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Sometimes You Gotta Rename Yourself to Reclaim Yourself · Blind But Now I See

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  Speaker 1: episode before we even do that, though, I'm thinking about
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  Speaker 1: dropping the fobst off my name, well the fob.
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  Speaker 3: Thinking about dropping the fob off my name.
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  Speaker 2: I ain't gonna lie bro. I'm thinking about dropping it.
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  Speaker 2: I'm in favor for that.
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  Speaker 3: I want some grown.
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  Speaker 1: Ship now, I want I want some I'm thinking about
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  Speaker 1: dropping c note.
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  Speaker 2: What you're gonna be? Who you gonna be? Chris? You're
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  Speaker 2: gonna be Chris? Thinking about being my regular name? Manh like.
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  Speaker 1: And I put it up on Facebook right, I'm thinking
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  Speaker 1: about dropping fobc note.
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  Speaker 2: And going by my real name. The likes went crazy.
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  Speaker 2: I said, damn.
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  Speaker 1: My mother said about time you're using the name, but
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  Speaker 1: I gave you and I'm just saying back and thinking.
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  Speaker 1: I'm seeing like principles for schools liking it, like people
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  Speaker 1: that got good jobs is liking it.
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  Speaker 3: Even the streets like here drops drop fob bro, and.
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  Speaker 1: I'm thinking, I'm like, huh, I told my mother, you know,
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  Speaker 1: see no means a lot. It means something like see
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  Speaker 1: no right in the streets, see one hundred dollar bill.
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  Speaker 1: But when I got shot with see no. So it's
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  Speaker 1: like the dirt I was doing, I would see no.
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  Speaker 1: So I wanted to take that name, that word, and turn.
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  Speaker 2: It positive, turning goods. So it was like I beat
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  Speaker 2: people up when I could see right, But now that
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  Speaker 2: I can see.
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  Speaker 1: I'm preventing people from getting beat up. I'm talking to
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  Speaker 1: the youth. I'm talking to the kids, put the guns down,
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  Speaker 1: stay out of jail. I'm it's like, uh, the evil
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  Speaker 1: that the name used to represent back then, I'm making
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  Speaker 1: it positive and shine a light on the youth that's
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  Speaker 1: growing up so they won't make the mistakes I made.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, so it's like, you know, I'm thinking about really
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  Speaker 2: dropping it. I ain't gonna lie bro like fo B.
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  Speaker 2: This this is the thing when it come to like
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  Speaker 2: enterprising and really trying to like brand your ship, and
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  Speaker 2: I spand your ship because like the fo B ship,
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  Speaker 2: like you like on some real ship like that should
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  Speaker 2: only makes sense to us. Yeah, like these big corporations
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  Speaker 2: they looking past, they're gonna be a fob. Like what
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  Speaker 2: Jesus Snigga's a game member the.
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  Speaker 1: First time I started looking at like, I started looking
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  Speaker 1: at it on a bigger scale.
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  Speaker 2: It's like I was gonna listen you if you ain't
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  Speaker 2: telling it to me first, I was gonna talk to
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  Speaker 2: you about that eventually. Can't make a nigga do nothing.
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  Speaker 2: But I was going at least like running across you though.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, because I thought about them, just sending them just
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  Speaker 1: like a fob mean family of bosses.
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  Speaker 3: That's my LLC.
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  Speaker 2: I that's honorable, that's some real ship. Come from a
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  Speaker 2: good place, you know, I said there, But I got
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  Speaker 2: I got to back away from that. It's a little
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  Speaker 2: too much.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, Like like even when I'm just I'm just like
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  Speaker 1: I went to Atlanta to the massive connector you know,
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  Speaker 1: conference and just walking on a room late.
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  Speaker 2: Hey Chris, Hey Chris. Oh yeah, Chris, Hey Chris. I'm like,
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  Speaker 2: Chris is not a bad thing. No, Chris is not
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  Speaker 2: a bad And I think sponsors pull into more. They
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  Speaker 2: will pull more into Chris than see.
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  Speaker 1: You know, for sure, I really sat there said for sure,
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  Speaker 1: I got to get on my grown and sexy.
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  Speaker 2: It's like it's ship that's associated with our culture, and
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  Speaker 2: like people that are not a part of a part
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  Speaker 2: of our culture. We don't got the bend. We don't
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  Speaker 2: got the benefit of the doubt with them. So to them,
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  Speaker 2: they're gonna look at it like, oh, this is some
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  Speaker 2: nigga ship.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah then I like that too, Like I got a
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  Speaker 1: big platform because I would never downplay my path phone right,
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  Speaker 1: But it's.
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  Speaker 3: Not like a Charla man, it's not like a Whallow.
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  Speaker 1: It's not like Yilly where they can use their nicknames
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  Speaker 1: and the money gonna pour her into them.
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  Speaker 3: Like I'm coming from the bottom. So it's like the reason.
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  Speaker 1: Why I never wanted to change my name. See no
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  Speaker 1: represents Like when I'm talking to these kids, I'm just
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  Speaker 1: like you.
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  Speaker 3: I connect with you. I'm on a level with you.
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  Speaker 1: I feel like the kids was what respect see Noe
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  Speaker 1: before they respect Chris.
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  Speaker 2: Well. You know what, though, I'm gonna be honest, I
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  Speaker 2: think you fob drop for Shure maybe but maybe see No,
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  Speaker 2: don't gotta go nowhere though, because you think about like Nipsy,
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  Speaker 2: you know what I mean, Like like my name Nipsy,
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  Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Like I walk into these rooms,
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  Speaker 2: I'm having like real common business like conversations and I'm
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  Speaker 2: trying to think of another word. But you know, like
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  Speaker 2: we can we talking about high level shit, but you
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  Speaker 2: gotta respect me because of who I created myself to
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  Speaker 2: be to even be able to be qualified to be
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  Speaker 2: at this table. So I think there's a way for
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  Speaker 2: you to continue to remain to be C Note and
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  Speaker 2: then you can take but fob. Yeah, if we can,
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  Speaker 2: I'm kicking, yeah, we can get that.
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  Speaker 1: I'm just like, you know, Chris c Note Felder, like
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  Speaker 1: I'm looking into that, Like it's just a lot played
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  Speaker 1: a part over this past couple of weeks.
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  Speaker 3: I've just been thinking shop of I store about.
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  Speaker 1: To be out, you would be able to pre order
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  Speaker 1: your shirts.
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  Speaker 3: I'm shipping it out, doing everything by myself.
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  Speaker 1: But I'm just sitting back and I'm just thinking, like, damn,
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  Speaker 1: what could I do different to increase this?
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  Speaker 2: Right? The fob just did sit with me. Yeah, the C.
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  Speaker 1: Note was really not really sitting with me no more either.
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  Speaker 1: And it's like thirty four years old. I'm still running
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  Speaker 1: around saying I'm missing I figure.
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  Speaker 3: Nah, it's like it was. It was a wake up
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  Speaker 3: call for me.
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  Speaker 2: So you're done with both the fo B for showing
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  Speaker 2: the fob, for sure, but you're still kind of still
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  Speaker 2: kind of.
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  Speaker 3: But the se note.
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  Speaker 1: I'm not done with that, cause it's like even when
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  Speaker 1: I write my book, it's see No versus Chris, Like you.
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  Speaker 2: Did a lot of ship that people like, people would never.
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  Speaker 1: Understand, and it's okay, that's not Chris. See No, it's
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  Speaker 1: not Chris. Two different people. I feel like, see No
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  Speaker 1: got shot, Chris didn't get shot. Chris just suffering because
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  Speaker 1: got shot because I'm trapped in one.
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  Speaker 2: Body explain it because I don't. I don't really understand
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  Speaker 2: what you mean when you say all right. So it's like.
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  Speaker 1: It's like like the book I got, the you know,
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  Speaker 1: the blahb and I see it the line between see
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  Speaker 1: No and Chris. People would never understand that, you feel me.
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  Speaker 1: So it's like Chris is the one that's gonna cry
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  Speaker 1: because I'm suffering being an adult. Chris is gonna cry
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  Speaker 1: because I'm going through these challenges and all this, right,
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  Speaker 1: But when I step outside, see note is in place,
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  Speaker 1: See No, not gonna cry, See not gonna smile, see
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  Speaker 1: not gonna crack jokes, s, not gonna stay tall. It's
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  Speaker 1: like I'm two different Peo people. So it's like when
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  Speaker 1: I got shot, I didn't like I didn't cry. It
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  Speaker 1: was more, let me get up, let me no, boys
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  Speaker 1: don't cry, Let me get up, no matter how much
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  Speaker 1: pain I was in, Let me get up, Let me
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  Speaker 1: stay tall.
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  Speaker 3: When really inside see Noe was saying there.
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  Speaker 1: Screaming for help. See know what was talking to God?
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  Speaker 1: I mean Christmas screaming for help. Chris was talking to God.
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  Speaker 1: Now I'm in the hospital and people coming to see
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  Speaker 1: me as much pain as I was in, I had
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  Speaker 1: I put up a persona because I didn't want people to.
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  Speaker 2: Look at me as being weak.
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  Speaker 1: When behind closed doors Christmas weak, Chris was still building
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  Speaker 1: his strength. And it's like, I really like separate the
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  Speaker 1: tooth for so long. Now I'm bringing them together. Now
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  Speaker 1: I'm vulnerable. I could talk about my problem, I could
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  Speaker 1: talk about my fuck ups. I'm not scared to tell
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  Speaker 1: a person how I feel, how my mentor was at
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  Speaker 1: that moment before. I couldn't do that before it shows
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  Speaker 1: signed the weakness. I didn't wanted people to look down
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  Speaker 1: on me and I try to commit suicide. Yeah, I
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  Speaker 1: didn't pick up the phone to call nobody because it's like,
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  Speaker 1: what would people think?
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  Speaker 2: People won't look at me as this strong person no more. Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: like I'm a weak soul and a weak mind. You
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  Speaker 2: just try to check yourself. Come on, puts to me,
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  Speaker 2: be stronger than that.
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  Speaker 1: SnO bigger than that. You know they punching in my chest?
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  Speaker 1: Come on, man, you big dog not knowing like Sino
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  Speaker 1: just a name, Chris is really going through it.
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  Speaker 2: Are you in a place in your life where because
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  Speaker 2: it sounds like to me what you're saying is that
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  Speaker 2: s Note is like the strength right, like he like
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  Speaker 2: the representative version. It's like, as far as y'all concerned,
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  Speaker 2: like I'm handling everything as best as I can. But
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  Speaker 2: that's Sino. But Chris is the person that's like, nah,
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  Speaker 2: sometimes this shit do kind of hurt. Sometimes the shit
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  Speaker 2: is kind of confused. But if you get rid of sin,
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  Speaker 2: who is your strength? Who's the person who like the
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  Speaker 2: tough demeanor you know what I mean, like the like
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  Speaker 2: I got it under control? Energy? Yeah? Does that energy
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  Speaker 2: just that's exactly what it is. Does that energy just
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  Speaker 2: become a part of Chris?
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  Speaker 1: Now?
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  Speaker 2: Do they become one and the same or I'm one
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  Speaker 2: of the same now okay.
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  Speaker 1: Now it's like when I when I talk to people,
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  Speaker 1: I could talk to you and be comfortable with seeing
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  Speaker 1: them Chris, I could talk to you. I could, I
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  Speaker 1: can shake your hand, I can stayd told knowing that
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  Speaker 1: I am Chris. I don't got to walk into a
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  Speaker 1: room and hide behind the name of SEEO.
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  Speaker 2: I don't. I don't.
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  Speaker 1: I don't got to do that no more because Chris
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  Speaker 1: is more than enough. Chris is more than enough. Like
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  Speaker 1: you know, Chris is cret don't play with Chris this,
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  Speaker 1: that and the third. It's like I'm still that same person,
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  Speaker 1: just like I'm really literally just hide behind their name. Nah,
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  Speaker 1: I bought them together, like during the journey because like
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  Speaker 1: this might the twenty first make thirteen years since I
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  Speaker 1: got shot. A lot of people don't understand what a
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  Speaker 1: lot of shit that I really went through. So it's
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  Speaker 1: like I know I talked about her plenty of times
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  Speaker 1: on the podcast, like Tany my ex. She's seen the
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  Speaker 1: difference between Chris and se No because in the room,
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  Speaker 1: I cried, I was vulnerable. I was why me, Why
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  Speaker 1: this shit happened to me? Like trying to figure it out,
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  Speaker 1: don't want to live? She she she witnessed all of that.
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  Speaker 1: She seen me at my worst when nobody didn't. But
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  Speaker 1: that's when we that door. A lot but when that
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  Speaker 1: door opened up and they're like, Yo, what's good, bro,
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  Speaker 1: Y'll see you'll see you know what's good.
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  Speaker 3: Bro.
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  Speaker 2: I'm smiling, I'm laughing, I'm ragging little.
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  Speaker 1: I'm talking my ship and popping my ship like niggas
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  Speaker 1: are like, Yo, you'll never think nothing is wrong.
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  Speaker 2: But then when they leave full time, I go back
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  Speaker 2: in that room. We close that door. Yeah, now she
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  Speaker 2: gotta she gotta.
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  Speaker 1: Go through everything that I was hiding from them. Nah,
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  Speaker 1: them days is open. Now I'm comfortable to say and
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  Speaker 1: say I am Chris.
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  Speaker 2: I think that's amazing. Bro.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, Bro, I think I'm thinking this week. I did
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  Speaker 1: a lot of thinking this week. I start thinking about sponsorships,
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  Speaker 1: I started thinking about the rebrand. I started thinking about
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  Speaker 1: like what I really stand for. It's like, nah, that
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  Speaker 1: foe b ship gotta go.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, bro, listen, if you ain't saying I was for Shure,
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  Speaker 2: I don't, I would go get to it at some point. Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: I'm like that Foe we gotta go. It's like, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: it's cool, whatever the case may be.
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  Speaker 1: I'm just looking at the rebrand, the packaging of everything
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  Speaker 1: of what I stand for, and it's like.
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  Speaker 2: And it is that the thing is like everybody not
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  Speaker 2: gonna understand that. Nobody would never understand that's some of
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  Speaker 2: us ship. It's gonna be like fo B, like, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: we're gonna skip this meeting. We're gonna skip this deal.
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  Speaker 2: We'll pass on that. Yeah, we'll pass on that.
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  Speaker 1: They don't they don't got to hear what I go off.
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  Speaker 1: They don't gotta heal with I could bring to the table.
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  Speaker 1: It's just like fo BE seeing them coming. Now it's
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  Speaker 1: a guy that's just trying to get money, just trying
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  Speaker 1: to get a couple of our dollars. It ain't worth
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  Speaker 1: But now you see, you know, Chris coming across your desk.
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  Speaker 1: Let me see what we got to talk about. Now,
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  Speaker 1: let me see what we have to say.
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  Speaker 2: And that's the thing, like, when you a black person, bro,
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  Speaker 2: you don't need to help white people. You don't need
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  Speaker 2: to give them any more reasons to already be prejudiced
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  Speaker 2: to you. When they was gonna do that already. No, definitely,
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  Speaker 2: they was already gonna do that when your name come
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  Speaker 2: across their desk. See you know, what is this some
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  Speaker 2: type of rapper or something like that. It's like forget
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  Speaker 2: about it, you know, but you know at the same time,
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  Speaker 2: I think that like by the time, like we we
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  Speaker 2: talked about Nipsey, me and you. We was at a
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  Speaker 2: bar right before this, we talking about nips You said,
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  Speaker 2: you on your Nipsey hustle. Shit. Nipsey had to he
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  Speaker 2: had to raise his own evaluation, like he had to
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  Speaker 2: raise his own worth as an artist before he presented
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  Speaker 2: what he wanted. He was like, listen, I want a
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  Speaker 2: record deal, and I want my record to be to
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  Speaker 2: be just like this, the type of record deal that
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  Speaker 2: niggas don't never get. But this is what I got.
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  Speaker 2: I gotta go outside, I gotta I gotta do my
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  Speaker 2: stuff and I come back. This is what I can
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  Speaker 2: negotiate with now, now I'm somebody. And then on top of that,
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  Speaker 2: I looked at a lot of people. I look at
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  Speaker 2: Sean Carter.
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  Speaker 1: Of course, of course I'm looking at them, Okay, Like
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  Speaker 1: these people when they in the office, he's Sean Combs,
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  Speaker 1: He's Sean Carter, Charlemagne Leonard, like these people. Yeah, on
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  Speaker 1: the radio, this is who I am. But when I'm
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  Speaker 1: in the office and with these people that's giving me
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  Speaker 1: these this these dollars, Oh, I'm Sean and that's that's
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  Speaker 1: how I got to start looking at it.
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  Speaker 2: I had to look at.
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  Speaker 1: It like when I'm when I'm asking for stuff, like
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  Speaker 1: because I'm working on the sponsor pitch deck and stuff
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  Speaker 1: right now, and it's like, nah, I want to make
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  Speaker 1: these people feel as comfortable as possible. I want these
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  Speaker 1: people hey like we feel like we're family right now.
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  Speaker 1: We got to give Christis. Chris said he can change
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  Speaker 1: the word with this. Let's give Christis now and see
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  Speaker 1: that they scratching their head.
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  Speaker 2: Is he still?
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  Speaker 1: Is he done with the streets? Is this money's being funded?
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  Speaker 1: Funded something? And I look at all angles now and
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  Speaker 1: I gotta be the change.
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  Speaker 2: So when you're thinking about putting his name to like
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  Speaker 2: to rest for good, when you think about this, would
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  Speaker 2: that fo B yeah, like effective immediately or like there's
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  Speaker 2: some time today like right now, right now? No more
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  Speaker 2: fob C no no more, no more fob no just
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  Speaker 2: see no right now, just see No, that's a good
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  Speaker 2: that's that's probably no more fo that's good.
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  Speaker 1: Parts sut down and said there and said family and
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  Speaker 1: bosses always gonna be family of bosses.
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  Speaker 2: They don't need me to carry their abbreviation to live
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  Speaker 2: because it's still gonna be a family bosses.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, and then it's like I could be fob C
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  Speaker 1: no certain times, like if I'm in the clubs like cool,
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  Speaker 1: I'm my own boss in the club, but my axing
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  Speaker 1: for no, no sponsors, no, none of that.
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  Speaker 2: But in the corporate word, I can't. I can't do
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  Speaker 2: that even and.
• 15:45
  Speaker 1: Like even I'm in the clubs and the DJ shouting
• 15:48
  Speaker 1: this out, you know, to be the promoters. My brother
• 15:51
  Speaker 1: se no nobody saying that FOB but me mm hmm no,
• 15:55
  Speaker 1: let me let me, let me, let me kick them
• 15:57
  Speaker 1: matters man kick, let me kick.
• 15:59
  Speaker 2: See.
• 16:00
  Speaker 1: That was my first LLC, but I'm gonna use it
• 16:03
  Speaker 1: for other reasons like family of bosses, like parties. But
• 16:08
  Speaker 1: the event I went to in Atlanta, that conference of
• 16:11
  Speaker 1: being a monks business minded people being a monks like millionaires,
• 16:18
  Speaker 1: six figure people, people that got their own businesses. That's
• 16:22
  Speaker 1: running a lot of things, right, I sat there and said,
• 16:25
  Speaker 1: how can I change this FOB meaning a cool family
• 16:29
  Speaker 1: of bosses. I'm gonna put them in in there and
• 16:30
  Speaker 1: let me put family a bosses enterprise. Now, I'm gonna
• 16:33
  Speaker 1: bring the conference to New York because it's really not
• 16:35
  Speaker 1: too many conferences going on in New York and let
• 16:37
  Speaker 1: me bring these six figures to New York. Let me
• 16:39
  Speaker 1: bring these millionaires to New York. Let them let's do panels.
• 16:43
  Speaker 1: Let's talk while it's a room full of people. But
• 16:46
  Speaker 1: while we're in this room, we are family. We are bosses.
• 16:49
  Speaker 1: How can we upgrade each other? Family a bosses?
• 16:53
  Speaker 2: All right? Let me change.
• 16:54
  Speaker 1: Let me take this out this party world. Let me
• 16:55
  Speaker 1: put this into a corporate world. Like the Master connector
• 17:00
  Speaker 1: you connect people. I'm putting bosses in a room full
• 17:03
  Speaker 1: of people. I'm putting bosses in a room with each other.
• 17:07
  Speaker 1: Great things could.
• 17:08
  Speaker 2: Come out of it. Absolutely, I'm a boss with the
• 17:11
  Speaker 2: blind and i CE podcast.
• 17:13
  Speaker 1: You are your own boss, even though you may be
• 17:15
  Speaker 1: under the WTF brand, But you're a boss.
• 17:17
  Speaker 2: I can't do what you do. You can edit it.
• 17:21
  Speaker 3: You got a vision when it come to podcasts, all right?
• 17:23
  Speaker 1: Cool? You don't have the story I have of connecting
• 17:26
  Speaker 1: to the streets, of getting shot, to going through mental
• 17:28
  Speaker 1: health to really saving lives.
• 17:30
  Speaker 2: We are two different bosses in our own right, Bro,
• 17:32
  Speaker 2: you come together. Look at the projects were making. For sure,
• 17:35
  Speaker 2: A lot of people don't look at it like that.
• 17:37
  Speaker 2: They're gonna have a choice in a minute. Come on, man,
• 17:39
  Speaker 2: they're gonna have a choice in a minute.
• 17:41
  Speaker 3: But what you been going through?
• 17:43
  Speaker 2: My brother? First of all, where did wolf come from? Wolf? Yeah?
• 17:50
  Speaker 2: So like where I'm from in Dallas, all my homies
• 17:54
  Speaker 2: had nicknames and shit, they was all making music. Everybody
• 17:57
  Speaker 2: was making music. Everybody had the nickname. It was Jada,
• 18:00
  Speaker 2: it was King Chris. Yeah, yeah, yeah, we hit some fu.
• 18:10
  Speaker 3: I used to, I should used to be.
• 18:14
  Speaker 2: Let me see, let me see. I think it's on
• 18:16
  Speaker 2: up top. I spent this verse in a minute. Let
• 18:20
  Speaker 2: me see. It was like watches from Switzerland went to
• 18:25
  Speaker 2: Colder the Michigan Michelin star chef, Well, I wiped the
• 18:28
  Speaker 2: snow off my Timberlands. Fuck how I go after that? No? No, no,
• 18:34
  Speaker 2: nah oh on, watches from Switzerland went to Colder the
• 18:39
  Speaker 2: Michigan Micheland star chef. Well, I wiped the snow off
• 18:42
  Speaker 2: my Timberlance. Seen a lot of things. We was young,
• 18:44
  Speaker 2: and the innocence then instead of chance that it's life
• 18:47
  Speaker 2: that we was witnessing. Militant, But I like to have fun.
• 18:50
  Speaker 2: I'm talking sneaky link grooves in the bathtub, massive smoking
• 18:53
  Speaker 2: while I get it back future, look bright and tell
• 18:56
  Speaker 2: how to pass was when I listened to you speak,
• 18:59
  Speaker 2: compliment the thing, the clothes go with the physique. You know,
• 19:01
  Speaker 2: the confidence is key. What's the key to life? I
• 19:03
  Speaker 2: got to ask sometimes and make you wonder when the
• 19:06
  Speaker 2: time came around, like I hate the summer, summer love
• 19:08
  Speaker 2: it like whar in ninety one twenty twenty two where
• 19:12
  Speaker 2: I had a nigga on the run, I was fighting
• 19:14
  Speaker 2: for my life. I struggled with depression, question if I
• 19:17
  Speaker 2: was even making the right investments when I was trying
• 19:20
  Speaker 2: to chase a dream, getting scared because it's taken over.
• 19:23
  Speaker 2: Then the sam it's a poster. I just want to
• 19:25
  Speaker 2: see my dad glad in a roaster because I know
• 19:27
  Speaker 2: what's healthy. It ain't really where it's poster conversations with God,
• 19:31
  Speaker 2: like I need one wish, Please let him be here
• 19:33
  Speaker 2: when I get rich. That's a little boy.
• 19:38
  Speaker 1: What MU drop in balls? Wrap city in the basically
• 19:45
  Speaker 1: see like you had bass balls. I was just a
• 19:48
  Speaker 1: nigga ever trying to wrap.
• 19:49
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'll be rapping. I was just trying to be
• 19:51
  Speaker 2: part of something. So that's where Wolf came from. All
• 19:53
  Speaker 2: my homies was rapping. I started rapping, and you know,
• 19:58
  Speaker 2: just ran with it. Yeah. But also you know, I
• 20:00
  Speaker 2: think about it like a wolf. Bro. The thing about wolves,
• 20:03
  Speaker 2: if you if you really look at him as an
• 20:05
  Speaker 2: animal species is they move. They're highly intelligent, and they
• 20:10
  Speaker 2: move together. They don't attack unless they impact. They move intelligence.
• 20:15
  Speaker 2: It's like you get this angle, you get this angle.
• 20:16
  Speaker 2: It's very strategic. Yeah, I studied that. I love animal planning. Yeah, yeah,
• 20:22
  Speaker 2: you know what I mean. When I will not attack
• 20:25
  Speaker 2: if he's by hisself, you know what I'm saying, Like
• 20:26
  Speaker 2: they just they just they move together because it's about family.
• 20:30
  Speaker 2: There's a proverb that say, you know, if you want
• 20:31
  Speaker 2: to go fast, go alone. If you want to go far,
• 20:34
  Speaker 2: go together. Yeah you know what I mean. So it's
• 20:37
  Speaker 2: like already made up in my mind a long time ago.
• 20:40
  Speaker 2: It's like where I'm trying to go. I'm trying to
• 20:41
  Speaker 2: go the furthest not necessarily because I want to see
• 20:43
  Speaker 2: them that must that much distance, but I don't want
• 20:46
  Speaker 2: to do this ship by myself. So that's kind of
• 20:48
  Speaker 2: where a wolf came from.
• 20:50
  Speaker 1: Man.
• 20:51
  Speaker 2: Yeah, that's why I'm glad.
• 20:52
  Speaker 1: You know, we connect to a place where we can
• 20:55
  Speaker 1: create magic for sure. No funny, I read like I said,
• 20:58
  Speaker 1: I ran through a lot of producers shout out to
• 21:00
  Speaker 1: all of them, but that connection was just real.
• 21:03
  Speaker 2: I'm big on energy. So it's like I sit back
• 21:06
  Speaker 2: and I scooped the room out and it's like all right,
• 21:09
  Speaker 2: and then.
• 21:09
  Speaker 3: It's like I be quiet.
• 21:11
  Speaker 1: But when I'm comfortable, you will really see who I
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: really is. And you was like, I'm comfortable around your before.
• 21:17
  Speaker 1: It's like I used to do my episode and I leave. Yeah,
• 21:20
  Speaker 1: I'm comfortable, I can really talk.
• 21:22
  Speaker 2: It's more than just a transaction. Yeah you feel me.
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: It's like it's more than just bigger than that, like
• 21:26
  Speaker 1: we really built the ship all the fact. I could
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: be like, well, ain't worth crashing out over. We ain't
• 21:33
  Speaker 1: doing that, bro. Now you're bigger than that bro, that ship, this,
• 21:36
  Speaker 1: that and the third bro like.
• 21:38
  Speaker 2: Me, brother, don't walking off the edges on some ship.
• 21:42
  Speaker 1: Like if I if I didn't care, like I'm so
• 21:45
  Speaker 1: glad you did that shot crash out and I'm listening
• 21:48
  Speaker 1: to pockets, I'm like, damn, then I just tell this nigga,
• 21:50
  Speaker 1: don't put this ship out. Let me text take that
• 21:53
  Speaker 1: ship down, bro, Like we be bigger than that ship. Bro.
• 21:57
  Speaker 2: It's like, now we ain't doing that.
• 21:59
  Speaker 1: Ship and that if you got if you are a
• 22:01
  Speaker 1: real friend out there, if you see your friends doing
• 22:03
  Speaker 1: dumb ship man, grab them by the back of their neck,
• 22:07
  Speaker 1: and then as a friend, he should appreciate you even
• 22:10
  Speaker 1: more because you could. You could have saved you saved
• 22:12
  Speaker 1: the light five seconds getting up twenty five years in
• 22:16
  Speaker 1: jail again, Need you dad?
• 22:20
  Speaker 2: Lead you mad?
• 22:21
  Speaker 1: A lot of shit don't be worth it? No more
• 22:22
  Speaker 1: like that, And that's how I started looking at life.
• 22:24
  Speaker 2: Now.
• 22:25
  Speaker 1: Before I react to something, I breathe, it's it worth it.
• 22:30
  Speaker 1: It just it worth my time. No, let me, let me,
• 22:32
  Speaker 1: let me step back.
• 22:33
  Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah for real. And it's sometimes it's hard
• 22:37
  Speaker 2: to make you need to take it go ahead. Sometimes
• 22:42
  Speaker 2: it's hard to make them choices, bro, you know what
• 22:43
  Speaker 2: I mean. Like obviously, fuck man. You know, we were
• 22:47
  Speaker 2: talking about a scenario where that was somebody who it
• 22:51
  Speaker 2: did me pretty pretty fucking wrong. And I was on
• 22:54
  Speaker 2: the podcast and I was just explaining like how they
• 22:57
  Speaker 2: did me wrong, how they was found, how they was nasty,
• 23:01
  Speaker 2: and my nigga was like, you probably shouldn't do that.
• 23:04
  Speaker 2: I shouldn't do it. You lose them more and you're
• 23:07
  Speaker 2: giving that person that power. Well, you know what I'm
• 23:09
  Speaker 2: so glad I didn't put that episode out because now
• 23:11
  Speaker 2: I realize how that person could have used that against me.
• 23:14
  Speaker 2: It's like, oh, like this Wolf Taylor like oh yeah,
• 23:18
  Speaker 2: let me let me like remix flip this and every
• 23:22
  Speaker 2: and everything would have just crumbled. Now it's bringing because
• 23:24
  Speaker 2: I'm thinking, my fool and self. I'm thinking like, oh,
• 23:26
  Speaker 2: you know you did me wrong, you know you evil,
• 23:29
  Speaker 2: so you can just like hear these pure words. So
• 23:32
  Speaker 2: it's like it's like the way you call her a bitch,
• 23:33
  Speaker 2: what I'm saying, she's a bitch, right, it's not worth it.
• 23:37
  Speaker 1: It's surely gonna be like nah, coming from a person
• 23:41
  Speaker 1: of your caliber, why would you stoop down to a
• 23:43
  Speaker 1: person that low. That's why I start saying it myself,
• 23:46
  Speaker 1: this person ain't fucking with me. I'm giving this person energy.
• 23:49
  Speaker 1: Ain't gonna lie, bro, person ain't fuck with me. Why
• 23:51
  Speaker 1: I'm paying attention to this person. It's like, nah, like
• 23:55
  Speaker 1: we got we got futures.
• 23:56
  Speaker 2: But it's the it's the ego, bro, because sometimes sometimes
• 24:00
  Speaker 2: when a nigga just do you bad bro, and nobody
• 24:03
  Speaker 2: can relate to this more than you. But like when
• 24:05
  Speaker 2: a nigga just do you bad. It's like, oh, you
• 24:08
  Speaker 2: really think shit, okay, Like you really think you could
• 24:10
  Speaker 2: do me a certain kind of way. You think you
• 24:12
  Speaker 2: can just keep living your life just untouched. They say
• 24:16
  Speaker 2: vengeance is God's right, and so it's like you want
• 24:18
  Speaker 2: to exercise that, but the anger, but the anger inside
• 24:22
  Speaker 2: of you, it's like, hey, yo, like I need you
• 24:24
  Speaker 2: to understand that, like you could be dealt with, you
• 24:27
  Speaker 2: could be touched. You think you untouchable.
• 24:29
  Speaker 1: But in my case, right what happened to me. I
• 24:33
  Speaker 1: was so focused on him, I lost a lot that
• 24:35
  Speaker 1: was around me, So it wasn't worth it.
• 24:38
  Speaker 2: That's the spiritual contract of it, all right. That's why
• 24:40
  Speaker 2: God say vengeance is his because it's like, if you
• 24:43
  Speaker 2: for you to even get into the type of position
• 24:48
  Speaker 2: to get vengeance, you then whether you know it or not,
• 24:52
  Speaker 2: you're making an agreement with the universe. It's like, okay, well,
• 24:55
  Speaker 2: then you ready to lose this and you ready to
• 24:57
  Speaker 2: lose that, and for that.
• 24:58
  Speaker 1: Moment, you be ready to lose it all for that moment,
• 25:01
  Speaker 1: but then when you calm down, you ask yourself, is
• 25:03
  Speaker 1: it really worth it?
• 25:05
  Speaker 2: I mean, when you calm down, you realize everything you
• 25:07
  Speaker 2: were lost.
• 25:08
  Speaker 3: Yeah, And then you think about it, right, your presence.
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: In this space A lot of people I probably stopped
• 25:15
  Speaker 1: coming to the studio, believe it or not. You probably
• 25:18
  Speaker 1: make a lot of people days when you record, just
• 25:21
  Speaker 1: giving your input. Just like I'm talking to my sister
• 25:24
  Speaker 1: today and she's like, I don't know if WOF told
• 25:26
  Speaker 1: you about my last episode, but it was so good
• 25:29
  Speaker 1: and all like he told me to do a part too.
• 25:31
  Speaker 1: And I sat back and I'm just thinking, like, look
• 25:34
  Speaker 1: at your presence, not even her producer, but just to
• 25:37
  Speaker 1: give her that extra push. A lot of people do
• 25:39
  Speaker 1: that ship like, hey, fuck it, let me just record it. Record,
• 25:43
  Speaker 1: you're finished and go about your dogly bro that with
• 25:46
  Speaker 1: people that really didn't give me that extra step of saying,
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: how can we increase the podcast? We sat down, we talked, now, bro,
• 25:54
  Speaker 1: let's build our own let's build our own set to
• 25:57
  Speaker 1: make it feel like yours in O WTF.
• 26:00
  Speaker 2: I'm like, okay, and.
• 26:01
  Speaker 1: You send me home with something to think about. What
• 26:04
  Speaker 1: could I do what I do different? It's like the
• 26:07
  Speaker 1: point of this episode right here.
• 26:09
  Speaker 2: Is to grow. You have to grow. You can be
• 26:12
  Speaker 2: stagnant and staying at one level of life.
• 26:15
  Speaker 1: You have to grow every day I wake up, I
• 26:18
  Speaker 1: want to be better than yesterday. I gotta work ten
• 26:21
  Speaker 1: times harder just to keep up with y'all. And it
• 26:25
  Speaker 1: seemed like my ten times hard is really passing y'all
• 26:28
  Speaker 1: because people don't want to grow in life.
• 26:32
  Speaker 2: Your ten times your ten times harder is definitely passing people.
• 26:35
  Speaker 2: Because the real truth is listen, I was listening to
• 26:37
  Speaker 2: this book by Napoleon here. He was talking about it,
• 26:40
  Speaker 2: thinking grow rich Bro was talking about he had two sons, right,
• 26:45
  Speaker 2: one of his sons who was born death, he couldn't
• 26:50
  Speaker 2: hear yeah, right, And you know, he never allowed his
• 26:55
  Speaker 2: son to take like special classes. His son had to
• 26:58
  Speaker 2: be in class with the regular and it was hard.
• 27:01
  Speaker 2: But his dad was like, nah, like because we're gonna
• 27:05
  Speaker 2: get through this. We might not have all the answers
• 27:07
  Speaker 2: right now, but we're gonna get through this. And the
• 27:09
  Speaker 2: thing is is like the minute I started like coddling
• 27:11
  Speaker 2: you too much, you're gonna start accepting. I'm trying to
• 27:16
  Speaker 2: kind of create this correlation right now with with like
• 27:18
  Speaker 2: people who don't work hard, Right, you start coddling im,
• 27:21
  Speaker 2: I start calling to you, then you start accepting that like,
• 27:23
  Speaker 2: oh I can't do because of this like I can't
• 27:27
  Speaker 2: work hard, I can't do what everybody else do because
• 27:29
  Speaker 2: something happened to me. Well, what ended up happening is
• 27:32
  Speaker 2: like he never treated his son special. And long story short,
• 27:35
  Speaker 2: you got to listen to the book for the people
• 27:37
  Speaker 2: don't know Napoleon Hill think and grow rich. Eventually his
• 27:40
  Speaker 2: son bro he get his hearing back right through innovation
• 27:42
  Speaker 2: and technology and different type of shit. But like the
• 27:45
  Speaker 2: doctors is looking at his his skull, they're looking at
• 27:47
  Speaker 2: his his his you know, his his body X ray shit.
• 27:51
  Speaker 2: It's like the nigga don't got no holes in his skull.
• 27:54
  Speaker 2: You're supposed to have a hole in your skull for
• 27:56
  Speaker 2: the sound to come through your ear, through your to
• 27:58
  Speaker 2: your brain or whatever. He don't even, he don't even
• 28:01
  Speaker 2: there is no hole, but he can hear. Now you
• 28:03
  Speaker 2: get what I'm saying. And it like it all came
• 28:06
  Speaker 2: from this ambition, this desire. The book talk a lot
• 28:10
  Speaker 2: about desire, like if you're gonna do anything significant in life,
• 28:14
  Speaker 2: you gotta have desire. And the nigga was talking about
• 28:17
  Speaker 2: his son who grew up without hearing and his son
• 28:19
  Speaker 2: who grew up with hearing. He was like, respectfully, but
• 28:22
  Speaker 2: like my son who grew up with the hearing though
• 28:24
  Speaker 2: that nigga be crying, he'd be needing help every two seconds.
• 28:29
  Speaker 2: But my son, who we didn't give him that because
• 28:31
  Speaker 2: he was raised from the jump. I gotta get it
• 28:34
  Speaker 2: on my own. And that's how I feel. And so
• 28:36
  Speaker 2: when you say, like I worked ten times harder than them,
• 28:38
  Speaker 2: it's like, yo, people be having everything they need to
• 28:40
  Speaker 2: be successful, but they don't use it. People got too
• 28:43
  Speaker 2: good eyes and don't use them. Shit, Bro, two good eyes,
• 28:46
  Speaker 2: two good ears, legs, limbs of brain and freedom. That
• 28:50
  Speaker 2: should be pissing me off the most piss you off.
• 28:52
  Speaker 1: You see, somebody just take life for granted, like take
• 28:55
  Speaker 1: their vision for granted.
• 28:56
  Speaker 2: And it's like, Nigga, you know what I do just
• 28:59
  Speaker 2: ahead of.
• 29:01
  Speaker 1: If I'm telling you, if I can get one eye,
• 29:04
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna be a danger sneggor Bro's just one, just
• 29:06
  Speaker 1: one one, So all I need is one.
• 29:09
  Speaker 2: You think you ever get your vision back? I don't
• 29:11
  Speaker 2: think so.
• 29:13
  Speaker 1: I don't know, Bron, I don't think so. Causes clip
• 29:16
  Speaker 1: the odds is separated from the brain. So it's like
• 29:20
  Speaker 1: it's like the way.
• 29:21
  Speaker 2: The eyes are separated from the brain. Right now, how
• 29:25
  Speaker 2: you be moving them. Then I could control it.
• 29:27
  Speaker 1: But like, all right, I get you as far as
• 29:30
  Speaker 1: like the way it is, It's like your eyes is
• 29:32
  Speaker 1: like a camera, so as you you looking, it's taking pictures,
• 29:37
  Speaker 1: taking pictures center into the brain. The brain is sending
• 29:39
  Speaker 1: it back to the body like you know, like what
• 29:41
  Speaker 1: it is. So my cameras is gone. So now it's
• 29:46
  Speaker 1: like as I'm opening my eyes, I'm blinking and all that,
• 29:49
  Speaker 1: it's taking the pictures, but it's nothing going to the brain.
• 29:53
  Speaker 2: So in the brain and the brain mind.
• 29:55
  Speaker 3: Is he's an adult.
• 29:58
  Speaker 1: And and that's how like, because at one point it
• 30:01
  Speaker 1: was hard for me to separate the night from the day.
• 30:04
  Speaker 1: I would sleep all day and be up all night.
• 30:07
  Speaker 1: It was hard for me to budget that, to manage that.
• 30:10
  Speaker 1: Now it's like I got a I took control of it.
• 30:13
  Speaker 2: Man, how did you how did you start to realize
• 30:15
  Speaker 2: the difference between the night and to day.
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: It's like standing up, like I know it was like
• 30:19
  Speaker 1: it was daytime, but my body didn't know. So then
• 30:24
  Speaker 1: I start fighting through the sleep in the daytime, and
• 30:28
  Speaker 1: then I was able to sleep at night. But I
• 30:31
  Speaker 1: always got the routines, and the routine is still the
• 30:33
  Speaker 1: same I'm waking up five o'clock in the morning.
• 30:36
  Speaker 2: Now I'll be waking up at four o'clock in the morning,
• 30:38
  Speaker 2: justin't getting pacing the crib.
• 30:40
  Speaker 3: Like cutting a hole in the rug and shit, but.
• 30:44
  Speaker 2: Wake up. I got listen to Breakfast Club every six
• 30:46
  Speaker 2: o'clock in the morning because they up at it early
• 30:49
  Speaker 2: in the morning. Getting to it six.
• 30:50
  Speaker 3: O'clock in the morning.
• 30:51
  Speaker 1: It's like that, might as well give me a job
• 30:52
  Speaker 1: because I'm up too, And would you take a job
• 30:55
  Speaker 1: with the breakfast club?
• 30:56
  Speaker 2: Hell? Yeah, it's the fir thing with me to do.
• 30:58
  Speaker 2: I'm entertainment. What didn't need me to do?
• 31:02
  Speaker 1: But it's like I never stopped dreaming though even at
• 31:06
  Speaker 1: this age I told my mother, people don't dream no more.
• 31:11
  Speaker 1: That's the that's the biggest thing with this world.
• 31:13
  Speaker 2: We don't dream no more.
• 31:14
  Speaker 1: Bro, I'm not I can't settle for where I'm at
• 31:17
  Speaker 1: in life right now. I didn't accomplish a lot of ship.
• 31:22
  Speaker 1: So it's like, all right, cool, what's next for me?
• 31:25
  Speaker 1: Audio book? I be doing an audible series?
• 31:29
  Speaker 2: All right, cool? What else nes for me? Like? What
• 31:33
  Speaker 2: else you want to do? I want to I want
• 31:35
  Speaker 2: to create my own blostick, But I want my blond
• 31:39
  Speaker 2: stick to have. I want to create. I need my blost.
• 31:44
  Speaker 2: I don't know if I want to say people might
• 31:45
  Speaker 2: still mind too much.
• 31:50
  Speaker 1: You're going with it is next level, though, It's like
• 31:54
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you off camera off like I never
• 31:58
  Speaker 1: stopped thinking, like you asked me what to do. I
• 32:02
  Speaker 1: think I ever gonna see it again. I don't want
• 32:03
  Speaker 1: to see it because it's like I feel like I'm
• 32:04
  Speaker 1: doing my best thinking. I'm doing my best work. I'm
• 32:08
  Speaker 1: representing the community that was forgotten. I'm representing a community
• 32:12
  Speaker 1: that needed a voice.
• 32:13
  Speaker 2: I am that, like.
• 32:16
  Speaker 1: Even from the shirts I sent you, and I'm just
• 32:18
  Speaker 1: like I need these words because like I'm the voice
• 32:20
  Speaker 1: that survived.
• 32:21
  Speaker 3: I'm speaking for not only to disable people.
• 32:24
  Speaker 1: I'm speaking for the people that don't got no voice,
• 32:26
  Speaker 1: that been through that's going through mental health, that's been
• 32:29
  Speaker 1: through domestic violence, that has been through sexual assault, gun violence.
• 32:34
  Speaker 1: I'm the voice of that. I'm giving them their voice back.
• 32:38
  Speaker 1: A lot of people once they voice get taken, they
• 32:41
  Speaker 1: don't know how to get that shit back now. But
• 32:42
  Speaker 1: I'm the perfect example to tell you that it don't
• 32:44
  Speaker 1: matter way we go in life, for what happens in life.
• 32:48
  Speaker 2: We can overcome it. I did it.
• 32:50
  Speaker 1: It may take you longer than others. It took me
• 32:53
  Speaker 1: eight years to be comfortable in my own skin. It
• 32:56
  Speaker 1: took me eight years to come on this couch to
• 32:57
  Speaker 1: talk about it. It took me eight years to tell my story.
• 33:00
  Speaker 1: Before when I used to tell people my story, it
• 33:03
  Speaker 1: was hard, Like I'm holding back to tears and all that,
• 33:05
  Speaker 1: because I'm really saying to myself, Damn, I really went
• 33:08
  Speaker 1: through that. Damn, that shit really happened to me. Now
• 33:10
  Speaker 1: I could say that shit would a smile and be like.
• 33:12
  Speaker 2: You got any questions? How can I help you? You
• 33:15
  Speaker 2: know what?
• 33:16
  Speaker 1: I would feel? That's just a fuck that feeling. I
• 33:20
  Speaker 1: could talk about it, I could laugh about it. I
• 33:22
  Speaker 1: could sleep good at night after that. Before that, she
• 33:25
  Speaker 1: used to wait with me.
• 33:26
  Speaker 3: I used to talk to a person about it, like, damn, bro,
• 33:28
  Speaker 3: you strong, I like how you Ooh. But when I
• 33:30
  Speaker 3: got home, I got an unwind because I just relived that.
• 33:34
  Speaker 1: Moment I got home, I lay in the bed, I'm
• 33:38
  Speaker 1: still trying to grab my my life, and then I'm thinking, like,
• 33:42
  Speaker 1: what did I do wrong that day? What could I
• 33:44
  Speaker 1: did wrong that day? What could I damn? Why you
• 33:46
  Speaker 1: have that gun on me that day? Damn Why I
• 33:48
  Speaker 1: could have. I could have pulled it, but I would
• 33:51
  Speaker 1: have been in jail for twenty five years. It wouldn't
• 33:52
  Speaker 1: been no podcasts. I would have been in jail for
• 33:55
  Speaker 1: twenty five years. I would have been here to see
• 33:57
  Speaker 1: my son graduation. I never see somebody get that go
• 33:59
  Speaker 1: for jail is to go to a graduational prom and
• 34:02
  Speaker 1: then go back when it's all over you.
• 34:04
  Speaker 2: If you could do it all again, would you rather
• 34:07
  Speaker 2: pick jail with sight or freedom without it? Freedom without it?
• 34:14
  Speaker 2: Why jail with site?
• 34:18
  Speaker 1: I couldn't be the father that my son needs. And
• 34:21
  Speaker 1: that's more important, way more important. My son, my daughter,
• 34:27
  Speaker 1: my niece, my nephews, so much shit, my mother. Like
• 34:31
  Speaker 1: you never know how much people really depend on you
• 34:34
  Speaker 1: until you in that position, until you that in that predicament.
• 34:37
  Speaker 1: And it's like I would have left it all behind
• 34:41
  Speaker 1: for what to get to Like I can't say for what,
• 34:46
  Speaker 1: because it would have been a good reason, because like
• 34:48
  Speaker 1: I'm defending my life, defending my like.
• 34:53
  Speaker 2: Now my vision.
• 34:55
  Speaker 1: So yeah, it's like yeah, but then when I really
• 34:56
  Speaker 1: think about it's like, zi, man, oh did he get
• 35:00
  Speaker 1: his diploma? T y'all and Smith Jackson, she getting her diploma,
• 35:05
  Speaker 1: my niece coming in. How uncle Chris, Uncle Chris. Oh,
• 35:08
  Speaker 1: this person reposted your your video on TikTok oh. This
• 35:11
  Speaker 1: person put your story in your your video and stories
• 35:14
  Speaker 1: and just that I get more life out of that shit.
• 35:16
  Speaker 2: Bro.
• 35:18
  Speaker 3: To a point, I saying, say, I am not blind.
• 35:21
  Speaker 2: I got too.
• 35:21
  Speaker 1: Many yards around me for me to be blind. That
• 35:25
  Speaker 1: shit just shopping up my vision. I lost my sight,
• 35:29
  Speaker 1: but my vision got strong because I could take it.
• 35:32
  Speaker 1: I texted, you're wealth. I want to start a course, bro. Oh,
• 35:36
  Speaker 1: well about what's the next adventure? A mental health trauma course?
• 35:41
  Speaker 1: Cause it's like there's so many people that's going through
• 35:43
  Speaker 1: this but don't know how to overcome this.
• 35:45
  Speaker 2: So I overcame it. I been through it.
• 35:48
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I didn't go to therapy and another that shit.
• 35:49
  Speaker 1: But I could put what I've been through into this course.
• 35:54
  Speaker 1: And how did I overcome this course? And I could
• 35:56
  Speaker 1: give it to somebody else. And I guess what if
• 35:58
  Speaker 1: ten people could buy it and three people get value
• 36:01
  Speaker 1: out of it, and I save three people. I don't
• 36:03
  Speaker 1: care about that seven people. That mean it was never
• 36:04
  Speaker 1: for them. It was for the three people.
• 36:06
  Speaker 2: That's the fact. That's the fact. I mean, it was
• 36:08
  Speaker 2: for the three people that needed it. That's the fact
• 36:10
  Speaker 2: I'm cool with that.
• 36:12
  Speaker 1: I learned, you know, within these last thirteen years, it
• 36:16
  Speaker 1: doesn't matter what people thinks about what makes me happy.
• 36:21
  Speaker 1: It's about the people that accepting the content that I
• 36:23
  Speaker 1: put out there. It's the people that I'm resonating that
• 36:26
  Speaker 1: I'm touching when I put the content out there. If
• 36:28
  Speaker 1: you don't see no value on it, it's not it
• 36:30
  Speaker 1: was never for you. Next, who else coming in this podcast?
• 36:35
  Speaker 3: Shit is you?
• 36:35
  Speaker 1: You got to recycle? You could bring in one hundred
• 36:38
  Speaker 1: people in a cool only ten rocking with it. The
• 36:40
  Speaker 1: other ninety ain't rocking with it a cool You keep
• 36:43
  Speaker 1: that ten of your bucket. You push that ninety out,
• 36:45
  Speaker 1: You bring another, Honey, how many we could get out
• 36:47
  Speaker 1: in this one? Twenty okay cool? Put the twenty with
• 36:50
  Speaker 1: the ten that we got thirty people, push the other
• 36:52
  Speaker 1: eighty out, bring another hundred in. Until you build your
• 36:55
  Speaker 1: community to say, okay, this is this is the people
• 36:58
  Speaker 1: that enjoy me, that needs me, that that cherished me,
• 37:01
  Speaker 1: that if they don't hear my voice, they might fall.
• 37:04
  Speaker 1: That's what life is all about, bro.
• 37:06
  Speaker 2: No, you're spending. You can't make everybody happy you're spending,
• 37:09
  Speaker 2: especially because like I like that example you just used about,
• 37:13
  Speaker 2: like if you bring one hundred and only ten, say
• 37:15
  Speaker 2: that's how conversion work in social media. It's like people
• 37:18
  Speaker 2: think that because you got a real or some type
• 37:21
  Speaker 2: of piece of content and then reach out to like
• 37:23
  Speaker 2: one hundred thousand people, you think you got a hundred
• 37:25
  Speaker 2: thousand people. It's like, Nah, don't work like that. It
• 37:28
  Speaker 2: don't work. It don't work like that at all. Stay deaes,
• 37:30
  Speaker 2: it don't work like that at all. You know what
• 37:32
  Speaker 2: I mean? Like, out of one hundred thousand people, may
• 37:34
  Speaker 2: you be lucky if ten thousand stay and you just
• 37:36
  Speaker 2: want one You just want one percent. That's all you
• 37:40
  Speaker 2: need to That's all you want, just one percent. But
• 37:42
  Speaker 2: you know what, people go crazy when they hit the
• 37:45
  Speaker 2: percentages of the numbers and all that.
• 37:48
  Speaker 1: Then my my Marketer market my podcast shout out to
• 37:52
  Speaker 1: d h R Man we're saying talk.
• 37:53
  Speaker 2: He was like, Yo, damn bro, people fucking with you.
• 37:55
  Speaker 1: Your ad just went through ten thousand people. You got
• 38:01
  Speaker 1: six percent click rate.
• 38:03
  Speaker 2: I'm cool with that because he like that's good. Yeah,
• 38:07
  Speaker 2: it's good.
• 38:08
  Speaker 1: That's six hundred people. I'm looking for the whole ten
• 38:11
  Speaker 1: thousand people, all ten thousand people. You're not going to
• 38:14
  Speaker 1: agree with the should I say, don't can't relate to
• 38:17
  Speaker 1: the shit I.
• 38:17
  Speaker 2: Say, you probably can't really relate to them. For It's
• 38:20
  Speaker 2: what I'm.
• 38:20
  Speaker 1: Saying, Why why is we holding space up for the
• 38:23
  Speaker 1: next people, the next set of people that got to
• 38:25
  Speaker 1: come in that really needs me.
• 38:27
  Speaker 2: I don't know, bro, picking I'm doing in my community
• 38:31
  Speaker 2: right now. I'm working it be agreed sometimes too. It's
• 38:34
  Speaker 2: like people be wanting so many thousands and thousands and
• 38:37
  Speaker 2: thousands of people, but I'm like, listen, bro, I can
• 38:39
  Speaker 2: get My motto has always been this, If I can
• 38:41
  Speaker 2: get one hundred people to give me ten dollars, I
• 38:45
  Speaker 2: think I would be happy with that. Then I started
• 38:48
  Speaker 2: playing the numbers game.
• 38:49
  Speaker 1: Like my brother shout out to day that he said
• 38:52
  Speaker 1: something just for he like, Yo, you know I've been
• 38:53
  Speaker 1: on social media.
• 38:54
  Speaker 2: I had to deactivate my page.
• 38:56
  Speaker 1: I'm like, wow, he said, because I'm looking at other
• 39:00
  Speaker 1: peoples that I'm starting to get fucked up over it.
• 39:04
  Speaker 2: I'm like, what you mean by that?
• 39:07
  Speaker 1: I'm seeing people are cars and I don't have that,
• 39:10
  Speaker 1: or I don't have the money or I don't have this.
• 39:13
  Speaker 1: It's starting to bother me. Damn, I said, but you
• 39:19
  Speaker 1: could look at the Instagram page. Yeah you want this,
• 39:20
  Speaker 1: that the dirt. But can you tell if that person happy?
• 39:25
  Speaker 2: He said no. I said, all right, then so you're happy? Right?
• 39:28
  Speaker 2: He's like yeah?
• 39:29
  Speaker 1: I said you daydre right, You're like yeah. I said,
• 39:31
  Speaker 1: so why are you getting fucked up and bothered over it?
• 39:34
  Speaker 2: For? I said, let me tell you something, bro. You
• 39:38
  Speaker 2: talked about you looking at it, people with benzes, you
• 39:40
  Speaker 2: had to bend, you crashed it. Whatever. That shit bothered you?
• 39:43
  Speaker 3: This that of dore.
• 39:43
  Speaker 1: I said, I didn't drive in thirteen years. How you
• 39:47
  Speaker 1: think I feel? He said, damn, perspective about that?
• 39:51
  Speaker 2: He said, you feeding your daughter right now? Right?
• 39:54
  Speaker 1: He said, yeah, I didn't see my son in thirteen years.
• 39:58
  Speaker 1: How do you think I felt about that?
• 40:00
  Speaker 2: He said? Yeah? I said, And I'm on Instagram, Facebook
• 40:03
  Speaker 2: and everything else. It don't bother me, bro, I say,
• 40:06
  Speaker 2: you nigga, I can see you running up and down
• 40:07
  Speaker 2: the block with your daughter.
• 40:08
  Speaker 1: I was supposed to be jealous of you because I
• 40:11
  Speaker 1: can't do it. Nah, I don't know.
• 40:14
  Speaker 2: I'm gonna figure out how to do it.
• 40:16
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna hold on to this game and I'm an
• 40:18
  Speaker 1: running time try to catch them.
• 40:20
  Speaker 2: Nah. That shit motivates me. It don't discourage me. It
• 40:23
  Speaker 2: motivates me.
• 40:24
  Speaker 1: He said, Damn, bro, you know what I'm about to
• 40:26
  Speaker 1: get my Facebook, my Instagram back.
• 40:29
  Speaker 2: That's what I want to hear. Bro.
• 40:31
  Speaker 1: People don't think about that because if I wasn't here,
• 40:36
  Speaker 1: who could?
• 40:37
  Speaker 2: Who could?
• 40:37
  Speaker 3: Who would have been chasing my son or telling my
• 40:39
  Speaker 3: son right from wrong?
• 40:42
  Speaker 2: Nah?
• 40:42
  Speaker 1: I start looking at the brighter side of things, like
• 40:46
  Speaker 1: the number one thing people do. We get caught up
• 40:49
  Speaker 1: in the things we don't have, getting caught up in
• 40:52
  Speaker 1: the things that would I don't know. I'm I'm happy
• 40:56
  Speaker 1: for what I got now. The people are around me,
• 41:00
  Speaker 1: around me because I want them around me. I'm happy
• 41:01
  Speaker 1: for that my life. If I want my life to
• 41:04
  Speaker 1: be better, guess what I gotta do. I gotta turn
• 41:06
  Speaker 1: this bitch up even more. I'm not moping old how like?
• 41:10
  Speaker 3: Come on? If I was like that, I wouldn't be
• 41:14
  Speaker 3: on this council today.
• 41:16
  Speaker 1: Damn Charlamagne getting paid horrible decisions, getting paid mayonhards though
• 41:19
  Speaker 1: forgetting get paid.
• 41:20
  Speaker 2: H then they getting booked.
• 41:21
  Speaker 1: Oh damn why is that damn well getting two hundred
• 41:24
  Speaker 1: views on his ships only at fifty that I don't know.
• 41:29
  Speaker 2: I'm not comparing my.
• 41:30
  Speaker 3: Life to nobody.
• 41:31
  Speaker 2: Is blind poppy.
• 41:33
  Speaker 1: Is blind poppy because the fifty people that's viewing it,
• 41:36
  Speaker 1: the people that's liking it, the people that's repurposing my
• 41:39
  Speaker 1: clips and all that, that's the people that really need it.
• 41:43
  Speaker 1: And guess what, it's a fifty fifty more out there
• 41:46
  Speaker 1: that's in Jersey. It's fifty more that's in Connecticut, it's
• 41:48
  Speaker 1: fifty more in North Carolina, South Carolina, pennsyl that coming
• 41:53
  Speaker 1: in to add to that fifty I got already that
• 41:56
  Speaker 1: really need this shit that I'm talking about. And before
• 41:59
  Speaker 1: you know what, I got our community, not my base,
• 42:02
  Speaker 1: and that that's gonna be the base that's gonna listen
• 42:04
  Speaker 1: to me talk. That's going that I'm motivating and I'm
• 42:10
  Speaker 1: gonna get where I wanted to.
• 42:11
  Speaker 2: Be out in life. It's crazy like a lot of
• 42:13
  Speaker 2: the time in life, we know the hell, we just
• 42:15
  Speaker 2: don't know the win. It's because people don't know the win.
• 42:19
  Speaker 2: It's like niggas psyched himselves out. The game should never
• 42:21
  Speaker 2: happens overnight. And that's and That's what and that's why
• 42:24
  Speaker 2: a lot of people check out from the Hustle overnight. Listen,
• 42:27
  Speaker 2: this is the thing I told Alex wants. You know,
• 42:29
  Speaker 2: I was telling Alex about like my podcast and what
• 42:31
  Speaker 2: I wanted to do with it. He said, for you
• 42:33
  Speaker 2: to do what you're trying to do, it's probably gonna
• 42:35
  Speaker 2: take you four or five years. Are you Are you
• 42:38
  Speaker 2: willing to work for that? Are you willing to stand
• 42:40
  Speaker 2: the game that long? I mean, my thing is this,
• 42:43
  Speaker 2: four or five years from now, I'm still gonna be
• 42:45
  Speaker 2: living and breathing. I would hopefully at the end of
• 42:48
  Speaker 2: that four or five I got what I'm looking for
• 42:50
  Speaker 2: today versus just be there four or five years later
• 42:54
  Speaker 2: and no closer to can you imagine, be no closer
• 42:58
  Speaker 2: to the thing that you want to change life than
• 43:00
  Speaker 2: you was four or five years ago. That's what I'm saying.
• 43:04
  Speaker 2: I can't, I can't, that can't be me. So I'm
• 43:06
  Speaker 2: gonna work and.
• 43:07
  Speaker 3: Then four years from now you sit in the same place.
• 43:10
  Speaker 2: Damn. You can't blame nobody, but I mean you doing
• 43:12
  Speaker 2: something wrong. That's how you gotta look at it. Four
• 43:15
  Speaker 2: or five years, bro. You know how many days is
• 43:17
  Speaker 2: in the year like I.
• 43:18
  Speaker 1: Said, I compliment my pets and the people that's around me.
• 43:23
  Speaker 1: When I see Billy doing his thing. When I was
• 43:25
  Speaker 1: at Billy Live show, and I'm like, damn, I ain't
• 43:28
  Speaker 1: wasn't jealous that I could do that shit too, Nah,
• 43:31
  Speaker 1: I said down.
• 43:32
  Speaker 2: I was a student. I studied the game and what
• 43:35
  Speaker 2: he did, how the crowd reacted to it, is, how
• 43:38
  Speaker 2: he put it together, how he promoted it.
• 43:40
  Speaker 3: All right.
• 43:41
  Speaker 2: Cool? So now when I know what I'm dealing with mine,
• 43:42
  Speaker 2: I know how to how to move with it. Nah.
• 43:45
  Speaker 1: I see Drill Faerry, I like, I'm I'm a student
• 43:48
  Speaker 1: to the podcast where I watch his ship. I watched Drill,
• 43:51
  Speaker 1: I watched Billy, I watched Decisions Decisions, I watched million
• 43:54
  Speaker 1: dollars worth a game.
• 43:56
  Speaker 2: But now one time, I think I can do what
• 43:58
  Speaker 2: they do. Nah, I'm creating my own path. I'm doing
• 44:01
  Speaker 2: what I'm doing a learning and apply to your emotions.
• 44:04
  Speaker 3: So that's what I'm trying to do.
• 44:05
  Speaker 1: I don't come in here, memmi man cringing out, wallowing them,
• 44:10
  Speaker 1: you feel me coming in here, blah blah blah blah
• 44:13
  Speaker 1: blah blah.
• 44:14
  Speaker 3: But now I see podcast.
• 44:15
  Speaker 2: I don't do none of that I'm not doing nothing.
• 44:16
  Speaker 2: You don't be thinking you wallow, bro. You don't think
• 44:18
  Speaker 2: you was wallowed when you was coming from underneath the covers,
• 44:20
  Speaker 2: the covers and all that.
• 44:22
  Speaker 1: Yo.
• 44:22
  Speaker 2: You know, you know it's crazy. It's like like when
• 44:26
  Speaker 2: I really realized, like when you just.
• 44:28
  Speaker 1: Regular faced up talking to people like this, the message
• 44:32
  Speaker 1: don't get it come across.
• 44:34
  Speaker 2: You gotta find innovative ways.
• 44:36
  Speaker 1: Like people catch the video and be like, what the
• 44:39
  Speaker 1: is wrong with this crazy nigga, But then when they
• 44:41
  Speaker 1: see the message, Damn, that ship he spoke was round
• 44:46
  Speaker 1: like I did. I did a video when I'm in
• 44:48
  Speaker 1: a push up for him down, I'm like, sometimes the
• 44:51
  Speaker 1: world may feel like it's on your back, but sometimes
• 44:54
  Speaker 1: you just gotta push and work hard you will come up.
• 44:57
  Speaker 2: Somebody broke under red like damn content Reil.
• 45:02
  Speaker 3: Hit that ship.
• 45:02
  Speaker 2: Put it. They put it in their stories.
• 45:04
  Speaker 1: So you like, if I would have said that ship
• 45:07
  Speaker 1: just standing up regular what he felt the same way,
• 45:10
  Speaker 1: probably would.
• 45:11
  Speaker 2: Have skip past the video.
• 45:12
  Speaker 1: But a person like this nigga is crazy nigga doing
• 45:15
  Speaker 1: under the covers this that Like I did a video
• 45:17
  Speaker 1: in the shower and I sat there and said, you
• 45:19
  Speaker 1: gotta Sometimes you gotta wash off the defeat.
• 45:22
  Speaker 2: I'm in the shower with soap all or I gotta
• 45:25
  Speaker 2: you look nuts, bro, crazy, you're looking nuts.
• 45:28
  Speaker 1: But that shit got mad views and likes. People hit
• 45:32
  Speaker 1: me up like yo, nah, bro Yo, that ship really
• 45:36
  Speaker 1: saved me. That shit helped me. Bro.
• 45:38
  Speaker 3: I'm getting in the shower right now.
• 45:41
  Speaker 1: I'm like, all right, cool. Now you see where it's
• 45:43
  Speaker 1: coming from. People like crazy shit, that's this. This is
• 45:48
  Speaker 1: social mediaever. Yeah, nobody ain't gonna listen to us be
• 45:51
  Speaker 1: talking like to stay in school yard, this, that and
• 45:54
  Speaker 1: the third.
• 45:54
  Speaker 3: Nah.
• 45:55
  Speaker 2: They want the nigga running up the block, run across
• 45:57
  Speaker 2: the street, the book bag on his back, and I
• 45:59
  Speaker 2: get the school. Got to get the belt about the ring.
• 46:02
  Speaker 3: I can't be late. I'm missing ouledge.
• 46:04
  Speaker 2: That's what they want. I'm gonna give it to them.
• 46:08
  Speaker 2: You know. It's it's tough, bro, because, like I said,
• 46:11
  Speaker 2: this is podcast I've been listening to lately. It's called
• 46:13
  Speaker 2: Grits and Eggs podcasts. And it's like Bro just sitting
• 46:16
  Speaker 2: behind like a computer desk. He got some some paintings
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  Speaker 2: on the wall, some little pictures and shit got some
• 46:21
  Speaker 2: like some toys, but his shit booming right now he's
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  Speaker 2: from Atlanta, and he like us, real nigga with it,
• 46:28
  Speaker 2: just real nigga with it, you know what I mean.
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  Speaker 2: But his shit clicking like seventy thousand of a clip,
• 46:33
  Speaker 2: two hundred and thirty thousand a clip. His shit good, bro,
• 46:37
  Speaker 2: Like you know, you know what, nigga having a moment
• 46:38
  Speaker 2: when you seeing that shit a little bit too much,
• 46:41
  Speaker 2: to the point where I got people sending me his
• 46:43
  Speaker 2: shit like okay, you know what I'm saying, and like
• 46:45
  Speaker 2: the nigga just like giving it up. Just what you
• 46:47
  Speaker 2: talking about, bro. Everything he talked about culture, you talk
• 46:50
  Speaker 2: about like current events. But the thing is, it's like
• 46:53
  Speaker 2: the niggas smart, you know what I mean. The nigga smart.
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  Speaker 2: He speaks with like you know, he knows some shit.
• 46:58
  Speaker 2: So like you know, he'll talk about like the government
• 47:01
  Speaker 2: and racism, and he'll talk about like he talked, he
• 47:04
  Speaker 2: talked about us in a way that's like filled with passion.
• 47:07
  Speaker 2: I'm gonna send you some shit. You can check it out.
• 47:09
  Speaker 2: It's it's it's it's some good ship. But my point being,
• 47:12
  Speaker 2: it's like you said, like nigga, don't want to hear
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  Speaker 2: you just sitting here, you know, in this way straight up,
• 47:17
  Speaker 2: and it's like, man, that's one hundred percent truth for
• 47:19
  Speaker 2: the most part. But then they be these moments where
• 47:21
  Speaker 2: nigga like this, It's like, bro, the nigga just behind
• 47:23
  Speaker 2: the desk, bro.
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  Speaker 1: But then you gotta look at it too, the audience
• 47:27
  Speaker 1: he grabbing. I mean, why n let skip past that.
• 47:33
  Speaker 1: But the one that screwed on the phone. I feel
• 47:37
  Speaker 1: like my content will coming across a y N phone
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  Speaker 1: quicker than his, and we both saying the same thing
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  Speaker 1: and just be saying it in different We're doing it
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  Speaker 1: in different ways.
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  Speaker 2: And like I really peeped that. It's like when they
• 47:51
  Speaker 2: was like.
• 47:53
  Speaker 1: When while the first started doing his video, they're like, damn,
• 47:55
  Speaker 1: Whallo going crazy, telling Gilly yo, Whallo going crazy this,
• 47:58
  Speaker 1: and the third he was like, nah, like he said,
• 48:02
  Speaker 1: for a minute, he like, damn, it's this nigga really
• 48:04
  Speaker 1: going crazy. But he said, your cousin, don't give the
• 48:08
  Speaker 1: fuck what they say, cud keep doing you. Meek Mills
• 48:11
  Speaker 1: reposted it and before you know what, the world start
• 48:15
  Speaker 1: really knowing who Wallow really was. Now they going back
• 48:19
  Speaker 1: and they looking at his content and seeing where he
• 48:21
  Speaker 1: came from. I gave like the career that I'm shaping is.
• 48:28
  Speaker 1: I wouldn't say mimicking, but I'm pulling shit out from
• 48:32
  Speaker 1: Wallow money into mine.
• 48:34
  Speaker 2: Yeah, for sure, twenty.
• 48:35
  Speaker 1: Years and being in jail thirteen years of being blonde.
• 48:39
  Speaker 1: It's like we both have a story that.
• 48:41
  Speaker 2: The word that's real. That's real, bro.
• 48:44
  Speaker 1: I can't relate to being behind them jails twenty years,
• 48:47
  Speaker 1: that's real, bro, but he can't relate to being in
• 48:49
  Speaker 1: adult for thirteen. We both come from it. We both
• 48:53
  Speaker 1: walking across that bridge with a story. So it's like
• 48:56
  Speaker 1: I take little ships out and just seeing like how
• 48:58
  Speaker 1: he he tell his stories and different interviews, like ain't
• 49:02
  Speaker 1: gonna lie, I study him.
• 49:04
  Speaker 2: I'm a student of Wallow real quick, bro, the nigga
• 49:07
  Speaker 2: downstairs for me to give him the bag? You want
• 49:09
  Speaker 2: to wrap up or you want me to go down,
• 49:10
  Speaker 2: come back up? What's up to? Let me see how
• 49:13
  Speaker 2: long we go? Yeah, all right, you can finish off
• 49:23
  Speaker 2: your point. Yeah, and we'll take it out ready. Yeah.
• 49:27
  Speaker 3: So yeah, so I'm a student of Wallow.
• 49:31
  Speaker 1: So like if you out there, man, it ain't nothing
• 49:34
  Speaker 1: wrong with taking the idol, locking in and setting them
• 49:37
  Speaker 1: there and being a student to be a better person.
• 49:40
  Speaker 3: So this podcast is about leveling up. We gonna level
• 49:44
  Speaker 3: up for twenty twenty five, don't know New Year's Revolution
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  Speaker 3: twenty twenty six. I'm a level up now, level up now, man,
• 49:52
  Speaker 3: thirteen years. I've been in the dark. On the twenty
• 49:54
  Speaker 3: first of this month, I'm leveling up. I'm touching the
• 49:57
  Speaker 3: people even more different than I ever did before, or
• 50:01
  Speaker 3: I'm putting the work.
• 50:03
  Speaker 2: How we leveling up? Wolf Man? I just think, you know,
• 50:08
  Speaker 2: it's like it's crazy like the ship that people always
• 50:11
  Speaker 2: say you should do. It's it's kind of clicheed here,
• 50:14
  Speaker 2: but it's really true in the sense of for me,
• 50:16
  Speaker 2: I think that what I really need to do is
• 50:17
  Speaker 2: do with people always say you're supposed to do. Stay consistent,
• 50:21
  Speaker 2: Stay consistent.
• 50:22
  Speaker 3: Don't get tricked over the views, don't get tricked over
• 50:24
  Speaker 3: the numbers.
• 50:25
  Speaker 2: Yeah, just keep doing what you do. Yeah, lock in.
• 50:29
  Speaker 2: That's all that matters.
• 50:30
  Speaker 1: Yeah, And that's and that's once you Once you get
• 50:34
  Speaker 1: that through your head, everything's gonna start falling in and
• 50:38
  Speaker 1: at your feet and like, damn, I work hard for this.
• 50:42
  Speaker 1: The minute you start looking at it like I only
• 50:43
  Speaker 1: got ten twenty views, Man, you want to stay stuck
• 50:46
  Speaker 1: because you you're chasing decision decisions.
• 50:48
  Speaker 2: That God like twenty thousand views. So just stay consistent,
• 50:53
  Speaker 2: be yourself. Man. Where they can find you at wolf Man,
• 50:59
  Speaker 2: Wolf Taylor, Underscore, Wolf Taylor, Instagram. I'm on TikTok, I'm
• 51:02
  Speaker 2: on Twitter. I'm mom on everything. Man, shit's about to
• 51:06
  Speaker 2: get me back on Twitter. Yeah, listen Twitter. There's a
• 51:10
  Speaker 2: lot of info be going around on Twitter. It's a
• 51:12
  Speaker 2: lot of information, good and bad, you know what I mean. Definitely,
• 51:16
  Speaker 2: podcast is halfway podcast. I call it halfway up because
• 51:19
  Speaker 2: you never finished rising. And man, I'm just happy to
• 51:22
  Speaker 2: be here. Bro, Me and my man just got us
• 51:23
  Speaker 2: a drink.
• 51:24
  Speaker 1: Bro feeling good, feeling nice, you know. And you know
• 51:28
  Speaker 1: where you can find me at Blinding I c NYC.
• 51:32
  Speaker 1: It don't matter how how that mountain is, you can climbent,
• 51:35
  Speaker 1: don't matter how deep that ocean is you can swim. It,
• 51:38
  Speaker 1: don't matter if that course is hard, you could finish it.
• 51:42
  Speaker 1: And if you feel like you don't got the motivation,
• 51:44
  Speaker 1: just turn on my podcast and I'm gonna help you
• 51:46
  Speaker 1: throw it. I am the official blonde stuff of See
• 51:49
  Speaker 1: Note you see how like I said, Cee, Note that
• 51:52
  Speaker 1: fobc Note Cee. Note the voice of the disables, and
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  Speaker 1: we're out of here, out of here, piece