Latest / Sri Aurobindo Studies / Readings in Sri Aurobindo's Savitri: A Legend and a Symbol, Book III, Canto 1
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- 0:02All is too little that the world can give.
- 0:05It's power and knowledge or the gifts of time and cannot fill
- 0:10the spirits sacred thirst. Although of one, these forms of
- 0:16greatness are and by its breadth of Grace, Our Lives abide,
- 0:22although more near to us than nearness self, It is some utter
- 0:27truth of what we are hidden by its own works.
- 0:32It seemed far off, impenetrable occult voiceless obscure.
- 0:41The presence was lost by which all things have charm the glory
- 0:45lacked of which they are dim signs.
- 0:49The world lived on made empty of its cause like love when the
- 0:54beloved's face is gone the labor to know seem to vein Strife of
- 1:00mind all knowledge ended in the unknowable, the effort to rule
- 1:05seem to Vain pride of will A trivial achievement scorned, by
- 1:10time all power retired into the omnipotent, a cave of Darkness
- 1:18guards. The Eternal Light, the silence
- 1:21settled on his striving heart absolved from the voices of the
- 1:26world's desire. He turned to the ineffable
- 1:29Timeless call. a being intimate and unnamable a wide compelling,
- 1:37ecstasy and peace felt in himself and all and yet ungh
- 1:43rasped Approached and Faded from his Souls Pursuit as if forever
- 1:51luring him Beyond. Near it retreated far at called
- 1:58him, still nothing could satisfy.
- 2:01But it's Delight. Its absence left.
- 2:05The greatest actions dull, its presence made the smallest seem
- 2:09Divine when it was there, the hearts of Miss was filled but
- 2:16when the uplifting deity withdrew existence lost its aim
- 2:21in the inane. The order of the immemorial
- 2:25planes, the Godlike. Fullness of the instruments were
- 2:30turned to props for an impermanent seen.
- 2:34But who that? Mightiness, was he knew not yet?
- 2:38Impalpable yet, filling all that, is it made and blotted out
- 2:44a million worlds and took and lost a thousand shapes and
- 2:49names. It wore the guise of an
- 2:53indiscernible vast or was a subtle colonel in the soul, a
- 2:59distant greatness left, it huge and dim, a Mystic closeness.
- 3:05Shut it sweetly in. It seems sometimes a figment or
- 3:10a robe and seem sometimes his own colossal shade.
- 3:18A giant doubt, overshadowed his advance.
- 3:22Across a neutral all supporting void whose blankness nursed, his
- 3:27loan Immortal Spirit, allured towards some recondite, Supreme
- 3:34aided coerced by enigmatic Powers aspiring and half sinking
- 3:41in the up. Born invincibly, he ascended
- 3:45without pause. Always a sinus, vague immensity
- 3:50brooded without approach Beyond response, condemning finite,
- 3:57things to nothingness, fronting him with the in commensurable.
- 4:03Then to the ascent, there came a mighty term, a height was
- 4:08reached where nothing made could live a line where every hope and
- 4:13search must cease neared, some intolerant bear reality.
- 4:19A zero formed pregnant with boundless change on a dizzy
- 4:24Verge. We're all disguises fail and
- 4:28human mind must abdicate in light.
- 4:31Or die like a moth and the naked blaze of Truth.
- 4:36He stood compelled to a tremendous choice.
- 4:41All he had been in all towards which he grew must.
- 4:45Now be left behind or else transform into a self of that,
- 4:49which has no name. Alone and fronting an intangible
- 4:54Force, which offered nothing to the grasp, of thought, his
- 4:58Spirit face, the adventure of the inane, abandoned by the
- 5:02worlds of form. He strove, a fruitful worldwide.
- 5:07Ignorance foundered here. thoughts long far circling
- 5:12Journey touched its clothes and ineffective paused the actor
- 5:17Will the symbol modes of being helped no more, the structures,
- 5:23nescient builds, collapsing failed, and even the spirit that
- 5:29holds the universe fainted in luminous insufficiency In an
- 5:36abysmal lapse of all things built.
- 5:39Transcending every perishable support and joining it.
- 5:44Last. It's mighty, origin.
- 5:46The separate self must melt or be reborn into a truth beyond
- 5:51the minds appeal. All glory of outline, sweetness
- 5:57of Harmony rejected, like a Grace of trivial notes.
- 6:02Expunged from being silenced, nude austere.
- 6:07Died into a fine and Blissful nothingness.
- 6:12The demiurge has lost their names and forms the great
- 6:16schemed worlds that they had planned and wrought past taken
- 6:20and abolished one by one. The universe removed, it's
- 6:24colored Veil. And at the unimaginable, end of
- 6:29the huge, riddle of created things appeared, the far, seen
- 6:33God Head of the whole his feet firm.
- 6:37Based on life, stupendous Wings, omnipotent, a lonely Seer of
- 6:43time. In word inscrutable with diamond
- 6:48gaze attracted by the unfathomable reason.
- 6:52Regard the unsolved slow Cycles, to their found returned to Rise
- 6:58Again from that invisible sea. All from his positions born was
- 7:05now undone nothing remained the cosmic mind conceives, eternity
- 7:11prepared to fade and seem to Hugh.
- 7:13And imposition on the void space was the fluttering of a dream
- 7:18that sank before it's ending into nothing's deeps.
- 7:22The spirit that dies not and the godhead.
- 7:25Self seemed myths, projected from the unknowable from it all
- 7:33spraying in. It is called to cease.
- 7:38But what that was no thought nor site could tell only a formless
- 7:46form of self was left a tenuous ghost of something that had been
- 7:51the last experience of elapsing wave before it sinks into a born
- 7:57loose see as if it kept even on the brink of not, it's bear.
- 8:04Feeling of the ocean whence it came.
- 8:07A vastness brooded free from sense of space and
- 8:12everlastingness cut off from time.
- 8:15A strange Sublime and alterable peace.
- 8:19Silent rejected from IT world and soul a stark.
- 8:25Companionless reality answered at last with his Souls,
- 8:29passionate search. Passionless wordless absorbed in
- 8:36its fathomless hush. Keeping the mystery, none.
- 8:41Whatever pierce it brooded, inscrutable and intangible
- 8:47facing him with its dumb, tremendous calm.
- 8:51It had no kinship with the universe.
- 8:55There was no act, no movement in its vast.
- 8:59Life's question met by its silence died on her lips.
- 9:04The world's efforts East convicted of ignorance.
- 9:08Finding no sanction of supernal light.
- 9:11There was no mind there with its need to know, there was no heart
- 9:15there with its need to love all person perished in its
- 9:20namelessness. There was no second.
- 9:24It had no partner or peer. Only itself was real to itself.
- 9:31A pure existence safe from thought and mood, a
- 9:35consciousness of unshared immortal Bliss.
- 9:38It, dwelt aloof and it's bear infinite one and unique
- 9:44unutterably soul of being formless, futureless and mute
- 9:51that new Itself by its own Timeless self-aware forever.
- 9:57And it's motionless, depths Uhn creating Dated and unborn the
- 10:05one by whom all live, who lives by none and immeasurable
- 10:10luminous secrecy guarded by the veils of the unmanifest.
- 10:16Above the changing Cosmic interlude Abode Supreme
- 10:20immutably the same. A silent.
- 10:24Cause a cult impenetrable infinite Eternal unthinkable.
- 10:33Alone. Alone.