Latest / The Trauma Therapist / Guest Host: Renae Johnson, LPCC, ATR-BC. Trauma and Dance Movement Therapy
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- 0:04Speaker 1: Welcome to the special guest host series of The Trauma
- 0:06Speaker 1: Therapist Podcast, where I'm going to be handing over the
- 0:09Speaker 1: mic to some incredible guest hosts. In each episode, you'll
- 0:12Speaker 1: hear fresh perspectives and unique insights to inform and inspire
- 0:16Speaker 1: you in all the while keeping the heart of this
- 0:19Speaker 1: podcast alive. So sit back and enjoy.
- 0:25Speaker 2: Hello, Welcome to the Trauma Therapist Podcast. I am Renee Johnson,
- 0:30Speaker 2: the CEO and founder of Open Space Therapy Collective, and
- 0:34Speaker 2: I have our clinical director Kristin Crowe with us today
- 0:37Speaker 2: and we are so excited to be guest hosting for
- 0:40Speaker 2: guy while he takes a break and hopefully is on
- 0:43Speaker 2: a beach drinking of my tie somewhere and relaxing. Christin
- 0:48Speaker 2: is so good to see you. You too, Hi. So
- 0:51Speaker 2: today we're going to dive into trauma and dance therapy.
- 0:55Speaker 2: So Kristen is a dance movement therapist and has been
- 1:00Speaker 2: in practice since twenty thirteen and specializes a lot in trauma,
- 1:05Speaker 2: and our group practice specializes specifically in working with queer
- 1:09Speaker 2: and trans folks, so there's a huge overlap here with trauma.
- 1:14Speaker 2: So before we dive in, Kristin, can you give us
- 1:17Speaker 2: like a brief overview of what dance movement therapy is.
- 1:21Speaker 3: Yeah, so our current definition from the American Dance Therapy
- 1:25Speaker 3: Association is Dance movement therapy is the psychotherapeutic use of
- 1:29Speaker 3: movement to promote emotional, social, cognitive, and physical integration of
- 1:34Speaker 3: the individual. And I feel like that's a really fancy
- 1:37Speaker 3: way of saying that we use movement to help you
- 1:40Speaker 3: integrate the things that need integrating and to help you
- 1:42Speaker 3: feel better.
- 1:44Speaker 2: Yeah. I it is a fancy way of saying that
- 1:47Speaker 2: what you do. Like, one of the things we hear
- 1:50Speaker 2: from clients a lot is like, oh, I don't need
- 1:52Speaker 2: to dance. That's that I'm not a dancer. And the
- 1:58Speaker 2: name is a little bit miss right, because a lot
- 2:01Speaker 2: of what you do is this really deep body work.
- 2:05Speaker 3: Yeah. Absolutely. I like to preface that like, I'm not
- 2:08Speaker 3: going to get up and have you learn choreography and
- 2:11Speaker 3: I'm not going to make you do interpretive dance. It
- 2:14Speaker 3: is the movement that comes from you. It is the
- 2:17Speaker 3: things that your body needs to move out. And however
- 2:21Speaker 3: that looks is going to be great. And it might
- 2:24Speaker 3: look beautiful and it might look ugly, and there's really
- 2:26Speaker 3: no attachment to that, it's just what needs to come out.
- 2:34Speaker 2: Yes, I think for our audience or guys audience today,
- 2:39Speaker 2: they're probably used to hearing about a lot about somatic
- 2:41Speaker 2: work and somatic experiencing work, and I want to frame
- 2:45Speaker 2: dance movement therapy as maybe a sibling to that type
- 2:48Speaker 2: of work. Is it's not the same, but it's really
- 2:52Speaker 2: getting in there and doing a lot of that deep
- 2:54Speaker 2: body work, a lot of that subconscious work. Would you
- 2:57Speaker 2: agree with that?
- 2:58Speaker 3: Yep, definitely there's a lot of overlap for sure.
- 3:03Speaker 2: What I something you've heard from a client who's worked
- 3:09Speaker 2: with you for a while who's maybe hesitant going into this,
- 3:13Speaker 2: but then coming out of it and having worked with
- 3:16Speaker 2: you been like, oh my god, length length blank happened
- 3:20Speaker 2: because of utilizing dance movement therapy.
- 3:24Speaker 3: Yeah. I have a client that I've been seeing for
- 3:27Speaker 3: a while who was who came to me through another
- 3:32Speaker 3: clinician who left and so they were real hesitant to
- 3:35Speaker 3: work with a dance therapist at all, And we started
- 3:39Speaker 3: doing some bodywork about people pleasing and about not being
- 3:44Speaker 3: able to hold boundaries, and as they started to notice
- 3:48Speaker 3: the sensations in their body and were able to move
- 3:52Speaker 3: through them and integrate them. They have been able to
- 3:55Speaker 3: really step into their own they hold boundaries, they make
- 3:59Speaker 3: more time for themselves, and they just feel like a
- 4:03Speaker 3: lot more empowered to make their own decisions. And I
- 4:06Speaker 3: think that's been really beautiful work. And now they ask
- 4:09Speaker 3: for somatic stuff as we go, so I think that's
- 4:13Speaker 3: a big win.
- 4:14Speaker 2: Yeah, that's amazing. I always love I personally. I always
- 4:19Speaker 2: love the clients who are a little hesitant about like
- 4:23Speaker 2: somatic work or dance movement work and then start asking
- 4:25Speaker 2: for it. It's a real sign that it's really connecting.
- 4:28Speaker 3: Absolutely same.
- 4:31Speaker 2: If so, dance mooment therapy is definitely like a holistic approach, right,
- 4:37Speaker 2: it's bringing in all the different parts of this self.
- 4:41Speaker 2: How would somebody starting out in dance movement therapy, or
- 4:45Speaker 2: how would you, as somebody starting out in dance movement therapy,
- 4:49Speaker 2: help introduce it to them without them getting overwhelmed?
- 4:54Speaker 3: I start really small. I am a huge believer that
- 4:59Speaker 3: everything we do is movement. Your breath is movement, the
- 5:02Speaker 3: way that you hold your posture is movement. The way
- 5:04Speaker 3: that you blink is movement. And so if we just
- 5:09Speaker 3: start really internally, like even if we're listening to your heartbeat.
- 5:14Speaker 3: That's a movement. Is your heart beating a lot faster?
- 5:17Speaker 3: Is it slowing down? And using that those kinds of
- 5:21Speaker 3: things as internal measures and just seeing like, okay, see
- 5:25Speaker 3: your body's already moving, it's already doing the things. It's
- 5:27Speaker 3: already telling you how it needs to move and how
- 5:30Speaker 3: it's reacting. How can we engage that a little bit further?
- 5:34Speaker 3: And it doesn't have to be this big extravagant thing
- 5:36Speaker 3: people are a little more used to, I'll say it
- 5:40Speaker 3: like interacting with their breath.
- 5:44Speaker 2: Yeah, and which those small starts, what do people start
- 5:51Speaker 2: to notice? Like what are you hoping that they'll start
- 5:53Speaker 2: to connect to?
- 5:57Speaker 3: I feel like the biggest one that I hope they
- 5:59Speaker 3: connect and noticing they have a body at all.
- 6:04Speaker 2: It's amazing how much that is a thing.
- 6:07Speaker 3: It is so a lot of times we'll start I'm
- 6:10Speaker 3: like okay, so like take a deep breath, and like
- 6:12Speaker 3: where does that go? And like I have no idea,
- 6:15Speaker 3: goes in through my nose and then hole. Okay, So
- 6:18Speaker 3: maybe that's where we start. And sometimes it's just practicing. Okay,
- 6:22Speaker 3: can like we feel the breath going into your throat. Okay,
- 6:26Speaker 3: that's a good start. How about into your chest, how
- 6:28Speaker 3: about into your diaphragm, how about into your stomach, and
- 6:32Speaker 3: just kind of noticing how all of these different pieces
- 6:34Speaker 3: are connected. I don't believe that, like the mind and
- 6:39Speaker 3: body are two separate things, but I believe that they
- 6:41Speaker 3: can speak two different languages, and so like I kind
- 6:44Speaker 3: of getting people to have the translation happen so they
- 6:50Speaker 3: can talk to the whole being. That's really important.
- 6:53Speaker 2: Yeah, as you're saying this, I have a client that
- 6:58Speaker 2: just like flashes and front of me because when I
- 7:01Speaker 2: first started working with her as somebody who experienced a
- 7:06Speaker 2: lot of trauma, she really struggled to even do that,
- 7:11Speaker 2: Like that was completely overwhelming to be like blow my throat, no, no, no,
- 7:17Speaker 2: that we don't go there. What do you see with
- 7:20Speaker 2: your clients who get overwhelmed or maybe stop or can't
- 7:24Speaker 2: connect to the body even with those beginning exercises when
- 7:30Speaker 2: there's trauma involved.
- 7:33Speaker 3: I believe that the body needs to be able to
- 7:36Speaker 3: give consent to whatever we're going to be doing. So
- 7:40Speaker 3: if we can't breathe into that, okay, Like what does
- 7:42Speaker 3: it feel like to touch your own hand? What does
- 7:45Speaker 3: it feel like to squeeze? Like can we do something
- 7:49Speaker 3: that seems a little bit more external than it does,
- 7:52Speaker 3: like an internal experience, and just see if we can
- 7:56Speaker 3: get folks to connect in that way. And as they
- 7:58Speaker 3: start to settle, like Okay, well, actually I can take it.
- 8:01Speaker 3: I can take a deeper breath, I can feel some
- 8:03Speaker 3: like tension in my shoulders. Okay, what does that need
- 8:06Speaker 3: to do? And just go with what the body feels
- 8:09Speaker 3: comfortable with expressing and then they can take it from there.
- 8:13Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, in working with consent, because I think a
- 8:19Speaker 2: lot of therapists, especially if they're new to doing somatic work,
- 8:26Speaker 2: get really excited because sure, it as a therapy tool
- 8:30Speaker 2: is really exciting, It's really interesting. There's a lot that
- 8:33Speaker 2: the body knows and can help the person process through.
- 8:37Speaker 2: And we tend to conflate like helping push a client
- 8:42Speaker 2: forward with pushing past consent about the body. How do
- 8:47Speaker 2: you differentiate those those two things? I ask?
- 8:53Speaker 3: I do a lot of permission asking and sessions when
- 8:57Speaker 3: we're doing specifically somatic things, I ask, how is your
- 9:00Speaker 3: body reacting to that? Does it feel like it's okay
- 9:03Speaker 3: to go further? Can I push a little bit? And
- 9:09Speaker 3: most after we've developed like a relationship, clients will say yeah,
- 9:13Speaker 3: you can push me, but I might say, no, that's cool.
- 9:17Speaker 3: I'm working at the pace of this. I think something
- 9:20Speaker 3: that you know, as new therapists are newly practicing somatic therapists,
- 9:25Speaker 3: you see how this works so quickly and so deeply
- 9:29Speaker 3: that you're like, I just want to get in there
- 9:30Speaker 3: and do the thing. But a person's nervous system needs
- 9:35Speaker 3: to re calibrate when a big shift happens. And so
- 9:41Speaker 3: if you go through and you like rip a big
- 9:44Speaker 3: thing out and you're like, look at all this stuff,
- 9:47Speaker 3: getting back from that dysregulation is really hard, and unless
- 9:50Speaker 3: you've done all of the things to make sure that
- 9:53Speaker 3: you can get back into regulation, then you're doing a
- 9:56Speaker 3: lot more damage than you are doing, and then you
- 9:58Speaker 3: are helping. So I always tell my clients it's not
- 10:03Speaker 3: feel like it's like I'm going really slow, but you
- 10:06Speaker 3: might notice really big changes off the butt and all
- 10:09Speaker 3: of that is by design.
- 10:12Speaker 2: Yeah, well said, I think It's really important for us
- 10:18Speaker 2: working with clients who have a lot of trauma, is
- 10:22Speaker 2: to pay attention to that consent and our desire to
- 10:28Speaker 2: join the client, because even though our intention might be
- 10:32Speaker 2: to join with them and help them, most of our
- 10:36Speaker 2: clients their consent has been trampled over time and time
- 10:41Speaker 2: again to the point where they may even say yes,
- 10:45Speaker 2: but their body doesn't mean yes and they may not
- 10:48Speaker 2: have connection to that yes. So making sure even if
- 10:52Speaker 2: when they're saying yes, that their body posture and the
- 10:56Speaker 2: things around them and their tone and everything is saying yes,
- 10:59Speaker 2: not just I'm trying to make my therapist happy and
- 11:01Speaker 2: trying to do therapy right, so I'm going to say yes,
- 11:04Speaker 2: we can go into this.
- 11:05Speaker 3: Work absolutely, And that comes from and like noticing their
- 11:11Speaker 3: breath and their tension and all of that, and then
- 11:14Speaker 3: when I noticed that there's a disconnect between those things,
- 11:17Speaker 3: that'll be like does your body feel tighter then when
- 11:20Speaker 3: we started and kind of helping them understand like where
- 11:23Speaker 3: their actual yes and noe is and what it feels.
- 11:26Speaker 2: Like yeah, yeah, because that yes and no, like everything else,
- 11:32Speaker 2: lives in the body, and so helping them connect to
- 11:34Speaker 2: that is also like a really great intro tool intro
- 11:39Speaker 2: goal as you're getting into that this type of post YEP,
- 11:44Speaker 2: what other things do you see dance, movement, therapy, and
- 11:49Speaker 2: trauma engaging together, Like in what ways has it helped
- 11:54Speaker 2: been helpful and in what ways does it freak a
- 11:57Speaker 2: client out.
- 12:02Speaker 3: I can think of I can think of an example
- 12:06Speaker 3: with a client who we wanted to do like a
- 12:09Speaker 3: really basic somatic like grounding something, and uh, we were
- 12:15Speaker 3: just starting with a breathing exercise and they breathed into
- 12:19Speaker 3: a part of their back that sent them into like
- 12:21Speaker 3: a freak out and we had to pross like we
- 12:26Speaker 3: had to stop for a minute and then figure out
- 12:29Speaker 3: what that was. And so like as we as we
- 12:35Speaker 3: like slowed that down and like took our time to
- 12:37Speaker 3: go through it, they were like, oh, like this is
- 12:39Speaker 3: actually connected to this specific traumatic experience. And they came
- 12:46Speaker 3: back the next week and they're like, I haven't been
- 12:48Speaker 3: able to breathe this deeply in years, And I didn't
- 12:52Speaker 3: realize that I couldn't breathe this deeply until we explored that.
- 12:58Speaker 3: And then we stopped somatic work for a little bit
- 13:01Speaker 3: because that needed to just be like integrated and like
- 13:05Speaker 3: understand how their body could take in oxygen and just
- 13:11Speaker 3: kind of let that.
- 13:13Speaker 2: Settle. Yeah, it's so interesting with trauma, parts of the
- 13:24Speaker 2: body just not only like shut down, but almost like
- 13:29Speaker 2: calcify and like detach themselves or remove themselves from the
- 13:33Speaker 2: rest of the system.
- 13:35Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, and that shows up, you know, like that
- 13:40Speaker 3: shows up in actual physical things, right, Like there are
- 13:45Speaker 3: so many somatic complaints that come with trauma, like sleep
- 13:48Speaker 3: disturbances or chronic pain, or like all the systems in
- 13:51Speaker 3: the body gashtrotestinal, cardiovascular, neurological, respiratory, like all of those
- 13:56Speaker 3: things are affected by trauma. And sometimes we don't realize
- 14:01Speaker 3: that that's what it is until we start moving around,
- 14:04Speaker 3: and we don't realize that we're making adjustments in our
- 14:07Speaker 3: life to account for those things, until we start exploring
- 14:10Speaker 3: how they're how they've been removed, how they've been hardened.
- 14:17Speaker 2: What was it using this client as an example, what
- 14:19Speaker 2: was it like for them to come back and be like,
- 14:22Speaker 2: oh my god, I'm breathing, and then have you say great,
- 14:25Speaker 2: we're going to stay here for a while. And I'm
- 14:27Speaker 2: guessing it wasn't just like five minutes, but it was
- 14:30Speaker 2: like sessions of like, we're going to take time to
- 14:32Speaker 2: regulate in this space and get you to this new spaceline.
- 14:39Speaker 3: It was a little it was a little bit of
- 14:41Speaker 3: disappointment that we couldn't do more and a little bit
- 14:43Speaker 3: of relief that we weren't gonna do more.
- 14:48Speaker 2: They came in like, so, can we do more?
- 14:50Speaker 3: And I was like, let's talk about that for a minute,
- 14:54Speaker 3: and they were like, no, that makes sense, that's probably good.
- 14:57Speaker 3: I think I'm gonna enjoy breathing for a minute, and
- 14:59Speaker 3: it's like, great, gonna enjoy breathing for a minute.
- 15:03Speaker 2: It's so important because in a lot of the trainings
- 15:05Speaker 2: that like any of the body centered trainings that will
- 15:09Speaker 2: go to the trainers are giving a lot of information, right,
- 15:14Speaker 2: And that's what we're going in right where we're like,
- 15:16Speaker 2: we need every minute of this training to be like
- 15:18Speaker 2: giving me information, and then we forget that all of
- 15:22Speaker 2: that information needs to be stretched over a big timeline
- 15:27Speaker 2: when we're working with clients and it's not like great,
- 15:30Speaker 2: every session we're going to go through and do all
- 15:31Speaker 2: of these exercises and then you're going to feel like
- 15:33Speaker 2: this by the end of our fifty minutes. That's yeah. Yeah.
- 15:39Speaker 3: And I'm guilty of this as like a supervisor too,
- 15:42Speaker 3: Like I'll go and I'm like, okay, so we're going
- 15:43Speaker 3: to talk about this thing.
- 15:44Speaker 2: I need this tool.
- 15:45Speaker 3: Okay, here's this tool. Wait, hold on, hold on, I
- 15:48Speaker 3: need this to be over like a six month period.
- 15:50Speaker 3: Tool this is not like, this is not a one
- 15:53Speaker 3: and done session kind of thing, Like this is how
- 15:55Speaker 3: we space it out.
- 15:58Speaker 2: Yeah, in working with trauma, what are some of the
- 16:05Speaker 2: stages of feeling that you'll see in whether that's body
- 16:09Speaker 2: changes or how they're engaging with the world or how
- 16:12Speaker 2: they're feeling about themselves. What are some of the big shifts?
- 16:18Speaker 3: I think the first one is like that awareness that
- 16:22Speaker 3: it's there, right, the awareness that they hold their posture
- 16:26Speaker 3: a certain way, that they breathe a certain way, that
- 16:27Speaker 3: they have trouble making eye contact, that whatever that piece is,
- 16:33Speaker 3: and then noticing how they can shift that, like is
- 16:39Speaker 3: there something that feels stuck that if we move this
- 16:43Speaker 3: certain way, if we comfort our body, if we integrate
- 16:46Speaker 3: it in this way, that like I can shift that.
- 16:51Speaker 3: And as they sort of practice that tool, then noticing
- 16:55Speaker 3: that there is change that's happening, right, they need to
- 17:00Speaker 3: it less often it feels more natural to be moving
- 17:03Speaker 3: in this certain way. And I love it when I
- 17:06Speaker 3: can see a client and they like no longer come
- 17:08Speaker 3: in super hunched over, but they're like sitting up, or
- 17:13Speaker 3: they actually like relax into the couch, or they don't
- 17:16Speaker 3: have to be all like tense and frost and all
- 17:18Speaker 3: sorts of things. And that's often when they start to,
- 17:23Speaker 3: you know, say it like, hey, I've actually been feeling
- 17:25Speaker 3: a lot better. This was really easy for me to
- 17:27Speaker 3: make this decision. Or I stood up to this person
- 17:30Speaker 3: and I held this boundary and they all it all
- 17:34Speaker 3: sort of like coalesces together sentence to the question does does?
- 17:40Speaker 2: And And I love how you're describing even like stood
- 17:43Speaker 2: up to somebody as a body movement, right, And so yeah,
- 17:46Speaker 2: I love how you're tracking not just the person's emotional experience,
- 17:52Speaker 2: but also how their body is reflecting that the person's growth.
- 17:58Speaker 2: And like somebody who's like strong and self actualized and
- 18:02Speaker 2: has boundaries and is confident isn't punched over and like
- 18:05Speaker 2: scooting through a room. And we intrinsically know that, but
- 18:10Speaker 2: it's really important for that to be something that you're
- 18:12Speaker 2: tracking as you're you're going through this dance movement therapy
- 18:16Speaker 2: work with a client. Mm hmm, yeah, as we're coming
- 18:21Speaker 2: to our last few minutes, what are some takeaways or
- 18:27Speaker 2: some tips that you'd give people who are audience listeners
- 18:33Speaker 2: of guys who are mostly like trauma professionals or people
- 18:39Speaker 2: who are very interested in trauma things that they can
- 18:42Speaker 2: start doing to introduce themselves to dance quivement therapy.
- 18:47Speaker 3: Sure, let's see, I guess I can go. But both
- 18:52Speaker 3: directions like I love I love a good body scan,
- 18:56Speaker 3: like I love that as like a beginning, even like
- 18:59Speaker 3: a beginning to session. Right, it's like, okay, so we
- 19:02Speaker 3: came in, like how is your body feeling? What does
- 19:05Speaker 3: it need? What did you bring in with you? Like
- 19:07Speaker 3: your brain is often going a million miles a minute,
- 19:10Speaker 3: but your body is usually holding Like, this is the
- 19:12Speaker 3: thing I actually need to talk about. So if we settle,
- 19:15Speaker 3: can we talk about that? So like having a person
- 19:18Speaker 3: ground in whatever way feels natural to you, and then
- 19:21Speaker 3: starting from the top or starting from the bottom, depending
- 19:23Speaker 3: on how you like to process. And then when you
- 19:27Speaker 3: find a sensation when it feels tight, like how can
- 19:30Speaker 3: you move it? How do you need to breathe into it?
- 19:34Speaker 3: And then you know, I find that a lot of
- 19:37Speaker 3: times something just comes up from that. And then the
- 19:43Speaker 3: other end of the spectrum, if you feel slightly less inhibited, uh,
- 19:48Speaker 3: at the end of a hard day or at the
- 19:49Speaker 3: end of you know, or if you have something that
- 19:54Speaker 3: needs I don't know, it needs to get out.
- 19:57Speaker 2: You need to shake it off.
- 19:58Speaker 3: You need to do whatever you've sad, you're angry, or
- 20:02Speaker 3: you're happy. Throw on some music that matches your mood
- 20:06Speaker 3: and like just dance around that like dance around in
- 20:10Speaker 3: the kitchen, thing to your favorite music has a bunch
- 20:12Speaker 3: of merit to it. The caveat is most people don't
- 20:15Speaker 3: feel comfortable doing that with other people. So do it
- 20:17Speaker 3: on your own. See how it feels. Be really interested
- 20:20Speaker 3: to see how goes.
- 20:23Speaker 2: Yeah, especially like not when you can do it alone.
- 20:28Speaker 2: And I'm sure everybody knows this, but like, just like
- 20:32Speaker 2: that freedom that your body has to do what it
- 20:34Speaker 2: wants is so rare and we get it so infrequently,
- 20:38Speaker 2: and there's so much that can come up in that
- 20:42Speaker 2: and imagery or thoughts or where your brain goes, or
- 20:45Speaker 2: how your body moves or doesn't move, or where pain
- 20:47Speaker 2: shows up and doesn't doesn't show up. It's really powerful. Yep.
- 20:53Speaker 3: I don't ever force your body to move away that
- 20:55Speaker 3: it doesn't want to move. That's period. All the things fitness, dancing, therapy,
- 21:02Speaker 3: talk to it, go with how it needs to go,
- 21:06Speaker 3: and might be surprised by the results.
- 21:09Speaker 2: Cool. Well, thank you so much. If any of you
- 21:13Speaker 2: who are listening do any of these exercises, Please let
- 21:16Speaker 2: us know. You can comment on Guys Podcast below, or
- 21:21Speaker 2: you can reach out to Kristen and I at social
- 21:25Speaker 2: media at openspace Therapy Collective dot com and we will
- 21:32Speaker 2: hopefully see you soon and hopefully Guy will have us back.
- 21:35Speaker 2: And thank you so much to Guy and his team
- 21:37Speaker 2: and the Trauma Therapy Podcast team for having us. Thank
- 21:40Speaker 2: you so much, Bye y'all.
- 21:42Speaker 1: Byeman common S