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Narcissists: How They ACT When You Know · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  What is going on, beautiful folks?
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  Today we're talking about how do narcissists behave?
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  How do they act when they feel like you have them figured out?
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  When they know that you know who they are?
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  When the tricks don't work? When the tactics don't work
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  anymore? When the manipulation just
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  doesn't manipulate like it used to?
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  How the hell do they act and behave?
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  If you're new here, my name is Lee Hammock.
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  I'm a diagnosed narcissist. Welcome to another episode of
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  The Narcissist Code. Let's get it.
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  Boom. Welcome back, folks.
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  Welcome back to the another episode of The Narcissist called
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  Lee Hammock. Your favorite.
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  You can't have a favorite diagnosed narcissist here.
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  Yeah, yeah. How do narcissists act?
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  How do they behave when they think that you have them figured
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  out, when they know that you know deep down this is who they
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  are? Like not even deep down, like
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  surface level, like like I was saying earlier, like the
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  manipulation doesn't work anymore.
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  The tactics don't work. Like nothing hits the same like
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  it used to. What do they do?
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  Like how do they treat you? What goes on in their minds when
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  you have them figured out, when the exposure has been exposed?
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  So typically, well, still snow in Florida, Florida, Florida,
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  Florida. Yeah.
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  What's going on? Yeah.
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  So typically what happens is they try to change their
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  behaviors, right? There's a few different things
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  they can do, but one of the main things that they do was is that
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  they would try to change their behaviors upright.
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  There are a lot of narcissistic people out there that once you,
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  they feel like you know who they are.
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  Dave might try to change what they do, change how they behave,
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  change how they act, change a lot of the things about
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  themselves in order to get you to stay, in order to manipulate
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  you further, in order to. Yeah, yeah.
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  Really, realistically, in order to just keep you guessing.
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  Like a lot of narcissistic people just like to keep you
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  guessing. They don't like people to know
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  who they really are. That's just the truth.
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  They don't like people to know who they are because like the
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  more you know who I am, the more exposed I feel like I am, right?
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  The more you know about me, the more vulnerable I feel like I
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  have to be. Like that's just the space of
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  it. Like the more you know, the
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  more, the, the more I feel less protected, the more I feel less
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  than. So this has happened to a lot of
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  people. That's why they change their
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  behaviors. Like if you ever say something
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  to a narcissist, like I knew everything about you and they'll
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  be like, oh, you do, huh? They'll start switching up how
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  they act. They'll start switching up how
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  they behave like their, their taste in music, their hobbies,
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  their likes and dislikes, how they treat you right, Absolutely
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  how they treat you. A lot of this stuff will start
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  to be the same. What's going on?
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  Like a lot of this stuff will start to be the same just
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  because a lot of stuff will try to switch up just because it's
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  like Sonya said, they want to keep you confused.
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  Your confusion y'all. Let's be real.
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  Your confusion directly benefits that narcissistic person.
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  That's just the truth of the matter.
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  The more confused you are, the greater they feel like a benefit
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  to them. The more confused you are, the
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  greater the benefit to them. And this happens to a lot of
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  people. This happens on a lot of these
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  relationship dynamics. Like your confusion benefits
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  them directly. So why wouldn't they want you
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  confused? Why wouldn't they want you
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  confused, right? This is why a lot of times like
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  when the relationship ends with you right?
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  Because sometimes they'll they'll discard you like if you
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  know when they figure out that you know who they are, they'll
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  discard you because it's no longer fun.
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  It's no longer fun to trick you, confuse you to play the games
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  with you, right? It's no longer it's no longer
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  fun. So what happens is they leave
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  you, they'll be in a new relationship or you leave them
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  right? They'll be in a new relationship
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  and you don't recognize them anymore.
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  You get you, if y'all have kids together, whatever you'll you're
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  still dealing with them in some way shape or form, right?
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  You're still dealing with them. So once you keep dealing with
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  them in their minds they're just like, OK, you're dealing with me
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  like this. You're balancing me like this.
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  This is what's going on. So they will switch up their
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  behaviors in a new relationship. You'll be like, what the hell?
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  Like they never like to run. They never like to go running.
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  They never like to jog. They never like to go to the
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  gym. They never like to eat out, eat
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  that type of stuff They didn't like.
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  They wouldn't. They were never vegetarian when
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  we were together. They would never on a corner of
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  our diet when we were together. What the hell?
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  Who? Who is this person?
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  Who have they become, right, Because that will happen a lot
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  to a lot of people right there. You don't know who they are
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  right now because they've changed their behaviors of so
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  much in new relationships. So when you know they'll switch
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  it up. So if you reach out to them,
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  guess what happens if you decide to reach out to the new supply,
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  right? If you reach out to the new
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  supply, they and start saying what you saying the truth of
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  what you've been through, they don't believe you because this
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  is a whole new person, right? They've changed up their
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  tactics. They're not the same person that
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  you were with, right? This is what happens.
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  They change that the behaviors just enough or their hobbies,
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  their likes, dislikes, because it's going to keep you guessing.
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  Now you're more confused and guess what happens?
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  You might become jealous because now they seem changed for the
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  new relationship, right? They've seen change for the new
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  partner, right? They seem like they're so
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  different, like the things are so much better in a new space.
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  You it tricks you, it confuses you.
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  You're like that. What that what what did I do
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  wrong? I can't, I can't believe that
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  they're like this. They didn't they didn't treat me
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  this way. They would never like this with
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  me. And guess what happens
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  sometimes, because this happens, you end up hoovering yourself.
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  You reach out to them and welcome them back into your life
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  because you think they've changed.
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  But you think that their behaviors have changed.
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  So you reach out to them, you Hoover them back, you Hoover
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  them. You, you reach out to them, you
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  Hoover yourself. And then like, say you, you
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  realize if you get back with them, guess what happens?
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  They go right back to how they were treating you.
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  You like, no, I can't believe I fell for it.
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  No, no, you start beating yourself over the head, you
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  know, So there's a lot of narcissistic people who will
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  change their behaviors in new relationships.
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  Yes, God can make change possible, but faith without
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  works is there. You still got to put the work
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  in. You know what I mean?
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  You still got to that works, that there's still work to be
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  done here. Yes.
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  Who's at this? Just like a chameleon.
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  Absolutely. Just like a chameleon.
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  So, but they don't necessarily, they won't necessarily just be
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  chameleons in a new relationship.
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  They'll start being chameleons with you.
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  It's kind of like they'll start shifting their behaviors while
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  they're still with you, right? While they're still with you,
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  they'll start shifting their behaviors and behaving
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  differently and acting differently and doing this type
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  of stuff because like they'll just just depend on their
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  environment to to defend themselves.
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  Just like a chameleon. Committees, comedians don't just
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  change colors for fun, y'all. One last thing you saw chameleon
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  changing this just changing colors for fun.
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  A chameleon. Just like, you know what, let me
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  be yellow right now, Let me be blue.
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  They don't just change colors for fun.
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  Like they're not at the club changing colors to to, you know,
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  to get some, some, some chameleon cheeks.
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  They're not doing that right. They're not just doing that type
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  of stuff right there. But this does happen to so many
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  people. They just change their colors
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  and whatnot. So when they found out, when
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  they figured out that you know who they are, you know, they'll
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  get you, they will take they will absolutely get you in this
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  space right here. And somebody said this earlier,
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  James said they ghost you. So yes, sometimes this
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  absolutely true. When they think you figured them
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  out, some of them will absolutely ghost you and get rid
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  of you. No explanation.
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  You'd be like, what happened? I don't know what I did wrong.
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  You figured them out. You didn't do anything wrong per
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  SE. To them, you did something
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  wrong. But to the rest of the world,
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  you did everything right. You know, I mean like in the
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  rest of the world, for the rest of the world, you changed.
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  You changed just enough. You did just enough.
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  Like you did the right thing. You didn't stay with an abusive,
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  manipulative person. You decided to dip out and
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  protect your peace. So there's nothing wrong with
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  protect. Yeah, there's absolutely nothing
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  wrong with protecting your peace.
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  I'll say it like that. You have to protect your peace
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  in these situations. Some of them will absolutely
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  ghost you. But if they ghost you, let them
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  remain Casper, because who said this right here?
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  Like Angel said, they ghost. Ghosting can be so painful.
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  Yeah. Yeah, ghosting can hurt like
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  hell. It absolutely can.
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  Ghosting can absolutely be is it can be traumatic because you
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  like, what the hell happened? You go to go from talking to
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  somebody every day for them to disappear on you.
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  And like, like I said, this doesn't just have to be your
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  boyfriend and girlfriend, husband, wife, this Yeah, I
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  mean, y'all, y'all can have a family and they can ghost you.
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  You're like, they just left one day and never came back.
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  Left me with the kids. Never hear from them again.
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  They ghost to me. Turns out I found them on
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  Facebook. They got a whole new family and
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  act like we don't exist because I figured them out.
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  Because I told them I know who they are.
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  They, you know, they figured it out.
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  Y'all I've heard, I've heard these stories before.
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  I hope y'all know that like I've heard a bunch of these stories
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  before, when the narcissistic person is doing this type of
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  stuff, they'll start a whole entirely new family on a in a
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  whole entirely new state and ghost and then the other person
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  reaches out for child support and they'll fight it.
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  You know I said somebody leave, leave seven kids behind and
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  start a whole new family. They leave a wife and seven kids
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  behind, started a whole new family and expected the person
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  not to ever define them again. They got caught and then the new
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  wife, the new girlfriend or whatever, discarded him because
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  you had seven kids. You weren't taken care of.
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  And now he's mad at the ex. You can't believe you ruined my
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  you ruined my life. Even though I abandoned you with
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  seven kids, you ruined my damn life.
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  You know, so I, I can see that right there.
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  Some people would rather be ghosted because you want them to
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  leave you alone. I I can get that as well.
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  But what? Once you figure them out, y'all,
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  it's up to you to, it's up to you to determine what course of
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  action that you want to take. Once you figure them out, it's
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  up to you to determine what, what direction that you want to
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  go in. Right.
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  Excuse me. Yeah.
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  It's up to you determine to to determine what comes next for
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  you in a situation because you have the power, like, because
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  once you figure them out, like it's hard.
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  Like it's kind of like taking the red pill or the blue pill in
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  the matrix. Like the red pill, you wake up,
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  the blue pill, you stay asleep. Once you take the red pill, you
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  can't see them any other way. Like once you see them who they
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  really are, you can never see them in a different light.
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  Y'all. It's hard to see them after you
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  kind of, you know, once you've seen once you've seen the world
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  in 2020 vision, it's hard to go back to having astigmatism,
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  right? It's hard to go back to having
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  cataracts like damn it, the world was so much clearer.
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  It's hard to do and to to willfully do it.
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  I don't know many people who have blurred, blurry vision or
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  vision problems right in real world that if they had the
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  opportunity to get 2020 vision, if they saw the world, the 2020
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  vision, they would choose to go back to not seeing the world in
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  it in this way. You know what I mean?
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  They would choose to they would not choose to go back to being
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  willfully. Just I can't see it.
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  I don't want to see it again. I don't want to see it anymore.
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  No, no. Yeah, this is live right now.
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  Yes, but I'm I'm I'm I'm a answer question in a few
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  minutes. This is what happens right here.
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  I see him as a misguided soul, which can happen to do good
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  because sometimes you actually you can see them for who they
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  really are and they can and they can absolutely be a misguided
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  soul. What does that mean for you?
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  What can you do? Are you going to try to guide
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  that spirit? Are you like the, the, the, the,
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  the, the, the boatsman that you know, the old, the old times,
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  the Roman, I think the Romans did that like, like they put the
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  quarters, they put the coins on there.
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  The people who passed away, the warriors who passed away, they
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  put the coins over their eyes to pay the boatsman to take them to
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  heaven or whatever. Are you planning on being the
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  boatsman? You see what I'm saying?
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  What's going on, Scott Jackson, You going to be the boatsman?
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  You see what I'm saying? What can you do?
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  Because you can see them for who they really are and they who
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  they really are. A lot of times is a damaged
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  soul, right? Is a damaged person is a hurt
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  person. But what are you going to do
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  about that? Don't let who they really are
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  manipulates you into taking them back into any, any space, any
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  shape, way or form, Right. You don't want that to happen.
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  You mean who's at this right here?
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  They're hoping you they see you as misguided and continue to
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  waste your time. Yeah.
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  A lot of times they want you to see them as misguided and
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  damaged, so you stay with them, you know?
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  And are they misguided and damaged?
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  Yes. But they're also hurtful.
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  They're also manipulative. They're also toxic.
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  So all those things can be true at the same time, you know, so
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  one thing doesn't have to do, it doesn't doesn't have to be one
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  thing to be true. You know what I mean?
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  Who said it hurt people? Hurt people do hurt people,
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  right? But my friend Ben, Ben Taylor,
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  overall raw motivations, he said unhealed people hurt people
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  because not all hurt people hurt people, right?
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  Because you might have been hurt in your childhood, but you don't
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  come out here being manipulative.
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  You don't come out here being abusive.
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  So it's not, it's not necessarily that all hurt people
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  hurt people. It's unhealed people hurt people
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  right? I like that being said that
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  they're also scheming to get supply.
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  I would I would agree with that as well.
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  Y'all, a lot of them are all all always scheming.
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  He won't, he won't access to your phone possibly.
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  Are you going? Are you going to give them that
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  access? You mean is this something that
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  you actually want to do? You know, it's just like in
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  these spaces, when you're dealing with this manipulative,
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  when you're dealing with these manipulative, these toxic
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  behaviors, these toxic people, so to speak, you have to
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  understand what power you have in these situations, right?
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  What situations They are you or you come in first, right?
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  It really just depends on how you're going to look at it.
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  Because like I said, they will switch off their tactics.
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  They will switch off their personality.
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  They will become chameleons and change who they are to keep you,
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  to keep you further confused and manipulated.
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  You'd be like, damn, do you do I really know this person?
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  And This is why, Yeah, this is one of the main statements that
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  I hear when I'm doing my coaching, when I'm doing my
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  coaching and what not. You know, I do, I do offer one
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  on ones, my support group, everything.
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  Look, coaching support groups available and mental
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  illness.net. Check out my website for
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  everything. Right.
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  But a lot of people say to me, damn, Lee, I feel like I didn't,
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  I never knew this person who they really are.
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  I don't know this person. I really never knew them.
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  And that makes sense to me because it's very hard and very
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  difficult to know someone whose personality is so malleable and
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  so it can switch on the damn dime.
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  Damn near right. This can happen to so many
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  people. This is what is what does happen
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  to so many people, right? It's very difficult to deal with
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  that. So you have to ask yourself, as
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  you're trying to heal and as you're trying to move forward,
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  once you see them for who they really are, what what are you
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  going to do about it? Because one thing you have to
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  accept when you're dealing with a manipulator with a
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  narcissistic person is that they don't change their behaviors.
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  They just change their tactics. They're trying to get their
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  needs met, right? They're trying to get their
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  needs met and whatnot. The switch up be crazy.
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  But when you know what's happening, it's like the the boy
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  who cried wolf in real time. Yeah, absolutely.
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  You see it. And then you you can sometimes
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  you'll see the switch up in real life in real time, right.
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  Once you like. So sometimes once you see them
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  for who they really are, you can the switch up will happen right
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  in front of your face. They'll go from being angry at
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  you to crying to being happy to be angry again.
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  You see you'd be like, what the hell, Hey, y'all this y'all this
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  chameleon broken. They just keep changing the
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  colors right in front of my face.
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  They're not even trying to hide anymore.
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  They don't know what they don't know what color to change into.
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  They don't know what works. They don't know what tactic
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  works. And y'all one of the the things
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  I one of the things that I really hate to see people say is
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  like I one of the things I hate to hear people say is that like,
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  I don't know who they are, but I took them back.
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  You mean or they started crying. That's what it is.
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  They start crying. They started crying Lee and I
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  didn't know how to handle it. I didn't know what to do.
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  They just started crying and it hurt so badly.
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  I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to react.
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  So I took them back like yo, if they are crying in front of you,
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  I don't yeah, I hate what they just say.
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  They started crying, they were super angry, and then they
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  started crying and I didn't know what to do, didn't know how to
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  handle it. I hate when the fake tears come
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  out. The fake tears.
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  They never cried before, but now they are.
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  Yeah, they never are, Rhonda said 2020.
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  There you go. Power up.
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  You did not. You did not follow that stay at
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  home order. You.
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  You did not stay at home, did you?
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  The broken chameleon is so is so perfect.
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  Yeah, yeah. I'm just telling you, they they
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  don't know what color they're changing.
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  So they just changing into all the colors because they don't
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  know which one is actually going to work right here.
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  And that happens to so many people, right?
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  That they a lot of times they will absolutely throw a damn
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  temper tantrum towards you if they're feeling hurt, if they're
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  feeling manipulated, if they're feeling drone out.
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  Doctor Jekyll and Mr. Hyde or Missus.
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  Missus. Doctor Jekyll and Missus.
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  Hi, too. I mean, there's women.
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  There's women narcissist out there, too.
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  I know what you mean. There's a female narcissist out
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  there, don't they? They, they.
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  No. It ain't just a man.
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  It ain't just the fellas. They ain't just the fellas.
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  I got the look of disgust. Yeah.
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  When you see them, who they really are sometimes they'll
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  just look at you like you. Just nasty as hell.
• 17:27
  Like you just filthy. They're like Sissy, Sissy.
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  I lost a dress. They'll look at you like that
• 17:36
  sometimes, right? They'll look at you like you're
• 17:39
  a horrible, evil, dirty ass person and there's nothing you
• 17:42
  can do right there. That's what they this is what
• 17:45
  they do. Good question.
• 17:46
  Why? What did Mike ask?
• 17:48
  I'm just scrolling. I'm just scrolling through.
• 17:50
  Do you think some artists also have BBD?
• 17:52
  Oh, yeah. Yeah.
• 17:54
  A guy, one of my, one of my peeps I met on on the platforms,
• 17:58
  his name is the the Bat Wolf. He has BBD and NBD.
• 18:04
  I think he does as well. I don't think, I don't know if
• 18:06
  the I don't know if the nameless narcissist also has BBDI think
• 18:09
  he might say, I think he might have said he has BBD traits as
• 18:11
  well. So there's some, there's some
• 18:11
  men, some male narcissists with BBD traits.
• 18:15
  I think most female narcissists learn more into BBD than just
• 18:18
  NBDI. Think boy, the bat wolf.
• 18:22
  Yeah, the bat wolf. Yes, yes, yes.
• 18:23
  Steven the Bat wolf and Jacob the nameless narcissist.
• 18:28
  What do they get out of stealing things?
• 18:29
  What kind of pleasure do this give them?
• 18:31
  Sometimes giving them a high. I don't know if narcissist, I
• 18:33
  don't want to steal things. There's there's some people who
• 18:35
  just kleptomaniacs who just like the chase.
• 18:37
  There are rich people who steal shit.
• 18:39
  You know what I mean? They dominated narcissist.
• 18:42
  So yeah, I have time for a few questions.
• 18:43
  Y'all, y'all want to drop a few questions in the chat?
• 18:45
  I got time for a few questions and whatnot.
• 18:47
  If y'all want to just drop them, drop them on me right now.
• 18:50
  Mississippi's in the house. The games they play are insane.
• 18:53
  Absolutely. Yes, yes, yes.
• 18:56
  I saw this right here. He was on Facebook talking dirty
• 18:58
  to other women, and then he blamed it on me and he made me
• 19:00
  apologize. Made you apologize for seeing
• 19:04
  it? Yeah.
• 19:05
  Once you figure them out, they try to make you apologize for
• 19:07
  seeing who they really are. You know, for seeing who they
• 19:10
  really are. You have to apologize for.
• 19:13
  You don't want to be happy, do you?
• 19:14
  You, you stalking my you insecure, you stalking my social
• 19:17
  media, blah, blah, blah, blah. Boo, Boo, Boo, BBB.
• 19:22
  That's what them a lot of them would do.
• 19:24
  Jacob looks so young. I don't know if he had any
• 19:27
  surgery, but he's super young. I think he's like 24.
• 19:30
  He is super young. What a new podcast dropping.
• 19:35
  So y'all just like April said, my podcast is coming out soon.
• 19:38
  Y'all the mental illness podcast is going to be filming virtual
• 19:42
  episodes. I'm going to drop the link.
• 19:45
  I'll drop the link in it. Like if y'all want to register,
• 19:46
  if y'all in North Carolina, I would like I would love to do it
• 19:48
  in person, but come and do in person and virtual podcast here
• 19:53
  soon. So I'm going to drop the link in
• 19:54
  the comment section. If y'all want to register to be
• 19:56
  to be on the podcast, I'll do virtual as well.
• 19:57
  Y'all, the link is in the comment section right in the in
• 19:59
  the comments. Right now.
• 20:01
  It looks like this. It's not it looks like this.
• 20:03
  It's not spam. It's my Google doc.
• 20:04
  It's my Google link to for people to to register to be on
• 20:08
  the podcast I'm doing. I say you in North Carolina want
• 20:12
  to do an in person one. I do an in person in Raleigh,
• 20:14
  Raleigh, Durham, Hillsborough area.
• 20:16
  I'll also be doing virtual podcast as well.
• 20:18
  I'm probably going to start doing some virtual ones because
• 20:20
  like the snow is messing. Yeah, I live in 100 Ronnie
• 20:23
  Durham area and the snow is messing school up and stuff like
• 20:25
  that, so I will be doing this type of stuff.
• 20:29
  I live in Raleigh. Durham.
• 20:32
  Yes, we'll be in Atlanta. I got a God damn might have
• 20:34
  called NIA tonight by the Atlanta workshop.
• 20:36
  He's forgetting y'all. I got a lot of stuff Atlanta
• 20:37
  coming up too soon, but you know everything.
• 20:42
  You know everything. But yeah this is what's going
• 20:45
  on. Yeah, there's so many.
• 20:46
  We had so many. We have so many different things
• 20:48
  coming up here pretty soon. When they threaten all the
• 20:52
  threats just to cause fear or what they follow through.
• 20:54
  So I think I would say take all threats seriously, right?
• 20:57
  I would say take all threats seriously because what one thing
• 20:59
  I've learned as I've been dealing with narcissistic people
• 21:02
  and learning more about the behaviors and the the
• 21:04
  personality disorder is that I don't put anything past anyone.
• 21:09
  The quiet diminutive narcissist can turn into an unaliver
• 21:13
  overnight, right? They can turn into an unaliver
• 21:15
  overnight. They can try to hurt you or harm
• 21:17
  you, be evil, all type of stuff. Even though the quiet ones, like
• 21:20
  I don't think they don't don't ever say they would never do
• 21:24
  that. They would never do that.
• 21:27
  They wouldn't do that. I don't think they would do
• 21:28
  that. Y'all, I'm just telling you,
• 21:31
  those are famous last words for a lot of the, for a lot of
• 21:33
  different people. I promise you they are.
• 21:35
  And what, not an hour away. What part of North Carolina are
• 21:41
  you in? An hour away?
• 21:41
  Could be anywhere. Could be Greensboro, could be
• 21:43
  Reedsville, could be Eden. Orlando.
• 21:48
  Yeah, I'll be doing one in Orlando.
• 21:49
  I'll be doing 1:00. We, we we'll be to Georgia,
• 21:52
  Florida, North Carolina. There's a lot.
• 21:55
  There's a lot coming up. Y'all?
• 21:55
  I just have to sit down. And school being out this week
• 21:58
  has thrown a lot. Throwing a monkey wrench.
• 22:00
  And a lot of the stuff I've had, I've had planned.
• 22:02
  So it just kind of sucks, right? School's been out this week, has
• 22:05
  kind of throwing a monkey wrench and everything, like all my kids
• 22:08
  are out of school except for my baby girl.
• 22:09
  She goes to daycare. Well, not a daycare, she's in.
• 22:12
  She's in preschool when they have been out too.
• 22:16
  Yeah, he threatens me too. So a lot of times the, the power
• 22:19
  is in the threat, but take the threat seriously.
• 22:22
  Don't, don't, don't be like, if you leave me, I'm going to do
• 22:24
  this. Don't be afraid to leave now.
• 22:26
  Make a plan. Don't just stay stuck for
• 22:28
  twenty, 30-40 years, 'cause you're scared to leave, 'cause
• 22:30
  they, they, they think they're going to hurt you, right?
• 22:34
  Stay safe. Make a plan.
• 22:37
  Chicago is definitely on the list, too.
• 22:40
  Chicago is definitely on the list.
• 22:41
  I'm just looking at who said that.
• 22:44
  True. He kicked the couch at me, but
• 22:46
  said he didn't count as hitting. Yeah, it's hitting.
• 22:50
  Oh, yeah, yeah. No, that's that's actually
• 22:51
  domestic violence right there. He kicked the couch at you and
• 22:53
  hit you with it. That's a lot of people will
• 22:55
  qualify that as domestic violence just because they
• 22:58
  don't, just because they don't use these doesn't mean it's not
• 23:01
  physical abuse. That's a lot of people consider
• 23:03
  that physical abuse. Hey, man, yes, yes, yes.
• 23:12
  Can a mental health therapist be a narcissist?
• 23:14
  Absolutely yes. There are absolutely some
• 23:17
  narcissistic mental health therapist out there.
• 23:20
  Somebody, somebody, somebody literally just went on.
• 23:23
  Somebody literally just hopped off the live filled out the form
• 23:26
  for the other podcast. Well, thank you.
• 23:31
  He steals my personal belongings.
• 23:32
  Yeah, sometimes they if they're stealing your belongings, that
• 23:35
  means that you you might have a klepto on your hand, right.
• 23:37
  You might have a go klepto narcissist on your hands.
• 23:40
  They're stealing your belongings and stuff like that.
• 23:41
  It's kind of it's kind of wild. It's kind of crazy, right.
• 23:44
  They're doing that type of stuff.
• 23:45
  But that's something you have to consider.
• 23:48
  Glad to see you too, April. Thanks.
• 23:49
  Thanks for happening in the live.
• 23:50
  Did you do Oh yeah, did you? So I have AI have a a playlist
• 23:55
  on my channel called self aware Sundays.
• 23:59
  Search on my self aware Sundays playlist, y'all, because that's
• 24:01
  a very, very long winding. I can't give you a short answer
• 24:03
  on that question. Sweet Willow.
• 24:08
  They do what they want when they want No accountability.
• 24:11
  It's everyone else's fault. Yeah, it's everyone else's
• 24:13
  fault. But in my mind, it if you stay
• 24:17
  with me, then you're agreeing that it's your fault, you're
• 24:21
  green that it's everybody else's fault you're green.
• 24:24
  There's no accountability if you choose to stay with me or come
• 24:26
  back to me or keep sleeping with me or whatever the case may be
• 24:29
  right? They still, they don't they
• 24:37
  still, they don't kill you. You'd be surprised.
• 24:39
  Don't say that they will steal you.
• 24:41
  They will steal your life. You see what I'm saying?
• 24:44
  That some of them will steal your life.
• 24:47
  Don't say that. He took he took my leggings.
• 24:49
  I must have looked good in them. He he might be looking good in
• 24:53
  them leggings right now. That's that's such a specific
• 24:58
  thing to steal. He he Chris, he he might be
• 25:01
  looking good in them leggings right now.
• 25:04
  That's such a specific thing to steal.
• 25:07
  He hasn't talked to us in 13 days.
• 25:09
  Is that a good thing? Is it a good thing?
• 25:10
  I feel like that's for you to decide right there.
• 25:12
  Is it a good thing just because 13 days?
• 25:15
  You mean just be safe. He might come back.
• 25:18
  You know what I mean? Yeah, he might, he might be, he
• 25:21
  might be styling. He might be styling them
• 25:23
  leggings with some boots, with some with some Ugg boots.
• 25:31
  I'm in my new homes, my place, my dog.
• 25:33
  There you go. Stay safe, stay safe.
• 25:35
  I love that. I love that the new leggings
• 25:38
  drew the line. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 25:42
  You got them those. You got those.
• 25:44
  Took some of them booty shaping leggings.
• 25:47
  Took them. The booty shaping leggings, some
• 25:49
  Hilaro ones you see on TikTok gave us, gave them some bounce.
• 25:59
  He oh, sorry, hold on y'all. Every time I try to click one of
• 26:03
  the comments going up, she cloned my phone.
• 26:05
  That's dangerous. It's kind of psychotic right
• 26:07
  there. Being realistic.
• 26:10
  How do you expose a narcissist while coming across as bitter?
• 26:13
  It really just depends, right? You're going to look, you're
• 26:16
  going to come across as bitter regardless.
• 26:17
  I just feel like be safe. It doesn't matter how it looks,
• 26:21
  how you're going to look better anyway to certain people like
• 26:24
  why would you say this years later?
• 26:25
  Why would you stay with them? Why would you have babies with
• 26:27
  them? Why would you do this?
• 26:28
  Probably do that, blah, blah, blah.
• 26:30
  Right, right, right, right, right.
• 26:31
  You know what I'm saying, right, right, right.
• 26:36
  Vander Vander Vander, what's going on?
• 26:37
  He leave the new supplies shirts and our son's Google back doing
• 26:40
  exchanges. Throw them, throw them shits
• 26:41
  away. The new supply got a shirt, a
• 26:44
  boot bag. I'm be, I'm going to that.
• 26:46
  That's that's my new car cleaning rag now.
• 26:49
  I don't give a fuck what's on the shirt.
• 26:50
  That's that's that's that's what I use to wipe the car down, I
• 26:52
  thought, or clean the ice off the windshield or something like
• 26:55
  that. You know, clean the ties with
• 26:57
  that shit. You ain't getting it back.
• 26:59
  It's in the boot bag now. Hell no, that's what that's my
• 27:03
  new, that's my new rag right here.
• 27:04
  It's my new, my new anything rag.
• 27:06
  That's rag you put in the floor, the kitchen floor clean up of
• 27:08
  everything. Hell now, hell now, what about
• 27:15
  unalived themselves threats? So take those seriously as well,
• 27:21
  right? Take those.
• 27:23
  I'll always take those unaliving threats seriously because you
• 27:26
  just never know if they'll follow through with that.
• 27:28
  But most times they're using that to manipulate you.
• 27:32
  So I say I say take it seriously because let's say let's just say
• 27:35
  they're they're let's just say they're serious about unaliving
• 27:38
  themselves, right. Do you think that they will
• 27:41
  leave you behind? Yeah.
• 27:45
  You hear, you hear about people unalibing themselves, but a lot
• 27:47
  of times you hear about them taking you out first and then
• 27:50
  taking themselves out because they want to face the
• 27:52
  consequences. You know what I'm saying?
• 27:55
  So take those seriously in that aspect of things.
• 27:57
  Y'all don't stay. They unalibed themselves.
• 28:00
  Don't stay with them just because they do that.
• 28:01
  I'm going to unalign myself. I'm going to do it.
• 28:05
  If you don't come back here, I'm going to do it.
• 28:08
  You were strained in their past life.
• 28:09
  Oh goodness. Wipe down the toilet seat with
• 28:11
  the rag. Oh yeah, yeah, that's what I'm
• 28:12
  saying. Those, those are cleaning
• 28:14
  clothes now. They now, now, now.
• 28:17
  I don't have to go to the store to find a toilet cleaning rag.
• 28:20
  Yay. You see what I'm saying?
• 28:24
  Yay. But yeah, I do have to hop out.
• 28:26
  Hop off this thing, y'all. Be safe, take care of
• 28:28
  yourselves. Welcome to the welcome, welcome,
• 28:30
  welcome. My group, my courses, everything
• 28:33
  is available at mentalhealers.net.
• 28:35
  One on ones coaching courses. My support group called the
• 28:37
  Mental Healers is on there as well.
• 28:39
  Y'all be safe, take care of yourselves.
• 28:43
  And as always, as always, y'all mental illness is out Peace.