
• 25:26
  SPEAKER_00: It was just it was a lot at once.
• 25:29
  SPEAKER_00: I will say that, like in the best way possible.
• 25:31
  SPEAKER_00: But even when I talk about it with other friends who are like spiritual, they're like, wow, live, like I cannot believe how fast you cracked open because what you did in a month, it took me like two years.
• 25:41
  SPEAKER_00: Uh so like I don't I maybe I think it was like partly meditating every day, partly like my desire.
• 25:46
  SPEAKER_00: Like I dove like deep into it.
• 25:48
  SPEAKER_00: Like I dove headfirst, but like I'm also that person who like I don't do things half-assed, I don't do things slow.
• 25:54
  SPEAKER_00: So I was like, Yup, give it to me.
• 25:55
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, you want me to meditate every day?
• 25:57
  SPEAKER_00: Done meditating every day.
• 25:59
  SPEAKER_00: You I do this, done.
• 26:00
  SPEAKER_00: Talk to my spirit guides, like I'll call you in.
• 26:02
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I will do the work.
• 26:03
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I'm definitely one of those people who has like discipline when it comes to that.
• 26:07
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, so I think that also like really helped fast track things for me because like I wanted to connect so much and I wanted to like it just felt so connected to my soul, like it just felt so soul aligned.
• 26:19
  SPEAKER_00: Um, so kind of like other things that started happening.
• 26:22
  SPEAKER_00: So yes, my crown would tingle, like not so.
• 26:26
  SPEAKER_00: Then, like, after like the meditating, the crown would tingle, like I feel like little things just started happening.
• 26:32
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, I should also mention at one point there was a soul retrieval.
• 26:36
  SPEAKER_00: I think this was like two uh maybe three weeks after, maybe three weeks after.
• 26:42
  SPEAKER_00: I started getting this like weird mark on my hand every time I meditated.
• 26:47
  SPEAKER_00: And guys, like I kid you not, like it looks like a rash, but like there's no way like the rash would come when I meditated and then go away after an hour I meditated.
• 26:56
  SPEAKER_00: And it happened like five, six times in like in the most weirdest like pattern, but always the same pattern.
• 27:03
  SPEAKER_00: So I was like, okay, like what is this?
• 27:04
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I I asked some spiritual people, and I was like, okay, we need to do soul retrieval.
• 27:08
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, okay, like I'm game, like, let's do it.
• 27:11
  SPEAKER_00: So we did like this soul retrieval.
• 27:14
  SPEAKER_00: I don't really know like what was done because I just kind of like laid there.
• 27:17
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but I know it involves really going into basically when the body undergoes like a traumatic experience, and this is my understanding of it, you take a part of your soul out to like protect it from that trauma, and it goes into the underworld.
• 27:31
  SPEAKER_00: So the person that's doing the soul retrieval, they go into the underworld and they retrieve that part of your soul that was otherwise like put there in terms of like protection or like given up when you underwent that traumatic event, and it's not necessarily like trauma in this lifetime, it could be trauma in previous lifetimes as well.
• 27:47
  SPEAKER_00: So the soul retrieval when happened, and I remember like I was told that like the there's a spirit animal that popped up and it was a phoenix, and I if you guys know like I'm a big fan of Harry Potter.
• 27:59
  SPEAKER_00: If you've seen my Instagram, both me, my sister, my whole family were big Harry Potter fans, and so when I got told that like one of my spirit animals was like a phoenix, I was like, Oh my god, like Harry Potter, like, and I felt like that also really represented like what I had been told in this Akashic reading a few weeks prior of the self-sacrifice because when you think about it, the Phoenix like self-sacrifices and like dies, but then is reborn for the ashes, and so it really felt like this I think maybe six-week period of my life, I was like self-sacrificing to be reborn from the ashes, and that was like a trend through my previous lives, and this is what was happening now, and it was like I was retrieving that part that had been like reborn into like had gone undergone that like that phoenix in terms of like dying and rebirth.
• 28:44
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so we're gonna like we're gonna leave that at that because like I don't really know much more in terms of like soul retrieval, um, but you can probably go Google it if you want to know more about that.
• 28:54
  SPEAKER_00: But then you know, like other things started happening, so I started getting like a lot more downloads, which downloads are basically like I'm gonna say little hits, like little hits that I knew weren't coming from me.
• 29:06
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I started seeing energy.
• 29:08
  SPEAKER_00: Like I remember one day I just started seeing energy.
• 29:11
  SPEAKER_00: Like this just honestly just happened.
• 29:12
  SPEAKER_00: Like I wasn't trying, I didn't know if seeing energy was a thing.
• 29:15
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I just started like seeing energy moving through like my everyday life.
• 29:20
  SPEAKER_00: So like not only on the walls, but like through through like the the 3D sense, like not in a 2D sense, but like you can see the physical energy moving, and I was seeing it in my house, I was seeing it outside.
• 29:32
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and this was also like the time that I think quarantine and COVID was like about to start or like just starting too, which is like through a whole other whammy into the whole thing.
• 29:42
  SPEAKER_00: So I started seeing energy, and the best way I can describe it to people when I say that I like can see energy is um if you ever like if you've ever been outside or like in a barbecue near a barbecue in like the summer, and you see like the it gets really hot near the barbecue and it looks like wavy, kind of like I'm gonna call it barbecue lines.
• 30:00
  SPEAKER_00: I call them barbecue lines to people, but you know what I mean?
• 30:02
  SPEAKER_00: Like that kind of hazy fuzziness, but like looks kind of like it's moving near the barbecue.
• 30:08
  SPEAKER_00: That's like usually from the heat.
• 30:09
  SPEAKER_00: That's kind of like what energy like looks like, but it it's more like darker, it's like more darker gray.
• 30:15
  SPEAKER_00: So it's like a marble effect with the movement of like barbecue lines.
• 30:21
  SPEAKER_00: Like that's that's kind of like how I describe seeing energy.
• 30:23
  SPEAKER_00: So I started seeing it like all the time, and like I was like, oh cool, like that's a thing.
• 30:27
  SPEAKER_00: Like, but I just thought like everyone who was like awake saw energy, but apparently that's not the case.
• 30:32
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but like like I said, different people have different gifts.
• 30:34
  SPEAKER_00: So like one of my things is like I see energy.
• 30:38
  SPEAKER_00: And then like I started seeing auras.
• 30:40
  SPEAKER_00: So I remember the first time like I saw an aura, I never had an aura reading, like from you know the photography the photographs you can get in terms of your auras being read.
• 30:48
  SPEAKER_00: I had one like maybe eight months before, but like I was like, oh, this is cool, but never thought anything of it.
• 30:54
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember when I saw my first aura because I literally thought I was going crazy because this like there was a a color, like literally colors surrounding like the person.
• 31:03
  SPEAKER_00: And like I didn't think, like I shook my head like three or four times.
• 31:06
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, am I am I going crazy?
• 31:08
  SPEAKER_00: Like, am I hallucinating?
• 31:09
  SPEAKER_00: Because like I see color around you.
• 31:12
  SPEAKER_00: And it was like different, like there's different colors depending on your auric field.
• 31:16
  SPEAKER_00: So like you can have red, orange, yellow, green, blue, you know, violet, um, going up to like the different chakras in terms of like what that person's aura is emitting.
• 31:25
  SPEAKER_00: So I remember I was seeing this aura and I was shaking my head.
• 31:27
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, okay, I I think I'm seeing an aura because like you know, I would it's not like I was like, you know, I had been drinking or anything.
• 31:34
  SPEAKER_00: It was like in the middle of the day, and I'm like, I think I'm seeing an aura right now.
• 31:37
  SPEAKER_00: So like I'm just sharing some of these like random like tidbits to kind of like paint you a picture of the things that were like happening in my life and experiencing, and like this is also when I started like getting more into like spirituality.
• 31:50
  SPEAKER_00: I started like reading things, you know, I started hearing my guides more.
• 31:55
  SPEAKER_00: Um, you know, I was tapping into things more, I was like connecting on a like a deeper level, I was getting more downloads, you know.
• 32:04
  SPEAKER_00: When I was like talking to my guides, like I felt like you know, I was getting names, like I I now know the names of some of my guides.
• 32:11
  SPEAKER_00: Like one of my guides is called Anthony, and like I don't know where that name came from.
• 32:14
  SPEAKER_00: It was like, hey, well, like what's your name?
• 32:16
  SPEAKER_00: And I got Anthony, and like I've meditated and I've seen his face, and like this is not someone like I've known, but like it's a familiar face, but not anyone I've known on earth, and like sure, like I know you know, you could chal chalk it up to like oh maybe it was a face of someone you saw on the street, and I was great, that could that could possibly be it, but I also like know on like a deeper soul level, like okay, no, that was just like that was him, like little things like this, like just so many little things, like so many angel numbers, like always seeing like 222 444 555, like all the time, like seeing signs.
• 32:50
  SPEAKER_00: I would ask my guides, like, okay, show me a blue packpack if this show me, like, and like I would see the blue backpack, and I was like, Oh, okay, like weird things like that just started happening.
• 33:00
  SPEAKER_00: And not weird, but like things that aren't a coincidence, because I would like ask for a sign and then get it.
• 33:04
  SPEAKER_00: So I would get more downloads.
• 33:06
  SPEAKER_00: I I started getting in more into cards, and so like not tarot cards, but like I use Oracle cards, so just getting more into oracle cards that were like weirdly spooky, like on point.
• 33:16
  SPEAKER_00: I started becoming like more sensitive to water.
• 33:19
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I I couldn't drink tap water anymore.
• 33:21
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I had to drink like my body was just becoming even more sensitive to water, and like when I like Googled it and I spoke to some people, like your your body becomes more sensitive when you become more spiritual.
• 33:32
  SPEAKER_00: So, like you feel the difference on tap water versus spring water.
• 33:35
  SPEAKER_00: It's like all of a sudden, like spring water did like I could not drink like I couldn't sorry, tap water, I could not drink tap water, like I had to drink spring water.
• 33:42
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, like also for the clean benefits, I wanted to stop drinking tap water because of all the stuff in that, but like health stuff aside, like in a spiritual sense, I was like, I cannot put this in my body anymore.
• 33:52
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, you know, like I was just starting buzzing, like I would start vibrating, like I just felt different, and like that's the only way to describe it is like this buzzing vibration, like I just felt different.
• 34:05
  SPEAKER_00: You know, I would start seeing patterns and traveling when I was asleep.
• 34:09
  SPEAKER_00: So, like that time when you're falling asleep, like all of a sudden it looked like a kaleidoscope.
• 34:14
  SPEAKER_00: Like, as I would fall asleep, I would see kaleidoscopes and I would see like you know, faces and visions, and I'd get visions of like Egypt and like just visions of things.
• 34:22
  SPEAKER_00: Like as I was falling asleep, I would start traveling into like the the pyramids of Egypt, like into the underground, and like seeing languages.
• 34:31
  SPEAKER_00: I started seeing like light codes of like ancient Atlantean, and I didn't know what it was.
• 34:37
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, and then like you know, I'd reach out to people and ask, like, okay, this is like I'd draw scribbles, I'm like, this is what I'm seeing.
• 34:43
  SPEAKER_00: Like, what is this?
• 34:44
  SPEAKER_00: And like, like, like, hey, Google this, look into this, and I'd be like, okay, like I think I'm seeing like ancient Atlantean light codes.
• 34:51
  SPEAKER_00: So there's lots of little things like this, like propelling me forward and forward, and like this was all happening like maybe February, March, April, like, and it's still happening as like now, and like going through this, but it feels like it's just gotten stronger and grown the more like I've done it.
• 35:06
  SPEAKER_00: Like, you know, I've channeled my dad who's passed away.
• 35:10
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I called him in, and it was just like, and I got so many things that like I I didn't know about, like information that I didn't know going into it, and then like I talked to my sister about it afterwards, and she's like, Oh my god, like yes, that's all true.
• 35:24
  SPEAKER_00: What you're describing, like, actually happened because they weren't things that like live or like Olivia knew in her mind, but yet I was getting this information of things I didn't know before, which was crazy.
• 35:34
  SPEAKER_00: Um, you know, I've also like had weird things where I've channeled other people's loved ones who have passed.
• 35:40
  SPEAKER_00: I remember, you know, I was sitting at the computer and I I kept getting this like this download to write, like someone else's um mom was coming in and their mom kept coming in.
• 35:50
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, Am I am I making this up?
• 35:53
  SPEAKER_00: Like why?
• 35:53
  SPEAKER_00: And after like the three, four times, I was like, okay, whatever, I'm just gonna trust this.
• 35:57
  SPEAKER_00: There's been a big like trusting curve with this.
• 35:59
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, and I just started like writing, and I remember like the writing just flowed, like it was just flowing out, and I was like, who is this?
• 36:06
  SPEAKER_00: And this is not me because like my hand was moving faster than I could think.
• 36:11
  SPEAKER_00: None of this made sense to me, and I was just like channeling this person's mom who passed away and like the message that they had for them, and like I ended up sending it to them, and it was like amazing, but it was just like wow, like I just channeled someone else, like someone else's loved one came through me and pushed me to like write and came through.
• 36:28
  SPEAKER_00: So it was like I don't know, I find that like really crazy.
• 36:31
  SPEAKER_00: I'm trying to think of all like the the more like crazy, like not crazy, but like because now I believe it and to me it's not weird, but like what I what Olivia or like Liv would think a year ago was crazy.
• 36:42
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I want to share with you guys to kind of like give you guys like a picture of like what has like been going on in my life.
• 36:48
  SPEAKER_00: So, you know, at this point, well, fast forward to now, like I've done things like a Shabir, like a guru Pirma, like a guru diksha, like I've done like quite intense spiritual things, which involves like meditating for a couple hours a day.
• 37:00
  SPEAKER_00: Um, some of them you actually end up meditating for like 10-12 hours a day.
• 37:04
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, and so like really going forth and going in and like healing all the stuff.
• 37:10
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and I'll I'll sort of go back to that around in a sec, but one thing I did want to mention is that through this, like breath work has really helped me.
• 37:18
  SPEAKER_00: So if you guys know, like I'm a big fan of breath work, and I started seeing uh actually the same person who recommended the acustic record reading recommended Salmon, uh, recommended Jen to me.
• 37:28
  SPEAKER_00: I've recommended Jen to you guys like lots of times on my Instagram, Jen Mansell.
• 37:32
  SPEAKER_00: I believe her Instagram is JL Mansell, which like just DM me and I'll send you her info.
• 37:38
  SPEAKER_00: She's super gifted at breath work.
• 37:41
  SPEAKER_00: Um and breath work really helped me to get out of my mind and kind of like into my soul and into my body in a way that allows me to connect more.
• 37:51
  SPEAKER_00: So I was doing like this was during quarantine, and she was hosting a like a Friday night breath work, and so I started doing it every Friday night um through Zoom.
• 38:00
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember like my body is like you just have this out-of-body experience where you feel like you basically blast off into a different planet.
• 38:09
  SPEAKER_00: Like you don't feel you feel your soul and you feel your heart, but you don't feel your 3D body anymore.
• 38:15
  SPEAKER_00: And I would travel to planets and I would feel things on a soul level, I would connect with people, like I would see, you know, different planets that weren't part of our solar system.
• 38:26
  SPEAKER_00: Like I've been to Pleiades, I've seen myself, you know, not as a human form in different forms standing on this planet in a way that I can't even explain.
• 38:34
  SPEAKER_00: Like I've seen colors, I've seen, you know, three planets in aligned in a way that's not in our solar system.
• 38:41
  SPEAKER_00: Like there's so I feel like I can't even like recall all the things because like I felt like each Friday that I did this, like I went somewhere else and I got something different out of it.
• 38:50
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and I feel like I always got what I was meant to get out of it, which is amazing.
• 38:53
  SPEAKER_00: So if you're not, if you haven't tried breath work, like I would highly recommend working with her.
• 38:57
  SPEAKER_00: I still think she does do some sort of like group sessions that you can try out with her, but I've also done her one-on-one now, and her one-on-one is like magical.
• 39:05
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but if you want to start out with like doing her group stuff, she's incredible.
• 39:09
  SPEAKER_00: So yeah, like through this breath work, I was able to connect more than my soul.
• 39:12
  SPEAKER_00: I got to like travel, I got to like go to Egypt, but I also got to like feel so much like love.
• 39:20
  SPEAKER_00: Like when you when I delved into this, and like yes, I always had a big heart, and I'm have always been that person like to give and have so much love, but like this was like a on a whole other level, and I had like also so much more compassion and understanding for everyone else in the world because when you realize that you're all one connect, like you're all one collective, we're all one collective.
• 39:41
  SPEAKER_00: Like you're a temporary human.
• 39:44
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, let me get this okay right.
• 39:46
  SPEAKER_00: This is like a quote from Aaron Dowdy.
• 39:48
  SPEAKER_00: You are an eternal spiritual being, have a temporary human experience, so we're all connected, and so you know, issues that you would have with people.
• 39:55
  SPEAKER_00: I now understand that, like, that's just another version of me, and like maybe they need this.
• 39:59
  SPEAKER_00: Like, you just have so much more compassion.
• 40:02
  SPEAKER_00: Now, like I said, I was definitely a compassionate, like person before, and definitely a very empathetic person.
• 40:08
  SPEAKER_00: I had so much love, but this was like love on a pure love and understanding of like seeing people where they're at, meeting people where they're at, you know, even things like I was always the person who got like really frustrated with the slow walkers, the people who walked slow, you know, behind me or like on the road, like I would just get so frustrated.
• 40:27
  SPEAKER_00: But now, like, I'm like, okay, like why why am I rushing?
• 40:30
  SPEAKER_00: Like, and I have compassion and like I'm not as rushed anymore.
• 40:33
  SPEAKER_00: Like, weird things like that.
• 40:35
  SPEAKER_00: I started like having compassion for and like understanding more.
• 40:38
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, oh, we're all connected.
• 40:40
  SPEAKER_00: What does that person, what does that version of me need?
• 40:42
  SPEAKER_00: Like, oh, that version of me needs a little bit of this today.
• 40:45
  SPEAKER_00: Let me send them love.
• 40:46
  SPEAKER_00: And I just felt like I had so much love.
• 40:48
  SPEAKER_00: I was sending so much love to like past, you know, people and past things that had hurt me, you know, past like relationships that weren't like necessarily great, you know, not like romantic ones, but even just like, you know, family ones, friend ones, everything like that.
• 41:02
  SPEAKER_00: Like I just had so much more love and understanding.
• 41:04
  SPEAKER_00: And even right now, as I talk about this, like I feel like my heart is just filled with so much more love.
• 41:11
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, and that's like the best way that I can so yeah, that was like my note on breath work.
• 41:15
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like like I feel like I've said this before, but this episode's all over the place because I feel like there is no like rhyme or reason or like continuous flow because like so many things just started happening.
• 41:24
  SPEAKER_00: Um, so anyway, so then I learned we're gonna jump to me learning how to do the Akashic Records.
• 41:29
  SPEAKER_00: So uh I started learning how to read the Akashic Records, and I felt like really drawn to it.
• 41:35
  SPEAKER_00: I felt it so fascinating, and I wanted to learn how to do it.
• 41:37
  SPEAKER_00: So then I learned how to, you know, read the Akashic Records, how to tap into it.
• 41:43
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and I felt like I didn't realize that I was so good at it off the bat.
• 41:50
  SPEAKER_00: I thought like anyone could be as good at it, but from what I understand now, from what I was told, like not everyone could be that good at it off the bat.
• 41:57
  SPEAKER_00: So like I've really more embraced it as one of my gifts.
• 42:01
  SPEAKER_00: Um sorry, I finally like I found it fascinating, I started practicing on other people, I started going to my own records more and like learning how other people feel.
• 42:09
  SPEAKER_00: And the best way to describe it now that I've been on both sides in terms of like okay, receiving one and now being in them is that you know, when I open the records for you, or like when I do this on like people, is that this channel gets open and suddenly like I get pushed to the side, like when I do it, like Olivia is to the side, and I'm no longer me because I'm in your I'm in your soul, like I'm in your channel, and like all this information just starts like flowing through, and it's pretty crazy.
• 42:38
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, how are how are these things happening?
• 42:41
  SPEAKER_00: Like, how am I knowing these things?
• 42:43
  SPEAKER_00: And just like information just flows through, and it doesn't feel like you, which is kind of crazy, but also like it's just really cool.
• 42:50
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I will admit it is a super cool feeling.
• 42:53
  SPEAKER_00: So I started practicing that more.
• 42:55
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I started doing it on a like I was doing it on friends and myself, and like just to give you an idea of like some of the things, like at least when I was doing it, because like yes, I've experienced crazy things when people have read my records, but like I've also experienced experienced crazy things when I read other people's records now.
• 43:13
  SPEAKER_00: So um basically for one of my friends, like I'll give you an example.
• 43:18
  SPEAKER_00: I was doing a reading for her, and she wanted to just like know more about her guys, and I was like, I'm like all of a sudden, like I'm getting George, like who's George?
• 43:26
  SPEAKER_00: And she's like, George is my my grandfather, like and it was crazy.
• 43:29
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, okay, well, like that person like is your guide, and like I knew this name.
• 43:34
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, I'm getting a George, and she's like, I didn't know like about what her grandfather's names was, like, I didn't know these things, weird things like that.
• 43:40
  SPEAKER_00: I started to suddenly know, and I could read through readings that like made sense for people, and people were like, Wow, that makes sense! Like, oh my gosh, this makes sense.
• 43:49
  SPEAKER_00: Oh my gosh, this makes sense.
• 43:50
  SPEAKER_00: So it's interesting now for me to be like on both sides to like, yes, be the one to have received it, but also now be the one to gift this to other people.
• 43:57
  SPEAKER_00: Um, you know, some of the other things have happened.
• 44:00
  SPEAKER_00: During like I've given a reading and like the whole room has fallen away.
• 44:05
  SPEAKER_00: Like when I gave a reading recently, this was like maybe maybe six weeks ago.
• 44:10
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I was doing a reading, and like for the first time, like I had access through meditation, like going to the void.
• 44:15
  SPEAKER_00: When people, when you get really deep into meditation, sometimes you tap into what is called like the void, which is like the nothingness is like when you're no one, no thing, and no time, it's like you're no one, you're just pure consciousness.
• 44:27
  SPEAKER_00: And I was doing this reading, and I I tapped in, I had gotten into their records, and all of a sudden, like the room had fallen away, and like my eyes were completely open.
• 44:36
  SPEAKER_00: So, like I had experienced the void when I was meditating, which is like the blank space of like nothingness, which is kind of like the goal you want to get to in meditation, but I had never experienced it when I wasn't eyes closed in meditation, but like my eyes were fully open, the room fell away, and all I saw was this big white, bright light that was surrounding me.
• 44:54
  SPEAKER_00: And I was sort of just like getting information in, and like they were like, Oh my god, like and this and this reading was actually for someone who is quite intuitive and they're like quite a spiritual person.
• 45:04
  SPEAKER_00: So I was doing this reading, and like they told me after, like, as soon as you went into my records, like, yeah, the room fell away, and like all I saw was like you bathed in white light, and like that's what it felt for me.
• 45:14
  SPEAKER_00: Everything fell away, and like I remember I grabbed onto the seat I was feeling because I was like, Whoa, like what the hell is happening?
• 45:21
  SPEAKER_00: Like, my eyes are fully open and the room has fallen away into bright white light.
• 45:24
  SPEAKER_00: So I grabbed the chair, and like the chair had come back into like my lower field of view, and I was like, no, Liv, just trust, let go.
• 45:31
  SPEAKER_00: And I'd release the chair, and like the room fell away again, and I just felt like this strong energy like coming through me and pulsing, and like it just wasn't me.
• 45:40
  SPEAKER_00: And I I'd give in the reading, and then you know, I closed stuff up, and I won't go into like you know their reading because that's like personal to them, but just like this crazy experience of like the room falling away, and like with your eyes open, that is such a crazy thing to experience in terms of like your 3D reality, right?
• 45:58
  SPEAKER_00: Because nothing was tangible at that point, like I I had held onto the chair, but when I let go, I wasn't there, and I had like gone up in such a sense that like even with my eyes open, I was there, which was really crazy.
• 46:10
  SPEAKER_00: Um so like these are some of the things that like you know are the crazy that have been happening, and kind of gives you like an idea in terms of like the spirituality part of me and like what I've you know gone through and experienced in the last like January till now.
• 46:26
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and so like if you feel called to get an Akashic record reading, like I do offer them to people, um, just reach out to me on Instagram and I can like just DM me and I can tell you more about like if you didn't if you had any more questions after listening to this episode about what exactly a reading is, what we can do, um, and we can set you up and like I can give one.
• 46:45
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but yeah, like I'm still obviously like growing and developing and like learning new things like all the time, um, and like near learning new forms of like energy healing, all that kind of stuff.
• 46:55
  SPEAKER_00: But yeah, if you want an Akashic record reading, let me know because I do like when I give one, like my soul just feels so good because I'm able to give people like so much information that they can't otherwise get when they feel stuck.
• 47:07
  SPEAKER_00: They're like, you know, a lot of the ones that I've I've done, even like, okay, why am I being why am I stuck here?
• 47:13
  SPEAKER_00: Why am I repeating this pattern?
• 47:15
  SPEAKER_00: Or even like symptoms, like, okay, I have this disease, like, or I have this symptom.
• 47:19
  SPEAKER_00: Like, what is is there an emotional cause?
• 47:20
  SPEAKER_00: Is there an energetic cause?
• 47:22
  SPEAKER_00: And we can like I can identify things in like past lives that have like now made that happen, or I can identify, you know, trends in past lives, or if you want to understand your your like your relationships, like why do I feel so connected to this person?
• 47:35
  SPEAKER_00: You know, why am I magnetic to this person?
• 47:38
  SPEAKER_00: Like things like that, like you can just understand so much about your life, your relationships, um, your mannerisms, your blocks, everything like that.
• 47:45
  SPEAKER_00: So, like, because it's really a record of like your soul, there's like so many things you can ask, and like so many, you know, good messages you can get.
• 47:54
  SPEAKER_00: And it's also a great way to start connecting to your guys as well.
• 47:57
  SPEAKER_00: What I will say, um, I'm gonna end this episode soon because I do have a breath work session actually with my friend Denise.
• 48:04
  SPEAKER_00: Um I also really recommend Denise.
• 48:07
  SPEAKER_00: I just I only started working with her recently.
• 48:09
  SPEAKER_00: Um, she's become more of like a friend now, and like Jen is who I started working with when I really started um awakening, but like Denise is also super fabulous.
• 48:18
  SPEAKER_00: But what I will say is that it has not been all sunshine and rainbows, and so yes, like I've talked about things like yeah, it's super cool that I see energy, it's super cool that I can see auras, it's super cool that like I can read people's emotions and feel them on a soul level, and I can feel their blocks, and like I can just feel people a lot more and a lot more open, and I'm getting downloads and it's fun, and like, yeah, I like I can you know connect and talk to my dad who's passed away, I can connect with other people's loved ones who pass away, but it's not all sunshine and rainbows, and there's like a lot of stuff that comes up, a lot of triggers, a lot of things that I've had to heal, but like I welcome that because I always say that like triggers point you to where you are not free.
• 48:58
  SPEAKER_00: And so a lot of people I feel like right now are trying to do you know, trigger warning, trigger warning, don't get triggered, but no, like you want to be triggered because when you are triggered, that points to where you are no longer free, like that points to where you need the healing.
• 49:12
  SPEAKER_00: And so, like, you know, I understand like so much about my little girl, so much about things from past lives that I've carried forward, you know, into this life, things that I've healed, like generational trauma, you know, why I I incarnated at this time on earth, and you know, what am I supposed to be learning now and how I can learn that?
• 49:29
  SPEAKER_00: So many different things, and like it's a lot of work.
• 49:32
  SPEAKER_00: But you if you're willing to do the work, like it's so so rewarding, and I'm like so grateful and like so thankful to be at the place that I am now, and like to have turned like awakened and turned on these gifts, but also like to go through the bad, like it's okay to go through the bad because you need to go through the bad to get through the good.
• 49:50
  SPEAKER_00: So, like, and even like in terms of like light and dark, when people say like don't go into the dark, there's dark at both spectrums.
• 49:56
  SPEAKER_00: Like, when you go to like the far end of like the light or the white, there's dark, and you go into fire ends of the dark, there's dark.
• 50:02
  SPEAKER_00: It's like the middle where you want to be.
• 50:04
  SPEAKER_00: When people think of like light and dark, they think of like pure white or pure light to only be good, but like that's not true, like there's darkness in that point.
• 50:11
  SPEAKER_00: Um, yeah, if that makes sense.
• 50:14
  SPEAKER_00: Hopefully that makes sense.
• 50:15
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like this episode was probably a lot like all over the place.
• 50:18
  SPEAKER_00: If you have any questions about what I said or you're like interested in like spiritual stuff, just send me a DM on Instagram.
• 50:24
  SPEAKER_00: I can also do like a spiritual like QA live session or another like episode on the podcast about spirituality.
• 50:30
  SPEAKER_00: But like I really wanted to focus this episode on like okay, what was my spiritual awakening like?
• 50:35
  SPEAKER_00: What are the Akashic records?
• 50:36
  SPEAKER_00: And hey guys, I can read your Akashic records if you want me to.
• 50:41
  SPEAKER_00: And um, it's something that I'm really trying to expand into into like even the way I work with people because I found like yes, I get intuitive hits and I get downloads even with working with people, like even my one-on-ones, like I'll they'll be saying something, I'm like, okay, and this, and you do this, and like this has happened in your life, and I'm like, Yeah, like how did you know?
• 51:02
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, oh, because this, this, this, and this is what I'm getting.
• 51:04
  SPEAKER_00: And like, we're able to like not only heal you on like a nutritional level, but I'm also incorporating that like energy emotional healing that needs to be done, uh, based on like the information that I get.
• 51:16
  SPEAKER_00: So hopefully that gives you like a rundown if you're feeling called or you're interested, like I said, uh my door is open, and yeah, it really has been like a crazy experience.
• 51:27
  SPEAKER_00: I'm so like keen to see like what happens as I start like you know doing more work on this, delving more into it because it's it's always a journey.
• 51:35
  SPEAKER_00: Like you're never, you're never done, like you're never gonna be done healing, you're never gonna be done, you know.
• 51:40
  SPEAKER_00: You can always evolve, grow, heal, and do all that kind of stuff.
• 51:43
  SPEAKER_00: So I hope you guys enjoyed this episode and got to know more about me.
• 51:47
  SPEAKER_00: I really like getting to share more of this with you guys, and yeah, I will see you guys in the next episode.