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Overcoming Haunting Memories · HAVE FAITH LET IT BEGIN®

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  Hey, Half-Faith family, don't forget to like, subscribe, and share the podcast with your friends.
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  Have faith, let begin, when it starts right now.
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  Music.
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  Welcome to Have Faith, Let It Begin. Here's your host, Angel Santana.
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  Ariel, can you say, have faith? And again. Let it begin?
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  Say, have faith. Let it begin. No? No? No? Okay.
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  Hi, Noah. Noah! Noah!
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  Happy birthday, Noah! Hey, then. I'm so lazy. Let's put those lessons.
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  Noah. This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it sound.
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  This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it sound. This little light of?
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  I'm gonna let it. Let it. Let it.
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  Let it.
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  Yeah. Daddy, I'm so excited, but I have one question.
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  What's your question? I'm gonna be a pastor or a minister.
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  Good question. I don't know, but it is all in God's hands.
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  Good morning. You're listening to Half-Faith Lab again, and it starts right
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  now. Hello, everyone, and welcome to the Friday.
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  It's Friday, Friday, Friday. We got a little horse there.
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  Folks, it is a Friday edition of Have Faith, Let It Begin. That means it's July 11th.
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  Programming note, this Sunday, 10 a.m. Eastern Standard Time.
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  We'll be live on TikTok. We'll be live on Facebook.
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  Please go to at FRC Walden, New York, and you'll be more than happy to see myself
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  doing a possible outdoor service depending on weather. Otherwise,
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  they'll be in the sanctuary.
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  The message is going to be called Stay Hungry for God, and I hope you'll enjoy
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  it. Again, 10 a.m. Eastern Standard Time.
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  Okay, so here's the deal. How often are you haunted from your past?
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  How often do you find yourself saying, oh my goodness, I can't believe it.
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  I keep having nightmares.
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  I keep having dreams. I keep having thoughts about the past.
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  And I sit there and I say to myself, holy cow, what can I do to make things better?
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  How can I overcome every single detail that is embedded into my brain,
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  into my heart, into my soul, and it just hurts?
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  What do you do? Now, am I speaking from my own experience? Unfortunately, yes.
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  And all of you know that in 2014, I went through a very, very difficult time.
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  Something tragic did happen to me. I've never, ever, ever shared this publicly,
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  and I probably never will. I'm not going to lie.
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  Because it's so hurtful that it's even harder for me to even say the words out loud.
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  But I can guarantee you it's nothing illegal. It's nothing that would make you
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  think anything less of me.
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  It was something that was done to me.
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  That haunts me every single day of my life.
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  The reason why I'm bringing this up is that I know other people that I've talked
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  to recently that kind of, with all due respect, accidentally triggered this in my mind.
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  And just when I think that these memories are gone, something triggers it and makes it return.
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  I have made peace with it, But I guess at times that piece maybe runs thin or
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  maybe goes away and it creeps up and it starts to eat at my heart and it's a
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  very painful and very hurtful. So.
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  I guess what I'm trying to get at is talking about it does help.
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  So if you're frustrated about something, if you're hurting about something,
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  and you want to talk with other people or feel like you need to talk to someone,
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  I want to let you know that I go through the same things and the same struggles
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  and the same memories in the past that maybe you're dealing with.
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  So I'm offering you an opportunity. you can always reach out to me.
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  845-391-2312 we can talk about things we don't have to get detailed we can just
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  talk about how we feel and what we can do together to make things better,
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  I know one thing when I am down when I am feeling like the world is against
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  me when I'm feeling like the evil is trying to grasp at me and pull me down,
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  that's when I say our father who are in heaven hallowed be thy name.
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  Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
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  Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors.
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  Lead us not into temptation, deliver us from evil.
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  For yours is the kingdom, the power, and the glory forever.
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  We're gonna talk about this on Tuesday because Dr.
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  E is back on Monday and it is a prerecorded message.
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  So on Tuesday we'll return for
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  part two of how to overcome your past
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  memories that haunt that haunt you and then
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  what we can do together to make the world a better place our hearts in a better
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  place and put our peace of mind and put our mind at peace may God be with you
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  may shine his light upon you and grant each and every one of you peace on earth
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  have a great weekend and never forget.
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  Have faith, let it begin. Thank you for listening to Have Faith,
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  Let It Begin. I'll be back tomorrow.