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Episode #167: Embracing Joy: Letting Go and Living Fully · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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I welcome to tea time with Amy and BEV good day to day. What
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I don't know, I don't know. That's a really good way. Well,
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you know what, sometimes we just don't know. That's the real that
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is a real answer. Well, I've had so much come at me,
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and you know when you have a lot coming at not coming at me as
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life experiences, just a lot of information coming to me from different things I've
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been listening to and and really, I mean really, I sat here about
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an hour before us getting together, sat in meditation, and even before that,
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as I was getting ready for the day, doing my hair and putting
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on my makeup, a message was coming to me about us doing using my
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meditation for a different purpose. I've been using my meditation for visualization purposes right,
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bringing in what I would desire. But something was pulling at me was
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like, no, we're not doing that today. My spirits like, mm,
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we're doing that today. I was like okay, So I just listened
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and I was guided. I did listen to Abraham Hicks like a eleven minute
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morning rampage, right lift, change, shift to energy and stuff. Um.
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But what I was guided to do was just put on some just some
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meditation, music and UM tune in and do some writing. So I did
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that. I did that for about twenty minutes. And the way I started
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out with the meditation was connecting with sore spirit, universe, whatever that you
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did, you want to call it. And I said, what would you
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have me know? What would you have me do? And how would you
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have me serve? And I asked that. It took me about three times
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to ask that and it came to me. The message for me was to
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utilize my time and energy and focus in a different way. Stop visualizing what
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you want. This was a message for me. This isn't that, this
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isn't necessarily for everybody else. Stop worrying about your reality. Stop worrying about
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material things, stop worrying about your finances. Stop worrying. Huh, I
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said, stop worrying, Stop worrying, right end of story. But utilize.
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The biggest message was utilize your time and energy and focus in a different
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way. So be in meditation and we're going to help guide you. And
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that was to to focus more on being the light and being of service in
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UM, guiding other people, like out of depression or closing that gap between
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their human side and their spiritual side. Um, just focusing more on that
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and everything else is going to be okay. So that's what I sat with
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this morning, just started doing that's beautiful and it was. Oh and one
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of the thing was, your reality is just your distraction. Yes, your
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reality is just your distraction. Has been included, body included. Oh,
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because we can get so tidy and all that, You're amazing. No,
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this is a this is a wonderful conversation. There really is. Because we
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do get a chatch to so many things, and then because and we also
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get a chatch to the doing of things, so we feel like we gotta
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do something I can't comprehend personally, I cannot comprehend sometimes when I've got something
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that seems to be triggering me, and if I can't work on it,
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if I can't do something about it right this moment, and then it's I
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don't have to do anything. It's just a matter of maybe I needed to
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witness it at that moment. Also, I wanted to bring it to the
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forefront. Wasn't it wasn't there a time that you were not able to visualize
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at all? Oh yeah, way early in my stages, one hundred percent.
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So you've visualize and you've done it, You've mastered it, right,
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check mark. I'm done with that. I don't need to do it that
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way anymore. And then almost like you sat down and autowrite it basically yeah,
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yeah, which is it's awesome the people. I'll tell you for me,
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you know, when you're writing some of that stuff and you look back
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at us, like, first of all, I'll notice the words that I
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don't use. My handwriting will change. It's more of a flow, and
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even everyone small talk, and see where I caught myself like my mind got
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in the way a little bit and my handwriting might have changed or or or
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I was like, oh did I spell that right? So I took myself
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out of that zone of being in that connectedness to like, you know,
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to my distraction. Right, it distracted me. Our minds when they're constantly
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giving us feedback, they're constantly giving us the story, whether it's a good
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story or a bad story. If it's constantly going, it's a distraction,
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that's all it is. And it's not a bad thing, right, It's
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just like that. It's it's just you're being distracted by something you don't you
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don't even want to give your retention to Really, you can stop, you
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can embrace it. It's just whatever you can ask yourself, what do I
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do with this information? What do I do? How do I evolve from
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this? You can just ask yourself different questions. I just think it's amazing
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that you've gone. You've gone into this space. Um that that that that
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came to you today. Someone else might have. One of your friends might
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have said, oh, I recognize already recognize that, and amy, just
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like they you could see things in me, I already recognize that in bed.
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Still figure it out pretty soon. So just like we just recognizing the
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gifts, we can tell each other that you have these gifts or anybody else,
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but until they start recognizing it and utilizing it, they don't really have
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a clue. I didn't really have a clue. So, just like all
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this information being stated, it's it's just for you to sit back into that
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space and just process things. Slow down a bit. Notice more. Are
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you being distracted? What's distracting you? That goes back to us writing down.
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What if you're sitting there thinking and you can't get your mind to shut
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up, Okay, sit down and take notes, right, take write down
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every single thing your mind saying, because eventually that's stuf's going to run out.
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It's like writing that to do list. You if you don't do but
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to do, listen and keep it in your head all the time, then
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you're gonna want to go back to that space in your head. And then
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you've forgot something off the list because you can feel it. You know you've
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forgot something, and I always tell myself I'll remember, but just to write
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it down so it's not in the head, right, You just write it
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down so you don't have to worry about it. I don't have to think
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about it when you think about, God, did I pay that bill?
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Are my bills on time? Right now? When you start thinking about that
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stuff, it's a distraction, right. I even caught myself yesterday writing my
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bills and really are paying some bills and really noticing how did the energy fill
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on me when I was doing those bills. I know you've gone through a
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lot of these processes, but I thought that I wasn't doing I mean,
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I didn't think anything about I never gave it attention until I'm sitting there and
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I'm feeling how I'm feeling as I'm writing out these things, and I'm like,
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wait a minute, I got money. What is your freaking problem?
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Like, why are you stressing about that? And then where do I feel
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it as I'm having this conversation with you, like being punched in the solar
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plexus? And how do we know it's paying attention to all these messages that
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are coming into us all the time, all the time, you know,
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we feel like I feel like I'm stuck. Yeah, well, when you
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feel like you're stuck, you're probably keeping yourself stuck, because a lot of
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times I would tell you that's what I've been doing. Was I distracted in
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my mind? I don't know, maybe I wasn't president enough. And then
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we were talking about stuff because I woke up this morning with this a very
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mild vertigo, a certain movement. So we started looking about it and talking
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about all right, so you said something about the head it was close to
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the end of it, and I realized, well, yeah, mildly,
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Yeah, I probably believe I am in that space a bit whatever, acknowledging
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it and then recognizing we're talking about the secret language of your body by innes
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Segal, but just looking at the yeah, just looking at the what it
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vertigo mean, and so we looked it up and we were talking about it.
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It's just processing even and it was nice because you were saying it out
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loud. So then I got to hear it because I forgot my glasses in
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any other room because I have it. But we can also do this,
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so one way of doing it, I can listen to it from someone else
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and I can feel within my body what resonates. I can read it for
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myself and I can feel in my body resonates. I know what's right and
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what's wrong. If I catch myself say oh no, that's not true,
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I have to stop it and look at that, take a look at that
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over again, because if I'm having that response, then I'm I'm stopping with
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myself and I'm asking myself, are you being triggered right now? Because if
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you're being triggered right now, let's find out what this is about, you
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know. Let's find out how to expose it, Let's find out how to
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cleanse it. Let's find out how does that my inner child need to be
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hugged right now? Do I need to go back to experience so I can
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have an understanding so I can hug that inner child and walkers forward. I
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don't know. It's just whatever whatever is needed in the moment, Okay,
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So do you just cover a whole lot of stuff. So I'm gonna sometimes
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no. I know it's great because I love it, And in the meantime
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I'm making notes. I'm like, oh, I gotta talk about that.
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We got to talk about. So I'm just gonna go back a little bit
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because I didn't get the statement of the and I want to clarify on this
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so people who heard it that I said. The message that came through was
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that even my husband is a distraction. And what I need to clarify that
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because what I meant by that is U in my history, my story,
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things, stuff that was part of is still part of my healing process,
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is that sense of abandonment. And he will do some things and that triggers
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me to trigger that abandonment feeling. And so that is the distraction, him
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doing the things that contribute to me feeling abandoned. And that was the message
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was, look, you and I ever wrote down, You've done so much
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work around us this um sense of abandonment that you're okay and his actions are
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just a distraction. So those emotions that we're feeling that are related to our
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relationships. Those are distractions. And so taking the time to I mean,
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how how long I mean really how long we've been doing this healing ps right,
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how I've been doing this for like twenty years? And it's like,
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really, I'm still being distracted by this. Well, it's because I'm giving
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my attention to it. I'm allowing myself to feel that still, and it's
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less, it's not as intense as it used to be. It's less.
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And even you know, just recently, I've had an experience and I noticed
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how much better I was doing. So for that message to come through this
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morning was like, oh, yeah, I'm just allowing myself to be distracted.
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It's no different than the shiny objects that's what we call them in business,
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that we we get distracted by quote unquote shiny objects. Oh look at
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this, Oh look at that, and what it's doing. It's distracting us
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from doing our work in our business, which is procrastination. So I just
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wanted to touch on that that recoggend. We had this conversation not too long
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ago, is what's distracting you, what's keeping you from moving in the direction
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you want to move what's distracting you from doing your healing process, what's distracting
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you from maybe just sitting in quiet or meditation. What's the distraction? And
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then and then you know we can't change something to we acknowledge it. So
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would you make the acknowledgement, Oh, this is what the distraction is.
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Now we can take to give some attention to that to clear it up.
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And clearly my message was this morning, you're just being distracted. You're just
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allowing yourself to be distracted, and we can move past this now. Like
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it's like we can stop doing this now, Like you've been doing this work
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for how long? Right? So um, So just having that recognition and
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that felt really good to me. It was like a validation or confirmation that
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we don't need to do this so um And then as you're talking about our
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mind being busy right that to do lists and and stuff like that. Interesting
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enough. I just had this conversation with the lady a few days ago,
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and she was telling me, because I was telling you, I was getting
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ready to teach a meditation class at the community college. And she's like,
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oh, I can't meditate. I've tried the we're just having this conversation,
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and she goes, I just think about everything, and you know, I'm
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the type of person I you know, there's a problem, I got to
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solve it, and well, our minds are problem solvers. That's what we
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do. I mean, that's just what we do. So I suggested to
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her, and so this might be for the viewers, is at night,
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before you go to bed, do a mind dump. You get a pen
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and paper. It doesn't have to be linear on the lines. You could
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write all over the page, but just take whatever it is you're thinking about
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and just put it on the paper. Pay bill tomorrow, whatever gotta do,
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shopping, gotta you know, you probably even get a solution to a
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problem. Just write it down because there's nothing probably nothing you're going to do
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about it in that moment as you're just going to bed, So write down
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the solution. That way, it's there for you in the morning. So
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whatever, you know, maybe you got some emotions being stirred, write it
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down. I'm feeling uncomfortable about this, I have a little angered towards this.
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I'm feeling sad about this. Just regurgitate whatever's going on in your brain,
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put it on paper, and then it's on print form, so now
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you can have something to reference, even if it's two three days down the
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road, you can flip back to that page and go, okay, yeah,
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this is what Okay. So it's just it's a great way to just
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clear that mind if you're gonna if you could do it even before meditation,
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just do a quick mind dump, then you have less mind chatter going on.
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The Other thing is that you mentioned about me reading to you, and
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then sometimes we read something, but there's something that we read that triggers us,
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but we kind of skip over it. Our subconscious mind is programmed to
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keep us safe. That is part of our ego, and so we will
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skim or skip over words like our mind has already seen it. It's already
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been processed. But by the time we see it and take it in or
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not take it in right, it has we have this ability to just skim
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over something that our subconscious mind says, oh no, she don't need to
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see that. Oh no, sure, she just reads that boys right.
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So, so like you said, sometimes we got to read it two,
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three, four times and notice, Wow, that's really showing up strong in
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my body. I can really feel that, and I've done. When you
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said it, I was like, yep, I do the same thing.
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I'm like, wait a minute, there was another sentence there. I didn't
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even read it. And there's like the paragraphs like this big, Like it's
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not very big, right, it's very very short. But I'll read through
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it and I'm like, wait, I didn't read that. So I go
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back and read it. I oh, no, one right, didn't read
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it. I don't want to do that. That's not it denial, right,
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we get into denial. So, um, yeah, where we are
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such fascinating beings. It's just I just get so excited about stuff like that
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because it's just so cool. It feels cool. You know. We're always
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talking about messages and stuff and when we've got our when we had our little
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get together, you're like you um and a few other people and myself.
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We had a moths flying around. Remember we had moths flying around. It
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would come over and touch people's faces, which is an unusual thing for me,
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but touch their faces, their nose, like around their ears, land
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on everything, kind of going around the whole group and touching everybody every single
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day. So I was that was on a Saturday, and I don't go
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into back until Wednesday. So I come back in Wednesday, Wednesday, Thursday,
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Friday, and I think I didn't have one Saturday. But all when
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all every single day i'm talking to my clients or my client, I'm working
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on a client there face down, I would have the moth. I would
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have to stop talking because it would be right on my mouth, like right
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on my face. And then there was so many in there, and it
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just gives you an idea of the strength of the message. Really it's it's
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it really is. Then you go back and read this stuff and then you
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see, oh, this makes a lot of sense, and I feel like
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there's an evolution going on, which is awesome, and there's transformation right like
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all these things going on, and it goes along really with everything that we're
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talking about. We've got all this information out there for us, and we're
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constantly receiving information. So even as we're talking about the secret of the secret
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body, of the secret language of the body. Even with the vertigo that
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I felt this morning, it was mild. Now, when I experienced it,
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I don't know, probably ten years ago, probably at least ten years
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ago. At that time, it was extreme where I ended up going to
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the hospital. So the message was extremely loud, right, it was extremely
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loud. Now now it was a mild case and then it goes away.
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Or as long as I don't move my head too fast in one direction or
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the other, I'm okay. The manifestations like that in our body, like
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the vertigo or a headache or um even a broken bone, right, Yeah,
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it's an accumulation of where we've been in our head, in our emotions.
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And it's like, to me, it's almost like the body's catching up
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to that. It's not it's not an immediate manifestation. So I know what
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came to me with part of it was, you know, you'd been talking
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a lot about your grandkids and how you're seeing that whole dynamic of relationship with
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them and their parents and you, and and having that concern about as they're
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moving forward, and and and then you know, and then you had that
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was it last week or the week before? You're like, I realized it's
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not my job too, Yeah, that I got to trust in their ability
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to navigate their life. So to me, it was like a combination of
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that and the body's just letting you know, hey, we don't need to
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do this kind of it's your distraction that so relationship, I just come back
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to relationships. They're just distractions from uh and keeping us because we're getting triggered,
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keeping us from um um, I'm gonna say, up level, but
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evolving right moving forward, um, expanding because we're staying stuck or stagnant in
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that for me, abandoned abandonment energy even though it's not as heavy as it
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used to be, still lighter, but it's still there. So yeah,
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So that's what was coming to me when I was reading that to you,
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because there was a certain line in there and um, so that those those
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physical manifestations fall under that distraction label because that's where I've had our head's been
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right, our heads like, oh, look at this, look at this
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problem. This is how I feel about. It's heavy emotions, settle in
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the not good enough story or the um I'm not loved story, I'm not
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accepted story, like all of that. That it's in our body. Then
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the body manifests these physical symptoms. They're all distractions. Now, the distraction
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of the physical body can take us, depending on the intensity, can take
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us right down the route of the medical field and all the tests and the
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prescriptions and then we're distracted from our own power of healing. You can do
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that path of medical systems because sometimes a lot of times we need that a
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lot of times it's so beneficial. And in the meantime you can go within
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and you can do your emotional work too, which will most likely clear up
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or ease up very quickly. Your shortened that path on that medical field lane,
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Right, that makes sense, it does. So it's what's the like,
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identify what's the distraction and what is it helping me do to navigate differently
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in this life? And it always comes back to how my feeling. It's
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my emotional state. Do I feel good or not feel good? Meaning?
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Do I feel lighter? Or do I feel heavy? Do I feel bad?
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Do I feel good? Right? The Dicoto means of knowing how the
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sensation you're feeling in your body. And you know, everybody knows, they
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know, they know, like they know, like they know, but they're
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not listening. And and we've done the same thing. Now we know,
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and now we practice, and here we are sharing our wisdom listening. And
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I'm spending much time being distracted because before some of the things would would last
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us so much longer. And now it's like it's now when a distraction pops
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up, it's mostly it's it's like like, oh what do I what can
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I look at here? Because it's just an opportunity, right, It's just
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another opportunity to kind of evolve past the stuff. And like we've talked about,
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it just gets easier and easier every single time. And it's and things
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are easier to spot because you're paying attention to how you feel, right,
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yeah, which is what we've been talking about. So it kind of goes
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along that route. But again doesn't mean that we don't get in those places.
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We all have that we're human. We're in a human experience. We're
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not just human, but we're in this human experience, yeah, which is
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wonderful, But how where do we want to spend Where do you want to
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spend your time? Like? Where do you want to be in the creative
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mode of things? Also, I wanted to kind of go back to something
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I've noticed recently. I've heard someone say and I've heard it before, but
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you know, everything kind of hits you. That's why we talk about things
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what we talk about them again, and we might stay it a little bit
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different. A lot of the words you've been using today are really connecting with
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me. We've used the words before, not necessarily like that. So it's
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a different field. There's a different dynamics. There's I mean, think about
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it, the planets that are aligned, there's we're in a different mode right
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now energetically, there's different things going. There's like all these different factors that
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play into the whole situation. And I don't feel like it's just one thing.
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But one of the things I've heard is I give myself permission to let
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go of anger, and it was like, holy shit, I give myself
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permission to let go of defensive And of course we know, you know,
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you get to the bottom of it, it's all about fear and not you
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know, it's all about the same things at the basis of it, but
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it's getting there from you know, point A to point point z really because
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there's so many different things, but to let go of all of it to
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get into that place. And then one thing yesterday that I was doing when
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I was paying my bills, I was getting excited and I don't get it.
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We've talked about it before, I've watched this secret. I've done a
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lot of things, but I feel like there's it's not that I oh gosh,
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I wish I would have done this before. I wasn't ready for it.
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Before this knowledge would have been I would have used it as gosh back
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if you were doing the secret, there was a I think it's still around.
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You can go online and find their check and you can print it out
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and you can write it out. Well, it's great when you're doing that,
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But when you're writing it out, are you're like hopeful? Are you
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focused on oh, I need lots of money? Are you focused on how
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joyful it's going to be to build to just do whatever you want? I
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mean, like, what are you paying it? What are you doing?
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And I don't think I was in that space before to notice like or even
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to get into that place where you can recognize, oh, I'm not feeling
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excited right now. What can make me excited? Feeling excited and feeling excited?
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Oh my gosh, I got plenty of money. All these bills that
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I can just pay off like that and I still have plenty of money.
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It's awesome, But it's also different confirmation or confirmation and the conversation that you're
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having with yourself because you want to get yourself into the feel good space.
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You want to get yourself into the space of how it feels. And I
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know I've heard that a million times, but until you start practicing it,
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it doesn't make sense because then it's like, well, it's still not showing
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up. Well, these are the things I'm doing now, because now I'm
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out of space where finally, maybe one extra layer was taken off yesterday of
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something that was just clogging the way that I was clogging my view of things.
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Maybe that's all that happened. But now it feels differently, it looks
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differently, It makes sense, and a lot of the stuff does make sense,
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but it's just being in that practice. And even if it doesn't make
26:18
sense because look at me, look at me. Go even all the way
26:22
back then, some of the stuff didn't make sense to me, but it
26:25
resonated with me, or when I say resonated, it felt like that was
26:27
the right thing, or it was like a knowing thing. And now I'm
26:30
getting to the place of even if it's something that I know, I'm asking
26:34
a question about it. I'm asking questions because just because I feel like that
26:37
way, does that really mean this true? So we had talked not that
26:41
long ago, or we were talking about things, and I had ideas.
26:45
I have ideas in my mind that I feel like that my path, if
26:49
you want to call the path, is kind of pulling me or calling me
26:52
to the space. And then I'm thinking, okay, well I'm getting focused
26:56
on that and I'm I'm gonna channel and I'm gonna do I'm going to practice
27:00
the mediumship stuff because information comes in all the time, because it's just a
27:03
muscle that we're practicing the flux and everything else gets you more in tune.
27:08
But hadn't been doing it. But then sitting here realizing I'm putting freaking labels
27:12
on everything again, I'm having an idea, an attachment to an outcome because
27:18
I think this is the only way. Well that's not the only way.
27:22
It doesn't mean I won't be utilizing those skills, but I'm open to whatever
27:26
that is now. Before I was narrowing myself down to fit into that spot
27:30
again, those attachment. So now it's like, I don't know. People
27:34
ask me, what are you gonna do when you retire? I'm following my
27:37
spiritual path. I don't know. I have no clue. I don't know
27:41
I just know because I can. I've got a knowing. I just know
27:45
it's time. That's all I know. So I'm just going with it and
27:49
having faith and seeing whatever it's going to go for. And I don't recommend
27:52
this for everybody out there, but I've got a trust in honor myself,
27:56
and that's what I feel within myself, this journey that I'm going going through,
28:03
going on, traveling through, trying to find ways to enjoy all of
28:07
it. Sometimes some of it doesn't feel so enjoyable. But checking in with
28:11
the self, give them myself a pep talk, I recognize so much like
28:15
we. I love the ego. I love how our minds love to be
28:18
solution oriented so that there's something for it to do. And when I say
28:23
that, I listen to somebody else and they say, to give your mind,
28:26
give your give it something to do, Give it something to do,
28:30
and then everything is fine. Give it that. Okay, okay, mine,
28:33
now it's time for you to meditate, so you just give it something
28:36
to do. It's it's we talked not that long ago, we were talking
28:38
about the gym, and it's really a matter of how are we, how
28:42
are we moving forward? What's our motivation. And if our motivation isn't,
28:47
if it's just to look good, you're probably not going to go to the
28:49
gym for very long. You're probably not if it's like you're talking about it,
28:55
if it's to go on there, not that you said that. What
28:57
I'm talking about it that you said is because you want to strong. You
29:00
want to make sure your body strong. We want to have that balance.
29:03
We want to have that you know, if something kind of bumps up against
29:07
us, that we can handle anything, that we'll still be able to manage
29:10
our balance. And that's the same way, just saying that out loud is
29:12
it's the same thing that how we want in our spirituality, all of it.
29:15
We want everything within balance. It's not overdoing one thing or the other.
29:19
But we honored the body because we're in the body right now. So
29:22
honoring the body is giving it exercise, giving it cardio, you giving it
29:26
motion, because the body and motion. And they've been telling us forever.
29:30
Whether it is that true, I don't freaking know, but you know it's
29:33
what they've been saying. I have to start asking your own questions. There's
29:37
just so much stuff that's out there that we've been taking we've just taken for
29:41
face value because we've been told that and then not even questioning it, not
29:45
even checking in with ourselves and feeling it that I could probably sit here at
29:49
the dictionary and probably keep myself busy for the rest of my life just by
29:52
sitting with each word, like how does that feel to me? Okay,
29:56
well, this is a definition that it gave. How does that feel to
29:59
me? Does it feel that way? Because words have it's magic, right,
30:02
it's power, it's get energy. And I still keep bringing up these
30:06
conversations like, come on, people, let's get this ship together. Everything's
30:10
a vibrational everything's a vibrational frequency. There is absolutely zero reason, zero that
30:15
we have to use a vehicle or anything. Honestly, it's a matter of
30:18
getting into a frequency. So let's get there people. The fastes we get
30:22
there, the faster we're going to be doing things, and things are going
30:26
to be different. The faster that we're going to have like an orb that's
30:29
probably about, you know, of a watermelon size, and it's going to
30:33
power our whole homes, you know, and and the homes around. It's
30:37
like there's all these things that are there. It's like right here and it's
30:41
just a frequency away. So that's why it's so important for us to vibrate
30:45
higher. That's why it's so important for us to look at these triggers so
30:48
we can get this weight off our shoulders. That's why it's so important to
30:51
write down the list. Don't keep all the shit on you in your mind
30:53
anymore, because that plugs you up, that slows you down when you're sitting
30:56
there worrying about things. Like you said, get it on a piece of
31:00
or don't keep it in here. It's not supposed to be kept in the
31:03
body. We're supposed to just get it out of the body and then we
31:04
can process it. Why Because it makes us lighter, because we vibrate higher,
31:08
because we start seeing things differently. We can and then our brain,
31:12
our mind, let's go with the mind. We'll start formulating amazing things for
31:18
that frequency. And then we're not caught up in the distraction of everything because
31:22
we don't need the distraction anymore because we've already grown, we've already evolved from
31:26
it. It's not needed, it's unnecessary. Let's have thought, guys,
31:30
right, when you go back to the mind being a problem solver. As
31:37
you were talking, what came to me was first of all, yeah,
31:41
when we get bored, we create problems because our brain needs something to solve.
31:45
And then the other thing what dropped in was drama. Right, we
31:52
are programmed because of our reptilian brain and the fight flight freeze, because saber
32:00
two tigers being attacked, YadA YadA, it need to survive. Drama,
32:07
of course, is a distraction that it also gives us something to focus on,
32:10
to be to solve a problem. However, we get so caught up
32:17
in the drama and the story that we don't focus on the solution. So
32:25
if something happens there's a death in the family, the drama is there's a
32:31
death in the family, and the sadness and the grief and what I call
32:35
lower vibrational emotions or heavy emotions. The solution is, oh, we just
32:42
lost somebody. Physically, they're not here to hug and have this kind of
32:46
a conversation. Physically, they're not in the physical body anymore, and that's
32:52
teaching us. The solution is to have more of those conversations, to have
32:58
to honor those people who are still in the physical body, to hug them
33:01
more, to say I love you more. Right, So, our mind
33:07
is programmed to focus on drama, and what you do with that information is
33:13
going to be up to you. Again distraction. So either you're gonna don't
33:19
go down that path of just problem oriented, which is the I call it
33:28
fear lane, or you're gonna be solution oriented, which is the love lane,
33:36
which feels better, by the way, because when we get caught up
33:39
in the drama, were in those heavy emotions and it kind of like sucks
33:45
us down right. He's just like we're sifting in the mud or the tar
33:49
pit or it just it just doesn't feel good. And our goal is to
33:53
feel good, to have fun, like you're just saying, to to experience
33:58
that joy. We can't do at when we're focused in the muck and guck
34:02
and sifting in it and staying in it, staying stagnant and being distracted.
34:07
And to grow and evolve and expand. It's it's to be intentional with our
34:15
time and energy and our focus. The key word is they're intentional. I
34:21
mean intentional, which means it takes deliberate focus to not being distracted. That's
34:35
what I got to say about that. Yeah, it's a great motive too,
34:39
because when you're talking. As you're talking about that stuff, what I'm
34:43
recognizing is when you're talking about all the fear stuff and all the other stuff,
34:47
we've been being manipulated that way. So this whole time, your power
34:52
is being controlled. Your power is being taken from you and directed at a
34:57
situation, at a problem, at a source, and it's not being directed
35:04
at yourself. So if you want it, that's a motivation to me,
35:07
if you want that control back for yourself. That's what we have control over.
35:09
We have control on how we feel and we do. And the more
35:15
we learn to get past those triggers and stuff, we're not allowing some outside
35:19
source to control us any longer, which makes us a very powerful being.
35:22
We really are very powerful beings anyways. But that reinforces it. And again,
35:29
you're not putting it to something that's not necessary because it's not it's not
35:36
that distraction and because we can cut myself in my head like that for so
35:40
many times, and then it's like you get one little story gets going and
35:44
the next thing you know, you just know you're in a bad mood right
35:45
because you haven't been paying attention to your mind. You don't even know where
35:49
it came from. You don't even know where it started until you start getting
35:52
into the practice and then you start recognizing and you're like, oh wow,
35:55
then you actually solve the situation much faster. You're no longer in that space.
36:01
You don't have to be in that space for days, months, years,
36:06
lifetimes, because I feel like some of us have done it in lifetimes.
36:09
Not this lifetime, I for sure, but in other lifetimes. I
36:13
will guarantee you I've been that way naturally. I can't see it being any
36:17
other way. I love it. I love it too, and everything is
36:29
serving its purpose. So this word distraction, I know we've used it,
36:36
huh. I said, it's a good thing. It is, and we've
36:40
used this word before lightly, but today it is very powerful. It's like
36:46
it's like the word of the day for me right now because I don't know,
36:50
I've pri already said it a hundred times again. You know, anything
36:57
that's going on in your life that it does it doesn't. You're you recognize
37:01
it doesn't feel good, then our goal is to feel good. Our spirit
37:07
wants to play and have fun and be enjoy and it came here to do
37:12
that. Like I know, I I struggled with that concept for a very
37:16
long time that spirit came here to play and have fun. And I'm like,
37:21
how in the world is it supposed to do that with all this pain
37:24
on the planet, you know, the pain and suffering. Even with the
37:30
pain and suffering around, you can still play and have fun because it's whatever
37:36
we're putting our attention on, really, and there's so much to be excited
37:39
about. There's so much. There's so much things that you can you can
37:44
watch, you can look at and you can get yourself motivated, but you
37:46
can sit and feel things and environments and animals. And it's like just to
37:52
sit outside and watch a bird fly around, like to really don't even label
37:58
it as a bird, but notice it, feel it. What do you
38:00
start feeling inside of your body? What sensations? There's plenty of things.
38:04
This is why I would rather be at home all the time and not have
38:07
to go to do other things. Although I get to grow, but I
38:12
like the I like to play like that and you just lose yourself at the
38:15
time because there is no time when you're in that space. But I like
38:17
to feel those things when you get connected like that. I'd like to sit
38:21
and feel it. I like to feel everything you know, and I guess.
38:28
I guess for probably the first part of my life, I spent myself
38:30
more in the pain, anger and isolation and sent for it. And then
38:38
every every one of those moments, it distracted you from having fun, It
38:45
distracted you from being kiss distracted you from a sense of good feeling. So
38:52
I wanted to throw that in there because it was like coming in It's like,
38:54
yeah, it is. Um. So every moment I feel of uh,
39:00
sit in that space of abandonment, it's distracting me from something greater and
39:06
better and good feeling. I'm just because of what I'm focused on. Yeah,
39:13
same with anger and disappointment and sadness and all that stuff. And what
39:22
you focus on growth, Right, So if you're focused on the fun and
39:25
playfulness and joy and you get more of that, you want more of that,
39:30
and they would get boy, it just keeps coming and coming, and
39:34
you know, notice that that's the space that you want to be in more
39:38
often and you get less distracted. Like that was my part of my whole
39:44
message this morning. So I spent my first part of my life that way,
39:51
and all the anger and everything else, and now I don't have to
39:53
do that anymore. This is my life. I've already been there, done
39:55
that, they got the T shirt. So now I get to have fun
39:59
with everything that I I'm doing now. I already really felt thoroughly all the
40:04
other all the other aspects of those things. And I'm, like I said
40:08
earlier, I'm giving myself permission to let go. But I don't have to
40:12
carry it anymore. It's not it doesn't have to be in motivation. It
40:15
doesn't have to be. It doesn't. It just doesn't have to be.
40:17
It's like to be in an experience. So I get to be in this
40:20
space of love and joy. It's like taking a class right in school,
40:24
taking a class and then taking again during summer school. It's like, really
40:34
earlier, we're still doing this. I keep taking those classes over summer school.
40:42
And I want to write summer. If you think about summer, summertime
40:45
for a lot of people as the time of play because kids are out of
40:49
school. They get to relax quote unquote class and have fun and be playful
40:55
because during the school year, it's what is it, nine months of typically
41:01
nic shoot year round. And I get all that, But when I grew
41:05
up nine months of school work and just activities and just being in it.
41:12
And then summer came. I'm like, whoa. I was like, we
41:15
came wild child because we felt free. But it's like I took the class,
41:22
Why are you going back to summer school? Why are you doing this
41:24
still? And I can laugh about it now because I think it's pretty funny
41:31
because that's just the way I've been showing up. That's awesome, So I
41:39
want to go to summer school no more. I was just sitting here thinking,
41:45
you know, it was we were made to feel like it was like
41:46
a bad thing to do summer school, but some people actually would take summer
41:50
school classes to get rid of a ahead subjects so they could get ahead and
41:53
summer school was easier and you weren't there full time. You actually have to
41:58
devote more time to the subject. So again it goes all the way back
42:00
to perspective. How do you want to perceive something? And that's a difference
42:05
between being a victim and being free. As soon as you said I was
42:12
like, ooh, perspective. I just shifted my perspective because I would I
42:16
thought the same thing too, because my mind was thinking some movie that I
42:21
only had seen part of it. And they had to go to summer school
42:22
and it was such the horrible thing to have to go to summer school.
42:25
They're like, oh really, because everybody made it feel like that, right.
42:30
So that's the thing that we're getting out from under everybody else's ideals and
42:35
feelings about things. Now it's up to us to feel what feels good to
42:39
us. And we don't let someone else define our words for us. We
42:42
don't know anyone else to find our lives or who we are for us because
42:46
every time that I sit here and I feel like, oh God, maybe
42:50
maybe they didn't like me because I did this, and maybe they didn't like
42:52
me because of that I did that, and you know all these other things
42:54
that I'm trying to be for everybody else, and that's not the way it
42:58
works. I have to be myself. I get to have this experience for
43:01
myself, and everybody else gets the opportunity to get the permission to do the
43:06
same thing. Why Because why bab looks like she's kind of enjoying life.
43:10
There's been a lot going on in her life and she's just having a good
43:14
old time. Because that's my focus. That's my focus now, it's not
43:19
always one of these days, you guys are all going to see me and
43:22
I'm always going to be happy, always doing it. Oh clear that now,
43:29
because it's a choice, right, it doesn't. What's what's it?
43:32
What feels better when you see somebody when they're smiling or scowling. It feels
43:36
better when they're smiling. Of course if you're in a bad mood, well
43:38
then that that just lets you know, hey, maybe you need to kind
43:42
of pick yourself up a bit, you know, listen to some good music.
43:46
Put your feet in the dirt. I just heard about that again recently.
43:52
You know. I had a person that had surgery done and they're having
43:53
swelling and some other stuff, and I'm like, get outside and put your
43:58
feet in the dirts. It's not anymore. Medicine is not anymore. Go
44:00
take a motor and ad gol of any any anti inflammatory. It's not a
44:07
matter of go to take that. Go put your feet in the dirt.
44:08
Go sit out there for a few minutes. Once the last time you're outside.
44:12
How many people actually even go outside, And especially when it comes to
44:15
the summertime, there's do you have to pick your times? But I mean
44:19
sometimes you can get cold inside of a building, and that's a good way
44:22
to get outside for ten minutes or so. But we just don't and we're
44:25
not enjoying life. For me, if as long as I have windows around
44:29
me, I'm okay if I'm inside, but not for long period of time,
44:32
because I've got to be able to go outside. It's just part of
44:35
my just my nature. Yeah. On the same way, you gotta have
44:39
windows. I gotta be able to see out of those windows. True.
44:47
Yep. Every morning we have blinds, and every morning crack those blinds open
44:52
so I can see outside. Yeah, I usually do, but lately I've
44:58
been keeping them a little bit close in the living room because of the just
45:01
cooler in the house. Yeah, but then remembering the step outside, right,
45:07
Oh yeah, I do definitely do that a few times a day,
45:08
and sometimes it may only be for five minutes or so at a time,
45:12
but I do do it quite quite often. I was never one when I
45:17
worked. I was a detention officer at our local, our county jail,
45:22
and I was lucky because I got to do transport. I wasn't the person
45:27
that was stuck in the side. I was always around windows. I was.
45:30
I was able to transport inmates to appointments of all kinds. But it
45:38
got me in and out. I was never stuck in one place. I
45:40
wasn't looking at the same rolls because otherwise it just didn't do it. I
45:45
had I had to get up a move because for me, if I get
45:47
bored with something, forget it. I'm done. It's done, I'm over,
45:52
it's ready to go. But that's the way, that's not a bad
45:55
thing. That's the way things are supposed to be. That lets us know
45:58
the check mark. I don't need that anymore. Yeah, I don't need
46:01
it. I love these check marks. I'm like, yeah, me too.
46:07
Done. Yeah you're yep, we're done with that. Yeah. And
46:15
it makes me wonder, well, we get like as we evolved, we
46:17
raise higher and higher and higher. I wonder if it'll be where we no
46:22
longer feel that fight or flight urges anymore, because I would feel like it
46:25
wouldn't need to be there as much because we were not using our animal instinct
46:30
or like a reptilian brain to motivate us to do something. We're actually connected
46:36
to our guides and our intuition, and everything kind of flows a little bit
46:40
differently, and we kind of we probably would stay out of most problems just
46:45
because you can see it from a different perspective and just you wouldn't you wouldn't
46:49
drive that way, you know, like being the young girl and always liking
46:52
the bad boy, right, you like the bad boy because he's they're defiant.
46:55
And it's like, if I even think about that, a lot of
46:59
times the raising those that was it wasn't about the person. It was about
47:02
the energy of itself, not being told what to do, not being bossed
47:06
around, being your own boss, and it was that was the pushback.
47:09
I was fighting back against those things, but recognizing from a spiritual perspective,
47:15
it's motivation rights, it's um going full steam ahead and not allowing something to
47:21
block you or distract you or make you feel less than or whatever. Like
47:27
all the abandonment issues we're talking about, all those things that distract us from
47:31
outside of ourselves or take us from from inside of us to outside of ourselves.
47:37
Distraction being trained that you've got to go to a job, you've got
47:39
to work, you know, forty hours a week, you need to retire
47:42
at this age, and everything else to set up your family, do the
47:45
four oh one k And I'm not telling anybody not to do these things.
47:47
But those are all boom boom boom, somebody else's ideal for doing things.
47:52
I can't tell people that you can't achieve and acquire the same amazing things by
47:58
doing things differently. You don't have to do it exactly the way somebody else
48:00
said to do it. I think if you trust your internal guidance, you're
48:06
going to be pulled in the direction that you're everything's always going to be taking
48:08
care of her. Again, back to your conversation, there's nothing to worry
48:13
about. There's there's nothing to worry, there's no fears, there's then there
48:16
is no distractions. So these things I wonder about, I just wonder about,
48:21
like the dwell the I wonder about once as we're raising because I feel
48:25
like a lot of this stuff we just have what duell the and knowing don't
48:29
go together. They just don't. They are two separate energies, right you
48:31
just when you know you know that's it. It's a feeling with insid of
48:35
yourself that doesn't matter what anybody else says. And it's not a defiant thing.
48:39
It's just a matter of fact thing, Like I know that God loves
48:43
me, matter of fact, I know the duality of that would be,
48:50
Um, God doesn't love me, nobody loves me. Um, I'm separate
48:55
from God. Um, I don't have the ability to right. That's to
49:01
me is the duality the opposite of and to know that takes you down on
49:06
the levels too. Right, So you're I'm talking about going vibrating higher,
49:08
So that would be a lower vibrational frequency that you would be in tune with.
49:13
But I don't know that we would have those feelings of duality the higher
49:17
we stay in a vibrational frequency. In all this use by D versus three
49:22
D, because it's two different emote you're not going to feel the same things
49:25
in both places. You're not going to have the same You're not even probably
49:30
going to have distractions. Well, I would say you wouldn't be distracted when
49:34
you're in five D. You're not how you're not distracted because your focus,
49:36
you're connected, you're up here. But we can be distracted on the three
49:39
D, right, we can have the duality. On the three D,
49:43
we could have male female, we can have um labels and names. But
49:50
on a vibrational frequency higher, then it's a familiar energy, it's a we
49:53
don't have to have names for it. Of course, then you say,
49:57
oh, I talk to but I would just splash a of your face in
50:00
their mind and they would know exactly what I'm talking about. I'm just saying
50:04
some of the stuff to kind of expand people's minds because we don't have I
50:07
just don't think those things exist in both places. I don't think we stay
50:13
in one place one hundred percent of the time because our conversations, that people
50:17
that we are around, there's just different things until we can maintain that space.
50:22
But I'm certainly a help a lot better than I ever was at any
50:25
other part of my life up to this point. I mean honestly, well,
50:30
even in a higher vibrational frequency, we wouldn't even be having a conversation.
50:34
We would just be We would be each other's energy and feel we would
50:38
there be communication telepathically because we've even heard communications. I would believe because we
50:45
have communications like that, language is a three D thing. Yeah. So
50:52
the next time we do do this podcast, EV and I are just going
50:57
to sit here and stare into the camera at each other, and you guys
51:00
can pick up on what we're channeling. Practice will practice with mind of buying
51:07
conversation like a full on conversation. And then when they're when you can take
51:12
the seat from my hand, grasshop A yeah, he gets the shop sticks.
51:19
You know you've achieved in lighten enlightenment, that's part of the process.
51:23
But I do feel like we are going in that direction. I really do.
51:27
And that's where honesty and ticherity come into play, because there's no place
51:30
for its hide anymore. And maybe that's what it really what's a lot a
51:35
lot of what's going on now? Anyways, the vibration that has changed,
51:37
frequency has changed, so we have more people that are becoming aware of things.
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And now becoming aware of things doesn't mean that we have to go dive
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down the rabbit hole. It doesn't mean we have to give a lot of
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energy to but it's opportunities to pray straight, send streams of grace because I'm
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not saying things that aren't happening. They are happening on a three D plane.
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So from a five D perspective, we can have a heck of a
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lot of a benefit to this three D area to help raise everybody else up.
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And that's isn't that really what we want? When people come to us.
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I want them to be healed one hundred percent. But if they feel
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better right now, that's all I have control over, right, And I
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don't even have control over that, even though it's I get the false idea
52:20
that I do have control over that, because you can when you're in a
52:22
good space, people that come in, are around you and talk to you
52:27
get into a good space. Whether they stay in it is up to them.
52:30
So it's not for me to babysit and hold their hands and make sure
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that everything's great. And that's and that goes for my family and my littles.
52:37
I mean, they're my everything, but at the same point, they've
52:40
got to have their lives. They've got their own ideals, their own thoughts
52:45
that are already going through their heads, their own we're just a distraction tip
52:50
and those portable eyes. Well, and then you know, you and I
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come together and we have this conversation once a week, and afterward words we
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go back. It's like we go back to our lives. However, because
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we've had these conversations now for like three years and we've been growing and expanding
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because of it. We go back into our lives, but we're still having
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the conversations with Spirit, with God, with source, we're still asking those
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questions and still getting guidance. And so it's similar to when you're feeling down
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and you're in somebody's presence who is feeling upbeat and contributing to you feeling better
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and how you know, encouraging you to laugh, and you feel a lot
53:39
better in their presence. But then when they leave the room and now it's
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you and you're going stepping back into your you know reality, do you hold
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that energetic vibration or do you dip back down into where you were before you
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came into the presence of that person. So that's what Bev and I have
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been doing that UM having the conversations like we we talk what a few times
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a week, and this is a conversation we're having, and our other UM
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communication is usually through a text which is very brief, very short. It's
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not full on conversations like this. And so we have these conversations. We're
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stirring up this energy where UM expanding our conversations about higher consciousness and different things
54:46
of the space that five D three D and we're opening up as those channels.
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And then as we're moving through our lives, separately in physical form,
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meaning separately, we're still asking those questions, and we're still curious, and
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we're still and you know, information comes to us through podcasts, through books,
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through other conversations, through just channeling information through automatic writing. So this
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is our practice, and it's it's a choice on you know again, do
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I stay in that good feeling space that I was just encouraged to be in
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because of this person that I got to spend a few moments with, or
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do I go back into my sadness or my anger or my disappointment or whatever
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that is and then keep going about my day. Either way, I think
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you're evolving right either way of personally involving and one is being the passenger and
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one's being the driver. I'm like, all right, either we're gonna be
55:59
on this high flying disc or you need to open the door and tuck and
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roll, bitch, because I'll be right back. That's funny, You're funny.
56:14
We gotta have some humor, man, we gotta have some laughter.
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I think that's supposed to be fun. I think we've talked about that a
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couple of times. Being just you know, it doesn't matter what you're doing,
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a lot of times, I think we think of a you think of
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a priest or a nun, or someone's spiritual or religious, that they've got
56:30
to be all this seriousness and it's not. That's totally unnecessary, that is
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not for me form. What what feels like right for me is that's that's
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not right, that that's not how we were intended to be. We were
56:45
intended to be happy. I think about angels flying around, you know,
56:47
the little cherubs, just to just joy, just flying around, And to
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me, that feels good and I'd rather be and either way, like like
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I was saying, either way, it's it's you're you're growing if you took
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the time to notice that, hey, I felt good while I was talking
57:02
to Amy and then went back out to hang out with a familiness like I
57:06
don't feel so good. It's that right there, you're still learning something,
57:09
you're having an awareness of something. But it doesn't mean And then I used
57:13
to be in that victim state would be like, oh, I can't hang
57:15
around these people anymore because they're so bad, and well you know they're they're
57:19
just they're dragging my vibe down. Man. But but at real that's not
57:22
true. Someone someone has any I guess if they can bring your vibe down,
57:30
you weren't in a good space in the first place. And there's nothing
57:31
wrong with that either, because again, you're just receiving information from your gauges
57:36
letting me know that this doesn't feel good right now, because I've caught myself
57:39
several times in the last few weeks. Man, I thought I was in
57:43
a lot better place than I was right then because I had a reaction,
57:46
right, because I had a reaction to something that I know exactly. But
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it's cool because again, man, I'm glad. I'm so thankful for those
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little messages. I'll take them with grace and me every time. I love
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those messages. Well even so is when you know, an experience comes up
58:06
and I feel like I'm in a good space and somebody comes at me like
58:10
almost feeling like verbally attacked in a way, I might come back at them
58:19
in an attack attacking type of way, but it was a whole lot less
58:23
anger behind it. Yeah, right, it wasn't as aggressive. So that
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just tells me, Wow, look at you go. You're doing pretty good
58:32
and were trooble to use your voice, Yeah, and thoughtful because you've become
58:37
more thoughtful about what you're going to how you're even going to respond to that
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person. Yeah, that's the old ways of it, because that's an old
58:45
way for me. Mine was if you come at me, I'm coming at
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you because and it wasn't because I wanted to, It was just an automatic.
58:52
Right, I'm back then, I'm back on fight or flight again because
58:54
I'm automatically responding to the energy around me with whatever's being brought to me the
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same way that it's being brought to me. And now I might get I
59:04
might find myself in that same posture but say coming forward. But then I
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recognize and I'm a little bit more thoughtful about some of the things I'm going
59:09
to say. Right, I slow down because I don't God, that's one
59:14
thing I've learned. We don't want to trigger people. I don't mind if
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if my actions triggered you, But if I'm personally coming out trying to push
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your buttons, that's another thing. That's another thing altogeunder because that's control of
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manipulation. And I think if when people start recognizing, they'll recognize that a
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lot of us have been in that under that guys, that's that's the way
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life is, and it's and it's not. It doesn't have to be well
59:38
even so when you're when you take yourself going back to what you're saying,
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you know, if I feel like I'm doing pretty good, and then I
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go go back into this spase of being around other people, family, whoever,
59:51
and now you don't feel so good because quote unquote they made me feel
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this way, They made me feel bad about myself, they made me feel
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angry, they said something that you know, pissed me off or whatever.
1:00:04
That's allowing them to control you. Because nobody can make you feel any way
1:00:09
except to you. You get to choose how you feel. You get to
1:00:15
choose whether you want to be angry or you get to choose to stay in
1:00:17
that space of well, I feel pretty good, and that people wouldn't even
1:00:22
phase you, just like what we're talking about, Like somebody comes at me
1:00:27
accusing me of something, and I come back at them in that forward motion
1:00:32
of aggressiveness. But I'm also mindful that because that's my automatic reaction. But
1:00:39
I'm also mindful of stick to the facts. Right, this has been a
1:00:45
thing. Stick to the facts because the facts is speaking truth and I'm not,
1:00:51
like you said, pushing the buttons to get them all riled up and
1:00:53
saying something that that I may regret later, right, just because I'm being
1:01:00
a bitch about it. I'm just gonna say this anyway. And it was
1:01:07
I used my voice, I raised my voice, but I also stuck to
1:01:10
the facts and said, hey, that's not what happened. This is why
1:01:15
I did this, Because I said, I also had a similar experience recently
1:01:21
with that, and I was like, ah, time out, don't come
1:01:24
attacking me, because this is the reason why I did it, and your
1:01:29
perception of it is different. Right. So I was very proud of myself
1:01:34
because I was able to use my voice to stand up for myself, not
1:01:39
to come at it in a way of causing more problems. Yeah. Right,
1:01:45
So you know the difference, and I felt good about I was like,
1:01:50
look, how strong I am now because you're standing your truth. And
1:01:55
truth doesn't have to argue it for itself. It never has to. It's
1:01:59
just it's a matter of fact and the thing. And if we recognize again
1:02:04
it was it's old trainings. It's old trainings to think that somebody else is
1:02:07
was the one that was your that caused the problem in the first place,
1:02:12
look at it. You just made your sister cry. I hope you're happy
1:02:15
with yourself. Guilt control, manipulation one hundred percent, and then also making
1:02:21
you making making someone believe first of all, if you're the one that's the
1:02:24
victim in that situation, making that person realize that I'm a victim because they
1:02:29
made me cry. And I'm not saying that the way it came across and
1:02:34
probablydn't portray very well, but it's just it's nobody really has that control.
1:02:37
Because if I'm standing in my power and I'm recognizing someone else as they're coming
1:02:42
to me, and I'm in my intuition, I'm in my power and that
1:02:45
person's coming to me feeling all those things, I'm not going to be affected.
1:02:47
I can see that person as that wounded child, and I don't have
1:02:52
to stay in that space. But the disrestraction is the distraction is how your
1:02:59
priests eaving that person in that moment. And if you're perceiving them as they're
1:03:04
being controlling, they're being judgmental, they're being critical, they're they're being manipulated,
1:03:08
that's all distraction because they can't do any of that to you, Like
1:03:13
you said, you're standing in your power, standing in your truth. None
1:03:15
of that would be able to be done. Yeah, but it's all it's
1:03:20
crazy. Get to see how as a child, just by saying those kind
1:03:22
of convert just conversation, how it how it victimizes one person, how it
1:03:28
makes them feel like something could be done outside of them that has an effect
1:03:30
on them every single time. And then also making the person feel the bully
1:03:34
maybe perhaps we could use sometimes could make them feel like, well, I
1:03:38
achieve that I am powerful. Yes, so a different, like a whole
1:03:45
different messages, and it's they don't even have to happen that way. It
1:03:47
doesn't have to be that way. It's really just being aware of the words
1:03:51
that we're using as we're training, and it's all this is new stuff for
1:03:53
a lot of people, right, it's a new stuff for me. Right.
1:03:58
Yeah. I mean that's great awareness because I had that conversation before,
1:04:00
But to in that moment be able to have that conversation with the two littles,
1:04:08
especially the one that that feels like they've been victimized and even though that's
1:04:13
not their term, but they cried or they felt, you know, um,
1:04:16
anyway, they get upset. Listen listen, sister, Ain't nobody can
1:04:24
make you feel this way. You're allowing what his actions were to upset you.
1:04:30
Yeah, but that's our trainings. Our trainings have gotten I mean not
1:04:33
our trainings, but we've been trained. I mean, this has been going
1:04:36
on forever. But again, that's how we create the ripple, right,
1:04:40
we are the ripple. So if you want to change everything, and everybody's
1:04:44
a ripple, but what are you rippling out? So ours is change and
1:04:49
enlightenment and upliftment and standing in your power, empowering like all these things I
1:04:56
would probably name list off a whole bunch of words because it's all the same
1:05:00
thing. It's taking you back to yourself, it's leading you back within.
1:05:04
And three are the catalysts of changing generations before us and shifting the energy of
1:05:12
generations that are coming in. So we're I just feel like we are that
1:05:16
catalyst in this lifetime. That's why we're here to do this work because it
1:05:24
was coming in now after us. So the generations, sorry, there's he
1:05:29
he's doing some stuff outside the window, But there are the generations coming in
1:05:33
now. They already get it. They're already they're already getting what we are
1:05:39
what we've been doing our healing around. Yeah, they're having those guys.
1:05:44
I just watched a podcasts recently. This kid was like in it, I
1:05:46
say, could hit. This guy was probably in his mid twenties or earlier,
1:05:53
and he's doing a podcast and he was talking to Suzanne Giseman and he
1:06:00
was already on that wavelength with her, like he was asking questions and getting
1:06:03
what she's already saying, and and and kind of um uh saying repeating what
1:06:13
she was saying, like he like he already knew that. I'm like,
1:06:17
this is so cool, right, these these twenty year olds and younger,
1:06:21
like they're coming in knowing this and it's and it's all energy, it's all
1:06:28
vibration because so many people in our I'm not saying it's just our generation,
1:06:32
but in our generation um have been making these vibrational changes, which is affecting
1:06:41
everything else. So it's it's just so cool. And we've said this before
1:06:45
that before long, this is just going to be normal conversation, just standing
1:06:48
in the store, right, We're just gonna be having these conversations like it's
1:06:53
it's it's normal conversation, not the drama, not focusing on the news,
1:06:58
the politics conversations we're having are going to be the normal conversations. Yeah,
1:07:03
because every single layer of people is creating an area for an opening. It's
1:07:09
paving the way for all these other people come in. The way was paid
1:07:13
for us to get here, and now we're paving the way for the new
1:07:15
ones to come because a lot of them probably wouldn't survive it. Gosh,
1:07:17
you think about that. If you go all the way back to our super
1:07:20
three D, if you go back to like the seventies or the eighties or
1:07:24
whatever, go back into those time frames, a lot of these people probably
1:07:29
wouldn't come in because they wouldn't have survived in this energy. But that's how
1:07:35
we're all paving the way. So we're creating the way and then we're it's
1:07:41
so crazy, we're creating the way, and then it eventually our wisdom will
1:07:45
fade out and then we'll come back in again because others have paid the way
1:07:47
for us. And now it even makes it lighter and different and exciting,
1:07:54
because to me, we're in a very exciting time. Yeah, I agree.
1:07:58
Now, years ago I didn't agree with you, but yeah, but
1:08:04
my life was led by my ego for forever. I mean as far as
1:08:10
keeping the kids safe, going to work. The vehicle I drove the house.
1:08:14
I mean, my ego in so many facets, ran the show.
1:08:17
And now I'm like, Um, I have a truck that gets me back
1:08:20
and forth to work. It's I don't know much about it, but it's
1:08:24
just a vehicle. That's just a vehicle. So this is what I got
1:08:29
until I get my little orrib break and just transport all over yeah, and
1:08:34
not even need it, just to be here. And it's like, Okay,
1:08:36
I'm gonna turn the frequency to this right now because that matches. Um.
1:08:42
I'm trying to even think of a place that I would go to right
1:08:44
now. Let's just say I don't know anywhere anywhere. We'll just stayed in
1:08:48
Mexico. I'm gonna tune us into Mexico right now. I'm gonna vibrate that
1:08:53
frequency. Now I know what that frequency is. I can get my vibrational
1:08:56
frequency to that tone. And now I'm a complete match to this. I
1:09:00
opened my eyes up and I'm sitting in my casita, you know what I
1:09:02
mean. It's just that it's just like that, and I do feel like
1:09:06
that's a very strong possibility. But right now withinside of myself, I have
1:09:11
duality because I am in the three D and in the D I'm in the
1:09:15
human experience and the spiritual. But I recognize a connection between the two,
1:09:18
and I'm living my life more and more actually giving up my freedom, or
1:09:26
not freedom, but giving up my control of it, giving surrendering over to
1:09:30
my higher self, because my higher self had intentions when it came into this
1:09:33
physical body to do things. And now I've already had the ego experience,
1:09:38
so I've had that too, and I love my ego because it's awesome,
1:09:42
but it gets to evolved with me. It's not going to get left behind,
1:09:45
shoved in a corner and a closet, cabinet, a box, anything
1:09:48
like that. You know, I've embraced it, and now I get to
1:09:51
be evolved forward. So now it's up to each one of us, because
1:09:55
I'm giving myself permission to do it, and if someone else was like,
1:09:58
they're going to get permission to do it themselves. Amen, Yeah, let's
1:10:01
do this. Let's do this, all right, let's do it. I've
1:10:05
said, it's a great conversation. I loved it. I did too.
1:10:13
We love that you're hanging out with us and watching us and hopefully implementing something
1:10:17
into your life, even it's just one thing. You just pick one thing
1:10:20
that you could take and help shift your energy, shift your life, shift
1:10:28
your focus, and share us with your friends and family so that they can
1:10:33
be on the on the know as well. So tea time with Amy and
1:10:40
Bev. We appreciate you, your time, your energy, and we will
1:10:44
be back next week. See you later,