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- 0:13Often the greatest distance in your life is not
- 0:16measured in miles, because you can sit in a
- 0:19church pew and still feel far from God. You can
- 0:23read your Bible, sing the hymns, say your prayers, and yet
- 0:27know in your heart that somehow the closeness you once enjoyed
- 0:32with the Lord has faded. This truth is what makes one
- 0:36old hymn so powerful. It is not really a song about finding
- 0:40God. It is the prayer of someone who already belongs to
- 0:43him but longs to be closer still.
- 0:48I am thine, O Lord. I have heard thy voice,
- 0:51and it told thy love to me. But I long to
- 0:55rise in the arms of faith and be
- 0:59closer drawn to thee. Those words came from one of
- 1:03the most remarkable hymn writers in Christian history,
- 1:06Fanny Crosby. Welcome to Traveler's Tales, produced by
- 1:10Enjoying the Journey. I am your host, Greg Dowdy.
- 1:14Fanny Crosby has often been called the Queen of American Hymn Writers.
- 1:19During her 95 years of life, she wrote more than 8,000 hymns.
- 1:24Her songs were sung in churches, revival meetings, and gospel missions across
- 1:28America and beyond. But Fanny Crosby's
- 1:32influence extended far beyond the hymnal. During the latter part of the
- 1:3619th century, she became one of the best-known figures in America.
- 1:39Crowds gathered to hear her speak when she traveled,
- 1:43usually by train. She was fiercely independent. Though blind
- 1:48from infancy, she insisted on traveling alone well into her 80s.
- 1:53And despite her fame, Fanny chose to live simply in
- 1:57the poorer neighborhoods of Manhattan. She wanted to remain close to the rescue
- 2:02missions where she ministered among the homeless, the poor, and those battling addiction.
- 2:07Yet perhaps one of the most extraordinary things about Fanny Crosby was something
- 2:10few people could see. It was what she carried in her mind
- 2:14and heart. Because Fanny could not read the Bible with her eyes,
- 2:19others helped her store it in her memory. Her grandmother Eunice began
- 2:23teaching her scripture as a child. Later, the Crosby family's landlady,
- 2:27Mrs. Hawley, continued the work with an astonishing goal: to
- 2:31help young Fanny memorize enormous portions of the Bible week
- 2:36after week, chapter after chapter. Fanny committed Scripture to memory.
- 2:40Eventually, she could recite all of Genesis, Exodus,
- 2:45Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy,
- 2:49the 4 Gospels, most of the Psalms, all of
- 2:52the Proverbs, and large portions of the rest of Scripture.
- 2:56Think about that. The woman who could not see the words on the page
- 3:00had filled her heart with them. Perhaps that explains
- 3:04something about her hymns. They were not simply clever poetry written
- 3:08about the Bible. They flowed from a mind saturated with
- 3:13the Bible. Long before Fanny Crosby wrote thousands of hymns,
- 3:17someone had patiently helped her hide thousands of verses in
- 3:21her heart. There is a powerful lesson there for us.
- 3:26We live in an age when Scripture is more accessible than ever.
- 3:30We can listen to the Bible while driving. We can search any
- 3:34verse in seconds, but having access to the Word of
- 3:37God is not the same as having the Word of God abiding
- 3:41in us. Fanny Crosby reminds us that what we put
- 3:44into our hearts eventually comes out in our lives.
- 3:48Psalm 119:11 says, thy word have I hid
- 3:52in mine heart that I might not sin against thee.
- 3:56If we want our words, decisions, our attitudes,
- 4:00our responses to reflect Christ, then our hearts
- 4:04must be filled with His Word. And it was from that reservoir
- 4:08of Scripture that one of Fanny's most beloved hymns was born.
- 4:12According to the hymn singer and evangelist Ira Sankey,
- 4:16Fanny Crosby was visiting the home of her longtime musical collaborator,
- 4:19William H. Doane, in Cincinnati, Ohio. As evening
- 4:23approached, the two began talking about a simple but profound subject:
- 4:27the nearness of God. The sun was setting,
- 4:31shadows were beginning to fill the room, and their conversation turned toward
- 4:35what it means to live close to the Lord. Something about
- 4:39that conversation stayed with Fanny. Before she retired
- 4:43for the evening, she had written the words that would become I
- 4:46Am Thine, O Lord. William Doane supplied the melody,
- 4:50and the hymn was first published in 1875.
- 4:53But notice what Fanny wrote: She began with assurance:
- 4:57I am thine, O Lord. That is relationship.
- 5:02She knew to whom she belonged. Then came
- 5:06desire: But I long to rise in the arms of faith
- 5:10and be closer drawn to thee. That is fellowship.
- 5:14Fanny understood something every Christian eventually learns: knowing
- 5:19that you belong to God should create within you a desire to walk more
- 5:23closely with God. There is always another step
- 5:28nearer, more of his word to understand,
- 5:31more of God's character to know, more of
- 5:34our lives to surrender to him, more of his presence
- 5:38to enjoy. And then come perhaps the most familiar
- 5:42cry of the hymn: Draw me nearer, nearer,
- 5:45blessed Lord. What a prayer! Not,
- 5:49Lord, make my life easier. Lord, give me more.
- 5:52Not even, Lord, change my circumstances. Simply,
- 5:56Lord, draw me nearer. Maybe that is the
- 6:00prayer some of us need today. Perhaps the greatest
- 6:04need in your life is not for God to change what is around you,
- 6:07but to deepen what is happening within you.
- 6:10Before asking God for a different circumstance, ask him for a closer walk.
- 6:15Before asking him to remove the difficulty,
- 6:18ask him to use it to draw you nearer.
- 6:21Before asking for more blessings from his hand,
- 6:24ask for a greater desire for his heart.
- 6:28When I Am Thine, O Lord was first published, a simple scripture
- 6:32appeared beneath the hymn: Let us draw near with a true heart,
- 6:36Hebrews 10:22. And that invitation is still open.
- 6:40You may feel that you've wandered. Draw near.
- 6:45You may be carrying a burden no one else understands.
- 6:48Draw near. You may be facing an uncertain future,
- 6:52friend. Draw near. You may have
- 6:55walked with Christ for decades and know him better than you have ever
- 6:59known him before. Draw nearer still. Fanny Crosby
- 7:03could not see the setting sun that evening in Cincinnati.
- 7:07She could not watch the shadows gathering around the room,
- 7:11but perhaps she understood better than most the clearest
- 7:15vision a person can possess is not sight with the
- 7:19eyes, but sight with the heart.
- 7:23And from the heart of a blind hymn writer came a prayer that many
- 7:27of us still sing today: Draw me nearer,
- 7:30nearer, blessed Lord. Perhaps today
- 7:33you and I should make it our prayer too. Lord, I know
- 7:37that I am thine. Now Draw me
- 7:41nearer. Thank you for joining us
- 7:45today on Traveler's Tales. Every story we discover along
- 7:48the journey reminds us that the truths of Scripture are meant to shape
- 7:53the way that we live. To continue your journey
- 7:56through God's Word, visit etj.bible, where you'll find Bible studies,
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- 8:04you know Christ and His Word more deeply.