Latest / Half the Picture / Jamali Maddix talks punching up vs punching down, comedy idols & documenting society's extremes (4K)
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- 0:00I love it.
- 0:00You look like a guy who has a film podcast.
- 0:04Do you know what I mean though?
- 0:06It's not off brand.
- 0:08It's proper like, if I saw him on the street, I'd go, I bet he's got a film podcast, that guy.
- 0:12Yeah.
- 0:13I just realized I had my sunglasses on the whole time.
- 0:16I was like, such a cunt.
- 0:18Yeah, man, the art man.
- 0:20Oh, fuck it.
- 0:21I'm an idiot.
- 0:23Yeah, yeah.
- 0:23That was because of their prescription.
- 0:26So I forget that they, you know what I mean?
- 0:28This is because I've got bad eyes.
- 0:29And they said I've got to wear sunglasses because it'll fuck up my eyes more.
- 0:33But I really like the guy from Jay and Silent Bob, the blonde hair brother.
- 0:38Oh, Jason Mewes?
- 0:40I think he's, I think he's, in that film where Zack and Miriam makes a porno, he's so fucking funny.
- 0:45Yeah.
- 0:46Yeah, he's such a good comedy actor.
- 0:48Yeah.
- 0:48I know he's had his problems.
- 0:50with whatever, but he's fucking funny, man.
- 0:54Yeah, Kevin's talked about how, obviously they're such good mates.
- 0:58And then even on stuff like Dogma.
- 0:59I don't know if you've seen Dogma.
- 1:01Yeah, I think he said to him, obviously Muse is great, but he's like, we're acting about Alan Rickman here and Damon and Affleck, we've got great people here.
- 1:09We got, right, we've got to focus up.
- 1:11And I think Dogma, again, another underrated.
- 1:13It's got some great stuff in it.
- 1:14Yeah, Dogma.
- 1:15I love that.
- 1:16Have you ever seen the clip where in Dogma,
- 1:18It came out, and all the...
- 1:20I think it was like...
- 1:22The right-wing Christian...
- 1:24evangelicals started protesting outside the cinema.
- 1:27Mm.
- 1:28And Kevin Smith joined in the protest and they're filming him.
- 1:31So the news crew are like, why are you protesting?
- 1:33He's like, I just think this film's disgusting.
- 1:35And it's blasphemous.
- 1:37And if they don't know it's Kevin Smith, it's like, this is a disgusting thing you've done.
- 1:42This is really funny.
- 1:43And then the news reader twigs and goes, I've just heard in my ear, are you Kevin Smith?
- 1:47And he goes, how dare you say I'm Kevin Smith.
- 1:51I mean, what do you think, like, I guess, when I've spoken to, like, filmmakers, actors, writers, what have you, like, you know, I ask them, like, you know, what makes a good writer or director?
- 2:00Like, what do you think makes, I mean, you, because you've done so much, so much in comedy and beyond, like, you know, documentaries and stuff.
- 2:05Like, what do you think makes a good comedian?
- 2:12What makes a good comedian?
- 2:13I think even, like, the idea of...
- 2:17Good.
- 2:18It's too...
- 2:19Comedy is too subjective.
- 2:21I can watch something and think it's bollocks.
- 2:23You can watch it and think it's genius.
- 2:25And we're both right.
- 2:26Do you know what I mean?
- 2:27So it's like... Humour is too subjective of a thing.
- 2:31I think it's probably the most subjective.
- 2:34Is it the most subjective art?
- 2:35I don't know.
- 2:36I'd like to think so, but it's probably not.
- 2:39I think it makes a good comedian.
- 2:41I think it's... For me, I would say it's like perspective.
- 2:44Perspective.
- 2:45Like, how do you view the world?
- 2:48And how can you translate that to an audience?
- 2:51Do you know what I mean?
- 2:54I don't necessarily always judge a comedian based... Because I think you can be a great comedian and have a bad showing.
- 3:01Do you know what I mean?
- 3:02Sometimes I'll watch new people.
- 3:05And I can tell, and I think I suffered from it too, because I remember my agent from before, he said to me one time, he goes, you know, he was sort of saying to the clubs,
- 3:16He goes, yeah, Jamali, and this is when I first broke in.
- 3:18He goes, Jamali's great, but he needs a new 20.
- 3:21And it's saying that he's a good, he's got potential, but the stuff he's doing now isn't his fault, isn't good, or isn't his potential.
- 3:29But you can still see there's a good comic behind it.
- 3:33I think that happens sometimes.
- 3:34I see it with new comics where I can see the good comic in them, but it's not, the stuff they're doing isn't their potential yet.
- 3:42Yeah, you can see the seeds.
- 3:43Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 3:44So I don't know what it is then, because it's like, I think it's just something in you.
- 3:49And I can't, and sometimes it's an untangible word.
- 3:53It's a thing that I couldn't explain to someone.
- 3:55It's just a thing you see.
- 3:57It's a thing that's there, you know.
- 4:00But the other things are like, like I said, perspective, being able to translate your ideas to an audience.
- 4:07you know, and there's things that I like personally, you know, I like being spoken to, not spoken at,
- 4:15You know, there's certain comedians where they're talking at you.
- 4:19And it's fine, but it's not my... Like, I like being spoken... You know when that kind of style?
- 4:26You know?
- 4:27You mean when they're on stage?
- 4:28Yeah, on stage.
- 4:29Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 4:30Yeah.
- 4:32Again, it's hard to explain.
- 4:33Because I think comedy, particularly, is such a live art form.
- 4:37And we kind of don't see it as live art form anymore because of...
- 4:41like specials netflix and youtube and clips and crowd work and you know i mean all those things that we forget it's actually it's a live thing and i think it's a thing that you when you're in the room you you see it and you feel it and it's hard to translate that out and if you're not in there seeing it and feeling it it's hard to put into words i don't know if i gave you absolute dog shit answer there
- 5:02No, it's really interesting.
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- 5:20That sort of je ne sais quoi of like what makes a good comedian, it almost sounds like it's how you view the world.
- 5:25Like just how you view it.
- 5:26Like that and what you're trying to say through your comedy.
- 5:29Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 5:30Yeah, because what it is, it's just me trying to... Do you know what it is?
- 5:35It's sometimes... Do you know what it is, yeah?
- 5:38It's hard talking about comedy without sounding cunty.
- 5:41Do you know what I mean?
- 5:43I don't want to be the cross-legged rubbing my chin going, yeah, actually, but I guess people who listen to this want to hear people sound cunty.
- 5:50I'm joking.
- 5:51But it's...
- 5:52It's... You ever like... You ever had like a dream
- 5:59And you try to explain that dream when you wake up to someone.
- 6:03And it just kind of sounds like mush.
- 6:06And it kind of just sounds like, yeah, there was like, there was like a plane and, you know, and a bat.
- 6:10And, you know, what the fuck are you talking about?
- 6:12It's like sometimes thoughts can be like that, where you have this thing in your head and you want to translate it.
- 6:18And I think that's kind of what comedy does sometimes is it's these kind of thoughts and feelings.
- 6:25And then it's packaging it in a way that someone else who might not have those thoughts or feelings could understand.
- 6:31Do you know what I mean?
- 6:33Yeah.
- 6:33And, yeah.
- 6:34Yeah.
- 6:35And then structuring that in a gag, say, okay, beginning, middle, end.
- 6:38You're telling a story, and the punchline is the finale, the end.
- 6:42Because I think a lot, like comedy, you see, like...
- 6:47The thing with comedy, there is some type of rules and structure.
- 6:51You've got rule of three, pull back and reveal, all these things, right?
- 6:58There is structure to it, but...
- 7:02I think for me, the more important thing is what's the feeling behind those things.
- 7:07And I think they're tools to get across your perspective.
- 7:12But I don't necessarily, but all of them rules as well.
- 7:15I think when you first start out, you should know those rules and know what that, you should know what a pullback or reveal is.
- 7:20You should know what all of that is.
- 7:21And then once you've learned it, then you can throw it away.
- 7:24Yeah.
- 7:25But you've got to learn that.
- 7:26Yeah, you internalize it.
- 7:27Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 7:27And then you can forget it.
- 7:28Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 7:29Like, I don't write thinking I'm writing this, you know.
- 7:33Yeah.
- 7:33I mean, if I do write.
- 7:35I mean, how do you write out of interest?
- 7:36What's your sort of basic approach when you sit down and write a special or write, I guess, work on a documentary, write a documentary?
- 7:42Like, how do you start?
- 7:43Write a documentary?
- 7:44What do you mean write a documentary?
- 7:45Oh, the way I do stand-up in the documentary?
- 7:47Yeah, and also like the documentary so you don't like hate thy neighbour, I guess.
- 7:49Because I know your credits is like writer and obviously presenter.
- 7:53Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 7:54The stuff when you... Oh, the stand-up.
- 7:56The way I do stand-up in that documentary.
- 7:57But if I'm talking about like just writing stand-up, I used to like try and write longhand, but it doesn't really work.
- 8:04So what I kind of do is, is like I'll have an idea and I'll just write a bit of it.
- 8:09And what I normally write is...
- 8:12Pardon me.
- 8:13I write the beginning of the idea, and I write kind of the end of the idea.
- 8:20Like I know where I want to get to, but I have no middle.
- 8:23And then I go on stage and work it out.
- 8:26So a lot of it, I write on stage a lot where I just have a sort of idea in my head of what I want to talk about.
- 8:33And then I just go up and try and talk about it and try and work it out up there.
- 8:37But in terms of actually sitting there writing, I can't do it.
- 8:39So as long as you know where you're going, it will work itself out along the way as you touch it out on stage.
- 8:44Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 8:45But sometimes I'll just have an idea.
- 8:46Like I want to talk.
- 8:48Like I know what the...
- 8:51it's like a premise.
- 8:52Like I know the premise I want to do and I know kind of what the point of the premise is, but I don't know how to get there.
- 8:59Or sometimes I'll just have like a point and I don't know why I think this point,
- 9:06Do you know what I mean?
- 9:06Like, I don't know why I think.
- 9:07So say like, if I had a point where if I was writing a bit, sometimes a thing will come in my head and it'll be like, Trump and Jeremy Corbyn are the same guy.
- 9:16I don't know why I think that.
- 9:18I don't know if I do think that.
- 9:19But I'm going to try and get to there.
- 9:22Do you know what I mean?
- 9:23Yeah.
- 9:24And I don't know.
- 9:24It's not even like a thought I've had or it's not a political perspective I have.
- 9:28It's just those words.
- 9:30I don't know why, but I'm trying to blend them words together and try and find something there.
- 9:35Yeah, it sounds confusing.
- 9:36I'm sorry.
- 9:37No, no, it's fascinating.
- 9:39It just sounds like fucking flubba, blah, blah, blah.
- 9:41No, it's fascinating.
- 9:42I mean, what was like, do you have like a particular memory of like what the hardest, do you remember the most challenging one of those was to get to like that answer, that punchline that you wanted to get to?
- 9:52It's not like...
- 9:59They sort of, like, it comes and...
- 10:02So sometimes I'll write...
- 10:03Sometimes I'll think of something and it's fully formed.
- 10:06And sometimes it will take months to...
- 10:09Sometimes it will take weeks.
- 10:09Sometimes it will take days.
- 10:10Do you know what I mean?
- 10:11Sometimes I'll just have an idea.
- 10:13I'll try it on stage.
- 10:14It won't work.
- 10:14I'll pull it into the back of my head and it kind of works itself out back there and then throw something back at me.
- 10:21But in terms of like a defined moment where I was like, yo, I struggled with this bit.
- 10:25I don't really see it like that.
- 10:27Do you know what I mean?
- 10:27Like it's always a it's an interchanging thing.
- 10:31You know, like you don't have the same conversation with your crew every day in it, really.
- 10:36Like you have different, that's life enough and that's what comedy is sometimes.
- 10:40It's this ever evolving thing.
- 10:42I don't, I kinda don't have this like, this is the act now and then that's it now.
- 10:48I don't, so I can't think of a time where I had a very difficult time because it just, it's always evolving, it's always changing.
- 10:56So sometimes, you know, you have this bit, it's killing, then it stops killing.
- 10:59So you gotta throw it out and that.
- 11:00You know what I mean, no?
- 11:02When you first start, you work and work and work, and then you get your 20 minutes.
- 11:10But you hold on to that 20 for so long.
- 11:13And I think a lot of comics do, and I definitely did it.
- 11:15I don't know if other comics definitely did, but I did.
- 11:18I held on to it for too long.
- 11:20And it starts with getting stale.
- 11:22And these routines that used to kill don't kill no more.
- 11:27Because you stop saying it.
- 11:28Because, you know, sometimes you say, like, I had it one time where I was on tour.
- 11:32And I did this tour for a couple months.
- 11:36And then I had a big break.
- 11:38And then I did the show again.
- 11:41And the show just weren't as good as when I was on tour because a lot of the things I felt, because I remember like a lot of the show was about a breakup I had.
- 11:48And I just didn't feel the same about the breakup anymore.
- 11:50So a lot of that material just didn't mean anything to me.
- 11:55So even as I'm saying it, it don't mean nothing.
- 11:57You know, and I'm not really some comedians are good at it, but I'm not really good at putting energy into something that I don't feel.
- 12:04Do you know what I mean?
- 12:05Like some people can.
- 12:06Some people are brilliant at it where they can just say the things.
- 12:10And I wish I had that talent, but I don't have that talent.
- 12:12You know what I mean?
- 12:13Unless I feel it, it don't come out right.
- 12:15Yeah.
- 12:15You know?
- 12:16Yeah.
- 12:17So I don't really.
- 12:18There's not really a time where I can think, oh, yeah, shit.
- 12:20Yeah, that was.
- 12:21Yeah, I really had to work on that bit.
- 12:23Yeah.
- 12:23Because it just, it changes, it evolves.
- 12:26It's fluid, it's freeform.
- 12:27Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 12:28And how did this whole...
- 12:29It sounds like jazz.
- 12:30It's really not jazz.
- 12:31It's just fucking...
- 12:32The bass holding everything together.
- 12:33It's just pussy jokes, but you know what I mean.
- 12:39It's jazz, man.
- 12:41just put your other shades back on just like the cigarette you can't smoke in here you really cannot smoke a cigarette in here it's cool man I mean I actually do want to ask like going back to the beginning and like for you like how did this whole journey get started for you like what galvanised you to get into comedy like what was the thing that got you going so we're doing way way way back I don't know how far back you want to go but when I was like the way way back yeah way way so when I was like young
- 13:11I always just like, there was like funny, I remember, I just remember, like my uncle was mad funny.
- 13:19You know what I mean?
- 13:20My uncle's just like a funny guy.
- 13:23And I remember always like liking funny.
- 13:27And I was always like a little, I was always like, I was, you know, tried to be funny, tried to, you know, always wanted to be funny.
- 13:34And, you know, I had funny friends and, you know,
- 13:39And then I decided that I wanted to be like... Do you know what?
- 13:45There's something I actually forgot.
- 13:48And it's something my auntie reminded me.
- 13:50That when I was in primary school...
- 13:52And I think this is actually the first time I performed and probably realized I wanted to be funny and have that thing.
- 13:59I was in primary school and it was like a talent show.
- 14:04I remember there was these two kids, Daniel and Declan, and they had this show called the D&D Show.
- 14:09And I remember I said to them, I want to be involved in this.
- 14:12They had a little sketch group thing.
- 14:14And I was like, I want to be in it.
- 14:18And I remember, do you remember when kids...
- 14:21are performing and they start crying because they don't want to go on stage.
- 14:25Oh yeah.
- 14:25And that happened.
- 14:26That was me.
- 14:27Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 14:28That happened with them.
- 14:29They started crying.
- 14:30They didn't want to go on stage.
- 14:31So my teachers went, just go out there.
- 14:34And so I just went out, I had, bro, I just went out there.
- 14:36And I remember I had this shirt on.
- 14:38I was a little fat kid too, right?
- 14:39And I had this shirt on and I just flicked my shirt up and I started doing it.
- 14:42I started saying, I'm Harry Hill.
- 14:44Didn't even watch Harry Hill.
- 14:45I'd just seen it on telly.
- 14:46It was this guy with his big fucking collars.
- 14:49Yeah.
- 14:49I had no concept of what he did last day.
- 14:52I was like, I'm Harry Hill.
- 14:54And I started dancing and I was like, shake my hand.
- 14:56You can't, and just doing all that.
- 14:57And then I got better laughs than that.
- 14:59And I think from that moment, I was like, yo, I want that.
- 15:01Yeah.
- 15:02And then I didn't really understand what stand-up was when I was young.
- 15:06So I just wanted to be a comedy actor.
- 15:08I thought comedy was only like, you know, Robin Williams and Jim Carrey.
- 15:13Like, I'd watch The Mask until the VHS broke.
- 15:17You know what I'm saying?
- 15:18Or Ace Ventura.
- 15:19I remember the first time I saw Ace Ventura and I saw him coming out of the rhino's ass.
- 15:23Like, I had never seen nothing like that in my life.
- 15:25Oh, my God.
- 15:25But it changed everything.
- 15:27And then, you know, even other shit like, you know, watching...
- 15:31you know, nutty professor and, you know, my auntie's,
- 15:35they would always have bare pirate DVDs.
- 15:38Like their whole, you know, like, you know, the little DVD stand, it was all pirates.
- 15:42It was all the little plastic with a little paper, you know what I'm saying?
- 15:45Yeah, like the photocopies.
- 15:46Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 15:47And they would have all the American stuff.
- 15:49So they would have all of like the, also the black American stuff.
- 15:53So you have all of the, you know, the Martin Lawrences and Bill Bellamy's and all these kinds of films that weren't really available in English telly back then.
- 16:04But,
- 16:05And then I went to, and then in high school, I started, you know, then I sort of found out about comedy and stand-up.
- 16:15And I was probably about 14, and I wanted to try it.
- 16:20Yeah, and I went to college to do, when I was about 16, I went to college to do comedy acting.
- 16:28But by then, I sort of realized it was like stand-up was the thing I wanted to do.
- 16:33um yeah and then did my first show at 16 and i didn't do it again until i was maybe like 18 18 19 and um yeah and then started taking it seriously around probably about 20 21 i'd say i started taking it seriously yeah yeah and then um went full-time about 24 25
- 16:58Because you won the... Is it the Chortle Comedy Award?
- 17:00Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 17:01And that all happened because it all kind of fell together.
- 17:04Because you had a tattoo.
- 17:05Yeah.
- 17:06Which I want to say, was there like a blood infection?
- 17:08Yeah, yeah.
- 17:08I got so your liars.
- 17:09Yeah, it was this terrible tattoo I got.
- 17:12This is awful.
- 17:13What is it?
- 17:13Look at the hands on it.
- 17:14It's fucking horrible.
- 17:16What is it?
- 17:17It's a guy looking into a black hole.
- 17:19Ah, I quite like it.
- 17:20I mean, is Ty kind of coming off here?
- 17:22Yeah, this is Ty.
- 17:24Yeah, it's really bad.
- 17:25It's really bad.
- 17:26But anyway...
- 17:27I had to get two different artists to do it.
- 17:29So it kind of fucked up a bit.
- 17:30The second guy tried to salvage it, to be fair.
- 17:32He was a really nice guy.
- 17:34He tried to salvage it the best he could.
- 17:36But yes, I've seized the wrist and all that shit.
- 17:39Anyway.
- 17:41Yeah.
- 17:42So I had won that.
- 17:44And I remember I was sort of like, so when I did my heat, I had come out of hospital that day.
- 17:49Because I'm not going to bore you with this.
- 17:50I've said it on other podcasts.
- 17:51But I went blind and was really ill. And I had applied for the Chiu'u competition.
- 18:02And the day I came out of the hospital, I went and did my heat.
- 18:06And I remember everyone was saying like, oh my God, your style is so laid back.
- 18:11I was just fucking off my head on drugs and tired.
- 18:16And I won the heat.
- 18:20And then I got to the semis and won that.
- 18:25And I got to the finals and I always said to myself,
- 18:29because I was flunking out of Salford.
- 18:32But they were kind of saying to me, you know, if you sort your shit out, we'll let you redo the year.
- 18:36And I kind of said to myself, because at that point, I'm about 23 now.
- 18:41And I'm sort of, I had moved to Manchester because everyone's telling me there's a lot of comedy up north that I could get work at.
- 18:47And no one, no one would book me.
- 18:49Like there's this comedy club that you do the gong shows.
- 18:52I had a big comedy club in Manchester.
- 18:54And if you do their gong, you know, it's like an entry point into doing the club.
- 18:58And I'd won the gong like twice, but these wouldn't book me, you know.
- 19:02And I felt like everything I was doing, I just weren't getting anywhere.
- 19:05And, you know, and I was having to come back to London a lot.
- 19:09because there was one club actually in Shoreditch, around the corner from where we're at, and I'm trying to keep this location quiet, in Shoreditch where, someone can steal your Smith's post, but I was, and he started paying me, but it was like a weekend here and there for like a hundred quid a night.
- 19:31So that was just my train money.
- 19:33And I was just really, really frustrated and,
- 19:36And I think when you're young, you don't have a perspective of age and time.
- 19:40Like, I used to think I was 24, and I used to think, oh, shit, I better start.
- 19:43I'm getting old now.
- 19:45You know, I'm 35 now, and I've realized that it does the most stupidest thing ever.
- 19:49But I remember, and I was just really frustrated.
- 19:51And then I said to myself, if I don't do well in this final...
- 19:55Like, I don't got to win, but if I don't get an agent or if I don't get something from this, I'm going to quit.
- 20:00And I remember I really worked on that set.
- 20:03Like, I sat down every day and I went over it and I would go open mics.
- 20:07I really worked on that set.
- 20:10And then I'd win in.
- 20:11uh, ended up winning and got an agent.
- 20:14And then my agent said to me, he goes, you know, if you want, you can finish uni and we can put this comedy thing on part time and whatever.
- 20:21And I said, fuck that.
- 20:22I said, I want to just be a comic.
- 20:24And he went, yeah, let's do it.
- 20:26And, um, yeah.
- 20:27And now I became comic from then.
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- 20:50Well, you come across as such a great fan of comedy and of comedians.
- 20:53And like, because on your podcast, you know, you've interviewed other comedians, people like Stuart Lee, who's obviously amazing.
- 20:57I mean, do you have, so like you've already mentioned some of the names that when you were growing up, like what, who were the kind of, I guess, main touch points for you?
- 21:03Like, oh, this guy is, this guy's great.
- 21:05Or this woman's great.
- 21:06Like, you know, the different comedians that you loved.
- 21:08But I, do you know what?
- 21:10Yeah.
- 21:11I, I, I was, I'm a, especially when I was young, not so much now, actually, as I got older.
- 21:16But when I was young, brother, you couldn't get me away from that telly.
- 21:20When I tell you I was glued to that TV, all I did was watch TV.
- 21:24I remember like, you know, like when there's kids and they're bad and so their mum says, you can't go out.
- 21:30I didn't give a shit.
- 21:31I didn't want to play outside.
- 21:32I wanted to watch that telly.
- 21:33You know what I'm saying?
- 21:35And I just loved TV.
- 21:37so i'd watch everything any any bit of something of someone trying to be funny i had to watch it do you know i mean so i would watch everything from like death comedy jam to 40 towers do you know i mean like i just loved it all you know i'm saying and i remember my mom had the death comedy jam dvds but i would watch that shit till they got scratched you know that and um
- 22:01I would watch my auntie's house.
- 22:03They always had all this like black American standups, but like really kind of niche ones that we didn't know about here, like Bruce Bruce.
- 22:10And you know what I'm saying?
- 22:11Like all these kind of ones.
- 22:14And I'd watch every time I go to their house, I'd want to watch it to the point that like, we're not watching fucking Bruce Bruce special again.
- 22:20You know what I mean?
- 22:21But you know, I just had to watch all of it, man.
- 22:25But you know, so comedians that really sort of, as I got older and sort of,
- 22:29You know, because I think what you do is what I did was I watched everything and I kind of narrowed it down to stuff I really liked, you know.
- 22:35And it's obviously, you know, like I remember when I was like 15, I saw Bill Hicks.
- 22:39And for a 15 year old, that was cool.
- 22:42This is a guy on stage with a cigarette talking about the government.
- 22:45He's like, fuck it, you know.
- 22:47um doug stanhope i really got into um dave chapelle you know stewart lee's i used to watch live at the comedy store on paramount and all of that stuff so yeah there was a lot of there was a lot of comedy comedians and comedy i watched yeah
- 23:02I mean, those are some of the guys I loved growing up as well.
- 23:04I remember seeing Doug Stanhope first on Charlie Brooker's Screen Wipe because he would give platforms to those kinds of content as well.
- 23:10So those comedians, they're all, because I love those guys too, and they're all so, they operate out on the edges sometimes.
- 23:16They go there, they explore new kind of, I don't know, maybe frontiers is too lofty, but they try new things.
- 23:21It sounds like that's kind of the areas of comedy that you're interested in, like the ones that sort of go kind of to interesting places and places that you don't expect and kind of push things maybe a bit.
- 23:31I just love I love it in all its forms You know what I'm saying
- 23:38um like i do like that type of stuff too you know that stuff i've you know i definitely find interesting to watch and it's exciting for me to watch but i love in all his forms you know i mean um and i think people think boundary pushing is just saying like saying words you shouldn't say and all that stuff but i don't think you look like stewart lee like his boundary pushing is he sort of does stuff with the form that's that's odd you know i'm saying and interesting and
- 24:02You know, I kind of like, you know, Harry Hill, you know, is was mad different and is mad different.
- 24:08You know what I'm saying?
- 24:09And, you know, but probably, you know, but does TV burp, which is a very mainstream show.
- 24:16You know what I'm saying?
- 24:17It's still interesting, you know, and so.
- 24:19Yeah.
- 24:20So definitely that comedy is something I like, you know, but I kind of like it in all its forms.
- 24:25Everything from Stuart Lee to Jim Carrey coming out of the Rhinos ass.
- 24:28All of it, man.
- 24:28Ace Ventura, which by the way, I meant to say that is one of the funniest.
- 24:31It's one of the funniest films ever.
- 24:33And it's just so funny.
- 24:34It's so funny.
- 24:34It's just a guy crawling out.
- 24:35Yeah, man.
- 24:36It's a guy crawling out of a fake Rhinos ass, but you know what I'm saying?
- 24:39It's butt naked.
- 24:41It's so, you know.
- 24:42So good.
- 24:43So good, man.
- 24:44And, you know, and, and, and I, and I remember seeing that and just,
- 24:50Thinking that, you know, and I didn't know I could laugh that hard.
- 24:54Do you know what I'm saying?
- 24:55Yeah.
- 24:55You know, you laugh to the point where it's like, I'm going to die.
- 25:00Because this is so fucking funny to me.
- 25:02You know, in the most basic ways, I fucking love laughing.
- 25:06And it's just the idea of someone being able to make me laugh in that way.
- 25:11You know, it's like, because it's sort of, I kind of...
- 25:16I, the reason I fell in love with it, because there was people who could make me laugh like my friends made me laugh when I was smoking weed with them at, you know, and laughing to the point that you feel like you're dying.
- 25:30And to have that replicated through someone else I didn't know is, yeah, it was fascinating to me.
- 25:36Yeah.
- 25:36And you've gone on from like strength to strength.
- 25:38You know, you've toured all over.
- 25:39I mean, you've toured America.
- 25:40Yeah, yeah.
- 25:40You've toured Britain and Europe.
- 25:42I mean, I did want to ask that out of interest as someone who has toured America, like how does, how do you think like an American audience differs from like a British audience?
- 25:49Say if you're doing stand up.
- 25:50Well, I think that question is.
- 25:54would have been a different answer maybe 10 years ago.
- 25:58Because I think the world's a lot smaller now.
- 26:01Like they watch Taskmaster.
- 26:05They watch British telly now.
- 26:07So it's not, you know, and it's like, we all kind of singing off the same hymn.
- 26:12Like we all know the same things and references now.
- 26:15You know what I mean?
- 26:17There's still like some, like there's still like, there was like, we grew up with Americans.
- 26:22So if I said to you, I'm in a Walmart in Alabama, you've never been to Alabama, I'm guessing.
- 26:27No.
- 26:27But you've already set the scene in your head.
- 26:30Totally.
- 26:31Where if I said to them, I'm in a co-op in Brixton, they don't understand that.
- 26:36Do you know what I mean?
- 26:37No, but they go, what the fuck does that mean?
- 26:38Yeah.
- 26:39So there's that little thing.
- 26:41And one of the big differences, like in England, I can do a thing where the show's going great, but I say, fuck me, this is going terrible.
- 26:51and you you understand I'm joking yeah I don't mean that and it's and it's what's funny is the ridiculousness that I'm saying how bad this is even though it's we all see how fucking good this is going right and it's that sort of thing of my insecurity coming out and I did it in America and someone just shouted no it's going great yeah
- 27:14it's like they can't they don't get it yeah do you know i mean like they don't get so that the idea of that yeah yeah of course i know they don't get it they're just like no it's good and they'll go come on believe in yourself you'll get support yeah yeah yeah genuinely they all start going we love it and you go yeah i know and i have to stop the show and say look at i know i know the point is is i know it's going well but you know
- 27:38And then how do they respond to that?
- 27:39They're like, oh.
- 27:40They laugh.
- 27:41Yeah, they laugh at that.
- 27:42But it is that it was like a weird cultural thing, you know.
- 27:45They take it at face value.
- 27:46Yeah, yeah.
- 27:47But on the whole, I think it's sort of the same.
- 27:49I think funny translates.
- 27:51Because one of the questions I get asked is like, oh.
- 27:54How do you have to change your material when you go to America?
- 27:58Like, I think even now they understand when I say bin, what they know what I mean.
- 28:03If I say boot, not trunk, they get it.
- 28:06Bonnet, not hood.
- 28:07Yeah, they've, you know.
- 28:09And plus like kind of like weirdly where I watch so much American telly, I might say trunk.
- 28:15You know what I'm saying?
- 28:16Or I'm one of those people that like a lot of English people get upset with.
- 28:20Shut up, man.
- 28:24But I, yeah, people ask, you know, how, why do you have to change, you know, how do you change your material?
- 28:29It's like, but if you go here or, you know, or if I do a show in Finland or if I do a show in Romania or if I do a show in anywhere, if I did a show in, you know, Saudi or Dubai or whatever, we all have breakups.
- 28:48You know what I'm saying?
- 28:49We all have annoyances.
- 28:52We all do the same things.
- 28:54Do you know what I mean?
- 28:55I think the human experience is a thing that's universal.
- 29:01So I don't necessarily think you have to change too much stuff.
- 29:04You know what I mean?
- 29:05And it kind of made me write broader in terms of talk more about the human experience as opposed to just being like, oh, you know, I got on the bus and the tube.
- 29:14And I think that stuff's good.
- 29:16Like it's not me dissing that stuff.
- 29:18But it's, I think it can sometimes be limiting if I'm just talking about that thing for, just because we both know it.
- 29:26And that's what the bit is.
- 29:27And I think that stuff's great.
- 29:28But, you know, my thing is, is I think I try to now write something that's more human.
- 29:34Because we all feel it.
- 29:36Yeah.
- 29:36You know what I mean?
- 29:37They're more sort of universal stuff.
- 29:39And we all experience that.
- 29:40We've had a breakup.
- 29:41We've all, you know what I'm saying?
- 29:42We've all had that stuff.
- 29:43So, you know, that's what I try to do.
- 29:45Yeah.
- 29:46I mean, what do you think the weirdest heckle you've ever had is on stage?
- 29:49Do you have like, you know, do you have a memory of that?
- 29:52I've been heckled so many times.
- 29:55People get upset about weird things.
- 29:57People get really upset about royal stuff, which I didn't get.
- 30:02There was one in America, I won't say it's weird, but...
- 30:06I was doing a show in Florida.
- 30:08And you forget Florida is the South sometimes.
- 30:10It's not just Disneyland.
- 30:13Well, yeah, you go Miami and you forget you're in the fucking South.
- 30:16But I did the show in Florida.
- 30:18And the reason I did the show, I shouldn't have done a show there.
- 30:26Because I got a dropout because one of the comics who couldn't come is actually Bruce Bruce.
- 30:31And his crowd isn't my crowd.
- 30:34And so I had sort of half of my crowd and then half of his crowd.
- 30:37And it was a mad.
- 30:38It was an odd show.
- 30:40And I started doing some stuff.
- 30:42And I don't really talk about God, but I mentioned it.
- 30:46And a lady started screaming, I'm with Jesus.
- 30:49and no one laughed and i was like oh yeah because that's normal here for you to sit here and say you you believe in this madness um and then the other one i had um i i was doing late and live in edinburgh and um some guys tried to whistle me off stage and i'm just doing my set it was just 10 blows it's all going
- 31:14I thought you guys were whistling me off stage.
- 31:16And they go, yep.
- 31:17So my whole set, they're just whistling at me.
- 31:20Not that catcall whistle, just the one note.
- 31:23Just the one note.
- 31:24Yeah.
- 31:26Oh, man.
- 31:27There was this one guy.
- 31:29He would always come to the comedy club.
- 31:32Every week on a Wednesday, he'd always come.
- 31:34And he wore roller skates and a cowboy hat.
- 31:39And he would never laugh.
- 31:40And you'd just sit in the front row.
- 31:42And whenever you brought him up, the crowd, for whatever reason, just wouldn't acknowledge that there's a guy in the front row with a massive cowboy hat and roller skates.
- 31:52And you go, does no one else see this?
- 31:54And the audience is like,
- 31:56And you go, but this is fucking madness.
- 31:59And he would come every week and I'd go, it's my fucking, it's my right, my enemy.
- 32:04I'd always talk to him.
- 32:05But, you know, people do weird shit.
- 32:07What did he say?
- 32:07Nothing.
- 32:08He didn't see you.
- 32:09Just stare at you.
- 32:11Odd guy.
- 32:12Yeah.
- 32:12Character.
- 32:13Oh, as I'm saying, he probably had some severe men.
- 32:17Can't zoom around no more.
- 32:20Well, I mean, I mean, I mean, touching on like, so of course, you've been stand up and then you've also a veteran of so many of, you know, the other formats of comedy, like television comedy, obviously like panel shows, Taskmaster game shows.
- 32:34You've done so much.
- 32:35That hurt my feelings.
- 32:36Veteran?
- 32:37I'm an old man now.
- 32:38I realized that the other day.
- 32:39I was like, I was like, well, I'm up and comer.
- 32:42Yeah.
- 32:43I still want to be up and comer, bro.
- 32:45I want to be a one to watch.
- 32:46I said that to my agent once.
- 32:48I was like, why can't I still one to watch?
- 32:50And he goes, bro, we've seen you.
- 32:52You've been watched enough times now.
- 32:54You're not one to watch anymore.
- 32:55In my head, I'm still like, I'm...
- 32:58I'm stopping comma.
- 32:59I thought, no, brother, you come and went.
- 33:00Do you know what I mean?
- 33:04Oh, man, no.
- 33:04Nonsense, nonsense.
- 33:06But, you know, you've done a lot in the time that you've been doing it.
- 33:09Yeah.
- 33:10Like Taskmaster, of course, and 8 Out of 10 Cats, and Nevermind the Buzzcocks.
- 33:13You've done so many of those big shows.
- 33:16And, I mean, comedy has changed so much.
- 33:18I mean, talk about, I guess, like how comedy has changed.
- 33:19Like, it's changed so much since I first was watching comedy shows and, you know, when you first, even just breaking into comedy, I think.
- 33:26Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 33:27those circuits of like i guess the traditional route would have been like you start in stand-up maybe you go to Edinburgh maybe you get a tv show off of that and that still does happen i think yeah but there's but that whole those whole other kind of uh circuits have opened up like online comedy people going viral on TikTok i mean the infrastructure has changed i think over the last 10 or 15 years i mean what are your thoughts on that how things have changed and how comedy the infrastructure of how you get into comedy has changed yeah
- 33:50Yeah, I mean, it's definitely changed.
- 33:53It's definitely something different to when I started.
- 33:55But when I started, so before I started, maybe just when I had started, but I was still at the bottom rung of open mic, it was sort of the idea what people would do is they would do Live the Apollo, do 8 out of 10 on Mock of the Week, and then sell a theatre tour.
- 34:14Yeah.
- 34:15When I came up, that was done.
- 34:19That was over.
- 34:20You know, you couldn't just do that and then be big.
- 34:23Like, that was done.
- 34:25and it was sort of like, so when I came up, it was like those panel shows, that's all shrunk down now.
- 34:31There's no more real panel shows.
- 34:33It was like panel shows and doing other bits and pieces, and online wasn't a thing then.
- 34:38I mean, online existed, but putting your stuff out there wasn't.
- 34:43How do I feel about the actual online thing now?
- 34:46I mean, it just is.
- 34:48I mean, again, if you asked fucking Ronnie Corbett,
- 34:53About when I started, he would say it's an insanely different.
- 34:56You know what I'm saying?
- 34:57Like, I think it always changes and it always becomes something new.
- 35:00And it's just how showbiz is and it kind of changes and molds.
- 35:06Yeah, I don't.
- 35:08I think the thing is with the whole online thing, there's so much good.
- 35:13And then there's also bad.
- 35:14I think it's like there's no system that's perfect.
- 35:17And I don't think there is going to be a way where everyone's going to be happy, probably.
- 35:22Yeah, I think it's got some great elements.
- 35:24There's so many creative people who can make so much engaging, interesting content with just their mobile phone.
- 35:33And I think, you know, technology also got different.
- 35:36Like, you know, we're doing like a podcast.
- 35:38You've got...
- 35:39mad good cameras here.
- 35:40But it's like, you know, you've got the Black Magics now and all these cameras that they're good.
- 35:46You can make some fucking quality stuff and it's not, it's still thousands but it used to be, you know, a camera was what, how much is it the old school cameras back in the day when they've made films?
- 35:56Cameras were tens of thousands and you can get a good setup, you know, free grand second hand
- 36:02and you can get a fucking, you can make a little movie.
- 36:04Mm.
- 36:04Do you know what I'm saying?
- 36:05So it's like, and you know, and you can get, you know, you've got the editing software now, you've got the Blackmagic editing software, the DaVinci one, which is free and, you know what I'm saying?
- 36:14And it's like.
- 36:14Which we use.
- 36:15Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 36:15But do you know what I'm saying though?
- 36:16It's like, you know, when it used to be used, I remember when I was at uni, I had to do fucking Avid.
- 36:21Yeah.
- 36:22Avid editing and you needed a whole Avid computer and a keyboard and you know what I mean?
- 36:27It's like, it's so, you know
- 36:31There's so much good.
- 36:31I think one of the things I do worry about
- 36:35is I think one of the things that a lot of, and I'm talking about this from a comedy perspective, and I think they were right.
- 36:42It's not that they were wrong, yeah?
- 36:44Is that there was an element of gatekeeping.
- 36:47Like you hear that word a lot, gatekeeping, and there's the gatekeepers and stuff.
- 36:51And that, you know, there was definitely true.
- 36:55And they kind of, you know, the tastemakers, and they kind of maybe weren't on the pulse of what's actually relevant and hot and new and, you know.
- 37:04But now it seems like there is a gatekeeper and it's called the algorithm.
- 37:10And it's just kind of faceless ones and twos.
- 37:15And there's no reasoning with it.
- 37:17There's no convincing it.
- 37:19It just is.
- 37:20And it's this thing that kind of judges and you use certain words.
- 37:24And I'm not talking about swear words.
- 37:25I'm talking about important words.
- 37:27Jump in and they fucking, nah, get it out of here.
- 37:30Yeah.
- 37:31Yeah.
- 37:31You know, language is important, man.
- 37:33You know what I mean?
- 37:34We all worry about, you know, you see so many people online debating of, well, why can't I use a slur?
- 37:40And all this mad shit.
- 37:41And it's like, well, what about the fucking actually important words that are getting hidden?
- 37:44You know what I'm saying?
- 37:45And it,
- 37:46You know, and it's like, you know, so it's like, you know, I'm not necessarily running full pelt into it being like, this is the best.
- 37:58This is the revolutionary moment of creativity.
- 38:00I don't know if it is.
- 38:01You know what I mean?
- 38:02And again, like I said, you know, some fucking amazing stuff going online and doing online and like, you know.
- 38:09Like I just made a batch of documentaries and I'm putting them online because that's the channel now.
- 38:14I saw on your Instagram.
- 38:15Yeah.
- 38:16Follow the leader.
- 38:16Yeah.
- 38:17So follow the leader was my last stuff I did on telly, but we put them online and they've got mad views online because that's just the channel now.
- 38:24But I'm saying I self-produced some docs recently that I'm going to put online.
- 38:28Cool.
- 38:30So I'm using it.
- 38:31I'm in it and I'm doing it.
- 38:32I'm trying to do online.
- 38:33I'm trying to be better at it because you kind of have to do it.
- 38:36It's a full-time job.
- 38:37It's a full-time job and I'm kind of having to do it.
- 38:40But yeah, I think this is the one thing that I don't know if this algorithm is good.
- 38:48Do you know what I mean?
- 38:50Yeah, like I'm not sure.
- 38:52You know, I'm not sure.
- 38:53I haven't been convinced that this is good for me.
- 38:57You know.
- 38:58It's a faceless God, isn't it?
- 38:59Well, it's just, yeah.
- 39:00It's its own thing.
- 39:01It's like.
- 39:02And nobody really knows what it is.
- 39:04And, you know, you sort of talk to people and everyone's sort of like, well, I heard if you do this and this and this is what it likes.
- 39:09And it's just like, what?
- 39:11Trying to appease it.
- 39:12Yeah.
- 39:12Yeah.
- 39:13Just appease this faceless thing that someone created.
- 39:15I don't know, man.
- 39:16I don't.
- 39:17I don't know if this is so good for creativity, but it is.
- 39:22It's a double-edged sword, isn't it?
- 39:23It cuts both ways.
- 39:23It's weird.
- 39:24And regardless of if it's good, bad, or in the middle, it is.
- 39:29So I have to accept that.
- 39:31And I have to just be what that, and trying to, you know, work within that confines, you know?
- 39:38if I want to still be in this business.
- 39:39For sure.
- 39:41So, yeah.
- 39:42So, you know, I don't...
- 39:43I'm not, you know, yeah.
- 39:45That's my idea on it.
- 39:46I mean, out of interest, because you mentioned, just briefly, you mentioned the shows there, some of the shows that you've done on TV, and that would include, like, 8 out of 10 cats.
- 39:53I mean, like...
- 39:54As someone who's watched those shows, like how does one of those look when you're actually making it?
- 39:57Like what's a typical like shooting day on that?
- 39:59You go into the studio and like, do you go in with material or is it all improvised?
- 40:04Like you're sitting there with like Jimmy Carr and all the other guests, something like that.
- 40:07Is that all?
- 40:08How does it look?
- 40:09When I first started, it was, you'd really, you know, you'd write and everything, you know.
- 40:14But as a, I've done it a few times now.
- 40:17Like, I just, you know, you sort of have a bit of a perspective of what's going on.
- 40:21And then you just kind of, you know.
- 40:23Because I think the best stuff and I work best in the moment.
- 40:27If I sort of write a bunch of stuff, it just kind of comes out of just waiting for you to throw something to me so I can go.
- 40:32And yes, I think this.
- 40:34As opposed to just being reactive and.
- 40:36feeling it so I tried to be more like that now but that you know that took time and you know like I look if I if I look at my old appearances on stuff it was you know I can tell it was I was bad because it's a it's a it's a different thing it's like a different thing you have to learn and it's not necessarily wasn't necessarily natural to me I had to like really work at it you know sort of figure out what to do on those shows and this is like little things you know little things how to get
- 41:06you know, how to get the host to ask me the thing so I can jump in and, you know what I mean?
- 41:10Little things.
- 41:11And you sort of, you know, it's all about keeping the ball in the air.
- 41:13Yeah.
- 41:14And all of that and throwing to someone else, if you, you know, and if I see that you've got something, a perspective on something and you're trying to get in, I'll go, would you, you know, little things, you know, and look, and then, cause it keeps it up.
- 41:25Yeah.
- 41:26I can jump off you and, you know, you can jump off me and it's, you know what I mean?
- 41:29It's, yeah.
- 41:30Yeah.
- 41:30keeps it alive yeah yeah and one of the things I learned most is that if a joke bombs it doesn't matter because the guy who gave me the best advice was Bobby Mayer I don't know if you know Bobby Mayer comedian Bobby Mayer great one of my favourite comics and a good friend of mine and he gave me great advice where he goes just say things you just gotta keep on saying things and one of them will hit and that's the one they're gonna use hopefully I joke would bomb and I'd be so like oh shit
- 41:59Oh, fuck, fuck.
- 42:00It doesn't matter.
- 42:01Because they just fucking chop it out.
- 42:02Yeah.
- 42:03Editing.
- 42:03Edit it out.
- 42:04I can't remember when I did Live with the Apollo the first time.
- 42:10And I was really like, oh, fucking.
- 42:13And Anthony was just like, bro, just play the camera.
- 42:17You're good.
- 42:18We got you.
- 42:18You're good.
- 42:19You'll be fine.
- 42:20And that's it.
- 42:20You just constantly play for it.
- 42:22You'll be fine.
- 42:23Yeah.
- 42:24I mean, out of interest, one of the conversations about comedy these days that I'm aware of anyways, is people, some people say, oh, you know, you can make a joke about anything.
- 42:31Yeah.
- 42:32And you can punch up or down.
- 42:34I mean, people say it all the time.
- 42:35I feel like punching up, punching down that whole school of thought.
- 42:38And then there are some of us, like Ricky Gervais obviously says, you can make a joke about anything, in my opinion.
- 42:42And then someone like, I guess like a James Acast do, but they're like, hang on, I don't think that's true.
- 42:47You know, you can't just make a joke about anything willy nilly and, you know, and expect there to be no consequence.
- 42:53I was wondering what you thought about that, with the whole school of thought of, as a comedian, punching up, punching down, targeting, I guess, where you direct your comedy, I don't know.
- 43:00I don't know if that, and it's not a criticism of your question, because I understand why you asked the question.
- 43:05I think we speak about it, I think there's,
- 43:09I think the conversation gets blew up a lot and it still gets sensationalized a lot.
- 43:18I think...
- 43:21I'm in a belief that you probably can make...
- 43:24There's probably an angle on everything.
- 43:26You know?
- 43:29I don't necessarily...
- 43:31I think sometimes what happens is people enjoy...
- 43:41saying the thing as opposed to writing a joke about the thing.
- 43:45And it's just sort of just like, I'm about to, and that's the enjoyment of it.
- 43:50People say, Oh, the thing I'm about to, you know, and it's just, you know, I don't necessarily find that mad interesting, but I don't, yeah, I, I, I'm very much of what's the thing.
- 44:02What is the joke said?
- 44:04And I'll judge it based on that.
- 44:06Or I'll give my perspective on that.
- 44:07I don't necessarily believe in stopping someone saying something.
- 44:10I think it's, you know, I think I'm quite unpoliceable.
- 44:15And especially now with online, they'll find the market for someone who wants to hear it.
- 44:19You know, but as a grown adult, I feel like I'm allowed to hear things.
- 44:24Do you know what I mean?
- 44:25And there is a certain element I do still kind of believe in where, you know, what?
- 44:32you come to a show
- 44:34And the context is you've come to this show.
- 44:37And what's said here is just ridiculousness.
- 44:42You know?
- 44:42And then you leave the show.
- 44:45That's it.
- 44:46You know?
- 44:47And it lives in this hour that we are together where I'm saying these ridiculous things.
- 44:53You know?
- 44:53And the context is that you know I'm joking.
- 44:56You know I actually believe that stuff.
- 44:58And that's probably been a bit lost probably.
- 45:00I think that's where a lot of the arguments come from is...
- 45:04It's not done with the you know I don't mean it.
- 45:11I think there's a lot of people who do mean it.
- 45:15They've probably soured it a bit.
- 45:19I just kind of don't want to be told what I can hear.
- 45:22But sometimes I hear stuff and I don't like it.
- 45:25And I just don't like it.
- 45:27And I don't listen to it.
- 45:28Or I don't buy it.
- 45:30You know?
- 45:32But yeah, I don't...
- 45:33I kind of don't really spend my time worrying about, like, what other people were, you know...
- 45:40They said a thing.
- 45:42You know?
- 45:44So, yeah.
- 45:45I don't know.
- 45:45I think, you know, when I made them docs, and I sort of heard some of the most nastiest shit for two years straight, kind of dulled my senses of...
- 45:57you know you know of all you know hearing bad things and sort of taking it personal and you know to myself so i don't know yeah i don't really have much to say about it that's interesting i'm sorry i don't care i don't you know it's a business fun yeah man well it is interesting it's i just want to be able to say what i want to say yeah
- 46:20Do you know what I mean?
- 46:22Sure.
- 46:22And I do, you know, I don't like, there's something, you know.
- 46:25Even though I do understand, I think sometimes it comes from a good place.
- 46:28It is worrying of who's deciding what I can say.
- 46:30Do you know what I mean?
- 46:33He was gatekeeping that.
- 46:34Who decides?
- 46:36Who decides?
- 46:37You know, because if it's sort of a bunch of middle class people, I don't want them deciding what I can say.
- 46:41You know what I mean?
- 46:44I don't think that's a good...
- 46:46I don't think that's, that's, um, smart for me to sort of rush into that.
- 46:50Yeah.
- 46:51Yeah.
- 46:51Tell me what I can say.
- 46:51Oh, fuck that.
- 46:52Yeah.
- 46:53Yeah.
- 46:53You know, but at the same time, you know, there is consequences to words.
- 46:57I get that too, you know?
- 46:59And I think it's, you know,
- 47:02There's elements of probably, you know, people being upset about what I've said or, you know, it's trouble.
- 47:08It's a broad, you know, I'm 35 years old.
- 47:10It's hard to be in trouble.
- 47:11But, you know, let's just, you know.
- 47:17One thing I do notice, though, is, you know, those sort of guys who sort of do that type of stuff.
- 47:21I just sort of like, that's their brand.
- 47:25I say the poor, I say the unsayable is, and then they get upset when people get upset by it.
- 47:30It's kind of like, that's kind of the point of the thing because you want people to be upset.
- 47:34Then why are you lying and saying you don't?
- 47:37Do you know what I mean?
- 47:38Like you kind of, that's what drives that type of comedy is because some people love it and some people fucking hate you.
- 47:42And it makes the people who love you, love you more.
- 47:45So when they sort of go, and I hate that everyone's upset by it, you know, I sort of, it's kind of off topic.
- 47:53I went to Berkeley University and I went to the Milo Neopolis.
- 47:58I was filming.
- 47:58I wasn't at the, but it's when Milo Neopolis, you know what Milo Neopolis is?
- 48:02He was like a, it was like a, at one time, he was like a big right-wing sort of pundit, but he would say offensive things and his whole thing was like free speech here and stuff.
- 48:15And he did a talk at Berkeley University and it caused a riot.
- 48:19And I was there.
- 48:21And it was like large left-wing contingency.
- 48:25So like the sort of the, you know, the sort of liberals all the way to like the communists all sort of banded together.
- 48:32And then you had the right wing all the way to the far right.
- 48:35Proud Boys type shit.
- 48:37And there was protests and fights and it was fucking insane.
- 48:42And I had to, in my roundup, I basically said, basically what two of the sides are saying is, is,
- 48:50what the argument really is, is you've got one side saying, you can't say that.
- 48:55And it's, they just did.
- 48:57And he goes, well, I want to say it.
- 48:58He's like, you just have.
- 49:01Do you know what I mean?
- 49:01And that's kind of the argument we kind of see ourselves in.
- 49:05It's a very roundabout way, but you know what I'm saying?
- 49:07No, it's like, that's the argument really.
- 49:09It's just...
- 49:10One side saying you can't say what they have and one side saying what I want to say.
- 49:14It's like, well, you just did.
- 49:15So what's the argument?
- 49:16Yeah.
- 49:17What we're doing here.
- 49:17Do you know what I mean?
- 49:18No, that's kind of how I see the argument a bit.
- 49:20Yeah.
- 49:21Say what you want.
- 49:22They're going to complain.
- 49:24you don't want them to say it, they are.
- 49:27That's it.
- 49:28Yeah.
- 49:28I think it's quite simple.
- 49:31And I think it comes down to also like just who you are as a person, like whether you're a comedian or an orator or filmmaker or whoever.
- 49:39And for you, because having seen your documentary work, which I really liked, and I really liked how open and honest and empathetic it is to the people that you're talking.
- 49:48Empathetic in a sense of like just listening to them.
- 49:51letting them tell their story and even no matter how extreme it is they you know like just sort of trying to understand them and and that's yeah i think i really like i try to do i try to see the i try to i see films or docs as three w's and i think uh
- 50:14What they're saying is the sensationalism.
- 50:16And that's what sells the film.
- 50:18Let's be real.
- 50:18That's what sells the film.
- 50:19It's like this guy says this thing.
- 50:22And then the most important one for me is who they are.
- 50:29Who are they?
- 50:30Who is that person?
- 50:31And the most important one is why.
- 50:34Why are they like this?
- 50:36What is the real reason they are like this?
- 50:39And I think the way to get there is to just have a conversation with them and on this conversation and sort of be there in their world.
- 50:47You know?
- 50:47Yeah.
- 50:47And yeah.
- 50:48Yeah.
- 50:53Yeah, and I did it recently too.
- 50:55And I do enjoy it.
- 50:57I enjoy being in a world that isn't my world and sort of hearing it and exploring those, you know, I say exploring them ideas.
- 51:04I think a lot of them are fucking horrible ideas.
- 51:06But, you know, and just hearing it and sort of seeing.
- 51:10I think, you know, it's weird when I made, especially the ones I made for Vice a few years back.
- 51:20Yeah.
- 51:22It was kind of odd where it was sort of we made it at this really interesting time when all of that stuff was on the rise.
- 51:32And I don't think that show would work now because what was mad, because people were watching, oh, fuck me.
- 51:39That's that, that, that guy's mad, isn't it?
- 51:41Look at the mad stuff he's saying.
- 51:42A lot of the stuff they were saying is kind of mainstream now.
- 51:45Yeah.
- 51:45You sort of hear mainstream politicians say, you know, which is worrying.
- 51:50Very worrying.
- 51:51Because at the time, the reason it worked was because how mad it all was.
- 51:54And I can look at this mad cunt.
- 51:56Yeah.
- 51:56Fucking insane.
- 51:57It felt pretty fringed.
- 51:58Do you know what I mean?
- 51:58But now it's,
- 52:00It's quite mainstream.
- 52:02I feel like we're always worrying about... We're always like, oh, it's coming.
- 52:06But I think it's here.
- 52:10You wait till it comes.
- 52:10We go, nah, brother, we're here now.
- 52:12It's been here for a while.
- 52:13We're here, brother.
- 52:13Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 52:14So, yeah, it was...
- 52:17Yeah, so, you know, I wanted to explore and sort of talk to those people and hear those things and sort of, you know.
- 52:25And yeah, man, and it's sort of what I learned from doing that.
- 52:29I've sort of taken it to other eps, you know.
- 52:33The last batch I did for Mindhouse, well, with Mindhouse, that's on the BBC right now, is I did like Passport Bros and...
- 52:43I did one about pedophile hunters.
- 52:46I saw that one.
- 52:47Yeah, all those type of ones.
- 52:48Predator Hunters.
- 52:49Predator Hunters, yeah.
- 52:50Predator Hunters.
- 52:51I prefer the word nonce personally, but yeah, it was fucking, it was mad.
- 52:57They don't get nonce.
- 52:58Yeah, no, no, they don't get nonce.
- 53:00But it's weird because it's only when I talk about it, I realize how fucking insane it all is that I did it.
- 53:08Like with fucking my running around doing, seeing, watching pedophile hunters, like that's fucking stupid, isn't it?
- 53:14Like I was there.
- 53:16And they're catching pedos.
- 53:17Like how fucking mad that is.
- 53:19But I just, I don't know.
- 53:19I just kind of, at the time, I don't think about it.
- 53:22Yeah, you're in the zone.
- 53:23Yeah, I'm in the zone.
- 53:23I went to a white power music festival.
- 53:25As fucking stupid as that.
- 53:28Even recently, I'd filmed at the Portland ice facility protest.
- 53:34And they were like throwing tear gas and pepper balls.
- 53:37It's only when I got back to the hotel, I was like, what the fuck am I doing?
- 53:39Yeah.
- 53:40this madness but yeah i mean i remember you saying uh on joe marla that like when you make when you made those documentaries and looking back on them because like you say you're you're talking and doing and uh filming and dealing with some very extreme groups that are like neo-nazis and the black israelites in new york and all these guys and you know and like but the stuff that really who are saying some of the thing is is you know is
- 54:02abominable yeah yeah but then like the stuff that you said i remember you saying the stuff that really stuck with you emotionally was actually the saddest stuff it was the more poignant stuff of their stories and i'm wondering what i was well no it wasn't their stories it was like i did one filming day at the calais um i was at the calais jungles you know where they had the refugee sort of pop-up refugee camp i was there the day burned down
- 54:28Jesus.
- 54:29Yeah.
- 54:29So I was there the day it burned down.
- 54:31And a lot of the tents had these big gas, like gas cans.
- 54:39And you could feel the floor shake where they were exploding.
- 54:42And, yeah, just watching it all burn down, really.
- 54:46And the police are there and they're bulldozing it.
- 54:49And sort of like just, you know, people with kids.
- 54:53And it was sad, man.
- 54:54You know, it's a real sad thing.
- 54:56thing and to sort of see uh humanity like that you know to see the human race in that condition you know it's it's horrible stuff you know um yeah yeah yeah yeah i was definitely um that was definitely a thing that stuck with me you know
- 55:18just see people like that and living like that and so you know horrible conditions man you know fucking dead rats everywhere and fucking you know like just mud with tents and you know it's just rough man people living rough and I remember I sat down with these uh I think it was Sudanese guys
- 55:38And think about in their culture, they, you know, they want to give you something.
- 55:42The guy had nothing.
- 55:44Like he had fucking nothing.
- 55:45You know, all he's got is a plastic bag of his life possessions and he's eating an apple.
- 55:50And he's struggling to give me something.
- 55:51And he tries to give me his apple he's eating.
- 55:54Do you know what I mean?
- 55:55Have this.
- 55:56It's a half-eaten apple.
- 55:57But it's all he has.
- 55:59Take my heart.
- 55:59Take all the only apple I have.
- 56:01You know what I mean?
- 56:02It's stuff like that, man.
- 56:03Then you can fuck me, man.
- 56:04It's just, yeah.
- 56:04Yeah.
- 56:05Yeah.
- 56:06So that was definitely something.
- 56:08When I was watching back some of your docs, I remember there was a quote from a, are you familiar with Werner Herzog?
- 56:14Filmmaker?
- 56:14Werner Herzog, he does a lot of documentaries.
- 56:16He did like Grizzly Man.
- 56:17Okay.
- 56:18Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 56:19He's a really great, like, gentleman.
- 56:20I know Grizzly Man and stuff, yeah.
- 56:22What a great film.
- 56:23Great film.
- 56:24I fucking love Grizzly, man.
- 56:25I love that film.
- 56:26So funny.
- 56:26Yeah, it's just like hilarious.
- 56:28Yeah.
- 56:28It's like hilarious and it's just like, you know, and it's sort of the underlying thing about him and, you know, it's so fucking funny.
- 56:35And he's just, he's trying to fucking hang out with bears, the mad cunt.
- 56:40So good.
- 56:41And he's had the pieces to cameras.
- 56:43Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 56:44And it is just a film about a guy slowly going quietly mad.
- 56:47Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 56:48Out and back beyond.
- 56:50But I remember Herzog saying, it's funny, he was actually talking about WrestleMania of all things, but he was talking about how it's important to not avert your eyes.
- 56:59He was talking about WrestleMania, I guess, in a kind of like, I don't know if he was talking, he wasn't talking about it in a pejorative way, but the idea of it's like you don't avert your eyes to what we perceive as kind of like,
- 57:06stuff that is base stuff that's like less lesser or junk or i guess like that we don't that we that is abhorrent you know you don't avert your eyes to it because it's what's coming at us it's like this is what's coming at us and we need to we need to look it in the eye yeah and and try and at least understand it if not try and reckon with it i mean i was wondering do you is that something that you think is important that like we don't avert our eyes these like some of the people you've documented because i think one of the main reasons and i could be wrong because i've
- 57:37It's actually not that many.
- 57:38I think people that have seen it don't feel as much that way.
- 57:42But some of the criticisms I'd get is why are you giving these people a platform?
- 57:48It exists.
- 57:48Do you know what I mean?
- 57:50It exists.
- 57:51Like I did some filming with...
- 57:55Did you hear about that story where it was like three people and they were living in the forest in Scotland and they were like a cult?
- 58:05And he said he's basically the king of Scotland.
- 58:07No, I didn't even see it.
- 58:09So it was three people in this cult.
- 58:11and they lived in this forest and he said basically he's the original Scottish and he's like a guy from Ghana and he goes, I'm the original Scottish man and this is my wife and this is my concubine.
- 58:24It was fucking mental.
- 58:25Yeah.
- 58:25And he thinks he's a prophet from God and all that.
- 58:28So I went and filmed with him.
- 58:29Mm-hmm.
- 58:30I'd got a camera guy and I shot up there and filmed with him.
- 58:33And I put out the clips and people were like, why would you film with these people?
- 58:37You know, they're fucking up the thing and the thing is, is they exist.
- 58:41Mm-hmm.
- 58:41And I think, you know, some people want to just go, oh no, if we don't look at it, it goes away, but it doesn't.
- 58:47We've seen it now with the situation we're in.
- 58:50It's been going on for 10, 15 years, Baba.
- 58:53You know what I'm saying?
- 58:54And this is where we are now, you know.
- 58:57And I don't think, you know, I think we've buried our head in the sand and sort of closed our eyes tight.
- 59:04It's sort of like, you know, when you're a kid and there's like, you think there's a monster in the room,
- 59:10you close your eyes and you hope that when you open it it's going to be gone and it's not it's not i think we've done that for bare time and i think it's i don't think it works i think sometimes we have to face these things head on and we have to question it and understand it and you know and debate with it and you know argue with it and fight against it and fight with it and what the fuck is it you know i mean yeah yeah um yeah so and confront those ideas head on sometimes
- 59:35And on that same front, there's some mad cunts who just need to be ignored as well.
- 59:40You know what I'm saying?
- 59:41Like some people do thrive on just that we keep acknowledging them.
- 59:44Yes, yes.
- 59:45That is true too.
- 59:46Like I'm aware of that.
- 59:48And I try to make a decision of which side is it.
- 59:52Is it something we need to see or is it something that some mad bastard who needs that we, if we forgot about him, he would go away.
- 59:59Yeah.
- 1:00:00Do you know what I'm saying?
- 1:00:01So it's both.
- 1:00:02And judging that.
- 1:00:02Yeah, yeah, it's judging that.
- 1:00:03And it's hard.
- 1:00:04And I've probably got it wrong sometimes.
- 1:00:06You know, I've probably got it wrong sometimes.
- 1:00:08And, you know, it's never done intentionally.
- 1:00:12You know, it's just done to try and not do that.
- 1:00:15For sure.
- 1:00:16And why do you think people, why do you think we like screw up our eyes and don't want to look?
- 1:00:20Do you think it's just too much information?
- 1:00:22Like with, I guess now with the internet and like the news, so much information is coming at us.
- 1:00:26Do you think people, oh, we don't want to, it's too much.
- 1:00:28Do you think that's an influence or do you think it's something else?
- 1:00:30I think, I think,
- 1:00:31I think partly I think it's that it's it's there's so much shit now and the fucking you know it's just so much and especially now with the news you can get news you can see the videos of it here and it's like live and it's just this has happened and this has been bombed and this is people dying here and there's fucking war here and and I think we get overwhelmed and I think majority of people man it's like you wake up at fucking seven and
- 1:01:02You go to work, you finish at six, you come home, you get home at seven.
- 1:01:06You know what I mean?
- 1:01:08You have your dinner.
- 1:01:09You know, it's nine o'clock.
- 1:01:11You just want to watch some telly and you want to go to bed and the only time you get is the weekend and then to be bombarded with... You know what I mean?
- 1:01:17Like, I think it's some people, you know, some people it's like, you know, your fucking rent's high, your mortgage is high, your food's expensive.
- 1:01:25You know, the last thing you want to do is then hear some mad shit.
- 1:01:29Do you know what I'm saying?
- 1:01:31I get that.
- 1:01:31Totally.
- 1:01:32My bandwidth can't extend.
- 1:01:33That's it.
- 1:01:33You know, I'm a fucking, I'm a comic man.
- 1:01:35You know, like I have a lot of time to think and to do, you know, to see and, you know, and not everyone's got that luxury.
- 1:01:43No, I accept that.
- 1:01:44You know, some people just want to just fucking watch, enjoy and watch Friends.
- 1:01:50Do you know what I mean?
- 1:01:51And I get it.
- 1:01:52I get why.
- 1:01:53I was a big bang for you.
- 1:01:54I just want to turn off.
- 1:01:55I don't want to.
- 1:01:55Yeah, switch off.
- 1:01:56Yeah, they don't want to hear it all the time.
- 1:01:59I get it.
- 1:01:59I think, you know, I don't know if it's always good, but I get it.
- 1:02:06How do you switch off when you need to switch off?
- 1:02:08I don't switch off.
- 1:02:09Yeah?
- 1:02:10No, I'm on 24-7.
- 1:02:11Yeah?
- 1:02:12Yeah, it's not good.
- 1:02:13I don't really switch off, man.
- 1:02:16No?
- 1:02:16You don't stick on a bit of friends?
- 1:02:19Nah, man.
- 1:02:19Sometimes I play Call of Duty.
- 1:02:21Oh, nice.
- 1:02:21Me and a couple of my friends, we put on their headsets.
- 1:02:25We play Call of Duty.
- 1:02:27Yeah.
- 1:02:27So I do that.
- 1:02:29I do that.
- 1:02:29But I don't... No, I think a lot, man.
- 1:02:33I travel a lot.
- 1:02:35And I travel a lot.
- 1:02:35And I travel by myself a lot.
- 1:02:37So there's a lot of thinking and a lot of, you know... And I think thinking, it can be stressful.
- 1:02:44to constantly be on and constantly thinking and constantly, you know, not really switching off and, you know, and it fucks up your sleep and, you know, but at the same time, it's kind of like, you know, it's a blessing to be able to have time to do that, you know?
- 1:02:57So it's good and bad.
- 1:02:59So you've got coming up in terms of like what you've got coming up next, like that we can look forward to, like you've got, so you've got more docs.
- 1:03:04Yeah.
- 1:03:05I self-produced some myself.
- 1:03:06Yeah.
- 1:03:07I guess I could say, I mean, I haven't said it anywhere yet, but I did one about a guy who married AI.
- 1:03:15Oh, really?
- 1:03:15Yeah, so I hung out with him for a couple of days.
- 1:03:17That was interesting.
- 1:03:19It was really interesting.
- 1:03:19And it was different because it's like, as much as I love talking to, you know, I love talking to, but as much as I think I can talk to those people who are in the far right or anti-abortionists, you know, all these kind of fringe occults or pedo hunters, yeah.
- 1:03:36It was really good talking to a guy where he's not done anything wrong in terms of evil or he doesn't have any evil ideas.
- 1:03:45He just does a thing that I don't quite understand.
- 1:03:48Do you know what I mean?
- 1:03:49Yeah.
- 1:03:50And he sort of does this thing and it's not harming anyone.
- 1:03:52This is him.
- 1:03:53It's his business.
- 1:03:54And it was interesting.
- 1:03:55It was good to kind of be in that world and sort of.
- 1:04:00ask questions but not i have to confront him about anything it's not like i have to go yeah but this is it's not it's none of that it's just he does this thing that i don't quite understand you know and it's not my cup of tea you know i mean and it was yeah i really enjoyed that you know and sort of understanding why he does it and you know what is the cause of it what's the reasoning
- 1:04:21That was good.
- 1:04:22So I got that one.
- 1:04:24I got another one where it was sort of more classical.
- 1:04:27Met a guy who sort of like a real manga enthusiast.
- 1:04:31Manga?
- 1:04:32Maga.
- 1:04:32Maga, sorry.
- 1:04:34I was just interviewing myself.
- 1:04:35I like manga.
- 1:04:36Just both of us going like, yeah, no, it's pretty good, isn't it?
- 1:04:40That new Berserk is all right, actually.
- 1:04:42Fuck it, that would be the worst fucking film ever.
- 1:04:45Yeah, so I did that one.
- 1:04:48That's coming out.
- 1:04:49Yeah, so I've got a couple.
- 1:04:51I'm going to do that one, that cult I met in Scotland.
- 1:04:54I never put it out.
- 1:04:55And I made it a year ago and I never put it out, but I'm going to put it together.
- 1:04:59I'll make that.
- 1:05:00So I've got about...
- 1:05:03three four films that are in the process of being edited ready to that are gonna go out and yeah i'm just filming more it's constantly sort of works i'm working on two other films right now and um yeah yeah so i've got that i'm gonna be doing that a lot i've got my podcast drive time show with elliot still it's really good if anyone's oh thank you that's very kind of you um yes we've got that that's just more of like a comedy kind of
- 1:05:28You know, he's one of my best friends and I love him, but I don't like him.
- 1:05:33That's cool.
- 1:05:34And yeah, man, there's little projects here and there.
- 1:05:36I've got some film, some stuff, you know, that goes on telly and stuff.
- 1:05:39But yeah, bits and pieces, man.
- 1:05:41Any plans to get back on the road, do some more?
- 1:05:44Yeah, I'm going on tour next year.
- 1:05:45nice yeah I'm going to run a tour right now doing a tour next year doing some scripted stuff which is cool so hopefully we get that made doing some acting stuff which is cool yeah so I'm working you know just trying to stay busy brother you know the bills don't stop coming so you've got to fucking stay busy 100% yeah
- 1:06:04fantastic well hey this has been a real pleasure just you know sitting here and chatting to you you know i've really enjoyed hearing about your process and about the uh no matter how quote-unquote country it's uh i think it's been great oh thank you both i appreciate it man this been a really fun podcast thanks man i love it you look like a guy who has a film podcast do you know i mean though yeah like it's not it's not off brand it's proper like if i saw anyway if i saw you street i go i bet he's got a film podcast that guy
- 1:06:31What's your favourite film?
- 1:06:32I want to ask a film nerd, what's your favourite film?
- 1:06:34Oh, so film buff, I shouldn't say film nerd.
- 1:06:36Do you want the kind of like just the honest answer?
- 1:06:38Yeah, honest answer.
- 1:06:39Honest answer, okay.
- 1:06:40Well, no embarrassment.
- 1:06:42I mean, favourite film of mine is The Breakfast Club.
- 1:06:45Okay, yeah.
- 1:06:46Great film.
- 1:06:46Great film.
- 1:06:47I mean, some people kind of look down on it a bit these days.
- 1:06:48But there's certain films where it is just, in terms of filmmaking, perfect.
- 1:06:57Every act, every... Do you know what I mean?
- 1:07:00No, it's just...
- 1:07:01It does the bang, bang, bang.
- 1:07:03Yeah.
- 1:07:03Do you know what I mean?
- 1:07:04And I say Breakfast Club is definitely one of those type of films.
- 1:07:06Fucking great film.
- 1:07:07Great film.
- 1:07:07Love Breakfast Club.
- 1:07:08Seeing that, like when I...
- 1:07:10I saw it when I just left school.
- 1:07:12Yeah.
- 1:07:12And kind of, in some ways, what you were saying earlier about how when you sort of got out of school and it sounds like you maybe weren't quite sure immediately what you wanted to do.
- 1:07:18That was totally me.
- 1:07:19Like, I was living at home and I was just like...
- 1:07:21I was kind of just a bit adrift.
- 1:07:22And I remember seeing that film and being like, oh, I get it.
- 1:07:25I get this...
- 1:07:26these people I understand that, you know, it spoke to me about what I just left school.
- 1:07:30That was what really appealed to me about it.
- 1:07:32Anxiety of it all and the sort of the fear of the unknown.
- 1:07:35Teenage hanks.
- 1:07:36Yeah.
- 1:07:37Yeah.
- 1:07:37All of that.
- 1:07:37And then, and then growing up and all that, but then that, then that led me into getting into movies proper.
- 1:07:42Yeah.
- 1:07:43I hear you.
- 1:07:43Great man.
- 1:07:44Yeah.
- 1:07:44Do you, do you have a film like that or like a encounter with something like that, that made you, that kind of spoke to you?
- 1:07:50Yeah, I do.
- 1:07:53And it's weird.
- 1:07:54And it, it's, it's sort of,
- 1:07:56There's so many...
- 1:07:57I don't know if I should say it.
- 1:08:02Obviously, I know with what's happened, but American Beauty, obviously, I know with the...
- 1:08:09I haven't watched it in ages since I haven't watched it, but I remember I was about 15, and I was fucking high off my...
- 1:08:16I was smoking so much weed, and I watched it.
- 1:08:18I remember thinking it was...
- 1:08:21that bag floating beautiful.
- 1:08:22Do you know what I mean though?
- 1:08:23But I remember being high and, and what I, what I got from that film.
- 1:08:27And again, I watched it sober and I was like, it's not that good.
- 1:08:29But what I got from it was being about 15 watching it and sort of, I kind of resonated with the idea of this guy has this life that's comfortable and he just wakes up one morning and goes, I'm miserable.
- 1:08:45Hmm.
- 1:08:45Do you know what I mean?
- 1:08:48And I hate it.
- 1:08:48And I just want a different life.
- 1:08:50And I just want to feel free and not feel restricted by this idea of corporate life or whatever it is.
- 1:08:57Do you know what I'm saying?
- 1:08:59Even though I was 15 and I didn't have a fucking...
- 1:09:02I wasn't working a corporate job or nothing.
- 1:09:04But I don't know whether it just resonated with me or just this kind of fear of just...
- 1:09:09being uh you know uh you know blinking and i'm you know i'm 50 with a wife i feel like i don't love anymore and kids who hate me do you know how'd i get here yeah you know so yeah so it's that that that was probably one of those films um that did that for me at that age
- 1:09:30It's such a spiky film, that film.
- 1:09:32I mean, I actually saw that quite late.
- 1:09:33I saw that in lockdown.
- 1:09:35I didn't watch it.
- 1:09:36I was about 26 or something.
- 1:09:38And it's so spiky and funny, but also it has that real undercurrent of emotion, like all the stuff with the back.
- 1:09:44Yeah.
- 1:09:45And the other stuff too.
- 1:09:46It has such an interesting tonal dexterity to it.
- 1:09:49But like, it's really spiky and really funny and black, Blackley comic and then really emotional.
- 1:09:55Yeah.
- 1:09:56Really sad.
- 1:09:57And yeah.
- 1:09:57No.
- 1:09:58Yeah.
- 1:09:58That was one of them films.
- 1:10:00uh yeah but my one of my favorite films i love i love warriors yeah oh yeah the wait the wait the warriors yeah yeah yeah not warrior the tom hardy no no no that's a good film but i would say my favorite film but i worry is the warriors did you ever play the warriors ps2 fuck yeah man man man it's probably crazy i lift off that game do the battle royale and that throw man off the roof but i love that game
- 1:10:23That's one of them games.
- 1:10:24Rockstar, man.
- 1:10:24That was one of them games I wish they made more of.
- 1:10:26Anyway, sorry.
- 1:10:28I know you want to wrap it up.
- 1:10:29All right, brother.
- 1:10:29I want to hear more about your favorite games.
- 1:10:32That's all of the podcast.
- 1:10:35Cool.
- 1:10:35For sure.
- 1:10:35Well, no, thanks so much for coming on the show.
- 1:10:37Thanks for having me.
- 1:10:38Appreciate it.
- 1:10:39Our pleasure.