Latest / The Baller Alert Show / Episode 234 "MariahLynn"
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- 0:00Speaker 1: How do you feel about Diddy and Koisha relationship?
- 0:02Speaker 2: Because that's to be honest with you.
- 0:04Speaker 1: In the space that I am in my life right now,
- 0:06Speaker 1: I need that, see what.
- 0:08Speaker 2: I went down that road already with RIGI. So one point,
- 0:11Speaker 2: Rich may.
- 0:12Speaker 3: Not be ditty, but let me tell you his name
- 0:14Speaker 3: ain't Rich dollars for no reason? No, he got money. Okay,
- 0:19Speaker 3: Rich is sitting on. Don't let fool you? Can you
- 0:23Speaker 3: getting like thirtys an episode? Okay that was a little
- 0:27Speaker 3: while ago, and New York is expensive.
- 0:29Speaker 2: This was my thing.
- 0:30Speaker 3: I could say a lot right now because the same
- 0:32Speaker 3: people who shade people.
- 0:37Speaker 2: Not probably did.
- 0:43Speaker 3: Rich and I laughed at it together until he got
- 0:46Speaker 3: mad because I laughed a little too hard and he's.
- 0:49Speaker 2: So mad or whatever. He's like, y'all you're in the
- 0:51Speaker 2: femi me. I'm like, what are you talking about?
- 0:52Speaker 4: Bro?
- 0:53Speaker 3: You're not Diddy like in a sense like, no, borrow
- 1:00Speaker 3: with me here?
- 1:01Speaker 5: You know, BT's so low. Shout out oct calor what
- 1:04Speaker 5: we see whole game? Ready Bert something? Oh you can't
- 1:07Speaker 5: stand on the home, Susie. I already know he came
- 1:09Speaker 5: with me because up with the squad of me, they
- 1:12Speaker 5: get in.
- 1:12Speaker 6: They called me.
- 1:15Speaker 7: Bloy. Hello, baller Alert. Welcome to the ball Alert Show podcast.
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- 1:26Speaker 7: I go by the name of Ferrari.
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- 1:30Speaker 4: You know bt oct.
- 1:31Speaker 2: With that and it ship gun right there.
- 1:39Speaker 8: You start already, Okay. Ralph y'all all, the black sixteen
- 1:47Speaker 8: year old who was shot in Kansas City after accidentally
- 1:50Speaker 8: going into the wrong house.
- 1:52Speaker 7: I don't know if you guys saw that.
- 1:53Speaker 8: Yeah, he was picking up his younger siblings when he
- 1:55Speaker 8: accidentally rang the doorbell to the wrong house. Cops say
- 1:59Speaker 8: the homeowner, Andrew Lester, opened the door and shot Ralph twice,
- 2:03Speaker 8: once in the head. According to the y'all old family,
- 2:08Speaker 8: did you guys hear about that news, Yeah.
- 2:10Speaker 10: It's been everywhere, glad. A lot of celebrities are making
- 2:14Speaker 10: you know it aware. Yeah, given donations too.
- 2:17Speaker 1: Because they actually have a GoFundMe and it's up to
- 2:19Speaker 1: more than.
- 2:22Speaker 9: Yeah, they asked for half a million, it went to
- 2:24Speaker 9: a million very quickly. But the thing I'm scary about
- 2:27Speaker 9: it is this kid did not pose a threat whatsoever.
- 2:30Speaker 9: He literally was just knocking on the door. It was
- 2:32Speaker 9: super regular, and I think this man, this evil man,
- 2:35Speaker 9: Andrew Lester, is about to spend the last of his
- 2:38Speaker 9: days in jail because you just wanted to shoot a
- 2:42Speaker 9: black kid, in my opinion, like I just I just
- 2:43Speaker 9: don't see how you saw him knocking on the door
- 2:46Speaker 9: as casually as he was as a threat, and not
- 2:49Speaker 9: to shoot him in the head once, but twice. You
- 2:52Speaker 9: wanted to kill that man. You wanted to kill him.
- 2:54Speaker 9: It's one thing to like kill him in the like
- 2:56Speaker 9: shoot him in the arm or the leg or like
- 2:58Speaker 9: give a warning shot, but you you went.
- 2:59Speaker 1: For his head.
- 3:00Speaker 4: Why would you shoot anybody that?
- 3:01Speaker 9: Just I mean, he is an old man. He probably
- 3:05Speaker 9: came up with some type of scenario in his head,
- 3:07Speaker 9: or maybe he's had experiences in the past. But nonetheless,
- 3:10Speaker 9: like you're wrong for shooting that kid in the head twice.
- 3:13Speaker 3: That's so random to me, Like I think so random,
- 3:16Speaker 3: and I feel like with everything the world is going through,
- 3:19Speaker 3: how much gun violence we have, Like I really don't
- 3:22Speaker 3: play like that, Like don't get me wrong, Like you know,
- 3:25Speaker 3: I'm from the hood. I come from that, and I'm
- 3:28Speaker 3: not to me personally, like I'll always be where I'm from.
- 3:31Speaker 3: I'm never gonna forget where I'm from. But I'm not
- 3:33Speaker 3: that street girl no more. Like I had to realize
- 3:36Speaker 3: that growing up, Like I had to be like, wow,
- 3:38Speaker 3: you know what, do I want to be the superstar
- 3:40Speaker 3: or do I want to be dead in jail? Like
- 3:43Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying? So much stuff going on
- 3:45Speaker 3: that it's just like that was really like, that's crazy,
- 3:47Speaker 3: that's mind brown.
- 3:49Speaker 2: But is that shocking anymore?
- 3:52Speaker 3: The times that we're living in, Like, it's not shocking,
- 3:54Speaker 3: That's what I'm kind of just like, oh my god.
- 3:56Speaker 1: Wow he's stable. He's in stable.
- 4:01Speaker 2: Yeah, thank god?
- 4:02Speaker 10: Okay, Yeah, he didn't die die God, And we don't
- 4:06Speaker 10: know if the eighty five year old is going to
- 4:08Speaker 10: spend his life and we.
- 4:10Speaker 11: Because but this is in Kansas City. Yeah, I don't
- 4:14Speaker 11: know if y'all ever been to Kansas City one time?
- 4:16Speaker 2: I think I've been one time as well, I've never been.
- 4:19Speaker 11: I've also never heard anything good about Kansas City, Okay.
- 4:24Speaker 8: Jonathan Majors dropped by a Manager Entertainment three sixty following
- 4:28Speaker 8: domestic violence charges.
- 4:30Speaker 1: Well, he's also.
- 4:31Speaker 10: Being dropped by his PR firm.
- 4:34Speaker 1: He can't go to the met Galla anymore.
- 4:36Speaker 4: If you.
- 4:36Speaker 11: If you're too black and you go up too far,
- 4:39Speaker 11: they're gonna find a way to humble your ass. And
- 4:42Speaker 11: this man, they have no business allegedly choking his girlfriend.
- 4:46Speaker 11: He ain't got no business in his hand on a.
- 4:47Speaker 2: One went through that man. It doesn't matter what she did.
- 4:50Speaker 3: My best friend was killed by her baby father two
- 4:53Speaker 3: years ago, shoting the head over perks like wuld be
- 4:57Speaker 3: the littlest ship that like you're here today going tomorrow.
- 5:00Speaker 3: That's why I don't understand, like it's no excuse. That's
- 5:02Speaker 3: why I started my nonprofit called on Swanna Sign Foundations
- 5:05Speaker 3: so I can help domestic violence victims, young kids suffering
- 5:09Speaker 3: with their parents who are incarcerated. Because I went through
- 5:12Speaker 3: certain stuff and I also lost my best friend to
- 5:15Speaker 3: gun violence by her own kid's father.
- 5:17Speaker 2: Like that's crazy.
- 5:18Speaker 9: I'm so sorry to hear that.
- 5:18Speaker 1: I love this blind song was like real, like real.
- 5:21Speaker 3: Real, Yeah, and you know so it's it's goodness. Yeah,
- 5:25Speaker 3: that's a touching subject for me. I don't believe if listen,
- 5:28Speaker 3: young man, you can overpower us.
- 5:29Speaker 2: I get it.
- 5:30Speaker 3: Women can be provoking. There are some women who are
- 5:33Speaker 3: toxic who will provoke y'all, who will put their hands
- 5:35Speaker 3: on y'all. But the best thing to do is to
- 5:37Speaker 3: just remove yourself because that toxicity will consume you and
- 5:41Speaker 3: turn you into somebody that you're not.
- 5:43Speaker 9: That is so real. My thing is, do we agree
- 5:47Speaker 9: with endorsements and things being taken away from you before
- 5:49Speaker 9: you're proven guilty. I don't agree with that because what
- 5:53Speaker 9: happens if it's not true?
- 5:54Speaker 2: Right now? What now?
- 5:55Speaker 9: Now they're going to be on apologize.
- 5:58Speaker 8: Yeah, be placed on whole, but taking away I would say,
- 6:03Speaker 8: placed on hold untilations.
- 6:06Speaker 2: I agree.
- 6:07Speaker 9: Yeah, I think it's terrible that, you know, these things
- 6:09Speaker 9: come out and it puts a permanent stain on you.
- 6:12Speaker 9: You have to live the next decade or two trying
- 6:14Speaker 9: to clean it up. But now you've lost everything that
- 6:16Speaker 9: you work for right now because somebody may have cridwolf
- 6:20Speaker 9: and then nothing happened to to the to the person
- 6:23Speaker 9: that you know made the false accusations. Like that's a
- 6:25Speaker 9: whole other topic.
- 6:26Speaker 11: But it still live together, if they still live together,
- 6:28Speaker 11: they probably live together now. They probably living together right
- 6:31Speaker 11: and through and it's over it.
- 6:33Speaker 1: Lord Jesus, we don't know about that, but you can
- 6:35Speaker 1: just tell.
- 6:35Speaker 10: In her message to him, you know, she was kind
- 6:38Speaker 10: of fearful for you know, what could happen to him,
- 6:41Speaker 10: you know, and then those domestic violence situations, it's real sticky.
- 6:45Speaker 2: And the victim always feels bad as well.
- 6:47Speaker 3: Yeah, I was in a situation my leg was broken
- 6:50Speaker 3: and yeah in three places. And I feel like, you
- 6:54Speaker 3: know what I learned from that is like at first
- 6:57Speaker 3: I felt like, oh my god, I didn't want to
- 6:59Speaker 3: go to police.
- 6:59Speaker 2: I'm from the hood, Like how does that look? Am
- 7:01Speaker 2: I snitching?
- 7:02Speaker 3: Like?
- 7:02Speaker 2: You know?
- 7:03Speaker 3: And then I had to sit and think back, like wow,
- 7:06Speaker 3: like this man really broke I never broke a bone
- 7:09Speaker 3: playing sports, Like I've been fighting all my life, which
- 7:12Speaker 3: I never break.
- 7:13Speaker 2: Nothing on me. I was like, you know what.
- 7:16Speaker 3: And then when I lost my best friend, I was like,
- 7:19Speaker 3: all right, you know what, I think that this is
- 7:21Speaker 3: something that I need to Like, I was scared. I
- 7:23Speaker 3: didn't wanted to go public, like you know what I'm saying,
- 7:25Speaker 3: a lot of my fans look at me like, oh,
- 7:27Speaker 3: she's strong, she aggresses.
- 7:28Speaker 2: She just didn't really.
- 7:29Speaker 3: Get to see like that soft side of me, or
- 7:32Speaker 3: you know, that vulnerable side of me. So I was
- 7:34Speaker 3: very vulnerable when that happened, and it kind of like
- 7:36Speaker 3: really made me like question myself, like, am I snitched?
- 7:40Speaker 3: Like you know what I'm saying, But he actually went
- 7:42Speaker 3: to police and then I had to like and it
- 7:44Speaker 3: was a long thing, but.
- 7:45Speaker 9: He went to the police.
- 7:47Speaker 2: Police saw on me.
- 7:48Speaker 3: Yeah, it's little five to one me either broke my
- 7:52Speaker 3: little leg in three places. But again, you live and
- 7:55Speaker 3: you learn. I wasn't a provoking female. But there are
- 7:59Speaker 3: some soff I agree with what y'all saying. I think
- 8:01Speaker 3: it should be put on hold because you're innocent and
- 8:04Speaker 3: still proven guilty. But there are some situations. Wasn't there
- 8:07Speaker 3: another football player son who the baby mother put the
- 8:11Speaker 3: camera in the house and.
- 8:12Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, like we can you know, it's.
- 8:17Speaker 4: Clear as day she went to jail, right yeah, but.
- 8:21Speaker 9: Right now, I mean with Jonathan Major's it's really he says, she.
- 8:23Speaker 3: Said, and she just made a statement like, oh he's
- 8:26Speaker 3: getting help and this and that, and it's like I
- 8:29Speaker 3: get it. Like the victim, you feel bad and you're traumatized,
- 8:32Speaker 3: you start dealing with PTSD, you start you know, there's
- 8:35Speaker 3: so many different scenarios, like you were saying, it could
- 8:38Speaker 3: go so many different Yes, It's like when Rihanna was
- 8:40Speaker 3: saying that about Chris Brown, like she did the interview
- 8:42Speaker 3: with Oprah, and she was like, I just feel bad
- 8:45Speaker 3: for him, Like who's going to help him? Like for
- 8:47Speaker 3: him to be for him to do what he did,
- 8:49Speaker 3: something is wrong with him. Like it is a victim
- 8:52Speaker 3: mentality to for some reason feel a little bit of
- 8:54Speaker 3: guilt and not want your abuser to go. Especially and
- 8:57Speaker 3: I feel like especially for black women because in the
- 9:01Speaker 3: times we live in, we're trying to protect our black kings,
- 9:05Speaker 3: right and they feel like I don't want to take
- 9:07Speaker 3: his freedom. I don't want to, you know what I'm saying,
- 9:10Speaker 3: Like especially kids involved and stuff like that.
- 9:12Speaker 2: It's like it's too mixy.
- 9:14Speaker 1: Once again, what is where? Where can they find your
- 9:17Speaker 1: my knowledge?
- 9:18Speaker 2: It's the once upon a Sign Foundation.
- 9:21Speaker 3: I will be doing a lot lot more for DV victims,
- 9:25Speaker 3: Like I said, kids whose parents aren'tcarcerated or enforced their care.
- 9:29Speaker 2: I would love, love, love.
- 9:31Speaker 3: We are speaking to my financial advisor to get some
- 9:33Speaker 3: funding so we could maybe build some safe homes or
- 9:37Speaker 3: maybe even some places where you know, the kids could
- 9:39Speaker 3: have a safe place to go in the areas that
- 9:41Speaker 3: they don't have safe places to go. You know, they're
- 9:44Speaker 3: being raised by their grandmothers, their aunts, force the parents,
- 9:48Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. Like, so it's like these
- 9:51Speaker 3: people I know because I was in the system. You know,
- 9:53Speaker 3: sometimes you're a burden, you know, to these people. And
- 9:57Speaker 3: it's like, so these little safe places mean the most
- 9:59Speaker 3: of these kids, where they can explore their creators.
- 10:01Speaker 2: Like my thing was writing. I love to write poetry.
- 10:04Speaker 3: So when I was sad, or I missed my mom
- 10:07Speaker 3: or you know, whatever it was I was going through,
- 10:09Speaker 3: I would just sit and write about it and I
- 10:10Speaker 3: would feel so much better. So we can provide, you know,
- 10:13Speaker 3: these ways for these kids to express themselves. Not in
- 10:17Speaker 3: the streets, not shooting guns, not selling drugs, not abusing
- 10:20Speaker 3: women or you know what I'm saying, it's just repetitive
- 10:22Speaker 3: cycles that we gotta break, Like, we gotta break these cycles.
- 10:25Speaker 9: Good for you using those negative experiences and you know,
- 10:28Speaker 9: looking forward to the future and helping other people, because
- 10:31Speaker 9: sometimes you really need to be the person that you
- 10:33Speaker 9: needed when you were going through those things. So shout
- 10:35Speaker 9: out to you for that.
- 10:36Speaker 2: Thank you.
- 10:36Speaker 8: All Right, did you guys see Russell Westbrook the basketball
- 10:39Speaker 8: player is beefing with fans. Did you guys see that video?
- 10:44Speaker 3: I just recently saw it a little while ago. You know,
- 10:47Speaker 3: I didn't see it.
- 10:48Speaker 11: I was just about to say, y'all forget Westbrook is
- 10:52Speaker 11: from Compton.
- 10:53Speaker 3: Yeah, No, I just don't. I have athletes are not
- 10:56Speaker 3: my type, so I don't really pay.
- 10:57Speaker 1: Attention to them like that.
- 10:59Speaker 2: Hey, the rappers are not my type. No, it's just
- 11:03Speaker 2: I just they.
- 11:05Speaker 4: Know they just he was dated athletes in the past.
- 11:07Speaker 3: No, I just my friends have and I've seen like
- 11:09Speaker 3: the treatment and like what it was like I was.
- 11:12Speaker 3: I was somewhere one time. I just I won't say
- 11:14Speaker 3: no names, but we were in somebody's house. I don't know
- 11:16Speaker 3: who the hell he was, but we was playing a game,
- 11:18Speaker 3: you know, the game on your head where you flip it,
- 11:21Speaker 3: and the category was music.
- 11:23Speaker 2: And I came up and he didn't know who I was.
- 11:24Speaker 3: I was like, ohtull fuck it, like you know, like
- 11:29Speaker 3: you know, like the girls, was like, she's right here.
- 11:34Speaker 2: She's right here. He still couldn't get the question.
- 11:36Speaker 11: I was like, all right, wait, so you so you
- 11:37Speaker 11: so you pretty much was like, y'all don't know who
- 11:39Speaker 11: I don't even think you a starter.
- 11:41Speaker 2: You don't know me, I don't know you.
- 11:45Speaker 9: But the fact that it heads up at all though,
- 11:47Speaker 9: that's pretty dumb. Go ahead, says Okay, Okay.
- 11:50Speaker 7: Philadelphia Eagles quarterback Jalen.
- 11:52Speaker 8: Hurts just five year, two hundred and fifty five million
- 11:56Speaker 8: dollar extension, one hundred and seventy nine million guarantees, Lord.
- 12:00Speaker 9: Jez, Jayla Hurst not your type. You're gonna tell me
- 12:03Speaker 9: that Jayla Hurs not your means what? That's a fine.
- 12:10Speaker 7: For the Super Bowl? All the girls was like, who
- 12:12Speaker 7: was that he was chewing gum on the sound?
- 12:14Speaker 9: It was the way he was chewing that gun gum on.
- 12:16Speaker 7: The side line on the screen.
- 12:19Speaker 10: I think what makes him super fun is his attitude
- 12:22Speaker 10: towards women. You know, he was just an essence on
- 12:24Speaker 10: the cover and one of the things that he said
- 12:27Speaker 10: and there is empowering black women because that's who empowered him.
- 12:31Speaker 9: Okay, it's real. That would take a man from a
- 12:35Speaker 9: six to it. I'm telling you.
- 12:39Speaker 2: Everything.
- 12:39Speaker 1: Personality can make or break you.
- 12:42Speaker 4: Let's take a quick commercial break.
- 12:43Speaker 7: We'll come back.
- 12:44Speaker 1: We won't get him.
- 12:45Speaker 7: Mariah Lynn b Is, you're doing a good job. You
- 12:48Speaker 7: gotta come back.
- 12:49Speaker 6: We will be right back with more of the Bowler
- 12:51Speaker 6: Alert Show. You're listening to a special edition of the
- 12:59Speaker 6: Bailer Alert.
- 13:00Speaker 3: What's good to Sugar mary Land and you are now
- 13:02Speaker 3: tuned into the Baller Alert shop.
- 13:04Speaker 9: Welcome back to the Fallow Alert Show. We are still
- 13:07Speaker 9: kicking it with the Mariah Lynn.
- 13:11Speaker 1: Yes, got the energy girl.
- 13:17Speaker 10: Hey you know Mariah So we know you from TV
- 13:20Speaker 10: Love and Hip Hop, Marriage boot Camp, your music?
- 13:23Speaker 1: What about that time I got.
- 13:25Speaker 7: Hours and.
- 13:28Speaker 2: You back because I did this shame.
- 13:31Speaker 10: But for those that don't know, you know, can you
- 13:33Speaker 10: give us a brief, you know, history of Maria Lane,
- 13:36Speaker 10: Just letting us know who you are, because you have
- 13:38Speaker 10: a story and I don't think everybody know that.
- 13:40Speaker 3: So before Love and Hip Hop, I was based by
- 13:44Speaker 3: single mother. My dad did like ten years in jail.
- 13:48Speaker 2: You know.
- 13:49Speaker 3: My mom went through some trials and tribulations, and at
- 13:52Speaker 3: a young age, I had to step up and take
- 13:54Speaker 3: care of my sisters. I have two sisters, Ice and Victoria.
- 13:58Speaker 3: Victoria got my nephew who's the same age as Iceland.
- 14:01Speaker 2: So my mom and my.
- 14:02Speaker 3: Sister got pregnant at the same time, and basically I
- 14:07Speaker 3: just yeah, I was like all right, Like I took
- 14:11Speaker 3: custody of my baby sister, Iceland. She's gonna be eight
- 14:14Speaker 3: in December. So I've had her since she was six months.
- 14:18Speaker 2: Yeah she saw that.
- 14:19Speaker 3: Yeah, she's oh my god, she's just like everything. Like literally,
- 14:23Speaker 3: the reason that y'all are receiving this energy and getting
- 14:26Speaker 3: this mar Island is mostly because.
- 14:28Speaker 7: Of her Italian and.
- 14:31Speaker 3: And then my little sister. She's actually she got a
- 14:33Speaker 3: different da She's Puerto Rican Italian Black. Yes, so it's
- 14:37Speaker 3: kind of not a lot of pressure, but it is
- 14:39Speaker 3: pressure because you know, I always want her to like,
- 14:43Speaker 3: you know, when she comes home some time, she's in
- 14:45Speaker 3: first grade and she's already coming home like can you put.
- 14:47Speaker 2: My hair straight? Like the girls with skin like you?
- 14:50Speaker 3: And I'm like no, because we live in a we
- 14:51Speaker 3: live in a predominantly suburban town. You know, I want
- 14:55Speaker 3: them to have a different life than what I did.
- 14:57Speaker 3: So I kind of, you know, I'm trying to like
- 14:59Speaker 3: change break the change the narrative for them. And you know,
- 15:03Speaker 3: sometimes like no, like the girls with the skin like
- 15:05Speaker 3: me want here.
- 15:07Speaker 2: With the girls like you, like you don't want this straight.
- 15:10Speaker 11: She's just like so she's just tell you what she's
- 15:12Speaker 11: saying when she goes.
- 15:13Speaker 3: This is a seven year old coming home telling me this.
- 15:16Speaker 3: So this is why I'm like you know, I wasn't
- 15:19Speaker 3: really prepared for all of this, but it's day by
- 15:22Speaker 3: day and I've been doing, I mean.
- 15:24Speaker 2: A great job. She's straight, a's her teachers love her.
- 15:27Speaker 2: My nephew's amazing. My middle sister, who's my nephew's mom,
- 15:32Speaker 2: she works.
- 15:32Speaker 1: Now.
- 15:33Speaker 2: You know, my mom's been three years clean. Yeah. My
- 15:39Speaker 2: birthdays on Sunday, so happy birthday.
- 15:41Speaker 8: Ye.
- 15:43Speaker 3: But yeah, So you know that I went through a lot,
- 15:45Speaker 3: not having a dad, going through the Forster care system,
- 15:47Speaker 3: being bounced around from family member to family member, then
- 15:50Speaker 3: being a teenager running away like to my friend's house.
- 15:53Speaker 3: I'll be wearing my friend's clothes, like, you know, my
- 15:55Speaker 3: friend's parents telling police she not here. You know, Dafer's
- 15:58Speaker 3: work is looking for me. Like I talk about all
- 16:00Speaker 3: of that. Like, so I had a really really it
- 16:04Speaker 3: wasn't all bad, but I did have a rough childhood,
- 16:06Speaker 3: Like it could have been better, you know what I'm saying.
- 16:08Speaker 3: But I'm actually thankful for everything I went through because
- 16:12Speaker 3: if not, when I sat in that Love and Hip
- 16:15Speaker 3: Hop interview and they, you know, were trying to figure
- 16:18Speaker 3: out who I was, and you know, if I was
- 16:20Speaker 3: good enough for TV or whatever, they saw something in me,
- 16:23Speaker 3: you know, and a lot of times people ask me like.
- 16:26Speaker 2: Do you regret going on TV?
- 16:27Speaker 3: Like do you regret opening your life up so much
- 16:30Speaker 3: and giving so much of yourself to the public? And
- 16:32Speaker 3: I said no, And I still stand on no, because
- 16:35Speaker 3: you don't know how many people have reached out to
- 16:37Speaker 3: me and been like, y'all I relate to this, or
- 16:40Speaker 3: y'all you beat the odd set against you. How can
- 16:42Speaker 3: I you know, I'm looking for a better way out
- 16:45Speaker 3: of this or you know what I'm saying. So I
- 16:47Speaker 3: don't regret it and everything I've been through, Like even
- 16:50Speaker 3: with the music side, like I was signed to an
- 16:52Speaker 3: indie label and my manager sitting right here. You know,
- 16:55Speaker 3: I talk about this all the time now, but I
- 16:58Speaker 3: was actually took from like like I was robbed like
- 17:01Speaker 3: half a million dollars. We're talking about once upon a time.
- 17:03Speaker 3: I didn't I wasn't educated, I didn't know about.
- 17:08Speaker 9: Pace all of that, Like.
- 17:14Speaker 1: How'd you get robbed?
- 17:16Speaker 3: So basically, when I got on Love and Hip Hop,
- 17:18Speaker 3: I was signed to an indie label. He worked with
- 17:20Speaker 3: artists and also robbed artists like Drincky Graham, Cozi Pop.
- 17:23Speaker 3: They have records like snapbacks, and Tattoo and Yalok feature
- 17:26Speaker 3: and Rick Roles. You know, I had just met DJ
- 17:30Speaker 3: self and he heard Once upon Time. He loved it
- 17:32Speaker 3: and I got on love and hip Hop. So at
- 17:34Speaker 3: the time, I was signed to this label and he
- 17:37Speaker 3: was the manager, the label, the co producer. He was
- 17:41Speaker 3: it was Diddy, you know, he tried because I'm not
- 17:47Speaker 3: that slow. Thank god, I had legal representation and all
- 17:51Speaker 3: of that stuff. And then when I met my manager
- 17:53Speaker 3: who's also my best friend, Torel Everett, he was like, no,
- 17:57Speaker 3: What's where's jo iTunes money?
- 17:59Speaker 1: Is this with Dan?
- 18:00Speaker 3: I was like what, Like, I'm getting show money, like
- 18:03Speaker 3: I'm getting the love and hip hop.
- 18:05Speaker 2: I was like, I'm just happy.
- 18:06Speaker 3: To fucking be here, Like what the hell, what are
- 18:08Speaker 3: you talking about?
- 18:09Speaker 2: Saying?
- 18:09Speaker 3: No, babe, like your royalties, your masters, your this, and
- 18:13Speaker 3: I was like what is that. I didn't know none
- 18:16Speaker 3: of this stuff, like imagine. So this like eventually almost
- 18:20Speaker 3: brought me like into depression, like I don't want to
- 18:22Speaker 3: do music no more, you know what I'm saying.
- 18:24Speaker 2: And it put me in a bad place.
- 18:26Speaker 3: And that was bad for me because this was my
- 18:28Speaker 3: livelihood and I had all these people depending on me,
- 18:31Speaker 3: like my sisters, my grandmother, and my mother. Like I'm
- 18:34Speaker 3: fighting for my mom's sobriety, I'm fighting for my sister's future.
- 18:37Speaker 3: I'm fighting for my future. I haven't even thought about
- 18:40Speaker 3: having my own kids yet. You know what I'm saying,
- 18:43Speaker 3: Like this is I got to think about my legacy too.
- 18:45Speaker 3: I've been focused on my mom and everything for so
- 18:47Speaker 3: long and fighting for what's mine that I forgot about
- 18:51Speaker 3: my happiness and what's you know to come for me.
- 18:54Speaker 3: But ultimately I got ahead of it. Sorell taught me
- 18:58Speaker 3: a lot. Shout out to Bob Celestine. He taught me
- 19:02Speaker 3: a lot, John Fazio. These are all my legal team
- 19:04Speaker 3: who have taught me about media base, all of this stuff,
- 19:07Speaker 3: and now I own the copyrights, I own the masters,
- 19:11Speaker 3: all the money is coming to me. I'm fighting for
- 19:13Speaker 3: my money back. Three million dollar lawsuit and that's how.
- 19:17Speaker 4: Much he made off of you while you was signed today.
- 19:19Speaker 2: He took over half a million.
- 19:21Speaker 3: But you hindered my campaigns, you stagnated my success. You
- 19:25Speaker 3: heard my team, and you took from my table of
- 19:29Speaker 3: my people to put on yours now label.
- 19:33Speaker 2: No no, no, no no.
- 19:34Speaker 3: See self, this is before him self came and like
- 19:36Speaker 3: helped me. Yeah, I actually met self through him and
- 19:42Speaker 3: self kind of like saw the wrongdoing and was like,
- 19:45Speaker 3: you know, he's not he's not.
- 19:46Speaker 2: He don't get in the drama.
- 19:47Speaker 3: But he was like, Yo, if I could help you
- 19:48Speaker 3: by playing your music on the radio, signing you the
- 19:51Speaker 3: management to me, I will, and he did so, and
- 19:54Speaker 3: then I got on love and hip hop. He's the
- 19:56Speaker 3: one who introduced me to you know, the producers and
- 19:58Speaker 3: stuff like that. So yeah, so shout out to self
- 20:01Speaker 3: because self helped a lot. But me and Terrell have
- 20:03Speaker 3: been fighting, like just me and him little and still fighting. Yeah,
- 20:07Speaker 3: still fighting, but now we're in a better place, like
- 20:09Speaker 3: because now that everything is like God don't like ugly
- 20:13Speaker 3: and he not too fond of pretty neither. So you
- 20:14Speaker 3: could be the the most handsomest man or the most
- 20:17Speaker 3: prettiest girl and have the ugliest soul.
- 20:18Speaker 2: God is, you will reap what yourself.
- 20:21Speaker 8: Question just to piggyback off where you're at right here,
- 20:24Speaker 8: because you said you felt depression and I'm a big
- 20:27Speaker 8: mental health person.
- 20:27Speaker 2: Oh yeah, what was.
- 20:29Speaker 7: That like for you?
- 20:30Speaker 8: And how did you overcome that? Because you had to
- 20:32Speaker 8: come out of that a lot of love, a.
- 20:35Speaker 3: Lot of support like again, Torell again, like my mom's
- 20:40Speaker 3: sobriety again Iceland like again, like my fans and the
- 20:44Speaker 3: people who look up to me.
- 20:45Speaker 2: There's so many people who look up to me.
- 20:47Speaker 3: I'm like, oh my God, like first and foremost, I
- 20:49Speaker 3: can't let myself down because to me, like for me,
- 20:52Speaker 3: I've always been a survivor.
- 20:54Speaker 2: Like I don't want.
- 20:54Speaker 3: People to be like, oh, she's a victim. No, I'm
- 20:56Speaker 3: not a victim. I'm a survivor, like I through this,
- 21:00Speaker 3: just I earned my stripes, you know what I'm saying.
- 21:03Speaker 3: So like now it's just time where I own everything,
- 21:07Speaker 3: my name, my masters, my copyrights, everything reverted back to me,
- 21:11Speaker 3: and now you will starve, and I mean starve. I
- 21:14Speaker 3: wouldn't spit on him if he was on fire Lord.
- 21:23Speaker 1: He remains anonymous.
- 21:24Speaker 3: Yeah, he would never get nothing. I mean he didn't
- 21:27Speaker 3: even pay taxes on the label, so the labels nonexistent
- 21:30Speaker 3: at this point, Like I can't even you can't even
- 21:32Speaker 3: sit with me right now, Like.
- 21:34Speaker 9: Do you actually feel that you are out of the
- 21:36Speaker 9: depression though? Because yes, yeah, like all these you know
- 21:42Speaker 9: what we saw, love and hip hop was a very hurt.
- 21:46Speaker 9: Mariah Lette okay, Like it was like almost every other
- 21:49Speaker 9: episode there was some type of fight going on. Somebody
- 21:52Speaker 9: was talking trash about your size, your talent. Maybe people
- 21:57Speaker 9: wanted to only work with you or help you because
- 21:59Speaker 9: of what you look like, you know, them being black women,
- 22:03Speaker 9: like clearly black women, and then you being of lighter skin,
- 22:05Speaker 9: straight hair, like I think some people felt like you
- 22:09Speaker 9: had it a little easier. And to be honest, and
- 22:11Speaker 9: let me tell you this, So I go to YouTube
- 22:14Speaker 9: and I'm watching like some of your greatest clips all
- 22:17Speaker 9: Love and Hip Hop, right, and there was a racism
- 22:19Speaker 9: disclaimer before the video came on, and it made me wonder,
- 22:23Speaker 9: like why would they feel the need to put a
- 22:26Speaker 9: racism disclaimer? Did you experience people talking to you about
- 22:31Speaker 9: racism in like in real time during Love and Hip
- 22:35Speaker 9: Hop where people saying, like, girl, they just working with
- 22:37Speaker 9: you because because you're Maria.
- 22:39Speaker 3: Land up North, like you got black and white girls,
- 22:43Speaker 3: Black and Spanish girls, white and Chinese girls, you got
- 22:46Speaker 3: Indian and Guyanese girls. You got like it's all different types.
- 22:49Speaker 3: So up there, like it's a different like aesthetics set
- 22:53Speaker 3: like down South, it's like there's no gray area. You're
- 22:56Speaker 3: white or you're black or you're Spanish, like there's oh
- 22:59Speaker 3: you're perto Rican, you're Dominican, you're no a theorist like that.
- 23:03Speaker 3: So with that being said, like I honestly felt like
- 23:07Speaker 3: I had it harder than the girls. And I don't
- 23:09Speaker 3: want to like, cause again, I could never understand what
- 23:13Speaker 3: black girls go through or what like. I could never
- 23:16Speaker 3: understand that, yes, I have thick ass Puerto Rican here,
- 23:20Speaker 3: A lot of people probably don't know that. But I'm
- 23:23Speaker 3: lighter and you know all of that, but my little
- 23:25Speaker 3: sister is not. So I have a different perception personally,
- 23:29Speaker 3: but for other people on the outsiders looking and they
- 23:31Speaker 3: probably might think, oh, she had it easy. No, I
- 23:32Speaker 3: got told every day I was trying to be something
- 23:34Speaker 3: I'm not. Oh you're trying to be black. Oh you're
- 23:36Speaker 3: trying to be this? So what is And I'm gonna
- 23:38Speaker 3: want to get too deep into this, I just want
- 23:39Speaker 3: to say this, trying to be black is what?
- 23:44Speaker 2: Being uneducated? What is that?
- 23:46Speaker 3: Because I talk ghetto? Am I trying to be African American?
- 23:50Speaker 3: Because I talk an educate? Like, I don't understand. I'm
- 23:54Speaker 3: just trying to I'm trying to make it make sense
- 23:56Speaker 3: because I'm just a product of my environment. If I
- 23:59Speaker 3: was raised in suburbia and I had like white parents
- 24:02Speaker 3: who like gave me everything and like silver spooned me
- 24:05Speaker 3: all my life, then like maybe I would like talk
- 24:08Speaker 3: like this and they would love me. But no, that's
- 24:11Speaker 3: not who I am. And I'm not afraid to be
- 24:13Speaker 3: who I am, and I'm not afraid for people to
- 24:15Speaker 3: like or not like who I am.
- 24:20Speaker 10: Can you tell us about, you know, going into love
- 24:22Speaker 10: and hip hop? You know how you felt and how
- 24:25Speaker 10: you do now.
- 24:26Speaker 3: I was scared, and I never was really scared in
- 24:29Speaker 3: my life until TV because I was like, Wow, I
- 24:32Speaker 3: faced my problems all by myself all my life. Now
- 24:36Speaker 3: the whole world is seeing my like and they're talking
- 24:40Speaker 3: bad about my sister, like we live in a wicked,
- 24:42Speaker 3: malicious world.
- 24:43Speaker 2: Don't get me wrong.
- 24:46Speaker 3: In this room right now, I can honestly say I
- 24:48Speaker 3: have such an amazing energy from each and every one
- 24:51Speaker 3: of you, Like I can tell that y'all are not evil,
- 24:53Speaker 3: malicious people. There's so many people like that in this world.
- 24:58Speaker 3: They talk about my sister, they talk about my mother's habit,
- 25:01Speaker 3: they talk about all of these things. I had a
- 25:04Speaker 3: body of a twelve year old boy. Oh, I've done
- 25:06Speaker 3: this nowadays. I got a skinny girl BBL. I didn't
- 25:09Speaker 3: just gain some weight, started drinking insures and shit, they say,
- 25:12Speaker 3: and I had a skinny girl.
- 25:14Speaker 2: It's like it's a lose little situation.
- 25:16Speaker 3: So to bring back to the question, like, I feel
- 25:19Speaker 3: like I had it harder because people are telling me
- 25:23Speaker 3: I'm a culture vulture. They're telling me I don't belong.
- 25:27Speaker 3: I'm a white girl in hip hop. I don't belong.
- 25:29Speaker 3: I belong doing country. I should be doing techno. I
- 25:32Speaker 3: have people in the industry, you notice, tell me all
- 25:34Speaker 3: the time we want her to be I've got deals
- 25:38Speaker 3: that they say no. We send pitch decks to companies
- 25:41Speaker 3: and they say no because they want me to be
- 25:43Speaker 3: more whier. You get what I'm saying. So it's like,
- 25:46Speaker 3: just let me be who I am, and either you
- 25:48Speaker 3: believe in me or you don't.
- 25:49Speaker 9: You were really vulnerable on love and hip hop. There
- 25:52Speaker 9: was a time where your mom got caught for stealing
- 25:55Speaker 9: and then you got out. You were like, yo, I
- 25:57Speaker 9: just spent my rent money to get you out. Like
- 26:00Speaker 9: to deal with this, you know, I think that people
- 26:04Speaker 9: just I guess when you're not in that situation like
- 26:06Speaker 9: you're like whatever, spending her rent money, but she's in
- 26:10Speaker 9: black trucks and she's like having these lavish paid you know,
- 26:15Speaker 9: just like they don't know how to separate all that.
- 26:17Speaker 9: But do you feel that your relationship with Ritchie Dollars
- 26:22Speaker 9: and Cisco was really going to help your music career
- 26:25Speaker 9: because they were proud creep squad, proud of it. And
- 26:29Speaker 9: the way that they did you on that show.
- 26:32Speaker 2: The way that she did did them well.
- 26:35Speaker 9: They set you up at death at this tight tail.
- 26:37Speaker 2: They set me up. And I'm gonna be honest with you.
- 26:39Speaker 2: So I was. I was a rookie at the time.
- 26:41Speaker 2: It was my first year. I was.
- 26:42Speaker 3: I wasn't thinking about no setup stuff. But it's actually
- 26:46Speaker 3: funny because me and Cisco never had a relationship, nothing
- 26:50Speaker 3: that one kiss y'all seen on TV.
- 26:52Speaker 1: That was it.
- 26:53Speaker 3: Like we hung out maybe twice outside of the show,
- 26:57Speaker 3: and I will give it to him, very respectful, never
- 26:59Speaker 3: try to touch me, never try to be disrespectful towards me.
- 27:02Speaker 2: And that was it.
- 27:04Speaker 3: It really was just to get back at Rich Rich
- 27:06Speaker 3: and I yes did date it for a very long time.
- 27:10Speaker 3: I am single and nowhere ready to mingle right now
- 27:14Speaker 3: entering anybody. No, I'm healing and I'm just waiting for
- 27:18Speaker 3: my print shining armor. I mean, you know, it's conversations
- 27:22Speaker 3: being I'm squinting at somebody. I'm like this, my eye
- 27:28Speaker 3: is jumping.
- 27:31Speaker 1: My marriage boot camp. He gave you a ring?
- 27:33Speaker 11: Right?
- 27:34Speaker 3: Oh what happened after that? He didn't give me the ring.
- 27:38Speaker 3: I wasn't going to give him the ring. And then
- 27:40Speaker 3: I didn't want to do what he did to me
- 27:42Speaker 3: and embarrass me on national television because he did once
- 27:46Speaker 3: my time not long ago, and I was like, you
- 27:49Speaker 3: know what, two wrongs don't make it right, and I
- 27:50Speaker 3: don't want to block my blessing, So why would I
- 27:53Speaker 3: Because at first I was like when he asked me
- 27:54Speaker 3: to go magic, I was like, I'm a dog walking,
- 27:58Speaker 3: I'm going in everything. I'm gonna cry, I'm gonna yo.
- 28:02Speaker 10: I was like, you were so you guys were like
- 28:04Speaker 10: the most mature couple on there, and that was just
- 28:07Speaker 10: like so that was so surprised, you know, I was
- 28:09Speaker 10: so impressed because I was like, I didn't expect you
- 28:11Speaker 10: to be like that, and you just showed.
- 28:13Speaker 3: I just lost my best friend, and I was like
- 28:17Speaker 3: the whole I was just trying to get out the
- 28:18Speaker 3: depression stuff. And I spoke about my leg being broken
- 28:22Speaker 3: on the show, and I actually was like, you know,
- 28:24Speaker 3: I felt like like, like Rich was he we were
- 28:28Speaker 3: on an off time when that happened, so I was
- 28:29Speaker 3: kind of like, you know, if he would have did
- 28:31Speaker 3: what he was supposed to do as a man, I
- 28:32Speaker 3: would have never probably been in that situation. I would
- 28:34Speaker 3: have never looked for love in that other you know
- 28:36Speaker 3: what I'm saying, that other place. But it's not his fault,
- 28:39Speaker 3: you know what it is what it is, And Rich
- 28:41Speaker 3: is an amazing father, amazing father, He's a good person.
- 28:46Speaker 2: He's just not for me long term.
- 28:51Speaker 3: Like we've spoke about the future stuff and stuff like
- 28:53Speaker 3: that in the past, but it's like, no, it's the
- 28:58Speaker 3: narrative between Rich and I. The mom was like no,
- 29:01Speaker 3: because I know his mom very much. His mom actually,
- 29:04Speaker 3: out of everybody, his mom loves me, like I know,
- 29:06Speaker 3: I'm the only one that she like acknowledges, acknowledges like
- 29:10Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. But for me, it was like, well,
- 29:13Speaker 3: I'm fucking you, not your mom. So at the end
- 29:15Speaker 3: of the day, like it really don't matter, you know
- 29:17Speaker 3: what I'm saying, like I fake a baby, like the
- 29:20Speaker 3: rubber broke, Like I don't really care what y'all would think,
- 29:22Speaker 3: but but I respect to her because she is an
- 29:25Speaker 3: amazing woman. And you know what I'm saying. I mean, listen,
- 29:29Speaker 3: she raised her son to the best of her ability.
- 29:31Speaker 3: So whatever he out here doing and all of that
- 29:33Speaker 3: stuff at this point is none of my business. But
- 29:36Speaker 3: I do wish him the best, and I love his daughter, Ashley.
- 29:39Speaker 3: I love you know what I'm saying.
- 29:41Speaker 1: It was just in like a domestic situation herself.
- 29:43Speaker 3: But it's the Smiths. You know, she was in the
- 29:46Speaker 3: right like that. That's another situation. Like you know what
- 29:49Speaker 3: I'm saying, sot out to her.
- 29:50Speaker 2: I sure did.
- 29:52Speaker 3: I mean, I reached out to her, and then I
- 29:54Speaker 3: reached out to him, and I was like, y'o, like
- 29:56Speaker 3: you made sure you handled that. Like she's okay, she's released,
- 29:58Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. Whatever it would be like
- 30:00Speaker 3: little stuff like that, like we're not together, but when
- 30:02Speaker 3: stuff happens like that, we're going to reach out to
- 30:05Speaker 3: each other, you know what I'm saying, Like you're good,
- 30:08Speaker 3: you need anything, because we've been through so much ten years.
- 30:11Speaker 10: When did y'all get together? Was it when love and
- 30:13Speaker 10: hip hop first started?
- 30:14Speaker 1: Now it was before that.
- 30:16Speaker 4: Way before, so you were rich dollars dated for ten years.
- 30:21Speaker 2: On and off, on and off, on and off.
- 30:23Speaker 1: When did y'all get together?
- 30:25Speaker 2: I was I.
- 30:27Speaker 3: Think like twenty one or twenty No, I was twenty one. Yeah,
- 30:32Speaker 3: I was twenty one.
- 30:33Speaker 1: How old was he?
- 30:35Speaker 2: I don't know.
- 30:36Speaker 1: So he kind of so big age difference, so he.
- 30:41Speaker 8: Knows everything that happened with the that label taking advantages.
- 30:46Speaker 3: Oh absolutely, okay, absolutely he knows everything.
- 30:50Speaker 2: I mean, you try to help with that situation.
- 30:53Speaker 3: I mean, girl, that's why you look where we're at now,
- 30:55Speaker 3: because because a real one is going to make sure
- 31:00Speaker 3: that they, you know, do they do diligence?
- 31:03Speaker 8: Like wait, you're not so you're not talking to him anymore.
- 31:07Speaker 8: You guys don't talk at all.
- 31:08Speaker 3: No, we're on speaking terms like we're cordial, but I
- 31:11Speaker 3: can't do the whole what you're wearing or send me
- 31:15Speaker 3: a picture.
- 31:16Speaker 2: Like I'm you know what I'm saying. I listen when
- 31:18Speaker 2: I'm six minutes, ain't it?
- 31:20Speaker 9: No? Six minutes is not it?
- 31:22Speaker 4: So you like you know, like what was you wearing before?
- 31:25Speaker 7: You?
- 31:27Speaker 3: Like you know you texting your whatever, or if you
- 31:30Speaker 3: just be like what, hey, what you're doing?
- 31:32Speaker 2: Oh, I haven't seen you what you're wearing?
- 31:34Speaker 3: You know, someone, you don't be asking girls to your
- 31:39Speaker 3: girls to send you pictures and stuff.
- 31:42Speaker 2: I like him. You rather see it in person with
- 31:44Speaker 2: the light time. I like that.
- 31:46Speaker 3: See that's about what you got.
- 31:53Speaker 9: Maybe you don't, but you know about it. You know
- 31:55Speaker 9: that this is what men do, right right.
- 31:57Speaker 1: You know about toxic and you know, yeah, that's not toxic.
- 32:03Speaker 1: I feel like.
- 32:03Speaker 3: This, if you're talking to someone, even if you're you
- 32:07Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, you're just entertaining someone. I feel
- 32:09Speaker 3: like me personally, if I like the person, I'm not
- 32:12Speaker 3: going to entertain nobody else. So that's why me and
- 32:15Speaker 3: Rich are cordial. But he don't respect if I'm in
- 32:19Speaker 3: a relationship, Like if I'm dealing with somebody, they don't
- 32:22Speaker 3: respect it.
- 32:22Speaker 2: Like he like I should slide in his DM.
- 32:24Speaker 3: I'm like, yo, you're doing DM and do what?
- 32:28Speaker 7: Hey?
- 32:28Speaker 9: No, Rich comes off very toxic and I couldn't tell
- 32:31Speaker 9: if it's like he just wanted to do it for
- 32:33Speaker 9: like reality TV.
- 32:35Speaker 2: But nah, but he's a good person.
- 32:37Speaker 7: I hate to say this, did you guys have great chemistry.
- 32:41Speaker 9: Six minutes of it?
- 32:43Speaker 4: Six minutes of what of chemistry?
- 32:46Speaker 9: The man lasted six minutes?
- 32:48Speaker 2: I wouldn't know. It's been a long time.
- 32:50Speaker 4: Ye wait wait wait wait wait wait six minutes.
- 32:52Speaker 9: There was a moment on the show where they were
- 32:53Speaker 9: talking about like in marriage camp.
- 32:55Speaker 3: He said he was like, she don't want to give
- 32:56Speaker 3: me No, nope, he was don't fucking touch me. Like
- 32:58Speaker 3: I was literally like no, no, not.
- 33:00Speaker 2: Because it was only six minutes. It was just like
- 33:02Speaker 2: I was.
- 33:03Speaker 4: Just that's not a good time.
- 33:05Speaker 9: Though. You can go crazy in six minutes if you wait.
- 33:09Speaker 11: Wait, wait, wait wait wait six six six minutes, six minutes,
- 33:13Speaker 11: that's a that's a quikie right, No, that's not even But.
- 33:16Speaker 9: If okay, if you're really into someone and like you
- 33:18Speaker 9: really love them, like most of the time you're just
- 33:20Speaker 9: like whatever, six minutes, I can figure it out. But
- 33:23Speaker 9: when the man is.
- 33:23Speaker 4: A crazy So you said you experienced six minute men
- 33:26Speaker 4: I have?
- 33:27Speaker 2: Was it good to six minutes?
- 33:28Speaker 9: I think it was better when I was head over
- 33:30Speaker 9: heels and then when it started to dwindle.
- 33:31Speaker 1: I was with me.
- 33:32Speaker 2: I got six minutes. That was me.
- 33:34Speaker 9: Yeah, So.
- 33:36Speaker 4: How many pumps in six minutes like three.
- 33:39Speaker 2: No, because you know, if.
- 33:40Speaker 3: You if you rabbit, if you jack rabbit, and you
- 33:42Speaker 3: might get a little fifty strokes.
- 33:46Speaker 7: That's a lot.
- 33:46Speaker 4: Like that is a lot of strokes for six minutes.
- 33:49Speaker 9: I feel like I have a passion the music guy, man,
- 33:53Speaker 9: I do for sure. I feel like I, out of
- 33:55Speaker 9: all the guys on love and hip hop, like the
- 33:57Speaker 9: music guys, the producers and all them, I feel like
- 33:59Speaker 9: so for some reason came off like the most genuine
- 34:03Speaker 9: like he just seemed like he was always trying to
- 34:06Speaker 9: help people. Maybe maybe he wasn't getting in on the
- 34:09Speaker 9: business the way that he should have, because you know,
- 34:11Speaker 9: we saw he dropped the ball with Cardi b like
- 34:13Speaker 9: and all that, but he did seem like he was
- 34:15Speaker 9: the guy that genuinely wanted.
- 34:16Speaker 3: To support self. Loves Carti, Marti loves so with family.
- 34:21Speaker 3: We came up together the end of the day, you
- 34:24Speaker 3: feel me. And that's that's all I gotta say. Like
- 34:26Speaker 3: I'm not trying to say anything, but whatever narratives that
- 34:32Speaker 3: anybody came up with or put out there, we family.
- 34:37Speaker 2: We support each other.
- 34:38Speaker 10: From get off rich When Meghan James, you did that
- 34:41Speaker 10: interview with her and that viral clip went out crazy
- 34:45Speaker 10: about comparing Rich to Diddy. You know what was your
- 34:48Speaker 10: thoughts when the internet took that.
- 34:50Speaker 2: I'm gonna be honest, let me explain it.
- 34:53Speaker 3: Okay, Yeah, because a lot of people thought that Megan
- 34:55Speaker 3: was throwing shape and she wasn't, Like maybe she was
- 34:59Speaker 3: horful show or whatever the case, she really wasn't, So
- 35:02Speaker 3: let me explain real quick. So what happened was we
- 35:04Speaker 3: were talking about the whole Diddy Koresha thing because of
- 35:07Speaker 3: the age difference. It had nothing to do with financial
- 35:11Speaker 3: or whatever. And Rich may not be ditty, but let
- 35:14Speaker 3: me tell you his name ain't Rich dollars for no reason. No,
- 35:19Speaker 3: he got money. Okay, Rich is sitting on and don't
- 35:23Speaker 3: let them fool you. Can you getting like thirty sons
- 35:25Speaker 3: an episode? Okay, that's what that was a little while
- 35:29Speaker 3: ago in New York.
- 35:30Speaker 2: Is expensive. I mean, he was just on Atlanta. He's
- 35:34Speaker 2: still getting to.
- 35:35Speaker 4: The back for a reason.
- 35:37Speaker 2: I mean.
- 35:38Speaker 3: But so the point was that when she said that,
- 35:41Speaker 3: and when I saw when I saw it on the internet,
- 35:43Speaker 3: first of all, I was like, wait, why the fuck
- 35:45Speaker 3: would they choose this clip like that?
- 35:46Speaker 2: Don't make it question.
- 35:47Speaker 3: Then I'm like Okay, I get it, click bait, you know,
- 35:50Speaker 3: whatever the case may be. But and this was my thing.
- 35:54Speaker 3: I could say a lot right now because the same.
- 35:56Speaker 2: People who shade people shouldn't.
- 36:00Speaker 3: Not probably did, okay, or whatever the case may be.
- 36:06Speaker 3: So this is why I just love being myself.
- 36:09Speaker 2: And you know that.
- 36:13Speaker 3: Rich and I laughed at it together until he got
- 36:16Speaker 3: mad because I laughed a little too hard and he's
- 36:19Speaker 3: so mad or whatever, like, YO, defend me. I'm like,
- 36:21Speaker 3: what are you talking about, bro? You're not diddy like
- 36:23Speaker 3: in a sense, like you're no God. No, let me
- 36:28Speaker 3: just make it respectful. It's not disrespectful.
- 36:31Speaker 2: Your name is Richard, not Sean. What are we talking about?
- 36:37Speaker 2: If she would have said if we were.
- 36:38Speaker 3: Talking about like financially or whatever, if you're thinking about
- 36:42Speaker 3: it though, he worked for bad Boy, so I mean,
- 36:47Speaker 3: you can't take away way he did the Cassie to
- 36:49Speaker 3: Ryan Leslie, Like rich did a lot of ship that
- 36:51Speaker 3: people kind of forget about, Like.
- 36:54Speaker 2: He was managing Bryan Leslie, Cassie, all of the was
- 36:57Speaker 2: involved with all of that.
- 36:58Speaker 10: I think they were talking about the financial piece of it,
- 37:01Speaker 10: like you know, at least that.
- 37:05Speaker 3: Was that's what she was trying to say, but again,
- 37:08Speaker 3: you should watch what you say because it can come
- 37:11Speaker 3: back and bite you.
- 37:11Speaker 2: And that's luckily making an eye.
- 37:13Speaker 3: Are friends and I would never push it out there,
- 37:15Speaker 3: but I love her and it wasn't shaved towards me,
- 37:18Speaker 3: and she knows not to shave me anyway period.
- 37:20Speaker 7: Hello rate, So what's next for.
- 37:27Speaker 9: And hip Hop?
- 37:27Speaker 5: Girl?
- 37:29Speaker 2: Where I'm mad in my life?
- 37:30Speaker 3: I just don't want to deal with problem low frequency?
- 37:35Speaker 3: I mean yeah, low frequencies exactly. I don't want to
- 37:37Speaker 3: deal with low frequencies like if if they're like for example,
- 37:40Speaker 3: like I know, uh.
- 37:42Speaker 1: Because TV did take away from like the music right, like.
- 37:47Speaker 3: The drama That's what I was without trying to shade
- 37:50Speaker 3: Love and hip Hop because I will say this, Love
- 37:52Speaker 3: and hip Hop is a woman based platform owned by
- 37:56Speaker 3: black women. So again, if it wasn't for this black
- 38:02Speaker 3: owned company, the world would not know who I am, fully,
- 38:08Speaker 3: and I gotta still pay respect to them no matter
- 38:11Speaker 3: what it is a show. They have a job to do.
- 38:15Speaker 3: Drama is going to come with reality TV. Do I
- 38:19Speaker 3: want to continue to partake in those? Not really because
- 38:23Speaker 3: again it overshadows the music and with what I have
- 38:26Speaker 3: going on next, I have some major, huge collapse coming,
- 38:30Speaker 3: some six figure deals on the table. We've been rebranding
- 38:33Speaker 3: since last year. We're just coming with a whole new energy.
- 38:38Speaker 3: It's the same once upon a time in Ryland, just
- 38:40Speaker 3: evolved and just better and less angry.
- 38:44Speaker 9: Yeah, a lot less angry at less.
- 38:47Speaker 3: Angry and more healed and just like I just want
- 38:50Speaker 3: to have fun.
- 38:51Speaker 2: I want to. I owe it to my fans to
- 38:53Speaker 2: come back.
- 38:54Speaker 9: What does the rebranding look like? Because I've been seeing
- 38:56Speaker 9: you out in the streets with the girls out with
- 38:59Speaker 9: the sky and all the hot girls and the wardrobe
- 39:04Speaker 9: you're giving sexy, You're getting elevated, Like, what is this
- 39:07Speaker 9: rebranding look look.
- 39:09Speaker 7: Like for you?
- 39:09Speaker 3: I really just wanted to tap into my softer side,
- 39:13Speaker 3: less makeup, you know, I feel like less is more.
- 39:17Speaker 2: You know, I don't want to.
- 39:18Speaker 3: Be Alicia Keys with no makeup, but I want to,
- 39:21Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, Like today the leaveout is out.
- 39:23Speaker 3: Remy told me, you know, Sis, you need to like
- 39:25Speaker 3: start embracing more natural stuff. So I'm trying to just
- 39:29Speaker 3: be more natural and show the natural girl. Since now
- 39:32Speaker 3: I feel like it's coming back, like the Flow Millies
- 39:35Speaker 3: and just the young baby tape like embracing just all
- 39:38Speaker 3: different shapes and sizes, Like I live for this female
- 39:42Speaker 3: empowerment ever, and that's what's been inspiring me, Like the
- 39:45Speaker 3: girls inspire me, Like you know what I'm saying, Like,
- 39:48Speaker 3: and it's not all about designer ship.
- 39:50Speaker 2: Look at Ice, Spice.
- 39:52Speaker 10: Yeah, and you were auntie Mama, So it's just the mama.
- 39:59Speaker 3: Because my my sister be like no to my nephew,
- 40:01Speaker 3: he'd be like, coolly, I don't got money for that.
- 40:03Speaker 1: All you dude.
- 40:04Speaker 2: I'll be like, boy, you don't get out of here.
- 40:07Speaker 1: So you got people looking up to here, yes, yes,
- 40:09Speaker 1: And I just.
- 40:10Speaker 2: Want to utilize.
- 40:11Speaker 3: Like if I don't find happiness and peace and I
- 40:15Speaker 3: don't get to utilize my platform to do good, then
- 40:18Speaker 3: why was it given to me? If I can't educate
- 40:21Speaker 3: myself to educate other artists, like everything I'm learning right
- 40:24Speaker 3: now and stuff when I get to the age where
- 40:26Speaker 3: I'm too old to perform once upon a time and
- 40:29Speaker 3: the sex workers don't want to hear it no more.
- 40:31Speaker 3: And you know what I'm saying, The LGBTQ is like
- 40:33Speaker 3: Bitchie dried up or whatever. I want to be able
- 40:36Speaker 3: to teach these artists how not to get swindled. How
- 40:40Speaker 3: not to you know, avoid going into depression and giving
- 40:43Speaker 3: up and quitting, because quitting is the last option. It's
- 40:47Speaker 3: only a loss if the lesson isn't learned. My loves,
- 40:51Speaker 3: please know that you can beat all these odds set
- 40:54Speaker 3: against you, like and there's still times that I feel like, damn,
- 40:57Speaker 3: I feel a little defeated.
- 40:59Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
- 41:00Speaker 3: Just surround yourself with people who genuinely love you, because
- 41:03Speaker 3: there's a lot of people that fake love. You know
- 41:05Speaker 3: what I'm saying. I know Tink just dropped our projects
- 41:08Speaker 3: to tell that shit is fire, but there's a lot
- 41:11Speaker 3: of fake love out here.
- 41:12Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 41:12Speaker 3: So I just want to honestly, this year, I feel it,
- 41:16Speaker 3: like in my soul and my bones and everything.
- 41:18Speaker 2: This is my year just to come back.
- 41:20Speaker 3: Like I said, this is not Yeah, it's not the
- 41:23Speaker 3: how you say, the fall down, it's the comeback because
- 41:26Speaker 3: not the step back is the comeback?
- 41:27Speaker 2: Well, this is the bounce back for me.
- 41:29Speaker 9: Well tell you we know that once upon a time
- 41:32Speaker 9: is now independently Goald Do you feel that you know?
- 41:36Speaker 1: Yes? Because you own it?
- 41:38Speaker 2: Yes.
- 41:38Speaker 9: I I went on YouTube today and saw that you
- 41:41Speaker 9: know this particular YouTube had fourteen million views on it.
- 41:44Speaker 9: I was like, Lord, I hope baby, it's getting to
- 41:46Speaker 9: that moighty with this song. Do you feel that after
- 41:48Speaker 9: so long people want to hear something different from you
- 41:52Speaker 9: or do they expect you to say stay in that
- 41:53Speaker 9: same pocket.
- 41:55Speaker 3: I think that they do want to hear some different
- 41:58Speaker 3: stuff from me, and they I have have been. I
- 42:01Speaker 3: just put out a drill song called Trisha and another
- 42:03Speaker 3: one called Spicy. I've been dropping weekly literally freestyles. I've
- 42:08Speaker 3: also been working with a lot of upcoming artists. I
- 42:11Speaker 3: got some collapse coming with Uda Marini. That's my girl,
- 42:15Speaker 3: Kaylyne cast Yeah, like all the girls like, I got
- 42:20Speaker 3: a lot of bit Shout out to Big Frida. We
- 42:22Speaker 3: talking collab with Frida.
- 42:24Speaker 2: Who else? Yeah?
- 42:26Speaker 3: I gave up Freda and I'll give y'all one more.
- 42:28Speaker 3: Trina and Super Cindy are doing an all female album.
- 42:34Speaker 1: Diould you do your own reality show?
- 42:36Speaker 2: I would? I would do my own reality show.
- 42:39Speaker 4: I kind OF's gonna get the calling though.
- 42:42Speaker 2: Shout out to Natalie's.
- 42:45Speaker 1: Getting Maria Lena's show. Yeah, we've been.
- 42:52Speaker 3: Not my I mean I won't say that I've been
- 42:53Speaker 3: offered my own show. I would love my own show.
- 42:56Speaker 3: I have not been offered my own show, but there
- 42:58Speaker 3: is talks of different network with me and my team.
- 43:01Speaker 2: Right, and that's my thing.
- 43:06Speaker 3: Like, you know what, listen if I was to go
- 43:08Speaker 3: because a lot of people are like, go on, Baddy,
- 43:09Speaker 3: tell you know whatever, if I were to go in there, Like,
- 43:11Speaker 3: don't get me wrong, I know this is what the
- 43:13Speaker 3: fans are saying, But you know what, if I was
- 43:14Speaker 3: to go on there, I feel like I could maybe
- 43:17Speaker 3: guide some of these girls, like we're not always gonna
- 43:19Speaker 3: get along because it's.
- 43:21Speaker 1: Like turn you out, right.
- 43:25Speaker 2: Well, if I had my own.
- 43:26Speaker 3: Show, I would love to just highlight what people didn't
- 43:28Speaker 3: get to see. Y'all love and hip hop, Like y'all
- 43:30Speaker 3: saw me in three minutes, leaping over tables, fighting on stuff.
- 43:32Speaker 3: Y'all get to see this, and like, look, see y'all
- 43:34Speaker 3: getting to know like the real me now. And I
- 43:37Speaker 3: want my fans to really get to know like the
- 43:39Speaker 3: real me and see like mine and my mom's relationships
- 43:42Speaker 3: sober now. Y'all got to see it when it was tainted,
- 43:44Speaker 3: why not see it put together?
- 43:46Speaker 11: And this is the mama yo, And so is it scripted?
- 43:49Speaker 11: When they be throwing the water in people's face, not
- 43:51Speaker 11: just be.
- 43:51Speaker 3: Really throwing ship and I'm you know this is not like,
- 43:55Speaker 3: don't get me wrong some people and I'm gonna call
- 43:57Speaker 3: it out because I'm real. Some of y'all be orchestrating
- 44:01Speaker 3: y'all storylines. Some of y'all are real, real parts for storylines,
- 44:05Speaker 3: and they like to come at other be like, oh, you.
- 44:07Speaker 2: Just want to start lining that. Meanwhile behind the.
- 44:09Speaker 3: Scenes, be the thirstiest of the thirstiest, trying to figure
- 44:13Speaker 3: it out.
- 44:13Speaker 2: Trying to figure it out. Yeah, not me.
- 44:15Speaker 3: I'm just organic. If y'all need me, call me. Y'all
- 44:18Speaker 3: know my number. Y'all know when to call me when
- 44:20Speaker 3: y'all need me. You know what I'm saying, y'all know
- 44:22Speaker 3: when y'all need somebody to come in and call shit
- 44:23Speaker 3: out for what it isn't called a spade of spade, Yeah, because.
- 44:26Speaker 9: She wasn't playing. I was like my hip hop now.
- 44:33Speaker 6: Laugh.
- 44:38Speaker 3: I feel like it's just, uh, the times have changed.
- 44:41Speaker 3: Let's just say that the times have changed. Six point
- 44:43Speaker 3: one million views when Cardi Bianca and I were on.
- 44:46Speaker 3: I don't know if that will ever happen again, but
- 44:50Speaker 3: I wish that for them, and I hope that for them,
- 44:52Speaker 3: and I hope that you know what, I see a
- 44:55Speaker 3: lot of other shows like trying to go into a
- 44:57Speaker 3: different direction. I think that they are trying to go
- 44:59Speaker 3: in the different direction now and try to show more
- 45:03Speaker 3: of the sisterhood and women in the industry and stuff.
- 45:07Speaker 3: And if they were to do that, then I would say, yes,
- 45:09Speaker 3: I would come back.
- 45:10Speaker 4: You think it's time for that.
- 45:11Speaker 2: I think it's been time for that.
- 45:12Speaker 3: I think that's why it's it's not given what it's
- 45:16Speaker 3: supposed to give, because it's not focusing on people who
- 45:19Speaker 3: actually have real shit going on. You know what I'm saying,
- 45:22Speaker 3: Like you actually got to be on tour, you actually
- 45:24Speaker 3: got to have a merch site out, you actually got
- 45:27Speaker 3: to be selling a product like a lot of these
- 45:29Speaker 3: people are not actually doing ship.
- 45:32Speaker 1: No for sure, instead of storylines. Appreciate thank you back anytime.
- 45:42Speaker 2: You got Yes, well, shout out to y'all. Thank y'all
- 45:46Speaker 2: for having me. The energy was amazing.
- 45:48Speaker 3: I love Baill Alert. Y'all always show me low. Y'all
- 45:51Speaker 3: never have shaded me. So you know what I'm saying,
- 45:53Speaker 3: don't don't start now.
- 45:58Speaker 6: Friend, stay tuned with more of the Baller Alert show.
- 46:05Speaker 6: You're listening to a special edition of the Baller Alert Show.
- 46:08Speaker 2: What's Good is Shagarma?
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- 46:11Speaker 3: Alert Show.
- 46:13Speaker 8: Message Dear Baller Alert, my mom is cheating on my dad.
- 46:18Speaker 4: I caught her.
- 46:19Speaker 8: Now, my dad isn't the best dad out there, but
- 46:22Speaker 8: I feel bad for him. Should I stay out of
- 46:24Speaker 8: it or tell my dad on dad?
- 46:27Speaker 3: If I was a son and it was my dad,
- 46:30Speaker 3: I think I would probably It depends on the board
- 46:32Speaker 3: with the mom because if my dad was she and
- 46:34Speaker 3: on my mom. I'm telling my mom like I'm telling
- 46:37Speaker 3: my mom if I was him. Honestly, your mom is
- 46:43Speaker 3: being a home.
- 46:43Speaker 2: And she's not admitting it, So go tell your dad.
- 46:46Speaker 2: She yeah, she gotta admit that she aindt on What
- 46:49Speaker 2: the fuck you do? Ten told?
- 46:51Speaker 9: Oh God, I'm just say that you need to mind
- 46:55Speaker 9: grown folks business. You need to stay out of your
- 46:57Speaker 9: out of their business. Because you already said that your
- 46:59Speaker 9: dad is the best dad. So maybe this is revenge cheating.
- 47:02Speaker 9: Maybe they're in an open relationship and you don't know
- 47:04Speaker 9: about it. You can't say my dad ain't ship and
- 47:08Speaker 9: my mama cheating about to tell like just that a
- 47:10Speaker 9: girl folks.
- 47:10Speaker 2: We're gonna tell your daddy cheat.
- 47:12Speaker 9: He probably already is friend like who knows.
- 47:15Speaker 11: Or is daddy probably already cheating in the past. I
- 47:17Speaker 11: grew everything.
- 47:18Speaker 2: Maybe that's why the mom is cheating.
- 47:22Speaker 8: I've never snitched the day in my life, but in
- 47:24Speaker 8: relationships or family members, I will definitely snitch.
- 47:28Speaker 7: Snooz Shoe. I love you like my real blood.
- 47:30Speaker 9: I know I love you.
- 47:30Speaker 8: If you're a relationship and I see that person cheating
- 47:33Speaker 8: on you, guess what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna call
- 47:35Speaker 8: you and snitch on whoever that mom do that. If
- 47:38Speaker 8: someone cheating on you, I'm gonna tell you someone cheating
- 47:41Speaker 8: on you. Maria Len, if I somebody's cheating on you,
- 47:43Speaker 8: I'm gonna tell cheating on my God damn daddy. I
- 47:47Speaker 8: am telling somebody. Dad, I'm telling I'm telling you ain't
- 47:55Speaker 8: supposed to be doing that. That's a bad example for me.
- 47:59Speaker 3: And I'm a cheat you or you're gonna think every
- 48:02Speaker 3: girl is gonna cheat on you.
- 48:03Speaker 8: Treat women mad talk about this as a family. This
- 48:07Speaker 8: person is grown ass at that d m me. So
- 48:09Speaker 8: this is a person that so.
- 48:11Speaker 4: You're saying that he needs to set his family down
- 48:13Speaker 4: to talk about.
- 48:14Speaker 2: Calling a family meeting.
- 48:15Speaker 7: I said, I'm calling family meeting and I'm telling you
- 48:17Speaker 7: that's what.
- 48:18Speaker 2: He do everybody.
- 48:23Speaker 10: He could tell the mom first, warn her and say
- 48:26Speaker 10: if you don't say something, I'm gonna say something.
- 48:27Speaker 8: How about this, because you love my mama and my
- 48:29Speaker 8: dad not what if your mama just slapped the ship
- 48:32Speaker 8: at you. It's a wrap, go handle that and you
- 48:36Speaker 8: can't have no family meeting with your parents.
- 48:37Speaker 4: You can't call the family meeting.
- 48:39Speaker 9: I agree with Octavia. The child needs to have a
- 48:41Speaker 9: meeting with the mom.
- 48:42Speaker 1: First.
- 48:43Speaker 9: Talk to the mom, say mom, I think you're cheating
- 48:46Speaker 9: on dad, and I'm not telling you know.
- 48:49Speaker 3: Then if I was the mom, I'd be like, I
- 48:50Speaker 3: got a thousand dollars to you right now.
- 48:52Speaker 9: It is what it is.
- 48:53Speaker 7: I call them.
- 48:55Speaker 4: If your mama just say mind your motherfucking business and.
- 48:59Speaker 9: Tell you that your dad even beating her ass and
- 49:02Speaker 9: he's been on her and he don't do nothing for her.
- 49:06Speaker 1: This thing off a clip.
- 49:06Speaker 9: Let me talk about be ready, like mama might really
- 49:12Speaker 9: be like, hey, hey child, we actually have an open marriage.
- 49:15Speaker 9: Is that what you wanted to hear?
- 49:17Speaker 10: I think, like I said, I think he should go
- 49:18Speaker 10: to the mom. If he really feels bad about it,
- 49:20Speaker 10: tell her.
- 49:21Speaker 1: Hey, if you don't tell him, I'm gonna tell.
- 49:24Speaker 3: Just got sixteen minutes and the mama is just tying
- 49:26Speaker 3: she wants twelve.
- 49:28Speaker 2: She said, double up on them, double up.
- 49:30Speaker 7: Okay, I'm saying something.
- 49:33Speaker 1: And that was Baulamel right there. Before we get out
- 49:34Speaker 1: of here, we got a pep talk with Miss Marialan.
- 49:37Speaker 3: Y'all already know it's your good Maryland. Make sure y'all
- 49:39Speaker 3: follow me Maryland boys, make sure you go check out everything.
- 49:42Speaker 3: And my little advice to y'all right now, my little
- 49:44Speaker 3: pep talk for y'all, right now, okay, ladies, we are
- 49:48Speaker 3: running ship right now. Remember that this is everything. We
- 49:51Speaker 3: got this on lock right now, okay. And if if
- 49:55Speaker 3: anybody play with your name, make sure that you don't
- 49:59Speaker 3: let them anything else after that, okay, because when somebody
- 50:03Speaker 3: try to play with you, make sure you take them
- 50:06Speaker 3: on the seesaw and you right up and there. And
- 50:08Speaker 3: now I'm just saying, make sure y'all stay with the
- 50:11Speaker 3: high vibrations, stay away from low frequencies, okay, and make
- 50:15Speaker 3: sure that you'll live in your truth and you be
- 50:16Speaker 3: who you are and gon back down from nobody Like Lotto,
- 50:22Speaker 3: Big Energy, period.
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