Latest / Legally Brunette / The Stephen Patterson Interview
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- 0:01Speaker 1: Hi, guys, Welcome to another episode of Legally Brunettes. I
- 0:04Speaker 1: will be your host, Emily Simpson and.
- 0:08Speaker 2: Shane Did you forget your name? What happened there? I
- 0:12Speaker 2: forgot you were talking about me?
- 0:13Speaker 1: Oh yeah, you all right? I Normally I love that
- 0:18Speaker 1: we do this podcast and it's always legally based and
- 0:20Speaker 1: we never talked about housewives. But today we're just gonna
- 0:23Speaker 1: have to break that rule a little bit because we're
- 0:25Speaker 1: gonna have to talk about Wendy and Edwardespo. So, Wendy
- 0:30Speaker 1: is a star on the Real Housewives of Potomac along
- 0:34Speaker 1: with her husband Eddie, and the two of them are
- 0:36Speaker 1: facing multiple criminal charges in Carroll County, Maryland, which are
- 0:40Speaker 1: tied to one investigators allege was a staged burglary and
- 0:45Speaker 1: false insurance claims. Wendy was indicted on seven counts of
- 0:50Speaker 1: insurance fraud, eight counts of conspiracy to commit insurance fraud,
- 0:55Speaker 1: and one count of false statement to a police officer.
- 0:58Speaker 1: Edward was indicted on nine counts of insurance fraud, eight
- 1:01Speaker 1: counts of conspiracy to commit insurance fraud, and one count
- 1:05Speaker 1: of false statement to a police officer. According to county officials,
- 1:10Speaker 1: the couple was taken into custody on Thursday, October ninth,
- 1:13Speaker 1: following a grand jury indictment. Now, we were filming the
- 1:17Speaker 1: reunion on Thursday October ninth, So I like to put
- 1:19Speaker 1: myself in that position where I'm like sitting on a couch, probably.
- 1:23Speaker 2: Yelling at someone or getting yelled at.
- 1:25Speaker 1: Or getting yelled at one or the other, and Wendy
- 1:27Speaker 1: and her husband were taken into custody. You know, my
- 1:30Speaker 1: question is when I think about timelines, I filmed wife Swap,
- 1:33Speaker 1: and we know Wendy film Wive Swap as well. I
- 1:35Speaker 1: filmed it back in May, which means Wendy probably filmed
- 1:38Speaker 1: it in like the April May probably April is timeframe.
- 1:43Speaker 1: And I'm wondering if that at that time, if she
- 1:46Speaker 1: was aware that they were investigating.
- 1:50Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I don't know.
- 1:51Speaker 3: I don't.
- 1:52Speaker 2: Based on the little I read, it's like they were
- 1:54Speaker 2: gathering all this evidence behind the scenes without their knowledge,
- 1:58Speaker 2: searching for the the reported jewelry. Didn't they returned some
- 2:03Speaker 2: jewelry photos of jewel them wearing the jewelry after the fact.
- 2:07Speaker 2: They probably did their homework without disrupting and talking to
- 2:11Speaker 2: them to alert them so they could hide evidence.
- 2:13Speaker 1: Right, so when they arrested them on October ninth, I
- 2:17Speaker 1: believe did they search their home at the same time.
- 2:20Speaker 2: I would imagine so, So that.
- 2:21Speaker 1: Means that this report that they found like fifteen items
- 2:24Speaker 1: that were allegedly written as far as stolen items, but
- 2:28Speaker 1: they found them in the home means that they just
- 2:32Speaker 1: found them when they probably are. And there's when you
- 2:34Speaker 1: do it.
- 2:35Speaker 2: When you do an arrest, you do a sweep anyway
- 2:36Speaker 2: of the nearby areas. But if you have a warrant
- 2:38Speaker 2: to arrest them in the house, you're probably going to
- 2:40Speaker 2: have a warrant for the gathering of or searching of
- 2:43Speaker 2: evidence as well.
- 2:44Speaker 1: So authorities say the case stems from an April twenty
- 2:47Speaker 1: twenty four incident at the Espho's home, where they reported
- 2:50Speaker 1: that they had been burglarized while they were vacationing in Jamaica.
- 2:54Speaker 1: Investigators now claim the evidence didn't match that story, noting
- 2:57Speaker 1: that there was no force entry and no alarm activity.
- 3:00Speaker 1: I did read that they have an ADT alarm on
- 3:02Speaker 1: their home, but.
- 3:03Speaker 2: There was no Oh, so they didn't even think to
- 3:05Speaker 2: trigger or anything.
- 3:07Speaker 1: Well, I don't know, you know, that's the question is.
- 3:09Speaker 1: And again, this is all alleged, because you know, everyone's
- 3:13Speaker 1: in a cent until proven guilty.
- 3:15Speaker 2: However it appears to be guilty, it does.
- 3:17Speaker 1: It appeared to be guilty. But do you think this
- 3:20Speaker 1: was something that they concocted prior to going on vacation
- 3:25Speaker 1: and like thought out and planned, or do you think
- 3:27Speaker 1: it's something where you come home and you think, hmm,
- 3:29Speaker 1: we could have been burglarized while we were gone, we weren't.
- 3:33Speaker 2: I think they got ideas from all the celebrities getting
- 3:35Speaker 2: robbed while they're out of town or burglarized while they're
- 3:37Speaker 2: out of town, so they just thought, oh, we can
- 3:39Speaker 2: do the same thing and it'll look legit like we
- 3:42Speaker 2: just be like, oh, we're out of town, and people
- 3:43Speaker 2: knew because the social media, and we're famous and have
- 3:46Speaker 2: a lot of money, and they came and took everything
- 3:48Speaker 2: even though they didn't so.
- 3:50Speaker 1: Email records obtained by deputies showed that on April twelfth,
- 3:54Speaker 1: twenty twenty four, Eddie emailed the list of reportedly stolen
- 3:58Speaker 1: items to Windy. Now here's my question. I don't know
- 4:00Speaker 1: how the investigators accessed this email.
- 4:05Speaker 2: I don't know Mighty arrested them. Maybe they gathered but.
- 4:08Speaker 1: That would have been this was on October ninth. I mean,
- 4:10Speaker 1: we're just this article came out like two days later,
- 4:12Speaker 1: so I don't know. I'm saying they had to have
- 4:15Speaker 1: I feel like they had to have been aware that
- 4:17Speaker 1: they were being investigated because they had to have police
- 4:19Speaker 1: had to have confiscated their computers to be able to
- 4:24Speaker 1: access an email. I'm just trying to think of timeline,
- 4:28Speaker 1: like when she was aware that they were being investigated,
- 4:31Speaker 1: And I'm still trying to figure.
- 4:32Speaker 2: Out at least knocked on her door if it was.
- 4:34Speaker 1: Prior to filming WIFE'SWAP.
- 4:36Speaker 2: But that's the way crooks are. They don't. They don't
- 4:39Speaker 2: con artists, they don't. All I'm saying is it's not
- 4:41Speaker 2: paranoid like you and me of getting arrested. They think
- 4:44Speaker 2: they'll they're Scott freed. Look at Jenshaw wasn't the same way.
- 4:47Speaker 2: She's still doing it. She claimed innocence all the way
- 4:49Speaker 2: up until the court steps, and she had she knew
- 4:51Speaker 2: she was screwed.
- 4:52Speaker 1: So email records obtained by deputies showed that on April twelve,
- 4:55Speaker 1: twenty twenty four, at He emailed the list of reportedly
- 4:58Speaker 1: stolen items to Wendy. The email as if there were
- 5:01Speaker 1: quote additional high value items that we could add to
- 5:04Speaker 1: this inventory listening like Chanelle's shoes, et cetera.
- 5:07Speaker 2: Was the subject headlinely email conspiracy to commit fraud.
- 5:12Speaker 3: Like GotY?
- 5:13Speaker 2: Could they have been more obvious? I'm trying to.
- 5:15Speaker 1: Get the total to exceed four hundred and twenty three
- 5:18Speaker 1: thousand dollars, which is our policy maximum. So it's like,
- 5:22Speaker 1: what other items can we add to this list so
- 5:25Speaker 1: that we can get the maximum amount back.
- 5:27Speaker 2: Right at the.
- 5:28Speaker 1: Time of their arrest, the search and seizure warrant was
- 5:30Speaker 1: executed for Wendy and Eddie's home. Deputies found and we
- 5:33Speaker 1: just talked about this. At least fifteen items that appear
- 5:36Speaker 1: to be the same ones they claim to be stolen
- 5:38Speaker 1: during the alleged burglary. Look, I know Wendy is very intelligent.
- 5:41Speaker 1: She's the one with the four degrees. She always talks
- 5:43Speaker 1: about how educated she is and she has all these degrees.
- 5:45Speaker 2: Well, no one's saying you're dumb when you're coming in crimes.
- 5:48Speaker 2: This is poor choices.
- 5:49Speaker 1: Well, I would say, if you're going to list items
- 5:52Speaker 1: that were stolen and you're going to give them, at
- 5:55Speaker 1: least get rid of the items I mean, I know
- 5:57Speaker 1: some were returned, but apparently there's fifteen items that are
- 6:00Speaker 1: on the list that are still inside the home.
- 6:03Speaker 2: Academically she's smart, yes, Criminally she's stupid.
- 6:07Speaker 1: Well, there you go. The investigation also found that the
- 6:10Speaker 1: Oseppos were quote burdened by substantial debt. You know, I
- 6:15Speaker 1: don't know if that was the catalyst, that the instigating
- 6:17Speaker 1: factor where they had to debt.
- 6:19Speaker 2: From what you know, what people I shouldn't have someone
- 6:23Speaker 2: in their position shouldn't have debt to the point where
- 6:27Speaker 2: they have to commit crimes.
- 6:28Speaker 1: Well yeah, I mean, if you're if you have to
- 6:29Speaker 1: commit crimes to pay off your debt, then you probably
- 6:32Speaker 1: should have worked on the debt. But I think a
- 6:35Speaker 1: lot of people, a lot of people, I'm just making
- 6:37Speaker 1: a generalized statement, probably.
- 6:39Speaker 2: Mostly live without outside their means, live.
- 6:41Speaker 1: Outside their means, and are trying to to look bigger
- 6:46Speaker 1: than they are and badder than they are, and more
- 6:49Speaker 1: wealthy than they are. And you know, Instagram, social media
- 6:53Speaker 1: perpetuates that, you know, everybody wants to post their lavish
- 6:56Speaker 1: lifestyle and their vacations and their bags and their jewelry.
- 7:01Speaker 1: And then at the end of the day, you know,
- 7:03Speaker 1: it's a lot of It's smoke and mirrors. Wendy and
- 7:07Speaker 1: Edward were released on Friday, October tenth, after posting a
- 7:09Speaker 1: fifty thousand dollars bail that was for each. An addition,
- 7:13Speaker 1: Bravo has paused the series premiere of The Wife Swap.
- 7:15Speaker 1: And we talked about this because Wendy's episode was supposed
- 7:17Speaker 1: to be the first one, so it was slated to
- 7:19Speaker 1: appear as the first episode, which would be October fourteenth.
- 7:24Speaker 1: They're pushing it back a week, so the season premiere
- 7:27Speaker 1: of Wife Swap is now going to be next week,
- 7:29Speaker 1: and it's going to be Angie's episode.
- 7:31Speaker 2: The questions for the other family, Ah, oh yeah, it's
- 7:34Speaker 2: can be on next week, friends and family, let's all
- 7:37Speaker 2: watch it now.
- 7:37Speaker 1: It's like nope, yeah, but here's the question it talks about,
- 7:42Speaker 1: like it's postponed or they're pushing it back, but the
- 7:44Speaker 1: question is are they going to er it at all?
- 7:46Speaker 2: They're not going to air it, you don't think so. No,
- 7:49Speaker 2: they'll make a decision later.
- 7:51Speaker 1: A rep for Wendy told TMZ Doctor Wendy a Cephoe
- 7:54Speaker 1: and her husband Edward are back home safely with their
- 7:56Speaker 1: family and in good spirits. They are grateful for the
- 7:59Speaker 1: outpouring of cern and support from friends, fans, and colleagues.
- 8:02Speaker 1: They o Cephos, alongside their legal team, look forward to
- 8:05Speaker 1: their day in court. At this time, they respectfully asked
- 8:08Speaker 1: for privacy as they focus on their family and the
- 8:10Speaker 1: legal process ahead. You know, the other thing is said
- 8:12Speaker 1: they have three children, like three young children, you know,
- 8:15Speaker 1: and don't I don't know what's going to happen. I
- 8:16Speaker 1: assume they'll take I would assume they'll take some kind
- 8:19Speaker 1: of plea deal.
- 8:20Speaker 2: What do you think I would think sot a lot
- 8:22Speaker 2: of evidence.
- 8:22Speaker 1: There's a lot of evidence again disputable, right.
- 8:25Speaker 2: But you know, they probably won't serve time.
- 8:28Speaker 1: I don't think so either. I think they'll take a
- 8:30Speaker 1: please have.
- 8:30Speaker 2: More debt, commit more crimes to get out of the
- 8:34Speaker 2: debt for their lawyers.
- 8:35Speaker 1: Wendy Aseepho has been on Real Housewives of Potomac since
- 8:38Speaker 1: season five. She was a college professor of education teaching
- 8:41Speaker 1: at John Hopkins University before resigning in twenty twenty four.
- 8:44Speaker 2: See a lot of career and money earning opportunities.
- 8:46Speaker 1: Yeah, and she was a contributor to the Hill and MSNBC.
- 8:50Speaker 1: She has degrees from Temple University in John Hopkins and
- 8:52Speaker 1: a PhD in Public Affairs and Community development from Rutgers.
- 8:57Speaker 2: Again, we'll find how many seasons was she on a show.
- 9:00Speaker 1: I think she's been on since twenty twenty, so I
- 9:03Speaker 1: think she's been on Potomac five seasons, maybe four or five?
- 9:06Speaker 2: Wow? Yeah, lots of money, earning opportunities and platforms and
- 9:13Speaker 2: sucks for them.
- 9:15Speaker 1: Well you have to.
- 9:16Speaker 2: I don't can make crimes.
- 9:17Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't either.
- 9:18Speaker 2: I don't want to be on anyone else's podcast.
- 9:19Speaker 1: No, you know, oh I would. That was another thing
- 9:22Speaker 1: I did see an interview that just resurfaced because she
- 9:26Speaker 1: had done an interview a podcast with someone I don't
- 9:28Speaker 1: remember who it was, and he was interviewing her and
- 9:31Speaker 1: he had asked about the burglary and he said, oh,
- 9:35Speaker 1: you know, I read or heard that your home got burglarized.
- 9:38Speaker 1: I think it was right before you guys started filming.
- 9:40Speaker 1: Was that the timeline and her answer listen? Her answer
- 9:43Speaker 1: probably wouldn't have caused any sublition to it originally, but
- 9:47Speaker 1: now that we know what, we know what was a response,
- 9:49Speaker 1: it's a resurface. So people are now you know, you know,
- 9:52Speaker 1: analyzing it.
- 9:53Speaker 2: Right, Yeah, reading it differently.
- 9:54Speaker 1: Well, you know, when I watched it, it was interesting
- 9:56Speaker 1: because he was like, that was something about the timeline,
- 9:59Speaker 1: like it happened right before you started filming. And she
- 10:00Speaker 1: was like, hmm, I think so.
- 10:03Speaker 2: And I was like, I have to check my emails.
- 10:05Speaker 1: Oh yeah, let me check my emails. But I was
- 10:08Speaker 1: thinking to myself, if our home got burglarized, like for real,
- 10:11Speaker 1: got burglarized, day was exactly what day it was, I
- 10:15Speaker 1: would know the timeframe. And you know, my other question
- 10:18Speaker 1: or thought is, when you're on a reality show, your
- 10:22Speaker 1: life is out into in the public. It is magnified.
- 10:26Speaker 1: People are constantly digging into your past. There's Reddit threads,
- 10:30Speaker 1: they're talking about you constantly. I make sure, I mean
- 10:34Speaker 1: not that we've ever done anything. I mean, like I'm
- 10:38Speaker 1: overly cautious.
- 10:40Speaker 2: Wasn't there some housewife that like went crazy at like
- 10:43Speaker 2: a Quizno's or something and it was getting mad at.
- 10:46Speaker 3: Her and.
- 10:48Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know.
- 10:50Speaker 1: That was Jen Aiden from New Jersey.
- 10:52Speaker 2: Yeah, dumb exactly.
- 10:54Speaker 1: So I'm saying you're you're under scrutiny.
- 10:56Speaker 2: Like, well, first of all, that that behavior was inappropriate
- 10:58Speaker 2: regardless of who she was. I'm not talking about today.
- 11:03Speaker 1: I'm not stuck on the quiz nos. No, I'm back
- 11:05Speaker 1: to Wendy. I'm talking about how when you're on a
- 11:08Speaker 1: reality show and your life is under such scrutiny and
- 11:10Speaker 1: then you're going to commit, allegedly commit insurance fraud. Also,
- 11:15Speaker 1: there was another thing I read that I think that
- 11:19Speaker 1: and I don't know a lot about insurance, but apparently
- 11:22Speaker 1: they filed the the insurance claim with multiple insurance companies.
- 11:27Speaker 1: So I don't know if you're allowed to do that,
- 11:30Speaker 1: but it seems almost.
- 11:31Speaker 2: It depends on the policy whether they'll right.
- 11:33Speaker 1: But I don't know if that's double dipping or tripled.
- 11:35Speaker 2: Well, they were maximizing it clearly right. They're like, we're
- 11:38Speaker 2: going to commit a crime, Let's go all the way,
- 11:40Speaker 2: Let's go all out.
- 11:50Speaker 1: Stephan Patterson was wrongfully convicted of a gang shooting and
- 11:53Speaker 1: murdering of south central LA in two thousand and seven.
- 11:55Speaker 1: Despite having an alibi and two very plausible third suspects,
- 12:01Speaker 1: Stephan was convicted and sentenced to life in prison. So
- 12:04Speaker 1: on April fifteenth of two thousand and five, around five pm,
- 12:08Speaker 1: a group of about six Hispanic men belonging to that
- 12:11Speaker 1: it's called an F thirteen gang, including year Oliva and
- 12:15Speaker 1: Juan Sedana, were standing in front of an apartment complex
- 12:18Speaker 1: on sixty seventh Street and Parmley Street in Los Angeles.
- 12:22Speaker 1: During this time, Colleen and Riquez stood on the front
- 12:25Speaker 1: porch of her house while her mother Esther Gonzalez, was
- 12:28Speaker 1: watering their grass. Enrique saw a black man approach the
- 12:32Speaker 1: corner where six men were standing. The F thirteen members
- 12:35Speaker 1: shouted racial slurs and throughout gang signs toward the man.
- 12:39Speaker 1: The man also throughout gang signs in return, then turned
- 12:42Speaker 1: and walked down sixty sixth Street. About fifteen to twenty
- 12:46Speaker 1: minutes later, the same man returned with another individual. Enriquez
- 12:50Speaker 1: and Gonzalez remember this is the mother and daughter that
- 12:53Speaker 1: are outside their home, feared what might happen next, so
- 12:57Speaker 1: they went inside their home. Enriquez watched them man through
- 13:00Speaker 1: the front window of her home, while Gonzalez looked out
- 13:02Speaker 1: of a bedroom window, and Enrique saw a man that
- 13:05Speaker 1: she later identified as Patterson standing on Parmelay Street. Allegedly,
- 13:10Speaker 1: Patterson pulled out a handgun from the back of his
- 13:12Speaker 1: jacket and started shooting. His accomplice stood on the sidewalk
- 13:16Speaker 1: and had a handgun as well, and Rique heard the
- 13:19Speaker 1: shooters fire about five shots. After the two men finished shooting,
- 13:22Speaker 1: they ran off towards sixty seventh Street. Enrique saw Yer
- 13:26Speaker 1: Oliva on the ground and asked Gozalez that was the
- 13:29Speaker 1: mom to call nine one one. Yer Oliva died of
- 13:32Speaker 1: one gunshot wound to his face, entering at the right
- 13:35Speaker 1: lower lip. Now this is the identification, so Enrique's who
- 13:41Speaker 1: was a witness to all this, told Detective Mitch Robinson
- 13:44Speaker 1: she recognized one of the shooters but did not know
- 13:46Speaker 1: his name. She eventually identified Patterson. Later, it was determined
- 13:50Speaker 1: she was not able to see the events from her location,
- 13:53Speaker 1: and I believe she identified Stefan from photo lineup. However,
- 14:00Speaker 1: Utterson was actually on the phone in his house when
- 14:02Speaker 1: the shooting happened. He hung up the phone and went
- 14:05Speaker 1: to his porch when he heard the gun shots. Numerous
- 14:08Speaker 1: witnesses spotted Patterson standing on his porch shortly after hearing
- 14:12Speaker 1: the gunshots. The same witnesses watched as the two true
- 14:16Speaker 1: perpetrators ran past Patterson's house and continued to sixty seventh
- 14:20Speaker 1: in Compton Avenue. Stephen Patterson was a witness, just as
- 14:23Speaker 1: everyone else on the street. Was, and I know that
- 14:26Speaker 1: his neighbor was standing at his house across the street
- 14:30Speaker 1: saw him standing, and I believe they even exchanged words.
- 14:33Speaker 2: Or gestures, like they both shrugged and kind of like
- 14:36Speaker 2: what was that exactly?
- 14:37Speaker 1: So there are witnesses that can place him standing on
- 14:41Speaker 1: his porch when the gunshots went off. On March twenty
- 14:45Speaker 1: second of two thousand and six, Patterson was arrested and
- 14:48Speaker 1: subsequently charged with one count of murder with enhancements for
- 14:51Speaker 1: personal use of a firearm, discharge of a firearm, and
- 14:55Speaker 1: discharge of a firearm causing great bodily injury. On August ninth,
- 14:59Speaker 1: tw the jury found Patterson guilty of first degree murder
- 15:03Speaker 1: and found true all of Patterson's alleged enhancements. On July
- 15:07Speaker 1: seventeenth of two thousand and eight, Stephan Patterson was sentenced
- 15:09Speaker 1: to fifty years to life in state prison. He was
- 15:12Speaker 1: convicted of just nineteen years old and served a total
- 15:15Speaker 1: of eighteen years in prison. He maintained his innocence the
- 15:19Speaker 1: entire time.
- 15:20Speaker 2: And I think it's I always find important, Like when
- 15:23Speaker 2: he was arrested, he had to remain in jail throughout
- 15:27Speaker 2: his trial. I believe too, so he never had freedom
- 15:30Speaker 2: from the moment he was accused.
- 15:32Speaker 1: Now, the good thing about this case, if there is
- 15:34Speaker 1: a good thing, he did spend a lot of time
- 15:36Speaker 1: in prison. But however, the Edison Center became involved in
- 15:39Speaker 1: his case and discovered the actual identity of the two
- 15:42Speaker 1: true perpetrators. They presented this information to the Los Angeles
- 15:46Speaker 1: District Attorney's Conviction Integrity Unit, and on March eleventh of
- 15:50Speaker 1: twenty twenty four, the Edison Center and the Los Angeles
- 15:53Speaker 1: District Attorney filed a joint petition for rid of habeas
- 15:56Speaker 1: corpus and a joint motion for a finding of factual innocence.
- 16:00Speaker 1: Judge William C. Ryan exonerated Stephan Patterson and declared him
- 16:05Speaker 1: factually innocent, which.
- 16:07Speaker 2: Is different than now there's doubt, right, that's saying it
- 16:11Speaker 2: was not you, it was someone else, right.
- 16:14Speaker 1: And you know this is also a flaw with eyewitness identification,
- 16:18Speaker 1: because there was a woman who saw what happened, she
- 16:21Speaker 1: saw it from inside her home. She identified him. However,
- 16:24Speaker 1: there were lots of other identifications. He didn't really fit
- 16:28Speaker 1: the ID. But again, you have I don't know what
- 16:31Speaker 1: it is beure.
- 16:32Speaker 2: Well, there was also a lack of identification like people
- 16:34Speaker 2: that were eyewitnesses didn't want to speak up right, unfortunately,
- 16:38Speaker 2: at the expense of him serving time in jail.
- 16:41Speaker 1: All right, now that you guys have some background information
- 16:43Speaker 1: on Stephan's case, we're so excited to have Stephan with
- 16:46Speaker 1: us for an in person interview. We've talked before. I've
- 16:49Speaker 1: met with Stephan many, many times. We've had many conversations,
- 16:53Speaker 1: and I'd like to say, first of all, I love
- 16:55Speaker 1: how open that you always are to discussing what you've
- 16:59Speaker 1: been through you are now and being so open and
- 17:02Speaker 1: honest about it. And also, I think the second thing
- 17:05Speaker 1: that I always think about when I think about you
- 17:07Speaker 1: is how just what a ray of light you are
- 17:10Speaker 1: every time I'm around you. You have such a positive attitude.
- 17:14Speaker 1: You're always so happy and jovial and kind, and considering
- 17:18Speaker 1: what you've been through, I mean, the normal person probably
- 17:22Speaker 1: wouldn't be able to wake up every day and have
- 17:24Speaker 1: a smile on their face and be happy about life.
- 17:26Speaker 1: But every time I see you, you are so happy,
- 17:30Speaker 1: and I think that's such a testament to like your
- 17:33Speaker 1: soul and who you are. So beautiful, So thank you
- 17:36Speaker 1: for being here. We appreciate it. Now. What year was it?
- 17:39Speaker 1: When the Innocent Center took up your.
- 17:40Speaker 3: Case, it was like two thousand and nine.
- 17:43Speaker 1: Okay, so that was just so you were in prison
- 17:45Speaker 1: for about four years when they and then you were
- 17:48Speaker 1: released I believe back in twenty twenty four, So this
- 17:50Speaker 1: is recent, so you haven't been out for very.
- 17:54Speaker 3: Long, like maybe seventeen months.
- 17:56Speaker 1: Seventeen months now, okay, Now, when you were in prison
- 18:01Speaker 1: and you absolutely had nothing to do with this, tell me,
- 18:06Speaker 1: how how do you get through a day, just just
- 18:10Speaker 1: a day? How do you get through a day? How
- 18:12Speaker 1: do you wake up every morning? Just getting through?
- 18:15Speaker 3: I think I just breathe, Yeah, you know, I think
- 18:18Speaker 3: that's like a I'm trying to teach my little steps
- 18:21Speaker 3: now when he gets a little angry to breathe, you know,
- 18:25Speaker 3: because it's it was gut wrenching every day to hear
- 18:29Speaker 3: the sound of the doors closing and locking, like all
- 18:33Speaker 3: of it was just it was harsh, and the living
- 18:37Speaker 3: situation was harsh. So to get up every day was
- 18:41Speaker 3: very difficult. But I just I got up. I would
- 18:43Speaker 3: take a deep breath, head up, chest out, and just
- 18:46Speaker 3: I knew I was innocent. So it was like it
- 18:48Speaker 3: was like one of those things and like fight or
- 18:51Speaker 3: flight mode where I knew I had to survive it,
- 18:53Speaker 3: and I knew like being down and the dumps wasn't
- 18:55Speaker 3: going to do it for me, the person that I am.
- 18:58Speaker 3: So I learned how to cut hair and just do
- 19:00Speaker 3: little things to keep myself busy.
- 19:02Speaker 1: Oh that's interesting. So was that something they offered you,
- 19:06Speaker 1: like a course to be able to learn how to
- 19:07Speaker 1: cut here?
- 19:08Speaker 3: I just I wasn't comfortable, you know, with anyone cutting
- 19:11Speaker 3: my hair withol and stuff like that, right, So I
- 19:14Speaker 3: learned how to do my own and then I got
- 19:16Speaker 3: pretty good at it where people would see me and
- 19:17Speaker 3: ask me to do theirs, and before I knew it,
- 19:20Speaker 3: it was something that I was doing for people, you know.
- 19:23Speaker 1: Yeah, And yeah, that's interesting. And I know, so you
- 19:26Speaker 1: were in prison for twenty years? How did you get
- 19:30Speaker 1: through That's such a long amount of time to wake
- 19:33Speaker 1: up every day.
- 19:34Speaker 2: How old were you when you began your sentencing?
- 19:38Speaker 3: I was seventeen when it started. I was nineteen when
- 19:40Speaker 3: they sentenced.
- 19:41Speaker 2: Me, okay, And for those two years were you also
- 19:44Speaker 2: locked up?
- 19:45Speaker 3: Yeah?
- 19:46Speaker 2: Was bail available?
- 19:47Speaker 3: Bell was available? But it was so yes, okay, that
- 19:52Speaker 3: was almost impossible.
- 19:53Speaker 2: And then what facility were you.
- 19:55Speaker 3: Kept at the in the beginning, I was at Loss Padrinos,
- 19:58Speaker 3: and then they ended up sending me to them all
- 20:00Speaker 3: Santa's County jail and I was there for almost two
- 20:03Speaker 3: and a half years. Yeah.
- 20:05Speaker 1: You know, we talk a lot about false confessions, which
- 20:09Speaker 1: isn't your case, but also eyewitness testimony, which was what
- 20:13Speaker 1: convicted you. And I read a lot about your case,
- 20:17Speaker 1: and there were several eyewitnesses, and I would say all
- 20:20Speaker 1: the eyewitness reports, they all reported that there were two shooters.
- 20:23Speaker 1: They were all pretty consistent as to what they had
- 20:25Speaker 1: on what their appearance was. I do know that there
- 20:28Speaker 1: was just one witness that made a reference to possibly
- 20:32Speaker 1: seeing one of the shooters at your house, right, That
- 20:36Speaker 1: was where the connection was made, and then the police
- 20:39Speaker 1: went to your house. Is that correct? But your alibi
- 20:42Speaker 1: was as far as what I could read, And maybe
- 20:45Speaker 1: you can help with this out. You were at home,
- 20:48Speaker 1: and was your dad home with you or your grandfather
- 20:50Speaker 1: your grandfather, right, and you heard a shooting in your neighborhood, correct,
- 20:54Speaker 1: And then you did what any normal person would do.
- 20:57Speaker 1: You walked out onto your porch because there were cops
- 21:00Speaker 1: and there were things going on, correct, And you walked
- 21:02Speaker 1: out and you were like, what's going on? And then
- 21:04Speaker 1: wasn't there a neighbor right across the street from you
- 21:06Speaker 1: that also walked out at the same time, and you
- 21:08Speaker 1: were conversing right across the street, like what's going on?
- 21:10Speaker 1: Do you know? So your neighbors saw you, Yes, standing
- 21:14Speaker 1: on your porch outside in your neighborhood, not near the crimes,
- 21:19Speaker 1: not near the crime scene, just wanting to know what's
- 21:22Speaker 1: going on in your neighborhood. And then when did the
- 21:25Speaker 1: police come to what did did they come to question you?
- 21:29Speaker 1: What was after that?
- 21:30Speaker 3: Never? They never came to question me. I think it
- 21:34Speaker 3: was about a year later after this happened. Because in
- 21:36Speaker 3: my neighborhood is family oriented. It is a red line area.
- 21:40Speaker 3: Things do happen. They do have, you know, gangs and
- 21:43Speaker 3: stuff over there, but it was a family oriented nothing
- 21:46Speaker 3: like that had happened over there in the last thirty years.
- 21:50Speaker 2: What's why you came outside right right.
- 21:52Speaker 3: And it was more so coming outside was because I
- 21:55Speaker 3: seen the neighbors come outside. It was such a shock
- 21:58Speaker 3: and it was so loud you could just tell, so
- 22:00Speaker 3: that we felt like it was on our block. So
- 22:02Speaker 3: we came out to see what was going on. But
- 22:05Speaker 3: also just in case anyone needed any help, because that's
- 22:08Speaker 3: the way we were raised around there, you know, we
- 22:10Speaker 3: helped each other. And so came outside. There was nothing
- 22:15Speaker 3: going on, and then I noticed that a year later
- 22:21Speaker 3: they pulled me over and I noticed that they were
- 22:25Speaker 3: like following me, and then they pulled me over and
- 22:29Speaker 3: said I had a warrant for a ticket, like because
- 22:32Speaker 3: at the time I was driving, and they took me
- 22:35Speaker 3: for this ticket. And the next thing i know, I'm
- 22:38Speaker 3: being told that I'm facing murder charges. And this was
- 22:41Speaker 3: a whole year later. They never came and at the
- 22:43Speaker 3: time I had a drivers permit, so they knew where
- 22:47Speaker 3: I stayed. They never came to question me. They never
- 22:49Speaker 3: came to see if there was anything that I could
- 22:54Speaker 3: give them to show my innocence or anything. They just
- 22:57Speaker 3: always kind of put it off on me. And then
- 23:01Speaker 3: throughout the years of me fighting my case, I started
- 23:06Speaker 3: learning different things about my case that I didn't even
- 23:08Speaker 3: know because I'm not involved, you don't really know. And
- 23:10Speaker 3: then I'm seeing what they're putting together and I'm like,
- 23:13Speaker 3: I don't know this. I wasn't there this and that.
- 23:15Speaker 3: So it was just an uphill battle. And then for
- 23:18Speaker 3: whatever reason, I believe they just needed someone to blame.
- 23:22Speaker 3: Even the girl who testified against me to say that
- 23:25Speaker 3: I was the shooter. I don't even believe that she
- 23:28Speaker 3: really meant that. I don't think that she And maybe
- 23:31Speaker 3: it's just me being a person who's loving. I don't
- 23:33Speaker 3: even think that she knew the seriousness of what was
- 23:37Speaker 3: going on.
- 23:39Speaker 1: Now, was she the one that she was the daughter
- 23:41Speaker 1: that was with their mother and then they gave statements?
- 23:45Speaker 1: And was she the one that identified you from like
- 23:47Speaker 1: a six pack or something like a photo line up?
- 23:50Speaker 3: Yeah?
- 23:50Speaker 1: You know, and I'm not sure of the timeline of
- 23:52Speaker 1: when she did that, but maybe it was one of
- 23:54Speaker 1: those things where she identified you in a photo lineup
- 23:57Speaker 1: and then she just felt compelled to stick to it
- 24:00Speaker 1: instead of saying, you know, maybe I could possibly be wrong.
- 24:05Speaker 3: Yeah, but there were so many underlining things that happened
- 24:07Speaker 3: in that, like she was collhearsed a little bit. I
- 24:11Speaker 3: think they wanted I think the family wanted justice, and
- 24:14Speaker 3: rightfully so, and I think that they were looking for
- 24:17Speaker 3: someone to blame. And I think that I just being
- 24:20Speaker 3: young African American male, only black family on that street,
- 24:25Speaker 3: perpetrators ran down that street.
- 24:26Speaker 2: I just think it was your name put in the
- 24:29Speaker 2: How did they even know of you did the day
- 24:31Speaker 2: of the crime. Did they interview you so they had
- 24:33Speaker 2: your name on record? Is or someone just submit your name?
- 24:36Speaker 2: And then a year later they pulled you over.
- 24:37Speaker 3: No, they interviewed the whole block, and we all said
- 24:41Speaker 3: the same thing. We didn't really see nothing. We seen
- 24:43Speaker 3: two boys running down the street. We didn't really see nothing.
- 24:46Speaker 3: And then a year later I find out that this
- 24:50Speaker 3: girl was a witness when it first happened and said
- 24:53Speaker 3: that she thought it was the boy around the corner
- 24:56Speaker 3: and they just took X amount of time to actually
- 24:59Speaker 3: come and to arrest me. And why, I don't know.
- 25:03Speaker 3: I can't. I can't. I had no record, I had
- 25:06Speaker 3: never been in any trouble, you know. I I've always
- 25:09Speaker 3: thought that the law. I believe in the law, and
- 25:11Speaker 3: I thought that the laws for the lawless, and I
- 25:13Speaker 3: always believed in the justice system, you know. And I
- 25:17Speaker 3: just thought that this was going to pull over. I
- 25:19Speaker 3: never thought that I ever was going to go to prison.
- 25:22Speaker 3: I never thought I was going to ever have to,
- 25:24Speaker 3: you know, be sitting here. Yeah, and so, and then
- 25:28Speaker 3: you know what, when you're I was living my regular life.
- 25:31Speaker 3: You know, it was a tragedy that happened. We felt
- 25:34Speaker 3: really bad for the young man when it happened because
- 25:36Speaker 3: we knew everybody in the neighborhood. I went to Edison,
- 25:39Speaker 3: which is a school right across the street from where
- 25:42Speaker 3: I stayed. We all kind of knew each other growing up.
- 25:45Speaker 3: So it was it was heart It was heart wrenching.
- 25:47Speaker 3: It made everybody kind of want to stick to their
- 25:48Speaker 3: families and stay in the house. But I just think
- 25:52Speaker 3: they wanted someone to blame I. To this day, I'm
- 25:55Speaker 3: still baffled. I really can't give an answer why they
- 25:58Speaker 3: picked me because I didn't fit that. I didn't I
- 26:01Speaker 3: didn't fit the description. I didn't fit none of it.
- 26:04Speaker 3: I mean the guys they said the guys were like
- 26:07Speaker 3: one hundred and sixty two hundred and seventy pounds. That's
- 26:09Speaker 3: not my size at that time. I don't think you
- 26:11Speaker 3: were seventeen, Yeah, but I don't think I think. I
- 26:14Speaker 3: don't think I was that small since I was ten.
- 26:16Speaker 3: If I was a big kid, righty, So like pictures
- 26:19Speaker 3: of me and everything just proved it. It wasn't me, like,
- 26:22Speaker 3: you know, you wouldn't describe me as being that small.
- 26:25Speaker 3: That's a specific description. That's that's you know, and they
- 26:30Speaker 3: still convince.
- 26:31Speaker 2: It like someone saying it was six foot tall and
- 26:32Speaker 2: then they come after me right, like right.
- 26:37Speaker 3: It just was. It was. It was something that we
- 26:40Speaker 3: all were baffled by, and even to this day, I
- 26:44Speaker 3: stopped trying to figure it out. I think that's how
- 26:46Speaker 3: I was able to heal, be humble and kind of
- 26:49Speaker 3: be more joyful and have joy on my heart and
- 26:52Speaker 3: not blaming the people that put me there. I look
- 26:56Speaker 3: as well as there's someone who needs to be brought
- 26:58Speaker 3: to justice for what happened to this young man. People
- 27:02Speaker 3: need to be accountable for what happened to me. And
- 27:05Speaker 3: I want to be angry, but I can I'm free,
- 27:08Speaker 3: I'm free, I'm here with Emily, right. How can I
- 27:12Speaker 3: be angry at that? I want to be angry, but
- 27:14Speaker 3: it's just not in my heart. And I'm so grateful
- 27:16Speaker 3: that he did that for me, because the only person
- 27:19Speaker 3: can do that is God, to take that out of
- 27:21Speaker 3: your heart like that. You know, I'm not angry at nobody.
- 27:24Speaker 3: I'm not upset. I know that things happen. I'm not
- 27:28Speaker 3: a victim, you know. I am victorious in this in
- 27:31Speaker 3: so many ways, and now I can help.
- 27:34Speaker 1: That's such a good attitude to have stuff. And I swear,
- 27:36Speaker 1: anytime I get down on the dumps about anything, I'm
- 27:38Speaker 1: just gonna call you because because I mean, honestly, it's
- 27:46Speaker 1: such a perspective to really focus on, because at the
- 27:49Speaker 1: end of the day, we all get so caught up
- 27:51Speaker 1: in the minutia of our lives and all these things
- 27:53Speaker 1: that bother us or this person said this, or I'm
- 27:55Speaker 1: on a TV show and blah blah blah. People on
- 27:57Speaker 1: social media said mean stuff about me, and it weighs
- 28:01Speaker 1: me down, It bogs me down, you know. And then
- 28:03Speaker 1: I sit next to you and I listened to you,
- 28:05Speaker 1: and you you spent twenty years in prison for a
- 28:07Speaker 1: crime you did not commit, and you came out of
- 28:10Speaker 1: it with a joyful heart and not you know, hatred
- 28:15Speaker 1: towards anyone, and you're out here speaking and advocating, and
- 28:20Speaker 1: you know, I think we can all take a lesson
- 28:22Speaker 1: from that. I think, you know, when we all feel
- 28:24Speaker 1: like we're having a horrible dame and we're dealing with
- 28:25Speaker 1: a lot of terrible things, I mean, we can think
- 28:27Speaker 1: about you and what you went through, and I don't
- 28:31Speaker 1: know You're just such an inspiration. I feel that way
- 28:33Speaker 1: every time I speak to you. I really do, I
- 28:35Speaker 1: really do. And you know, also, I would assume that
- 28:39Speaker 1: when you were going through your actual trial that the
- 28:42Speaker 1: entire time that you were you were in trial, you
- 28:44Speaker 1: were thinking I'm going to be I'm going to be acquitted, right,
- 28:49Speaker 1: I mean, I'm sure you weren't sitting there ever thinking
- 28:52Speaker 1: that you were going to be convicted.
- 28:53Speaker 3: No, even after they I was convicted and during sentencing,
- 28:58Speaker 3: I had so much faith because of what we had
- 29:02Speaker 3: found out and what we had hired a new attorney
- 29:05Speaker 3: and he was working, and I had so much faith
- 29:08Speaker 3: that this was going to be overturned. I think it
- 29:11Speaker 3: was like maybe after my tenth year, I started like
- 29:16Speaker 3: really being drained and really realizing like, wait, this is real. Like,
- 29:21Speaker 3: you know, I think all that time I kind of
- 29:23Speaker 3: still had faith on my heart that this was going
- 29:26Speaker 3: to be overturned. I knew I was innocent, and I
- 29:29Speaker 3: think it was like my tenth year I kind of
- 29:31Speaker 3: sat back and I was like, Wow, you know, I
- 29:33Speaker 3: think I may have to spend the rest of my
- 29:34Speaker 3: life here.
- 29:36Speaker 2: Well, you spent twenty years. What was your original sentencing?
- 29:38Speaker 3: Though it was fifty to life. It was fifty to life,
- 29:42Speaker 3: and I was actually preparing for board before I was released.
- 29:45Speaker 3: A lot of people don't know this. So I had
- 29:47Speaker 3: fifty the life, but it was with the possibility of parole.
- 29:50Speaker 3: So they wanted me to do twenty five years, and
- 29:53Speaker 3: if I had done the programs and had a good
- 29:57Speaker 3: behavioral time in prison, that they would release me.
- 30:02Speaker 2: So you were preparing for something that may take place
- 30:05Speaker 2: in twenty five years. Yes, that was your backup plan.
- 30:08Speaker 3: Yes. And the only thing I think deterred me from
- 30:12Speaker 3: that at the end was that they wanted me to
- 30:14Speaker 3: be accountable. They wanted me to take accountability. They wanted
- 30:18Speaker 3: me to stand up and say, hey, I did this.
- 30:21Speaker 3: I know it was wrong, I shouldn't have done it,
- 30:24Speaker 3: and I would like to go back into society for X,
- 30:27Speaker 3: Y and Z. I've done the best I could to
- 30:29Speaker 3: redeem myself. But even going to the board, like, how
- 30:33Speaker 3: can you say the time that I did twenty five years,
- 30:37Speaker 3: even if I had a clean slate, is enough time
- 30:40Speaker 3: for that young man's life. You know? It's like, I
- 30:43Speaker 3: appreciate that they have that system, and I think that
- 30:46Speaker 3: that system work. I think that we make mistakes, and
- 30:49Speaker 3: I think that people should have redemption. But for me,
- 30:52Speaker 3: being an innocent person, to stand up and said I
- 30:54Speaker 3: did something that I didn't do, I couldn't stomach it.
- 30:57Speaker 3: So I battled with that. I went back and forth.
- 31:00Speaker 3: If I used to call my attorneys and tell them, like,
- 31:02Speaker 3: I don't know how I'm supposed to stand up if
- 31:04Speaker 3: I'm able to go to board. Because they had this
- 31:07Speaker 3: SB two sixty law which said that if you got
- 31:09Speaker 3: convicted and you were twenty five or younger, that they
- 31:12Speaker 3: would try you as a juvenile. They would take that
- 31:15Speaker 3: into consideration. And being that I was so young, I
- 31:17Speaker 3: fell under that law. So they were gonna pull me.
- 31:20Speaker 3: I think six months prior to me coming home to
- 31:24Speaker 3: them finding out that I was wrongfully convicted, they were
- 31:26Speaker 3: gonna pull me early to go to the board. And
- 31:29Speaker 3: I had I had, I have been I have been
- 31:31Speaker 3: cleaned for a while. I had been taking building resilience
- 31:34Speaker 3: and anger management and a VP alternative to violence.
- 31:38Speaker 2: Had to know what you really needed, No, but you
- 31:41Speaker 2: were just going through the motion to say that you
- 31:44Speaker 2: know you're right right right.
- 31:46Speaker 3: And I had so many milestones and so many things
- 31:49Speaker 3: I accomplished, but you know, what I will. I did
- 31:52Speaker 3: need it because I grew up in a redline area,
- 31:55Speaker 3: like I took AA and I had never been an
- 31:57Speaker 3: alcoholic but now but now now I drink and I
- 32:01Speaker 3: use those steps to colporate it, right, So it was
- 32:04Speaker 3: almost preparing me. I feel like it was preparing me
- 32:07Speaker 3: for now. That's the reason why I'm able to have
- 32:09Speaker 3: a little bit of of resistance to certain things going
- 32:14Speaker 3: to certain areas because I know better. You know, we
- 32:17Speaker 3: all were taught one way when we grew up, and
- 32:20Speaker 3: it's our upbringing, and I just was taught different, Like
- 32:22Speaker 3: my lessons were harder because I knew better. Other people,
- 32:26Speaker 3: you know, they grew up in these areas and it
- 32:28Speaker 3: goes down from like the grandparents to their parents and
- 32:31Speaker 3: then it trinkles down to them. It's just generational curse.
- 32:35Speaker 3: And so I knew better. You know, I didn't. I
- 32:37Speaker 3: didn't grow up. I grew up in a middle class
- 32:39Speaker 3: African American family, so I didn't grow up, you know,
- 32:42Speaker 3: not having the proper things. I didn't grow up in
- 32:44Speaker 3: an abusive home. I just didn't grow up like that.
- 32:47Speaker 3: So for the people who did, that's why my hardest
- 32:50Speaker 3: the way it is now, I feel really rody for
- 32:53Speaker 3: them because they had it hard like I had it hard,
- 32:55Speaker 3: but they had it hard. You know, they're the ones
- 32:58Speaker 3: who suffer differently. So I like, she said, what can
- 33:01Speaker 3: I How can I say I'm dealing with harsh times
- 33:06Speaker 3: when you got someone who's probably been physically abused when
- 33:08Speaker 3: they were a child, you know, So those things carry me,
- 33:12Speaker 3: and they liked my heart, and I walked soft because
- 33:16Speaker 3: I've been in a place where I've had to be
- 33:18Speaker 3: tough and I'm just done with it. I'm done. I'm
- 33:21Speaker 3: so done with that.
- 33:23Speaker 1: You know, how's your mom.
- 33:25Speaker 3: She's doing well, She's doing well.
- 33:27Speaker 1: And I know your mom was a huge supporter of
- 33:30Speaker 1: you the entire time. She hired a private investigator, correct,
- 33:34Speaker 1: I mean, she knew you were innocent. She was doing
- 33:35Speaker 1: everything possible. And was there anything that came out of
- 33:39Speaker 1: her hiring the private investigator? Was there any information that
- 33:42Speaker 1: helped with your release from that?
- 33:45Speaker 3: Very much? So he went out and we found out
- 33:48Speaker 3: that there were so many people who've seen what happened,
- 33:51Speaker 3: but they didn't want to say anything. And I understood
- 33:53Speaker 3: that being in the growing up in that neighborhood, so
- 33:56Speaker 3: they wanted to come and help, but they just they
- 33:58Speaker 3: just couldn't. And in the end, I think they finally
- 34:01Speaker 3: just was like, you know what, this is just too much.
- 34:04Speaker 3: And a lot of people have stepped up to help
- 34:06Speaker 3: me and and prove my innocence, and especially my mother.
- 34:09Speaker 3: I was mentioning my mother. That's another reason why I'm
- 34:13Speaker 3: so humble, because you know, imagine, you know, you have children,
- 34:18Speaker 3: Imagine one of your children at seventeen being taken and
- 34:21Speaker 3: there's nothing you can do, Like you know, she did
- 34:24Speaker 3: that time with me, and a lot of people don't
- 34:26Speaker 3: know how hurt and how much trauma she has. Like
- 34:31Speaker 3: I'm still young, I'm thirty eight years old, but my
- 34:34Speaker 3: mother's in her seventies and she's still like she still can't,
- 34:38Speaker 3: like she doesn't like slamming doors and different little things,
- 34:42Speaker 3: so she had I feel like she has more trauma
- 34:44Speaker 3: than I do. For me. Yes, I have two other siblings.
- 34:48Speaker 2: With a younger older I'm just wondering what it was like.
- 34:50Speaker 3: My brothers he's five years older than me, and my
- 34:52Speaker 3: sister she's the youngest.
- 34:53Speaker 2: So so you were the middle child that was yes.
- 34:57Speaker 3: Yes, and and and a big at the time, you know,
- 35:00Speaker 3: a big. It was a big piece of our family.
- 35:04Speaker 3: You know, I was always the outspoken one. I was
- 35:06Speaker 3: always the one willing to step up and take the blow.
- 35:08Speaker 3: And I get that from my mother. My father passed
- 35:11Speaker 3: when I was five years old, so I didn't have
- 35:13Speaker 3: him in my life. But my mother was both and
- 35:17Speaker 3: she played the position of both. She was an RN
- 35:19Speaker 3: registered nurse and she just she did all that she could.
- 35:22Speaker 2: And she was single at this time. Yes, so she
- 35:25Speaker 2: was a single mother, yes, with through your children at
- 35:27Speaker 2: home in one taken away.
- 35:28Speaker 3: Yes. Yes, And you know what, I owe her everything
- 35:34Speaker 3: I do. You know, I don't always get a chance
- 35:36Speaker 3: to express that to her, but I owe her everything.
- 35:40Speaker 3: She's She's just been such She's my best friend. She's
- 35:43Speaker 3: been so much of an advocate for me and rooting
- 35:47Speaker 3: for me. When I had no one to root for me,
- 35:50Speaker 3: she rooted for me. And there was time. There's just
- 35:53Speaker 3: one thing I want to share, what you guys, she said,
- 35:54Speaker 3: and maybe it can it can help you, right, she
- 35:57Speaker 3: told me. One day I called her and now, what's
- 36:00Speaker 3: going through so much grief? And I say, you know,
- 36:02Speaker 3: you don't understand. There's no one here to talk to
- 36:06Speaker 3: me when I needed, or to hug me when I
- 36:08Speaker 3: need a hugg and she told me to hug myself.
- 36:10Speaker 3: And I thought that that was so harsh, but it
- 36:12Speaker 3: got me through my journey because I'm the only person
- 36:16Speaker 3: at that time that was there for me. She just
- 36:18Speaker 3: taught me how to stand in my own lane and
- 36:21Speaker 3: stand on my own two feet as a man. And
- 36:23Speaker 3: that's why I say, like, women are just like so
- 36:26Speaker 3: powerful in this world. They don't get enough credit, but
- 36:29Speaker 3: they do so much. They're behind us so much, but
- 36:33Speaker 3: there are so powerful and they do so many great
- 36:35Speaker 3: things for us.
- 36:36Speaker 2: Well more so, she was your mother, so yeah.
- 36:39Speaker 3: And even the women that I've dated, they throughout my journey,
- 36:42Speaker 3: since I've been home, they've all left me with a
- 36:44Speaker 3: piece of them. And the piece that they left was
- 36:47Speaker 3: just it helped me grow into who I am. It
- 36:50Speaker 3: really did, and I have to give them credit. There's
- 36:52Speaker 3: so many people in my life that I've met that
- 36:54Speaker 3: have given me my strength that I needed when I
- 36:57Speaker 3: got out here, and majority of the were women. I
- 36:59Speaker 3: have to be honest, good, that's the truth. That's the truth.
- 37:11Speaker 2: At what point in time, if any I don't want
- 37:13Speaker 2: to put words about, did you come to have some
- 37:15Speaker 2: peace and just kind of accept things When.
- 37:19Speaker 1: He was a prisoner afterwards.
- 37:21Speaker 2: Either, but peace with yourself where you were just content, right,
- 37:25Speaker 2: because I imagine happiness was hard to come by in prison.
- 37:29Speaker 2: Like peace and happiness are a little bit different. So
- 37:31Speaker 2: for Pea, did you have any peace at all?
- 37:34Speaker 3: I did? You know? I had. They had gave lifers
- 37:37Speaker 3: back their family visits, and I was able to this
- 37:41Speaker 3: is in prison, and I was able to have my
- 37:44Speaker 3: wife with me at the time, Tamaya, and she was
- 37:48Speaker 3: able to give me a peace of the world that
- 37:51Speaker 3: I wasn't receiving because I was locked up, you know,
- 37:53Speaker 3: just different little things, being able to see a refrigerator
- 37:56Speaker 3: and a real bad and.
- 37:59Speaker 2: Was it visit where you got to go into a
- 38:01Speaker 2: little apartment and have a long time.
- 38:04Speaker 3: Yes, yes, And so that that gave me a sense
- 38:07Speaker 3: of hope and a sense of relief because I was
- 38:09Speaker 3: starting to feel more a sense of normalcy, you know,
- 38:13Speaker 3: not being around men all day and just having someone
- 38:16Speaker 3: besides myself to hug me and do different things, you know.
- 38:19Speaker 3: So that gave me. And then when I got out,
- 38:21Speaker 3: I think what gave me a sense of peace was
- 38:23Speaker 3: I didn't really when I when I first when they
- 38:25Speaker 3: first let me out, I didn't really have nothing to
- 38:28Speaker 3: come home to. There was no compensation then, and there
- 38:34Speaker 3: was no transitional housing then. But my attorney's Jazmine and
- 38:38Speaker 3: Mike and a lot of other people. Forgive me if
- 38:41Speaker 3: I forgot to mention your name, but they helped me
- 38:43Speaker 3: throughout this process and are still helping me. Like, there's
- 38:47Speaker 3: so many things that they did for me that gave
- 38:49Speaker 3: me a peace of mind that made me feel more comfortable.
- 38:51Speaker 3: Like I wasn't by myself. I had my family, but
- 38:54Speaker 3: I had been gone for so long. You know, I
- 38:57Speaker 3: had been gone for so long. So I knew them,
- 38:59Speaker 3: but I didn't know them, and they didn't know they
- 39:00Speaker 3: knew me. And you know, people were getting out of
- 39:03Speaker 3: prison after twenty years, even me now, person that got
- 39:06Speaker 3: out would be a little skeptical, like you know this guy, Okay, yeah, sure,
- 39:10Speaker 3: you know, because those are harsh living situations and sometimes
- 39:14Speaker 3: people go in one way and they come out another,
- 39:17Speaker 3: you know, and it's because of where they were at
- 39:20Speaker 3: for so long, institutionalized, and so yeah.
- 39:24Speaker 1: You know, I think that's you know, that's why I
- 39:26Speaker 1: enjoy the work that I do at the Enocent Center
- 39:28Speaker 1: so much, is because people. First of all, I think
- 39:31Speaker 1: people don't think that so many people can be wrongly convicted.
- 39:34Speaker 1: It's not something you think. You think in a general
- 39:36Speaker 1: sense that the justice system works, and if people are
- 39:39Speaker 1: in prison it's because they committed a crime, and we
- 39:41Speaker 1: know that that's not always the case. Also, when you're
- 39:45Speaker 1: exonerated and you're let out, first of all, how did
- 39:48Speaker 1: you find out that you were going to be exonerated,
- 39:51Speaker 1: and the fact that you're factually innocent, which is different
- 39:53Speaker 1: because there's other times where people get out of prison
- 39:56Speaker 1: because of parole or something like that. But you were
- 39:59Speaker 1: deemed it's actually innocent, so you got to walk away
- 40:02Speaker 1: and then you didn't have to go through anything else.
- 40:04Speaker 1: There wasn't any hearings or parole bordering.
- 40:06Speaker 2: That was the result of the eyewitnesses coming out.
- 40:08Speaker 3: Yes, okay, yes, what.
- 40:10Speaker 1: Did that feel like?
- 40:11Speaker 3: In that moment, it was really scary because I didn't
- 40:14Speaker 3: know if it was going to actually happen. And then
- 40:17Speaker 3: the way that it happened was they came and got me.
- 40:20Speaker 3: I had just got off of work. I started doing
- 40:21Speaker 3: a construction job I had been doing for like three years.
- 40:24Speaker 3: We were helping rebuild the prison, and they came and
- 40:27Speaker 3: got me from work. And they put me an asset,
- 40:31Speaker 3: and normally when they do that, it's because you're in trouble.
- 40:35Speaker 3: And so no one could ever tell me what was
- 40:37Speaker 3: going on and what was going to happen. And then like,
- 40:39Speaker 3: what did they put you in an asset? The whole
- 40:42Speaker 3: Oh it's called that said, and I didn't know what
- 40:45Speaker 3: was going to happen. And then I finally got ahold
- 40:48Speaker 3: of my attorney and he told me it was like,
- 40:51Speaker 3: you know, you got great chances of you coming home,
- 40:53Speaker 3: and they just want you to be safe, and they
- 40:56Speaker 3: put me an asset. And then from there it just
- 40:59Speaker 3: was like everything start happening so fast. I mean I
- 41:03Speaker 3: couldn't eat it.
- 41:05Speaker 2: I mean because it was just racing through your head,
- 41:07Speaker 2: this possibility.
- 41:09Speaker 3: It wasn't like there was something that was filed and
- 41:12Speaker 3: I was waiting on a response for me from the courts.
- 41:16Speaker 3: I didn't know. And it's another thing I want people
- 41:18Speaker 3: to know, especially if you have families that are waiting
- 41:22Speaker 3: on their turn to be released with a foster accused.
- 41:24Speaker 3: We sometimes we don't see what's going on, but all
- 41:27Speaker 3: the magic is happening, like all of the blessings are happening.
- 41:30Speaker 3: These lawyers are working so hard, but we don't see it,
- 41:34Speaker 3: and we just kind of feel like nothing's going on,
- 41:36Speaker 3: no one's helping, But it's happening. And it happened to me.
- 41:39Speaker 3: It happened to me out of nowhere, and before I
- 41:42Speaker 3: knew it, I was in the courtroom and the judge
- 41:45Speaker 3: agreed to everything, the DA agreed to everything, and they
- 41:48Speaker 3: were releasing me.
- 41:49Speaker 2: And how long was that period when they put you
- 41:52Speaker 2: in the hole until you were actually released? Do you
- 41:54Speaker 2: know how long a time?
- 41:55Speaker 3: It was about fifteen days two weeks, so that's fast,
- 41:59Speaker 3: about two weeks.
- 42:00Speaker 1: But I can understand. I bet the amount of anxiety
- 42:02Speaker 1: you had during those the two week time period must
- 42:05Speaker 1: have just been because on one hand, you don't really
- 42:08Speaker 1: want to celebrate, right because you don't want your mind
- 42:11Speaker 1: to go there, because if you allow your mind to
- 42:13Speaker 1: go there and then it doesn't work out, then you
- 42:16Speaker 1: have to go through that depression and that morning state.
- 42:19Speaker 2: Maybe if it was one year into it, you'd start
- 42:21Speaker 2: to get excited, but you had been there for twenty years,
- 42:23Speaker 2: sow you know what could be, which is another twenty years.
- 42:28Speaker 3: And then my attorneys they were so like, they handled
- 42:32Speaker 3: it so well with me, but they always let me
- 42:35Speaker 3: know like this. Of course, there's always a chance that
- 42:37Speaker 3: it could call the opposite way. They were always trying
- 42:40Speaker 3: to prepare me chest in case, but they would also
- 42:43Speaker 3: nudge me and let me know you're all right, like
- 42:45Speaker 3: it's going to be good, you know. And so when
- 42:47Speaker 3: I finally got released, I don't think I finally realized
- 42:51Speaker 3: that I was really released until like maybe two three
- 42:54Speaker 3: months into it. I think I still was worried if
- 42:57Speaker 3: something was going.
- 42:58Speaker 2: To happen, you're going to come down, knock your doors.
- 43:00Speaker 3: And I just had to really come into myself and
- 43:03Speaker 3: my own and say, hey, you're innocent, you never deserve
- 43:08Speaker 3: to be there. You don't have to feel this way.
- 43:11Speaker 3: They did this for a reason, and you need to
- 43:14Speaker 3: just really relax, and I start, I start taking my
- 43:17Speaker 3: own advice. I start breathing and working. Working for anybody
- 43:21Speaker 3: who's just getting released is the main thing you have
- 43:23Speaker 3: to work.
- 43:24Speaker 2: So that's really interesting. When you're in prison, you had
- 43:26Speaker 2: to figure out a way to be at peace, and
- 43:28Speaker 2: then when you got out of prison, you again had
- 43:31Speaker 2: to figure out a way to be at peace.
- 43:32Speaker 1: Yes, what's the first thing that you think about that
- 43:35Speaker 1: you need to do? Is it finding a job. Is
- 43:37Speaker 1: that because they released you, which is great, you're exonerated.
- 43:40Speaker 1: But these are the conversations we've had before when with
- 43:43Speaker 1: the Enoson Center, is that there's no program, there's no
- 43:47Speaker 1: there's no transition. It's like you've just spent twenty years
- 43:50Speaker 1: in prison and now you're released and they let you
- 43:54Speaker 1: out the door and you walk away, and then it's
- 43:57Speaker 1: like good riddance. Now figure foul and you you don't
- 44:01Speaker 1: have a job, you don't have any compensation for being
- 44:03Speaker 1: in prison for twenty years. You have changed. I remember
- 44:07Speaker 1: you telling me when you're at my house that, like
- 44:09Speaker 1: an iPhone was something completely new to you.
- 44:13Speaker 2: Well, let's because of what year were you sentenced.
- 44:16Speaker 3: I was sentence, I think you said. Or no, I
- 44:18Speaker 3: was sentenced in two thousand and eight.
- 44:20Speaker 2: Eight, but five was the year of the crime, So
- 44:24Speaker 2: from eight to twenty twenty four, twenty twenty four.
- 44:27Speaker 3: Yeah, like when I when I left, I think we
- 44:29Speaker 3: had those chirp nick telephones, and so.
- 44:33Speaker 2: Yeah, we're making phones identify where we are. Nonetheless, but
- 44:37Speaker 2: it's communication. It's it's way of getting about your day.
- 44:41Speaker 2: So you come out it's almost a foreign language in
- 44:44Speaker 2: some areas.
- 44:44Speaker 3: Of altechnology, and even traveling, it was hard for me
- 44:49Speaker 3: to the GPS, things like, am I going the right way?
- 44:54Speaker 3: This GPS is telling me forty five minutes out? Am
- 44:57Speaker 3: I going to take this chance and be way trusted?
- 45:01Speaker 2: Right?
- 45:01Speaker 3: And so? But now I'm doing much better. You know.
- 45:04Speaker 3: Now I'm learning how to get to places without using
- 45:07Speaker 3: the GPS, just side of memory. And I'm still having
- 45:11Speaker 3: a hard time with these iPhones.
- 45:13Speaker 1: I still have a hard time.
- 45:15Speaker 2: Yeah, that's important.
- 45:18Speaker 1: But what was it like when you got out? What
- 45:21Speaker 1: was it like reconnecting with your family?
- 45:22Speaker 3: Now?
- 45:22Speaker 1: I know you were always close with your mom, so
- 45:24Speaker 1: I assume that that relationship probably was just took off.
- 45:27Speaker 1: But did you have any trouble reconnecting with your siblings?
- 45:31Speaker 1: Was it difficult to kind of feel like you've found
- 45:34Speaker 1: your place back into your family? I mean, you've been
- 45:36Speaker 1: gone for twenty years and their lives had all gone on,
- 45:39Speaker 1: and now you just have to jump back in.
- 45:42Speaker 3: I did it. It's really difficult. Even now, it's really
- 45:45Speaker 3: difficult because we're getting to learn each other again. You know,
- 45:49Speaker 3: when I left, I believe my sister was thirteen fourteen, Yeah,
- 45:53Speaker 3: and so actually she was twelve when.
- 45:56Speaker 2: I left, very young.
- 45:57Speaker 3: Yeah, very very young. And then now she's a one,
- 46:00Speaker 3: you know, and so respecting boundaries and just on both ends,
- 46:05Speaker 3: you know, like she doesn't want me calling trying a
- 46:07Speaker 3: big brother her, and then there's a part of me
- 46:10Speaker 3: that wants to be protective. I want to make sure
- 46:12Speaker 3: that whatever that I've learned in my life I give
- 46:15Speaker 3: her because we should be able to learn from each
- 46:17Speaker 3: other's mistakes. You shouldn't have to make the same mistakes
- 46:20Speaker 3: I made, And not that I thought she would, but
- 46:22Speaker 3: it was always good for me to give it to
- 46:24Speaker 3: her just in case she has a child, a young boy, whatever,
- 46:27Speaker 3: just to kind of give her that extra heads up
- 46:31Speaker 3: on what could happen and how it happened to me.
- 46:33Speaker 3: And she was very receptive. But you know, it's being
- 46:37Speaker 3: away from someone for that long. You still have to
- 46:40Speaker 3: build that. You have to because.
- 46:43Speaker 2: You you probably were released and you still have visions
- 46:47Speaker 2: of your memories are when she was twelve. Yeah, that's
- 46:49Speaker 2: where you that's where time stopped for you and your
- 46:52Speaker 2: relationship with her. Yeah, you come back and you still
- 46:55Speaker 2: know her as a twelve. I'm sure maybe you had visits.
- 46:57Speaker 2: I don't know, but you know her. Really, your relationship
- 47:00Speaker 2: was with a twelve year old and now she's thirty
- 47:01Speaker 2: two or whatever. Yeah, thirty and yeah, and you have
- 47:04Speaker 2: to or as a thirty year old.
- 47:06Speaker 3: Now right, and you know what she and vice versa.
- 47:11Speaker 3: They still treat me like I was just that I'm
- 47:14Speaker 3: this young kid. Yeah, yeah, that's right, and it's it's
- 47:17Speaker 3: when you've been controlled for so long like that you
- 47:21Speaker 3: kind of don't want to be controlled. And so in
- 47:23Speaker 3: the beginning, it was like people will try to give
- 47:25Speaker 3: me advice, and I wasn't receptive because I was like,
- 47:28Speaker 3: you know, yeah, I could see if you had it together.
- 47:33Speaker 3: If you had it together and you give me the advice,
- 47:35Speaker 3: I'll take it wholeheartedly. But if we're both on the
- 47:38Speaker 3: same page, like we're learning as we go, we can
- 47:41Speaker 3: be there for each other, but not the guiding part
- 47:43Speaker 3: of it. I just I wasn't comfortable. I wasn't ready
- 47:46Speaker 3: to accept like someone kind of helping me guide me
- 47:50Speaker 3: that I felt wasn't in a good position. But I
- 47:53Speaker 3: feel differently now because what they did for me was
- 47:56Speaker 3: give me a direction. You know, you can point someone
- 47:58Speaker 3: in the right direction, it's up to them to take
- 48:00Speaker 3: it and along your journey. If it doesn't go right,
- 48:03Speaker 3: you can always detour. So that well, my siblings, that's
- 48:08Speaker 3: where it's at right now. We're learning each other. We're
- 48:11Speaker 3: coming into who we are and learning who we are,
- 48:14Speaker 3: and it's thereship.
- 48:17Speaker 2: And you mentioned you're married. Yes, how long have you
- 48:20Speaker 2: been married?
- 48:21Speaker 3: I've been married to me and to mine has been
- 48:23Speaker 3: married for ten years. We are more best friends than
- 48:30Speaker 3: married right now.
- 48:31Speaker 2: That might be better than married and not best friends.
- 48:36Speaker 3: That's my best friend. She has all of the right
- 48:41Speaker 3: intentions for me, and I trust her, and it's very
- 48:44Speaker 3: hard to find people that you trust. And I think
- 48:48Speaker 3: me and her relationship started while I was in prison.
- 48:51Speaker 3: We've been known each other for over thirty five years,
- 48:53Speaker 3: but our relationship started while I was in prison. So
- 48:57Speaker 3: to have a relationship in prison family visit once every
- 49:01Speaker 3: ninety days is not the same as living together knowing
- 49:05Speaker 3: each other like, that's a big different And so we're
- 49:08Speaker 3: learning each other, getting to know each other. And we're
- 49:10Speaker 3: great friends.
- 49:11Speaker 2: So you knew her prior to being sentenced. Oh yeah, okay,
- 49:14Speaker 2: oh yeah, yeah, you truly are.
- 49:15Speaker 3: We grew up to great You know.
- 49:17Speaker 1: That's interesting that you said that, though, because having a
- 49:19Speaker 1: relationship or a marriage in prison is completely different than
- 49:22Speaker 1: when you're released. And then you try to have a marriage,
- 49:25Speaker 1: you know, and it might work when you're in prison,
- 49:27Speaker 1: Like you said, you can only see each other ninety
- 49:29Speaker 1: I mean, Shane. If I only saw Shane every ninety days,
- 49:31Speaker 1: I feel like we probably never have any arguments. It
- 49:35Speaker 1: probably work out great. But I see him every day,
- 49:38Speaker 1: so and that's different.
- 49:40Speaker 3: You know.
- 49:40Speaker 1: So you're in prison having a relationship one way, and
- 49:43Speaker 1: you see each other every ninety days or whatever, and
- 49:45Speaker 1: you have only a limited amount of time, and you
- 49:47Speaker 1: talk about what you need to talk about, and then
- 49:49Speaker 1: you get released and you're like, wait, now I have
- 49:51Speaker 1: to see this person every day and I have to
- 49:53Speaker 1: figure out how to navigate life with them every day
- 49:56Speaker 1: and finances and all those things.
- 49:58Speaker 2: And she has a routine's been doing this already. And
- 50:02Speaker 2: then someone comes in and it's probably saying, I don't
- 50:05Speaker 2: like burritos. Can we have this?
- 50:07Speaker 3: Absolutely right? Absolutely right? And then you know, I'm a
- 50:10Speaker 3: very I would like to believe I'm a very loving person,
- 50:15Speaker 3: and so I'm really hands on and not for her.
- 50:20Speaker 3: Not having someone around that long, it kind of can
- 50:25Speaker 3: be a little overbearing, overbearing, And so I had to
- 50:29Speaker 3: learn that I had to learn that. And then I
- 50:30Speaker 3: because I was feeling some type of way like wait
- 50:32Speaker 3: a minute, what do you mean I'm here now? Is
- 50:34Speaker 3: what we've been dreaming and wait now. But I had
- 50:37Speaker 3: to do it in increments, and I just went with
- 50:40Speaker 3: the process and trusted. Like I said, we're really great friends,
- 50:44Speaker 3: really really great friends. She's a great person, someone that
- 50:47Speaker 3: I admire and looked up to for so many years.
- 50:51Speaker 3: She's like a trick of all trades. She's a school
- 50:54Speaker 3: teacher for so many years, and then COVID hit, and
- 50:57Speaker 3: then she went to work at the DMV and now
- 50:59Speaker 3: she's a manager there, and so like, she's like someone
- 51:02Speaker 3: who I look up to and look at and I
- 51:05Speaker 3: could appreciate her and her accomplishments and everything she's done
- 51:10Speaker 3: in her life. She's in really a good position, and
- 51:13Speaker 3: I'm really proud of her. Wonderful now.
- 51:16Speaker 1: When you were released, how difficult was it for you
- 51:18Speaker 1: to find work? Was that the biggest challenge for you?
- 51:22Speaker 3: Very hard, very hard for me? And I think I
- 51:24Speaker 3: don't think it was because people weren't willing to hire me.
- 51:27Speaker 3: I just think it was I wasn't ready. I wasn't
- 51:30Speaker 3: ready to work up under someone again. There it is
- 51:33Speaker 3: with the authority figure. I had been kind of you know,
- 51:36Speaker 3: when you use the restroom, you got to be told
- 51:38Speaker 3: yes or no, go to the yard doing yourself. So
- 51:40Speaker 3: I think I was still having that heaviness on me
- 51:44Speaker 3: and I think it was able to be released when
- 51:48Speaker 3: a young man came into my life. And he's a
- 51:51Speaker 3: really good kid, and you know, we all need directions.
- 51:54Speaker 3: I don't think we're ever too old to have someone
- 51:57Speaker 3: that can teach us, something that can give us a
- 52:00Speaker 3: positive affirmation, a word of advice. And I'm a people person.
- 52:05Speaker 3: So me me being you know, kind of in my
- 52:09Speaker 3: little shell for the little time I was when I
- 52:11Speaker 3: first came out, it was hard for me because I
- 52:13Speaker 3: want to get in there, you know, I want to
- 52:15Speaker 3: talk to people and communicate and network. And so now
- 52:18Speaker 3: I'm doing that and I'm doing better off. I try
- 52:20Speaker 3: to help where I can. Right now, I'm trying to
- 52:23Speaker 3: set up this program where I can help the youth
- 52:25Speaker 3: kind of make it so that they have something looked
- 52:28Speaker 3: forward to, some hope, because that's that's what we're lacking
- 52:31Speaker 3: in these in these areas I grew up in in
- 52:33Speaker 3: South Central we're looking for something to hold on to.
- 52:37Speaker 3: And I think when we see people and they have
- 52:39Speaker 3: nice cars and things, we don't talk about how hard
- 52:42Speaker 3: it was to get to there. You know, just one
- 52:45Speaker 3: day they come in a nice car and we think, Okay,
- 52:47Speaker 3: I'm gonna get older and one day I'm gonna come
- 52:49Speaker 3: on that it's so hard to get to there and
- 52:51Speaker 3: you have to you have to earn that. Nothing that's
- 52:53Speaker 3: worth having comes easy. So I think that's what I'm
- 52:56Speaker 3: trying to promote right now to the youth, that there's
- 52:59Speaker 3: a narrative painted that we need to be hard and
- 53:02Speaker 3: it's hard enough being a man. I want them to
- 53:05Speaker 3: get that first you can be a man and you
- 53:08Speaker 3: get all the respects from me, because that's what's hard,
- 53:11Speaker 3: you know, standing on your own.
- 53:12Speaker 1: So is it something that you would like to do
- 53:15Speaker 1: is to mentor youth? Is that what you're trying to
- 53:17Speaker 1: set up? Is that when you say try to set up,
- 53:19Speaker 1: is that what you mean some type of program or
- 53:21Speaker 1: you're mentoring youth and.
- 53:22Speaker 3: The right way like a lot of people do gang
- 53:24Speaker 3: prevention and stuff like that. I'm not trying to do that.
- 53:27Speaker 3: I'm just trying to show them something different because I
- 53:29Speaker 3: know a lot of people when I talked to them
- 53:31Speaker 3: when I was in prison, and we would sit down
- 53:33Speaker 3: and have these dialogues about how they got here, how
- 53:36Speaker 3: did they get to a point where it got this bad.
- 53:38Speaker 3: And a lot of people would tell me again their grandfathers,
- 53:41Speaker 3: their father and now them. It's just it's just it's
- 53:45Speaker 3: it's a it's a prime situation. It's a learned behavior.
- 53:49Speaker 2: Yes, it sounds like it's they distincust their destiny.
- 53:53Speaker 3: Other way, this is my life.
- 53:54Speaker 2: I'm a criminal, or I'm never gonna make it, or
- 53:57Speaker 2: I'm never going to achieve what I want to achieve.
- 53:59Speaker 2: So forget it, and then they go down the wrong path.
- 54:02Speaker 3: Yep, because they feel like that that's they're dead. Like
- 54:05Speaker 3: you said, that's they're destined. They don't have they don't
- 54:07Speaker 3: they don't have the tools to give them something else
- 54:10Speaker 3: that they can do, put them in a positive setting. Well,
- 54:13Speaker 3: you know what, they're tools and there are other things
- 54:15Speaker 3: that we can do. There's other Uh, there's another mindset
- 54:19Speaker 3: and we all can have it. It's just about learning
- 54:21Speaker 3: it and being conditioned to do something different. A lot
- 54:24Speaker 3: of kids, I was just telling Jasmine on the way
- 54:28Speaker 3: over here, they don't want to play sports, because they're
- 54:30Speaker 3: not good academically. You got to have good grades to
- 54:33Speaker 3: play sports. But they're athletes and they don't get the chance.
- 54:37Speaker 3: So you know what they do, They fall to the wayside.
- 54:39Speaker 3: There's so many kids that I knew that ran track,
- 54:41Speaker 3: that played football. I see them now they're in downtown, homeless,
- 54:45Speaker 3: and it just breaks my heart because I grew up
- 54:47Speaker 3: this kid was an athlete.
- 54:49Speaker 2: He had something to offer, but.
- 54:50Speaker 3: He couldn't get you. He couldn't get his grades right right. No,
- 54:53Speaker 3: he needed the extra little push. He didn't need to
- 54:55Speaker 3: come home into a house where no one was going
- 54:58Speaker 3: to push him and do his homework or study. You know,
- 55:01Speaker 3: they send you home with homework for a reason. The
- 55:04Speaker 3: teachers want you to keep up this battern so that
- 55:06Speaker 3: when they get back to school their minds refreshed. And
- 55:10Speaker 3: so it's just I want to promote that. You know,
- 55:13Speaker 3: mental health is real. I talk about it all the time.
- 55:16Speaker 3: A lot of us don't think that the mental health
- 55:20Speaker 3: problem is the problem, but it is. You know, if
- 55:24Speaker 3: you if I grew up in a toxic environment, I'm
- 55:26Speaker 3: going to grow up being toxic. So every relationship that
- 55:29Speaker 3: I have is going to be toxic. And we have
- 55:33Speaker 3: to break that, and there's a way to do it.
- 55:34Speaker 3: It takes time, it takes effort. I have the time,
- 55:38Speaker 3: I have the effort, I got the heart for it. It's
- 55:40Speaker 3: what I want to do, is my passion.
- 55:42Speaker 1: I feel like that's you're calling because you have because
- 55:45Speaker 1: you have such a such a kind heart and such
- 55:48Speaker 1: a such a kind, pure soul. Like I could see
- 55:52Speaker 1: children just being very attracted to being in your presence
- 55:56Speaker 1: and listening to you. And you know, kids aren't always
- 55:58Speaker 1: open to listening to anyone. I have three kids. If
- 56:00Speaker 1: I if I tried to speak to them, they wouldn't
- 56:03Speaker 1: want to hear it. But if I if my children
- 56:05Speaker 1: sat down with you, they would listen to you. And
- 56:09Speaker 1: you that's something special that you have.
- 56:11Speaker 2: And you speak from experience too. Yeah, so it's not.
- 56:14Speaker 1: Like you're lecturing. You're saying, I've been there, I've lived
- 56:18Speaker 1: through this, and let me help you. Where do you
- 56:29Speaker 1: see yourself five years from now?
- 56:32Speaker 3: Five years from now, I see myself having this foundation
- 56:36Speaker 3: that helps more than just the children. Homelessness too, Like
- 56:40Speaker 3: it it's so rampant in Los Angeles, you know, and
- 56:42Speaker 3: these people belong to somebody's tribe, you know, these are
- 56:46Speaker 3: some These are people's families, and I think people just
- 56:49Speaker 3: get to a point where they give up with God
- 56:51Speaker 3: to have hope again in us as humanity, we just
- 56:55Speaker 3: got to have faith in this again. I think people
- 56:58Speaker 3: there's so many people who have done wrong and been
- 57:01Speaker 3: done wrong that they just give up and there's no hope.
- 57:05Speaker 3: You know, there's a way to fix this. We can't
- 57:08Speaker 3: help everybody, but we can try. And if I help
- 57:11Speaker 3: you and you help somebody, and you help somebody, we
- 57:13Speaker 3: pay it forward. Eventually it'll die down a little bit.
- 57:16Speaker 3: We can't just keep on looking past it. Like there's
- 57:19Speaker 3: so many things that we're fighting for and so many
- 57:21Speaker 3: things on the table that people feel like that this
- 57:24Speaker 3: issue will get handled eventually. There needs to be now.
- 57:28Speaker 3: Someone needs to step up and do something now because
- 57:31Speaker 3: we can help. It doesn't take much either. It's the
- 57:35Speaker 3: time and effort that most of us don't have it.
- 57:37Speaker 3: That's just what we're lacking in. It's not even about
- 57:39Speaker 3: the resources of the finances. It's time and effort. Some
- 57:42Speaker 3: people don't want to go downtown and feed the homeless.
- 57:46Speaker 3: They don't, But if you do that, you've done a
- 57:48Speaker 3: good deed and don't expect nothing back from it. Do
- 57:51Speaker 3: it because it's on your heart. I think that's when
- 57:54Speaker 3: it's more genuine, when you do it because you want to.
- 57:56Speaker 2: Do it, no strings attachment, no.
- 57:58Speaker 3: And then there's no loss, there's no strings attached, there's
- 58:01Speaker 3: no loss. Don't give it if you can't afford to get.
- 58:04Speaker 3: And that's what time, effort, money, whatever it is, strength,
- 58:07Speaker 3: whatever it is. If I work on myself so that
- 58:11Speaker 3: when I go out, I'm an input and people plug
- 58:14Speaker 3: into me all the time, and I just feel like,
- 58:17Speaker 3: that's what I'm here for. That's what I'm here for.
- 58:20Speaker 3: That's why my heart is the way it is. That's
- 58:22Speaker 3: why my size is the way it is, because I
- 58:24Speaker 3: can handle it. And when you can handle it, do so.
- 58:27Speaker 3: Don't like like you know, utilize your strengths, don't don't
- 58:30Speaker 3: just let it go to waste. You know, life is short.
- 58:33Speaker 3: You don't never know what's gonna happen. Look at my situation.
- 58:35Speaker 3: I never thought that I spent majority of my life
- 58:38Speaker 3: in a place that I didn't deserve. And now it's
- 58:42Speaker 3: just about other people. It's not about me no more,
- 58:45Speaker 3: it's not It's not about Stephan Patters. Stephan Patterson. I'm Okay,
- 58:49Speaker 3: it's about other people and helping them and making sure
- 58:52Speaker 3: that there's something left behind, because otherwise what is it for.
- 58:57Speaker 3: I just don't see no other reason for that.
- 59:00Speaker 1: Can I just ask you one more question? What would
- 59:03Speaker 1: be your one piece of advice that you would give
- 59:05Speaker 1: to someone newly exonerated? I mean they're about to walk out.
- 59:08Speaker 1: What would be the one thing that you would advise
- 59:11Speaker 1: them or help them with?
- 59:12Speaker 3: Don't stop, continue to go, continue to move forward, and breathe.
- 59:17Speaker 3: It sounds so simple. I've said breathe a thousand times, but.
- 59:21Speaker 2: You literally mean breathe, like literally breathe, yes and feel
- 59:26Speaker 2: yourself yes.
- 59:27Speaker 3: Yeah, because that's how you're going to get back into reality.
- 59:31Speaker 3: Because if you don't, like I know so many people
- 59:34Speaker 3: that have been exonerated, they're like, I don't see how
- 59:36Speaker 3: you can be in this room. It's too small, too
- 59:38Speaker 3: many people, too many objects. And it's like those people
- 59:41Speaker 3: I feel really bad for. Their trauma was deeper than mine.
- 59:45Speaker 3: You know. I always try to keep a good spirit
- 59:48Speaker 3: and just breathe. Take your time. Jasmine taught me this,
- 59:53Speaker 3: take your time for yourself because you can't help any
- 59:56Speaker 3: when we get out and we see our families torn
- 59:58Speaker 3: or not together like this, and we want to help
- 1:00:01Speaker 3: because we missed them and we're used to that when
- 1:00:03Speaker 3: we left. We come back and it's no longer like
- 1:00:06Speaker 3: it was when we were children, and we think we
- 1:00:08Speaker 3: want to help, but you have to help you first,
- 1:00:12Speaker 3: only worry about you. It's okay to be selfish in
- 1:00:14Speaker 3: that way so that you can help eventually.
- 1:00:17Speaker 2: Well, it's selfish, but it becomes selfless, right because now
- 1:00:21Speaker 2: you're better off as you are today to help others.
- 1:00:23Speaker 2: I have a quick question, what advice would you give
- 1:00:26Speaker 2: or what would you suggest for a young man who
- 1:00:28Speaker 2: maybe is being taken into custody for a crime day
- 1:00:33Speaker 2: and commit not to say what you did wrong, but
- 1:00:37Speaker 2: what would you suggest someone else to do at the time?
- 1:00:39Speaker 2: Would it be, you know, don't just assume that you're
- 1:00:41Speaker 2: going to be taken care of. But I don't know
- 1:00:43Speaker 2: what is it? What would you what did you learn
- 1:00:46Speaker 2: that you would tell someone else to do in that situation?
- 1:00:48Speaker 3: If you're in a situation where you've been detained and
- 1:00:50Speaker 3: serious like you know, and also there's no cavalry, there's
- 1:00:55Speaker 3: no cavalry. No one's coming to save you because they can.
- 1:00:58Speaker 3: At that point, you have to understanding your truth, whatever
- 1:01:01Speaker 3: it is. There's so many things that people put out there,
- 1:01:04Speaker 3: and they have these these weights I call them on
- 1:01:08Speaker 3: us as African American people, and that's you know, just
- 1:01:12Speaker 3: whatever ethnicity you are in your upbringing, there's a weight
- 1:01:15Speaker 3: put on us that we're not supposed to do certain things,
- 1:01:18Speaker 3: We're not supposed to look a certain way. Be who
- 1:01:21Speaker 3: you are. Don't worry about what no one else has
- 1:01:24Speaker 3: to say, don't worry about what social media is going
- 1:01:26Speaker 3: to say. Don't worry about be who you are, because
- 1:01:28Speaker 3: at the end of the day, I did all that
- 1:01:30Speaker 3: time for nothing, and I'm the only person Stephen Patterson
- 1:01:33Speaker 3: at done time for that crime.
- 1:01:36Speaker 1: And can I just add as an attorney, I would say,
- 1:01:39Speaker 1: ask for an attorney and don't talk for.
- 1:01:41Speaker 3: Sure for sure. But you know what, when you're when
- 1:01:44Speaker 3: you're innocent and something, you don't even think about that,
- 1:01:47Speaker 3: and you think as I never thought about that, I didn't,
- 1:01:53Speaker 3: you know. I had people tell me, oh when when
- 1:01:55Speaker 3: they question you asked for when when it actually really happened,
- 1:01:59Speaker 3: I was more you're full than anything, like, how could
- 1:02:02Speaker 3: you accuse me of something like that? You know? So
- 1:02:05Speaker 3: it's like in that moment, you don't think of that,
- 1:02:07Speaker 3: especially as a child. As an adult, you may think, okay,
- 1:02:10Speaker 3: let me ask for an attorney. But when you didn't
- 1:02:12Speaker 3: do anything.
- 1:02:12Speaker 2: Oh no, kids are not gonna know what that I
- 1:02:15Speaker 2: I felt.
- 1:02:15Speaker 3: And then when I finally did a reason to know that,
- 1:02:18Speaker 3: when I finally did this, because that's what they told
- 1:02:20Speaker 3: me I could do if you wanted to have an
- 1:02:22Speaker 3: attorney present. And then I was like, you know what, okay,
- 1:02:26Speaker 3: because I didn't know what to do, and I felt
- 1:02:28Speaker 3: like they wouldn't let me speak. They weren't letting me talk.
- 1:02:30Speaker 3: They were kind of being overbearing. So at that point
- 1:02:33Speaker 3: I felt like I needed to be heard and they
- 1:02:34Speaker 3: weren't hearing me. So of course I'm going to ask
- 1:02:36Speaker 3: for assistance. But in the beginning, there was nothing I
- 1:02:39Speaker 3: really could do. I was a child.
- 1:02:41Speaker 1: And also in the beginning, like Jasmine and I have
- 1:02:43Speaker 1: had this conversation, when you get brought down to the station.
- 1:02:45Speaker 1: In the beginning, you think you're there because you're just helping. Yeah,
- 1:02:47Speaker 1: you don't even understand that you're a suspect, that they're
- 1:02:50Speaker 1: interrogating you, that they that you're just thinking I'm here,
- 1:02:54Speaker 1: I'm here to help and then all of a sudden,
- 1:02:56Speaker 1: I'm sure at some point something goes off in your
- 1:02:58Speaker 1: brain where you're like, oh wait a minute, I'm I'm
- 1:03:00Speaker 1: not really here to help. So well, anyway, thank you
- 1:03:04Speaker 1: Stefan for being here today and always being so open.
- 1:03:06Speaker 1: I love having conversations with you. We've had many, and
- 1:03:09Speaker 1: I love how open you are about sharing your story.
- 1:03:12Speaker 1: I think it's so helpful to other people. Also, it's
- 1:03:15Speaker 1: always important for people to hear your story because we
- 1:03:18Speaker 1: always say at the Innocent Center that everyone out there
- 1:03:20Speaker 1: listening is a potential juror. So if you're sitting on
- 1:03:23Speaker 1: a jury, I mean you need to pay attention because
- 1:03:26Speaker 1: this man was convicted by a jury. And how I
- 1:03:30Speaker 1: don't understand, but it happens all the time. So again,
- 1:03:34Speaker 1: thank you so much, and we really enjoyed having you
- 1:03:37Speaker 1: and sharing your story.
- 1:03:38Speaker 3: Thank you for having me. I got a book coming.
- 1:03:40Speaker 1: Oh all right, well, let's promote that.
- 1:03:41Speaker 3: What is of the Beasts? And it's just it's my
- 1:03:45Speaker 3: life story, you know, about how I grew up and
- 1:03:48Speaker 3: how South Central was when I grew up, and how
- 1:03:52Speaker 3: you know, there's a there's a great deal of people
- 1:03:54Speaker 3: suffered that need to be acknowledged and that are passed
- 1:03:58Speaker 3: on and gone. Parents had to suffer with me leaving,
- 1:04:02Speaker 3: and so it's just about my life. It's coming soon.
- 1:04:07Speaker 3: It's coming soon. I'm in the works of it right now,
- 1:04:10Speaker 3: and I will let you know.
- 1:04:12Speaker 1: That's great. Well, when it comes out, we will definitely
- 1:04:14Speaker 1: have you back and we can talk about your book
- 1:04:16Speaker 1: Chat