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- 0:00We have arrived. Hello, everybody.
- 0:02Welcome back to your weekly astrology podcast where we cozy
- 0:05up. We talk all things Cosmos.
- 0:07I'm your host, astrologer and coach, Sarah Posh.
- 0:10And this brings us to some of my favorite episodes of the entire
- 0:14content on this channel, the horoscope episodes for our full
- 0:17moon lunation. We're going to be getting into
- 0:19your horoscopes for this Aries full moon at 3° of Aries on
- 0:23Saturday, September 26th. We're going to talk about how
- 0:26this Aries full moon, this is kind of feeling like a major
- 0:29trigger point. I'm going to explain what I mean
- 0:31by that. Because we're talking about a
- 0:32full moon, we're talking about the halfway point, the
- 0:35culmination point of a cycle that started back at the Aries
- 0:38new moon. From April of earlier this year,
- 0:40so you can go back. Look at mid-april, what was
- 0:43going on, what was starting and you can kind of hold that in the
- 0:46backdrop of your awareness, bring it in to today's
- 0:49horoscopes to kind of reflect for yourself, like what's your
- 0:52personal growth cycle related to everything we're going to talk
- 0:55about, but you're definitely not one.
- 0:56I'm going to just jump into those horoscopes because
- 0:58remember when I said the word trigger point, it's not a
- 1:00trigger warning. This is a trigger point.
- 1:02And it's not just connected to April this year.
- 1:04We're talking about a cycle that's actually coming to this
- 1:07peak moment at this full moon that's connected back to April
- 1:10of 2018. You guys, what was going on in
- 1:12April 2018 and what do I even mean by that?
- 1:15Well, let me tell you, if you watched last week's episode, you
- 1:18heard me make a mention that Chiron just retrograded back
- 1:21into the end of Aries last week, right before this full moon.
- 1:24And at the time of this full moon in Aries ruled by Mars and
- 1:26Cancer, there's going to be an exact square between Mars in
- 1:30Cancer and Chiron in Aries at 29°.
- 1:33We call this the anoretic degree in astrology.
- 1:35It's the final degree of a sign, the threshold of completion
- 1:40before stepping into some new territory, new lessons, new
- 1:44experiences raise your ear. And if you're excited for Mars
- 1:47to get across that threshold, please.
- 1:49I'm so ready. I'm so ready.
- 1:51I'm in a Mars perfection year and I've been loving Mars
- 1:53perfection year. I love Mars.
- 1:54It's my time, Lord. I'm loving this Scorpio
- 1:57perfected house year. I have not participated
- 2:00particularly loved while Mars has been in its fall in Cancer.
- 2:03So I'm looking forward to getting through this full moon
- 2:07portal and across into the new territory, which is also going
- 2:11to be part of your horoscope. We're going to talk about how
- 2:12this full moon is also the threshold of something major
- 2:16completing. And it's also what prepares us
- 2:19for where we begin as Mars steps into Leo, where there will be a
- 2:24very intense opposition to Pluto in Aquarius and a square to
- 2:28Venus in Scorpio just on the heels of Venus going into her
- 2:32retrograde cycle. So very doubtful that this will
- 2:34be a quiet transition for us for Mars.
- 2:37And also it might be exciting, like at least there might be a
- 2:40little bit more fire and gusto and courage with Mars back in a
- 2:45fire sign back in that sign of Leo and also Co present with
- 2:47Jupiter. So you guys, before I go into
- 2:49just the overview of what we're going to talk about in your
- 2:51horoscopes today, I just want to check in like, how are my people
- 2:54doing? How did you feel over the last
- 2:56week? Did you feel those stress tests?
- 2:58Did you feel the tough love of the Jupiter Saturn trine that we
- 3:02talked about? If you didn't watch that
- 3:03episode, it's not too late. I actually would still encourage
- 3:06you to do so because one of the things that's also playing into
- 3:09this horoscope and this full moon week is the Sun is now in
- 3:12Libra, which means where Mercury was in last week's episode, the
- 3:15sun is now entering and moving through.
- 3:17So some of those themes that we talked about with Mercury in
- 3:20Libra and reactivating the outer planet transits and the trine
- 3:23between Jupiter and Saturn, that's coming up again.
- 3:26We're on the next lap around. I don't know this like never end
- 3:30marathon that is this astrology and I really don't think an
- 3:33Aries full moon would have it in any other way.
- 3:34Like the Aries full moon is always here to prove that
- 3:37they're up for the challenge. But how are you guys feeling?
- 3:39Like where you at? How you doing?
- 3:41Are you feeling stronger, smarter, maybe a little more
- 3:44calm, cool, collected in the midst of what's still
- 3:48potentially stressful? Maybe things are starting to
- 3:50cool off a bit. Tell me, drop in the comments
- 3:53below. Drop your rising sign.
- 3:54Tell me how you're feeling going into this full moon week.
- 3:56What are the tough lessons that you've been learning and also
- 3:59what have you shown yourself that you're capable of?
- 4:01Maybe it's capable of saying no and to stop doing something, to
- 4:03stop proving to some imaginary, I don't know, judge in our
- 4:08world, in our lives that we're capable or that we're worthy or
- 4:11whatever. Like sometimes the most badass
- 4:13thing we can do is to set a boundary and also just like stop
- 4:16over efforting, stop trying so hard.
- 4:18I know that for me, once I named what this astrology was about
- 4:21and I stepped into the arena, I stopped resisting it.
- 4:23It was like a series of domino synchronicities came in to just
- 4:27validate and confirm and also support and resource to step up
- 4:30to the plate. I used that metaphor with the
- 4:32baseball metaphor in last week's episode.
- 4:33So I feel I feel more of the love from the tough love of the.
- 4:37Universe right now through some of those synchronicities and.
- 4:40One of them was the book actually a client recommended.
- 4:42She had no idea that the title of the thumbnail in my episode
- 4:45last week was Pressure Into Possibility, and she literally
- 4:48named and shared this book with me called Pressure Code.
- 4:51And I haven't read it yet, so I can't really even speak to it,
- 4:54but I was like, you got to be fucking kidding me.
- 4:55OK, obviously I need to be reading that right now.
- 4:57So it's been ordered and I think it.
- 5:00Will be helpful especially since there's still some pressure
- 5:03that's going to be building after the full moon like I said
- 5:05once we get into that fixed T square with Mars and Leo it's
- 5:08going to get hot could also get really sexy horny OK but we
- 5:12aren't there yet we got to start where we are so let's circle
- 5:14back and actually talk about where this trigger point story
- 5:17really begins so we had to circle back not just April of
- 5:20this year when we're talking about this full moon in Aries
- 5:23this weekend. We got to circle back all the
- 5:25way to where the story, really. Begins, which is when Chiron
- 5:28first entered into Aries. In April of 2018, April of 2018,
- 5:32you guys, that is over 8 years ago.
- 5:34So Chiron, it is an asteroid in astrology.
- 5:37It's not one of our major traditional planets.
- 5:39And Chiron traditionally in astrology is known as the
- 5:42wounded healer archetype. Chiron transits or in our Natal
- 5:45chart can speak to these places that point to vulnerability and
- 5:49tenderness, a sort of wound that is not meant to necessarily be
- 5:53cured or to heal. But it's something that as we
- 5:56work with the vulnerability and the wound and tenderness, we
- 6:00come into this right relationship with Chiron having
- 6:03more self compassion and awareness and deeper self
- 6:06acceptance and like genuine knowing how to take care of
- 6:09ourselves with this sensitive, vulnerable part of our chart and
- 6:13our hearts. That's actually what leads and
- 6:15alchemizes the wound into wisdom.
- 6:18And Chiron becomes the wounded healer.
- 6:20So what started as a wound for us now becomes the very medicine
- 6:24that we might have the wisdom to share and offer to others.
- 6:28It is like the heart of humanity or our connection point to the
- 6:31heart of humanity is kind of how I like to describe it.
- 6:33It is a thing that makes us human and reminds us that we all
- 6:37have a wound. We all have a Chiron somewhere
- 6:39in our charts and in our hearts. And I think there's something
- 6:42really important about us meeting Chiron at the end of its
- 6:46transit through a sign versus the beginning.
- 6:48At the beginning in the Aries area and topics of our life with
- 6:52Chiron back in 2018, we encounter Chiron and the thing
- 6:55that's being touched in that area of our lives from living
- 6:58inside of it and by the end of the Chiron transit.
- 7:02So coming to this last phase that's going to complete in
- 7:05April 2027 with Chiron and Aries.
- 7:07Now we haven't eliminated, cured.
- 7:09Those are not the words for Chiron.
- 7:10The wound is still there, but now instead of just living
- 7:12vulnerably, unconsciously, or maybe even overwhelmed inside of
- 7:16it, now we know the territory, we know the terrain.
- 7:19We have learned and hopefully developed a new relationship of
- 7:24how to tend to this part of ourselves by the end of that
- 7:27time. And because this has been a
- 7:29Chiron on journey through the Aries terrain, that means that
- 7:33these lessons have revolved around personal agency in this
- 7:36area of our life. So the wounds and
- 7:38vulnerabilities around trusting ourselves, trusting our own
- 7:41instincts, the willingness or the courage to take initiative,
- 7:44to take action, to assert our boundaries, assert our nose
- 7:48directly. Also navigating our anger and
- 7:52how we. Either engage or maybe disengage
- 7:56when it comes to conflict with others and also choosing for
- 7:59ourselves. Making up space as a unique
- 8:01individual and the right for us to make decisions and to do
- 8:05things because it feels good for us without waiting to ask for
- 8:08permission. So when I talk about the wound
- 8:10becoming wisdom in this Aries terrain of our lives, I'm not
- 8:14talking about the wound or the triggers becoming eliminated
- 8:17around personal agency. I'm talking about hopefully by
- 8:20this point when the trigger gets touched, we show up and
- 8:23recognize our relationship to our agency in this area of life
- 8:27that has been changed. We are not the same person
- 8:30stepping into this arena as we were back in 2018.
- 8:33And so the question of this full moon for us is what happens when
- 8:37this old wound gets triggered, gets touched and it's met with
- 8:41this version of you today who has been living and learning and
- 8:46tending to greater compassion and awareness with that place
- 8:49for years since 2018. And all of this becomes
- 8:52especially important for this Aries full Moon specifically
- 8:56because the ruler Mars is sitting at 29° of Cancer, making
- 9:00an exact square to Chiron at 29° of Aries.
- 9:03And I've mentioned this Mars in its fall and Cancer.
- 9:06So what that can mean, how that can express itself, is that
- 9:08sometimes Mars and Cancer can describe this way in which we
- 9:11have created unhelpful strategies for self protection.
- 9:16That might look like a Mars and Cancer goes into retreat.
- 9:19Mode wanting to just escape, hiding that little shell from
- 9:22the confrontation. There might be a hyper
- 9:24defensiveness, the claws might come out trying to protect
- 9:27yourself. We also might wait for
- 9:28reassurance or feel like we are getting people to vote to
- 9:32reassure our side of the story in order to prove and fight for
- 9:36our own agency in that situation or conflict.
- 9:39And also, it could be an expression of Mars and cancer,
- 9:42thinking that in order to protect ourselves, we have to
- 9:45put everybody else first. So as long as I'm making sure
- 9:47that everybody else is OK, protecting everybody else,
- 9:50that's how some part of me learned to feel safe and to feel
- 9:53that I'm protected. And so if we can identify or
- 9:57relate. To any of the things that I just
- 9:59said. Around ways that we've responded
- 10:02or developed strategy when it comes to owning our personal
- 10:05agency, then this area's full moon.
- 10:07It's here to challenge you, but also challenging you because it
- 10:11believes in you and wants to give you a chance once again to
- 10:14see to own and to choose to respond to whatever triggers
- 10:19come up from that earned and I mean really, probably really
- 10:23fucking earned. You know lots of vulnerable
- 10:25healing moments that you could probably name since April of
- 10:282018 and now you get to used to show up.
- 10:30As the person that has wisdom about that, that can see that
- 10:33old strategy, that can see that old trigger want to go into that
- 10:36familiar way of responding or protecting yourself and also.
- 10:40You might know better, you might have more tools and resourcing
- 10:44and awareness to right now at this time show that you're
- 10:46capable of making a different choice.
- 10:48That just because it still might be tender and it's not a cured
- 10:51wound, you don't have to live or prove your personal agency from
- 10:56that wounded place anymore. And I don't think this full moon
- 10:58in Aries is the end of the story, sorry.
- 11:00Mars is going to enter into Leo right after this full moon and
- 11:03it's going to enter into that tough T square with Pluto and
- 11:05Aquarius and Venus and Scorpio. So I actually think whatever
- 11:09comes up and whatever we move through in the Aries full Moon,
- 11:12it's actually just leading us into a deeper understanding and
- 11:16beginning point for the Venus retrograde that begins just the
- 11:19next week. And it's in Scorpio.
- 11:21It's ruled by this Mars. So now is the time to take
- 11:24ownership of how much you've learned, how far you've come,
- 11:27how much you've healed, and how capable you are of choosing how
- 11:30you want to show up and respond in the midst of what might feel
- 11:33tender and triggering. And also to see what that
- 11:35reveals about what you have available to you now that you
- 11:39are embodying and really owning your personal agency and your
- 11:42moment to moment life in this new way.
- 11:44What does that open up? What is that going to inform
- 11:47Venus about? Something that needs a deeper
- 11:49review. There's something that she's
- 11:51like, wait a second, I think I need to go retrieve something.
- 11:54I didn't know something was missing.
- 11:55But now I'm ready to go into this underworld journey.
- 11:58I'm ready to go into that descent and to face, face and
- 12:00reclaim honestly, something that's there waiting for me.
- 12:03So something I want you to think about as you listen to your
- 12:06horoscope and this astrology and like where it stands in the
- 12:09timeline of this moment of life is that the wound doesn't get to
- 12:11choose for me anymore. Then what new choices become
- 12:14available? What do I choose now?
- 12:16So that's a threat I want you to hold as you listen to your
- 12:18horoscope. And remember, I write and
- 12:20deliver these horoscopes for your rising sign because that's
- 12:23the most house and topic specific.
- 12:25It's going to feel the most personalized for you.
- 12:27But you can also listen to your sun sign and your moon.
- 12:30Sign if that feels like it's calling to you.
- 12:31I always say just listen to whatever feels like you're.
- 12:34Inspired or intuitively drawn to want to listen to and listen for
- 12:37what resonates don't listen to anything today as some
- 12:40prescription or diagnosis which actually.
- 12:43Is part of my intention for delivering these horoscopes.
- 12:45If we're talking about healing personal agency, then I'm going
- 12:48to pose some potentials. I'm going to ask you some
- 12:51questions I'm going to leave you with.
- 12:52That instead of telling you the answer, instead of telling you
- 12:55who you are, what you need to do, and what you get to choose.
- 12:58I'm going to leave that up to you, babe.
- 12:59You're. So very welcome and also you
- 13:01guys know the drill by now that before you go into your
- 13:03horoscope, if you want to give me a like, subscribe to the
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- 13:08It's really going to help this channel.
- 13:09It helps the YouTube algorithm, it helps the continued growth
- 13:13and creation of this content on Cozy with the Cosmos.
- 13:16I appreciate all of you guys so much, all of your support, every
- 13:19single one of you. It means so much and I really
- 13:20love hearing from you guys in the comments.
- 13:22Genuinely it reminds me that this astrology can be expressed
- 13:26and lived and felt in so many different ways.
- 13:29Like it's so multi and at the same time the human experience
- 13:32is so relatable no matter where we are in the astrology or what.
- 13:36The hell is. Going on.
- 13:36So thanks guys for being here. I think that means that we're
- 13:38ready and we're going to go into the horoscopes.
- 13:40We're going to start where we always start.
- 13:42All right, Aries, this is your full moon.
- 13:44This is a full moon in Aries happening in your first house.
- 13:47So we're reaching this culmination point all about
- 13:50personal agency. And it's your own personal
- 13:53agency for yourself. So trusting yourself, asserting
- 13:57yourself, taking up space, and also taking more leadership and
- 14:01authority when you step into a room, when you step into a
- 14:04relationship or conversation. And this is something that
- 14:07you've been working through since Chiron entered into Aries
- 14:09in April of 2018. And at the time of this Aries
- 14:12full moon, you're reaching this final phase, like a completion
- 14:16phase around some of the Chiron healing work you've been doing
- 14:19in relationship to some of those themes.
- 14:21And with Mars ruling this full moon and being in Cancer in your
- 14:244th house, something about this final piece of understanding and
- 14:28wisdom with Chiron is coming from potentially recognizing or
- 14:32seen in a more clear and passionate way, something that
- 14:35happened related to your family, your early environment and
- 14:38upbringing, the place that you grew up, what you call home.
- 14:41So let's just think about some of the ways that maybe this
- 14:44could show up. Maybe you learned that keeping
- 14:46the peace was the way that you protected a sense of feeling
- 14:49safe. Or if you didn't assert your
- 14:51anger or show your anger, maybe learning to hide your anger in
- 14:54order to maintain a sense of belonging, a sense of lovability
- 14:58even. Maybe you learned something
- 15:00about needing to retreat into your 4th house cancer shell and
- 15:04to hide or escape away from confrontation until you felt
- 15:08safe enough to step forward and take an action.
- 15:11To actually just trust yourself. To take that action and
- 15:14participate in a more direct way when it comes to your
- 15:17confrontation and asserting your boundaries.
- 15:19Or maybe there could have been a way of protecting yourself by
- 15:24not depending on anybody. Maybe you learned that if you
- 15:27were hyper independent and self reliant, then you wouldn't put
- 15:31yourself in a vulnerable situation of needing to rely on
- 15:35somebody else. And right now, let's think about
- 15:38the sun. The sun is the light giving us
- 15:41this full moon and Libra in your 7th House of partnerships, of
- 15:45relationships, of any one-on-one dynamics doesn't have to be
- 15:49romantic. It could even be business.
- 15:51But the sun is acting as this mirror for you to this trigger
- 15:54point or this wound. And so there might be something
- 15:56that somebody says, something they do that triggers this
- 16:00tenderness or this vulnerability in you.
- 16:02It triggers this old pattern, these old strategies.
- 16:05And remember that whatever or whoever is acting as that mirror
- 16:10or that trigger point, they are not the source.
- 16:12We need to look deeper who need to look under the hood, so to
- 16:16speak, and applying the medicine of the wisdom that you've
- 16:19hopefully been able to cultivate for yourself and a compassion
- 16:22for yourself and understanding this territory back since April
- 16:262018. Where do you?
- 16:27Stand now what's changed and if you.
- 16:30Take just a subtle or maybe a big pause in this moment, in
- 16:35this trigger. How do you want to show up
- 16:37differently? What do you want to install as
- 16:40this new strategy of protecting your own self agency?
- 16:45So can their feelings, their reactions, that mirror belonged
- 16:50to them without determining what you're allowed to choose or how,
- 16:54you're allowing yourself to have your own authority of how you
- 16:58choose to show up. And then right after the full
- 17:00Moon, Mars is going to move into Leo, into your 5th house.
- 17:03The place of creativity, pleasure, fun, The place where
- 17:07we go in our lives to remember that the most important part and
- 17:11maybe the only reason we all signed up to be human is to
- 17:14experience that place of joy, internal joy.
- 17:18And as Mars enters into this territory, like we said, Mars is
- 17:22going to be ruling Venus and Scorpio in your 8th and also
- 17:25making that square right before Venus is stationing retrograde.
- 17:29Maybe starting to sit with what are you willing, Aries, to let
- 17:34yourself desire when you finally recognize that you fully trust
- 17:39yourself, that you trust yourself to set and assert
- 17:42healthy boundaries when it comes to those 8th house entanglements
- 17:47with others. What you say yes to, what you
- 17:48say no to. And how is all of this coming
- 17:51back into a new life force energy, a new burst of
- 17:55potentially inspiration or just clarity and like willingness to
- 18:00actually take action on pursuing things connected to the 5th
- 18:03house, your creative projects, your ideas, what you do to have
- 18:07fun just for the fun of it. So Aries, this is a really
- 18:10exciting full moon for you, even if it feels really tender.
- 18:14I'm really feeling like this full moon and also this Venus
- 18:17retrograde coming up that's kind of just tying the motherfucking
- 18:20bow on all of this astrology and Scorpio in your 8th house.
- 18:24By the end of these transits, by the end of this year, you could
- 18:28be standing at a completely different starting point when it
- 18:32comes to the things that you desire, the people that you say
- 18:35yes to, the way that you enter into exchanges and how you feel
- 18:39in the entering. Like you get to know and claim
- 18:42what you want, what you like, what you don't like, and you get
- 18:45to like lead the charge of those negotiations and those
- 18:48decisions. I just think it's going to feel
- 18:51so fun. Maybe there's going to be more
- 18:53creativity, more passion in my Aries lives.
- 18:57So Aries, please let me know. Drop in those comments below if
- 19:00you're in Aries, how you doing, how you feeling?
- 19:03If you're looking for a space, a circle of people to explore and
- 19:09live through, the astrology. Of this upcoming Venus
- 19:11retrograde, I have linked below this episode in the episode
- 19:14description. My Venus immersion program.
- 19:17It's a four part live series on zoom.
- 19:19It's called a Venus Descent. It's limited to 8 participants
- 19:23because I really intend to keep this as a sacred intimate
- 19:26container. We're going to descend.
- 19:28We are going to encounter when. We get to the Kazimi and then we
- 19:32are going to come out on the other side with a new choice
- 19:34potentially. But there is no really clear
- 19:37format and structure for each of those sessions.
- 19:39I'm leaving that really open. I want it to be so organic and
- 19:43embodied and I really know that the power of that is when we
- 19:46just drop in together. So you can check out more
- 19:49details about that program, the cost of that program, the dates,
- 19:52the times, all that's. Linked to this episode and if
- 19:54you have any questions about anything for the Venus Descent
- 19:57program, just shoot me an e-mail.
- 19:58Give me a. Holla.
- 19:59And I would love to answer those questions for you, including
- 20:02anything that has to do with needing financial assistance.
- 20:04I do not want finances to be a barrier if you're somebody who
- 20:07is like. This would be so aligned.
- 20:10And really feeling called to join that circle, join that
- 20:13group. Then please don't hesitate,
- 20:14reach out, e-mail me and we can work something out also.
- 20:17Make sure to hit the like button and maybe share this video if
- 20:19you know somebody that might benefit from some of the
- 20:21messages coming through and make sure that you're subscribed so
- 20:24that way you can continue to be here and follow.
- 20:26Along as this story continues to unfold with that upcoming Venus
- 20:29retrograde. Otherwise, until next time, may
- 20:32you stay calm. May you stay curious and
- 20:35compassionate about. Whatever it is that's beginning
- 20:37to be revealed, and may you give yourself permission to let time
- 20:41and this story continue to give you an opportunity to trust
- 20:44yourself for what any of it means.
- 20:46Thank you so much. I think that means that we're
- 20:47ready for our next horoscope. All right, Taurus, that brings
- 20:51us to your horoscope today. We're talking about a full moon
- 20:54and a hidden spot and that 12th House of your chart.
- 20:58And we're talking about some deeper healing work connected to
- 21:01this area of your life. Really these unseen parts and
- 21:05places in that internal landscape of our psyche.
- 21:08Maybe it's our self sabotaging behavior behaviors.
- 21:11Maybe it's some of our relationship to solitude or?
- 21:14Putting our needs first. You've got an Aries 12th house
- 21:16Taurus, so there's something that's not really totally
- 21:19obvious just ever to. You when it comes to personal
- 21:22agency, that's just part of being a Taurus rising and having
- 21:26an Aries 12th house. And so Chiron's been doing some
- 21:29healing, tending wound tending in this area of your chart since
- 21:33April of 2018. And now with this Aries full
- 21:36moon, you get like this light turned on in the dark, showing
- 21:39and revealing essentially how much you've been able to take
- 21:43from the unconscious and integrate it into new
- 21:46consciousness, integrate it into a new way of identifying with
- 21:50your relationship to personal agency and maybe even to anger
- 21:54or conflict. And with Mars and Cancer in your
- 21:56third house, we're looking at how your thoughts, how your
- 22:00communication style or strategies, or even the way that
- 22:03you've learned to navigate and perceive your immediate
- 22:06environment, your day-to-day rituals and routines.
- 22:10So with the Sun and Libra in that 6th house, giving the light
- 22:13to this whole dynamic, there might be something that comes up
- 22:16at work. Oh my gosh, there's a beautiful
- 22:18butterfly. So pretty.
- 22:20All right, Taurus, there might be something that comes up in
- 22:22your day-to-day grind, your work maybe and the things that you
- 22:25have to tend to your. Daily obligations.
- 22:27Maybe there's something with your physical health that gets
- 22:29triggered that brings up some of these old strategies, or the
- 22:33awareness of really seen from the place of.
- 22:36Wisdom and awareness and compassion instead of just being
- 22:39totally lost in the wound and those old.
- 22:41Strategies. It might show up for you,
- 22:43Taurus, and noticing how you develop some sort of protective
- 22:46strategy of feeling like the way that you stand up for yourself
- 22:50or the way that you defend and advocate for yourself is maybe
- 22:54potentially completely shutting down conversation or
- 22:57communication. Do you go into a shell of
- 23:00personal opinion and perception and wait until it feels safe
- 23:03enough or there's enough space and distance for you to
- 23:07completely sweep something under the rug so you don't even have
- 23:09to talk about it? Is there maybe a hyper
- 23:12defensiveness when it comes to hearing somebody else's
- 23:14perspective or being able to stay and some sort of help
- 23:18healthy conversation debate, like actually staying in the
- 23:22arena when things aren't naturally in agreement or maybe
- 23:26tourists? It shows up by you recognizing
- 23:28this old pattern of where you used to read the room.
- 23:32You used to feel like the only way that you could have a sense
- 23:34of confidence or personal agency to know how to act or that next
- 23:38action to take, how to show up. It had to be first measured and
- 23:42harmonized with the read that you got in the room.
- 23:44So developing maybe a unhelpful gift or skill of empathy and
- 23:51sensitivity to others at the expense of taking that space up
- 23:54for yourself as yourself and letting the room respond how it
- 23:59responds. And so notice right now what's
- 24:01coming up, what's getting triggered?
- 24:02And how are you recognizing that you have this option to make a
- 24:07different choice within that territory?
- 24:09And how can you do so with that place of wisdom which says I can
- 24:14have complete ownership with compassion and I can also make a
- 24:20new choice. And as you do that, Mars is
- 24:22leaving Cancer, going into Leo, into your 4th house, the House
- 24:27of our deepest, deepest emotional truth and honesty and
- 24:31vulnerability and also our emotional needs for feeling
- 24:35emotional security in our life. It is our home.
- 24:38It is our sanctuary, not just our physical home, but also the
- 24:42home within ourselves from which everything else grows from and
- 24:46comes from. And that Mars is making that
- 24:48square. Remember to Venus and Scorpio in
- 24:50your 7th house, your House of relationships, and Venus is
- 24:52about to go into this retrograde cycle.
- 24:55So there's something about waking up from an old pattern
- 24:57around communication and that day-to-day interaction.
- 25:00And then taking that into the bigger question that might be
- 25:04revealed, which is if I'm confident and I trust myself
- 25:07enough to communicate or to stay in the arena of difficult
- 25:11conversations and really name directly what I want, want
- 25:15what's not working, etcetera. How does that change what I
- 25:19actually want and agree to with who I'm in relationship with?
- 25:23Like how does that change the dynamic between you and other
- 25:27and the story of love and the story of partnership and also
- 25:29the story of feeling truly like connected to a deeper integrity
- 25:35and ownership of that Leo 4th house, your own true nature,
- 25:40your deeper desires, your more authentic self.
- 25:43Like what really becomes possible when you're not guy to
- 25:46show that in your relationships and in your day-to-day.
- 25:49So Torres, while a full moon or really any transit in a 12th
- 25:52house, it's not fun, it can be deeply rewarding and there can
- 25:57be a big ROI for the rest of our lives and all the other places
- 26:01in life that we can see. And so I really encourage you to
- 26:04meet this moment with as much compassion and curiosity as you
- 26:08can and to feel some permission to let yourself lean into what
- 26:12this clarity might lead you into.
- 26:15Asking bigger questions around those relationships in your 7th
- 26:19house. And also giving yourself time
- 26:20knowing that you have the entire Venus retrograde and those
- 26:23squares of Pluto that are playing out all the way through
- 26:25December. You have time, time, you have
- 26:27space to actually just live through that.
- 26:31So Torres, let me know if any of this horoscope resonated for you
- 26:35or what some of these questions or if it helps you maybe have a
- 26:38new sense of awareness and noticing the Chiron in Aries
- 26:42terrain that you've been working through since 2018.
- 26:45If you're looking for a space, a circle of people.
- 26:48To explore and live through the astrology of this upcoming Venus
- 26:52retrograde I have linked below this episode In the episode
- 26:55description. My Venus immersion program.
- 26:58It's a four part live series on zoom.
- 27:01It's called a Venus descent. It's limited to 8 participants
- 27:04because I really. Intend to keep this as a sacred
- 27:07intimate container. We're going to descend.
- 27:09We are going to encounter when. We get to the Kazimi and then we
- 27:13are going to come out on the other side with a new choice
- 27:15potentially, but there is no really clear format and
- 27:19structure for each of those sessions.
- 27:20I'm leaving that really open. I want it to be so organic and
- 27:24embodied and I really know that the power of that is when we
- 27:28just drop in together. So you can check out more
- 27:30details about that program, the cost of that program, the dates,
- 27:33the times, all that's. Linked to this episode and if
- 27:35you have any questions about anything for the Venus Descent
- 27:38program, just shoot me an e-mail.
- 27:40Give me a. Holla.
- 27:41And I would love to answer those questions for you including
- 27:43anything that has to do with meeting financial assistance.
- 27:46I do not want finances to be a barrier if you're somebody who
- 27:48is like. This would be so.
- 27:50Aligned and really feeling called to join that circle.
- 27:54Join that group, then please don't hesitate, reach out,
- 27:56e-mail me and we can work something out also.
- 27:58Make sure to hit the like button and maybe share this video if
- 28:00you know somebody that might benefit from some of the
- 28:02messages coming through and make sure that you're subscribed so
- 28:05that way you can continue to be here and follow.
- 28:07Along as this story continues to unfold with that upcoming Venus
- 28:10retrograde. Otherwise, until next time, may
- 28:13you stay calm. May you stay curious and
- 28:16compassionate about. Whatever it is that's beginning
- 28:18to be revealed and may you give yourself permission to let time
- 28:22and this story continue to give you an opportunity to trust
- 28:25yourself for what what any of it means.
- 28:27Thank you so much. I think that means that we're
- 28:29ready for our next horoscope. All right Taurus, thank you so
- 28:33much. That is the completion of your
- 28:34horoscope today. Let's get into our next sign
- 28:36Gemini. What's going on babe?
- 28:38We're getting into this Aries full moon happening in your 11th
- 28:42house, Co present with the final phase of healing and completion.
- 28:46Chiron and Aries and we're in the area and the territory of
- 28:51big belonging. The 11th house is our
- 28:53friendships, our allies. It's also the people that we
- 28:56surround ourselves with that share our vision and our
- 29:00ambition and optimism for what it is that we want to do, what
- 29:04world we want to create, what we believe in.
- 29:06And Chiron has been tending to maybe some vulnerability or some
- 29:11wounding in that 11th house since April of 2018.
- 29:14So this healing storyline around personal agency within the
- 29:20container of friendship and relationship and being a part of
- 29:23a group and basically like remaining your full unique self
- 29:27in the midst of being a part of and belonging to a bigger group,
- 29:32to a bigger social collective. And for you, Gemini, there's
- 29:35something, there's some specific little piece of Intel that
- 29:38you're getting at the time of the full Moon related to all
- 29:40this healing that has to do with Mars and Cancer in your second
- 29:43house. So Gemini, there might be some
- 29:46awareness, maybe you already have it, but there's going to be
- 29:48a bigger awareness potentially at this full moon around
- 29:51developing a way to protect your sense of self or personal agency
- 29:55by going into a strategy of being maybe hyper independent,
- 29:59like not depending on anybody else.
- 30:02To receive any resourcing from. If you just provide all of your
- 30:05needs and all of your resourcing, then you'll be safe
- 30:08to be yourself. Or maybe there was something
- 30:10about protecting your belonging, protecting your personal agency
- 30:14in the group by attaching whatever it is that you
- 30:18contribute from that second house.
- 30:20That's how you've maybe proven that you belong or proven that
- 30:23you deserve a seat at that table.
- 30:26So could be potentially over giving, saying yes when you met,
- 30:30no staying longer, when you knew internally you were ready to go.
- 30:35That rhymed. That was cute.
- 30:36And Gemini, there could also just be like when I think the
- 30:38second house, it's our self worth, it's our livelihood, it's
- 30:42our resources. It's also like when I see
- 30:45resource, I don't just mean material financial, I also mean
- 30:48the resource of our feelings and needs.
- 30:50So there could have been a way of protecting your place in a
- 30:53group, protecting a friendship, maybe protecting the feelings of
- 30:56a friend by dismissing your own feelings and needs in the
- 31:00equation. This might be a moment where you
- 31:02recognize if I'm not being true to what my feelings and needs
- 31:06are, if I'm not advocating and asking for what it is that I
- 31:10want just as much as I am giving, then is it true
- 31:14belonging. And where are you at this point
- 31:17since 2018? What are the lessons you've
- 31:19learned? What wisdom have you gained
- 31:21around stepping into the territory of what this full moon
- 31:24is triggering potentially right now, and what do you want to do
- 31:27different? Like how can the place of wisdom
- 31:29and compassion make a new choice and really reflect back to you
- 31:34that you are capable and you do have the tools and you do have
- 31:37the capacity? Remember, this full moon is
- 31:40shining a light connected back to the sun in Libra in your 5th
- 31:43house. So the trigger might come from
- 31:45you having some sort of interaction where you just like
- 31:48freely express yourself. You put in your own two cents,
- 31:52you contribute or maybe show something creatively, like put
- 31:56something out into the world. And then how that's received,
- 31:59whether the audience applauses or they don't, that's not
- 32:04necessarily the source of whatever the feelings that are
- 32:06coming up. It's more so just giving you the
- 32:08opening. To look under the hood of the
- 32:11deeper healing that this full moon is actually inviting you
- 32:15into. And then Mars is going to enter
- 32:17into Leo into your third house, and it's going to square Venus
- 32:20in Scorpio in your 6th house, opening the deeper, bigger arc
- 32:25storyline of that Venus retrograde coming up in the
- 32:28following week. So there's something connected
- 32:30to owning your value and really claiming your space and your
- 32:35right to take up that space or who you surround yourself with
- 32:38in those bigger groups. That comes back to how you show
- 32:41up in the day-to-day. Like what are your day-to-day
- 32:43commitments? What's your relationship to your
- 32:45body and your boundaries and what's ready for a deeper
- 32:49change, a deeper reckoning and reevaluation around taking care
- 32:54of yourself and what you prioritize, what you take off of
- 32:58your To Do List, like what you do and what you don't do in that
- 33:01day-to-day, everyday way. So Gemini, I'd love to hear if
- 33:05any of this horoscope resonated. If you feel like there's
- 33:08something new that you might be noticing after listening to it
- 33:10around this Chiron and Aries terrain in your 11th house, drop
- 33:14that in the comments below. Tell me what you're noticing at
- 33:17the time of the full moon if you're looking for a space, a
- 33:20circle of people. To explore and live through the
- 33:24astrology of this upcoming Venus retrograde, I have linked below
- 33:27this episode in the episode description my Venus Immersion
- 33:30program. It's a four part live series on
- 33:33Zoom. It's called a Venus descent.
- 33:35It's limited to 8 participants because I really.
- 33:38Intend to keep this as a sacred intimate container.
- 33:41We're going to descend. We are going to encounter.
- 33:44When we get to the Kazimi and then we are going to come out on
- 33:46the other side with a new choice potentially, but there is no
- 33:50really clear format and structure for each of those
- 33:53sessions. I'm leaving that really open.
- 33:55I want it to be so organic and embodied, and I really know that
- 33:59the power of that is when we just drop in together.
- 34:02So you can check out more details.
- 34:04About that program, the cost of that program, the dates, the
- 34:06times, all that's linked to this episode and if you have any
- 34:09questions about anything for the Venus descent program, just
- 34:12shoot me an. E-mail, give me a holla and I
- 34:14would love to answer those questions for you, including
- 34:16anything that has to do with needing financial assistance.
- 34:19I do not want finances to be a barrier.
- 34:21If you're somebody who is like. This would be so.
- 34:23Aligned and really feeling called to join that circle.
- 34:27Join that group. Then please don't hesitate,
- 34:29reach out, e-mail me and we can work something out.
- 34:31Also make sure to hit the like button and maybe share this
- 34:33video if you know. Somebody that might benefit from
- 34:35some of the messages coming through and make sure that
- 34:37you're subscribed so that way you can continue to be here and
- 34:40follow. Along as this story continues to
- 34:42unfold with that upcoming Venus retrograde.
- 34:44Otherwise, until next time, may you stay calm.
- 34:47May you stay curious and compassionate about.
- 34:50Whatever it is that's beginning to be revealed, and may you give
- 34:53yourself permission to let time and this story continue to give
- 34:57you an opportunity to trust yourself for what any of it
- 35:00means. Thank you so much.
- 35:01I think that means that we're ready for our next horse.
- 35:04Let's get into our next sign. Cancer.
- 35:07Oh my gosh, Cancers, how we doing?
- 35:08Cancers, welcome to your horoscope for the Aries full
- 35:11moon. This is the full moon that's
- 35:13happening in your 10th house, babe, the most visible part of
- 35:17the chart and this full moon in your 10th house.
- 35:20Co president with Chiron. It is bringing full circle.
- 35:24The healing work you've been doing, the awareness you've been
- 35:27expanding and developing all the way back since April 2018.
- 35:32We're talking about the terrain of your relationship to personal
- 35:35agency and your public reputation, your career
- 35:39trajectory. Also, personal agency and
- 35:41relationship to just themes of visibility and leadership like
- 35:46taking the reins on being the one to lead and steal the
- 35:49course. Like you were meant to be the
- 35:51pioneer when it comes to your career and especially your
- 35:54willingness to trust yourself in those arenas.
- 35:57Trust yourself in just the idea of being seen and being more
- 36:02authentically seen on a bigger stage with a bigger light and
- 36:04cancer. There's something here at this
- 36:06full moon that's going to give you some helpful information of
- 36:11some healing underneath of the hood of like the present day
- 36:14circumstance. There might be a trigger that
- 36:15comes up connected to that 4th house, because that's where the
- 36:18Sun's in Libra, giving us the light of the full moon.
- 36:20That's the mirror. That might be the thing that
- 36:22touches something tender and kind of opens the storyline.
- 36:26But what we really want to look at is Mars and Cancer in your
- 36:29first house. Let's talk about some ways that
- 36:31there might have been some protective strategies in your
- 36:34first house to protect that 10th house personal agency.
- 36:37Maybe you learned. That if you could be perceived
- 36:40as the person who was always available to care and be
- 36:45compassionate, to be the responsible one that provides in
- 36:49the room, in the workspace, then you would be perceived in a way
- 36:53that left you feeling confident, feeling good about yourself.
- 36:56Maybe you learned a strategy or developed a response of having a
- 37:00really quick, like a hyper, almost defensive response and
- 37:04reaction to move quickly when some sort of your career
- 37:08direction or your autonomy in your career becomes threatened
- 37:11by something that happens or by somebody that says something,
- 37:15sees something, reflects something back to you outside of
- 37:17yourself or cancer. It could simply be a strategy of
- 37:20learning how to present yourself, like manipulate a
- 37:24sense of having control, having agency of how you're perceived
- 37:28in the public eye or in work by manipulating what people see or
- 37:32don't see. Putting on that mask and
- 37:35investing so much energy into having to constantly shape and
- 37:40mold and reshape and adapt that mask to get some sort of
- 37:43external response or validation of yourself, of your worthiness,
- 37:47of your capability. There might be some of that.
- 37:50There might be all of that. And the point is not to get lost
- 37:54in any kind of like shame or judgment around if any of that
- 37:57showing up, but to actually locate where you stand
- 38:01differently in that terrain today compared to where you
- 38:04might have started back in April 2018.
- 38:06Like what is some of the Chiron healing work and wisdom you've
- 38:09been able to do around this visibility, vulnerability, and
- 38:13in this moment, the tenderness and the trigger might show up.
- 38:17What are you noticing you have access to in regards to a new
- 38:21choice, a new pattern, a new way of participating that's
- 38:27advocating for that personal agency or proving that you're
- 38:32confident in who you are. You're confident in trusting
- 38:34yourself and making decisions, especially when it comes to your
- 38:37work and the work that you're doing in the world and how that
- 38:40work is received by the world. And maybe that leads to this
- 38:44willingness like this courage to let yourself be more visible
- 38:48without first having to create some sense of certainty of
- 38:52security and safety of how it's going to turn out, or having
- 38:55that false safety and security of how somebody else is going to
- 38:59receive it. Not being too scared to just go
- 39:01up like it's a rehearsal, not a final act performance every time
- 39:06that you want to just be yourself in the public eye.
- 39:09And then Mars is going to enter into Leo into your second house,
- 39:13and it's going to make that square to Venus in Scorpio in
- 39:16your 5th house. So as you step through and
- 39:20really install these new patterns of personal agency in
- 39:24your work and your agency to show up and trust yourself and
- 39:26create that internal safety, that's going to inform and
- 39:30energize some sort of deeper, bigger change that's going to be
- 39:34unfolding with that Venus retrograde related to what you
- 39:36invest in and also what you put, like how, what is the valuation
- 39:40you put on the things that you get in exchange for what you
- 39:44give in that second house? And there's something about
- 39:48Venus and Scorpio being like, what if my pleasure and my
- 39:51desire? What if my 5th house, like
- 39:54wanting to follow the flow of what feels genuinely good for me
- 39:59is what's driving those investment decisions, those
- 40:01negotiations, those terms of what you're asking for, the
- 40:05standard, the bar that you're setting and how much creative
- 40:08energy comes back to you. When it's not being poured into
- 40:13that performance of having the perfect mask or having some sort
- 40:17of need to control or prove in regards to how other people
- 40:22perceive you like when you're not doing that, then think about
- 40:25how much you can put all that creative energy instead of
- 40:27performing or making sure that people think that you hire the
- 40:29perfect version of you into like, Oh my God, there's so many
- 40:33things I would just do for fun. I would just create for fun.
- 40:36I wouldn't think fucking twice. Somebody's going to like it,
- 40:38they're going to like it. They're not going to like it.
- 40:39They're not going to like it. I'm not wasting my energy and
- 40:41time on that anymore. I, I'm ready for you to not
- 40:44waste your time and energy on that anymore.
- 40:46I'm ready to see what kind of dope creative shit comes out of
- 40:49you Cancer, and how much fun sexy time awaits you when you
- 40:53get all the way through the Venus descent and the end of the
- 40:57Venus Pluto square unfolding through December of this year.
- 41:01So Cancer, I want to hear from you guys.
- 41:03How did this horoscope resonate? After listening to this
- 41:06horoscope and thinking back to this timeline of April 2018 to
- 41:10now, is there anything more that you're noticing about this
- 41:13series Full Moon and about this healing terrain that we're
- 41:16talking about? Drop that in the comments below
- 41:18if you're looking for a space, a circle of people.
- 41:22To explore and live through the astrology of this upcoming Venus
- 41:26retrograde, I have linked below this episode in the episode
- 41:29description. My Venus immersion program.
- 41:32It's a four part live series on Zoom.
- 41:34It's called a Venus Descent. It's limited to 8 participants
- 41:38because I really intend to keep this as a sacred intimate
- 41:41container. We're going to descend, we're
- 41:43going to encounter when we get to the Kazimi and then we are
- 41:47going. To come out on the other side
- 41:48with a new choice potentially, but there is no really clear
- 41:52format and structure for each of those sessions.
- 41:54I'm leaving that really open. I want it to be so organic and
- 41:58embodied. And I really know that the power
- 42:00of that is when we just drop in together.
- 42:03So you can check out more details about that program, the
- 42:06cost of that program, the dates, the times, all that's linked to
- 42:08this episode. And if you have any questions
- 42:10about anything for the Venus Descent program, just shoot me
- 42:13an e-mail, give me a. Holla.
- 42:14And I would love to answer those questions for you, including
- 42:17anything that has to do with needing financial assistance.
- 42:19I do not want finances to be a barrier if you're somebody who
- 42:22is like this would be so. Aligned and really feeling
- 42:26called to join that circle. Join that group.
- 42:28Then please don't hesitate, reach out, e-mail me and we can
- 42:31work something out. Also make sure to hit the like.
- 42:33Button and maybe share this video if you know somebody that
- 42:35might benefit from some of the messages coming through and make
- 42:38sure that you're subscribed so that way you can continue to be
- 42:40here and follow. Along as this story continues to
- 42:43unfold with that upcoming Venus retrograde.
- 42:45Otherwise, until next time, may you stay calm.
- 42:48May you stay curious and compassionate about whatever it
- 42:51is that's. Beginning to be revealed and may
- 42:54you give yourself permission to let time and this story continue
- 42:57to give you an opportunity to trust yourself for what any of
- 43:01it means. Thank you so much.
- 43:02I think that means that we're ready for our next horoscope.
- 43:05All right, Leo, I took my little recording walk break and we're
- 43:09back and it's time for your horoscope.
- 43:11So let's jump into it babe. We're going to talk about this
- 43:14Aries full moon in your 9th house.
- 43:17There is this culmination point and it's Co present with Chiron.
- 43:21Some sort of healing lesson, learning living wounding, I
- 43:28don't know, it's been going on since April 2018, but you're
- 43:30finally coming to the last phase of that Chiron and Aries transit
- 43:34in your 9th house. And this Aries full moon, it's
- 43:37shining this light here around how far you've come around this
- 43:41terrain of the vulnerability you've learned to recognize,
- 43:45maybe with hopefully a little bit more compassionate awareness
- 43:50of how you, like, really own your personal agency when it
- 43:53comes to owning what you believe.
- 43:55Owning the authority of your own wisdom, your own knowledge, your
- 44:01own worldview. What is there around not just
- 44:06owning like your worldviews and your wisdom, but also the agency
- 44:11around trusting yourself and owning your long term
- 44:14trajectory, your long term plans, owning how it is that you
- 44:19pioneer in that Aries way to get yourself there.
- 44:22Like really trusting that you can trust your instincts, you
- 44:24can take actions followed by inspiration, and you can trust
- 44:29that they're leading you somewhere, even if that path has
- 44:32never been paved before. And also the personal agency to
- 44:35own what you know and to also share it.
- 44:38Like to let other people know what you think, why you think
- 44:42that way to let people know your own real opinion, your real
- 44:46honest Aries opinion. So this Aries full moon, there
- 44:49is this trigger point that's coming and it might come from
- 44:52this unexpected sun in Libra in the 3rd house way.
- 44:55It might be some innocent bystander at the grocery store
- 44:59that trips your trigger and is this mirror point.
- 45:02And remember, it's not the source.
- 45:04It's just the exchange that pokes the tenderness of what
- 45:08lives in the under the hood healing on the Chiron and Aries
- 45:13transit for you. So when you go under that hood
- 45:16at the time of this full moon and you are open to allowing any
- 45:19of those everyday conversations or exchanges in your day-to-day
- 45:23routines to trigger you and also invite you with curiosity and
- 45:26compassion into what lives underneath of that.
- 45:29Maybe a deeper root pattern or 'cause we're going to think
- 45:33about things that might come up around Mars and Cancer in your
- 45:3612th house. So maybe at this point you're
- 45:39learning to see with greater wisdom and awareness how so
- 45:43there might be some protective strategies that play into this
- 45:47pattern or play into the hesitation or full ownership and
- 45:51agency around your own belief in your own knowledge and wisdom in
- 45:56the hidden place. Like is there some sort of
- 45:58cancer protective mechanism that you're going to witness that
- 46:01might show how by just keeping things private, not fully
- 46:06sharing to anybody else what you actually think, what you
- 46:10actually feel is a way for you to feel a sense of authority or
- 46:14confidence in your own life trajectory.
- 46:16Like not letting anyone know that this is your plan or this
- 46:20is a direction that you want to go.
- 46:22Maybe there's something around that 12th house self doubt, or
- 46:25those self sabotaging behaviors and fears that it's
- 46:30unconsciously protecting you from taking those big actions in
- 46:34your 9th house or taking those big steps towards what you
- 46:37believe and what you want out of life by keeping you hiding, by
- 46:41keeping you safe, trying to protect you from the
- 46:44vulnerability of that uncertainty and not fully
- 46:47committing in action to what it is that you truly want, the
- 46:51places you really want to go. Or maybe there's something
- 46:54around protecting your worldview, your belief system
- 46:57when it feels challenged, that has to do with retreating.
- 47:00Retreating into hiding, into that safety of the cancer shell
- 47:04of just pretending like you agree when you don't agree, when
- 47:08you don't know when maybe you do know.
- 47:10Maybe there is a part of you that is ready to acknowledge
- 47:14that I don't have to play safe by playing quiet, by performing
- 47:20a pleasing opinion or an agreeable mindset.
- 47:24Maybe you can see now in this terrain at this point, you have
- 47:27the wisdom to know that that's a sensitive point for you, that
- 47:29like your truth, your beliefs, they're tender, they're
- 47:33vulnerable, they feel that way anyways.
- 47:36And also, what is this full moon showing you that you now have a
- 47:39choice to show up differently and to advocate and have
- 47:43personal agency around defending your truth and defending your
- 47:47beliefs? Maybe a little bit less from any
- 47:49of the Cancer 12th house things that I just said.
- 47:52Maybe it has less to do with the tell of the show and tell and
- 47:57it's more about just showing it and showing it to nobody other
- 48:00than yourself. There might be a reclamation of
- 48:02personal agency, see here where you're not doing it in the fear
- 48:06of what people might think or they might agree or disagree or
- 48:09the challenges you might get. And you're also not not doing it
- 48:13because of that self doubt, because of like the fear that
- 48:17you might, you might fuck up, you might make a mistake and
- 48:20that might mean something about you when the truth is Leo Aries
- 48:23in your 9th house is not here to have all the answers before it
- 48:27gets into action. It's about really feeling the
- 48:30call and taking that action and, and learning as you go and
- 48:34having a little bit more of that innocence and willingness to
- 48:37trust yourself that even if you fuck it up or go off track a
- 48:42little bit, you can also figure it out.
- 48:44You can trust yourself to figure it out even if it's not perfect
- 48:48or perfectly perceived or presented.
- 48:50So maybe think about which one of those resonated and where
- 48:53you're at and what new perspective and new choice this
- 48:56area's full moon is initiating you into taking into advocating
- 49:00for yourself. And remember that right after
- 49:02this, Mars is going to leave Cancer and it's going to enter
- 49:05into your first house. That means it's going to be
- 49:07getting you fired up. There's going to be a creative
- 49:10energy. There's going to be a fire.
- 49:12There's going to be heat in maybe your actual internal body,
- 49:16but also maybe in your mind and in your heart.
- 49:19And Mars, as it enters into Leo, is going to be approaching that
- 49:22square to Venus and Scorpio in your 4th house.
- 49:26And that Venus in Scorpio ruled by that Mars, is about to go
- 49:29into a descent, that retrograde cycle that starts just in the
- 49:33following week. So this is also just a turning
- 49:36point. And it's whatever's coming up
- 49:38now and whatever you decide to show up and install is like a
- 49:41new pattern or a new way of participating and owning your
- 49:45personal agency. There's something about the
- 49:47after effect of that that reveals what you're going to
- 49:50take into that descent with Venus that has to do with
- 49:53establishing a different relationship and a different way
- 49:56of living from greater emotional honesty.
- 50:00You might actually start to see when you truly trust yourself
- 50:03and you truly trust yourself to take those big steps or to take
- 50:07action and fully commit to your long term plans or to your
- 50:11personal truth. How does that open up a deeper
- 50:15invitation for curiosity and compassion and honesty around
- 50:20who feels like home, truly like? What actually does deep
- 50:24emotional security feel like? What does it feel like to live
- 50:29from a place that is truly feeling meaningful to you, Leo?
- 50:34There is like a chance for you and this Venus retrograde to go
- 50:38into this deeper reevaluation of the standards of care,
- 50:43connection, and genuine sense of comfort when it comes to that
- 50:484th house place. So Leo, I'm kind of here for
- 50:50this Aries full moon for you. I hope to hear you see you feel
- 50:55you speak more of your truth, step out into the stage of life
- 50:59where you are just pioneering your own path and like showing
- 51:02us that you trust yourself and also see the depths of
- 51:07self-care, self love, and just like investment, you pour back
- 51:13into yourself, into that 4th house bedrock of your life and
- 51:17of your heart. If you're a Leo, I would love to
- 51:20hear from you. What part of this horoscope
- 51:21resonated for you? And is there anything after
- 51:23listening to this that you think back to that April 2018 timeline
- 51:27to now that now you notice a little bit differently or in a
- 51:30new light? And how are you feeling about
- 51:33whatever it is that you are noticing?
- 51:35Please drop that in the comments below if you're looking for a
- 51:38space, a circle of people. To explore and live through the
- 51:42astrology of this upcoming Venus retrograde I have linked below
- 51:46this episode In the episode description.
- 51:48My Venus immersion program. It's a four part live series on
- 51:52zoom. It's called a Venus descent.
- 51:54It's limited to 8 participants because I really.
- 51:57Intend to keep this as a sacred intimate container.
- 52:00We're going to descend, we are going to encounter when we get
- 52:03to the Kazimi and then we are going to come out on the.
- 52:05Other side with a new choice potentially, but there is no
- 52:09really clear format and structure for each of those
- 52:12sessions. I'm leaving that really open.
- 52:14I want it to be so organic and embodied, and I really know that
- 52:18the. Power of that is when we just
- 52:20drop in together. So you can check out more
- 52:22details about that program, the cost of that program, the dates,
- 52:25the times, all that's linked to this episode and if you have any
- 52:27questions. About anything for the Venus
- 52:29Descent program, just shoot me an.
- 52:31E-mail give me a holla and I would love to answer those
- 52:34questions for you, including anything that has to do with
- 52:36needing financial assistance. I do not want finances to be a
- 52:39barrier. If you're somebody who is like
- 52:41this would be so aligned and really feeling called to join
- 52:45that circle, join that group, then please don't hesitate,
- 52:47reach out, e-mail me and we can work something out also.
- 52:50Make sure to hit the like button and maybe share this video if
- 52:52you know somebody that might benefit from some of the
- 52:54messages coming through and make sure that you're subscribed so
- 52:57that way you can continue to be here and follow.
- 52:59Along as this story continues to unfold with that upcoming Venus
- 53:02retrograde. Otherwise, until next time, may
- 53:05you stay calm. May you stay curious and
- 53:07compassionate about. Whatever it is that's beginning
- 53:10to be revealed, and may you give yourself permission to let time
- 53:14and this story continue to give you an opportunity to trust
- 53:17yourself for what any of it means.
- 53:19All right, Leo's, that's it. That's your horoscope.
- 53:21Those are your cozy with the cosmos announcements.
- 53:23Thank you so much. Which brings us to our
- 53:25wonderful, dutiful, always reliable Virgos.
- 53:29Virgos, how are you doing? Oh, this Aries full moon in your
- 53:328th house. This is going to be a good juicy
- 53:36full moon considering the topic that we're on and the way that
- 53:38we're translating the astrology of this moment.
- 53:41Because the 8th house on its own is already tender.
- 53:44It's already this vulnerable space, especially when it comes
- 53:47to intimacy and trust and relationships and the exchanges,
- 53:51the terms and agreements and our relationships with others.
- 53:54So remember Virgo, it's not just this Aries full moon, it's also
- 53:58Co present with that Chiron and Aries transit that's connecting
- 54:01all the way back to some healing lessons that started in April of
- 54:062018 in this area of your life. And it has to do with healing
- 54:10some wounds or vulnerabilities when it comes to really being in
- 54:14a right relationship to personal agency and how you advocate for
- 54:18yourself within those dynamics that there are exchanges with
- 54:22others and others feelings and needs come into the picture.
- 54:26There might be this journey that you've been on with Chiron since
- 54:292018, where slowly but surely, tenderly, you've been coming
- 54:34into more awareness around where you might have created some
- 54:37strategies that felt like that's how you protected yourself when
- 54:41it came to being in those intimate relationships and
- 54:43connections with others that have to do with this core
- 54:47vulnerability around on somebody else.
- 54:49And specifically at this moment, because Mars is in cancer in
- 54:53your 11th house, we want to look under the hood of the healing
- 54:57around whatever's being triggered, whatever's coming up
- 55:00when it comes to those more vulnerable intimate
- 55:02relationships and just the baggage in the shed that comes
- 55:05up with that. So let's just go over a few ways
- 55:07this might look. Maybe at the time of this full
- 55:10moon, you're going to see that a way that you have created some
- 55:13sort of protective strategy from getting hurt by depending on
- 55:16somebody else, trusting somebody else fully, wholly giving
- 55:20yourself to somebody else, and also being somebody who has
- 55:24feelings and needs inside of those exchanges and intimate
- 55:28partnerships with others. Maybe there was some sort of
- 55:30protective strategy of of being the kind of person who was
- 55:34always known as being the caregiver, like being
- 55:37responsible for other people's feelings and needs and
- 55:39prioritizing the needs of the group over the true and honest
- 55:43feelings and needs of yourself. And that became a way for you to
- 55:46protect yourself from being vulnerable, of being somebody
- 55:50who needed something from somebody else.
- 55:52Maybe there's something around proving that you are worthy to
- 55:57receive help from other people or resources from other people
- 56:00by first proving what it is that you contribute.
- 56:03Maybe there was a protective strategy of becoming so
- 56:07supportive and an asset, like a genuine asset to the needs of
- 56:11the group, but that was some way of securing the support that you
- 56:16might need in the future. Or maybe there was something
- 56:19about retreating, like using the friend group or using your
- 56:23social relationships out in the world as a way of denying the
- 56:28bigger feelings, those 8th house uncertainties and just honest
- 56:32vulnerabilities. Not even on this conversation.
- 56:34They're always there when it comes to like leaning into love,
- 56:38leaning into partnership and collaboration where we say yes
- 56:41and then we open ourselves to receive and rely on somebody
- 56:44else. Is there some sort of protection
- 56:47of avoiding that disappointment, avoiding a betrayal that you
- 56:52have some sort of exit strategy and your friends, you're like,
- 56:55oh, as long as I just keep my friends front and center and my
- 56:58goals, my ambitions, I'm super independent and super focused
- 57:01and it's OK if this doesn't work out.
- 57:03I don't have feelings about that.
- 57:04I can just move on. Like, I don't, I don't need, I
- 57:07don't need that kind of depth in my life.
- 57:10OK, well, maybe maybe you do. Maybe you do.
- 57:13Maybe you want to. And right now, this is a
- 57:15beautiful moment, an invitation for you to recognize if those
- 57:19feelings come up or those triggers and somebody touches
- 57:23that tender place where maybe you were starting to feel like.
- 57:26I want to give myself to this person more.
- 57:29I want to lean into the vulnerability of deeper intimacy
- 57:33and trust and the uncertainty that might come in doing that
- 57:36with other humans. And also part of me might start
- 57:39having the like blinkers on to turn left, turn right into those
- 57:42old patterns. Can you see that with
- 57:44compassion? Can you remain curious?
- 57:47And can you also see that there's a new invitation and
- 57:51opportunity for you to install this new pattern of protection
- 57:55of your own personal agency and security and safety in those
- 57:59eighth house exchanges and those places of deeper intimacy?
- 58:04Like maybe it's an opportunity for you to actually just be more
- 58:08honest, for you to have better boundaries, for you to say
- 58:12upfront that you are even feeling vulnerable.
- 58:16There's so many different options.
- 58:17And I don't want to give you any answer.
- 58:19I feel like the invitation for you, Virgo, is to listen.
- 58:23Listen for the vulnerable part that comes up that wants to jump
- 58:25into something familiar. And then recognize the part of
- 58:29you that's sitting in the seat of wisdom that's done so much
- 58:32work and reflection around around this space since 2018.
- 58:37And how you actually are capable of making a choice, a different
- 58:42choice, and totally trusting yourself that no matter what
- 58:47ultimately happens, you're going to be OK because you have you.
- 58:52And remember that it takes so much courage and strength of
- 58:55heart to say yes, especially in relationship to the people that
- 58:59we go deeper with. And we merge and give ourselves
- 59:02permission to receive something, not just be the constant giver.
- 59:07Virgo, I'm not looking at you, but I'm looking at you, Virgo.
- 59:11And Virgo, right after this full moon, Mars is going to move from
- 59:14that 11th house and your 12th house.
- 59:16So it's going to bring some heat to some energy into that hidden
- 59:20private space in your life and in yourself.
- 59:23So there's going to be a deeper call inward, A deeper call for
- 59:26rest and a step away from the everyday.
- 59:29And right away, Mars is going to be making that square to Venus
- 59:32in Scorpio in your third house. Remember, Venus is ruled by that
- 59:36Mars. Venus is just on the cusp of
- 59:39starting her descent into her retrograde cycle.
- 59:42And because it's going to be Venus retrograde in your third
- 59:45house, it has something to do with reclaiming your voice
- 59:48inside of your relationships and speaking on behalf of the things
- 59:53that maybe previously you were just keeping all to yourself.
- 59:56You weren't even sharing that you had a feeling in need in the
- 1:00:00equation or you had a fear and insecurity.
- 1:00:03There's something about this Venus retrograde that's going to
- 1:00:05give you this invitation, this like.
- 1:00:08Opportunity to reclaim the power of using your voice and living
- 1:00:13more honestly and also like loving more intimately by being
- 1:00:19a little bit more brave and a little bit more transparent and
- 1:00:22messy and how you actually let people in on what you're
- 1:00:26thinking and what you're feeling and what you're needing.
- 1:00:29So pay attention to what starts is just starting and it's going
- 1:00:32to play out all the way through December on the cusp on the
- 1:00:35heels of this culminating Aries full moon this weekend.
- 1:00:40So if you're a Virgo, let me know like how did this horoscope
- 1:00:42resonate? Is there anything that you
- 1:00:45notice after we talked about the Chiron transit and thinking back
- 1:00:48to 2018 and some of these themes that we were talking about Drop
- 1:00:52in the comments below and let me know how you're doing where
- 1:00:54you're at and what it brought up for you.
- 1:00:56If you're looking for a space A. Circle of people to explore and
- 1:01:01live through the astrology of this upcoming Venus retrograde.
- 1:01:04I have linked below this episode in the episode description.
- 1:01:07My Venus immersion program. It's a four part live series on
- 1:01:11Zoom. It's called a Venus descent.
- 1:01:13It's limited to 8 participants because I really intend to keep
- 1:01:17this as a sacred intimate container.
- 1:01:19We're going to descend, we are going to encounter when we get
- 1:01:23to the Kazemi and then we are going to come out on the other
- 1:01:25side with a new choice potentially.
- 1:01:27But there is no real clear format and structure for each of
- 1:01:31those sessions. I'm leaving that really open.
- 1:01:33I want it to be so organic and embodied.
- 1:01:36And I really know that the power of that is when we just drop in
- 1:01:40together. So you can check out more
- 1:01:41details about that program, the cost of that program, the dates,
- 1:01:44the times, all that's. Linked to this episode and if
- 1:01:46you have any questions about anything for the Venus Descent
- 1:01:49program, just shoot me an e-mail.
- 1:01:50Give me a holla. And I would love to answer those
- 1:01:53questions for you, including anything that has to do with
- 1:01:55needing financial assistance. I do not want finances to be a
- 1:01:58barrier if you're somebody who is like this would be so.
- 1:02:01Aligned and really feeling called to join that circle.
- 1:02:04Join that group. Then please don't hesitate,
- 1:02:07reach out, e-mail me and we can work something out.
- 1:02:09Also make sure to hit the like. Button and maybe share this
- 1:02:11video if you know somebody that might benefit from some of the
- 1:02:13messages coming through and make sure that you're subscribed so
- 1:02:16that way you can continue to be here and follow.
- 1:02:18Along. As this story continues to
- 1:02:20unfold with that upcoming Venus retrograde.
- 1:02:22Otherwise, until next time, may you stay calm.
- 1:02:25May you stay curious and compassionate about whatever.
- 1:02:28May you give yourself permission to let time and this story
- 1:02:31continue to give you an opportunity to trust yourself
- 1:02:34for what any of it means. Thank you so much.
- 1:02:37I think that means that we're ready for our next horoscope.
- 1:02:40All right, Scorpios, let's get into your Aries film and
- 1:02:42horoscope. I've been hearing a lot from a
- 1:02:44Scorpio risings, by the way. And there was a comment actually
- 1:02:47in last week's episode, somebody was saying, like, is this so
- 1:02:51intense just for Scorpio risings?
- 1:02:52Like, is this happening for all Scorpio risings?
- 1:02:54And the answer I can say just from the qualifications of the
- 1:02:57Scorpio risings I know and I'm in conversation with like, yes,
- 1:03:02you definitely. And it's not going anywhere.
- 1:03:05And also what a powerful fucking gift that you get to be the sign
- 1:03:10of the Zodiac that if you listen to last week's episode, I said
- 1:03:13it's almost like the Jupiter Saturn trying is this All Star
- 1:03:18coach that picked you for it to coach because it believes so
- 1:03:23fully and wholly in the potential that you might be like
- 1:03:26laughing at considering. So every time that you're
- 1:03:29feeling pushed or pressured or feeling like, how am I going to
- 1:03:33do this? Why is this happening for you,
- 1:03:36Scorpios? I really, really think it's
- 1:03:38happening for you and also for all of us, like we could all
- 1:03:41benefit from you continuing to say yes and to trust that this
- 1:03:46All Star cosmic astrology coach has the best of intentions.
- 1:03:50And also can't wait to see who you are stepping out on the
- 1:03:55other side of that Venus retrograde in the end of this
- 1:03:57year. We need to have some sort of
- 1:03:58like big review real party, I feel like for the transformation
- 1:04:00of the Scorpio risings. But for this week and for this
- 1:04:03horoscope, we need to talk about what trigger point is happening
- 1:04:06now that's going to lead in to the bigger work, the deeper
- 1:04:09descent that you're going to take in that Venus retrograde in
- 1:04:11your first house. So we're talking about a full
- 1:04:14moon in Aries Co present with Chiron in your 6th house.
- 1:04:18This is the house. I always like to think of it as
- 1:04:20the House of your body and your boundaries.
- 1:04:22It is the day-to-day daily grind, our laborers of love.
- 1:04:26It is the shit that we have to do, not that we want to do.
- 1:04:30And so with that, it's also like, do we have a balance of
- 1:04:34our give and take? What are the investments of the
- 1:04:37things we say yes to our daily duties, our work, and also what
- 1:04:41we say no to, like where we delegate, where we put something
- 1:04:45down, take something off and how we feel balanced.
- 1:04:48Like what are the systems and procedures so that we can live
- 1:04:51what feels like an efficient and and also hopefully like happy
- 1:04:55fucking life. It's not always just work hard,
- 1:04:57work hard. This is also you remembering
- 1:04:59this lesson that is not new for you, which is also work hard,
- 1:05:03play hard. Remember, I don't have to do it
- 1:05:05all and I don't have to continue normalizing that everything
- 1:05:07should be hard. And if it's hard, that somehow
- 1:05:09proves that I have what it takes or I don't even fucking know.
- 1:05:13Scorpios, that's not just about this full moon and this lunar
- 1:05:16cycle. It's also connected to chiro and
- 1:05:18like I said all the way back April 2018.
- 1:05:21So where you started living inside of a wound of potentially
- 1:05:25overworking of really not owning your personal agency or kind of
- 1:05:31like operating around what was initially in a visible wound and
- 1:05:35vulnerability of of your day-to-day work and the efforts
- 1:05:39that you put in. Now we're reaching this point
- 1:05:41like this is the end of that transit.
- 1:05:43Kyron's going to leave officially in April of 2027.
- 1:05:47And this full moon is showing you how far you've come.
- 1:05:49It's shown you how have you changed your relationship to
- 1:05:53what it is that you pour your energy and effort into every
- 1:05:56single day, your relationship of putting your body and yourself
- 1:05:59care on your To Do List. How far has that come?
- 1:06:02What has changed? What wisdom have you gained?
- 1:06:05And with all of that in mind, when this full moon hits and the
- 1:06:09pressure is on, the invitation to overwork, over function,
- 1:06:13overdo, dismiss your own needs, your own joy, all of those great
- 1:06:18six house trigger points come up.
- 1:06:20You get the chance to show up from the place of wisdom instead
- 1:06:23of wound and show yourself that you're ready to maybe make a new
- 1:06:27choice, a different choice. To show yourself just how
- 1:06:29capable you are of not being hyper capable and Scorpio, we're
- 1:06:36going to look to Mars and Cancer in your 9th house for a deeper
- 1:06:40excavation of awareness and healing under the hood of the
- 1:06:44healing. That's what I've been calling it
- 1:06:46for what's coming up around the time of this full moon.
- 1:06:49So we're thinking there's some sort of past protective strategy
- 1:06:53that might have to do with some way that you've used your own
- 1:06:58belief system against honoring your limitations.
- 1:07:03Maybe you've used a belief system or you've used a
- 1:07:07connection to spirituality or a sense of higher order ethical
- 1:07:10code. Like there's some sort of like
- 1:07:12rules and regulations is the way it's coming to me.
- 1:07:14And like right or wrong, like a moralistic thing that's kept you
- 1:07:18stuck in an old pattern of not abdicating for your own body,
- 1:07:22for your own joy, for your own self and the equation of what
- 1:07:26you do and the choices you make every single day.
- 1:07:29There might also be something around using your wisdom against
- 1:07:32yourself. Are you always being the bigger
- 1:07:35person in the room and taking the higher Rd. because you're
- 1:07:38the one that understands or knows better?
- 1:07:41But that's also somewhat enabling this dysfunctional,
- 1:07:45imbalanced give and take in the equation of the work and the
- 1:07:49energy that you're devoting day-to-day and the things, the
- 1:07:52projects or the people that you're devoted to.
- 1:07:55Or maybe it has something to do with having such an unwavering
- 1:07:58conviction and commitment to your beliefs and to those ideals
- 1:08:02that that has become a barrier to opening up to doing something
- 1:08:07in a new. Way like it's.
- 1:08:08A sense of protecting yourself from uncertainty.
- 1:08:12Because this is what I do, this is how it works.
- 1:08:14This is what's right. Think about those things,
- 1:08:17Scorpio. Think about the ways that your
- 1:08:18belief, your perspective, your spirituality and your
- 1:08:23convictions, your truth, those hills that you stand on.
- 1:08:27Maybe you're recognizing you don't have to die on the hills
- 1:08:31that you stand on. And there's a new way of
- 1:08:34advocating for yourself, of proving that you can trust
- 1:08:37yourself and of asserting personal agency and your habits,
- 1:08:42your day-to-day choices, your yeses and Nos.
- 1:08:45And again, the projects, the people or the places that you do
- 1:08:49or do not give your energy to every single day, like you get
- 1:08:53to be in that equation. All right, in Scorpio, then
- 1:08:55right after the full moon, Mars is going to move into Leo.
- 1:08:58So into your 10th house, the most visible house in the chart,
- 1:09:02career, visibility, leadership. And it's going to make that
- 1:09:06square to Venus and Scorpio in your first house, These two
- 1:09:10houses getting activated right after whatever comes up.
- 1:09:13This feels like for Scorpios, they're stepping into a deeper
- 1:09:17descent that Venus is going to take you through around a total
- 1:09:20rebrand and revisioning of who you identify yourself as, who
- 1:09:26you like, are embodying. You're like, this is what people
- 1:09:28can expect from me when I enter a room and also what people
- 1:09:31cannot expect. And maybe starting to try on
- 1:09:34some new masks and new personalities, some a little bit
- 1:09:37more fierceness, boldness. There is something that you're
- 1:09:40like, oh right, wow, yeah, I'm actually willing to let go of
- 1:09:44trying to control the outcome of everything or, you know,
- 1:09:48everything getting done in the right way.
- 1:09:51When I put that down, I delegate and I share responsibilities.
- 1:09:55I'm not over functioning. And So what might seem on the
- 1:09:59surface level just like a mundane boundary check or change
- 1:10:03that comes up around personal agency at work and and your
- 1:10:06day-to-day stuff. I think what you're going to see
- 1:10:08is that in your new new involvement or new form of
- 1:10:10participating, something else clicks and you're like, oh,
- 1:10:15wait, now that I acted differently, I also can see in
- 1:10:20reflection an even deeper journey and descent, like I said
- 1:10:24of myself, my willingness to take up space and to take up
- 1:10:28space and these new but also deeply authentic ways.
- 1:10:33Like I feel like Scorpios are going to be doing some major
- 1:10:36soul retrieval around calling back, getting back, and also
- 1:10:40letting us see that you even have it and you've always had
- 1:10:44it. Some deeper inner badass inside
- 1:10:47of you. And boy oh boy am I here for.
- 1:10:49That. Horny love that if you're a
- 1:10:52Scorpio, I want to hear from you.
- 1:10:54How are you feeling? What part of this horoscope
- 1:10:55resonated? Also, after listening to the
- 1:10:58horoscope and all the Chiron da da da da, is there anything that
- 1:11:02you noticed that you weren't noticing before and or if
- 1:11:05there's any connection you can see back to what started in?
- 1:11:08April of 2018. I'd love to hear from you.
- 1:11:10Please drop that in the comments below.
- 1:11:13If you're looking for a space, a circle of people to explore and
- 1:11:18live through, the. Astrology of this upcoming Venus
- 1:11:20retrograde. I have linked below this episode
- 1:11:23in the episode description. My Venus immersion program.
- 1:11:26It's a four part live series on Zoom.
- 1:11:29It's called a Venus descent. It's limited to 8 participants
- 1:11:32because I really intend to keep this as a sacred intimate
- 1:11:35container. We're going to descend.
- 1:11:37We are going. Going to encounter when we get
- 1:11:40to the Kazimi and then we are going to come.
- 1:11:41Out on the other side with a new choice potentially, but there is
- 1:11:45no really clear format and structure for each of those
- 1:11:48sessions. I'm leaving that really open.
- 1:11:50I want it to be so organic and embodied, and I really know that
- 1:11:54the power of that is when we just drop in together.
- 1:11:57So you can check out more details about that program.
- 1:12:00The cost of that program, the dates, the times, all that's
- 1:12:02linked to this episode. And if you have any questions
- 1:12:04about anything for the Venus Descent program, just shoot me
- 1:12:07an e-mail. Mia Holla and I would love to
- 1:12:09answer. Those questions for you,
- 1:12:10including anything that has to do with meeting financial
- 1:12:13assistance, I do not want finances to be a barrier if
- 1:12:16you're somebody who is like this would be so aligned.
- 1:12:19And really feeling. Called to join that circle, join
- 1:12:22that group. Then please don't hesitate,
- 1:12:24reach out, e-mail me and we can work something out.
- 1:12:26Also make sure to hit the like button and maybe.
- 1:12:28Share this video if you know somebody that might benefit from
- 1:12:30some of the messages coming through and make sure that
- 1:12:32you're subscribed so that way you can continue to be here and
- 1:12:35follow along as this story continues to unfold with that.
- 1:12:38Becoming Venus retrograde. Otherwise, until next time, may
- 1:12:41you stay calm. May you stay curious and
- 1:12:44compassionate about whatever it is that's.
- 1:12:46Beginning to be revealed and may you give yourself permission to
- 1:12:49let time and this story continue to give you an opportunity to
- 1:12:53trust yourself for what any of it means.
- 1:12:55Thank you so much. I think that means that we're
- 1:12:57ready for our next horoscope. OK Scorpio, I hope you enjoyed
- 1:13:01that not yet sponsored announcement from the cosmos.
- 1:13:04For me, that's everything for you today.
- 1:13:06And now that brings us drum roll, please, into our next
- 1:13:10horoscopes for Sagittarius. If you're a Sagittarius, cozy
- 1:13:13up, settle in. Let's get into your horoscopes.
- 1:13:16We're talking about an Aries full moon and such a fun fucking
- 1:13:19place. You get an Aries full moon in
- 1:13:22the 5th House of creativity and pleasure and self-expression.
- 1:13:26The place we go to have fun, to just be and enjoy the good
- 1:13:32moments of life, like the good times and the good feels and the
- 1:13:35good friends and connections and whatever hobbies and things that
- 1:13:39you like to do for fun. We know that a Sagittarius knows
- 1:13:42how to have fun. Also, let's not forget that the
- 1:13:45other things that happened in this 5th house can have to do
- 1:13:47with children, whether that's you as a child to a parent or
- 1:13:51it's you as the parent to a child.
- 1:13:53Regardless, this full moon in your 5th house, it is this
- 1:13:55spotlight on your creative life force and how you are in
- 1:14:01relationship with that, where you channel that, how you access
- 1:14:04it and also tend to the hearth in the flame of that.
- 1:14:09And it's also Co present. So bringing into that big light
- 1:14:12stage of your life, Chiron, that's been doing some deeper
- 1:14:16healing, touching some tender vulnerable spaces in this area
- 1:14:20of your life since April of 2018.
- 1:14:22Think about where you were starting April 2018 in
- 1:14:25relationship to all these 5th house topics.
- 1:14:27Did you have a sense of personal agency when it came came to
- 1:14:30accessing your creative life force?
- 1:14:32When it came to maybe owning who you are as a parent?
- 1:14:35And like you're pioneering way of doing that, You have an Aries
- 1:14:395th house. You are meant to trust your
- 1:14:41instincts when it comes to caretaking, whether it's a
- 1:14:43creative project or it's an actual human child.
- 1:14:47Whatever it is that you truly care about and what you truly
- 1:14:51want. What's changed around your
- 1:14:54relationship to desire and having personal agency to own
- 1:14:58that you want something simply because you want it.
- 1:15:01You desire something because it's yours to desire.
- 1:15:05I can imagine it is such a taboo thing to acknowledge and own our
- 1:15:11sexuality, our desires, our pleasure body, to really give
- 1:15:15permission to not label and define or prove that it's a
- 1:15:21normal thing to want. I feel like there's something
- 1:15:24like maybe you maybe a little freak in the sheets and you've
- 1:15:27come a little farther since 2018, giving yourself permission
- 1:15:30to say that there's nothing wrong with that and it's OK to
- 1:15:32be the freak in the sheet or the weirdo mom who thinks
- 1:15:35differently than everybody else in the PTA meeting.
- 1:15:38Like, I don't know what it is, but there's definitely been
- 1:15:40hopefully a cultivation of greater awareness and compassion
- 1:15:43towards yourself and these spaces of vulnerability or
- 1:15:47insecurity and this area's full moon with Mars and Cancer in
- 1:15:51your 8th house. There's a piece of the healing
- 1:15:54thread or like the healing puzzle around all of these
- 1:15:57themes that's showing you where there's some sort of connection
- 1:16:01go way, way back, some sort of protective strategy that you
- 1:16:04might have been operating behind and not really even realizing
- 1:16:08that has to do with a self denial of of your needs and
- 1:16:12intimate bonds and partnerships and collaborations.
- 1:16:15Is there some way in which you created a sense of security and
- 1:16:19safety by denying or maybe even hiding like retreating your
- 1:16:24deeper ones? The like the freaking the sheet
- 1:16:26thing I'm saying or the creative idea you have, but you just keep
- 1:16:29it hidden in the dark because you're too scared of how
- 1:16:32somebody else is going to receive it, what they're going
- 1:16:34to think, what their feelings in response to that are going to
- 1:16:37be. There might be this hyper
- 1:16:39vigilance of the empathy you have for other people or the
- 1:16:43sensitivity to what they might feel, what they might need, and
- 1:16:47that's preventing you from truly claiming your creative voice,
- 1:16:51your creative agency, or even your desire body and your
- 1:16:55pleasure agency. And on a deeper level, there's
- 1:16:58like that layer of unconsciously probably, I mean, if this is
- 1:17:02conscious for you, then good for you.
- 1:17:04But there's like an unconscious sense that I'm protecting my
- 1:17:08myself and my personal agency of this desire from not risking the
- 1:17:14vulnerability of somebody else rejecting that of somebody else
- 1:17:18saying I am unable to fill that need.
- 1:17:21I actually, I am not OK with meeting those terms and
- 1:17:25agreements and going into that exchange with you.
- 1:17:27I'm not, it's not a right fit. And that's a vulnerable fucking
- 1:17:32tender place to be human and relationship and receive that
- 1:17:37rejection. And now you're kind of maybe
- 1:17:40getting this clue that I'm wiser than I was back in 2018.
- 1:17:46I've come so far and I can see that of course, that's tender.
- 1:17:50I can validate those feelings and those fears and instead of
- 1:17:55trying to protect or control the relationship or the bond in the
- 1:18:00belonging, instead you're willing to honestly just belong
- 1:18:04more wholly and truly to yourself above anything else and
- 1:18:08trust that is you do that. Like you get to open yourself up
- 1:18:12to authentic intimacy, authentic sharing and collaborating.
- 1:18:16And also I just want to say like, I know Sagittarius, this
- 1:18:19has come up a lot. And of course it would having
- 1:18:21Cancer in your 8th house too connected to all this.
- 1:18:24I'm also thinking about the hiding and like we're treating
- 1:18:27part of the Cancer strategies that we were talking about.
- 1:18:30And there might also be something around like hiding
- 1:18:34from yourself that you desire that level of intimacy and
- 1:18:37bonding with somebody else that you desire that shared
- 1:18:40interdependent vulnerability that comes with trusting
- 1:18:45somebody else and asking for and needing something from somebody
- 1:18:49else. There's also maybe something
- 1:18:50about just owning that that might actually be a 5th house
- 1:18:53desire that you are ready to no longer deny and neglect out of
- 1:18:57this false sense or wounded and innocent, you know, way of
- 1:19:03assuming you had to protect yourself.
- 1:19:04There's like a new way that you can show up from wisdom and
- 1:19:08compassion and curiosity, and this is your moment to do that.
- 1:19:11This Aries full moon is going to trigger the chance for you to do
- 1:19:14it. So feel into all of those
- 1:19:16options and how this might play out and listen and trust
- 1:19:19yourself that you're going to be able to show up and do what you
- 1:19:22need to do. And don't forget right after the
- 1:19:24full moon, whatever happens, whatever culminates and like re,
- 1:19:30you know, organizes itself like a new pattern, installs its
- 1:19:32itself. Well, you're going to install
- 1:19:33it. Mars is going to move from
- 1:19:35Cancer in your 8th house into your 9th house and immediately
- 1:19:37square Venus and Scorpio in your 12th house, which is going to go
- 1:19:42into a retrograde just the following week.
- 1:19:45So this is actually just something that leads to a deeper
- 1:19:48investigation re evaluation and retrieval with Venus going into
- 1:19:53that descent and retrograde into your 12th house.
- 1:19:55And so reclaiming you're right to feel good and to feel good in
- 1:20:00the ways that are genuine and truly satisfying for you to like
- 1:20:04own what it is that you want and don't want is potentially going
- 1:20:07to open you up to see and. Honestly, integrate like
- 1:20:12reclaim, bring back into the light of consciousness and
- 1:20:15everyday life where Venus in Scorpio is like, OK, I don't
- 1:20:19have to hide these desires, these values in the closet
- 1:20:22anymore when I don't have to justify why I want them, what
- 1:20:26that means I don't have to hold them up to some false moralistic
- 1:20:31code of the 9th house. Good, bad, right, wrong should
- 1:20:35should not. When you own the joy in your
- 1:20:38life, then you also get to say and and re evaluate or choose
- 1:20:42the mountains of what you're committed to seeing all the way
- 1:20:45through. That 9th house is like the
- 1:20:46mountains we choose to climb because they have meaning and
- 1:20:49it's worth that long term effort and trajectory.
- 1:20:52And that's getting heated up. And it's also like giving so
- 1:20:56much more confidence and authority back to you to say
- 1:20:59like, this is what I'm doing and This is why I'm doing it and I'm
- 1:21:02not defending that to anybody. And then let me go into the
- 1:21:05therapy sessions of the Venus in Scorpio retrograde.
- 1:21:10All right, Sagittarius, that's your horoscope for today.
- 1:21:13I'd love to hear what's resonating.
- 1:21:15What are you feeling? Is there anything different or
- 1:21:17new or even like a new layer of what you're noticing about the
- 1:21:21Chiron and Aries transit that started back in 2018 after going
- 1:21:24through this horoscope? Please drop that in the comment
- 1:21:26below. I'd love to hear from you.
- 1:21:28If you're looking for a space, a circle of people to explore and
- 1:21:33live through, the. Astrology of this upcoming Venus
- 1:21:35retrograde. I have linked below this episode
- 1:21:38in the episode description my Venus version program.
- 1:21:41It's a four part live series on zoom.
- 1:21:44It's called a Venus descent. It's limited to 8 participants
- 1:21:47because I really. Intend to keep this as a sacred
- 1:21:50intimate container. We're going to descend, we are
- 1:21:52going to encounter when we get to the Kazimi and then we are
- 1:21:56going to come out on the other. Side with a new choice
- 1:21:58potentially, but there is no really clear format and
- 1:22:01structure for each of those sessions.
- 1:22:03I'm leaving that really open. I want it to be so organic and
- 1:22:07embodied, and I really know that the power of that is when we
- 1:22:11just drop in together. So you can check out more
- 1:22:13details about that program, the cost of that program, the dates,
- 1:22:16the times, all that's linked to this episode.
- 1:22:18And if you have any questions about anything for the Venus
- 1:22:21Descent program, just shoot me an e-mail, give me a holla, and
- 1:22:24I would love to. Answer those questions for you,
- 1:22:25including anything that has to do with needing financial
- 1:22:28assistance. I do not want finances to be a
- 1:22:30barrier. If you're somebody who is like
- 1:22:32this would be so aligned. And really feeling.
- 1:22:35Called to join that circle. Join that group.
- 1:22:37Then please don't hesitate, reach out, e-mail me and we can
- 1:22:40work something out also. Make sure to hit the like button
- 1:22:42and maybe share this video if you know somebody that might
- 1:22:44benefit from some of the messages coming through and make
- 1:22:47sure that you're subscribed so that way you can continue to be
- 1:22:49here and follow along as this. Story continues to unfold with
- 1:22:52that upcoming Venus retrograde. Otherwise, until next time, may
- 1:22:56you stay calm. May you stay curious and
- 1:22:59compassionate about whatever it is that's.
- 1:23:01Beginning to be revealed and may you give yourself permission to
- 1:23:04let time and this story continue to give you an opportunity to
- 1:23:07trust yourself for what any of it means.
- 1:23:10Thank you so much. I think that means that we're
- 1:23:12ready for our next horoscope. So we're on Libra and I'm
- 1:23:16actually hilariously laughing because I'm a librarizing and so
- 1:23:20technically it's my horoscope and it's so astrology good and
- 1:23:23perfect because we're talking about this freaking Aries full
- 1:23:27moon Co president with Chiron, the wounded healer in your 7th
- 1:23:31house and owning and healing this relationship to having
- 1:23:36personal agency or maybe just being a full separate person
- 1:23:40that matters in the equation of your relationships.
- 1:23:42And I literally skipped Libra in the horoscopes.
- 1:23:47I went right past it and me delivering horoscopes.
- 1:23:52I skipped the one that's like mine.
- 1:23:55So as you can see the sun is going down.
- 1:23:57Let's not waste. Any time let's do this Aries
- 1:23:59full moon horoscope in your 7th house.
- 1:24:02This is all. About something that was not
- 1:24:04just about an Aries new moon in April, It's connecting all the
- 1:24:07way back, like I said, to when Chiron first entered into Aries
- 1:24:10into your 7th house in April of 2018.
- 1:24:14So right now with the Aries Full moon, we are getting this
- 1:24:16opportunity to see ourselves, to witness ourselves inside of a
- 1:24:21familiar storyline, a trigger terrain or a tender trigger
- 1:24:27terrain around so many TTTS around our relationship to being
- 1:24:32ourselves, to having personal agency, to having the agency to
- 1:24:34advocate and trust ourselves inside of our one-on-one
- 1:24:38connections and our relationships.
- 1:24:41And to see how far we've come. Like to see how far we've
- 1:24:44developed a new relationship with curiosity and compassion
- 1:24:49and also wisdom of what it means to be committed to somebody
- 1:24:53else, to be in a partnership without having to deny or remove
- 1:24:59ourselves and our own personal choices from that equation.
- 1:25:03So if you're a Libra, think about what you've learned about
- 1:25:07what scares you in advocating for yourself, asserting your
- 1:25:10anger in your one on relationships and committed
- 1:25:13partnerships. And think about where you are
- 1:25:15now at the time of this full moon and how something might be
- 1:25:18coming up. There might be a trigger, an old
- 1:25:20familiar territory or vulnerability that shows up
- 1:25:23where you're being challenged in relationship or challenge.
- 1:25:27Maybe there's a conflict, a misunderstanding, some sort of
- 1:25:29confrontation, and it's giving you the chance to hold the space
- 1:25:33and to hold the awareness and see yourself.
- 1:25:36Inside of the whole. Thing from a new vantage point
- 1:25:39and with that, to also see on a deeper level, I've been saying
- 1:25:43like the healing underneath the hood of how all of that healing
- 1:25:48and all that new awareness that you've been developing since
- 1:25:512018. You're going to see at this full
- 1:25:53moon potentially how there's a layer connected to Mars and
- 1:25:56Cancer in your 10th house. There might be a revelation
- 1:25:59about how you developed, maybe consciously but probably
- 1:26:03unconsciously, some sort of protective strategy, a way to
- 1:26:07protect your sense of agency, your sense of self when it comes
- 1:26:11to your relationships by doing some sort of cancer in the 10th
- 1:26:15house presentation or performance of competence and
- 1:26:19responsibility. There might have been a way in
- 1:26:22which if you felt like you were being perceived as the one who
- 1:26:26was not only responsible, but the one that was caring and
- 1:26:29nurturing, the one that was empathetic and took into
- 1:26:33consideration the feelings of everybody else above and beyond
- 1:26:37themselves, then that somehow was going to protect you.
- 1:26:41Maybe protect you because then and you wouldn't be feeling
- 1:26:44vulnerable to actually admit that you have feelings and needs
- 1:26:48that you're somebody in the equation that actually would
- 1:26:51love to admit that you want to depend on somebody else too.
- 1:26:55Maybe there's also something about the 10th house and
- 1:26:58thinking about owning your own ambitions, your life direction,
- 1:27:02and feeling the sense of protecting yourself from being
- 1:27:07influenced, impacted, maybe even like thwarted or distracted by
- 1:27:12somebody else. If you released the grip and the
- 1:27:15sense of control on that pursuit.
- 1:27:18Like an overachievement, almost protection or an over hyper
- 1:27:22focus on your work success and career success was somehow
- 1:27:26protecting you from feeling the vulnerability of being
- 1:27:29influenced and caring about somebody else's desires coming
- 1:27:33into that equation. Like what happens inside of you
- 1:27:36when somebody else's desires or feelings, that input comes into
- 1:27:40the equation, that challenges your own sense of direction,
- 1:27:46your own sense of personal agency, of the direction you're
- 1:27:48choosing to chase, to climb, to move towards.
- 1:27:52Or maybe it comes back into feeling a sense of control or
- 1:27:57protection, of not asking for help sooner.
- 1:28:01Something about that Mars and cancer in the 10th house and
- 1:28:04being the one to carry it all, to be the strong one, to be the
- 1:28:09one that people come to when they're in need.
- 1:28:11And never being the one to admit that you might need the support.
- 1:28:14You might be the one that's in need.
- 1:28:16And if you don't admit that, then you don't have to put
- 1:28:18yourself up for the risk of not getting those needs met, but you
- 1:28:23also risk not getting those needs met, Libra.
- 1:28:27And I feel like right now you have enough wisdom and
- 1:28:29experience and compassion and also ownership.
- 1:28:33Like there's enough understanding of yourself and
- 1:28:38your agency when it comes to your relationships that you have
- 1:28:41the opportunity to show up different and to show yourself
- 1:28:43that you don't have to operate from that old pattern or place
- 1:28:48of wounding and and fear of vulnerability anymore.
- 1:28:51That you can actually recognize how scary and truly tender it is
- 1:28:56for you to admit that you really fucking care what other people
- 1:29:00think and what other people feel.
- 1:29:03And also that you're scared that somebody's going to let you down
- 1:29:07or that somebody's not going to be able to meet you on the level
- 1:29:10that you are always like just so naturally so good at.
- 1:29:14But like, what if you don't have to be perceived to the one who's
- 1:29:16so good at it, Then what is that free up?
- 1:29:19And that's something to think about because if you show up
- 1:29:22differently right now and you take the vulnerable new action
- 1:29:26of risking, you know, putting yourself out there and letting
- 1:29:31down those old defenses and armors of honestly false
- 1:29:34protection, then Mars is going to leave Cancer.
- 1:29:37It's going to go into your 11th house and it's going to
- 1:29:40immediately start approaching that square to Venus and Scorpio
- 1:29:43in your second house. So right on the heels of that
- 1:29:46Venus retrograde, which means that the Venus retrograde cycle
- 1:29:49in your second house, which is all about your values, yourself,
- 1:29:53worth the way that you connect and also expect to receive
- 1:29:59whatever standard that is of your feelings, your needs, your
- 1:30:03resourcing in your life, not just to survive, but to thrive.
- 1:30:06That's about to go into a Venus descent in the retrograde, a
- 1:30:10complete revaluation. And there's something about this
- 1:30:14moment in time in your relationships and how you're
- 1:30:17willing to be seen vulnerably, like you're willing to not be
- 1:30:20the over competent and strong one in the relationship.
- 1:30:24And to meet that, you also have needs and desire and need to
- 1:30:28receive support from somebody else.
- 1:30:30Then all the sudden that restructures the way that you
- 1:30:33think about and also the way that you negotiate and ask for
- 1:30:38and just step into owning your value and what you get in
- 1:30:43exchange. When you give in any sort of
- 1:30:45circumstance, whether that's giving and work, it's giving a
- 1:30:48relationship, it's anything in your life.
- 1:30:50There's a deeper investigation. There's a deeper reclamation
- 1:30:54with Venus and Scorpio around your value, yourself worth and a
- 1:30:59deeper ownership of like, yeah, I deserve to own what it is that
- 1:31:04I desire and what it is that I truly want.
- 1:31:07And maybe it's a lot deeper. Maybe it's a lot bigger.
- 1:31:13Maybe it's a lot. I don't even know.
- 1:31:15Like it's just, it might be a little taboo.
- 1:31:18Like there might be something that you're like, OK, let me not
- 1:31:21only be afraid there is a huge spider above me.
- 1:31:24Oh my God, you guys are just crazy.
- 1:31:26It's so big. Hi, Mama.
- 1:31:28OK, you just you, you up there. I'm down here.
- 1:31:31Holy Shiza. Spider medicine.
- 1:31:34I I don't know what that I feel like that's grandmother
- 1:31:36protection. It is manifestation.
- 1:31:39They weave those webs and the spider's fucking huge.
- 1:31:41So like, it might be pregnant. There might be like, oh, maybe
- 1:31:44you're going to like pop off like on your manifestation.
- 1:31:50And also like I feel that there's going to be so much
- 1:31:53creative agency and fun and inspiration and your
- 1:31:57collaborations also like the bar is going to get raised.
- 1:32:01You own your value, you raise the standard.
- 1:32:03You're like, Oh yeah, I matter. And not only do I want support
- 1:32:07here, but actually, if we're really honest, there's like all
- 1:32:10these things that I really want or I would love supporting.
- 1:32:14And Mars and your 11th is firing up your courage to enter into
- 1:32:19that kind of dynamic with other exciting friends, colleagues,
- 1:32:23collaborators, people that are just equally as lit up as you
- 1:32:27and who reflect that value, your value and your worthiness of
- 1:32:33receiving that reflection back that you, like I said, so
- 1:32:37naturally give. So pay attention to that.
- 1:32:39And remember, this is something, it's not the end.
- 1:32:42It's the beginning of the end for the Chiron portion in your
- 1:32:457th house, but it's the opening to something deeper.
- 1:32:48That's not going to be over until it's over, or really until
- 1:32:53Venus stations direct in November and then probably
- 1:32:56finally after Venus enters into that last square dynamic with
- 1:33:00Pluto in December. So if you're a Libra, I would
- 1:33:03love to hear from you. How did this horoscope resonate
- 1:33:06for you? When I was preparing this, I was
- 1:33:08like, Oh my God, a mic drop got it sent me on a journey.
- 1:33:13I went back into old pictures and was like, Oh my God, so
- 1:33:17much, so clear and so grateful for how much has healed and
- 1:33:21changed in that area. So yeah, I'd love to hear what
- 1:33:24are you noticing after listening to this horoscope?
- 1:33:26Where are you at? Please drop that in the comment
- 1:33:28below for me. If you're looking for a space, a
- 1:33:31circle of people to explore and live through, the astrology of
- 1:33:35this. Upcoming Venus retrograde I have
- 1:33:37linked below this episode in the episode description.
- 1:33:40My Venus immersion program it's a four part live series on zoom.
- 1:33:45It's called a Venus descent. It's limited to 8 participants
- 1:33:48because I really intend to keep this as a sacred intimate
- 1:33:51container we're going to. Dissent we are going to
- 1:33:54encounter when we get to the Kazimi and then we are going to
- 1:33:57come out on the other side with a new choice potentially.
- 1:34:00But there is no really clear format and.
- 1:34:02Structure for each of those sessions, I'm leaving that
- 1:34:05really open. I want it to be so organic and
- 1:34:08embodied, and I really know that the power of that is when we
- 1:34:12just drop in together. So you can check out more
- 1:34:14details about that program, the cost of that program, the dates,
- 1:34:17the times. All that's linked to this
- 1:34:18episode and if you have any questions about anything for the
- 1:34:21Venus Descent program, just shoot me an e-mail, give me a
- 1:34:24holla, and I would love to answer those questions for you.
- 1:34:26Including anything that has to do with needing financial
- 1:34:29assistance. I do not want finances to be a
- 1:34:31barrier. If you're somebody who is like
- 1:34:33this would be so aligned and really feeling.
- 1:34:36Called to join that circle. Join that group.
- 1:34:38Then please don't hesitate, reach out, e-mail me and we can
- 1:34:41work something out. Also make sure to hit the like
- 1:34:43button and maybe share this video.
- 1:34:44If you know somebody that might benefit from some of the
- 1:34:46messages coming through and make sure that you're subscribed so
- 1:34:49that way you can continue to be here and follow along as this
- 1:34:52story continues to. Unfold with that upcoming Venus
- 1:34:54retrograde. Otherwise, until next time, may
- 1:34:57you stay calm. May you stay curious and
- 1:35:00compassionate about whatever it is that's.
- 1:35:02Beginning to be revealed and may you give yourself permission to
- 1:35:05let time and this story continue to give you an opportunity to
- 1:35:08trust yourself for what any of it means.
- 1:35:11Thank you so much. I think that means that we're
- 1:35:13ready for our next horoscope. All right, Libra, thank you so
- 1:35:16much. If you stuck around for those
- 1:35:18yet to be sponsored announcements from me Kozu the
- 1:35:22cosmos, then I appreciate it. And that's the completion.
- 1:35:25That's everything for you today. I'm wishing you the best and the
- 1:35:28brightest, most rewarding Aries full moon in your 7th house.
- 1:35:32And that actually brings us into our next sign, our next
- 1:35:35horoscope. Oh hello Capricorns.
- 1:35:37Look how spooky it's getting the sun's down.
- 1:35:40I have a gigantic spider directly above my head.
- 1:35:46I feel like it's good omen. I'm not scared.
- 1:35:49I wish I could show you. So that's where we're at, and
- 1:35:51we're at you. We're at your horse.
- 1:35:52Go for the area's full moon. So please settle in and light
- 1:35:56your candles or grab your blankets because we're going to
- 1:36:00talk about a place that should feel the most cozy to you.
- 1:36:04Your 4th house. This is a Full Moon Co present
- 1:36:06with Chiron in the anchor of the entire chart of your entire
- 1:36:12life, your home base, not just physically, but also the 4th
- 1:36:16house is the anchor of living with emotional security and
- 1:36:21meaning and like a true authentic life for ourselves.
- 1:36:26So there's something that this Full Moon and Chiron are
- 1:36:30bringing to a major culmination point related to something that
- 1:36:35you've actually been looking at living with.
- 1:36:38Maybe just like feeling through and doing some healing
- 1:36:42adjustments in your relationship to through curiosity and
- 1:36:45compassion around the wounding or the vulnerabilities that come
- 1:36:50up in advocating or having personal agency when it comes to
- 1:36:55the place that you call home. So your home based relationships
- 1:36:59like your family, the family of origin that you come from, your
- 1:37:02childhood environment and having a personal voice, a personal
- 1:37:08relationship to your own feelings and needs in that home
- 1:37:11environment or in that early upbringing and conditioning.
- 1:37:15And also your connection and personal agency to advocate for
- 1:37:19like what it is that you're feeling that other people can't
- 1:37:22see and advocating for those deeper 4th house feelings and
- 1:37:26needs. So right now there might be
- 1:37:29something that triggers you, like there's something that's
- 1:37:30going to happen, probably related to some pressures at
- 1:37:33work or in the public eye or commitments that you have
- 1:37:36related to those things. Somebody might say something,
- 1:37:39but anything that's happening in that 10th house or in the
- 1:37:42visible world, it's acting as a trigger in an invitation, but
- 1:37:45it's not the source. This full Moon is this
- 1:37:48opportunity for you to look. I've been saying underneath the
- 1:37:50hood of the healing for where Mars and Cancer is actually
- 1:37:55giving and delivering this like deeper pattern, this deeper
- 1:37:59cause and source around some protection strategies that you
- 1:38:04created in the 7th House of partnerships.
- 1:38:07There's actually maybe something that you're going to see with a
- 1:38:10little bit more of that wisdom and compassion, showing you how
- 1:38:14and where it started of in your relationships.
- 1:38:19Did you learn to protect yourself around making sure that
- 1:38:23your needs or your feelings would be safe if you actually
- 1:38:26hid them from others? Was there some protective
- 1:38:29strategy of always being the caretaker in your relationships,
- 1:38:32the one who always knew what snacks to pack, who always knew
- 1:38:35to ask and remember, you know, check in on the people that you
- 1:38:39care about or that you're committed to?
- 1:38:41And somehow maybe you bought into the idea that that was the
- 1:38:45way to protect a sense of emotional security.
- 1:38:48Like I can be secure as long as I don't need anything from
- 1:38:52anybody else or as long as everybody knows that I'm going
- 1:38:54to be there when they need me. So this like reliability
- 1:38:58wounding that might be coming up, this over functioning or
- 1:39:02this over caring. And also maybe even just like
- 1:39:04keeping the peace in your relationships.
- 1:39:06Like maybe there's something about anticipating, monitoring,
- 1:39:10adjusting around the emotional environment of your
- 1:39:13partnerships, in your relationships that was a way for
- 1:39:16you to feel secure or safe. Like as long as they are in this
- 1:39:20emotional state, then I'm going to be OK.
- 1:39:22Like I am safe, which is like that's so tender for anybody
- 1:39:26with somebody. I am somebody with the 4th house
- 1:39:28stellium. Saturn's implicated in that.
- 1:39:30Kyron's also implicated in that. So like, it's very real and it's
- 1:39:35so tender and it's so vulnerable.
- 1:39:37And it takes so much courage to challenge the misunderstanding
- 1:39:41or that old strategy to say and start advocating and saying,
- 1:39:46like, I, I also want that. Like, I also want to depend on
- 1:39:49somebody. I also want to admit where I
- 1:39:52need support, where I need to call and say, like, I'm not OK,
- 1:39:57or when I want people to bring my favorite snack.
- 1:40:00And there is one way in which the old protection strategy and
- 1:40:06cancer might have been hiding that from everybody else.
- 1:40:08Like cancer can be passive aggressive.
- 1:40:10So we can also be like. I'm going to test them and see
- 1:40:13if they're going to figure it out or they're going to know.
- 1:40:17And maybe right now you might be triggered in some way.
- 1:40:21And instead of falling into the traps of those old strategies,
- 1:40:24if there's old ways of participating, not even old like
- 1:40:27familiar, you can see that you're standing in a different
- 1:40:30place. The old one might come up, but
- 1:40:32you're a different person seeing it and meeting it and you have a
- 1:40:36lot of wisdom to support you and showing up differently and to
- 1:40:40trying something different. To having the courage to maybe
- 1:40:44confront what it is that you're feeling and needing, specially
- 1:40:49in your one-on-one relationships or at home directly.
- 1:40:52Like what would it be like to invite the safety of being
- 1:40:57vulnerably honest with people and giving people the chance to
- 1:41:02hear you out and to support you kind of putting your walls down,
- 1:41:06so to speak, Like dropping those cancer shell defenses and walls
- 1:41:11and letting people in, You know, not even.
- 1:41:15Oh yeah, like let people like letting people in.
- 1:41:18Because you can trust yourself that if you do let somebody in
- 1:41:21and then they don't respond constructively or lovingly or in
- 1:41:26a way that is reciprocal to the way you've always given them,
- 1:41:30then you have the evidence and you can trust yourself to know
- 1:41:33you know what to do next, which might be nothing.
- 1:41:35I'm going to do nothing to walk away from this relationship.
- 1:41:38So definitely pay attention, especially with relationships
- 1:41:40that we're talking about. And then Mars is also going to
- 1:41:43move into Leo, into your 8th house right after this full
- 1:41:46Moon, which means as Mars moves into Leo and your 8th, it's
- 1:41:49going to make and start approaching to that square to
- 1:41:52Venus and Scorpio in your 11th. So whatever you do or do
- 1:41:56differently and in whatever new pattern or way of participating
- 1:42:00you install at the Aries full moon with the challenge or the
- 1:42:03trigger that shows up, that's only just plain into what's yet
- 1:42:07to be seen or revealed about a deeper re evaluation, A deeper
- 1:42:13descent that you get to go on with Venus and Scorpio in your
- 1:42:1711th house and what can be completely reclaimed,
- 1:42:22regenerated. Like I said, re evaluated.
- 1:42:25There's some deeper, deeper healing that Venus is going to
- 1:42:27be doing in regards to your status, your standard of your
- 1:42:31friendships and the bonds of belonging that are our social
- 1:42:36networks like the bigger collective groups and that we're
- 1:42:38a part of. And how we identify ourselves
- 1:42:40within the group, how we relate and open ourselves up and
- 1:42:44receive the support, the benefactors of the people in
- 1:42:48those social groups, in our friends, our allies.
- 1:42:51There's something about, oh, maybe there's been access to a
- 1:42:55whole lot of resourcing and support through other people in
- 1:43:00another area of life that you now see.
- 1:43:02Holy shit, I've been like almost denying myself that.
- 1:43:07And I see it now. And I can start to listen even
- 1:43:11deeper through that Venus retrograde because of this
- 1:43:14experience that I just allowed myself to lean into at the Aries
- 1:43:18moment. So that's just something to take
- 1:43:20note, to pay attention to. And also I'd love to hear from
- 1:43:23you, Capricorn. Tell me, is there anything that
- 1:43:26you're thinking and feeling or noticing differently since
- 1:43:30listening to the horoscope? Is there anything thinking back
- 1:43:32to the 2018 Chiron entering into areas to where you are now, from
- 1:43:36wound to wisdom and how you can sense that's connected to some
- 1:43:41of the things that are playing out for you?
- 1:43:43I really want to hear from you. Capricorn's drop in that comment
- 1:43:45below. Let me know if you're looking
- 1:43:48for a space, a circle of people to explore and live.
- 1:43:52Through the astrology of this upcoming Venus retrograde.
- 1:43:55I have linked below this episode in the episode description my
- 1:43:58Venus immersion program. It's a four part live series on
- 1:44:02Zoom. It's called a Venus descent.
- 1:44:04It's limited to 8 participants because I really intend to keep
- 1:44:08this as a sacred. Intimate container, we're going
- 1:44:11to descend, we are going to encounter when we get to the
- 1:44:14Kazimi and then we are going to come out on the other side with
- 1:44:17a new choice potentially. But there is no really clear
- 1:44:20format and structure for each of those.
- 1:44:23I'm leaving that really open. I want it to be so organic and
- 1:44:26embodied. And I really know that the power
- 1:44:29of that is when we just drop in together.
- 1:44:31So you can check out more details about that program, the
- 1:44:34cost of that program, the dates, the times, all that's linked to
- 1:44:37this episode. And if you have any questions
- 1:44:38about anything for the Venus Descent program, just shoot me
- 1:44:41an e-mail, give me a holla, and I would love to.
- 1:44:43Answer those questions for you, including anything that has to
- 1:44:46do with needing financial assistance.
- 1:44:48I do not want finances to be a barrier.
- 1:44:50If you're somebody who is like this would be so.
- 1:44:52So aligned and really feeling called to join that circle, join
- 1:44:56that group. Then please don't hesitate,
- 1:44:58reach out, e-mail me and we can work something out.
- 1:45:00Also make sure to hit the like button and maybe share this
- 1:45:02video if you know somebody that might benefit from some of the.
- 1:45:04Messages coming through and make sure that you're subscribed so
- 1:45:07that way you can continue to be here and follow along as this
- 1:45:10story continues to unfold with that upcoming Venus retrograde
- 1:45:13otherwise until. Next time, may you stay calm.
- 1:45:16May you stay curious and compassionate about whatever it
- 1:45:20is that's. Beginning to be revealed, and
- 1:45:22may you give yourself permission to let time and this story
- 1:45:25continue to give you an opportunity to trust yourself
- 1:45:28for what any of it means. Thank you so much.
- 1:45:30I think that means that we're ready for our next horoscope.
- 1:45:33Thank you so much, Capricorn. If you were the ones that stuck
- 1:45:35around for the full announcement, I appreciate you.
- 1:45:38I love you. Happy full moon.
- 1:45:40That's everything, babe. I'll see you next time.
- 1:45:42We are getting into the next horoscope.
- 1:45:43Now, Aquarius, we're here for your horoscope for the Aries
- 1:45:45full moon. It's in a full moon in your
- 1:45:48third house. And we are not just talking
- 1:45:50about the full moon. It's also a full moon and this
- 1:45:52big revelation moment potentially that's connected to
- 1:45:55Chiron and Aries, a transit that started all the way back in
- 1:45:59April 2018. And this full moon is this
- 1:46:03turning point, this awareness moment of where you were living,
- 1:46:08maybe inside of a wound related to advocating and owning or
- 1:46:13feeling a sense of personal agency when it comes to your
- 1:46:16day-to-day interactions, when it comes to the way that you
- 1:46:18communicate, your communication exchanges.
- 1:46:20Also owning your own version of reality, like owning your voice,
- 1:46:25owning your opinion, owning your own schedule like that also
- 1:46:29feels like something. And Chiron's been working and
- 1:46:33kind of poking for the invitation for you to tend with
- 1:46:36curiosity and compassion. Some of the ways that there's a
- 1:46:40deeper vulnerability or wound that's been preventing you from
- 1:46:45actually living with that personal agency in a way that
- 1:46:48feels good. It feels confident in that third
- 1:46:49house. And so this full moon
- 1:46:52specifically and this stage in the final stage of the Chiron
- 1:46:56and Aries transit, it's talking about, it's showing you
- 1:47:00something like some healing under the hood layer related to
- 1:47:03Mars and Cancer in your 6th house.
- 1:47:05So maybe this full moon is showing you something, it's
- 1:47:09triggered. Maybe somebody says something
- 1:47:11that sets you off. Maybe somebody tries to override
- 1:47:15your schedule, like gives you an invitation and everything and
- 1:47:18you wants to say no, but you feel this obligation to say yes.
- 1:47:22And there's something there's some sort of like domino effect
- 1:47:26and it's coming back to challenging and making you even
- 1:47:30more aware as the witness inside of this moment instead of being
- 1:47:33the one that just falls into the trap of that trigger related to
- 1:47:36your 6th House of everyday obligations, your yeses in your
- 1:47:38nose, your body and your boundaries.
- 1:47:41Like a part of you might be recognizing that maybe one way
- 1:47:43that you learn to protect yourself or your sense of agency
- 1:47:46was by being perceived as a yes man to the point of exhausting
- 1:47:53or even like hiding in the cancer six house shell your
- 1:47:57genuine feelings and needs in the equation.
- 1:48:01Maybe there's something about protective strategies of keeping
- 1:48:04yourself busy as a way to avoid really sitting with an
- 1:48:11underlying insecurity, uncertainty, or self doubt in
- 1:48:17your capacity to choose what you do next.
- 1:48:20To actually have the agency to get to decide your own schedule.
- 1:48:24And not just being forced to say, I'm just so busy.
- 1:48:27I just have so many things that I have to do and everybody needs
- 1:48:30me to do all these things. And actually what that's doing
- 1:48:33is preventing you from acknowledging that like you
- 1:48:35haven't really felt totally comfortable or confident to just
- 1:48:39own those decisions for yourself, to say no when you
- 1:48:42mean no, to put yourself on your own schedule.
- 1:48:45Or even maybe there's some sort of protection thing around like
- 1:48:49overworking, over giving, over functioning as a way to protect
- 1:48:53yourself from having to actually engage and not discomfort and
- 1:48:58the vulnerability of having a direct confrontation and
- 1:49:01acknowledging like what's not working.
- 1:49:03So this could also be speaking your truth.
- 1:49:05This could be saying how you really feel, what you really
- 1:49:08think, having the direct conversation.
- 1:49:12And instead of protecting yourself and your own opinion,
- 1:49:14your own truth from the possible response or reaction you may or
- 1:49:18may not get, you just avoid that altogether by overworking and
- 1:49:23being like the do good or responsible caring one in the
- 1:49:27group who's like over functioning.
- 1:49:31Whatever it is, you can. Listen to those, see if anything
- 1:49:34resonates and just know that this is your opportunity to see
- 1:49:37yourself inside of whatever comes up, whatever you notice as
- 1:49:41a different person meeting all of that.
- 1:49:43The person who actually has so much wisdom and awareness and
- 1:49:47has this like sudden space and capacity to show up differently,
- 1:49:51to do it differently. And even if it is vulnerable and
- 1:49:53even if it is uncomfortable, this is your moment to say yes
- 1:49:58to proving that you protect your agency in a way that is more
- 1:50:04conscious and more constructive. And honestly, it doesn't avoid
- 1:50:09the vulnerability or the sensitivity to what other people
- 1:50:12are going to say in response or being misunderstood, like being
- 1:50:15misunderstood is a true thing. Like we all fucking hate being
- 1:50:17misunderstood. And this is the moment where you
- 1:50:20get to say, I can trust that what I think, what I feel, what
- 1:50:25I want, what I do or I don't do, regardless of what anybody else
- 1:50:31understands or agrees, that's OK because I'm the one who's
- 1:50:37responsible for me. And right after this full Moon,
- 1:50:39this is also just opening the beginning of the Venus
- 1:50:42retrograde that's going to be playing out all the way through
- 1:50:44the end of this year because Mars is going to leave Cancer
- 1:50:47six house and go into Leo into your 7th house where it's going
- 1:50:51to immediately start approaching that square to Venus and Scorpio
- 1:50:54in your 10th House of career and visibility.
- 1:50:57So there's something about honestly, probably having agency
- 1:51:01of reclaiming your schedule and saying no and putting something
- 1:51:03down and being honest about how much work you've actually been
- 1:51:06doing and what kind of impact and toll that's been having on
- 1:51:09your body. Maybe even being honest with
- 1:51:10yourself that there's some burnout.
- 1:51:12There's some overworking, overdoing to avoid a deeper
- 1:51:17calling of, OK, if I don't do all that, then what comes up
- 1:51:22around what it is that I value and I care about and I commit
- 1:51:28to. I'm in some sort of exchange, an
- 1:51:30investment with somebody else in my work, in my career.
- 1:51:33And that's what you get to take him to the Venus retrograde.
- 1:51:35You get to say, who am I working with and why?
- 1:51:39Am I working with them for the right reasons?
- 1:51:41Is it presentation and performance?
- 1:51:43Is it some sort of idea of it being like the best look or I
- 1:51:49don't know. There's just there's something,
- 1:51:50Aquarius, where you get this chance with this Venus
- 1:51:53retrograde where you get to totally also revamp and like
- 1:51:57rebrand this different version of you to the public eye and to
- 1:52:01the people that you work with. I feel you get to step into the
- 1:52:04greater badass boss bitch mode, like owning your power, owning
- 1:52:08your leadership and your authority and like doing work
- 1:52:11that you actually fucking care about with people that you
- 1:52:15really trust and that equally care about it and equally put in
- 1:52:18the work with you. So there's a whole big thing
- 1:52:20that's happening and changing when it comes to your work and
- 1:52:25that's just starting. That's just starting on the
- 1:52:27heels of whatever you finalize with this Aries full moon.
- 1:52:30So Aquarius, I want to hear from you guys.
- 1:52:32What from this horoscope resonated?
- 1:52:34Also, what did it bring up? Is there anything different or
- 1:52:36new that you notice about the Chiron and Aries transit that
- 1:52:40started back in 2018 after we went through that horoscope in
- 1:52:44these transits? Please, Aquarius, fill me in,
- 1:52:46let me know. Drop in those comments below.
- 1:52:48I'd love to hear from you. If you're looking for a space, a
- 1:52:52circle of people to explore and live through, the.
- 1:52:55Astrology of this upcoming Venus retrograde.
- 1:52:58I have below this episode in the episode description my Venus
- 1:53:02immersion program. It's a four part live series on
- 1:53:05Zoom. It's called a Venus descent.
- 1:53:07It's limited to 8 participants because I really intend to keep
- 1:53:10this as a sacred intimate container.
- 1:53:13We're going to descend. We are going to encounter when
- 1:53:16we get to the. Kazimi And then we are going to
- 1:53:18come out on the other side with a new choice potentially, but
- 1:53:21there is no really clear format and structure for each of those
- 1:53:25sessions. I'm leaving that really open.
- 1:53:27I want it to be so organic and embodied and I really know that
- 1:53:31the power of that is when we just drop in together.
- 1:53:34So you can check out more details about that program, the
- 1:53:37cost of that program, the. Dates, the times, all that's
- 1:53:39linked to this episode. And if you have any questions
- 1:53:41about anything for the Venus Descent program, just shoot me
- 1:53:44an e-mail, give me a holla, and I would love to answer.
- 1:53:46Those questions for you, including anything that has to
- 1:53:49do with needing financial assistance.
- 1:53:50I do not want finances to be a barrier.
- 1:53:52If you're somebody who is like this would be so aligned.
- 1:53:56And really feeling called to join that circle.
- 1:53:58Join that group, then please don't hesitate, reach out,
- 1:54:01e-mail me and we can work something out.
- 1:54:03Also make sure to hit the like button and maybe share this
- 1:54:05video if you know somebody. That might benefit from some of
- 1:54:07the messages coming through and make sure that you're subscribed
- 1:54:09so that way you can continue to be here and follow along as
- 1:54:12this. Story continues to unfold with
- 1:54:14that upcoming Venus retrograde. Otherwise, until next time, may
- 1:54:18you stay calm. May you stay curious and
- 1:54:20compassionate about whatever it is that's.
- 1:54:23Beginning to be revealed and may you give yourself permission to
- 1:54:26let time and this story continue to give you an opportunity to
- 1:54:29trust yourself for what any of it means.
- 1:54:32Thank you so much. I think that means that we're
- 1:54:33ready for our next horoscope. Thank you so much, Aquarius.
- 1:54:37I love you thanks for being here holy guacamole Pisces.
- 1:54:42I have to move. This is insane.
- 1:54:46So I've been recording outside in the same spot like all day.
- 1:54:50And when I looked up recently and as the sun was going down,
- 1:54:54there was this huge spider. I'm saying like, Mama was big,
- 1:54:59she might have been pregnant. But when the sun went down and
- 1:55:02went to a point where I couldn't even see that she was still
- 1:55:05above me. And then I was like, I can't, I
- 1:55:07can't deliver a horse. Go for Pisces in this energy.
- 1:55:10So I'm going to do it right here.
- 1:55:12You get a scene change in Pisces.
- 1:55:16And so I'm gathering my bearings.
- 1:55:19Deep breath, Pisces. Thanks.
- 1:55:21Thanks for holding space and being here as we round out
- 1:55:25finale Pisces for you Aries full Moon Co President with Chiron in
- 1:55:30your second house. We're talking about some like
- 1:55:34bigger healing work and like personal compassion and
- 1:55:41curiosity and space of like awareness around your Aries
- 1:55:46second House, of trusting yourself when it comes to what
- 1:55:50it is that you value, what it is that you need to feel resourced.
- 1:55:55Like what resources, what the definition of that is, how you
- 1:55:59get them, how you go after, what it is that you want.
- 1:56:03Having an area 2nd house. There's so much about the
- 1:56:05resource of trusting yourself and trusting your instincts and
- 1:56:08trusting and also like using that superpower of trusting the
- 1:56:12universe and taking an action without asking for permission
- 1:56:15first. You can ask for forgiveness
- 1:56:17later. And you can also learn as you
- 1:56:19go, like that's part of your second house gifts and the
- 1:56:22assets you're naturally born with.
- 1:56:25And so there's also a layer here that Chiron has been helping you
- 1:56:28to see and to tend to come into a new relationship with that's
- 1:56:33been happening since April of 2018.
- 1:56:35And this full Moon with Mars and Cancer in your 5th house, this
- 1:56:39is now giving you an additional layer like a healing under the
- 1:56:43hood is what I've been calling it, connecting your 5th house to
- 1:56:47all of this and this patterning or, or these strategies of
- 1:56:51protecting your personal agency around your area 2nd house.
- 1:56:55So the way that this might show up or some of the messages that
- 1:56:58might come into clarity for you during this full moon.
- 1:57:01And whatever's triggered, something's going to trigger
- 1:57:03something. Something's going to trigger
- 1:57:04something around yourself worth around trusting yourself when
- 1:57:07you are maybe challenged to own your value or advocate for your
- 1:57:12value, maybe owning and advocating for the value of your
- 1:57:15own anger. You're a Pisces rising, so I'm
- 1:57:17sure that that's not entirely comfortable for you to do.
- 1:57:21And also it's a huge asset, Aries in your second house.
- 1:57:24Your anger is intelligence. It is an asset.
- 1:57:27And there's also something that you're seeing where maybe you
- 1:57:30learn to protect your personal agency of trusting yourself or
- 1:57:36taking creative risks, taking actions that have never been
- 1:57:39proven to work before by putting more emphasis on being the
- 1:57:44person that was constantly caring about everybody else's
- 1:57:48feelings and needs. So maybe when we think about 5th
- 1:57:50house and your creative babies, whether that's a real baby or
- 1:57:55your creative baby, there's something that you truly care
- 1:57:58about. And maybe you've learned that a
- 1:58:00way that you protect the value of that creative idea, that
- 1:58:06creative project that just natural like thing you really
- 1:58:09care about and want to share is by hiding it from others until
- 1:58:14you have some sort of external validation that it's going to be
- 1:58:18received well. That somebody else's feelings
- 1:58:21have been totally accounted for. And in, you know, brought into
- 1:58:26the equation of consideration and negotiation around the value
- 1:58:31of what it is that you're bringing out creatively or you
- 1:58:35want to share creatively coming out forth from.
- 1:58:38Maybe it's about owning the value and owning your agency of
- 1:58:43trusting yourself when it comes to being a parent.
- 1:58:45If this has to do with the 5th House of children, maybe this is
- 1:58:49something around recognizing that you've learned from
- 1:58:51protecting yourself of not getting your needs met by
- 1:58:55deflecting your personal trust in a caregiver, a parent, and
- 1:59:01putting that authority on somebody else.
- 1:59:02Believing or buying into the misunderstanding that as long as
- 1:59:05I don't challenge the status quo of what the people that I care
- 1:59:10so much so intimately about, if I don't challenge their feelings
- 1:59:14or their opinions, that's how I get my needs met.
- 1:59:17That's how I'm resourced is by meeting everybody else's needs
- 1:59:20or working around the opinions and feelings of everybody else.
- 1:59:24And there could also be maybe something around hiding your
- 1:59:28deeper wants, your deeper desires, like hiding pleasure,
- 1:59:32that 5th house pleasure. Let me just keep that in my own
- 1:59:34shell. Let me just keep that to myself.
- 1:59:36If I keep that to myself, then I don't have to risk the feeling
- 1:59:40of rejection, which ultimately would result in a feeling or a
- 1:59:45lack of worthiness, like something's wrong with me or
- 1:59:48something's wrong with my desire.
- 1:59:49So let me just hide that, whether that's for myself or
- 1:59:52somebody else. And that's the way that I
- 1:59:54protect myself, my, my, my needs.
- 1:59:56Because the second house isn't just livelihood and material
- 1:59:58needs, it's also emotional needs.
- 2:00:01It's any of the needs that you have that we all have as human
- 2:00:04beings in order to not survive, live and thrive in this human
- 2:00:08life. And a core human need is
- 2:00:11belonging. It is human connection.
- 2:00:13And so those are all things that might be triggered or they might
- 2:00:17be coming up or you might be just standing.
- 2:00:20Inside the wound that gets triggered, but from a different
- 2:00:23vantage point, as the witness who's holding so much wisdom and
- 2:00:28willingness to look, to see, to feel, with curiosity and
- 2:00:32compassion of what comes up, that.
- 2:00:35Also initiates. This opportunity for you to show
- 2:00:38up differently, to give a new form, a new strategy of how you
- 2:00:45prove that you can trust yourself, How you prove that you
- 2:00:49own what you're worth, that you believe that you are worth
- 2:00:53something and this like that your ideas are worthy.
- 2:00:56That what you give that is natural and genuine and honest,
- 2:01:01that matters like that has value.
- 2:01:03And that your anger is also valuable.
- 2:01:07It is a valuable asset that you don't have to protect yourself
- 2:01:11or somebody else from because you have the wisdom and the
- 2:01:14right relationship now at this point to work with that anger,
- 2:01:17to let that anger be the messenger without ignoring it
- 2:01:20and without acting from it. There's going to be some sort of
- 2:01:22opportunity. And I think that this is going
- 2:01:24to be so rewarding for you, Pisces.
- 2:01:26And especially thinking about how as soon as this full moons
- 2:01:29over, not only are we entering the final chapter of the Chiron
- 2:01:33and Aries transit that dates back to April 2018, this is also
- 2:01:38marking that moment where we're crossing into the beginning of
- 2:01:41the Venus retrograde cycle. This is like a transit trigger
- 2:01:44point because Mars is going to leave Cancer and it's
- 2:01:47immediately going to enter into Leo into your 6th house.
- 2:01:50And that's going to be lighting up a square to Venus in Scorpio
- 2:01:54in your 9th house. So where the full moon builds
- 2:01:57and pivots and leaves you is where the storyline and the up
- 2:02:03and coming the following week descent you're going to be
- 2:02:06invited into with Venus and Scorpio is going to begin.
- 2:02:09Which means there's probably something around how really
- 2:02:14truly owning your personal values, not what anybody else
- 2:02:19says, is like what should matter or what should have meaning or
- 2:02:22what should have weight. And also owning your feelings,
- 2:02:25your needs, and your worthiness, like your right to receive and
- 2:02:29be resourced and your anger, all of that.
- 2:02:31There's something about how that's going to more deeply
- 2:02:34inform. How does that change my world
- 2:02:36view? How does that change my
- 2:02:37perspective of life from that higher and broader vantage
- 2:02:42point? I think it's the 9th House of
- 2:02:43this like moral code, like the tradition, the rules and
- 2:02:47regulations, like the bigger Declaration of Independence that
- 2:02:51are we collectively live by. But it's like, what's that for
- 2:02:53you? What is that big code of
- 2:02:55guidance that you live by, that guiding moral compass and
- 2:02:58principle and also re evaluating how you step and are feeling
- 2:03:02more confident to step into and share the wisdom you have inside
- 2:03:07to speak your truth publicly, visibly.
- 2:03:10That 9th house is a place where we step from student to teacher
- 2:03:13and we have opinions, we have beliefs, we have knowledge, we
- 2:03:17have wisdom, and we have the courage to share and spread
- 2:03:20those messages to others. We have the courage to say, I
- 2:03:24know that I know something that's worth sharing.
- 2:03:27And even if that isn't something everybody agrees with, you're
- 2:03:30starting a whole new long term view and belief around who you
- 2:03:35are, what you need and expect to receive to resource you to get
- 2:03:39there, and also who you do or don't need to approve and feel
- 2:03:44good about it or even come with you along the way.
- 2:03:46So Pisces, let me know if any of that resonated.
- 2:03:48How are you feeling after this horoscope?
- 2:03:50How are you feeling at the time of this Aries full moon?
- 2:03:53And was there anything after this horoscope that you think
- 2:03:55back to April 2018 and whatever has been coming up or building
- 2:03:59towards this full moon moment right now?
- 2:04:01Please drop that in the comment below.
- 2:04:03If you're looking for a space, a circle of people to explore and
- 2:04:08live through the astrology of this upcoming Venus retrograde,
- 2:04:11I have linked below this episode In the episode description my.
- 2:04:14Venus Immersion Program. It's a four part live series on
- 2:04:18Zoom. It's called a Venus Descent.
- 2:04:20It's limited to 8 participants because I really intend to keep.
- 2:04:24This as a sacred intimate container.
- 2:04:26We're going to descend, we are going to encounter when we get
- 2:04:30to the Kazimi and then we are going to come out on the other.
- 2:04:32Side with a new choice potentially, but there is no
- 2:04:35really clear format and structure for each of those
- 2:04:38sessions. I'm leaving that really open.
- 2:04:40I want it to be so organic and embodied, and I really know that
- 2:04:44the power of that is when we just drop in together.
- 2:04:47So you can check out more details about that program, the
- 2:04:50cost of that program, the dates, the times.
- 2:04:52All that's linked to this episode and if you have any
- 2:04:54questions about anything for the Venus Descent program, just
- 2:04:57shoot me an e-mail, give me a holla and I would love.
- 2:04:59To answer those questions for you, including anything that has
- 2:05:02to do with meeting financial assistance.
- 2:05:04I do not want finances to be a barrier.
- 2:05:06If you're somebody who is like this would be so aligned.
- 2:05:09And really feeling. Called to join that circle.
- 2:05:11Join that group. Then please don't hesitate,
- 2:05:14reach out, e-mail me and we can work something out.
- 2:05:16Also make sure to hit the like button and maybe share this
- 2:05:18video if you know somebody that might.
- 2:05:19Benefit from some of the messages coming through and make
- 2:05:22sure that you're subscribed so that way you can continue to be
- 2:05:24here and follow along as this story continues to unfold with
- 2:05:27that upcoming Venus. Retrograde.
- 2:05:29Otherwise, until next time, may you stay calm.
- 2:05:32May you stay curious and compassionate about whatever it
- 2:05:36is that's. Beginning to be revealed and may
- 2:05:38you give yourself permission to let time and this story continue
- 2:05:41to give you an opportunity to trust yourself for what any of
- 2:05:45it means thank you so much I think that means that we're
- 2:05:47ready for our next horoscope Pisces.
- 2:05:49I love you so much and anybody else who decided to stay all the
- 2:05:52way through to the very end of this horoscope episode who
- 2:05:54stayed through the yet to be sponsored cozy with the cosmos
- 2:05:58announcements at the end of your horoscope who like this video
- 2:06:01who left a comment who's going to share it with people to
- 2:06:04spread it across the platform algorithm community, whatever it
- 2:06:09is I just thank you guys so much I really love doing these
- 2:06:11horoscope episodes. I hope that I get to keep doing
- 2:06:13them and and find new ways, new systems, new structures to make
- 2:06:18all the things that I love and the things that matter work not
- 2:06:22only for you, but also for me. So we'll see.
- 2:06:25We'll see. Stay.
- 2:06:25Tuned. I love you guys so much.
- 2:06:26Happy Aries full moon. I'll see you next week on Cozy
- 2:06:29at the Cosmos. Bye, guys.