Latest / INSPIRE STORY / Feed The Pig
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Wait, before we get into this episode, we want to
- 0:01let you all know that we're going on tour whoa
- 0:05Halloween tour. Let's try it out to die Whoo. We're
- 0:10celebrating almost a full year of Creedcast coming along, and
- 0:14we thought what better way to do it than a
- 0:16nice spooky Halloween tour. Now, friends, there's only four days available.
- 0:21We're going October twenty fourth in Boston, Massachusetts at the
- 0:24Regent Theater, October twenty eighth, the New Orleans, Louisiana at
- 0:28the Lipetite Theater, October thirtieth, and Phoenix, Arizona at the
- 0:32Tempe Improv And October thirty, first Halloween Day in Los Angeles, California,
- 0:37at the Fine Arts Theater.
- 0:39Speaker 2: Yeah, for some reason, you guys liked this show of
- 0:41me and Hunter being absolutely ridiculous while reading much better stories.
- 0:46Speaker 1: But for whatever.
- 0:47Speaker 2: Reason, you all like it, So why don't you come
- 0:49out and watch us do it live where we'll not
- 0:51only harass each other, but we'll get to harass you all,
- 0:53which will be a bunch of fun.
- 0:54Speaker 3: And if you're lucky, you can make Hunter cry.
- 0:57Speaker 1: You can make me cry. Do you want to make
- 0:58me cry? In person?
- 1:01Speaker 2: If you want to, then there's never been a better time.
- 1:03Speaker 1: That is right.
- 1:04Speaker 2: A Halloween tour availability isn't huge. We're trying to do
- 1:09sort of a smaller show. See how people like it,
- 1:11see how it goes. Maybe there'll be bigger ones in
- 1:13the future, but for now, you better get in while
- 1:15you can because once those tickets are filled up, they
- 1:17are gone forever. So if you want to be a
- 1:19part of the first creep Cast Halloween Special tour, get
- 1:23in now while you can.
- 1:25Speaker 3: And thank you all so much for the support.
- 1:26Speaker 2: The fact that this little podcast show of ours that
- 1:29we started out for funzis is now to this level
- 1:31is incredible and you all are fantastic, and really it
- 1:34means a lot.
- 1:35Speaker 3: Thank you.
- 1:35Speaker 1: It's a fun with everything guys said.
- 1:36Speaker 2: Hunter said that you all are pathetic and need to
- 1:39pay out money and start quote earning your keep, but
- 1:42I appreciate you all.
- 1:43Speaker 1: It's a fun, fun way to come celebrate the show
- 1:46a nice full year here, and also it's a great
- 1:49way to just come and hang out and read some
- 1:51spooky stories. And also if you can't make it, it's
- 1:53all good. We will be recording these if you want
- 1:56to come hang out for a bit feel free or
- 1:58if not, catch it on the video. But without further ado,
- 2:02let's get to the episode. Welcome back to creep Cast today.
- 2:08I am joined by my lovely, lovely co host wind Agan.
- 2:14How you doing.
- 2:15Speaker 2: I'm doing fantastic. I'm doing great today.
- 2:17Speaker 4: Today.
- 2:17Speaker 2: I'm more Umpaville because I'm actually hanging out at Upaville's
- 2:21property right now, which hints the setup, hints the very
- 2:25high detailed camera that is so big and right in
- 2:28my face. I feel like I like being small and
- 2:31my normal set up. This is imposting. But yeah, I'm
- 2:35doing great. I'm doing great.
- 2:36Speaker 1: Other than that, well, you suggested a story called to
- 2:39Feed the Pig today, which I'm just working. We gotta
- 2:43throw it out there. We're gonna immediately throw it out there.
- 2:45It is by the author of Tommy Taffy. Now, ladies
- 2:49and gentlemen, Tommy Taffy not a bad story, not a
- 2:53bad author. We're to set the record straight. We're here
- 2:56to give this man the light and stage that he deserves.
- 3:01And I did not know about this till this morning.
- 3:03So if it is bad and gruesome, it is Isaiah's
- 3:06fault mine.
- 3:06Speaker 2: Okay, all to be clear, I'm pretty sure I told you.
- 3:10I think we've mentioned it back during the Tommy Taffy episode. Hey,
- 3:15I think this is the guy that did feed the pig,
- 3:18and so it's not my fault. When I've been suggesting
- 3:22feed the pig for the past couple of weeks, then
- 3:24you don't remember what I said.
- 3:27Speaker 1: I can't be held to my own memory, I can't
- 3:29be held to my own ruition. I am simply a man,
- 3:35all right, Okay. And all I know is when I
- 3:37see and I see the title of a story like
- 3:39feed the Pig, I get very excited because it makes
- 3:43you also think of the movie Hannibal, where Gary Oldman.
- 3:46I'm pretty sure Gary Oldman gets eaten by pigs. A
- 3:48lot of fun, really like it.
- 3:50Speaker 2: Wait, I thought that was Red Dragon where he gets
- 3:52eaten by pigs. It might have been Red Dragon. I
- 3:54thought it was Hannibal. Was hand It might be Hannibal.
- 3:57I'm probably just dumb. Yeah, but yeah, I think I know.
- 4:00I know what you're talking about.
- 4:01Speaker 1: Same same vibe, same deal whenever. All I'm saying is
- 4:04I'm hoping as well as always.
- 4:06Speaker 3: I have not read this.
- 4:07Speaker 1: I don't know what's about, but I'm hoping and I
- 4:10want to hear what you are hopeful for.
- 4:11Speaker 3: You've read this, haven't you.
- 4:13Speaker 2: Okay, so I remember listening to this. I can't remember.
- 4:18I can't remember when I heard this. No, it is
- 4:19high school is high school. I listened to it and
- 4:22liked it. But see, like when we clicked on the video,
- 4:25I mean, when we clicked on the story, it gave
- 4:26us a not safe for work warning. I don't remember
- 4:29that in it. So I'm clearly forgetting some stuff. You
- 4:33also got to realize, like I used to listen to
- 4:36creepy pastas, like on the way to school and back.
- 4:39Like I say so, Like there were so many stories
- 4:44that I thought I remembered everything from Feed the Pig,
- 4:46But I'm probably gonna be surprised because I have no
- 4:48I have no memory of something that would be not
- 4:50safe for work.
- 4:52Speaker 1: I'm hopeful for people getting eaten, possibly possibly children getting
- 4:59eaten by pigs, families having to watch their children getting
- 5:03eaten by pigs. That's the kind of a that's the
- 5:05kind of turmoil, emotional turmoil that I expect. Elias uh
- 5:09Withrow Witherrew with a row with Elias Witherrow the author
- 5:15to give me. He set the bar very high for depravity.
- 5:19I love sanity, I.
- 5:21Speaker 2: Love Tommy Taffy. I thought it was great my story.
- 5:25It was a great story. It was very well written.
- 5:28As we talked about in the episode. I think it
- 5:29goes a little far with some of the descriptions that
- 5:31kind of take it out a whore and bring it
- 5:33into shock value and stuff like that, but it did
- 5:36not take away from the fact that it was very
- 5:38well written. It was very cool. And as I've said prior,
- 5:42grow up.
- 5:42Speaker 1: All right, I'm stoked, I'm ready, I do. It isn't
- 5:45very often, you know. Actually, to be fair, we've had
- 5:47a lot of episodes lately where very strong titles, and
- 5:50I like feed the pig, Feed the pigs, very simple.
- 5:53Speaker 2: I'm kind of getting worried with the not say for
- 5:55Work thing, but that's the best part of these episodes
- 5:58making you uncomfortable.
- 6:00Speaker 1: So that's the best part of our job is that
- 6:02it is actually safer work for us. This is actually
- 6:04our work.
- 6:05Speaker 2: Yeah, that's so true. This is our work. See the
- 6:07not Safe for Work Moniker. Like I understated, it just
- 6:10broadly means like, you know, sexual adult themes, whatever. But
- 6:13it was always a funny title to me. Because I
- 6:15would always imagine someone like in an office cubicle like.
- 6:19Speaker 1: Every timmy taffy, like exactly, look over the shoulder exactly,
- 6:23some guy like agent R Block and a person walks
- 6:25in there.
- 6:26Speaker 3: Like what are you reading? He's like, oh my, oh my, my, yeah.
- 6:34A guy working at like a solar panel company, just
- 6:36being like.
- 6:37Speaker 1: Oh no, no, screaming in the background of this.
- 6:43Speaker 2: Literally like when you were caught making the same excuses
- 6:46I make to the audience, like, well, you're adults, like
- 6:49this is a nothing.
- 6:52Speaker 1: I thought I worked at a solar panel company and
- 6:54on a daycare, right, guys, guys, all right, let's dive
- 7:01in this ship because also I see people, and you
- 7:03know what, I actually want to stretch out just a
- 7:04little bit longer, because you know, I fucking haze when
- 7:06people are like the story starts here, you know what, bitch,
- 7:09We're gonna throw it around to where I'm gonna be
- 7:11like you, it's gonna be very hard and inconvenient for
- 7:14you to get that time code.
- 7:15Speaker 3: Watch this.
- 7:16Speaker 2: I slowly opened first three words, so I've started the story,
- 7:19but we're not reading that right now. You know, it
- 7:21could be it could be I don't know, Well, if
- 7:23I say slowly over my eyes, that's the first sentence of.
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- 8:45Speaker 5: And back to the episode. You should probably actually start
- 8:48talking about this.
- 8:49Speaker 2: Yeah, well, we've played about a minute and a half,
- 8:52so we prevent our point. All right, So feed the pig.
- 8:55Let's get into it. I slowly open my eyes. My
- 9:00head was swimming, and a dull pain surrounded my throat.
- 9:03I was thirsty, that was the first thing I noticed.
- 9:08I licked my dry lips. As my surroundings faded into focus.
- 9:11My body ached, and I realized it was because I
- 9:14was tightly bound to a metal chair in the middle
- 9:16of an empty room. The barren concrete walls were stained
- 9:20and dirty. The floor beneath my bare feet was cold
- 9:23and slightly wet. A single ball blit the room, dangling
- 9:28from the ceiling by a string. It cast moving shadows,
- 9:32and I blinked back darkness. An open door stood before me,
- 9:36but I couldn't see anything but the wall of a hallway.
- 9:41I tried to clear my head, try to remember how
- 9:43I got here. I squeezed my shut and forced myself
- 9:47not to panic. I slowed my breathing and focused my thoughts,
- 9:51desperately trying to summon some recollection of why I was here.
- 9:55Couldn't remember anything. I opened my eyes and exhaled, my
- 10:00parched throat throbbing. I could hear sound echoing off the
- 10:04hallway walls outside the door, screaming, clanging, and howling, all
- 10:09very distant, but that did nothing.
- 10:11Speaker 3: To help calm my nerves.
- 10:13Speaker 2: Hollo, I cried the word, tearing at my vocal cords.
- 10:18I felt my chest hitching pain that I cleared my
- 10:21throat and yelled again.
- 10:22Speaker 6: He did with there, Hollo.
- 10:26Speaker 2: The dark hallway remained silent except for the constant echoes.
- 10:30I shut my mouth, tried to wriggle free of my bindings,
- 10:33but the rope was knotted impossibly tight. I fought back
- 10:37against my imagination as it flooded my mind with horrific
- 10:40scenarios of what awaited me.
- 10:43Speaker 1: I could only remember kind of w's a hostile kind
- 10:47of like rooms or something.
- 10:48Speaker 3: Yeah, like it was like weird torture chambers or.
- 10:50Speaker 1: Something like that, some industrial kind of like place.
- 10:54Speaker 2: The note of what he said is interesting. He can
- 10:56hear screaming, clanging, and a lean. It sounds like, I
- 11:03don't know what that sounds like. It's not good.
- 11:05Speaker 3: It sounds like a machine.
- 11:07Speaker 1: I'm wondering the distance if it's just like, ah, that.
- 11:14Speaker 3: Kind of shit.
- 11:15Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, like people being like four up by side page. Yeah,
- 11:20I like shoved through a machine or something. Because clanging,
- 11:22you imagine like metal machinery, right, that's what I think of.
- 11:26Speaker 1: Well, I'm wondering if it's I pictured almost like chains
- 11:29on pipes or like somebody that.
- 11:31Speaker 3: Kind of thing, and then like oh, slapping around or something.
- 11:35I don't know, I'll find.
- 11:39Speaker 2: Suddenly, footsteps erupted from outside the door, a rapid pattern
- 11:44of small feet. My hopes rose, and I trained my
- 11:47attention on the door. Brain it was helped. A young
- 11:51boy ran into the room, dressed in a red onesie,
- 11:53complete with padded feet stretch. Over his face was a
- 11:58plastic devil mask. The eyeholes revealed massive blue eyes that
- 12:03greeted me curiously. Taken back, I opened my mouth to speak.
- 12:08That's when I noticed something was off. His eyes were huge,
- 12:12impossibly round, and bulging from their sockets. It sent a
- 12:16shiver of unease down my spine, but I shook it off.
- 12:19This child might be able to free me.
- 12:22Speaker 1: Hey, hey, kid, can you get me out of here?
- 12:27Speaker 2: The boy took a step closer, cocking his head but
- 12:30remaining silent. Rattled my bound arms against a chair.
- 12:34Speaker 1: Got me free, Please, I shouldn't be here. This is
- 12:37some kind of mistake.
- 12:39Speaker 2: The boy eyed me behind his strange mask and stopped
- 12:41directly in front of me. He leaned in close and
- 12:44whispered his voice like wet silk.
- 12:47Speaker 5: He get a bag.
- 12:52Speaker 2: Confused, I shook my head.
- 12:55Speaker 1: No, no, this is a mistake. I didn't do anything.
- 13:00Speaker 2: Boys enormous blue eyes suddenly filled with sadness.
- 13:07Speaker 1: Really really man?
- 13:10Speaker 2: All right, so the story had me. I was like,
- 13:12I was there, I was in the room. I was
- 13:15man like the kid. I can't remember their name, that
- 13:21whatever character it was from South Park who sold the
- 13:26steroids to Jimmy for the special Olympics.
- 13:29Speaker 1: Okay, all right, well that's you. That's your kind of
- 13:31interpretation of the voice I'm doing. I'm doing a young
- 13:35child with big, goofy blue eyes.
- 13:39Speaker 7: You did a really, really betty.
- 13:44Speaker 1: A kid.
- 13:45Speaker 2: No, this this sounds like this. You're this is mocking,
- 13:49this is some this is some love.
- 13:54Speaker 3: I'm not going to stop you.
- 13:56Speaker 2: I just want it to be clarified of the audience.
- 13:58And I'm not with him.
- 13:59Speaker 3: I don't.
- 14:01Speaker 6: I could do it.
- 14:03Speaker 8: Now you're in my head. Now you're now you're my head.
- 14:08Better what you want? Would you give me an example?
- 14:11If you want to give me an example of what
- 14:12audience that, maybe you could act like it. It's all
- 14:15I'm saying.
- 14:17Speaker 1: I thought it was I thought it was a legitimate, good,
- 14:20creepy weird thing. You're talking about a kid walk around
- 14:23in a red onesie with a devil Min's gun. Right now,
- 14:27how do you think you should sound?
- 14:28Speaker 3: Go ahead, so, oh you did.
- 14:29Speaker 1: Really really bad?
- 14:30Speaker 2: Not the voice actor. So I'm not the one to
- 14:32ask about this.
- 14:33Speaker 1: I just read sure know how to give criticism as
- 14:35if you are?
- 14:37Speaker 3: What about what about that's for sure?
- 14:39Speaker 7: What about Oh you did a really really bad thing?
- 14:43Speaker 2: If if that's what you think our audience deserves, then you.
- 14:48Speaker 1: Go with I'm I am a grown man trying to
- 14:52do a child's voice, you know, And I'm gonna I'm
- 14:53just gonna let it roll.
- 14:54Speaker 3: It might be different every time.
- 14:55Speaker 2: Who knows well, you know, like I said, if you
- 14:58think that's what the audience deserves, that's on you. I'm
- 15:01just letting the audience know that I'm not in on it,
- 15:05all right, I shook my head again violently.
- 15:08Speaker 6: No, I'm sorry, I don't remember. Just please get me
- 15:13out of this chair.
- 15:15Speaker 2: Suddenly, before either of us could speak again, a man
- 15:18came charging into the room. He was overweight and dressed
- 15:21in overalls, his grizzled face twisted and seething anger.
- 15:25Speaker 3: He was holding a sod Off shotgun in his arms.
- 15:28Speaker 2: I didn't do anything, I cried as he advanced on us,
- 15:32my voice cracking.
- 15:34Speaker 6: I'm not supposed to bear.
- 15:36Speaker 2: The big man ignored me and instead grabbed the kid
- 15:38and shoved him hard against the wall. The boy grunted
- 15:43as his back struck the concrete, and his eyes rose
- 15:45to meet the grizzled man's wordlessly. The man raised a shotgun,
- 15:51placed it against the boy's forehead, and blew his head off. Sorry, hunter,
- 16:01is something funny?
- 16:11Speaker 1: Ah? Oh god like they what a quick altercation? Just
- 16:22blew the child off? Okay, Sorry that you.
- 16:28Speaker 2: All get mad at me for picking stories that involve
- 16:31like Tommy Taffy esque themes or Barosca themes or whatever.
- 16:34Remember this is what I'm working with. Okay, this is
- 16:36what I have to keep happy. This is Let me
- 16:39tell you that was to get something out of just remember.
- 16:43Speaker 1: Let me tell you that that was just that was unexpected.
- 16:46Speaker 3: That was when I expected the child to be more
- 16:48part of the story. Okay, sorry, go ahead.
- 16:50Speaker 2: What about a child being shot in the face? Is
- 16:53so funny to hear?
- 16:55Speaker 1: It was? It was just shocking. It was I was,
- 16:58It was not. That's why I got such a visual
- 17:01reaction on me.
- 17:02Speaker 3: I'm sorry.
- 17:04Speaker 2: Chunks of gore splattered the wall. A shock sludged me
- 17:07in the stomach like an iron fist.
- 17:09Speaker 3: My ears rang.
- 17:10Speaker 2: The time seemed as slow as I watched in Horace
- 17:13the headless body crumbled to the ground. Is that also funny?
- 17:16Would you like to make a joke about that line?
- 17:18Speaker 9: Well?
- 17:18Speaker 1: See, no, now that I've let it say again, Now
- 17:21I'm back.
- 17:22Speaker 3: I can process this. Okay, cool.
- 17:24Speaker 2: My breath rushed back into my lungs, and time seemed
- 17:28to readjust.
- 17:30Speaker 6: Jesus fucking Christ.
- 17:34Speaker 2: I screamed, straining against the ropes, my eyes bulging in a
- 17:37horrific shock.
- 17:38Speaker 7: What the fuck?
- 17:40Speaker 2: The man ignored my screams as he bent down and
- 17:42picked up the boy, slung the ruined corpse over his shoulder,
- 17:46and walked out the doorway. Suddenly the hallway erupted with
- 17:50malicious laughter, the chorus of voices, all howling and leer.
- 17:54I shut my eyes. The noise deafening was absolute terror
- 17:58ard my every pore. After a few moments, the laughter faded,
- 18:03and I cautiously opened my eyes, unable to believe when
- 18:07I just witnessed. Okay, so from whatever that scene, man
- 18:11and the overalls comes in, very reminiscent of kind of
- 18:15like a Texas chainsaw massacre type figure comes in, Yeah,
- 18:19shoots the kid, walks outside and says as they go
- 18:22into the hallway, erupts in laughter and a course of
- 18:24voices all howling in glee. So they're like people outside
- 18:28waiting for the body of the child.
- 18:30Speaker 3: Almost, Yeah, I would assume that.
- 18:32Speaker 1: It almost makes it seem like it's pins or some
- 18:34people are able to actually see what's going on. I'm like,
- 18:37am I I don't know why, but I think that,
- 18:39like in your mind, I don't think people are standing
- 18:42in the hallway. Yeah, in my mind's eye, I don't
- 18:44think people are standing in the hallway. I feel like
- 18:46people are looking from a room out to the hallway
- 18:49and they're just crazed. Maybe, uh kind of like, uh,
- 18:53that's almost designed like prison cell blocks.
- 18:56Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what I'm kind of picturing.
- 18:58Speaker 1: The one thing that's weird is that I'm pretty sure
- 19:01our protagonist he there's no I think his door's just
- 19:05totally open, or there's no door at all if.
- 19:07Speaker 2: I remember, right, Uh, there has to be a door, right, Oh. No,
- 19:10he's chained to a chair or something.
- 19:12Speaker 3: He's changed to a chair.
- 19:13Speaker 1: But I think he I think the door is just
- 19:15open so he can see people just like coming in
- 19:17and like walking by.
- 19:18Speaker 2: And yeah, I think that's what it is. I think
- 19:20you're right.
- 19:20Speaker 3: Okay, Hello.
- 19:23Speaker 2: I jumped as I realized there was another man standing
- 19:26before me. He was dressed in a simple white button
- 19:29down shirt and jeans. His brown hair was cut short,
- 19:32and he appeared to be in his early thirties. His
- 19:36green eyes were dull, lifeless, his full lips pulled down
- 19:39to the corners.
- 19:41Speaker 1: This is what is going on? Where am I?
- 19:46Speaker 2: I cried, new fear pulling to my stomach like hot blood.
- 19:50The man crossed his arms.
- 19:52Speaker 3: M So you have the new one?
- 19:56Speaker 1: You people disgust me?
- 19:58Speaker 2: Is that the kind of That's that the kind of
- 20:00character you think our audience deserves.
- 20:03Speaker 1: I think that, you know what, at this point, yes,
- 20:06at this point, if my acting is going to be
- 20:09under scrutiny, then you all don't deserve me at my best.
- 20:12Speaker 3: I believe I'm giving you gold. So you have a
- 20:15new one?
- 20:16Speaker 1: Huh, people dispatched me.
- 20:19Speaker 2: So as as this show continues into the future and
- 20:23what you ought to remember that this is what he
- 20:25thinks of you, and compare that to how much I
- 20:27love you.
- 20:28Speaker 3: Just remember that's true. That's true, It's true.
- 20:32Speaker 2: Questions bubbled on my lips, but he waved them off
- 20:35with a sharp chop of his hand, slicing the air
- 20:37and demanding my silence. He ran his tongue over his teeth, sneering.
- 20:43Speaker 10: You look like you're already I feel like you should
- 20:45be Southern. You look like you've already seen some of
- 20:48the horrors this place hold. Huh, Yes, I can tell
- 20:52by the look in your eyes.
- 20:54Speaker 3: You're terrified. You've seen something, haven't you.
- 20:58Speaker 5: He doesn't see him all that bad, now, does it?
- 21:01Looking back?
- 21:02Speaker 1: You've been here five minutes and already ship in your pants.
- 21:06Speaker 2: I like themeister Weller's voice. That's pretty good for him.
- 21:10Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like at this point, I
- 21:12don't know why this big sweaty man short off shock.
- 21:14Speaker 3: I feel like he's a little southern. What do you think?
- 21:16Speaker 1: Do we like that?
- 21:17Speaker 3: This isn't the big guy?
- 21:20Speaker 1: No? No, this is the.
- 21:21Speaker 3: Guy that the white bye not.
- 21:23Speaker 1: Yeah yeah yeah, he's all put together, yeah yeah yeah?
- 21:28So where am I?
- 21:31Speaker 3: I gassed? Unable to hold back any longer? What do
- 21:34you people want?
- 21:36Speaker 2: The man crossed his arms behind his back.
- 21:38Speaker 10: I bet you want to get out of here, don't you.
- 21:41I bet you got to go back to your home,
- 21:44your family, everything.
- 21:47Speaker 1: Please? What right did to you?
- 21:49Speaker 11: I'm sorry, I really am, but I don't remember.
- 21:54Speaker 3: Man rolled his eyes. You didn't do anything to me.
- 21:57You did it to yourself.
- 22:00Speaker 5: You don't remember anything.
- 22:01Speaker 2: Huh shook my head, fell, tears breaming in my eyes,
- 22:05liquid fear. The man looked at me with contempt.
- 22:09Speaker 1: You waited until your wife left a wook, and then
- 22:12you went out to the wood shit and hung yourself.
- 22:15Speaker 3: You're diad done, dune dumb.
- 22:19Speaker 1: That's kind of an interesting huk.
- 22:22Speaker 2: I remember all this from the story, because that's like
- 22:23the whole the whole thing. It's famous for online and
- 22:27stuff like that that.
- 22:29Speaker 3: It's like, oh, you're actually dead.
- 22:30Speaker 2: Well, it's as if the story is a depiction of Hell.
- 22:33Speaker 3: Basically, I see, how do you how do you like
- 22:36that reveal? How do you like that?
- 22:38Speaker 4: Uh?
- 22:39Speaker 3: Again, it's a little bit.
- 22:40Speaker 2: I'd be more interested to hear your opinion because I
- 22:42went into reading today knowing it was about Hell. I
- 22:48how do you feel about it? Someone who thought this
- 22:50was like a saw trap thing?
- 22:52Speaker 4: I don't know.
- 22:54Speaker 2: You don't know, you don't know how you feel about it. Disappointed?
- 22:58I guess you feel disappointed in it. You can be honest,
- 23:01you can talk.
- 23:01Speaker 1: Okay, No, kind of just wanted it to be a
- 23:04weird torture thing.
- 23:05Speaker 3: You wanted to be a weird torture thing.
- 23:08Speaker 2: Yeah, it's sad. That's not just a weird torture thing.
- 23:11Good dead, Yeah, that's sad. I understand. Well, think of
- 23:16it this way. What is Hell if not just one
- 23:19really long weird torture thing. Right, Yeah, so we can
- 23:24we can still do the weird torture stuff, buddy, And
- 23:26you know, we can still get all of that, and
- 23:28this just opens up the door now for maybe some
- 23:31more supernatural elements to it, right, guy, that's what I thought. Okay,
- 23:38so we can we can have our weird torture thing.
- 23:40We can also have demons and monsters. And it also
- 23:43means that you can probably get an unrealistic amount of
- 23:46blood and Corey, maybe they'll bring in another kid and
- 23:49shoot them in the face again, you think, I think
- 23:53they might. Okay, because now now that it's hell, you
- 23:58could realistically shoot as many kids in the face as
- 24:01you want.
- 24:02Speaker 5: That's pretty cool.
- 24:03Speaker 2: That's pretty cool, isn't it. You could just infinitely, it
- 24:06couldn't even be the same kid, just over and over
- 24:08brought back to be shot in the face. Would that
- 24:10make you happy?
- 24:11Speaker 3: It'd be fun.
- 24:12Speaker 2: It'd be pretty fun, wouldn't it. So you know, maybe
- 24:16don't count it out yet. See where it goes from here,
- 24:17see what it does with its new idea. Okay, okay,
- 24:23all right, The recent memory rose in my mind like
- 24:26a monster from a bog. My eyes went wide. As
- 24:30much as I wanted to deny it, he was right.
- 24:33I killed myself, isn't it? Tore through my brain like
- 24:36a bullet train, left me.
- 24:38Speaker 3: Really I'm Danny, by the way.
- 24:42Speaker 2: The man said, you ording the shocked look on my face.
- 24:45Speaker 1: And I'm number two here I run the orientation process.
- 24:50I want to make this quick because I'm tired of
- 24:51repeating this fucking thing to you pathetic suicidals.
- 24:55Speaker 3: You get one question before I begin. Okay, how does
- 24:59that make you feel? Does that perk you up to it?
- 25:01Speaker 4: Any?
- 25:02Speaker 2: I'm the orientation. You get one question. That's how this works,
- 25:05you know, don't make.
- 25:06Speaker 3: You feel anything? Huh a little bit. Maybe get a
- 25:09little bit of a unique depiction here.
- 25:12Speaker 2: Maybe this won't be your standard pitchfork and you know
- 25:16whatnot It's like, oh, it's we have a whole process.
- 25:19Speaker 3: There's an orientation. You can get one question.
- 25:21Speaker 2: I'm imagining this guy, but thanks to your stunning voice acting,
- 25:24I'm imagining Danny is like a Walton Goggins type.
- 25:27Speaker 4: You know.
- 25:28Speaker 3: So that's cool.
- 25:28Speaker 2: You have like a like a salesman type as the
- 25:31front door for hell. Isn't that kind of cool?
- 25:35Speaker 4: Yeah?
- 25:35Speaker 3: Gosh, yeah, it's pretty cool.
- 25:38Speaker 2: He stared down at me, and I scrambled to organize
- 25:40my thoughts into something cohesive. This was all horrifying. What
- 25:44I killed myself I fought against the fog and panic,
- 25:48and the midst of confusion slowly began to lift. I
- 25:51just lost my job. Yeah, yeah, that was the start.
- 25:55I squeezed my eyes shut and forced more of the
- 25:57memory to emerge. I lost my job and I was
- 26:01about to lose the house. My wife tess she found
- 26:05out and was going to leave me. I didn't have
- 26:08any way out, didn't have any options. Getting fired had
- 26:12come out of the blue, and I didn't have much
- 26:14in savings. I was broke, seemed to be homeless. My
- 26:19wife hated me for it. There was something else. Yes,
- 26:23that's right. She'd been cheating on me. I had seen
- 26:27text on her phone while she slept one night. I
- 26:29confirmed my suspicions. My life had degraded to shit, and
- 26:32I had run out of options. Humiliated and ashamed, I
- 26:36decided death was my only option.
- 26:38Speaker 1: I'm imagining that he looks over at his wife's phone
- 26:42and there's just like a nude pick, and he's like,
- 26:44oh my god, he's been getting she's been getting nude
- 26:46picks from other men. Be like, look over and it's
- 26:49just a guy doing a goat brain.
- 26:52Speaker 3: A goat brain.
- 26:54Speaker 1: Yeah, it's where you shove your balls to the back
- 26:56of your legs and picking out the back of your.
- 27:01Speaker 3: Just his ass on the goat brains.
- 27:03Speaker 1: That's the new Oh my suspicions are true.
- 27:10Speaker 3: My investigation.
- 27:14Speaker 1: Inspector Gadget finds out that his wife is cheating on him.
- 27:18Go go Gadget. Broken heart.
- 27:22Speaker 2: That's a funny visual you have, like a like a
- 27:24Sherlock Holmes type inspector, like nineteenth century.
- 27:28Speaker 3: It's just like the.
- 27:30Speaker 1: Giant magnifying glass on the on the on an iPhone screen.
- 27:33It's just a guy doing a goat brain and spread
- 27:36his assle open. It's like the most vulgarts.
- 27:43Speaker 4: That he's like, yeah, yes, very dressed.
- 27:47Speaker 9: I think me wife may be cheating on I. It's
- 27:51like it's like she's getting pictures of his wife just
- 27:55like in the most unholy positions.
- 27:58Speaker 3: Just oh yeah, just awful. And he's like, what could
- 28:02all this mean? Where had I better sleep on it?
- 28:08This case is nearly cracked about the clars.
- 28:12Speaker 1: Yeah, the clues keeps stacking, just like just tons and
- 28:18tons of those kinds of pictures just being she's like
- 28:21holding it in front of his face and just swiping.
- 28:23So she's just like going through the gallery on her phone.
- 28:28Speaker 3: I feel like she's trying to tell me something. She's like,
- 28:30this is why I'm leaving you.
- 28:31Speaker 2: And he's standing there like the full like tweeds stitched
- 28:34overcoat with the hat and like the pie, sweating profusely
- 28:38underneath a doubt. She's like, this is why I'm leaving you,
- 28:42showing and he's like, what.
- 28:44Speaker 3: Could it all mean? What?
- 28:47Speaker 5: Sweetheart?
- 28:48Speaker 9: Why?
- 28:49Speaker 1: He's just always inquisitive. She's like, I don't know how
- 28:53to make it any more clear. I'm done.
- 28:55Speaker 5: Hmm, what was the first thing I did wrong?
- 29:00Speaker 1: There has to be to get to the bottom of this,
- 29:04So he says, I had decided death was my only option.
- 29:07Speaker 3: Hey, fucker, do you have a question or.
- 29:09Speaker 2: Not, Danny said, snapping his fingers in front of my face.
- 29:13I was sucked back into reality and I asked, the
- 29:15only question that mattered.
- 29:18Speaker 5: Is this hell?
- 29:20Speaker 2: Danny snortes, That's always what people ask if you.
- 29:25Speaker 3: Getting a pace back and forth in front of me.
- 29:28Speaker 1: Now, this is not hell.
- 29:31Speaker 12: It's not heaven either. This is the Black Farm. And
- 29:35no I didn't name it. Then this is where God.
- 29:39Since the souls who have ended their own life suicidals,
- 29:42you see, he doesn't really know what to do with you,
- 29:46and neither does the Devil. There are genuinly good people
- 29:50who kill themselves. Seems cruel to banish them to hell
- 29:52for altunity, for a moment of weakness. Right personally, I
- 29:56think God and the Devil were just tired of arguing about.
- 29:59Speaker 5: It, and so oh they send them here to the
- 30:02Black Farm.
- 30:04Speaker 3: Did God create this place?
- 30:07Speaker 2: I asked, growing more and more confused. Danny spent on
- 30:10the floor chuckling.
- 30:13Speaker 1: Sure, I saw a point, but he lost control of
- 30:16it and he put the pigs in charge.
- 30:20Speaker 2: It's the pigs, I asked. I'm sure I wanted to
- 30:23know the answer. So how are you feeling now?
- 30:25Speaker 3: Huh, I don't know.
- 30:28Speaker 2: You don't know, Okay, okay. It's not Heaven or Hell.
- 30:33It is the Black Farm. And Danny says he lost
- 30:36God lost control when he put the pig in charge.
- 30:40Speaker 1: Does optimistically. Optimistically, I'm like, ooh, that's fun because it
- 30:43kind of reminds you of this, Heideshihino comic.
- 30:47Speaker 3: I think it's just literally called pig farm.
- 30:48Speaker 1: Pessimistically, I think to myself, the most all knowing being
- 30:53created a place called the Black Farm, and he put
- 30:57walking talking pig people in charge.
- 31:00Speaker 3: That's that's the pessimistics. That's explicitly a pig. It's called
- 31:04the pig.
- 31:05Speaker 1: No, I'm just I'm just saying that. That's that's where
- 31:07my pessimistic mind's at. Okay, My I want to have
- 31:10fun things. I'm like, oh, the flavor of this is nice.
- 31:13It reminds me of that horror manga that I read.
- 31:15Speaker 3: Yeah, it's very.
- 31:18Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. The visuals are fine. Now I'm
- 31:21picturing it a bit more, not necessarily to stop in,
- 31:24but a bit more surreal, like maybe like if you
- 31:26went outside, the skies would be blacker.
- 31:29Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, I like red, or something like a very
- 31:32limbo sort of place. Yeah yeah, yeah, Well, what's the pig?
- 31:37Speaker 2: I asked, I'm sure I wanted to know the answer.
- 31:40Danny held up a hand, annoyed.
- 31:42Speaker 1: Can I fucking finish? God created this place eons ago,
- 31:46put the pigs in charge, and they forgot about it
- 31:49for a while. Well, when his back was toned, the
- 31:53pig decided to use his own new powers to try
- 31:56and create his own little world.
- 31:58Speaker 12: This mess you see around you as the fractured remains
- 32:01of that experiment, The Black Farm used to be a
- 32:04lot nicer. But the pig wanted the things to be different.
- 32:09He wanted to create his own vision. These people, you see, these.
- 32:13Speaker 1: Monsters, they are the pigs attempts to create functioning life
- 32:18instead of mirroring God's.
- 32:20Speaker 12: These mutated, horrible creations are full of sin and hatred.
- 32:25They run rapid here, unabashed.
- 32:28Speaker 5: This place is chaos.
- 32:31Speaker 12: The Black Farm is a circus of freaks and monsters,
- 32:34and it's the old eternity.
- 32:36Speaker 2: If you're boiled in my gut like thick oil, No, no,
- 32:40this couldn't be my end. I didn't believe in stuff
- 32:42like this. This wasn't real. I'd wake up soon and
- 32:45realize I was just seven.
- 32:46Speaker 3: A nightmare that had to be it.
- 32:49Speaker 2: Then he stood before me and lightly slapped my face. Hey, hey,
- 32:54don't go into his stacks on me. I haven't finished yet,
- 32:57raised my teary eyes to meet his. Danny smiled.
- 33:02Speaker 3: You can always feed the pig.
- 33:06Speaker 2: My breath pushed from my lungs like burning steam. What
- 33:11does that mean, Danny spread his hands, still smiling.
- 33:16Speaker 12: It's as simple as that. Feed the pig. If you
- 33:21do so, there's a chance to send you back to
- 33:24your life and what happens if it doesn't, you get
- 33:31sent to Hell. So flip a coin if you have one,
- 33:35stay here with us, or feed the pig. If you
- 33:38choose to stay, I'll let you go. I'll let you
- 33:42go out there, he said, pointing towards the door. But
- 33:47let me assure you what awaits you at the end
- 33:50of that hallway. Well, let's just say hell. Isn't that
- 33:54much worse?
- 33:57Speaker 2: Swallowed hard, trying my best to digest everything. Why wouldn't
- 34:01I try feeding the pig? Whatever that man, there's even
- 34:05a sliver of hope, I would take it an eternity
- 34:08in this place, the black farm be sent to Hell, or.
- 34:14Speaker 3: Or feed the pig.
- 34:16Speaker 2: I would do anything for a chance to go back.
- 34:19This night maya made my problem seem nothing in comparison.
- 34:23Danny raised a hand before I could speak.
- 34:26Speaker 5: I let you think on it for a while. I'll
- 34:28be back later.
- 34:30Speaker 2: I want to feed the pig, I cried, not wanting
- 34:33to spend another second in this awful room. I could
- 34:36hear a woman screaming down the hallway, her cries rising
- 34:39as something meaty pounded into her.
- 34:42Speaker 4: Oh, out of nowhere. Alright, Well that was uncomfy. All
- 34:55it was.
- 34:59Speaker 1: I get blamed for laughing at a child getting his
- 35:01head blown off, and oh something.
- 35:03Speaker 3: Meat he pounded pounded into her. I wasn't laughing at that.
- 35:06I was laughing at like the story had none of that.
- 35:10And then it's no, I know, yeah, well, I mean,
- 35:12to be fair, it could be like thuds of a punch.
- 35:15Speaker 2: To be fair, sure, they could be just like taffy
- 35:19story works. When something was it was a WWE game.
- 35:23Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, it was a tombstone pile driver.
- 35:26Speaker 3: Yeah yeah. My breath came in sharp pulls and my
- 35:30throat burned. Then he noticed the noise and grinned. Sounds
- 35:34pretty bad, huh, he.
- 35:37Speaker 2: Said softly, as the woman's voice creaked with agony. Something
- 35:42was still slamming into her, the sound of beaten flesh
- 35:44igniting my imagination with hors that could be punching.
- 35:49Speaker 1: I think it's someone getting fucking beaten to death.
- 35:51Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, that's what it's for sure.
- 35:54So what do you think about him being immediately like
- 35:57I want to feed the pig.
- 35:58Speaker 3: I mean, I'd probably do the same, yeah, but I
- 36:00feel like he.
- 36:01Speaker 2: Needs to know more before he makes that decision, because
- 36:04like the guy described Danny described it as a coin
- 36:08flip between hell or going back to Earth. Right, Yeah,
- 36:12so like that that seems like something you would want
- 36:15more info in before you do it, You.
- 36:17Speaker 3: Know, No, I think so as well.
- 36:20Speaker 1: I guess I'm trying to put my I'm trying to
- 36:22leave my rational brain to the side, and I'm trying
- 36:25to picture myself if I was already tied up in
- 36:28this hell scape of a place too. I found out
- 36:31that pigs tried creating life and they basically ended up
- 36:33with this weird Tim Burton world, I would probably just
- 36:36be like, I'm fuck it, I'm I'm ready to try it.
- 36:39Get me the fuck out of here.
- 36:40Speaker 3: Sure, he's going through a lot right now, but I.
- 36:44Speaker 1: Mean I think a more rational person you would need
- 36:46to be like, well, what does that mean?
- 36:47Speaker 3: What does that entail?
- 36:48Speaker 2: You know all that shah try to just figure out
- 36:50something like is there anything I can do to favor
- 36:52the odds or anything like that?
- 36:55Speaker 3: What does that even mean?
- 36:56Speaker 2: Because it sounds like he's going to be eaten by
- 36:58the pig.
- 36:59Speaker 1: But that's what it sounds like, is you either either
- 37:01accept your what I'm thinking is either accept your offering
- 37:05or he eats you and buying product you get sent
- 37:07to hell or something.
- 37:08Speaker 3: Is what is what I'm is what I'm assuming. Please
- 37:12just just let me feed the pig. I don't want
- 37:15to stay here any longer. Then he turned away from me.
- 37:20I'll be back later. Enjoy your time alone.
- 37:24Speaker 12: Just think about your situation, weigh your options, and remember
- 37:28you put yourself here.
- 37:31Speaker 2: And with that he was gone, leaving me in the
- 37:33dim room. Hears stream down my face. The woman didn't
- 37:37stop screaming for hours.
- 37:39Speaker 1: I was gonna say too. I wonder if since they're
- 37:41already dead, if like, if you're being tortured, if you
- 37:44just can never actually go into shock, or you can't
- 37:46actually pass out, or you just have to if it's
- 37:48just like, oh, you're not gonna die again, right, so
- 37:51someone could just beat the hell out of you forever
- 37:53if they wanted to.
- 37:54Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 37:55Speaker 2: So, Like I imagine the kid that got shot in
- 37:57the face was one of the creations that was men
- 38:01like humans, because otherwise, what does that mean to get
- 38:05your head blown off? In the afterlife, you just are
- 38:09just headless.
- 38:09Speaker 1: Now, I'm wondering why they why they cheered about that.
- 38:14Speaker 2: It's probably the other dementors and stuff like that, just
- 38:17like seeing Gore, like seeing you.
- 38:19Speaker 1: Know, they just they're all about depravity and yeah, so
- 38:23anytime they see that, they're.
- 38:24Speaker 2: Like, I'm getting very Are you familiar with the video
- 38:28game Outlast.
- 38:30Speaker 3: The Foe one?
- 38:32Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, one where you like, yeah where everyone in there? Yeah,
- 38:36you're in the Instlument. Everyone in there's like going crazy
- 38:38because of the wall Rider. So they're all like, they're
- 38:42all laughing and like trying to attack you and stuff
- 38:44like that because they want to see Gore and whatever.
- 38:46Speaker 3: That's kind of the image I have. Yeah, I could
- 38:49see that.
- 38:50Speaker 2: In my mind's eye at least at some point I
- 38:53fell into a semi sleep. The darkness in the room
- 38:57seemed to press in on me, and my eyes fluttered shut.
- 39:00My body ached, and my throat was a halo of fire.
- 39:04Thirst rate at my windpipe like sharp glass. My lips
- 39:08felt like crumpled paper. I had thundered like a drum.
- 39:12The room swam in and out of focus, and my
- 39:14mind drifted towards the horrific sounds that never ended. I
- 39:18was lost in a haze, unaware that something was sliding
- 39:22into the room, until I felt a sharp prick on
- 39:24my big toe. Jolted out of my days as my
- 39:27barefoot ignited with pain. I screamed and tried to move,
- 39:31but my bindings held me tight. Room brushed back into focus,
- 39:35and I plinked in agony as I felt blood trickled
- 39:38between my toes, looked down for the source of pain,
- 39:41and I felt a scream clot my throat. Staring up
- 39:45at me was an armless man. He slithered on the
- 39:48floor like a worm, his bald heads.
- 39:52Speaker 5: I'm sorry, that's kind of sick.
- 39:55Speaker 2: I'm sorry, hunter, I thought you were upset when you
- 39:57found out this was a hell depiction.
- 40:00Speaker 1: Like almost dudes sliding around the floor like like a
- 40:02little worm.
- 40:03Speaker 2: Okay, you just like that that There's something funny about
- 40:06that too, about disabled people.
- 40:08Speaker 3: Some creepy you know.
- 40:11Speaker 2: Between between that, between you laughing to people getting hurt,
- 40:14between you laughing at Diego, the guy you lived with
- 40:18who like couldn't speak your laugh stuff. I feel like
- 40:21I feel like beautifully reminist beautifully ruminism. I feel like
- 40:25there's something to you about the suffering of others that
- 40:28you should probably think about.
- 40:31Speaker 1: I feel like you are hitting the hammer right on
- 40:34the head, hit the hammer on the nail.
- 40:36Speaker 3: With that one.
- 40:37Speaker 1: That's my that's my cute uh, that's that's that's my
- 40:40cute little quirk.
- 40:41Speaker 2: Though you're you're into suffering, Like, no, no, not.
- 40:46Speaker 3: That I'm into suffering, but I it makes me uncomfortable
- 40:48and I giggle. Oh okay, see that's why that that
- 40:52that that's so cut off by it that you have
- 40:55to laugh.
- 40:56Speaker 1: I think I'm so shocked by it at times that
- 40:59when I see when I hear the idea of a
- 41:01first off, I was the man holding the brick, you know,
- 41:04and then he, you know, was he new holding it down.
- 41:07He doesn't have arms. He slid in the room a
- 41:10little like a little worm. To me, I'd be like,
- 41:11if I was there, I would it would just uncomfortable.
- 41:15I think how dirty his belly is.
- 41:17Speaker 2: I think how dirty his belly is right, slithered on
- 41:21the floor like a worm, his bald head scabbed and filthy.
- 41:25His legs were wrapped together in barbed wire, forcing him
- 41:29to wriggle his body to move. His eyes were leadless
- 41:33and wide, two bloodshot white orbs that stared up at
- 41:36me with hungry intensity. His teeth had been removed and
- 41:40replaced with long screws which jutted from his bleeding gums
- 41:43like a broken rock formation.
- 41:46Speaker 3: That's sick. I'm sorry, I thought you didn't like that.
- 41:48This was help.
- 41:50Speaker 2: It's almost like, if the author's creative, you can use
- 41:52hell for some very interesting body hordes.
- 41:55Speaker 1: I don't know why you're trying to throw me down
- 41:58the river here. I was just I was a little disappointed,
- 42:01and I think this is cool. What kind of lines
- 42:03me up? Is like uh, the silent Hill, or like
- 42:06old PS two horror game stuff hill or fucking like uh,
- 42:10almost like the suffering too, because.
- 42:12Speaker 2: When you use supernatural themes effectively, you can get to
- 42:15some really strange points, like I just want to hear
- 42:18you say you were wrong in your conception.
- 42:20Speaker 3: About it kind.
- 42:22Speaker 1: I don't think you'll admit that.
- 42:25Speaker 3: We'll see if the story goes on all right.
- 42:28Speaker 2: Around his neck was a chain leash, which I followed
- 42:31across the floor to the open door. The end of
- 42:34the leash was held by a tall, naked man. His
- 42:38body was hairless and flabby, covered in similar scabs like
- 42:41his pet. A dirty bag was pulled over his head
- 42:44that hit his features, except for a single red eye
- 42:47that peeked out at me from a crew cut in
- 42:48the cloth. He stared at me and groped his Oh no,
- 42:56here it goes, no, go ahead. He stared at me
- 42:59and grow his engorged penis, his breath heavy and labored.
- 43:06As the armless man wriggled towards me again.
- 43:10Speaker 4: His master.
- 43:12Speaker 3: Got what is that word?
- 43:15Speaker 2: His master started to another word that starts with master.
- 43:25Speaker 9: Jacket there cranking it, start beating off, cranking the hog
- 43:30is actually a fitting.
- 43:37Speaker 1: Started yun in.
- 43:38Speaker 3: You started absolutely jorking it.
- 43:42Speaker 2: I screamed as the screw filled mouth bit at me again,
- 43:45and my cry seemed to stimulate the naked man even more.
- 43:50Get get off me, stop it, I screamed, horrified. I
- 43:54tried to kick at the man, doing my best to
- 43:56avoid his sharp mental teeth. I brought my heel down
- 43:59on his head, and he screamed as his face bounced
- 44:02off the floor. A mode of pleasure escaped the bagged
- 44:07man's mouth, and I turned away as.
- 44:10Speaker 3: A mist of black sprayed on the floor.
- 44:15Speaker 2: There's a rattle of chains, and I turned back to
- 44:17see the two of them leaving the armless man dragged
- 44:21by his neck out the door. Looked at where the
- 44:23bagged man had finished and saw a puddle of dead ants. Ah.
- 44:29I vomited onto myself, thick, chunky curtains of oil and
- 44:32slim getting out air. I screamed, strands of puke running
- 44:37down my chin.
- 44:39Speaker 1: I don't belong hair ants, bro, I'm not gonna lie.
- 44:45I'm not gonna lie. A frothy a frothy ejaculate of
- 44:49ants would be it would not it would not feel good,
- 44:54that would scrape it itch. And also I thought that
- 44:57so the mist, the black mist, was just a collection
- 44:59of you think they're in a live ants or dead ant?
- 45:02Speaker 2: I think they're dead. Uh, well, I think what he
- 45:05means is just like from his perspective, it was just black.
- 45:08Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 45:09Speaker 3: Yeah, it looks closer in its ants. Oh gosh, that's
- 45:16all right.
- 45:17Speaker 6: Oh.
- 45:19Speaker 2: I listened to the two men retreat down the hallway,
- 45:21the clink of chains accompanied by the sound of flesh
- 45:23being dragged across the concrete. I screamed again, but I
- 45:27knew no one was going to help me. I spent
- 45:29a lot of phlegm and bile onto the floor, ridding
- 45:32my mouth of its sourness. I forced myself to calm down.
- 45:37Wasn't easy. After some time, I heard someone else approaching.
- 45:42I've been in a miserable lull, my mind a blank
- 45:45canvas of dark despair. But the noise roused me from
- 45:48my trance like state. The muscles in my arms burned
- 45:52from being restrained for so long, and I shifted them desperately,
- 45:55trying my best to prepare myself or whatever horror was
- 45:58about to walk through the door. Footsteps threw closer, and
- 46:03then a woman walked into the room. She stopped at
- 46:06the doorway and looked at me. One of her eyes
- 46:08was missing, dark cavernous hole in her skull. Her hair
- 46:12was ratty and wild, brown, tangled like a forgotten nest.
- 46:17Her skin was pale, filthy, and she was dressed in rags.
- 46:22Couldn't tell how old she was, but there was charity
- 46:25her one good eye. Still thinking, she asked, her voice
- 46:30coarse and brittle. What. She took a step closer.
- 46:36Speaker 7: Are you still deciding whether you're going to feed.
- 46:39Speaker 1: The pig or not?
- 46:41Speaker 2: Look at her cautiously, Yeah.
- 46:44Speaker 3: Yeah, I am.
- 46:46Speaker 5: Who are you?
- 46:47Speaker 1: What do you want?
- 46:49Speaker 11: I was once you are now trying to decide my fate.
- 46:54I couldn't believe that this was what happened. What happened
- 46:59after we die. It wasn't what I taught. Religion didn't
- 47:04warm me about this place.
- 47:06Speaker 2: Tested my mindings again before asking, you.
- 47:10Speaker 3: Killed yourself too. You're a person like me. You're not
- 47:14one of those those creations.
- 47:18Speaker 7: Breaks my heart. You have to ask, though.
- 47:21Speaker 2: She touched the hole where her eye should have been.
- 47:25Speaker 11: Oh, I can understand your caution. Yeah, and suicidal. I've
- 47:31been here a long long time, but that was my choice.
- 47:36I decided to chance.
- 47:38Speaker 3: It here motion with my head towards the door. What's
- 47:42up there?
- 47:43Speaker 4: What is all this?
- 47:45Speaker 2: She excelled, heavily leaned against the wall.
- 47:49Speaker 11: I didn't even begin to describe this place. It's like
- 47:53nothing you've ever seen. You walk down the hole and
- 47:57go out into it. You'd have to see it to
- 48:02understand how bad is it where all these mutated people
- 48:07are hurting and killing each other.
- 48:09Speaker 2: She let her head low back against the wall.
- 48:12Speaker 7: It would take years to you to fully understand this place.
- 48:16Years you don't have.
- 48:19Speaker 5: Right now.
- 48:20Speaker 7: You have to make a decision, stay or feet the pig.
- 48:27You tell me, Hell is.
- 48:28Speaker 5: Worse than here, but it can't be by much.
- 48:32Speaker 11: Monsters and suicidals roam the black farm, killing, raping, brutalizing,
- 48:40and then you wake up and wonder how long you
- 48:43can survive before something else kills you. It's in enless cycle.
- 48:48So why did you stay? Why didn't you feed the pig?
- 48:52I don't even know what that means, but I would
- 48:55do anything for a chance to go back. I can't
- 48:58stay here, I just can't.
- 49:01Speaker 3: She smiled sadly at me.
- 49:04Speaker 11: Why why did I choose this? It's simple, really, I'm
- 49:09a coward. I was a coward when I was alive,
- 49:13and I'm a coward and death. When it came down
- 49:18to it, when the moment presented itself, I choose to
- 49:22stay here. I didn't know what awaited me outside. It
- 49:27boiled down to a simple choice, fuelled by my own fear.
- 49:32Speaker 5: What does the pig? What does it do to you?
- 49:35Speaker 13: He suddenly turned to go. I'm afraid that's for you
- 49:38to find out, But let me warn you. Think hard
- 49:43before you make a decision. Sometimes suffering through your fears.
- 49:47Speaker 5: Better than suffering for eternity. Be brave.
- 49:52Speaker 9: What do I do?
- 49:54Speaker 5: He yelled?
- 49:54Speaker 2: Shaking in my chair, She walked out the door. She
- 49:58paused and took one last look over her shoulder. He
- 50:00or I started around and she dropped her voice to
- 50:02a whisper.
- 50:04Speaker 3: Feet the big and with that she was gone. So
- 50:08what do you how do you feel about that interaction?
- 50:12Speaker 1: Interesting? Interested to see that. I'm guessing that the longer
- 50:15you stay there. One I'm wondering is every time you die,
- 50:18if you get kind of uh, if you die for
- 50:21a second and then come back like basically a tortured
- 50:24zombie husk forever. Is kind of how that read to me,
- 50:28Or if just by being in there your body is
- 50:30just slowly deteriorating and becoming a monster as well.
- 50:33Speaker 3: I think it's kind of like.
- 50:36Speaker 2: The way she said that you get killed and then
- 50:38you wake back up here, So it implies that every
- 50:41time you die you kind of respall and sort of right,
- 50:45is that the vibe?
- 50:46Speaker 1: I think that's what That's kind of what I was thinking, Like,
- 50:49if you got struck in the back of the head,
- 50:50you might die, but then you would wake up. But
- 50:52I'm guessing that you keep the wound kind of is what.
- 50:55It's kind of what I'm thinking. Yeah, like somebody stabbed
- 51:00her through her eye socket, you know what I mean,
- 51:02and then she yeah, woke up and was missing her
- 51:05eye or the guy pulled the whatever out and took
- 51:07her eye with it.
- 51:08Speaker 3: So it's just like an infinite hell field of things
- 51:12constantly killing each other over and over.
- 51:14Speaker 1: Yeah, just the most appraved type stuff of just like
- 51:17a field of depravity. I'm wondering what exactly, uh, feed
- 51:22the pig means, Like what that actually entails that process?
- 51:26Speaker 2: Oh no, I honestly can't remember. I'm liking this so far.
- 51:29I'm into it. I think it's a cool concept. I
- 51:31think it's interestingly done.
- 51:34Speaker 3: I'm a fan.
- 51:35Speaker 1: The Silent Hill Turn is really really fun visually, like
- 51:39really enjoyed the guy with screws for teeth and him
- 51:43like being on a leash and stuff. I just imagine
- 51:45like all of the now that my mind, even though
- 51:49in my mind I'm picturing uh, basically rusty walls, just
- 51:53silent Hill stuff is basically I just keep like it
- 51:55gets more. The setting is becoming more crimson, more orange
- 52:00and browns, just like.
- 52:01Speaker 2: I imagine the sky's like a red, like the trees
- 52:04are black, you know, like black trees.
- 52:06Speaker 3: Sure, it's like nothingness, m M, just kind of a
- 52:10It's like it's like.
- 52:13Speaker 2: Yeah, pretty much, it's like hay allowed for thousands of
- 52:18years on the people, on the rain, on the land, everything.
- 52:21Speaker 3: Yeah, what do you do?
- 52:22Speaker 2: That place smells like it smells like future flesh has
- 52:25to just like dead skin everywhere. Yeah, it smells like
- 52:29you know what it smells like when an animal's been
- 52:32dead a while, Just everywhere, all the time.
- 52:34Speaker 1: Mm hmm. I would imagine it's a collection of all
- 52:36kinds of things. Pissed ship that can.
- 52:38Speaker 2: Imagine every time someone dies, their body just lays out there,
- 52:41you know.
- 52:41Speaker 1: Just well, I'm wondering too if the girl that we
- 52:44just talked to, if she smells that way too, because
- 52:46she's just technically rotting skin and stuff.
- 52:49Speaker 3: Even the people walking around smell that way. Everyone's decomposed.
- 52:53Speaker 4: Mmm.
- 52:54Speaker 3: Or maybe it just smells like bacon.
- 52:55Speaker 1: Who knows?
- 52:56Speaker 2: If it just smelled like bacon, but you couldn't have
- 52:58any I think.
- 52:59Speaker 1: Well, I'm not.
- 53:00Speaker 3: I'll be honest.
- 53:00Speaker 1: The older I get, the bacon becomes less and less
- 53:02alluring to me, if I'm being completely honest. And now
- 53:06I will go as far to say that when my
- 53:08wife will make bacon for herself for like breakfast sometimes
- 53:11and it almost makes a gag the smell of bacon.
- 53:14Speaker 3: Are you the grinch? What the heck you don't like this?
- 53:17Speaker 4: I don't know.
- 53:18Speaker 1: I honestly don't know.
- 53:19Speaker 12: I used to.
- 53:20Speaker 1: I used to like. Now I don't know why, but
- 53:22like the smell of bacon. For some reason, it makes
- 53:25me like seriously sick to my stomach. I'm like, I
- 53:27can't do it, and I'm gonna sound like a little Nancy,
- 53:31but I will say, don't mind turkey bacon. Love some
- 53:35nice turkey bacon.
- 53:36Speaker 2: All right, here's what here's what needs to happen. At
- 53:38some point, me and you need to go camping and I'm.
- 53:42Speaker 4: To make bacon.
- 53:42Speaker 3: I will throw up on you.
- 53:44Speaker 4: I have ever, I rememver.
- 53:45Speaker 2: Okay, smell, sure, smelling bacon in an enclosed kitchen is
- 53:48one thing, but have you ever been like outside and
- 53:51like smelled bacon like on.
- 53:53Speaker 1: A campfire type stuff?
- 53:55Speaker 3: Definitely? And you don't like that.
- 53:57Speaker 1: Well it's been a while, but I feel like now
- 53:59even I would, I would rather smell the beautiful fresh
- 54:02air and the trees and not the goddamn disgusting pig meat.
- 54:07Speaker 2: I'm just gonna keep reading. Okay, how you randomly drops
- 54:11if you're like I hate the smell of bacon, like
- 54:13not just like favors like you know, man, sorry that
- 54:15I'm trying.
- 54:16Speaker 3: To like just let you know who I am as
- 54:18a person.
- 54:18Speaker 2: Yeah, but you let me know who you are as
- 54:20a person. It makes you less human the things you get.
- 54:24Speaker 1: Like I will stop because if it's going to ruin
- 54:28our relationships as co as co host, then I'll just
- 54:32stop telling you about myself.
- 54:33Speaker 2: I don't want that because it's great material for the podcast. Okay,
- 54:37and more importantly than anything to do with you is
- 54:40the success of this channel.
- 54:41Speaker 3: Let's get well. I mean, I'm glad we're at least
- 54:44in agreeing there at least at least we got a frozeners.
- 54:46Speaker 2: You keep being strange, but I'm just saying that the
- 54:49things that you have issues with aren't like things people
- 54:52have yes or knows about. It's like core human experiences.
- 54:55You're like, well, it's just funny, you know death, where
- 54:58it's also like, oh you know what, I hate the
- 55:00smell of.
- 55:01Speaker 3: Food, Like it's a death was funny.
- 55:04Speaker 1: I'm saying that out of nowhere. If a in a story, right,
- 55:07there is a let's say I have this deal of like.
- 55:10Speaker 2: I went to every day, I'm slightly I was convinced
- 55:12you are bug people in a hunter shaped costume.
- 55:17Speaker 3: That's fine.
- 55:18Speaker 1: Actually, I'm I'm a collection of grasshoppers.
- 55:21Speaker 3: Yeah, just inside of human leather.
- 55:24Speaker 1: It's pretty much what I am. That That's that's all
- 55:26I am. I'm a grasshoppers scarecrow, That's what I am.
- 55:32I'm fine with that crew every time.
- 55:34Speaker 2: And then we'll be out to eating something, like the
- 55:37hunter will like go to eat his food and like
- 55:39grasshoppers fall and he's like, I gotta quit doing that
- 55:41as he's shoveling the back end.
- 55:42Speaker 1: Really I picture I picture whenever I got dinner with
- 55:46you and Kayla. I'm like, you guys are like, yeah,
- 55:48I really love this place. And it's just me stiff,
- 55:51like my eyes and my mouth open like grasshoppers just
- 55:54like hopping out of it, and you're just talking to
- 55:56me if it's a normal conversation. I'm just just like,
- 56:00oh man, how do you like the food?
- 56:01Speaker 2: And you're like a mannequin over there with grasshoppers pouring
- 56:05out on the table.
- 56:06Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 56:06Speaker 1: Everything, my neck falls back and falls off my body,
- 56:10like bugs are just like protruding everywhere, jumping and going.
- 56:13You're like, oh wow, the steak here is unbelievable. Everyone's
- 56:18screaming in terror and running out of the restaurant. You
- 56:23have to try the spinach dip. It's which which makes
- 56:26it even better that I'm assuming that you have to.
- 56:28You had to unbuckle me from the vaccap car walk
- 56:34in table for two.
- 56:35Speaker 3: Please over my arm.
- 56:38Speaker 2: That's what I'm gonna do when you die. I'm gonna
- 56:41have like a hundred statue I bring places like.
- 56:44Speaker 3: Oh, this is my best friend.
- 56:45Speaker 1: I love them?
- 56:46Speaker 4: Ha is that right under?
- 56:48Speaker 2: Remember our podcast that was a lot of fun. Hey, Hey,
- 56:53especially we like that, don't we have? The bugs are
- 56:56just like all over the mannequin's face. It's like they're
- 56:59like chewing through it.
- 57:00Speaker 3: It's like just sounds like sounds like a bunch of Cicadasn't.
- 57:04Speaker 2: That's like thee ever, like all of them clicking off
- 57:07of each other and stuff.
- 57:09Speaker 1: If I die tragically, Isaiah and you don't have some
- 57:13kind of manic episode and carry it like at least
- 57:15some kind of funko pop around of me.
- 57:17Speaker 3: Oh of course, I'm gonna make podcast episodes with it.
- 57:20Speaker 2: Two where it's just like sitting there and I'm like, remember,
- 57:23remember Tommy Tavy, it was pretty wacky.
- 57:25Speaker 5: Huh.
- 57:26Speaker 4: Rosca, Hey, hunter.
- 57:28Speaker 1: I like to think. I like to think that you're
- 57:30you actually go so manic that you you're having a
- 57:33conversation with it, but people can't hear the other end.
- 57:36So it's right.
- 57:37Speaker 3: I'm studying it.
- 57:39Speaker 2: I'm sud it in public, like, hey, what would Colin
- 57:43from Morosca say? And then I'm quiet for twenty seconds
- 57:45and I'm like, oh, Connor, for sure, my wife's left me.
- 57:53I live in like a motel room.
- 57:54Speaker 1: Now you also definitely put that funk Go pop in
- 57:57a jar.
- 57:58Speaker 3: Whatdn't that's now? The tone dramatic?
- 58:02Speaker 1: See what I mean?
- 58:08Speaker 2: You take something that is like funny and normal and
- 58:12you're like, you know what would make this so much worse?
- 58:14I never want to hear you say the word Baroska
- 58:17again or Tommy's Happy, because you do it with real
- 58:20life scenarios, it's so much worse.
- 58:22Speaker 1: I don't know, dude, I've seen the Mason jars you
- 58:24have in your house, like a Funko Pop caet fit
- 58:26in there. All right, anyways, let's keep, let's continue.
- 58:30Speaker 2: I was not in silence once again. My mind was spinning,
- 58:33desperately turning over my options. I still couldn't fully understand
- 58:38the situation I was in. It was too much, too overwhelming.
- 58:42The other side of death wasn't supposed to be like this.
- 58:46I didn't know what I had expected, but it wasn't
- 58:49this nightmare. Questions crashed over my mind like cold waves
- 58:53onto a sinking ship. How was I supposed to make
- 58:56a choice when I didn't even know what my actions entailed?
- 59:00This place, the black Farm. I couldn't stay here. But
- 59:04what if I went to Hell? What if I didn't
- 59:07get sent back, I would be out of the fire
- 59:10and into the frying pan.
- 59:13Speaker 3: He write that backwards on purpose?
- 59:15Speaker 4: I don't know.
- 59:17Speaker 3: That isn't make any sense because.
- 59:19Speaker 2: Hell, because the saying is out of the frying pan
- 59:22into the fire, right like we went from bad to worse.
- 59:25Speaker 1: Well, I'm wondering if he's doing that, because it's like
- 59:26pig if it's like, oh, you're being gone.
- 59:28Speaker 4: I don't know.
- 59:29Speaker 2: But no, going to Hell would absolutely be going to
- 59:32the fire, not the frying pan. He's in the frying
- 59:34pan right now, anyway, Okay, my existence would forever be
- 59:39damned to unending misery here though here there were people
- 59:43like me suicidals. Wasn't all monsters and mutilated murderers. Maybe
- 59:49I could hold up somewhere with them, or to scrape
- 59:52together a passable existence. Surely though, would be better than
- 59:55getting sent to hell. No, no, this wasn't going to
- 1:00:00It's been my eternity. I refused to let it be.
- 1:00:03There's even the slightest liver of hope I would take it.
- 1:00:06I didn't want to wonder what could have happened, what
- 1:00:09could have been. I didn't want to be tormented. I
- 1:00:12doubt I would feed the pig and accept whatever fate
- 1:00:15chose for me when I boiled it down. That's the
- 1:00:18only option left. I would feed the pig. You gotta
- 1:00:22feed the pig.
- 1:00:23Speaker 3: You gotta feed the pig.
- 1:00:24Speaker 1: I think, I think.
- 1:00:25Speaker 3: I don't think there. I don't think there's any rational
- 1:00:27thought to stay. I would want to know more, like
- 1:00:29what do I do? Is it just random chance? Or
- 1:00:31is it like a question? Is it a game or something?
- 1:00:34Speaker 4: You know?
- 1:00:34Speaker 1: Well, I think all of that feels irrelevant to where
- 1:00:37It's just like, if that is your liv if that
- 1:00:39is your only way out.
- 1:00:41Speaker 3: I'm still say I'm saying that some prep time would help,
- 1:00:44you know, Oh, I think so? Well, yeah, for sure,
- 1:00:46if I could have all. You know, if I could
- 1:00:48actually prepare for it, that'd be cool.
- 1:00:49Speaker 1: But I don't feel like we're in that kind of Yeah.
- 1:00:51Speaker 3: Probably not.
- 1:00:52Speaker 2: It seems like a yes no kind of thing. I
- 1:00:54think when Danny shows up, that's the one time you
- 1:00:57get asked it forever, you know.
- 1:00:59Speaker 3: Yeah, Hey, hello, Danny, I yelled, rattling in my chair.
- 1:01:06Speaker 1: I've made my decision.
- 1:01:07Speaker 3: Danny after a.
- 1:01:09Speaker 2: Couple seconds or footsteps echoed down the hall towards me.
- 1:01:12Then he walked through the doorway and annoyed look on
- 1:01:15his face.
- 1:01:16Speaker 1: I've made my choice. I'm going to feat the pig.
- 1:01:19Sounds like you really thought a lot about it since
- 1:01:22I left you. And let me do a better line
- 1:01:23read of that. Oh, sounds like you've really thought a
- 1:01:26lot about it since I left, since I left you. Fuck,
- 1:01:29let me try it again. Sounds like you've really thought
- 1:01:32a lot about it since I left you.
- 1:01:34Speaker 5: There you go, There we go, perfect boom.
- 1:01:36Speaker 3: I locked my lips. You do the same. Think if
- 1:01:40you were in my place. Danny walked behind me.
- 1:01:43Speaker 1: I was in your place once and I chose differently.
- 1:01:48Speaker 2: It was widen and then Danny wrapped my entire head
- 1:01:51with a strip of thin cloth bonding me. Sucked in
- 1:01:55as much air as I could, but each lungful felt empty.
- 1:01:59I felt Danny me free from the chair on my
- 1:02:01body side as my stiff muscles were released, all my shoulders,
- 1:02:05as my hands were released, and I'm owned with relief.
- 1:02:08I dug my fingers into my back and I stretch.
- 1:02:10My bone's creaking.
- 1:02:12Speaker 3: Keep your blindfold on. Follow me, Danny said, pulling me up.
- 1:02:18Speaker 2: My legs shook as I put weight on them, my
- 1:02:20thighs trembling after their long cemented position. I grope blindly
- 1:02:24in front of me and found Danny's shoulder rested my
- 1:02:27hand on it as he walked us out of the.
- 1:02:29Speaker 1: Room, wondering how kind Danny is actually, wondering if he's
- 1:02:33a guiding.
- 1:02:34Speaker 2: School now that I found out that he was once,
- 1:02:37you know, a spirit, then maybe, I mean, he's clearly
- 1:02:42got attitude to him or something.
- 1:02:44Speaker 1: And yeah, he's bitter to be in the situation he's in.
- 1:02:47Speaker 2: There's an evil here, for sure, But I don't like
- 1:02:51what's Danny gonna do about it?
- 1:02:53Speaker 3: If he's just a soul?
- 1:02:54Speaker 1: Right, well, how many times has he seen this happen too?
- 1:02:57It must be so rudimentary. The well, the whole thing
- 1:03:00of letting our protagonist put his hand even on him
- 1:03:03to like guide him through seems it's more of a
- 1:03:06human active kindness. It does.
- 1:03:08Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 1:03:09Speaker 2: Yeah, then everything else we've seen down here so far,
- 1:03:12stuff that's come from there. As we entered the hallway,
- 1:03:16I could suddenly hear sound I had him before, clink
- 1:03:19of metal, long fleshy, terry, noise, something vomiting. He sounds
- 1:03:25spring to life in my ears, painting the darkness before
- 1:03:28my eyes with imaginary scenes of horror. I gripped Danny's
- 1:03:32shoulder tighter, stumbling behind him, my heart thundering. I heard
- 1:03:38something trailing behind us, but Danny didn't seem to notice,
- 1:03:42or if he did, he didn't care. Flesh slapped the
- 1:03:45concrete mirror inches behind me, and I suddenly felt the
- 1:03:48shit breath on my neck and the click of a
- 1:03:50wet tongue against gumbs. My breathing became even more labored,
- 1:03:54as fear choked me.
- 1:03:57Speaker 3: Going to feed the piggy? Are you something whispered in my.
- 1:04:02Speaker 1: That's what I said.
- 1:04:03Speaker 3: That That is how it's typed at least. Okay, that
- 1:04:06was like almost a Shrek just imagine.
- 1:04:08Speaker 1: I mean it's a borderline pirate, that piggy yee.
- 1:04:13Speaker 2: I mean, I mean, like if this is like a
- 1:04:15hell effectively, or like an eternity, it probably could have
- 1:04:17been a pirate from like the fourteen hundreds.
- 1:04:19Speaker 4: You know, who knows, who knows?
- 1:04:22Speaker 2: Something whispered in my ear. I felt something pressed against
- 1:04:26the back of my head, and I try not to
- 1:04:27think about what it might be. It was wet and slimy,
- 1:04:31and I heard the thing chuckle.
- 1:04:33Speaker 5: Hey shah, a great bigge. You might sure get kish
- 1:04:37me now.
- 1:04:39Speaker 2: It's voice low and unlike anything I had ever heard before.
- 1:04:42It was like a series of grinds and moans shumbled
- 1:04:44together to form broken words. To my relief, I heard
- 1:04:49the thing retreat back to wherever it had come from.
- 1:04:51I continue to follow Danny. He remained silent as we walked,
- 1:04:55and I could feel shifts in the air. A thick
- 1:04:58heat gave way to a cooler, almost pleasant temperature, but
- 1:05:02then it kept creasing. Soon I was shivering violently against
- 1:05:05the cold. I couldn't see anything, but I felt a
- 1:05:09breeze on my face, like we were outside. I didn't
- 1:05:14hear Danny open any doors, but nothing about this place
- 1:05:17was natural. It was like reality blurred and bled into itself,
- 1:05:21like reels of film melting together, teeth chattering. I was
- 1:05:26suddenly blasted with a tense heat, and I gasped. My
- 1:05:30feet tripped over themselves as the terrain changed, and I
- 1:05:33was suddenly walking on what felt like warm iron.
- 1:05:36Speaker 3: My ears were.
- 1:05:37Speaker 2: Filled with the sound of blazing furnaces and a flash
- 1:05:40of working machinery. Couldn't see it, but I felt like
- 1:05:43there was a vast open expanse overhead. It smelled ash.
- 1:05:48They stirred on my tongue, sweat already forming along my spine.
- 1:05:54Suddenly I crashed into Danny as it came to a halt,
- 1:05:57backed up a few paces, quickly mutterered my apology.
- 1:06:00Speaker 4: Jeez.
- 1:06:01Speaker 2: I could hear movement in front of us, a rustle
- 1:06:04of chains and an odd clicking sound on the metal floor.
- 1:06:08Something else too, something snorting. Then the room was filled
- 1:06:18with a deafening sound of an immense pig squealing. Covered
- 1:06:23my ears, head splitting up the high pitched so weled.
- 1:06:26I grated my teeth as the noise echoed off the
- 1:06:29metal and faded into a series of snorts and grunts.
- 1:06:32It sounded absolutely enormous.
- 1:06:36Speaker 3: I've brought another one.
- 1:06:38Speaker 2: Danny announced, a slight tinge of respect line in his voice.
- 1:06:43Speaker 3: He wants to feed the pig.
- 1:06:46Speaker 2: I waited, expecting to hear some answer. The cloth around
- 1:06:50my eyes ceiling my sight to darkness. I realized my
- 1:06:53knees were shaking, and my back was coated and sweat.
- 1:06:56I was terrified. Yet that is what you wish, Danny said,
- 1:07:01and I felt him bow under my hand. Apparently some
- 1:07:05unseen conversation had just happened, and Danny took my wrist,
- 1:07:09pushed me forward, approached the pig. My whole body trembled
- 1:07:14and my knees locked into place. Robbed from sight, I
- 1:07:17raised my hands trying to get my berries. The heat
- 1:07:20and ash filling my head in the naunching, I felt
- 1:07:24like I was going to throw up, my stomach rolling
- 1:07:26like a dead sea. I didn't know where I was
- 1:07:29or what horror lay before me. I felt lost and tiny.
- 1:07:32A fresh splash of tears dripping from my eyes and
- 1:07:35soaked into the cloth around my face.
- 1:07:40Speaker 3: Please let me see what's happening.
- 1:07:45Speaker 2: Danny was suddenly behind me, pushing me forward, got in
- 1:07:49my hands towards something As we stepped together in unison.
- 1:07:54Even with the cloth around my face, I could see
- 1:07:56a giant mass of towering darkness before me. It was
- 1:08:00a spot of black on an already darkened canvas. As
- 1:08:05we walked forward, I was suddenly assaulted by a horrendous
- 1:08:07smell and I gagged, turning away, Danny's grip tightened forced
- 1:08:13me to continue. It's in something just in front of me,
- 1:08:17a living, shifting mass of flesh. The smell increased to
- 1:08:22a wretched level, and I gagged again. The hot air
- 1:08:26was being blown on my face, a blast of heat
- 1:08:28that came and repeated short burst. I vomited it in
- 1:08:34my cloth, source of the smell stemming from the hot air.
- 1:08:38I choked as the bile gushed over the fabric, soaking
- 1:08:41it and momentarily cutting off my oxygen. Danny slapped my
- 1:08:44hands away and I took a few seconds to steady
- 1:08:46my breath again. I was openly crying now, fear and
- 1:08:51misery collapsing my will power. The wet cloth stuck ause
- 1:08:55I sucked it in soggy breaths, my own stomach acid
- 1:09:00my skin, and I begged for all this to be over,
- 1:09:04And then something squealed directly in front of me. I
- 1:09:08felt my bladder go I was standing before the pig.
- 1:09:13It was the source of darkness of my obscured vision,
- 1:09:15A fat, titanic creature that filled my senses with every
- 1:09:18breath it blew into my face. Danny raised my hands
- 1:09:23and suddenly I was touching the pig's snout. I recoiled immediately,
- 1:09:28but Danny forced my hands back. Its fur was stiff
- 1:09:32and brittle, and as my shaking hands explored up to
- 1:09:35its nose, the size of the animal became clear to me.
- 1:09:39It was gigantic and had weight over a ton. Its
- 1:09:43flesh wriggled under my sweating hands, and it opened its
- 1:09:46mouth slightly. My fingers curled around the teeth the size
- 1:09:50of kitchen knives, and I realized its mouth was absolutely halverless.
- 1:09:55The pig squealed again, and I heard its hoofs clack
- 1:09:58against the grounds. Sounded like thunder rolling across an open
- 1:10:02field in the middle of summer. Take this blackfoot off, please,
- 1:10:06I begged. My legs turned into jelly, and he had
- 1:10:11taking a few steps back, and I heard reverence in
- 1:10:12his voice.
- 1:10:15Speaker 5: You don't want to do that.
- 1:10:17Speaker 2: I jumped as a pig nudged me with its nose,
- 1:10:19the wet circle of flesh squishing against the length of
- 1:10:22my face. Shuddered away, raising my hands and omitting a cry.
- 1:10:27Fear feet the pig, and he instructed, his voice like
- 1:10:32cold steel.
- 1:10:33Speaker 14: Now you made your choice. Now live with it. It's
- 1:10:38the only chance you have. To go on back, or
- 1:10:40maybe the pig won't like how you taste and send
- 1:10:42you to hell. Only one way to find out.
- 1:10:46Speaker 2: My eyes widening behind the vomit soak.
- 1:10:48Speaker 3: Cloth like how I taste plumb into its mouth.
- 1:10:56Speaker 2: My bladder let go again, and I felt warm piss
- 1:10:59run down my leg. No, no, you can't mean it,
- 1:11:04Danny's voice hardened.
- 1:11:05Speaker 1: Climb into the mouth, and don't stop crawing forward until
- 1:11:08it's done with you.
- 1:11:10Speaker 2: Please, I begged, turning towards Danny's voice, reaching out blindly.
- 1:11:16Speaker 1: Please, there has to be some other way.
- 1:11:18Speaker 3: Don't make me do this.
- 1:11:20Speaker 2: I was a massive snot in tears, my words bumbling
- 1:11:23from my mouth like a toddler.
- 1:11:25Speaker 3: Danny stepped forward and spun me back to face the pig.
- 1:11:29Speaker 2: Do it.
- 1:11:30Speaker 1: You made your choice. It will all be over soon.
- 1:11:34Speaker 6: This is your only chance.
- 1:11:36Speaker 2: I could feel the pig breathing onto my face. It
- 1:11:39snout mere inches for mine. The smell and heated omen
- 1:11:43it made me want to vomit again, but I.
- 1:11:44Speaker 3: Held it back.
- 1:11:46Speaker 2: This was insane, This wasn't happening. My mind spun and
- 1:11:50twisted in chaos and fear. There had to be some
- 1:11:53other way. I couldn't do this.
- 1:11:55Speaker 3: I could not do this.
- 1:11:57Speaker 2: Suddenly I remembered the words of the woman, Sometimes suffering
- 1:12:00through your fears better than suffering for eternity.
- 1:12:04Speaker 3: Be brave.
- 1:12:06Speaker 2: This was my only chance to get back to the
- 1:12:08world of the living. I'd made such a terrible mistake
- 1:12:11in killing myself. If I could go back and change
- 1:12:14my life, I wouldn't have to spend eternity here. I
- 1:12:18could change my ways and sure spot somewhere else, somewhere
- 1:12:21away from the pig. Both I decided to send me
- 1:12:24to hell. How much more suffering could I endure? I
- 1:12:28had to take the chance. Please God, I whispered, I
- 1:12:32can step forward.
- 1:12:34Speaker 5: If you can hear me, please have mercy on me.
- 1:12:38Speaker 3: Was shaking.
- 1:12:39Speaker 2: Hands reached out for the pig, and I grasped its
- 1:12:41thick fur. I felt it slowly lower its head and
- 1:12:46open its mouth. It was waiting for me, this thick,
- 1:12:50hot breath stinking in my nostrils.
- 1:12:53Speaker 4: This was it.
- 1:12:55Speaker 3: No turning back now.
- 1:12:58Speaker 2: I slowly gripped its teeth. I pulled myself forward into
- 1:13:01its jaws. Its head was at a downward angle, and
- 1:13:04so I immediately fell onto my stomach at a forty
- 1:13:07five degree angle. Its wet tongue squished under me. I
- 1:13:12was shaking so hard I could barely breathe. Here soaked
- 1:13:15my blindfold, and my heart crunched against my ribs. I
- 1:13:19slowly reached forward and found another tooth to grab onto.
- 1:13:23Gritted my teeth, I pulled my body inward past my knees.
- 1:13:26The pig raised its head and I was suddenly completely
- 1:13:29horizontal with its tongue. Saliva and mucus stripped around me,
- 1:13:34and heat was so intense I almost blacked out. My
- 1:13:38knees clacked against its front teeth. As I pulled myself
- 1:13:41even deeper, said her cheeks pressed it around me, squeezing
- 1:13:45my body like soaking fleshy coffin. Cry terrified, I reached
- 1:13:51ahead of me and found more teeth. I pulled myself
- 1:13:54deeper into its mouth, and I felt my feet slide
- 1:13:56past its lips. My whole body was coated in line,
- 1:14:00and I opened and wept, grasped me in the darkness
- 1:14:02for another tooth. Oh that's when the be That's when
- 1:14:07the pigs started to chew on me.
- 1:14:09Speaker 5: Oh god, oh shit.
- 1:14:12Speaker 2: I screamed and crushing agony as my body was compressed
- 1:14:16between its massive teeth. I heard my legs snap instantly
- 1:14:19and felt wet bone.
- 1:14:21Speaker 3: Hoop from my skin.
- 1:14:24Speaker 4: Holy shit.
- 1:14:25Speaker 2: I shook violently as my body spasmed in shocked, mangled
- 1:14:29twist of blood and pain. Its tongue shifted me in
- 1:14:32its mouth. I felt it bite down on my shoulder.
- 1:14:35Eyes bulched in their sockets as I howled, a hot pillar.
- 1:14:38Speaker 3: Crunching down on my collar bones.
- 1:14:41Speaker 2: I threw up violently, unable to control myself, the pain overwhelming,
- 1:14:46keep crawling, screaming, bloodshot, rolling wildly. I reached forward with
- 1:14:53my good arm, wetly, searching for another tooth. I gripped
- 1:14:57my teeth, blood squirting between them as my fingers wrapped
- 1:15:01around something solid.
- 1:15:03Speaker 3: The pig bit down again.
- 1:15:05Speaker 2: Its tongue twisting my body so its molars could snap
- 1:15:08down on my knees. The pain brought darkness, but My
- 1:15:12howling screams forced my eyes to remain open.
- 1:15:16Speaker 6: Jesus, make it stop, I.
- 1:15:18Speaker 2: Bellowed, my trembling hands, still gripping the tooth ahead of me.
- 1:15:22Speaker 6: Please make it fucking stop.
- 1:15:25Speaker 2: Ground my teeth together so hard they cracked, screaming. As
- 1:15:28I slowly pulled my body deeper into the mouth, something
- 1:15:32was changing. The tight walls of its throat squeezed my head,
- 1:15:35and I realized I was almost through. Come on, you, motherfucker,
- 1:15:39Come on, I begged, vocal words cracking. I reached ahead
- 1:15:43of me and grabbed onto a thick water flesh. My
- 1:15:45head felt like it was splitting, and the pig bit
- 1:15:48down on me again. I gasped, blood exploding from my
- 1:15:52mouth in a great gush of red.
- 1:15:55Speaker 3: It had pierced through.
- 1:15:56Speaker 2: My stomach, obliterating my insides like bloated noodles. Darkness rushed
- 1:16:02in on me, and I was in too much shock
- 1:16:04to even scream. The last of my strength. Right as
- 1:16:08the blackness took me, pulled myself for one last time.
- 1:16:12I felt myself slide down its throat, darkness, falling, screaming.
- 1:16:19I was screaming. Heat eat so intense I thought I
- 1:16:25would melt.
- 1:16:27Speaker 3: Planing.
- 1:16:29Speaker 2: Something was hammering on a metal colors and images flew
- 1:16:33past me so quickly I could only make out their shape.
- 1:16:37Blood poured into my eyes. Felt like I would keep
- 1:16:41falling forever. Yeah, that whole segment, Oh my gosh.
- 1:16:47Speaker 3: I love the idea of.
- 1:16:50Speaker 1: As a suicidal As a suicidal person to a tone
- 1:16:54and go back, you have to put yourself also through
- 1:16:56pain again, and you have to forcibly kill yourself again.
- 1:17:00Speaker 3: It's super super fascinating.
- 1:17:02Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I love the idea of chewing in
- 1:17:05this like pig is the literal gateway out of this
- 1:17:08out of this world.
- 1:17:10Speaker 2: My guess is, if you don't get past the teeth,
- 1:17:14you go to hell.
- 1:17:15Speaker 1: I would guess maybe I'm thinking it's I think that
- 1:17:19it's no matter what you're getting chewed up like that.
- 1:17:22Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, matter what I think. I think it's when
- 1:17:24you go down.
- 1:17:24Speaker 1: The throat and then you like, are you essentially die again.
- 1:17:28I think that's when you get judged again. To see
- 1:17:30where you go?
- 1:17:31Speaker 3: Is my is my interpretation of yeah.
- 1:17:33Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 1:17:35Speaker 2: Suddenly my eyes snapped open and I was falling. A
- 1:17:38breath rushed back to my lungs, and a great wave
- 1:17:41of purity My face bounced off wood floor, and I
- 1:17:44cried out as I felt my nose break, tasted blood,
- 1:17:47and saw stars that stopped falling.
- 1:17:50Speaker 1: Oh that lucky motherfucker, I think he. I think this
- 1:17:54is going to say that the rope snapped.
- 1:17:55Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I think that's what it is. There's a
- 1:17:58ring of burning fire around my throat, and I felt
- 1:18:00impossibly thirsty.
- 1:18:02Speaker 3: I was lying on the floor.
- 1:18:04Speaker 2: Slowly opened my eyes again and the darkness began to fade,
- 1:18:07like morning mist under a hot sun. Colors blended together,
- 1:18:11shapes came into focus. I was in my woodshed. Reached
- 1:18:16k around my throat and grasped at the source of heat.
- 1:18:18It was the rope I had hung myself with, but
- 1:18:20now it was severed, releasing me from the grip of death.
- 1:18:24Relief rolled over me in overwhelming ways of thanks. I
- 1:18:28curled up on the floor and sobbed, tears dripping from
- 1:18:30my eyes onto the dirty floor. My body shook, unbroken
- 1:18:35as I wept, wet horse cries rising from my quivering lips.
- 1:18:40I'd been spared. I was alive again. From I spat
- 1:18:45on the floor, I turned my eyes upward, my voice cracking.
- 1:18:49Thank you God, Oh, thank you fell into another fit
- 1:18:53of uncontrollable sobbing.
- 1:18:56Speaker 3: I promise I won't waste my life again.
- 1:18:58Speaker 1: I promise I'll mixing.
- 1:19:00Speaker 3: I don't fix everything.
- 1:19:03Speaker 2: I don't know how long it was before I got up.
- 1:19:05Time seemed to stretch for eternity. My mind refused to
- 1:19:08rebuild the horrors of what I had just witnessed crushing me.
- 1:19:12But I knew I would do everything I could make
- 1:19:15the most out of my life. I was going to
- 1:19:18live every day to the fullest. I would devote myself
- 1:19:21to helping others in dark times. I would reach out
- 1:19:23to as many suicidals as I could to try to
- 1:19:26save them. I would have waited on the other side.
- 1:19:29I didn't want anyone else to have to witness the
- 1:19:31horrors of suicide. I didn't want anyone else to have
- 1:19:34to feed the pig.
- 1:19:39Speaker 1: Round of applause.
- 1:19:41Speaker 3: Oh I'm sorry, I thought. I thought this wasn't so good.
- 1:19:44Speaker 1: Here's the thing. Well, yes, I did do my little
- 1:19:47baby boo booth thing earlier. Here's the thing I was.
- 1:19:50It's just say, it's a hard it's a hard cell.
- 1:19:55When someone comes in, it's like you killed yourself. This
- 1:19:59is what Helen it's very cartoonish. But I think I
- 1:20:02think the only complaint I had of this story was
- 1:20:06that I just wish it was longer and we got
- 1:20:07to experience more of those because the way that the
- 1:20:10beats of the story are now is pretty much like
- 1:20:13you get to experience the man or the pig made horrors,
- 1:20:16which is like the screw mouth guy, right and all
- 1:20:18that stuff, and then you experience the souls who didn't
- 1:20:21get fed by the pig or who didn't feed the pig,
- 1:20:25and then they're basically just rotting. So you have the
- 1:20:27acts of it's like an act of three of you
- 1:20:29get to experience that, you experience her, and then it's
- 1:20:32him being like, fuck it, I'm going to go feed
- 1:20:34myself to the pig. I just wish like I was
- 1:20:37so enveloped, which you know, at the same time too,
- 1:20:39it doesn't really matter, Like I mean, it's the story
- 1:20:41of a guy who is essentially the entire time he's
- 1:20:45hanging like it's him. It's like the the the super
- 1:20:49prolonged amount of time of a man kicking the chair
- 1:20:52and falling right before that thing actually instant of death. Yeah, exactly.
- 1:20:57It's what I love about this too. Is that it
- 1:21:00almost reads like an episode of the Twilight Zone. Yeah,
- 1:21:02is what it reads like to me.
- 1:21:03Speaker 3: I love it. I love the idea of for retribution.
- 1:21:07Speaker 1: You have to forcibly based I mean forcibly kill yourself,
- 1:21:12crawl into the beast's mouth, and then endure that suffering again,
- 1:21:16because that suffering that he endures is the last bit
- 1:21:20of like just remember how worse.
- 1:21:22Speaker 3: It could be.
- 1:21:23Speaker 1: And like you're probably begging to be like, oh, I
- 1:21:25wish this wasn't happening. I wish I was alive. It's crazy.
- 1:21:28I mean, it's it's very it's powerful. It's just a
- 1:21:31sweet visual. It's also a smart thing too, to uh
- 1:21:36have him blindfold or protagonist, because I think that if
- 1:21:41he would have tried.
- 1:21:42Speaker 3: To describe stuff, it would have taken people out of Yeah.
- 1:21:46Speaker 2: Describe we take people out and then describing it as
- 1:21:48you heard you hear the pig squeal and it's so big.
- 1:21:51It's like a blackness within an already darkness, you know, Yeah,
- 1:21:55like how immense it is. That's enough, that's all you need.
- 1:21:58Speaker 1: I was kind of like when we're the pig was there,
- 1:22:00I was like, yeah, that's kind of creepy. But the
- 1:22:02idea of having to crawl inside this giant mouth and
- 1:22:05like really get all those extremely like some it does
- 1:22:10eat you.
- 1:22:10Speaker 3: You have to feed yourself to it. Yeah, you have to.
- 1:22:13Speaker 1: Crawl in and then not only that, but then like
- 1:22:16laying on this enormous flat tongue and then he starts
- 1:22:19chewing on you.
- 1:22:20Speaker 3: Just such an amazing Oh my gosh, that was getting rough.
- 1:22:24Speaker 1: That was probably one of my favorite things, one of
- 1:22:26the one that's probably like one of my favorite things
- 1:22:29we've read so far, so the descriptive.
- 1:22:31Speaker 2: And painting and like the column moone, the column coming
- 1:22:34down and like your guts bursting open as it rips
- 1:22:38your mid section and half so like your upper what's
- 1:22:41left of your torso crawls into its throat, still going.
- 1:22:45Speaker 1: Ah man, you was crazy about that too. I was
- 1:22:48like getting a lot of enjoyment out of is while
- 1:22:50you were reading that. I had the exact same reaction
- 1:22:52to it. There's no way to really process that besides
- 1:22:56just almost laugh like the absurdity and like how crazy
- 1:22:59it is. I was like recoiling in my seat, like
- 1:23:02thinking about being crushed. It's it's insane.
- 1:23:07Speaker 2: And also the idea of being in a creature's mouth,
- 1:23:09like it's so so claustrophobic and so and it was
- 1:23:13too like you smell the breath and you're going to
- 1:23:15the source of it, and it's like, ah, the great
- 1:23:18stinking monster. It's hot, it's wet, it's ah.
- 1:23:22Speaker 1: It kind of reminds me of the ending of Borderlands,
- 1:23:24a bit of like that same kind of like being
- 1:23:27tracked alive and to me, to me, especially like claustrophobia,
- 1:23:31I'm so claustrophobic. That entire thing of having to forcibly
- 1:23:35crawl into tighter spaces is just unnerving.
- 1:23:40Speaker 2: I was put flesh and pulled myself into so good
- 1:23:44to the tightness of its throat.
- 1:23:47Speaker 1: I was picturing. So let me ask you this as
- 1:23:51so the entire time I was picturing Danny of what
- 1:23:55he was doing. So are we are we to assume
- 1:23:57that Danny did not feed the he did not crawl
- 1:24:00or is he a man made? Is he a man
- 1:24:03made or a pig made person?
- 1:24:05Speaker 4: All right?
- 1:24:06Speaker 2: So I think the options are because Danny says I
- 1:24:10was like you once, right, and I assume he wasn't lying.
- 1:24:13So Danny might have been someone who died way way, way,
- 1:24:19way way back, right, like maybe one of the first
- 1:24:21there and they need someone to bring new people to
- 1:24:25the pig. There might be other people like Danny who
- 1:24:27do the same thing, because I imagine Danny's probably been
- 1:24:30here for eons, right, and if you're there for long enough,
- 1:24:37you kind of become like an acolyte almost for the pick,
- 1:24:40because what.
- 1:24:41Speaker 3: Else are you going to do?
- 1:24:42Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I was wondering how he got that
- 1:24:44position of power of being able to deliver that stuff.
- 1:24:48Speaker 3: There was a bit there was.
- 1:24:49Speaker 1: What I really liked about Danny was at first it
- 1:24:52seems like, oh, this is going to be another edgy
- 1:24:54statistic like cup and Master the kind of guy. But no,
- 1:24:58I mean I found a lot of hu vanity in
- 1:25:00him by the end of by the end of the
- 1:25:02story when he comes back in, because it feels like
- 1:25:05this is a guy who has done this how many times,
- 1:25:08He's probably seen the worst outcomes. I mean, like, that's
- 1:25:10your perception as just hell all the time. So then
- 1:25:13whenever he comes back in and he sarcastically says, oh, yeah,
- 1:25:16you really mulled that over, I think he's just like, Okay, well,
- 1:25:19I guess we're.
- 1:25:19Speaker 3: Just doing this. Immediately, I guess we're not going I think.
- 1:25:24Speaker 1: And also I don't think that there's even an option,
- 1:25:26which if I feel like if it was a part
- 1:25:29of the rules and it's like, oh, you can't look
- 1:25:30at him, that'd be different. But I feel like he
- 1:25:33blindfolded our protagonists, so it would be easier for him
- 1:25:36to make the call to be like climb in to
- 1:25:39the mouth, because seeing that and having to perceive it
- 1:25:42is so much different than if you see that horror
- 1:25:45and being like, oh, okay, there's no way I can't
- 1:25:47there's no way I can do that, versus the idea
- 1:25:50maybe you could get over the idea spy like, yeah,
- 1:25:54while it is torturous, Yeah, it's like, while it's tortuous,
- 1:25:57at least I don't have to physical like in my
- 1:25:59brain process all this stuff around me.
- 1:26:01Speaker 3: I'm just feeling, well, uh yeah, that was really fun, man.
- 1:26:07Speaker 1: That's good.
- 1:26:07Speaker 2: The pig imagery pops up a lot in like demonic
- 1:26:11traditions and stuff like that too, So I'm imagining like
- 1:26:13this beast of a pig right, like it's features are
- 1:26:17horrific and evil and stuff, and then I'm imagining like, gosh,
- 1:26:21I want to see more about this world. It was
- 1:26:23so well done, Like the story was so well written
- 1:26:26that I would almost be afraid to change anything about it.
- 1:26:30But from what little peak we got about it, I
- 1:26:32want to see more so bad Like they talk about
- 1:26:35at the beginning, like, well that whatever's waiting for you
- 1:26:38down the hall, let's just say, hell can't be much worse.
- 1:26:41And yeah, woman says the same thing. So is there
- 1:26:44some other torture down the hall that we never see
- 1:26:47through the whole story.
- 1:26:48Speaker 1: Well, what I'm wondering is the people who stay there
- 1:26:52too long, I think, because you have to think he
- 1:26:55was only there enough to experience one thing, right, Yeah,
- 1:26:59and it almost it seems like Danny let him experience
- 1:27:02that kind of almost that torture just to be like,
- 1:27:06this is what's here, this is what it waits you.
- 1:27:08So I'm wondering people who keep doing that and they're
- 1:27:11so paralyzed with fear that they just are continuously brought in.
- 1:27:15Other monsters come in, they do all kinds of stuff
- 1:27:18like that, you know what I mean? Yeah, And I
- 1:27:20also that's what I'm wondering.
- 1:27:22Speaker 2: The other thing, if I could lengthen any part of
- 1:27:25this story, it would be the walk to see the Pig,
- 1:27:28because I was so I was so into it when
- 1:27:30it was like he's following Danny.
- 1:27:33Speaker 3: It says the thick heat gave way to.
- 1:27:35Speaker 2: Cool, almost pleasant temperature, but then it kept decreasing, so
- 1:27:39I was shivering violently against the cold.
- 1:27:42Speaker 3: It almost feels like going down to the less Layer
- 1:27:44of Hell or something.
- 1:27:45Speaker 2: Like layer Yeah, the Frozer, the Lake from the Lake
- 1:27:49of the Souls and stuff like that. And then he
- 1:27:53goes somewhere else where. He feels blasted with heat and
- 1:27:56it feels like he's on warm iron and he can
- 1:27:59hear furnace and machinery, Like, bro, what that's so cool?
- 1:28:05Speaker 1: Super super industrial. Like I said, the all the callbacks,
- 1:28:09I'm wondering how much like Silent Hill played into it.
- 1:28:11But all that like furnace kind of vibes. Yeah, all
- 1:28:15that kind of imagery just kept bringing me back to
- 1:28:18just that kind of cool Japanese inspired like horror video
- 1:28:22game stuff.
- 1:28:22Speaker 3: And that's I can't emphasize enough.
- 1:28:24Speaker 1: If you guys have not heard of Heideshihino, He's the
- 1:28:26guy who inspired junji Eto and it's incredible. And there's
- 1:28:31a publisher called Starfruit Books. I bought their copy of
- 1:28:34a translated version. Of the Town of Pigs, and it's
- 1:28:37really really fun, just like really fun old Japanese horror manga,
- 1:28:43and I would really recommend it. Like the the use
- 1:28:46of pigs and media is it always feels kind of effective.
- 1:28:51Pigs are just so gross and.
- 1:28:53Speaker 3: Weird, gross and weird.
- 1:28:54Speaker 2: They can represent like a gluttony, they can represent like
- 1:28:57an evil and stuff like that. They can also represent
- 1:29:00it like cannon fodder almost, you know, pigs to the slaughter,
- 1:29:03things like that.
- 1:29:04Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 1:29:05Speaker 2: I like the I know it was very literal in
- 1:29:09the story feed the pig, but I like feed the
- 1:29:12pig as a conceptual phrase to almost right, like almost
- 1:29:20like a way to say Grin and Barrett like get
- 1:29:22over it, like a much more serious like a commission
- 1:29:24almost of sometimes you have to suffer right to the pick.
- 1:29:28Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm strong with this.
- 1:29:29Speaker 1: So you say pigs, pigs are obviously known to be
- 1:29:32gluttonous kind of stuff.
- 1:29:33Speaker 3: That's the image it almost feels with.
- 1:29:35Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, it almost feels you could you could you
- 1:29:40could associate gluttony with selfishness, right, Yeah, for sure, And
- 1:29:44it almost feels like a selfish act that you have
- 1:29:46to do again, which the turmoils of suicide and stuff.
- 1:29:50Obviously it cannot be underplayed, but people do count it
- 1:29:52as a very selfish act to do whatever, So to
- 1:29:56do this thing of feeding the pig is almost feeding
- 1:29:58the selfish us.
- 1:30:00Speaker 2: There's a symbolism of like you have to give yourself
- 1:30:04to something else, to some other beast right, almost playing
- 1:30:09on like you you gave yourself to something previously, that's
- 1:30:13why you're here.
- 1:30:14Speaker 1: Yeah, you gave yourself to emotional coils that drove you
- 1:30:17to that thing in a way that those things drove
- 1:30:20you to that, you know, like I mean, the expect
- 1:30:23I just looked like the the I don't know, it's
- 1:30:27just it's an interesting there's so many different parallels, and
- 1:30:29I'm wondering how much of that it was intentional.
- 1:30:31Speaker 2: There's obviously, like in real life, you know, outside of
- 1:30:35the story, there's several different reasons, you know, mental all
- 1:30:37of this stuff like that people get pushed to sure.
- 1:30:39Speaker 3: That unspeakable degree.
- 1:30:41Speaker 2: But in Danny's case or not Danny and our protagonist
- 1:30:44case specifically, it was him giving into his emotions, right,
- 1:30:47giving into like the position.
- 1:30:49Speaker 3: His life was in. Yeah, okay, you've offered.
- 1:30:52Speaker 2: Up yourself once, now offer up yourself again, sort of.
- 1:30:58Speaker 1: I feel so bad for him too. It's just like
- 1:31:01a beaten down just this beaten down man. You know
- 1:31:05his wife is getting those ye got a brain? Yeah,
- 1:31:11and then he has to confront himself too. What's weird
- 1:31:13is that it almost feels like a this full circle thing.
- 1:31:17Is a guy who takes control of the bad ship
- 1:31:20that's going on in his life. Is how it feels.
- 1:31:25He is at a very I would say he's at
- 1:31:26a very stagnated. Uh, I would say very similar to
- 1:31:31the woman who walks in with the one eye. I
- 1:31:33think that she is like, I'm not confident or I'm
- 1:31:36not brave in that way. I think that he, I
- 1:31:39think at the beginning, represents her. He's a very like,
- 1:31:42you know, I'm not supposed to be here, all this
- 1:31:44kind of stuff.
- 1:31:45Speaker 3: I think that it was. It was.
- 1:31:46Speaker 1: It correlates a lot with some of the stuff that's
- 1:31:48going on in his real life scenario. So Dow at
- 1:31:51the end, I love that one line. What does he
- 1:31:53say here? He says, it's whatever he's pushing through. He's
- 1:31:56already getting chommed on a couple of times by the pig, right,
- 1:32:00and then he screams out one of his last night
- 1:32:01is come on, motherfucker, come on.
- 1:32:03Speaker 3: I Beg is a vocal horse cracking.
- 1:32:05Speaker 1: It almost seems like he's like push, like he starts
- 1:32:07to kind of believe in himself at the end of it.
- 1:32:09Speaker 2: As how I read that it's him gaining back like
- 1:32:13the respect for himself that he lost. Sort of Yeah,
- 1:32:15he's like, we're already in the fucking thick of it,
- 1:32:17Just push kind of. I love that it's just a
- 1:32:20one little line. I think it's great now. I dare
- 1:32:23I say this is one of my favorite ones I
- 1:32:25think we've read.
- 1:32:25Speaker 1: I will say that. I think I'm it's it's a
- 1:32:27debate in my head that part of him in the
- 1:32:30Pig's mouth might be my favorite thing we've read so far.
- 1:32:34Speaker 2: Dude, it was so it was so visperal. I can't
- 1:32:36remember the last time I read something maybe that uncomfortable.
- 1:32:39Speaker 1: Uncomfortable. The visual is so palpable, it was actually terrifying.
- 1:32:45The word salad of stuff that of descriptions was.
- 1:32:50Speaker 2: Just hot down on my collarbone, like.
- 1:32:54Speaker 1: Man gory, surreal, like body horror, all stuff wrapped in
- 1:32:58one that might be my might be my favorite section
- 1:33:01we've read. Enjoyment Flime and I wept. It was such
- 1:33:06a surreal feeling. It was such a surreal feeling to
- 1:33:08like actually recoil physically in my chair and like cover
- 1:33:12my mouth of like oh my god. But then also
- 1:33:14like crack smiles by how much fun I was having.
- 1:33:18It was super sick. Yeah, I think this is great.
- 1:33:20Speaker 2: We were thinking, it's cheeks pressed in around me, squeezing
- 1:33:23my body like a soaking, fleshy coffin.
- 1:33:27Speaker 3: Love that love that.
- 1:33:29Speaker 1: Just see all these like little bits of introducing claustrophobia
- 1:33:33back in, introducing body horror, back again, introducing claustrophobia back in.
- 1:33:37Speaker 3: My wet bone pop from my skin. Ah, it was
- 1:33:42weird too, is It's.
- 1:33:43Speaker 1: Like, there's so many ways you could say that of
- 1:33:45like like my bones couldn't handle and snapped and pierced
- 1:33:50my flesh. But no, I just like my wet bone popped.
- 1:33:52It's just I don't know why, but that simpler description
- 1:33:55is so much more impactful.
- 1:34:01Speaker 3: Oh gosh, I'm glad we read this man.
- 1:34:03Speaker 1: Yeah, we were planning on reading Stolen Tongues, and then
- 1:34:06we found out that they had like a it was
- 1:34:09a story beforehand, and then I got translated to a
- 1:34:11book book.
- 1:34:11Speaker 2: And the Creepypasta is called like my Romantic Cabin Getaway
- 1:34:14or something like.
- 1:34:15Speaker 1: That's right, that's right. So we were thinking, okay, do
- 1:34:18we get the book and then read it.
- 1:34:19Speaker 2: The author says the book here, that the books his
- 1:34:21preferred version, so we could just read the book depending
- 1:34:23on how long it is.
- 1:34:24Speaker 6: That's what I said.
- 1:34:25Speaker 1: You know what, it's weird. As people were saying like, oh,
- 1:34:27you got to read Stolen Tongues. I was looking at
- 1:34:29the majority of the comments or like reactions to it,
- 1:34:31and it was mostly negative.
- 1:34:34Speaker 3: Reason too, really.
- 1:34:35Speaker 2: Stolen Tongues the novel because the author I saw that,
- 1:34:39was like, yeah, please.
- 1:34:40Speaker 3: Read Stolen Tongues.
- 1:34:41Speaker 2: It's been through rerides and stuff like that, so maybe
- 1:34:44maybe Stolen Tongues is worth reading, you know better the creepy.
- 1:34:48Speaker 1: I think so, or I would hope, yeah, I think so.
- 1:34:51Speaker 3: And this was so good.
- 1:34:52Speaker 2: I'm just I keep thinking about, like, I want to
- 1:34:54see more of the world. I want to see what
- 1:34:55the machinery was.
- 1:34:57Speaker 3: I want to see more of that because they were
- 1:34:59all so unique, like the worm man with the nailed
- 1:35:03that his eyelids peeled back and stuff, and he has
- 1:35:05scabs over his head because he uses his head to
- 1:35:08like work his way off the ground.
- 1:35:09Speaker 2: Then the ants that came out of the guy and
- 1:35:11stuff like it's so unique and it's so honestly every
- 1:35:16element of the story works for me. Every time we
- 1:35:18get to the end of one, I'm like, I liked it,
- 1:35:19but there's this one thing to change. I really can't
- 1:35:22think because the only thing that's like really misplaced is
- 1:35:27like Danny. But then you find out he was one
- 1:35:30of the souls, So it's like, how did you go
- 1:35:32from being where I am to where you're at now
- 1:35:35wearing a nice shirt, not bothered by the things around you,
- 1:35:37knowing what to do. It implies so much that even
- 1:35:40that criticism is invalid because it makes him such an
- 1:35:43interesting character for how he got to.
- 1:35:44Speaker 1: That point, like it does, and I think also thinking
- 1:35:48about it more now, it almost makes me think there's
- 1:35:51role with me on this. Could Danny possibly be a
- 1:35:54angel who was kicked out of heaven and that's why.
- 1:35:56Speaker 3: Also he's not affected, Oh that's good.
- 1:35:58Speaker 1: He's like perpetually where he's like, oh, I was in
- 1:36:01your position, I left and he left that like kind
- 1:36:04of paradise and now he's here. And that's also this
- 1:36:07and that kind of also gives into the fact that
- 1:36:08maybe he's this guarding guardian angel kind of aspect.
- 1:36:11Speaker 3: Maybe I don't know. I think it all works.
- 1:36:14Speaker 1: That's why I said my criticism is that I just
- 1:36:16selfishly wanted more of the world. Also, the part of
- 1:36:20like him jacking off and the ants came out. It's
- 1:36:22such a like twisted, interesting way to show people's like
- 1:36:27a world of depravity, like monsters existing in this kind of.
- 1:36:31Speaker 2: Like the nothingness. We made the joke earlier about you
- 1:36:34being full of grasshoppers. I think if you cut some
- 1:36:36of these people in half, they would be full of grasshoppers,
- 1:36:39you know, like it's just think.
- 1:36:40Speaker 3: So and it would be fucking awesome, and that would
- 1:36:42be so sick gosh. I want to see more from this.
- 1:36:44Speaker 2: It was so good and every maybe I always say
- 1:36:47in these stories like, well, maybe they didn't have to
- 1:36:49show all of this, they could leave some to imagination.
- 1:36:52This is why, because right now it left such a
- 1:36:57perfect level of like the known and unknown.
- 1:37:00Speaker 3: I have to see more of it. This is where
- 1:37:03you want a story to in like frustratingly good, right like.
- 1:37:06Speaker 1: I will be thinking about this story more than probably
- 1:37:10a lot of the stuff that we have read. There's
- 1:37:12obviously the classics that we have, but just in terms
- 1:37:15of imagery and like especially stuff that I like to
- 1:37:17draw and whatever else in my mind, I'm like, oh, cool,
- 1:37:20this is I'm going to circle back and be like, oh, that's.
- 1:37:23Speaker 3: Kind of a cool way.
- 1:37:24Speaker 1: How could I introduce some of these elements into some
- 1:37:26of the stuff I do, or like these feelings I feel? Now,
- 1:37:30how do you kind of capture that in your own
- 1:37:31way in your own work? Is I think the most
- 1:37:35powerful part of this story for me. I just had
- 1:37:38so much fun so and also I think it blew
- 1:37:42it blows Tommy Taffy out of the water by far.
- 1:37:45Speaker 3: I think it's like, this is the this is the
- 1:37:48way better.
- 1:37:49Speaker 1: Yeah, I think this is the perfect honed in vision
- 1:37:52of a world of depravity and especially in a really
- 1:37:55fun surrealist way of a depiction of hell. But it
- 1:37:59doesn't just it's not just a surface level depiction of hell,
- 1:38:01which is also I think why at first, whenever I
- 1:38:04was doing my little upset baby thing was that you're like, Okay,
- 1:38:08well they're just in hell.
- 1:38:09Speaker 3: But to have the creative vision.
- 1:38:11Speaker 1: To make it a make it your own is really
- 1:38:14fun and not really hark on a lot of the
- 1:38:16tropes of things and be able to explore a lot
- 1:38:19of these ideas. Is a It's just a lot of fun.
- 1:38:22I hope people enjoyed it as much as we're doing.
- 1:38:24Speaker 9: Bro.
- 1:38:25Speaker 2: Bro, I'm scrolling through his I've readit right now. Here's
- 1:38:30a post you made. Hey, everyone just wanted to drop
- 1:38:34in and announce my new book, Return to the Black Farm,
- 1:38:37a direct sequel to The Black Farm. Beat the Pig
- 1:38:41took off here and got a lot of love, and
- 1:38:43I owe the community for the existence of both of
- 1:38:45these books. I hope you'll find this story to read
- 1:38:47as well, and thanks again, dude. There is a full
- 1:38:51Feed the Pig story called The Black Farm and a
- 1:38:53sequel called Return to the Black Farm. Okay, that's sick, Brona.
- 1:38:58What I'm gonna do is what I'm going to do
- 1:39:00is I'm gonna go out and order them. I'm gonna
- 1:39:01go to order both of them. I'm gonna give myself
- 1:39:03like a week to fully digest Feed the Pig, so
- 1:39:06it's like, you know, it's like it's like consecrated, it's
- 1:39:08like in there, and then I need to see more
- 1:39:10from the world. Doesn't like even if it's not as good,
- 1:39:12that's fine because we have the original story as it existed.
- 1:39:16But it immediately sold me on the concept the universe.
- 1:39:19Everything we had in there so so good. Gosh, man,
- 1:39:23I'm angry.
- 1:39:24Speaker 3: I'm yeah, no, I think that was great.
- 1:39:28Speaker 1: And also just in terms of like Creepypasta fans and
- 1:39:30being able because I could have I could have seen
- 1:39:33feed the Pig, or our viewers probably could have seen
- 1:39:36feed the Pig somewhere maybe not known where that came from.
- 1:39:39Speaker 3: And now it's going to be so cool to be like, oh, yeah,
- 1:39:41you know, you get.
- 1:39:43Speaker 2: It, you know, you immediately know. Yeah, feed the Pig
- 1:39:46is such a good line too, Like we talked about
- 1:39:48some of the like the weight that could be applied.
- 1:39:50Speaker 1: To it, simplicity is just is king and that's just
- 1:39:53like such a simple three word line is just so good. Yeah,
- 1:39:58I mean, feed the Pig, ladies and gentlemen, very very
- 1:40:00good stuff. I don't know what we're going to read next.
- 1:40:03We usually don't really know intell a couple of days
- 1:40:05or a day before, So this is this is where
- 1:40:08we're at with it. If you have any suggestions, feel
- 1:40:09free to leave them below, As always to please do
- 1:40:12check out the Spotify and the Apple podcast All that Jazz.
- 1:40:15Speaker 3: It really really does help.
- 1:40:16Speaker 1: Us in the back end with just helping the channel
- 1:40:20the show all that Jazz, and also realize I don't
- 1:40:23take it for granted at all. It's ah, I am
- 1:40:26so grateful for all the people that listen to this shit.
- 1:40:28I seriously appreciate it, and also am so appreciative of
- 1:40:32all these fucking awesome stories like feed the Pig just
- 1:40:35being here and that there's a community of people that
- 1:40:37are stoked to read them and be a part of
- 1:40:39it as well.
- 1:40:40Speaker 3: So it's just it's it's awesome.
- 1:40:41Speaker 2: It's you guys really do like the fact that me
- 1:40:45and Hunter just talking about scary stories, cause see amount
- 1:40:47of support it does is ridiculous.
- 1:40:49Speaker 3: You all are great.
- 1:40:50Speaker 1: Yeah, rest of your day. We will see you next week. Also,
- 1:40:52creep TV will be coming up as well shortly, so
- 1:40:57you know check that out if you haven't checked it out.
- 1:40:58It's just more video stuff versus reading horror stuff, So
- 1:41:02we have that on our YouTube channel as well as
- 1:41:04creep TV, so check it.
- 1:41:05Speaker 2: It's only on YouTube for audio listeners. The reason it's
- 1:41:08only on YouTube is because it's all visual based wouldn't
- 1:41:10make a lot of sense for podcast format. So if
- 1:41:12you like listening to this on Spotify and Apple, which
- 1:41:14we really appreciate and thank you for all the support
- 1:41:16over there, come to YouTube if you want to check
- 1:41:19out creep TV.
- 1:41:20Speaker 3: Hugs and kisses everybody, goodbye. Don't let the pick kiss
- 1:41:23you