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Uncaged: Letting Your Wild Side Come Out · LOLwithMariandJohn.com

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  Are you Oh, oh, oh. Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha,
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  ha. My adventure is true.
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  Yeah Yeah, exactly.
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  Technology. Put your technology to sleep, except for whenever you're listening to this on.
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  No, I can only hear when I can hear it now.
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  I could only hear from one side, but now I can hear both sides.
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  What is that about? I know. What is that about?
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  So this thing happens when you're alone, where you're able to let go of that party view.
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  You're not in front of anybody. You're out in the middle of nowhere,
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  and you're able to let go, to unleash, to untie, to uncage.
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  What is that? Uncage or decage? What do you think it is? Uncage.
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  Uncage. that thing inside that you don't show anyone else that part of you that.
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  That you're concealing from the rest of the world because we all have it it's
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  a piece of us that we're for different reasons we're keeping a secret or we're
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  keeping it covered we're holding it down,
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  we have tied it down we have restricted it we have we're controlling it we're
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  keeping it down, we're keeping it inside, we're keeping it out of view.
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  Mm-hmm. The hat is right, isn't it? You're like, I think this hat is right.
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  So what is that? The hat? No. What is that thing you're holding on inside?
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  I guess the hat is that, you know?
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  Who is that person inside that just, ah, I miss it, you know?
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  Like, uh,
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  reveal itself? Right now,
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  right now, that person inside is a delicate soul. All,
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  right. It's like I'm a Southern girl. Okay. And how's that working for you?
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  I don't know. I don't know yet.
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  I don't know yet.
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  I'm feeling like, I'm feeling like, I'm feeling like, um,
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  the gentle tide, the wonderful ripple in the wind, the chiffon swing in the breeze.
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  Ain't gonna get done, is what I'm feeling.
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  What I'm feeling is something inside needs to come to life.
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  Something needs to wake up. Something needs to happen.
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  That thing inside that pushes and pushes and can draw you out and make you crazy.
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  And everybody around you is going, what the heck is going on?
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  That person has lost their mind.
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  And you meanwhile are saying finally i've lost my mind,
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  and you're becoming free and you're letting that wild thing inside of you that
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  you've been holding because,
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  you've been taught by people pointing or whispering or talking you've been taught
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  to keep it quiet keep it down don't show that it's a little too weird do you hear what i'm saying,
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  i feel like i'm preaching.
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  Ah, and that's why I came into this place to just fool,
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  to just challenge myself to,
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  find a voice at last, find a voice to speak with, to say, hey, I'm here.
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  I am worth being heard. Come on, listen, wake up.
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  Don't be afraid, wake up. Don't be afraid, but wake up.
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  For goodness sakes.
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  This is a great painting. There is a, oh yeah, that's beautiful.
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  There's a time to be a gentle breeze.
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  There's a time to be a soft flower. And Lord knows, I am a delicate flower.
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  I think that laughter is vicious and cruel. You're going to rule me. I am a delicate flower.
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  Don't tell me otherwise. I am. Don't tell me inside. So listen,
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  here's the trade-off. Here's the trade-off.
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  Tonight, just for tonight, just for now, just for this moment,
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  I am the delicate flower. Are you now? And you be the other one.
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  I don't know. I don't know what I mean. Don't ask me. Don't ask me because I don't know.
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  I'm going to ask you, what does it mean? What does it mean? Hey,
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  hey, hey, hey. This is not a delicate cloud. Well, I'm saying.
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  This is not a delicate cloud. If your wave doesn't. I'm not saying me. If your wave doesn't.
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  You said I'm a massive power. The other one. If your mass doesn't take the space, my mass will.
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  Do you see what I'm saying? So you need to expand. You need to expand in your
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  energy, because if you don't, the delicate flower will expand and become something
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  other than the delicate flower. How much do you need to expand?
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  I don't need to expand at all. Don't ask me.
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  Don't ask me any more questions, please.
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  Let me ask you questions. Go ahead. I'm stopping you.
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  What? What are we doing here? What's going on? I don't think...
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  Oh, my goodness. Boom, boom, boom! Bad words, bad words, bad words.
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  It's a last resort for thee.
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  Oh, then you are becoming unintelligent and ruly animal-like.
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  Becoming unintelligent? Unintelligent, ruly, and animal-like.
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  Oh, my goodness. What am I going to do?
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  Are you getting more powerful?
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  Ah! Well...
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  Getting? What are you talking about? Like I said, I ask the questions.
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  You answer them. You're the all-knowing.
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  You're the powerful one. I'm all-knowing.
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  Apparently not. So, like I said, if you can't expand to take the space, then I will.
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  Do you hear me? Yes. Oh, my goodness.
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  You can stay the delicate flower. You can. That's absolutely cool.
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  But is the delicate flower more powerful because she is soft?
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  She doesn't necessarily have to go with that. How is that? Well,
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  and like I said before, how is that working for you?
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  That's what I said before. That was my whole theme.
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  Um, the time for the delicate flower, I think is not right now.
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  I think right now what the universe is saying is.
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  Have a little drama. Have something to say. What do you want to be?
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  Who are you? You know what I'm saying?
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  So, the delicate flower's not really working for me.
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  But it could be,
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  if it was done like this.
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  If it had an aura. If it was created with a sensual, loving way of being.
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  A delicate flower,
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  i just can't do that no not me,
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  all right anyway food what's going on food no i i stopped myself because it
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  sounded like you wanted to say something,
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  I'm always talking, so. No, I'm kidding. And I didn't want to stop you again. No kidding.
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  But I was trying to just make sure you had a chance. Well, I appreciate it.
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  To speak, because I know it's important to you to say something as well.
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  If you don't expand and take the space, I will. Duh. I know.
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  I know. I'm just saying. I'm expanding. I'm expanding. I forget that this is
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  also. And physically. A co-hosted show.
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  I know, you're rude you should let me talk every once in a while sure sure okay,
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  this thing okay, nobody can see this but I'm looking at friggin,
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  like metallic eyes here so I have no idea what the expression is which is really
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  cool because I kind of did the same thing yesterday with a hat No.
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  So, this is interesting. Is it?
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  Yeah, it is. That's what I want to get asked about. Is it? It's very interesting
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  because it's a different perspective.
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  I'm looking at your perspective.
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  Oh, behind the shiny glasses. I, I'm like, I'm like, oh, oh,
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  like, almost like if I've got to take a poopy.
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  Pushing I just want to push it out get it out say what you gotta say what's
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  happening in there oh oh oh what's happening in there and even if I can't put it into words.
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  I'm gonna put it through emotion I'm gonna give it the life and the color that it needs,
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  and I'm just gonna make sure that there's an understanding of where I'm coming
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  from and I have not said anything home that we're coming from. Yeah. Wow.
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  That's awesome because I have no clue,
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  Well, you're coming from a very powerful place. You're coming from a very direct place.
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  And you are saying something that you're feeling from your gut because it's
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  very, ah, it's very guttural.
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  And so let me ask you something.
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  As a witness of what this thing that's happening in front of you with the shiny
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  eyes, like you said before, as a witness to that.
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  What does it inspire you to do?
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  Ah, to be more me. Mmm, can I hear a bit of that amen?
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  Amen. Hallelujah. Oh, yeah, girl.
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  You know, I was thinking this morning how...
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  Think less, feel more. Ah!
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  I've always been feeling, girl.
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  Oh, let me hear you, see. that I hear you feel.
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  Will I do it my way? Do you really? I am singing.
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  I will sing with you.
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  Yes.
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  I mean, you express it one way. I express it another way.
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  Okay, that's really freaky. Well, what's happening in my mind is this.
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  I'm hearing you, and it's lovely, and I love the difference between us.
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  And I try to go into your energy and then go into my energy,
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  and you go into your energy and back into your energy and through your energy
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  and around your energy and stay with your energy and only do your energy.
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  I am trying to see dramatic.
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  Dramatic. Even if the words aren't there. Even if the language isn't there.
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  Even if you can't discuss it.
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  What are you feeling?
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  Even if the words aren't there. See what I mean?
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  You're going to get weirder than I did.
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  Yes, you are. Yes, you are.
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  Even if the words aren't there. Boom,
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  boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.
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  It's a matter of listening all the time to other people.
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  Talking and talking and talking and talking.
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  Word after word after word after word. Why?
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  Sit down. Take a deep breath. H-O-F-U-A H-O-F-U-A H-O-F-U-A.