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Episode #168: Emotional Resonance: How Our Environment Amplifies Our Inner World · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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All right, Hey, everybody, welcome to tea time with Amien Bead.
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What's up girl? Not a lot, just trying to stay I know,
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stay cool. Like the whole entire United States is on fire right now,
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meaning it's so freaking hot. But I'm not going to complain about that because
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I'm a sun baby, so I enjoy the sun, but I'm also staying
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cool. Um. I was gonna say something else along with that, but
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anyway, Oh, the humidity. The humidity's amped up. I could feel
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it yesterday. So that means typically the montoons will be here soon or at
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least some marine So looking forward to that because I love the montoons. I
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love the thunderstorms. Anywhow. I just want to share my immediate manifestation or
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wait, I wouldn't say manifestation. It was an immediate validation and I love
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when they happened because they're just so fun. Um. I was at a
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vendor show on Sunday and it was a lottle. It was a little loll
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you know, people coming in and it was after they just shortly after they'd
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opened the door to the public, so I was at the very front,
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so people were walking in the door and I'm like, right there, Um,
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some people thought I was the information booth and I'm like, yeah,
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anyway, so I was. I ended up being it, but I was
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like, they're asking me questions. I don't know what you want? A
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card reading? Yeah, let's see what the angels have to say about that.
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Um anyway, an immediate validation. So I'm sitting there and I had
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just I was like, oh, you know what, I didn't call them
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my angels today, So I just I called in archangel Michael. You know,
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its surround me in their brilliant blue bubble of love and light and helped
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me maintain my energy. And I called an archangel Shamuel, and I called
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an archangel Raphael. Right, So I did those three And then I'm like,
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of course, of course were when all the other ones in here too?
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So I was sitting there, I'm not kidding you, was not.
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It was less than two minutes. Less than two minutes, it had to
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have been. A lady walks through the door, her and her husband,
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and she comes. She comes right to my table and she's like asking me
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questions of who I am and what I do. And so I was sharing
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with her and gave her you know some information. I told her, I
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said, why don't you, Why don't you because I had cards lay now,
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so pick a card to see what the angels have for you today.
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And she picked the number four four four. Now, first of all,
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that is one of my numbers, just saying I see it all the time.
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It's it's a number for me. It's very significant. So I start
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reading to her, you know, kind of given her just like a real
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quick reading from this one card. And I mentioned about the angels being around
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her and the you know, sending masters are helping her, and and she
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goes, you know what, before I came here today, I pulled my
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own cards at home, and I got um, I was talking to archangel
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Shamuel, or I was talking to the angels. And I was like,
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so is this archangel Michael it's around me? And she goes, I got
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like a really loud no, it's Archangel Shamuel, of all the archangels,
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of all the names, as you could have said, it was Shamuel and
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Michael. And I said, not not even two minutes before you walked in
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the door. I sat here and I called them in to be with me
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and surround me today and so that so not only the validation of Archangel Michael
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and Archangel Shamuel, but the number four four four, and that card,
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that particular card was drawn three times that day. The number three is very
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significant to me. And if you take four to four four, Adam up,
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it's twelve one plus two is three. So it's just it's just so
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fascinating how quickly those things happen when we allow it, right, and when
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we're open to receive that. It's so fun fun, and it's awesome too.
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And the more you recognize it and appreciate it, the more we get
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more of those signs. You know, we actually just noticed the signs more.
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We've been getting them all along. Yeah, it's funny you're talking about
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that stuff. And then I I'm woke up. Not in a great space
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today mentally or not mentally. It's it's just warm. We've got a cool
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in the room right now, which is cool for our house right now is
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eighty six, so you know, it gets up kind of high, and
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that's when it starts getting really hitting me of my emotions. And then you
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talked about you know, like a lot of the United States ending getting the
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heat, and then my mind thought about, well, what is it's burning
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off? Right, Because when we get angry from the heat, it's burning
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off something, it's releasing of something. And for me this morning, it's
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been anger, it's been crying, it's been I'm still okay. I had
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a meditation before I came on here, which was Susanne Wiesman's. It was
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a heart one, heart centered thing or something like that. I can't remember
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exactly what it's all, but you can kind of get the idea when you
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look it up. And it brought me into a more balanced where I'm I've
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got a nice pack on my legs, you know, keeping cool, and
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I've got a famblowing on me and stuff like that. So it's just being
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in that space and recognizing it's like it almost feels like someone else that's got
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a control hold of the dial, because it splits in my mind, you
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know, like with the volume on the stereo, the old when they used
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to have volume mobs onto the stereo. I don't know if they even do
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that anymore, but I could feel like someone's like turn it up and it
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gets really hot and it's like all this anger comes out. It's like,
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fuck this, I'm not doing this shit anymore. I am fucking over this
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bullshit. And then it turns down because right now I'm I'm kind of cool.
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You know, I got in my meditation. I'm noticing I kind of
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cooled up. But I was listening to you and you're talking about those things,
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and I'm part of me is enjoying your experience that you had. The
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other part is I'm repeating what you're saying because you've told me this million times.
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But I also know that I'm calling on all the angels to help uplift
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me, right because we get in these as so they just feel like shit,
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and and sometimes it's you can't see yourself out of that ship right away,
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honestly, you just you can't. And it's just like the whole progression
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of things because Freeman's been trying to, you know, like talk to me
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about some things and appreciating things. And I know that when you're in that
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space, you know, anger and everything else, you're not appreciation and anger
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aren't kind of hanging out together. Ever. I don't really want to throat
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punch him, it's true, but but on the other side, I'm hearing
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it, so I'm just like not saying anything at all, and it's it's
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learning for me, even learning more to listen, which makes me I just
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feel sad, like that makes me want to cry, But it's not a
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sad. I started to say, I feel sad, but it's not.
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It's not sad. It's like it's like a realization and when I realize that,
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it kind of releases, like the stress from my body. Just as
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we're having this whole talk. It's like, even over the weekend, M
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was together with a group of gals and it's like I left there and I
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took on someone else's energy and it's like their energy was so strong and powerful.
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How I took it on, I don't know I was carrying it.
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Well, I know how I took it on. Now as I'm talking,
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it's just the same thing we've always talked about. You get into the conversation
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and you start really hearing them and that's not a bad thing. Now,
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before I would have said, oh, don't do that. You don't want
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to dip down to someone else's energy. But I could also feel this person,
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which also makes me. That's where I can feel like even more than
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it needs to be released. But sometimes people can't just do it on their
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own and they've been carrying so much stuff with them for so long that they
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need the help. And sometimes there's people in our lives that come up and
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there are the people that can help. And that's why the persons come into
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our path, really, because I could help this person release stuff. And
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it's like it's so heavy on my mind all day Sunday, so heavy into
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the night. And then I started like, at some point got major pain
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in my head and I thought, well, I know that if we were
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focused seeing someone else's energy, I might be she might be like you know,
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and I might even trying to focus it on. I'm in this.
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I'm in this space of it's like I'm holding onto a parachute in the winds
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blowing and I'm trying to brace my feet in the ground and I can't.
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I can't stand there and hold this and it's just what it was just taking
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me. And then it's like by the morning, I like, I'm feeling
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these emotions and I didn't tell her like and I haven't talked to her yet
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about it, but I didn't tell her like the things where I was feeling,
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just to see if there is any if it's kind of connected, like
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a lot of the stuff because sometimes and it may still be connected even if
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the person doesn't give me that information that I'm looking for, just because I
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wasn't feeling that way before. I also know there's a lot of stuff that's
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going on planetary wise, and you know there's a lot of energies and stuff
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shifting. But it's really being aware of that space and it's like I realized
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I didn't. It's not something I want to just push away from when I
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feel someone's energy, but to recognize it, write it down so I can
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share it with the person, so they can I can help them to process
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some of this information that's coming through them, and then this is helping me
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to process stuff at the same time. It really is so it's like going
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down this journey and then it's like I sent a message in the next morning.
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I just want you to know how very, very valuable you are,
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and the information that you shared was was amazing. Honestly, there's a lot
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of stuff in our history that we don't know and because it's been misinterpreted,
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it's been someone else that's experienced and they're saying it from their perspective, and
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of course this isn't another person's perspective. But when people are being you know,
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hunted down and shot and killed, and you know things that are happening
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to them and their family, ancestors and everything else, that's kind of that's
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that's a lot. But I appreciated the information that I was getting also because
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it was history, and I realized the reason I never cared for history in
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the school. I mean absolutely, I slept in it. It had zero
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meaning to me because it's not even true. It's not true and factual that
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someone else is true and factual or someone else's way. They think that it
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was because we had to go in and take the lambs and blah blah,
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we had to go and take the lambs for what. I don't know.
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That's all bullshit. It was all power, money, whatever it was even
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in that time frame control. But it's like it's I know, long wan
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information, but it's like I half all of a sudden information that's slowed through
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me now and that I didn't have this morning, And it was probably the
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health of the meditation really because I really wasn't in a good space. I
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was really really considering canceling with you this morning because I wasn't at space,
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And I thought, every time we have our conversations, I'm lifted out of
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that space. So why would I punish myself. Why would I keep myself
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in that space. I'm not going to so I'm only sharing all this stuff
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with everyone. So it's like it's a process because even though we think we're
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doing great, we have our times to kind of knock you down, but
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it's only an opportunity to go within inside and find out what's going on.
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Like I got to check all these gauges and see what's going on here and
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how can I get there? Well, I found that meditation that was my
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help to you. I had to fit it into the time frame beforehand.
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Yeah, because I was going to do the other one that you had recommended.
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But I don't think the timeframe wasn't there. But it wasn't there for
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a reason. Yeah, I would say that, Um, you know,
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you talked about dipping into other people's emotions and not to do that and all
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that when there's a because I'm feeling like there's a connection between you and this
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person in astronomy. Yes it's not even in this lifetime. I don't know
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if she even knows it. I know it. I it's a it's uncanny.
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I don't like I feel emotional about it. I don't. It's totally
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coming off, but it's yes, yes, I totally realized this, and
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it's it's a so what I would familiar, Yeah, So what I would
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what I was sensing as you were talking was, you know, because we
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have we said, you know, when other people are are having emotions and
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you dip into you know, because you're drawing on their their energy and you
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dip into their where they're at. You know, we've talked about don't do
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that. Well, sometimes we do do it because I said do do anyways,
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sometimes we're we are going to do that because we have that within ourselves.
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There's a reason why we're attracted to it. There's a reason why this
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person is showing up in that way to help us stir some shit up in
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ourselves to take a look at it. So it could be that's the reason.
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So every time we come into contact with somebody or we're observing somebody,
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there's like a million reasons why you're in their premise right and you're in their
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proximity. It's no different than somebody coming into your proximity to be a witness
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to you or to talk to you. And there's a million things, more
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than a million thing. You probably a bajillion reasons why that's happening, and
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we're not going to understand all of them. But if we just take those
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pieces of I'm not feeling good right now and this person's energy, I'm not
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feeling good with their attitude, I'm not feeling good with their body language or
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their facial expressions. Okay, well what is that about? So what is
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it that drew me into this conversation with this person? And now I'm in
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it right, I'm hanging on to it for something. There's something for me
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to learn from. We want to be in that student mode of learning about
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yourself, having that self inquiry, being inquisitive about what's being stirred up.
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And they showed up to get that stirring going on within you so you could
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move and change and shift and expand and grow. It's taking the time to
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do it, and sometimes what we do and I've done it myself and it's
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been recent, so it's not like it's been years ago. I still do
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it and working on it. So is what we tend to do is we
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get into that when I say lower vibrational emotions whatever it is, sadness,
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depression and whatever it is, and we get focused on being in it,
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and we want to we hang on to it, and it's like, let
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it just feels gross, But I'm just gonna sit in this anyway because I
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don't know what the fuck's going on. And then when we open ourselves up
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so that you've found the Meditation by Susannengaseman, or or you find a you
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know, you open up a Bible, you open up a book that you've
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been reading and there's words there and you're just like, oh, okay,
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and we can that in itself just help shift the energy. And sometimes it's
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enough to kind of kind of like pull you out of it for a second
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so you can have a moment of clarity and you might dip down back into
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it because it's still there. It's still surrounding you and sifting you, and
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it's in you. And but you've got that glimpse, right, whether you
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want to call it hope. Okay, got this glimpse of hope, like
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I can get out of this. What's next? Well, I'm feeling crappy.
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Maybe I should cancel with Amy. No, I'm not gonna cancel with
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Amy. We're doing tea time. Because there's our therapy said. I would
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be like, bitch, you ain't canceling on me. Are you dying?
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The answers No, then you're not canceling. Okay, nope, to sell.
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Here's the rule. We've never had any rules. That's rule number one.
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Unless we're dying, we ain't canceling. So anyway, just having that
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something that's going to write help shift something in you, and then that clears
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up some space for stuff to come to surface, and then you're like,
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oh, okay, now I get it. Maybe it's just being empathetic towards
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this person and feeling that for them, and because you've probably been there in
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your own story in some way, maybe it's to just feel their perspective.
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I think about it, right, We came here spirit and body to feel
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these emotions. You know, the spiritual teacher teachers, they talk about how
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we've been created in the image of God, so God can have all these
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different experiences from our perspective, and so now it's like being in the human
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our spirit being in the human body. Now we get we're experiencing other people's
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emotions from their perspective, like we're tuning into that more, which also helps
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us have more compassion, more empathy for them, and also knowing that in
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whatever way it's supposed to show up, it's helping our own growth and expansion.
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So it's not our We can offer up the seeds, we can offer
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up the words, we can offer up the smile, we can offer up
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the hug to help shift that person's energy, unless they want to take that
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step, that action step to shift their energy. Then going to it's our
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job to foot Okay, I recognize something's going and stirring up in me because
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this person showed up in my experience. What am I going to do with
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this? Right? And then that's the choice and you, like you said,
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I can cry about it. Great, that's moving energy. I can
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meditate. Great, that's doing some energy movement. I could go for a
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run, move my body. I could punch a pillow, I could talk
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it out, I could get a different perspective, I could get some input.
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So that's your path, that's what you're choosing to do, and whatever
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the other person's doing with whatever information they got during that time together. Thus
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they're business and you'll know the next time you have a conversation with them where
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they're at. And we want to drag people, right, we want to
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drag them kicking and screaming with us, like come on, it build better
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over here. But I'm I'm past that. I'm like, that's too exhausting
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for me, too too much energy to put out when somebody doesn't want to
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invest in themselves to make any changes that would be beneficial. So that was
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a lot. Oh and then I wanted to say that the new moon,
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which is was yesterday, was Monday, was the peak of the new moon
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is in cancer, which is emotional rights cancer of course, so emotional we
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are nurturing fixers that keep this world going. We just want to love and
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fix on everybody. So the new in cancer, which is making us very
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emotional right now anyway, So and that will go through Thursday when this video
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comes out. So anyway, So if anybody's watching the replay, and on
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July seventeenth, twenty twenty three, you fount for around that day, a
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couple of days before, a couple of days after, you've fought a lot
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of emotions stirring in you. That's why we've been gifted with the New Moons.
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Well, it's just the season. So did any of that help?
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I hope, so, yeah, a little bit of it. I mean
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there's a few points that you kind of put out there in it, and
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it is for me. I do feel like it is a lot of times
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to feel someone else's energy because you're empathetic, you're having an experience with them
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that they've experienced. Because we've talked about a lot of time, TIS does
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a past president future. It doesn't matter when we're talking about something or bring
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it present, if it's all the way back in the past and it's painful
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or it's fun, or it's even someone's talking about near death. Experience it
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when they really are like often to they you'll see him catch I'm looking off
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to the side or off somewhere else because they're not even here right now,
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they're not paying attention to what's in front of their eyes, are back inside
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of themselves and then telling you every single detailer you're going they're going through.
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And that's really quite similar to walking a mile in someone else's shoes. I
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believe in a lot of ways because some of these experiences, I won't have
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those experiences in this physical lifetime. It doesn't mean that I have never experienced
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exactly what she's saying, and that might there might be an impact there for
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sure, but how do we know. It's just paying attention to the body
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and how you respond. I knew it wasn't my energy, but it's like
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I couldn't shake it, so I didn't know what the person was having a
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lot of regrets, like they wish they didn't say half the things they said,
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or you know what I mean, because we all go through that.
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These are all the feelings emotions I was picking up and then determining it wasn't
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mine. But this person's a very strong, powerful person, and that's why,
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um, that's why we've come into each other's lives recently. Honestly,
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it can it can, she can. She has quite the effect on people,
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she really does. But she's very powerful. And then once clearing the
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way all this heaviness, then the answers will come through for her and she'll
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know exactly what's direction to go in. But it's like I could feel all
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that. I could feel all that, and I haven't talked to her about
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like what I was filling to see if she was feeling that way she might
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have been fine, and then that would that would change the way that I
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was thinking, But it was that's how it had felt, and it felt
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so you know, it felt so like unbearable almost at some points. So
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I just really spent a lot of time in my in my space, in
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my mind or not in my mind really, but asks asking spirit like what's
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this about? And of course information comes, and it comes and like trickles
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in because there's so many facets to a situation or a person. It's not
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just at a one and done and you're over it. But if I can
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if I can take on someone else's and not even really take it on,
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if I can sense it and feel it, then I can, you know,
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go inside and figure out how what's the best way for this to be
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resolved or healed? And then that information comes forward it's good for me and
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now I can share that information for the other person too. So but like
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you were saying that you're there's a connection, and I do feel there's a
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connection because it's like there was no It almost could blur things a bit,
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honestly, just the way that it felt energetically wise, is this mine?
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And then because I had to go through the list of questions, it's my
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energy and what's it's all about. And there was a lot, a lot
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of stuff to go through, and then of course today it was just my
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own, you know, just my stuff, and it might be might have
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been some residual of that. I don't know that that was all of it,
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but that was just part of the weekend that just kind of maybe it
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led up to. But I also know that there's a lot I'm tourists.
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That's my sign that I was born under. I don't believe I'm tourists.
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I think that we're all things. We're not one or when I say tourists,
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it's limited. But there's a lot of things that are out there right
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now. This is a really this is a life changing month. So I
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don't know what that means. So just hang out. But it's also up
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to me too. It's not that I just get on a ride and this
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is the way it goes. I get on this ride and I've got to
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pay attention to the signs because the signs are leading me in another direction or
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in a direction. They just told me another direction, So I'm pretty sure
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it's another direction. It's not even when I'm freaking thinking of So it's almost
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like God, because I get this a lot. I am reminded when I
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do not ground myself and when I do not call in our games or Michael
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just around me, I am reminded of that, and I'm like, oh
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damn, I used took on their energy. Oh damn. Right, And
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so I think of those moments as leveling up, like this is just here
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to remind me that I I thought I was doing good and apparently still how
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to do some work around this, still got to do some practicing. So
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here I am taking on this person's emotions and how they're feeling. And that's
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not the idea is to not take it on. I can feel it and
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say, Okay, this isn't mine. I'm pretty good at that, especially
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when I'm doing sessions. I'm feeling it, it's not mine, take it
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away, and I'll tell my angels that it's not mine. Get it out
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of me. And but there's also those moments when I don't call an archangel
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Michael to be around me, and I do absorb I'm in path and I
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that's what I do because I got that fixing energy with me. So it
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could be also just a reminder. Still got some fine tuning to do in
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this area of maintaining your own energy to be an observer instead of an absorber.
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And and I mean like and I said it could be because, like
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I said, it could be a million ba jillion reasons why this encounter happened.
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So it's an awareness for you, but just feels like it's more of
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an awareness for the audience to be mindful of are you absorbing energy or are
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you observing energy? Completely different things. So yeah, it is. And
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when you're at a vendor show, I tell you what, when you're in
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a vendor show, you want to make sure right. I was like,
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oh, oh man, I didn't call the angels this morning. And so
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I sat there and I just stared out the window because I was facing the
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door so I could see the sky, and I stared out that window.
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I was like calling them in, keeping my eyes out because I love to
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close my eyes and visualize it, like, Okay, I don't want to
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be too weird sitting here, so I'm gonna keep my eyes open and focus
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and call them in. So um like, yeah, I'm around that many
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people. Oh well, absorbing nothing. And that's something else. Too,
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So maybe maybe I have been absorbing a lot as well, because I've been
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to Walmart twice honestly in the last week, and I didn't ever go there
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ever, although when I was there yesterday, it's like I just I was
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in a space where I'm just smiling everybody I had. I had my granddaughter
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with me and we were getting a couple of things because they're making her arts
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and crafts things, and it's like everybody that I looked at Smont was just
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so smiling, and so it wasn't I can't even really blame that energy either,
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but it's just another thing that's out of my ordinary right, putting yourself
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round more people. But it was I was in and out. Everything was
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easy, I was everything was so I don't even know. I don't know.
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I just feel like it's just energy that's helping to release a lot of
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stuff from me. I don't feel like her. I don't feel like I
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had her stuff still, So maybe take some time for inventory of Okay,
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I'm feeling this way, what's really what really are these emotions attached to in
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my life story? And take her out of the equation. It's just the
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emotions. I mean, it kind of feels like the emotions had to be
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stirred in some way and this is it happened. Yeah, oh yeah,
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no, it was good. It was all great. It was really wonderful.
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It just you know what I mean, it really was. But it
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just was the feelings that came probably an hour, like I think a couple
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hours later, I started feeling all this stuff, which was interesting. Well,
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and that's that's not true because I felt a little bit off when I
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there two but I have the last two times, so and there might be
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I don't know. There's just a lot of stuff that I'm processing with that
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because it's really asking questions. But part of the meditation today when she was
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having me do breast, I would really pay attention to where I felt hindered
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or blocked in my body, and it's like felt like something heavy was on
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there, and it's like it was several places and go back and forth all
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over the place, and every time i'd find that place, I'd blow that
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place out, like I would just air it out, just airing it out,
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dusting and removing all the whatever in it, so that can make it.
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I mean, all these things made a difference for sure. For sure,
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and I'm just I'm just having awareness around this because I know this was
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in my experience back in the day. Is that a black and gray and
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white shirt? Oh yeah, So I'm just I'm just making this awareness because
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when we do dip in emotions, and I'm speaking as the general audience,
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So when we do dip into our emotions, notice what colors you put on.
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When I was back in my days, when I was depressed, my
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closet was black and gray. That was majority of what I wore in blue
30:18
jeans, that was my sneakers would either be white or black. There was
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no color, there was nothing it was. So when I started, you
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know, doing my healing process, emotional healing, going down that journey,
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my closet colors got brighter and brighter like this blue back in the day.
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No way what I've worn this, Nope. So it's just notice what colors
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are you gravitating toward based on how you're feeling, because that's a huge indicator
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of where you're at. Angry, A lot of people are gonna gravitate towards
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red, right, So if you're loving, you're feeling that love, you're
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gonna probably gravitate towards pink or pastels. So it's just it's just a fun
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um tool to have because I'll do that. I'll stand in my closet and
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I'll look at things and I will notice what I pick, Like like I
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still have black shirts black, Like I pair of black pants on, but
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black shirts. Not very often do I wear a black shirt anymore. Just
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it's like just not pulled to that color. I'm shifting my mindset. Like
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black is the is the color of all colors, so if you meld all
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the colors together, it turns out black. So I'm like, Okay,
31:53
we're good. I'm wearing all the colors today. I also have pink,
32:01
purple, and orange on, so yeah, nice. But I laundry needs
32:07
to be done and this is thin and light. Yeah, probably the lightest
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thing I have really, So yeah, there's that fun too. But yes,
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I understand what you're saying because I used to be the person that wore
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black all the time. That's all I ever wore. Ever, And most
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of my closet is everything I have. Some I still have black because I
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have my black leggings and stuff like that because I like my stretchy pants.
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But I have a lot of colors in the closet. I just need to
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come out of the closet. I don't come out of the black closet.
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Yes, come out of the black clout. That's well, it's true because
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it really that's how it was. When I was in high school, was
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a black trench coat. I wore everything black. Yeah, so interesting believe
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that. Yeah, and I wasn't in a great mood today. But no,
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but I can tell you this is super thin, which is what I
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needed. I wan't even wear some of my black leggings right now because they're
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tooth they're just too thick. It's like nope, yeah, no, because
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in our last night, even in the house, it's nine degree. So
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you're waiting, you know, you're just waiting for the article down. And
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then you talked, you did you talked about the temperature, and it's like,
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you know, we do we get in that space of kind of kind
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of witchy attitude because we're hot, we're not resting, we're tired, right
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and then and then really, but if we think about that, because I've
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done it yet, I didn't sleep well last night. Um that um,
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we still have control over that. So you think about, okay, why
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why am I showing up like this? Why am I showing up snappy and
33:57
snippity and witchy and bitchy? Well, because I'm hot and sleep Well,
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Okay, can you go get done and go take go, close your eyes
34:08
for a few minutes, put an ice pack on you. Sure I could
34:12
do that, right. It's like talking ourselves through these situations in recognizing and
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acknowledging how we're showing up and then having a conversation with yourself of Okay,
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what can I can I Can I change this? Yeah? I could if
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I wanted to. Right, First of all, it's a choice. We
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got to acknowledge the choice, and then you get to choose yes or no,
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yes or no, so yes or no question? And then okay,
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well I could, And then what are the solutions? So that would go
34:45
into solutions And um, I could take five naps today if I wanted to,
34:55
or I could just stay awake and be a bitch all day. It's
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just my joke. So it's just um, there are things that we can
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do to shift our energy and making those choices, and I get And then
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then when those when we're in that space of not feeling up to part,
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we know what it is. We know it's contributing factors, but it's also,
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um, have you been hot before and been in a great mood?
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So it's um, I'm going to say this with love that it's a blaming
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of the temperature. I'm blaming the temperature. What's the difference between blaming the
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temperature blaming a person. I couldn't hear you. I'm sorry, I was
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receiving a call. Oh is I'm gonna say this with love that I'm blaming
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my being this on the temperature, versus I'm blaming my being this on this
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person. Either way, you're blaming something outside of yourself and I And again
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I've done it too myself so in recent experiences. So it's it's um.
36:36
Always comes back to awareness. So I'm not gonna be happy, huh nothing,
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I'm not gonna be happy till the temperature cools off. Okay, that's
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then we come back to the point of attraction. Well, whatever you're however
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you're being, is your point of attraction. That's what you're emanating out into
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the to the universe. That's the energy you're putting out and until the temperature
37:04
change almost going to be a bit Okay, we'll see how that works out
37:07
for you, not necessarily bev, but speaking in general, whatever attitude,
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whatever space of being you choose, you're going to see it come back at
37:22
you. And then what are you going to do with that information? Are
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you going to blame those people for contributing to you being angry or upset or
37:32
sad or or are you're gonna recognize these people are mirroring me. There's an
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energy shift that it's in my control, and it's my I need to take
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care of that within myself to be aware of what are you giving power over
37:53
you? What? What are you pointing at saying? And this is what
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it's because of, This is because of the this is why I'm I'm showing
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up. If that made sense, I was like, I should have canceled.
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Actually, you're correct, and I and I say it because I've done
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it. I speak from experience. I've done these things myself, and so
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um, I'm not saying this just because to say it. I'm saying it
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because I know I've done it. I've done it. And back in the
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day when I was a complete bitch because I was angry at the world and
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it was hot, Oh bitchness gott amplified ten times, right, So,
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well, why are you so cranky? Well, because it's so damn hot
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outside. No, it wasn't the heat. Wasn't the heat. It was
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because I was angry inside, and that just amplified it. And I decided
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to take that ride, and it was an excuse that just came in.
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I'm like, oh, that's good one. It was an excuse as well.
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It's an excuse for me to be a bitch because it's hot outside.
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Do you have it? This is the way I'm going to show up because
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it's hot outside and none of that. But no, So then there is
39:30
the invternal inventory. What is contributing to me showing up like this? And
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why am I choosing to show up like this? It's like two sides of
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it. Something's something's pushing me, something stirring in me, something is shifting
39:47
in me to show up the way I'm showing up right now. So what
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else was going on? What else is going on? Well, um,
40:06
thinking, I'm excited I start teaching at the community college here in a couple
40:13
of weeks for meditation class. That's kind of awesome. Yeah, so it's
40:20
just nice to know that the door is being open in a way that it's
40:30
more more accepting, if if that's the word. So here's what happened about
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twenty years ago, probably a little more than that. I met a lady,
40:45
And twenty years ago, in our town, there's a very fine line
40:49
to walk when it comes to politics and the hospitals. I mean, it's
40:52
on a you know, on a bigger scale, it's the same we're not
40:58
going to go there. But in our small town, if you didn't fit
41:02
in a certain box, that nobody's will listen to you. Right, And
41:07
so we know now that more people, more doctors are listening to um the
41:12
idea of meditation and these other things that are available to us in helping our
41:19
body heal. And about twenty years ago, somewhere in there, and met
41:27
a lady. I became friends with her, and I was telling her,
41:30
you know, I want I want a healing center. I want to do
41:32
this and offer our meditation and all this you know, reiki and all this
41:36
stuff. And she's like, well, you know that's never gonna happen in
41:40
this town. And that seed was planted. And so even though my heart
41:51
said, I mean spirit said, keep going, keep doing this, keep
41:57
showing up, right, that's been my whole life. The seed was still
42:01
in my subconscious mind. It's never gonna work, It's never gonna work.
42:08
But I still kept teaching classes. I still kept doing the thing. And
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then here we are. Now I'm gonna be teaching It's considered a lifestyle class,
42:20
but from August to December, there's gonna be meditation in tuition, development,
42:25
chakras and archangels teaching all of that through the college community college. That's
42:35
awesome. We'll start bringing sweethaw here. Yeah right, Yeah, we have
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a metaphysical store down towns. I love the energy of it. Coaches are
42:49
popping up. I know of like four different coaches now that are in this
42:53
town. I'm sure there's more, but those are the ones that have been
42:57
more public. So us knowing that that's growing and expanding here in our community.
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It's pretty cool. But is cool. So yeah, let me had
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a New Moon gathering last night and one of the big things was self acceptance,
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self acceptance and judgment. That came up quite a bit. And one
43:30
of the ladies, you know, when you think your story is bad and
43:34
you hear other people's stories, I'm good, Like I am good, So
43:43
just her block and self acceptance because she was born and raised in Occult that
43:52
was Christianized she said, Christianized bass and so as a little girl she had
44:02
this knowingness. So she was very intuitive. She could communicate with the animals
44:08
she um, I mean, she just new things. But when she would
44:14
share that type of stuff, UM, she was like squashed, Like you
44:20
you don't say those things, you know, talk about those things. That's
44:23
you're not You're lying. So having to grow up in that type of environment
44:30
and now as an adult, UM, being able to accept those pieces of
44:37
her and and integrate them and use them has been, UM, that's been
44:45
her journey. And so it was a great conversation about that last night.
44:53
That's awesome. Yeah, And I had m had two students, and I
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love classes and group gatherings because there's always a common denominator. And for both
45:09
of them, not only did they move here from a from a different state,
45:14
same state, um, they grew up just miles apart from each other,
45:20
and um, both having similar struggle of self acceptance. So I love
45:34
that when when the common denominator surfaces is like, oh here, we are
45:39
nice. It's kind of cool. It is that cool. It's cool.
45:47
So, yeah, that's what I got, and I don't have anything right
45:57
now, all right, Well, we'll just call it good and we'll say
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thank you for being with us tea time with Amy and Bev, and just
46:07
know that there's a lot of valuable information that you could utilize from the conversation
46:15
that we've had in this video and others. And if you did get anything
46:20
that's been beneficial for you and you think about somebody else, then please share
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us with them. That's why we show up every week getting our own therapy
46:32
sessions, having our own conversations processing stuff, and we do it because we
46:39
know it will help others. So with that, making an incredible week,
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and thanks for hanging out with us, whether live or on the replay,
46:50
and we'll see you next time. Bye.