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E52 Honi & Michael: From Kauai Calm To DC March For Free People of Iran: How our Faith In God Saved Our Lives With House Filled With Smoke Fire · Ascension Alchemists™ — God Led Sacred Marriage For Purpose & Impact. A Couple's Embodied Walk with Presence of God ALMighty

• 0:02
  SPEAKER_00: Welcoming you to the Ascension Alchemist Podcast.
• 0:05
  SPEAKER_00: We are your host, Michael A.
• 0:08
  SPEAKER_00: and Reverend Honey Borden.
• 0:10
  SPEAKER_01: Much love, everyone.
• 0:12
  SPEAKER_01: Welcome to this wonderful podcast where both of us are so grateful to be here tonight and share as our joint episode.
• 0:20
  SPEAKER_00: Exactly.
• 0:21
  SPEAKER_00: We love doing our joint episode because every other week when we come in, there's so much that has taken place.
• 0:26
  SPEAKER_00: And as usual, our podcast is about all of you that are part of this community.
• 0:33
  SPEAKER_00: We look at it as a community, community of those who are believers, those who have faith, they have trust, they know this God Almighty is leading the way.
• 0:44
  SPEAKER_00: And my goodness, in our human journey, as God Almighty is leading the way, we certainly are going to go through several experiences.
• 0:53
  SPEAKER_00: And these experiences totally shape our reality.
• 0:58
  SPEAKER_00: And different part of us comes out.
• 1:00
  SPEAKER_00: So we have a jam-packed show for you since we came back from Kauai.
• 1:06
  SPEAKER_00: And there's certain things that we want to really talk about today that are rich and important, aren't they, Marco?
• 1:12
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I feel like, you know, when Honey says the community it's all about you, we appreciate that we can share these real raw life experiences because as we go through them, we know how valuable to ourselves that the lessons, the wisdom, the golden nuggets that come out, and all those that can hear them and relate and really feel the resonance of what comes through.
• 1:35
  SPEAKER_01: Because in these times, there's so much happening around us, and what we go through, we feel like as we go through, we're going through them with you because we know there's so much energetic shifts, transformations, and what we've seen these past several weeks is a whole lot of just what would you call it, honey?
• 1:55
  SPEAKER_00: I just call it the untruth is falling away.
• 1:57
  SPEAKER_00: As I've shared with Michael, my attention is completely away from the outside, what's happening in the outer reality.
• 2:05
  SPEAKER_00: My attention is completely on God Almighty and stronger each day with it.
• 2:09
  SPEAKER_00: Because for me, it's irrelevant what's happening on the outer reality.
• 2:14
  SPEAKER_00: I am cultivating much more in that alignment and embodiment of God Almighty, rooting in it.
• 2:20
  SPEAKER_00: Actually, that's this rooting in God Almighty is this new tagline you'll see that we're putting on our cover art because it's so much more about that.
• 2:30
  SPEAKER_00: It's so much about embodiment.
• 2:32
  SPEAKER_00: And I always invite Michael, like Michael, take your attention away from planetary and all of this.
• 2:39
  SPEAKER_01: It's relevant in certain ways of what's happening in Iran, relevant of what happens when weather systems come.
• 2:44
  SPEAKER_01: So there's still relevancy of what comes into our fields because we can't ignore everything in the outer reality.
• 2:50
  SPEAKER_01: I'm just saying there's a lot happening within us and also around us.
• 2:55
  SPEAKER_01: Absolutely.
• 2:56
  SPEAKER_01: Not giving attention to creating that as a reality, but just saying that we're going through a massive, humongous shift right now.
• 3:04
  SPEAKER_01: And I think that it's important as we go through our experiences as well as go through certain areas within us out as well as outside of us.
• 3:15
  SPEAKER_01: It's a full-on journey of what we are able to share because, like I said, many are able to fully just resonate of what's happening during this, you know, powerful.
• 3:25
  SPEAKER_01: What I see is just this powerful shift.
• 3:28
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, Michael.
• 3:29
  SPEAKER_00: You're so kid.
• 3:29
  SPEAKER_00: I love it.
• 3:30
  SPEAKER_00: By the way, apologies for that.
• 3:31
  SPEAKER_00: That was behind the scene.
• 3:34
  SPEAKER_00: The Facebook was still running, so I closed it up.
• 3:37
  SPEAKER_00: So in this episode, we're gonna cover a few areas.
• 3:42
  SPEAKER_00: And you are catching us since we came back from Kauai, and a lot took place in Kauai, so we're gonna just go through it step by step because there were significant things that we want to address, and you're gonna have a lot of takeaways with this one today, because some of you might be going through some of the trenches, and you're going to experience some of the ways that we navigated.
• 4:05
  SPEAKER_00: So we came back from Kauai, we went to we went to Laguna and Los Angeles very quickly.
• 4:13
  SPEAKER_00: We were there in and out, and we came back to Washington, DC.
• 4:17
  SPEAKER_00: And we came back with this wow, this amazing state of beingness, right?
• 4:22
  SPEAKER_00: It was so good.
• 4:23
  SPEAKER_00: We're just like, wow, and awe.
• 4:26
  SPEAKER_00: And on that Valentine's Day, we're supposed to have our living from higher love in a relationship, and we both felt, oh no, we have we're gonna have to extend it.
• 4:37
  SPEAKER_00: Let's put it on our anniversary of our sacred marriage, which was supposed to be on February 22nd, 2026, right?
• 4:47
  SPEAKER_00: It was the four-year anniversary when we had our marriage on the beach in the Lido Key.
• 4:54
  SPEAKER_00: So, what's so amazing as we came back, we were feeling so good that Saturday, Valentine's Day, the weather was amazing.
• 5:04
  SPEAKER_00: It was so sunny, so gorgeous.
• 5:06
  SPEAKER_00: We both felt so radiant and amazing.
• 5:09
  SPEAKER_00: And I said to Michael, you were asking me, What do you want to do?
• 5:13
  SPEAKER_00: I said, you know, would you be up if we just go to DC?
• 5:18
  SPEAKER_00: You asked if we would go to the museum.
• 5:20
  SPEAKER_01: I asked.
• 5:21
  SPEAKER_01: I said, I said I would say this how many of you have gone through life where all of a sudden you catch that one day for those that live in wintertime cultures, that one day where it's like a spring day, it's excelled to like 60 degrees.
• 5:36
  SPEAKER_01: I believe it was the warmest day of the year, and that you're like, wow, it's such a warm day.
• 5:40
  SPEAKER_01: Let's just get outside.
• 5:41
  SPEAKER_01: Let's let's go out.
• 5:42
  SPEAKER_01: And so I asked Honey, would you like to go to DC?
• 5:45
  SPEAKER_01: Would you like to walk around to go to the museum?
• 5:47
  SPEAKER_01: To go to the museum or to do something where we can just really appreciate this weather.
• 5:51
  SPEAKER_01: Because I'm sure, like all of you, when you're experiencing cold for such a long period of time, it's great to get outside.
• 5:58
  SPEAKER_01: So we were like, sure, let's let's let's go let's go to DC and go outside.
• 6:02
  SPEAKER_01: And you were like, well, maybe I'll call my cousin to see if she wants to join us because we can go for a beautiful walk.
• 6:09
  SPEAKER_00: So because we had canceled our event, we just wanted to have a little bit more time and space.
• 6:15
  SPEAKER_00: I called my cousin.
• 6:16
  SPEAKER_00: My cousin said, honey, it's the protest for Iran, for free uh freedom of Iran for the people.
• 6:24
  SPEAKER_00: It's huge, it's all over, it's in Munich, it's in Toronto, it's in Calgary, it's in Los Angeles, it's a huge one.
• 6:34
  SPEAKER_00: Would you guys come?
• 6:35
  SPEAKER_00: And we said, well, maybe we just stop by because I'm just not one to go to protests at all.
• 6:41
  SPEAKER_01: I appreciate how honey says, sure, let's go, let's go stop by.
• 6:45
  SPEAKER_01: And I thought it was cute because on Valentine's Day, you usually imagine, you know, a nice, beautiful restaurant, you would imagine a you know day filled with like Valentine's.
• 6:57
  SPEAKER_01: And of course, we don't fully celebrate the Hallmark holiday of it, we just enjoy the expression of love and how we can radiate it, which I thought was very synchronistical.
• 7:07
  SPEAKER_01: How somehow, when we picked up our cousin, which was filled with love, because she was so excited to then invite us to something that she's so passionate about.
• 7:18
  SPEAKER_00: So, my cousin, because she served in Iraq, she's so passionate and she's so, so, so passionate.
• 7:26
  SPEAKER_00: She's gone to all the protests for the freedom of people.
• 7:29
  SPEAKER_00: And I do want to also address this this moment.
• 7:33
  SPEAKER_00: So, my mom and my aunt, we saw them in Los Angeles before we came back.
• 7:39
  SPEAKER_00: You know, they they have not been able to get in touch with their family, their brother and their sister, you know, things have been shut down, the internet.
• 7:48
  SPEAKER_00: So it it's been really brutal, the amount of people that have been killed because of the severity of the Islamic Republic of Iran and that retaliation, while people of Iran are have come out, it's like a revolution, they want their freedom.
• 8:09
  SPEAKER_00: And for the first time in history ever, it is amazing to watch so many different countries, so many different people finally standing up for the people of Iran.
• 8:22
  SPEAKER_00: So this particular day on February 14th was incredible because my cousin said, Will you guys just come?
• 8:29
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, You know what?
• 8:31
  SPEAKER_00: We're feeling so good.
• 8:32
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, we just go for a little walk, we just send our prayer and blessings, right?
• 8:37
  SPEAKER_00: And meanwhile, because we've been holding space for my family.
• 8:41
  SPEAKER_00: So we picked up my cousin, we parked the car and we went.
• 8:45
  SPEAKER_00: And as we went, now meanwhile, Michael has never experienced this, and I was very when you say experience experienced protests like that.
• 8:53
  SPEAKER_01: Organized, huge, ginormous walk for walk of peace in Washington, DC.
• 9:01
  SPEAKER_00: So I didn't get a chance to come as you all listened before.
• 9:05
  SPEAKER_00: I really wanted to come for the peaceful walk with the monks.
• 9:09
  SPEAKER_00: That didn't work out, and look at the way God Almighty had planned it instead.
• 9:14
  SPEAKER_00: So here we are, something that I had not at all planned for, neither had Michael.
• 9:21
  SPEAKER_00: Somehow we found ourselves in this most gorgeous day in DC with thousands and thousands and thousands of people, people of Iran walking for the freedom of the people there.
• 9:36
  SPEAKER_00: Now, what was so fascinating to me was as I saw all these people marching, I found myself wanting to be on this side on the sidewalk walking.
• 9:50
  SPEAKER_00: And my cousin Michael, like, come in, come in.
• 9:52
  SPEAKER_00: I said no.
• 9:53
  SPEAKER_00: And I suddenly realized I didn't get the chance to walk for the with the monks, but here I was.
• 10:02
  SPEAKER_00: I haven't seen this kind of demonstration since I was seven when I was in Iran, and I just want to take a moment to speak of this.
• 10:12
  SPEAKER_00: I was seven years old when the 1979 revolution of Iran happened.
• 10:18
  SPEAKER_00: I remember the amount of people on the streets, and I spoke a little bit about this on my solo podcast earlier this week, where it was all about, you know, death to America, death to this, death to that, and it was when the Shah was being exiled.
• 10:35
  SPEAKER_00: I remember as seven, experienced this, this just complete overnight transformation.
• 10:43
  SPEAKER_00: And here I was, 53 years old, coming into this, something that I would never take part.
• 10:50
  SPEAKER_00: Yet God Almighty has positioned me and Michael there, and I'm seeing all these people walking now.
• 10:56
  SPEAKER_00: It's the flip.
• 10:57
  SPEAKER_00: Here again, there's this revolution taking place, and it was in that moment that hit me.
• 11:03
  SPEAKER_00: Oh my, Michael and I are to walk this, but I am to walk the way I've been holding the vision of revolution that's already taken place.
• 11:14
  SPEAKER_00: I've gone already to the celebration that I get to take Michael, my children there with so much love and gratitude for these brave souls that incarnated to take part in Iran for this transformation to take place, for all this light to be shared in the world, because people just want to be free.
• 11:35
  SPEAKER_00: They deserve to be free who they are.
• 11:38
  SPEAKER_00: They deserve, they cannot be under this dark ruling of the fanatic Islamic Republic of Iran.
• 11:45
  SPEAKER_00: And as I was walking, I was seeing my cousins so passionate crying, all these people crying.
• 11:50
  SPEAKER_00: I'm walking, chanting, now death to the Islamic Republic of Iran, complete shift.
• 11:58
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm gonna have Michael speak to that for a second.
• 12:01
  SPEAKER_00: I found myself witnessing, wow, my cousin wasn't born when I was in Iran.
• 12:08
  SPEAKER_00: Now she gets to do this here, and I get to walk in the way God Almighty wants us to embody, embody the truth that this has been ordained, the change has already come.
• 12:22
  SPEAKER_00: We are the vision holders.
• 12:23
  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna stick to the vision, and that's how I chose to walk.
• 12:27
  SPEAKER_00: So I was walking in embodiment of celebration, and I understood why I didn't make it to the walk of peace, but that walk of peace came here with the monks, and I was able to walk in that peace in me and in the celebration of it.
• 12:44
  SPEAKER_00: It was so amazing, and I'll go later into what happened after this.
• 12:49
  SPEAKER_00: So you, Michael, had a whole different experience of this.
• 12:53
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I would just like before I share that, is maybe even to ask the viewers if they've been aware within themselves in what we've seen just recently of the amount of demonstrations and protests, whether it's within the war politically, of what happens and what you've noticed within them.
• 13:12
  SPEAKER_01: Because for my first ever protest, I thought it was phenomenal to see the amount of what I would call peace inside of it versus even though they were saying things, it was this unity of individuals that came together in a very peaceful type.
• 13:33
  SPEAKER_01: You know, it was amazing to see so many Iranians respect, you know, every single element of walking in unison, making sure there was no, you know, violence, trash.
• 13:44
  SPEAKER_01: When the police came through, they were making sure everyone got off the streets.
• 13:47
  SPEAKER_01: Like it was such an orderly, disciplined, responsible, and what I thought was amazing, a very conscious way of demonstrating without coming across in any nasty, vulgar ways of disrupting the environment or doing things that I think we've seen in other protests that surprised me.
• 14:09
  SPEAKER_00: Like for me, it was interesting because honey was so elegant and roses, the amount of flowers and roses.
• 14:16
  SPEAKER_01: It was done in a way that I was surprised because usually in protests, there's a lot of let's just say, energy that promotes hatred and violence.
• 14:29
  SPEAKER_01: I'm sure I didn't understand every word.
• 14:31
  SPEAKER_01: I'm sure there were some things that may have not been so nice, but the point was to march in a place that could you could feel the demonstration of what people wanted, and to do it in such an organized, elegant, natural way, to me felt like it was an honor to be among it.
• 14:54
  SPEAKER_01: Because just before that, honey you spoke about it, it's like, are you gonna write about what's happening?
• 14:58
  SPEAKER_01: Are you gonna share your views?
• 15:00
  SPEAKER_01: And I said, Of course I am.
• 15:02
  SPEAKER_01: I would love to demonstrate that in an action that feels appropriate.
• 15:05
  SPEAKER_01: And this I felt was the first action because to stand and walk in a place where you could just feel the energetic frequency of people, and to be there in a way that gave the opportunity to say, wow, how could we stand tall?
• 15:21
  SPEAKER_01: How can we walk?
• 15:22
  SPEAKER_01: How can we bring forth our own vision of what we want could not have been demonstrated any better because as we were walking, it was beautiful to like notice the Iranian flag, the American flag, the Israeli flag.
• 15:38
  SPEAKER_01: It was beautiful to see the Zoroastrian flag.
• 15:42
  SPEAKER_01: It was so amazing as we walked into it.
• 15:44
  SPEAKER_01: There was like this phenomenal scholar that took us back to centuries of the history of Iran and why the flag had the symbols on and what cultures were being brought, and that even Honey and our cousin were brought forth into a higher level of education.
• 16:02
  SPEAKER_00: That I thought it I thought I felt it was like this this moment that we all were we all were like exalted in a form that because he talked about the poetry, he talked about the art, he he brought all of that from uh Shahnameh, all of that into this, what they represented, and then the amount of people, like you were so surprised, the amount of people that were handing out roses to the police officers, all these polices are on the cars, were showered with roses.
• 16:39
  SPEAKER_01: All I would say is And gratitude.
• 16:41
  SPEAKER_01: Many times I personally, just out of preference, and each and every person has their own way of expression.
• 16:48
  SPEAKER_01: There's no right or wrong and purely no judgment.
• 16:51
  SPEAKER_01: Yet, because our fields are very sensitive, we tend not to get invoked or involved in many protests because sometimes the energy is so strong in the rebellion or the revolution or the division of it that we really take place in more unified levels.
• 17:09
  SPEAKER_01: For those that truly are aware of the Persian culture and the richness of what is brought through, fully was demonstrated because I could see that culture true in my eyes from elders, individuals that came in with this level of respect and honor.
• 17:29
  SPEAKER_01: And this unity that I felt no matter who you were, no matter what color skin, no matter what sex, there was this unity of individuals coming in, even the police officers with the peaceful nature of everything that was being exalted through our circle of the Capitol.
• 17:47
  SPEAKER_01: It felt like, as Honey said, when we walked into the Capitol, due to the monks, we didn't go in front, it was in front of the White House, the monument, walking through Treasury, walking through all the.
• 18:37
  SPEAKER_01: But you experienced the frequency.
• 18:39
  SPEAKER_01: I could feel to see the frequency of the unification of how when we come together to stand together and to do it in a nonviolent, respectful, honorary level, it really brought a lot of tears to my eyes of like, wow, now this is what I believe a demonstration's all about, and how we can come together and bring more of that peace into our own natural state of prosperity, of living what we want to see versus fighting what we don't want to see.
• 19:07
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and it was so beautiful.
• 19:08
  SPEAKER_00: I get a chance.
• 19:09
  SPEAKER_00: My son called, I said, We are here.
• 19:11
  SPEAKER_00: He they had he had never seen it, so we said, just calm.
• 19:14
  SPEAKER_00: So he came with his friends and he was just awe, and there was this moment like, wow, there are all these people that are standing up for this.
• 19:23
  SPEAKER_00: This is amazing because this has nothing to do with it, it's just the people want to be free, and the the true understanding, the people are of Iran are not the Islamic republic of this fanatic government.
• 19:39
  SPEAKER_00: We're not, and we are we come from an ancient civilization that goes way over six, seven thousand years that has contributed so much to society, math comes from us, pomegranates, roses, there's music, there's poetry, there's geometry, there's so much contribution that has come out.
• 20:00
  SPEAKER_00: So it was so beautiful for me to also see that because I I feel there's a part of me that's been so disconnected because of the Islamic Republic because of 1979.
• 20:12
  SPEAKER_00: And I want to just speak to this moment for those of you who are listening to this.
• 20:16
  SPEAKER_00: If you are, if you have any Iranian friends that you know, I just want to deeply ask you, please check on them.
• 20:24
  SPEAKER_00: They are hurting, they are sad.
• 20:27
  SPEAKER_00: So there's all this like PTSD that has resurfaced in my mom, in my aunt, because they never got, they never got to experience any kind of sort of like closure in that.
• 20:43
  SPEAKER_00: So that's coming up, and there's the opportunity to tell them it's okay, you know, we pray you will have your country back, and you get to go there, you get to be there.
• 20:54
  SPEAKER_00: So this is so, so healing for them, and just check on them.
• 20:59
  SPEAKER_00: That's all I wanted to say.
• 21:00
  SPEAKER_00: So out of that, we get to then go hang out with my cousin or my son, and Michael got a chance to celebrate his birthday, but he's been celebrating this 50th birthday, continuous, continuous celebration and celebration and celebration.
• 21:14
  SPEAKER_00: And after that, so on Monday, I do want to talk about Monday because what happened after this was important.
• 21:21
  SPEAKER_00: So on Monday, I felt so good.
• 21:23
  SPEAKER_00: Michael felt so good.
• 21:24
  SPEAKER_00: We're both like, wow, we're transformed, right, Michael?
• 21:28
  SPEAKER_00: We're experiencing this other transformation in us, and I went to even buy two outfits for the gym, and then saw one of my friends and gave some uplifting, uh, beautiful energy to her.
• 21:43
  SPEAKER_00: Then I went to the gym, walked on the stairmaster for 10 minutes, getting my body even more charged up.
• 21:50
  SPEAKER_00: And my gosh, Tuesday morning, my entire body, my lower back, went into a lock mode.
• 21:57
  SPEAKER_00: It was so painful.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_00: For that walk, and I couldn't understand what happened at that moment.
• 22:04
  SPEAKER_00: And it was that morning as we woke up, I was stealing with Michael because I was remembering the car accident that I was in in Iran, which was in 1979.
• 22:16
  SPEAKER_00: Revolution had happened in March.
• 22:18
  SPEAKER_00: We'd just gone to that trip where eventually I wrote the book The Day I Became a Superhero.
• 22:26
  SPEAKER_00: Some of you may have read that book.
• 22:27
  SPEAKER_00: It's a children's inspirational memoir about what happened, that mystical experience I had.
• 22:33
  SPEAKER_00: I was as I was seven years old when I first experienced the truth of who and what we are.
• 22:40
  SPEAKER_00: So it's so amazing that morning.
• 22:42
  SPEAKER_00: You and I stayed in bed.
• 22:44
  SPEAKER_00: We talked so deep because I was like, Michael, there's something happening.
• 22:47
  SPEAKER_00: I'd never visited this protest.
• 22:50
  SPEAKER_00: I've been so disconnected from that.
• 22:53
  SPEAKER_00: It's like there's a unification taking place.
• 22:55
  SPEAKER_00: It's like I'm being re-rooted again, but I'm being rooted differently.
• 23:00
  SPEAKER_00: And there's this rooting taking place from God that's coming from the mystical experience I had in the car accident.
• 23:10
  SPEAKER_00: And like it's like my my entire back hip is locked up because I have to take a different walk.
• 23:19
  SPEAKER_01: Isn't it interesting when coming back from Kauai, you said, you know what?
• 23:23
  SPEAKER_01: I really feel I need a sabbatical to reset.
• 23:27
  SPEAKER_01: And so by you expressing I need to shift and do something different, even though it may look like, you know, maybe a little overexertion on the stairmaster, you also got the opportunity to see how that reset of, you know, what many of us are going through right now, of shifting from our old aspects of ourselves into our new aspects.
• 23:53
  SPEAKER_01: Because I feel like as we're moving through a threshold, especially into this new year of the fire horse that we've walked into, there's a lot that's transmuting from what no longer serves us and into what we are already becoming in this new, what I feel, a new shift of identity.
• 24:13
  SPEAKER_01: And I I would, you know, ask the viewers, even in these past couple weeks, of you know, what is it that you're you're letting go that no longer serves, so that you can open up to know what is already here to be?
• 24:25
  SPEAKER_01: And it's been an interesting time because what would you say, honey, when you look now at this pain or look at what has taught you from that experience?
• 24:37
  SPEAKER_00: So, what what I want I want to talk about that Tuesday morning when we were in bed just talking, I was tearing up as we were speaking through what I was sharing in that moment was wow, in the moment of the car accident in 1979.
• 24:51
  SPEAKER_01: But that was what I was in the no no it wasn't.
• 24:57
  SPEAKER_00: No, because I was no exactly, it was right in that time.
• 25:00
  SPEAKER_00: I said, it's so interesting that the timing of it because the key point was in when I was seven, revolution happened.
• 25:11
  SPEAKER_00: When I was seven, this car accident, fatal car, fatal car crash happened.
• 25:16
  SPEAKER_00: In that accident, while I was trapped in the car, and the car was getting ready to blow up, and it was the scariest thing that I'd ever experienced is within that moment there was God Almighty.
• 25:29
  SPEAKER_00: There was that I was able to, I was able to experience that presence in the middle of it.
• 25:35
  SPEAKER_00: So that reminded me while this excruciating pain in my hip and my lower back, where I couldn't lay down, I couldn't stand, I couldn't like nothing I could do.
• 25:46
  SPEAKER_00: I'd never experienced that level of pain before.
• 25:49
  SPEAKER_00: I was aware, wow, I'm being given the opportunity to shift my frequency to also experience God Almighty in here, bring it and to embody it so that I can choose a different walk.
• 26:06
  SPEAKER_00: That no, I'm not injured, that no, this is not defeating me, that no, this is not limiting me.
• 26:12
  SPEAKER_00: If anything, what did I say?
• 26:14
  SPEAKER_00: My God, Michael, I feel like I'm growing new roots.
• 26:17
  SPEAKER_00: God is rooting me differently, so something's coming out, and remember, I keep saying that like I'm entering a whole different change.
• 26:26
  SPEAKER_00: I can feel it, but I I don't have all of it.
• 26:29
  SPEAKER_00: But at the same time, you went as you went to Kauai turning 50, you were experiencing this whole new change where our walks is different, and then your back started hurting.
• 26:42
  SPEAKER_00: One day after.
• 26:43
  SPEAKER_00: One day after.
• 26:44
  SPEAKER_01: One day after I was working on her for quite a bit of time, I could feel my own right side of my cue, my right lower back go through pain.
• 26:52
  SPEAKER_01: So it was hilarious.
• 26:53
  SPEAKER_01: It was so funny.
• 26:55
  SPEAKER_00: I said, Michael, no, you cannot, you cannot experience when I need to go through this because I needed his amazing energy, magical hands with all the phenomenal where he's so gifted with his care and compassion, with acupuncture, massage, the golden light, so that way on our advanced technology, so that way I can at least get out of that stuck into movement.
• 27:21
  SPEAKER_00: And you are amazing.
• 27:22
  SPEAKER_01: Thank you.
• 27:22
  SPEAKER_01: And I I appreciate that, honey, because I feel in a higher lens, and what's so important for many of us to hear is when this physical pain or these instances come up, I've learned many times not to take it personal or judge it and to see what is this pain teaching me?
• 27:39
  SPEAKER_01: What is the story or the message behind it?
• 27:41
  SPEAKER_01: Not name it, not name it and not give a story because when we really look at it, our physical body, our physical essence is the lowest level of consciousness.
• 27:52
  SPEAKER_01: And when we start to rise into higher levels, it's usually the signification of like, okay, the body is at its matter where we can see.
• 28:01
  SPEAKER_01: But as we rise into higher levels of awareness, we're like, okay, what is it teaching me?
• 28:06
  SPEAKER_01: What is it giving me the message or the breadcrumbs to see in a deeper level, whether it's a past or whether it's giving me wisdom to move through it?
• 28:16
  SPEAKER_01: A lot of times slowing down, lying horizontal with Mother Earth so we can finally rest and let our parasympic nervous system provide that natural healing and then just see what is coming through in that stillness so we can finally stop and just be present of what's birthing through us.
• 28:33
  SPEAKER_00: And you know, I just just in this exact second, I just understood something.
• 28:39
  unknown: Of course.
• 28:39
  SPEAKER_00: You know what I understood, Michael just now?
• 28:41
  SPEAKER_00: No, honestly.
• 28:43
  SPEAKER_00: So that the this happening to my back, it's like stopping me from everything.
• 28:49
  SPEAKER_00: Because no, no, no, but just hold on.
• 28:53
  SPEAKER_00: Hold on a second.
• 28:53
  SPEAKER_00: No, no, not just that.
• 28:55
  SPEAKER_00: But look, I never, as a child, when I was seven, I never processed all that insanity of 1979 revolution.
• 29:04
  SPEAKER_00: So it's been stored in my body.
• 29:07
  SPEAKER_00: I never processed the truth the tragedy, the crazy experience of the fatal car crash that happened within two weeks period.
• 29:18
  SPEAKER_00: So would you say so then here's the no, here's what happened by going on that demonstration walk.
• 29:24
  SPEAKER_00: It was like giving me opportunity to meet it, right?
• 29:28
  SPEAKER_00: And root it, coming to the body.
• 29:31
  SPEAKER_00: So actually meet this because one more second we can before because within that, Michael, I was also able with this.
• 29:40
  SPEAKER_00: Did you see my language?
• 29:42
  SPEAKER_00: I kept saying thank you, God, as painful as it was, as awful it was.
• 29:47
  SPEAKER_00: I kept saying, Thank you, God, you're doing this for me.
• 29:51
  SPEAKER_00: It's not against me.
• 29:52
  SPEAKER_00: Nothing has happened to my body.
• 29:54
  SPEAKER_00: My body is being rooted in a different walk.
• 29:59
  SPEAKER_01: So I want to just bring attention to one thing you just said, and I really want you to hear this.
• 30:06
  SPEAKER_01: When you were seven and you had that fatal car crash, and you were never able to express the trauma that you experienced in that time period?
• 30:14
  SPEAKER_00: Never.
• 30:15
  SPEAKER_01: Can I honestly say in this period where you've expressed you wanted to take a sabbatical, you've expressed you wanted to shift your routine, shift everything around, would it be open and not honest to say that could this time also give you the opportunity to take a book out and write down that seven-year-old's experience that was never fully expressed in more of a lens that not just when you wrote your book from the experience of it, but what that little girl went through and what you as an adult in your 50s can now share from the lens of where you are now?
• 30:56
  SPEAKER_01: Do you think this moment right now can give you that opportunity and stillness of not doing what you usually do, but maybe writing each day of that expression?
• 31:09
  SPEAKER_01: I know during the protest you walked, I know you did all of that, but what happens on a deeper lens of what you're here to share?
• 31:16
  SPEAKER_01: Because we spoke about that.
• 31:18
  SPEAKER_00: We spoke about that as I said, Michael, oh my gosh, this is I can see this is the next book to speak of it from this place now.
• 31:27
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 31:28
  SPEAKER_00: Remember, I I actually brought that up and why awareness.
• 31:31
  SPEAKER_01: And why I share this is because it's just the time.
• 31:35
  SPEAKER_01: Isn't it interesting how when healing occurs, which you always know is through God Almighty, how the circumstances happen in this miraculous, synchronized, synchronistical way that events prevent us from doing the normal things.
• 31:53
  SPEAKER_01: All of a sudden, we have to be stopped in our tracks.
• 31:55
  SPEAKER_01: All of a sudden, pain has to limit us so that we can't do the normal things.
• 31:59
  SPEAKER_01: And that expression of it also clears that energy that's been sitting there for a long time, but also just the natural expression of it gives you those moments where you've expressed to me and be like, Well, I never, I never gave myself the time to remember this.
• 32:17
  SPEAKER_01: And then all of a sudden, that memory triggers another.
• 32:19
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, I never realized that this happened.
• 32:21
  SPEAKER_01: And before you know it, just by giving words to those moments, then all of a sudden shifts the trajectory in your timeline of everything around you, in allowing that expression through writing, in allowing that expression through emotions, and really allowing those maybe pockets that I've seen, you know, within myself, within you, when they're met, they clear and open more space for that God Almighty presence to come through.
• 32:49
  SPEAKER_01: And, you know, I say this not just towards you, honey, but I say this for a lot of things is we move so quickly through life.
• 32:58
  SPEAKER_01: We get so busy with all the responsibilities, all the things that we want to do, that sometimes just that reflecting and pausing of what life wants to come out of us, I find is one of the greatest gifts that we can take because in that moment it's like the popcorn's popping, and it's like, wow, this is juicy to dive in to see what is here to be shared because it's like the perfect opportunity of what you said, sabbatical, slowing down, doing different things that now this is giving you a whole different way to express what you haven't done before.
• 33:33
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it's exactly on the same boat.
• 33:36
  SPEAKER_00: And for you listeners, the the key that we want to bring to you as well.
• 33:42
  SPEAKER_00: If something happens, for example, like I went to the gym 10 minutes, their master, it made absolutely no sense why this would happen to my body.
• 33:53
  SPEAKER_00: And from the human lens, we can be very judgmental, critical, pissed off, all this stuff.
• 34:00
  SPEAKER_00: Yet, on it on this from the mercy of God Almighty, God Almighty loves us so much that is orchestrating it in this perfect way that we can't see, yet we are in it.
• 34:15
  SPEAKER_00: When our attention is on God Almighty, we can meet it with grace.
• 34:20
  SPEAKER_00: So that was it.
• 34:21
  SPEAKER_00: And then for me to be very receptive in receiving from Michael, and in not being frustrated, not being mad, just welcoming it to work through some of these emotions that service, instead of being drowned in the emotions, just meeting him with with actually with the presence of God Almighty, being so held in it.
• 34:43
  SPEAKER_00: So it's just so, so beautiful.
• 34:46
  SPEAKER_01: And you know what's also interesting that's just coming to me?
• 34:49
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 34:50
  SPEAKER_01: Because that moment in the car crash was so, let's just say, impactful, yeah, that it allowed you to leave your body and have that mystical experience.
• 35:00
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 35:01
  SPEAKER_01: Wouldn't it be very interesting just to tune in what you do so well in connecting the dots and saying, could there actually be the possibility that in that car accident of what happened, it could have just due to the sheer magnitude and velocity in the impact done something to your hip or low back that may have never been brought forth in this time frame.
• 35:32
  SPEAKER_01: And because that energy, as we know, when pain exerts into the body, that muscle memory is stored within there.
• 35:41
  SPEAKER_01: And because it's been stored there for so long, then we go through these memories, then we go through these timelines that open up.
• 35:48
  SPEAKER_01: Could that also be a resetting of what you may not remember, a low back, let's just say you said that.
• 35:56
  SPEAKER_01: So I'm gonna have a low back, let's just say pain, but you didn't maybe even feel the pain of that moment because you were too focused on the emotional pain of your mom or dad.
• 36:04
  SPEAKER_00: It's interesting you said because you know, for those of you that may not know, at that moment I was crushed.
• 36:09
  SPEAKER_00: I wasn't crushed, I was like trapped in the backseat, where my mom's face was inside the wheel or the wheel of the car had broken into a face.
• 36:19
  SPEAKER_00: My father had gone into the windshield, it was awful smoke coming out, both were unconscious, and and there's a whole lot that I talk about this.
• 36:28
  SPEAKER_00: But what's so interesting is here is again the testament of God Almighty's miracle.
• 36:37
  SPEAKER_00: I came out of that car, I was untouched.
• 36:42
  SPEAKER_00: It was the biggest miracle.
• 36:45
  SPEAKER_00: Everybody came talking about how could she have nothing?
• 36:48
  SPEAKER_00: There was, I will tell you this, on my right leg, on the back of my right leg, it was just bruise, but nothing, no broken bone, nothing.
• 37:01
  SPEAKER_00: And within the I just I was there by myself.
• 37:05
  SPEAKER_00: My parents were unconscious in coma those that first week inside this little village.
• 37:10
  SPEAKER_00: I was seven by myself, no relatives, nothing.
• 37:13
  SPEAKER_00: I was very happy because God Almighty was inside of me.
• 37:17
  SPEAKER_00: I was very much in that presence.
• 37:19
  SPEAKER_00: But here's the thing.
• 37:20
  SPEAKER_00: Everybody talked, kept talking about that's the miracle, that's the miracle child.
• 37:24
  SPEAKER_00: That's the miracle child pointing to me.
• 37:26
  SPEAKER_00: And here's the thing.
• 37:27
  SPEAKER_00: When we when we finally made it back to Tehran, where my uncles and them they found us, and they they took my parents to get operations.
• 37:38
  SPEAKER_00: I lost memory for nine months.
• 37:41
  SPEAKER_00: I till this day I have no memory what happened there.
• 37:45
  SPEAKER_00: And maybe it was during that process, some something is clearly happening.
• 37:49
  SPEAKER_00: So here I am at 53 years, it's all connected.
• 37:55
  SPEAKER_01: Here's something even interesting.
• 37:56
  SPEAKER_01: How old were you at the time?
• 37:57
  SPEAKER_01: Seven?
• 37:57
  SPEAKER_01: Seven.
• 37:58
  SPEAKER_01: So 53 is an eight.
• 37:59
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 38:00
  SPEAKER_01: Which what happens if by not having any memory at that time?
• 38:04
  SPEAKER_00: But I would have been eight that May.
• 38:06
  SPEAKER_00: So this happened right before.
• 38:08
  SPEAKER_00: So when I lost my mem my memory, I became eight.
• 38:11
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so what would happen if this actual opportunity gives you a chance to write about it, which restores the memory, which closes down the time gap, which you've seen in many times of healings.
• 38:25
  SPEAKER_01: That by when that memory comes back, it's like your soul is being merged into the trueness of what it is, so that all those spaces are now being filled, rooted with the trueness of who you are, so that can fully be healed now from a higher conscious lens as you communicate to your inner child and communicate to those inner memories, and before you know it, excell what you already know in this year of 2026, being that greatest year of your life, which you know by revisiting areas that have just been.
• 38:59
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, something is something Michael totally absolutely receive it.
• 39:03
  SPEAKER_00: And you know, for those of you listeners, by the way, this podcast is slightly different today.
• 39:08
  SPEAKER_00: We because you're also entering this, is usually the conversation between Michael and I.
• 39:14
  SPEAKER_00: We just get into this space, and then there's this deep, deep awareness that's communicating.
• 39:20
  SPEAKER_00: So for the purpose of podcast, Michael, I'm very aware.
• 39:24
  SPEAKER_00: And here's the thing: so that week that this took place, that Tuesday, which was the day after where my I had to start my new podcast training in the mastermind with Kylie, and so we she's asking certain things, and I was like, my god, I'm inside a whole new change.
• 39:42
  SPEAKER_00: The art cover has to change.
• 39:45
  SPEAKER_00: There's all this change coming, and I know this change takes place till the Persian New Year, which is spring equinox.
• 39:52
  SPEAKER_00: Like, and I mean joy, that all this is happening so so beautiful listeners.
• 39:59
  SPEAKER_00: So, this week, then what came place was crazy at the end of the week.
• 40:06
  SPEAKER_00: As we were in this space, so much loving, Michael and I communicating.
• 40:11
  SPEAKER_00: Michael was like, Wow, I'm inviting more of my 50-year-old self, wow, into this space, right?
• 40:20
  SPEAKER_00: We had on on Friday, we had another amazing day of sun, and we said, you know what?
• 40:30
  SPEAKER_00: Let's get out.
• 40:31
  SPEAKER_00: Michael was like, honey, come on, I'm gonna get you out.
• 40:34
  SPEAKER_00: Let's just go in front of sun because we have to take steps going up and down where we are.
• 40:39
  SPEAKER_00: So he helped me out slowly walking.
• 40:42
  SPEAKER_00: We said, and we felt so much love between us, did a lot of visualization, so much visualization and love and the celebration of all the greatness that God Almighty has planned for us.
• 40:56
  SPEAKER_00: We're getting ready to teach the prosperity, mentorship, and all this just greatness.
• 41:03
  SPEAKER_00: And so as we're sitting there, I told Michael, I said, Michael, let's go to this faith-based movie that has just come out Friday night.
• 41:12
  SPEAKER_00: Let's go see this.
• 41:13
  SPEAKER_00: We're supposed to go with my sons, but they couldn't come.
• 41:16
  SPEAKER_00: So we said, We're gonna go.
• 41:19
  SPEAKER_00: So we were in this great place, and we ate a beautiful dinner at home.
• 41:24
  SPEAKER_01: We decided to cook this meal, and what was very interesting about it was we not only cooked it, but I was looking at the time frame, and there became this awareness of a little rushing to get to the movie theater because we realized the day was getting later.
• 41:41
  SPEAKER_01: And as we finished cooking, I remember the far, which is a grain that I was cooking, wasn't completely filled.
• 41:48
  SPEAKER_01: So I was like, okay, let me just put on a low flame and cook this before we left.
• 41:52
  SPEAKER_01: So right before I left, I looked at the kitchen, the light was on, and I turned the light off, and honey and I rushed to the movie theater to make sure.
• 41:59
  SPEAKER_00: It was 6 45 p.m.
• 42:00
  SPEAKER_00: Friday.
• 42:01
  SPEAKER_01: And so we get to the movie theater, we sit down, and we're watching it, and of course, this is like a faith-based, powerful movie.
• 42:08
  SPEAKER_01: About the power of Jesus, the power of like Jesus and just believing, and it was the sequel to Mercy Me, which is was one of the most um powerful number one songs that were that was ever won.
• 42:21
  SPEAKER_01: I get a call from my neighbor, and as soon as I saw the call, I was like, Why is my neighbor calling?
• 42:26
  SPEAKER_01: So I ran out, and then before I knew it, there was a message, text message saying, I see smoke coming from your from your house.
• 42:35
  SPEAKER_01: Because she went upstairs and she said there was a fire, there was a smoke detector going on.
• 42:39
  SPEAKER_01: So all of a sudden I went into complete fight or flight panic, thinking, Oh my goodness, did I actually forget to turn off the stove to the pharaoh?
• 42:50
  SPEAKER_01: So immediately I jumped, ran.
• 42:53
  SPEAKER_01: Before I could even tell honey, I was in the car thinking, oh my gosh, is the house on fire?
• 43:00
  SPEAKER_01: Are the juju berries done?
• 43:02
  SPEAKER_01: Am I gonna birds?
• 43:05
  SPEAKER_01: Am I gonna be in jail by the end of the night?
• 43:07
  SPEAKER_01: Because is the whole apartment building gonna be burned down due to the negligence, embarrassment, shame of a flame being open?
• 43:16
  SPEAKER_01: I not only jumped in the car after honey was pleading, come back.
• 43:20
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, I'm halfway there, I gotta get there, running through red lights, heart pounding, heart racing, feeling so filled of just guilt, shame, embarrassment, worry, fear, like every emotion possible.
• 43:34
  SPEAKER_01: Coming in, seeing fire engines around, neighbors surrounded, running all the way up to the steps out of breath, like so nervous to run in and to see an apartment filled with complete smoke, straight to the birds.
• 43:50
  SPEAKER_01: They were alive, thank gosh, because I thought I killed them, brought them outside, and the firefighters were like, We need to keep all the windows shut except one because we have to air it out.
• 43:59
  SPEAKER_01: And I looked at them.
• 44:00
  SPEAKER_01: Says anything wrong.
• 44:00
  SPEAKER_01: She's like, no, just smoke damage.
• 44:01
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, what?
• 44:02
  SPEAKER_01: They're like, no, just smoke damage.
• 44:04
  SPEAKER_01: And I went to the kitchen, and there wasn't one physical damage to a pot that was just literally burning underneath from the fire and the smoke.
• 44:16
  SPEAKER_01: But the pot had burned.
• 44:18
  SPEAKER_01: The pot had burned, but the inside far was smoking, smoking that left, you know, horrific smell.
• 44:24
  SPEAKER_01: Yet the hands of protection, the blessings in the house, what we've created was literally protecting.
• 44:32
  SPEAKER_01: And I just was like, oh my gosh, which I couldn't fully accept because my heart was still racing, and now being like, oh my gosh, should I just leave Honey in the movie theater without a battery?
• 44:42
  SPEAKER_01: She was telling me to come back.
• 44:44
  SPEAKER_01: I ran outside, called Honey, asked her to take an Uber, have a sheriff come.
• 44:48
  SPEAKER_01: She said, Go ahead, I'll take it from you now.
• 44:51
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, so when this happened, here's the comedy.
• 44:55
  SPEAKER_00: I was just okay, little bit of movement in my body, just so happy.
• 44:59
  SPEAKER_00: Michael and I filled it love, sitting in the movie theater, looking at each other, googly eye, getting ready to see this amazing movie.
• 45:07
  SPEAKER_00: And as we're sitting there, Michael jumps right off.
• 45:11
  SPEAKER_00: I have no idea what's going on.
• 45:12
  SPEAKER_00: He's like, Oh my god, I didn't turn the stove off.
• 45:15
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, okay, so you come back.
• 45:17
  SPEAKER_00: I didn't think anything.
• 45:18
  SPEAKER_00: And I look in my phone, my phone is about to run out of battery.
• 45:23
  SPEAKER_00: So I gently am like trying to move.
• 45:25
  SPEAKER_00: You have to understand, my back has been locked up, hardly can move.
• 45:30
  SPEAKER_00: So I started like gently walking, walking, trying to come.
• 45:35
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, okay, I called Michael.
• 45:37
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, Michael, you gotta come get me.
• 45:38
  SPEAKER_00: He's like, I can, I can't.
• 45:40
  SPEAKER_00: So he left, and suddenly I stood there.
• 45:43
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, I was like, God almighty, do something, help us now.
• 45:50
  SPEAKER_00: I just took him out in saying that, and I released that, and I came out, I saw a sheriff in the front.
• 45:58
  SPEAKER_00: I said, Please, can you please help me?
• 46:01
  SPEAKER_00: Can you give me a ride?
• 46:02
  SPEAKER_00: He said, I can't.
• 46:03
  SPEAKER_00: I said, I need a little battery in my phone because our our apartment, my husband ran off.
• 46:09
  SPEAKER_00: He left the stove on.
• 46:10
  SPEAKER_00: We need help.
• 46:11
  SPEAKER_00: And while I was there, like my body is like, oh my god, Michael just left me.
• 46:15
  SPEAKER_00: There's no no battery.
• 46:17
  SPEAKER_00: I can hardly walk.
• 46:18
  SPEAKER_00: Like, like, like things were starting to um contract in me.
• 46:24
  SPEAKER_00: And I said, God, no, you're in control of this situation.
• 46:28
  SPEAKER_00: So the police says, Here, I have a phone charger.
• 46:31
  SPEAKER_00: Let's go in and charge it.
• 46:33
  SPEAKER_00: So I managed to call the neighbor downstairs.
• 46:36
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, please, please, just get the birds.
• 46:38
  SPEAKER_01: She got the birds and actually actually when when honey called, she called down when I came here.
• 46:44
  SPEAKER_01: I got the birds.
• 46:46
  SPEAKER_01: I saw these two massive firefighters that looked like six foot eight.
• 46:51
  SPEAKER_01: I again, I thought I was going to be reprimanded.
• 46:54
  SPEAKER_01: I thought I was going to be fine.
• 46:56
  SPEAKER_01: Interesting enough.
• 46:57
  SPEAKER_01: They just walked out.
• 46:58
  SPEAKER_01: They said, okay, air out your place.
• 47:00
  SPEAKER_01: And before I knew it, I'm looking at the place thinking, how on earth did this not burn down?
• 47:06
  SPEAKER_01: And how on earth, in this miraculous moment, did the birds were still, you know, alive because it was like 15 minutes of smoke, fire alarm that no one hurt except our beautiful neighbor from downstairs, who we've connected with, that came up, saw the apartment, called 9-1-1, and then notified me immediately.
• 47:26
  SPEAKER_00: So while Michael was here, I was just trying to figure out how do I get back.
• 47:31
  SPEAKER_00: So I finally managed to get Uber and I kept praying.
• 47:35
  SPEAKER_00: I relaxed my body, and I could tell Michael is in shock.
• 47:41
  SPEAKER_00: I'm shocked.
• 47:41
  SPEAKER_00: And I guess and I kept saying, I was like, God, you got us.
• 47:45
  SPEAKER_00: God, you got us.
• 47:46
  SPEAKER_00: God, you got us.
• 47:48
  SPEAKER_00: And as I as I came, I somehow managed to walk myself up the stairs and came in, and I saw Michael.
• 47:57
  SPEAKER_00: Michael just broke into my arms as tears.
• 48:01
  SPEAKER_00: I said, Michael, it's all okay.
• 48:03
  SPEAKER_00: If you're here, I was like, Michael, look at the miracle.
• 48:07
  SPEAKER_00: Look at the miracle.
• 48:09
  SPEAKER_00: Look how much God Almighty loves us.
• 48:12
  SPEAKER_00: Look at the way we're protected.
• 48:14
  SPEAKER_00: It comes near, it will not destroy.
• 48:17
  SPEAKER_00: Look at this.
• 48:18
  SPEAKER_00: It's all the prayers, everything we do every morning.
• 48:21
  SPEAKER_00: All that we help others.
• 48:23
  SPEAKER_00: Look at this.
• 48:24
  SPEAKER_00: So it was such a living testament that Juju Berry, Juju Berry himself, is a miraculous book.
• 48:30
  SPEAKER_00: Here inside miracle, here's God's miracle showing out.
• 48:35
  SPEAKER_00: All I know, it was such an incredible moment when Michael and I came together.
• 48:41
  SPEAKER_00: And remember, we had our teaching on uh Friday on this on the Sunday for living from higher love and a relationship.
• 48:51
  SPEAKER_00: Talk about our relationship being put into test to truly, truly demonstrate living from higher love and working from love.
• 49:02
  SPEAKER_00: No blame, working there, no blaming.
• 49:03
  SPEAKER_00: I said not not not a single word came out of my mouth, Michael.
• 49:08
  SPEAKER_01: And the ability of really when two work together in a crisis moment.
• 49:14
  SPEAKER_01: I don't know if any of you can see this when something happens so quickly that there's not even time to do anything but work as a team.
• 49:22
  SPEAKER_01: Honey and I have this experience.
• 49:23
  SPEAKER_01: So much love.
• 49:24
  SPEAKER_01: With so much love.
• 49:25
  SPEAKER_01: Honey and I have this experience when our back is against the wall and we have to fully come into our highest and greatest choice of consciousness that we work in such unison.
• 49:38
  SPEAKER_01: And to me, I was even blown away because that night I was thinking, oh my gosh, the apartment smells like smoke.
• 49:43
  SPEAKER_01: How is honey gonna sleep?
• 49:44
  SPEAKER_01: Her back exerting, but we could not have worked more in unison of just going through the situation without shame, blame, embarrassment, holding space for each other more.
• 49:55
  SPEAKER_00: But me as a partner, I I never shamed you.
• 49:59
  SPEAKER_00: I never made you feel anybody, nothing.
• 50:02
  SPEAKER_00: You were experiencing all of that to the fullness.
• 50:04
  SPEAKER_00: There was nothing I needed to say.
• 50:07
  SPEAKER_00: But if anything, I wanted you to be uplifted out of that.
• 50:29
  SPEAKER_01: Beyond the heavier energy, which I'm fully learned, was trying to keep back that blessing because all I could feel that night and morning was what happens if the birds did this, and just the feeling of what did I do to the apartment, and the feeling of what if that lower density of shame, blame, for that not to be the number one focus and to and the shock of like, did this just really happen, and to allow the greater blessing, the greater prayer, the greater hands of gratitude of what was placed for you.
• 51:07
  SPEAKER_01: Let me just finish.
• 51:07
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 51:08
  SPEAKER_01: As you held that from one that fully experienced it from a different lens because of the catalyst that it was my responsibility to turn it off.
• 51:18
  SPEAKER_01: All I'll say for everyone listening is it's that true nature to see how you can maneuver through the heaviness so the full lightness of the blessing can display its true nature because the heavy nature, which is really the lesson of growth, really didn't have to be the front picture, the front screen of the blessing, the joy and the happiness of like wow, it could have been far more worse.
• 51:45
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my gosh, look at the blessing of the neighbor actually hearing the the smoke detector.
• 51:52
  SPEAKER_01: Look at the blessings that the firefighters didn't find me or didn't report, look at the blessings of what came through so that the judgment, the dwelling, the blame, the self-criticism didn't have the driving wheel, so that the greater version could really be placed of the gift of what God has placed upon.
• 52:15
  SPEAKER_01: And that gift was we were not only protected, but we were blessed that there was not any physical damage to a place that the fireman said it was so filled with smoke we didn't know where it was coming from.
• 52:31
  SPEAKER_01: And even days later we've been airing it out, getting better, that we just have to go back to God's grace and God's really mercy and glory of what miracle, truly, what miracle took place, and to live that and feel that and not take anything lesser than that, so that that can be the truth of what happened, along with all the other pieces that have been, let's just say, transforming or transmitting out of me.
• 53:01
  SPEAKER_01: And to bless this dear psychic beloved, if she held the space, thank you, honey, my love.
• 53:06
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, because I I I thank you so much, as um, you can go ahead and finish.
• 53:11
  SPEAKER_01: And and to thank, you know, my love really for the ability to hold that space, you know, to such a high level, because I've never seen anyone, you know, that night that night, that night really take that moment in where she was going through back pain, where we literally just got back from Kawaii, where we literally have gone through some very transforming moments to really be in a state of peace and really put aside, let's just say, her discomforts, her pains, the smell of smoke and her sensitivity, and really just hold that space of seeing, feeling, and giving complete gratitude to the blessing and really complete awareness that God Almighty is always here with us.
• 53:59
  SPEAKER_01: And it just, you know, it really taught me as I speak to it now of how fortunate we are to be in a moment to see the fragility of life and how in one moment there can be like complete light, and the next moment there can be a chaos, there can be a disaster, there can be a challenge, but how to move through it in God's grace and to honor every moment, especially the one that you're with, to give thanksgiving of how it all came together, because it truly was a blessing and a like the greatest mastery of life to meet every single part and still integrate into what we're still seeing each day of how it's moving through our lives.
• 54:48
  SPEAKER_00: I feel as a partner in relationship, that moment was very significant because even though Michael left me at the movie theater and ran, all of that happened.
• 54:57
  SPEAKER_00: There was a lot of things, and there's this, I believe God Almighty has gifted me with this blessing.
• 55:03
  SPEAKER_00: In that moment, I was able to hold such a strong, grounded place for Michael because he felt horrible.
• 55:13
  SPEAKER_00: And as even we came in uh lay in bed, you know, he was just so filled with everything.
• 55:20
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, not a word I said other than Michael.
• 55:24
  SPEAKER_00: I kept reminding him, Michael, look how blessed we are, look what miracle it was, look how God loves us, look how protected we used.
• 55:31
  SPEAKER_00: I keep, I kept pointing to that to help him move out of that that that space that he was in, and I had to put everything that I was facing just on the side so that way I can be so present and grounded in love for Michael in this space so we can just get through the night because it was a major shock and survival, and then the next the next day just start going through it.
• 56:00
  SPEAKER_00: So the next day, Michael wanted to clear the things I just left, and I had to just begin to slowly meet the emotions that came up in me and to know okay, these emotions surface in me now, I have to meet them, and I need to have God hold this space for me.
• 56:15
  SPEAKER_00: So the reason why we're sharing this part is two things.
• 56:19
  SPEAKER_00: If you're ever going through such a catastrophe, it's so important one of you hold that space because the other one is an even greater shock.
• 56:29
  SPEAKER_00: Stay higher and stay higher in vibration and and don't blame, don't shame, which I did none of that.
• 56:36
  SPEAKER_00: If anything, come the mercy of God, that's what mercy is.
• 56:40
  SPEAKER_00: That's where you extend mercy to the one that has caused the harm, but that's what God's mercy is all about.
• 56:47
  SPEAKER_00: You bring it in.
• 56:48
  SPEAKER_00: So I was able to bring grace and mercy and higher love into this situation so we both can be lifted and then later meet the emotions myself.
• 56:58
  SPEAKER_00: And it was such a beautiful because this actually helped us to be able to then shift our living from higher love in a relationship.
• 57:09
  SPEAKER_00: That was Sunday for our anniversary because the whole house has been chaos with all the curtains taking down, everything we've had to take out to desmoke the house.
• 57:21
  SPEAKER_00: So we moved it to March 7th at 12 p.m.
• 57:25
  SPEAKER_00: And this was the complete living demonstration how to live from higher love in a relationship.
• 57:33
  SPEAKER_00: So we directly experience it.
• 57:36
  SPEAKER_00: So everything we share is from our direct experience, and that's what we're sharing it with you.
• 57:41
  SPEAKER_01: And it's so interesting that that week we entered the year of the fire horse.
• 57:46
  SPEAKER_01: That's right.
• 57:46
  SPEAKER_01: And the fire horse talked about, you know, adventure, risk, living in purpose, but we also know the element of fire is all about transformation.
• 57:55
  SPEAKER_01: We also know how it transmute levels, and we just take the gift that not only did it transform, but to look at the signification of when an apartment's filled with smoke, look at within your life, what has to be brought into a clear level, what has to be brought into a higher level of presence, what has to be brought into a nature where we're so focused on each and every step that we do that it sharpens our lens and refines us to what our mission is here, what we're here to do each day.
• 58:30
  SPEAKER_01: And that smoke is the veil that we're moving through that we can clear and cleanse to get a greater insight of how we're moving through.
• 58:40
  SPEAKER_01: And as we clear that smoke, we're cleansing ourselves from, let's just say, the old densities that are no more present in our life.
• 58:47
  SPEAKER_01: So there's so many themes and stories that I feel that this incident gave to us, let alone what the largest one for me that I spoke to the other day was how can when we go through an incident that we mistakenly done out of lack of consciousness, out of not being aware or rushing, how can we come around and forgive ourselves in a way that gives the opportunity to not only accept it, but to slowly move forward and letting it go?
• 59:20
  SPEAKER_01: Because that two days ago, I went to a deep level of forgiveness of what each of those heavy emotions were.
• 59:27
  SPEAKER_01: Because I recognize, honey, when we move through some of our greatest pains, the dark ones that we don't feel good have a tendency for us to bury, have a tendency for us to ignore.
• 59:37
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 59:38
  SPEAKER_01: Yet when we bring them up in a neutral state and we start to forgive them with love, with compassion, all of a sudden that heaviness that we're inadvertently carrying starts to move through.
• 59:51
  SPEAKER_01: And it's one thing to learn how to forgive, which many of us weren't taught, but then to dive deeper into the mastery of self-forgiveness and meeting those areas that seem so challenging even to meet, to me was a whole other plane of transmutation that has given me the opportunity to share with the men tomorrow that I'm excited in our monthly Conscious Evolved Men's Circle that has just brought what I say, going through your greatest challenge, chaos, and seeing what gifts that life is given to you in the hidden nature that we have to see beyond what the public eye is seeing at that moment.
• 1:00:33
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm excited because this is, as you know, a monthly passion where I bring men together throughout the world to bring forth the wisdom of life experience to share and to support each other as we go through that in a safe, sacred environment, and also give exercises as I went through to be tools in becoming the greatest version of ourselves.
• 1:00:55
  SPEAKER_00: I love it.
• 1:00:56
  SPEAKER_00: You're gonna have it's gonna be a great, great circle.
• 1:00:59
  SPEAKER_01: That will be a Thursday, February 26th at 8 p.m., in which we're still I'm still accepting individuals.
• 1:01:07
  SPEAKER_01: People can email me at infot essentialchemist.com.
• 1:01:12
  SPEAKER_01: It will be video records so those that cannot make it can at least see the replay.
• 1:01:16
  SPEAKER_01: And like I said, as Honey has always taught me, our direct experiences give great tools for many of us that have gone through situations that even to this day we're holding on to our self-blame, self-guilt, self-shame, and to speak to it in a group that can bring men together and share the golden nuggets, I feel is the greatest gift that's gonna be a good thing.
• 1:01:40
  SPEAKER_01: It's gonna be such a great gift.
• 1:01:42
  SPEAKER_01: So it's just metaphors that I see, even still coming through talking about it, fire, smoke, birds, and the angelic nature of what God did for our protection and safety that we're constantly being protected.
• 1:01:56
  SPEAKER_00: So, you know what the gift that came out of it for you, the gift that was given to me was it was just like such truth.
• 1:02:06
  SPEAKER_00: God Almighty is like, do you see I'm protecting you?
• 1:02:10
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, you have nothing to be worried about.
• 1:02:13
  SPEAKER_00: Go, go do what you want to do, go follow those dreams, those passions, do it.
• 1:02:19
  SPEAKER_00: I got you.
• 1:02:21
  SPEAKER_00: Like you cannot be harmed.
• 1:02:23
  SPEAKER_00: That was the biggest gift that was given to me in this, and I loved it.
• 1:02:28
  SPEAKER_00: And Michael, if you notice as we're wrapping up, if you notice starting this year, the night before, the New Year's Eve, another thing happened with you, with the toilet in the guest room.
• 1:02:42
  SPEAKER_00: It was about you that it overflooded and came out.
• 1:02:46
  SPEAKER_00: So there's something New Year's Eve?
• 1:02:48
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that was New Year's coming to this.
• 1:02:50
  SPEAKER_00: So you've had two things water and fire.
• 1:02:52
  SPEAKER_00: So you need to pay attention.
• 1:02:54
  SPEAKER_00: You need to pay attention to that.
• 1:02:56
  SPEAKER_00: Those two disasters.
• 1:02:57
  SPEAKER_00: It's like, okay, let me receive this for a second.
• 1:03:01
  SPEAKER_01: That was a New Year's Eve, was it?
• 1:03:03
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, it was, sweetheart.
• 1:03:05
  SPEAKER_00: The night before, as everything happened, we're just about to go there.
• 1:03:09
  SPEAKER_00: So that's okay.
• 1:03:10
  SPEAKER_00: We don't need to talk about it, but I just wanted to bring it to your awareness.
• 1:03:13
  SPEAKER_00: So as you beautiful.
• 1:03:16
  SPEAKER_00: No, no, don't go to that.
• 1:03:17
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, don't go to that.
• 1:03:18
  SPEAKER_00: But here's wind, we had wind in kawaii.
• 1:03:20
  SPEAKER_00: We had wind, yeah.
• 1:03:21
  SPEAKER_00: And earth.
• 1:03:22
  SPEAKER_00: Earth.
• 1:03:22
  SPEAKER_00: So here we go.
• 1:03:23
  SPEAKER_00: We're done with four elements.
• 1:03:25
  SPEAKER_00: So, you beautiful listeners, today today was just really personal, and you got it.
• 1:03:30
  SPEAKER_00: You're getting a chance to hear about with Michael and I.
• 1:03:34
  SPEAKER_00: And we again, this show is all about raw real, what we're experiencing in real time, and we're sharing it with you.
• 1:03:40
  SPEAKER_00: As we share it, may some of these be takeaways for you so that you can apply it in your life.
• 1:03:47
  SPEAKER_00: And to remember, even when in this these really challenging things happen, life is not against you, it's happening for you, it's uncomfortable, it's it's it's stretching you, but you may not know why.
• 1:04:02
  SPEAKER_00: God's way is very different than our way.
• 1:04:05
  SPEAKER_00: God Almighty has great plans for us, but we don't always understand it for my behemoths.
• 1:04:12
  SPEAKER_00: As we go through it, we get stretched and we get to discover the gifts that are being gifted back to us and the healing and transformation.
• 1:04:21
  SPEAKER_00: So please, as you go through life challenge, remember God Almighty is with you.
• 1:04:27
  SPEAKER_00: You are protected, you are loved, you are supported, you can trust that and it's going to stretch you so you can release your faith even greater.
• 1:04:38
  SPEAKER_00: If you were to ask Michael and I right now, is your faith stronger than before?
• 1:04:47
  SPEAKER_00: What would you say, Michael?
• 1:04:48
  SPEAKER_01: Absolutely 100 billion percent.
• 1:04:50
  SPEAKER_00: I would say 100% plus.
• 1:04:53
  SPEAKER_00: It's so much stronger in faith.
• 1:04:55
  SPEAKER_00: And it's from here our next steps are taken, and we're so excited about our newer version because we just literally came out of the fiery furnace and we are transformed.
• 1:05:09
  SPEAKER_01: So, with that, we love you so much.
• 1:05:11
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• 1:05:12
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• 1:05:16
  SPEAKER_01: We read all of our comments when you write them down.
• 1:05:19
  SPEAKER_01: It does make our hearts sing because we appreciate our community, and we really thank each and every one of you for taking the time to supporting us, to honor us, because we know our mission is only expanding and growing to what God is presenting to us as we've seen this past weekend, this year, and in our union together.
• 1:05:35
  SPEAKER_01: So thank you so much.
• 1:05:36
  SPEAKER_00: So, reminder, please out of this.
• 1:05:39
  SPEAKER_00: Now that you heard this, listen, we have our next living from what did we say?
• 1:05:46
  SPEAKER_01: Higher love.
• 1:05:47
  SPEAKER_00: Living from higher love in a relationship.
• 1:05:49
  SPEAKER_00: Third time is the charm.
• 1:05:51
  SPEAKER_00: It is going to be on Saturday, March 7th at 12 p.m.
• 1:05:54
  SPEAKER_00: It's a free master class.
• 1:05:56
  SPEAKER_00: Now we certainly have a lot more juicy things to share, so please sign.
• 1:06:00
  SPEAKER_00: Up for that info at ascensionalchemist.com.
• 1:06:02
  SPEAKER_00: Michael's Men's Circle is tomorrow night.
• 1:06:05
  SPEAKER_00: It is on Thursday, the 26th of February, 8 p.m.
• 1:06:12
  SPEAKER_00: So there's room that's also free.
• 1:06:13
  SPEAKER_00: And please, for those of you that want to be part of a community that is heartfelt, that we are holding that space, we're walking it, we're bringing these presents.
• 1:06:23
  SPEAKER_00: You want to feel stronger in faith, in trust, in belief, in knowing.
• 1:06:28
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• 1:06:30
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• 1:06:33
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• 1:06:42
  SPEAKER_00: It is so important during these times to be in strong community of believers, those who are living from love, not those who are making a problem out of everything.
• 1:06:54
  SPEAKER_00: And we love you so much.
• 1:06:56
  SPEAKER_00: And thank you, thank you, thank you for being present with us and listening to everything we share tonight.
• 1:07:03
  SPEAKER_00: Sending all of our love and many blessings to you all.
• 1:07:05
  SPEAKER_00: Have a beautiful night.
• 1:07:07
  SPEAKER_00: Much love.