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The best scientists follow the data AND their hearts w/ Imogen Coe · Math Therapy

• 0:03
  Imogen Coe: We want scientists who have inherent humanity.
• 0:06
  Imogen Coe: I want you to be upset and angry about things, but I want you to be able to recognize that and hold it, and then use it to inform the set of data.
• 0:14
  Imogen Coe: Maybe the data you're getting don't match your personal beliefs, but you should be able to recognize that.
• 0:20
  Imogen Coe: Scientists are open-minded and sometimes they will change their beliefs, on the basis of new data that comes in.
• 0:26
  Imogen Coe: That's the most effective, scientist.
• 0:30
  Imogen Coe: We are all math people from the moment we are born.
• 0:33
  Imogen Coe: It is our job to figure out and, understand the world around us.
• 0:37
  Imogen Coe: So, it's just a question of nurturing that math person somewhere deep down inside and helping that person thrive.
• 0:48
  Vanessa Vakharia: Hi guys, it's Vanessa, and I just wanna say, I hope you are all managing with your lives and electronics through this absolutely wild Mercury retrograde.
• 0:56
  Vanessa Vakharia: And I know you're probably rolling your eyes into the back of your head, but I also know that you've probably perked up a little and are thinking, wow, you know, my communication has been a little wack lately and my technology has been acting a little weird all I can say is hashtag mercury.
• 1:11
  Vanessa Vakharia: Okay.
• 1:12
  Vanessa Vakharia: Back to today's podcast, because I can guarantee that my guest is listening to this intro being like, oh my God.
• 1:17
  Vanessa Vakharia: I cannot believe Vanessa decided to introduce my interview by talking about astrology.
• 1:22
  Vanessa Vakharia: But to be fair, the fact that she accepts me for all that I am is a perfect reflection of our conversation today about who has and has not been allowed to participate in math and science historically.
• 1:34
  Vanessa Vakharia: Dr. Imogen Coe has been an incredible mentor to me over the last decade, a big inspiration in how to fight for making math education a welcoming space for all.
• 1:44
  Vanessa Vakharia: I first had her on Math Therapy in 2020.
• 1:46
  Vanessa Vakharia: She was one of my first guests ever, and I had her on to talk about how and why STEM fields have traditionally had so many systemic barriers for so many, and how people in positions of privilege can and must do something to change the status quo.
• 1:59
  Vanessa Vakharia: The link to that episode is in the show notes if you wanna catch up on it.
• 2:02
  Vanessa Vakharia: Today we dive a bit deeper into the psychology of our collective relationship to math and science, by exploring the concept of identity.
• 2:10
  Vanessa Vakharia: Imogen explains how cultural stereotypes and the media can shape our math identities far more than our actual abilities, and why a strong self-identity in math and science is so important in developing critical thinking skills.
• 2:22
  Vanessa Vakharia: But as you'll find out, Imogen is not one to sit around.
• 2:25
  Vanessa Vakharia: I love her the most because she gives no fucks and gets shit done.
• 2:29
  Vanessa Vakharia: So this episode is also full of ways we can fix the system so that everyone sees themselves as capable of learning math and science.
• 2:36
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• 2:38
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• 2:42
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• 2:44
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• 2:57
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• 2:59
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• 3:03
  Vanessa Vakharia: All right, meet Dr. Imogen Coe.
• 3:08
  Vanessa Vakharia: I think I'm gonna start by just asking you, when we talk about math identity or science identity what is that?
• 3:14
  Imogen Coe: So what is science identity?
• 3:16
  Imogen Coe: Well, it's the ability to see yourself as a scientist, or as somebody who's, who does math, and we have all of these kind of societal expectations around who does what and who we expect to do what or, you know, maybe what a scientist looks like and that kind of thing.
• 3:33
  Imogen Coe: And so those science identities are these kind of characteristics that we have arbitrarily assigned to what a scientist is, how they behave, particularly the characteristics that they have.
• 3:46
  Imogen Coe: And the problem is that there are lots of people out there who feel like you know, I don't identify as a scientist because I'm not something that, you know, we've arbitrarily decided.
• 3:55
  Imogen Coe: And I see this quite a lot in science students, particularly those science students, maybe from diverse backgrounds or from historically kind of marginalized communities.
• 4:04
  Imogen Coe: They just don't identify as a scientist because they're not something.
• 4:09
  Imogen Coe: And it's problematic because we're all scientists at birth.
• 4:13
  Imogen Coe: We're all curious.
• 4:14
  Imogen Coe: All you have to be is curious and interested, you know, like you've been saying so powerfully for such a long time.
• 4:20
  Imogen Coe: We, we all start off loving math.
• 4:23
  Imogen Coe: and then it kind of gets, you know, beaten out of us or the, the stereotypes around who's good at math, that kind of thing really get in the way.
• 4:31
  Imogen Coe: And so, you know, we're losing talent.
• 4:33
  Vanessa Vakharia: Okay.
• 4:34
  Vanessa Vakharia: I love how you put this.
• 4:35
  Vanessa Vakharia: So basically what you're saying is I mean, obviously I'm gonna simplify it a bit, but math or science identity is someone's ability to identify, essentially as being a mathematician or a doer of math, or a doer of science, or a scientist.
• 4:49
  Imogen Coe: Right, right.
• 4:50
  Vanessa Vakharia: are math identity and science identity two different things?
• 4:54
  Imogen Coe: I think they're very much overlapping.
• 4:56
  Imogen Coe: I mean, math is a language of science, right?
• 4:58
  Imogen Coe: So I think they're very much overlapping and we see very strong gender stereotypes around math identity.
• 5:06
  Imogen Coe: I think around science identity, we, we still see that, but we also see other kinds of stereotypes, coming in with, with science identity.
• 5:14
  Imogen Coe: Which are things like you can't be a scientist if you have an emotionally rich life.
• 5:19
  Imogen Coe: You can't be a scientist if you're artistic.
• 5:21
  Imogen Coe: You can't be a scientist if you know, if you're not, unemotional and logical and analytical and all of these kinds of things, which a lot of people would say, oh, I'm not, you know, I'm not scientific because I'm, I'm emotional and I'm, you know, artistic.
• 5:36
  Imogen Coe: And in fact, all of those things are things that you can be, and you should be as a scientist, it makes you a better scientist.
• 5:43
  Imogen Coe: So I think math identity, very strongly, gender stereotyped.
• 5:47
  Imogen Coe: Science identity overlaps with that, obviously.
• 5:49
  Imogen Coe: But, it, it, it has other components as well.
• 5:52
  Imogen Coe: So they're very similar, but I think, you know, slightly different.
• 5:57
  Vanessa Vakharia: And that makes sense because there are two sort of different things, but what you're making me think right now is because they're overlapping, and I love how you just kind of, you know, casually throughout math is the language of science, especially in, you know, many of the sciences that require more math, like let's say physics or even chemistry, what I'm guessing happens here is if somebody has, let's call it a weak math identity, like they don't identify as being a doer of math or being good at math or being a mathematician, they sort of then, implicitly have a weaker science identity when it comes to the sciences that, you know, like let's say physics or chemistry, which means they're not only now not feeling like they don't belong to the world of math, but they're gonna write off any of those sciences as well.
• 6:39
  Vanessa Vakharia: Is that correct?
• 6:40
  Imogen Coe: I think that's a really good observation.
• 6:42
  Imogen Coe: I actually hadn't kind of thought about that, but Absolutely.
• 6:44
  Imogen Coe: Because math is foundational.
• 6:45
  Imogen Coe: It's, it's a, you know, it's a language.
• 6:47
  Imogen Coe: It's at the basis of many, many things in the sciences.
• 6:51
  Imogen Coe: And so if you're already starting to doubt your reason or your, you know, your justification for being there, it's, it's only gonna be compounded in terms of going on and doing more science.
• 7:02
  Imogen Coe: It may be why we see, you know, more, diversity in, for instance, the life sciences because it's, they're less math heavy.
• 7:12
  Imogen Coe: They're, you know, the belief is that they're less math heavy.
• 7:15
  Imogen Coe: They're, they're really not in many ways, but there's, you can avoid math and, and still go do biology, that kind of thing.
• 7:21
  Imogen Coe: So, it's really about, you know, representation and, and seeing yourself as being somebody who belongs in that space.
• 7:29
  Imogen Coe: And it always makes me cross when, I get angry, when people feel like I don't, you know, or people tell me, students tell me, you know, I don't feel like I can do that.
• 7:36
  Imogen Coe: I don't feel like I belong.
• 7:38
  Vanessa Vakharia: Well, okay,
• 7:39
  Imogen Coe: On the basis of nothing.
• 7:40
  Imogen Coe: On the basis of,
• 7:41
  Vanessa Vakharia: of
• 7:41
  Imogen Coe: you know?
• 7:42
  Imogen Coe: Yeah.
• 7:43
  Vanessa Vakharia: Oh, so we're gonna get to that in a second, but, okay.
• 7:45
  Vanessa Vakharia: Oh my God, my mind is like firing on all these cylinders now because I'm thinking two thoughts.
• 7:50
  Vanessa Vakharia: I, you know, the thing we're kind of not saying here, but that I think we're both getting at is if you don't feel like you belong in these spaces, you won't enter them.
• 7:58
  Vanessa Vakharia: Which means you won't enter like post-secondary programs, you know, that are about those things.
• 8:02
  Vanessa Vakharia: And then in the actual field of, let's say like anything requiring math and science, whether it's medicine or being an engineer, not, you're gonna see less and less representation by those people who have those weak identities.
• 8:15
  Vanessa Vakharia: Do you have any idea of the numbers, you know how it's kind of like you, you, there's all those stats that are like, you know, if you look at engineering programs across Canada or across America, there's X percentage of women kind of thing.
• 8:27
  Vanessa Vakharia: Do you have any idea?
• 8:27
  Vanessa Vakharia: If you don't, it's okay.
• 8:28
  Vanessa Vakharia: I was just wondering if you, off the top of your head, knew anything like that.
• 8:32
  Imogen Coe: Well, the standard, the, the very commonly quoted statistic for engineering in Canada is it's around about 22% or 20%, something like that, which hasn't really changed in, you know, decades.
• 8:43
  Imogen Coe: In the other disciplines it varies hugely.
• 8:45
  Imogen Coe: So in the life sciences, we might actually see, in terms of gender, we might actually see more female students, you know, 60 40 maybe.
• 8:54
  Imogen Coe: But in terms of things like physics and chemistry, you'll see the proportions shift.
• 8:59
  Imogen Coe: And you see the proportions shift also, you know, from high school to, to first year to to final year to graduate level.
• 9:07
  Imogen Coe: And so there's, there's a lot of, um, you know, I, I, I kind of wish people would be a bit more specific about exactly what they're talking about when they, when they point to statistics of representation or like overrepresentation or underrepresentation.
• 9:20
  Imogen Coe: What are we talking about?
• 9:21
  Imogen Coe: Are we talking about math?
• 9:22
  Imogen Coe: Are we talking about physics?
• 9:23
  Imogen Coe: Are we talking about engineering?
• 9:25
  Imogen Coe: And I think the other thing to, we really need to be mindful of is the fact that the.
• 9:32
  Imogen Coe: overrepresented or the, you know, the dominant demographic that's in those spaces and moving through those spaces will carry with it often the stereotypes and the, the cultural influences, which means that it's not just my sense of belonging should I be there?
• 9:48
  Imogen Coe: It's like, well, I can be tough and I can be inspired and I can like, you know, get over my imposter syndrome and all of that nonsense that we tell, you know, women in particular, um, but, and you can be, you can power through, but you're still going into a culture and a context where it just is exhausting.
• 10:05
  Imogen Coe: And both you and I have seen this.
• 10:07
  Imogen Coe: It's like, and I've heard from, you know, young women in engineering programs that, you know, it's exhausting, continually having to put up with the little belittlement about should you be here?
• 10:17
  Imogen Coe: Do you really belong?
• 10:18
  Imogen Coe: Like, you know, did your boyfriend do your homework for you?
• 10:20
  Imogen Coe: Or, um, I had a wonderful, you know, wonderful, uh, student one time who was, um, very, very talented, black, African Canadian, um, and he said he just got tired of the TAs continually, um, being surprised when they handed back assignments and he got an A plus.
• 10:38
  Imogen Coe: It's like, can you imagine what that's like over and over again?
• 10:41
  Imogen Coe: It's like, wow, just being surprised, just little tiny things like that, but over and over and over and over again, it just keeps telling you, you don't belong.
• 10:49
  Imogen Coe: Like, what are you doing here?
• 10:50
  Imogen Coe: So, so the statistics are really useful and they're important, but we also wanna make sure that they're, they're, they're used in context.
• 10:59
  Imogen Coe: Particularly when we're talking about interventions.
• 11:01
  Vanessa Vakharia: So first of all, that story makes me so upset and I've heard so many stories like that, and I think it's really actually important to take a beat and, um, talk about that because, know, this has happened to me my whole life and I just only recently started talking about it in presentations because was getting pretty like, bullied online by a male math educator.
• 11:20
  Vanessa Vakharia: And everything surrounding it was about, it was so like, girl coded, like the idea of like, you know, I say the word like, and I, I say "you guys" and I, you know, this, that, and I thought it's, it's not like it's making me question my ability.
• 11:37
  Vanessa Vakharia: Which a lot of people might think, oh gosh, you know, that really gets in into your math identity that way.
• 11:42
  Vanessa Vakharia: Wasn't that.
• 11:43
  Vanessa Vakharia: It was just so tiring and so annoying.
• 11:46
  Vanessa Vakharia: And now it's not gonna take away from my work or, you know, I'm not gonna back out.
• 11:51
  Vanessa Vakharia: But I could totally, if, if I did decide to be like, you know what?
• 11:55
  Vanessa Vakharia: Fuck this.
• 11:56
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like, I'm so over, every time I post something, every time I say something, someone, you know, this guy or other people have to comment about it or be surprised, I think it's a totally reasonable thing to do to opt out.
• 12:07
  Vanessa Vakharia: And I actually wanna say that to anyone who's listening who's like, yeah, I'm so tired.
• 12:11
  Vanessa Vakharia: You know what?
• 12:12
  Vanessa Vakharia: Quitting is not failure.
• 12:14
  Vanessa Vakharia: I just, please don't, I'm not saying, you know, everyone get out of here who's, you know, underrepresented.
• 12:20
  Vanessa Vakharia: But I do think, like, it takes a toll on our nervous systems.
• 12:22
  Vanessa Vakharia: It takes a toll on our health.
• 12:23
  Vanessa Vakharia: And you know, it's a, it's a very reasonable and admirable thing to do, I think, to be like, you know what?
• 12:28
  Vanessa Vakharia: This is unhealthy for me.
• 12:30
  Vanessa Vakharia: I'm gonna take a beat.
• 12:30
  Vanessa Vakharia: I'm gonna get outta here.
• 12:31
  Vanessa Vakharia: And in the meantime, it's up to the rest of us to be doing the work to make these exactly what you said, these interventions, to create interventions and to, take it upon us to make these spaces more, safe and welcoming so that this doesn't happen.
• 12:45
  Imogen Coe: Absolutely.
• 12:46
  Imogen Coe: And that's how you can use your privilege, right?
• 12:48
  Imogen Coe: Going back to what we talked about, you know, the last time, using your privilege, like I, you know, I am in this space.
• 12:53
  Imogen Coe: I can, people have mispronounced my name my entire life.
• 12:57
  Imogen Coe: Um, you know, and, and yeah, all the time.
• 13:02
  Imogen Coe: and so I know what that, you know, I know what that's like.
• 13:04
  Imogen Coe: I, you know, I'm an immigrant.
• 13:05
  Imogen Coe: I'm a former international student, so two groups that have been vilified.
• 13:08
  Imogen Coe: So I get that, you know, but I, but I look like this and I sound like this, right?
• 13:13
  Imogen Coe: So, so that's huge privilege.
• 13:15
  Imogen Coe: And I can, I can stay in the space.
• 13:17
  Imogen Coe: I, I have a little bit of lived experience of what it's like to always be told that you don't quite fit in.
• 13:22
  Imogen Coe: But I'm here and my job, my responsibility is to try and change things.
• 13:28
  Imogen Coe: So, I think I totally get why people say I've had it.
• 13:32
  Imogen Coe: I've, I've seen it so many times, and I've heard from so many, often, young women, students with disabilities, um, students from the queer community.
• 13:41
  Imogen Coe: And going back to this, you know, idiot who bullied you online, like, why can't somebody in math education say "like"?
• 13:49
  Imogen Coe: Like, where is it written?
• 13:50
  Imogen Coe: So this is another thing about the math identity and the science identity, is that you have to be serious, and you have to talk in a certain way, and you're only allowed to do that.
• 13:59
  Imogen Coe: And there's no basis in that.
• 14:01
  Imogen Coe: There's no, there's no evidence that that is the only way to do things.
• 14:07
  Imogen Coe: You know, it's like if you're a scientist, you have to be a tall, you know, white guy wearing a lab coat and you can't be like a, like a short fat, like, you know, old woman or something.
• 14:18
  Imogen Coe: Um, like, but who decided that there's, there is no, like a scientist, the thing that drives me the nuts the most is as scientists and mathematicians, we are supposed to be analytical and we are supposed to study things and collect evidence and get data, and then we're supposed to use that and be really rigorous about it and analytical about it to inform what we do next.
• 14:40
  Imogen Coe: So when you say to someone, but there's no evidence, there's no research, there's no basis for that.
• 14:47
  Imogen Coe: Like then like, so why are we hanging on to these sort of, these arbitrary ideas.
• 14:54
  Imogen Coe: It's like that's the most unscientific, that's the most unmathematical component.
• 15:00
  Imogen Coe: So by suggesting, and I say this to people, I say this to my talks all the time, if you can't see the value and the evidence and the data in support of diversity in the way it drives innovation and the way it enriches our questions and the way it powers our curiosity, if you can't see that on all of the evidence and the data, as a scientist, you're a really crappy scientist.
• 15:23
  Imogen Coe: It's like, ooh, you know, and then people get offended.
• 15:25
  Imogen Coe: It's like, well, that's what you're supposed to do.
• 15:28
  Imogen Coe: You're supposed to be analytical, right?
• 15:30
  Imogen Coe: You can be emotional.
• 15:31
  Imogen Coe: You should be emotional, but you can be analytical.
• 15:34
  Imogen Coe: It's like asking lawyers to, you know, a defense lawyer will defend like the worst serial killer.
• 15:41
  Imogen Coe: But that's the job, right?
• 15:43
  Imogen Coe: There's a set of skills there that that's your job, but that doesn't mean that you go home and you, you know, you beat up on kittens.
• 15:54
  Vanessa Vakharia: This metaphor!
• 15:55
  Imogen Coe: So, so it, it just, it makes me, makes me angry, 'cause it's like the people that do the bullying are the people who are the least self-aware in terms of what, what they claim they are, right.
• 16:10
  Imogen Coe: I'm analytical, but you're not being analytical.
• 16:12
  Vanessa Vakharia: This is such a good point, that actually being like, oh, someone who says like, can't possibly be good at math, that's actually an entirely emotional decision.
• 16:21
  Vanessa Vakharia: You're right, it is not a logical evidence-based decision that's just like an emotional, like, I don't like it.
• 16:26
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like it's making me uncomfortable.
• 16:28
  Vanessa Vakharia: So like that's, that's such a good way to put it, to be like, so you're literally the opposite of what a quote unquote mathematician or scientist would do.
• 16:35
  Vanessa Vakharia: You're not looking at any evidence.
• 16:36
  Vanessa Vakharia: You're making an emotional, completely subjective decision about, so that's the first thing.
• 16:41
  Vanessa Vakharia: Now, something else you've said, you keep saying we've arbitrarily decided what a scientist should be or what a mathematician should be.
• 16:48
  Vanessa Vakharia: Wanna unpack that a little when you say that.
• 16:51
  Vanessa Vakharia: 'Cause at the very beginning, we started this conversation by saying math identity, you know, is the idea of identifying as someone who is good at math, belongs to the world of math, but you said arbitrarily decides.
• 17:05
  Vanessa Vakharia: Tell me about that.
• 17:06
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like is it entirely arbitrary or are there some themes, or where does it come from?
• 17:11
  Imogen Coe: Yeah, that's a really good point.
• 17:12
  Imogen Coe: And maybe arbitrary is not the right word, but I, I mean, because the background to where these stereotypes come from is established and we can trace it back to being who had control, who had power, who controlled resources, who controlled access to education, all of that kind of thing.
• 17:29
  Imogen Coe: And so, you know, we can go back to patriarchy, we can go back to white supremacy and we can go back to, all of these things, that said, it is this group that gets to control the narrative, and they happen to all look like this, or have these characteristics.
• 17:43
  Imogen Coe: You know, it may not even be the way they look.
• 17:45
  Imogen Coe: It could be it's from much higher socioeconomic sectors, they're people who, you know, could afford to, um, to go to university or whatever.
• 17:53
  Imogen Coe: And so those pe, those are the people that we have ended up deciding are the representatives of what it looks like to be a scientist or what it looks like to be a mathematician.
• 18:04
  Imogen Coe: The basis of that being what a mathematician looks like or what a scientist looks like is in the sense arbitrary because in a different parallel universe, it could have been another group, right?
• 18:15
  Imogen Coe: So there's no basis on which we can say, this is the group of individuals who have the, the talent.
• 18:25
  Imogen Coe: And we know, I mean, people have been looking for math genes.
• 18:28
  Imogen Coe: I remember somebody, a father trying to convince me that there was a math gene and you know, and there's a pink gene for the girls like, like pink, you know, all nonsense.
• 18:36
  Imogen Coe: There's none of, none of this.
• 18:37
  Imogen Coe: And so the fact that a certain set of characteristics has been defined as, you know, that's what being math mathematical means, being unemotional and logical and all this kind of stuff, and that, that's assigned to a certain group, is historical, but it's also arbitrary in the sense that there's no rationale, there's no evidence or data for it except the historical narrative
• 19:04
  Vanessa Vakharia: Yeah, this is a major point.
• 19:06
  Vanessa Vakharia: Because I completely, now it's all coalescing in my mind.
• 19:09
  Vanessa Vakharia: I love how you just put that, but I wanna make sure I understand.
• 19:12
  Vanessa Vakharia: You're kind, you're saying that the only reason we think this, like the only reason we think for example, that a mathematician has like spiky white hair everywhere and like glasses and a pocket protector is because it historically, that is what we have seen in media.
• 19:32
  Vanessa Vakharia: Historically, those are the people who have been in math classrooms, for example, or in labs.
• 19:37
  Vanessa Vakharia: But there is no actual evidence saying, Hey, guess what?
• 19:40
  Vanessa Vakharia: People who wear pocket protectors with white hair are actually better at math.
• 19:45
  Vanessa Vakharia: There's, there's no actual causa, could we say that?
• 19:48
  Vanessa Vakharia: Maybe there's no causation vibe there going on.
• 19:52
  Vanessa Vakharia: It's not like we've been like if you are born a white male that causes you to be better, am, am I getting that right?
• 19:59
  Imogen Coe: Well, there's no, yeah, so that you could say there's no genetic basis.
• 20:03
  Imogen Coe: there's no one group that has a, you know, has the market cornered on those attributes.
• 20:10
  Imogen Coe: They're distributed throughout humanity as far as we can tell.
• 20:13
  Imogen Coe: And there's been a lot of debate about this.
• 20:15
  Imogen Coe: So, the fact that those people end up being the ones who, you know, we see more of, they're in media, they're in marketing, they're in, they can, they control the narrative, is a consequence of other factors.
• 20:28
  Imogen Coe: So cultural factors, you know, power structures, all of those kinds of things.
• 20:31
  Imogen Coe: So
• 20:32
  Vanessa Vakharia: Is this like when teachers try to teach kids about the, the difference between correlation and causation, and they do something like, when you wear shorts, you're more likely to eat ice cream.
• 20:45
  Vanessa Vakharia: Right?
• 20:46
  Vanessa Vakharia: And you're like, what?
• 20:46
  Vanessa Vakharia: So do, does somebody wearing shorts cause them to desire ice cream?
• 20:50
  Vanessa Vakharia: But it's no, the factor is when you're wearing shorts, it's probably 'cause it's hot outside, and it's the heat, So is it like that?
• 20:58
  Imogen Coe: Yes.
• 20:58
  Vanessa Vakharia: It's like there's this other factor altogether.
• 21:01
  Imogen Coe: Yeah, absolutely.
• 21:02
  Imogen Coe: Yeah, absolutely.
• 21:03
  Imogen Coe: So I think, yeah.
• 21:04
  Imogen Coe: Um,
• 21:05
  Vanessa Vakharia: Okay.
• 21:05
  Imogen Coe: Yeah, correlation and causation.
• 21:07
  Imogen Coe: So that there are, you know, the astrophysics is predominantly dominated by, you know, men, particularly white men.
• 21:14
  Imogen Coe: Therefore, white men are clearly more skilled at going into astrophysics.
• 21:20
  Imogen Coe: Yeah.
• 21:20
  Imogen Coe: That's right.
• 21:21
  Imogen Coe: There's all these other factors, and yet what happens with that, those kinds of observations is that people do draw a correlative kind of relationship and say, oh, well we must encourage the girls and the, the people from other, other kind of demo to, to try harder, right.
• 21:38
  Imogen Coe: It's a deficit based paradigm.
• 21:41
  Imogen Coe: It's a, it's like, oh, these people have something, and these people are lacking something, and if we could just get them to fix themselves, then, you know.
• 21:52
  Imogen Coe: And that's one of the things that drives me nuts about so many of the interventions, so, so many of the programs we have, it's, it's all based on this kind of deficit as opposed to, oh look, there's a whole bunch of assets over here.
• 22:04
  Imogen Coe: These people have all this talent, genius and brilliant.
• 22:06
  Imogen Coe: There's assets over there and you know, there's a certain amount of mediocrity over here, so we really need to be looking at the assets we have here and figuring out how to kind of bring them more into the math world or into the science world.
• 22:19
  Imogen Coe: It's assets that we are missing, it's not because they have deficits.
• 22:23
  Imogen Coe: And I, I get really cross with this kind of like, oh, let's inspire little girls.
• 22:27
  Imogen Coe: Little girls are fucking awesome.
• 22:29
  Imogen Coe: Little girls are curious and in incredibly engaged and have all sorts of talents, and, and then we tell them, oh, you have to be inspired.
• 22:37
  Imogen Coe: It's like, no, you, you need everybody else to get outta the way and stop with the stereotyping and the, you know, the deficit models.
• 22:45
  Vanessa Vakharia: So this kind of actually ties into what you were saying about, part of using your privilege or using an a position you're in to engage in some type of, of these interventions to play a role in changing the entire landscape in helping those, In creating a space and environment where everybody can identify with being a or a scientist.
• 23:07
  Vanessa Vakharia: What are some, like, let's say you're a teacher in a school, are there some things that could be done?
• 23:13
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like what, is there any intervention you love or any sort of strategy or any sort of perspective.
• 23:19
  Imogen Coe: Uh, well, you are the expert, so, so I would,
• 23:22
  Vanessa Vakharia: I see what you did there
• 23:24
  Imogen Coe: I can tell you that, I can tell you my experience, Teach a fourth year upper level critical thinking in biomedical sciences course and in that course.
• 23:34
  Imogen Coe: So these are biomedical science students kind of at the end of the program.
• 23:37
  Imogen Coe: I say, we're not talking, we're not dealing with content, we're dealing with process.
• 23:41
  Imogen Coe: So it's actually a lot more like math in the sense that we're not, like, I'm not, I don't want you to memorize stuff.
• 23:46
  Imogen Coe: I want you to think about how you think about things.
• 23:48
  Imogen Coe: So the metacognition.
• 23:50
  Imogen Coe: And I have found, when I have explicitly said, there's nothing wrong with being emotional, artistic, in fact, you should be, because when you have, when you can identify those components in yourself, in your characteristics, it can make you a better scientist, it can make you a more effective scientist.
• 24:10
  Imogen Coe: 'cause then you will know, oh, that response I'm having is influenced by my bias, or it's influenced by my emotional state, and therefore I have to think a bit bit more carefully about being analytical.
• 24:22
  Imogen Coe: And I have had, so, you know, we talk about, you know, here are your emotions, so you should be upset about some of the things that are happening as they relate to, you know, vaccinations and, the anti-vax movement, you, you should be upset and angry about that and hold those.
• 24:38
  Imogen Coe: But you can also say what is the evidence and what is the data and what does the science tell us, right?
• 24:44
  Imogen Coe: So you can hold both of these things at the same time.
• 24:46
  Imogen Coe: And I think a lot of science students and a lot of math students are not actually explicitly told It's okay to have a rich emotional life.
• 24:53
  Imogen Coe: You should.
• 24:54
  Imogen Coe: You should be artistic, do music, do sports, do all of these other things, and find ways, and we'll help you find ways to take those skills and learn to make them, make you a better mathematician or a better scientist.
• 25:07
  Imogen Coe: So one of the things I do with the critical thinking is to say, the first thing to do is a self-reflection exercise.
• 25:14
  Imogen Coe: You know, where, what's your cultural background?
• 25:16
  Imogen Coe: What are the messages you got growing up?
• 25:19
  Imogen Coe: Where they things, and I have a lot of students will write, I was told that, you know, girls don't go into engineering or girls, you know, girls because we have a very rich, diverse cultural background.
• 25:29
  Imogen Coe: And then, for that reason I tend not to, for instance, speak up in class, or I'm more con, I'm more worried about, getting something wrong.
• 25:40
  Imogen Coe: And so, okay, well that's, that's all fine.
• 25:42
  Imogen Coe: That's that's really good,'cause you've been reflective.
• 25:45
  Imogen Coe: Now let's be reflexive.
• 25:47
  Imogen Coe: How might that impact your ability to be a good scientist?
• 25:50
  Imogen Coe: Well, it might impact your ability to be a good scientist because if somebody comes with some really like dodgy looking data from the lab, you might be able you, you know, you might not say anything, right?
• 26:01
  Imogen Coe: And so the ability to really know yourself and how you think actually makes you a better scientist.
• 26:07
  Imogen Coe: And one of the things I think is really interesting is how our kind of characterization of science identity kind of misses out on that whole piece, which is.
• 26:19
  Imogen Coe: How to be the best scientist, which is by knowing how you think and how you feel and where you come from.
• 26:26
  Imogen Coe: And I think, I think that that piece it kind of gives, it gives people license to be themselves.
• 26:35
  Imogen Coe: And I've actually had feedback from students that said, you know, you're, the first time a professor's actually said this, I've always worried about this.
• 26:41
  Imogen Coe: And it's like, well, you know, worry, you can worry about it, but at least you're, you can identify.
• 26:47
  Imogen Coe: Your own way of thinking or being, and then you can think about how that might impact your ability to do something that you wanna do as a scientist or a mathematician or in healthcare or something like that.
• 26:58
  Imogen Coe: And that makes you a better, a much, much better one of those people, you have a set of skills that you know and you have some sense of how you think about things, that you can apply much, much better, much more calibrated, effectively calibrated.
• 27:14
  Imogen Coe: I mean, we want scientists who have inherent humanity.
• 27:19
  Imogen Coe: I want you to be upset and angry about things, but I want you to be able to recognize that and hold it, and then use it to inform, analytically the set of data.
• 27:29
  Imogen Coe: Maybe the data you're getting don't match your personal beliefs, but you should be able to recognize that and say, okay, this doesn't align with my beliefs, but this is what the data say.
• 27:40
  Imogen Coe: And scientists are open-minded and sometimes they will change their beliefs, will change their minds on the basis of new data that comes in.
• 27:49
  Imogen Coe: That's the most effective, successful scientist.
• 27:53
  Vanessa Vakharia: Oh my God.
• 27:54
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like if I could drop the mic without David actually murdering me.
• 27:59
  Vanessa Vakharia: So many things, like, again, just another, there's so many things I'm thinking here.
• 28:03
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like first of all, I always say with math therapy, my number one like quote unquote intervention is simply to ask a student or a person, you know, anyone who does not identify as being good at math is to say.
• 28:14
  Vanessa Vakharia: Have you ever had like a, an icky, like negative experience with math?
• 28:18
  Vanessa Vakharia: Just that question of getting them to reflect exactly like what you're talking about.
• 28:22
  Vanessa Vakharia: Right.
• 28:22
  Vanessa Vakharia: Once they start reflecting, they start thinking, oh, how have my experiences shaped the way I'm showing up here today?
• 28:29
  Vanessa Vakharia: not telling them, they're reflecting on it.
• 28:33
  Vanessa Vakharia: And then all of a sudden, you're right.
• 28:34
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like maybe that helps them go, oh, you know what?
• 28:37
  Vanessa Vakharia: That kind of explains why I feel X, Y, and Z, or that explains why I shut down when I'm faced with a math problem.
• 28:44
  Vanessa Vakharia: Now there's two pieces.
• 28:45
  Vanessa Vakharia: You're kind of saying like maybe that shows them their bias or.
• 28:51
  Vanessa Vakharia: limiting beliefs, but maybe it also shows them some strengths.
• 28:54
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like, you know what, even though I did feel like shit that whole time, I still am able to help a friend out with a math problem.
• 29:01
  Vanessa Vakharia: It's just harder for, you know what I mean?
• 29:02
  Vanessa Vakharia: So now you're identifying, like a scientist, you're kind of like, okay, me not being able to speak up because I feel like I don't belong here.
• 29:10
  Vanessa Vakharia: That could be a quote unquote weakness, you know, maybe I won't say something when I've got dodgy evidence, but maybe that makes me a really great listener.
• 29:17
  Imogen Coe: Yeah, absolutely.
• 29:18
  Imogen Coe: I mean, I, I think that's it.
• 29:19
  Imogen Coe: And I think sometimes what I'll do is I'll say the fact that you are reflecting and you're identifying these things is just like collecting data.
• 29:27
  Imogen Coe: Right.
• 29:27
  Imogen Coe: You're collecting these data points, and you're gonna analyze them and interpret them, and you're gonna use them to kind of direct your thinking going forward.
• 29:34
  Imogen Coe: And the really interesting thing is that the people who've just kind of sailed through life with all the privilege and have just, you know, that they haven't had things that get in the way because of the way they speak, or you know, the background they come from, they don't have necessarily that skillset.
• 29:51
  Imogen Coe: They haven't been challenged in those ways, so they don't necessarily, they haven't necessarily learned the skills to actually collect all of these data.
• 29:59
  Imogen Coe: So I kind of try and put it in scientific terms so that, you know, you, you, you are a scientist, you are a mathematician because look at you, you're collecting data.
• 30:07
  Imogen Coe: I have this bias, I got these messages, and then you put it together and you integrate it, and you synthesize and you say, oh, okay, now I understand that that means this.
• 30:17
  Imogen Coe: Which means that I can identify maybe when, when my friend is afraid to speak up or is afraid to challenge.
• 30:25
  Imogen Coe: Because I've collected data and I synthesize it, and now I can, I can see it and I can help create something better.
• 30:31
  Imogen Coe: I can, I can pull more information out of them.
• 30:34
  Imogen Coe: So it, it's, it, yeah, their, their strengths because it's about seeing yourself as kind of, you know, the study animal, you're kind of, you know, you're kind of the lab rat.
• 30:44
  Imogen Coe: You're collecting data on yourself and the more we know ourselves always, the better we are gonna do.
• 30:49
  Imogen Coe: Right.
• 30:49
  Vanessa Vakharia: Who said, no thyself.
• 30:50
  Vanessa Vakharia: Wasn't it someone very important?
• 30:53
  Imogen Coe: I'm sure.
• 30:53
  Imogen Coe: Probably, yes.
• 30:54
  Vanessa Vakharia: Who was it?
• 30:55
  Vanessa Vakharia: Some man.
• 30:55
  Vanessa Vakharia: Okay.
• 30:56
  Vanessa Vakharia: Anyways, the point is I, but now I'm like, so for teachers listening, this is such a great thing to do.
• 31:01
  Vanessa Vakharia: This is just, I think this is a great like little foray into being like an intervention doesn't need to look huge.
• 31:07
  Vanessa Vakharia: It doesn't need to look like, and now I'm gonna start like a cheerleading robotics team like that's cool too, actually, I would love to see a cheerleading robotics team, but it can be like, I feel like resistance and revolution can be in the small things.
• 31:19
  Vanessa Vakharia: Not that this is a small thing, but this is a a little step asking a question, like, I love the way you've laid out that activity.
• 31:25
  Vanessa Vakharia: It has to do with asking and I love the way you then actually even like amped it up by being like, we're kind of doing a science experiment.
• 31:31
  Vanessa Vakharia: This is math, right?
• 31:32
  Vanessa Vakharia: Collecting data, that is math.
• 31:34
  Vanessa Vakharia: And that's how the two are so adjacent.
• 31:36
  Vanessa Vakharia: You know what I love though, that we haven't even like said, you're kind of, oh my God, this all ties in, this is gonna be the perfect, like wrap up to everything.
• 31:44
  Vanessa Vakharia: Because given obviously everything that's going on with how hard it is to talk about diversity.
• 31:50
  Vanessa Vakharia: You are, this exercise is talking about diversity without talking about diversity.
• 31:55
  Vanessa Vakharia: Because we always think about EDI in terms of like, you know, very large obvious metrics like gender or ethnicity or whatever.
• 32:04
  Vanessa Vakharia: But diversity is really just about having like different people in the room, people with different skill sets, different ways of thinking, different life experience.
• 32:13
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like that's what.
• 32:15
  Vanessa Vakharia: You know that that's what makes, math and science so rich is having all these different people in the room.
• 32:19
  Vanessa Vakharia: So when you do an activity, like what you're doing, you're not using the word, but you're basically saying like, where did you come from?
• 32:26
  Vanessa Vakharia: Where, like, what makes you different?
• 32:28
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like what's your vibe?
• 32:29
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like, it's like a vibe check.
• 32:31
  Vanessa Vakharia: And, and what you're doing is getting people to reflect on how their experience might have resulted in a different math or science identity than the person next to them.
• 32:40
  Vanessa Vakharia: And I think, that's actually so great because when we talk about all the pushback, it's like, here's a way to do something without wading too far in the deep end if you're not comfortable and, and being safe to still do, you know, everyone is in different schools at different boards where there are different like rules and different limitations.
• 32:56
  Vanessa Vakharia: And I think this allows teachers to, embrace their students and help them reflect on their life path and what brought them to this moment while helping them rewrite their math stories in a way that's, PC I guess, for lack of a better term.
• 33:16
  Imogen Coe: Well, it's in a, in a way that's actually really effective and, and constructive.
• 33:22
  Imogen Coe: There's so much sort of noise and stuff about EDI or DEI and, and I think what we're talking about is fundamental humanity.
• 33:29
  Imogen Coe: It's like, let's get back to fundamental humanity and what makes people tick and what, like this asset model, which is like, what are we missing?
• 33:37
  Imogen Coe: Well, we're missing some voices.
• 33:39
  Imogen Coe: We're missing some ideas.
• 33:40
  Imogen Coe: We're missing some, and like, you know, and, and, and finding ways to draw them out so that we can make sure everybody's in the room or we create a new room or, you know.
• 33:47
  Imogen Coe: because we all benefit from that and we will all, and again, you know, back to the data and evidence, there's overwhelming data and evidence that that is the case.
• 33:57
  Imogen Coe: and so if we wanna solve some of these big challenges in the world, we kind of need all of those assets to be contributing.
• 34:05
  Vanessa Vakharia: Okay.
• 34:06
  Vanessa Vakharia: The funniest thing about this is when I brought you on, gonna ask you, remember we were talking and you were like, oh, I have this book about actually like this science behind how science identity and math identity are formed.
• 34:17
  Vanessa Vakharia: And that's, I was like gonna, I thought our whole interview was gonna be about that and I haven't even asked you about it, so can I have a little bit of like, I have a little
• 34:24
  Imogen Coe: I haven't read.
• 34:25
  Imogen Coe: I haven't read it yet, so I.
• 34:26
  Vanessa Vakharia: oh, that's good.
• 34:27
  Vanessa Vakharia: Okay, good.
• 34:28
  Vanessa Vakharia: Is there anyone you know, I am curious a bit about, kind of what we've talked about, the idea of math identity, and we talk a lot about in math education is we get these quote unquote arbitrary ideas of what it means to belong from basically stereotypes.
• 34:43
  Vanessa Vakharia: Right?
• 34:44
  Vanessa Vakharia: But that's something we talk about a lot.
• 34:46
  Vanessa Vakharia: But I am curious if there is another little science piece.
• 34:50
  Vanessa Vakharia: Is there anything you can share about the science of how our math or science identity is, is created, given that you haven't read the book?
• 34:58
  Imogen Coe: Oh, well I haven't read this book.
• 34:59
  Imogen Coe: I mean, there's a ton of research that's been done particularly, in the US mu, much less so in Canada.
• 35:04
  Imogen Coe: but yeah, I mean I think there, there's clear evidence that if people don't see themselves represented, so that's a big deal, representation really does matter because, it, and it's not the only thing, but it's one thing.
• 35:15
  Imogen Coe: Like there's some really interesting science, uh, really, really interesting study that said, young black women, would persist, more effectively, more successfully in STEM programming, if they came from strong religious faith-based communities.
• 35:29
  Vanessa Vakharia: Oh.
• 35:29
  Imogen Coe: Which kind of makes sense, right?
• 35:31
  Imogen Coe: Really if you're, if it, if you, if you are challenged.
• 35:34
  Imogen Coe: Well, I mean, because, because STEM pathways are not always friendly for people from what we would call racialized backgrounds.
• 35:40
  Imogen Coe: and we've seen that.
• 35:42
  Imogen Coe: It's like my, my student who, who I've, I've had people tell me like, you know, are you on the varsity basketball team because you're a tall black guy?
• 35:51
  Imogen Coe: But if you have a strong community around you, you are more likely to be able to persist and be successful in a STEM pathway.
• 35:59
  Imogen Coe: But a STEM identity would say, oh, you can't possibly be religious or spiritual, or whatever, because that's not analytical and logical and all of that kind of thing.
• 36:07
  Imogen Coe: Right.
• 36:08
  Imogen Coe: So, um, so there's some of that.
• 36:10
  Imogen Coe: There's some research around language, the way we talk about science and math.
• 36:16
  Imogen Coe: and we don't talk about it as being creative and, beautiful and, all of those kinds of things.
• 36:21
  Imogen Coe: We use very specific language, which kind of narrows the, um, the, the sense of, of whether you identify with that area or not.
• 36:31
  Imogen Coe: So there's been a lot of research, particularly kind of at the high school post-secondary level about who goes in that direction and who stays and persists in those.
• 36:42
  Imogen Coe: And, a lot of it relates to does the science identity overlap with the values that the individuals have?
• 36:49
  Imogen Coe: You know, it's very, science can be presented as very individualistic.
• 36:53
  Imogen Coe: You know, pe people that come from collectivist kinds of backgrounds might say, well, hmm, you have to be the lone genius working all night in the lab.
• 37:01
  Imogen Coe: You know, which doesn't happen anywhere.
• 37:04
  Imogen Coe: Um, so
• 37:05
  Vanessa Vakharia: isn't it literally about collaboration
• 37:08
  Imogen Coe: Yeah.
• 37:09
  Imogen Coe: You know, more so than ever.
• 37:11
  Vanessa Vakharia: Math is for sure portrayed as a solo sport.
• 37:14
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like it's like,
• 37:14
  Imogen Coe: Yeah.
• 37:15
  Vanessa Vakharia: I mean this is a great, I think, way to wrap up because if you're listening to this and you're anyone, there are so many things that are in our control, the way we talk about math and science, the idea of representation.
• 37:27
  Vanessa Vakharia: There are so many incredible educators who really make it a point to talk about, you know, mathematicians, to put posters up on their wall, to like, you know, it's one of my favorite activities to create a wall where you're, you're, you're seeing so many different representations of mathematicians, and not only that, like bringing speakers in, having students research their favorite mathematician, broadening the term of mathematicians.
• 37:49
  Vanessa Vakharia: So like.
• 37:50
  Vanessa Vakharia: Ariana Grande is in there because she always talks about how she loves math.
• 37:53
  Vanessa Vakharia: You know, a mathematician doesn't mean they're only doing a certain type of math.
• 37:55
  Vanessa Vakharia: So I think what you're saying here is really impactful for educators.
• 37:59
  Vanessa Vakharia: There's a lot we can't control and that feels shitty and that feels hard, but there, we gotta focus on the things we can control.
• 38:06
  Imogen Coe: Yeah.
• 38:06
  Vanessa Vakharia: Helping our students access different representations of mathematicians and scientists.
• 38:11
  Vanessa Vakharia: Making sure our environments are warm and welcoming, and stereotypes aren't being reinforced.
• 38:15
  Vanessa Vakharia: We can at least start there.
• 38:17
  Vanessa Vakharia: So, oh my gosh.
• 38:20
  Vanessa Vakharia: I mean, I have so many pages of more questions.
• 38:23
  Vanessa Vakharia: We need a whole series.
• 38:25
  Vanessa Vakharia: gonna wrap up with the two final questions that I always ask everyone.
• 38:28
  Vanessa Vakharia: And now you have a bit of an unfair advantage because you had these questions four years ago, but let's see.
• 38:33
  Vanessa Vakharia: Maybe you don't remember what they are.
• 38:34
  Vanessa Vakharia: You probably
• 38:35
  Imogen Coe: don't remember.
• 38:36
  Vanessa Vakharia: Okay, good.
• 38:36
  Vanessa Vakharia: Okay.
• 38:37
  Vanessa Vakharia: Question number one is what, if you could pick one thing you'd like to see change about the way math is taught in schools, what would it be?
• 38:43
  Imogen Coe: I wonder how I answered that last time.
• 38:45
  Vanessa Vakharia: but I love that you can't remember.
• 38:47
  Vanessa Vakharia: I wonder if it'll be the same or different.
• 38:49
  Imogen Coe: I, well, and it may have changed because, you know, I think I would really like math to be taught like in the creative industries or as an art or I would like, you know, math and music or, I, I would just like it to be kinda liberated from this rather dry, you know, stereotype that I think I, I think it has, I mean, I haven't taken math in a long time, but, I mean it's, it's a, a beautiful language, right?
• 39:13
  Imogen Coe: And so I, I think just to have it represented as a creative art.
• 39:20
  Vanessa Vakharia: I love that.
• 39:21
  Vanessa Vakharia: I do not think that was your answer last time.
• 39:22
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like I'll go listen, but I feel like I would have remembered that one.
• 39:26
  Vanessa Vakharia: Okay.
• 39:26
  Vanessa Vakharia: And finally, what if someone listened to this whole podcast episode and they were like, cool, yeah, math identity.
• 39:31
  Vanessa Vakharia: I get it.
• 39:32
  Vanessa Vakharia: Like I get that it might have been shaped by this and that, but I just like don't think I'm a math person.
• 39:36
  Vanessa Vakharia: What would your response be?
• 39:38
  Imogen Coe: I think we are all math people from the moment we are born.
• 39:41
  Imogen Coe: It is our job to figure out and, and to understand the world around us.
• 39:46
  Imogen Coe: So, if you're not a math person, you're not a, you're not a human being.
• 39:50
  Imogen Coe: And you are a human being.
• 39:51
  Imogen Coe: You're an amazing human being with like, you know, full rich inner life.
• 39:55
  Imogen Coe: And, it's just a question of nurturing that math person somewhere deep down inside and, and helping that person thrive, survive and thrive.
• 40:04
  Imogen Coe: We all start out as math people and it's sad that it kind of, you know, it gets scared out of too many of us.
• 40:12
  Vanessa Vakharia: Oh my God, it's always such a pleasure.
• 40:14
  Vanessa Vakharia: Is there, where, where should people find you?
• 40:16
  Vanessa Vakharia: What do you want them to go do to, to troll you on the internet and
• 40:20
  Imogen Coe: Oh, well, they can troll me on the internet.
• 40:22
  Imogen Coe: I'm just, google my name.
• 40:24
  Imogen Coe: I'm on LinkedIn, Instagram, um, you know, and you can track me down through the university, Toronto Metropolitan University.
• 40:32
  Imogen Coe: So always happy to talk about these things and, and we, you're right, we could do a whole series.
• 40:36
  Vanessa Vakharia: I'm so glad, because this was such a good conversation.
• 40:40
  Imogen Coe: Well, you always bring the best questions and raise really good points.
• 40:44
  Imogen Coe: And I always learn something.
• 40:45
  Imogen Coe: So I love these sessions.
• 40:48
  Imogen Coe: I always love.
• 40:49
  Vanessa Vakharia: Love us.
• 40:52
  Vanessa Vakharia: Oh my God, I can't believe I actually get to call Dr. Imogen Co. My friend.
• 40:57
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• 41:01
  Vanessa Vakharia: I'm usually just ranting and outer processing and half making sense, and she's just calmly like, well, the system's broken because X, Y, and Z, and we know how to fix it, so let's just get on with it.
• 41:12
  Vanessa Vakharia: I loved how this convo was like grounded in identity, you know, like in the fundamental way that we look at ourselves because math and science aren't just skills or abilities that we learn from teachers in textbooks.
• 41:23
  Vanessa Vakharia: Society and culture have shaped them into things that we've come to define ourselves around.
• 41:28
  Vanessa Vakharia: And for so many, if we don't see ourselves as the kind, I'm using air quotes, like the kind of person that can do math or science that has so many domino effects on the way we look at our entire selves.
• 41:39
  Vanessa Vakharia: So if we get more kids to grow up feeling like they belong in STEM fields in whatever ways they want, we're setting them up for rich full lives where they can be whatever they want.
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